#[🌙] — neglectful desires

[vinnystarxx]

synopsis: while dating Childe, he was feeding into the celebrity lifestyle and neglecting his girlfriend, you broke off the relationship and he moved on to a popular singer, lumine. The famous soloist, y/n, in the group Cloud Rise, went on a sudden hiatus to see someone.

containment: toxic relationship(s), neglectful behavior, minor traumatic experiences, kys/kms jokes

taglist: closed !!

genre: romance, comedy(?), suggestive(?), angst

status: discontinued (06/2023/09–06/2023/24)

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Cloud Rise ➜ officials | priv

Bigger than high zone ➜ officials | priv

4ever more ➜ officials | priv

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EXTRAS

bonus 1 — Kazuyn

bonus 2 — Scarayn

Grammar mistakes

Time stamps don’t matter

Images don’t portrait what you look like

[noxtivagus]

good morning T_T

[chloeangelic]

seeking what is desirable masterlist

Joel Miller x f!reader Explicit, 18+ No use of y/n Read on AO3

Series summary: Albert Camus said that "A man is always a prey to his truths. Once he has admitted them, he cannot free himself from them,” and it made me wonder how we justify romantic affairs — if we are free when we enter them in secrecy, or only truly free when we have burned the bridges we ran over to reach the arms of the other.

Warnings: Infidelity, smut, drama, no outbreak AU, age gap, mutual pining, angst with a happy ending, neglectful, toxic and messy relationships, dd/lg dynamics, daddy kink, size kink, family issues, loneliness, domesticity, marriage and divorce, fluff, emotional volatility, jealousy, fighting, soulmates AU, possessiveness, dick from a man you wish was your father, HEA, breeding kink, pregnancy, toxic fighting and conflict, resentment, marriage and babies™️

All chapters can be found HERE

Thanks to @5oh5 for chapter summaries and @papipascalispunk for being my second pair of eyes🤍

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[loveemagicpeace]

✨Aries Season✨

🔥Aries season will be fiery. We are already have mercury in aries so the communication is much more direct maybe a little aggressive. You can also get into the fight with someone so much quicker

🔥Aries is the first sign of zodiac sign it's all about the energy it's all about you . Aries is called to be very selfish because it's much more focused on themself than on others.

🔥Aries energy helps you believe in yourself and take confident action as a leader. Throughout this Aries season, ask yourself: How can you show up with confidence? Where do you need to show leadership? When do you need to take action? Fire is the vital spark, the soul, the life-force; it embodies risk-taking, leadership, passion, confidence, action, motivation, energy, and sparkle. Aries season is an excellent time to start a new job or hobby. You may choose to break a bad habit and begin a healthy one. It's time to hit the refresh button.

✨Mercury in Aries will remain in the sign of Aries until May 15. Mercury in Aries will bring a much more direct, open and fiery energy. They will speed up events and things will develop quickly. But you can quickly quarrel with someone or say something thoughtlessly.

🔥Aries will offer an opportunity for introspection, reflection, and reassessment. Aries energy encourages us to tap into our inner courage, assertiveness and independence. Use this time to reflect on your goals, desires and personal boundaries.

☁️Take it easy during Mercury retrograde, and particularly watch out for impulsive actions in the coming weeks. While Aries energy pushes for quick decisions, remember that it may cloud your judgment, leading to potentially hasty decisions.

🫧Have introspective conversations to ensure you're honoring yourself and your personal beliefs/truths. with people that you feel good energy. Ensure your voice is heard and express your thoughts. Aries is all about expressing your thoughts out loud. Don't force your beliefs or desires onto others and don't be with people who are too negative or angry. Don't jump to conclusions or make rash decisions based on immediate reactions. Mercury can sometimes make things look different than they really are.

🌙Rising Signs🌙

Aries Rising- mercury will be in your ist house. This will affect how you express yourself, behave, and your appearance. Identity and self-perception take the spotlight during this phase. You might feel the urge to revamp your appearance or refresh how you present yourself to the world. Patience isn't always your strongest suit, but it's crucial now more than ever. Take this time to pace yourself and avoid burning out.

Taurus Rising-During this period, your dreams, imagination, and intuition will be heightened. Your spirit is intricately connected to the universe, so prioritize activities like meditation or journaling to slow down and reflect. On the financial front, you may require careful attention during Mercury retrograde as there might be unexpected expenses or financial expenses or losses could arise, particularly if proper budgeting in planning are neglected.

