#鸡蛋

[heavendiary4u]

韩国鸡蛋面包 Korea Egg Bread

[buffetlicious]

Was around the vicinity of Northpoint City for an appointment and since mum is not cooking, I decided to pack food from Feng Food (台湾味 “丰”). Both mum and sis asked for the Fried Rice with Specially Marinated Pork Chop (招牌猪排蛋炒饭). I went for the Fried Rice with Chicken Cutlet (脆皮鸡腿蛋炒饭) featuring a large piece of crispy and boneless chicken drumstick over the fluffy egg fried rice.

[fuckyeahchinesefashion]

Cnetizens are teaching international netizens how to make household cuisine in china, zheng-dan蒸蛋 or ji-dan-geng鸡蛋羹 (steamed egg), and many international netizens succeed

Cnetizens comment:

These are advance versions

[tryingtopracticemyzhongwen]

波提欧。。。请回家（来家？不知道）。。。我已经花了55英镑

我觉得他恨我因为我骂了他一座鞋子山

对不起。。。原谅我。。。我不要伤害你

[nordseehexe]

鸡蛋柜诅咒

[neige-leblanche]

just forgot that my ao3 un is not in fact yanyan_nyanya anymore (has not been for years) & went looking around fruitlessly

[niteshade925]

April 21, China, restaurant again

It's pretty much all food pics from now on, mostly from family gatherings with different relatives, so I'm going to speed up with posting.

Beijing kaoya/北京烤鸭 (Peking duck), or simply kaoya/烤鸭/roasted duck. The duck had already been sliced and put into the plates on either side. The traditional way of eating kaoya is by wrapping the slices in the spring pancake (chunbing/春饼; also referred to as heyebing/荷叶饼/"lotus leaf pancake") along with sweet bean sauce (tianmianjiang/甜面酱), green onion shreds (usually just from the white part near the root), and cucumber strips.

Dry-braised (ganshao/干烧) halibut fish

Fried shrimp cakes (with dipping sauce)

Seafood stirfry and Chinese yam with blueberry sauce (lanmeishanyao/蓝莓山药). Apparently the latter was invented by the chef Sun Lixin/孙立新, one of the hosts of the popular internet cooking show Laofangu/老饭骨 (I think I have linked some of their videos in the past)

Stirfried clams (炒花蛤; this type of clams is called huage/花蛤). The popular version of this dish is usually spicy and called "spicy stirfried clams"/辣炒花蛤, but I don't remember this particular version here being spicy so...

Left is Chinese steamed egg/zhengdan/蒸蛋 (also known as jidangeng/鸡蛋羹 and "water egg"/zhengshuidan/蒸水蛋) with mantis shrimp on top, and right is duck soup made from the rest of the roasted duck. I love all kinds of soup, but duck soup remains one of my all-time favorites (btw cooking tip, if you want a milky white soup/stock made from fish or poultry, try lightly frying or roasting the meat first to help the fat emulsify)

[ducktollers]

鸡蛋仔 (egg waffle) for @legofbicuriosity

[ineffable-opinions]

A Banned BL Series and A Banned BL Sub-genre

GaoGan (High Cadre, 高干) is a sub-genre of danmei, unique to BL from Mainland China. It involves characters who directly hold high position within the Communist Party (be it the political wing or the People’s Liberation Army) or are related to such characters.

Works belonging to this sub-genre was fairly common in the first decade of 2000. Now it's a banned sub-genre and we will get to the specifics of it and how that works.

A little bit about the society in which this sub-genre was created. Back then both Communist party members as well as military members could get away with pretty much anything. Society back then was a little bit more open to such practices and consequences for their actions were very limited. There was very little civilian oversight, so to speak. This meant that not only sons and daughters of high cadre but relatives including extended kin, held positions of power.

Naturally, it became a problem. For the State, I mean.

A lot of leaders now are kids of leaders from the past. They also hold in immense sway in all fields, both business and bureaucracy.

They can bag tenders and participate in those public private partnership projects and reap profits while outsiders would struggle. Laws could be bent and broken and no one could do anything to them. People suffer because of that. But you cannot really go to the police against them. Yeah, pretty messed up.

It is in this context that Addicted (你丫上瘾了) by Chai JiDan (柴鸡蛋) was first serialized. But it is in no way an extreme or a quintessential gaogan danmei. It's basically campus story in the first half with basic coming of age elements, highschoolers falling in love and lot of it is smut too.

But the threat of what their futures hold because of who they are especially Gu Hai, being the only son of his father who is a General, looms large even in first part. This is underplayed in the series compared to the novel.

Gu Hai grew up in that environment of power and reach. A lot of his rough nature is a product of such unbridled power that followed him from the cradle. His father is domineering. He is similarly domineering but with a holier-than-thou “kind” heart. He rebels against his father’s nature. He doesn't want to be the kind of person his father is. He is at the risk of becoming the monster he is fighting. He is extreme in his means, just as his father (and his late mother) and a bunch of other people such as Gu Yang and Gu Hai’s maternal uncle.

