#📓: denial

[planesofdelusion]

YOU can't think yourself into trauma. i, however

[aernx]

⌕ CUPID’S REFLECTION ✶ 종성

○ﾟ˖ synopsis ʚɞ your sole mission was to get your best friend with her long term crush, heeseung. well except that you had to face his guard dog of a best friend, jay (who is actually trying to do the same thing???) along the way.

or in which ˓ 𓏲ִ two enemies form an alliance to get their (awfully dense) best friends together. who knew that the two cupids might end up shooting their arrows at each other in the midst of it all.

LAST WARNING ❕are you sure you want to play cupid ? . . .

! ▹ SELECT PAIRINGS — matchmaker! jay x matchmaker! fmr

[ next ] ! SELECT GENRE : enemies to lovers, matchmaker au

FEATURING ˚.𓂅 karina aespa, taehyun txt, han skz, rest of enhypen, brief mentions of other idols WARNINGS ˚.𓂅 profanities/use if harsh language, jay and yn are blind and dumb, angst, denial, misunderstandings, ignore all the timestamps

─── [ ▹ ] ⟢ status. ᶻz ongoing ﹒૪ ﹒ 09/07/23 - tba

[ unselected ] ! NOTES ˖ ࣪⭑ this is a work of fiction purely made up for fun and giggles, the characters here do not reflect w the idol’s irl. hihi guys ur girl aerin is back!! hope you guys enjoy! don’t mind any grammar/spelling mistakes ! also please DO NOT spam like as it will cause me to get shadowbanned.

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chapters. -> loading data . . . playing cupid starts in 3..2..1

ㅤㅤ001. the delusions are getting into you

ㅤㅤ002. i’m sick of your delulus

ㅤㅤ003. damn you & your biceps hyun

ㅤㅤ004. you’ll be the bestman

ㅤㅤ005. i did NOT call her a hoe

ㅤㅤ006. overdressing? what’s that?

ㅤㅤ007. you can bring a friend 🫧

ㅤㅤ008. not a double date 🫧

ㅤㅤ009. almost as if we’re meant to be 🫧

ㅤㅤ010. anything the princess says

ㅤㅤ011. stop moping, loner

ㅤㅤ012. i see we're making progress

ㅤㅤ013. it's a date simulation

more tba . . .

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[snickerdoodlles]

📓 :3

:D!

@mortimerlatrice got me thinking about a KimChay Chrestomanci AU, so more of that.

the Chrestomanci series, sidenote, is an absolutely delightful fantasy series by Diana Wynne Jones. it's composed of mostly independent stories set in a universe of 12 parallel universes (called Series), each with their own string of worlds (except Series 11). generally speaking, every person has eight identical copies borne into other series than their own, but very occasionally all nine lives will be borne into one person. this nine-life enchanter has all the power of nine magical people in them and is therefore the only person powerful enough to fill the role of Chrestomanci to regulate magical use and prevent any abuse of it across the 12 series.

which cool, very fun story premise actually, but not what I care about here. I'm setting kp in one of the series that doesn't deal much with magic because I don't care about magic meet mafia, I care about Chay having nine lives and all the ways that could make things worse.

(cw: non-permanent but slightly graphic character death under the cut. ft a dash of actual character death, but that only applies to Tawan.)

Chay doesn't have all his lives when canon starts. he lost his first one the same day he and Porsche lost their parents when he fell out of his crib trying to investigate the noise. he lost his second to food poisoning, before Porsche started working for extra food money and they had to make every scrap stretch. he lost another when a debt collector hit him too hard and snapped his neck. (Porsche wasn't home for that day. Chay told him he wasn't either.)

Chay loses his fourth life in the warehouse. it actually wasn't intentional on anyone's part -- Tawan's hired meat weren't careful enough bringing him in, and Chay's luck has his head hit a curb or scrap metal at just the right (or wrong, as it were) angle to kill him instead of concuss him, and head injuries take so long to come back from. Tawan drags out the charade because he wants Porsche desperate, not angry, and Porsche is in too deep of denial to accept the possibility of Chay actually being dead not to fall for it.

