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Bunlexic - A lexic gender connected to the word bun, bunny, or rabbit.

Rosemoncharic - A charic gender connected to Rosemon from Digimon.

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Ice Cream & Kisses 🍨

Sukuna makes Yuuji agree to terms that involve visiting you more regularly.

tw// fluff, adult language, MC is Lilith! (a powerful demoness), lewd/suggestive themes.

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Yuuji found himself pretty exhausted from his excessive training at school, so when he finally got back to his dorm, he was just grateful to be in bed again. This is how things went for a while until he had taken Sukuna to meet you again for the first time. Now, he bothered Yuuji every night. The helpless boy was caught in the middle of a love that lasted thousands of years. The King of Curses thoughts of you bled into his own. It made Yuuji curious about what your relationship with Sukuna was like. On the surface, you seemed kind and gentle. Your voice was soft-spoken and you were utterly gorgeous as your beauty was unaffected by age.

Although, your sheep’s clothing didn’t change the wolf that was inside. You were the Goddess of Demons. The first woman, condemned by God themself and turned into the first woman-shaped demon. If Sukuna is supposed to be this terrifying threat, he couldn’t imagine what sort of threat you’d be. To be honest, he was just grateful that you are as docile as you come off to be. For now, at least.

So, when Ryomen Sukuna approached Yuuji with an offer, he wasn’t too on the fence about the whole thing.

“New rules, kid. Trust me, you’re gonna like them too.” 

A mouth on the side of Yuuji’s face formed to utter these words. With his eyebrows knitted together, he replied “Whenever I agree to something with you, it never goes well. I don’t believe you when you say I’ll ‘like’ them either!” Then he proceeded to fold his pillow over to suffocate Sukuna’s mouth so that he could rest. 

“Don’t you wanna lay your head down somewhere other than this shitty bed?!”

Suddenly, Yuuji became a bit self-conscious of the bed he had been lying in. The school beds were fine…right? However, he noticed how his back would hurt sometimes. Sukuna spoke his new terms to which Yuuji reluctantly agreed.

“You listen to me and you listen closely. After school, you go find her. I won’t ask again. Understood?”

It was the evening. You had spent nearly all day at the local elementary school before you walked the children to their routes as usual before going to your spacious apartment. The weather was distrustful. It was spring so it would rain, but some days it would be dry and others you’d even still feel the bitter cold of winter nipping at your cheeks and making them sore.

After your talk with Sukuna again, you expected him to take what you said seriously. You didn’t know how the two of you could be together with Yuuji always around. It was awkward. So, you wanted him to figure out his situation first. You dangled the possibility over his head the way you would a biscuit for a dog.

knock! knock! knock!

You had just sat down on your couch, hot cocoa in hand when you heard a series of knocks at your door. You hoped that it wasn’t your disturbing neighbor. Anything but her. Instead of setting your mug down, you took it with you to the door.

Upon opening it, you saw that it was—

“You found me again.” You smugly sipped your drink as you laid eyes upon Yuuji. A blush of embarrassment covered his face. “He made me come.” He couldn’t help but shut his eyes when he caught the sight of what you chose to wear. There was nothing sexual about it at all—really. It’s just that Sukuna’s filthy thoughts shouted over Yuuji’s innocent ones. Internally, he ushered the boy to open his eyes so that the King of Curses could see you in all of your glory. 

“You can come in, I suppose.” You stepped aside, allowing the boy to come in. Getting inside, he took in the familiar warmth of the living space. It was cozy and suited for one person. Carpeted rugs, couches with fuzzy pillows, feminine-scented items, and lastly…demons?

“What is that!?” Yuuji yelled, pointing in disbelief at the small imp that was stalking him in the doorway of your kitchen. It was a small, ugly thing…looking like some sort of deformed animal. In its clawed hand was a can of febreeze that it dropped and ran away out of fear of the human, Yuuji. 

“It’s getting away!” The boy added, causing you to laugh. “Oh, don’t worry. That's one of my little helpers. His name is Gnaar.” 

“You just have those things running around? Isn’t that dangerous?” Yuuji frowned. You figured that he wasn’t able to differentiate curses and demons.

“No,” Your eyes rolled to the left, sipping more of your drink. “They’re harmless.” You gave him a reassuring smile. “I know you didn’t come all this way for nothing. Feel free to have a seat.”

Yuuji then saw you sit your cup down and disappear into the kitchen. For a few moments, he sat in silence—or what seemed like it.

“You brat! Let me talk to her!”

Tired of his yelling, Yuuji gave control to Sukuna, trusting that you’d make him behave or else the student would suffer consequences from his teachers and probably all of Jujustu Society.

The King of Curses was able to take in his environment without being a passenger within the vessel. The way the room smelled was familiar and it reminded him so much of you. His eyes darted to the nearby mug you had been drinking from. Lazily picking it up, he sniffed it. It was chocolatey…then he proceeded to down the remaining contents before licking his lips. That was when you emerged from the next room. You had witnessed him setting the mug back down. Naturally, your eyebrows knitted together. Sukuna helping himself to your stuff was nothing new.

“Oh, Ryo. I was just making you a cup!” You scold him like an upset mother. Sukuna turned his head towards you, his mouth curling into a grin. He loved being annoying. To you—most of all. “What’s yours is mine.” He noticed that you were holding a tray. It had a fresh cup of hot cocoa and a bowl of…ice cream. In a moment, you were back on the couch next to him. It was nice to see you like this finally. You wore a sleeved white shirt that was appropriate for the weather, but it was low cut, showing off your cleavage. The shirt was cropped where it showed off your belly. As for your bottoms, you were wearing thick leggings that were tight enough to show your shapely body.

“Excuse me.” You handed him his mug of cocoa which he took. He had the entire thing in one gulp with no caution to the temperature. “Ah…HEY, GNAAR GET IN HERE!”

Gnaar came running in, tripping over his own hooves to heed Sukuna’s request.

“Don’t yell at him.”

“Yes, Ma’am.”

You couldn’t help but smile at his obedience. It was only slightly but you had become giddy with excitement. Gnaar took the empty dishes to the kitchen. “God, I missed that little freak.” He watched the imp stumble into the next room. “He certainly hasn’t missed you.” You replied as you reached for the ice cream. It was Neapolitan.

“I have something I want to share with you.” Instinctively, you scooted over towards Sukuna. On the inside, Yuuji felt his heart skip a beat when your thigh touched Sukuna’s. It was hard for him to believe that Sukuna could have his heart rate quicken at your actions. 

“It doesn’t look like anything.” He faked a bored tone so that you’d continue. “It’s ice cream. Surely you’ve had it since this vessel has found you?”

His nose scrunched up. “No.” He replied flatly. Or maybe, he didn’t remember having it? He didn’t pay attention to the things Yuuji consumed so this would probably be his first time having modern ice cream.

“Then try some, Darling.”

Sukuna hadn’t even noticed how close you were to him now. He wasn’t used to the two of you being at eye level. The time you spent together was mostly you trying to navigate his large body. He missed the days when you’d climb onto his lap and he’d let you do whatever you wanted to him. But he liked this too. This was—normal.

Sukuna let you feed him the ice cream. It was only a spoonful but he already knew he liked it. It was cold but sweet. It sent a pleasant tingle to his cheeks that made him want to smile. He resisted this feeling, but couldn’t stop himself from wanting more. You patiently waited for his subtle expressions. You weren’t able to tell if he liked it or not.

“Did I tell you to stop?” 

You placed a hand on your cheek. “Aw, so Ryo does like ice cream. But you have to eat it slowly.” You gave Ryo another spoonful. He grew impatient, demanding he feed himself. Of course, he gave himself a brain freeze doing so.

“I tried to warn you.” You watched as Sukuna held his head and squeezed his eyes shut. He muttered curses under his breath as he felt no relief and couldn’t bring himself to do anything else about it.

The bowl of ice cream was gone and simply a dish waiting to be taken away by Gnaar. Although, you grew concerned when it seemed like he wasn’t recovering from it. “Ryo~” Your arms snaked around his neck and you pulled his body towards you. Sukuna felt your lips press upon his temple and his cold headache magically disappeared. 

“Do that again.”

On instinct, you rolled your eyes. “Of course.”

You placed a kiss on his temple again. Another on his cheek and then on his jaw. He reveled in your kisses. They felt like heaven; a reward for simply existing because existing is exhausting.

He almost wanted to return the favor. You see, Ryomen Sukuna isn’t exactly the best at reciprocating any love that wasn’t a display of power. He was the best at killing things, pleasing during sex, and scaring any man who dares to breathe in your direction…but kissing, cuddling, holding…that was your thing. Ryo hasn’t even said those sacred three words. He hoped that you could feel how pure his love is for you or at least, him killing your evil ex-husband aided in conveying his feelings. He genuinely believed he didn’t deserve you but he was too selfish to ever part from you. 

Ryomen Sukuna wanted you all to himself. 

“There. You should feel better now.” Your lips curved into a smile that brought him peace. The same thing kept running through his head. Things are “normal” now. Sukuna despised being inside the body of a punk like Yuuji but it surely had its perks.

“Can I kiss you?”

Normally, he wouldn’t need to ask but you were confused. Your lover looked as if he were in a daze. Your watchful eyes could see every micro-expression on his face but he still managed to make things hard to understand since he was always sure of himself. You expected more of a Kiss me or a very commanding I deserve my reward for being your husband but you entertained him nonetheless. Is he asking for permission? You just had to tease him.

“Just a kiss? Knowing you, you’d probably want to take it a step further but I don’t know…you’re not exactly my type anymore.” You stifled a laugh by placing your fingertips over your mouth. There it was again. A reminder that he wasn’t in his own body or at his pull strength. But it was fine. He enjoyed it. 

He liked to know you preferred his true form when he thought about it. Sukuna felt so ugly in the Heian Era. Before you, the only things to satisfy him were wailing concubines and prostitutes who didn't enjoy his presence because of his huge body, four arms, and two mouths.

“What does it matter?!” He spat, behaving like a total tsundere at times. “That’s what you want anyway right?!” Oh, how he longed to be inside of you again. 

“Hm..” Your eyes rolled to the left as you pretended to think. “I’m not sure. Two fewer arms wouldn’t be as fun in bed.”

“I can still please you.” He quipped.

“I guess you’ll have to prove it to me…but not—“

You were silenced by Sukuna’s lips being pressed to yours. It wasn't his usual hungry kiss where it felt like he was trying to devour your face. It was sweet—no, innocent…desperate, like if he stopped, you’d disappear like a moment in time. Your belly filled with butterflies, making you put your hands on his chest to push him away, but he didn’t budge.

