#👍 what do you want me to do. sorry btw
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zaggyzoo · 2 years ago
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ghosted two people in like the last week hashtag social life hashtag good life
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stressfulsloth · 1 year ago
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Hrngh I just. I don't want to argue with people but. Being an addict is not a moral issue. You are not more morally good and pure for never having experienced addiction. You are not inherently bad for being an addict. Like the recovery narrative centres becoming a "better person" or being "redeemed" BUT BEING IN ACTIVE ADDICTION DOES NOT MAKE SOMEONE INHERENTLY A BAD PERSON. You don't need to be redeemed. That kind of dichotomous thinking is detrimental to recovery, setting people up to see relapse as a moral failure, a weakness in character, something they need to repent and self flagellate for. When it's just... not. It's a part of the process.
And even beyond that, if you can't bring yourself to uncouple addiction from morality, you have to see that addiction never happens in a vacuum. To ignore the socioeconomic factors that contribute, the way that addiction and alcoholism intersect frequently with chronic pain, the way that our society is essentially made hostile to people experiencing addiction which then in turn self-perpetuates... it seems needlessly cruel as well as ridiculously individualistic. Pull yourself up by your bootstraps type of mentality. Poverty and chronic pain are significant contributing factors in many cases of long term addiction; it is far more useful to blame power structures that allow people to remain in poverty, their pain untreated, the inequalities and failed safety nets, disregard for vulnerable populations, all amounting to social murder. Choosing instead to place blame and vitriol at the feet of addicts is unhelpful at best and frankly malicious at worst.
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spacechampion · 2 months ago
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it’s funny how different my life is compared to this time last year. the leave are still falling the same as they always have and the air is suddenly cold and crisp but every single aspect of the world has changed so radically for me. i both wish so much to go back and try to fix things, be a better version for them, but i also know that i’m in a better place, living more authentically and the people who cared for me have already moved on and no longer think of me with the same fondness (if there ever was any)
i hope they’re happy now
both of you
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sweeterlovers · 11 months ago
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SWEETEST GIRL / OSCAR PIASTRI
oscar piastri x female student reader
FACE CLAIM / lotta stichler
WARNINGS / curse words
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f1couples mclaren driver oscar piastri seen walking with a girl in london. new wag?!??
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user6 hold up ✋✋
user12 AWWWW
landonorris this you oscarpiastri ????
oscarpiastri 👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯
user09 LMFAOO
user23 HE IS SO UNSERIOUS
user9 girlfriend effect is real
user167 WE NEED NAMES!!!!
user66 someone needs to stalk rn
user871 booking a flight to london as we speak
user11 can i join??
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oscarpiastri resting & recharging 👍😄
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user78 SHE IS SO PRETTY
user89 oscar tryna soft launch over here
user111 unbothered king 👨‍🦯👨‍🦯
oscarpiastri what can i say ;)
user111 IFNEBSBB OMG HE REPLIED
landonorris i want some pastries mr piastri
oscarpiastri she says to come over
landonorris driving as we speak
yourusername put your phone down pls!! p.s don't get into an accident!!!
user085 SHE IS SUCH A MOM
user099 living for them
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f1couples here is some info on oscar piastri's rumored girlfriend: her name is your name & last name and her insta account is yourusername but it is a private account. she is a student at university of oxford and she is majoring in history and english literature. she is 21 years old and was born in london!
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user67 SO SHE IS SMART!!
user0134 you would've thought he would go for some model or something not some normal college student...
user13754 first of all what the fuck??? oscar isn't required to date a model and if they're happy they're happy. and so what if she is in college and isn't famouse, there isn't anything wrong with that.
user90 she looks so sweet!
user3 literally! she looks like she would be the mom friend!!
yourusername i try :))
user3 OMG YOU REPLIED!! UR SO PRETTY AH
yourusername thank you sm!! your so sweet 🤍🤍
user7 love them love them
yourusername omg how did you guys find all of this information about me 😅😅
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yourusername i have over 1,000 people requesting to follow me...not sure what to do so i went shopping!
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yourfriend when in doubt shop it out 🙏
yourusername my new motto!!!!!
oscarpiastri pretty girl 🤩
yourusername 😚😚😚
yourfriend btw she is giggling and blushing rn
oscarpiastri is she now?
yourusername no she is not 😅
yourfriend LIAR
landonorris you should come to the race this weekend!!
yourusername if i finish my work then maybeeee
oscarpiastri PLEASEE COME
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oscarpiastri facetimes with my girl 💗💗
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yourusername ARE THOSE THE BOOKS ON MY WISHLIST??
oscarpiastri maybeeee
user8 girlfriend effect is rea
landonorris since when do you read?
oscarpiastri i don't they are for yn
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yourusername back with pookie and we made cinnamon rolls 😊
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user08 SHE MADE HER ACCOUNT PUBLIC!