Kim arrives before Chay comes back to life. it's...bad. Porsche is screaming for him to get Chay out. Kim first checks Chay's breathing. failing to find that, he frantically (but carefully!) hauls Chay upright. that's when Chay's head flops limply to the side and reveals the dried blood down the back of his neck, which Kim had already felt grabbing but refused to process.

Kim sees red.

Tawan knifes Big. Porsche's shouts break through the fog threatening to overwhelm Kim. then Tawan gets one very distraught, very angry, very murderous Kim materializing in front of him and going right for his eyes. it doesn't matter that Tawan's the one with a weapon, he could've had an armory and that couldn't have helped him. Kim is very, very, very good at fighting, and he's on a mission to hurt. but he's also missing his control, and kicks Tawan in the kidney so hard Tawan stumbles back into a pile of scrap and, in true irony, jostles it hard enough the end of steel beam falls on his head. as discovered earlier, metal and concrete are not kind to heads, and bullet proof vests certainly can't protect from that.

it's too quick and too kind, and Kim stares at him disbelievingly, half a mind to drag Tawan out and beat out the little life he's surely still clinging to, when Chay groans. Kim first thinks he hallucinated it, but then he sees Chay move and he's so relieved he was wrong that he shoves everything else out of his mind and just gets Chay out. then everything and one trailing shouty Porsche slams back into him the minute Chay's out of his arms and with the paramedics that Kim bolts to go hide in a dark corner in his apartment and fail to process any of it.

Chay misses all of this btws. He was dead, then he was back with a headache, and he loves Porsche but he needs Porsche to please shut the fuck up and get him some tylenol.

then apartment confrontation, where Kim says I'm sorry and shoves off even quicker because all he can remember are those moments when he'd been so sure Chay was properly dead. club scene goes down even worse when Kim yells at Chay for making stupid reckless choices that could get him killed, and Chay demands to know why Kim even cares, and Kim goes pale with anger that Chay doesn't care that he (only nearly, surely) died, and it's all very terrible and ends in them storming away from each other.

then comes Yok's bar.

Chay dies. Kim had taunted them into a direct fight inside instead of picking them off outside, and it should have been fine, would have been fine, had Chay not had a bit more awareness and looked over to see Kim pinned between two guys and rushed to help only to get shot by one of the goons on the other end of the bar. he bleeds out while Kim kills off the rest.

Chay comes back to a bar full of bodies and Kim (clutching) cradling him. Kim isn't crying. he isn't really doing much of anything other than clinging and staring off into nothing with a thoroughly haunted expression.

Chay blinks and tentatively lays his fingers against Kim's cheek. "Kim?"

Kim's eyes snap to him, but still don't quite see him. he stays looking blank for a few seconds that feel like hours before saying matter-of-factly, "I've snapped."

"Kim!" Chay protests, distressed.

"It's okay," Kim says, still matter-of-fact but smiling tenderly, "better to be mad with you than without."

it takes a while to convince Kim he's not insane and that Chay's really back. Chay's not certain he fully manages it. but his death also shook loose a lot of confessions Kim normally couldn't say out loud. ("why--" Chay starts, voice cracking, "why did you say 'I'm sorry' that day?" / "You were supposed to be safe," Kim replies hoarsely, mad smile slipping for tears.) there's more clutching and clinging, this time by Chay too. both of them manage to forget they're in a bar of dead bodies until Porsche and Kinn come crashing through the door.

"Chay!" Porsche yells when he first sees him.

"Chay," Porsche pleads brokenly when he sees Chay's blood soaked shirt.

"Not mine!" Chay says quickly, and would've been given away by how fast Kim's head snaps around in any other circumstance. "See?" he says, raising his shirt to show unblemished skin, "No injury."

this does a lot to reassure Porsche, but Chay can tell Kim still thinks he's a little bit insane. Chay decides that's fine for now, because dying takes a lot out of you and apparently everyone around you too and it's unfair to expect Kim to just bounce back from him bleeding out on him, he'll work on it after a shower and dinner.

