#“THE INNOCENCE IS GONE!!!!”
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my god, that was... EVERYTHING
Opposites Attract [ZCL/NJM] (M)
Description: Your relationship with Jaemin started out simple--friends with benefits with zero complications...until there was one. That complication's name is Zhong Chenle, and after Jaemin agrees to expand your exclusivity deal to involve him, there's only one logical thing left to do...
Genre: Smut. That's it. It's literally 4.4k worth of smut.
This was a request! Thank you for requesting what turned into what is most likely the longest sex scene I have ever written LOL (and to the other anon in my inbox, my wonderfully Jaemle-fied brain is coming for you next)
Content Warnings: Explicit, rough, unprotected sex (don't do the unprotected part), Chenle says pretty girl again (not sorry) and also slut because duality (again?), Jaemin says princess and whore once i think? Overstimulation !!! and crying because of that...oh and also threesome? didn't know if that was clear lol
Word Count: 4,392
Pairing: Zhong Chenle x Reader x Na Jaemin (the lack of Jaemle gifs is a literal crime so HERE is a picture I found off the internet)
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Your arrangement is out of the ordinary, sure, but none of you are complaining. It started off fairly simple, with just you and Jaemin having your way with each other whenever you felt like it. You’d been friends with the boys practically forever at this point—you never kept secrets from them, and they never kept them from you, either.
That is…until you and Jaemin agreed to be friends with benefits. You both were much too busy to have anything real, and there honestly wasn’t anyone else you’d trust enough to not blab about it to all the other boys.
Chenle snuck his way in, figuratively and literally. You and Jaemin were normally very, very careful with this. None of the boys even had suspicions.
In group settings, he treats you like he treats the rest of them.
In private? You’re his princess, and he worships the ground you walk on.
That day, Jaemin texted you asking you to come over. It was the middle of the afternoon, and your activities were usually saved for nighttime. Either way, you didn’t hesitate. After almost six months of this arrangement, your body automatically responded to him. He never let you down.
He must’ve been frustrated about something because the two of you didn’t make it past the couch to his bedroom. Both of you were shirtless and he was pressed between your legs when his front door opened. Jaemin immediately pressed his chest to yours to cover you the best he could.
“Six months of everyone being ignorant to this has not been long enough,” Jaemin groaned, looking up at Chenle standing in the doorway.
He blinked rapidly at the two of you, in shock more than anything else. Nobody had even come close to suspecting the two of you.
“Dude,” Jaemin said. “Do you mind turning around so I can make sure she’s decent?”
“Yeah, duh. Shit.” Chenle whipped around to stare at the door, tugging his fingers through his hair.
Jaemin quickly grabbed your shirt and whispered an apology and a promise to make it up to you later. You took a deep breath and sat up on the couch, patting your cheeks to snap yourself out of your Jaemin haze.
“I didn’t know you two were a thing.” Chenle turned back to you, arms crossed over his chest.
You and Jaemin glanced at each other before Jaemin replied, “We’re not.”
“Oh, right. I forget that people who aren’t involved have sex all the time. Which is like…the definition of involved.” Chenle quirked an eyebrow.
“We’re not dating, is what he means.” You tried to explain it without spelling it out for him.
“So, he wouldn’t be mad if I asked you for a turn?” Chenle looked at Jaemin, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. “You’d be perfectly okay with that?”
Jaemin’s jaw tightens. “It’s…Don’t be an idiot. There’s no feelings or dating, but it’s still exclusive.”
“Jaem.” You paused and studied Chenle closely. The way your mind strayed could simply be because you were interrupted right when an indescribable amount of heat flooded your body, but at this point, it didn’t even matter.
“What?”
“Why don’t we let him watch?” You tugged Jaemin closer to you and made brief eye contact with him before you dipped down to leave open-mouthed kisses along his neck.
Jaemin let out a shaky breath. “Is that what you want?”
“Ask him.”
Chenle stood there, watching you with laser focus as your hand moved down to palm Jaemin’s bulge through his jeans. His lips parted, tongue running over the edges of his teeth.
“Well?” Jaemin sighed. “Sit down and watch or get the fuck out.”
Without wasting another second, Chenle sat in the recliner and rested his elbows on his knees while he leaned forward.
You did this for two reasons—one, you’d always been attracted to Chenle. You’d always wondered what it’d be like to screw around with him, too, but that was mostly before things started with Jaemin. Two, having someone watch the two of you meant Jaemin would be going all out. He’d want to turn you into a moaning mess, to show that he was the one who made you feel good.
Jaemin is a tender lover, the type that memorizes every inch of your body and uses it accordingly. He’d be rough with you if you asked him too, but his favorite thing is watching you fall apart over and over again as he takes his time and pays attention to details. He knows when you’re close, the specific way to rub your clit to send you over the edge when his hips rutt against yours.