Gemini Rising-you might experience a favorable outcome in your career. You could also see advancement such as job opportunities, promotions, or even the chances of traveling overseas with great job satisfaction, the dedication and hard work may be recognised by superiors, leading to support, appreciation, and possibly even promotions. It can also bring about better relationships. You can meet or see a friend whom you haven't seen for years. Be cautious of conflicts within your community and strive for autonomy without overstepping boundaries.

Cancer Rising-Sudden change such as transfers in the job may disrupt stability and cost dissatisfaction. Increased work pressure without recognition or appreciation may lead to frustration, and some individuals may even have the possibility of job loss. But you could result in increased expenses and limited opportunities for earning. Maybe there are some things here that are related to the family or the father. Practice patience with your colleagues and yourself.

Leo Rising-New job opportunities might be possible for you during this period and due to this success may also be easily possible. During this period, you will have a good potential to meet with immense success and you will also have more efficiency in your work area. If you are in business will gain good popularity and money as luck is going to favor you completely. It can also mean some sort of spiritual journey. Be cautious when traveling or embarking on trips-while it's not forbidden, proceed with care. You might begin to question your beliefs, which is crucial for personal growth.

Virgo Rising- During this time, you might uncover some deep-seated traumas or hidden aspects of yourself. There might be lack of satisfaction and acknowledgement in your professional endeavors leading to concerns about job performance. This Mercury retrograde encourages you to examine what's holding you back from progress. 8th house is also about soul bonding, intimacy.

Libra Rising- While some might experience setbacks and lack success others might find exciting job prospects abroad, offering them a sense of fulfillment and joy. Mercury may bring mixed outcomes with a balance of expense and gains. Opportunities for financial gains. Business contracts, in particular, might be problematic, so it's crucial to thoroughly review all paperwork before signing. Be extra considerate towards your partner if you're married.

Scorpio Rising- During this Mercury retrograde, you might find yourself feeling sluggish, so it's important to slow down your pace. This could mean scaling back on work commitments, easing up at the gym, or taking extra care to avoid getting sick. Spend some time in nature particularly near plants and trees to ground yourself. Do things that don't burden you.

Sagittarius Rising-might experience tension in relationships, particularly concerning your children and family matters. Additional issues within the family may arise causing you stress. Navigating relationship challenges requires excellent communication and patience. Watch out for old flames resurfacing, Use this time to reflect on matters related to your passions. Don't indulge recklessly during this period, but do take time for yourself to reconnect with what brings you happiness.

Capricorn Rising- Patience is key to avoid unnecessary stress during this time. Many things have to do with you and the things you do. It is good not to open too many demanding and difficult conversations, because you will not feel that they are leading and you will only end up disappointed. Consider how you give and receive information. Maybe you will go somewhere or meet more people.

Aquarius Rising- there is a strong possibility of success with opportunities for promotion and salary hike. Overall, this period holds promise for career advancement and success. This period presents opportunities for growth and financial stability in your business endeavors. On the relationship front, you are likely to enjoy success in maintaining a harmonious relationship. During this period, effective communication with your life partners can contribute to a positive personal life.

Pisces Rising- you may experience tremendous peace and understanding with life partners and family members. Strong connections and perfect understanding have the potential to increase happiness and pleasure in personal relationships. This transit brings another wave of change. It's time to reassess your relationship with material possessions and finances. Don't waste money on unnecessary things.

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[enchantedwitchling]

Mistakes and Misconceptions: Embracing the Learning Curve in Witchcraft

✨🔮🌙

Witchcraft is a profound journey, a tapestry woven with spells, rituals, and self-discovery. Yet, like any intricate art, it comes with its share of learning curves. In this blog post, let's explore the valuable lessons I've learned from my own mistakes and address common misconceptions about witchcraft, helping fellow practitioners navigate this magical path with wisdom.

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1. Embrace Imperfection 🌿🌟

Mistake: Expecting perfection in every spell or ritual.

Lesson: Imperfection is the beauty of human experience. Spells might not always go as planned, but each mistake is a teacher. Embrace the learning process and grow through your craft.

2. Ethics First 🤝⚖️

Mistake: Neglecting ethical considerations in spellwork.

Lesson: Every action in witchcraft has consequences. Uphold ethical principles, ensuring your magic is a force for good. The Wiccan Rede, "An it harm none, do what ye will," is a compass for ethical practice.