It is contrasted with how gentle and amicable Bai LouYin’s father and stepmother are, and how their lives are completely different. They don't really take any extreme steps and always pave path to reconciliation.

While Addicted sort of shows the contrast, it is not the highlight. There are novels which were written in the beginning of the millennium that showed extreme versions – focused on showing how bad it could get - be it of people getting away with that they should not get away with ideally and all sorts of bad things happening to people who have no control over their lives when it comes to people with power.

Corruption, nepotism and exploitation of power clearly are not good practices. The critique in Addicted is not on the face. It's very subtle. You need to understand what exactly is going on to understand the politics of Addicted. It is not just a random parent being despotic parent. It is because of very specific social setups. Gu Hai can coax, coerce and buy his way into changing public schools in the middle of semester, get Bai LouYin’s father a good job, treat officers on lower rungs as his personal servants and get things to work in his favour all because of the power he holds by just being General Gu’s heir. No one would dare to report his overreach because no one wants to offend General Gu lest he is less favorable to them in their time of need. Bai LouYin can avail benefits of switching schools and such since he is Gu WeiTing’s step-son.

What would give Gu Hai more power than being General’s son? Being a high cadre member himself. But doesn’t want that. From the beginning of the novel, Gu Hai rejects the military environment he grew up in. He doesn’t want to pursue his father’s footsteps.

Bai LouYin learns this when he pries into what Gu Hai wants to do with his life. Gu Hai makes it clear that he wants to pursue business. Bai LouYin dedicates his life to make that possible for Gu Hai. He does so by means joining PLA and thereby becoming his step-father’s protégé. In exchange, Gu Hai is free to live a free life. When he sets up his own manufacturing business, it is directly linked to supplying to the military and thus the exploitation of his connections that gives him a definite edge over his competitors from less privileged backgrounds continue – now as Bai LouYin’s brother too. So, he actually gets to become a rich man at a young age in his own right. It's not just Gu Hai whose business flourishes thanks at least in part to influence. Gu Yang and Gu Hai’s uncle (who seems to be powerful in his own right) too benefits from their connections.

It's something that Chai JiDan explores in a lot of her other works too, even though Counterattack and Advanced Bravely live action adaptations removed gaogan elements from turning characters into civilians.

That brings us to the de facto ban on gaogan. State doesn't want to encourage such kind of practices. It totally doesn't want it to be an aesthetic or a glorified romantic trope, especially in danmei.

Danmei actually have a mixed history with the State. Chinese government is notorious for crackdowns, jailing authors, shutting down websites, forcing self-censorship and purges that throttled danmei production and distribution. (More on this here.)

Lesser known is the part where State benefited from it. There was the shipping of real-life high cadre politicians.

Former Chinese President Hu Jintao and former Premier Wen Jiabao were shipped by fans. (source)

There were also the Little Pinks - groups of presumably (some critics argue that it is just a presumption) young women who are nationalistic verging on jingoism, who would endorse Chinese government and its policies on various platforms. They are called so because their brand of rhetoric first started in the danmei forum of JJWXC, a popular web-publishing platform. Little Pinks started out on this platform, scolding authors and readers who wrote what they didn’t agree with. They have pervaded other social media sites and are compared to the Little Reds of Cultural Revolution. Little Pinks captured public attention. They became quite an eyesore for the general public and other BL fans. But State machinery, especially its media, have showered them with praise on occasions.

State of things have changed over the years and there have been understandable public anger against the sort of behaviors high cadre politicians and their kin engaged in as well as the unfair advantage they enjoyed. The State had to curb nepotism and accumulation of power in the hands of those from political families. Exploitation of power couldn't explicitly depict or endorsed on media.  

The new rules are imposed through censors, self-censorship and editorial overreach and what not. Compared to earlier days of danmei, today’s BL production space looks very difference since sites have disappear. There used to be revolutionary potential, not just in terms of furthering the rights of the queer community but also in many other aspects of society. It has disappeared over the years through purging and authors growing tired. Popularization and commercialization of danmei actually did not benefit the way one would imagine. As BL fans’ grip over what they could say disappeared, a lot of new authors came in who from the very beginning were willing to adjust to these demands from the State and were writing to accommodate, if not outright support, what the State willed.

So, before the ban on gaogan, there was period where fics were written praising the high cadre and highlighting their goodness, generosity and patriotism while being perfect gentlemen, paragons of virtue, upright citizen who valiantly fought enemies of the State, both internal and external.

When it aired, Addicted was fairly popular. By his own admission, Andy Lau was watching it. While exact reason for the ban is not known, there is a lot of speculation. One of the most cited reasons is simply its popularity and how that attracting attention to queer people (through the pairing of a very masculine men who were unlike the stereotypical “sissies”) and queer rights.