That day, Chenle did watch you. He didn’t get to do much more than that, but he got to witness the way Jaemin worshiped you. The way every single touch of his was deliberate in bringing you to the utmost peak of your pleasure—you went higher and higher every time you were with Jaemin.
He didn’t just watch, though. Not when Jaemin’s head was buried between your thighs, tongue-fucking you to oblivion. Chenle had taken himself out of his shorts and jerked himself off to the sound of your pleasure. When Jaemin finally slid his thick cock into you, he buried his head in your neck and kissed, licked, nipped, everything you liked. He fucked you with such precision, all while you were spread out wide on his couch, fully naked and on display for Chenle.
Jaemin paid him no attention. Only you. Only ever you.
“You fuck her raw?” Chenle’s voice was strained as his hand matched the pace Jaemin thrusted into you.
“Feels good.” Jaemin nodded, breath hitching when you clench around him. “Such a tight little pussy.”
A moan slipped past Chenle’s lips. The sound had you digging your nails into Jaemin’s shoulders. At that moment, you made eye contact with Chenle, and his hand jerked his cock faster. He started cursing quietly, eyebrows furrowing as he neared his end. Jaemin reached between the two of you and rubbed his perfect circles on your clit, and as your orgasm hit you hard, your back arched and you couldn’t contain your scream of pleasure.
When your vision unblurred, you saw Chenle with ropes of white on his T-shirt and his head dropped against the back of the chair. He gulped, trying his best to calm down. Jaemin groaned in your ear and spilled deep inside you, rocking his hips to help you come down from one of the best orgasms you’d had in a long time.
A week or so later when Jaemin gave you permission to initiate a similar relationship with Chenle, you didn’t hesitate. Luckily for you, Jaemin wasn’t possessive, and as long as you were still equally as interested in him, he didn’t care if you fucked Chenle, too.
The first time you did, you were floored and amazed by the differences between the two. Jaemin was tender, caring, gentle. You were royalty in his eyes, something to be worshiped. Chenle, on the other hand, was rough by default. He called you names that had your toes curling that Jaemin would probably punch him in the face for saying.
From that day forward, you fucked one of the two depending on your mood. They respected it and never questioned you, and the arrangement worked so well. Although the two of them stayed separate—they’d never fucked you at the same time, nor did either of them suggest it.
A shame, really.
And now, here you are—surrounded by your five oblivious friends and your two fuck buddies. What could go wrong?
Jaemin was good at being subtle, but when Chenle wanted to fuck you, you knew. A dark look would form in his eyes and they’d sharpen. Jaemin showed his want in more subtle ways, like when his touch would linger a tad too long on your shoulder, or when he’d move past you and touch your waist.
After the rest of the boys leave, Chenle and Jaemin stay behind. This isn’t unnatural, and honestly, they’ve been closer lately than they’ve been in a long time. You settle between them on the couch, closing your eyes and leaning your head on Chenle’s shoulder.
“You okay?” he asks.
“Yeah.” You nod.
Chenle puts his hand on your thigh, moving it higher and higher until it sits at the edge of your denim shorts. You immediately clench your legs together. Since that first time Chenle watched you and Jaemin, nothing like that had happened again. To have him touching you like this with Jaemin right next to you spurs thoughts in you that you’re unsure if either of them would be down with.
Chenle’s fingers slide beneath your shorts, teasingly rubbing along your skin. You glance over at Jaemin, sucking in a sharp breath when you see his eyes locked where you’re being touched.
“Look at you, Princess.” He clicks his tongue, brushing your hair behind your ear. “He’s barely touching you.”
Wetness pools at your core.
Chenle drags his nails across the hem of your panties. “Always so wet and ready. Bet you’d beg for cock, wouldn’t you?”
“Wouldn’t she look so good stuffed with two?” Jaemin reaches beneath your shirt and tugs your bra down to free your breasts. You gasp when he rolls your nipple.
“Fuck, she’d go crazy with you fucking her pussy and me fucking that pretty mouth.” His moves further, barely brushing against your clothed core. “What do you say, pretty girl? You want us both?”
Between Chenle’s teasing and Jaemin playing with your breasts, you can’t do anything but whine. You’ve dreamed of taking them both since Chenle watched you and Jaemin.
“Of course, she does,” Jaemin coos. “Look at her squirming already. We’ve barely even touched her.”
“Please.” You gasp, lifting your hips to try and get Chenle to apply more pressure.
“Who do you want to stretch you out?” Jaemin asks, pulling your shirt over your head before quickly unclasping your bra. “Don’t be shy, baby. Tell us who you want.”
“Both,” you moan. “Don’t stop touching me, please.”
