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botanikos · 4 months ago
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Respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you’d like to get to know a little bit better.
Roleplayer name: Jude
Roleplayer pronouns: They/Them
Muse name(s): Stolas
Preferred communication: Discord doesn't gobble up messages, so that's truly the best place! However, I still try to answer tumblr IM's as well. I also have telegram if anyone wants it. . . . it's collecting dust!
Experience: Yikes, this dates back to when I was much younger, and before I even used the internet for roleplaying. I started off writing on pen and paper with my cousin and a bunch of friends. We would pass paper or journals back and forth, taking turns writing out scenes or responses from a variety of characters. Mostly, at those times, it was for Teen Titans, Naruto, Bleach, and a few others. I'm going to safely say that early high school was when I took it online, starting off on a couple of forums and chat rooms [ namely, Chatango ]. I frequently roleplayed via text message, email, and instant messengers. I still do this with like, one person via FB Messenger, lol. I occasionally roleplay on Discord, too.
Preferred roleplay type: I gravitate towards whatever my mood and energy seeks out. Unfortunately, I used to do things in a very organized manner, but that time has long since passed me. I am easily exhausted, distracted, and just. . . can't keep up! I prefer things with some substance, but I'm not strict on moving larger plots unless we've communicated it or have a larger goal in mind for our writing. I love just having fun and going with the flow! I'm open to most types, too, though I don't typically do single-liners unless it's like. . . me being goofy on the dash.
Pet peeves & dealbreakers: Automatic assumption of our characters knowing each other! Unless we have talked it over, or your muse is a canon character within the universe that he's interacted with, please don't do this! It makes me [ and Stolas ] uncomfortable!
Absolute dealbreaker - If you think Stolas is an abuser / disregard his being in an abusive relationship, my blog is NOT for you. I've made this clear a few times and wrote up a whole PSA for my portrayal!
Shipping - I've said it a few times, and I'm always willing to go over it for anyone curious, but my Stolas WILL NOT have any sexual or romantic interest in women. At most, if talked through with the other mun's, you'll get a little drunken flirtation. But there will be NO follow up. That being said, I can be a shipping whore [ affectionate ]. I love shipping! And if Stolas finds you attractive, then damn, he WILL flirt! However. . . . I will never just auto-ship with anyone, and I will be taking into consideration how Stolas would / wouldn't feel with your character. There needs to be some sort of interactions to base these things off of before we get into the big stuff. Again, though, if you see something that makes you tilt your head, it's probably because the mun and I have talked privately and are in cahoots with the idea!
Drama - Please don't pull me into it if it can be avoided. I am 30 years old, I did my time of tumblr dramas back in like, 2010. I am here for a good time, not a long time! If I gotta just up and leave, I will. Unless there is some serious shit I need to know, I will NOT be getting involved.
And one last dealbreaker. . . If you're treating this and your partners like there's a time limit, you definitely don't want to write with me! This is what I do for fun, to relax, to explore my writing abilities, sharpen them, and interact with people that don't exhaust me! So if you're going to put a time limit or anything of the sort on our interactions, I'm gonna' lose interest sooooo fast. Absolutely NOTHING I ever send or offer expires. You're also free to just delete it if you lost interest. That wonky ass 2am ask I sent you? Delete it if you don't wanna answer it!
Best time to write: The weekends, since I don't work. And, honestly, night time! It's when things are the calmest for me.
Are you like your muse? Do I gotta' answer this question? Yes, yes, I am like my muse. Stolas and I share quite a few similar qualities, both in terms of hobbies and interests, and emotional states. I have an excessive amount of plants, I love watching the stars, I have an unholy amount of books and love reading, I enjoy tea and intimate conversations. I've been in abusive living situations, I suffer from anxiety & depression, and while some people think highly of me, I think rather low of myself.
Tagged by; @strikers-saloon
Tagging; @flamesignite ; @witchysang ; @distortiism ; @lapetitemxrt ; @siriuslord ; & anyone else! Feel free to say I tagged you if you want.
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fortemelody · 7 months ago
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chat i had the biggest ghost and pals hyperfixation when i was 14…like it was so bad every fucking math class i would use my airpods secretly and listen to the songs on repeat while also drawing the characters on my paper. and when i wasn’t doing that i was just constantly thinking about it and looking up shit on the wiki and joining discord servers about it…
btw the fandom is so ass (or at least was?) a lot of people were obnoxious asf
i legit had to pry myself away from it becus i was like chronically online at that point 💀 not blaming that one on the fandom or franchise honestly it was my own fault but i’m just saying it made matters worse
and yet i still revisit it every couple months and have such a strong urge to draw the characters once again aughdkfkfkr but i think it’s a healthy relationship now so that’s good
my friend even got me a tamari plush which was legit the last song/character i remember seeing new content of before fully leaving the fandom which was kinda ironic (but not complaining at all it’s adorable i cherish it and i’m pretty sure it took months/years to come so i was prob into it when it was ordered)
i was also so deep that i listened to most of the songs in the marz mitzi era and i tried to listen to some of those again and good god they hurt my ears (in the most respectful way possible; i cannot make music for the life of me and i obviously know that ghost improved)
anywayssss uhm just wanted to say black and white is an underrated gem and the whole communications case could honestly be like turned into some prime time tv type shit and it would blow up i guarantee IM GIVIN YALL FREE IDEAS HERE!!!!