I'm not writing this AU because I only really have these two vague scenes in my head, but Chay having multiple lives making his existence in the mafia hurt more than canon's calls to me, it really does.

oh, also: in the AU source material, one of the nine-lifers has one of his lives removed and stored into a ring for safekeeping. he later gives this ring to his to-be-wife as her wedding ring. I'm not sure yet how to work that into this AU because Chay's contact with magic and other magicals would be slim to none in this, but please picture how this would absolutely wreck Kim, because there's nothing Kim wants more than to safeguard Chay but as far as he's concerned, he's already failed Chay in that regard twice. 😈

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[usedtobeguest123]

📓😁

😁 you are the best.

"Explain the plot of a fanfic you haven't written"---here you go:

I've long had this nascent idea for a fic in which Bruno accidentally adopts a daughter from outside the Encanto. After the events of the formation of the Encanto, part of the nomadic group of thieves and vigilantes that ransacked Pedro and Alma's old village settles there, just on the other side of the protective mountain range. They are, in sum, a rough and war-torn bunch who now fear and abhore the "evil" magic that took down seven men on horseback like grass in the wind. The narrative is twisted (trauma and denial, yadda yadda) as it is passed down, and the next generations come to view the terrible night as vehemently as Alma does, unaware of the full story. (This is not fleshed out, obviously lol)

One of the sons of the men who were killed by the magic of the Encanto forming has daughters of his own, and they are taught to similarly fear and despise magic and the mysterious people who killed their abuelo. Their father is a hard man, and sometimes uses the harsh pain of physical punishment to harden them against the pain he knows they will face in life (abuse, plain and simple). Generational trauma of a different sort than what is on the other side of the mountian.

One day some decent time after the events of the movie, after the mountains have broken open, one of these girls, who is now 15 or so, stumbles into the area around the Encanto because Reasons(TM). Maybe they are exploring the potential fall of the evil magic. Idk.

Long story short, Bruno is coincidentally in the vescinity and sees her in an involuntary vision once she crosses the boundary, and in said vision all he sees is that she is in peril from a man on horseback, and can tell its like happening NOW. He clumsily crashes through to the area, sees the father about to hit the girl as some sort of punishment (reasonsTM), reacts on instict and calls on his magic to attempt to scare the guy away. What it does do is cause the father to think his daughter, who has been slowly questioning the narrative they've all come to believe, is somehow in cahoots with the evil magic and the mountains opening and he disowns her. Leaves her there, because there is no forgiving siding with the ones who killed your family.

She is slightly injured, in a daze, Bruno calls to his fam via Dolores, she is convinced to return to Casita, and the rest of the story is both the Madrigals and the girl learning to let go of biases from generational baggage and twisted narratives . Its platonic enemies to love. She at first is stoic, hard, and resistant to all their efforts--she has lost her father, her sister, and everything she knows and, though this weird man who caused it is strangely kind, it was still his fault. BUT she eventually comes to see them all as family, comes to understands the brokeness of her own father, learns that true, perfect love drives out fear and heals, not hurts, and is "adopted" by Bruno, gets some sort of complicated gift of her own that is an amalgamation of the visual aspects of Bruno's gift but has to do with empathy and understanding people's pasts. Healing and complicated gift adventures ensue.

It feels big and unwieldy, heavy on the angst (which is out of my comfort zone!), and rife with historical references, and complex relationships, so it's only ever been an idea, but there it is!

[brown-little-robin]

🧠 💔 🗡️ 🍁 📓 - for princess hestia my beloved!!!

Stormy!!! :D what appropriate questions from you!

🧠 - What is their stress response: fight, flight, freeze, or fawn? - fawn, definitely. she copes using optimism and peacemaking and big smiles!!! it annoys her husband as much as it endears her to him!

💔 - Does forgiveness come easily or with difficulty to this oc? Can they forgive others? What about themselves?

forgiveness? fascinating question! she tends to go for denial (oh, everyone has their reasons, I'm sure they didn't think what they were doing was wrong, etc etc), rather than acknowledgement of faults or wrongs. But in cases where she accepts that she has a choice between forgiveness or holding a grudge, she'll go for forgiveness every time she can. Unless the offense involved Merx, in which case, good luck, buddy.