Jaemin leans down to kiss over your chest while Chenle’s lips connect with your neck. You whimper, toes already curling at the feeling of their tongues leaving wet trails on you.
Chenle pops the button on your shorts, the undeniably simple motion making heat swarm every inch of your body. He tugs them off of you. You’re left in a pair of lace panties, but both of the boys are fully clothed. You pull Jaemin away from your breasts to kiss him hard, fumbling with the buttons on his shirt while Chenle fingers dance down your body to your core.
“God, Jaem, she’s soaked.” Chenle lets out a relaxed sigh. “Perfect little cockslut.”
When a shudder runs through you, Jaemin hums against your lips. “Did you like that, Princess? You like when he touches your pretty pussy while he thinks about fucking you like a whore?”
As the words leave Jaemin’s mouth, Chenle’s thumb presses against your clit through your panties and you slam your thighs together. Holy shit, that really just came out of his mouth. Your legs shake as you squirm.
“Don’t be like that,” Jaemin says, gripping one of your thighs while the other man grabs the other. The two of them wrench them apart so Chenle can continue his work.
“You want me to make you cum?” he asks, lips brushing the tip of your ear. “Gonna make you finish so much today, and you’re gonna take it like the good little slut you are.”
You nod, dropping your head back on the cushions. “Please. Please.”
He moves your soaked panties to the side, sliding two fingers in with ease. His palm presses into your clit with every thrust of his hand, and his tongue licks along your pulse. The two men are much too strong, and any attempts to close your legs is futile.
Jaemin latches on to the other side of your neck, nipping the base of it. You try your best to rock your hips, but the magic happening inside you doesn’t require your help. It never does when it comes to them.
Chenle adds a third, breath shuddering at how easy you take it, how much the wetness gushes around his fingers.
“Look at you,” Jaemin whispers. “So good at taking what we give you.”
You can’t even come up with coherent words. You end up mumbling gibberish at him as the bubble starts to form. It takes one last brush of Chenle’s palm on your sensitive bud to send you flying over the edge, your back arching as a scream leaves your lips.
The three of you sit in silence for a moment, even as Chenle gently thrusts his hand to help you come down from your high. The only sound is your rough breathing.
Jaemin reaches up to caress your face. “Why don’t you go wait in the bedroom? We’ll be in in a second.”
Although the last thing you want to do is separate yourself from them, you stand on shaky legs anyway. Chenle quickly grabs a handful of your ass, squeezing it before giving it a rough smack.
You’re only alone for a couple minutes at most before they follow you in. Having them both in front of you and towering over you is intimidating this way, but you don’t shy away from them.
Chenle grabs a pillow from the bed, tossing it on the floor in front of Jaemin while the latter pulls his shirt over his head and starts undoing his pants.
“Didn’t want you to hurt your knees while you suck my cock,” Jaemin says, gesturing to the pillow. “Take your panties off and show me why you deserve to get fucked.”
You quickly do what he says, knees sinking into the soft fabric as your mouth waters at the sight of him pulling his pants down. You’re so concentrated on Jaemin, you almost don’t notice Chenle below you. His head rests down on the pillow, his hands already moving to explore the expanse of your legs.
“What are you doing?” Your face burns at the thousands of thoughts racing through you brain.
“None of that.” Jaemin grips your chin and lifts so you have to look at him. “Don’t pay him any attention when I need you like this.”
His shirt is absent from his chest, hard planes of muscle on display for you. You crave to lick him all over. He pushes his jeans and his boxers down his legs, eyes closing when you waste no time. You wrap your hand around his rock hard cock, jerking him slowly while you prepare yourself to take him in your mouth.
You take his tip in your mouth, swirling your tongue around. When you feel Chenle’s hands exploring the back of your thighs, you gasp. Jaemin uses the opportunity of your widened mouth to push himself further inside. He gently grips your hair, guiding you since you’re so distracted by what the other man is doing between your legs. You try to breathe through your nose, hollow your cheeks, do anything to aid in Jaemin’s pleasure, but your entire body shudders when Chenle squeezes your ass. You moan, reaching forward to grip Jaemin’s legs. That’s the only way you’ll keep yourself afloat between the both of them.
Your eyes water when Jaemin hits the back of your throat, causing it to constrict around him. He lets out a groan, his grasp tightening slightly. You feel Chenle shift below you, but you’re much too preoccupied to ask or see what he’s doing.
Hands still massaging your ass, Chenle presses a kiss to your throbbing clit. Your whine is barely heard while muffled by the cock thrusting into your mouth. Your knees wobble as Chenle flattens his tongue and licks up your slit, nails digging into your skin.
“That’s it, Princess,” Jaemin coos. “Your mouth is so perfect.”