lastly i also wanted to see if anyone is in the fandom currently and wanted to be mutuals and like maybe fill me in on stuff if you want LMAO cus i’ll see art of like pathological facade and new songs that i don’t even know the name of now and feel like i’m old 😭 i know i just spent half of this post shitting on it but like i said some of it was my own fault and the franchise itself genuinely does hold a place in my heart
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gotdamlost · 6 months ago
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rp partners wanted
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sup i'm bee. just another blog looking for long-term, rp partners who write with bts & like to chat ooc as well. i write on discord only & comfortably with those who are 21+. i am an enthusiastic roleplayer so i'd appreciate only reaching out if you feel like you can match that energy and if you'll actually communicate with me (not ghost). i become unmotivated going the whole nine yards with edits, playlists, pinterest boards, headcanons, etc. and then not receiving the same energy or effort back. i'm over doing all the work to get a plot going. i'd also appreciate if there's some understanding on with patience & response times. i am not a person who's chronically online, so my responses are not instantaneous. roleplaying is a hobby i am trying to maintain with a full schedule. i extend the consideration to all who may partner up with me.
After reading feel free to like this post, drop into my IMs, or ask box to reach out for my discord tag if interested. If you've read this far, thanks for your time fr. hope to hear from ya soon!
currently: CLOSED FOR PARTNERS carrd: bzzwrites.carrd.co last updated: 12/12/2024
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first and foremost, know IT'S OKAY TO SAY NO. its okay to say you do or don't like something. it's okay to say you are not feeling a plot or the vibes and discontinue interaction. people feel like just because we start plotting you're locked in. not at all. if i'm not a fit for you at any point just say so. i PROMISE you it's not gonna kill me or make me mad. in fact its better for everyone. people agree to be nice, because we exchanged discords and got so far. just be honest. it saves so much time. i enjoy: multi muse universes, world building (playing multiple muses), gangs/mafia, slice of life / romance (in moderation), friendships, sci-fi, fantasy, angst, found family, plots / AUs of media i’m familiar with. i'm selective with: school / university plots, fictional celebrity AUs, supernatural — i'm willing to listen to ideas if i won't write: supernatural ( vampire / angel+demon / zombies etc.), plots based on real world events ( COVID, etc. ), smut focused plots.
literate to adv. literate (para, multi-para, novellas possible) but i’m so low maintenance. my rule of thumb is matching my partner. you can find a writing sample of mine here.
at the point of plotting, if i don't hear back from you after a week, i'm dropping and moving on. if we get to creating a server and i don't hear from you after two weeks, i will leave the server. no hard feelings held, i just really want to write and it's frustrating to be ghosted even by well-meaning people. but you are always welcome to reach out and let me know if you'd like to continue or just mingle/chat!
i love collaborating with my writing partners. i don't like one sided plotting or hearing "that's fine!" "sure thats okay!" etc. i appreciate and want to hear your contributions to the plot as well.
I only write member x member. I don't mind writing as the members themselves or using them as faceclaims for OCs.
I feel like I can capture most of the boys in writing, except Taehyung. My aces are hyung line, but i'll play anyone. You can find the ships that I enjoy and am currently interested in exploring for plots here.
NSFW and dark plots i'm chill with, but don't interact expecting only smut. If it's part of the overall plot, sure, but I have comfort levels.
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koolades-world · 5 months ago
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DAMN SO IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD A DU TO OBEY ME PIPELINE. that fandom made me worse and i think it made my life go downhill (/hj). i was so mean like we weren't all children with unrestricted internet access idk why i thought it was that serious </3 (sorry i was reading ur blog and saw a post responding to someone and i went "wait i minute" and had a few flashbacks)
OMG HEYYYY (more ex fandom ranting under the cut!)
first, welcome!! so glad you found a better fandom to migrate to and that you aren't stuck in the past like some people i knew. you are all good, no need to apologize. it's so crazy to me that i've encountered not one, but two ex du fans out in the wild! i thought there were about fifteen of us total lol. i know that war flashback feeling. was digging through old screenshots for something the other day and i found my stash and had to take a moment. sorry if some of this makes no sense or has odd flow. i'm word vomiting and i'm pretty tired rn (in the middle of drinking a matcha, coffee, and monster all at the same time). college has been sucking the life out of me, but i just had to answer this immediately
yeah it was absolutely wild man. i don't think anyone except like a few people liked me because to this day i'm still only friends with two of them. the way i was absolutely witched hunted i tell you :sob: i 100% made more enemies than friends. even my readers were mean, and i just took it all for some reason? i've been on tumblr for about a year and half now, and i haven't had a single mean fan, but back in the day, i think i had more than i can count. yes i was on wattpad for longer, but considering the ratio, that's crazy. i have about 2.2k followers here (love all of you guys mwa mwa) and i have zero mean fans. on wattpad i think i have like 260 something, and the fact that i cant count the amount of mean fans i had is insane. if i didn't have those friends, i would be convinced it was a fever dream. if you were on wattpad at the time, you'd understand how jarring the swap from that fandom to this one would be. fanfics are allowed? still kinda crazy to me actually. can't believe being an author is welcome here! im part of a zine now!!! i didn't think that was every going to happen. have no clue how the hell this pipeline happened, but hey! at least there's two examples lol. like i said before, i honestly cannot tell if it made me better or worse, but i can for sure think of all the ways it made me worse! haha.