3. Knowledge is Power 📚✨

Mistake: Relying solely on intuition without study.

Lesson: Intuition is potent, but a foundation of knowledge is crucial. Dive into the history, symbolism, and traditions of witchcraft. The more you understand, the richer your practice becomes.

4. Respect the Elements 🌬️🔥🌊🌎

Mistake: Disregarding the power of elemental balance.

Lesson: The elements are the cornerstone of magic. Respect their energies in your spells. Balance and harmony with the elements amplify the potency of your craft.

5. Patience in Spellwork 🕰️🕯️

Mistake: Rushing through spellcasting without patience.

Lesson: Spells require time and energy. Rushing compromises their effectiveness. Be patient, focus your intent, and allow the natural flow of magic to unfold.

6. Personalize Your Craft 🌈🌿

Mistake: Trying to fit into someone else's magical mold.

Lesson: Your journey is unique. Tailor your craft to resonate with your beliefs and experiences. The most potent magic comes from authenticity.

7. Openness to Adaptation 🔄🌌

Mistake: Sticking rigidly to one path or tradition.

Lesson: Witchcraft is ever-evolving. Be open to exploring different traditions and adapting your practice. The eclectic nature of witchcraft allows for flexibility and growth.

8. Mindfulness in Manifestation 🌟🧘

Mistake: Focusing solely on desires without mindfulness.

Lesson: Intentions should align with your highest good. Be mindful of what you wish for, ensuring it doesn't harm yourself or others. Positive, mindful manifestation is the key.

9. Embrace Setbacks as Growth 🌱🌑

Mistake: Seeing setbacks as failures.

Lesson: Setbacks are stepping stones to growth. Embrace them, learn from them, and recognize that they're an integral part of the magical journey.

10. Trust Your Intuition 🌠💖

Mistake: Ignoring your inner voice.

Lesson: Your intuition is your greatest guide. Trust it. If something doesn't feel right, explore why. Your instincts are powerful allies on your magical journey.

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Remember, dear witches, mistakes are not roadblocks but signposts on this enchanting journey. Embrace the learning curve, for it is in these twists and turns that the true magic of witchcraft unfolds. May your cauldron of wisdom brew with the lessons of your experiences, and may your magical path be illuminated with the light of understanding.

[psychics4unet]

✨ How to Shift Realities: A Beginner's Guide ✨

So, you’ve heard about reality shifting and want to give it a shot? Maybe you’ve seen it all over TikTok or stumbled upon a Reddit thread and thought, "Can I actually do this?" The answer is yes, you can! Shifting is all about moving your consciousness from this current reality (CR) to a desired reality (DR). Whether you want to visit Hogwarts, join your favorite anime, or live your dream life, shifting is your ticket there. Here’s how to get started!

1. Understand What Shifting Is 🧠 Shifting isn’t just lucid dreaming or daydreaming; it’s about experiencing an entirely different reality as vividly as you experience this one. It’s like living in a parallel universe, but with more control. You’re essentially moving your awareness to a new world where the rules and circumstances are different, and you’re the main character.

2. Set Your Intention 📝 Before you even start the process, be clear on where you want to go. What does your DR look like? What role do you play there? Write down all the details—your appearance, surroundings, relationships, abilities, etc. The more specific, the better! Some people even script out entire scenes to help visualize their DR. But remember, scripting is optional. It’s all about what works best for you.

3. Choose a Shifting Method 🚀 There are a ton of methods out there, so find one that vibes with you. Here are a few popular ones:

The Raven Method 🖤: Lie down in a starfish position, close your eyes, and start counting to 100 while repeating affirmations like "I am shifting" or "I am in my DR." You might feel tingles or vibrations—don’t freak out, it’s totally normal.

The Pillow Method 🛏️: Write your DR script or affirmations on a piece of paper and put it under your pillow. As you fall asleep, focus on your DR and imagine yourself there. Visualize everything until you drift off.

The Alice in Wonderland Method 🐇: Imagine yourself running after someone (like the White Rabbit) through a tunnel or hallway. As you reach a door at the end, open it, and step into your DR. Keep focusing on the details of your new world.

4. Stay Calm and Trust the Process 🌙 Shifting can take time, so don’t stress if it doesn’t happen right away. The key is to stay relaxed and trust that you’ll get there when you’re ready. Anxiety or frustration can block the process, so take it easy. Try meditating or listening to subliminals if you’re feeling too antsy.

