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thoughts on being engaged to duke!sunday, the head of the oak family, an incredibly influential figurehead within society, the close subordinate of emperor gopher wood who brought him and his sister in and raised him like his own, and the villain who faces a tragic ending in a novel you recently finished — the very same one you just so happen to find yourself transmigrated into. he is as cunning as he is blinded, a trait which brought ruin to many in the empire, and one which ultimately brought ruin to himself at the hands of the protagonists.
as luck would have it, you became a barely mentioned side character from a marquis family, whose role was to be the villain's wife stuck in a one-sided love who, too, would get caught up in the tragedy alongside him. however, now that it's you who is stuck in this position, you're determined to try any means necessary to deter him from going down that path, all in an effort to escape your predestined doomed fate!
of course, you didn't expect it to be easy. the day of your arrival in this world was already the night before your wedding, so you had little time to prepare yourself for the nonchalance of your supposed family, how they viewed you as but a means — a tool — to boost their influence and prosperity, the dismissive mannerisms of the household servants, and the absolute beauty of a man you will be married to.
(seriously. the novel descriptions did not do him justice. he was like... like... like he was handcrafted by god himself! and not to mention his sister, robin, was the very epitome of an angel! perhaps you're destined to perish by the god-tier visuals instead...)
to say the least, the wedding ceremony went by quickly. safe to say you didn't spend the night; he was cordial and gentlemanly upon letting you know that he won't do anything until you're ready, that you can take this relationship slow, but somehow you ended up feeling a tad insulted. like, who leaves their newly wedded alone in a big cold bed as they walk out on their own? a sick bastard that's who!
well, whatever. it's not like you need nor want to consummate with him! besides, you have bigger things to worry about — things such as your impending death. and, of course, the only way to stop sunday that you can imagine working is by chipping away at his resolve bit by bit, and opening his eyes to reality.
he is a tragic character, one who cares more about the well-being of penacony and its people than anyone else, but was manipulated into getting his hands dirty in the emperor's stead. you knew this. you sobbed over his story, cursed out the protagonists, and even fought internet randos on novel forums about sunday's motivation and how,
no, he is not just a stupid villain. he is a complex character with flaws and humanity and was cruelly taken advantage of by someone he considered family. he was deceived through the suffering the emperor wanted him to see to make him easily manipulated, creating a rift between him and robin to have that prominent separation. you know what? maybe you're just a !%#@ who can't even #@?"% read properly!
and yet you still find yourself at a loss when faced with the walls he has in place. your initial efforts went as well as it possibly could have; you trying to earnestly help him, while he "kindly" dismisses your offers! well, "kindly" being more condescending since you could read between the lines of his mannerisms and amiable demeanour, but that's fine! you expected this! that just means you have to double down on your sincerity, get through to his heart (somehow), and help him realise humanity isn't as weak as he's led to believe!
you have three years until the novel's plot officially starts, and another year after that until your demise. that's plenty of time to get him to warm up to you!
it was easier said than done, but after your valiant effort and abundance of time put into this relationship, which admittedly you could do with some of that lost time back, you could give yourself a pat on the back with the progress you made! while you definitely could have done without a lot of the headaches, it's safe to say sunday has significantly warmed up to you in comparison to your wedding day. he now willingly eats all his meals with you with some real conversation, takes garden strolls with you in the early evenings, invites you out for dinner at a restaurant at least four times a week, hell he's even joked and laughed with you more frequently! but most importantly, he has begun asking for your opinion before finalising any decisions he is required to make. and he actually listens and considers your side! now, that certainly is the best outcome you could hope for after all this time, and it most definitely will help in your endeavour to save you both from the protagonists!
