#{para;} Super Shy

[mperosx]

Super Shy || Ahri & Eros

Continued from here with the lovely and fun @mpahri

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   He had noticed the first day it began but given that his wife had told him that someone had asked after him posing he merely thought it had just been a mild curiosity that would fade after a bit. Eros had let the girl trail him like a ghost for a good few hours around town as he shopped, met with friends, and took time to visit the newer exhibits in various galleries around the city. Sufficiently done with his day, he made his way back home on foot preferring to enjoy the long city walk just before the snow would surely come.

  On day two of the following Eros had sensed that it was more about the little tingle of a feeling he had noticed on day one. That sharp and undeniable feeling of hope, quick like lighting a match stick, was burning in her heart and Eros, felt it in his own. A charge! The god loved each charge he got and only stepped in when they were ready enough to seek him out or call on him within the silence of their hearts. She was the bolder sort and while it was slightly weird— the god was tickled by her growing determination.

     On the second day, Eros makes his way around town on foot again but armed with a slightly thicker jacket, the chill in the air delightfully crisp! It’s when he takes a seat at one of his favorite cafes to read for a while that it becomes radiantly obvious that she wants to talk to him. 

   Her little heart pounds with a million questions, her mind alight with her wondering of how to approach not only the topic but the god himself but above all of that, he hears a name over and over.

      Ayden.

   There it is! Eros’ cheeks color softly when it’s clear who it is she is toiling over so much. Well, isn’t that sweet! He hums softly to himself as his order is set down and he pulls from his pocket a small journal. In neat Greek he jots down her and Ayden’s names before setting the little journal open on the table before him. It’s light magic and something he can do for now that Eros speaks the names quietly before he waves a hand over the paper. The names do nothing for a second then go from black ink to glowing pink lettering that wiggles a bit before lifting off the page to pull close to each other. On their frail impact the letters dissolve into nothing, the page blank before him.

   “Well, at least they’re compatible,” he smiles before shutting the little book and tucking it back into his pocket.

    On the third day, they speak. Or well, he does! He watches the recognition that she’s been caught dance across her little face but schools his own to an expression of understanding. She’s just curious if he can and will help! He’ll be kind and see what she needs.

    “I’ll take that as a yes,” he chuckles gently before he closes the book he’s actually reading this time when she has found him again. Its title is embossed in gold on its deep red cover as he sets the book down. Tristan and Iseult, the spelling and book itself old. Eros gestures to the seat across from him. “You’re safe friend, talk with me.”

[nintendouniverse2023]

Here we are is the Super Mario Rebirth Show Bowser's army. They're the in the forefront of fighting the Mario Bros when they follow Bowser's plans. We get started on the first list of Bowser's Koopa Empire along with their history.

Koopa- The Koopas are one of the many long running species ever scene the day of the Mushroom World Time. Their first evolution was non other then a "Shellcreepers" to a walking turtle people. Some of them may have not been bad as they were out into their own village while the other Koopa's were at War with The Mushroom Kingdom. They started out in The Koopa Clan under in charge of a younger Bowser. After so many failed misions aganst the Yoshi's, Bowser decied to trun this Clan Around as an Empire, So he makes his own Koopa Kingdom in the Volcano Land aka Darklands. Years later the war continues which was Bowser kidnaps Princess Peach for the first time at the start of "Super Mario Bros 1985 events happen" Thoe the Koopa Troops were jumped onto their heads and used their shells as weapons numerous times. They aint going down without a fight as they were trained for years.

ParaKoopa- The ParaKoopas are the same Koopas but born with Wings. They traditionally come in two varieties: Red Koopa Paratroopas usually fly every where they go as the same goes to Green Koopa Paratroopas ijto The Mario Sibling's general direction. Most of the Para Koopas were under guidance by General Blue Shelled Koopa, who was In Charge of the Koopa Military.

Goomba- The Goombas were the opposite of The Toads. Some of The Goombas who were not on Bowsers side but they are not to bright. While serving the empire, The Goombas were just stomped on like a pancake. Some turned out fine but while other could have died or suffer brain damage. Despite having no arms, Goombas of all types were useful.

Shy Guy- Shy Guys are timid troublemakers and are recognizable by their masks, which they wear due to their shyness. They can be easily disposed by being picked up and thrown against another enemy or into a nearby abyss.

Laktiu- Lakitus are mysterious Koopas who can control clouds. They like to stay airborne because they're weaker than Koopa Troopas. When Bowser and Kamek hires the mystrious Koopa who controls clouds and creat Spiny's. They could also be a quite annoyance to the Mario Siblings but sometimes can be very good use to Go Karts Instructors if some are not helping the Koopa Empire.

Spiny- Spinys are much tougher then Lakitus even though they're merely their pets. Also, they can't be stomped on for obvious reasons due to their spikes on their shells and be used for weapons. They would also be known to be as their guard dogs.

Buzzy Bettle- Buzzy Bettles are the strongest soldiers. Their shells are way more tougher than those of a Koopa Troopa. Also, they're can't be hurt be fire. Unless you jump on them.

Piranha Plants- These Pirahna Plants are carnivores & they inhabit pipes. They tend to pop out of pipes without warning. Any attempt to stomp on them could render as the Pirahna Plant waits for its next meal. These Plants are the attchment to any to Bowsers Empire scene it’s days on Yoshi Island and always will be to this day to bite on its victims.

Boos- Boos are some of the most troublesome. No one reailly knows where they come from but rumors say but they were once in the Darklands in the abandon area of it and some were haunted in mansions. They like to sneak behind the Mario Siblings., trying to kill them but as soon as they turn around, the Boos cover their eyes, turn invisible & doesn't move until turn they turn back around. The one who was in charge of all Boos was "King Boo"

[dallo-stan]

Dallo-Diva, apesar de ser super shy, aqui estou...😌🤭

Então aqui vai uma sugestão;

Capinha das ningselle com uma vibe meio melhores amigas sabe? Clean talvez...? (Fique total à vontade para escolher outro estilo)

Pensei em capa romântica boba sáfica🧚‍♂️ paleta de cores totalmente livre e título também...

E humildemente gostaria de lhe dizer que se a capa for feita estarei adotando rsrsrsrsrs

Te adoro um tantão, diva🫂🌠🫶🌻

LUCKY GIRL SYNDROME

então sam, a sua sugestão ficou assim, uma capa rosinha e clean(?), bem y2k :((( era pra ser um gif, só que não deu boa não 🙄 mas eu espero que você goste, amei sua sugestão e te adoro igualmente, obrigada <3

[xjulixred45x]

How would be dead royalty au zagreus with his own queen/king of the underworld? He would want heirs? I just want the fluff before the heavy stuff appears(yandere asks)

That would be kind of cute honestly.

Concept of the AU

To refer to Zag's partner in this Au (or reader, as you want) I think they would be called "Consort" (because 1- it is gender neutral and 2- they have the same rank as Zagreus).

and in a way I imagine that Consort was brought as a kind of gift to Zagreus from Zeus (since in a dialogue in the game he offers to give Zagreus a mate when he arrives at Olympus. as Zagreus now replaces his father, He is part of the Olympian pantheon, so Zeus wants to keep his word).

However, when Consort was "chosen" they were SUPER intimidated by the idea of Zagreus (after all, he was the god who killed their FATHER, ANOTHER GOD and ruled the Underworld, they had reason to be afraid) and Zagreus was taken by surprise with all this, because he didn't think that Zeus would continue with that (the poor guy was so involved in the paperwork that he didn't even notice how the other gods were winking at him about it).

Consort would be surprised with a Zagreus who is very shy about the situation and who is not at all as intimidating as they thought. Apart from that well, Zagreus cares about their opinion despite being a mortal (in this case, I love mortal readers, sorry not sorry), giving them a rank equal to his, total freedom of movement through the Underworld, security protection anti-escape, etc.

but above all, Zagreus would be PATIENT with Consort. He knows he has a bad reputation, so he lets them approach him on their own, at their own pace. He honestly finds their nervousness adorable, but doesn't rush anything.

