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imageingrunge · 1 month ago

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#simblr #my sims #lilith vatore #ts4 vampires #simblereen #my vision is complete🧘‍♀�� (<- the vision is zatanna zatara)#thank you DAI modding experience for giving me the patience and fortitude to make this outfit 🙏 ameen #this shit could’ve been done in two hours max but i spent so long figuring out the hotkeys in blender 4.1 :/#cuz I refuse to use the 2.7v i cant see shit in that place it’s so dark n scary #u dont even want to know how i uv mapped this together 💀

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possamble · 8 months ago

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Parallels between Marcille and her mother

#dungeon meshi manga spoilers #im gonna cry and pass out for real #dungeon meshi spoilers #marcille donato #she got her looks from her father and her personality from her mother #and the thought that maybe in another 100 years marcille will have the maturity and fortitude to be an Always Cheerful Woman #One Who Rarely Shows Extreme Emotion #im gonna cry and pass out for real. for real.#edited a bit to be more accurate #dunmeshi panel meta #marcilleposting #junoposting

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stromer · 2 months ago

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he wants that cookie so effing bad

#finally had the mental fortitude to seek out their boston escapades... sick to my stomach about it obviously #they're such a hoot the nucks org needed them OUT of the country before it exploded . they shrimply didn't know how to handle allthat #it's totally normal to look at your buddy with some serious Undertones 0.2 seconds before he downs a hotdog btw #huge things happening in boston that i am not qualified to speak on but will observe from afar with envy #nikita zadorov #elias lindholm

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monstersdownthepath · 2 months ago

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Gotta say, writing higher-level monsters has given me an appreciation for the contortionist acts Paizo sometimes pulls with its creations to make them work properly.

#making a Fey that's supposed to be a martial instead of a spellcaster is an exercise in #'how many abilities affecting its attack rolls can i give it without looking suspicious'#'how ridiculous can i make its stats so it doesn't fold to the first Fortitude check it needs to make'#'how many hit dice above its CR am i allowed to go before things start getting out of hand'

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notbecauseofvictories · 5 months ago

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inexplicably sad about the loathly lady. I just can't imagine being brave enough to ask anyone whether they would prefer you be attractive in the sight of their friends, or attractive when they fuck you. that those are the only two options. I can't stop thinking about how there are many other answers to that question, and almost all of them are wrong.

#reading maskerade really stirred up some nonsense.#there's a scene I didn't clock the first time I read it but stands out in jagged relief now #where agnes (who has memorized the score for MULTIPLE OPERAS and is dealing with an extreme sleep deficiency;#who understands full well that christine is a beautiful tone-deaf self-absorbed idiot)#gets cruelly overlooked by everyone. even the man who she helped transform into andrew lloyd weber.#because she is fat and has good hair.#and with her disc-defying voice she SCREAMS until all the glassware in the opera shatters. the world cracks.#......but then she and everything else has to keep going.#the world doesn't pause to admire her rage or her fortitude. nothing stops. it just.....goes on.#amazing sometimes to think that these books were written by a british man 40-odd years older than I am.#that's exactly it; I don't know how you know it but you do.#(sidenote it is quite funny that poems about arthurian knights and silly fantasy novels from the 1990s #are the only two referents for this fury that I can think of.#even recent television series don't handle it well. ehl oh ehl. ehl em eff ayh oh even.)

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daincrediblegg · 2 months ago

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Do you lie awake at night thinking about how the three lithographs that hang in terror’s ward room are prominently featured in frames where crozier is in them. And are various depictions of women with more mercurial and typically unfeminine traits or are you normal

#the francis femme coding continues #I mean the mercury lithograph has the female sex symbol on it. fortitude and anger both have their tiddies out.#I’m deeply DEEPLY obsessed with those choices. I will never be over his femme coding #only saying this btw bc it effects lady terror too and I’m writing about it rn and I really also love the multitude of implications that it #has on her. how she sees herself. how her sexuality works. how FRANCIS sees her. it’s all just so goddam. tasty fellas #francis crozier #the terror