yeah we were all kids with unrestricted internet access everyone was like 10 to 14. i was 13 or 14 when i entered the fandom and that was old LOL. can't believe i was the responsible adult in the room at 14! my now best friend was like 11 or so at the time. maybe its the trauma bonding or something, but we're basically siblings now. we are inseparable, package deal if you will. if you remember chev, i am exactly one day older than him lol <3 my favorite running joke but it also shows my age. the swap to this fandom was so odd, because now i'm a baby compared to everyone else lol. i can't believe i'm no longer a mediator or anything. this fandom is pretty unproblematic and it's so so refreshing to just be able to exist
if you knew who i was back in the day and didn't hate me, feel free to reach out! if you didn't still feel free to reach out haha. even if you didn't know me, you probably knew my best friend whether you liked it or not haha. i understand if you don't want to, but if you ever want to chat, i totally wouldn't mind! feel free to send me a dm and i can give you my discord. would be nice to get another outside perspective. if not, again, totally fine! have a wonderful day and hope you're recovering well. you're a fighter and deserve the best! hugs and kisses :)
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galaxygorl-does-stuff · 7 months ago
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intro post because im bored :DDD
my strawpage!!! (just want to put this up here. may lag devices there's like 125 gifs on the homepage :p. also flash warning if you scroll down enough, i have a blinkie hoard on the homepage)
hi!!! my name is kris :]
i use they/it pronouns
i am agender, aroace, lesbian, and cupioromantic!! I am a sex-repulsed asexual and a minor so please refrain from sending me nsfw stuff
im currently hyperfixated on object shows, especially inanimate insanity! feel free to talk to me about them i love rambling about characters :D i also might be hyperfixated on skekthesilly’s atom society whoops
i don't have a dni list but I will block you if you're an asshole :)
i use a few sorting tags:
fandom-centric tags are the media name (or an acronym). plain and simple. you can find them in my featured tags area over by the search bar somewhere :]
non-fandom posts are tagged with #random stuff
polls are tagged with #poll
reblogs are tagged with #reblog
posts that have something to do with queer stuff are tagged with #queer
posts that have something to do with linguistics are tagged with #linguistics (i did not steal this tag from a mutual i promise!!! trust me would i ever lie :3)
original posts are tagged with #my posts
asks are tagged with #asks
posts about object shows are tagged with #osc and whatever object show theyre from. i painstakingly edited a couple hundred posts for better sorting :p enjoy. also mephone3gs has his own tag (#mephone3gs tag) and so does saltpep (#saltpep tag) and firefile (#firefile tag). stuff to do with the ii confessionlings and no object show in particular are tagged with #confessionling shenanigans
object shows with titles that have more than 2 words are tagged with an acronym (ex. #itft) (excluding a is for). object shows with 2 words in the title are tagged with the full name (ex. #inanimate insanity)
hfjone is tagged with #hfjone and anything bfdi related is tagged with #bfdi saga. iii content is tagged with #inanimate insanity and EEE/THREEE content is tagged with #excellent entities (but there's like two posts in that tag anyway so it doesn't really matter lol)
i also have a series of shitposts tagged with #fun ii facts
reblogs are very appreciated!!! likes don't do anything on this platform, they're more for saving posts
i am always willing to chat with mutuals, and always happy to get an ask :3 feel free to say shit to me idk
i edit images to make characters bald and am always happy to receive requests, they're a great time-waster
that's about it :3 links down there vvv
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my pronouns page (text is a link)
my picsart account (text is a link)
i have discord but id rather not put it here where anyone can see it :p
idk what else to put
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lancr :3
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glitchyvoice · 7 months ago
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hey guys, figured i should probably let you know i cant draw for the time being. i no longer have access to my phone which is what i used to draw and idk when/if ill be getting it back.
i have an art tablet but it doesnt work with my current pc, my hope is to eventually buy a laptop that it would work with but as of now i cant afford to do that so i wont be able to post any art or open commissions.
ive also been a lot less active on tumblr due to time restrictions getting worse and just generally being busy in the time i actually do have, though my schedule on that should clear up soon.
when it does i plan to stream more!! zenless zone zero is out and i wanna experience that for the first time on stream, ive been super excited to see what its like.
lastly, i wanted to apologize for not talking to people as much as i was. i do still want to interact as often as i can, but due to my current schedule i havent had nearly as much time to reach out. i dont get notifications when people message me on tumblr, so i miss some of them.
if you still want to chat (and are comfy with this. obv i dont want to force this on anyone) im a lot more likely to see messages on discord!! so feel free to add me or shoot me a dm over there. (my. user is the same as it is here. i use the same user on everything lmao) i always respond unless im physically unable to at the time. :))
and thats everything i wanted to say!! just wanted to give an update since ive been a lot less active here recently.
