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[glitter-sprinkling-capricorn]

I really want to be delulu, I really do. In Delulu Land it's warm and cosy, pink candyfloss clouds everywhere, unicorns🦄, swirlies🍭 and rainbows🌈 and of course Nicola and Luke together in a relationship, happy, after good sex, cuddling in bed. I would like to believe that. ❤️

But I can't.

What follows are my thoughts and feelings, I'm not saying it's true, I've been wrong before...

On 24 October my plane🛩 landed on German soil at 1:45 a.m., I had mobile data again after 7.5 hours and thought: you had the feeling that something was going to happen tonight, but you're an adulting adult now and don't look at your mobile phone.

Then the people on the plane were too stupid to get off. They were all scrunched up at the back, the plane went up at the front and everything stood still. And I sat there with my broken arm, annoyed and exhausted and just wanted to go home.

Then I thought: oh yes... then take a look.

dudumm....

What will I see first? JD and Nic....

You know I didn't notice any sexual tension. Even after NY I was still like: yeah well she got scared... I wasn't worried - in hindsight, I just didn't want to see it.

So I thought: ok JD and Nic then so if they are happy go ahead....

Although to be honest I have a problem with the age gap for various reasons which I can go into if anyone is interested.

But because from the bottom of my heart I am a person who means it when I say: if she is happy, I am happy.

I think JD is a nice guy and I could imagine that they have a lot in common. For example photography, they have the same circle of friends, so why not.

And that doesn't stop me from believing in Lukola in the long run.

Second topic and the reason why I'm writing all this: Luke and Antonia:

I just ignored her for a long time. She was simply non-existent in my orbit, now you know how delulu I can be 🤣

I always thought I was getting weird vibes from her, kind of arrogant, not real, fake smile. And that wasn't someone I would want for Luke. I also thought for a long time that they weren't even together anymore and then her Spain photos came along. I grudgingly accepted it and continued to ignore her as much as possible.

Yesterday I saw a video with her and her friends and I saw a real, lively, funny, friendly girl.

And somehow, without actively wanting to, I made my peace with her. If this girl in the picture is what she usually shows of herself, I can understand what Luke might see in her.

Again, I'm not thrilled with the age gap. But again: if it makes him happy...

And again: that doesn't stop me from believing in Lukola in the long run.

I would like to believe what is so beautifully portrayed in delulu, that JD is just the distraction and that Luke and Antonia are long gone, but....

I can't.

I will always sprinkle glitter but I also have a rational side and it can't overlook certain things.

I had to get rid of that. It all boiled inside me for a while.

[kingspacebar]

Overdesigned Chrono Circle Themed Furry!!!!!!!!!!1 IM NORMALL

[y-unrei]

OKAY SO WHAT 900+ BRO?? LIKE WE ARE A 100 AWAY FROM 1K AAHHHH SCREAMING SCREAMING EATING JOGGING FALLING TYSM LIKE. yall I'd host an event but events are not my thing I honestly prefer joining events.. AND THEN IF I MAKE ONE HOW DO I CHOOSE BETWEEN ALL THOSE AMAZING POSTS YALL MAKE?? TYSM FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART YALL ARE DEFINITELY INVITED TO MY FUNERAL ILY GUYS TYYYY!! 🔥🔥🤭

so lets tag my mootsies btw these are people I usually interact with I have alot of blog I love sm but this time I'll only tag close moots cuz yes.

♡ fav blogs:

@y-vna @sugarish @wonjuii @flaireur @n-americano @yeoniis @neapolitism @khroem @koosuvi @i-kyujin @aiirene @nayeist @thsv @soulari @heavenurl @purinkiss @jaexiyu @flwerwon @tzulipss @rkkuri @loien @nikist-4-n @purinkiss ++ more (moots i usually interact with!!)

[hypnautic-cereal]

SYMPHONYYYYYYYY🐬🌈🦄

Yeahhhh I’m not entirely sure if I’ll finish this (mainly because the meme is dead), but here’s some Eddie in drag for y’all, eat up

Video edit under the cut⬇️

[bunnyb33r]

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

[sunshiiinesoda]

[sadenees]

Geceye

[tillyeatsworld]

[the-patchwork-girl-of-oz]

[rickybaby]

Daniel’s special helmet for the Belgian Grand Prix 2024

[commiepinkofag]

Teachers with Pride Still Have to Hide

Gay schoolteachers wearing masks at parade, June 28, 1986

In this image, Seattle schoolteachers participating in the Gay Freedom Day parade through the Capitol Hill neighborhood hold a banner reading "Teachers with Pride Still Have to Hide," and wear masks to protest the discrimination they have felt. An estimated 10,000 people participated in the event, which is part of Seattle's annual Gay Pride Week.

[ 📷 Jennifer Werner-Jones / Seattle Post-Intelligencer ]

oh, how times have changed!

[kingspacebar]

Woof!??????

[twinknote]

men everywhere rly need to learn a thing or two from vkei. start crossdressing and being goth

[ghoulcvlts]

Let’s pretend I didn’t leave for like a year and appreciate some bechloe on your feed<3 (ref pose from _biacami_ on tt💕)

[lachatalovematcha]

ʕ✩..•( ᴥ )•..ʔ ⌒ *･゜ﾟ･*:🌈🍓🎨🥞🍫🌰

★彡🎀彡★★彡🌻彡★★彡🍮彡★★彡🍭彡★

ʕ✩..•( ᴥ )•..ʔ ⌒ *･゜ﾟ･*:🌈🍓🎨🥞🍫🌰

★彡🎀彡★★彡🌻彡★★彡🍮彡★★彡🍭彡★

[teencopandthesourwolf]

[ insert rainbow/unicorn/butterfly emojis ]