#✨{𝔶𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔬𝔣 𝔡𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔪𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤; (𝔟𝔩𝔲𝔢 𝔡𝔦𝔞𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔡)

[monmuses]

"I"m awfully sorry. I know how hard it is to move on when you've lost someone."

"...you do?"

[monmuses]

She had been called to the attention of Pink, wishing for some attendance and feedback to what she had for her. In the recent years, she had done her best to look towards their youngest Diamond. She was apart of the council after all. With what she had in plan, Blue was not aware of what she wanted to show to her at this moment.

Her Pearl had arrived at the double doors of her chambers, hearing Pink Diamond's presence. Back and forth conversation allowed her to enter since she was not occupied at the moment. The door simultaneously shut for a minute, then reopened to allow Pink inside.

"Welcome, Pink Diamond. Blue is inside and not occupied, so you may come speak," she whispered.

Now this was something she had of great importance for Blue. Looking up from her collection of items that she was sorting through, she turned around to her door, raising a brow.

"What is it, Pink?"

For @monmuses || CLOSED RP || ERA 1

Homeworld.

Homeworld was something her diamond rarely talked about but was a big topic amongst the gems on earth. Coral was curious but never tried to push in learning or accepting of what was heard of the rumors. She preferred to get her intel from the source as it is her purpose.

Now she was here with her diamond, Pink Diamond, who requested her to accompany her to seek audience with the other diamonds. Coral already knew she had to be at her best, but was surprised when her diamond asked her to be in disguise.

So Coral... or rather 'Ruby' was walking with her diamond towards the right chamber with the halls decorated in blue and aquatic theme. She was quite curious as to what the other diamonds were like. So much to learn...

They stopped right at the door and waited until they announced Pink's arrival before Pink gave a secretive smile to 'Ruby'. This was her perfect gem and she knew none of the diamonds had one like this one. Not even White!

       ❝ Blue should be in there. I can't wait to see the look on her face! ❞

[monmuses]

>Within the series and the movie + Steven Universe Future, Blue Diamond takes on the role of residing in the social status of gems. She serves as ones who can feel with her, sympathize with her, and find comfort in one another's feelings to bring solitude. Rather than "creating" clouds of her tears to bring joy to others, she works with speaking to gems individually to understand them better. Beforehand, her role was similar before Pink's "shattering", but not entirely.

>Before Pink was shattered and Earth was blasted, Blue only was there to serve as the emotional system for gems and in the major social standing of the ranks. She was of the highest order within the more authoritative gems and controlled the royalty ranks and poverty ranks. Every gem had a purpose, but not all of them were working.

>Shortly after Pink's "shattering", for 6,000 years, Blue's role as the emotional system for the gems was resorted to painful waves of grief. There was no proper time for Blue to fully grieve (nor did White allow her to cry out and Yellow only served as a temporary supportive person to lean on.

>With Blue's powers, while they use hints of water, they can also control the weather and other various forms of showing her temper (doesn't always apply to Homeworld). On Earth, she can control the weather to bring down pouring rains and heavy clouds at her will. She has more control over bowing people to her will to feel what she felt to a psychological level. On a more positive note, she can speak to those telepathically through emotion and can turn one's mood to another side easily.

>Yellow, on the otherhand, takes on the war-riddled side of Homeworld and is not in anyway soft to her gems. Within her court, she forces them to stay under her rule with a terrifying fist, but does not control them. She has a more authoritative way when it comes to commanding gems solely with her voice. She doesn't have control over weather, but she can transform various elements in nature (extreme forms of terraforming). Her power, unlike White, can shatter gems at will into a multitude of pieces, but can reform said gems carefully.

>Before and after Pink's shattering, nothing much changed with her view on worlds except for her armies and commanding of conquering other worlds. They became more strict, more heavy, and more stern. Her emotions are not as easily seen and are kept within her gem compared to Blue, and she is the only one she will ever be soft towards. However, towards the other gems in her Court, she became a little more aggressive and enforced her ruling much more harshly as a way to grieve for the loss of Pink.

>With Yellow's powers, while she can perform terraforming and physical control of gems, she is able to repair and reform other forms of life. It is not always gems, but her electric powers can provide power and life in seemingly lifeless gems or other organic lifeforms.

[monmuses]

Simply places her here in the middle of the tiddy convention and walks off.

[monmuses]

Hey Toastie, talk about what Blue did when she learned Pink left, like how she reacted the moment she figured out Pink Diamond was gone.