But when they are already in a relationship? The man is CLINGY, Zagreus is touch-starved, you can rip this Headcanon from my cold, dead hands.

We all agree that one of Zagreus' love languages is giving gifts, although in the context of Dead Royalty, now that he is the KING of the Underworld, he can afford to give his partner more extravagant gifts, but they come from the heart, Like, does Consort want to start any new hobbies? Now they have a sewing set in their shared room, do they need clothes? They have a new set in their favorite color, are Consort's gold accessories too heavy? now they are of silver, etc.

He still maintains some of his customs before "that" happened, such as randomly giving Consort bottles of ambrosia/nectar, playing together with Cerberus, walking through some parts of the Underworld that are not dangerous (although no one tries to attack him anymore because well, he's the boss). Consort ends up bringing back a bit of the old Zagreus in a way.

As for the topic of children...it's confusing, on the one hand I think Zagreus WANTS children, but he definitely still has too much of his own trauma with his own father to think he would be a good father, even if Consort reassures him, he would still somewhat insecure. There is also the issue that he does not know if the child could have the same problem of being stillborn, he does not want Consort to go through that traumatic experience for a "whim".

It doesn't help that some gods are concerned about this prospect of Zagreus having children and suffering the same fate as his father (and grandfather), especially Zeus.

although if Consort wanted children/became pregnant, Zagreus would be very, very happy at the idea of having a child, and would definitely be a better father than the one he had.

Although he definitely does not judge Consort if they does not want to have children, it is not obligatory with him.

that's all for now :3

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(ESPAÑOL)

Eso sería bastante lindo sinceramente.

para referirse a la pareja de Zag en este Au(o lector, como quieran) creo que les dirian "Consorte"(porque 1- es neutro con el genero y 2- tienen el mismo rango que Zagreus).

y en cierta forma me imagino que Consorte fue traída como una especie de regalo para Zagreus por parte de Zeus(ya que en un diálogo del juego se ofrece a darle a Zagreus una pareja cuando llegue al olimpo. como ahora Zagreus suple a su padre, el forma parte del panteon Olimpico, asi que Zeus quiere cumplir su palabra).

sin embargo, cuando Consorte fue "elegido" estaban SÚPER intimidados por la idea de Zagreus (después de todo, era el dios que mato a su PADRE, OTRO DIOS y gobernaba el Inframundo, tenian razones para tener miedo) y Zagreus fue tomado por sorpresa con todo esto, porque no penso que Zeus siguiera con eso(el pobre estaba tan metido en el papeleo que nisiquiera se dio cuenta de como los demás dioses le estaban dando guiños al respecto).

Consorte seria sorprendida con un Zagreus muy timido con la situación y que no es para nada tan intimidante como lo pensaban. aparte de que bueno, a Zagreus le importa su opinión pese a ser un mortal(en este caso, amo los lectores mortales, sorry not sorry), dandole un rango igual al suyo, total libertad de movimiento por el Inframundo, proteccion de la seguridad anti-huidas, etc.

pero sobretodo, Zagreus seria PACIENTE con Consorte. sabe que tiene mala fama, por lo que deja que se acerquen por su cuenta, a su ritmo. sinceramente encuentra su nerviosismo adorable, pero no apura nada.

¿pero cuando ya estan tal cual en una relación? eo hombre es PEGAJOSO, Zagreus esta hambriento de tacto, puedes arrancar este Headcanon de mis manos frias y muertas.

todos estamos de acuerdo que uno de los lenguajes de amor de Zagreus es dar regalos, aunque en el contexto de Dead Royalty, ahora que el es el REY del Inframundo, puede permitirse darle a su pareja regalos mas extravagantes, pero que vienen del corazón, como, ¿Consorte quiere iniciar algun hobbie nuevo? ahora tienen un set de costura en su cuarto compartido, ¿les hace falta ropa? tienen un set nuevo de su color favorito, ¿los accesorios de Consorte son muy pesados? ahora son de plata, etc.

igual mantiene algunas de sus costumbres antes de que pasara "eso", como darle a Consorte botellas de ambrosía/nectar de forma aleatoria, jugar juntos con Cerbero, pasear por algunas partes del Inframundo que no son peligrosas (aunque igualmente ya nadie intenta atacarlo porque bueno, es el jefe). Consorte termina trayendo un poco del viejo Zagreus en cierta forma.

en cuanto al tema de los hijos...es confuso, por una parte creo que Zagreus QUERRIA hijos, pero definitivamente aun tiene mucho de su propio trauma con su propio padre para pensar que sera un buen padre, aun si Consorte le tranquiliza, seguiria un tanto inseguro. tambien esta el tema de que no sabe si el niño podria tener su mismo problema de nacer muerto, no quiere que Consorte pase por esa experiencia traumatica por un "capricho".

no ayuda que algunos dioses les preocupe esta perspectiva de Zagreus teniendo hijos y sufriendo el mismo destino que su padre (y abuelo), especialmente Zeus.

aunque si Consorte quisiera hijos/queda embarazada, Zagreus estaria muy, muy feliz de la idea de tener un hijo, y definitivamente seria un mejor padre que el que tuvo.

aunque definitivamente no juzga a Consorte si no quiere tener hijos, no es obligatorio con el.

es todo por ahora:3

[mcflymax]

Super Shy

♡ Joshua e DK - SVT

♥ Capa feita para moonofmyouth no Spirit Fancfiction.

✖ Copie.

✔ Se inspire!

[xueyuverse]

A quick and lazy analysis of some quotes from the Mount Yujun scene and the cart scene

...appearing for no reason to be bewitchingly romantic and deeply affectionate.

Xie Lian being an emotional dramatist. He's bursting with embarrassment, but he loved being accompanied and protected by a strong and clearly handsome young man.

The hand that had been holding his own this entire way softly folded a corner of the veil and slowly lifted it upward.

Xie Lian was not alone in his romantic drama, my boy Hua Cheng was itching to see his beloved's face, he had waited 800 years for this!!!

Xie Lian could not help but sneak several more looks to confirm that there were no silver chains on those boots, which seemed to be made of animal pelt.

Again, I need everyone to enjoy this quote with me.

Xie Lian only met his eyes for a moment, then lowered his eyes in defeat.

Xie Lian why can't you look at him Xie Lian? You have seen many beautiful people in this life and it's precisely with him that you act like this, my boy?

Seeing him look over, San Lang smiled and dropped his hand.

San Lang you have nowhere to run, Xie Lian recognized you by your legs.

Beneath the faint moonlight, the youth’s complexion looked surreal.

Xie Lian, Xie Lian, you didn't have a badum, you are the whole cardiac arrest.

...there was strength hidden beneath the muscles.

"San Lang is so handsome", "San Lang is so smart", "San Lang seems to be so strong", "San Lang has such a good mood", "San Lang... San Lang", in Xie Lian's head there's only one thing going on.

Sua risada foi suficiente para fazer alguém se admirar (in pt-br cause I think it's more beautiful).

Everything in San Lang is amazing and admirable for Xie Lian, my boy had his first crush HARD.

"San Lang-ah."

And this is where I end for today, with Xie Lian calling Hua Cheng San Lang for the first time in a super sweet, fragile and shy way, full of trickery.

[emgavi]

heyy love, can you please do a gavi x fem reader where they are together and during a football game he points at reader and says "this is for you" but misses? i saw something like that on tiktok and i thought it would be like really funny and cute. thank you so much <333

"This is for you" (Gavi x reader)

When I read this I could not stop laughing and just had to write it!

Thanks for the request love <33

blurb/ficlet #3

You and Gavi were at the monthly family gathering at the park, where his mom and aunts brought all the food, you talking with them and his sister, and Gavi and his cousins playing football in the field next to the picnic tables.

You smiled, staring at Gavi having fun with his family while playing the thing he loves most, football. This version of Gavi you loved, he was more carefree, not super focused as he has to be on the pitch for FC Barcelona. 

