#[🌙] — neglectful desires

[vinnystarxx]

synopsis: while dating Childe, he was feeding into the celebrity lifestyle and neglecting his girlfriend, you broke off the relationship and he moved on to a popular singer, lumine. The famous soloist, y/n, in the group Cloud Rise, went on a sudden hiatus to see someone.

containment: toxic relationship(s), neglectful behavior, minor traumatic experiences, kys/kms jokes

taglist: closed !!

genre: romance, comedy(?), suggestive(?), angst

status: discontinued (06/2023/09–06/2023/24)

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[astrosouldivinity]

12H 𝐇𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝐄𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬: 𝐌𝐚𝐣𝐨𝐫 𝐀𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐢𝐝𝐬 𝐄𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

The placements in your 12th house can reveal your karmic hidden enemies. By understanding the energy the placements bring, you can gain valuable insights and better protect yourself from future challenges. 🧿

12𝐻 𝐻𝒾𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃 𝐸𝓃𝑒𝓂𝒾𝑒𝓈 😈

7𝐻 𝒪𝓅𝑒𝓃 𝐸𝓃𝑒𝓂𝒾𝑒𝓈 👿

12H Chiron: Your hidden enemies may be individuals who trigger your unhealed wounds. They might also be in need of healing themselves, reflecting your own struggles. However, you might find that toxic people will often project their emotional burdens onto you, leaving you feeling drained and overwhelmed.

12H Lilith: Your hidden enemies may project their internalized shame and insecurities about their suppressed sexuality onto you. They may envy your nonconformity and confidence in expressing yourself, viewing it as a challenge to societal taboos. As a result, they might even try to stifle your self-expression and autonomy.

12H Ceres: Your hidden enemies may appear as individuals who undermine your ability to nurture yourself and connect with your inner child. They might embody codependency, triggering feelings of neglect or abandonment that reflect unresolved issues from your past. Their behavior can create emotional dependency and confusion, making it challenging to establish healthy attachments.

12H Juno: Your hidden enemies may manifest as individuals who challenge your ideals of marriage, commitment, and relationship security. They might project their own insecurities or fears about commitment onto you, creating confusion and doubt regarding your romantic desires. These individuals could undermine your sense of stability in relationships, making it difficult for you to trust others and fully commit.

12H Pallas: Your hidden enemies may be individuals who embody patterns of self-sabotage or past disappointments, ultimately seeking to undermine your ability to achieve your goals. They could challenge your independence and creative expression, deeply envious of your resilience in overcoming adversities.

12H Vesta: Your hidden enemies may manifest as individuals who seek to undermine your sense of purity and have a desire to pollute your energy. They might try to steal your light and lead you down a darker path, distracting you from your sense of self and higher purpose. Their influence can create confusion and doubt making it difficult to trust yourself.

12H Eros: Your hidden enemies may present themselves as individuals who engage in sexual manipulation or exploit your intimate desires. They might reflect unresolved issues related to your sexuality, attempting to distort your understanding of love and attraction. Additionally, these individuals could create confusion around your deepest yearnings, drawing you into unhealthy dynamics.

𝑀𝒶𝒿𝑜𝓇 𝒜𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝑜𝒾𝒹𝓈 - 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝑅𝑒𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓉 ☄️

𝑀𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉 - 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 📝

𝑀𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑀𝒶���𝓉𝑒𝓇𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉 📋

𝔁����𝔁𝓸- 𝓚𝓲𝓴𝓲 🌙

©𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝙰𝚕𝚕 𝚁𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝𝚜 𝚁𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎𝚍.

[chloeangelic]

seeking what is desirable masterlist

Joel Miller x f!reader Explicit, 18+ No use of y/n Read on AO3

Series summary: Albert Camus said that "A man is always a prey to his truths. Once he has admitted them, he cannot free himself from them,” and it made me wonder how we justify romantic affairs — if we are free when we enter them in secrecy, or only truly free when we have burned the bridges we ran over to reach the arms of the other.