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0fps · 2 years ago

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HONKAI: STAR RAIL ♢ INTERSTELLAR JOURNEY

#honkai star rail #hsr #flashing tw #long post #gamingedit #hsredit #m:gifs #m:*#i know it's out now but honestly i'm prob not gonna play until the weekend #i don't have the mental fortitude to start a whole new game on a tuesday ajsdfklasdjf

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lord-squiggletits · 5 months ago

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Part of why I hate this fandom's take on Autobots vs Decepticons is ppl (mainly 'con fans honestly) who can't have any nuance of the situation whatsoever and love to write plots like "oh the humans are racist and abusive towards Cybertronians so this is how Megatron is right" no actually I don't think colonialism/imperialism and racism are justified so long as you can point the finger and say "they were the aggressors first" or "their hands are no cleaner than ours bc their society sucks too" sorry. Please come up with better sociopolitical narratives in your war story.

#squiggposting #i'm too tired to like actually care about this any more #and ppl's fandom takes don't necessarily represent their IRL views #but i'm just like. oh so i see that you want to write mature stories with politics and dealing with bigotry. that's cool!#now do it in a way that actually refutes bigotry and makes some sort of attempt at resolution #bc 'oh humans are just as bad and evil so it's fine if we colonize them' isn't the pro-con take ppl think it is lkdsfjlsdkfs #honestly this is what john barber got right in his story even tho the politics in his became overbearing #at least he's like the one dude who rightfullly pointed out 'uhhh organics have history with cybertronians that makes them very justified #'in not trusting them'#but my mistake is expecting the average 'con fan to disengage from the 'revolution' part to talk about the racism and imperialism lmao #if ppl weren't cowards they would be able to write characters as problematic and bigots and imperialists #but still show their humanity and point out how the cycle of retribution needs to end at some point #and how killing everyone who ever did anything bad (esp for a race as long lived as theirs) isnt a sustainable model of society #that's my PROBLEM man like stop being COWARDS acknowledge that your heroes can be shitty ppl #instead of framing things as good guys vs bad guys and then framing absolution as being only for the good guys #what if good and bad didn't exist and we were all shitty in some way and none of us inherently deserve forgiveness. what then #what if you wrote a story where you had to deal with the reality of rehabilitating ppl who have genuinely done horrible things #what if you wanted to rehabilitate society but realized the majority of ppl in it are monsters. what then?#do you only extend forgiveness and peace to the ppl who got thru with no moral compromises?#do you want to kick the majority/almost all of your race to the curb and give them no mercy/second chances?#what if ppl wrote stories where sociopolitical issues had no good/bad guys and no easy solutions #what if ppl had the courage and ethical fortitude to say 'everyone here sucks actually'#anyways sorry for the rant

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lo-batteryy · 2 years ago

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I’m in love with Rasmodius and it’s a crime I cannot romance him but I’ll have to get the mod

#I love redesigning my favorite blorbos from stardew #I wish I had the mental fortitude to make a sprite mod #greying wizard #BARK BARK BARK #stardew valley #stardew harvey #stardew wizard #stardew rasmodius #stardew oc #lo art #this is so out of left field but I love these characters so much even if it’s older art

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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okay wait laughingstock concept Incoming: so im imagining some of the neighbors (maybe Julie & Frank) noticing that Barnaby & Howdy are a lil fruity, yk yk. and Julie's like damn, i guess we have to play matchmaker here.

so naturally they wind up getting the whole neighborhood involved. everybody's a wingman here. Poppy's dropping hints when Howdy drops off groceries, Wally is constantly asking Barnaby to go get him things from the bodega, etc etc. Howdy and Barnaby are facing this sudden change in town-wide behavior with slight concern and bemusement

eventually - lets say Julie, Sally, and Wally - get Barnaby into the bodega and then abruptly leave like "don't have too much fun without us you two *wink wink nudge nudge*". once they're gone (read: very obviously hiding outside & watching through the window) Barnaby & Howdy turn to each other like:

Barnaby: you think we should tell them we're already married?