“You got a staring problem don’t you y/n/n” you broke out of your trance looking at Gavi and turned your head to see Aurora next to you. Smirking since she witnessed you gawking at her brother. Putting your hands up in defense, “I don’t know what you’re talking about” you said teasing. She just raised her eyebrow at you, “vale, whatever you say” she said laughing a bit before turning her head to the field where the cousins and her brother were playing. 

As you both were watching the game between the family continue, you then saw playful screaming after a play near the goal. After more family arguing, you saw that Gavi was getting ready to take a penalty kick for his team. “Ah let el futbol star take it” you heard his cousins say.

Turning to look back at Gavi you saw him pick up the ball and walk towards the spot for the kick, while he walked up and turned to look at you sitting not far, he gave you his signature smirk..

‘¡Este es para ti!” he said pointing towards you. Then settling the ball down, preparing to kick 

At that moment Aurora whispered next to you, “imagine if he missed” she snickered, making you giggle a little “imagine” you said to her. You saw Gavi take a step back, then go to strike the ball to the net. 

Instead of seeing the usual perfect ball go straight though, you saw the ball move in slow motion going higher than the goal post. Meaning one thing, Gavi missed his penalty kick. In shock you and Aurora had your eyes and mouths wide open, not thinking that your little joke would actually happen. 

Feeling Aurora shake you on the side from disbelief at what she just witnessed, she started to laugh at the situation her brother put himself in, and hearing her laugh made it difficult to contain your own. 

Looking at Gavi, you could see him put his hand to his face, turning to his cousins, who were starting to crowd him, making fun of the situation too. “Pablito if you were going to miss it at least don’t dedicate it to your girlfriend before” his cousins snickered. Gavi’s face went red in embarrassment with a shy smile directed towards you. 

You looked at him with a reassuring smile that it didn’t bother you that he missed but you could see Gavi really wanted to make that goal, especially from all the power he put into it to make it go up. 

‘Vale vale chicos, the food is ready please come and join us to eat, you can resume playing after’ Gavi’s mom said behind you and Aurora, calling in the “players” for food. Walking back to the tables, Gavi slowly made his way to sit next to you.

When he did, he put his head on your shoulder, “that wasn’t supposed to happen querida, lo siento” You just giggled at your boyfriend, “mi amor it’s okay, one goal doesn’t define our love for each other, relax pabs’ You said putting your own head on top on his and rubbing his hand in your own. He smiled on your shoulder and placed a kiss there, “gracias, te amo” Lifting his head to look into your eyes, “but i promise i’ll give you a penalty kick” with his smirk back on his face. You just laughed and were about to respond before his sister spoke, “yeah, you better Hermanito” she said teasingly, making Gavi scold his sister. 

The next game with Barcelona FC ironically had a penalty kick and ironically again, Gavi was the one to take it, except this time he made sure he made it in… for you. After the ball went through the net, he celebrated by running toward your section in the stands, kissing his finger then pointing toward you.

As if he was saying, “that was for you”.

[anyalovesu]

tolerate it.

xii. where's that man who threw blankets over my barbed wire?

—“being tolerated by leon during the first days of our engagement wasn’t the one that hurt me the most. really, it was learning that my saving grace, the one whom i thought was throwing blankets over barbed wire for me…it was realizing that isaac has been the one tolerating me for the longest time. it even reached the point that he couldn’t tolerate me any longer that he had to search for what i was lacking in someone else.”

necessary reminders:

content warning: contains light smut (lol) 🔞🔞🔞; not piv ; fingering (f rec) ; overstimulation (medj?) basta bas2s

mdni mdni mdni mdni mdni mdni 🔞🔞🔞

super light nsfw only if that's not your kind of shit or if your the kind of person who publicly shits on people who don't write up to your standards, dni too

DO NOT INTERACT IF YOU ARE A MINOR FOR GODS SAKE 🔞🔞🔞🔞

Although 4 days felt like forever for them to find themselves in a plane back to Manila, they were able to get home safely without the worries of Leon and Santi being put in jeopardy. The both of them were cleared to continue their recovery at home. Which is why Santi is back in their parents mansion because he lived alone and Leon is stuck at home. All four of them were relieved of their current projects, which included Ynes and Eli being excused from work as well, fledging to take care of their injured brothers for the meantime. Besides, after all the psychological warfare that the both of them went through from literally being the first ones to know about the accident has been too much as well that Elizalde Yang thought it was best that they let them off work as well.  Most of the heavy tasks were transferred to different teams in the company, while the rest were being done at home. 

“May crush ka kaklase mo sa conservatory ‘di ba?” Leon teased as he sat next to Eli who played a very peaceful piano rendition of Midnight Covey’s hit song, Tulog Na. 

Eli hummed, glancing at him, which admittedly made Leon’s knees feel weak, with the way the soft light from the stained windows reflected on her face, making her face look more ethereal than it already was.

“Si Geon Isidro?” she asked. “Joke lang ‘yon. Sinabi ko lang para tantanan ako noong isa pa naming kasama.”

“Kilala ‘yon nila Tito ‘di ba?”

Eli looked at him, confused why all of a sudden he was so invested in Geon when he was in fact no more than a figment from her past. It was something he knew back then. 

“Yeah, they met sa country club sa Baguio, taga roon sila originally eh.”

“You think magkakagusto ka uli sa kanya if nakita mo s’ya uli?”

“Sobra ka na yata sa gamot, Leon,” she chuckled, playfully flicking his forehead. Leon feigned offense, dramatically holding onto his forehead as if he was hurt badly.

“Bakit ba? Genuine na question ‘yon! Tanong ng best friend!”

“Hindi nga kasi ako nagkagusto kay Geon,” she shrugged, fiddling on the piano keys as if visualizing what would sound good. “Sinasabi ko naman sa’yo kapag may crush ako noon.”

“Sa tingin mo maniniwala ako d’yan? Sabi mo nga dati crush mo ako!”

“Oh bakit hindi ba?” 

Leon’s normally pale face began to heat up, turning his face crimson in almost only a glimpse which made Eli laugh at how adorable he was. Usually it was the other way around, flustering Eli was his job! Bakit sya ang kinikilig ngayon?

Elijah chuckled, moving one leg towards the other side of the piano stool so that she would see his face clearer from where he was sitting on the other half of the two-person stool.

“Pag tinigasan nanaman ako sa kakaganyan mo—”

“Oh my god! Ang bunganga mo talaga!”

“Baby, you’ve gotten off on me once na,” he chuckled, pinching her cheeks, finding it cute that she still gets shy at the idea of it. “It’s not like secret pa ‘yon sa atin.”

“Kahit na,” she laughed. “Ang awkward pakinggan na magse-sex tayo, e for the longest time kinonvince ko ang sarili ko na hindi tayo talo.”

“Cute mo,” he laughed. “You say that like you weren’t the one on top of me last time, baby.”

Leon could not help but adore how her face turned crimson when she bursted out in laughter, hitting his arm like she usually does. “Bakit ba tawa ka ng tawa?” he chuckled at her, “It’s human to have needs bakit ka nahihiya?”

“Because it’s not like me to just ask for things I need, Leon,” she shrugged. Though she meant it as a joke, they both know there’s more truth to it than it was a joke. Eli has always been one to work for what she needs, even if it was something basic. Everything she gets, she feels the need to work for it. 

“It’s just funny na hanggang sex you feel ne need to work for shit, ginaganyan ka ba ni Issac Sim, ha?”

Somehow that hit Eli. If Isaac really has been cheating on her and he’s already fallen out of love with her long before they were forced to break up… then the truth must really hurt. Chances are Isaac has only been using her to get his dick wet for the past years.

“Kahit hindi naman doon…”

She took the time to look after his health when they were still in college. All the times she was the one who woke up early to make sure his shit was ready. All the things Eli did for him, just for her to feel like she deserved to be loved, all of it she considered to be priceless only to find out that it was all in vain because the love she thought was getting wasn’t even real in the first place.

Leon hummed at the reaction he got from Eli. Though much like her advances, it was meant to be a joke, he did not want to hear all the hell Eli has been going through that she did not notice at all. He just wanted to replace it. Make her feel like the woman she was meant to be—adored and served.