however, you've noticed he's been more... affectionate? well, at the very least he now willingly holds your hand when in private (not just in moments when you're in the public eye and he has to make sure the family's reputation is spotless), sometimes he will hug you out of the blue ("i just need to... recharge. you have a way of calming me down. i hope you don't mind." ...how could you say no to his supreme god-tier face card? that's just a losing battle you won't even bother fighting against.), oftentimes he opts to just gaze wordlessly at you (robin had mentioned over one of your tea times how it almost appears as though there is no one but you in the world when sunday gazes at you with, in her words, "the eyes of a man so deeply in love!" ...whatever that's supposed to mean...), but a more recent development has been his sudden interest in kissing you; well, more specifically giving you a kiss to the back of your hand or on your forehead — certainly not anywhere near the lips! (besides, he's probably just gotten comfortable with you, enough where he can freely act without judgement. nothing more, nothing less.)
well, either way, development is development! soon enough, the time for the main plot to start has arrived. it of course follows what you remember, from the organised balls to the protagonists meeting to the political aspects of it all. the only difference is sunday's less active involvement in all the schemes and the emperor's ploy. rather, he seems more focused on you and the future of your marriage and even displayed a sudden interest in your practically non-existent relationship with one of the foreign diplomats, aventurine— wait...
"[name]," he calls your name out so sweetly you nearly disregarded it as someone else he was talking to. well, perhaps you would have done had he not suddenly appeared before you, a tight-lipped smile tugging the corners of his lips as he steadily approaches you.
oh. he doesn't seem very happy, if his tense figure is anything to go by. you wonder if one of the nobles grated his nerves a little too much this time?
sunday comes to a halt a step away from you. "i don't like that... gambler being so close to you. it... it brings me a rather unpleasant feeling." there's a slight, trembling pause. not a moment later does he close the gap between you, one knee on the ground as he matches your seated height on the fountain rim, your hands gently enclosed in both of his.
you idly wonder if this is what robin meant by the so-called "eyes of a man so deeply in love" she constantly gushed about, for the way in which he gazes up at you is enough to render you breathless.
"tell me, [name]," he begins once more. there is an underlying desperation woven within his tone, one which has your head spinning and heart thumping wildly as his trembling gaze holds you in place. "tell me, what am i to do with this fervent love and overwhelming adoration i hold for you?"
oh.
...oh.
perhaps your impending doom should be the least of your concerns when you now find yourself in the arms of a clingy husband...
(though, it's safe to say you did, in fact, manage to prevent him from succumbing to his tragic fate! you just gained a loving, yet slight slightly emotionally challenged husband along the way.
well, you can help him work through it; you have the rest of your lives now to figure it out, after all.)
#sophie talks : concepts <3#sunday x reader#hsr x reader#honkai star rail x reader#guys i put too much work and brainpower into this just to be kept on the blog i needed to let it outhl#sighs i need to write a proper long one shot of this or like a (mini) series bc the brainworms.... are brainworming#mainly bc there are sooo many plot points i could incorporate#like… gopher uses u as a bargaining chip bc he notices sunday not being as active as well as his growing feelings for u and wants to#manipulate the beginnings of his development before it gets too far#cue u snapping him out of it or opening his eyes to humanity by fighting back or smth#anyway barks at manhwa tragic duke villain manipulated sunday x transmigrated a lil dense saviour complex reader + arranged marriage#also this turned out way longer than the 2 paragraphs i had in mind what the fuck#hes a tad unhinged but tbh why wouldnt he be 🧍♀️#also i spent like 2 hours on this and its nearly 4 am so... eepy time.... dreaming of this sunday.... honk shoo honk shoo...