Another was the substance abuse related words in title and ship name such as shangyin and hailouyin which is another topic that State scrutinizes. But then A Round Trip to Love had multiple criminal elements including spiking, confinement and sexual abuse that aired.

It's not like gaogan genre just died. Authors went interstellar on their stories. So now when you open Addicted in LCRead you will be greeted by an intro page which claims that the story is not set on Earth and is set in another galaxy blah blah blah. Lot of later authors actually decided to pursue the safe, sci-fi route and decided to stick to lanes that would let them tell these stories without actually irritating the State.

This work around method will last while it can.

Quite frankly, Addicted couldn't have been made in other countries with its very specific political setting. Its essence lies in Bai LouYin joining PLA to help Gu Hai forsake the path laid out for him and Gu Hai repaying with devotion while alternatively sinking and floating in high cadre life as son, brother and husband. This won’t work in countries with mandatory military service or where military and politics interweave in a dangerous manner.

Honestly, I am not knowledgeable about Thailand to interpret what it means for Hero to walk out of ror dor (army cadet) exam (thank you @pharawee for the explanation). Also, Thai government is fully dedicated to their plan of using BL as a soft power tool. I am not sure how to feel about the Thai adaptation, Heroin the series, given the production chose to situate the beginning of the story in 2018* (four years after 2014 coup d'état). Addicted becoming a propaganda tool in favor of military at the hands of any State is a disturbing scenario to say the least.

*There is a eight year break in the relationship between the main couple in the original novel.

Seems like second season isn't happening. Makes me wonder...

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Link to novel translations.

[gayxiaoshuo]

大学里在泳部学弟被嗨玩-帅哥小说。，男男同志、体育生猛男

【上】

擎宇今年刚升上大二，好不容易在游泳部展露头角，却好像因为太出头而成了学长们的眼中钉。

“学弟他好帅！真的单身吗？”今天的比赛很多人围观，因为游泳部的男生身材最好了，紧裹着的泳裤也能直接看到青春活力的大包，“擎宇的下面好显眼哦…”

健壮匀称的长腿之间，摇晃晃的垂着一团傲人的尺寸，上面连着白净的八块腹肌，后面则是饱满结实的男臀，无论怎么看都太赏心悦目了！

学长们的女朋友，还有他们暗恋的女神，都被擎宇这小子深深的吸引了。顺着大家的目光看去，3号跳台上站着的，是一位高挑又白皙的男子，虽然戴着游泳眼镜，但五官的轮廓都非常英气迷人，也怪不得学校的论坛有很多偷拍他日常的花痴账号，今天的校园主题大概也会是穿着泳裤的他吧？

虽然男生们表现得很冷淡，大都是为参赛的朋友打起加油来的，最多因为女生们的激动而显示着嫉妒，不过真的只是这样吗？

学校的消息社今天派来的是一名冷漠的学长，长得也还算不错，因为酷爱游泳才自愿来的，他先是若无其事的拍了些游泳馆的热闹景象，然后默默的来到了三号跳台的后面，把镜头对准了擎宇的背面。

“赞…”摄影的学长单眯着眼，欣赏着摄像机里的画面，游泳部男生的翘臀真是不赖，明明又圆又大却和粗壮的帅腿很匀称的结合着，此刻在预备着的姿势，更是把翘臀的维度很好的展现了，这些抓拍的照片当然不能用在学校的版面，不过学长会好好的私人珍藏起来。

这个叫擎宇的家伙，要是个公零就好了，一定会从男生公敌，变成超受学长欢迎的学弟……

谁也不知道这个爱摄影的学长，看起来高高瘦瘦的，在大家心里分明就是个帅气的直男，电脑里却有好几个G的男生翘臀摄影，作为他打枪时的欣赏材料。

如果有幸拍到学校里帅哥走光的照片，譬如田径与摔跤那些时常挂空档穿短裤的男生，就可以挂到网站上卖个好价钱。

话说那个网站，最近好像又在爆出新一季的猎人实录了，也不知道会不会在轮奸合集中又看到眼熟的面孔？

“啪！”随着比赛的枪响，摄影的学长一边拍下擎宇矫健入水的健美背影，一边露出期待的笑容，嘴角的邪恶难以掩饰。

比赛进行得很顺利，不过这反倒不是大家在意的事了。只是几个游泳部的前辈，看到擎宇厉害的成绩，眼中多少有些仇视。

“她答应你过几天去酒吧吗？”

“还没有啊，很腼腆，不过几句话就脸红了，大概有戏哦。”

