#‘ppl would go crazy over that’ yeah I’m people

[mangionebabymama]

u know what's sending me abt these ppl crashing out is that it just comes from blatant jealousy 😭 i'm sorry but at some point they gotta do some soul searching and reflect on why they're in this community bc that type of reaction to a man sending a damn letter is what parasocial is. i don't like that term but it is what is it bc desperately trying to change the narrative anytime he doesn't fit the image they've made of him as a stoic, well spoken, "perfect" man is parasocial in its very definition. add him sending a letter to this girl they've managed to indoctrinate as being the devil incarnate and it verges past being a supporter and straight into ownership. calling him crazy/insane/schizophrenic as soon as they realised they couldn't deny that it was him, that he CHOOSES to reply to these ppl w equal enthusiasm bc he has his agency, doesn't come off as someone "normal" like they love to self proclaim, it come's off like a fan in denial.

HEAVY on him having his agency, because him writing and getting letters is one of the few ways he's still able to maintain and control a sense of it while in prison. I don't think it's only blatant jealousy, bc getting upset over what letter he sends, and then getting riled up and mad over who receives mail from him, is absolute PICK-ME behavior if you look at it.

Like, yes, I’m not gonna lie—I do get a little envious when I see people not only receive letters from him, but even just see their letter make it into the catalog. I’ve sent him several, expressing my heartfelt support and respect, along with words of affirmation and funny stories, and yeah, it would be nice to know that maybe, one day, one of mine will reach him too. I think we all want a letter we’ve written—one with intent, with purpose, from the heart—to reach the person it’s meant for, especially when it's written with sincerity and care, it’s only natural to hope it finds its way to them soon. But me getting my panties in a bunch isn’t going to make the mail get there any quicker.

Envy is a natural reaction and feeling to experience, and that’s okay. With envy, you can also vicariously live through someone else and wish it was you, while still enjoying what they’re sharing. And for the fact many people have shared their letters, even though they didn’t have to, which is generous enough.

But getting mad, pressed, and outright fucking territorial over a man who doesn’t even know you (and maybe who probably hasn’t even gotten your letter) and who’s in federal prison, where he doesn’t have much say in his daily life right now… over who he chooses to write back to? bffr

And to then try and take ownership over the state of his mental and emotional health just bc you don’t like how he’s interacting with people in a humorous, enthusiastic, even lighthearted way? As if he’s not supposed to have moments of spark, connection, or joy, just because of the conditions he’s in? At this point, I’m honestly not sure if some people would rather only be fed content of him facing trauma and sitting in trauma

[kitskiis]

No offense to the ranchers of course I’m so happy double life gave us that duo but sometimes I wish I lived in a timeline where Mumbo was in double life and got linked with Jimmy only because I know ppl would go crazy over the coal miner curse thing he has going on. Like as of right now it’s kinda just a funny “oh that’s weird that it happened twice” thing but if they were soul linked ppl would never shut up about that and it makes me sad that I’m never gonna get to see that

[redstarwriting]

pda/general affection hcs | i.

ft. hobie brown & miles morales

request?: yes

request: “Hiiii!!! I am absolutely IN LOVE with ur the clash series and I can't wait to see how it progresses!!! Could u do some pda/general affection hcs for the spider verse characters? I would love to see Miles and Hobie hcs but it's rlly up to whatever characters u would wanna write for. Endless thanks!!”

warnings:  language, cuteness, mentions of dying, mentions of injuries, mentions of throwing up, mentions of being overwhelmed

a/n: i love hcs lol this was actually how i first starting writing and it’s so fun bc i can be my sarcastic self without having to change any of it teehee, thank you for requesting anon! thinking of doing this for other characters to, what does everyone think?

i’ve made a pt ii. to this with gwen and pavitr if you wanna check it out!

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hobie brown | spider-punk

pda

- he’s kind of a middle ground - not crazy about it - not against it at all - he just - hold onto your hats for this one - ✨he does what he wants✨ - ofc it also depends who’s company you’re in - if y’all are with Miles, Gwen, and Pavitr, he’s super comfortable and a part - of his body will always be touching yours - but it’s not like he’s goin out of his way to be like LOOK AT MY PARTNER - HOWEVER - if he’s ANYWHERE where there are authority figures? - *cough* miguel *cough* - he will just start to make out with you - LMAO - “Hobie, can you stop kissing your partner and listen to me.”   “No.”   “You’re aware of how rude you’re being?”   “Good.” - if you don’t like it ofc he won’t but he WILL be touchier with you in those moments - because it pisses people off - and he loves that - also if he felt threatened? - he’d probably get a little touchier than usual - but honestly he almost never feels threatened so who knows if you’d ever experience that - and if he did ever feel threatened he would feel better knowing that you always wear one of his studded bracelets - ppl will ask where you got it and you’ll be all - “Oh! My boyfriend Hobie!” - he loves seeing the hope drain out of anyone’s eyes when he appears behind you after that statement, he finds it so amusing every time - he’s only obsessed with a few things - like there is something he will ALWAYS do - he is OBSESSED and i mean OBSESSSSSEEDDD with having his hand in your back pocket - at all times - only if it isn’t around your shoulders (another obsession of his) - like y’all are going to one of his shows? - you enter with his hand in your back pocket - after gets offstage? - hand in back pocket - walking home? - hand in back pocket - sometimes y’all will walk instead of him picking you up and webbing back home JUST BECAUSE he wants to put his hand in your back pocket - he also LOVES using you as an armrest - if you’re short, he places his arm on your head like an armrest - if you’re average height, he’s still using your head as an armrest - if you’re tall or as tall as him he will climb a wall to use your head as an armrest - it gets you flustered and he thinks it’s adorable! - and eye contact? - he will keep his eyes trained on you at all times - he’s always looking at you - or else he’s looking for you - only looks away SOMETIMES when he’s talking to other people - “Hobie, I’m over here.”   “Yeah, I know.”   “So stop looking at them, I’m the one talking to you.”   “Yeah, but you ain’t the fittest person in the room so piss off, eh?” - that being said - there is something he just doesn’t do in public - he doesn’t hold hands - i do feel like he would hold pinkies with you upon request - but holding hands just isn’t his thing - in public👀

general affection

- THIS MAN HAS THE WORLD FOOLED - he acts all nonchalant about it - acts like he only does pda to go against societal rules - which he does BUT ALSO - he is so touchy - he isn’t clingy by any regard - but he LOVES being affectionate - just like the smallest things - every morning when y’all wake up in the same bed together and he wakes up before you (which is a lot bc he doesn’t sleep well) he will place a feather-light kiss somewhere on your face so he doesn’t wake you up - but like clockwork - he will do it - and after he will just lay there and hold you for a bit - even when during the night the two of you separate from each other he will always reach out for you during those times - and he will maneuver you back into his arms so he can just lay there with you for a bit - every time you ask him why he just tells you you make him a “bloody softie” - which yeah you do - but also - he gets scared when he comes home, you won’t be there - with his job that isn’t really a job and all, he gets so nervous that you’ll just be fed up with it and leave - or worse, you’ll be used as bait for him - bait which he would immediately take, of course - he even does it because he thinks about the possibility of him not coming home one day - and he wants you to feel like you were loved if that happens - he also just loves the little smile that comes to your face every morning - when you realize he’s done it again - and that is just ONE THING - he hates getting injured, but would lie if he said he hated getting patched up by you - when you’re cleaning his wounds with alcohol the two of you hold hands - he’ll squeeze when it stings and you’ll squeeze when you feel bad - so you’re kinda squeezing his hand the whole time - but you know how i said he doesn’t hold hands in public? - at home it’s a different story - watching tv? - hands are held - looking at the stars from the top of a building? - hands are held - throwing up after drinking too much? - hands are held - so is hair - and he rubs your back - you rub his - he adores back scratches (not when he’s throwing up just in general LMAO) - one thing he didn’t realize he loved so much until it happened was when he was sitting and playing his guitar on y’alls bed - just mindlessly finger picking some melodies - and you came up and sat behind him and put your head on his shoulder and wrapped your arms around his waist and kissed his cheek and just - stayed there - it made him melt - he loves it so much - he especially loves it when you hum along - even if you can’t hold a tune - it’s the most beautiful thing he’s ever heard he doesn’t care - you can expect him to be all over you the minute he gets back from being Spider-Punk - especially when he has a bad day - i could probably give more examples but this is already kinda long lmao oops

overall

- he LOVES affection - public and private - if he loves you, he’s gonna show it - he’s gonna scream it, literally and figuratively - everyone will know y’all are together - which he loves - but that’s not why he does it - he just loves you - and doesn’t care what other ppl think 🤭