user86 those cinnamon rolls look so good omg
landonorris they taste like HEAVEN
oscarpiastri you are such a cinnamon roll :))
yourusername no more cinnamon rolls for you then
oscarpiastri NO IM SORRY PLS I LOVE U
user8 cuties
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oscarpiastri she's back 😚😚
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user55 his instagram is slowly turning into a fan account for his gf and i love it
user997 he is such a book boyfriend
yourusername that's what i'm saying !!!!!!
yourfriend you guys are so in love it's disgusting
yourusername we love you too 💗
yourusername thank you to my mans 👏
oscarpiastri thank u
user01 how did you guys meet??
yourusername we met at a barnes and nobles!!
user71 ROM COM CODED
yourusername i love our meet cute ☺️
oscarpiastri a what now?
yourfriend educate yourself sir
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yourusername you are the best thing that's ever been mine 💌💌
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oscarpiastri i don't wanna look at anything else now that i saw you 🤍
yourusername i don't wanna think of anything else now that i thought of you
landonorris my parents guys
yourusername 👨‍👩‍👦👨‍👩‍👦
user019 they are my roman empire
user08 if they ever break up i won't believe in love
user86 i will not be a child of divorce 🤝
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reareaotaku · 3 months ago
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Can I request Yandere gravity falls with bored reader who would jump to different alternative universe for the fun of it, unknowingly that everyone become very attached to them? (This can be romantic or platonic)
Reader is from the monster falls universe btw and currently visiting gravity falls (The og universe)
I hope this make sense👍
If my request too complex, you don't have to do it
Holy shit- I love this idea. I could literally write a whole story this
[I was going to have where reader jumps into the body of herself in alternate dimensions, but I decided not to...]
Pt II: _____ | Pt III: _____
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All the people of Gravity Falls were monsters. At least, in your dimension they were. You weren't like that though- You looked... different than the creatures. You were a shapeshifter that's able to jump different dimensions. The shapeshifting was when you jumped into another universe, your body morphed to fit the dimensional plane.
You liked traveling different places. It was fun, while still staying familiar territories. You didn't stand out, so you can do anything you wanted and explore to your heart's desire. That was until you got to Gravity Falls- it was relatively strange... The creatures that hid in this Gravity Falls fit more in with the other dimensions you've been to then the actual people. They had no special abilities or anything.
You went exploring the town, but you had to be honest- This place was boring as hell. You sighed as you walked around the town, not watching where you were going and accidentally bumping into someone.
You were quick to apologize, before taking a good look at the man you had run into. He looked an awful like Dipper.
"I'm sorry," He begins, closing his book. "I wasn't paying attention." He puts out his hand, "I'm Dipper. You're not from around here, are you?"
"Uh, not necessarily. Maybe you could show me around?"
"Uh," He looks down at his book. Dipper realized that a pretty girl was asking him to show him around. He had to take this chance, especially since he knew the coolest things about Gravity Falls. "Yeah. I can show you around."
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Dipper was exploring a pond that was located near the cave of the three-headed bear. He had realized that the pond wasn't normal. He looked at his reflection, but instead of seeing himself, he saw a creature- that looked like him, but also a deer?
He went to put his hand into the pond when there was a long CRACK. He looked back, but didn't see anything. He stands up and slowly goes towards the noise, only to be surprised when seeing a person crouched down.
He knew it was creepy to spy on someone, but this wasn't someone. This was different...
The creature stands up and h/l [Hair length] h/c hair flowed down and he realized it was a girl when she turned around. She looked just like him- Not like-like him, but human, though Dipper's monster radar was going off hardcore. He'd have to learn more about who and what this girl was.
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"So, what brings you to Gravity Falls?" Dipper asks, while putting his book into his handbag. NOT a purse, but a handbag.
"Uh... What can I say. It reminds me of home," You chuckle at your joke, but Dipper was clearly confused. "I didn't tell you my name. I'm Y/n."
"Y/n? That's a nice name."
"It's definitely something. Is there anything fun to do in Gravity Falls."
"Depends. What do you like to do?"
You hum, before looking over at him, smiling, "Do you... Have any supernatural stuff?"
Dipper considered his words, humming to himself. "Well, depends. Am I looking at one?"
You turned to him not only confused, but taken aback by his bluntness. "I'm sorry."
"I saw you in the forest."
"Oh.." You laugh. "Yeah? What did you see."
"I know you're not... like me."
"How does that make you feel?"
He smiles, "Curious." He digs in his bookbag, before grabbing the journal he had been carrying before. "I want to know everything."
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phleb0tomist · 6 months ago
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people love telling me not to isolate myself when I’m having a crisis- reach out, don’t hide, etc- and while that’s a lovely sentiment, a lot of people don’t seem to understand what it entails in practice? like they truly don’t seem to have considered that me being open during my mental health crisis will mean them actually Seeing and Hearing small parts of that crisis.