傍晚时分，哲明和梁森等在小路的街口，聊着最近注意到的女生，帅气的两人都露出向往的神情，不过他们并非什么单纯的角色，明明都不是单身，却一直物色着学妹们。

但这也没办法，男生在这方面虽然占便宜，不过他们在床上的表现也很厉害，这就是运动型男生的长处之一。

但奇怪的是，这种饥渴的直男，好像总是有着特别性感的翘臀？他们两个穿着篮球裤，屁股圆翘的形状都很结实。

与此同时，那边他们要等的人也来了，手里拿着金色奖章的擎宇，放慢了脚步和身边的学姐攀谈，漆黑的短发还湿漉漉的，在夕阳的金光下闪烁着迷人的色泽，摘下眼镜后冷峻的双眸更是深邃又明亮，不光是和他同行的学姐，身边经过的路人都忍不住偷看着，因为真的好帅。

“又有肉送到他嘴边了，真羡慕啊，早知道我当初也去游泳。”看到街对��的擎宇和漂亮的学姐相谈甚欢，然后依依不舍的道别着，哲明和梁森的两对狼眼也是上下扫视着学姐劲爆的身材，羡慕的感叹着。

一想到擎宇这只禽兽会对学姐做什么，他们就兴奋又嫉妒。

绿灯亮起，穿着大码球鞋的长腿在斑马线上帅气的行走着，擎宇看到自己的两个死党，加快了脚步，也逐渐露出自己的真面目。

他虽然在学校里是很冷酷的样子，但高中时便结识的两人却是知道擎宇的本性，擎宇当然不再保持对女生的那种伪装，得意的询问：“怎么样？和我描述的一样吧？超大的罩杯！”

“而且看起来非常清纯啊，居然在有男友的情况下对你投怀送抱的，”回家的路上非常偏僻，三个男生聊的内容变得很大胆，两个死党和擎宇勾肩搭背，色眯眯的询问，“你游泳部的学长们真可怜啊，一个个的绿帽从天而降，你真是个混蛋。”

被这么说了，擎宇可不会生气，毕竟他们两人也不是什么好料，帅气的脸上露出回忆的神情说：“没办法啊，之前的两个学姐技术就超好，别说是主动要求不带套了，舌头也非常懂怎么舔龟头，不过差不多已经玩腻了，这回想要试试乳交，所以你们就看到这位大奶。”

说到这里，三个有性瘾的精壮男子，忍不住去幻想自己的大鸡巴在乳沟中抽插的快感，结实的喉结立刻干燥的滑动了几下。

“干，被你说得心痒痒的，待会别去酒吧了，我哥哥今天不回来，可以去我那里玩玩。”哲明回想着大鸡鸡被骚穴紧紧包夹的快感，忍不住邀请另外两人去看片打枪。擎宇和梁森当然答应了，哲明最近买了超舒服的飞机杯，虽然三人一起用有些脏，不过用兄弟的滚烫浓洨作为润滑，实际体验也挺刺激的。

到了哲明家里，三人热气腾腾的肮脏球鞋脱在玄关，凌乱的鞋子散发着闷热了一整天的臭脚气息，荷尔蒙都浓到泛黄了。

“啊…啊…”电脑屏幕里播放着精彩的人肉大战，三个男生看得聚精会神，帅气的脸上有着渴望和带劲，特别爱看轮奸系列的梁森，忍不住感叹：“被这么多大鸡巴围攻，这个骚货爽呆了吧？”

梁森是小麦色肌肤的田径生，在白嫩的擎宇旁边，显得更加黝黑，单眼皮的寸头阳刚型，经常谈及同性恋的话题���并表示自己非常的反感男同！不过与此同时，梁森在看黄片时，也最喜欢看男优是大鸡巴的那种，他自己的鸡巴就很粗很长，也许是有代入感。

“操，这骚穴都要被捣坏了吧，一直在喷出淫水，”擎宇一边摸着自己的白馒头腹肌，一边狠狠的撸动着大鸡巴，他们三个的肉棒都很长，都是经常使用后留下的深棕色，龟头又大又硬，棒身尺寸二十厘米左右，随着撸动而有力的甩动着根部的大卵袋，“我操，哲明你快点，我的龟头好痒，要用飞机杯按摩一下。”

擎宇催促着正在用杯子的哲明，别看现在哲明手里拿着的杯子，外观上只是很普通的白色硅胶，但内部的颗粒又滑又硬，每一次的抽插，都是对龟头无与伦比的考验，这样三番五次折磨敏感的大龟头，三个男生都对此上瘾了。

“哦…哦…鸡鸡爽上天了！”哲明是羽毛球手，喜欢健身，宽肩窄腰，平时有戴很帅气的金丝眼镜，五官也是偏沉稳内敛的气质，但每次性快感强烈时，都露出特别反差的淫乱神情，浓密的眉毛皱着，眼球也会罪恶的上翻，紧俏的飞机杯包裹着大鸡巴，粗大的根部都把杯口的硅胶给撑变薄，哲明狠狠的往里顶，变形的龟头被硅胶突触给刺击着，他用阳刚的声音发出了高亢的骚叫，“好棒！好棒！啊——鸡巴要去了！”