miles morales | spider-man

pda

- omg this lil man is so awkward - i’m far older than him and he makes me think of how nervous and awkward i was at his age when it came to any type of romance - so i can see him being SO unintentionally awkward in public - he tries so hard to be cool - but omg - the tiniest thing will go wrong and he’ll go from 😏 to 😟 - everything is the end of the world until you assure him it isn’t - like the time he saw you outside around Brooklyn Visions Academy and thought it’d be so cute to go up behind you and cover your eyes and say “guess who :)” - except it wasn’t you - you were across the street and watched it all go down - he literally made eye contact with you the minute he tried to be cute - the HORROR on his face - he was immediately apologizing to the random person he just did that to - in the moment you were so confused - but when you and him were in his dorm and he was flailing his arms around -and yelling in lowercase explaining it? - oh my god - hilarious - he was all pouty when you started laughing so you had to attack his face with little kisses to make him cheer up - one would have done the trick but he was grateful for all of the ones you gave him regardless - or the time he went to wrap his arm around your waist during lunch because he wanted to be all cute in school and you turned around as soon as he put his arm out and tried to walk and his sturdiness and strength made you literally drop your lunch tray and the food went everywhere - and there you were again in his dorm as he was flailing his arms around and yelling in lowercase apologizing because you just got new shoes and he ruined it and— - shut him up with a kiss, would you? - a display of public affection that always happens though is you’re always in his jacket - to the point where he has two of the same jacket now so you guys can be twinning :,) - “Look, babe! Same jacket!”   “Oh my god wait! We’re gonna be so cute!”   “I know, right? Pretty smart and cute of me, huh?”   “Very smart and cute of you, Miles.” - he also loves to have his hand on top of yours whenever he can - he’ll do it in class - if y’all go out to eat - if he’s sketching and you’re next to him - and holding hands in public is a favorite of his - it’s very tiny things that he does because every time he tries something big something goes wrong - like opening a door for you and motioning you to go in before him - and always being ready to steady you if you would trip (which happens more than he thought it would) - and always fixing your necklace that he bought you for your birthday (with the help of Rio) when the little clasp comes down in the front - he’s constantly staring at you with a dopey grin on his face - literally will get called out in class because he’s just 👁👄👁 - and then he gets all flustered  - but the smile you get on your face letting him know you like him that much will relax him - will go from “I’m sorry I didn’t mean to draw attention to you!” to “yeah, you like that? imma do it more then.” - he’ll also pretend to drum on you with his pencils when you’re near him - especially if he has his headphones in - he likes to play this game where you guess which one of his songs he’s jamming out to - sometimes he says you got it right when you get it wrong just to see you get excited - and he doesn’t necessarily mean for this to be a public display of affection, - but his constant drawing of you is frequently watched by other classmates - the only person who has successfully seen his bold moves of affection is Ganke, and he pretends to gag every time lol

general affection

- he’s such an affectionate boy 🥹 - like i said, Ganke is the only one who successfully sees his physical affection plots work - he’s much smoother when people aren’t around - and yes, he has shown you the shoulder touch - you did it to him once and he short-circuited - i’m so serious he accidentally shocked you - but then he hugged and kissed you for like 40 minutes afterward cause he felt bad - so it wasn’t too bad of an experience - but when it comes to physical affection in private, he’s worlds better at it - any time he plays video games, whether that be with you or Ganke, he has his leg over top of yours - He loves watching movies with you where you lay your head on his lap and he just mindlessly draws little shapes on your shoulder - he also loves having you laying on top of him while y’all cuddle - it makes him feel safe (and he gets to steal soooo many kisses from you) - you’re kinda like his very own weighted blanket but not even because his spider strength makes you feel like a feather - but it’s also an easy way for him to keep a hold of you and feel like he’s protecting you - he also loves to take you web swinging - holding you super close and taking you to a tall building away from anyone who can see y’all - he loves that - sometimes he’ll have like a whole picnic type date set up and y’all will just have a cute lil date on the top of the one world trade center - he also loves having you over to his place - his parents love you - and you love them - they make him keep his door cracked when y’all are in there together but it’s mainly because they love to peek in and see their son so in love - Jefferson took like 74 pictures the first time he saw y’all napping together - And Rio took like 52 pictures when she caught the two of you on the roof of the building and he was playing you a playlist he made for you - he does that a lot but that was the first time Rio saw it - she was ecstatic lol - he occasionally will just poke you for no reason - and by occasionally i mean he does it constantly - “Miles? Why did you do that?”   “Do what?”   “I literally saw you poke me.”   “No, I didn’t”   “…”   “…”   “I did, you’re just so cute, I don’t know.” - he also loves drawing on your hand - the back of your hand has constant Miles doodles - sometimes it’s stuff like the two of your initals in a heart - sometimes it’s Spider-Man - sometimes it’s just whatever was on his mind - but you love your constant Miles hand drawings - and he feels like it’s some sort of way for other people to know you’re his - but when he does it it’s so cute - cause he’s so gentle - and no one is watching - but you’re sitting there and just smiling as he creates a work of art on your hand and the playlist he made full of songs that remind him of how you made him feel the first time he saw you is softly playing in the background - he calls them temporary tattoos and one day you’re going to actually get one of the doodles tattooed on you somewhere - he’ll probably have a heart attack from how much he loves it but hey that’s fine he’ll recover - speaking of he loves to draw with you - he doesn’t care about your skill level, he just loves to be creative with you - he also is very much all about making sure you’re eating - getting enough sleep - prioritizing yourself above everything else - and if anything is ever bothering you - he is There - he will always be there and it’s very comforting - he just wants you to be happy all the time and does his best to do so - and you feel the same - so any time the responsibility of Spider-Man is too much for him - or when his parents get on him because he’s hiding half of who he is - you’re there for him - often times after he comes home from a long day of Spider-Manning he’s the one who is being held, but you’re fine with that - cause he can be vulnerable with you and he needs it

overall

- Miles is getting the hang of being in a relationship - he really does love pda but is so bad at it lmao - when he gets better beware - you will be a melting mess in public all the time - but for right now it’s just behind the scenes where he’s able to show how he really feels - give him all the hugs he needs ‘em

[shinoko-oshi]

Shutting a very (nervous) chatty soap up by letting him give you head under the table of a fairly fancy restaurant?

First of all can I just say me and other anons inspire to be like you? You got courage for not making your request anonymous, knowing me I probably would. Thank you brave knight.

(also for the other ppl in my inbox I promise to get around to ur requests, I won’t forget abt you, my pookies)

Johnny couldn’t help it— really.

Didn’t matter how many times he’d seen you naked. Didn’t matter how long you two had been together. Didn’t matter how familiar he was with every inch of your body.

You, sitting across from him in that dress, laughing at his stupid jokes, your head tilted back, eyes shining under the dim restaurant lights—yeah, he was fucked.

It was like that saying, killing two birds with one stone.

The first stone? That dress, the way it clung to you, teasing just enough skin to drive him crazy, the way it hugged your curves, dipping low at the neckline, riding high when you crossed your legs.

The second? Your laugh, bright and careless, the kind that had other people glancing over, drawn in by the sound, by the way you lit up from just talking to him. And God, he loved that. Loved making you laugh, loved knowing he was the reason for the little crinkle at the corners of your eyes, the way your nose scrunched up just slightly when you smiled too hard.

And now, here he was, shifting in his seat, blood rushing south, face heating as he tried to play it cool.

He started rambling. A nervous tic. Words spilling out of his mouth without thought.

“And y’know—he said he didn’t like the color black, but he was wearin’ black, and—”

“Are you nervous?” You smirked, swirling your wine, taking a slow sip, never breaking eye contact.

“No—I just—”

“You’ve barely touched your food.”

“Maybe I’m hungry for somethin’ else.”

You chuckled, leaning in slightly. “Yeah? Then come here.”

In an instant, he was under the table, lifting the cloth to duck beneath before letting it fall back into place, cloaking him in darkness. His hands finding your legs, skimming up your calves, lips following, pressing wet, open-mouthed kisses along your skin.

Your heel slid up his thigh, finding the hard outline of his cock, pressing down just enough to make him groan.

“Think you need to be quiet,” you teased, voice low. “Wouldn’t want anyone to hear, yeah?”

Johnny nodded, even though you couldn’t see him.

His fingers curled around your thighs, parting them just enough to push your dress up. He wasted no time, shoving the fabric higher until he could reach your panties, hooking two fingers around the lace and pulling them aside.

And then, without hesitation, he buried his face between your legs.

His tongue was hot and wet as he licked into you, slow at first, teasing, savoring. Then deeper, more eager, as if he’d been starving for it, as if your taste was the only thing that could satisfy him.

Your heel slipped off, leaving only your painted toes teasing against his aching cock, each nudge making him groan harder against you. The vibrations sent a shiver up your spine, had you tangling your fingers in his hair, pressing his face further against you in warning.

And then—

“Everything alright? How’s the food?”

Your head snapped up, body going rigid as the waiter’s voice pulled you back to reality.

Johnny didn’t stop. Didn’t slow. If anything, he doubled down, his tongue flicking against your clit just to watch you struggle.

You swallowed, clearing your throat, forcing a tight smile.

“Uh—yeah,” you said, voice a little breathy. “Good. Great. The food is great.”

“And your date?”

“Bathroom.” you forced out, gripping the table for balance. “Yeah—he’s in the bathroom.”

[dream-with-a-fever]

Asks/prompts about hinny:

I’m forever a sucker for the Weasleys finding out about them dating and what their reactions might be - when do you think each family member found out and how did it go?