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mocalocha · 26 days ago
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hello, lovely! i spotted you looking for rp partners and i wanted to reach out. you seem like you have great energy and i was hoping we could chat about ideas, maybe become friends and all that good stuff.
i’m 25+ female and a well seasoned writer. i write third person, oc and cc, in a long list of verses / genres. i write m/f and f/f and mostly novella. i don’t do liners— like you i give what i get from my partner.
if you have any questions, feel free to ask. i apologize if i’m doing this wrong— i’m taking a huge step here, it’s my first time reaching out to anyone on tumblr like this. for rp things. i don’t quite know how things work ( and i do only write on discord ) but i hope this will suffice and i’ll hear from you.
take care! 💕
AHHHHHHH hello hello there love!! thank you so much for hitting me up, and let me start off by saying that YOU ARE DOING AMAZING. im so proud of you for reaching out, that's not something i can do myself, and you're doing just perfectly lovely, so don't you worry a bit!! i would absolutely adore writing with you !!
you seem like you have great energy yourself, and LOOK NO FURTHER, i would love to be friends with you as well as roleplay partners !! give me a sec to hit you up in our dms so we can discuss further. <3
edit: just realized, @riigormortus i think your dms might be restricted? ALL GOOD THO <33
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krabbages · 3 months ago
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Would anyone be interested in joining a small multi-fandom discord server? Thinking of making one so I can chat with ppl about mostly webcomics, but also art and creative stuff
If interested let me know!
I'll put my interests under the cut and if you like any of them feel free to DM me and maybe we can chat!
I am primarily into bleach rn, Ichigo is my precious blorbo. Aizen is my poor little meow meow. I love the world and lore and characters a lot! Currently my biggest brain worms are here
I am super into Pokemon as well. PLA is my one true love. Submas is my second biggest brain worms source. Emmet is my beloved and I want to put him in a lovely terrarium and stare at him haha
Also playing too much Pokemon TCG pocket lol
As for manga/webtoons/webcomics/etc, boy do I love a LOT. I'm only gonna include a few of them lol
Jungle juice - ITS SO GOOD AND UNDERRATED
Cleric of Decay - genuinely don't know anyone else who has read this one, but if you like a slightly unhinged but well put together MC this is for you. Marnak is also very pretty
Eleceed - 🥺🥺🥺 Loving mentor/apprentice relationship AHH so good!!
Omniscient Reader - okay so ORV is the mega worm of all worms in my brain. It lurks in the dark and occasionally slams all the other little worm bundles away. I cannot recommend this one enough. You will be hooked! Lots of incredible world building, loveable characters, a driving plot that keeps you interested, and the character growth and development in the story is soooo good. Plus lots of subtext between the "life and death companions" haha (webtoon tones down some things :/ but the novel is steeped in it)
The Guy She Was Interested In Wasn't A Guy At All - aka green lesbian manga. Aka best highschool romance lesbian manga I have read this year. A gyaru meets an edgy "guy" at a music store, falls for him, realizes he's actually the girl that sits next to her in class, and they fall in love. There's way more to it than that. The art is also amazing!! And it's very heavily music themed. 100000/10 please read if you havent
Paper Teeth - Avery is a vampire hunter turned vampire in an unfortunate accident she doesn't recall. She is also an absolute disaster and a danger to herself honestly. Emotionally stunted, an absolute idiot, and just so relatable
If I kept adding to this list we'd be here for a year probably so im gonna stop now... 😳 But if you want a rec list of good webtoons of various genres hmu
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tapuhauko · 1 year ago
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Hello everyone! Here's an update on the Kahuna party event! This event will focus on the recent change in Kahunas on Melemele Island, and of course that means a party is in order! The main attraction is a small battle competition to honour Tapu Koko, but there will be other side events too, so no worries if you and/or your muse(s) aren't into Pokémon battling! The event will run from wednesday october 4th until sunday october 8th! The battles will be held on the 5th, 6th and 7th of october! The main aim of the event is simply to have fun and meet new people / write with others! I will be writing up starter sentence posts and I am preparing random events to be rolled! c: If there's any questions, feel free to IM me or send an ask! There's a (small) dis.cord for this event! I will place it below the cut! If you entered the battle competition, you can roll dice (and do practise rounds) here, but it's open for anyone who wants to participate in the event! Finally, thank you for those that have shown interest so far! I'll do my best! <3 ps: the main tag for this event will be: kahuna party event
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callibones · 5 months ago
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uhhh hh ..... hello! this is the same anon who sent in that ask about object camps. the camps you suggested sound really interesting! im a little too scared to join them for now haha but they sound really cool. they will rotate in my mind for a while i think HGFDSFGHJGFDSDFGH other than that .. 1 . i came across the wiki camp two and it looked so creative and interesting to me! i dont program in css that often anymore but the site makes me wanna go over and put in a bunch of pages. problem is.. i don't know how to Apply? or Do Anything? rn the site is locked for voting but just in general i tried reading the rules but still couldn't understand how it worked. if you knew anything about it that'd be nice. it also seems to have a discord server..? again im scared to check myself but if youre in it i wanna know whether it's a nice space to be in.
