#❪ — wishlist / hit me up my dudes. ❫

[imaginethathaikyuu]

literally anything with atsumu i love him and ur writing is always up to par so. i will be happy with anything. but a cute birthday themed piece could be fun perhaps

thank u so much i wrote this specifically for u and i managed to write a weirdly formatted atsumu centered fic that barely went over 1k words. we are so back

contains: fluff, mild childhood angst, a black eye, birthday cake word count: 1163 gender neutral reader x miya atsumu :p

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October 5th, 1995 

Atsumu Miya is born. He’s gifted a bright flash of light, the sound of his own cries, and - seven minutes later - a brother. 

October 5th, 2003

There was a HAPPY BIRTHDAY banner taped to the cabinets in the kitchen. The R was ripped nearly in half, and the colors were dull. 

It was the same one as last year, and the year before that. 

Atsumu walked through the threshold with his brother right next to him. Osamu knew how to say thank you in the right way to get the best hug from their mom. 

They were presented with one singular cupcake. 

“Why can’t we ever get our own?” 

The two boys sat too close at the kitchen table, the strawberry cake sat right in front of them. 

“You have to learn how to share, Atsumu.” 

He knew how to share. There was nothing left to learn.

One candle was mashed in the frosting. Mom lit the flame and Atsumu watched wax dripping onto his half as she sang their happy birthday song, and told them to make a wish. 

Atsumu and Osamu looked at each other, then blew at the candle at the exact same time. 

The cupcake was cut in half, and Atsumu’s stomach hurt before he could finish his. Osamu took it without being asked. 

But if they had each gotten their own, Atsumu would've had more to share with his brother. 

October 5th, 2010

Atsumu was fifteen and he knew everything. He was always right - never, ever wrong, and if anyone disagreed, they’d have to take it up directly with him. 

He knew how to run his mouth. Maybe it was what he was best at. He’d never lost an argument - until his fifteenth birthday. 

He’d gotten good at taking his aggression out in healthy ways - mostly in sports. But, sometimes, the words he spit couldn’t be left on the court. 

He would say what he wanted, and he didn’t care who heard or hurt. 

He didn’t know what he had coming to him. 

The entire team had already abandoned the gym, all but Atsumu and the shitty middle blocker who played like he didn’t know his position. 

Atsumu was outside stretching when his words hit his ears. “You’re a piece of shit, Miya.” 

“Oh my god - get in line, dude, you’re about the fifth person today to let me know.” 

“That many people wanna rip your head off? I wish one of them would teach you how to shut the fuck up.” 

“And I wish someone would teach you how to block the fuckin’ ball.” 

The guy didn’t reply. He took one step in Atsumu’s direction - he remembered hearing the crunch of gravel under the guy's foot. His shoulder moved with the step, and with it, the first real punch Atsumu had ever been thrown. 

And it hit. Hard. Ten times harder than any hits from Osamu. 

The guy’s fist collided with Atsumu’s cheek and then he walked away. Atsumu didn’t even have a chance to hit back - he was frozen in place, anyway. There was no fight in him. He was too surprised. 

A black eye wasn’t on his wishlist for his birthday, but it’s what he got. A lesson learned? Not so much. 

October 5th, 2019

He was another year older - so what. 

The only part of Atsumu’s birthday that he liked was giving his brother a stupidly expensive gift, because it gave him an excuse to gloat. 

Other than that? It was a day like any other. 

Birthdays were nowhere near special to him - especially his own. But it just so happened that on that specific birthday, he had his first date with you. 

And it didn’t even come up in conversation. Neither did his twin brother, or any of his volleyball stories he’d usually tell to impress a date. 

Atsumu found out that he didn’t need to impress you, and he hardly needed to talk about himself. 

He left that date feeling like he was friends with you, and maybe that wasn’t how he should feel after a date, but he was beaming. The hours with you at that hole in the wall bar didn’t feel like enough. 

He took that feeling and ran with it, and he hoped - he prayed - you’d follow him. 

October 5th, 2022

It’d been late nights for as long as Atsumu could remember. He’d come home and you’d already be in bed - if he was lucky, you’d wake up just long enough to tell him you love him. 

That night was different from the rest. 

That night, he would be coming home to - literally - an empty home. 

Finally, you and Atsumu had moved into the house of your dreams that was yours. But, for the time being, you were living out of boxes and waiting for furniture deliveries. 

He opened the door to a dark living room and an even darker hallway, and he didn’t bother turning any on lights to get to the kitchen. 

There was a shred of light there, coming from an old bulb above the stove. He looked around the empty room and what he found was out of place. 

There you were, sat on the floor. A chair was next to you, funnily enough, but it was taken by a round white cake. A handful of candles were stuck into the top. 

“What are you doing?” he asked, the same time you spoke. 

“There’s my birthday boy,” and your voice was all sleepy smiles. “Happy birthday. Happy anniversary.” 

He sat in front of you, right on the floor, not caring when his knees popped on the way down. 

“Did you stay up just to tell me that?” 

“What’s wrong with that?” 

You picked up the cake and presented it to him like you were proud of it, and the size of his grin matched yours. 

“How mad would you be if I just tipped this up,” and he tapped the bottom of the plate, “right into your face?” 

“Atsumu.” Every time you said his name like that, he laughed. “I would kill you.”

“On my birthday?” 

He watched you pout as you sat the cake down again. “Aren’t you going to say thank you?” 

“Thank you,” he said, like he was insisting. He wrapped his hands around your legs and scooted you closer to him. “Thank you, baby, this is so nice.” 

You hummed. “You’re welcome.” And you dipped your finger in the frosting on the cake, and Atsumu immediately caught your wrist when you moved it toward his face. 

“Don’t you dare.” 

You kept pushing, and he didn’t push back fast enough - your finger and the glob of frosting smushed right into his cheek. 

And you laughed loud enough to fill the empty rooms of your house, and Atsumu didn’t know how to tell you how in love he was. 

He had birthday cake for dinner that night, and it settled into a sugary stomach ache. It was the best October 5th he'd lived through so far.

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[ladyseidr]

okay late sinday thing is late but how about a sinday headcanon dump!! multiple f.naf muses beneath cut <3 small tw for brief mention of self-harm scars/wounds ( not described )

ELISE

True Switch in every sense but will shit talk her partner no matter what so y'know—

dirty talk dirty talk dirty talk

bonus: will dirty talk in french hi hello

just a big fan of variety. sensual, rough, trying new things, doing what's familiar—it's all good!

mid-high sex drive

not into choking (although by default my only muse who is is william and perhaps henry LMAO))

as is already canon on @spring-lxcked, can and will peg her partner and is very good at it <3

knows she's hot and not afraid to show it ( ie. lingerie, revealing clothing, striptease, etc )

( laughing at her + my william, they must be the most fucking annoying couple in the world when they're together )

absolutely hooks up with william at least twice post-divorce in very dumb moments of weakness on both sides (wishlist wishlist wishlist—)

JAYNE

leans top & domme, but not exclusively

don't even look at her unless you're good with humor in the bedroom, she's so annoying

deserves a wife. this isn't a sinday headcanon, it's just a fact. marry her.

so good with her hands, like way too good with her hands

relatively high sex drive

has had numerous friends-with-benefits situations that genuinely were just friends-with-benefits

pretty open to exploring most new kinks within reason

got sucked into a very passionate sexual relationship with a "straight" girl in her 20s. did not manage to keep feelings out of it (mutually). got her heart broken. you know how it goes

sex toys galore lbr. from basic to kinky, she's got 'em if she can afford them

HENRY

we don't need to say he likes it rough, that's been established on this blog already LMAO

(doesn't exclusively like it rough, pretty open-minded)

honestly probably a True Switch too. tends to be good with whatever his partner prefers and always down for switching it up

so hard to make him beg. but not. impossible. winks at u.

pull his hair come on do it—

takes a bit of "encouraging" the first time with a new partner but def a dirty talker

hasn't had a ton of sexual partners by choice. just not a very casual sex dude, other than a couple rare occasions

( has had a few committed relationships by the time he's married tho )

views himself as very masculine ( and carries some of the period-typical internalized issues associated with that ). will still melt if you call him beautiful in general, but especially in bed

over-the-clothes shit just really gets him going. grinding / dry-humping is just like. one of his Big Things, but he won't tell you

HARPER / PHONE DU.DE

haven't gotten to write him yet so this might be sparse

switch again (do you see the pattern with my muses?)

not 100% opposed to casual sex but def enjoys it more in a committed relationship

loves getting dirty talked

will also make jokes in bed at times + is quick to laugh off anything unexpected

tends to be more interested in men and masc-aligned ppl, but pretty open-minded

100% enjoys using sex toys with partners like please if his partner enjoys them, they'll end up with a treasure trove LMAO

MIKE

should be a given, but all of this is 18+ and also pre-scooping LMAO

switch who is fully convinced he's exclusively a top please help this man

will Not engage in certain kinks ( ie. bondage ) casually

me when i write mike by default in his like. ~ early twenties knowing he def doesn't ever get laid prior to his early twenties. in other words, your muse could be his first and i think that's <3

sorry but making out with him is a straight road to sex, it's like making out + groping = very hot and bothered

very, very focused on being A Good Partner. so much so that if his partner wants to, like, fully focus on him? he'll be shocked ( not opposed tho lmao )

you want to believe he's a good flirt. i know you do. but that's just not true and, in fact, his response to being hit on is to choke—

( okay i promise he gets better at flirting over time but at first. . . )

literally incapable of friends-with-benefits. he SWEARS he can handle it, but he WILL catch feelings like, sorry, the guy just wants to be loved

receiving body worship will make him, like, squirm off of the bed ( positive )

not necessarily opposed to casual stuff, but wary abt his scars/wounds being commented on

[blazehedgehog]

what's the most out-of-place game you own, something that you have no idea why you have it? like for some reason i have xmen on game gear

I don't know that this applies to physical games, honestly. I got so few games growing up that each one is a clear memory. Like, let's take these photos I tweeted of my SNES game collection in 2017. Some of these games are nearly 30 years old and I remember where almost all of them came from.