It wasn’t until Sukuna finally pulled away that you got a breath of air. Even he was slightly panting at his actions. You’ve never experienced such raw emotions from him…you kinda liked it.

“Why even ask if you’re just gonna do it huh, Ryo?” You smirked, making him even more flushed than he already was. “Shut up.” He grumbled before running a hand through his hair. What did you expect? The two of you have been sitting here this long. How long is he supposed to go without it?

On the inside, Yuuji expected you to scold Sukuna but he saw you smile instead. You didn’t seem to take offense to the King of Curses telling you to shut up. 

“I actually like it when you make the first move like that.” You scooted even closer and leaned your body against his. Whether you knew it or not, your chest was pressing up against his arm. “Do it again~!” 

You were literally peak woman.

So, of course, he gave into your temptation. He couldn’t resist your plush lips. Especially after getting a taste just now. It was an open mouth kiss. He practically shoved his tongue into your mouth. You could taste the lingering ice cream on his lips and tongue. 

Briefly, he would pull away just to nuzzle into your neck and take in your perfume. He was being romantic and he didn’t even realize it. It made you feel so wanted. Neither of you was able to fight the bottled-up feelings you had for each other.

Hi! hope you liked this part. I’m already working on the next part. I’ll be working in more Lilith themes to help expand on your relationship with Sukuna and also an explanation for “Adam” in future parts :3

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Water & Beach-Themed Names & Pronouns List

Names:

🤍 Masculine Names:

🐚Caspian - Origin: Caspian Sea

🐳Kai - Origin: Hawaiian - Meaning: "Sea"

🐚Ren - Origin: Diminutive of Rene or Japanese - Meaning: "Water lily; Lotus"

🐳Maxwell - Origin: Scottish - Meaning: "Great steam"

🐚Clyde - Origin: Scottish River Name

🐳Alon - Origin: Hebrew; Filipino Word - Meaning: "Oak tree; Wave"

🐚Solomon - Origin: Christianity; Hebrew - Meaning: "Underwater bridge; Peace"

🐳Earwyn - Origin: English - Meaning: "Friend of the sea"

🐚Salmon - Origin: Hebrew; English; French - Meaning: "Salmon; Peace"

🐳Mortimer - Origin: French - Meaning: "Dead sea; Stagnant sea"

🖤 Feminine Names:

🫧Cordelia - Origin: Latin; Celtic - Meaning: "Heart; Daughter of the sea"

🦑Mira - Origin: Latin, Slavic, Arabic, Sanskrit - Meaning: "Admirable; Peace; Female ruler; Ocean"

🫧Maya - Origin: Greek; Central American Indian empire name; Latinate Variation of May; Spanish, diminutive of Amalia; variation of Maia; Hebrew - Meaning: "Water"

🦑Talia - Origin: Hebrew; Australian Aboriginal - Meaning: "Gentle dew from heaven; By the water"

🫧Tallulah - Origin: Choctaw, Irish - Meaning: "Leaping water, Lady of abundance"

🦑Maren - Origin: Latin - Meaning: "Sea"

🫧Sabrina - Origin: Celtic, Latin name for the River Severn

🦑Marina - Origin: Latin - Meaning: "From the sea"

🫧Guinevere - Origin: Welsh - Meaning: "White shadow; White wave"

🦑Jennifer - Origin: Cornish variation of Welsh Guinevere - Meaning: "White shadow; White wave"

🩶 Neutral/Androgynous Names:

🌊Haf - Origin: Welsh; Icelandic - Meaning: "Summer; Ocean"

🦈Current - Origin: Water current - Meaning: "The motion of the Ocean"

🌊Siren - Origin: Greek Mythology

🦈Tasi - Origin: Chamorro; Christianity - Meaning: "Ocean; Sea"

🌊Dipsi - Origin: Hindu; Bislama - Meaning: "Light; Ocean"

🦈Daria/Darius - Origin: Persian - Meaning: "Sea; Possessing Goodness"

🌊Pelagic - Origin: Greek - Meaning: "Of, Relating to, or living or occuring in the open sea; Oceanic"

🦈Mer - Origin: The Word Mermaid/Merman; Spanish - Meaning: "Ocean; Sea"

🌊Wave - Origin: English - Meaning: "Arched form of water or sound"

🦈Bahari - Origin: Swahili - Meaning: "Sailor; Ocean"

Pronouns:

Nature Themed:

Sea/Foam

Wave/Waves

Moon/Moon

Tide/Tidal

Cur/Current

Co/Coral

Bub/Bubble

Wa/Water

Oce/Ocean

Sea/Sea

La/Lake

Ri/River

Aqua/Aquatic

Coa/Coast

Tide/Pool

Sho/Shore

La/Lagoon

Dead/Zone

Deep/Blue

Hurri/Hurricane

Isla/Island

Nau/Nautical

Ocean/Floor

Sur/Surface

Under/Water

Tsu/Tsunami

Al/Algae

Bac/Bacteria

Kel/Kelp

Sea/Glass

Animal Themed:

Wha/Whale

Shar/Shark

Jell/Jellyfish

Fi/Fish

Sea/Horse

Tur/Turtle

Sea/Seal

Or/Orca

Sea/Dragon [Leafy Seadragon]

Dol/Dolphin

Clown/Fish

Blue/Tang

Ott/Otters

Sea/Lion

Octo/Octopus

Squi/Squid

Wal/Walrus

Lob/Lobster

Spon/Sponge

Be/Beluga

Angel/Fish

Mana/Manatee

Star/Fish

Eel/Eel

Sea/Urchin

Cuttle/Fish

Barra/Barracuda

Man/Manta

Ray/Ray

Croco/Crocodile

Mythology/Legend Themed:

Sea/Serpent

Ocean/Dragon

Si/Siren

Mer/Mermaid [Merman, Merfolk & Merbeing Also Work]

Sing/Singing

So/Song

Lu/Lure

Kra/Kraken

Levi/Leviathan

Loch/Ness

Ap/Apsara

Ka/Kappa

Ni/Nixies

Ca/Calypso

The/Thetis

Ne/Nereids

Oce/Oceanids

Na/Naga

Na/Naiad

Po/Poseidon

Tri/Trident

Tri/Triton

In/Indra

Nep/Neptune

Va/Varuna

Ce/Cetus

Ich/Ichtyo [Ichtyocentaurs]

Sea/Monster

Sel/Selkie

Ma/Makara

Beach & Pool Themed:

Flip/Flop

Mock/Mocktail

Mo/Mojito

Be/Beach

Sta/Stand

Swi/Swim

Ba/Ball

To/Towel

Sun/Sunscreen

Bo/Boat

Beach/Side

Pool/Noodle

Beach/Chair

Bu/Bucket

Palm/Tree

Tree/Tree

Sun/Sun

Sha/Shade

Sha/Shadow

Pool/Pool

San/Sand

Go/Goggles

Sur/Surf

Sun/Sunset

Re/Resort

Salt/Salt

Sand/Sandcastle

Ya/Yacht

Fi/Fishing

Fin/Fins

Emoji Themed:

🐢/🐢s

🐍/🐍s

🐙/🐙s

🦑/🦑s

🪼/🪼s

🦐/🦐s

🦞/🦞s

🦀/🦀s

🐡/🐡s

🐠/🐠s

🐟/🐟s

🐬/🐬s

🐳/🐳s

🐋/����s

🦈/🦈s

🦭/🦭s

🐊/🐊s

🌴/🌴s

🐚/🐚s

🪸/🪸s

🍹/🍹s

🦩/🦩s

🛟/🛟s

⚓/⚓s

🪝/🪝s

🏝️/🏝️s

🌅/🌅s

🏖️/🏖️s

⛱️/⛱️s

🩴/🩴s

🫧/🫧s

🌊/🌊s

🍧/🍧s

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🪸These weren't requested, just decided to post some things as well until we start to get requests!

🪼All of the dividers are from: saradika.tumblr.com! Thank you so much for these beautiful dividers! ^^

~ Created Mainly By: 🧨⛓️📻 {{ Wilbur/Alastor }}

[animeyanderelover]

Tw: Yandere themes, toxic relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusional mindset, clinginess, stalking, jealously, manipulation, controlling behavior, monitoring, paranoia, isolation

Sweet and gentle s/o

Sakata Gintoki

🍨Gintoki seems to be the one who is constantly being attacked by others here as people wonder what he did to deserve someone as sweet as you. Shinpachi is a bit jealous that Gintoki has someone as gentle and sweet as you as a partner and Otose threatens him to better show his appreciation for you and not just act like the lazy guy he acts most of the time. Now, all the people around him are still happy for Gintoki of course and he knows that but he would lie if he would say that their words don't affect him a bit. Because he sometimes also feels that way. He sometimes feels like he doesn't deserve someone as considerate and kind as you even though he does get childishly jealous if you act sweet to someone that isn't him. He's broke so every gift you buy him or prepare yourself for him always fills him with a tad bit of guilt because most of the time he is too broke to get you something nice in return. But he never shows you that he is under pressure as he keeps his silly antics up to not make you feel guilty. The silver-haired male definitely gets a lot more protective due to your naturally gentle disposition though as it is one of the few ways he can actually return all your love somehow.

Hijikata Toshiro

🚬​He loves and hates it at the same time. On the one hand Toshiro adores how sweet and soft-spoken you are as it makes him unable to be mad at you for long and he often ends up blushing when you do something nice for him or just act sweet around him in general. On the other hand he is also so much more prone to feeling jealous and even more paranoid if you act that way around others and his attempts to hide his feelings always fail terribly. He likes keeping a tough and scary demeanor in public but he can't deny that he is a sucker for your gentle affection, especially when the both of you are alone so he is definitely getting a bit more possessive as he'd like you to save such sweet words and gestures for only him. At the same time he always has this nagging fear that someone might take advantage of you because of your nice personality which tends to make him more controlling when it comes to the people you spend your time with. Hijikata always tells you that he only has your best in mind but that is a lie as his own petty feelings definitely play a role in this. A part of him just believes that he knows some things better than you due to working in the Shinsengumi.

Okita Sougo

😈​Now this is a true example of the saying that opposites attract although he might have just blackmailed you into a relationship with him. Obviously no one needs to know that though. Sougo adores your gentle demeanor as well but for completely different reasons as he will always be on the more twisted and sadistc spectrum of love. Because he often bullies you for your nice behavior. A part of him just can't help but see you as a weak and dumb little thing for being the way you are and so he obviously thinks of himself as the one who is better suited to be in control in this relationship as you are too soft and naive. He's often putting you down by calling you an attention seeker whenever you act kind around others to stop you from being so outgoing because whilst he is a pure jerk, he doesn't like seeing you acting sweet with others. You will definitely suffer a lot of blows to your self-esteem because of Okita's sadistic personality and possessive behavior and he doesn't really mind if he ends up being the cause of your insecurities. As long as it refrains you from being sweet to everyone who isn't him he doesn't mind. You should reserve your kindness only for him after all even if he is an asshole.