Have a lovely day xx

oh i loooooove this question!!!

okay so i think ron 100% tells the twins straight away, just like ginny had with him and lavender, and they’re ofc thrilled. they definitely would’ve given harry shit and teased ginny about her life long crush returning her affections lmao - but given that they were broken up by the time they saw the twins again, i think fred and george were more sensitive about it. they hated how down ginny was after the breakup, and treaded lightly with their teasing during that time. i think george would’ve resumed the teasing a few years after the war, when he was in a slightly better place mentally. but he loved harry like a brother, and knew how happy he made ginny and vice versa. and he knew fred felt the exact same way :’)

i feel like percy wouldn’t have known anything about harry and ginny dating, but he would’ve been very business like in his approval of their coupling. saying ‘so pleased to have you as part of the family, harry’ in his pompous but still warm manner. he definitely felt mostly guilty about the way he had treated harry (and his family, but in terms of politics, he really did throw harry to the dogs) and is overly polite in his company, to try and make up for his past behaviour. he thinks they’re well matched if a little chaotic.

i LOVE the headcanon that bill literally assumed harry and ginny were already together during the christmas break in harry’s sixth year. he noticed the way harry’s eyes lit up whenever she spoke, caught him staring at her several times, ginny’s playful (but totally platonic…) teasing and touching of harry. she bullied the boy into helping her make all the paper chains, like bill definitely thought this boy is WHIPPED. and when he asks ron and ron’s all WHAT no they are NOT dating are you CRAZY bill’s like wtf ok. so he’s not at all surprised when he finds out that they did in fact get together. obviously bill approves, knowing how deeply and unabashedly they love each other, he thinks it will last.

charlie found out around the same time bill did, and he was happy for them. but didn’t really have an opinion either way, because he was often still in romania or other parts of europe working. he thinks harry‘a a good lad tho, and knows he’s basically part of the family anyway so it works out pretty nicely

now with ron, we see a lot of his reaction in the books anyway, but i 100% think ron was supportive of the relationship, i mean he literally tells ginny she should choose someone better next time and nods at harry??? like he may have been protective but he ultimately knew harry was a good guy, and that if he could trust anyone to take care of his sister and be a good partner for her, it would be him. i also think contrary to other peoples’ opinions, he isn’t like jealous nor does he feel like he’s been replaced by ginny in harry’s life. they’re BESTFRIENDS. nothing is ever going to change that - he knows this. and you can bet he was not at all unhappy about the newfound alone time he was getting with hermione :)) he was their biggest supporter (maybe second biggest - behind hermione ofc). and despite the initial shock of the common room kiss, i think he’s very much, yeah i called it years ago, it was bound to happen. and now i have another brother!!! it’s so so wholesome. and you just know ginny, ron and harry get on as a trio anyway. two of his favourite ppl together, ofc he’s happy.

now arthur and molly!!!!!! i wish we got to see more of their reactions tbh. i think arthur, like bill, probably thought they were already together during that christmas break, but never mentioned it to anyone except molly. who dismissed it at first, saying ginny got over her little crush ages ago, but she keeps a close eye on them after that, and definitely starts to see what arthur’s seeing. when ginny writes home telling them that her and harry are in fact seeing each other, molly weeps tears of pure delight. he’s basically a son to her anyway, and she couldn’t be more pleased that they’ve found happiness together. but she definitely is a bit nervous about how close now TWO of her children are to harry bc he’s a target, and bc he always lands himself in sticky situations (she doesn’t blame him ofc) but she worries non stop because he is so brave, selfless and stubborn and so are her children, and she’s well aware that they all seem to encourage each other’s somewhat reckless impulses (see, ron and harry flying a car to hogwarts, all three rushing to the ministry as a bunch of teens to fight death eaters etc). after the war, she is just happy for them tho. and despite being initially strict about hermione and ginny staying in their room, and ron and harry staying in theirs, she definitely starts to look the other way, when she spots harry creeping down the hallway in the early hours of the morning to sneak into her daughter’s room. he freezes when he sees her, clamming up, incredibly embarrassed, but she merely smiles and nods in the direction of the ginny’s room as if to say, well, go on then, because she too knows what it is to struggle through many a sleepless night worrying about loved ones, suffering trauma and loss, and needing to be close to the one you love the most. and arthur feels the same way. and he’s thrilled that now he’ll have even more opportunities to badger harry about how washing machines work, and why muggles dress up as witches and monsters on halloween.

what can i say, harry and ginny are a very, very loved couple. by the weasley family, and a lot of others too. they’re just too precious.

i hope you have a wonderful day too, and thank you for this ask! 🤍

[stargirlexie]

I saw a post about if sukuna had been trapped in some girls body instead of yuujis and just had to witness her girl blogging all day and I had to write it out. So yeah that’s what this is :)

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Human_planet New Post: Wed. June 4. 4:43am

So earlier me and my friends were dicking around at this abandoned hospital. I didn’t want to go because back when I was a kid and I had those hallucinations that was one of the places I had the worst one I had ever had. But I never told I friends about all that because they’d think I was crazy so I went. God I hope they don’t see this. So anyways we were in this hospital walking around and I got this feeling. I almost never feel it this strong since I got on my meds but holy shit it was strong this time. So I was trying to tell them that I think we should get the fuck out of there without making them think I’m insane but they just said I was fine and we kept exploring. As we walked around and explored the feeling kept getting stronger and stronger to the point I was nauseous and was getting so paranoid I could barely keep walking. Uh but then we go into this dark ass room and my dumbass friends found a GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKING FINGER honestly idk how they found it i was too busy not freaking out to pay attention to them. But jace took it to their house for some bc the bandages had runes n shit on it. I’ll keep y’all updated on the finger my friends found ig bc other than that my life has been pretty fucking boring.

Human_planet New Post: Thurs. June 5. 2:24pm

I have officially come to the conclusion that all of my friends are insane. So everyone read about the finger my friends found yesterday and I have come to my loyal followers with an update. They dared me to eat it. Let me repeat that for the people in the back. They. Dared. Me. To. Fucking. Eat. A. Disembodied. Finger. WHO WOULD FUCKING DO THAT???? They’re all assholes. They saw how I was tweaking when I was around the finger and I guess they came to the amazing conclusion that I SHOULD EAT IT???? Are they fucking toddlers? Why do they want to eat everything they find interesting? Why am I not surprised? WHY WOULD I FUCKING DO THAT???? Anyways the update is that i will absolutely never eat a dead finger that is ANCIENT by the way. And also that I should probably re-evaluate my friendships and boundaries. Anyways I’ll be back with more yapping later! Bye bye chat

Human_planet New Post: Thurs. June 5. 5:47 pm.

I ate the god damn finger. I really need to work on boundary setting.

Human_planet New Post: Thurs. June 5. 6:03pm

IM FUCKING DYING OH MY FUCKING GOD

Human_planet New Post: Thurs. June 5. 7:56pm.

So… I didn’t die. But I still haven’t ruled out the dying possibility. Who knows maybe hearing a VERY angry man screaming in my head is just a hallucination that the poison in that old ass finger gives ppl before they die, I don’t know I’m not a old finger poison expert. But anyways yeah now there’s some guy screaming in my brain and it’s kinda giving me a headache if I’m being honest. Why can’t he shut up? I just want to die in peace. He can stop screaming nonsense about curses and violence and that he’s “the king of curses” and that I’m not worthy to have him in my body and let the poison take me silently. I need another joint. Fuck this stupid old finger poison. Bye guys.

Human_planet New Post: Fri. June 6. 9:42 pm

Uhh so I’m not dead. The man hasn’t stopped screaming and I just slept for over 24 hours and my mom thought I did in fact die. So I should probably be comforting her about scaring her like that and not posting. I’ll be back and if I don’t die I’ll update y’all.

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So that’s my first part 😼😼 I haven’t made a name for it yet but yeah

[alicent-hightowers-spouse]

The amount of ppl who don’t realize that Alicent choosing Helaena’s safety over her sons and Helaena willingly giving up her son to protect her daughter are direct parallels drives me crazy. LIKE ITS SO OBVIOUS!!!!! And it’s such an important part of the message of the show and also Alicent’s character development!!!!

I think that’s why it makes me so mad when ppl berate Alicent in the finale for “choosing Rhaenyra”! Because she wasn’t choosing Rhaenyra, she was choosing her daughter! Her now being able to be at peace with Rhaenyra was an obvious benefit, because her love for Rhaenyra is also important, BUT she never would have made that choice for JUST Rhaenyra.

It’s all about making sacrifices as a mother. And how when it comes down to it, society wants you to choose your sons, because they’re the heirs, and they’re the ones who are “more important”. I mean, come on people, the reason why Aemma died is because Viserys was so obsessed with having a son. That’s a major part of the message about misogyny.

And so Alicent and Helaena choosing their daughters was their rebuttal against the patriarchy, and the only one they could really make.

And when it comes down to it, it was also Alicent choosing her younger self. This season also showed that Alicent really sees herself in her daughter, so in a way, choosing Helaena was also her way of making things up to her younger self. So, she also chose herself over her sons. Which again, she never would have done if she wasn’t protecting Helaena. But it annoys me when people call this selfish, because it’s like…. Yeah! She’s allowed to be selfish for once in her life. I was shocked by the amount of ppl who are self proclaimed “Alicent apologists” being annoyed once they perceived her as not a saint anymore. I also admired her love for her kids in the first season, but I’m also proud of how she’s growing to choose herself! And while she’s definitely not evil like her weird misogynistic haters make her out to be, she DOES have flaws. She’s a genuinely complex character, which is the reason why I thought everyone who liked her liked her in the first place.