“don’t hide yourself” seems to come with a secret caveat of “but don’t be unpalatable either”. often my openness leads not to support but to an ethics debate about whether it was condemnable of me to let my struggle be slightly visible. interesting. when i wear short sleeves or make casual mention of the long-term aftermath of my self injury, it’s somehow perceived as me saying “self injury is awesome! i think the whole world should do it!” instead of being perceived as me living exactly as i always have, just hiding a little less, bringing you into my world a tiny bit, like you asked. healed scars are the only ones i allow to be seen, i cover up healing injuries and i don’t talk about methods or anything overly specific or sensational. i openly discuss harm reduction measures & therapeutic strategies. but somehow ppl still disapprove of the snippets they see when i reach out.
if you want people to reach out during crisis you have to accept that theres no way for a person to make themselves palatable while theyre showing you their severe mental illness lmao. they’re not going to provide you constant caveats while sharing their feelings like “ive been having trouble coping so i fell back on self injury. but i don’t condone it! YOU shouldn’t do it and I condemn myself for having done it btw! I will never forgive myself for this expression of mental illness, i’m so sorry I revealed it to you.”
this post might be a vent I can’t rly tell. open to conversation if anyone has any similar experiences 👍
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littlelordfuckler0y · 1 year ago
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enzo st. john x fem!reader Instagram au
hi anon if you’re seeing this I hope you like it :)
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yourusername mystic falls autumn how I missed you
@gilbertelenaaaa mystic falls missed you too
@yourusrname I didn’t go to war man I was just getting masters
@dam0nsalvat0re oh I heard the rat problem is back
@bonbonniie he literally crossed boxes in calendar each day till ‘y/n gets back’ btw ^^
@yourysrname HAHAHAHAHHA SOFTY ASS
@dam0nsalvat0re @bonbonniee you literally had no business making that public information
@stefaNN18 Welcome back y/n!! We missed you!! 🥰💕
@yourusrname the mom energy your texting style radiates💀
@itsenzo ah heard a lot about you love, welcome home or whatever
@carebear you return my mugs to me or I SWEAR there will be consequences
@yourusrname I’ll see YOU in court
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gilberelenaaaa for future reference: don’t ask y/n to watch the stove
@gilberelenaaaa not even for two seconds
@bonbonniie that is some serious witchcraft wow
@yourusrname sorry for trying to be helpful
@1tsenzo nice try! never try again 👍
@yourusrname you literally eat burnt toast for breakfast
@1tsenzo it’s called English brown bread toast
@yourusrname you’re so cheap you’d probably eat anything
@1tsenzo anything…? When you put it like that I can certainly think of a few things I’d be interested in eating
@yourusrname what happened to shame?
@carebear EW HES SO GROSS
@stefaNN18 is everyone alright? xx
@gilberelenaaaa yeah dw we have had a fire extinguisher on stand by
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1tsenzo hate this woman’s guts
@yourusrname I call it divine intuition
@1tsenzo we spent half an hour trying to get out of the herd???????? and I have goat piss all over me????????
@yourusrname and? and?
@bonbonniiee CUTIE
@1tsenzo thanks
@yourusrname it was directed to me
@1tsenzo on MY post? Not everything is about you love
@bonbonniie it was directed to her though
@yourusrname HAHAHAHAHHA SEE
@dam0nsalvat0re where are you two???
@1tsenzo idk I was just giving y/l/n a ride
@dam0nsalvat0re why?
@1tsenzo because she asked me to…?
@stefaNN18 since when do YOU do things for other people that aren’t a felony in some way voluntarily???
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yourusername Caroline tells you to get the dress? You get the dress.
@bonbonniiee amen
@dam0nsalvat0re even if it’s matching with your grandma
@yourusrname SHUT THE FUCK UP
@dam0nsalvat0re can’t unsee it can you?
@stefaNN18 do not listen to Damon he doesn’t know what he’s talking about polka dots are sooooo back again
@dam0nsalvat0re okay Miranda Priestly
@1tsenzo wow.
@carebear ABSOLUTELY STUNNING
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1tsenzo dress like your girlfriend day
@carebear LMAOOOO WHAT
@carebear You?? Don’t?? Have?? A?? Girlfriend??
@1tsenzo yet
@gilbertelanaaaa does he think he’s pulled off dressing like y/n
@yourusrname ????????????????????????
@1tsenzo you’re just jealous I wear polka dot better than you
@gilbertelenaaaa it’s so difficult to tell if he’s flirting with y/n or fighting with her
@1tsenzo a secret third thing
@yourusrname he’s being a bitch
@stefaNN18 delete
@dam0nsalvat0re have you by chance ever heard the term self respect?
@1tsenzo I couldn’t care less mate she is SO lovely I really don’t think much about much
@dam0nsalvat0re can y/n just go out with him at this point I feel nauseous
None of the pictures are mine I save them from Pinterest
If people want I could do more parts of this (I am dying to) let me know if you’d like to be tagged and thanks you for the request!!!!!!!