Katsura Kotarou

🔵​It is obvious to everyone in his Joui faction that Katsura is a helpless simp for his darling and their gentle and soft-spoken disposition. Everything you do just seems to be something worth praising and gushing over in his eyes as this man is low-key a bit of a worshipper for you. He is dutiful and dedicated in his duties as the leader of his Joui faction and he knows that he can't have you involved in such dangerous affairs so he is more careful in keeping the relationship hidden from those who would take advantage of you. He is quite protective despite coming over like an utter fool at times. Despite his sometimes ridiculous and spontanous behavior though. Kotarou works surprisingly well with his darling because even if he can be quite persistent once he is in high spirits, Katsura is quite sensitive and for that talented in harmonizing with his darling most of the time. He can be quite clingy at times, especially if he has been away from you for some time due to his position as a leader, but even then he tries to not be too overbearing. That partially comes also from the fact that he is a wanted fugitive and for that always makes sure that the time he spends with you is always more private.

Takasugi Shinsuke

​❤️‍🩹​You're going to have a tough time with Shinsuke because your sweet personality is something so strange and foreign to him. Shinsuke seems to analyze your every word and action every time you try to break the ice between the two of you even if you are terrified because he is the one who abducted you. Why did he do that? He doesn't seem to like you and you feel like you're constantly doing something wrong. Matako tries to cheer you up by telling you that Takasugi just needs some time to come around. Truth is that Shinsuke hasn't met someone so genuinely nice and innocent in years and he is aware that he probably isn't the partner you deserve but is too possessive and selfish to care. A part of him is scared that he'll lose you too, especially since he does think that you are too kind for your own good. He doesn't hate you though for being that way. He just doesn't really know how to react whenever you try to make things less tense and to get to know him better besides staring at you with his eye, interested to see what you'll do next. The closest thing he does to show his affection seems to be by isolating and protecting you for quite some time as he needs time to mellow out.

Kamui

👊​Kamui has somewhat conflicted feelings due to his strong obsessive feelings for you. He despises weakness and your behavior coupled with the fact that you are only a human makes this much more worse. He considers the very fact that he fell for someone so very weak as an insult but at the same time he is much too possessive to allow you to go. Instead he just ends up verbally bullying and degrading you whilst also showing you how strong he is thanks to his Yato blood. This serves as a reminder to you that you shouldn't disobey him because he is strong whilst you are only weak. At the same time Kamui can be quite demanding at times for you to act sweet and nice around him because as much as he doesn't want to admit it, he enjoys seeing you act all soft-spoken and gentle around him. He likes to see it as a sign of submissive adoration from your side and it is good if he sees that you only act that way around him since it shows him that you have learned where your place is. Honestly, even if his darling acts exactly like he tells them to Kamui still resorts to mean and sadistic behavior at times just to rub his superiority in their face.

Tsukuyo

🌙​Tsukuyo likes to think that she has killed the woman inside of her but this statement of hers is always tested when she is with her sweet darling. Her facial expression never changes much but there is quite often a hint of a pink blush on her face whenever you compliment her or do something for her. A part of her is still acting too much like a woman for her taste after all and that is precisely why she tries to avoid talking to you. Tsukuyo is very protective though and is definitely stalking you a lot. Luckily to her skills as a ninja she has never gotten caught either so she has no reason to stop watching over you like she has been doing for quite some time now. She doesn't take well to any insults or unfit behavior directed against you due to her serious personality and normally replies to such acts with more violent actions such as throwing a kunai at the person. Seriously though, do not mess with her darling because whilst you with your sweet and gentle personality won't hold a grudge, Tsukuyo definitely will do that for you in your place. The poor lady is concerned that people might try to take advantage of you because you tend to be more forgiving.

[eeboshmeebo]

🍨Sticky Sundaes on Sunday🍨

ITS FUCKIN YAOI DAY!!! Male/GN reader x Monoma Neito. Also the mandatory @jyohan because mutual 'u'

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"Hey, Nei-nei! Neeeeiiii... you okay? You're spacing out a bit."

A hand waved in front of his face to grab his attention. Your hand, and you had gotten pretty close to him while he was spacing out.

"Oh! Oh... sorry, I was just looking around. I haven't been around this part of Kazegawa before." He responds, moving your hand out of the way before continuing to look around.

You were a bit frustrated. There weren't a lot of things you could easily think of doing on a date like this. However, a nearby brightly colored ice cream parlor caught your eye. Perfect for a day like this.

"Well, we could start with that ice cream place over there. It's pretty hot today, almost as hot as you, heheh!"

You smiled at how easily he blushed at that comment and the way you grabbed his wrist.

"Well, you seem hot anyways with how red your face is, and it's not just the way you left some parts of your shirt unbuttoned."

"I- uh- b-the- the what?"

Despite his sputtering, he let you lead him to the ice cream parlor anyways after a bit of grumbling under his breath about confusing him with your words.

~✪

As you stepped into the store, you immediately noticed how many options there were for ice cream flavors. And the most prominent one being an ice cream themed after Monoma with lemon syrup hair, blueberry yogurt melts as eyes, cookie clock toppings, blue sprinkles, and with two scoops of ice cream, the 'head' being a summer peach scoop and the body being black sesame flavor. Not to mention the two red round sprinkles on the cheeks.

Of course, within that time you were looking at the advertisement, Monoma had already gotten and paid for his own ice cream.

"I'll take the limited-edition Phantom Scoop Sundae, please."

His eyebrows furrowed before widening almost comically when he saw the ice cream you ordered, almost dropping his own before you caught it in time.

"They have a themed ice cream. After..."

"Yes!"

He had a prideful smirk on his face at that revelation. A genuine smirk combined with both joy and pride that he had something like this after him.

He was obviously distracted even as you paid the cashier and dragged him off to a nearby table, the one right next to the window. the place even had those specialized cone holders at each table.

You took a picture of how happy he was, and the ice cream held up right next to him. You'd keep that for a long while...

"I almost can't believe it. An ice cream, themed after me! Even the ice cream shops know that I'm better than those A-class losers to make a season-limited ice cream of me! And- and... what're you doing?"

He was surprised out of his rant by the way you licked the ice cream you bought, and the way you pressed your lips against it. Instantly, his steam turned to bluster as he saw that.

"What? Is something wrong, Nei-Nei?"

"N-nope! It's me, there's nothing wrong with me, hahaha!"

Were your actions intentional? Who knew. Only you did. Spoiler, it was.

"Well, this one tastes pretty good, but... I wanna know how yours tastes like. We can swap for a little."

Immediately, Monoma swapped your cones. You licked up the bit of his that got onto your hand while he licked yours before blushing at the realization of an indirect kiss.

"Hmm."

He made a confused face as he heard the small hum you made, along with the way you set the ice cream cone into one of the holders.

"They both taste good, though, I have something to tell you. It's a secret so you'll have to lean closely."

His face scrunched up at that, but he set your cone down in the nearby holders anyways and leaned towards you.

"So, what's the secre- mmph!"

You only had to move slightly to kiss him. He was shell-shocked for the entirety of the few moments you both kissed before you pulled away, licking your own lips.

"I like the real thing better."

You smiled cheekily as you took your ice cream and ate the parts that were about to drip. Monoma was still blushing as he ate the rest of his own ice cream, but he was smiling, too.

Especially as he held your hand while you didn't notice.

~🍦

You both made it back to UA. You'll never forget the taste of his lips on yours or the sweetness of his happiness as he held your hand all the way back.

~💘

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[oldangelcatalogue]

YANDERE KATIE AND SADIE HEADCANONS!

Romantic!

Gender Neutral! They/them!

Team up!

Non reality/reality au! (Up for interpretation!)

Theme Song: The siameses song!

TW: YANDERE BEHAVIOR, OBSSESIVE BEHAVIOR, DELUSIONAL BEHAVIOR, JEALOUS, INSECURE, BAD ENGLISH, BAD GRAMMAR AND MADE BY A MINOR! YOU CAN SKIP THAT POST ^^!

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♡ > Oh! The double trouble duo!

♡ > Two Words? Obssesive girls

♡ > These two follow you around and you could do anything, ANYTHING! That they will talk while looking at you with the most lovey dovey eyes you could see

" They are so kind! And beautiful! "

" And funny! And gentle! Hot! "

" I WAS THINKING THE SAME! "

♡ > When both discoverd that they like you, they had a fight!

" Y/N likes me! Or you think that smile was for you? "

" They like me more! And i liked them first! Not just that! They are flirting with me! "

" UH NO!? They were flirting with me! "

♡ > (The flirt in question was a smile and a hi)

♡ > But after that they decided to share or something like that! I mean sharing is caring!

♡ > Delusionals, REALLY DELUSIONALS

♡ > They think that you like them back and flirt with them back! The smiles you gave for them? The hi? When you talk to them? You are soooo into them! (In their head)

♡ > As i said, they are obssesive, and clingy, they follow you everywhere and even compliment you for the most random things

" I think we should go to the other way- "

" OH YES! You are soooooo smart Y/n! "

" And beautiful! "

♡ > Most of the time you just look at them very confused

♡ > Jealous? Hell yeah! They are jealous and insecure most of the people you talk! They think in things like " Who do this person thinks they are! " , " Y/N would never flirt or fall in love with them! Right? " , " She is not that even pretty! " , things like that

♡ > They always know where you are, and when you say to they stay where they are, they stop for a second and after that....BOOM! They are in your side again! Privacy? What is that? Explain to them!

♡ > They aren't that dangerous, but you should be careful anyways

♡ > They are really delusionals, obssesives and these things!

♡ > And dependent too!

♡ > You have to be patience with them.

♡ > Really patient.

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" We are Siamese if you please

We are Siamese if you don't please

Now we lookin' over our new domicile

If we like we stay for maybe quite a while "

🍨 - NOTES!!<3

- " AOI IS THAT YOU!? " Yeah what's up baby? It was you that order a Yandere HC that nobody asked for?

- " WAIT YOU MADE ANOTHER HC THAT NOBODY ASKED FOR!? " OF COURSE THAT NO- Yeah i did it

- I have something for underrated characters, so here it is a hc for these sillys :3

- They should had been in RR and Won fr

- THIS ONE IS SHORT AGAIN!? Damn im sad now

- TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! IF YOU DON'T I WILL APPEAR AT YOUR HOUSE, COOK FOOD FOR YOU, MAKE YOU EAT IT, TAKE CARE OF YOU AND I WILL READ A STORY FOR YOU TO READ SO YOU CAN SLEEP WELL!!! 😡

- Anyways sending virtual hugs for everyone

[wisteriasakana]

PINK PRO – [PINK]Y [PRO]MISE – DEMO released 🍨

Pink Pro - [Pink]y [Pro]mise - is the union of "the pink-colored game" and "the sweets-themed game" that I've wanted to make for ages. All with a smattering of yuri and monster girls to garnish.