其他两个男生看到他吐出舌头来高潮的样子，手里的撸动频率也加快了，马眼里的淫水更多的释放，更渴望用那个杯子了。

“好了吗？换我了，”擎宇伸手拿过了插着大鸡巴的杯子，焦急的将自己硕大的龟头顶进去，帅气的擎宇低吟一声，顿时露出过瘾又纠结的表情，“操，你的精液好烫，杯子里全是，我的鸡巴被淹没了！”

套弄了几下，擎宇紫红色的鸡巴根部就被精浆捣成的白沫给沾满了，就像是操一个被内射了的骚穴一样，屌毛很快就打湿了！

“哦…啊…哦……？”听着黄片里传出的淫叫，擎宇眯着眼睛，也露出舒服的表情来呻吟，他高速的用飞机杯套着自己的粗屌，肥硕的骚龟头被硅胶肉粒给掀翻了棱角，在清晰的龟头摩擦声中，擎宇的鸡巴也在哲明精液的浸泡下喷出了。

最后，装满了精液飞机杯变得沉甸甸的，梁森看着杯口汩汩冒着精泡的样子，先直接倒了一些在自己爆着青筋的长屌上，然后直接一次性完全套了进去，他的大鸡巴被擎宇浓浓的精华给包围住，卵子上也流了很多，整根大鸡鸡就像是淋满了���乳的巧克力棒，因为太过粘稠而很难抽插。

“你们这两个混蛋，我这要怎么用？”

“那你就像上次一样，让我们来帮你弄吧？”

爽完了的擎宇和明哲决定帮帮他，让梁森躺在地毯上，哲明负责上下的控制杯子，擎宇则做出了钻木取火的手势，随着哲明的动作开始，他就让杯子开始旋转起来，卡在硅胶颗粒的龟头立刻传来了阻力，但擎宇还是强行让它转动了起来。

“哎哟——哦——哦！”双手枕在后颈的梁森露出销魂的表情，雄壮的呻吟肆无忌惮的爆发，这样弄的话，龟头爽到甚至无法接受，但梁森特别喜欢这样的感觉，自己粗壮的大鸡巴一定会因为这种折磨变得更厉害！

“这样你会更爽吧？”擎宇左右旋转了一阵，又用力去压迫龟头所在的位置，看到梁森的卵子上提了，又放松一会，这么搞了七八次，梁森终于翻着白眼开始喷射，擎宇直接飞速的旋转着杯子，让高潮的龟头在巅峰的硬度被研磨，果然让梁森射出了超多的浓精，杯子被灌满后，又射了几股在腹肌上，之后虚脱的喘着粗气说：“哇……太过瘾了！”

三人用纸巾稍微擦拭了一下房间，浓浓的精液臭气在房间里弥漫，他们便去浴室里一起洗澡了，因为射得太爽，鸡巴没有完全软下来，他们就顶对方的身后，浴室里传来欢乐的笑声，在这样的氛围中，清洗了满是精痕的大屌。

不过明天又会饥渴的想要做爱、射精，大学的体育生就是这样。

这里的三人也许只是惬意的过了一个周末，但就在学校附近，却在今晚发生了不得了的事情。在暗网中存在着叫做“猎人”的组织，正是以猎艳帅气男性为目标的一群人，本身都是有着不错调教的中产精壮男性，却很喜欢真实的强奸与轮奸，也就是在今晚，猎人的影子论坛中，出现了一个名为灵异探险的帖子，点进去看的话，可以看到正在直播的窗口。

窗口角落的观众人数，显示有四位数之多，因为论坛超严格的会员标准，那么这些观众，也都是清一色的危险男性。

白天是中流砥柱的精英男们，夜晚脱下正装，露出了野兽的性情，尽情欣赏这场秘密的直播。

“今天要在废弃的工厂中封印厉鬼，”被处理过的男人声音低沉又变态，隐隐的能听到还有别的男人在发出恐怖的扭曲低笑，“老规矩，先让我们的发起人来介绍一下这只厉鬼的情况。”

“这是一只��身游泳特长生的厉鬼，因为太过凶残的缘故，必须要多位方士一起来镇压！已经被我们困在了工厂最深处，传说中被诅咒的地方！”

黑暗中，隐隐看出他们脸上戴着土匪面罩，一个个都是常运动的高大身形，实在不像是捉妖这行的角色，正在解说的人煞有其事的样子，嘴角却显露着邪恶的弧度，显然他是一种揶揄的态度，他说完，身边同行的男人们也发出模糊不清的坏笑。

工厂里的道路破败，左右蜿蜒通向不同的长廊，他们走得却很熟练，显然对这个地方非常了解。

“到了，就在这个房间，传说中经常会有人失踪在这附近，然后迷迷糊糊中感觉自己被抓到这个最深处的房间中，被各种折磨和玩弄！”