5. Look Out for Symptoms 👀 When you’re close to shifting, you might experience some symptoms like tingling, floating, or feeling disconnected from your body. These are all good signs! It means you’re on the right track. Some people even hear sounds from their DR or see flashes of it before fully shifting.

6. Affirmations Are Your BFF 🔮 Affirmations can help reprogram your mind to believe that shifting is possible. Repeat things like "I am in control of my reality," "I shift easily and effortlessly," or "I am in my DR now." Say them out loud, write them down, or play them on loop as you fall asleep.

7. Don’t Compare Your Journey 🛤️ Everyone’s shifting experience is different, so don’t get discouraged if yours isn’t the same as someone else’s. Some people shift on their first try; others take weeks or even months. It’s all about persistence and finding what works for you.

8. Enjoy the Ride 🎢 Once you’ve shifted, enjoy your DR to the fullest! Interact with the people there, explore your surroundings, and live out your wildest dreams. You can stay as long as you like, and when you’re ready to come back to your CR, just set the intention to wake up here.

9. Practice Self-Care 💖 Shifting can be intense, so make sure you’re taking care of yourself in your CR too. Get enough rest, eat well, and don’t neglect your responsibilities here. Remember, your CR is important too, even if it’s not as exciting as your DR.

So, that’s the gist of it! Shifting is an incredible way to explore new realities and experience things you’ve only dreamed of. Be patient with yourself, keep practicing, and have fun with it. Who knows, you might wake up tomorrow in your DR!

Happy shifting! 🌟✨

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[actuallymoon]

Kinktober 2024 🎃🌙

Day 1: Leather kink

Word count: 1241

⚠️ NSFW beyond the cut

“Haa, uhn, aghh.”

Muffled moans tumbled out of Draco’s mouth, the sounds stifled by the crimson ball gag wedged firmly between his lips. His eyes fluttered shut in frustration, lashes damp with unshed tears, as his body quivered under the relentless rhythm of Harry’s gloved fingers. One thing about Harry, he always took his sweet, torturous time. He knew exactly what to do to wring out those broken, desperate cries from his lover, one after another, until Draco was reduced to a trembling, pleading mess.

The playroom was dimly lit, the air thick with the scent of sweat and desire, every sound heightened by the stillness around them. Draco’s arms were bound behind him, the diamond-weave ropes tracing elegant patterns across his pale skin, making his chest bow forward. His legs were tied in an intricate frog-tie, thighs parted and splayed wide, completely exposed and vulnerable. A drum harness knot supported his hips, suspending him mid-air like a work of art—a masterpiece crafted by Harry’s expert hands.

He whimpered, his voice hitching as Harry’s fingers, sheathed in sleek, black leather, pressed in deep, brushing against that spot inside him again. Draco’s back arched, toes curling helplessly as he was once again dragged to the precipice of pleasure, only for Harry to pull out at the very last moment. The denial made his cock ache and throb, dripping pearly beads of precum that hung from the swollen, red tip before falling in slow, mocking drops to the floor below.

“Look at yourself, Draco,” Harry murmured, voice low and dark, rich with satisfaction. A smile played at the corner of his lips as he pulled his fingers out, leaving Draco’s hole clenching and trembling with loss. Draco keened, twisting his hips in a futile attempt to entice Harry to return, to give him just a little more. The sensation of the smooth leather leaving him empty was almost unbearable, an electric blend of pleasure and agony that made tears gather at the corners of his silver eyes.

Harry stepped closer, his breath hot against Draco’s ear as he hooked a finger beneath his chin, tilting his head up. Draco’s gaze was forced toward the mirror covering the wall in front of him. The sight that greeted him made his stomach clench.

He was wrecked. His cheeks were flushed a deep, feverish red, sweat-slicked strands of platinum hair clinging to his forehead. Drool escaped the corners of his mouth, glistening against his chin, and his eyes— Merlin , his eyes were glassy, pupils blown wide with lust, tears shimmering at the edges. Every muscle in his body trembled with strain, a desperate, needy tension that sang through his veins.

And by his side, Harry stood tall, powerful, every inch the commanding presence he always was when they played. His leather trousers hugged his muscular thighs, the tight material highlighting every line, every dip and curve of his toned body. A harness strapped across his broad chest emphasised his defined pectorals, the gleam of polished silver buckles catching the light. His green eyes, usually so gentle, now blazed with a predatory hunger, drinking in the sight of Draco’s debauched reflection.

