#[this song makes me fucking cry lol]
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i think that if we dig all the way down to the roots of tøp's musical theme, it all comes down to that constant internal conflict between desperately wanting to be seen and desperately wanting to stay hidden. we can see how they've been making gradual progress in "managing the tension" but it's still there on Clancy. dare i say it's the central theme of the lore as well.. the reason the character & the era Clancy feels so rebellious is because he's actively fighting to Be Seen. the oscillation continues, but a subversive variable has emerged.
#also i dont wanna make assumptions or be an intrusive creep but#i think its safe to assume that#tyler has been fighting this battle since he was a kid and he still is#based on the stuff he's said so far and the lyrics of course#and that fucking aches my heart because i get it im going thru it as well#i dont mean to say i get him 100% because that impossible but#i resonate with the lyrics he wrote sooo much it sometimes scare me even#like snap back......... it i s so s ad#and i know what that oddly specific melancholic euphoria they were tryna go for is#when i fully absorb that song#but at the same time the progress he and josh have made is so conspicuous too#it makes me cry from joy and relief#because while the steps may have seemed too small to make a difference#theyve come a long way to achieve this betterment#and it gives me/us/them hope that things will get even better in the future#why am i ranting and venting?? idk#i got sentimental while thinking too hard about their lyrics lol#anyways. thanks for coming if you read the tags this far#tøp#twenty one pilots#clancy#tyler joseph#josh dun#sorry for the typos i dodnt proofread
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junpei and chidori's second duet in p3wm. [november spoilers!!]
#calling all tragedy enjoyers!!!#jundori#junpei iori#chidori yoshino#persona 3#persona 3 spoilers#persona 3 the weird masquerade#my translations#mine#persona#[this song makes me fucking cry lol]#i love them together so much#watch ‘til the end for Even More Angst#haneyuri's voice is so good oh my god. everyone's voices are so good but the ones in particular that drive me crazy are as follows:#ray fujita (shinjiro); ZAQ (aigis); haneyuri (chidori)
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For the boys who cry. (Me).
I'M A REAL BOY BOY AND I CRY
I LOVE MYSELF AND I WANT TO TRY
(Lyrics from Samaritans by Idles)
Background with no text cuz i'm way proud of it
#forcemasc#eh im hesitant to even put it in tags cuz my hearts rlly not in it today but#my positive masculine affirmations i usually categorise alongside my more forceful forcemasc#so its ok i think. enjoy. and know its ok to cry and be emotional. shits rough sometimes#be a better man than our dads were eh? im always striving for that#this song very much is one i relate to as someone who bought into toxic ideals to try and be me#and then am slowly having to relearn what being a man can be to me without buying into the toxicity that poisons the male role models in my#life. cuz i dont wanna be my dad or step dad lol. n theyre the types who've said this shit to me bout manning up growing balls#and it feels even more rebellious masculine and powerful to me to spit in that and go no fuck you. im a real man and i cry#and it doesnt make me any less of a man or less tough or hard#or less able to partake in hard masculine spaces and aesthetics#i can be a man who cries AND a man who can leave a bootprint on your face to remind you where you belong hah#thats part of whats nice abt forcemasc is a kink space where you CAN delve into harder more brutal things while compartmentalising#that thought process seperately from yr non-kink worldview of emotional regulation and emotional health! or whatever idk lol
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Alex singing Hollywood Hopeful by Loudon Wainwright III before Dancefloor (Los Angeles, August 7 2014)
The lyrics to the song:
#i'm projecting but hearing him sing a song that has the line ''never thought i'd see the age of 25'' breaks my fucking heart lol#especially bc guess what. he Was 28 when he was singing this so like 🤪🔫#anyway he sang it bc they were playing in hollywood but you just know he relates to the lyrics and that makes me fucking sad dude#imagine going to this concert expecting the good ol LADIES before dancefloor and being hit in the face with this instead? lmao#i'd start crying#arctic monkeys#alex turner#am#show
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i had a great time at the hicksville grand reopening! extra thank you to everyone who said hi to me today, everyone there was so nice 💖 can't wait to visit this stage many, many, many more times in the future!