“那只怨灵就在里面，被囚禁在游泳特长生的身体里，今天要做的就是让他知道我们的厉害！现在我们先做好准备工作吧？”

他们在生锈的铁门前围成一圈，脱下裤子来，三两下把鸡巴撸硬了，将粗硕的龟头凑到一起，然后由一人拿出了一瓶延时的精油，这样的产品是为了让鸡巴的龟头在抽插时更加麻木，让射精的时间延后，但是给观众们解释的人却说：“这是厉鬼最怕的东西，用符水特制而成的护身药水，这样厉鬼就不能轻易对付我们的鸡巴了！”

做完了这些，他们就推开了门，里面特地开着几盏微弱的红灯，显示出诡异的感觉，在房间的正中央，被悬挂着一位男子，他精壮的身体一丝不挂，而且被红绳给紧紧的捆绑着重要的部位，看起来迷迷糊糊的。

“快看，厉鬼刚才呼了很多嗨烟，现在正是最虚弱的时候！”拿着摄像机的男人率先走近了，看到了房间里面更多的细节。

原来是水泳部的部长，擎宇在学校里最大的死对头，名字叫云鹏，是高冷系的健美男生，之所以不像擎宇这么受欢迎，是因为性格很专一，除了女朋友外的任何女生都不接近，更别提像擎宇那样勾三搭四的。

现在他漂亮的肌肉奶子被绳子紧紧的勒着，乳首被夹子给钳住，胯下的鸡巴也是一样，在系带的位置夹了带有铃铛的小环。他的两只腿被强行拉起来，左右张开成V字，暴露出翘臀中间的部位，不过有一张红墨写着“淫”字的长条符咒贴在大卵子上，正好挡住了最劲爆的屁眼。

“接下来要各位送礼物，才能继续哦？请给直播间送礼物！”摄像非常贴心的，给观众们拍摄着部长嗨得迷离的帅脸，结实的腋下，还有两只朝天的宽长大脚，一只手不断的拨弄着卵子上的符咒，若隐若现的露出一丝后面挡着的光景，让人对这个帅哥的菊庭更加期待，恨不得他不小心将其扯下来。

云鹏看到摄像机的存在，帅气的嘴唇张开，发出低哑的声音，“不要…我怕被女朋友看到…不要拍…”

翘着大鸡巴的男人们才不管他的意见，拿着烟管封住云鹏的口鼻，云鹏的意识再次陷入了模糊之中，他鸡巴上的符文也被揭开，“谢谢各位的礼物，请欣赏今晚这只猎物的骚穴！”

圆翘的帅臀被两指拨弄着无毛的屁眼，淡棕色的肛晕显示出括约肌饱满的弧度，被轻轻拨开了褶皱，露出里面湿润的粉色骚肉，“是从没被玩过的直男处穴，嘿嘿，马上就不是了！”

没赶上直播的猎人，只能看有脸部打码的物料，健壮白嫩的青年鲜肉，一边呼着烟，一脸的骚欲，张嘴服侍着任何挺到脸上的肉棒，胸肌上的奶头被吸咬得红肿不堪，张开大腿来任由大鸡巴无套的冲击着松垮淫乱的括约肌，结尾还尝试了用饱满的翘臀坐奸猎人的肮脏毒屌，结果反被顶到失声喷尿！

视频的结尾，骑乘在大屌的白肌帅哥，被另一根粗长的毒屌骑上去插入，只听到帅气的声音发出销魂的淫叫，但故意把画面给剪辑成了全黑。

都是为了让猎人网站的会员们去买昂贵的正式版！肯定是被双龙了！

这件事像梦魇一样困扰着云鹏学长，因为在床上的快感阈值提高了太多，他和女友提出了分手，自己偷偷买了倒模男根来发泄。本以为这件事会渐渐的淡去，然而这天当他游泳训练结束，准备擦拭干净回宿舍时，却看到手机上有收到一条陌生短信，“还记得工厂的事情吗？如果不想让视频在学校里传开，要么想办法让和你一样帅的男生到夜里来，要么就由你亲自……”

紧接着还有一段视频，正播放着云鹏被玩弄时激情的骚叫。赶紧关掉了声音，冷峻的眼眸露出恐惧，他四下看了看更衣室里的其他人，先是庆幸没人注意到，紧接着心沉入了谷底，

终于，他向擎宇的好友、同在学生会的哲明，打听到了擎宇平时游泳的时间，私下在更衣室中等到了擎宇，“你最近的成绩真不错啊，同届的也只有你够格了，虽然对你的人品不是很满意，不过下一任的部长也只能由你来担任——”

学长云鹏故意露出挑衅的表情，他知道擎宇一定会中招，因为擎宇一直想要做下一任的部长，继而布下了圈套，“不过，在那之前，必须按照传统进行一次试胆大会，明白吗？”

云鹏向擎宇讲述了自己捏造的试胆大会内容，一边嫉妒的看着擎宇没有被玩弄过的直男肉体，要知道自己被轮奸后，奶子和屁眼都变得超级敏感，而且染上了非常奇怪的性病，每到深夜胸肌和后穴就会发痒红肿，好像在渴望着大手和鸡巴一样的难耐！男同文章，J 巴 瑟 体育生、帅哥、学校、父子 等多种 类 .型，买文茄 V：la b i 10 01 0 .