A low growl rumbled in Harry’s throat as he leaned closer, teeth grazing the shell of Draco’s ear. “You want to cum, don’t you?” he whispered, voice dripping with dark promise.

“Mmnhh! Hnnn! ” Draco’s answer was nothing more than a series of choked, breathless noises, his head nodding frantically, eyes wide and pleading. He needed it—needed to feel Harry’s fingers inside him, fucking into his tight heat, filling him, stretching him, claiming him. The emptiness was maddening, every pulse of his neglected cock sending shudders of frustrated desire through his overstimulated body.

Without warning, Harry’s fingers curled into his hair, tugging his head back sharply. The ball gag was unbuckled and tossed aside. Draco barely had a second to catch his breath before Harry’s zipper slid down, and his thick, half-hard cock was dangling tantalisingly before his lips.

“Suck,” Harry ordered softly, but the command in his tone was unmistakable.

Draco surged forward, wrapping his lips around the head, moaning at the taste of Harry’s skin. He bobbed his head eagerly, tongue swirling around the shaft, sucking with everything he had. He knew what Harry wanted—what he needed to prove. That he was a good boy, a worthy pet deserving of release. And if giving Harry the best blowjob of his life was what it took, then Draco would do it without hesitation.

“Mm , that’s it. Just like that,” Harry groaned, fingers threading through Draco’s hair, guiding his movements. Slowly, he began thrusting deeper, sliding between Draco’s lips until the head of his cock hit the back of his throat. Draco choked slightly, but he didn’t back off. He swallowed around Harry’s length, feeling his throat constrict as Harry set a steady, deliberate rhythm, his hips snapping forward with every thrust.

Tears spilled over Draco’s cheeks, mingling with the spit that dribbled down his chin. His jaw ached, stretched wide around Harry’s girth, but he didn’t stop, humming softly, trying to take Harry even deeper. When Harry’s cock twitched, thick veins pulsing as he thrust one last time to the hilt, Draco’s eyes fluttered shut, the taste of Harry’s release flooding his senses.

“Good boy,” Harry breathed, pulling out slowly, a small smile tugging at his lips as he watched Draco panting for breath, cum dripping from his lips. Without a word, he circled around, positioning himself between Draco’s spread legs again. And then, without warning, Harry’s fingers thrust back inside Draco’s slick entrance.

“AHHN! Harryyy !” Draco screamed, voice cracking as Harry set a brutal, punishing pace, leather-clad fingers hammering into his prostate with ruthless precision. After being edged for so long, his body was a raw, overstimulated mess, every nerve on fire. The force of his climax took him by surprise, crashing into him like a tidal wave. His cock jerked, and he came with a sob, white strings of cum spilling out of him, splattering the ground beneath in long, messy streaks. ​​Harry continued to fuck him through it, his fingers never slowing.

Harry’s grin was smug as he withdrew, leather gloves glistening. He brought his hand up, watching with pride as Draco twitched and whimpered, hole still quivering from the force of his orgasm. “You’re perfect like this,” Harry murmured, voice thick with affection. He traced his thumb over Draco’s rim, dipping in teasingly before pulling back, admiring the contrast of color between his black gloves and his boyfriend’s pink, swollen hole.

Slowly, he untied the ropes, muscles flexing as he carefully lowered Draco from the suspension. The ropes left angry red marks on his wrists and ankles from how long he’d been bound, and Harry’s gaze softened as he took in his lover’s exhausted state.

“You did so well, Draco. I’ll run you a bath, get you all cleaned up,” he murmured, tenderly brushing a damp strand of hair from Draco’s forehead before scooping him into his arms. Draco sighed, his body sagging against Harry’s chest as he let himself be carried upstairs.

“Make me some tea; a strong brew,” he mumbled sleepily. “And rub my back too, you brute.”