Most of them were Christmas, obviously. I have distinct Christmas Morning memories of games like Super Mario World, Donkey Kong Country, and Zelda.

Donkey Kong Country was one of last Christmas presents I ever spoiled for myself, since I knew where my Mom kept them before wrapping them and putting them under the tree. I was so excited for the game and I felt bad that I ruined the surprise (there were other factors that contributed to this, but that's another post).

My copy of Super Turrican was from my Cousins. I will never forget my aunt proudly reading the back of the box to me. "The sound alone is enough to turn your brain in to a crispy critter."

A lot of these were used. You can tell -- some of them have stickers on them for King Sooper's (a Kroger grocery chain store), others have stickers for Game Force (the local game trader before Gamestop moved in).

Super Mario RPG was the first game I ever bought with my own money. Final Fantasy II was a game I got because I was jonesin' hard for Final Fantasy VII but didn't have a Playstation. I saw Gradius III at a friend's house, knew I'd hate it, but ended up with a copy any way because it was cheap at a flea market. Wheel of Fortune was technically something my mom bought for herself. Star Fox was an unfortunate scenario where I went over to a friend's house, borrowed the game, and then found out he quietly moved away before I could give it back. I got Chrono Trigger because a friend wanted my copy of Sonic & Knuckles and we traded for it (I think I came out on top, because by this point I already had Sonic Jam for the Saturn). Killer Instinct was one of the first games I ever bought off of Ebay.

If you want to get to the REAL obscure games, Steam is the best place for that. My Steam account is 18 years old and thanks to Humble Bundle I have TONS of games I don't remember buying. That, and, for a time, an indie publisher was just sending me dozens and dozens of keys for random games and in the back of my mind I always had this thought of "I'll do something with these some day."

Every time I scroll through my game list, I hit on at least five or ten "I forgot I had this" games, like:

The Ascent, Atomicrops, Bee Simulator, Calico, Carcassonne, Cook Serve Delicious 3, CrossCode, D: The Game, Deathloop, Dirt Rally 2, Dustforce, Gas Station Simulator, Ghostrunner, Hob, Houseflipper, Minoria, Monster Train, Panzer Paladin, Resident Evil VII

And that's not even a full list of "every game I don't remember buying or being gifted."

The fact that so many games can just show up in my Steam account as if appearing out of thin air should be kind of a problem. And it sucks, too, because despite owning almost 1500 games on Steam, there's still a ton more that I want. My wishlist has over 450 games on it, and I cull it semi-regularly. But at some point its throwing them in to an impossible-to-comprehend pile where I just have too many PC games.

Games are weird, dude.

[thessalian]

Thess vs A Day Well-Spent

I’ve done The Adulting today.

I took out the recycling. I ran the vacuum cleaner. My laundry is on the drying cycle. I remembered to text my stepfather to let him know that a piece of mail addressed to him arrived at the flat, and he’s going to come pick that up next week. I’ve taken my meds - still a victory every time I remember to do that on time. I watered the plants. There’s dinner ready for reheating.

And then I played some Lost Words: Beyond the Page because I was feeling it, and that was awesome, but I’m savouring it. ...Also I kind of fell down two separate rabbit holes because my bestie mentioned the voice acting and so I hit up IMDB and that led to some of the voice actors’ previous projects (except for the main character, who has no other voice acting credits and smashed it, considering her inexperience) and that led me to rummaging Steam and hitting up the publisher of one of those other projects (Versus Evil, which specialises in publishing indies) and finding more stuff to put on my Steam wishlist, because apparently my hunger for interesting indie games is insatiable.

But ... look, this is two separate games now where I’ve been blown away by simple but clever mechanics and an enchanting if slightly sad story, because AAA publishers don’t do that. They treat games the way Hollywood treats movies - it’s all about the bombast and following the current trend and incidentally trying for ALL THE MONEY. There’s no room for quirky-clever mechanics and slow, thoughtful storytelling-through-gameplay when it’s all big explosions and particle effects and “Go to place; stab / shoot the dudes”. I mean, not that I mind - there’s obviously a time and a place for big action set pieces and open worlds ripe for the wandering. Just I guess I find it sad that the companies that can really afford to take the ‘risk’ that imagination and innovation apparently represents just ... don’t, because that ‘risk’ is to their profit margin and the shareholders must be appeased. The quest for bigger numbers in the form of “We promise we’ll make this much more than last year” every single year takes its toll, I guess.

I mean, also I hit up indies because so many of the trends that the AAA publishers feel the need to follow run up against my various disabilities in a big way, but that’s a me-problem.

Anyway, I guess another part of adulting is putting some food into my face. And then back to video games. I may be an adult but I decide what that means when there’s not something that desperately needs to be done. Laundry and hoovering and taking out the recycling desperately needed to be done, and now they are done, so the thing that desperately needs to be done is dinner. Then I can do what I like.

[cecret]

Another on my wishlist

> The evening had started easy enough. I went to visit an old friend on a long weekend. We hadn't seen each other for awhile, but I had the time and wanted to go to some of the old haunts. Steve had been doing pretty well for himself, got a new house, car... He was really moving up. When I got to his house he showed me the guest room, I threw my bag in and we started drinking. We picked up like we had never stopped the bantering and conversation. Steve suggested we go to a new club that he had been frequenting, said he knew all the girls, so I agreed.

> At the club he introduced me to quite a few people and I hit it of with a really hot girl. We seemed to spend a lot of time together and I just knew I was gonna get her home. We danced, she spent a lot of time rubbing all over me.... And I her.... I just knew I was gonna get me something. But of course, as the club is shutting down, I made the offer to come on over and alas.... I was shut down as well.... No biggie.... I can deal.... I would just " take matters into my own hand". We headed back to his place.... I took comfort in the thought that he was alone as well.

> When we got to his place I was ready to turn in, so after a brief b/s session I went into the guest room to crash. Steve went off same time as me... I heard his door shut and began thinking of the girl I wasn't gonna get tonight. Before I shut off the light, I took a look around the room. The bed probably wasn't where I would have put it. But there was a new toothbrush, small tube of paste, new soap... Just like a hotel... I thought it was rather thoughtful.

> Then I saw the box of tissue and knew that there was something I could use... I stopped and laid back and began just playing with myself.... Teasing my cock a little... Thinking of that hot little number I wasn't gonna get tonight. Of course the next thing I knew I could feel the precum start to leak.... Of course as usual I scooped it up with my finger and licked it off.... I never let my pre go to waste.... Just after I licked my finger I put the fingertip just in my mouth.

> Of course that's when Steve walked in from the open bathroom door.... I didn't know it was a shared bathroom. He looked at me, finger in my mouth, hand on my cock. All he said was, " Dude, did you just lick your cum?"

> Hell I was a bit tipsy but answered him, " no man... It's just precum, but yea, I always taste it.... Don't want to waste it. " I laughed a little. "You mean you never tried?" I was still slowly stroking myself without even realizing.

> I didn't notice as he glanced at my cock before saying, "You always taste it... I never tried it.... Looks like you have more. " he quickly came from the doorway over to me and scooped up my drop, right off of my cock, and brought his finger to my lips.... Without waiting he pressed his finger into my mouth as I was about to say something and he rubbed his fingertip on my tongue. "Here... Let me help you then." I swear as he said those words I felt his finger move in and out a bit. As he withdrew his finger it seemed to me that he pulled my lips just a little down.

> I looked up at him.... Stunned.... Shocked.... Suddenly intrigued....

> He looked back at me, smiling and said, " I figured you were looking for help because you didn't shut the door.... Why do you think I put the bed there??"

> I was still a little stunned as I looked at him standing there in his robe.