刚刚结束了激烈的游泳训练，擎宇脱掉了泳裤，正全裸着在学长面前擦拭，“只是这种小事吗？我今晚就去那里，只要拍视频证明我走到了最里面的房间就行了，对吧？”

擎宇丝毫都不知道云鹏偷看着自己用毛巾搓得摇晃的大鸡巴，已经幻想着自己被玩弄时硬着大屌乱甩着扭腰的画面，毫无戒心的答应了下来。

他弯腰去拿柜子里的备用内裤，一边脱下了湿淋淋的泳衣，云鹏看着他结实翘臀中隐隐露出的直男初穴，帅气的脸庞上露出幸灾乐祸的笑容，“哼，那就期待你今晚的表现了。”

[nhu-an]

“很久前听过的一段话：

人生的至暗时刻，大道理没用，鸡汤没用，蛋糕可乐奶茶火锅都没用，甚至家人和朋友们的爱也只能减缓焦虑却不能击退黑暗，真正把我从深渊里拉出来的，是我自己。没有人知道那段时光里我经历了什么，一分一秒熬过去之后，就已经不是从前那个自己了。

这个世界上，最困难的时候，往往只有自己能把自己从泥潭中拉出来。没有人能替你承受痛苦，也没有人能替你感受幸福。”

Rất lâu trước đây tôi từng nghe được một đoạn:

Trong những khoảnh khắc đen tối của cuộc đời, những đạo lí vĩ đại cũng vô dụng, món súp gà cũng vô dụng, bánh ngọt, coca, trà sữa hay lẩu cũng vô dụng, thậm chí tình cảm gia đình và bạn bè cũng chỉ làm vơi đi chứ không thể đẩy lùi bóng tối, người thực sự kéo tôi bước ra từ vực thẳm là chính bản thân tôi. Không một ai biết được trong thời khắc đó tôi đã trải qua những gì, sau khi vượt qua từng phút từng giây ấy, tôi đã không còn là tôi của trước kia nữa.

Trên thế gian này, thường chỉ có chính mình mới có thể kéo bản thân ra khỏi bùn lầy. Không ai khác có thể thay cậu gánh chịu đau khổ, cũng như chẳng ai khác có thể thay cậu cảm nhận hạnh phúc.

- Như An dịch.

[guidaozongshi]

Wei Wuxian By 隔壁家的鸡蛋饼真好吃

[ruanbaijie]

我会保护你，保护你一辈子。无论是你的一辈子，还是我的一辈子。 ARCS OF THE SPIREALM 致命游戏 (2024) [in/sp]

@userdramas event 15 something new: a new show from 2024 @asiandramanet mar creator bingo board ⎈ typography ➻ notes for translations and motifs (spoilers!) used below the cut

Arc 1: 雪村 Snow Village

Quote: 一人不如庙，二人不观井，三人不抱树，独自莫凭栏 One person shall not enter the temple, two people shall not look into the well, three people shall not hug a tree, one shall not lean against the balustrade alone. - the death rules of this door

Motifs: a circle meant to represent the well, split into two to represent (what are assumed to be) the "real world" (top half) and "virtual world" (bottom half). note where rnz is placed

Arc 2: 菲尔夏鸟 Fitcher's Bird

Quote: 小老鼠搬鸡蛋，鸡蛋太大怎么办？一只老鼠地上躺，紧紧抱住大鸡蛋。一只老鼠拉尾巴，拉呀拉呀拉回家。小老鼠搬鸡蛋，鸡蛋太大怎么办？一只老鼠地上跑，紧紧抱住大鸡蛋。一只老鼠拉尾巴，拉呀拉呀拉回家。Little Mouse, carrying an egg, what shall it do if the egg is too big? Little Mouse, lying on the ground, tightly hugging the big egg. Little Mouse, pulling its tail, pulling and pulling and pulling it home. Little Mouse, carrying an egg, what shall it do if the egg is too big? Little Mouse, running on the ground, tightly hugging the big egg. Little Mouse, pulling its tail, pulling and pulling and pulling it home. - the creepy as hell nursery rhyme recited by the three girls

Motifs: broken egg, clock ticking backwards that's formed by the staircase that's rotating clockwise (which I realised was a neat little trick to hint that they were travelling forward in time) and the cut birthday cake

Arc 3: 阿姐鼓 Sister Drum

Quote: 她不见了，找不到她了 She's gone, I can't find her - the words written by the older sister in her diary