Harry chuckled softly, pressing a kiss to Draco’s temple. “Anything for you, love,” he whispered. Because no matter how commanding he was during their games, Harry knew he’d always be the one wrapped around Draco’s finger in the end

[zenia62]

Daendels and Talleyrand Letters (Part 4)

Hey guys, so this is the last part of the Talleyrand letters that I've found in Mendels book abt Daendels for now. Again, I'm sorry if the translation are not too accurate as I'm only using google translate 🙏 I'm also still understanding the letters so I won't be able to give summary ☹️ Anyways, that's all for now, thank you guys n have a wonderful day, stay safe🌙

10th letter :

Brune to Talleyrand The Hague, 1st Messidor, Year 7 (June 19, 1799) Citizen Minister, In approving the interest I take in the fate of several Irish refugees who have arrived in Batavian territory, you observe that the aid I grant them will naturally be allocated within the secret expenses of this army. It would no doubt be desirable for funds to be specifically assigned for this type of expenditure, motivated not only by national pride but also by the urgent needs of external security and internal tranquility. If my personal means had allowed me to alleviate the suffering of these victims of liberty without expecting reimbursement, they would still fall far short of meeting the growing expenses required daily.

Since it became known here that preparations are underway in England for a descent, and since the publicized compliments of King George to a large assembly around the former Stadtholder hint at his return to Holland, the Orangist party has noticeably revived. Meanwhile, public spirit, i.e., attachment to the new order of things, is gradually declining. Among ordinary citizens, one can notice a dwindling of their hopes, while the most influential reserve a guarded attitude, reflecting a need for the utmost vigilance. My position does not allow me to take any concrete action on this issue, but I believe I owe it to our friendship to share these observations, which events may have already confirmed.

Our communications with the Batavian government here lack both ease and dignity. Requests are almost always eluded or remain unanswered. This political paralysis affects military action. Must we arrest deserters, deploy a Batavian battalion, fortify a coast, establish batteries, or supply fortifications? Authorized by our Minister of War, I address the Batavian Ministry. All these issues, however, are treated merely as political matters, rendering them foreign to me, and nothing further is discussed. Any collaboration with our envoy becomes null; one is left to hope endlessly, and nothing is accomplished. Consequently, I find myself with only a few scattered French troops, and the considerable Batavian forces lack any truly useful direction for general defense.

Finally, I must tell you that French influence here is so neglected or diminished that Ministers and Generals do not even inform me of their troops’ movements. A few days ago, on my way to Texel to view the fleet, I was surprised to find a Dutch camp, quite poorly situated, whose existence I had not even suspected. It is impossible for things to remain in such a state without harming our reputation and interests considerably.

The circumstances require prompt and decisive action. They also demand that the Executive Directory provide me with clear instructions regarding whether to adopt a concentrated or extensive defensive posture in certain cases that it alone can foresee. Our Minister of War has informed me that you were going to address the provisioning of the posts directly. I trust, Citizen Minister, that your efforts and solicitude, which encompass various related matters, will result in resolution. I see no other direct intervention likely to free the commanding general in Holland from the obstacles constraining his means. With respect and friendship, Brune

11th Letter :

De Sémonville to Talleyrand The Hague, 2 Ventôse, Year VIII (February 21, 1800). Citizen Cambier has been appointed Minister of War in place of Peyman. He is said to be a good administrator but has no military experience. This choice was influenced by Admiral de Winter. Krayenhoff, a distinguished engineering officer, was rejected as he is considered a friend of Daendels.

I am including with my dispatch a copy of a note I just received from Admiral de Winter. It will provide you with sufficient information regarding the command situation. General Augereau expects to see this evening or tomorrow the decree of the Directory, which will transfer command of the army, and not that of Batavia, under his authority.

[luxurysystems]

12:00:00 AM, Washington D.C. 🌆🌙🪫 Another late night that you've cooped yourself inside of your office under the guise of "productivity". It's good to keep busy, you tell yourself as you start to sort out the seemingly never-ending pile of papers stacked on your desk. The night grows longer. As your work rate slows, your habitually neglected desire grows...so now what? POOR IS THE MAN WHOSE PLEASURES DEPEND ON THE PERMISSION OF ANOTHER

An early 90s, Irwin R. Schyster inspired playlist that tackles the real question of "working hard or am I hard while working?". Jazz Instrumentals, RnB/NewJackSwing vibes entice while office sounds await to snap you back into reality.

Playlist is public. Best experienced through headphones 🎧. If you don't use Spotify, here are links to the songs (sorry no sound effects here):

Late Night Hour- Bernd Roger

Principles of Desire- Russ Freeman and The Rippingtons

If - D&D 12" Mix- Janet Jackson

Justify My Love - Orbit Edit- Madonna

Wey U - Chanté Moore

Same Place Same Time - Kiss The Sky

[brooklynislandgirl]

🌙 do they need an emotional connection or are one-night-stands an option?