UNPROMPTED ASKS - Always Accepting!

Do you really want to know?

When Pink was "shattered" and had disappeared from Homeworld, Blue Diamond was the first to find the remains of her gems. Laid across the steps of her palanquin, her gem had laid in pieces. She realized what had happened in the moment of seeing who she thought was her younger sister, dead in front of her. Piece by piece, she desperately tried to put the shards together over and over, sobbing and mumbling in her own tears.

It was in that moment that her power of emotion overcame the entire planet, sending them into deep despair as her banshee shriek of a painful cry echoed across the planet, mourning for their loss. Her loss. And for the next 6,000 years, she mourned with the grief of losing Pink and for what she had done to her to make her leave.

With that, this was her punishment. Her punishment of suffering for the years of treating Pink Diamond so terribly under the direction of White. She was the one Pink trusted the most, and she took that trust away from her. The firm trust and love that every gem deserved.

To Blue, Pink's shattering was her fault.

[monmuses]

"Hm.. the stars are full of many species out there. Many like my own, and... much of organic life..." She hummed, craning her head to look at the sky. It was dark, but the stars and worlds she could see with her own eyes were... so many. So many to count, so many to see. So much life they could discover, but she remained content here with Cashmere.

Upon hearing his flushed reply, she looked down at him with such a curious look. "Blush? Why, I'm only speaking about you. Is that so terrible? You are such a delightful being to me.

@monmuses​ cont 

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“Aye, it is quite beautiful. It was one of the first things I saw after maybe a few millenia of being sealed away of course. Seeing the stars and looking at them after dreaming a dream for so long….. and it was something that I would never forget. It’s gentle touch and its kind treatment…..it is what I never wish to forget and I will never give it up no matter what anyone thinks…” Cashmere said softly  until his cheeks flushed up at the compliment. 

“P-Please Blue… it makes me blush.. whenver you say that….” he said shyly. 

[monmuses]

12.  the hanged man: how open is your muse to new opportunities? do they constantly look for them or do they simply take whatever comes their way?

17.  the star: what does your muse take inner comfort in knowing ? what guides your muse?

For Big Mom™ Blue Diamond!

a collection of muse headcanon questions inspired by the major arcana of the tarot / send the corresponding number(s) for headcanons surrounding the given prompts !

>With how often she's working to improve her approach on things and breaking toxic cycles, Blue is actually the most willing out of the three Diamonds to change. She is looking for new ways to stay in touch with her Court and fellow gems, wanting to know others personally now that she is coming out of her shell. It's a slow process, but she's working to it.

>I think, between her and the other Diamonds, she takes comfort knowing that changing is okay. Before, she lived in fear of White. I believe her constant pressure on Pink was due to White's painful expectations where perfection was almost impossible. Now, she can freely be herself without being so worried about perfection in that sense.

[monmuses]

Anonymous asked: @coralxonyx: Coral & Blue Diamond (If you're still taking the love compatibility meme? Just out of curiosity) ; Send 💕 and my muse will use The Love Calculator to see how compatible they are.

"...well then! I believe this is a near-perfect rating, is it not? Dr. Love seems like a very knowledgable person. A successful percentage is a good one, it seems!"

[monmuses]

Anonymous asked: To blue diamond) @sxturn-bxrs The small child was nervous and a bit scared still, but his favorite color was blue and in a way he associates it with safety. With a soft light tug on her dress he was but a little dot, looking up at her shyly. “E-exucuse me miss..can I has some food? I-i don't have a place to stay..”

"I... am afraid I do not have any sort of human food. Or pet food. My dear, where are your parents? Or family? I am certainly not fit to... find a place..."

This was strange. She had never met a creature of his size before, nor did she know too many animals or humans that looked remotely like him. Of course, right on a visit to Earth, she had managed to find a lost child. Glancing around, she couldn't see anyone else near her or her Court that had arrived with her. Who's child was this?

"...child, you must find your parents," she spoke gently, gesturing to one of her guards to watch over the young one. "Where are they? Are they near you?"

[monmuses]

"I have been... reflecting. Ever since you disappeared, I had wondered... why," she muttered softly. "Your disappearance felt like a part of my own gemstone fell into pieces, Pink..."

It was not something she admitted to often, but she knew. She knew she was too harsh on Pink; too punishing and too strict. It was only in the last few thousand years that White began to truly punish their world and the colonies they had prepared in various parts of the universe. The first she went to were Yellow and Blue, enforcing such rules that were difficult to hold up to their own personal standards. However, White was never questioned about this. Not until now, seeing Pink in her purest form.