> Once more he looked at my cock, " looks like you have more." Purposely he moved to me, his eyes locked in mine, moving his finger further up my shaft than was probably necessary and taking the latest drop then bringing his hand higher and holding his finger just out of my mouths reach. "Well... You said always.... Are you going to waste it now.... I know you want it, don't you.... Come and take it from my finger...."

> I hesitate as I look at him, then his finger, I don't know why, but I licked my lips.

> Seeing me he smiles knowingly, " that's it.... Come and get it boy...." He pulls his finger back a little and my head seems to follow him. His hand stops and he moves his finger again to my mouth, " that's a good boy... Open up and clean it off" As my mouth opens up he takes his finger and brushing it against my lips slides it into my mouth. Putting his thumb and other finger on my face he slides his finger in and out of my mouth a couple times. My lips somehow are wrapped around his finger as it slides in and out of my mouth. As he removes his finger he ads, " go ahead.... Keep it up and I will feed you.... Would you like that??" He sits next to me on the bed as my mind reels and I try to answer him. Hearing nothing from me, he asks again, "Answer me.... Would you like that.....boy?"

> I am dazed... I don't know what to say... Don't know what to do as he takes my wrist in his hand and begins working my hand up and down my cock. I realize I never released it. As I look down and notice a new drop forming his finger comes real close to my cock as he is about to scoop it up. I look at him and without even thinking say, "yes... Feed me...."

> He smiles and takes the drop and moves his finger towards my mouth... I am amazed that my mouth reaches for his finger... Open as my tongue moves for my taste. He pulls his finger just out of my reach as my mouth still follows him.... Almost turning me on the bed. He lets his finger enter my mouth again but this time as he moves it in and out he pushes deeper into my mouth. As he removes his finger he moves it over my face and cheeks and let's it brush my lips again as he pulls away. "Well... Boy.... I think you are really starting to like this... How bout a special treat on your next taste.... Would you like that?"

> Somehow as I had followed his finger I was almost laying on the bed,on my side, head almost at the beds end. But I answered, "Yes"

> He took my wrist again and removed my hand from my cock, " How about yes Sir." He held my open hand just out of my cocks reach. "Let's try again.... Do you want a special treat.... Boy?"

> I looked up at him and all I could say was, "yes... Sir"

> He placed my hand back on my cock, started me stroking, then smiled down at me, "That's better.... Now, be a good boy and work up a big drop for your special treat. I want to make sure you enjoy it. Maybe this will help." His hand began teasing my leg... Running up my thigh just brushing my balls as he toyed with my inner thighs. It seemed to work wonders because I started leaking heavy. "Nice.... Good job boy..... Looks like I will need more than my finger to feed you this treat." He began scooping up my flow and holding out his palm transferred it from his finger to his hand. After he told me to stop stroking I was still oozing fluid. Using a finger, he cleaned the dripping fluid from me. By the time he was done he had a good palm full of a mixture of precum and the early seed. He looked down at his hand, " My goodness boy.... This is quite a bit... It would take me all day to finger-feed you. But, I did promised you a special treat, and I think I have a way you can enjoy this even more. Come, get off the bed and move over here by my hand." He moved his hand down close to his knees as if he wanted me to lap it up. "Why don't you get on your knees... I think you will be more comfortable."

> He kept his hand close to his knees as I complied, my face so close to his hand. As I leaned forward to begin licking I almost fell forward. His other hand reached to steady me. "Why don't you put your hands on my knees to steady yourself. I will spread them a little to make you comfortable."

> For some reason, I even answered him, "Yes Sir" and my hands went to his knees and I realized that his robe a little short and almost open. I wasn't really worried about it because he had a handful of my special treat right there, just beyond my reach right between his knees. I leaned forward for my reward.

> "Hold on there boy.... You have been good, so it's time to make it really special for you." In one quick motion his robe opened and all of a sudden his cock was there, just beyond his hand. Taking his finger he dips it in the pool and puts it to my mouth.... " Do you like this boy?" I don't notice his open hand moving closer to his cock because I am hungrily sucking his finger as he is fucking my mouth with it.... He withdraws and takes another dip and before putting his finger in my mouth he moves his finger around my lips. I must have smiled as my mouth went after his finger because when he took his finger out he said, "You do like this.... Should we make it really special?? We would be here all night if I keep giving you these little bits... And you deserve more..... Do you want more than just a little bit.... Do you think you could handle everything I have left in my hand.... If you think so, I will let you take it all at your own pace.... However long you want to take. Is that what you want boy?? Tell me you want all of this..... Tell me to feed it to you in a special way."

> I look up at him, then to his open hand. His hand is almost at the head of his cock, but all I think about is that sweet nectar in his hand. "Yes..... Sir.... Feed it all to me.... Feed me in a special way.... I want it all."

> He looked down at me and his only words were, "good boy" he moved his hand and began coating his cock with my seed.... Cupping his balls... Getting them wet... Taking a finger and covering his cock head with my juice.... Moving his finger under his balls .... Covering every bit of his cock and balls with my seed.

> I looked at his cock... Almost glistening in my hot sticky mess. As he finished coating himself he took the last little bit from his palm, put it on his finger and moved his finger to just out of reach of my mouth. Pulling his finger closer to his cock my mouth just followed as he touched the head. He let my mouth catch his finger and as my mouth went after him, he brought it closer to his cock, "There you go boy.... Enjoy your special treat.... Take as long as you need.... You should probably start at the bottom with your tongue and work your way up. Just make sure you get it all.... And don't forget under my balls."

> I can't even tell you when I went from finger to cock, but I do remember when he told me to start with my tongue, it was his hands on my head that pulled me off him and brought my mouth to his balls.

> I couldn't believe I was doing this. My tongue was suddenly lapping at his balls. I was almost furiously licking when I felt his hands pull my head back and down a little. It seemed he was urging me to slow down. I was almost under his balls, so I put out my tongue and lifted them up, somehow drawing one into my mouth. I pulled one with my lips gently then went to the other. I licked under his balls bathing them with my tongue. I began licking his cock from the base up letting my tongue swirl around it. I could taste myself on him as I really started to get into it. Pursing my lips as I let my mouth move up and down his shaft. As I approached the head of his cock again, I felt his hands stop my head. My lips were right at his head as he then pulled my mouth down his cock. I couldn't believe what I was feeling.... As he held his cock deep in my mouth his hips started moving his cock in and out of my mouth. I couldn't help myself and soon my head was moving in rhythm with his hips.... It was almost like he was taking double strokes in my mouth. I couldn't tell you why but my hand soon moved to his cock and I started playing with his cock and balls as I sucked him. After quite a few minutes.... But suddenly not enough in my mind.... He told me, " that was a good job boy... I think you have gotten it all now." As he was talking he lifted my mouth from his cock and held it just out of reach.

> I looked up at him pleading with my eyes and could only answer, "yes Sir" knowing what I now really wanted though, I added, "But please, could my special treat be to taste you?" And not even waiting for an answer I freed my head from his grasp and took his cock as deep as I could into my mouth. I think he liked it because soon he had my head in his hands again and he was helping me up and down his cock.

>

[rawrmeansilyindinosawr]

THE L GOT YASSIFIED N GHANDI IS AT 14TH ST UNION SQUARE!!!!!!?!??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the L stawped being a cunt on the weekendz w it’s fuckin delays n got individual seats that don’t clap back when u sit down ! Altho i am a “clap back “ advocate (Let ur cheekz Speak if they must ) i do wonder why

why is it always so awkward to hit on someone on public transit ?

we sit across each other staring each other down n i wish u were clumsy enough.

to leave a bag or your phone or wallet on the seat so i could say something to you but nothing is scripted here on this island of a city. there are only real moments. and this includes the pain in the people watching cuz sometimes we just end up watching them live their lives so much so in admiration we watch them leave.

I wrote dat ab some rly long white person with a maroon jumpsuit. N i don’t hav the energy to post a misc connection on Queer craigslist /LEX soooooo. Whut eve.

Dis week i hav been severely depressed n isolative besides for the day that the pilgrims decided to say it wuz the day that wuz gonna b ab slaying n giving . i ate sum dead bird n made sure even their bone marrow life mattered n cartilage cuz post veganism n peta rites advocate type beat a life is a mf life . Hoe .

Mi boss at union square Market s@id she saw her nekked neighbur whilst walkin around the duck truck. whut wuld u do if ur nekkid neighbor came to ur place of werk n every1 sais he is a rly nice person but he had a big SSHLONG. Now i kno whut ima wish 4 on my wishlist. No this isn’t 4 other bitchez . Nor is it for sshlong reveal. I wish some1 wuld notice meh as the nekkid neighbur at the union Square holidey market.

I whuhz almost in luv w a gurl who luved big patty wattyz n raised awareness for autism via tiK tok last yr n also i hate lex now!!!!!!!!!!! 2 many ppl wanting to give out their used sheets n Service tops who dont wanna Host . But i do thoroughly enjoy when Ppl wanna give their free concert tickets out . So lex gonna b the new ticketmaster to me but anarchist - community fridge version Without the food . Smfh . Y it gotta take watching perks of being a wallflower to realize we regret picking the boy w the eyebrow piercing when we culdve picked the 1 who got hit by a car butt still ended up pullin up to bossa limpin .