“Actually, I don’t want to hear it,” he scoffed. Well, even out of the sexual context, it pissed him off that Elijah was treated like that. When they were friends, if it was possible for him to do it instead of Eli, he did it. It pissed him off that during the time he could not be the person who does it, she was allowing herself to be used by some bastard who isn’t even worth half the person Elijah is. “Kapag magaling na ako, you don’t have to work for anything else, okay?”

“Bro, I want to work,” she rolled her eyes at him, making him laugh while leaning towards her, inching her face closer to her.

“It’s okay if you want to do that, pero ako na ang bahala sa’yo sa ibang bagay, okay?”

Eli could feel her heart race at his sincerity, or maybe not, maybe it was his hand on her exposed thigh, showing through the slit of her sundress because it was scorching hot in the country. She doesn’t know anymore, it doesn’t help that his warm lips are on hers again, moving in sync to hers. 

Shit. Kakasabi ko lang kanina na awkward, but why does it feel so right? Eli thought to herself.

Leon then takes the opportunity to squeeze the supple skin of her thigh before inching it higher and higher, making her gasp for air but he only takes this as an opportunity to slot his tongue in between her parted lips. At that point, he really was determined to make Eli feel nice without her working for anything, fuck the stitches on his side. He had to make his baby feel good.

His hand kept inching up her body till it  reached her boy shorts.

“Do you want to?” Leon asked, making sure that she still had a choice, and he will never do anything she doesn’t want to do. 

Eli looked up at him and nodded before leaning over to capture his lips once again. And while he just wanted to just grab her and fuck her right then and there with how pretty she looked nodding at him like that, he needed to hear her say it.

“Say it, baby,” he hummed against her lips, before his other hand reached for her face, holding her back from kissing him again until she gave an answer.

“Fuck, Leon. Yes.”

He wanted to go feral at that very moment but he knew his limitations with that stupid fucking wound on his side, he’s not gonna be able to feel her up that way. But it wasn’t going to stop him from making her feel good.

“Kandong ka, baby,” and before Eli could think of it, there she was again, on top of him, with both legs on either side of him.

“Wait paano yung tahi mo,” she gasped, hitting his shoulder upon realizing. 

“Hindi yan magagalaw kung hindi ka maglilikot,” he chuckled before pulling her face closer to get a taste of her saccharine lips once again. 

Mint. Mint lipbalm. That’s what her lips taste like. Something Issac will never taste again. Fucking asshole. Leon thinks to himself.

He likes to think that it’s just love instead of lust that drives him to do this, because it is. While there is that primal need to be as close to her as he could, all he wanted was to make her feel loved and taken care of—that finally she can rest her armors down and let him do all the work.

Eli’s arms find home around Leon’s neck as she leans closer to him, unintentionally putting on pressure on Leon’s hard-on. 

“Lean back, baby,” Leon hums against her lips before adjusting her back to her old position, hands delicately guiding her hips back before it travels down to where she most needed it to be.

“Fuck,” she breathes out as Leon continues to rub his thumb on the wet patch on her cotton underwear. “What the actual fuck, Leon.”

“That feels nice, baby?” he smirks as he leans over to kiss her neck, leaving soft butterfly kisses first before sucking on the sweet spot behind her ear. 

“Yes, oh my god—” Leon seemed dissatisfied when she began to move on her own again, trying to grind against his already moving hand. 

“Wag kang malikot,” he says sternly, his free hand holding her hips down to keep it steady. “I’ll stop if you move. Okay?”

Eli, already drunk in love, couldn’t help but just helplessly nod at Leon’s ministrations.

“Answer me, baby.”

“I won’t move, Leon. Please, just—” Eli’s pleads were cut off by her own quiet gasp when Leon’s fingers began moving again in a steady pace that quite literally made Eli want to go insane, trying the best that she could to not squirm at the pleasure that was running through her entire body.

“Stay still, Ellie. Alright?”

“Yes, please—fuck—can you remove na please.”

“You want me to touch you raw, baby?” he asked, fingers slowing down before hastening again to tease her. 

“Please, baby.” Baby. Leon’s head goes haywire. Before he could even let his mind think about it for a second time, he helps her up and takes off the piece of cloth separating his hand from the soft nub in between her legs. 

Leon takes his time with her, making sure every move was only meant to please her, always asking before he does something foreign. 

Thus, there Eli was, being fucked witless with two of Leon’s fingers, knuckles deep, swiftly moving inside her, curling every now and then, making her release a string of soft hums and whimpers in his ear as she bites on to the crook of his neck to keep herself quiet while her fiance’s fingers do its wonders.

“That feels nice, baby?”

“Nice… yes… oh my god, Leon,” she replies in soft gasps as she clings to him for support. “Faster, please.”

Leon does as he is told, even going as far as using his thumb to rub the bundle of nerves while he’s at it, making her stomach tighten at the sensation. 

It’s not long after she reaches her high, leaning back pressing on random piano keys that fills the living room with other sounds than the sound of her heavy breaths and the wet sound of Leon’s fingers ramming inside of her. But the older does not stop his hands from moving.

“Shit. Shit. Shit. Baby, done na please—”

“One more baby,” he hums before kissing her again, enjoying the remains of her mint lip balm that has now faded, probably smudged on either of their faces and on the hickeys on his neck. “You can give me one more.”

Tears began to form in the corners of her eyes as her dilated pupil gaze on the features of his face, reflecting pleasure at the sight of her getting flooded with dopamine at her climax. “So pretty for me, Ellie.” 

“Leon, oh my god,” Eli was sure that very moment that Leon had already fucked her stupid, and that was with his hands only. Only his name was coherent from all the babbles that came out of her mouth that Leon could not help but feel smitten with how willing Eli is to be vulnerable with him. 

It wasn’t too long until Eli is sobbing at the wave of pleasure consuming her entire body while she wraps her arms around his neck once again for comfort. Leon's thumb still consistently moving, guiding her through her high.

"Baby, enough na please," Elijah whimpered against his neck, reaching in between her thighs to make him stop. Leon then takes it as his stop sign, slowly removing his hand from inside of her before lifting it up to his mouth to taste. Eli, still too fucked out to think of anything else but the aftershocks of her climax, wasn't strong enough to stop him from doing so.

Fuck. She wasn’t even sure how the fuck was it possible that he made her climax twice that quick, but one thing was for sure. Nothing can compare to the feeling of his hold after it’s all done. Soothing circles were drawn on her lower back as he waited for her body to stop spasming.

“Okay na? Kailangan pa maglinis, baby.”

“Sleepy,” she responds, burying her face on the crook of his neck.

“Linis muna, then matutulog tayo, okay?”

“Okay,” she hums dejectedly before pulling away from him.

continue here (kulto ni tobias gc convo)

continue here (housemates' gc convo)

continue here (eli's tweets)

“Saan tayo after sa Valiente?” Gwen asked from the shotgun seat, craning his neck back to look at Eli who sat in the back seat with Leon and Jacynthe. It was obvious that he was in severe  discomfort with the atmosphere in the car with both Jas and Alistair being in the same space when fully, everyone knew how shit went down for the both of them.