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jusmango-shake · 6 months ago
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(platonic) hug with donnie? like the two of you are good friends IDK thank you :)
🥭: I uh didn't know which Donnie you meant, so I js chose 2012 if that's alright? I hope you enjoy it though! Sorry for it being so short btw.
12!Donnie x Reader/p
Fictype: Normal
Mood: fluff (comfort?)
Warnings: nnone that I can think of. 👍
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Donnie walked out of the living room with a huff, the sound of his brother's laughter only fueling his frustration.
He angrily wiped at his eyes, feeling the familiar building up of tears. He didn't know why he didn't just go back to the lab or his room, it was like he was on autopilot at this point.
He beelined straight to your home, jumping from building to building and roof to roof. He climbed one of the pipes, grumbling about his brothers until he made it to your window.
Once he recognised the curtains in your favourite colour, he held the pipe right with one hand and knocked with his free one.
He relaxed as he heard the familiar shuffling of steps on the other side, watching as the curtains slid revealing you behind the window.
Donnie watched as you scrambled to open the locked window, it wasn't usual for him to come to your house unless it was an emergency. Especially in broad daylight.
Once the window slid open, he carefully got inside.
You scanned his body for any possible injuries or reason he might be here. He would've looked completely normal if it wasn't for the somber look on his face.
“D? What brings you here?” you asked him worriedly, it unnerved you to see Donnie so.. dejected.
He chuckled nervously, Donnie didn't even know himself.
"Why? You don't want me here?"
“Very funny, Don. You don't usually come here unless you need help.” you looked at the seemingly guilty turtle mutant.
"m sorry if I bothered you, I just— wanted to get away from the lair for a bit." he fiddled with his fingers, embarrassed to tell you the real reason. "Is it so wrong to wanna hang out with my bestest buddy in the entire world..?"
“just tell me the real reason, D.”
You sighed, Donnie was good at a lot of things. Lying? Not one of em.
“If you wanted to hang out with me, you coulda just messaged me instead of coming all the way up here” You eyed him.
Donnie let out a breath he didn't know he had been holding, the ends of his lips slightly down turned into a frown.
“is this about your brothers?”
He perked up at that question, his head slightly tilted as he looked at you.
"..how do you know?"
“i've been to the lair enough times to know they don't take you very seriously sometimes.” you shrugged. “especially when you're rambling.”
He let his gaze drift over to the floor, his shoulders sagging slightly.
“c'mere DonTron, I prescribe you with a hug. we don't have to talk if you don't want to talk.” you walked over to the turtle, embracing him.
Donnie tensed up, though not for long as he reciprocated and hugged back. Sighing through his nose as he eased into the hug.
"Thanks [Name], you always know what to say."
You snorted “i actually guessed the reason why, but sure, I'll take the free compliment.”
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tofupixel · 4 months ago
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Hi! I really like your art, and it inspired me to get into pixel art myself. I know you already posted about how to start making pixel art, and that tutorial was very helpful, but do you have any advice? I see all your art and I can’t help but wonder the process.
hello, first of all thats very cool and sweet, i hope u will continue and thank you for telling me
as for the question hmmmmmmm
its very hard to answer because i don't know where you are at in your journey or what your goals are but
i just finished a piece for artfight and made a timelapse gif which may help you understand my process if you are interested in that (even tho its a more simple piece) (sorry for flipping canvas sm)
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this is the character btw. some things that i think are important:
getting stuff on the canvas even if it looks shit (my sketch phase is FUGLY) but its digital art so we can just make it look better and move stuff around. its literally not a big deal
flip a LOT (flipping lets u see ur mistakes easier) (it might hurt your soul at first but eventually you get used to it) (reaching full artistic ego death is the end goal)
i dont have a strong minds eye so i cant visualize my piece very well so i just try things, you will notice i try different poses and expressions
what i rly care about is mood and conveying some emotion and i'll try lots of things until i get what i want. once its on the canvas i can evaluate how that works for me. if it looks bad JUST CHANGE IT !!!! 😤👍
GET LOTS OF REFERENCES !! when i got just 1 ref i ended up copying it too closely, but you can get a bunch and combine them together. that log in the foreground i stole that from princess mononoke. take elements from stuff nobody will miss it
for beginner advice i think, just draw a LOT and try not to get sucked into the details for too long. u can learn a lot by just doing a ton of throwaway stuff. rendering is important for sure but it can TAKE A LONG TIME so just be aware of what youre spending your time doing
and PLEASE look at other pixel artists who are really good. take their art into your program and look at it and study it, see what they are doing. its not cheating we have all done it.
look on pixeljoint for pros!!
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bloodyymaryyy · 8 months ago
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Gossip girl xoxo
F1 grid x driver reader
This is part 2!
part 1/ part 3 /part 4 /masterlist
Side note : help this is not in correct chronological order it's like moments leading up to the first part. This took way too long and I can't be bothered to fix it properly so bare with me
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Maxie
You: did you see...?
Maxie
Yeah.... You were right it was true... Now what?.