Im in luv with club E n gave them my tiara cuz they r a tucking princess and cuz their music reminds meh of myspace era sheit. Also they name is ren like me TWOOOOOO. twinnem:-] <3

As car seat headrest sayz in its only seggs i think bc of his demisexual cusp of asexual self .

“

OK, so I've been reading all the sex blogs

And they all talk about how OK it is to be gay

And straight and bisexual and asexual

And have sex however you like

But I don't care about hundreds of hypothetical people

And their hypothetical sex deals

I care about me, and my sex deal!

What about my problems?

Baby, my body

Constantly betrays me

I try to betray it

I only hurt myself

Yeah, yeah

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? I like it

I can't tell you if I like it, I like it

What happens if I don't like it? It's only-

It's only sex

It's only

It's only sex

C'mon, sexual desire, speak! “

My brain is too fried from vyvanze dependence to decipher n explain it all right meow . I jus kno i luv those lyrics n i luv when post club - post party we all come back to mi lil floor mattress in mi tiny room n we kuddle puddle!!!!!!

Saw a Zyn nicotine ad omw to my lobotomy apt at callen lourde this mornin n i miss the dude who gav tht to meh while me werkin this japanese restaurant once n holy sheit i wuz shaking n shitting n crying my entire shift . I miss werking there cuz i made $400 a shift n lowkey I could get any vacation hours i wanted. Now im like a finance bro who goes to reggae bars in the city N gets pussy on hinge . v_v RIP!!!!!

i havnt been to saint vitus penus yet but thts Ok cuz i heard someone saw pee pee juice n eyeball juice on the bathroom mirror once n ill just stick to duffz if i wanna find a punk goth giorl to destroy my Third hole . Im crying a lot these days super fragile as well as today being a significant date for me N i missh ketamine so damn much butt i refuse to sniff anymore cuz i nvr kno how to dose w the diff german strainz n i always get sickie or khole n see myself on a train n being someone’s mutha . Weird!!!!!!!!!!’

Idek if i givin up on life or life givin up on meh but im just mf done . N i kno dis cuz im in my candle era yall . Where i lie n say i’m “running errands “ but sniffin diff candles at target n burglington ALONE . all dis for some mf seratonin biotch ????!!!????? Alsoo last randomo thot but i luv one of my good friendz from nyu n they were ganged up on bc of some DUMB RUMORS n i gots to say i kant stand a fucking bully or ppl who kant extend grace to others cuz it just feels v cliquey n stupid . Lik if we rly gonna believ rumors n gossip n not see someone’s character or try to understand i don’t see how ppl can b ok wit the ppl they hav to be with when they r alone with themselvez at nite . We r constantly evolving and it’s wrong to hold things against people esp in this age and this goes for me as well. I hope to receive the grace and love and empathy that I extend .

Soooooo many more fuckin thots n ramblingz like how i wish there was a poll i could start somewhere outside of instagram ab who wuld fuck G Eazy post halsey (Cmon , “tumblr girls”was an AMAZING song!!!!!!) N how much i luv egg by the garden but. Til nxt wk Babez.

Xx , ketaminechic NOT CHICK who doesn’t do ketamine anymore but kant put the energy into changing it then changing it on all platforms cuz omfGGGGGGGggg who cares that deeply ab this social media Bullsheit anywayzzz , Renny baby <3 :-] visit me at union square market Booth c20til Xmas eve !!!

[brokoala-soup]

tw: mentions of suicide

Damn

You're unsure if that's a crush but just by listening to your anecdote, I can confirm that I have a crush on him (jk).

People like these are totally my type be it as friends or anything else because I'm this sort of person who involuntarily looks into a person's personality as I meet them and I have this weird behaviour of finding people with a dense character interesting. It's because even though every person we meet would have gone through lot of things it's not everybody who displays the true effect of it on themselves. People like these don't hide their layers and that's so interesting it's literally almost like detective work trying to figure out people. I do that a lot; observe random people to scary extents and figure out how they work/their brain works and why it is so. To me, it's like excavating a really valuable site because it is certain you'd find something shocking to say the least there and the joy of hunting behind it is absolutely unexplainable.

This reminds me of one of my middle school classmates. He kinda used to be my bully but I never understood why then. But now that I see it, we were actually way more similar to each other than it met the eye and both of had this electric sense of insecurity around each other that made us hate each other, and him being socially superior (he was more popular and loved by people while I was just a wallflower) led him to bullying me. It looks very simple now- we felt threatened around each other because we had very similar talents and interests back then. I wouldn't have held one serious conversation with that guy but I'd have spent more time tryna (friendly) insult him or even mentally preparing for it. I've always felt we had this sort of mental connection which makes me look like I'm sort of obsessed with him but I'm not. I'm just intrigued about how despite almost being the same person we managed to hate and kick each other out of our lives while it was always normal for similar people to become the best of friends. Things fell apart but after many years now, by hearing it from friends and mutuals, i realised that he too was going through many a things similar to myself. We had our confusions, our burnouts, our desperations and everything else an academically underperforming person feels, hit us around the same time. I rarely feel sadistically good that he went through something similar and that it wasn't just me but I often feel bad we weren't closer because we could've helped each other better than anybody could do us both.

I've tried so hard to explain how this works but nobody IRL understands how my connect with that guy works because everyone knows we have never talked. I feel guilty now because I'm in a better place considering the kind of support I got from my friends and mentors and how my outlook on things changed overtime and even though I'm living a life that seems unfulfilling, I'm happy and he's not. He took his own life recently and it scares me everytime I think of it because things couldve been so much more different now if we ever just gave up on our egos and partnered up for the better.

I know that gets scary, I seem to have strayed off the topic. Coming back, it's like they're a whole ass package when they're both smart and sexy (and yes tall people are really finger licking awesome). I know it sounds kinda toxic but academic assholes are probably the more sexier breeds out there. Personally, I'm someone who loves a sweet challenge and working hard to beat the ass up of someone who you know is worth their salt and actually being successful at it is something I'd 💯 enjoy and would love to do. Trust me it's always way more fun to chew such people out because they too (they would never agree) love being challenged. It sorta awakens that competitive monster in me pushes me to dominate over them.

Damn dude it's been so long since I've felt like that. An academic enemies to lovers is now back on my wishlist thanks to you 😩😩😩😭😭😭

PS: never give me an opportunity to talk because i will blah blah you to death 💀

i thinkni am attracted to people who have such grandiosity in their range of knowledge and just smart in general, such an admirable trait

[violettelueur]

— ITADORI YUJI + FUSHIGURO MEGUMI + GOJO SATORU + INUMAKI TOGE || TEXTING THEM THAT YOU ARE GETTING HIT ON

↳ featuring : itadori yuji + fushiguro megumi + gojo satoru + inumaki toge from jujutsu kaisen

↳ warnings : swearing + grammar issues

↳ form : headcanons

↳ published : 08 april

↳ pronouns : non specified in headcanon

↳ request : My ask got eaten :( So I'm requesting again! Can I get megumi, yuuji, gojo, and inumaki reacting to their s/o texting them they're getting hit on? As in they're in a grocery store or mall but just away from each other? Thanks! Love you!

↳ barista’s notes : so...i decided to add a man and his cat in my wishlist on amazon, so thank you to the anon that told me about that manga and the other suggestions are on my reading list - i also ordered komi can’t communicate since my cousin told to me read it...so i am going to give it a go...by spending my money on volume one ʕ ㅇ ᴥ ㅇʔ but yeah, i am still thinking about going to central london to get more manga because i am an impatient barista (don’t worry, i am not breaking covid rules since everything will be open on the 12 april by government guldelines) moving on from that, i hope you enjoy your cup of classic black coffee and please come again soon ʕ •ᴥ•ʔゝ☆

When you and Itadori go shopping together, he is the type to go somewhere randomly without telling you because he got distracted by the sweet section of the store.

So overall, you do lose your boyfriend from time to time because of his habit of his - it’s adorable because he has a cute smile on his face when you find him, but you do get a little annoyed when he does it.

So when he went on his own trip, you decided that it was the best time to do a little prank since you just needed him to come to you - also, you weren’t bothered to go find him.

So when you text him that you are getting hit on, Itadori will reply to you with an emoji like this 🤔 or a text saying “Eh? Where are you, babe?”

When you reply to him, he won’t text you back at all because, after one second of you texting him back, he is already behind you with his arms wrapped around your waist and his chin hooked on your shoulder - scaring you slightly.

Itadori will look around from side to side before asking you if you are okay because he thought he had missed the person before he came - which is lowkey impossible because this guy can run a while 10 laps in 3 minutes.