Warnings: Infidelity, smut, drama, no outbreak AU, age gap, mutual pining, angst with a happy ending, neglectful, toxic and messy relationships, dd/lg dynamics, daddy kink, size kink, family issues, loneliness, domesticity, marriage and divorce, fluff, emotional volatility, jealousy, fighting, soulmates AU, possessiveness, dick from a man you wish was your father, HEA, breeding kink, pregnancy, toxic fighting and conflict, resentment, marriage and babies™️

All chapters can be found HERE

Thanks to @5oh5 for chapter summaries and @papipascalispunk for being my second pair of eyes🤍

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[loveemagicpeace]

✨Aries Season✨

🔥Aries season will be fiery. We are already have mercury in aries so the communication is much more direct maybe a little aggressive. You can also get into the fight with someone so much quicker

🔥Aries is the first sign of zodiac sign it's all about the energy it's all about you . Aries is called to be very selfish because it's much more focused on themself than on others.

🔥Aries energy helps you believe in yourself and take confident action as a leader. Throughout this Aries season, ask yourself: How can you show up with confidence? Where do you need to show leadership? When do you need to take action? Fire is the vital spark, the soul, the life-force; it embodies risk-taking, leadership, passion, confidence, action, motivation, energy, and sparkle. Aries season is an excellent time to start a new job or hobby. You may choose to break a bad habit and begin a healthy one. It's time to hit the refresh button.

✨Mercury in Aries will remain in the sign of Aries until May 15. Mercury in Aries will bring a much more direct, open and fiery energy. They will speed up events and things will develop quickly. But you can quickly quarrel with someone or say something thoughtlessly.

🔥Aries will offer an opportunity for introspection, reflection, and reassessment. Aries energy encourages us to tap into our inner courage, assertiveness and independence. Use this time to reflect on your goals, desires and personal boundaries.

☁️Take it easy during Mercury retrograde, and particularly watch out for impulsive actions in the coming weeks. While Aries energy pushes for quick decisions, remember that it may cloud your judgment, leading to potentially hasty decisions.

🫧Have introspective conversations to ensure you're honoring yourself and your personal beliefs/truths. with people that you feel good energy. Ensure your voice is heard and express your thoughts. Aries is all about expressing your thoughts out loud. Don't force your beliefs or desires onto others and don't be with people who are too negative or angry. Don't jump to conclusions or make rash decisions based on immediate reactions. Mercury can sometimes make things look different than they really are.

🌙Rising Signs🌙

Aries Rising- mercury will be in your ist house. This will affect how you express yourself, behave, and your appearance. Identity and self-perception take the spotlight during this phase. You might feel the urge to revamp your appearance or refresh how you present yourself to the world. Patience isn't always your strongest suit, but it's crucial now more than ever. Take this time to pace yourself and avoid burning out.

Taurus Rising-During this period, your dreams, imagination, and intuition will be heightened. Your spirit is intricately connected to the universe, so prioritize activities like meditation or journaling to slow down and reflect. On the financial front, you may require careful attention during Mercury retrograde as there might be unexpected expenses or financial expenses or losses could arise, particularly if proper budgeting in planning are neglected.

Gemini Rising-you might experience a favorable outcome in your career. You could also see advancement such as job opportunities, promotions, or even the chances of traveling overseas with great job satisfaction, the dedication and hard work may be recognised by superiors, leading to support, appreciation, and possibly even promotions. It can also bring about better relationships. You can meet or see a friend whom you haven't seen for years. Be cautious of conflicts within your community and strive for autonomy without overstepping boundaries.

Cancer Rising-Sudden change such as transfers in the job may disrupt stability and cost dissatisfaction. Increased work pressure without recognition or appreciation may lead to frustration, and some individuals may even have the possibility of job loss. But you could result in increased expenses and limited opportunities for earning. Maybe there are some things here that are related to the family or the father. Practice patience with your colleagues and yourself.

Leo Rising-New job opportunities might be possible for you during this period and due to this success may also be easily possible. During this period, you will have a good potential to meet with immense success and you will also have more efficiency in your work area. If you are in business will gain good popularity and money as luck is going to favor you completely. It can also mean some sort of spiritual journey. Be cautious when traveling or embarking on trips-while it's not forbidden, proceed with care. You might begin to question your beliefs, which is crucial for personal growth.