You take initiative then, bobbing your head and taking him in as deep as you can while you grind down on Chenle’s tongue. Your moans increase in frequency as his lips wrap around your bud and his fingers circle your entrance.
Between the heavy cock on your tongue and the stimulation of your clit, your orgasm builds much faster than you anticipate. You never want this to be over. All you want is to be between them forever, feeling unimaginable pleasure at their hands.
“You’re doing so good,” Jaemin mutters.
You’re building and building and building, and then Chenle curls his fingers, and you scream around Jaemin. His hips buck involuntarily into your face, slamming his tip into the back of your throat. He pulls out of your mouth, chest heaving as he watches you crumble onto the man below you.
Chenle yanks you down until you’re sitting on his face, and he brings you down from your high gently.
“Fuck, that was close,” Jaemin groans, tugging his fingers through his hair. “Let her go now.”
One last lick to your entrance, and Chenle’s sliding out from under you, offering you help in standing up. His face glistens with your arousal, and unbelievably, it sends another wave of heat through your body. You kiss him, sighing at the taste of yourself on his lips.
Jaemin’s hands find your waist, squeezing you gently. “Get on the bed, baby. All fours.”
Your body is tingling from your recent orgasm when you pull away from Chenle to do as Jaemin says. Barely able to hold yourself up, you clench around nothing in excitement when the bed dips behind you.
They’re both out of sight, but you can always tell who’s touching you. Jaemin’s touches were soft and deliberate, and Chenle’s were rough and messy. Two completely different styles, but either way, they had you craving them both somehow.
“You ready for me?” Jaemin whispers, teasing your cunt with his cock. “You’re so fucking soaked.”
You only have to wonder about Chenle briefly, wondering where he’s at, because he climbs on the bed in front of you, the rest of his clothes shed and precum dripping from his tip. Your mouth waters all over again.
“Go easy on me, pretty girl.” Chenle bunches your hair in a ponytail. “I still want to fuck you when he’s done.”
Your eyes widen. Knowing Jaemin, there’s no way he’ll fuck you without making you cum. You’re already weak from the first two orgasms Chenle’s given to you, and the idea of four sounds so far-fetched. No way you’ll make it that many—your body would probably fall apart limb from limb.
Chenle taps the head of his cock against your lips, and you instinctively open your mouth for him. As he pushes in, Jaemin follows suit, both of them moving slowly, deliberately taking their sweet time in stretching you open to the max. Everything about this is perfect. Your wetness drips down your thighs and your toes curl and you feel so hazy and full.
You use your tongue to tease Chenle, stroking the underside of his cock and tracing along the prominent vein. Jaemin feels heavenly, his thick member plunging into you at a steady pace. Your legs and arms shake trying to keep yourself up. The last thing you should’ve done is tease Chenle, because he pushes himself so far into your mouth, he’s down your throat and your nose is against his pelvis.
“You’re too easy on her,” Chenle says to Jaemin, breath shuddering when you gag around him. “She’s just a little slut, begging to get fucked by both of us at the same time.”
Jaemin grips your hips, his working against you in fluid, steady motions. You feel them both everywhere. Even now, getting everything you wanted, you need more. The pleasure makes you delirious, your vision blurry and faded as Jaemin’s cock rubs against your walls in the most satisfying of ways. You lose track of how many sounds are muffled by Chenle.
“Fuck,” Jaemin murmurs. “She fucking like that. She just got so tight.”
“Told you.” Chenle lets out a short, breathy laugh as he quickens his pace.
Jaemin reaches around you, reaching down to find your clit. He never fails to touch you in a way so perfect, you’re ready to crumble within seconds. Your jaw and arms ache, but it only aids your experience.
Chenle pulls out of your mouth slowly, watching as a trail of spit stretches from your lips. Then he yanks your head back to make you look at him. The motion is so rough, tears spring into your eyes. You’re finally able to breathe properly, the whines, moans, and screams finally out in the air. He traces over your surely swollen lips with his thumb, gaze dark. Jaemin’s thrusts are met with lewd sounds of your wetness and skin slapping against skin.
“Be a good girl and cum for Jaem, slut.” Chenle tsks, pulling at your lip.
And you shatter, the loudest sound you’ve ever made escaping from you as Jaemin fucks you steady through your third orgasm. You can barely breathe, gasping as you quake. It doesn’t take long for Jaemin to follow suit, two more thrusts before he holds you against him, spilling deep inside you.
“As fun as the show has been,” Chenle begins, letting go of your hair. “I’m gonna need a turn before my balls fucking burst.”
Your arms can no longer keep you up, so your face falls into the mattress. Overstimulation has tears running down your cheeks, but nothing matters to you except finishing what you started.