Like he would be like ʕ·ᴥ·　ʔ ʕ´•ᴥ•`ʔ ʕ　·ᴥ·ʔ - where is this bitch?

When you giggle and tell him that it’s a small prank, he will pout at you before calling you a ‘little meanie’ because you are - like why would you do that to your poor axolotl of a boyfriend? Like that is so mean Y/N…

Give him a few kisses on his face and he will 

Of course, after his little whining session, he will show you all the snacks he has picked up for your movie date and how he wanted to pick up more...before you decided to pull that little stunt on him.

So your wallet better be ready for the sweet treats he is going to purchase - sorcerers get paid a lot so….

It’s rare that you and Fushiguro ever get separated during a little grocery shopping trip since he seems like a well-organised person.

What I mean by that is that he will have a shopping list on his phone or one he wrote out before you guys went out - since he just wants the process to be easy and quick.

However, there are times when he does have to separate from you because he missed something from the list - he is perfect with some imperfections.

So during this lovely rare time of him disappearing, you being the wonderful person decided to do the little prank that you have been seeing on TikTok - because you know Fushiguro doesn’t have that app.

So after waiting a few minutes, you decided to message your boyfriend that you are getting hit on by some random stranger.

You know he is coming to find you when you just see the ‘read’ below your text message - he does reply to your message but there are times where you just see that annoying ‘read’

After a few more minutes, you notice a feeling of a hand on your lower back and Fushiguro next to you, who is giving a glare to the side of the aisle that you are in - the poor innocent customer that is a victim to it.

He will ask if you are okay in a softer tone (because you bring out that side of him) and when you tell him you were just playing a little prank on him...he will give you a fed-up look.

However, he would also hide his face in the crook of your neck because he is really shy about how he rushed over to you to make sure you are okay - only for you to play with him.

“Did Gojo put you up to this?”

Yeah, he is annoyed at you but he is happy that you are okay - just let him hold you if he wants to because he deserves to.

SO...when you and Gojo are grocery shopping together, he is the type that will drag you around everywhere, especially somewhere in the bakery section.

Just know there are also times when Gojo will go on a little detour on his own like Itadori - because you are adamant to get the food that you need.

However, what gets annoying is when Gojo gets hit on by other people in the store when you are in front of him - like hello?

So imagine when he isn’t around you…

In the case of that, you decided to have a little payback with him and let him know how it feels, now from his perspective.

When you inform him that you are getting hit on by someone, just know you don’t need to close your phone because he will text you immediately - like within a second.

“Excuse me 😀 send the location honey~”

So when you do tell him where you are located, he will run to where you are with something that he found in one section as a weapon - maybe like a large leek or a cucumber (yes, it does weird people out)

When he finds you and doesn’t see the ‘person’ that was flirting with you, he will immediately ask you for their location - with the little glasses tilt and everything.

When you told him that it was a lie, the seriousness in his face just drops and now he has a huge pout and goes all whiny with you like ���honey~ whyyy would you do that to me? Do you know how much I was worried about some random creep talking to you, and you do this to your handsome husband?” - dude...you ain’t even married yet.

He will now cling on to you like a koala, whining how mean you are and how much he is hurt by your actions - so if you suffocate him with affection, he will slowly quickly forgive you.

First I need to point out, texting Inumaki is the most amazing thing on this Earth because he can say what he wants to say - memes, gifs and everything.

Going back to the headcanon, when you and Inumaki go grocery shopping together, it’s basically a little date and the most random visit to the store because you both got nothing planned - probably Maki forced you to go, so you can prepare the hotpot that everyone was planning for.

So when you both decided it was best to split up the ingredients on the shopping list and split up to get the job done quicker, that’s when you get the idea since it was the perfect opportunity.

When you are about done with your side of the shopping, you decided to put your little prank into action - and it’s perfect for you as a couple because you both probably have a prank war going on with each other.

So when you text him that you were getting hit on, Inumaki will send you a whole gif as a response... there is no question about it.

You will probably laugh at it before he comes running in from the side - he is also the type that will slide off to the side before coming back into view as he runs towards you.

“Tuna, tuna?” - I’m laughing as I am typing this.

He is also the type to grab your arms and shake you lightly when you don’t answer quick enough (for him) - he is just worried.

When you laugh and tell him that it’s just a prank, Inumaki will give you a little look - like it is a mix of surprised and just ʕ – ᴥ – ʔ

“Okaka!” - Inumaki will say this to you before crossing his arms in ‘anger’ because he was actually worried… as he embarrassed himself for you.

For him to forgive you, just collect some other ingredients to have tuna mayo onigiri for him - because a way to a man’s heart is through his stomach ;)

© violettelueur 2021 : written and published by violettelueur - do not steal or repost

[seventeenlovesthree]

Taishiro for 002 and Koushiro Izumi for 003

Alriiiiiight, I know I'm super predictable here, huh? 002 | Taishirou

When I started shipping them: I actually don't remember when exactly it started, but they haven't been my first Digimon ship, that's for sure. I think I maaaay have started shipping them in my later teens, upon watching the OG 01 in Japanese for the first time and couldn't unsee it anymore, though I obviously hadn't been as invested in them at the time.

My thoughts: Oooof, where do I even begin, I mean, I have probably written at least twenty meta posts about them so far, since I simply cannot shut up about how much I adore this dynamic.They go so much further than the tropes they're initially based on make you believe - it's not just brawns/brains, introverted extrovert/extroverted introvert, best friends to lovers and so on... It's also the unconditional trust and support, the way they complement and (potentially) get the best out of each other, thinking so incredibly highly of each other (without being fully able to convey that properly, which leads to a lot of frustration on my behalf, but more on that later down the line). Heck, there might even be some kind of starcrossed theme going on between them even without taking reincarnation theory into account. You just... Have the one who probably would never have gotten out of his shell as easily as he eventually did without the other, supporting him in every way he can... And the other one who actually manages to let his guard down towards him once trauma hits. They just make me go soft and I wouldn't want it any other way.

What makes me happy about them: Lots of things, actually, but mainly the complementing aspect I mentioned above, turning them into partners in crime. Plus, all the times they invade each other's personal space without even noticing or caring. The way they can affect each other in ways others can't do - even if it sometimes takes a loooot of fanfiction to elaborate on that.

What makes me sad about them: Apart from the fact that they're both nuts? That they actually don't realize how good they are for each other. And that opening up towards each other more would do both of them good. It's an ongoing theme, Koushirou basically begs Taichi to be honest with and rely on him - and you can bet, the boy would get a lot of weight off his shoulders if he finally opened up towards Taichi himself. It's frustrating. Especially when you take the subtext of them growing somewhat apart in certain parts of the series, when there are other parts that basically make them look married... Like, you know Koushirou would go to hell and back for Taichi and Taichi, on the flipside, would always sacrifice himself in order not to let the people most precious to him get hurt. So... Please talk to each other for once.

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: The cheating AND the toxic/misogynist seme/uke portrayal. Yes, Koushirou is shorter and more slender than Taichi, yes, I have written entire meta posts about him having a lot of traits that may make him more effeminate at times and I enjoy seeing him turn into a blushing, stuttering mess as much as everyone else, but he's not a helpless, passive wallflower.

Things I look for in fanfic: All the cheese. All the pining. Give me a hundred chapters of them being too stupid to realize their feelings - or actually knowing about them but being too stupid to act on them. I need my happy ends though. Give me all the mutual healing. Them actually TALKING to each other. All the softness, please. Show me how they’d die for each other in all the different timelines.

My wishlist: 1.) An Our War Game sequel with them as adults, actually portraying them as still being friends/becoming close friends again (bonus points for Koushirou talking about his adoption to Taichi) 2.) Similarly to 1, a sequel post epilogue that shows them working together, because, dude their careers are 100% compatible, come on. I don't need confirmation on them being together/married/whatever, I just want to see them maintaining their bond. 3.) A reboot sequel in which they continue being partners in crime like they're supposed to be.

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: Oh, that's easy, my favourite second choice for Taichi will always be Sora, and my second favourite choice for Koushirou will always be Hikari. Team Light until the very end. I'll also always root for a poly Taikoura relationship, but shhh.

My happily ever after for them: If I was able to spin the wishlist further, I'd love to see them working together to ensure a symbiosis between the real and the Digital World, while also living and raising their two kids together. Domestic bliss after they've managed to talk to each other and work on their traumas together. Domestic bliss, man.

003 | Koushirou Izumi

How I feel about this character: Again, where do I even begin without writing the 7362728th novel about why I love and adore this boy so much? He has been my first favourite Digimon character ever when I was 9 years old - and now, more than twenty years later, I find myself coming back to him becoming my current comfort character. I love and adore how layered he is; people are quick to just call him a "nerd" and "infodump boy", but he is so much more than that, being a hands-on problem and riddle solver that would go to hell and back for the people he cares about, despite getting lost in the things he researches about to the point of neglecting his own needs while trying not to think about the trauma that has haunted him for years, not having known who he is, where he comes from, unsure how to approach and understand others and himself... But eventually, he is a very kind, very emotional kid who loves his family, partner and friends, who enjoys to teach and ramble, supporting wherever, however and whenever he can, a mentor and connecter. He has his issues and problems, but he's always trying his best. Yes, I may project onto him a lot at times, but that also shows me what a great job the writers did in making him human.

