#🎼 anon

[our-transid-experience]

Some rambles from a transgreek ghost:

I've been trying to astral project a lot because it helps with my trans-spirit dysphoria. So far, no dice. BUT!! The feeling of almost being there is so wonderful. I almost cry sometimes because I feel like a true ghost. I feel my soul leaving my body and it makes me want to scream with joy.

In other news, I'm going to start learning the greek alphabet to connect with my race more! I really wish I had an accent, though. Makes me feel a bit dysphoric not having one, too. Eh, you win some you lose some.

-🎼

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[ask-barbatos]

Anonymous asked:

Thank you so much, 🎼 anon. He is precious. And excellent work, for a doodle on lined paper. However, I do hope this isn't work that you intend to turn in. I wouldn't want to lose it.

Barbatos

[antiendofictives]

Hello! I'm an Asahina Mafuyu from Project Sekai fictive. Would it be possible for me to claim the 🎼 tag? I would share my name, but as of now, we (the whole system) don't feel so comfortable yet sharing our names publicly. Thank you

Sure!! :3

[inkdemon-whore]

*secretly gives fav a music cassette tape* “here! I’m sure you’re pretty bored and want new things to hear so I present you some pretty nice toons to listen to whenever you have the chance. Don’t let the demon see it and hide it somewhere safe” - 🎼 anon

Fave: "Oh! Thank you!" -she keeps her voice down- "I can't listen to it right now, because He's here, but I can hide it rrriiiiiiggggght.... Here!" -she hid the tape under her pillow-

[lighteyed]

hey, very small update about me and C from the past few weeks:

we've gotten a lot better at talking more consistently when we see each other, lol. my bday was a few weeks ago and he's like never on social media and he liked my post :D and the other day, i showed up like 2 minutes late to a performance and the director was looking for me bc i got to pop some streamers in the last song. i raised my hand to be like "yeah i'm here" except C was directly across the room and thought i was waving at him so he waved back

hope things have been going well for you!

-🎼

MY LOVE, i despair, i did not see you sent me two other updates before this one, they got lost in my notifications. i weep. i love hearing about you two!!!!! i’m so happy to hear you guys have gotten better at the chatting AND he liked your post when he’s not a social media person, c’monnnnnnn. i am EATING that up.

things are ok for me, school just makes me tired and reluctant to interact with anyone which sucks but break is soon so that’s good<3

i love ur updates please don’t stop even though i’m clearly terrible at answering

[mini-games]

It's a grand experiment

Using every element

It's a grand experimental life

It's a grand experiment

Here it comes now there it went

It's a grand experimental life

Set me free I'm screamin'

Midnight rambler's creepin'

Morning comes I'm feeling fine

Screaming from the mountain top

- 🎼

(Mini please this is the third song in a row I've had to google the right lyrics for /nm)

Wait, is this referring to Peri?

Oh boy, I haven't spoken to them in a while... Are they okay? What happened to them? Do they need my help?

[kithtaehyung]

Hi Ryen! Finally bought D3tour tix on StubHub (after massive research). Within 5 minutes, the seats were transferred into my official Ticketmaster account. So, it seems to have worked!

If people are still looking (and they are willing to pay more than... they'd prefer to...) this is still an option. 🎼

oh shit! thank you for the tip. i would still tell people to be careful with these sites but i think i've seen others have success with them too :D

[wmarximoff]

Creative in what way? I’m honestly no good at this - 🎼

I don't know exactly, but hey, the internet is here for it 🤷🏻‍♀️

[lorkai]

Lorky is it your birthday 👀👀👀

- 🎼

Yep, turning 19 today (⁠＾⁠3⁠＾⁠♪

[ask-barbatos]

This is from 🎼anon again

What are you going to do if someone accidentally kiss your cheek?

What a delightful accident. If only it were to happen on purpose. Regardless, I hope it did not embarrass you too much.

Barbatos

[meerealsssss]

Can you draw Fern from Adventure Time? I think he would look so cool in your art style! I love your art so much, you're literally my idol😭❤️/NF!