The demo covers the first ten or twenty minutes. It depends on how much and what you want to read.

«Chantal and Janet are the two best bakers in Rhodopolis. Once rivals, they are now engaged, but they continue to have separate and competing businesses. Accompany Chantal, meet customers' tastes, search for the right ingredients to create customized sweets and defeat Janet! ... At least until Janet is kidnapped by one of her clients.» 

You can find it at these coordinates:

🍰 Available on Itch.io (Click me! Click me!) 🍰 In English and Italian 🍰 Features an all-female cast, a lot of sweets and a lot of pink 🍰 Major warnings are sort of body horror and, for the full version, abduction, attempted choking, hatred for "the different one" that can be interpreted as racism or homophobia 🍰 4.000+ words (Flavour texts and NPCs included) 🍰 About twenty minutes of reading, walking simulator and cooking minigame

I hope you like it!

[gallawitchxx]

joy list 😈

i was tagged by a gaggle of gorgeous gays (lol you’re all gay now, okay?) @whatwouldmickeydo @energievie @gardenerian @creepkinginc @mishervellous @7x10mickey @ardent-fox @heymrspatel & @milkovetti to make a joy list! thanks pals! 🥰🥰🥰

reading all of your joy lists ✨ joy is not made to be a crumb (mary oliver) ✨

all of the fic updates today! shiiiit, we’ve got @captainjowl @palepinkgoat & @ian-galagher words to read?! thank you pals 📚

i’ve got some big changes afoot & am feeling quite chuffed about them. the next chapter in my life is taking shape & it’s bitterfuckingsweet, but also looking pretty fly 🤩

brunch double dates with other lesbians 🧡💜💗

seeing my pals interact with my pup 🥺🥺

finally finishing a lil birthday ficlet after a period of burnout 🥴 thanks for the inspiration @creepkinginc 🖤

Holes, the hit 2003 Disney movie 🕳

potatoes of all kinds 🥔

how happy my wife gets when i react to the sports ball 🏈

korean fried chicken 🍗 & cherry pie 🍒🥧 with ice cream 🍨

the new season of You. it’s campy! it’s fun! it’s not over yet! 🧢

the new @gallacrafts theme & the upcoming @gallavichthings love fest! you know i love loving up on y’all & your works & i’m so excited to see what everyone else does too! 🖤🖤🖤

the @spicygallavichcollab 🌶🌶🌶 which is fast approaching!!! brb gotta go write!

i’m tagging @thisdivorce @squidyyy23 @sickness-health-all-that-shit @crossmydna @iansfreckles @celestialmickey @abundanceofnots @vintagelacerosette & @whatthebodygraspsnot if you want to? if not, i’m smooching you through the screen 💋💋💋

[mimiscoiningcafe]

Tag System (Part 4: Themes [Part 2])

Part 2 of themes!!

🍱 theme: space

🍘 theme: neutrality

🍙 theme: trans

🍚 theme: actions

🍜 theme: attraction

🦪 theme: behavior

🍣 theme: place

🍥 theme: quote

🍲 theme: fantasy

🍝 theme: darling

🥣 theme: fashion

🥧 theme: circus

🍨 theme: words

🍡 theme: tech

🍯 theme: -core

🍼 theme: regression

🧃 theme: dangerous

🧉 theme: audio

🍶 theme: royal

🍸 theme: mental illness

🍺 theme: freak

🥂 theme: aesthetic

🥃 theme: colors

[rmwb-fanfics]

8 & 18 🍨

I lika lika these ask boxes haha.

8. If you had to write an entire story without either action or dialogue, which would you choose, and how would it go?

I would write about a cat walking in the rain. The sounds, how he's missing things through the downfall. The feeling of his paws on the cobblestone road. Where he's headed, why he's headed there. How it feels to be weighed down by the water, and what that means to the cat. I honestly think I could write a 5k-word thing for this damn cat.

No action is the hard part here because you can convey a lot through basic-basic action, but it's still action nonetheless. Like, I write silences a lot, and I like going into how people think and why they're thinking about it. Footsteps. Dreams. Regrets. Etc. Those all contain some element of action, technically.

Hell, the cat walking could be considered action. Hmm.

Then I'd probably write about a father sitting on a bench, thinking back on his life and how it made him feel.

18. Choose a passage from your writing. Tell me about the backstory of this moment. How you came up with it, how it changed from start to end.

My absolute favourite one doesn't happen for another two chapters BUT I have some others.

I have two (three) that I'm very fond of. So I'll only talk about one of them 😂. It's from Regretfully Uncaring and it's a similarity in description that I got all excited about.

"The magic expanded out around her, taking every brick, every atom, and reshaping it. The rock and charms of the enchanted cellar walls shifted. The ceiling disappeared in a flurry of white flowers. The wind picking them up as they soared out into the night sky." - Chapter 31: New, Crescent, Quarter, Quibbous, Full.

So, in the scene above, (which is still the coolest part of this entire story. Fuck, sometimes I reread it just to hype myself up,) Ginny is breaking out of the Riddle House. Doing multiple impossible feats of magic because she's afraid and distraught. She wants to save Harry, but this is about her. This is about saving herself. She's breaking out of more than just that cell, she's breaking out of the mental prison she's locked herself in since the diary. She's, in some part, accepting what happened between her and Tom, and is taking what he taught her and putting it into effect. It isn't supposed to be this grand heroic moment, it's supposed to shock the reader. You're supposed to feel holy shit, this is really bad because she just killed a man by draining all the water from his body to create a storm to force the world to hear her, to listen to her, and complete the animagus transformation.

BUT I use very similar imagery later with Lily's death.

"And then she was gone. Her body transfigured into thousands of white lilies. The wind picking them up and swirling them around the collapsing mindscape." - Chapter 35: Always

THIS. WAS. DELIBERATE. And I remember my dad reading it (because he reads all my chapters, love you dad,) and he was like, "Why'd you use this again," and I panicked because maybe I just didn't convey the similarity well enough or whatever but then he figured it out on his own and I was like omg bless.

Lily leaving Harry's mind, letting his werewolf bond with Ginny's soul, is obviously laced with themes of coming of age and the whole part of the Hero's Journey™️ where the mentor character dies to let the main character come into his own etc etc. BUT, he's also escaping a prison of sorts. He's leaving the protection of his mother's mind. He can't rely on her knowledge or her guidance anymore. Lily even SAYS this:

"In a sense, she was beyond pleased. Because she'd done her job. She'd accomplished the task any mother would wish to accomplish. She'd raised a phenomenal man. Someone who could truly thrive in this world. She'd brought him to a point where no matter the guidance she could provide, he could still go higher.

He could always go higher."

Lily sees herself as Harry's prison/cage/cell WHATEVER. Whether that's true or not can be debated. I don't think there will ever be a time in my life when I haven't got anything to learn from my mom, but Lily is also like... 22 here, so her insecurities still have room to be relatively naive and childish. The point is, that's what she thinks, and so her fading into a bunch of white lilies isn't just a pun for her name, it's meant to mirror Ginny escaping her prison.

(Also, the fact that Ginny thinks about all the Diary and Ginny x Tom stuff as a mental block, (literally a mental prison) is just another thing for Lily to believe of herself. She lives in Harry's mind, she's HIS mental prison. UGH this story is so damn good if only my vocabulary wasn't horrifically repetitive, and the start was readable.)

[citizenoftmrrwlnd]

Hello again! Could I request a house decor kit (I can't slam those two words together this time which is a crying shame, really) for Funtime Freddy? Pink and white and maybe a purple item or two to spice things up would be great! -🧸🍨 (Freddy)

hope you'll like it! i leaned a bit circus-y in theme!

[pinkisthenewangst]

Hello, I'm Athea, just one question, how can I write stories or chapters here and how can I make a description of my tastes and ideas similar to yours? Thanks for your time.

Hii! :>

Sorry for not answering right away! I was quiet busy hehe ^^"

Writing stories and making chapters are actually easy, if you know how to post something, then you already know how to publish a story. If you want to write stories with chapters then you can find two clips connecting while editing your story where you can put in a link

Or you select a word in your story where you also find these two clips but it will be linked to the word you selected!

I hope this was understandble ^^"

You can create a theme hoe you like it, i just went with a theme i liked and searched for a border and gifs and this is how i make my posts :> nothing challenging haha

I hope i was able to help a little bit!

- Tama 🍨

[animeyanderelover]

Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, toxic relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusional mindset, sadism, paranoia, clinginess, stalking, isolation, abduction, death

Happy Death Day

Sakata Gintoki

🍨There's just a deadly silence when he sees your lifeless body as the normally lay and childish man turns completely quiet. His eyes are just focused on you as his face gives nothing away of the emotions he is currently feeling. It is deafening and eerie to witness someone like Gintoki just being so silent and almost looking emotionless as he just stares and stares and stares, unable to tear his gaze away from you and even unwilling to do so. This is the last time after all, isn't it? The last time that he can look at your face before death will rot your fesh slowly away. So he just engraves this image into his mind even if it is the most haunting thing to bear for him, even if all of his senses and his heart scream at him to look away at the horrifiying image of your corpse. Gintoki is terrified to forget though, terrified of your face vanishing as years pass by and he slowly forgets what you looked and felt like. Until eventually he turns around without uttering a word, your dead face now forever burnt into his mind as he silently walks away. He doesn't even have a destination in mind as he leaves. He just wants to be alone for a while.

🍨​Shinpachi and Kagura wake up to Gintoki being already awake and are about to nag and scold him that he needs to prepare breakfast but both just fall silent when they initially see the look on his face. He's just sitting up on his tatami matt as he silently stares ahead of him, his gaze focused somewhere far away. He looks unusually thoughtful and serious but when he notices both of them asking him concerned what is wrong, he pulls up a ridiculous grin as he tells them that he just had a weird dream and lies to them without hesitation when they ask him what he dreamt about as he tells them the most random bullshit he can come up with. He hides everything behind his normally stupid and lazy facade even if he knows that he isn't fine as his heart throbs painfully in his chest and the image of your dead body is stuck on his mind the entire day. He feels a sense of dread as he starts his day that only builds the more hours pass by until he can't hold on anymore and decides to pay you a visit. There have been a lot of strange coincidences today that resemble his memories of this long and unsettling dream he had.