Jacynthe and Alistair were a thing about a couple of years ago, when Alistair had just finished his Information Technology Degree. Philomena Yoon and Daphne Huh, have been bestfriends since highschool and have been each other’s support system since then especially when things got messy between their relationships and well, they both had children none of their partners wanted to keep. Basically, Jacynthe and Alistair knew each other for a long time already, with both their mothers being attached to the hip practically. But what seemed to be an ideal relationship between the two immediately went awry when Alistair migrated to LA to supposedly pursue a career in the Silicon Valley. The two broke up upon Alistair’s wish because apparently he could not handle a long distance relationship. Nonetheless, they kept contact after promising that he will be back once he’s established his career. Well, that was until Alistair enlisted into the military as a Military IT, and did not tell Jacynthe. Back then, Jas held on to every detail to his promise. She lived for the hope of it all, depending on empty promises as something to hold on to. You could only imagine how devastated Jas was when Alistair just decided to go into boot camp and go MIA from the internet scene for a good while. Thing about Jacynthe is that she doesn’t just love. When she loves, she loves deeply and truly and madly. She makes it a point that everything she can give, she will give if that’s what it took for her to be loved. Maybe you can daddy issues for it, but that’s how it is. Jas went around serial dating guys who weren't even worth half a minute of her time. They were all sorts of guys—jobless, narcissistic, manipulative, you name it— all of roommates can agree that they were only there for the money and the fame because Jacynthe was steadily rising to the limelight with songs she produced for multiple A-list singers and songs she wrote with Kyle Crisostomo. It was safe to say that even if it was worrisome that Jas is getting involved with someone like Tobias, who always claimed that he didn’t do relationships, he was nicer than anyone else. Tobi, if not for his compulsive need to stay out of relationships, would be one ideal guy. He’s talented and passionate and dedicated to the things that he loved to do, which was music. Something Jas has always been interested in as well. So, as uncertain as it may be, they had more hope that Jas would not get broken hearted by Tobi, more than anyone else she went on date with. 

“Bahay na uli,” Eli replied to him. “The band will come daw pa magpractice kami para sa set sa Aurora bukas.”

“Oh you will perform?” Gwen’s eyes lit up in excitement as he fully turned to look at her.

“Jas rin! She has a few songs to play with MC!” Jacynthe looked uneasy with it being brought up, especially with her ex sitting just in close proximity along with the fact that in both of her features, she will be singing with Tobias and Amir.

“Galingan n’yo bukas!”

There they were, in the VIP parking lot of Valiente Med, where most of the physicians and surgeons park their cars. It was safe to say that Eli was left speechless the moment her car entered the parking lot and several men dressed in suits were already waiting for them. Philomena Yoon, you are as OA as you can always be.

“Napaka-oa mo ninang,” Eli shrugged at her godmother as soon as she met them in her office.

“Jas!” Philomena smiles as soon as she moves to hug Jacynthe. “Oh how are you? May masakit ba sa’yo? Nasa OR si Mama mo ngayon!”

“Oh, may scheduled check up lang po, Tita. I’m okay naman.”

“Good ‘yan. You’re not pregnant naman, 'di ba? Kaya nagpapacheck up?”

“You put my IUD in, Tita!”

“Ay oo nga pala! Anyway, mabuti yan! Itong bata na ‘to, kelan ka huling nagpacheck up? Kailangan mo na magcheck up ng madalas! You’re gonna get married na next month you have to make sure na you’re completely healthy!”

“Isang beses sa isang taon lang ako nilalagnat, ninang. Para saan ba ‘yon?”

“What if you’re pregnant na pala?”

“Ninang! How?”

“Babe, you’re young! And engaged! And pretty! I was younger than you when I had Ali! I used to have pregnancy scares more than twice a month!” She laughed. “Either way, tama yan. Huwag kayong gagaya sa akin, I understand naman. And your ex boyfriend was an ass. If I was in your place I would’ve been extra careful din. Wouldn’t want a guy like him to knock me up like the genes that kid has! They’re gonna taint our pedigree! Ugh! And at least Ali’s dad was a lawyer and left me to pursue law kahit papaano, I know Ali is going to turn out smart and well kahit namana n’ya yata ng slight ang katarantaduhan ng tatay n’ya. Right, Jas?”

Gwen audibly snorted at his mom’s remark. It really isn’t a secret how furious Philomena was when Alistair did what he did, she made sure he knew that as soon as he graduated from bootcamp.

Jas could only hold her laughter by pursing her lips and nodding.

Philomena continued on yapping until everyone was in their respective places. Gwen ended up being the one to wait for Jas in the waiting room, while Ali came with both Eli and Leon in the doctor’s office.

“Okay, so—” 

The both of them seemed to stop in their tracks as soon as their eyes met. 

“I was given the impression that Doctor Valle would be here instead of an intern, can I have Doctor Valle instead?” Leon’s tone was cold and stoic, which really seemed to petrify Louisse in her place.

“Um… Pi-pinapunta po ako dito ni Doctor Valle dito para magcheck ng vitals-”

“Go back to Doctor Valle, tell her I’m paging her,” Philomena wasn’t much help with her authoritarian tone before reaching for her phone in her white coat to dial someone.

“Binilinan po kasi ako na wag magpakita sa kanya—”

“It doesn’t seem like my problem, Miss Laxa, go get Doctor Valle,” she told her, bluntly.

“She doesn’t look like she’s having the best day, Ninang,” Eli mumbled, eyes wide as soon as she realized that tears were already forming in Louisse’s eyes when she left. 

“This is the second week both her and your filthy ex boyfriend have been receiving pansit since you asked me to send them,” she grinned, complacent at her pettiness as she pushed the door close. Even Ali face-palmed at his own mother’s actions. “If I can’t kick them out, the best I can do is to wish that their shift is worse than the last one.”

“Akala ko once n’yo lang yon gagawin!”

“Oh it’s no problem! I’m paying the nanay na naging patient ko a hefty to cook the pansit I send them everyday! So like isipin mo nalang na we’re supporting Nanay’s cooking business! It’s okay!”

Even Ali could not hold it any more, snorting at his mother’s level of petty. He could not believe how much immaturity his mother still got even after all those years of hardships and life lessons she learned. 

“Even Daph is on this! The Clark boy hasn’t got one scrub duty after one fuck up since we found out about what he has been doing! You have been saved by grace Alistair! If you were in the medical field din, Daphne and I would’ve gave you toxic shifts after toxic shifts too! Naiinis pa rin ako sa ginawa mo!”

“Hay nako, Yoon,” Doctor Valle appeared from the door, giving Philomena a high five as they both grinned. It seemed like they were all in to really making Isaac and Louisse’s shifts worse than it should be, which in Eli’s mind…deserve.

-

“Why are you here?” Isaac bursts out as soon as Eli was out of the comfort room.

“My grandparents built this hospital, Isaac. What do you mean?” Eli spat out, glancing around to look for anyone who might see them both so that she may be able to call for help if she needed to.

“I know what you and Doctor Yoon are doing, Eli. Please, if going back to you would fix this—

“I don’t want you back, Isaac. Sana nahihiya ka sa mga sinasabi mo,” she gritted her teeth, appalled at the audacity that Isaac had to confront her like this.

“So what, mahal mo na? Kaya ayaw mo na agad sa akin?” He quipped, almost like he was offended. “Ganon kabilis?”

“Did you think I would really stay in love with you, Isaac? After you cheated on me with Louisse? Na on multiple occasions you assured me that was just your med school classmate?” Elijah was bursting in anger. She was fuming at the fact that she was being painted as the bad person when he had been cheating on her long before. “You are delusional, Isaac Sim.”

“Eli… You don’t love him—”

“That’s not for you to decide, Isaac.”

Isaac scoffed at her response, jaw visible tightening which scared her greatly. She never saw Isaac as someone who would harm her in any way, but that was before. He was a completely different person than she knew him as. She couldn’t be sure of how he’ll move next.

“Paano? Ganoon kabilis?” His voice was rising quickly which made Eli’s heart pound even harder but she kept her composure, not backing down even when tears were beginning to form in the corner of her eyes.

It was fast. Everything was fast with Leon but it felt natural. It felt light and normal, like it was meant to be there in the first place and really that feeling was so much different that when she was with Isaac.

“That’s disgusting, Eli,” he sniggered. “Just so you know, no one is going to love you better than I ever did. Ikaw? Who’s gonna love you at your state—”

“What the fuck are you telling my fiance?” Leon barked from the end of the hallway, which despite the volume of his voice, sent relief to Eli that she was no longer in danger, most especially when Alistair, Philomena and Belinda Valiente followed suit.

“We’re just talking, Doc—”

“You’re off Philomena's program, Sim. Pack your things.”

“Doc—”

“You are cornering my grandaughter, Sim. Hindi ka na nga maayos kumilos noong mga nakaraang araw, ko-kornerin mo pa ang apo ko?”