Sigils of Modern Desire || Accepting Beth absolutely needs an emotional connection before she can even consider someone a viable option for a romantic relationship much less a physical one. Sometimes she does vibe with someone easily but then doubt comes creeping in and she self-sabotages any step forward they might take toward a relationship. She can't really wrap her head around the idea that she is a desirable person; she gets hung up on the fact that she is not physically feminine enough {body dysphoria}, mentally stable enough {bi-polar disorder}, and a laundry list of neglect and emotional abuse growing up that generally makes herself think she has little to no value, beyond being able to provide a stable financial situation and concierge medical assistance. Besides, if her own family couldn't love her, and she doesn't really love herself, how can she expect anyone else to?

[dry-pisces]

🔮💫Crystals and Stars💫🔮

Rose Quartz

Element: 🌿Earth🌿

Zodiac Sign: ♉️ Taurus ♉️

Planetary Ruler: 🌸Venus🌸

Rose Quartz helps promote/facilitate inner peace through accepting one's feelings/desires and trusting in yourself aswell as trusting in others. Rose Quartz is also a good reminder to always acknowledge boundaries and be respectful when expressing boundaries.

Aventurine

Element: 🦋 Air 🦋

Zodiac: ♎️ Libra ♎️

Planetary Ruler: 🌸Venus🌸

Aventurine helps serve as a reminder that balance starts with making decisions that are best for you. Prosperity and abundance are often dependent on the actions you take, be mindful of how your actions in the present can impact opportunities that occur in the future.

the ways you maintain stability and consistency now make all the difference when it comes to achieving your goals/aspirations.

Amethyst

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♓️ Pisces ♓️

Planetary Ruler: 💫 Jupiter 💫

Balance between self + spirit is extremely important; Amethyst puts an emphasis on acknowledging shadow work. acknowledging aspects of self/life that you are neglecting to heal from or areas of life/self that you are neglecting to make change in.

Amethyst is reminder that external; extrinsic harmony and peace can only be achieved through intrinsic means; you have to first create what you want to achieve within before you can expect to see those ambitions become realities.

Clear Quartz

Element: ☁️Air☁️

Zodiac: ♊️ Gemini ♊️

Planetary Ruler: ✨ Mercury ✨

Clear Quartz emphasizes the need for clarity and honesty. Clear Quartz essentially asks you: how do you manage stress and maintain consistency? Is there room for improvement?

Clear Quartz helps remind you to think of different way to self improve/change habits that will result in improved energy and emotional wellbeing/personal stability.

Celestite

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♋️ Cancer ♋️

Planetary Ruler: 🌙Moon🌙

Celestite is a reminder that in life especially the experiences you have, patience is the most important lesson.

Celestite emphasizes remembering to be less willing to rush into action and rather be more willing to adopt a sense of calmness. You are in control of they ways that you create peace and maintain peace. Celestite is also a reminder that everything takes time and the best things in life are worth waiting for.

Rainbow Fluorite

Element:🌿Earth🌿

Zodiac: ♑️ Capricorn ♑️

Planetary Ruler :🪐Saturn🪐

Rainbow flourite speaks to perspective and understanding discernment from your personal perspective and the perspective of others around you, especially the root place for those beliefs/veiwpoints.

Rainbow flourite also speaks to an understanding of self control; what does self control and self discipline mean to you? These are attributes that are unique to you/ your individual self.

what works for you/your perspective may not work for other always find a way to compromise.

Moonstone

Element: 🌬 Air 🌬

Zodiac: ♊️ Gemini ♊️

Planetary Ruler : 🌼 Mercury 🌼

Moonstone emphasizes discovering what ways can you be more emotionally receptive towards yourself? Moonstone is a reminder that these are important skills to be aware of.

To maintain emotional stability you have to be aware of skills that you can utilize when creating/maintain your connections and personal composure.

Selenite

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♋️ Cancer ♋️

Planetary Ruler: 🌘 Moon 🌒

Selenite is a reminder to release energy that isnt yours and rebalance/release feeling off beat and out of character. Selenite can help redirect your focus as alot of imbalances come from external sources.

Always take the time to release/cleanse/protect your energies.

Black Obsidian

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♏️ Scorpio ♏️

Planetary Ruler : 🥀 Mars/Pluto 🥀

Shadow work/release; Remember that self renewal takes time and is a process entirely dependent on your actions. Be aware of self provided needs(the things you provide to yourself that are critical to your comfort/personal stability.