You : I don't know this is getting awkward especially now on the paddock that we have the races... Do you think he is gonna show up?
Maxie
I don't know, although we can't avoid it we have to face the music soon tho.
You : I am not ready for that
Media is gonna be fucked up.
Maxie
Oh believe me it's gonna be shit, I don't think I will last long before headbutting someone honestly
You : me too I won't last long
Fucking hell
What now? Are we gonna ignore it or?
Maxie
Maybe it's best we don't talk about it. Especially here
You :
You are right let's meet up.
🧍‍♀️👉🏡🤷‍♀️🧍‍♂️👉🏡?
Maxie
🧍‍♀️👈🏡
👉⏱️.
🍔🍟 Or 🍝🍤
You
🥇
Maxie
👍
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Before that chaos you were told by Pierre that Lewis was moving to Ferrari in a year that he was told by Charles.
Which that should have been secret until announced by the teams but it's nice to know things... That was something interesting.
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At Lewis apartment complex
*Puzzing *" Nico! Can you please open the door for me?!"
"Why? " Nico answered from the phone
"uhh I came to see you and the girls!" she made a face at that coming with a lie but not really a lie, she did missed Nico and the girls but she came here to confront Lewis about him leaving Mercedes for Ferrari
There was a moment of silence until his voice came again on the phone
"Sure" that was it the buzzing that opened the door came through and she pushed the door open and come up to his apartment, he was waiting for her to come up with his girls with him. The girls jumped to her, hugging her and welcoming her inside, taking off her shoes she came to Nico next and kisses his cheeks crossed and his wife hugging them for a bit and they started to talk about everything.
After a few hours she left and went to Lewis's apartment knocking loudly at the door. When the door opened and revealed Lewis standing there with gray sweatpants and sweater with his hair unbraided Roscoe at his feet wagging his tail seeing her after quite a bit of time he launched himself at her and she kneeled down petting him and scratching him on his back, under his head and belly making him lay down and smile getting his belly scratches.
" Lewis we have to talk" she finally spoke
" Well first of all, how did you get here?" he asked surprised
"Nico opened the door for me!" there was a pause " don't change the subject! Are you going to Ferrari in 2025?!" she exclaimed
" uh I can't tell you that... Sorry"
" Just tell me why?... Are you retiring? Oh no... Are you? You are returning after that aren't you? God!" she then started to tear up and rant about it the only thing he could do is make her stand up and walked her at the couch while she was having a mental breakdown.
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Then there was lando leaked asking for nudes and honestly she learned that from TikTok, she was scrolling down on her for you page while getting her food a bit cooled down and a slideshow popped up about the situation and there was her appetite
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Landinio
You :
Lando!
Lando get the fuck off of my fyp you idiot
Why am I seeing your texts on TikTok?
Landinio
What do you mean?
What texts?
Y/n?
You:
You asking for 😰🤮.... 🍜
Eww I did not want to see that!?
Oh BTW are you okay? Did you not know or?
Are you stupid? Honestly it's a bit ridiculous to leak texts from 2020...
N e way....
Landinio
Wtf?! Why are my cringe text on the open?! From 2020 especially then! I was stupid!
Fuck me...
IT'S NOT MY FAULT THEY GOT LEAKED WTF DO YOU MEAN?!?
Oh pr is gonna kill me fuck
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Lmk if you want another part!
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suniix · 1 year ago
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Hiii!!! Request for Yuta, where reader knows Yuta has a crush on them, and gives them time to confess but ends up getting fed up with how shy he is, and just blurts out how much they like him, in the most random setting. luv ur writing btw (:
surprise confession | yuta x reader
word count | 1k+
note | IM GLAD YOU LIKE MY WRITING!! also sorry this took so long anon!! i got stuck on what random scenario to use, originally i was going to have the reader confess on a roller coaster but somehow it changed. if anyone wants me to write a roller coaster version lmk 👍 (also sorry if he’s a ooc im having a huge writers block moment 😣)
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You thought yourself to be a patient person, truly, but Yuta’s hesitance was beginning to drive you insane.
At first his shy behavior was cute. The shared glances, the way his cheeks would turn a cute shade of red whenever you complimented him, the way he’d stumble over his words when trying to compliment you back; you couldn’t get enough of it. Any day now he would pull you aside and pour his heart out to you.
But quickly a day turned into a couple of days, which turned into weeks, which then turned into months.
And quickly your patience ran out.
You began to think your feelings were once sided. Maybe you had just imagined everything. Maybe you had projected your own feelings onto him which caused you to misinterpret every gesture, word, and action. Had you simply over analyzed every encounter, searching for any hidden meanings behind his every action?
Doubt began to cloud your mind. You began to withdraw yourself from him, hoping that your limited actions would help your feelings disappear.
It wasn’t until while roaming the halls late at night you heard Yuta having a secret conversation with Panda that you confirmed it.
“Just tell them already!” Panda’s hushed voice was immediately silenced by another.