🍨​His steps become faster and faster as the sense of unease only continues to build up until he starts running to your house. He knocks multiple times but the door remains closed. This shouldn't freak him out as much as it does but he can't help it with everything that has already happened today. Then his mind suddenly recalls where your body was originally found, an abandoned alleyway, and so he rushes over to find that backstreet again. He can't clearly remember where it was exactly and only remembers the location it was somewhere. People give him a strange look as he dashes into every backstreet only to rush out again only a few seconds later. The panic is showing right about now on his face as the feeling of dread has become a weight that has settled inside his chest. Then he finds you though. On the ground and surrounded by some aliens as you shiver and try to shield yourself from their kicks and hands trying to grab you.

🍨​There is only white and hot fury on his mind and nothing else for a while. He doesn't know what is going on as all his senses are overwhelmed by this wrath and the memory of your dead and bloody body, humiliated and violated. The first thing he recognizes consciously again is the feeling of your hands wrapped around his torso and your scared and crying voice ringing inside his ears as he snaps out of whatever murderous haze he was just in. His clothes have splatters of blod on them and the walls around you two are decorated with the still warm liquid too. To his feet lie all aliens, only inches away from death and some letting out silent screams of pain. Has he done this? He starts pondering what will happen if they should report this and briefly he wonders if it would be safer to get rid of them for good. But he can't do this to you whilst you're still here. So he just grabs you and leads you out of this narrow street, taking a different way out then he took to get inside. His hold on you is unusually tight as he plans to drop you off in Yorozuya. You're still in shock from what you've witnessed but he tries to reassure you with a silly and fake smile that it'll be fine. He'll take care of it somehow.

Hijikata Toshiro

🚬​The cigarette drops out of his mouth as his eyes are glued to your body as the reality crashes down onto him. A small part of him has desperately tried to deny Kondo's word when his Commander called him and informed him with a somber and serious tone about you. Now he can't deny it anymore. His breathing grows labored, his lungs hurt and in the next moment he suddenly grabs one of the doctors by their collar and starts shaking them violently as he lashes out and yells at them about why they couldn't do more to save you. Then he drops them and storms out of the room where a lot of other Shinsengumi members are with sad expressions on their faces since they know what happened. His anger protects him from his overwhelming sadness in that moment as he continues shouting at all of them angrily about how useless they are for not being able to save you and that they shouldn't be in the Shinsengumi. He's trembling, a wet veil over his eyes as his mind is racing and his heart is hurting, even Kondo's attempts to calm him down as he storms out of the hospital and drives home whilst breaking the speed limit. As soon as he has slammed the door behind him, he breaks down into tears.

🚬​You stir awake from your sleep as the terrible events that just took place in the last moments of your life have disturbed you to your core. Whilst you place a hand above your chest, you realize that Toshiro isn't lying next to you. That feels you with nagging unease since you really could need some comfort and presence right now due to your nightmare. So you get out of bed and search for him in the house. You eventually find him standing him outside right in front of the door. You can smell the scent of smoke even as you walk down the stairs and realize that he is smoking in the middle of the night. When you step slowly outside, you notice that he's clutching an empty box of cigarettes inside his hand. How many has he been smoking already? His eyes are closed and his head tilted to the ground as it almost looks like he's in pain of some sort. He really seems to be elsewhere in his mind because he only notices you when you call his name cautiously.

🚬​There seems to be a look of horror, guilt and sadness shortly on his face when his eyes land on you but he quickly hides his feelings as he puffs on his cigarette and asks you with a sigh why you are awake and here. You remind him that you would like to know the same but he is stubborn and insists on you telling him first. So you confess to him that you had a nightmare and you fully expect him to sigh again and belittle you for coming down for such a minor reason but you are surprised when he instead asks you what your dream was about. Is he alright? His response surprises you and you shortly hesitate to describe to him such a gruesome dream but when he arches his eyebrow up in a silent way of telling you that he is getting a bit impatient, you decide to tell him briefly about your dream. Then you see it. A look of sheer shock and terror that spreads on his face as the cigarette slips out of his mouth and drops on the ground before he is pushing you back inside the house with a tight grip on your shoulders. He forces you to sit down in the kitchen before sitting down next to you and urging you to give him more details.

🚬​You're literally being interrogated in your own kitchen in the middle of the night as you see Toshiro growing more scary and unhinged with each piece of information you give him until you can hear him wheezing, his chest heaving fastly as he's about to hyperventilate. Then suddenly he tells you that you'll stay home today without explaining any further. You think that he's joking but he is not as you realize when he leaves for work and locks the door and all the windows, leaving you stuck in your own house whilst insisting that he is doing this for your own safety. A while after he is gone you can see some cars from the Shinsengumi pulling over and staying there as if watching over you and you know that Hijikata ordered them to do so. Meanwhile Hijikata himself is going on a little hunt as he tells Kondo frankly that he has something else to do today before leaving. Something about him just seems off and it is as everything that happens around him serves to make him grow more paranoid as the similarities between what is happening now and what he can remember is eerie. This time though, you won't die. Because he will remove those pesks before they can dare to lay their hands on you.

Okita Sougo

😈There is this odd sensation deep inside his chest that is growing when he finds out the news about your death and all but storms to the hospital. When his eyes land on your corpse though, this feeling festers throughout his entire body and fill him with ugly pain. Yet his voice remains scarily calm as he asks what has happened even if his aura is absolutely terrifying in thar moment. The doctors and other Shinsengumi members around him can only stutter out explanations of what has occured during his absence. Useless. Incompetent. All of them. Those are thoughts that fill his head as he hears them stuttering away whilst sensing his growing anger. There is this urge to just pull out his katana and slash all of them, to just punish them somehow for standing here unharmed whilst having failed to save your life. He tries to prevent this from happening though as he storms out of the hospital with gritted teeth, his hands clenched into fists to stop those sadistic and murderous impulses and he only stops when he is far away from the hospital. That's when Sougo notices the wetness on his cheeks and realizes that he's crying. The tears start flowing relentlessly down ater this realization.

😈​Loud knocks on your door force you out of bed in the middle of the night. You've woken up much earlier but have just been lying on your tatami matt in shock and panic with sweat coating your skin as you've almost felt paralyzed. The persistent and violent knocking on your door forces you to stand up though and open the door even if you don't know who wants something from you in the middle of the night. When you open the door and find Sougo standing there, looking the tiniest bit disheveled as if he woke up, hastily dressed up only to race to your house. He has the normal deadpanned expression on his face though besides his hair and clothes looking a bit messy as he just looks at you before forcing his way into your home. You just don't say anything. You are in the worst mood possible to argue and you know that he wouldn't listen to you anyways. Instead you watch him with worry and caution as he suddenly walks through the entire apartment of yours and checks every room as if trying to find an intruder.

😈​After he has finished his investigation he just grabs you and drags you back to your room, throws his jacket on the floor before forcing himself under the sheets together with you. He tells you briefly that he feels like sleeping with you before he shuts up and closes his eyes without giving you more information. He expects you to prepare breakfast for him and wakes you up as soon as he isn't asleep anymore and forces you once more to leave your blanket. Whilst both of you are munching away on the food, he admits almost casually to you that he would like you to stay home today, although his voice sounds like it is already a firm decision. You just give him an incredulous look and are about to protest before he shots you a sharp glare that quickly makes you shut up. He's acting strange today. Normally he would let you protest just to bully and ridicule you yet today he seems...more tense and via that also more impatient. Okita has simply decided to trust his guts who have warned him that something about those memories he has in his mind.

😈​He's using all the information he has in his memories that he was told by other members of the Shinsengumi and the doctors and tracks down the culprits who murdered you. He seems to wait though, waiting for something that gives him the final confirmation that those memories in his mind aren't just a byproduct of him losing his sanity but are valid and true. As soon as he is given that validation, whether it is because of everything that happens on this day like it happened in his mind or because he catches them searching and failing to find and kill you. He makes sure to lure them somewhere where he is alone with them before he murders all of them without mercy nor any ounce of guilt or any emotions on his face. They deserve all the pain and every slash he inflicts on them with his katana after all. They murdered you before after all, didn't they? And they planned to do it again. He disposes of the corpses somewhere and makes sure to clean himself and his sword without leaving any traces that could lead back to him before he makes his way back to you.

Takasugi Shinsuke

❤️‍🩹​His face remains unchanged but all of his subordinates feel it, feel something quite terrifying that is being emitted from him. Matako still dares to speak up in an attempt to console their leader but she quickly shuts up when Takasugi tells her in a dangerous tone to just be quiet. His one eye is staring at you without tearing itself away as he feels something stirring deep inside of him, something that only grows the more he is forced to look at your lifeless body. He feels the bitterness he has been harboring inside of him since Shoyo's death reaching its boiling point. Something else is worming its way inside of him which only further enhances his anger and bitterness. Guilt. Guilt for being unable to protect someone he dearly loved again. Is this just the cruel mockery of this world? Taking everyone he loves away from him whilst forcing him to only watch? He eventually tells the other members of the Kiheitai to leave the room, to leave him alone with his corpse so that he can plunge even further into deranged insanity to destroy the world who seems so set on ruining everything for him.

❤️‍🩹​You are startled upon initially waking up and feel chills going down your spine as you recall what you just saw and experienced. Was that just a dream? You just lay there with your eyes wide open and your body trembling a bit as you feel the air drying the sweat off of your forehead. Then you hear footsteps approaching the door leading to your room and tense up, forcing your head to turn around when you hear the door being opened. You can faintly make out the silhoutte of a body standing in your doorframe and you soon realize that it's Shinsuke who is just standing there. He appears to look at you silently and you can feel the sweat starting to return as you feel a weird tension in the air that makes breathing even more difficult than it was already for you before he came. He doesn't say anything and you don't dare to speak up either as you just look up at him with nervous and anxious eyes. He eventually leaves you again after minutes of just looking at you and leaves your mind confused and racing with thoughts behind.

❤️‍🩹​The next day you feel his gaze lingering on you as soon as you enter his vision and you realize just as quickly that he has also become quite a bit more restrictive. Obviously he has been always sort of controlling, restrictive and isolating ever since he has abducted you but on this particular day it seems like he has gotten even worse with this behavior. He wants at least one member of the Kiheitai with you, preferably Bansai and Matako, which gives you almost zero privacy unless you have to use the toilet in which case you get to enjoy a brief moment for yourself. You do take notice of how Shinsuke himself seems to force you to stay a lot more with him in the same room, especially as the day goes on. The tension whenever he is with you is unbearable as your heart is pounding inside your chest, the silence between you two only makes you more awkward and nervous yet you don't know what to say to him. You are worried to speak up whilst around him too. All of this nearly makes you overlook the events that take place on that day. Takasugi doesn't overlook them though. He has been waiting for them.