Jaemin gives himself a second before he pulls out of you. He continues to hold your hips up until Chenle’s able to take his spot. Massaging your ass, he gives you a little bit to calm down.
“Be careful,” Jaemin mutters to Chenle.
You imagine the glare the latter gives in return.
“She’ll tell me if it’s too much.” He traces a finger up your spine. “Wouldn’t you?”
Unable to speak, you nod fervently, pushing back to encourage him. You’ve never been so overwhelmed in your life, but you craved more. A whimper falls from your lips as Chenle prods at your entrance.
“I know, baby,” he murmurs, gently scratching up and down your back. “You’re so fucking sexy, you know that? Wanting my cock when another man’s cum is still leaking out of you.”
You push back further, yearning for the stretch. They’re similar sizes, but Chenle’s thicker just enough for you to notice. No coherent thoughts swirl in your mind as you turn your head to look at Jaemin across the room.
His boxers are back on, and a tiny glimpse of worry spreads across his face. Your eyes roll all the way back as Chenle slides inside, every nerve-ending in your body on fire. He’s surprisingly gentle with you, barely rocking his hips to help you adjust to him and the sensitivity.
Jaemin makes his way over to you. Kneeling by the edge of the bed so he’s right in front of you. Your walls flutter incessantly around Chenle’s cock.
“You take us so well.” He brushes your hair stuck to your forehead from the sweat. “We’ll take care of you, Princess. You just gotta cum one more time, then we’ll take such good care of you.”
You whine at the thought of a fourth orgasm, but you nod. Jaemin’s thumb brushes your cheek, swiping away the tears. His lips meet yours, easily prying yours open so he can slide his tongue in your mouth. A low sound emanates from Chenle as his grip on you tightens. He thrusts faster, desperate for your attention, slamming himself inside you regardless of sensitivity.
You tremble, fisting the sheets as you cry out into Jaemin’s mouth. He stays put, but Chenle picks up his pace, his throbbing cock fucking you open.
“Good girl,” Chenle groans, his voice borderline whiny. Through his steady pace, his balls slap your clit with every thrust. You jolt each time, the sensitivity wreaking havoc on your body the closer you get.
When you explode around him, it’s sudden and quick. You hold onto the back of Jaemin’s neck, whimpering and gasping for air as if you can’t breathe. Chenle stutters, the clamp of your walls making him dig his fingers into your ass.
An elongated moan leaves his mouth as he bursts inside you. He stays inside you for a moment to allow himself to calm down. When he finally pulls out, he guides your practically limp body down to the mattress. Your chest heaves while you try to catch your breath, but the only thing you feel anymore is the overwhelming urge to fall asleep.
“You okay, baby?” Jaemin asks, tilting his head. “You know you look so pretty like this, right? With your lips swollen, eyes red and drooping…To think we made you this way…” he trails off, humming to himself.
When Chenle comes back, he’s got his boxers on and a towel in his hand. He turns you over, moving the cloth between your legs. You whine when it rubs against your sensitive bud, and Chenle whispers an apology to you.
“You should really take a bath or you’ll be sticky all night,” Chenle says as he wipes down your legs.
You shake your head.
Jaemin chuckles, a tiny smile gracing his face as he regards you. “Look how tired she is.”
Chenle does his best to clean you up, and then he moves over you to give you a gentle kiss. You sigh in content, relishing in one of the rare moments of Chenle’s affection.
When it comes to after any given activity, Chenle always stays with you. He curls up in bed with you and kisses your face until both of you are ready to fall asleep.
Jaemin, on the other hand, is the opposite. At the beginning, it was your mutual understanding that one of you would leave.
Today, Jaemin watches as Chenle settles next to you, intrigued even more so when you curl into his chest and let out a deep breath. He decides he isn’t going to be the odd man out, so he joins.
The three of you sleep with limbs so tangled, you barely know who they belong to anymore.