🗡️ - Does this oc have a signature object, accessory, or weapon?

signature object: a little belt charm of a smiling domestic pig carved out of [insert exotic sci-fi material here]. maybe space elephant ivory or something. anyway she has a pig sculpture & it's her little buddy. and her heraldic animal!

🍁 - What is this oc’s favorite season?

Summers, when the heat is intense and pools of nice cool water seem inviting. When it's easy to set down on a planet and acquire fresh fruit. When Merx goes mellow in the sunlight. <333

📓 - Do you associate any quotes or lyrics with this oc?

Yes, from Dissolve Me by Alt-J:

Now dissolve me, two tabs on your tongue A herd of shepherds to herd the sheep, sleep now my only one

She makes the sound, the sound the sea makes, to calm me down... She makes the sound, the sound the sea makes, I'm tired now...

from this ask game! asks open!

[tristantzara]

🖕 + 📓 mayhaps..

🖕 A headcanon relating to anger

when she gets really mad it is paradoxical laughter time... her main strategy for calming down is leaving the area and engaging in denial... the thing that angers her the very most is (perceived) mockery...

📓 A headcanon about their hobbies

she loves to read melodramatic sensation novels but is kind of embarrassed about it. & she's bad at tennis but thinks it's fun

[ivryne]

# A DETECTIVE’S GUIDE ON GETTING A GF 💐

genshin smau | heizou x f!reader

synopsis — a detective’s guide on getting a gf !

step 01: get to know her

step 02: ask for her number

step 03: don’t get the wrong number

step 04: don’t mess up step two and end up with her best friend’s number.

— or in which Heizou ends up with his crush’s best friends number instead of hers and now he has to deal with the embarrassment. ( Did anyone forgot to mention that his crush’s best friend is also one of his favorite content creator?? )

pairings — heizou x fem!reader

warnings — misunderstandings, slow burn, denial, mentions of family issues, toxic parents, toxic ex, stalking (not heizou), timestamps don’t matter just ignore them

genre — romance, crack, slice of life, fake dating, idiots in love, slight enemies to lovers (sorta), modern college au! ( age 19-20 )

status — will start once i finish my scara smau

NOW SCANNING DEVICE . . .

featuring . . . nepo babies + yoi | teletubbies comeback

LOADING . . .

act i — oops my mistake

01. bitch who tf?

02. out of all ppl???

03. this hurts more than my mom’s sandal

04. screaming, crying

act ii — worthwhile

tba

act iii — take a chance on me

tba

COMPLETE !

NOTE. heyo I'm back w another au bc I have no self restraint or whatsoever. Hope u enjoy this one!! yn is mentioned to be from Inazuma but there r no mention of specific ethnicity.

(📓) means there r gonna be written parts!

taglist — OPEN! comment or send an ask to be added inside! <33 @exhaustedcommunist @raideneiari @cofijelli @richxelle @samyayaya @jan-penakulu

do not repost, share, or copy! Reblogs and likes very much appreciated!! Thank you for taking your time to read this! Hope you enjoy ^^

©️ 𝐬𝐡𝐫𝐬𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐫.

[opal-owl-flight]

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Let's hear it!

OMG HI ITS YOU

A fanfic idea Ive always wanted to write is the events of rtdl(dx) acc to Magolor's perspective (with a few changes to the script)!!

Him slowly realizing that friendship isnt so bad after all, him hesitating to go through with his plan of betrayal, him subtly pleading with the Four to remain his friends/by his side as he conquers the galaxy...

His heavy denial.

Denial that this friendship is all he wants. Him constantly convincing himself that his plans are more important, that the Four would understand. Him convincing himself that the plan will solve literally all his problems...

Its a betrayal that hurts on both ends. A conflict of emotions that lead to both his doom and his salvation...