-Music Anon🎼🎹

i don’t know his personality so sorry if it looks inaccurate as a piece of art 😖

and AAAGSGDH TYSM!! im glad you like my work :3

[princessbrunette]

can you do a playlist for what a relationship with rafe would be like ?! i’m thinking a lot of lana

a relationship with rafe… the playlist

this all kind of differs depending on what kind of storyline / relationship you choose to have with rafe !!

♡ princess chelsea — i love my boyfriend

♡ flo milli — never lose me

♡ lesley gore — misty

♡ lana del rey — chemtrails over the country club

♡ chase atlantic — numb to the feeling

♡ the weeknd, lana del rey — stargirl interlude

♡ deftones — romantic dreams

♡ chase atlantic — HER

♡ amy winehouse — tears dry on their own

♡ lana del rey — off to the races

♡ the weeknd — angel

♡ kali uchis — honey baby (SPOILED!)

♡ ethel cain — unpunishable

♡ lana del rey — ultraviolence

♡ the weeknd — house of balloons / glass table girls

♡ lush — for love

♡ lana del rey — norman fucking rockwell

♡ she wants revenge — tear you apart

♡ methyl ethel — ubu

♡ outkast — she lives in my lap

♡ beyoncé, jay z — 03’ bonnie & clyde

♡ don toliver — what you need

♡ lana del rey — national anthem

[lighteyed]

okay so basically, i'm in college (not a freshman) and i was like "hey i still have never been on a date but if it happens it happens, if it doesn't it doesn't" this year. but THEN good ole' marching band rolls around (yes, i'm a nerd, ik) and i'm having fun and getting to know the other people in my section, all that jazz

and then randomly, one day, my brain is like "hmm if C[enter rest of name here] asked me on a date i wouldn't say no" and i was like "where on earth did that come from" and ignored it and continued on with what the band director wanted us to do

days pass. band camp ends. school starts. we have Actual Marching Rehearsal As A Class and i'm driving home and i'm like "aw dang i didn't really talk to C even though we're in the same section and we start the show in the same line. but we did smile at each other? from across the way" and then i was like "wait why do i care"

flashback to the random thought. boom. i have the sudden realization that i actually have a crush on this dude even though i've only known him for, like, two and a half weeks. so it's hardly been any time at all and i'm like. what the freak, girl, this was Not in my plans to happen. especially this soon

but also, like? there might be the slimmest chance C might like me back? i mean he probably thinks we're friends (we are, even if we don't talk every time we see each other) like we had a band meeting this weekend and before it started he just saw me sitting there talking to the peeps next to me and asked if he could sit next to me? when there were other people he knew sitting around with open seats next to them?

plus i friend requested him at like 9:30 at night because i forgot about time lol and he accepted it while it was definitely still late at night but before i went to bed? i'm almost definitely making way too big a deal about that one, haha

anyway, yeah, that's mostly it. 100% i'm procrastinating hw by telling you all this. and also i don't really need advice (this most def needs more time than half a month), mostly i just needed to get it out and into the universe instead of rattling inside my head

so thanks for reading my rambling thoughts about this random dude haha -🎼

LISTEN I LOVEDDD hearing about this and i love crushes and talking about them i used to have a crush tag on here when i was more active where people would come into my inbox and chat w me about it so this was so fun!!! having a new crush is such an exhilarating feelings it’s like what is this where did this come from it kind of just hits out of nowhere?? him asking to sit next to you when there were other open seats around hmmm VERY interesting i would love to be kept in the loop on where/how this goes hehehhe

[mini-games]

Cellar door, what's the use

Cellar door, are you open to find me?

Iron ore shields remorse

When I look, I look to your beautiful name

And find you're not the same

Cellar door, what's the case?

Are you locked in your shadow's embrace?

Do you feel so insane?

That you don't, you don't want to show me your face?

But I, I can relate

- 🎼

What're you talking about? I'm still trying to figure out what you're saying, anon...

Who's this "you"? Or is there another person here I don't know about...?

[traumaholdercultureis]

trauma-holder culture is feeling vulnerable and wanting to cry every time I front because it feels that I'm just here for the countless flashbacks.

- 🕳️ of the 🎼👑 system.

[nrc-confessions]

jade fed me a cockroach

- 🎼

Thank you for your confession!

Why did you let him do that