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standing in front of a firing squad would have been easier than reading this script i need to be shot
#this is hands down the most insane script ive read i was sitting slack jawed half the time#not because its Outrageous but because. oh my fucking God#frank sure does have too much influence over *gestures broadly* This.#to see their dysfunction presented like this. is. so.#like. of course the reason they cant be nice to each other is because they all expect some kind of Trick. we see this again in s12#they've set a precedent where everyone is unable to be vulnerable out of fear that someone else is going to take advantage of them#its about knowing to Never let their guard down. because they can't afford to be stupid enough to think someone was being nice#its literally about them not trusting each other. they know each other. care about each other. but they're all still at war with each other#anything could be a trojan horse#and even when they try to do something thoughtful it's ruined bc their motives are being questioned and that provokes a defense#''of course i wasn't being Nice that's stupid why would i ever do that for you'' because otherwise theyre leaving themselves open to attack#i think this episode works purely because theyre All trying to change this at once and since theyre all aware of that fact#its like oh okay youre not fucking with me because we've established we're all trying not to be cynical#i cannot even begin to dig into the pure autism of this entire. not even just the episode premise. the whole basis of the gang's dynamic.#like yeah of course a group of weird neurodivergent people is hypersensitive to this#its the same thing as mac and dennis in suburbs questioning wally's intentions/demeanor welcoming them to the neighbourhood#literally in defense mode all the time because they expect the worst from people and they haven't had any reason to think otherwise#marder and rosell get it but thats not exactly new and surprising <3#but wow this script adds so much. at least for me.#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#ada speaks#character meta#for good measure
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The Heart Killers Crack 3/?
[me, lying through my teeth, while gazing more lovingly at fadel than he does at style] i don't play favourites
#[HOPELESSLY DEVOTED TO YOU BEGINS PLAYING]#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#thk#fadel#fadelstyle#stylefadel#thk crack#talis thk crack#*opens trenchcoat to reveal crackposts*#the touch-starved Mr Darcy/Kat Stratford type who can kill a man with his bare hands but still lets Style get under his skin#what i'm saying is#he's written for ME specifically
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What is the PR disaster in question that made Rick announce TSATS? I wasn’t active in the online fandom at that point
Of course! This was awhile ago so it figures people don't remember it/aren't familiar:
Basically a couple years back (2020) the fandom had some posts circulate discussing the ways different characters in the Riordanverse were written poorly or offensively. There was a masterpost that went around tumblr but the two major points people were particularly focusing on were Piper and Samirah (particularly because Piper had featured prominently again in Trials of Apollo recently and the third MCGA book had further emphasized and discussed Samirah being Muslim, since it was supposed to take place during Ramadan). Basically each had multiple posts breaking down the ways they were depicted incorrectly or offensively. The entire fandom for a little bit was VERY intensely discussing this (and it's around this time the "RR crit" tag got very popularized on tumblr - it did exist before, but suddenly was being used VERY frequently - cause it was that wide-spread - though the discussion took over basically every side of Riordaverse social media on different platforms). People really wanted Rick to respond to these criticisms, so he did!
He made two blog posts, one about Piper and one about Samirah. He has since deleted both so the links are to archived versions. The short version: he essentially tried to justify his poor research and double-down that he hadn't written them offensively, actually, people were just being mean to him. The fandom, of course, reacted poorly to this.
[Further elaborated events under the cut since this got a bit lengthy]
(Fun fact, this all happened within a month or so of the time i posted an open letter on aphobic tropes in the Riordanverse that Rick replied to, and then he immediately followed with announcing that Reyna was intended to be ace-coded [which cause a LOT of fandom debate] before Rick dipped for a couple of weeks, and then came back to post the blog posts in response to Piper and Sam stuff. So I like to jokingly refer to this as "The time I imploded the fandom/drove Rick off of twitter." Twas I that set the house ablaze.)
Rick fully left social media after this and the LT Musical social media manager became Rick's social media manager for the time being.
So this all happened June/July of 2020. Tower of Nero would end up being published in October of 2020 and a few months after that Rick would state that he was done with the series and wouldn't be writing any more series installments involving Percy, and also that he wouldn't be writing a Nico quest following Tower of Nero as it "wasn't his place to" and encouraged the community to write their own versions of Nico's story.