❤️‍🩹​You silently obey when he orders Matako, Henpeita and Bansai to stay with you whilst he goes somewhere. He only briefly mentions that there is something that he needs to take care of and that he'll leave your safety in the hands of the other members of the Kiheitai. After all he knows how the day will end if he doesn't do anything. He doesn't tell anyone about this because he feels like he has to do this by himself. The feeling of guilt and sorrow because of his own weakness due to your death before still remains inside his heart and his mind. It's a painful leech attached to his soul and he needs to get rid of it by killing the vermin who managed to get you before. Just like Okita he shows zero mercy and just remains apathetic, although he won't toy around and just finishes the task quickly before he returns to you and the rest of Kiheitai.This is his new declaratio of war against this world. He will murder everyone who tries to take you away from him.

[derpycat02]

Your name: Alex

Where in the world are you?: Texas 🤮

Your favorite color: PINK 🩷👾💗🌺🌷🪷🌸💮🦄🐖🦩🦑🪱🍑🍥🍧🍨🧁🍭🎠💒🏩🧶🎫🧼👙❇️🩷

A song that always puts you in a good mood: Sonic X Theme Song

Your favorite flower: Lantanas 🏵️

It's a beautiful sunny day and you're going on a picnic with friends. What snack are you bringing to share?: Either a charcuterie board or a fruit salad. I don't have to use the stove and there's enough for everyone to have as much as they want.

Bumblebees or butterflies?: Butterflies! 🦋

Describe your ideal weather: 55°-66° (F), partly cloudy with warm patches of sun, light breeze to play with your hair.

What are you reading right now?: Mostly Webtoons

Museum date or nature walk?: Both are tricky. On a museum date, you want to make sure I've brought headphones and/or we're going at a time the museum isn't busy so I don't get overwhelmed or overstimulated. With a nature walk, the weather needs to be cool and/or I'll need to bring plenty of water and Benadryl because I break out in hives when I get to warm or sweat. Either way we will need to take lots of breaks to make sure I'm not on my feet too long, so there will need to be places to sit (or you'll have to be willing to help me up off the ground). Ideally we'd go to a movie or stay home and play videogames tbh.

It's movie night in the park and it's your turn to choose. What are we watching?: Some sort of fantasy film. Most likely a Ghibli movie.

And finally, share some sunny words for your friends and followers: Remember to eat protein, drink water, take your medicine if it helps, and allow time to rest today. If the machines we make specifically to work can become worn down by overuse, how much more carefully should we treat our bodies, which were simply made to be? You are enough as you are and your feelings are valid. 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Macy's Tag Game Tuesday: Spring Edition! 🌸

i was tagged by @celestialmickey @creepkinginc @metalheadmickey @mishervellous @y0itsbri @iansfreckles @gardenerian & @deedala thank you my sweets! 💙

your name: julissa ✨

where in the world are you? new york 🗽

your favorite color: blues and greens 🫐🌿

a song that always puts you in a good mood: closer by tegan and sara - it came on while i was listening to one of my old playlists and omg catch me losing my entire fucking mind 🤘🏼

your favorite flower: hydrangeas and peonies! daisies are really stinkin' cute too. 🌼

it’s a beautiful sunny day and you’re going on a picnic with friends. what snack are you bringing to share? big ol' bowl of fruit! 🍓

bumblebees or butterflies? butterflies 🦋

describe your ideal weather: 50's and 60's! peak cute jacket time! 🧥

what are you reading right now? like a book? gurl... none. i have not been able to sit with a book forever. 😵‍💫 but fic-wise, a little ol' fic called "your question has been received" by the one and only macymacymacy! ❓

museum date or nature walk? choose? me? between these? literally what? never? please? why would i do that? excuse? nonono? 😳

it’s movie night in the park and your turn to choose, what are we watching? the parent trap! T H E summer movie of all time 👯‍♀️

and finally, share some sunny words for your friends & followers: i hope the sun shines on your face, i hope you take the time to let it. to tilt your head up, close your eyes, and let it warm your cheeks and eyelids. i hope the breeze caresses your face. breathe it in, big, full, in through the nose, out through the mouth. you got this, all of it. 💙

i'm late but still tagging my sweet babes @whatthebodygraspsnot @you-are-so-much-better-than-that @gallawitchxx @squidyyy23 @too-schoolforcool @xninetiestrendx @thisdivorce if you would like, if not this is just me placing the tiniest cat in the world in your palms 🐈‍⬛

[freshairforrabbits]

Tbh you deserve this.

For circled me!Spider: 🍼🍨🍬🌹🍁🍎🍅🥕🥭🍑🧅🍋🍕🧈🍌🏵️🥃🥐🍹🍰💐🍈🍏🍐🥝🌿🌵🍸🌱🌸🧁🍩🥔

Thank you very much for all of these and I hope I was able to answer them sufficiently!!

There's a lot of the sexual grooming, Spider's unreliable perspective aspects in the Circled Me! Universe story that really leap the fuck out in these answers, so y'know, watch your steps out there everyone.

Answers for 'you circled me inside my room, i couldn't go another day' Spider from the OC interview questionnaire because fuck it, we ball 😼.

Tags: sexual abuse, incest, child abuse, medical trauma, child marriage, non-con, underage sex, victim blaming, sexual trauma, psychosexual horror, all those fictional fucking southern gothic themes, Recom Jake as his own content label

🍼 [BABY BOTTLE] What's your OC's first memory?

This is a tough one considering there's a lot of ways I could go with this, but what keeps coming to mind for reasons I cannot explain is his first solid memory being of a hospital room, of the smell, the crinkle of the bed, and the weight on his chest from a bad bout of pneumonia. That luckily his dad realized he was way more tired than usual and wasn't even interested in eating, and so he took him to the doctor just in case; which immediately had him being sent over to the ER.

It's the baby-sized IV cannula in the back of his hand, the gauze, tape holding it in place, the IV splint wrapped around it all, and the strange, scary environment, the beeping sounds, the nebulizer mask's plastic gouging at the sides of his face that launched two year old Spider into a state of awareness, this conscious sort of feeling, deeply unsettled with no words to describe it and nothing to do but hold a nurse's hand, and then his dad when he's allowed in. That he doesn't know what death is, but he knows that this is uncomfortable and it makes him cry and want his dad. And the memory sort of sticks and sticks for quite a long time, but the first time his dad slaps him it very quickly gets buried under an avalanche of smaller moments that add up very fast. Because his dad was a solid rock in that hospital, so even if the trauma was big, it didn't rock him quite like all the others, because after he came home healthier and on the mend, and with an inhaler he would have to use for quite a few years every time he did too much exercise, he seemed to drift apart again. With Spider's little brain much more online— well, it made for a situation that Spider almost wished he would get that sick again just so his dad would be right there at his side day and night like that all over.

🍨 [ICE CREAM] How does your OC compose themselves in stressful situations?

I think he does a lot of deflecting and denial, and that he'll turn his panic into anger (subconsciously) because that's what his daddy's done his whole life, and he has no one else to learn how to deal with emotions and stress from. It really does depend on the situation what he will do though, he's been through a lot of different stressors and in a lot of situations he'll resort to humor, laughing it off, and worming his way out of any tight spot with the sort of predilection cats have to get through impossibly narrow spaces. He's highly adaptable because he has to be, but not resilient, and will quickly cave under stress even if he doesn't believe he will or ever has. He would get so mad if someone pointed out how much he will avoid situations, get rid of things, and isolate himself simply to avoid said stress.

Something about traumatized kids and being fragile as fuck with a thorny exterior and the illusion of being impenetrable to keep themselves going for years and years.

🍬 [LOLLY/CANDY] What would your OC like to receive for Valentine's Day/as a token of love?

Probably one of those silly Valentine's candy grams because he's never really had the opportunity to exchange them, the schools he's been to, he's not there long enough to really make connections and he often misses chunks of school that get him dangerly close to being truant. And as a token of love just something that means a lot to a person being entrusted with him, he has stones and rocks on a shelf at home from Kiri, a little braided grass doll from Tuk, things from Lo'ak and Neteyam as well jewelry, bracelets he doesn't wear out of fear of losing them. Even the time they made God's Eyes (a votive of the Huichol), Spider keeps those hung in his room, five of them side by side on walls that are otherwise pretty bare.

Unfortunately, the tokens of love he receives now are considerably more overwhelming. Let's just say Jake buys Spider a Nintendo DSi and loves to hold over his head all the less than legal lengths he went to obtain it and bring it on their trip, pressuring him into sex on the regular because he's being so generous letting Spider break the no technology rule on the farm, in the camper, wherever they happen to be and Spider tries desperately to glue himself to the screen. Of course, Daddy's tokens of love aren't much different and just as damning/controlling meanwhile Spider wishes he was just loved like the sons he sees in his favorite films and action-thrillers where the dad keeps them all safe, keeps them going, where his dad will hold him tight and tell him he's scared to let go, but in ways that won't make his stomach do so many flips, his skin crawl, and his insides writhe.

🌹 [ROSE] Does your OC believe in true love? Why?

I think he did at one point, and maybe he thinks he knows what it is, but he never thought it was for him for a lot of reasons. That it was a storybook thing, the closest he would ever get is childish fantasies and stupid dreams where he would kiss pretty girls or pretty boys and they would make him feel safe as they slayed monsters and dragons together— the ones with blue scales, orange fire, and gold eyes, wicked, dripping teeth and long curling tongues. They would rescue him from his tower, riding off together, maybe someone even a bit older with bright eyes and dark hair and a warm smile; but he knows the love he gets from Jake and his dad is the kind of love he deserves instead. That it's the kind that makes his daddy look at him with pride more often than he ever did before. And so that has to mean something even if some part of him wants to shrivel up and disappear.

🍁 [MAPLE LEAF] What is your OC's favourite season? Why and what do they do during it?

Summer, not that he likes the heat, but the summer is when they consistently head up to the farm and those are his favorite days, weeks, months, depending on how long they stay. He's always liked Fall as well purely for the turn in weather (although where they currently live in Florida it doesn't make much of a difference, still it gets milder and the migratory birds arrive in droves), and he thinks it might become his new favorite as for the first time he's looking forward to school starting up again, because his dad and Jake have always respected homework as an excuse to be left alone and he's hoping, praying that it will be the same. He's hoping that he can crack open a textbook and stare down it, marking shit down, highlighting it as Jake sits at his desk fiddling with shit and making conversation, being a distracting asshole until Spider throws a pillow at his head and it will all go back to the way it was where every dirty thought stayed in his head and didn't leak out into the world, infecting everything and everyone.