2 . uhhghgfdghj i peered through the rest of the blog and found the shelled one blaseball fic you posted ? and i think im really Normal about it. So after reading that i now trust your fanfic opinions. are there any other blaseball fics you'd strongly recommend? and uh general.. uh, evil mind controlly fics would be really nice too (the book of bill is also sort of ruining me along with this so i am truly looking for ANYTHING and like omg hbdxszexrdcfdsxrctvdxszaf) and thats all i wanted to ask you! sorry this is getting REALLY LONG i wish you well and i am So Sorry for bothering you!
HELLO AGAIN! not botherin me at all. :-] i was hopin youd find that answer.... i made sure to answer it at the same time u sent the question so you'd have a MAXIMUM CHANCE of findin it, and u Did! so Yay! welcome back. im going to tag my answers to your Post's with 🩸🟪 so we Never Get Separated Again. but i want you to know.... i don't bite! i literally can't on account of my face is a monitor. so if you wanna chat, feel free to dm me! you seem like a really fun person and we clearly have a lotta interest's in common so Consider That: An Option.
ANYHOO.
1) the wiki camp 2 is ABSOLUTELY a welcoming community. in fact, check this out: here's an index of plainly written explanations of various community in-jokes, to ensure nobody's left confused! while i'm not super active on the discord due to hyperfixating on single spaces at a time like some sort of cryptid, i have a lot of wonderful friends in the community and i'd wholeheartedly call it nice.
you don't have to apply to write, either! while i don't think there's an ETA yet on when the wiki's re-opening, whenever it does you'll be able to make an account for free and start creating to your heart's content! sometimes people who do that even get roped into the camp due to Token Shenanigans....
2) look. i get it. how much do i get it? the post you're talking about was written by my bill cipher fictive. and guess what book made me pick THAT thing up? we're in the same boat. i'm (RELATIVELY) normal 'round these parts, but if you do end up dropping me a line, maybe you'll happen upon some of my stuff? just sayin'. but as for what i can do for ya at the desk here...
thing is, i actually haven't read that much blaseball fanfic. i know! i WANT to. i have a list, which i'll reblog with your special tag right after this. but my brain doesn't let me read a lotta long stuff these days, which is SUCKS! i might poke around some tags and see what i can find, but that spectacular shelled one fic's the only one of its kind i know.
if you wanna read something Long and Serious and Really Really Good that's haunted me for years, put your eyes on Oil and Water, the shoe thieves disaster marriage classic about grief and autism and family and other such things.
then read everything else that catches your fancy, and send me your picks! and hey. if anyone reading this wants to help a cute anon out and knows some fics (or wrote some fics) that fit the Bill i mean the bill, PLEASE lemme know!! i Understand wanting more evil mind control. it's kind of my whole thing. PLUS i'm literally the shelled one's favorite
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camcorderx · 7 months ago
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>> ​🇼​​🇪​​🇱​​🇨​​🇴​​🇲​​🇪​ . . .
you can most definitely call me 'cam' or 's' horror - rock/metal - cod men I have most recently been creating ai bots to chat with so please feel free to check those out! I only upload to j.ai as @.camcorder ♡
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>> ​🇷​​🇪​​🇶​​🇺​​🇪​​🇸​​🇹​​🇸​ . . .
▹ i will write ANYTHING for ANYONE, that includes oneshots, hcs, drabbles, or bots. All of my work will be gender neutral unless stated otherwise ▹ if you request a male/fem pov of a request already written I will make one for you! I just now the disappointment of having to read or experience something 'not for you', and would like you all to enjoy my goofy rambling to the fullest ♡ ▹ might not write nsfw but honestly i'm up for it, give me a shot lets work through it together lmao (i don't know a lot of terms istg if i look stuff up and ruin my browser history-) ▹ I WILL: poly, male/fem/gn pov, sfw, hurt/comfort, angst, fluff ▹ I WONT: char x char, (wait im still thinking)
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>> ​🇧​​🇴​​🇹​​🇸​ . . .
my precious boys ♡ I will also be taking requests/votes/suggestions on bots here ! My bots are mainly ANYPOV just like my requests, but like stated, if you want a strictly male/fem pov bot I will make it for you! Occasionally I will post my thought process here on my bots (it will get messy trust me) just hang out with me and help me decide!
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​>> 🇱​​🇮​​🇳​​🇰​​🇸​ . . .