(also expect footage up on youtube soon 👀)
#juno.txt#cec#chuck e cheese#the district(?) manager (chuck is hugging her in the 2nd pic) gave a speech before the balloon drop#and commended the fans for fighting so hard to keep hicksville around and i was like YEAAAAAAAAAA HICKSVILLE YEAAAAHHHHHHH#i love this stage so fucking MUCH dude i cant describe how happy i am that it gets to stick around#they played every boy every girl and im barely familiar w that song so idk if they changed the lyrics for the event but#there was a bit in it about like. staying and continuing to make music and it had me almost crying in front of everyone ghdjg#it has me almost crying now lol im just so happy#also also also. matt sam tyler jack specifically as well as the group of kids i saw leaving who i didnt get the names of:#thank you for saying hello u were all so sweet esp matt and ur family yall were total angels#ok im gonna stop rambling in the tags i just love animatronics and the fandom hehe
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yes i excluded all i want for xmas bc it's in its own category as greatest xmas song ever. she's got 19 total so i ruthlessly picked my personal faves :)
#poll#polls#music poll#tumblr poll#inspired by how i was listening to mariah's greatest hits the other day#shout out to my BFF who turned me into a lamb when we were roommates#i did like her before but never like sought out her music#also my answer is one sweet day that song makes me cry and i'm not even relating it to anything bc#it's just fucking good lol
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this video makes me want to sob and throw up and scream and cry and collapse onto the floor
#actually like sobbing through it this is going to kill me genuinely#god ive not cried these kind of tears in a while LOL#i cry a lot but not whete it makes my chest hurt like this#everyone should watch Get Back. best docu ever made actually :)#but no theres smth about getting a beatles song in the year 2023#like its not smth i ever imagined but now that it exists its like wow. its truly over. its a fucking solid conclusion and it hurts so badly#im going to rip up my pillow the emotional pain this is bringing me is actually heart wrenching#my one brother one time was like the Beatles are so mid and overrated and i wanted to leap up and strangle him across the table#THEYRE LIFE CHANGING OKAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#idk its just so much my childhood :/#and this song is ripping my heart out </3#and hearing them talk about this being the last beatles track ever. like yeah i KNOW but god fuck ouch#the way they talk about george and john im going to bang my head into a wall#mayne i shoulf rewatch get back and have a mental breakdown#i told my friend about that docu when it came out and hes like wow that sounds incredibly boring#how dare you how fucking dare you. 8 hours of content????? fucking...great#but no seriously to listen to this song released now and it sounds exactly like their original work. im gonna throw up i feel so ill#never recovering from this actually 😊#catie.rambling.txt#Youtube
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Pearl Jam playing "Inside Job" was not even remotely on my radar of 'Wouldn't it be rad if they played this song? Wouldn't it be vaguely life-changing?' something to hope for. Nope, not even. BUT THEY FUCKING DID and I cried so hard through the whole fucking song. I hate them and I love them forever for it. THAT was a live music moment that will stay with me forever and ever.
#crystal visions of lilies in the valley#after ''Inside Job'' luckily they played a song that I don't love so I had to sit down and finish crying because. yeah. wow. jesus.#however they DID play ''Why Go'' and ''Pilate'' which WERE on my radar of 'oh god I hope they play those songs!!!!' :')))))#PJ delivered except that they opened the show with MY ABSOLUTE LEAST favorite song on their debut album#so I hated that but its ONE saving grace was that the crowd was SO FUCKING LOUD singing it that I was like 'WOAH holy shit! okay then' lol#the amazing thing about hearing ''Black'' live was 1000% the audience. I did not care at all for PJ playing it but the crowd...overwhelming#however they could still not make me like that song. sorry. lol
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i am literally the bravest little guy in the world no contest. i have been so brave about it so many times. i will continue to do this forever
#text#remembered the time when [thing happened] and instead of engaging in [bad coping mechanisms]#i finished crying took some deep breaths and went to mcdonalds and got myself a caramel sundae#and it was so fucking cold out but the sundae was good#and definitely made me feel betterthan bad copingmechanisms would have#and before that i even made a playlist of songs that make me happy instead of Stewing In Misery#well i did stew in misery listening to my misery playlist when i walked back#all you wanna do came on my playlist while i was walking back and i started crying so hard i had to sit down on the ground and calm down#luckily i was on campus at that point so i didnt like. get hit by a car LOL#sry aywd came on shuffle just now so im. reminiscing.
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sometimes u just have to make urself absolutely MISERABLE but like in a sexy way
#flinging myself into the yawning chasm that is my current angst wip#the playlist for this one takes me out every time which........#i mean that IS the vibe im going for but wow its a whole rollercoaster every time#space oddity makes me cry literally every time without fail it is just fact at this point lol#if u have never listened to david bowie space oddity i BEG u to go and listen to it it is absolutely magnificent#like yeah i know its a drug metaphor#but taking it literally it is the saddest fucking song on earth#i love it so much
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i hope everyone's prepared for me to become the most annoying person ever in 13 more hours
#i'm going to cry i'm going to listen to this and just start fucking sobbing#this song is so special to me you don't understand and i'll never be able to put it into words properly but like#orangestar's music. is important to me. i relate a lot A LOT to the feelings he incorporates into every song#those feelings of like.. struggling. and sadness and wondering what the point of it all is but trying so hard to stay positive#trying So Hard to see the beauty in the world even when it all seems like fucking garbage#and to stay hopeful for the future. to continue building your own life rather than letting society shove you into a monotonous routine#it's just... so so important to me. putting my relationship with music into words is hard but it's more or less how i keep myself sane LOL#daybreak frontline is a particularly beautiful song. one of my favorites.#and the thing about having these vocaloid songs that you hold near and dear to your heart and then they get covered in prsk is like#well all of the kids are like. very important characters to me. they make me happy i love them lots!!#so when they sing these songs that i've loved for years and like grew up on. that just makes them even more special 🫶🏾#and i think this song is like. peak vbs. this is the kind of music they do best this is where they all shine the brightest#also the art looks very very very very pretty.#see what i mean. i am going to be so fucking annoying about this forever this iseverything. to me.