[acheez]

mr. limp dick zhongli would probably like math. idk i dont speak old people

• 🗯┊ no one perceive me please but @tarxaglia you can. I guess also this is the first time i ever write about genshin and i don't know anon why am i answering you with smut. maybe using you as an excuse for my own desires. Also @sneyr hello te amo

• 📓┊monster cock description, two cocks, double vaginal penetration, dragon tail action, a bit of degradation, public sex, punishment, orgasm denial, biting, marking, GRAMMAR MISTAKES

imagine zhongli, fucking you from behind, one of his two cocks piercing your tight, stupid cunt while you sob with your extended arms over the library table, skirt and ass up with your hands gripping on the edge of the table for dear life while you try to solve an exercise on functions of several independent variables. you can feel he slow his pace, giving you time to answer him but you can barely get a coherent thought out.

"tell me darling, do you have the answer or do you get so stupid just by fucking you with my tip that you cant even speak" his voice was calm, calm enough to make a chill run down your spine and a sweat to break on your forehead. he was edging you, punishing you for wasting his time. this was supposed to be a tutoring lesson and he thought that, just like every student, you needed an incentive. yet, it looks like his efforts are in vain.

"i- i don't know" you cant concentrate, the numbers and graphs on the theory book looking unfocused to finally lokn blurry behind a sheer layer of tears and mid cut sobs.

"disappointing" he bottoms up. you feel every vein, lean and bump of his abnormal, thick cock. "you make me waste my time" speeding up, his hands go from your neck to your waist, grabbing your sides tightly and leaning to press his chest against your back.

you feel his breath on your neck, is hot and unsteady, ragged breathing caught between suppressed moans and grunts. the library is empty, yet you feel all the eyes are over you two. your legs bend, trying to close on their own anticipating the release you've been waiting for. however, you feel a sharp snap over your thighs, almost whip alike. throwing your head forwards, you see the marks his tail left behind on your flesh, how it straps around your legs keeping them parted "

"first you cant even solve a simple exercise, now you want to cum? you wish" his thrusts get harsher and you feel your head spin and your eyes roll to the back only to roll even faster to the front by the sensation of not only his cock but something else entering you slowly. with your mouth agape, you turn your head around, looking at him through watery eyes, a shit eating grin welcoming you before moving his hand to your clit and circle around the bud.

pushing you with his body weight over the table, he grabs you by the thighs, and you feel like being torn in two. you feel both of his cocks, confirming that the rumors about the senior year two cocked tutor were true. pushing himself slowly, you are sure his grip on your thighs will leave marks for days.

you feel every bump and ridge of his two cocks, the veins on the upper and underside carving your walls while the slight upwards lean hits perfectly your sweet spot. his hand slowly finds it's way in your hair, grabbing locks and pulling them slightly while his grunts become louder and his thrusts sloppier.

"god baby, keep squeezing my cocks like that and i wont last for long" his fangs graze on the exposed neck of your skin, biting softly on your flesh and licking the heated skin. with a strong yank of your hair and a deep moan, he cums inside you, his load instantly overflowing and falling into the library wooden floor.

you gasp at the sudden emptiness he leaves when he takes his cocks out, yet you are so naive to think he would take care of you in any shape or form. listening how he zips his trousers, you turn around to a zhongli who walks nonchantally through the library doors, leaving you hot and bothered, and let's not even mention you also have his monster cum load dripping down your legs

[theminecraftbox]

I'm both scared and excited for the day sam and quackity finds out about dream's lies

Because on one hand they could do anything and also i'm assuming dream'll be so out of it for him to admit that

But on the other hand i wouldn't be hearing sam be all like dream is such a bad liar and all that stuff

I mean they'll be in denial but that's just sam's middle name at this point

Anyways for the question: what are your dreams these days? Happy dreams, nightmares or just dreams and all their weirdness?

/dsmp /rp

(Previous.)

Dream: (disgusted) You—you could—look, just play them on the walls in technicolor. Since it sounds like that’s what you want to hear all about.

DreamXD: 😒

(Dream sits back down and crosses his arms.)