“I can’t!” That had to be Yuta.
“What do you mean you can’t? You like them, just ask them out!”
The two bickering voices began to grow distant when they started walking away from you. You stood leaning against the wall, a giant smile making its way onto your face.
With your heart nearly jumping out of your chest you happily walked back to your room.
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Despite the conversation you heard between the two, nothing changed.
In fact, it seemed as though Yuta’s shyness increased, making it harder for you to even talk to him at all. You’ve thought about making the first move and asking him out first, but every time you try and bring up casually hanging out together, alone, he stutters out an excuse to talk to you later and nearly runs out the room.
At this point, you’re not even sure what to think. Instead of trying to come up with possible ideas as to why Yuta wouldn’t say anything, you've come to accept the fact he likely isn’t looking to be in a relationship. Which, given the whole Rika situation, makes sense. So instead, in an attempt to try and move on again, you went back to avoiding him.
“(Y/n), Yuta!” Maki called out, catching both you and Yuta’s attention. She began walking towards the both of you and gestured to the field behind her. “Both of you, on the field now. It's your turn to spar.”
But it seemed the universe had different plans for the both of you.
Before you even had a chance to protest, Maki and Panda walked past the two of you. “When I get back we’ll switch, until then keep sparring.” Maki stated, seemingly knowing you didn’t agree with the pairing.
You watched as they walked away, feeling Yuta’s eyes on you. Without saying a word, you stand up and grab your weapon and begin walking over to the field. As much as you didn’t want to be paired up with him, there's no use in arguing about it. You wanted to avoid any unnecessary drama that would come from asking to spar with someone else.
Once the two of you stood across each other you initiated the first move, charging at him with a force you normally wouldn’t use.
Yuta definitely noticed, stumbling a couple of times trying to keep up with your pace. “Hey, did I do something wrong?” Yuta asked, grunting as he tried to hold back the force of your wooden spear with his own.
“No, what makes you say that?” You respond, backing away to prepare another attack.
“It’s just that you’ve been avoiding me—” Yuta stumbles back when you suddenly attack, struggling to keep up with your pace. “What did I do to make you so upset?!”
Hearing those words made something snap in you. “That’s just it! You’ve done nothing!!” You yelled.
Yuta stumbled back, landing on his back while looking at you with wide eyes at your sudden outburst.
“I’ve waited and waited for you to say anything. I heard you and Panda talking in the hallway the other night, I know you like me, but it sucks just waiting around for something to happen! I’m upset because I like you too! A lot actually!!”
Yuta’s jaw slightly drops, watching as your eyes begin to water.
You quickly turn away from him and wipe your eyes. You didn’t expect to let it all out at that moment, but just hearing what he said combined with that confused look on his face made you angry. You felt as if you were the only one suffering in this situation.
The realization of what you said began to kick in and you felt your ears burn with embarrassment. Did you seriously just blurt out how much you liked him in the middle of sparring? You were definitely going to remember this moment years into the future when you’re trying to go to sleep.
Standing up, Yuta hesitantly approached you, afraid any subtle movement from him would make you run away. He clears his throat, catching your attention. You hesitantly look back at him, feeling even more embarrassed when you see Yuta’s worried expression.
“I’m sorry for not saying anything sooner, honestly, I had no idea how to approach you about it and I didn’t want to make you uncomfortable with how I felt..”
You shake your head. “No, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to take my anger out on you and put you on the spot like that. Just, ignore what I said—”
“No!!”
His sudden yell startled you. Seeing the look on your face Yuta retracts his hand, you kinda wish he didn’t move his hand away. “I don’t want to ignore what you said. Um, how about after we finish practicing we.. go out to eat? Would that be okay?” He hesitantly asked.
You took a moment to respond, taking in how his eyes shifted from you to the ground, his cheeks slowly becoming more red by the minute. Struggling to hold back a smile you nod.
“Yea, I’d like that.”
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thank you for reading till the end! :D
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transmascaraa · 10 months ago
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hi omg i have a request. feel free to deny if you're uncomfortable!
so i'm pretty sure we all remember the scene where wriothesley pretty much manhandles dougier. what if wriothesley and reader get into an argument and it just gets so heated and reader accidentally says something like "what, are you gonna do that to me, too?" and then you can decide what happens from there.
have a wonderful day! your writing is soooo cool btw ☺️☺️☺️
bf!wriothesley headcannons!
is he gonna do that to you, too?
bf!wriothesley x gn!reader
author's note: yes. i love the request cuz i love angst(BUT WITH COMFORT OF COURSE UNLESS IT'S ABOUT DEATH) so yeah i hope you like it👍
"what, are you gonna do that to me, too?"
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-you and wriothesley sometimes ended up in arguments...
-and yes, it was something that you got used to, sure, but this time...
-it was different.
-you started yelling at eachother, spewing random nonsense,
-yet still making sense.
-you yelled at him, he rolled his eyes.
-you yelled at him again, he replied to you with a smirk.