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character: As mentioned above, Taichi will always be the one for him in my eyes, the absolute Digimon OTP. Second choice, as implied, is Hikari, hands down. (Honorary mention goes to Sora - I have grown very fond of platonic!Koura, but romantic!Koura has become quite exciting to me as well - and, drum roll, Menoa. I could definitely see this becoming a thing and I'm weirdly intrigued by it, even if I rather enjoy than actually ship it.)

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character: All of Team Light is absolutely delightful on a platonic level, so Taichi (best friends for life, work partners in crime), Sora (fashion buddy) and Hikari (research/photography buddy) being his closest friends will always be wonderful to me - even if canon makes it hard to maintain that sometimes. And while it really feels like he will become more of a background supporter, mainly talking to the majority of the cast through electronic devices, I actually enjoy all (potential) bonds he has with the other characters; Platonic!Koumi for example is absolutely amazing in my eyes (internet buddies), him and Yamato have actually been implied to have grown rather close in Kizuna (and the PSP game also hints at them being very compatible). Jyou and Takeru tried very hard to get through to him in Tri, so that makes me believe that they're having quite the connection as well. Him and Miyako hacking the entire world is always a fun concept, Iori will still see him as a great mentor and I reeeeally wish we would have seen more of him and Ken being amazing geniuses together.

My unpopular opinion about this character: I don't like the extreme nerd/geek stereotype people assign to him - he obviously can be one, but people writing him to be absolutely incapable of social interaction while being a horny idiot might be something I have to blame Tri for. And I absolutely dislike the tendency in fandom to give him the shortest end of the stick in friend/ship groups. Not sure if that's an unpopular opinion though?

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I wanted to see him talk to anybody about his adoption that wasn't Tentomon. Tri absolutely tried to make the others get through to him, but he literally didn't let them. It was his goal to get closer to others, become less formal at the end of 01 - and 02 did a great job at portraying him as mentor and teacher to others. But in the end, Tentomon has always been the only one who sees him breaking down. So in case the Kizuna scenario will happen to him as well one day - who's gonna catch him then? I absolutely don't want that for him, but heck, let him cry in front of his friends once, please.

Favorite friendship for this character: Still Taichi, but all of what I've written above about the other Chosen Children applies!

My crossover ship: I actually can't think of one right now, even though I'm pretty sure once you mention one or another character from another fandom, I might go "Ooooh, that could be interesting!"

[angelsndragons]

since all the cool kids are doing it, here’s my wishlist/prediction/whatever for c3. i assume the cast will all be taking up new classes they haven’t played in the main campaigns, let’s go:

ashley johnson as the party face. i don’t even care if she’s playing a charisma based class, let her have this please. if i get nothing else, i will be satisfied.

in that same vein, let laura have her first choice class, she has earned it.

sam and travis play actual sibling characters. look, the dynamic that developed between veth and fjord is hysterical and i want those murder sibling vibes to continue, ok.

two people play an established married or divorced couple. any two of them could pull it off but i would love to see sam and liam or taliesin and marisha.

more gender fuckery, please. at least two people play a character whose gender identity doesn’t match their own.

class wise:

sam as a cleric. omg, sam as a cleric, please. this dude loves his friends, loves taking care of their characters, loves fucking with matt, and loves fucking with laura. cleric would let him do all of that at once. twilight cleric in particular plays to sam’s aoe/precision placement/precision timing strengths and would follow the trend of “yeah, that thing that kept fucking us over last campaign, i’m nullifying it” that the cast has going.

for reference, the twilight cleric’s channel divinity can end the charm or frightened conditions on any chosen creature who ends their turn within 30ft of the twilight cleric. twilight clerics also get leomund’s tiny hut at 5th level and we all know how clutch that spell is.

 liam as a druid. let the man make his own animal voices, please. we all love sheepleb and apeleb and everything else he did with caleb’s polymorph, let him do that all campaign please. if i had to choose a druid subclass for him, i could see him enjoying the dreams or stars circles.

marisha plays a paladin. okay, seriously, marisha loves tanking and hitting hard and providing some battlefield control, paladin would be perfect for her.

travis likes characters with chonky hit points, above average to high ac, and he has learned how to handle spell work. i therefore propose he take a second cleric slot, maybe forge or tempest for their heavy armor proficiency and nice little melee goodies.

i would also love to see travis play an order of the lycan blood hunter. live your werewolf dreams, dude. just maybe stick with a bow for the lower levels, okay.

laura as a bladesinger wizard. hear me out. she loves smashing things and loves casting big, fun spells. being a bladesinger would let her have the best of both worlds. contrary to eadwulf and astrid’s sad performances, bladesingers can be quite threatening if you build them right.

alternatively, laura as a way of mercy monk. i think she would be quite cool playing that.

honestly, i don’t have a particular class i want to see taliesin tackle more than others; i’m just excited to see his new character concept and backstory. he seems to enjoy dps, having a little magic on the side, and keeping at range. honestly, i think it’s time to add sorcerer back into the critical role mix and i think he could do a great job with it.

as already stated, all i want for ashley is for her to be the party face, regardless of class or stats.

[bearcina]

Olarom!

Welcome to my page, I’m your host, Bear! I’m a 20yr old aspiring author and OOAK doll customizer!

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I’m into Astrology, what’s your birth chart?

I am a Gemini (sun), Sagittarius (Mars), Libra (Rising), Taurus (Venus), Ares (Moon) and a Gemini (Mercury)!

What the FUCK is wrong with you?

A LOT. I’m disabled and mentally ill from some serious childhood trauma! Here’s a nonexhaustive list of my problems!:

C-PTSD

PTSD

MDD

BPD

Generalized Anxiety

Dissociative Identity Disorder

Panic disorders

More Depression, but make it ~Seasonal~

Fibromyalgia

Migraines (a LOT)

Arthritis

Herniated spinal discs

Chronic fatigue

And so many more!

I’m also autistic, I have ADHD, dyscalculia, and my brain is about as functional as a goldfish! (surprisingly smarter than expected but still dumb as a damn rock-)

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Katamari Damacy

The Outer Worlds

Fallout: New Vegas

Fallout 4

Fallout 3

Spyro the Dragon

Hades (game)

Pokemon! (Sinnoh, Alola, and Galar right now! I have one of every gen but Hoenn)

Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Red Rescue Team, and Explorers of Darkness/Sky (I don’t have time!)

The Legend of Zelda (Ocarina of Time, Skyward Sword, Minish Cap, Link’s Awakening (all three editions), and A Link Between Worlds and many others!)

Portal

Portal 2

Portal: Aperture Tag

Portal Stories: Mel 

Animal Crossing (Check above for my switch codes to play NH with me!!)

Animal Crossing Happy Home Designer

Star Wars, specifically The Mandalorian and things related to Mandalorians! (I’m learning Mando’a with help from the Oyu’baat!)

Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams

Leviathan series by Scott Westerfeld 

Good Omens

Prospect (2018) (I love Ezra!)

SCP Foundation

The Penumbra Podcast: Juno Steel! (podcast)

The Magnus Archives (podcast)

Wolf 359 (podcast)

Elaines Cooking for the Soul (podcast)

MarsCorp (podcast)

Oz 9 (podcast)

StarTripper!! (podcast)

The Strange Case of Starship Iris (podcast)

Welcome to Night Vale 

Mars’ Best Brisket (Podcast)

EOS 10 (podcast)

Distractable Podcast (by markiplier)

The Sims

Sewing, I do mine by hand and machine! (ask me about my machines!)

Crochet

Historical sewing

Cosmetology (I grew up in a salon, my mother is a beautician and I love dying and cutting hair!)

Acrylic nails (they’re so pretty!)

ToonTown ReWritten (Find me as Fancy Lolipop the bear or Deputy Biscuit the deer!)

Wizard101 (I like playing!)

Gardening

YuGiOh (I collect the cute cards >w<)

Martial arts (I did karate for many years and i got my black belt! I also like playing with rope darts, though I’m not good!)

Tarot Cards and other such fortune telling things, I’m a pagan and a witch!

Any other questions? Send me an ask!

[y0d00p]

morphogala

When I started shipping them: 2ish years ago, although it didn't REALLY hit me until the last year or so lol

My thoughts: Soft... and warm... The vibe I have for them is like... comforting, the feeling that there's someone who will always love you and watch out for you. Two immensely powerful beings being small and simple together. Morpho's boundless love. Galacta caught off guard by such sincerity and gentleness. The big scary aeon hero having someone that makes him feel safe. Something about the vastness of time and space and the complicated acknowledgement of our own inconsequential place in it all, but being happy and content because they're here together.