Quackity: Struck a nerve? Aww. Poor Dream. You gonna cry about it? Throw one of your little hissy fit tantrums?

(Sam scoffs.)

Sam: He’s just playing the victim. Again. What’s this supposed to gain you, Dream?

Dream: What? Gain—seriously? What am I supposed to be gaining here, exactly?

Sam: (to XD) Dream doesn’t deserve your sympathy. You should know that.

DreamXD: 🙄

Dream: (dryly) Yeah, I think he’d agree.

Quackity: Let’s hear all about your pathetic little dreams, then!

Dream: You probably dream about killing Technoblade, don’t you? Loser. You literally had full netherite and you fucked it up. Twice. Dreaming about it is as close as you’re gonna get.

Quackity: Nah, Dream, nah. I dream about dancing on your grave. With Sapnap.

Dream: Oh, I’m sure. Sure you do.

(An icy silence.)

Sam: …I’ve been dreaming about the Egg again, I guess.

Quackity: (laughs) I dream about—I don’t fucking know. Weird shit. Lava skies, Karl turning into a tree? Uh, Las Nevadas sinking, into the sand. I had one where Charlie turned everything he touched into slime. Like a fucking—gross Midas thing.

Dream: (coldly) Okay. And oh my god, what a surprise, I dream about the prison a lot. Because I was there for a year. You want me to draw a picture or something?

Quackity: That’s so cute. Look, Sam, he’s sulking.

DreamXD: 😜🖍📓

Dream: …okay, well, I can’t actually draw. That wasn’t—that wasn’t a real offer.

DreamXD: 😔 SCORES: 56-57-61 (max 70)

Dream: Uh… but thanks for the paper, I guess?

DreamXD: 😆👋🌩

Sam: (mutters) Finally.

[bangchanswolfpelt]

masterlist

legend:

📓 – ficlets

📖 – one-shots

💭 – headcanons/reactions/etc.

📈 – most-to-least, rankings, etc.

🎃 – kinktober fill

📬 – responses to asks

[🎃kinktober 2021👻]

[seventeen masterlist]

[stray kids masterlist]

[txt masterlist]

multifandom AUs

hybrid au🐾

magical school au🕯

bts

Namjoon, watersports 💭**

Hoseok, late night car sex 💭**

Taehyung + Jungkook, nightmares + demons 💭**

Namjoon, why are leaders always perverts? 💭**

mamamoo

Hyejin, MAMA 2019 + sub!Hyejin 💭📬**

Yongsun, why are leaders always perverts? 💭**

Wheein, calling her ‘kitten’ 💭📬**

Pillow Talk [Wheein + somnophilia] 📓🎃**

day6

Jae, does he dom or sub? 💭**

Jae, friends with (photographic) benefits 💭**

ateez

Hongjoong, corruption kink?? 💭**

Hongjoong (5racha), free use 💭**

Make a Lil' Room [subby voyeur!Seonghwa + mean dom!Minho] 📓**

Hongjoong, watersports 📓

got7

Jaebeom, why are leaders always perverts? 💭**

Wonho

pillow prince!Wonho 💭**

Jessi

dom!Jessi, pet play 💭📬**

mommy kink + orgasm denial 📓🎃

btob

Minhyuk (5racha), free use 💭**

Pretty Please [switchy dom!Hyunsik + collaring + cockwarming + dumbification] 📓🎃**

multifandom events

Kinktober 2021👻

Halloween Candy 2021

nsfw alphabet🔞📝

BTS: Namjoon / Yoongi / Jungkook

Mamamoo: Yongsun / Byulyi / Wheein / Hyejin

Day6: Jae

Wonho

Jay Park

albums / photobooks

Taemin - Advice (photobook, postcard, photocard)

Taemin - Never Gonna Dance Again [Extended]

**backed up to dreamwidth/wayback machine

[thethrillof]

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arranged marriage au, except i don't care about the romance part lol

basically, not super long before the pure vessel was meant to be sealed, another kingdom (mostly of damselflies and dragonflies) who decided to send important people to check hallownest out somehow manages to kill the radiance themselves. because magic. maybe they had a similar stubborn god problem. idk. that's not actually important

what's important is now there's a kingdom that wants to be friendly and a hollow knight that has no purpose. the white lady dislikes seeing them. the pale king extremely wants peace with these new people. when goddamn arranged marriage with one of the royals' many own offspring is put on the table, there's little reason not to go for it, correct?

the pale king finds himself...not protesting. explaining. because that's reasonable and honorable, and he'd rather not seem untrustworthy after all this. that it--that they are mute. they are strange. they cannot produce offspring.