"I was... but for the wrong reasons. I was... terribly stressed to keep you perfect for us. For White, but... it seems that this was all... too much for you, my Starlight. I am... relieved to see you here again, but I am so, so sorry..."

@monmuses II x

To say the diamond was confused and overwhelmed about these turns of events was an understatement. Especially since the last time she spoke to blue the monarch was quite stern with her. Brushing off her concerns about the rebel rose quartz hurting her which ended up leading to her shattering. The pink gem quickly shook her head. Trying to dry herself off from the diamond's tears. "Has it really been that long? For me it was like my shattering happened yesterday." She paused catching the other's gaze. "You really missed me? You were pretty annoyed with me the last time we talked."

[monmuses]

Blue diamond has your pearl stayed with you in this new era?

UNPROMPTED ASKS - Always Accepting!

"She has. Many of our gems, including myself and Yellow, have kept our Pearls for quite some time. Many eons, I should say. We have been together through... terrible times, but she has not failed to be there. Sometimes... having one person is all someone might need in their time. I would have... well, cracked if I did not have my Pearl with me. She is a dear to me."

[monmuses]

@blackstardiopside​ continued from here

     “Oh? What is it that you brought me?”

     Adjusting to rest on her arms, she glanced down at the gifts Star had brought to her. Strange... she had been given offerings and gifts before in the past. Perhaps this was something different. Seeing how small the boxes were, she gradually allowed herself to size down tremendously, retaining the size of a six-foot woman. Holding the boxes, she pulled open the lid of the first one, holding the book in one hand and the photo from the other box.

     How... thoughtful. A picture of them together, hand in hand (literally). She couldn’t help but admire it, stars sparkling in Blue’s eyes before she was pulled into a hug by Star, slowly returning the hug and holding them tightly in her grasp.

     “...it is just enough. Thank you, my Star,” she smiled. “You are a delight. I thank you for your gifts, dear. I... appreciate them very much.”

[monmuses]

“I’m sorry I never told you. I just didn’t want to think about but when I was in the process of changing white’s mind she pulled my gem. I almost died.” For blue diamond

UNPROMPTED ASKS - Always Accepting!

"Your... gem?" She muttered, crouching down to brush her thumb over his shirt. Right... his gem. He was quite literally a fusion of his own; a being of his own thoughts and feelings. Yet, such a creation of life was something Pink adored for with what Blue had seen. Though, it didn't take long for an angered look to cross her face.

"I... I wish you did. Your death would have been... catastrophic! The removal of one's gem in such a... terrible and torturous way sounds so much... like her. I should have protected you. Yellow and I should have," she insisted. "You are your own gem with your own... family. White should have never interfered with what she had tried to do to you."

[monmuses]

“What was mom like?” Diamcndlegacy for blue diamond

UNPROMPTED ASKS - Always Accepting!

"Your... mother." Right. That was a new word that Blue had recently learned with Steven. Mother... a parental figure to offspring. Though, she knew that it was about Pink - his mother. With a sigh, she had a soft smile dawning on her face, rubbing one hand against the other.

"Well, your mother, she was... exciting," she sighed with a smile. "She was one to make us laugh, you know! Even White Diamond. She knew how to make people feel so much better... even me. Though, the expectations of your mother were... never well. Not for any of us, but she knew how to make us smile. Does that... answer your question?"

@diamcndlegacy

[monmuses]

Blue Diamond what was your relationship like with pink?

UNPROMPTED ASKS - Always Accepting!

"Like... a daughter to me," she muttered softly, eyes glancing down. "I... have realized the ways I have taught her and loved her were not... the ways I would have been satisfied with. If I were still from the past, I would have believed it was best, but I now know why. Why we all were... horrible to Pink. I can never forgive myself for what I have done to her..."

[monmuses]

Blue Diamond how well did you know the sapphire that ended up fusing with that ruby and becoming garnet?

UNPROMPTED ASKS - Always Accepting!

"The Sapphire... yes, I remember her. She was one of my most trusted Sapphires. I had her for quite some time... but not for as long as my Pearl. I was rather... bitter about her going with one of the Rubies she was assigned to, but they seem quite happy. That, I am... very proud of. A Sapphire as diligent as her with a strong-willed Ruby. They are... quite the bond, aren't they?"