What makes me happy about them: I just think they're so sweet... I love the ship dynamic of "great otherworldly being that just loves this regular ass dude so much" it's very cute and I think it suits them really well lol. I interpret Morpho's appearance in Star Allies as them basically rescuing Galacta from Eternal Time Prison. I love the idea of Galacta having someone that is just so genuine and kind to him after going through a whole lot of shit, someone that doesn't really care about all the "baggage" he's got with his history.

What makes me sad about them: idk there's not a lot of sad about them now that I think about it? I guess in some AUs there's some unrequited feelings on Morpho's part? Am I supposed to be sad about the fact that they'll probably never appear being friendly with each other in canon? lmao imagine having a ship that canon cares about

Things done in fanfic that annoys me: I've literally never read a morphogala fic... With how particular I am about how Galacta is portrayed though I can't imagine having much luck with them

Things I look for in fanfic: shrugs

My wishlist: My partner's very specific version of Galacta being cute with my very specific version of Morpho. Also smut with Gala topping :/

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: DMK for Galacta and MK for Morpho maybe

My happily ever after for them: I like to think of them like... having a couple kids and just having a simple domestic life for a while, I think it'd be nice for Galacta after the whole eternal imprisonment and getting beat up and destroying shit all the time, getting to just chill with his new family. And then once their kids are old enough they can venture out into the great unknown together for adventures and meeting + helping people and stuff. They've both got very long lifetimes ahead of each other so they've got a lot of time for new experiences :)

[toffee-hammer]

It’s been a fair while but I finally got around to the final part in my Eden questline playthrough. A bit longer than usual but I wanted to keep it all to one post.

Okay, I got my ass thoroughly handed to me but I managed to beat Mitron’s final form. Cool boss fight but wow is it a nightmare if you didn’t look up any of the mechanics first. Gonna be an expensive visit to my armour repair guy tonight. Anyway, looks like defeating Eden's Promise (probably one of the game’s weirder boss designs. Thanks Nomura) seems to have dropped Gaia straight into the void. That’s my bad.

Oh, turns out Mitron is here too. Looks like his body is coming apart like Emet-Selch’s did after our fight so I’m guessing that won’t be the case for much longer. Unlike Emet though, I’m not too broken up about it this time. Dude couldn’t take “no” for an answer right up until the end.

You’re kidding me. His real name was Artemis? Way to waste a good name on a goober you guys.

So Mitron said his piece and poofed but I guess that means Gaia is stuck in the void now? She tried walking a random direction for a while but got tired and decided to lay down on the floor. Relatable.

I guess I didn’t do the “protect Gaia’s memories” boss fight mechanic very well because she's still having trouble remembering things. The necklace she made for Ryne is doing a thing though.

Oh shit! Speak of the devil and she shall slice open a dimensional gateway with her father figure’s old gunblade!

Also, wow. I know I said it before but Gaia has it real bad.

Oh my god. So they literally did the FFVIII scene with Squall and Rinoa but with Gaia and Ryne instead. One of the most romantic scenes in the entire Final Fantasy series and they brought it back with the gigantic pride crystal right there in the shot. When people told me this was the gayest storyline in the game I kinda thought they were messing with me but here we are.

And as if that wasn’t enough Gaia hits Ryne with the same line her past self used on her ex. People who say these two are definitely just friends really are talking out of their asses aren’t they.

Seriously, I genuinely thought Ryne was gonna go for it for a second here. 

Varley’s just like “well, maybe next time”.

This has been such a productive series of daytrips you guys. Just a good time all round. Did you two know I duelled the embodiment of despair in an impossible space at the edge of the universe recently? Nevermind, this is your thing.

God, she’s so fucking precious. Gaia you’d best protect that smile with your life while I’m gone.

So yeah, with that I’ve finished every raid storyline in the game so far. I’m glad I saved this one until last because it’s definitely my favourite. Alexander was fun too but Eden takes the top spot for me. I was glad they gave Ryne a little more to do after the main Shadowbringers story was over and Gaia is a great new character. I’m really hoping these two turn up again when the MSQ swings back around to the First again.

Wishlist for Ryne the next time we see her:

1) Dating Gaia

2) Gunbreaker 

3) Somehow retained the ability to transform into Shiva like Zenos did with Shinryu but she’s able to control it

Feel free to pick two or more Squeenix.

[badassxbirdy]

Edit: 24th March - Following an unexpected hospital trip, I’m still feeling pretty poorly and spending far more time in bed resting than usual. With that being the case, I’ll mostly be on mobile only access for the next week or so. Go ahead and block my mobile tag if you need to. ❤️

March Activity Update (Pinned)

It’s time once again for the monthly activity update! These posts help me to keep track of what the frick I’ve been doing, particularly when tumblr breaks or the brainfog strikes. This update only includes activity for February. Anything else can be found over on my thread tracker (here). I believe I’m up to date as of queueing this on the 1st. However, tumblr keeps removing notes from some of my posts which in turn prevents them showing up on threadtracker, so please do let me know if I’ve missed anything!

The full activity update (along with OOC house keeping) is below the cut Bolded text = links.

If you want to see all IC interactions without the other stuff, click here. If you’d like to start something new, I have opens, a wishlist tag, or you can hit up the memes. Alternatively you can just message me to say “WHAT UP, NERD” if you’d like to chat.

Now onto the update!

Threads, replies, and other IC interactions:

Confusing compliments - @ofspaceandmyths (queued)

Jonathan meets the Hyde!Ty - @harkcr (queued)

Tyler is concerned about Proteus and his caffeine intake. 😂 - @nightiingaled (queued)

“You aren’t supposed to be here.” - @razorfst

Tarot reading with Jewel - @drkroots

Being a little shit at the bar - @blutschatten

Buzzfeed Unsolved starter meme - @diicktective

Ty is here to interfere! - @demcnsinmymind

Car trouble - @demcnsinmymind

Acrobatics? 😂 - @indyflanery

Tarot starter for Maggie - @medicatedmedium

Finding Mel drunk. - @nightiingaled

Meeting Teine - @timelxrd-victorious

“Get out of there, he’s a priest” - @derschwarzeengel

Killi + Ty = adorableness - @nightiingaled

Tarot starter for Drevyn - @drkroots

Tyler fangirls Tiger and her car. - @exigencism

Tyler is embarrassed on behalf of dead dudes. 😂 - @tobeblamed

KilliTy are reunited and I cry. 😭 - @nightiingaled

Fast food talk with Joshua - @drkroots

“Can I draw you?” - @etcor

Carla and Ty being ridiculous children. ☠️ - @normallyxstrange

Tyler goes from 👁👄👁 to 😡 with Dylan - @normallyxstrange

Creepiness with Fish - @the-immortals-assistant

Headcanons, memes, and assorted silliness:

Tyler and filled pauses.

That awkward moment when Tyler is the one who kills you.

*kicks down door*

Incorrect quotes reblog, because omg.

Incorrect quotes reblog part 2

Further evidence that Tyler is a cat.

What would happen if Tyler still tried to use her powers?

Incorrect quotes - Ty and Than

“WAIT A GOSH DANG MINUTE. 😡”

Smash or pass - Fish

Smash or pass - Damon

Smash or pass - Klaus

Drabble - Tyler gets her room.

Ty has issues with vampires.

Reaper cushions! (Bonus response here. 😂)

“On Thursdays we flirt with demons” and other dash commentaries. 👀

OOC Housekeeping:

Thank you all for being patient with me and the consistent brain fog. ❤️ I’m getting back to doctors appointments this month at long last, so finger crossed for that!

I’m reapplying for PIP, so block the tag “disability talk” if you don’t want to see my inevitable ooc rants about it. 😅

I have a wire for Ty which I haven’t really used, so I should fix that! Same username as here, feel free to message the little shit.

I’ll message people I haven’t heard from for a while over the next few days, as I’m once again attempting to update and tidy the thread tracker.

I believe that’s everything! Let me know if I’ve missed a message, reply, etc. Stay safe, lovely people.

— Em

[shapeshiftinterest]

mao mao heroes of pure heart Christmas gift exchange

for @maomaosrealfamily

wishlist: Mao Mao, Badgerclops, and Adorabat ice-skating; Mao Mao struggles

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story under the read more

These Blades are for Skatin’ (also on AO3)

“Do you even know how to ice skate?“ Badgerclops asked, helping Adorabat lace up her skates.

After their usual daily patrol and a fight with some ice dragons that’d been too close to the valley, the trio had decided to take a break at the recently frozen pond.

‘‘Well, no.” Mao admitted. “But it looks fairly simple, and I am a master of the blade.”

Badgerclops gave him a look, picking Adorabat up and setting her on wobbly feet. She threw out a ‘Thanks, Badgerclops!’, fixing her scarf and waving at the two before trudging through the snow toward the pond.