Janitor.AI ! [ Check out my precious bots! ] Discord ! [ Chat if you want w/ me! Though, its probably better to chat here! ]
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middleschoolfursona · 1 year ago
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literal tears are running down my face as i scroll thru your blog. on it it it feels like im back home.
i just wanna go back man. i just wanna be a kid running around on feralheart and drawing my ocs again and watching silly movies with my friends. it feels like im living a lie every single day of my life since then.
it hurts and fills me with so much shame to say that i feel like a kid, like i stopped mentally aging in like 2012, 2014 at the latest. the dysphoria is strangling. i dont want to describe it but yeah it sucks so bad.
i cant tell anyone in my life this in detail. cus i can feel the callouts. the sneers. the performative disgust. the gleeful hatred. everyone turning on me and making me into a joke. but this experience is so viscerally terrible and real and i cant just get over it and i cant choose to get better. i hate it.
youre the first person ive ever seen who seemed like theyd actually understand and its just overwhelming bcus it felt like i was completely alone. so i just wanted to say thanks for the catharsis of showing me im not beyond understanding. but im sorry if this is all selfish or upsetting. the last thing i wanna do is hurt or upset anyone, so feel free to ignore and delete.
thank you for ur blog and i hope you have a great day/week/month/year/life/forever <3
anon, im so so sorry i didnt answer this one sooner. i kept thinking, "when i get on desktop" but i never ended up back on desktop until i got this new monitor (win!)
i totally feel you, im glad i can bring you (though maybe bittersweet) comfort.
dysphoria and even feelings of 'transness' in places of identity other than gender and sex absolutely exist and are valid, and its really too bad its so stigmatized. you have my <3 and you have my thoughts. its tough, and theres more of us than youd think, hopefully, its an amount that comforts you... and i hope, you can find people who relate to you and you can share trust with and happy memories.
"performative disgust' is a topic i bring up a lot in this kinda discoursing. if i may, its pretty western too.. the need to be combative causes a strange sort of lash-out-culture, where people arent even neccisarily uninformed, its a lack of desire to be informed at all, and instead perform hatred for the acknowledgement of their peers. id know. it was me once. terrible and toxic situation, but its eaten the internet in many spaces....
its tough feeling trapped, unable to move forwards and feeling like youre "wrong". being disabled and growing up disabled makes those kinds of remarks and implications said by some people extra painful to me. and i know lots of us who feel dysphoria surrounding our facets of the self, both gender or non-gender, are neurodivergant as well, and as someone who was in special education, and then my school dropped me by force because i just "wouldnt" do my math, i know how painful it can feel both inside, but then to come forward and have people act like "just move forward" "just understand" "well you can never go back so just be here instead"... its painful.
i hope that between the time you sent this and now, youvbe found someone to be open to... if not, you can send me your discord off anon (wont pub) and we can chat there if you need it... youre certainly not alone anon, just the haters want you to feel that way. dont give in. do your best!
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uncle-dusknoir · 2 years ago
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SHIT I forgot I should do one of those pinned posts explaining who I am. i mean probably i kinda like the mystery but eh whatever.
im Basil. unovan. she/her. Hex Maniac "curse fanatic" by circumstance.
blog title source - personal curse tracker
I've got Toothpaste, he's a shiny Obstagoon and my baby boy; Thyme, that Dusknoir, my uncle; Jupetta, a Banette, Thyme's Pokemon before he turned into a Dusknoir.
There's also Skorna, the bone Runerigus. She's just a pest.
Deckard, a white-furred Zorua (NOT HISUIAN) i found in my backyard. He's baby
Mint, a Sneasel I got as a gift from a friend of mine 💜 she's very bity
I've also got a new Poryphone named Porypory. it speaks in pink, is very polite.
oh and the 19 shuppet from the halloween party
... And Bluebell! An Alolan Meowth I found in the dumpster in Alola. She's a million years old and the sweetest cat in the world
image of thyme here
image of skorna here
image of toothpaste here (also me)
image of jupetta (mostly toothpaste tho)
image of deckard (and also me)
image of mint (and my arm)
this weird breloom someone let loose outside my house??
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> ooc notes under the cut
9/15/23 updated her 'main' image to be more in line with how i draw her
subscribed blogs only dash (I'm really just putting this here for myself but if y'all need it idm)
my other pokeirl blogs are @crossbones-n-skull and @nifuunbakufuun!
join the hex maniac discord server! more info (kinda) in linked tumblr post. if the link is dead lmk ill fix it (discord added a thirty day link cap)
basil's cousin, sage, is over at @sage-the-exorcist (run by my friend, statik!) she currently has him blocked (its not working)
additional facts for my own reference:
skorna speaks in orange.
thyme speaks in green.
porypory speaks in pink.
jupetta, toothpaste, and deckard don't speak through the blog. (however, if given voice through an event, their text will be colored as seen.)