The community continued to circulate the tumblr posts and discuss the topics of Rick's offensive character depictions, and this is also where we see the dramatic shift in how the fandom depicts Piper in fanwork (though in most cases it is admittedly not an improvement 😬) because of all this discussion. This is also around the time when the fandom brought Viria under scrutiny claiming that she was whitewashing Piper as part of the same discussions, through the justification that she was drawing Annabeth as having tan skin (which she does canonically), and if Annabeth has tanner skin then Piper then that's whitewashing Piper? Except they were using completely separate images of not fully rendered Piper art versus Annabeth in dramatic lighting, so it's all very awkward and poor logic, and did actually get kind of racist. A lot of people were calling it "Tannabeth Blackchase" (yeah, i know) or similar and a common sentiment you'd see repeated is "Don't draw Annabeth as having darker skin than Piper, because that's offensive/racist/whitewashing." (Note: it was not phrased "don't draw Piper as having lighter skin than Annabeth" - we also won't get into certain offensive depictions of Native Americans, but I digress). But yeah, the Annabeth stuff in all that did not age well at all.
Anyways, in October of 2021 however Rick would announce that he was co-writing The Sun And The Star - with a lot of heavy emphasis on how Mark Oshiro works as a sensitivity reader, and some false advertising from the official social media that Mark Oshiro was the first time a non-Riordan author would be collaborating on the series (disregarding the ghostwriters completely). One of the big criticisms in the breaking down of issues in Rick's writing was his lack of ever seeking a sensitivity reader, and fans claiming that a sensitivity reader could solve a lot of the problems. This was basically Rick's "look! I totally listened!!!!" (though it did little to actually improve things, based on the book) and in TSATS as well Piper gets a large cameo at the end where the text very directly addresses a lot of points made in criticism of Rick's writing of her.
We also then of course got the CoTG trilogy later, explicitly stated to be for advertising purposes for the show.
So basically, short version: Rick came under scrutiny for a lot of offensive writing within the span of two months, made some bad blog posts doubling down about it, left social media. TOA ends. Rick says he wasn't going to continue the series/write what would become TSATS. Community celebrates the end of of the franchise but also continues to discuss Rick's poor writing and the blog posts at length. Rick suddenly announces TSATS and Mark Oshiro's involvement. Everybody gets distracted from being mad. Show announcement stuff also happens and the discussions peter out.
#pjo#riordanverse#fandom history#rick riordan#rr crit#ask#boywithskull#anonymous#long post //#fun times fun times#im always amused by the bit where i come in. like oh yeah i played a major part in the middle of all of this#i didnt mean to but i was the beginning of the end#maybe thats why this book is my personal hell. its in direct retribution#its really weird though because Rick did not usually reply to people on twitter but he responded to my open letter WITHIN HALF AN HOUR#within half an hour of me posting it he replied and then rapid-fire replied to like two or three other random tweet questions#at which point he confirmed he wrote Reyna with her being alloromantic ace-coded in mind (''but you dont have to agree'')#(i should note also - rick's reply plus the ensuing tweets HEAVILY implies he did NOT actually read my open letter. lmao.)#dipped off twitter for a couple of weeks. came back to post his blog posts responding to criticism about Piper and Sam#and then left social media completely. people kept talking. oh look new book pspspsp. look show pspspsp.#but so. yknow. i did that. it was ME!!!!!! and i will never let him forget. i know what he did.#i will never let him live down shitty PR move to try and sweep those bad blog posts under the rug
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The silly(s)
Cove and mermaid mc r based on this post specially
#rui draw smth#our life: beginnings & always#our life#our life: now & forever#olba#olnf#qiu lin#our life cove#olba mc#tamarack baumann#I'll kill for tamarack#let me kill for tamarack#also trying out the chibiness to open requests on chrismas(?)#our life mc#ruri posting
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guys. guys. sleep by mcr is an ody song!!!