#juls is an unstoppable force#you can always count on jaemle warriors to Deliver#😋😋😋#the contrast between jaemin and chenle in this was so DISTINCT#you can definitely tell which is which by how they’re depicted#OK EOM IDK WHERE TO EVEN BEGIN...#truly what an eye opener because i’ve never pegged chenle to ACT THAT WAY#for this reason i had mumbled to myself NUMEROUS TIMES#“THE INNOCENCE IS GONE!!!!”#😭😭😭#took me awhile to finish (until the reader in the fic AYE) because of how SHOCKING IT WAS FOR ME#traumatized me for a bit ngl cuz of chenle#but HOW I LOVED SLIGHTLY POSSESSIVE!JAEM#yes i do want the princess privilege because he knows for a fact on how to keep me filled up#like he listens and tends to my needs#as for#CHENLE#mf was a MONSTER ON THE SHEETS#🫡🫡🫡#but the way he doesn’t need to call anybody else cuz i’m literally Just Right Here#i’ll b ur freak dude#laughing thru the pain of never experiencing having them both inside me at the same time#that’s where i’m at in my lfie actually anybody’s free to join me because#misery loves company#🥹🥹🥹#i def RECOMMEND THIS!!!!#juls out here doing justice by writing more chenle fics like that’s my lord and saviour fr#🫂🫂🫂
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Bad influence
#deltarune#deltarune comic#comic#deltarune fanart#kris dreemurr#ralsei#susie deltarune#berdly#they corrupted our boy#all of his innocence is gone now#soon he will know all the swear words#my art
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#girlblogging#girlhood#lana del rey#sadgirl#dollette#gone girl#femcel#girl interrupted syndrome#adam#innocence#in love#i still love him#first love#heartbreak#heartache#love quotes#melancholia#mentally drained
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“im shallow, i made my character super hot. also i made him have tentacle sex”
the fact that this doesn’t even phase me should be concerning
#he Would#ffs phil no innocent facade you ever had in the past can withstand the new you#its gone for good#dan and phil#dnp#phan#phil lester#amazingphil#daniel howell#danisnotonfire#danandphilgames#phandom
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Men that stroke their cocks to your most innocent selfies.
#the ones that are sfw and innocent enough to post on social media#the ones that shouldn’t make their cocks hard or their balls ache but here they are#you don’t even send a nude or suggestive pic#just a soft sweet smiling photo paired with a ‘how’s your day?’ and they’re GONE#OR OR OR you’re not even dating#maybe you’re just friends or acquaintances or MAYBE you don’t know each other at all#but he’s still jacking it to the cute photos you post of yourself online#this is entirely marq’s fault#ENTIRELY#my brain is mush
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I think the reason why the Utena finale always kills me is because that sweet, helpful, selfless little girl who gave her life for her brother without hesitation, even if she didn’t understand what that actually would mean for her for the rest of eternity, had been in that coffin the whole time.
Anthy insists that she’s soiled and ruined because of her abuse at Akio’s hands, and she genuinely believes it. She sees herself as a wreckage of that past innocent self, who lived when things were Better and died when they stopped being Better, and now what’s left is unsalvageable junk. A “fallen woman,” only capable of acting selfishly and cynically in the service of a man who no longer loves her, who deserves to be hurt again and again for her impurity and her foolishness in clinging to him, who cannot survive in the world outside.
And yet, upon waking up, the very first thing her “true,” unguarded self does is scream at Utena to run, to save herself, to leave her behind.
That selfless little girl never left, not even when she grew up into a jaded, tired young adult. She was always there. All the swords in the world couldn’t kill her. Akio couldn’t kill her. Not even Anthy herself could kill her, not with all the denial and repression and magic in the world.
And in the end, that little girl finally experienced the unconditional love she’d always been hoping for, the kind she’d always deserved but never received from the one she’d sacrificed herself for. And that tiniest glimpse of real love and real happiness was enough to help her escape from the prison she’d been trapped in her whole life, join hands with that tired and jaded old witch who’d spent what felt like eternity trying to bury her, and walk free.
All girls are like the Rose Bride, sure. Some boys are, too. Touga shared enough of Anthy’s trauma at Akio’s hands that he eventually got a sword pulled from his own chest, even if he was forbidden from wearing the bridal outfit because a boy wearing a suitable gown for the role would be against the Ohtori Academy dress code. However, the flipside of that is that if there’s hope for even the most hated little girl in the whole world, there’s also hope for the rest of us.
#revolutionary girl utena#revolutionary girl utena spoilers#anthy himemiya#there is something at the heart of you that nobody can take away from you#no matter how hard they try to break or degrade or mold you#and it’s never gone. just waiting for its time to reemerge when the conditions are right for it to grow.#and ‘purity’ and ‘innocence’ have nothing to do it#imo those things are overrated
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all my favourite characters are just me seeing them and going "damn you sure do clean up well but I'd much rather see you grinning with blood between your teeth"
#also known as the 'i could fix them but its so much funnier to watch them go feral' phenomenon#i just want to see somebody who's usually composed covered in blood on their knees- *i am shot and my body is dragged offstage*#mizu being happy for one (1) second with her husband VS a fucking demon cutting people apart stopping at nothing for revenge#percy de rolo as a prim and proper lord VS possessed by a demon with a thirst for vengeance and burning orange eyes#james flint as a clean shaven british navy officer VS with a full beard and no morals beating a man to death with his bare hands#ellie williams as a sweet innocent kid VS a bloody tattooed woman on a self destructive quest for revenge knife fighting to the death#vi having a good day VS in a drag on knock out fistfight with another woman (i need her in a way concerning to feminism)#jason todd as robin VS the fucking red hood (he is covered in blood and half his mask is gone and i am going insane)#surprise! they're all on a quest for revenge#blue eye samurai#critical role#black sails#the last of us#arcane#batman#mizu#percy de rolo#james flint#ellie williams#vi arcane#jason todd#andis thought geyser
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moaning whining whimpering crying screaming gasping and crawling on the walls because of spock in the mafia episode
#I AM JUST A MAN#ONLY HUMAN#GOOD LORD SAVE ME#spock absolutely kills the gangster look im literally on my knees#thinking about all the ways power play could’ve gone between spirk in this ep#going slightly mad#spock with a firearm… i let out a moan#nothing innocent about these thoughts in my head#spock#star trek#spirk
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I just hope you don’t come to regret it..