two voice claims that i'm debating (but i take suggestions)
family bibliography (books)
loose timeline
view the blog in chronological order here! (bear in mind there is quite a lot. lol)
Basil is 26 (as of nov 1st 2024). I'm (the mod) 20.
she lives in the woods around icirrus city, in an old house that she just... took. it was abandoned so what about it its hers now
thyme the dusknoir is her uncle. he did not die naturally.
jupetta the banette was her uncle's, but technically is hers now. she inexplicably knows Teleport.
skorna the runerigus isn't kept to a Pokeball, as she and Basil are literally bound to each other through possession bullshit.
back when thyme was alive, they did a LOT of travelling. she's primarily been to galar and kalos, but have stopped in every region at least once. only place they haven't been to is paldea, and that's because thyme isn't allowed in because he tried to go in the crater
thyme had a TV show.
mun is aromantic, but Basil is bisexual with a female lean
post detailing Basil and Skorna's connection
old ref image, for archival purposes:
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if anyone ever wants to plot anything, feel free to dm me! I'm always down, could be fun. I just don't do "in-person" RP on Tumblr- this is strictly a social media site for the character. update- i will rarely do off-rotumblr RP, but it is not going to be frequent. all threads will be completely under readmores
note that, while Basil most likely won't be super active in high-stakes plotlines, i might have her react to some, especially if i find them interesting. she's no main character.
if you want your character to know basil out-of-rotumblr, feel free to DM me here on tumblr! my PMs, unless specified are an ooc-only zone and im always happy to chat about rp.
(however, please keep in mind that i'm really not one for small talk that doesn't have to do with rp; i have too many bad experiences with people befriending me in my PMs and then just offloading trauma. i don't shut the fuck up in discord servers where other people are though lmao.)
on that note, i do have a discord! if you wanna invite me to any servers feel free to pm me about that too!
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httpiastri · 1 year ago
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Jackieeee 🥺🥺🥺 IM ON DISCORD FINALLLYYYY 🥹🥹 was a very sudden decision to download and renewing my account but I DID IT 🥰
Since you crested a server for Oscar fans/F1 fans to join, I’d like to be part of too 🤭🤭🤭
ALSO, it’s been a while I’ve heard anything about you! I hope you’re doing AMAZING 🥰🥰🥰 ily
love!!!! awe i’m happy, you’re very welcome to join the server 🥹🥹 it lowkey sometimes turns into a max chat but- putting the link here for anyone who wants to join !!
i’ve had a horrible last couple of days, my mood really crashed out of nowhere…. but i woke up today feeling so much better 🥰 thank you tho! hope you’re doing amazing too!!! and let’s get some good rest this weekend <3333
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jihwanlgc · 1 year ago
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hey hey 👋 you can find jihwan's profile and bg here! no formal plots page or anything exciting yet because i slacked off but feel free to like this post if you're down to plot :) i'll ping on tumblr im, but also happy to chat over discord or twitter if either are easier. also, if anyone's interested in doing something super last minute for the lgc uni event, please hmu 😎 jihwan's in florinthe so at least one (1) thread with a florinthe member would be lovely!
born and raised in busan as the middle child/only son of two kbbq restaurant owners so yanno he'll handle grilling the meat 😤
he grew up with a lot of interest in soccer and ballet - always figured he'd end up doing one or the other after graduating. he was leaning toward ballet before a family matter kept him from either! eventually, while trying to find his footing again, he was scouted to a shady ent company and spent a couple of years training there before it went under.
he auditions for legacy as a "last attempt" kind of thing and ends up making it - and he's been here since july 2020!
a very very very patient person, gentle-hearted, extremely well-meaning, and the kind of easygoing that makes you wonder if it's safe to let him wander about alone when there are ponzi schemes waiting to lure chums like him right in...
he grew up in a very loud and dynamic environment, and the best way he fit in was as quietly as possible. so yes, he's a bit of a yes-man and there's not a lot that can set him off, but he's an unequivocal nice guy who could probably use a biiit of a competitive streak.
wanted connections
he's been a trainee at legacy since 2020, so it'd be nice to have some long-term(?) friends and acquaintances etc... negative dynamics soured over the years also welcome! whether it's from healthy(?) competition or because his attitude isn't the vibe etc etc he's just not the type that would reciprocate (probably??) 😭
he trained at a different company (notoriously shitty) in seoul from january 2018 to december 2019 - up until the company went under from a bunch of money problems + scandals. maybe you were a trainee there too! trauma bond!
he's fully the type of person who warms up to anyone and everyone quickly (as long as they let him) bc he's like a giant old dog at heart who likes keeping cozy and warm :') so whether you're in need of a supportive presence or someone to very easily cave if you want to be treated to coffee etc he's an easy catch
best friend or two! though he welcomes a large circle, he's certainly a bottler and though it's probably not likely he'd dump his feelings on his closest friends either, i think it'd be nice for him to have a couple of friends he's at least a little comfortable dropping his anxieties on 🥺
i'm a sucker for unrequited pining </3 so i think it'd be awesome for him to be really good friends with someone he's always sort of kind of had feelings for... not that he'd ever make them obvious or say anything!!! but pining! he'd root for them in all of their endeavors regardless 💞 (similar age req! no gender req)
i am soooo (static noise) in the brain right now so i'm picking at straws here but i will be back with more fulsome wcs soon. otherwise, always happy to plot something fresh and organic out!