But yeah it just annoys me when people say the finale was out of left field because I thought that Alicent’s actions in it made a lot of sense honestly. Idk maybe it’s because it’s different from the book and I’ve never read the book…

But during Blood and Cheese when Helaena chose her daughter I was like “I sense a parallel coming” … this is going to show Alicent something important… and I was not surprised when the parallel delivered 🤷

[fight-nights-at-freddys]

hey there! Feel free to block me if you want, especially if you find this rude or anything. This is actually genuine, i’m NOT being sarcastic or anti.

i’m on the fence about proshipping. On the one hand, don’t like it? Don’t read it. I’ve read some crazy fanfiction that teeters on the line, but that’s not the point. On the other hand, it gets to a point where…you’re just normalizing r@pe or inc3st in fiction. And people say it’s just fiction, but fiction can definitely influence reality! But writing shouldn’t be censored. People should be free to write what they want, however they want. It’s art and should be treated with the same diligence. However, the when, where and how proshipping fanfics are presented SHOULD MATTER. It’s not censorship to require warning tags, or restrict it from young readers more severely.

okay, that’s my little rant lol. Again, i’m not gonna think you hate me if you block me and never answer this ask. Just wanted to get some other points of view and share my own.

dwdw. and thank you for being so respectful and nice abt it <3 anti or not, its always appreciated/gen

and i (personally) have some views that are probably pretty controversial LMAO. Which is pretty much, if something is normalized in fiction and it doesn’t breach over into real life, we’re okay.

say for instance, murder is common in fiction, it has been justified, shown as good, etc etc. practically doesn’t get portrayed or seen as bad. yet irl if someone goes out there and kills a random family, ppl aren’t going to go “oh yeah, thats normal” they’re going to be upset and appalled for what that persons done.

same thing with incest and rape, theres been a lot of fanfics over the years that have those two things, yet both are absolutely abhorrent in real life bc they hurt people, and no amount of normalizing it in fiction will normalize it irl.

And we can even get into old examples like with Greek Mythology where rape and the incest were seen as normal(-ish) in the stories, and still, people think that those things are horrible in real life, so fiction didn’t affect reality there. So, why would it change with like, idk, a wincest or willmike fics.

yes writing can influence reality, but only if you let it. Do research, look at studies, don’t rely on words that a random person made up to tell a story, because then, you are at fault, not the creator or the work. (You spoken generally here, not at you anon)

If you live your life and base your knowledge only on fiction and nothing more, then yeah, your reality is going to be skewed, but again, thats not the fictions fault. - 🧁🍕

ofcofc! so, just to clear up any confusion, being proship JUST means being anti-harassment, and pro-ship and let ship. you don't gotta like what other people ship, you just gotta respect them enough to be able to block and move on.

i def agree, tags should be applied correctly, and mature content should be age restricted, but there's a limit to that imo. like, i wouldn't agree with sites making you show your ID or anything, due to the invasion of privacy, when a lot of the issue of kids being in spaces they shouldn't be could be solved by better parenting.

i also don't agree that certain kinds of fiction "normalize" rape or incest. fiction CAN influence reality, sure, but it's never gonna make you go from "incest bad" to "incest good" just from watching, like. game of thrones, ya know? there would 100% have to be a problem with the individual to begin with to even reach those kinda conclusions (and that's largely a problem with lack of parenting, education, or mental health resources)

my point is, if someone reads a yucky darkfic, and rape/murder/incest/whatever is depicted as good, it is still on you as the viewer as to how you react to it.

again, it's totally fine to think those kinds of fics/ships are disgusting! you're allowed to feel your feelings! but to assume that everyone who reads those fics has even the potential to be bad people just because they read those things is, like. objectively the wrong way to go about things

#/nm ofc - 🏁🎸

[starryjkoo]

"I'm speechless" "I'm disturbed" "I'm horrified" "I'm shocked" by the way this fandom treats Jimin, says so called "army".

No you aren't. You aren't none of those things cause you've sat back and watched it get worse and worse and watched tkk and Jimin antis ass manipulate and grow in packs targeting Jimin which then gave everyone else confidence enough to go after him, when they saw nothing happened to them. You are pretending to be outraged, to make yourself feel better for how badly its gotten and seeing now its starting to truly hinder Jimin's career and achievements. His own fandom mass voting against him to lose awards, while pretending its to support another member. BTW the same member who has been up for awards by himself and never had mass banning together to get him those awards, but suddenly he's up against this fandom's biggest rival Jimin and suddenly they care and want him to "win" Yeah right. They want Jimin to lose. This fandom has never lifted a finger for Jimin, even refusing to stream for him to keep from free falling. So don't act surprised now hypocrites. You are trying to clear your conscious and it's not happening. Congrats for giving antis a safe space to hate on Jimin. Now he is suffering in every way. This fandom thinks they're slick, but we all see through them.

I wanted to clarify, but I think you probably knew what I meant, the ask I sent about being appalled, shocked, etc, and this fandom pretending, was not directed to you. It was more me agreeing with you and venting toward this fandom and how they treat Jimin bad or turn a blind eye to the hate, but then turn around and act surprised, like they haven't watched it for years. Anyways, wanted to clarify that, but I think you probably knew what I meant lol.

(I got what you meant! But clarification is also always appreciated lol! 😭)

Being active in this fandom these past few weeks really has me feeling like this

I’m sorry for yapping about negative stuff so much on this blog lately 😭 I’m going to use your ask just to talk about this whole situation real fast, because yeah, it’s crazy.

About ARMYs turning a blind eye -- I watched a big JM biased account post something about people shading JM only to promptly delete because she got a little pushback from her moots. That goes to show you a lot of people in this fandom prioritize their following numbers & cliques over actually protecting the BTS members and speaking up when the fandom is being weird. Which... we've known for a long time. That passivity is what allowed the rotten parts of our fandom to grow so large and for the resentment towards Jimin to go on so long unchecked. It’s beyond frustrating to watch, so I feel you on that.

I will say that it has been nice to see quite a few even non-solos sticking up for Jimin though. I don’t know if it’s just my timeline but I’ve been surprised by the amount of pushback (not on voting for NJ, just on not abandoning JM or calling out the nastiness towards him) when I expected none. I just saw a decently big account who posted voting proof for Jimin (and NJ) and I was surprised? So you know what, I’ll take it. I wish people would have spoken up before things got to this point, but the silver lining is that at least we’re seeing a lot of support for Jimin overall. On the flipside, I literally got blocked by a few people just for saying that the fandom was acting weird towards Jimin (with proof) 🥴

But yeah… this situation… ARMYs are literally unleashing all the guilt they feel towards RL onto this one vote. The AMAs have now become symbolic for what they see as the ML (some ppl have flat out said Jikook, or even just JM) favoritism in the fandom and the RL neglect. All their angst and frustration around those topics (which I believe are misguided) is being poured onto this one vote. It’s why they’re so hostile about it.

For a portion of them, Jimin winning would literally represent protecting the status quo of unfairness & lack of support they feel for the RL (I’ll never understand why some of them act like Jikook are stealing streams and support from RL, but whatever). So yeah, some of them really, actively don’t want him to win — which is crazy! None of that baggage should have been placed on this one random AMA award. Some ARMYs intentionally started the discourse this way because they wanted to “take a stand for RL”. It was just brainless, irresponsible, or maybe coming from some, intentionally malicious idk.

They’ve also turned it into a fight against solos and diets. Some ARMYs are even saying “we can’t let solos win” “we can’t keep letting diets/solos manipulate us”. I guess Jimin winning, and supporting Jimin, is seen as solo behavior now? Apparently calling out antis is ALSO solo behavior? They literally get mad when you point out people are being weird towards JM because they don’t want to give solos any validation, acknowledge that ARMYs aren't perfect or because idk they don’t want to be bothered I guess? Or because it conflicts with their manipulative victimization narrative they’re trying to push so hard by lying about MAMA.

Anyways, they’re doing this whole “taking a stand for RL” thing, but what they’re taking a stand against is Jimin winning an award… ? 😭 do they not see how weird that is, and how potentially problematic framing it that way is? ARMYs over-associating Jimin with his solos has been such a massive issue all of CH2 (again, even HYBE mentioned it) and the reaction to this vote feels like the culmination of that (if JM wins get ready for a fandom implosion like you’ve never seen before).

& yeah the MAMA history revision is just… infuriating and I’m seeing so many people doing that? So many ARMYs trying to push the “fandom fave” allegations on JM (acting like there wouldn’t be fighting if the fandom decided to focus on him). It’s crazy because anyone who has actually been supporting him knows it’s been a constant fight, every award, every nomination, every milestone, all of his charting. Yes, he has some insane achievements and support, but damn it’s always a battle and it’s exhausting. Not a single award he’s been nominated for hasn’t been met with some sort of complaint or struggle from ARMYs. Only iheart (but all the jkk drama) and ARMYs ignored that one so… and every time he wins or achieves something there's ALWAYS a section of the fandom openly bitter about it.

Seeing people say “oh it was so easy to focus on one member when it was JM” no it wasn’t???? MAMA was a mess, and don’t even get me started on TMA where even that one voting fanbase (the only one who has officially endorsed this current strategy, go figure lol) was refusing to support him and laughing about another artist winning over him. omg, it’s so annoying to see so many people push that narrative.

I’m also going to say real fast how incredibly nasty, sinister, and manipulative it is that so many ARMYs are not only gaslighting about MAMA, but lying about why people are upset on this current situation. It has clearly ALWAYS been pushback on the people being openly anti towards Jimin and pushing shady narratives (that he has “enough” awards, that he “deserves it less”, insulting his artistry, outright shading him, fandom fave allegations, etc). It has also been frustration at being labeled an anti for wanting to support him at all.