#THE TERRORS CALL AT THE BEGINNING ❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️#“just sleep”#“just keep your eyes open/just let me close my eyes”#UNDESERVING OF UR SYMPATHY CAUSE THERE AINT NO WAY IM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID#auooghhh.........#mcr saaave meeee.....#OOC.#ODYSSEUS. / posts.
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My absolute favorite thing about your blog, even more favorite that Vachete, is the care and interest you put into each response. Be it an ask or an art piece, you always eloquently break down each individual aspect and comment on them. It always makes me smile.
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#aw geez#thank you! that's such a sweet thing to say!#these are things I like to talk about so it's not like people have to try very hard to get me to ramble about stuff I hold dear#tumblr as a whole seems to have an atmosphere that encourages being open about passions special interests and one's creative projects#it's terribly flattering that folks are interested in engaging with what I make to begin with I don't take that for granted#and having your original characters depicted by other artists is a huge deal#it takes time and effort and thought to create anything especially if it's for someone else#I try my best to let them know that I've stopped to look at and think about their work in a way it deserves#and I like art and I like talking about and analyzing it and if someone made it for me and it features my brain goobers I like it even more#plus I know receiving comments is rewarding so I try to write ones that take longer than a few seconds to read#every time I get thoughtful feedback the good feeling lingers for ages and I'd imagine most people feel the same way#answered#hylorien
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one of the many reasons I love Rachel's POV is that she just does not get Marco. Not at all. Jake and Tobias know hes putting up a front more often than not, and Cassie especially sees right through him, but Rachel buys the mask. She even thinks, originally, that Marco might be against fighting just to annoy them. I'm not even sure that Rachel ever really understands how deep Marco goes down the rabbit hole.
Like, I don't think she's doing anything that Marco doesn't want her to-- She isn't being mean or anything. I don't think it's because she dislikes him, or because they're constantly fighting. Marco is doing this on purpose. He puts on a mask with everyone, but Rachel, especially, and she buys it hook, line, and sinker.
And it really makes you think, like-- How long did Marco and Rachel know each other before his mom died? Is she basing her assumptions off a boy that doesn't exist anymore? Is that why Marco keeps up the front with her, or is it because she's the most popular, the prettiest, and the strongest? Did Marco have a crush on Rachel before his entire world fell apart? Is that why he's desperate for her to never realize it did?
#shut up az#animorphs#marco/rachel was my first ever animorphs ship and now as an adult I'm like wow it would go so poorly#because Rachel just does not get Marco at ALL#and I think Marco definitely adored Rachel at the beginning of the series and that's part of why he couldn't stand Tobias#but I also think he gave up pretty soon after realizing how similar they were#like it does not escape me that Marco and Rachel both open books using their morphs to attack people#like. they are so. fucking similar sometimes#and I think Marco seeing that he and Rachel are similar only in their most ill advised moments would turn him off a little#and now I'm like wow it probably doesn't help that Rachel has never once given any indication that she realizes he's changed#like he will always be the same old annoying shitty best friend of his cousin and on one hand he appreciates the nostalgia of that#but that's not who he is anymore. you can't love something that doesn't exist. so Marco just. Lets go.#(falls in love with an alien instead)
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#calendar update#Calendar applications will probably begin in august and be open to all#Let me know what you guys are thinking!
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Alright, the teeth headcanons are taking a bit longer than I planned, but, I already tagged it...
I'll probably change some when I'm actually done, (I'm missing 12 ghouls, at least last time I counted, I might be wrong) but anyway not about that. I just think a post about what I'm talking in tags will take a bit shorter than the teeth thing.
Also thank you for attention my last post got, I just got a funny idea and I'm happy that people also seemed to find amusement in it.
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Anyway, the tags,

Specifically about multi ghoul, so... groups of elements that will be revenant in this post: basic/classical elements + quintessence, primes and planetary. Today I'll break them down and I most likely will go more in detail in future posts. I learnt to just break my ideas into parts. Also I would greatly appreciate if someone could give me some good (free) resources on alchemy. I will buy myself new books soon, so you might also drop some recommendations.