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Listen i like image dragons but that is a weird choice of music the makers of sweet home made here
#what the fuck is this I'm crying#couldn't they make a new song just for that show or-#does this have any deeper meaning i haven't discovered yet after 2.5 episodes#i always start laughing when that song comes on in these otherwise super dramatic scenes#(also please someone be proud of me. i started a drama and stuck with it#I'm impressed with myself lol)#void screams
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me: *having the time of my life making character/ship playlists*
also me: *knows i’ll never share them because i do not give a shit about genre so if the lyrics fit it goes on the playlist*
#idk there’s just something about people who get pissed about songs not fitting the genre they think the character would listen to#like this is for songs that remind *me* of the character not songs i think they would listen to if they had spotify#like i have a county song on my billy playlist cause i heard the song on the radio and my brain went ‘LOL BILLY’#country*#i also have a taylor song and a conan song#but then i’ve got some that fit his ‘genre’#at least i think cause idk what genre most songs are tbh#like i’ve got simple plan and black veil brides and bad omens and halestorm and loveless and catch you breath#omg the catch your breath song made me cry the first time my brain connected it to billy#then there’s demi then paramore then fucking kesha#i simply do not give a shit man#and like some people like a character but don’t listen to the genre the character does#just let them make a playlist with their songs they think fit the character in peace#some of my playlists will go from lofi to screamo man i give no fucks#music#playlist#userkarson
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#i forgot that unlike my other meds#these meds don’t make me feel numb they make me feel EVERYTHING#which is fun actually#but also embarrassing bc i cry at the tiniest things#just finished crying bc of a song my friend’s mom played#it was just a very emotional song#and i love my friend and her family so so so much#and fuck now i’m crying again lol#anyway all in all today was a good day#tiring#but good#personal
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aouhhh 🥺💖💙🥰
#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙#tape entry circa 1980#ngl ive been feeling like a bit sad like... i just miss them sm hfdjks#i just wish so SO soso so badly that i could go home to them both back in the 80s#to be w the loves of my life but ALSO to have someone i can talk music to and we can just talk abt music for hours <33#i can just talk abt it to them and theyll completely understand and give their own thoughts abt whatever song/band/album im talking abt#and id love to hear them go on long insane rants abt their own favorite albums and for them to show me a new album they listened to#something theyd know i like cause we love the same music genres#fuck i just miss them so much... they understand me more than anyone and get along w me more than ANYONE#i couldnt even try to imagine a person who better suites me than them even if i tried to create the perfect person for me#they just ARE already the epitome of perfection for me like we were made to know and love eachother to get along so well to be inseparable#i love them... god i love them both so much just thinking about them always makes me cry#i almost never cry its only ever because of them that i cry...#i miss them so so fucking much i keep thinking about them throughout the day#just imagining me being w them to be able to kiss and hold them and show them just how much i love them both#actually today i was picturing them here w me which is something i never do#i just love and miss them... i feel lonely and just ah... idk i wish i could go off on an adventure w them rn#i want to escape the life im living rn and just run off on the road w them chasing after our dream of being rockstars#tbh id also just love to experience the train together and get to see all that crazy stuff yknow? would make good song writing material lol#idk i feel like i cant truly get into how much i truly love and miss them w/o sounding super depressed and pathetic tbh#so i keep holding myself back from really expressing how i feel abt them
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listening to my sails are set until my ears bleed
#boink#fuck it all#this song has become like. my stand in for human connection#lonely? msas#touch starved? msas#need a hug? msas#going stir crazy? msas#its like. physically warm to me#idk. like at first i just really liked the arrangement.#like its impressive. ill be honest lolll i was impressed. and its so and sos arrangement#and yk. we taught it together and stuff. he gave my section the hardest part bc he said he knew i could handle it#its silly but that feels good to hear yk. and ofc i had to get it right then#anyway one way or another it ended up being my comfort song#and now listening to it makes me feel like my heart is being wrapped with a warm fleece blanket#so..#yeah#idk#lol#anyway LOL#i just have a questionable attachment to this song atp lolol#im not even fucking with you i legitimately feel like crying whenever we sing it. we get to the climax and i just have to close my eyes#and just breathe#it's wormed into me in a very particular way
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