This has been clear and well articulated from the beginning but a lot of ARMYs are like… sociopathically gaslighting the fandom about it? I’ve literally seen people up and down quotes with ss evidence saying “this is what we’re upset about” and ARMYs pretending they’re blind and continue making these hit victimization posts about “why are you guys calling us jm antis for voting for namjoon!”. No one is doing that??? ahdogaidgdghh it’s crazy. They are straight up ignoring all the people sharing literal screenshot proof of why we’re upset and inventing some scenario that never happened? 😭

It’s also ironic to see some ARMYs say things like ML biased are “obsessed with awards” and are “greedy” and “don’t want any of the other members to have anything”. It’s clearly projection because they’re the ones obsessed with those things? These people are losing their minds and being openly shady towards Jimin over awards and streams, as if having less of those things is the peak of unfairness. Meanwhile all of the BTS members chart their releases on global Spotify, have had multiple solo songs on billboard hot100, have sold over one million albums. Jhope is literally on a sold out solo tour that’s being met with an insane amount of enthusiasm…

It apparently doesn’t matter that Namjoon has had the most critically acclaimed and recognized solo album of CH2 because he doesn’t have a major fan voted popularity award (btw he does have a fan voted popularity award, just not a MAJOR one) so ARMYs hate him and his solo career is tragic and he cries himself to sleep every night and he’s a flop apparently. Do they hear themselves? Like yeah a conversation is to be had about supporting RL better, but the victimization is also crazy (and they are basically insulting Namjoon constantly with some of these narratives?).

And it’s funny how quick they are to lecture people on how “the BTS members aren’t competing against each other!” but they’ll be the first ones to compare their streams to complain about unfairness? It’s so bizarre and bitter. I’ve said it before but a lot of them use Jimin as the goalpost and measuring stick for the other members. If he achieves something others should be able to achieve it as well or it’s deemed unfair and favoritism (eg the whole billion club situation).

Do they not see what a toxic environment that creates and how much resentment it places on Jimin (and JK)? First of all, it’s highly illogical to compare them and their stats like that, but it’s also just directly pitting them against each other? (also no surprise the billion club gang are the ones who set the weird tone for this current discourse lol)

And the kicker is that Namjoon winning this one vote is not going to solve anything or change fandom culture, but a lot of them see it as some fix-all for the RL situation. I've seen some of them say that this would be a turning point 😭 you're right they don't care about Namjoon or they would have already been voting for the other award he's been nominated for (barely anyone is) and they'd be streaming his music more. I'm very curious what the debut streams will be for his collab after all these hit tweets about how important supporting "our leader" is and how he "deserves better". And that's no shade on him, I'm just pointing out how disingenuous some ARMYs are being over this vote when they have no plans on properly supporting him once it's over.

And the cult mentality is really off the charts with this situation. I forgot to mention, but I have no problem with the fandom deciding to focus on Namjoon. I understand the reasoning behind that and think it’s fair, although it is establishing a potentially problematic precedent (deciding one member has “enough awards” and all that). But trying to actively dissuade and bully people from voting for Jimin is taking it way too far. Also calling anyone who goes against a voting strategy decided on by one problematic fanbase and a handful of self appointed fandom leaders an anti is ridiculous. So if you don’t immediately fall in line with these random people you get witch hunted? Like, who do they think they are? It’s such an insane power trip, what controlling, audacious behavior. We’re not a dictatorship? There are no “fandom leaders”? And no, the fanbases did not “decide on a strategy” I've only seen one agree with it. It's not the same situation as MAMA where ALL the voting fanbases agreed on the strategy because it was the same strategy we’ve been following forever based on an objective criteria.

Anyways I’m voting for Jimin. I’m not going to pretend that I was ever NOT voting for Jimin lol, but still. I’m never going to let someone tell me I’m less of an ARMY for wanting to support my bias (which is only not allowed if your bias is Jikook apparently). It’s for some reason not okay to vote for a member just because you like their solo work, you have to vote based on an arbitrary system built around victimization and pity that a handful of self-appointed leaders suddenly decided on. Again, I don’t think the rationale for choosing Namjoon was bad or wrong, it’s the hostility and the expectation to entirely fall in line or be labeled a diet or solo.

If I want to vote for Jimin simply because I prefer his solo music (or for any reason) that doesn’t make me or anyone else less of an ARMY or means that I don’t care about Namjoon or that I'm a diet (a word they are really weaponizing these days). They can miss me with that manipulative cult bullshit. Anyone who thinks that way, I hope they wake up and realize that support for BTS does not need to be weighed and quantified like that. If you show any support even just by checking out a song one time, you’re an ARMY. Honestly you’re an ARMY just through liking BTS, you don’t have to do or be anything more than that. And there’s nothing wrong with wanting to focus on supporting your bias in the literal solo era 😭 some ARMYs actually do understand this, but not the ones on Twitter.

Also I didn’t talk about this but the fandom is now overrun with HL diets who do all the things they accuse ML diets of doing, they just get away with it by hiding behind the guilt ARMYs feel for HL. I wonder if they realize how harmful their narratives are to the people they supposedly stan, because trying to constantly paint RL as sad losers instead of very successful soloists with a lot of achievements, worth, respect, and popularity is certainly a choice, but whatever.

anyways I’m a lot calmer about all of this now than it seems 😭 but this has definitely been a train wreck and I think really shattered this already broken fandom even further. Genuinely nothing against Namjoon because I wouldn’t mind seeing him win an award like this, but I’d really like to see these particular bully wannabe faux leader ARMYs be humbled, and it would be heartening to imagine the support Jimin receives outweighs his antis by a lot. And I'd like to see the fandom fallout of that, ngl.

[psychette]

RATING AIB (S1) CHARACTERS (part 1)

HIKARI KUINA : 11/10 - i watched alice in borderland JUST for kuina. transgender characters always give me comfort as a trans person. watched for her, ended both seasons with her STILL as my favorite character. i loved every scene she was in and even watch kuina-specific scenepacks during class or just anywhere i am. also i’m excited for s3 because i’m hoping to see her. a majority of my crashouts were from the idea that she would die.

SHUNTARO CHISHIYA : 9/10 - great character, i love when characters have a cheshire cat personality… or something like that. something about chishiya’s energy feels so unreal. he’s pretty much the most favorited character in the fandom but a majority still mischaracterizes him. i love his dynamic with EVERY character. can you tell i’m in love with platonic kuina x chishiya? they’re literally wlw mlm solidarity!!

RYOHEI ARISU : 8.8/10 - he’s absolutely so adorable ???? his strategic thinking and creative intelligence never fails to captivate me. he looked cute both in the manga and in the series ngl.. his constant motivation to save people, not just himself. crazy how he worked so hard just for a joker card. arisu’s a really great character, i just gave him a 8.8 bc im not VERY interested in protagonists in terms of favoriting characters. he has a high score because of how well written he is, and i live for that!

YUZUHA USAGI : 10/10 - she deserves the WORLD oh my god. i love me a strong climber girl wtf. the second i saw her in the tag game i was crashing out and was so excited when i found out she was going to be a big character for the series. my roman empire was when she was injured but still saved arisu when he was getting manipulated by mira into thinking he was actually a mental hospital patient. yes she has 10/10 cz she’s a woman and im gay. sawry.

DAIKICHI KARUBE : 9.8/10 - yeah sorry he’s my token boyfriend in aib, as a lesbian.. HELP. he was literally so charming i miss him so much come back husband… i know he’s a 9.8 which is shocking as i call him my token bf of aib, i just dont find myself THAT captivated over men most of the time. also bc he only had screentime for the first few episodes + arisu’s flashbacks + the end of s2. still love him over every man in the series.

CHOTA SEGAWA : 7/10 - i see a lot of ppl who like him but don’t even see him as a favorite. he didn’t strike me as much as other characters did but smth about his friendliness and playfulness with his friends really made me think about my own friend group. he was a good friend to arisu and karube, and i would KILL to have a friendship like theirs. he was too sweet for the borderlands. he just wanted to be with his friends

SAORI SHIBUKI : 0/10 - ppl actually miss her ?? i lowkey moved on from her fast lol. she didn’t mean so much to me. also not a big fan of chota x shibuki. chota was literally injured, mentally vulnerable, was still processing what was going on, and was in extreme mental distress because of that. she took advantage of that. i don’t really care if it was consented. her death wasn’t that sad for me. yes, she died with karube and chota but she wasn’t really that special to me lol

SUGURU NIRAGI : 7.5/10 - “his rating shouldn’t be this high!” he got a -3.5 for trying to do hanky panky with usagi twice and yes, it made me uncomfortable. he just has a 7.5 because his character IS well written. the way his brain reacted, how he behaved, how he responded. his quote, “i don’t know if they hated me because i was twisted or i became twisted because they hated me.” really said a lot about him. his hanky panky stuff only shows more depth of his character. and no i don’t excuse it, as i said, it made me uncomfortable to the point i had to take a short break from watching. yet it doesn’t change his archetype, he’s well written, admit it.