Howdy: let them have their fun - they'll figure it out eventually

#dont have the mental fortitude to Draw This but i still wanted to share the thought #'but how would no one notice that theyre literally married'#easy: theyre very relaxed and secure in their relationship. also howdy has a strict 'no pda at work' rule #also because its funny. we can stretch rationality for the Bit cmon now #through the power of the bit Anything is possible #and we all know the neighbors are Peak Sillies so. yk #it strikes me that once they get Bored of the constant 'matchmaking'#barnaby and howdy stage this whole thing where they 'confess' to each other So dramatically and So publicly #they make it an Event #sally is swooning from the drama and spectacle of it all. wally is trying to paint the moment as fast as possible #julie is so excited she's close to passing out. eddie is crying. so is poppy. frank is taking the credit. home is just happy to be there #as soon as barnaby and howdy retreat out of sight they burst out laughing for a solid ten minutes #GAH THE BRAINROT THE BRAINROT #laughingstock #wailing and sobbing they are so so good together and FOR WHAT FUCKING REASON #i cant even put it into words they just Fit! like puzzle pieces!#theres something so natural about em. i look at them and its like. they Would be perfect for each other huh #i already know theyd have such a healthy wholesome relationship They Just Work. Theyre The Dream Couple #howdy says the most confusing sentence ever said. barnaby nods along with genuine love in his eyes. etc. you get it #now watch! canon is gonna absolutely set this on fire!#which would be Fun. painful. but Fun. seriously tho im curious as to how/if barnaby and howdy will interact/develop....#i mean personally i love it when shit gets messy so i hope it Hurts So Bad or at least Goes Downhill #i hope its a rollercoaster on all accounts

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anaalnathrakhs · 6 months ago

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love this part of my life where the things that are difficult but challenging and good for me are things i can stop and skip and halfass, but the things that are difficult and painful and pointless are the things i have to live with no matter what

#school and home life are too much to handle so i skip school #because i cant kick my parents out #and appartments cost money #and i dont have a car to sleep in #i could maybe try to dig up my old childhood tent but that brings a whole host of logistic questions + im scared and it's difficult #anyway. it's fine. it's cool. i just have to hold on until i graduate high shcool and then ?????#find a way to live without my parents money OR scholarships #all for some nebulous end goal of having a job (the only field i'm interested in and good at offers two options:#to become an academic #or to become a freelancer #i do not have the fortitude to be an academic and being a freelancer is convoluted and pays like shit)#i might've spent 24h without my parents occasionally if i spent the night at a friend's place once or twice recently #but besides that the last time i've gone 48h without my parents was when the mental health center organised a week camp uhhhh...#two summers ago #incredibly good for my mental health as you can see #god i remember like... years ago. around 13yo maybe or 14. a guy. i dont know if he was a mental health professional or like social cases #but anyway he told me ''you're too afraid to be away from mommy and daddy'' and it made me want to rip his eyes out #several other people have implied or suggested that too over the years and it's just #am i too dependant on my parents? yes. will it be difficult to take my independance? yes.#does it means i don't both rationally recognize and feel that this is really fucking unhealthy and hindering for me #on top of being unpleasant?#FUCK NO #i want out my guy. there's just not many opportunities for an already mentally ill teenager #now that i'm eighteen i have to grapple with the logistical problems of the money needed and how to continue my education #and im sure a billion more if i start searching a little more seriously #perhaps i should kill myself that way i don't cost anyone any more money #broadcasting my misery #vent

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sanctamater · 13 days ago

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me when at the core of it all amelia is just a traumatised 19 year old girl alone in one of the most abusive, damaging environments she literally can't leave and the fandom just calls her an 'evil stupid bitch'