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patientlyloves · 1 year ago
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independent 𝗮𝗹𝗲𝘅 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗻𝘁-𝗱𝗶𝗮𝘇 roleplay blog from 𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗼𝘆𝗮𝗹 𝗯𝗹𝘂𝗲. portrayal based off of the movie and book ( currently re-reading the book for a refresher ). written by ande / 29 / she/her they/them / of indigenous descent / est. 08/30/23 / private, selective, & mutually exclusive / do not follow if you aren’t 21+ !
𝑰𝑵𝑭𝑶 / 𝑹𝑼𝑳𝑬𝑺 (tba) * 𝑨𝑺𝑲 𝑩𝑶𝑿
please read rules before interacting / please do not reblog my posts unless stated otherwise / if you do not practice reblog karma, do not reblog memes from me, reblog them from the source.
i will be VERY selective with the blogs i follow back. please do not follow if you have no intentions of interacting ! i will softblock people who follow me first and go a month without any attempts at reaching out ! i prefer to be able to talk to my rp partners ooc so that rping doesn't become stale ! if you can't speak with me ooc, this is not the blog for you !
** HEAVILY AFFILIATED & SHIP EXCLUSIVE WITH @bravelyloves !! ( i am still multiship but will not ship romantically with any other henrys ! )
TEMP. RULES:
CREDIT: The PSD I’m using for my edits is “ENHANCE ABILITY” by Jaynedits & i'm using "THRIFT" by Underesources for my icon border.
ONE. This blog will likely be a low-activity blog, but I will usually be available through IMs if anyone wants to chat (and you can feel free to ask for my discord if we're close enough). TWO. I have ADHD and as such, I will answer asks / respond to threads as I get the muse for them. It's nothing personal if I don't get to something of ours right away, it's just hard for me to focus at times! THREE. Sometimes I will drop threads without warning and it's nothing personal, I just lose muse. I'm more than willing to start up a new thread. The best way to write with me is from sending memes or writing starters. I also like to plot and find that I'm more invested in threads this way. FOUR. I will only follow 21+ blogs on here and will block any minors who may follow for my own comfort. I have the right to follow or unfollow you whenever I please. That being said, I will not follow back personal blogs, or a RP blog that I couldn’t see my muses interacting with. Please don’t take it personally.
FIVE. I only ship with chemistry. Currently, as it stands, the only Henry I will be shipping with is bravelyloves. I'm still open to interaction with other Henrys, and I'm open to discussing shipping with other muses so long as there's chemistry and the other mun is willing to discuss / plot ship dynamics with me. I'm also duplicate friendly and love that other people love Alex too!
SIX. THINGS THAT WILL MAKE ME NOT FOLLOW / UNFOLLOW / SOFT/HARD BLOCK YOU:
+ you are under 21, are racist, transphobic, homophobic, antisemitic, ableist, pedophilic, harass others, etc. + you write an original character with little to no information, as I need something to go off of to think of how to interact with your muse. + write an animated character / use an animated fc without having a live-action fc available to use instead, use youtubers, models, singers, or any other non-actors as your fc. + post an excessive amount of ooc (enough to constantly spam my dash), have constant poor grammar / spelling mistakes (though i'll be more lenient if english isn't your first language), partake in petty, pointless drama, or write in a lot of purple prose / overly format your posts. + don't tag triggering content, write a lot of incest, child death, and any form of abuse (i.e. domestic, sexual, etc), or focus heavily on pregnancy plots. + you follow me first and make no attempt to interact with me, are absent from your blog for long amounts of time (without posting a hiatus warning), disrespect people's boundaries, vague blog, or post a lot of callouts. +if you are a personal blog, follow and unfollow me to try to get my attention, send me things (i.e. memes / rp stuff) when we aren't mutuals, harass my friends, just use me as a number for your follower count, ignore the things i write for you (especially if it's me answering a meme you sent in), or don't put in the effort for a ship that i have grown invested in.
SEVEN. I do not deal with ooc drama. If I see it happening on my dash I will not get involved in it, and if it reaches a certain point, I will probably block the person(s) in question. To add to this: I do not view certain ‘callouts’ as ‘drama’. If someone is bringing attention to harmful behavior, that’s fine. I won’t hesitate to heed that person’s warning and acknowledge / reblog that post if I feel that it is necessary. The types of ‘callouts’ I find unnecessary are the ones where someone is just being petty and talking shit because they don’t like someone and/or are bullying them. That’s something you could handle privately and doesn’t need to be on the dash and/or just block the person and move on. I will not tell you who and who not to write with. I would much rather simply block anyone I wish not to see on my dash. That said, please do not hesitate to inform me if I'm interacting with someone who is a genuinely toxic individual.
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