Virgo Rising- During this time, you might uncover some deep-seated traumas or hidden aspects of yourself. There might be lack of satisfaction and acknowledgement in your professional endeavors leading to concerns about job performance. This Mercury retrograde encourages you to examine what's holding you back from progress. 8th house is also about soul bonding, intimacy.

Libra Rising- While some might experience setbacks and lack success others might find exciting job prospects abroad, offering them a sense of fulfillment and joy. Mercury may bring mixed outcomes with a balance of expense and gains. Opportunities for financial gains. Business contracts, in particular, might be problematic, so it's crucial to thoroughly review all paperwork before signing. Be extra considerate towards your partner if you're married.

Scorpio Rising- During this Mercury retrograde, you might find yourself feeling sluggish, so it's important to slow down your pace. This could mean scaling back on work commitments, easing up at the gym, or taking extra care to avoid getting sick. Spend some time in nature particularly near plants and trees to ground yourself. Do things that don't burden you.

Sagittarius Rising-might experience tension in relationships, particularly concerning your children and family matters. Additional issues within the family may arise causing you stress. Navigating relationship challenges requires excellent communication and patience. Watch out for old flames resurfacing, Use this time to reflect on matters related to your passions. Don't indulge recklessly during this period, but do take time for yourself to reconnect with what brings you happiness.

Capricorn Rising- Patience is key to avoid unnecessary stress during this time. Many things have to do with you and the things you do. It is good not to open too many demanding and difficult conversations, because you will not feel that they are leading and you will only end up disappointed. Consider how you give and receive information. Maybe you will go somewhere or meet more people.

Aquarius Rising- there is a strong possibility of success with opportunities for promotion and salary hike. Overall, this period holds promise for career advancement and success. This period presents opportunities for growth and financial stability in your business endeavors. On the relationship front, you are likely to enjoy success in maintaining a harmonious relationship. During this period, effective communication with your life partners can contribute to a positive personal life.

Pisces Rising- you may experience tremendous peace and understanding with life partners and family members. Strong connections and perfect understanding have the potential to increase happiness and pleasure in personal relationships. This transit brings another wave of change. It's time to reassess your relationship with material possessions and finances. Don't waste money on unnecessary things.

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[psychics4unet]

✨ How to Shift Realities: A Beginner's Guide ✨

So, you’ve heard about reality shifting and want to give it a shot? Maybe you’ve seen it all over TikTok or stumbled upon a Reddit thread and thought, "Can I actually do this?" The answer is yes, you can! Shifting is all about moving your consciousness from this current reality (CR) to a desired reality (DR). Whether you want to visit Hogwarts, join your favorite anime, or live your dream life, shifting is your ticket there. Here’s how to get started!

1. Understand What Shifting Is 🧠 Shifting isn’t just lucid dreaming or daydreaming; it’s about experiencing an entirely different reality as vividly as you experience this one. It’s like living in a parallel universe, but with more control. You’re essentially moving your awareness to a new world where the rules and circumstances are different, and you’re the main character.

2. Set Your Intention 📝 Before you even start the process, be clear on where you want to go. What does your DR look like? What role do you play there? Write down all the details—your appearance, surroundings, relationships, abilities, etc. The more specific, the better! Some people even script out entire scenes to help visualize their DR. But remember, scripting is optional. It’s all about what works best for you.

3. Choose a Shifting Method 🚀 There are a ton of methods out there, so find one that vibes with you. Here are a few popular ones:

The Raven Method 🖤: Lie down in a starfish position, close your eyes, and start counting to 100 while repeating affirmations like "I am shifting" or "I am in my DR." You might feel tingles or vibrations—don’t freak out, it’s totally normal.

The Pillow Method 🛏️: Write your DR script or affirmations on a piece of paper and put it under your pillow. As you fall asleep, focus on your DR and imagine yourself there. Visualize everything until you drift off.

The Alice in Wonderland Method 🐇: Imagine yourself running after someone (like the White Rabbit) through a tunnel or hallway. As you reach a door at the end, open it, and step into your DR. Keep focusing on the details of your new world.