#im so sorry she insulted ur fave ginger scientist or whatever considering that said scientist bought and sold a baby (AMELIAS BABY)#and no one told her jackshit/spoke in half truths i genuinely think amelia shld be given a gun yelling is not enough UIHSFUISFUHIFSH #but also the amnt of strength it would have taken. let alone mental fortitude. to shake herself away from the intense lovebombing from zhc #and to shake herself out of it enough to realise what the fuck was ACTUALLY going on and go 'no this isn't right; i have to stop this'#LIKE THE STRENGTH TO EVEN ATTEMPT TO LEAVE AND TAKE DOWN A CULT LIKE THAT..... THAT'S POOKIE #like for reference it wld be like if the wife of the dude running scient.ology tried to take it down and leave all in one fell swoop.#🕊️❝ out of redemption ( ooc. )

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mongeese · 3 months ago

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I have got to stop reading DE fanfic and instead just finish the fucking game, I keep spoiling things for myself (<- said with absolutely no intention of stopping)

#one thing about me is if i really like something i WILL spoil it for myself by looking at fan content #its a truth ive come to terms with. i dont have the mental fortitude to not be spoiled #disco elysium #whatever. im not 100% sure how the murder will play out like i have some ideas who did it but i dont fully know

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softpine · 2 months ago

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Are you a warped tour girly?

i would have killed to be at warped tour specifically in 2005 but unfortunately i was busy learning my alphabet

#to be fair i'm not even a music festival person i don't have the fortitude #and i simply don't do enough drugs #pour one out for me at when we were young fest pls #asks #anonymous #nonsims #brandi answers

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shojoboy · 1 year ago

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Being Bisexual is sooo cool we can be any gender and be attracted to any gender any amount, we lovvvvve women and nonbinary people and men and even if we only ever date or fuck one of those we are still Bisexual. We aren't "half straight, half gay", because that's not how sexuality works. Sometimes it feels like we don't have our own community but tbh that's because, the Gay community? We in there. The Lesbian community? We in there. Trans community??? We in there!!!!!!!!!!!! Yippee!!!!!

#bisexual #happy pride month i figured i get to make at least one bi post #as a bi person i still feel very shunted to the side sometimes lol #like it still feels...esp for women (because patriarchy world) that sayong your bi means you're saying that you like Men the most lol #altho on the reverse i think plenty of bi men r also treated like staright dudes ''trying to be cool'' which has it;s own origins #and also like. if ur lesbian or gay that comes with a Community and a history and everything and being Bi is like. oh you're there too lol?#even tho Bi people have ALWAYS been in both the Gay and Lesbian communities! it's just more obvious nowadays because in the past...#being openly ANYTHING was hard and obviously it was easier for cis bisexuals to like. pretend to be straight. or if they couldnt...#they could pretend to be gay or lesbian! like we had to be somewhere #and not everybody has the strength and fortitude to b openly Bi when both straights and queers will give you shit for it #anyway.#everything Gay or Lesbian is also Bi you are not missing out by being Bisexual. you can call yourself butch and femme you #can be a bear or a twink you can worship femininity worship masculinity do drag go to lesbian bars ETC #and to the youngsters who feel like they have to call themselves Pansexual because they r nonbinary or date trans people: you do not #Bi people are ALSO in the trans community! WE'RE EVERYWHERE #BI WORLD NO ESCAPE #YIPPEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!#-_-#pol

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tamaharu · 6 months ago

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i hate trying to find a job i hate trying to find a job i hate trying to find a job

#sent out like a good amount of applications to. not even anything fancy. food and retail places and shit since the start of the month.#and nobody has gotten back to meeee cmon man. im nice....#and then i scraped up the mental fortitude to call this one place and the ladies i need to talk to weren't even there fuck my lifeeeeee #i want money. and i want my parents to get off my fucking back. please for the love of god somebody.#my limit - and probably why im not getting anything back - is that i dont want to work fast food. im willing to handle food but i dont want #to deal with fast food. but if this keeps up im probably going to have to buckle.#its not even crazy. i just want A Job. a Retail Job or whatever i know i have very little experience and very little qualifications.#i just want SOMETHING. stop being stingy.

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