-you yelled at him once again, and he finally yelled back.
-it was a heated argument, for sure.
-it was hurting both of you, all while hurting eachother with the words that you didn't mean.
-"look, am i'm trying to say, is that you-" he started, raising his arms at you a bit, but you interrupted him.
-"what, are you gonna do the same thing with me that you did to dougier!?" you yelled, voice cracking and eyes tearing up.
-but you didn't let yourself cry.
-not yet.
-"no, that's... not what i meant." he replies, calming his voice down.
-"i don't care, i don't wanna hear it anymore." you turned your back to face him, feeling angry and offended.
-but he didn't say he would do it, right?
-so why were you offended?
-he thought to himself.
-and immediately brought himself back into reality.
-he slowly put a hand on your shoulder, speaking in a soft, apologetic voice.
-"hey... i'm sorry... i didn't mean it... i was just... angry. i'm very sorry... i never meant to upset you that much..." he spoke.
-"are you being serious? or just want me to continue fighting with you? because i can't keep doing this over and over again-"
-"no! not at all. i'm being serious. i'm sorry. truly sorry."
-you sighed and turned to face him again.
-"what?" you were blunt, your eyes still teary, trying to keep in the tears that were so close to spilling and flooding everything around.
-"i'm sorry, forgive me. i would never ever hurt you." he hugged you gently, kissing the top of your head.
-it was then when you let your tears flow freely, putting your arms around him in return.
-"i know, i'm sorry, too. so... i forgive you."
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i haven't written something this long in a while
y'know i really enjoyed writing this one that's why it's longer
i love it a lot and i'm not a wriothesley simp
love the req btw
great idea anon<3
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inthelittlewood · 1 year ago
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Awesome Decked Out Stream btw! Congrats on the first win!
Also; Sorry if you’ve answered this question before but what piece of equipment do you use to supplement your microphone to do all the cool voice modulations? On stream you were talking to Rendog about it and I swore you called it a “gargexalar” which absolutely can’t be right but I struggle phonetically! I also recall you spoke of it on the Imp and Skizz Podcast, but I couldn’t grasp the name there either. Would love to know how to get a cool mic set up for personal voice work and it sound like you know/have some good advice! :D
It's called a GoXLR, it's from a company called TC Helicon who seem to have abandoned the product earlier this year by laying off all but a few staff, so just be mindful of that if you purchase one. It's works just fine but any major errors or windows updates in the future I guess could have the potential to ruin things (although due to its popularity there's already a third party software etc made by the community)
I'm still wanting to move to a Rode Procaster Duo but currently it doesn't have and won't let you control virtual audio channels with its faders (which is important for me as I split game, music, chat and myself on to seperate tracks) - they have said they're looking to implement this feature in a future firmware update but there's no ETA given yet.
So the GoXLR is great but I worry about it's future, where as the Rode isn't quite suited to my needs yet but once it is I'll likely switch as they're a long established audio company with no signs of discontinuing support
The other little device I've mentioned before is the Tube MPC which is a handy compressor / limiter for boost audio without making it distorted (I admittedly haven't used in a while since I finally found some nice settings for the GoXLR that give the same results)
Hope that's helpful 👍
(also ty for the Decked Out love)
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jusst-you-race · 1 month ago
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u posted abt oscar being sandwiched between the hassbands is making u think thoughts... so may i ask that as an occ snippet prompt?
love the fic btw! <3
okay i should be writing other prompts but this was just... too tempting... sorry not sorry everyone... anyway please enjoy possibly the most unhinged thing i have every written you're all welcome <3 for the ccc snippet prompts
Oscar I’m panic texting you from the bathroom
Logan Regular occurrence 
Oscar I need your help trying to work out intentions 
Logan Not my forte but go on…
Oscar you’re better than me
okay so Kevin and Nico are here as well 
Logan Like coincidentally at the bar? Or actually at Mark’s birthday drinks?
Oscar at Mark’s birthday drinks 
Logan Oh that’s nice
I told you not to worry too much about not knowing anyone 
Oscar yeah no not worried about that 
I’ve mostly been chatting with them 
it’s been nice they’re pretty chill 
but then at one point Kevin went to get them both more drinks and Nico decided he wanted to sit down so we went over to the booth and Nico like…idk encouraged me to sit next to him?
I mean it’s loud so like it would have been hard to talk across the booth 
so it sort of makes sense 
but he was really insistent 
Logan Fascinating… I mean like you said he probably just wanted to continue the conversation 
Oscar well yeah but when Kevin came back with the drinks I was like okay I’ll get up so he can sit next to Nico 
yknow his husband 
Logan Yeah… and?
Oscar well Nico just shuffled further into the booth 
and pulled me with him
Logan Pulled you with him how?