LAST BOSS : 4/10 - i love his appearance and dramatic katana sword shit but this man tried killing my girl. fuck u tryna do. 4 is all u is getting. no other words

ANN : 7.5/10 - im sorry guys dont shoot me, i like her and shes super pretty but i literally have nothing else to say except that

TAKERU “HATTER” DANMA : 6/10 - idk man he’s really good i love his whole story stuff with aguni and how his character developed but he also made me uncomfortable at times. plz tell me why the scene where he’s grabbing ass shows up right when im next to my mom. lord save me. still haven’t analyzed him so much but i’ll get into that i swear

AGUNI : 6/10 - same thoughts as hatter. he’s pretty cool ngl. i lowkey thought of him as an asshole bc of that one scene in tag where he doesn’t save his buddy that he just uses for bait unfortunately. also ik this happens in s2 but the thing he had with akane made me so uncomfortable

KODAI TATTA : 3.5/10 - specifically in s1 i really wasn’t interested in him that much, he’s pretty okay. i don’t really care.

[yourlocalbadgerscales]

Picture this for s5 guys… the citizens of Hawkins definitely still blame Eddie and Hellfire for the apocalypse, that’s for sure. So the Party will definitely be targeted by so many ppl in s5. They’ll be harassed by people that go to their school, they’ll have the adults whispering about them behind their backs, yk everyone will be going craaazy over these kids’ supposed involvement with the state Hawkins is in. And with everyone going insane over this supposed satanic cult that has brought destruction and chaos to Hawkins, everyone will be coming up with increasingly crazy theories.

Will ‘Zombie Boy’ Byers returning from the dead at twelve years old after one week of being missing, even though his dead freaking body was found, will definitely be brought up. People will start speculating, that’s for sure. And the rumours of him being gay, a queer, will definitely not help his case iykwim…

BUT HERE’S WHERE IT GETS INTERESTING! the town of Hawkins is in shambles as the apocalypse is just around the corner, and on top of that people start arguing about Will Byers’ involvement in it all. Hawkins is divided when people start taking sides… some think Will might be the reincarnation of Jesus Christ or some shit like that and that’s why he returned from the dead, while the rest believe he was involved with Hellfire somehow even though he didn’t live in Hawkins while his friends were active in Hellfire.

This would be so freaking interesting im screaminggggggg

I’m not done btw!!

What if Karen Wheeler starts insisting the whole family should go to church every now and then, because yk, the whole apocalypse thing and the whole anyone-could-die-at-any-moment thing… she starts acting strange, and Mike notices. And then he starts realising why after a few too many slips of tongue (that last sentence sentence looks so fucking weird, i should sleep shouldn’t i)… and then Karen just stops caring about holding back, and the two get into a fight when Karen reveals her concern about the whole Hellfire thing. The rumours have managed to make her question whether she should trust her son or not, and she brings up Will’s disappearance and wonders if that had anything to do with satanic rituals or something like that. And Mike is fucking FUMING, because how can his own mother think these things about him?? What has led her to believe he’s involved in satanic stuff since before he was twelve years old?? Is everyone in Hawkins going fucking CRAZY??

But Karen refuses to back down, and then she has the NERVE to bring WILL into it and goes on about how she doesn’t want Mike to hang out with him anymore because “see what happens, mike? see what happens when you’re involved with people like him?” and Mike is just NOT having it and he storms off, absolutely fuming.

And NO im not trying to make Karen seem like a bad person but like. I NEED the adults in Hawkins to go fucking insane over the situation play. Including Karen. Because ANGSTTTTTTT

the Karen and Mike angst if this happened in s5 would be CHEFS KISS and a lot of ppl would probably hate Karen or smth but like i forgive her, i can’t blame her tbh

im slowly realising that like 80% of this post makes no sense because its late at night and im so freaking tiredddsd but yeah uh. Flood this post with notes so i remember it tmrw okay? i hope this makes some sense at least so yall understand what i mean at least

[delugyu]

pls share where you learned about astrology! i want to learn how to read my friends’ charts

gladly!! bunch of resources under the cut 🤍

i LOVE astrolibrary.org, it’s super beginner friendly and i took a lot of my first astrology notes off that website lol. it has pretty much all the basic info, and it covers everything in a pretty easy to understand way

i found this book helpful once i had a basic understanding of the planets, signs, and houses, but this book also has a lot of haters so 😭 to each their own! it was cool to me, but i don’t subscribe to every concept the author writes about. the general stuff is pretty good

astro.com is many people’s favorite for good reason, they’ve got great resources. i learned about aspects there, which took a while for me to understand, but their explanations were actually really helpful. they also have a side website astrowiki which has an explanation to pretty much any concept you’d like

there’s a lot of great tumblr blogs for astrology too: aqua737, astrosky33, crystalsenergy, and etherealdiva, to name a few favorites. i used to scroll through “astrology masterlist” posts on tumblr and just click every link lol. take some astrology posts here with a grain of salt, though, cause not everyone is super informed and there’s plenty of ppl just making stuff up 😭

i also find astrology forums pretty helpful. i’d sometimes go on the reddit page for astrology, but i also like more specific ones like lindaland. fair warning tho there are some crazy people there LMFAO but there’s also some really interesting and cool info to be found.

i love the astrology podcast, which you can find on youtube! i would sit down, listen and take notes for like fifteen minutes at a time, because any more than that was too much at once to digest lol. those videos really helped solidify my understanding of astrological concepts though, and it convinced me to use the whole house system instead of placidus. but yeah love their stuff!

not a resource but a general tip of mine: dig deep into one specific thing that interests you! let’s say you find yourself really intrigued by the idea of house rulers—okay, now you go search “first house ruler in the first house”. find a good blog, take notes. “first house ruler in the second house” same thing. going on and on and until you covered all the areas. zeroing in on certain concepts that you actually find fun will help inspire you to learn more about other concepts

there’s soooo many great resources i’ve used over the years and i’m so bummed i can’t remember all of them, but i hope this list gives you a good starting point!!! i’m literally so happy to get someone started on their astrology journey lol have fun friend!

[ratchma]

hey man just here to say I would trust you with my life around pharma. literally whatever you say I believe in because he’s been done unbelieeeevably dirty in the most unbearable ways by the larger fandom and every day I see t//rnma I go guuuuugh. not a person in here knows how to treat pharma with nuance or Not sexualize him or nor bother to understand ratchet and pharma’s actual er. Situation. without making it a surface-level yandere thing or wowwww isn’t pharma ABUSIVE then your art comes down like an angel splitting the heavens and I’m like YAAAAYYYYYY!!!!!!!! they can finally lay me down to die…..

this is all ive ever wanted to gain ..... genuinely Yeah you said every point ive felt about pharma. it feels like to everyone From the most casual mtmte fan to even other diehard pharma Enjoyers hes always treated as a crazy abusive sex object thats wildly inlove with t//rn AND FOR WHATTTT??? none of that is REAL im convinced early fanon rotted ppls brains cause holy SHIT ,, and not in the Heh only i can read sense I think a lot of ppl glossed over pharma their initial read, read fanfic that treated him like (gestures) and formed their opinions like that . ive seen people act like pharma is up there with like . overlord in terms of sheer badness and its like .... no? hes such a complicated character that people INCLUDING THE WRITERS (ratchet randomly acts SO bizarrely around exclusively pharma) just ignore until it suits them. a lot of my drawing are shits and giggles but im so glad how strongly i feel abt pharma comes across anyway :)c BUT little rant over I rlly appreciate this ask bc this means im making a difference !!!! even if its a small one There is a market for biblically accurate (personality wise...) pharma!! tysm for the kind message :DD

[my-castles-crumbling]

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facilities anon (new), not faking anon (new), experiences anon (new), midnights anon, idiots anon (new), teen angst anon (new), social cues anon (new)

Facilities Anon

Here's the beginning of your ask so you know it's you!

So I’m a queer minor in the south…and the odds aren’t really in my favor rn.

Hi! I just wanted to give my two cents since I've been to one of these places before. My advice would be to look up information on available places. Find out if they take insurance, if they are queer-friendly, look up how past patients felt about them, etc. Since you're doing this voluntarily, you have the chance to be pickier, you know?

Wishing you all the luck <3

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Not Faking Anon

i've identified as trans for over a year but i still feel like i'm faking it or whatever. i don't know why, i feel so happy whenever people use my preferred name and pronouns, and feel sick to my stomach sometimes when misgendered. i just can't stop thinking that this is a phase even though i know it's likely not, but also know that it's fine if it is actually a phase.

anyways, sorry for the little rant. i hope you're okay and taking care of yourself <3

I mean especially now, with trans rights being such a political issue, I feel like it's natural that imposter syndrome would be a thing. Do you have any friends who are also trans? Maybe you could talk to them to see if they're feeling similarly? If it helps, I've definitely had moments of like...'what if I'm faking it to MYSELF?' about not just my gender but like....most of the things I struggle with so I don't think you're alone at all.

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Experiences Anon

Here's the beginning of your ask so you know it's you!

I can’t tell if I’m being dramatic about my experiences, but I feel like I constantly am

Struggling and needing help isn't dramatic. I think some people are given so much shit about like...taking up space...that when they end up breaking down and NEEDING to take up space, they feel awful and dramatic about it. But it's not dramatic to struggle. You deserve help and love and to be happy <3

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Midnights Anon

Hi! Midnights anon again

Sorry for all the asks! If it gets too much I get it if you stop answering.