Obsidian reminds you of what help you heal/ be more Grounded

Blue Calcite

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊 or 🌿 Earth 🌿

Zodiac: ♋️ Cancer ♋️ or ♍️ Virgo ♍️

Planetary Ruler : 🌙Moon🌙 and ✨Mercury✨

Blue Calcite helps emphasizes your awareness to details its a stone that facilitates awareness not only of others but also of yourself.

How can you treat yourself with more kindness and put less pressure on yourself? Where/how do you find peace?

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Trigger Warning : Suicide and Self Harm Implications

I’m so sorry for bothering you, I know I don’t deserve to be here and you can ignore me if you want. I’m sorry for coming back. This may be the last time I’m around so I wanted to give you something. Sorry if it’s bad, ugly, or if the song is bad.

Sweet and Salty Serenade

❤️~💗~💗~❤️~💗~💗~❤️

Don’t think of me, Don’t acknowledge me, Don’t see me

I’m figment of your imagination, a hallucination ~💗

  …I’m still here, but not for long… ❤️

  🤍 Disappear in silence 🖤

  ✨I spent so much of my life wishing I was dead, soon, I’ll make my own dreams come true✨

  🩸 Neglect my body 🩸

🩸 Destroy my health 🩸

🩸 My one desire is to kill myself! 🩸

  💙 This isn’t just a memory 💙

❤️ This is my reality ❤️

  🌊 It killed me to know that my own mother never cared about me… 🌊

  ❤️ You’re the problem and solution ❤️

🧡 The tyrant and revolution 🧡

💛 The dirt and the ablution 💛

💚 The faith and evolution 💚

💙 This is endless convolution 💙

  💙 Everytime I am around someone I desperately  wish I were ALONE 💙

  💗 This too shall pass…

…But so too shall it return ❤️

  All my hopes and all my dreams will die with me 💗❤️

  I’ll be sickly 💚

I’ll be stickly 🤎

I’ll be dyin’ ❤️

No ones cryin’ 💙

  ⭐🌙 Tonight I will build a home out of my corpse 💖🌙

  💗 I will never be enough ❤️

💗 I will always be too much ❤️

  💗 At this point I’m just tryin’ to  w o r s e  💗

💙 ‘Cause getting  b e t  t e r  ain’t workin’ out 💙

  tame impala ~ posthumous forgiveness ﾉ slowed + reverb ﾉ (By rum world) -- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=paJmBvNxtFQ 

  ~💎🐉

[yiotarot]

hello <3. I hope you are well! i would like a reading, please! It’s okay if I’m not picked!

KS ☀️🌹

Hey KS ☀️🌹

How can you make the most of the rest of 2022? Page of pentacles, (bottom of the deck the Hight priestess)

If you have been thinking/dreaming of doing something, the page of pentacles encourages you to do so! Even if it's something specific and not widely studied, go for it.

The work and effort you put in now will help you lay strong foundations for the future. Be open to all the opportunities, set some goals and make a plan to get you there. With hard work and consistency, you can manifest your desires.

Invest in yourself, and branch out if you need more in-depth knowledge alongside what you currently know or are learning. What do you really want to do? What skills do you need? etc.

This is also a time to focus on yourself and listen to your mind/body. Don't neglect your self-care, take time to rest and come back refreshed to stay focused on your goals. It's time to think about yourself before you think of others.

Hope this resonated for you and thank you for participating in my free readings. ✨ Hope you have a lovely day!

🌙 Yio

[cosmiccandyangel]

Hellooo can you talk about Libras people pleasing tendencies? What is it like for people who have libra mars?

🌟I think Libra can definitely exhibit people pleasing tendencies from its ~archetypal~ desire to maintain harmony in relationships. If u imagine Libra’s scales⚖️ and have some pebbles, the people pleasing could be you adding an abundance of pebbles to one side representing “relationships” but you might be neglecting the side that is “self”. Add pebbles to both sides! yay balance!

🌟The assertive, passionate planet of Mars in the charismatic & neutral sign of Libra absolutely gets what it wants in the most charming ways possible. I think the “shadow” side of this placement could absolutely be people pleasing. I also say it’s a bit of a schmoozy placement if u feel me lol ;p 🤑

💖🌙

[vinnystarxx]

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