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Basic/Classic:
Air (🜁)
Fire (🜂)
Water (🜄)
Earth (🜃)
(Quintessence (𝓠)*
*- Quintessence is fifth element, which was believed to be an essence of all and what made the four classical elements. In alchemy it was believed quintessence can transform, purify and perfect all in physical and spiritual sense.
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Primes:
Sulfur - Soul (🜍)
Salt - Body (🜔)
Mercury - Spirit (☿)
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Planetary:
In our current scientific understanding of our solar system, there's 8 planets, well, not according to alchemy. There's 7 planetary elements; gold, silver, iron, copper, lead, mercury, tin. Each corresponding to a celestial body:
Gold - Sun (☉/🜚)
Silver - Moon (☾)
Iron - Mars (🜜)
Copper - Venus (🜠)
Lead - Saturn (🜪)
Mercury - Mercury (obviously (☿)
Tin - Jupiter (🜩)
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#ghost band#ghost bc#the band ghost#alchemy in relation to ghost#the band ghost headcanons#the ghost band#ghost the band#ghoul headcanons#band ghost#it's a beginning#I don't want to overwhelm anyone#so there are basics to understand later posts when I'll go more over the each element#Feel free to ask any questions#my asks are open#it's still quite a work in progress#but feel free to add anything to the post#I think I might make some more element ghouls. but I have this idea of ghoul hierarchy based on element group? but yeah#for now let's focus on primes/planetary and classical#alchemy#alchemy elements#You guys seem to enjoy my weird rambling of barely coherent headcanons so... enjoy?#... hopefully
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"Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls, It's finally time to lift our sails! A show of wonder and tall tales awaits! Come join in the fun, One and all, we'll be sure to have a ball!!"
"We welcome you, dear guests. Please stay as long as you like! But first, a couple of ground rules for the stage: "
No explicit questions or submissions, We pride ourselves on respect here!
Not every question may be answered very quickly, but we promise to get to them.
Respect the stage, other guests, and yourselves here, we want every guest to have a wonderful time.
If you see any suspicious activity backstage, report it to Yucca IMMEDIATELY.
Roleplay starters are accepted at this time! Replies will come when Cobalt finishes his acts.
((Rules are subject to change and growth.))
"Now that the rules have been posted, let the show begin!"
#“let the show begin!~☆”#ask blog#current wip#princeofpaints#nights journey of dreams#nights sega#open asks#artists on tumblr#nights into dreams#nights#nightsposting#nights jod#original character#☆~《 Star of the show; Cobalt 》#♧~《 Behind the curtains; Yucca》#asks open#open rp
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my only sincere wish for tgr tomorrow is that theres at least 1 scene of them actually playing exy
#i think this might be an unpopular opinion tbh bc i know a lot of the fans dont like the exy scenes or even skip them#to whom i say: you know nothing and neil would be so disappointed in u#if u read the books enough times ur 3rd eye opens and u begin to actually understand exy#and once u do the exy scenes become some of the best in the whole series#IMAGINE my disappointment when i finished tsc and realised i didnt get to see them play exy even once. in the exy books#also i purposefully didnt let myself know when the book comes out bc i thought it would be funny if i got surprised by it#and its TOMORROW???????#luckily im off work the next 2 days c:#my posts#aftg#tgr
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Whoever thought it was a brilliant idea to let other players phase into your cutscenes in public areas in SWTOR--
#i have gone through this opening cutscene for the event like six times#and the last time the game was like 'oh you know what would be funny?'#game: *right near the end boots me OUT of the cutscene forcing me to start over. from the beginning.*#>:E#like don't get me wrong it CAN be funny SOMETIMES#but like at other times? just let me play in peace gd#i don't need a random pink half dressed lady interrupting me by dropping literally out of the sky#grey's silly swtor tag
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"I wonder what I'd be without you"