(the vessel plan is never going to be explained to even his own people, let alone those of a distant foreign land. they're just a strong knight that clearly looks like he and his queen enough that one of the foreign guards made a correct assumption he could not deny.)

this is not seen as a big deal! so it's...going to happen! (and when pk uses foresight to see how it might go if he irrationally chose to send hornet in the hollow knight's place, that would send hallownest into a brutal war with deepnest and ruin his already-distant relationship with her. therefore, not an option. he has no need to think about this.)

so most of the actual stuff is just hollow being taught to act like they're not hollow. learning they're not hollow themselves, over time. the strange discomfort of the king and queen and knights to treat them like a person rather than a tool after so long, to keep up the act.

pk sending spies to learn of the betrothed's interests and personality. to tailor how the hollow knight acts to some degree, of course. not because he cares overmuch about preventing harm. it--they can protect their form against anything, especially mortal bugs.

and then hollow gets to go live somewhere else and learn further how to be a person, how to bond with his new partner (who is totally fine with all this but not actually expecting a ton of romance, they have like three dozen siblings and marriage-alliances are common), and just. live.

and later on when they visit hallownest again, p much everybody realizes oh shit they are a person after a while, although the pale king is in such denial he sort of needs it spelled out.

[chronal-anomaly]

💝, 💔, 📓, & 😬!!

Headcanons and such || Accepting!

💝 A headcanon about their love language

Lena doesn't have one specific love language, but she responds most consistently to acts of service. Living such a busy life - and with Emily living such a busy life as well - time together and physical touch are nice, but often difficult to get. Lena suffices with acts of service as a good receiving love language, where Emily might prep her uniform or prepare her dinner. In response, Lena's expressive love language is absolutely gift giving.

This is multifaceted. She gives gifts to everyone she loves, Byan, Cole, Emily, Jack, Angela, etc. Often times they're little knick knacks picked up during her travel - Byan might get a little figurine of the Effiel tower, maybe, or maybe a scrap of some fancy soft fabric from abroad. These little gifts are important to her to pick up while she's travelling, because that's how she shows love to those around her.

💔 An angsty headcanon

Not aging seems like a superpower orginally, that she would live forever in a 26 year old body. Sure, there's some aches and pains, but otherwise she's very healthy. But at the same time, perpetual life means denial. It means watching her friends and family get old, get sick, die. Holding Emily, with her ginger hair turned grey, as she takes her last breath. It means that it's Lena, standing, at the end of everything, the heat death of the world.

There are some ways to potentially mitigate this, but's almost impossible. When Lena does eventually leave Earth, she believes that her conscious will be reassumed back to the spaces between time, into the cosmic balance of the universe. Maybe she'll become the next Time, who knows. Her time on this world is an unlimited, wretched clock, ticking down the destruction of everything she holds dear.

📓 A headcanon about their hobbies

Wow that one was kinda dark, huh?! Here's this one instead - Lena really enjoys art. She has since she was a kid. Oil paints are her favorite, but most of her projects start off as a sketch before it gets the privilege of being bumped up to oil painting. These are mostly for her big projects, with sketchbooks filled with painted and half-painted projects.

She finds the process very stabilizing, settling into each brush stroke, usually to the sound of loud music. It's one of the few times she can sit still, limbs finally slowing to a melodic dance against the page/canvas. For people she loves dearly, she'll paint something and gift it to them for a holiday.

It also means she doodles and graffities all over everything. Once, she and Genji spray painted a dick into the hair of the gaudy SC Morrison statue just because they could. Good luck finding a napkin not covered in ink.