“I am not cornering her, Doctor Valiente, naguusap lang po talaga kami.”

“Hindi kami bulag, Mr. Sim. Lalong lalong hindi kami bingi, we heard what you said! Wag mo kaming ginagawang tanga. Alam naming matagal mo nang niloloko si Eli bago pa kayo maghiwalay kaya wala kang karapatan na sabihin ‘yan sa inaanak ko. Now, pack you things and find another institution that will tolerate your behavior because you are off my program.”

Eli just stood there in shock while Leon held her tight for deep compressions. 

Isaac dejectedly walks out from the hallway, making Philomena and Belinda turn to Elijah who is now in a full blown meltdown from what had just happened.

“You’re okay, baby,” Leon assures kissing the top of her head as she tried to hold back sobs.

–

“Ellie,” Leon called from his seat on the couch inside the studio. He was sitting next to Gwen and Amir, who were visibly flirting with each other while her. Tobi and Jas were MIA doing god knows what, while Karlo, Elijah and Kyle were trying to figure out how to keep Karlo from being flustered whenever Ellie does one of Leon’s funky rhythm patterns that no one in the band who has the ability to play bass can do. Everyone had been trying to distract Eli from what happened that morning, avoiding at all costs to bring up what happened earlier for her sake.

“Why po?” Elijah asked, walking over to him, abandoning the two who were currently arguing about Karlo being distractible. “May masakit ba? Do you want to go rest na sa taas?”

“No,” he replied, grinning like a child when Ellie walked over to him. He was just glad that Ellie paid attention to him and not two of his bandmates anymore. He gets it though, neither Kyle or Karlo would even have the stomach to go for their bro’s girl, but it made him uneasy how easily they could if they wanted to, especially with Ellie not even being his girlfriend in the first place. “Just wanted your attention.”

“You are so annoying, Leon,” she laughed, playfully flicking his forehead as he reached for her torso pulling her close to hug her middle, resting his head against her stomach. “Nagpa-practice kami.”

“Magaling ka naman na, ako kaya ang nagturo sa’yo!” he whined, burying his face on her belly even more, attempting to blow raspberries on the exposed part of her stomach.

“Ay parang bata naman oh,” she laughed, trying to pull him away, holding both sides of his face to make him look at her. “Sure kang wala kang nararamdaman?”

“Nararamdaman kong gusto ko ng kiss–”

“Pasintabi naman!” Amir laughed. “Hindi nga kayo magjowa tas mas malala pa kayo sa amin maglandian!”

“What for? Ikakasal na rin naman kami?” Eli laughed at him, placing both of her arms around Leon, embracing him closer to her. 

“Do you want me to court you?”

“Bitch, I don’t do ligaw.”

“She doesn’t do ligaw!” Jas laughed, entering the room, lipstick slightly smudged, with a smile on her face nonetheless.

“You should know this! Hindi ako nagpaligaw kahit kanino!”

“Hindi ka niligawan ni Isaac?” He exclaimed, appalled that Isaac did not do such when Eli nodded. “Bakit hindi?”

“Kasi I asked him not to,” she replied nonchalantly. “I find the concept of ligaw stupid. Like why would you put your best foot forward to impress a woman? Show me na agad how much do I have to endure then I’ll judge kung I want to be your girlfriend.”

“It seemed like Isaac put his very best foot forward pa rin naman the entire time,” Gwen argued. 

“Oh edi tanga na ako, yun ga ang gusto mong sabihin?” Eli sassed at him. 

“True naman! Tanga ka nga!”

“Do you love me enough to want me to be your boyfriend?”

Eli knew the answer to that

It was yes. Always yes and million times more.

But somehow a lump on her throat formed and she couldn’t form the words to say that yes, she was in fact, in love with everything Leon is and whatever it is that scares her so much from telling him that she loves him was an ass for getting in the way of things. Because she wants to tell him, but her heart is beating faster every second passing and because it still scares her that she wouldn’t know how to explain if he asked why.

“I’ll answer that later,” she smiled at him, pressing a soft kiss on top of his. “Will take that as an answer for now?”

“I can take it as an answer as a whole, baby,” Leon hummed, grabbing her by the neck to pull her into a kiss once again.

“Mahiya naman kayo sa mga kasama n’yo!” Tobi shouted from the door, entering with his crumpled shirt that’s not suspicious at all if you had an IQ of a rock. 

“Kunwari nalang hindi halata na nagsession kayo ni Jas sa banyo, dugyot,” Amir shrugged at his friends, pulling Gwen loser to him. “Buti pa kami behave dito.”

“Eh subukan mong hindi magbehave pag hindi ka natupi sa walo ng Kuya n’ya na nasa taas,” Leon remarked, making the room burst into laughter, somehow making Eli forget about what happened earlier and the fact that she didn't know what to expect tomorrow.

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–

“As you all know, Leon got involved in an accident a few weeks ago…” Amir stood in front of the microphone while Eli held Jacynthe’s hand on one hand and Leon on the other, while she waited for her cue. “We regret to inform you na hindi natin makakasama si Leon ngayong gabi dahil doon, we have a surprise guest tonight!”

“You may already know her by now dahil inispoil naman ni Leon kagabi,” the crowd roared upon realizing who was coming up the stage right now. “The woman behind most of the songs of Midnight Covey’s debut album and the Loophole's only full album, the woman behind Mahika, and the woman behind the humble beginnings of the Midnight Covey, I present to you, our bassist for tonight, Ruby Elijah Yang!” 

“Hi!” Eli called, the crowd getting louder every passing second, until she could barely hear herself through her in-ears. “I’m Eli. I was a member of the Loophole and I am Leon’s girlfriend.”

Even the band seemed surprised by the sudden announcement, all of them jumping with happiness as they looked back at Leon from backstage. “Also we’re getting married, so I guess fiancée na pala ako.”

“Leon is off the market, unfortunately. Yun lang talaga ‘yung gusto n’yang sabihin, Covens,” Amir laughed.

“Hala ikaw rin naman,” Kyle rolled his eyes at him.

“Aba syempre, andyan ang baby ko sa audience! Nasan ang mahal ko?” Everyone roared, assuming it was then but the camera drone immediately spotted Gwenael, who was standing in the VIP section with the rest of their friends. “Ayan! Oh jowa reveal bigla.”

The first song in the set was ‘You’, which was the first song she helped Kyle produce during the early days of the band. While Leon has never been more proud that Eli was finally singing the song she’s always loved, Kyle could not feel anymore happier that after multiple demo recordings of You, she was finally at the point where she’s singing as a feature in the song.

“You really love our Eli, no?” Jas chuckled beside Leon, who sat comfortably in a monoblock chair, grinning like a chesire cat while he enjoys Eli’s live vocals through his in-ear.

“Always have,” he shrugged.

“Bakit mo iniwan noon?”

Leon glanced at back and forth from Jas and Eli before responding, “I didn’t want the pain of losing her as someone more important to me than she was, Jas.”

“Anong difference noon ngayon?”

“Better to love than not love at all,” he replied. “Noong nasaksak ako, I only had one thing in mind, I didn’t want to go home dead to Eli. So even if I was practically dying noon, I knew I needed to find a way to cheat death.”

After the set was wrapped up and everyone was good to go, everyone huddled in the bus that they had rented, laughing and enjoying the vibe that the stage had left them all.

“Did you enjoy it?” Leon asked, sitting sideways on the bus seat so that he would be able to look at Eli properly while she ate her fast food. 

Elijah nodded enthusiastically. Leon couldn’t agree more. The stage lit up when she came like she was always meant to be there. She was a natural on stage, she didn’t need to be prepared to be there. She knew what she had to do and devoured Leon’s difficult bass lines like it was her forte all along.

“Inom kang gamot pagtapos kumain, okay?” He smiled, leaning over to kiss the side of her head, inhaling the scent of her coconut scented shampoo from her quick shower a while ago, that to everyone’s knowledge, Leon had the privilege of watching a while ago.

Eli hummed in response, nodding her head. “Thank you for letting me cover for you,” she smiled at him, after chugging down from her pink water bottle. “I appreciate it very much.”