🍎 [RED APPLE] Who does your OC value above all else?

Probably his dad, and Jake by proxy of being attached to his dad— because valuing Jake is also valuing Dad. Even if it's a serious internal struggle, there's this collision course, gravitational type pull that has him wanting to do anything and everything to impress his father, atone for how he's fucked him over by fucking his boyfriend behind his back (because it's all about internalized victim blaming in Spider's head) and which his dad reminds him of more than once, starting this whole thing that day he let Jake be all over him. He values his dad's opinion, his words, his gun and its bullets and every shooting lesson, the way he wants to crawl out from under the shadow of his mother's death being the result of his birth. (He once valued Kiri very, very much, maybe even more than his dad for a while, but ultimately he found himself feeling guilty about that. That somehow he might drag her down to his level and his dad was careful to remind him that Kiri was Augustine's kid still, that she hates his guts deep down in there just like her mother, that it's a lot of pity and not much else.)

🍅 [TOMATO] How misunderstood is your OC? In-universe or IRL.

I'd say pretty fucking misunderstood thanks to his dad. There's so many people who see him and just see this mini version of Miles Quaritch and that does not help shit at all in-universe. Not to mention he is now actively pushing people away to try and protect them in ways he doesn't even understand completely, only that it's instinct, that he has to be exactly what they think he is, flawed, damaged, devil child, terrible, rude, and unpleasant, destined to be all the nasty things he's overheard about his father while never knowing the whole story. Just that he feels responsible since it all went down around the time he was born. He is lashing out, snapping, rapid fire leaping through every trauma response that his brain is desperately treading water with and Spider refuses to acknowledge that as anything but some shit he has to choke down, that everyone must've been right, he's too fucked up and there's no point trying to be anything different.

🥕 [CARROT] How tough is your OC against certain situations? How weak are they against others?

I'd say he's tough against things that involve physical fights, even if he gets thrown on his ass, gets punched, hit, scraped knees and elbows, he just gets back up. He's been taking hits for a long, long time and has been in quite a few scraps mostly in self-defense or from a snapping temper because of something someone said about him or his family. He's also of course been in fights and screaming matches with his dad for a long time as well, and so when confronted with that sort of violence he'll sink into wise cracking insults, falling into the familiar routine with a nasty snarl if he has to, so long as he doesn't feel helpless and out of control.

He's weak against everything to do with Jake and is easily reeled in by every hook Jake sets, because he's so starving he'll take every bit of bait and his tough facade will shatter like fucking glass so fast the moment Jake spins from friendly face to hands anywhere but kept to himself. And his dad knows how to hit him where it really hurts as well, knows how to make him feel helpless and lost and puny, and like everything is his fault, that the weights so heavy he's nothing more than a little boy with one foot in the grave who needs a shit ton of discipline and guidance to get right again.

🥭 [MANGO] What colours best represent them and why? Does this differ from their favourites?

Rich brown like the color of the Sully kids eyes, deep gold like the farm's fields and the curls of his hair, greens that remind him of Kiri's favorite shirts and her sling bag that she carries around.

Blue represents him, blue like his dad's eyes, like Jake's, like cyan between darker stripes from another world, another time. Blue like the lake he used to float face down in wishing it would swallow everything, blue like the propane torch he watched Jake fuck around with in the garage of their last rental home when he was working on some copper piping, blue like the fresh bruises kissed into his skin once by knuckles, now by teeth.

🍑 [PEACH] How do they show their kindness? How kind are they truly?

It's difficult for him to afford to be kind, and it's been like that for a long time. But there is a Before and an After now, where his kindness used to be quiet moments spent shoulder to shoulder with Jake, swapping some too sweet chocolate bar and a soda as they sat on the porch and talked about anything and everything. The same with Kiri, Lo'ak, even Neteyam sometimes, where he would just do his best to listen and understand. Now, his kindness is when he does his best to pretend like everything is fine so no one has to worry; which isn't much different from before, but he's having to work so much harder and he hates it so fucking much. (Which is to say none of this is actual kindness, and there's no saying how kind Spider is truly because he's so fucking traumatized and needs years of healing to understand what it's like to be safe enough to trust the right people, let them in, and learn what kindness actually looks like beyond self-sacrifice and taking on burdens he never should have to).

🧅 [ONION] What is surefire to make your OC cry? Who knows of this information?

If anyone says his mom is dead because of him (even the barebone facts of the story, the fact she did die during childbirth), he will absolutely cry even if he has to blink super fast and scrub at his eyes to try and fight it off. Jake and Quaritch know this very well, and others have accidentally found this out by wording things about Paz poorly around him because when he's so on edge already, every tongue becomes a knife.

🍕 [PIZZA SLICE] How good is your OC at sharing? How do they share something if there's not enough supply?

If anything, he shares a little too much. At least food wise, he'll constantly try to cut his portions to make sure everyone else has more even if he's still hungry. More than ever he's giving the larger half of sweet treats and other stuff to Kiri, to Jake, even to his dad simply because he can't stomach them. And of course they'll try and offer him more in their own ways and in Kiri's case he'll eventually get mad and slink off, but with Jake and Quaritch well… they're giving him way more than he bargained for in return, and there's no getting out of it. I think in a lot of ways he's not very good at sharing Jake either— there's this weird sense of jealousy, protectiveness, something, Something, that makes it so "sharing" Jake with his dad feels like some kind of psychosexual competition that Daddy dearest is well fucking aware of. And of course Jake is, too, but he thinks there's plenty of himself to go around (he absolutely adores the fact Spider is so attached to him in this extra special way compared to Quaritch and absolutely loves to tease Quaritch about it even though Spider is devoted to his dad wholeheartedly the way altar boys are to their priests' touches. It's just that Jake… he's sooo special, right? 😼 He's not Dad, but he *is* Dad's, and that's exactly who Spider belongs to as well. Match made in super hell— or heaven if you ask Spider, but the kind of heaven filled with maggots stuffed in soft pillow nest beds.)

🍋 [LEMON] What is their kryptonite/ultimate weakness?

His biggest weakness is physical affection, I kept trying to think way too hard on this one, but no it's that simple! That's his ultimate weakness, and of course Kiri as his kryptonite, too, at least when on the farm because he feels incredibly responsible for her safety even when he shouldn't have to shoulder that. But that's how he operates, and it's easy to catch him in a silver wire snare the way Jake has by doing things as simple as threading his hands through Spider's hair and humming softly during their little horror film nights. His dad starts to do the same, but only as a reward after being such a good boy for him— physical affection withheld from the person Spider fucking Lives for, breathes for, and occupies his mind deeper than Jake ever will.

🧈 [BUTTER] How soft is your OC? In what sense are they soft?

He's actually incredibly soft, but he's not necessarily allowed to be. It's everything he fears, letting his guard down, letting people in, showing he cares about them too much, especially now— after he's twisted in the web of sexual abuse; after he showed how much he cared about Kiri, about his cousins, uncles, aunt, grandparents, he was too soft, he ler them see too much, he listened to them, sat too close, smiled too much and laughed at their jokes and their stories, that's how he sees it. Now he pays the ultimate price, now he knows he can't let it happen ever again.

🏵️ [ROSETTE] What flower symbolises your OC best and why? What does the flower mean in floriography?

Witch Hazel. Those little yellow flowers that need chilly weather to bloom and have those seeds that can snap really far away with a popping sound. In Appalachia and among different peoples of the Shaconage, the plant has been used to find many things and has been associated with the ability to in fact find anything. It's also used traditionally for external and even internal anti-inflammatories and is indistinguishable from other understory plants until fall and winter roll around.

Which is to say it shares a lot of qualities with Spider, it's a resilient plant and Spider is physically resilient as hell— he has to be, but he also blends into the background until he snaps, pops all at once. And it could be said he helped Jake and Quaritch find something, Something Horrible, and everything Spider saw coming and couldn't stop.

A y-shaped branch of Witch Hazel used as a dousing rod can find lost knives, tools, and even Daddy's gun if the right intent is put in, isn't that right?

🍌 [BANANA] Have parts of your OC been lost to time (in-universe)? What do they wish they could lose from themselves?

I am so pisspoor at understanding the wording of this question, so I'm gonna go with what I assume it's asking; I'd say a lot of parts of him have been lost to his time growing up in-universe. He may only be fourteen, but since a very young age he's felt ancient despite still very much being and behaving as a child. He has memories from way younger than his peers, which only makes time feel as if it's stretched so much further and yet condensed all at once, a substantial chunk spent in terror and confusion with all the bittersweet good bits sprinkled in between. He lost the ability to just be a kid a long time ago, and I think if someone were to offer him a safe place where he could have that back again, he would break the fuck down. He absolutely wishes he could lose everything to do with that first time with Jake, every bit of sex and lust and desire pushed inside of him, planted in his head, he would lose whatever makes him feel so fucked up, confused, and jumping at his shadow even if he can't name it out of fear that all of it will be real.

(He wishes he could lose his dad, but that would be something he'd choke on if he ever said aloud.)

🍹 [TROPICAL BEVERAGE] If your OC could go anywhere, where would it be?

Genuinely anywhere that isn't where his dad and Jake are (he's fantasized about going where the Sullys live, even though he's never been, he's had more than one dream where it's just him and even Kiri all playing out in woods he's never seen before); except a part of him, a slimy, coiling, boiling hot part wishes that they'd just go on some vacation far, far away together, maybe somewhere where there's rainforest, animals he's never seen before, humidity so high he'd practically need a mask to breathe, somewhere easy to get lost in and disappear and that way he will know his dad and his rapey boyfriend will never touch anyone but him ever again.

💐 [BOUQUET] If you could send your OC a bouquet, what flowers would make it up and what is the overall message?

Nothing specific I can really think of besides it would be a casket spray, an arrangement for those to be buried, for the dead. Probably chrysanthemums, black dahlias, yarrow, and lotus flowers as well since they can be associated with sexual assault– it'd be quite the weird bouquet. Maybe a bit of baby breath's thrown in there. The overall message being you survive or you die, even if you already feel more than dead; the reality of the chronically traumatized.

🥐 [CROISSANT] Where is your OC from? How do they feel about their homeland? Where are they now?

He was born in Laughlin near Del Rio, Texas. He was there only a few months and has no real attachment to Texas; they have never been back to the state since then. A shit ton went down that he does not remember and has never been told or found much news about due to it being what his dad only calls classified. When he thinks of Texas or sees the different memorabilia, the photos of his dad's squad, the base, his mom, and the old ranch his grandparents had before selling and moving Northeast, he feels churning guilt, and grief he's never been allowed to understand is related to how much his childhood has been ripped apart, shifted, changed, and thrown him out with the bathwater. Now his dad and Jake rent a place in central Florida and he keeps the same arm's length distance that he reserves for every place they go, seeming to move every two years if not much sooner.