Oscar like… by the waist 
Logan Oh I see
Okay I’ll reserve my judgment based on how Kevin reacted
Oscar well he just kind of grinned and sat down on my other side 
Logan Yeah that’s what I suspected 
Oscar the booth was kind of crowded so like it made sense to squish in a bit 
but we were really squished in 
Logan Uh huh 
Oscar and then Kevin put his hand on my thigh
and I uhhh I panicked 
and said I needed to go to the bathroom 
and now here I am 
Logan Okay well they aren’t being very subtle 
Oscar do you think so?
Logan Yeah I’d say there’s a good chance they want you to be their third buddy 
Oscar you really think so?
Logan Pretty sure 
Oscar huh 
Logan I’m sure they’d back off if you weren’t into it 
Just tell them they seem nice 
Oscar well 
Logan Well?
Oscar I’m not … not into it 
Logan Then why are you panic texting me! 
Go get laid idiot!
Oscar I just wanted to be sure? 
Logan Well just go with the flow!
Respond to whatever they’re doing
You’ll be fine 
Oscar thanks Logie 
Logan I want details later 
Oscar yeah okay okay 
wish me luck 
Logan Good luck!!! Have a good threesome!!! 
Oscar yeah I won’t be home tonight 
Logan GET IT OSCAR 
Be safe!
Oscar 👍
Logan Morning champ you coming home soon?
Oscar?
Oscar sorry yeah coming home now 
Logan Bit late… it’s afternoon already  
Oscar uhh
we were busy 
Logan Lmao 
So it was good?
Oscar best sex of my life 
Logan Tell me everything when you’re home 
Oscar nosy
yeah okay 
be there in five 
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rzyraffek · 1 year ago
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Heyyy you probs already know who this is but could u pls do slashers reacting to their s/o (who is an age regressor) asking them to be their caregiver :3!!
Ty ur amazing🙏🙏🙏 - ur Agere follower 💗🙏
BRO IM SO SORRY FOR LONG WAIT😭 school gives me no free time! Anyways here's your request!
(Caregivers are basically people who take care of age regressing person (in this context) )
Info: they/them, sfw, Request open
Slashers being s/o's caregivers
Jason Voorhees
Dude already acts like you're a baby, so he wouldn't mind doing it more often
When s/o asked him about being their caregiver dude kinda didn't expect that? You trust him to take care of you? THE Jason Voorhees?? Yay💖
He enjoys taking care of s/o whether they are age regressing or no
He doesnt even need to know what is age regression and how it works. Jason just vibes
Will absolutely spoil them btw
9/10 sweet guy
Micheal Myers
👍
Dude doesn't care
He is a bully and probably thinks that "You are already acting like a crybaby🥱 so whats the diffrence"
Tbh he always vibed more with kids than adults cuz they often judge him for all the 'killing innocent people' ugh. So he doest really mind s/o age regressing
The cons are that he is acting like old grandad who has no clue how to child
The pros are that he will throw hands if somone is rude (tbh they dont even need to be rude towards s/o they just have to look at them for too long)
He sometimes doodles with s/o! You guys have similar artystyles😭
4/10 evil
Brahms Heelshire
Funfact! I refuse to belive that name Brahms fucking exists, tf is that name, it doesn't sound like an acuall name but some made up shit
Dude is kinda worried that he will do something dumb while s/o is regressing. Like what if he sets kitchen on fire or something😭
Makes all schedule for little s/o😊 when there's nap time, when to eat, ect. Cuz he would get so lost without the plan
Picks s/o up like sack of potatos
6/10 pookie tried
Billy Lenz
👁👁
BRO GETS MORE ALONG WITH S/O WHILE THEY ARE REGRESSING HELP😭😭😭
Dude is simple minded, and childish and
Yeah he sucks at taking care of s/o, like how could he know that little humans need to be taken care off???? Like??? Why would he give them food? Dude bearly knows how to boil water
Exept all 'taking care of s/o' thingy he is a good at keeping company! He shares snacks and watches cartoons with s/o!
Sometimes he likes to pretend that he's a rat and he bites their legs during nap/sleep time (he doenst care if they are regressing or nah he just does that)
2/10 will hiss
Vincent Sinclair
Has siblings, hes knows how to child
Makes nice food and will spoon feed s/o if necessary
Very good at reading emotions so if s/o isn't very talkative... dude knows what's up
Infodumps them about pokemon games and lets s/o play on his old Nintendo DS
10/10 knows how to child
Bo Sinclair
Definitely dad vibes
Picks you up and goes 'ew a child' and after few days hes like 'if something happens to them I'm going to kill everyone in this room then myself'
Tbh he kinda lets himself be silly around little s/o cuz they won't judge or tease him for it
Dude absolutely picks them up and play-fights alot btw
6/10 b(r)o
All x reader tags are purley to reach bigger audience!! I used 's/o' cuz thats what anon wanted🥱
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And I've just been asked that so just to be clear: No, I am not interested in any kind of "sugar relationship", thank you very much. (*traumatized crying*)
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— I absolutely loooove music. It doesn't have to be any specific kind of music, I could listen to pretty much anything and I'd be happy, because it's music.
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