“Dude, just because you use a giant knife-“

“It’s a katana!“

“-And know how to throw littler knives-“

“Wha- those are kunai and you know it! Stop calling them kniv- mmphm!!“

“- does NOT mean you know how to ice skate.“ Badgerclops finished. Mao narrowed his eyes at the other, pouting around the finger being used to shush him.

The cat smacked it away, waving his hand dismissively.

“If my sister Minori can strap kitchen knives to her ballet flats and use them to dance-carve her name into a piano, I’m pretty sure I can do something as simple as ice skating.” He said confidently, already lacing up his own skates.

“I’m sorry, your sister did what now?“

Mao ignored him and made his way to the edge of the pond.

Among the other sweetiepies he saw Adorabat, who’d already made it to the other side and was talking with her dad and some classmates. Eugene was holding her wings and skating backwards, slowly pulling her across the ice and explaining how to move.

With one last glance to make sure the area was secure, the sheriff took a step onto the ice-

“GAH!!“

-and immediately slid forward into a split.

Thighs burning from the sudden stretch, Mao fell over onto his side and hissed, one skate on the ice and the other still in the snow.

A little ways behind him he could hear Badgerclops laughing. He grunted, pushing himself into a sitting position and shakily using Geraldine to stand upright. At least the sweetiepies were too preoccupied to pay attention to him.

"Oh yeah, a real master of the blade, pfff hehehehe.”

Mao glared at his co hero. "As if you could do any better.” He grouched.

“Actually,“ Badgerclops said, hip checking the other and walking onto the ice. “I can. Watch and learn, dude.“

And with that sassy remark, the deputy pushed off, gracefully gliding across pond and weaving in and out between the sweetiepies.

He did a couple loops around Adorabat and Eugene’s group, making a turn and skating backwards, one hand clutching his beanie and the other tucked into his jacket pocket.

Mao’s mouth fell open, watching in surprise as his friend leapt over Chubbum and went into a backwards spin. He did a few more tricks before sliding in front of the other and striking a pose.

“Who’s the blade master now, Mao Mao?“ He said smugly.

“Wha- when did you learn how to do that?!“

Badgerclops shrugged, “Rodeo classes.“

“That doesn’t-“

“Badgerclops, that was AMAZING!!“ Adorabat exclaimed, swooping in to rest on his shoulder. “Can you teach me how to do that?“

“Of cour-“

“A-Adorabat!“

The trio turned to see Eugene huffing and puffing his way towards them.

“Get down from there, you could get hurt!“ He wheezed.

“But I hang here all the time?“

Eugene made a concerned face and adjusted his glasses. “Yes, but your skates could get caught in his jacket if they slice through. What if you fall and twist your ankle!“

Adorabat pouted, “It’s fine! Badgerclops would catch me first, right Badgerclops?”

“You know it.“ He said, offering her a fist bump.

Meanwhile, Mao was still trying to stand on the ice without using Geraldine as a crutch. His latest attempt had ended up with him face planting and Kevin skating over his hand.

“Oops! Sowwy, teehee.“

Eugene sighed and helped Mao up, basically attaching the cat to Badgerclops’ other jacket arm.

“How about this, Little Gem. If you get down and come with me, we can get hot chocolate.”

“With tiny marshmallows?“

He smiled. “Yes, with tiny marshmallows.“

“Wait, hot chocolate? Can I go with y’all?“ Badgerclops asked, hand already prying one of Mao’s gloved paws off of his arm.

“If you help teach the Sheriff how to skate I’ll bring you both hot chocolates.“

“Deal! Let’s go, Mao.“

“Wait, Badgerclops, that’s too faaaAAAAAAAHHHH!!“

The taller of the two grabbed his friend’s hands and sped away, while Eugene and Adorabat sat on a bench and started untying their skates.

After about an hour Mao had started to get the hang of it, after 2 hours he could skate from one end of the pond to the other without holding on to anyone.

The Sky Pirates had shown up about ten minutes in, but Badgerclops blasted their ship before they could set anchor (it would have broken the ice if it’d landed). 

The four, having jumped off beforehand, had been promptly ambushed by wave after wave of snowballs. The attack, lead by Adorabat and some of her classmates, forced the pirates to retreat, and turned to an intense snowball fight between the five year olds. (One of the snowballs hit Mao in the skates, nobody admitted who the thrower was.)

Him and Eugene had switched places halfway through, that way the bat could teach Mao how to turn and the deputies could enjoy their hot chocolate together.

“You’re doing great Mao Mao.“ Eugene said, the Sheriff’s hands holding his wings tightly as the shorter of the two slowly spun them around. “Just turn your heel like that- yes. Aaand, perfect!”

“WHOOOO!!! YOU DID IT MAO!!“ Badgerclops hollered from his seat, already on his 3rd cup. Adorabat was huddled in the front of his jacket and trying to catch snowflakes on her tongue.

She would have yelled something too but she’d burned her mouth after drinking her hot chocolate too soon.

“And with that, you know the basics of how to ice skate. Congratulations, Sheriff!“ Eugene sneezed. “Ngh. Let’s go inside, I’m freezing my wings off haha.“

“You go ahead, I want to practice spih- ah- aH- ACHOOO!!“

Mao sniffed. “Y’know on second thought yeah, let’s go inside.”

The two made their way to the deputies and returned the skates, all four of them returning to HQ.

______________________________________________________________  BONUS:

based on the headcanon that Eugene has multiple jobs, as well as takes multiple shifts, he’s an instructor for basic ice skating for this fic and usually teaches the kid classes

Eugene and the sheriff’s department have a good relationship, you can take that as either

him, Mao and BC being in a relationship (OT3)

him, Mao and BC being friends (no ships)

or Badgermao being friends with Eugene (OTP + friend)

Sometimes he has sleepovers at their house

originally I was going to write more Badgermao vibes and like, maybe a flashback thing where Mao and BC met as kids at an ice pond

Mao gets ignored by his sisters/ dad (they brought him) while they skate

he ends up getting lost and meets Badgerclops, who teaches him how to skate and they hold hands/ arms, get hot chocolate, make a snowman, maybe have a snowball fight with Gerald

Mao has a line like ‘I know how to ice skate! My friend taught me how when we were kids.’ but because it was so long ago he’s basically forgotten how to do it and BC teaches him all over again

[millennialneopian]

Sunday, April 17, 2022

Neopets dot com was telling my heathen ass that I should be in church this Easter Sunday considering the luck they gave me on my dailies. Woof! That was a lot of misses. However, my neocapitalism (not the correct use of this word) paid off…

Avatars

This avatar definitely fell into the unattainable category when I was younger. Who the hell had one million neopoints to fuck around with?? I’m really happy with this one. Number 213!

Lab Ray

Long ago, when the lab ray was affordable and I had no idea what pets I wanted, I was zapping the shit out of a couple of my pets. For funsies! (See post about my freshly minted Pirate Wocky.) One of those bebes started life as a Lupe, and my fucking kingdom now to get him back to Lupedom. He’s on the back burner for dreamies because I could, in fact, zap him into existence. Meanwhile, I get to cycle through neat zaps like these…

… and keep cranking through. (He was previously an Ice Meerca, which would be cool if I wasn’t deeply committed to this boy being a Baby Lupe.) All of this is to say how desperately I need the last map piece so these zaps can be given to someone who wants them. Did I already mention I have, like, four WN (well, I think they’re WN) pets on my side waiting to be zapped and gifted? Just bite the bullet, dude, and buy that last map piece…

This also wouldn’t be an issue if I would cough up the real-life cash to add an additional pet slot. Ha! I know in my heart that I probably will sometime in the future - undoubtedly after I finish my current batch of dreamies - but I have a tendency to get ahead of myself, so I’m trying to play it cool.

Festival of Neggs, Day 5

Sticking to Neovia today! Too bad I don’t think there was a damn button from the Negg Festival page to return to Neovia.

Oh! A chance at another book! Hell yeah, baby…

God fucking dammit, Dave. But underneath my disappointment, is that more plot I see? I hope so.

Side Lab Ray

Did I wait until today’s FC results to decide if I would go ahead and buy the last lab map piece for my side account?

Did I also say that I was incredibly impulsive? Sometimes you’re just sitting here, doing your best impression of internet in the early 2000s because you’re playing a web-based game on an iPad that literally runs slower than my giant fucking Gateway from 20 years ago, and the desire to zap an MSPP Poogle to gift to someone just overcomes you.

(I did not get an MSPP zap on my first zap. Can you imagine?)

But, hey! I’ve completed my first wishlist on JN! Hooray! I can get that shit out of there and return focus on some paint brushes and books.

Food Club

I write these updates as they happen throughout the day because it would be impossible for me to remember everything that happens if I wrote them all at once. Catch me choking on my words above that my luck was piss poor:

Look at that fucking combination. Hit the max on FC and got tossed an extra 25K in a random event. Christ above. FC evens itself out eventually. Several bad days leading to one of the best ones I’ve had in two months. Hallelujah.

Random Events

Including the beauty above…