#just wanted to emphasize the Master's expressions here#the biggest 'his gaze softened' to have ever 'his gaze softened'-ed#you can see him going from confused to the moment when he's finally touched with realization by ten's word with the eyebrow raise#and how he's visibly holding back the tears and simply can't contain a smile that only grows bigger#and the way he looks at then by the end really has a mix of emotions but for me it screams longing#because with the way he says “yeah” and his thoughtful expression at the beginning he very likely was reminiscing their memories together#and he comes to realization that yeah. what were they without each other.#or you can say that he just finally felt touched that ten isn't willing to let go of the 2 of them together after everything the master did#considering this was the first time we saw him in a moment of vulnerability. he was scared even#he opened himself very briefly for the first time and ten still showed compassion towards him#okay this got way longer that I thought but I think a LOT was spoken here even with no words#a big applause to john simm's facial acting here of course#thoschei#tensimm#best enemies#doctor who#tenth doctor#10th doctor#simm!master
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i just want to say, to the people being my rock right now. i adore you to the ends of earth. @am4zon , @hexweaver , @sm4llville / @ourcharade, @01army, @razedhell, @americanedpsycho , & there's more of folks to which i haven't followed/found again- have shown such great empathy and understanding and, just thank you sm.
#x. ooc by dior.#/ its been real rough. but i got my closure#/ and THEN some. and i'm able to begin healing#/ im not going to let this hold me down- nor will anyone#/ i am going to sign up for trauma therapy- i wanna talk this out#/ amongst other things that haunt me to this day#/ ill admit this whole ordeal opened a lot of old wounds#/ all at once. but wounds heal. ill let them heal.#/ yall really showed up and im so thankful. and ill show up for yall <3
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Even tho Li Jing does approve of MK, we agree there's… some tension, right? For obvious reasons.
Oh yeah. There def is.
Most of it is is resolved before mocha was born, but even after the quads are born there was still some there, yk?
Mk had been through ALOT before s5, and seeing one of the people he loves so dearly being called a “beast” and getting hurt by the pops of the guy he has a crush on… his feelings were pretty mixed.
Jing did his best after S5, and honestly made more of an effort then he has in the past few thousands years. MK’s whole self sacrifice deal, where he was just so willing to die at the drop of a hat for the people he loved, for the people of the world… it tosses away any thoughts that this kid might be bad news. Forget the damn “harbinger of chaos”, that damn kid is a saint!
Now part of it is the fact that the JE is gone and Azure is back in his life being a good influence. But it’s also the fact that Nezha begs him to trust this kid. At that point Jing and Nezha’s relationship was not very good, so Nezha telling Jing to trust him was a huge deal.
As for Mk… it’s not an instant forgive. It wasn’t for macaque, it wasn’t for azure, and it certainly wasn’t for Nezha. But Mk is the kind of guy who gives and gives his heart until it’s a bleeding mess, for better or worse. So he was willing to give Jing a chance.
Of course this doesn’t excuse Jing’s behavior, and there’s a lot he has to unlearn first. Thousands of years of listening to the JE’s rants and to the whispers of the court, about demons and being high class, ect ect…
Jing wasn’t born like that, he was a mortal swordsman turned celestial general. He absolutely says things he probably shouldn’t, and gets into more fights with Mk than he should in the beginning. Mk being angry at the others blatant disregard for those considered “lower”.
It takes a long while, and Jing and Nezha making frequent trips to the mortal realm for Jing to unlearn all of that. And for Mk and him to talk instead of yell. Mk doesn’t forgive immediately, and is quite cold to Jing at first. Never anything outright mean, but it’s def akward. It’s only after Nezha and Jing’s own relationship starts to repair does Mk really start to warm up to him.
Of course that’s not even mentioning Wukong. The first thing Mk makes Jing do is apologize heavily to the Monkie king. Both kings find it akward, but Jing puts a lot of effort behind it, so it was a start.
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