“Masaya akong naenjoy mo ‘yon,” Leon hummed, looking at her before pressing a firm kiss on her lips.

“I love you, Leon,” she hummed as soon as Leon pulled away. He could physically feel explosions inside of him as soon as he heard it. 

Elijah Yang loves him.

At that point, Eli could firmly distinguish the difference between the feeling of butterflies and fireworks inside of you. While the fireworks were loud, there was some comfort in the light it gave. Some kind of warmth that she feels whenever she watches it burn in the sky, leaving bright colors and painting picturesque memories in her mind. The butterflies were quiet and they were quick and fleeting to the memory. It made her nervous about happiness because of how quick it could die.

And for once, love did not make her feel nervous. Scared, for sure, of all the uncertainty that there is but nervous was never in the picture. Leon exudes comfort for her everywhere she goes. Someway, wherever Leon was, there was a sense of safety. 

They have loved and lost and loved again. They were right after all. All roads lead back to where home is. And Leon is home.

And if the question goes around as to why she loved him so much, she still doesn’t know but she does love him. She just does. Regardless of if one day she’ll ever find that deeper meaning, she will love Leon until she can't anymore.

Leon threw blankets over her barbed wires before. His flee had sent her into a frenzy of desperation to find that comfort again that she allowed herself to be tricked. 

Eli guesses that love really does make you stupid.

But all’s well that ends well, right?

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[hells-greatestdad]

OOC

respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

roleplayer name: Collie

roleplayer pronouns: they/them. I am agender/demi-girl and non-binary

muse name(s): Lucifer (and Charlie on side blog)

preferred communication: super shy due to autism and social anxiety... though most forms of communication are fine. ooc tags, DMs, discord (if we're connected on there), etc. just keep in mind I'm very shy and often anxious unless we've taken a lot of time to break the ice. (also simply get overwhelmed easily when have too many people trying to talk to me. I have limited spoons for socializing tbh)

experience: started RP on skype in summer 2010 and been on and off since then. used various platforms.

preferred roleplay type: multi para typically. one liners for short and funny stuff occasionally

pet peeves & dealbreakers: I'm super chill overall and can work with most writing styles. Deal breakers, uh.... I come on here to get a break from life. So anything in the way of drama mongering I have little tolerance for. Also.... please don't message me daily to ask when I'm going to reply to stuff. That shit stresses me out really bad. (It's okay to ask me about threads but please just be considerate about it.)

best time to write: late at night tends to be my favorite time

are you like your muse? Lucifer's personality is quite different from mine. I have given him some traits that are familiar to me (for example I play him as AuDHD), and I do understand some of his trauma in terms of abandonment issues, etc. But overall.... nah. He isn't much like me at all.

(I relate much more to Charlie. I am also idealistic and have strong people pleasing tendencies. I love seeing protagonists like her because they are so uncommon.... she is like me, relatable to me, and I love that.)

tagged by: @hellsmayflower

tagging: @hells-sirenqueen @top-shelf-tender @alteregozowie

[ifdimpeul]

★ CAPA para DOAÇÃO

“super shy” com minji e hanni.

adotada por jjongboA

[skzoombie]

faz um com o han super shy, pfv 👉👈

-Han que houve? Volta aqui - falou desmanchando o sorriso com leeknow enquanto chamava o namorado.

Jisung fechou a porta do quarto e se jogou na cama de casal, suspirou alto e ficou encarando o teto do ambiente. Questão de segundos escutou a porta ser aberta novamente e nem olhou pois sabia quem era.

-Por que saiu daquele jeito da sala? - foi questionado enquanto a porta fechava.

-É que não fazer sentido pra você se eu falar - ele disse sentando na beira da cama e bagunçando o cabelo hidratado.

-Tenta - incentivou encostando as costas na parede e esperando uma explicação.

-Eu tenho um sentimento muito louco dentro de mim que não consigo lidar com nenhum elogio, parece que sempre tem algo me dizendo que não sou merecedor daquilo. - confessava enquanto encarava o chão e os olhos começavam a encher de lágrimas - tipo, pode ser que internamente eu tenho medo de acabar me "desleixando" porque causa de todos esses adjetivos, ou talvez eu perceba no futuro que nunca fui realmente um bom produtor, cantor, rapper, dançarino e seja lá o que mais eu esteja fazendo nessa indústria.

-Han - foi cortada(o) pelo namorado que continuou querendo de uma vez por todas colocar todos esses sentimentos pra fora.

-Mas isso é o de menos, o que mais dó é quando comecei a te observar de longe e perceber que você é totalmente contrário de tudo que eu sou, tipo assim, você é confiante, animada(o), quando as pessoas te elogiam você agradece e até parece que um brilho surge na sua volta, você consegue conversar sobre qualquer assunto facilmente e sem medo de mudar de opinião ou ser julgada(o)..eu realmente veio me questionando se sou merecedor de tudo isso, você acabou entrando na minha vida e sendo um combo que faz com que tudo pareça bom demais para ser verdade.

S/n caminhou até ele enquanto as bochechas umedeciam cada vez mais, sentou ao lado e o abraçou com vontade.

-Primeiro, que eu sei que tudo que vou falar agora não vai fazer sua mente mudar imediatamente, mas quero que saiba de uma coisa, você é mais do merecedor de cada palavra de incentivo e elogio, só você sabe o que passou para chegar e as batalhas que precisou enfrentar, os comentários de ódios e todas essas babaquices nessa indústria desgraçada. Quando se sentir assim de novo, pensa em todo o caminho que percorreu até aqui, vai conseguir perceber uma evolução gigante no seu caráter e sua carreira profissional.

Han afastou o abraço e sorriu com o rosto molhado, puxou o rosto de s/n beijando com vontade e entregando todos os sentimentos que jamais havia imaginado que tinha pela pessoa a sua frente.

-Quando foi que você percebeu que me amava? - perguntou para o namorado.

-Teve dois momentos, quando a gente 'tava saindo e você disse que não sabia que eu era você e logo em seguida começou a tocar uma música do skz no seu celular. - os dois riram alto - E na nossa primeira vez, tipo, eu 'tava bem inseguro ao contrário de você que já tinha e mesmo assim teve toda a paciência do mundo comigo, de combo ficou elogiando meu corpo o tempo todo.

-Mas você é lindo, não estava querendo te agradar com aqueles elogios, era tudo verdade - falou sorrindo para ele que ficou todo vermelho e escondeu o rosto com as mãos. - Menino, 'cê é muito tímido, para com isso.

-Desculpa, é que não sei lidar com essas coisas, já falei antes - rebateu ainda vermelho e rindo.

-Me faz um elogio ousado - pediu ficando em pé e cruzando os braços, ele ergueu as sobrancelhas sem entender - Nada de bonita(o) ou linda(o), esses já tão calejado, quero um ousado mesmo.

Ele gargalhou e ficou pensativo, estava com um na cabeça mas não tinha coragem de falar, uma coisa é cantar um rap com determinadas palavras, outra coisa é dizer isso para alguém que ama e admira.

O menino não entendia como s/n conseguia sempre deixar ele sem palavras, era sempre tão divertida(o) e uma caixinha de surpresa, que parecia que ele se apaixonava cada vez mais.

Han levantou e seguiu para trás do corpo de s/n, abraçou ela(e) e sussurrou no ouvido o elogio.

-Gostosa - sorriu timido e s/n sorriu de volta.

-Gosto quando 'cê tá assim, podia ser mais ousadinho em público assim também - falou pensativa(o).

-Tá louco, isso ainda é um passo muito grande pra mim - confessou rindo.

-Tudo bem, um passo de cada vez, amo você assim mesmo - deu um selinho nele.

[maddgical-boy]

remakin my pinned post bc i love spending hours on fun formats. anyways

⸝⸝⊂➜﹒it's me! ⊃⸝⸝

mark/vinny ☆ he/him ☆ minor (strictly 18+ only blogs block me)

hello all! here i post about all things daydreaming-related, as well as some self insert stuff since there is big overlap there for me.

i have mainly fictparacosms (paracosms of existing fictional media). i'm kinda shy about them so i don't discuss them as much but please be respectful when i do. they do not always line up with canon and i just want to be happy and have a fun time.