He doesn't know that his dad's plans are to remain in Florida for very specific child marriage purposes if he can reach his hands deep in the guts of those pre-2018 loopholes.

🍰 [CAKE SLICE] How does your OC change as you get to know them?

Oh, this is a tough one considering as the story continues I believe he gets more and more devastating to trek in his shoes. I don't really know what readers' first impressions are of Circled Me!Spider, but fuck, I'm assuming it's like marching down that endless hallway in House of Leaves, into the yawning darkness, or even down the staircase of Silent Hill 2, trekking far too deep into the world below, but you've gone so far there's no turning around— you commit to the bit. He changes against his will in the eyes of the reader and in the eyes of the characters, if that answers the question.

🍈 [MELON] If they had to be put into a box, what box would it be and why?

One of those cardboard nest boxes they put injured baby birds in, because he desperately needs it. The warm lamp, the soft blanket, the time to rest and recover and just sleep without the threat of reaching hands, sharp claws, and gutting fangs.

🥃 [MATE] What does your OC look for in a friend? What do they find is a turn-off?

He has a very, very limited number of friends, those he does have are pretty much within family circles only now. He looks for people he can sort of hang out with in an easy capacity, friends who don't ask too many questions, who wanna talk about themselves and what they like, tell him all sorts of stuff. He looks for friends who are willing to get down in the dirt, who will play games and do stupid shit, but not stupid enough to get a broken arm or worse. He finds it easier to get along with friends who are slightly younger, or maybe it's just circumstance that his cousins are all younger than him and they get along so well, only Neteyam being the more distant of the bunch— something about never feeling the age he is, either years ahead or years behind and somehow the Sullys get it.

Jake ticks all the boxes as well, but also all the turn-offs, too. Because Jake's nosey, he asks too many questions, he's too perceptive, he's always in his space and always goes through his stuff without asking just like the few friends he tried to make at school. He makes crass comments, gets him in trouble with his dad half the time, and has no concept of personal space that always pissed Spider off and reminded him of kids back in grade school who would hug him out of nowhere, or drag him around by the wrist when he was still the shorter of the bunch. And now Jake does so, so much more than that, and yet Spider can't help but think of him as a friend. The kind that leaves him feeling hollow and curled on his side, showered in gifts and affection and physical touch, stinging cheeks and knuckle shaped bruises from a rough punch. Praise and scathing, cutting words he needs to hear so he'll know how to do better, how to grow up, how to protect his family. Jake's his best friend like that, perfect and terrible in every way, and he thinks he might die if he were to ever leave him.

🍏 [GREEN APPLE] How do they differ from the norm and how are they punished for it?

He happens to be his father's son, set apart from the rest, only child to half a military family. He's punished the way kids growing up with a shitty parent who has a bad reputation do, by the sins of the father, because it's never made clear to Spider that the reason the extended family is so wary of him, that he gets the cold shoulder is because his dad is always right there. It doesn't help either that he's constantly the new kid in class, that his hair's long and sometimes braided, that he's never really hid the fact that he likes boys and girls in school, that he wears the same clothes a lot; ones too big on him. Worn and faded graphic tees, holes in them that sometimes get him dress coded at school. That he's taller than his classmates and so he stands out, and his shoes constantly seem to be too small for his feet and falling apart so sometimes he'll just go without them when he can get away with it. Lately, his dad's been getting him better shoes and clothes, nicer things, but more than ever he's being forced to isolate himself, to act out, to self fulfill the prophecy of being an unpleasant asshole (and far worse) like his dad.

🥝 [KIWI FRUIT] How does their outside appearance differ from who they are?

He probably has a resting scowl at this point. Like his default face would look so tense and angry, not to mention he's only ever getting taller. He may not know who he really is, but he's certainly not as mean as he tries to make himself appear/people assume based on all sorts of biases. It's easier being what other people assume than trying to break the mold at some point.

🍐 [PEAR] What is their current social standing? If they could change it, would they, and to what?

Shit, not good. And I don't think he can even comprehend what it might look like if he could change it. Right now he's the bratty boy with his dad's demon blood, the poor kid who's always getting towed around by his dad, the black sheep of the family, the odd one out, the one everyone's worried about but Everytime they approach Quaritch he tells him it's just Miles going through some things, puberty, a girlfriend back home that is totally not real, mental health woes like his momma, stuff that runs in the family, you know how it is, of course— and that's what he'll tell them, story after story and Spider remains Quaritch's son through and fucking through.

🌿 [HERB] Is your OC religious? What do they believe in?

He's agnostic, mostly, he hasn't had enough time to connect with any sort of spirituality at all. And it will be a long time before he learns that he's allowed to, that he's safe to. Although he knows Kiri and the Sullys have a very close connection with their religious practices dating back more years than he can comprehend, he feels distant, disconnected, trapped and unable to see what they see when they look at a tiny ant or the moon with her stars, the gentle kiss of every breeze and the power of each storm. He also doesn't feel any sort of kinship towards his dad or the Christian denomination churches they've been in and out of, but he does enjoy the live music and the free food.

🌵 [CACTUS] How physically resilient is your OC?

I think I actually answered this one up there a bit! But he is very physically resilient as a matter of survival. He absolutely hates being in pain, and discomfort is practically sensory overload, but he can absolutely keep physically fucking going even when he should've collapsed or been out for the count a long time ago. He has to, he doesn't see any other options, and it will absolutely catch up to his ass in so many fucking ways.

🍸 [COCKTAIL] When was the first time your OC had an alcoholic beverage? What did they think of it?

First time he came to visit the farm, so at seven years old. He thought it tasted like muddy hand sanitizer with some sugar in it and promptly spit taked right into his dad's lap which earned him some choice words and a shake down later.

He doesn't drink and doesn't feel inclined to, but that could certainly change given his new circumstances and something that's floated in the back of his head the few times he's tried some of Aunt Grace's wine— that it tasted pretty damn good. And he's seen the way she seems to relax, loosen up when she's drunk, opposite to the sort of simmering look his dad develops when he's down a couple cans of something that makes his nose wrinkle. (He doesn't know what a lush is, but he's sure to find out that Jake's going to call him one with so much fucking amusement, smiling ear to fucking ear the first time Spider gets proper drunk on the farm.)

🌱 [SEEDLING] What new passions/hates is your OC discovering?

Lord, this one— this fucking question is a big one, huh? Well, new passions, he's probably what could safely be considered addicted to sex; the intoxicating high of it, even if it's abuse, even if he Knows it's abuse, if something feels that fucking good the brain doesn't really give a shit, because when it's good it's Good, when it's bad it's Bad, and the actual term is Compulsive Sexual Behavior, but Spider doesn't really understand he's been groomed to hell and back to want all this shit, that he's being used to fulfill the pleasure of two other men. He's discovering a shitton of hates all in the same breath, he hates when Jake threatens Kiri, he hates when he talks about her the way he does, he hates how his dad talks about her, too. He hates how his soft pallette gets bruised, he hates when they're rough, he hates when he bleeds, he hates hiding the bruises like he's a little kid, he hates when he cries in the middle of it, he hates not being able to sleep unless he gets the insomnia fucked out of him. He hates how much everything has changed and yet nothing has at all— he hates how much everyone seems to look right through him and right at him at the same time; and he hates how every vaguely sexual reference and joke makes his cheeks flush and his brain leap into overdrive. He hates being a fucked up, disturbed kid that's infecting the farm the exact way they all never said to his face, but he knows they were thinking; that maybe they know his dad's fucked up like this and they just don't care because he was destined for this being who he is.

(He's very passionate about being a good student, a good son, the best fucking shot—

He hates how much he wants to kill himself seemingly out of the blue.

He hates how much he knows his dad would rip him right out of hell if he did.)

🌸 [CHERRY BLOSSOM] Does your OC believe in legends/myths?

I think he doesn't really know a lot of legends or myths yet aside from the ones his grandparents have told him, maybe even Quaritch (Bible stories here and there, fairytales and other stories about men who betray their basic principles, who turn their backs on everything they know, back stabbing traitors and meddling scientists, and projects involving soldiers memories, thoughts, and consciousness, everything that can go wrong when the good guys mix with bad circumstances, when they get painted in poor light because we all know Quaritch has that thin blue line sticker slapped on his truck's bumper, propaganda and jingoism out the ass.)

I like to think the Sully kids have told him some stories from the Omatikaya that he does his best to remember and spin in his head at night when he's anxious, that he even does his best to retell them around the fire. I also think he'd know some classic Appalachian folklore, too, stuff his grandparents have picked up since moving up to North Carolina that's blended with their roots in Southern Texas, in North Mexico before that.

I think he believes less in monsters wandering the hills, of strange lights flashing through the mountainside, of never whistling outside at night now and more in the monsters sharing his bed. Although he might think of the legends of those wearing the skin of people he loves and knows, of bodysnatchers trying to get close to him, devouring him whole when he's stuck between Jake and his dad as they all sleep.

🧁 [CUPCAKE] If you had to describe your OC using flavours, how would you (e.g., 'they're very sweet')?

Those first they're sour then they're sweet sour patch kids— or maybe the opposite, or maybe he just gets more sour; so sour he turns sweet.

🍩 [DONUT] What is your OC's biggest flaw? How do they deal with it? Do they deal with it?

Probably his inability to consider what he wants, needs, or feels and instead everything is filtered through how it'll make his dad feel, what his dad Wants, what his dad Needs. (What Jake Needs and Wants, too, because upsetting Jake will upset Dad and he can't have that— hates when it happens, can't stand when he's made his dad a mess and he just wants to fix it, apologize, avoid the hurt and pain of his consequences.) He doesn't even recognize it is something he's doing on a basic level, so he has no way to stop the way his mind has been wired to consider Dad in absolutely everything he does and will do; even at the detriment of his own life, soul, mind, and well-being.

🥔 [POTATO] What do they have that others see as a flaw, but they don't care about?

Chronic avoidance, like a cat that's never seen in the house by anyone, but absolutely lives there type of avoidance. Many people recognize and see that he's cagey about so many things, that he always has been, skittering off or deflecting with humor, a joke, a subject change or even doing something impulsive and unexpected to redirect everyone's attention. He doesn't see this as a problem, as the Socorro-Quaritch household's infamous unspoken motto, "if you can't see it, if you don't talk about it, it's not real."

Also the martyrdom, but no one quite recognizes this as a flaw except for Kiri, and perhaps the Socorros in some way due to the amount of times Spider's thrown himself under the bus and taken the blame for things he shouldn't.