You can think of this comic as a part 2 to the UI leaking the rot comic. Please check it out! (x)
#rainworld#rain world#unparalleled innocence#grey wind#chasing wind#rw comic#my art#i can finally faint im so tired haha#this was alot of work#excuse any mistakes i might have made especially near the end#a lot of it was done quite late#anyway this has been on my mind for a while#grey knows how it feels to be misunderstood#so while everyone else takes UI’s silence as telling#grey decides to investigate what happened. and figured she judged her wrong#this is pretty much how their friendship starts!#UI is right by saying she has a short lifespan. by the time of riv shes gone#even pebbles with his intense rot was still standing#ill take a break and look into my inbox later today#thank you for the patience!#hope the comic is enjoyable
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thought of how renet would work in rise and i came up with lita as a time mistress apprentice and renet's her mentor and then i wanted to draw lita lol
i gave up on the weapon design OTL i don't know what i was doing
if you're interested in commissioning me: Ko-Fi link
some thoughts and rambles about her under cut
the time powers allow her to hop between different times and places, but not within the same place like leo
time welders can't visit the same time and place twice so if they mess up it's a whole headache to not create paradoxes (lot of weird catch-22s) while non time welders think in 3 dimensions, time welder apprentices can think in 4 dimensions (space; leo actually is of the same level as Lita and is basically self taught) and masters can think in 5 dimensions (time; mikey has the potential of this level without thinking in 4D)
Lita has started a very important test to graduate to the next stage in her apprenticeship (she's basically a freshman on her way to sophomore so no where near master yet) but she lost her test instructions that was on one sheet of paper when she stepped into the boys time (cursed with bad luck)
she's a shy anxious bean about mikey's height and suffers from catastrophizing everything around her and if she goes back at any point before finishing her test, it's an auto fail and she would have to restart the whole beginner course which she really doesn't want to do (she's convinced herself that she'll be kicked out of her apprenticeship)
so now she's stuck in the boy's time trying to figure out what her test was and pass without instructions
also lita is the boy's descendent but the running joke is no one knows of who cause time welders scramble their DNA a bit so if they leave their blood somewhere it can't be traced or connected to anyone
#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt#my art#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt lita#i tried to give the mask tail the feel of a high pony tail#i'm a fan of the cute innocent looking character holding a big scary looking weapon#choose a scythe as both her weapon and time staff cause it's like her “cutting” through time and space like leo does with portals#i wanted the blades of the scythe to be floating and shifting and held together with time magic/tech#renet's not supposed to interfere with lita's test but she eventually breaks the rules to check her cause lita's been gone for too long#and that's how the boys meet renet#and how it opens the story up for more dimension traveling shenanigans#.....did i just make an oc??? whoops
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I find it so SO interesting that as soon as Kazui's breaking their marriage vows and revealing his true feelings (literally tearing apart the dove), the wife is already falling off the balcony
Her hair is fluttering in the wind. The apple fucking splatters on the ground this whole sequence is so visceral I'm spinning it around in my mind. Kazui views his truth telling as a violent act, the killing blow.
#milgram#capri talks#kazui mukuhara#Cat#I made a gif for this are you happy (I love this part way too much I would've made it anyway)#I have... thoughts about this which Scare me but. For now... I am going to assume in good faith that this must be taken figuratively and#symbolically because that's the most obvious interpretation right. right guys??? *one fear*#*looks at the voice drama which starts with how he's never gone up against a woman as strong as him until kotoko*#*looks at the line 'it’s generally the heavier person who ends up winning.'*#*looks at that one frame in Cat at 2:33 where he's holding her back*#DONT MIND ME IM JUST DELIBERATING I want him to be innocent I want things to be simple but I'm so worried of being hoodwinked--#--when the guy literally emphasises sleight of hand tricks and magicians and disappearing acts in his MV :'D#when he literally has a 'son of man' painting reference (man w/apple in front of face)#I am going to stop talking or else I shall combust into a million pieces#analysis#described
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Not a meme
#good omens 2#gos#good omens#The innocence is gone#neil gaiman#ineffable husbands#michael sheen#david tennant#crowley#aziraphale
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What's stopping the possibility of a ceasefire is pretty simple. Hamas is holding 239 Israeli civilians hostage including children and the elderly. What's happening in Palestine is a travesty and horrendous. But Israel can't initiate a ceasefire from the position they're in, so we need to be agitating for Hamas to release the hostages and call for a ceasefire instead.