I’ve been trying to get better with my mental health and it’s been really hard. Usually when it gets hard I quit and just go back to bad habits, but I think I’m ready to move on.

I feel like I’m honestly going crazy. My heads all fuzzy, my intrusive thoughts are worse and more frequent, I feel bad and numb when I go home, and my dad’s comment about my food just pushed me over the edge and now I can’t really bring myself to eat anymore?

I really just want to cry and be held, but my parents are bad at comfort and I either don’t have the time to cry or I’m too scared to ask my friends for help. They’re the first friends who either haven’t bullied me or abused me and I don’t want to cry in front of them again (it happened once and I feel so embarrassed and guilty)

Uhm… yeah? Typing/writing things down usually helps me process my emotions better. I think I’m gonna start journaling again :)

Thank you! And keep safe and take care of yourself, especially ’cause of the elections.

Goodbyeeee :)

Hi <3 I just want to remind you that you deserve comfort and love. And it sounds like your friends might be willing to give you some comfort. It's okay to ask for reassurance, especially from people who seem to really care. You could start small- maybe just ask for a hug?

Journaling is a great idea! I know writing helps me :)

Sending love <3

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Idiots Anon

hey Cas I hope you’re doing well and im really sorry to bother bit I could use some advice and perspective , ig.

so there is this girl im really good friend with and she’s one of my best friends but i really hate her guy friends and have a hard time hiding it.

one of them keep hurting her and making her sad but she keeps forgiving him. Last time they and another two ppl were doing a group project (whose grade is going in a finals is pretty important) and in his personal part he just put all of theirs into chat gpt and had it spit out amt he just blindly copy. It had sentences word for word for hers in away that it was clear it wasn’t a mistake and was going to be trouble. It made my friend especially sad because she would have helped him so much she would pretty much write it for him if he only asked and he went and stole her work behind her back . It took him 3.5 weeks to somewhat apologize and she forgave him much before. She cried to me about it so much and it broke my heart and i can not look at their friendship at a positive light. And he’s lokey homophobic to a degree they have known each other for 5 years and she still hasn’t come out to him as bi and I honestly can’t blame her. Shouldn’t one of your best friends be someone you can trust to share these type of thing with? She told me after around 7 months into being friends (but maybe it was bc she thought i was also queer though there were rumors i was homophobic even though im queer but lets not get into that )

the other one was accused multiple times of sexual harassment and online bullying a girl in away that he moved to our class bc ig no one wanted to be friends with a guy like that. My friend claimed the rumors were fake and people were just bored and she talked to the person who made them up and they said it but it came from multiple sources ive heared.

I know rumors are a dangerous thing to trust but i can not bring myself to completely trust that its a lie and ‘befriending’ him.

I am not subtle about my dislike of them. I am not a very subtle person in general unless i specifically try. I will admit i can be mean to them even though ‘they haven’t anything to me personally ‘

yesterday we had a big thing in the hall and we were sitting some of my friends, me, her, then these boys. I ubsent mindedly kinda said like “hey x can you ask your idiots to move a sit so there is a chair for y?” they got kinda mad and didn’t move and I honestly don’t blame them ngl.

(gonna talk about the first guy I mentioned mostly feom here)

she texted me this morning starting with “we need to talk” and saying how i really hurt him and he is sad not knowing what he even did to me to deserve me being mean to him like that.

I don’t think im a mean person but i know i kinda am to him and i am going to try and stop for her sake. she even told me how she is stressing a bit about her b day party bc she doesn’t want us to fight and ruin it for he which i would neverrrr do and i told her so.

She said how she dislike some of my friends too but is nice to them still but i am not friends with people who repeatedly hurt me so much.

i am pretty protective and it makes me sad. She is such a good person who gives infinite chances to almost everybody. She is the kind to be able to get along with every single person no matter how different them or their values are which is honestly admirable but is not really something I can do like her.

i apologized to her and i will apologize to her friends and I really feel like shit but i dont even know what to do evenn mentally for that.

I would really appreciate some advice

hope you have a nice day <3

Hi! Okay so...hmmm..I'm feeling iffy about this one. I think that you definitely do not have to be friends with these guys, or even overly nice to them. They sound like bad news, and I completely understand why you don't like them. I would stay away too!

I think you need to make it clear to her WHY you are so concerned. It's not just that these boys are annoying, they're homophobic and they have accusations of harassment. Once you explain, if she still wants to be friends, then I think the best thing to do would be to try to avoid them when you can. When you can't, you don't have to be nice, just, you know, be to the point. No kindness but no cruelty either. One-word answers and such. And you can explain that to your friend- you can't be friends with these boys, but you won't be outright mean.

I think the only exception is your friend's birthday. I think there's certain things- weddings, birthdays, etc- where you have to be...extra nice for the sake of the person you're celebrating. So if your friend invites these boys, you have to decide if you can be nice to them for a day or not. You are well within your rights to say that you can't do that. There are certain people I just can't stand to be around, and that's okay. But then you would have to stay home. If you go, I think you need to kind of fake it for the day, because ruining someone else's day would be wrong...unless the boys say or do something first, and you're defending yourself.

I'm sorry you have to deal with this, it sounds so frustrating.

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Teen Angst Anon

hi! I’ve never sent an ask before, but this felt like the appropriate level of *teen angst crisis mode* for an ask. 😁

I’m a freshman, and I specifically chose a (private) high school that was a lot less academically intense than my middle school, because my middle school experience was truly terrible, and I was super depressed leaving eighth grade, and just wanted to have the chance to experience the remainder of my childhood without three essays due every other day.

But, because of that, every time I feel overwhelmed my intrusive thoughts kind of go “this shouldn’t be overwhelming, you’ve dealt with much harder stuff”. And like, logically I know that’s not true at all, but it’s still there.

And, specifically today, I had a really overwhelming day, and literally every single one of my teachers snapped at me for no reason, and I got triggered (I have a lot of academic trauma) several times. And then, I had two hours of rehearsal after school (I auditioned for the play under the assumption I would be cast as ensemble,(my theater teacher DOES NOT GIVE FRESHMEN LEADS) but I was cast as a lead, because the universe hates me.)

and then, in rehearsal we were doing a bunch of super emotionally charged scenes, so by the end of rehearsal I was just SO DONE. So, I layed on the floor for a minute, except lying on the floor turned into sobbing on the floor, and just a full blown panic attack. But it was ok, because two of my friends (ish) in my grade were there, and they talked to me for the entire forty minutes I layed on the floor and sobbed, and I told them all about my ✨really great life choices✨.

AND THEN I actually checked my phone and my mom had tried to call me like seven times. Because, apparently, I had tutoring, but I forgot. So I was like “I have 25 min, I can get home it’ll be fine” but then it really wasn’t, but I got to the second train station (the connection, if you will), and there was a train in two minutes! But I was texting someone, and I MISSED IT. And the next one was in 12 WHOLE ENTIRE MINUTES!! So, I texted my tutor and was like “heyyy funny story” and, because she has known me for a long time, she was like “take some deep breaths it’s going to be ok”. BUT IT WASNT OK.

because at this point, I’d burst into tears. So, I’m ugly crying on this train platform, in front of a bunch of random people (like, SOBBING). And, I decide to call my mom, as one does, but she doesn’t pick up. So I call her again. Doesn’t answer. I CALLED HER 12 TIMES. So, I call my godmother. She doesn’t pick up. So, I call my BFF. He doesn’t pick up, so I curse him out in the voicemail I leave, traumatizing some of the nearby random people. I call my other best friend. She doesn’t respond either. In a last ditch effort, I call my dad. Who doesn’t respond. (Rude.) so, at this point I’ve decided non of my relatives love me. Then I realize I completely forgot to call my aunt. So, I call her AND SHE RESPONDS BECUASE SHE ACTUALLY LOVES ME. So, I talk to her about my day, on the train at this point, still crying.

I look over, and make eye contact with SOMEONE WHO WENT TO MY MIDDLE SCHOOL. Who’s 100% noticed me at this point, and is like looking at me weird (I look nothing like I did in middle school).

anyway. My seventh post on tumblr (ever) got just under 3000 notes, and I can’t handle that rn. Sorry this was so long, I hope you were at least marginally entertained by my chaotic story telling 😬

Hi <3

I think you definitely have a right to feel overwhelmed- I felt overwhelmed reading about all the things going on in your life! But I think you're also putting a LOT of pressure on yourself. I want to remind you that it sounds like you're doing the best you can, and you're doing really well. Please be gentle with yourself <3 I believe in you.

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Social Cues Anon

Heyyy I am sorry I just don't know anything and suck at emotions and social clues and everything.

So I met some friends, and they brought a few other friends I don't really know. We introduced ourselves, there was one guy who looked cute and had a little femboy vibes. I thought he was cool and we talked, it was just two friend groups chatting nothing more.

Then we decided to go home and exited the cafe, me, as always, went to open the door bc I love to do that to my friends. Act of service is how I show I accept/like people. So I went and opened the door,

person A(a very buff guy) and the cute guy were the first ones to exit, there was just two guys left exiting so I jokingly said ladies first, because i say it to all my guy friends I meant it as teasing/ gender neutral, like how you say girl! Or bro- you know?

Turns out the cute guy was trans and I accidentally said lady to him and he got sad because tbh he didn't pass. But I didn't realize he didn't pass till he got sad, like he said my name is *insert very masculine name* so I just thought about him as a guy I didn't even realize or consider he could be trans- (tbh I think I am blind) anyway.