Motifs: top view of a Chinese drum, bamboo

Arc 4: 佐子 Zuozi

Quote: 我的腿没有了，你的给我好吗？My leg is gone, can you give me yours? - the death line of this door

Motifs: ripped pieces of paper, handwriting, slowly appearing words

Arc 5: 威福利山疗养院 Waverly Hills Sanatorium

Quote: 已经过了八点了，你们为什么不睡觉？It's already past 8pm, why are you still not asleep? - what the nurse says right before she starts chasing after the players who are outside their rooms

Motifs: room 502, overlapping but non-concentric circles representing a Russian doll

Arc 6: 雨中女郎 Woman in the Rain

Quote: 总不能是你一直保护我们吧 It can't always be you protecting us - what lqs says to convince rnz to let him go into the painting world

Motifs: picture frames shifting from scenes of the players to scenes of the door god and painting world, and back again

Arc 7: 哭儿郎 Crying Baby

Quote: 天惶惶，地惶惶，我家有个哭儿郎，过往恩客念三遍，一觉睡到大天光 Panic in the skies, panic on the earth, I have a crying baby at home, when the kind guest who passes by recites three times, they will sleep till the next morning - the line that will save you in this door. Interesting to note that there's actually a similar line that exists, except one of the changes is instead of 恩客 (ēn kè "kind guest"), it's 君子 (jūn zǐ "gentleman"), and while I translated 恩客 literally as "kind guest" here (what each of the individual characters means), the word itself actually in the past, used to refer to "benefactors" - the customers whom prostitutes fell in love with

Motifs: a lamp with lqs as the flames (vague hint at what rnz always tells lqs) and rnz as the base (note the orientation and negative colours), swirls meant to mimic water as in the book, this door was slightly more strongly related to the river god

Arc 8: 扫晴娘 Rain Doll

Quote: 如果这样，明天还是阴沉下雨的话，我就砍掉你的头 If it's still gloomy and rainy tomorrow, I will chop off your head - the line to recite in this door in order to make it rain

Motifs: umbrellas in the corners, a window (there's this one beautifully framed scene in this arc where they both open the windows of their room at the same time) showing the iconic nanqiu umbrella scene (each of them coloured differently on purpose) vs. the outside of the window with the rain dolls and additional rain overlay layer

Arc 9: 箱妖 Box Demon

Quote: 别看那个箱子，看我 Don't look at that box, look at me - what lqs tells rnz when he gets "hypnotised" to open the box

Motifs: diamonds forming 3d boxes

Full list of scenes used since this gif moves too quickly: rnz waking up from his "hypnosis", rnz and lqs staring at each other after rnz returns from his "death", cyx turning around to look at lqs when they thought rnz was dead, cql being pulled into the box, juxtaposition of rnz (upright) and ybl (upside down) in front of the stained glass windows, one of the box people in the box rnz nearly opened when he was "hypnotised", rnz being full of shit in front of everyone else (as usual)

Arc 10: 无解 Insoluble

Quote: 二人去一人归 Two people go, one person returns - the hint that appears consistently for the 11th door

Motifs: kaleidoscope of the final scene before rnz walks away

I put the two final doors (百鬼夜行 "Night Parade of Hundreds of Ghosts" and the "real" "12th" door) together because I really like how the hint applies for both the 11th door as well as the ending of the show

I also used 无解 "unsolvable" (the original name of the final chapter in the novel) for the name of this arc because of how short and simple it is, but also how it just summarises the 意难平 (idrk how to translate this, but sort of like the bittersweet feelings, being unable to let go of the past) of this arc and the entire show. Just like how there was no way to solve the 11th door with a happy ending for both people (assuming only two people went in lol), there was no way to solve the 12th door and the entire game with a happy ending for both rnz and lqs

However, instead of translating 无解 as "unsolvable", I used "insoluble" instead as it sounds just a little more poetic and is more symmetrical, and also hints at how lqs's memories of and feelings for rnz, whether his whole experience was a dream or otherwise, never dissolved with time 🥲

[buffetlicious]

Sis called to ask if we would like her to pack dinner for us. Since she is at Northpoint City, we went with Feng Food (台湾味 “丰”). Both mum and I ordered fried rice but with different toppings. Mum took the Fried Rice with Specially Marinated Pork Chop (招牌猪排蛋炒饭) while I went with Fried Rice with Crispy Chicken Cutlet (脆皮鸡腿蛋炒饭).

[irithnova]

"rochu was popular back in the day why are you complaining about no one liking China"

How they drew Rochu:

How they wrote Rochu:

Russia used his BIG MUSCULAR hand to caress China's SOFT YELLOW cheek and China DAINTILY looked up at Russia with his ALMOND eyes (he almost fainted because he is so delicate) and whispered "鸡蛋炒饭 .. Aru" and then Ivan used his STRONG MUSCLES to pick the MUCH SHORTER AND WEAKER China up to their bed where they had hot yaoi sex 💖💖