NO GENOCIDE IS JUSTIFIABLE
HOW DOES THE KILLING OF INNOCENT PEOPLE ON THIS EXTREME LEVEL FORCE HAMAS TO RETURN HOSTAGES??
ISRAEL'S BOMBARDMENT AND INDISCRIMINATE SHOOTING IN GAZA THREATEN EVERYONE THERE INCLUDING DOCTORS JOURNALISTS CHILDREN ENTIRE FAMILIES AND THE HOSTAGES
EVERYONE IS TARGETED
YOU HAVE HOSPITALS BOMBED HOW ANY OF THIS IS JUSTIFIED
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@sarroora @fairuzfan @palipunk @wearenotjustnumbers2
You know more about this than I do.
#do you really think this will work on me; like hell I'm gonna stay silent for you#I hoard bookmarks like a dragon so guess what I have been saving from the posts I had reblogged to this blog and my sideblog#firefox bookmarks manager are a blessing oh my gods#how does one block anons#sorry for going full Black here on this post but yeah I'm a little livid#the entirety of Western media heavily propagandized for Israel and the US#how the US media covered this look at how our politicians keep funding Israel with money that could have gone to#our schools healthcare housing etc; my tax payer money is being used to kill innocent people and silence protesters#tw death#tw racial profiling#palestine#update: changed a few tags because I mistakenly compared Al Jazeera's coverage to Western Coverage#Al Jazeera has the best coverage of what is happening in Gaza and unfortunately also lost journalists#They deserve respect for what they are doing#thank you for the corrections wearenotjustnumbers2 (see their response in the notes pls)#genocide
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I love fawns ❤️
#fawn#deer#girlblogging#lana del rey#girlhood#coquette#sylvia plath#lizzy grant#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#sadgirl#female hysteria#dollette#gone girl#femcel#innocence#cute animals#girly
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now they want me to feel bad for clythia the notorious slave owner waaa waaa jurian led her on he tortured her ok whatever he should have done it more actually
#flashbacks to dany in mereen discourse#“she crucified the slave owners” oh god no not the slave owners#those poor innocent souls gone too soon#pro jurian#jurian acotar#clythia#clythia acotar
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Will we ever see any designes or concept art for Spencer's siblings? Besides his younger brother mallard?
How many siblings does Spencer have?
What do you think Spencer looked like when he was younger?
spencer has 8 siblings, with him being the third oldest. in order from oldest to youngest is nigel (named after the gresleys’ very distant relative), golden shuttle, spencer, mallard, bittern, gadwall, osprey, dominion of canada, and peregrine. most of these aren’t their real names in casa tidmouth but I put them here anyways so you know which lner a4 they’re “based off”
at the moment, I don’t have sketches of them because I need to think about their designs (dominion of canada looks oddly similar to mallard, and I need to give at least one of them a full beard AND HAVE ANOTHER NATURAL BLONDIE), but I do have a plan to show them alongside gordon’s late siblings and their updated designs.
speaking of younger spencer though, I managed to finish this mini lineup of the three most recurring gresleys in their smallest states.
younger spencer enjoyed pulling younger gordon into his stupid ideas like climbing trees or stealing a flower pot from the neighbor’s yard because he’s easily convinced and spencer promised to give gordon 50 pounds if he does it. in reality spencer just wanted to see gordon get grounded for once. spencer would also try to pin the blame on gordon when they get caught but nobody would believe him. then he’ll get a flick to the forehead by younger scott. such is the suite life of the gresleys when things were more peaceful
#asks#isjssjsjshuuuuuuuuuuuuyyyyyyyyyy#thomas and friends#ttte gordon#ttte flying scotsman#ttte spencer#casa tidmouth#senjart#gresleys and their big families breh#spencer’s family are the negative foils to gordon’s#they’re all still alive (I guess) and in tact but emotionally distant due to the blue eyes white demon#while gordon’s siblings are gone sans one but they all loved each other#as you can see. scott was gordon’s favorite sibling#scott’s real patient with him and understands about anything gordon wants to say#while spencer is like Heheheh my innocent cousin would NOT expect this one idea from me#I need to stop talking about gordon and scott’s relationship here because the more I think about how they ended up the more I feel unwell!
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