Then I felt guilty because no he was just a cute guy in my eyes I didn't see him as a girl I wasn't aware- I couldn't apologize because I was confused and didn't understand what I did wrong, then we separated and I couldn't speak much bc I can't speak much and I tried to but before I could we went to our houses

But since we just met that day he didn't like me- which is kinda sad because he was handsome and nice and I wanted to talk to him more, like maybe ask him to hangout, I really would appreciate being friends with him, he is so sweet and he was easy to talk to. I can't talk people normally. And he was so considerate and cute also he helped me to talk with others.

I wanted to apologize but I didn't know his number so I asked his friend which is also my friend but she said she shouldn't give his number since he might not want to talk to me which I understand, and said okay. Then I wanted to explain myself in person, we were in the same university but different faculties. I saw him in the training room and he saw me but I got nervous because how you talk to him like he was so nice I bet he will understand but I just couldn't talk to him got stressed and just acted like I didn't see him and went to my class but I guess he thinks I avoid him and I am homophobic or something but I am not he is just nice to be around and I got too nervous and I don't know how to talk. Now he thinks I am avoiding him bc he is lgbt but I am not I am literally Omnisexual but I can't tell this to himmmm he just looks like a Greek god and I just got too nervous around him I just recently managed to talk people at all I didn't exit home in years so you can guess how bad I am at talking to people. I am kinda antisocial and when we first met he started the Convo and I mostly listened and nod but it was easy but now it's not! I can't write to him because I can't find his damn phone number and I thought about leaving a letter but we don't have lockers or anything like that so I don't know what to do.

I just wanted to talk- and I don't know why, normally I hate new people and avoid them at all costs, but I didn't want him to view me as a bad person. Normally I don't care about how people view me but he just makes me worried and I don't know what's happening. I guess it's just meeting a nice guy made me nervous but I dunno. I don't want him to hate me Cass please help

Hi!

Okay so, I totally understand putting your foot in your mouth like that, I've found myself in similar situations before.

I think the thing is, if you see this boy again, you kind of just need to suck it up and apologize. I know it's awkward and scary, but there's no real easy way to fix it other than apologizing. But I also want to say- he might not be willing to accept your apology or trust you, and you have to be willing to accept that. With the way people view trans people right now...it's kind of hard, you know? It's not his job to make you feel better.

Whether or not you're able to apologize, I think this is a good learning moment. You're not a bad person, and it sounds like you care a lot about everyone in the community, so don't beat yourself up. Everyone makes mistakes! Just keep it in mind for the future.

(I do want to add though that commenting on someone being able to pass or not is not the best...'passing' is a concept that trans people have many differing feelings about so saying that someone passes or doesn't...like it's better to keep those thoughts to yourself, ig)

Sending you love, be gentle with yourself <3

[antoncore]

ok purr let’s go!! first though sohee would be soooo pretty i just imagine he makes the sweetest noises, and if he was doing streams with a partner, like you could jerk him off just out of sight, your fingers fitting perfectly around his cock, maybe even having a pretty set of nails on :(( getting crazier but if u had the camera and pointed it at his face while u were jerking him off because his swollen lips and glassy eyes would be what people wanted to see the most anyways :((( definitely having him shirtless and playing with his nipples while u make him cum :((

ummmm okay yeah i’m crazy.. anton would be so sweet when he asks u to join him, groping your ass as you sit on his lap and tugging on your lower lip between his teeth like “is it so wrong i want everyone to see how pretty my girl is?” “don’t be shy, princess, i’m the only one who gets to touch you like this”

would fuck you with his fingers, your legs spread and hooked over like a chair of some kind so the ppl watching can have the best view of ur soaking cunt behind fucked open by his long fingers, veins protruding from his forearm because he keeps getting rougher, egged on by ur moans and whines :((( maybe even with one of his huge biceps in view idk🥴🥴 would be like “isn’t she pretty? such a good girl, all for me…” “you take my fingers so well, darling, your pretty pussy was made for me to fuck you open like this” either would make you squirt all over the chair or not let you cum and leave you begging and crying, manhandling you onto lap to fuck your folds with his erect cock, tip hitting ur clit (if u can’t tell pussyjobs are like my fav thing), over and over again, your nails scratching long red lines into his back, idk how the viewers are seeing all these maybe u have a fancy set up with multiple screens just play along…

finally gives u his cock, teasing you like “you’re so cute when you’re needy like this, want daddy’s cock this bad?” bucking his hips up into you relentlessly so you can’t even respond to him, incoherently whimpering, tears streaming down your cheeks and he holds onto your waist with one hand the other cupping your face and wiping away your tears with his thumb, kissing your neck and leaving red marks in his wake.. continuing to whisper nasty things in ur ear but loud enough for ur audience to hear

“fuck, baby, sucking me in so well, you’re so good at this, gonna make you my little pornstar” “such a greedy cunt, do i need to keep you stuffed full of my cock all the time to keep you satisfied?”

- 🧸 anon

i love all of this oh my god🤭

imagine sohee is regularly the sub on stream so maybe one night he decides that he wants to take the lead with you!!! he’s so unpredictable, you don’t know what he’s gonna do with you, how he’s gonna be. might bend you over and eat you out before flipping you over and fucking you fast :( sohee is a bit of a freak in my eyes so could do something you don’t expect AT ALL!!!

for anton… holy shit i think my birthday’s come early LMFAO but anyway he would be the kind to give close ups of him filling you with his cum :( would love how you take it so perfectly, telling the audience how much of a good girl you were before going for another round bc he rlly wanted to make sure you were filled to the brim with his cum :(( oh god i need it

[mars-ipan]

hell yeah for the driving progress :D i still need to learn to myself lmao

for some random questions...

how's the prsk going? i've been distracted from it the last few days.

do you speak any other languages? any you'd want to learn?

any hot takes on DR you don't see talked about?

THANK YOU!!! it’s scary but i’m better at it than i think i am and also i Love My Car (veronica aka ronnie my darling <3333) so. progress yay!!

to answer your questions:

pretty solid! i haven’t been playing as much but i do my dailies (i want that 30 consecutive days title and then the fc grind goes until i stop having fun) i got up to master rank songs a few days ago and omg they are SO hard i always have trouble quickly reading charts with a bunch of hold notes in ‘em and “do shit with the hold notes” is basically the main gimmick so i’m getting. TURNED AROUND !!!! but it’s fun also. AND THESE EVENTS ARE BEING NICE TO ME MY GACHA LUCK IS IMPROVING !!! I’M PULLING MORE 4 STARS :D thank god for that i was gonna go crazy. i can finally start leveling non-vbs characters (almost have my birthday akito maxxed out tho… just need to get his skill up one more time <3)

i’m not fluent in any languages other than english BUT !!! i took 3 years of spanish in school and bc i live in texas i maintain enough of what i need to know to have a (very broken) conversation. i tried to learn japanese for a bit which WAS really fun but i have a hatred for duolingo and when it got to kanji i very quickly realized that there was no way in hell duolingo would be able to teach me kanji. so i haven’t been back since. i would love to properly learn japanese some day tho. and there is one more language i really wanna learn! that being german ^_^ my dad was stationed in germany when he was in the army in the 90s and it left an imprint on him so i grew up with a fair bit of german culture stuff (mostly food (i could fuck UP a bowl of saurkraut don’t even need anything else. though mustard is nice. ouugh and wurst i love german wurst)). like in my household it’s normal to say danke/bitte in place of thanks/you’re welcome. and i loveee the way german sounds. i was actually gonna take a college course on it! but uh . that was the semester i had to withdraw from </3 maybe i’ll try again tho i’ve been wanting to see what minors my school offers.

oh god dr hot takes . hmmmm. let’s see if this one works: i think a lot of western fans (americans especially) are Not Very Good at recognizing the cultural context that dr exists in. it is very much a story that is Set In Japan and western fans…. do not always get that. i think it can be fun to go “what if i viewed these characters through an american lense” (there is a reason priest au is set in the midwest. i wanted to see what they’d be like in american culture) but a lot of the time people will like… criticize the writing of the game over just. cultural misconceptions. nothing in particular is coming to mind right now for examples (which . kinda relieved i do not wish to invite discourse) but it is something i’ve seen in the fandom and i wish there were less of it. this even goes for the poor writing choices btw— like yes we can absolutely criticize kodaka for some of the writing choices/jokes he makes, but japan in 2010/2012 (my issues with v3 bias me too much to have good commentary wrt this and also iirc kodaka was less involved with the writing here) was not exactly the most progressive place. (neither was america btw but ppl don’t always like to admit that). so like one writer isn’t gonna be capable of being perfectly sensitive of everything— i doubt he even knew much about some of the things ppl criticize dangan about. am i saying he Did Nothing Wrong and everyone is being mean? no. there is some nasty shit in these games. but we gotta like. acknowledge that this was a series that started in japan in 2010, and nobody knew it was gonna take off and get translated to english. like english speakers are NOT the target audience n i feel like a lot of people forget that. the stories get so much more interesting when you consider them from a japanese cultural perspective imo. this isn’t ace attorney we can’t japanifornia it. it is Important that they are japanese because one of the main things danganronpa is is a Criticism Of The Japanese School/Work System. like it is integral. anywho i’ve rambled about that enough i think