❤️ this blog is a safe space for all madders/iders and whatever you daydream about. even if it's considered really dark nasty shit, and even if it's willingly! fiction is fiction my friends. ❤️

feel free to send asks about my paracosms or about yours! tumblr is buggy and i am chronically ill so i may not get to it right away, but rest easy knowing each ask is treasured in my heart <3 i'm shy but i want to interact with you all.

i make big use of the block button if i don't like your vibes or even if we just don't agree about stuff. unfortunately my block barrier from my main doesn't extend to sideblogs and i have to block separately from here, which i sometimes forget to do. so blanket statement for all my blogs and socials:

🚫 TERFS AND ZIONISTS/PRO-ISRAEL PEOPLE GTFO 🚫

and hey! if you can spare some money check out the #donations tag on my main for vetted palestinian GFMs! 🇵🇸❤️

if you want to see more of my silly self talking about other random things, my main is @thecrimeofmans-laughter!

below are paracosms & tags!

paracosms ☁︎‎‎‧₊˚*𖦹

these fluctuate in and out of how relevant they are to me, especially because god cursed my interests to wholly take over my life and then suddenly evaporate like sweat. this is also why i have random mini paracosms that only come out of hibernation if my hyperfixation does too! lmao

───-> ORIGINAL

■ queerer things still — five teens learn of the magical secret realms on earth and travel through them to uncover the main para (enya liao)'s mysterious past. all of them have magical powers and all of them have emotional baggage that they are eventually forced to deal with by fighting monsters that target their greatest weaknesses. everything is weird and also everything is queer (hence the name).

───-> FICTPARACOSMS

■ arrows of shield — big crossover between marvel's agents of shield and the cw's arrowverse. at the center of it all is me, because i am awesome. the only other teenagers (and original paras) are cicero (an entity meant to deal with all emotional and physical pains) and jessop jiang (a boy from the typical 60s american suburb who accidentally killed his mother).

■ the super happy life of akemi ōtani — a blanket paracosm for all daydreams involving any of koei's musou warriors games (that i have played, which is dw8, sw2, 4, 4ii, and 5, and wo4). the name is from one of my two samurai warriors ocs, as she has a very normal, happy life with her dad and sister that is absolutely not besieged by period-typical war. (also my icon on this blog is of nō, who is a character from sw5! she's in her dlc outfit. i love her)

■ yttd paracosm 2 — i don't have a name for this one yet shhh. anyway have you ever theorized that shunsuke hayasaka is sue miley's mysterious fiancé and then made a yttd sona that has become separate from you and is also their adopted child and is also dating ranmaru kageyama and then spent way too much time rewriting the lore of the game to fit this change? that's what this is. (my first yttd paracosm is asunaroland which isn't as major anymore but yeah. i have 2 of these fuckers)

tags i'll use ˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗

i love using tags i love organizing i love formatting i love archiving ＼(^▽^＠)ノ ☆ヾ(*´▽｀)ﾉ ~(≧◇≦)/ﾞﾞﾞ

my original posts -> #mark stops daydreaming for a sec.txt

answering asks -> #mark answers asks, #ask game answers | feel free to send in something from my ask game!

vents about madd -> #madd vent, #intrusive daydreaming | all of these are ok to rb

positivity about daydreaming -> #positivity <3

my art -> #martk | other art is on my toyhouse and instagram! | want me to draw your paras? commission me!

useful madd-related things -> #useful

anything not daydreaming-related, for whatever reason -> #not madd

...and probably other tags i'm forgetting! yayyy!!

all paracosms and paras are tagged #like this* to avoid anything (like fictpara stuff) showing up in big public tags because i am Scared

dividers: animatedglittergraphics-n-more

[tvwoman]

𝚃𝚘𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕...

Cross-over friendly, multi-ship, multi-verse account.

Mun is 29.

Super friendly.

Welcome to all characters, OCs... That means you too. ❤️

GET OVER HERE, AND LET'S WRITE! ❤️ - Seriously, don't be shy! I'm literally like a baby seal when it comes to intimidation. XD I swear I'm not scary!

Major ship whore. - You have been warned, be prepared for loads of bugging and plot ideas, among many other things, from me if we write together and ship.

Now that you've learned some about me, here are a few questions: ♡ Who is your favorite OC to play, and why? ♡ What would you say is the lore connected to your OC? ♡ Could you name three negative traits about this OC? ♡ What is your favorite fandom to write in? ♡ Canon to write as?

INBOX IS NOW OPEN!! 📩📩

Be kind and respectful when in her inbox, please! :3 - No god-modding the character. -If you're wanting para formed or more plotted rp, please feel free to dm me privately. (I have many other blogs just for this reason.❤️

[ultravioletqueen]

Este año descubrí el juego de the coffin of andy and leyley y fuera de la parte del norteñismo me gusto mucho la historia y los personajes se me hacen interesantes,pero hay uno que me llamó la atención más que los hermanos graves:julia.

De por sí me encantan los personajes que son tímidos porque puedo identificarme con su timidez y es mejor aún cuando son gente amable,y eso me gusta de julia,que de todo el cast de personajes sea la única que es buena persona y realmente me sentí mal por ella al saber que andrew solo la uso para callar los rumores de el y su hermana y que ashley le mando cientos de mensajes de odio,amenazas y slut shaming que provoca que casi se mate,odio a los dos hermanos y adoro a julia,solo quiero ponerla en mi bolsillo y manterla a salvo.

Y como hice con yui para mostrar mi cariño le hice varios outfits,aparte de que con mi nueva fijación a hazbin hotel también la quise dibujar como una winner y una imp,se ve super adorable en mi opinión🥰

This year I discovered the game The Coffin of Andy and Leyley and apart from the incest part, I really liked the story and the characters are interesting, but there is one that caught my attention more than the Grave sibilings:Julia.

I love characters who are shy because I can identify with their shyness and it is even better when they are kind people, and I like that about Julia, that of the entire cast of characters she is the only one who is a good person and I really felt bad for her when andrew only used her to silence the rumors about him and his sister and that Ashley sent her hundreds of messages of hate, threats and slut shaming that caused her to almost kill herself, I hate the two sibilings and I adore Julia I just want to put her in my pocket and keep her safe.

And as I did with Yui to show my love I made her several outfits, apart from the fact that with my new fixation on Hazbin Hotel I also wanted to draw her as a winner and an imp, she looks super adorable in my opinion🥰

[voiceoftheexultant]

Para bb headcanons,,

HI!!!! PARA MY EVER.... id imagine hyr to use shy/hyr , it/its and he/him ^_^ in order of pref... shys intersex and aphroflux 🙏 hes. also autistic. sorry any character i like automatically gets the autism beam. hyr special interest is anatomy!!

shys visually impaired!!! glasses dont work as well but it REFUSES to get new ones.

it has general anxiety / paranoia (kind of expected) and it uses things like repetition to calm hyrself down !! kind of as a grounding technique..

it doesnt sleep a LOTT, and is vry easily woken up.. has nightmares a lot as well, so shy tends to stick to napping.. shy doesnt get much REM sleep...

not SUPER clean, is in fact really messy. shy needs a hairbrush so bad 😭

[casiang]

📍 tienda de antigüedades.

la letra de super shy es tarareada por lo bajo mientras se mueve entre los objetos del lugar y come del paquete de frituras que sostiene en una mano. está al tanto de la otra presencia en el sitio, pero espera el momento indicado para fingir que se percata de ella: justo cuando se detiene frente a un espejo que tiene el reflejo del rostro foráneo. ' ¡aah, la puta madre! ' las patatas fritas vuelan por los aires al mismo tiempo que sacude sus extremidades hacia todos lados, totalmente asustado. todo un acto, porque está aburridísimo de ese sitio. ' ¡joder! ¡uff! — ¡que te confundí con un jodido fantasma! '