😬 A headcanon about the worst thing they’ve done

There's a lot of ways I could take this, but the heat death of the universe already took the mood way down.

Once, Lena loosened the bolts on a balance beam before a gymnastics competition to try and beat the Head Bitch who had always been cruel toward her. It was successful - the beam broke, and the girl ended up breaking her tibia. She recovered okay, but Lena's always felt very guilty about that one.

[elizabeth-mitchells]

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so sorry it took me so long to reply 😭

okay the plot of a fanfiction that I haven't written but daydream about!!

right now the one occupying most of my daydreams is a time loop wenclair fic!!!

basically, Wednesday goes back for a new semester at Nevermore and she's aggressively in denial of her feelings for Enid, which ends up hurting Enids feelings :( and maybe even getting her killed :(

but!! then Wednesday wake up in the car again, arriving at Nevermore to start the day all over again, break Enid's heart all over again, watch her die all over again...

until!! Wednesday, of course, realizes she's stuck in a time loop, and tires to find her way out. she tries to save Enid in any way possible, she ends up dying herself a few times, she goes a little crazy, or a lot, admits her feelings for Enid, and finds out who the hell put her in a time loop 👀

[runnning-outof-time]

Hey K- I hope you're doing well. Do you have another 📓 left to share for me?

xx Val 🤍

Omg, Val, I’m so sorry for not answering sooner!! Of course I’ve got another story plot for you!! (I’ve also got many more that I haven’t shared 😬😬) I’m doing pretty good…I had a pretty busy last couple of days, and I didn’t get to write as much as I wanted to, so I’m hoping that the weekend is nice to me 🤞🏼 I hope you’re doing well as well! 🥰❤️

The plot for this one is also for a celebration, and I’m hoping to get it out before Halloween comes because it’s kinda dark/spooky. It’s called The Line, and it’s a Tommy x reader. I don’t have much of the smaller intricacies of the plot fleshed out yet (which is bad because Halloween is almost here), but I’m hoping that it’ll be one of those stories that just writes itself when it starts.

So it’s essentially where the reader’s killed someone (again…I’m not sure of the situation that will lead up to it, I just know that this is the main climax of the story) and she’s the type where she didn’t think she’d have it in her to do something like that. And Tommy comes into the story essentially trying to get her to come to grips with what she’s done, and he helps her through the denial that she’s feeling. Again, it’s not really fleshed out, but the bones are there.

I’m sorry again Val for not answering this sooner. I hope you’re doing well - thanks so much for being interested in my WIPs ❤️❤️

[majorbaby]

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I would really like to write comrades in arms but make it hunnihawk... i'd also like to write many comrades in arms variants - it's literally the same bed/now or never trope. There's a gorgeous fancomic on tumblr (i cant remember who did it but i will try to find it later and link to it) that does it and i love it. It's one of the more believable hunnihawk scenarios to me.

The sex will probably be quick, borderline unsexy handjobs shrug because i dont think BJ is accustomed to quick-and-dirty romps and also in my head it's his first gay encounter. Maybe hawk goes down on him but BJ gets spooked so it doesnt last long or hawk gives up and just jerks him.

And i dont think margaret and hawkeye had penetrative sex either lol im only willing to be so generous about what exactly happened between them, hawkeye being as yellow-bellied as he is and there being shells falling all around them... either they rubbed each other off quickly or it was an unsatisfying PIV for margaret and she looks uh, pretty satisfied the morning after so i think she got hers.

Then because it's me, some kind of sad/angsty ending. Hawkeye hopes something will change between them but it doesnt. BJ is in denial, or is angry at himself for giving into base desires. Hawkeye cries on someone's shoulder but i havent figured out whose, and it doesnt go very far. Margaret perhaps, i'd also consider charles - but with charles it'd be a less explicit conversation, maybe keep it to a little wistfulness on hawkeye's part.

And at the verrrrry end just the tiniest hint of mutual pining but like ambiguously on BJ's part. Something has shifted, maybe it comes up post-fic, or maybe it doesn't.