4. Stay Calm and Trust the Process 🌙 Shifting can take time, so don’t stress if it doesn’t happen right away. The key is to stay relaxed and trust that you’ll get there when you’re ready. Anxiety or frustration can block the process, so take it easy. Try meditating or listening to subliminals if you’re feeling too antsy.

5. Look Out for Symptoms 👀 When you’re close to shifting, you might experience some symptoms like tingling, floating, or feeling disconnected from your body. These are all good signs! It means you’re on the right track. Some people even hear sounds from their DR or see flashes of it before fully shifting.

6. Affirmations Are Your BFF 🔮 Affirmations can help reprogram your mind to believe that shifting is possible. Repeat things like "I am in control of my reality," "I shift easily and effortlessly," or "I am in my DR now." Say them out loud, write them down, or play them on loop as you fall asleep.

7. Don’t Compare Your Journey 🛤️ Everyone’s shifting experience is different, so don’t get discouraged if yours isn’t the same as someone else’s. Some people shift on their first try; others take weeks or even months. It’s all about persistence and finding what works for you.

8. Enjoy the Ride 🎢 Once you’ve shifted, enjoy your DR to the fullest! Interact with the people there, explore your surroundings, and live out your wildest dreams. You can stay as long as you like, and when you’re ready to come back to your CR, just set the intention to wake up here.

9. Practice Self-Care 💖 Shifting can be intense, so make sure you’re taking care of yourself in your CR too. Get enough rest, eat well, and don’t neglect your responsibilities here. Remember, your CR is important too, even if it’s not as exciting as your DR.

So, that’s the gist of it! Shifting is an incredible way to explore new realities and experience things you’ve only dreamed of. Be patient with yourself, keep practicing, and have fun with it. Who knows, you might wake up tomorrow in your DR!

Happy shifting! 🌟✨

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[bardic-tales]

New S/I: Colette Vasseur

Warnings: Emotional trauma, personal struggle with self-doubt, references to a corrupt society

🌙 Name: Colette Vasseur 🔮 Age: 25 👤 Gender: Female 🌌 Fandom: Final Fantasy VII 🌟 Ship: Sephiroth (Romantic Partner: husband) 📅 Date of Birth: November 13, 1980 👼 Mother: Aveline Vasseur 👹 Father: Gabriel Vasseur 👨Sister: Juliette Vasseur

Character Overview

Colette Vasseur is a quiet, introspective woman from the lower sectors of Midgar, carrying a deep empathy for both people and animals. Growing up in modest surroundings, she learned early on to navigate the world with a sense of compassion and patience. After the passing of her emotionally distant mother, Colette became a caretaker in her family, fostering a deep sense of responsibility. Her shop in Sector 5 serves as her safe haven, a modest business that is well-loved for the warmth she exudes and the comfort it offers to those who need a retreat from the world’s chaos. Despite her peaceful exterior, Colette harbors doubts about the larger world and is jaded by the corruption surrounding Shinra, though she still clings to the belief that goodness can be found in the quieter, smaller spaces.

Character Overview 🌟 Colette's Persona: Colette is an empathetic, soft-spoken soul who places the needs of others above her own. She has a deep connection to animals and a faint but some knowledge for healing materia that allows her to heal small wounds and distressed creatures. Despite her gentle nature, Colette struggles with her own self-doubt. She often suppresses her emotions for fear of burdening others. Her quiet kindness and tendency to care for others make her an emotional pillar, but she sometimes loses sight of her own needs.

🎭 Personality: Colette is an introverted and introspective individual, often finding solace in writing, art, and quiet reflection. She has a natural gift for empathy, sensing the emotional states of those around her, which leads her to go out of her way to help people. While her desire to help is admirable, her inability to express her own needs leads to self-neglect. She avoids conflict and prefers smaller, intimate circles, though she often feels like an outsider due to her deep-seated fear of rejection and her struggles with Avoidant Personality Disorder (AVPD). Colette's empathy for others is both her strength and her vulnerability, as it causes her to prioritize others over herself.

💑 Bond: Colette shares a deep, grounding connection with Sephiroth, though their relationship grows slowly. Initially unaware of his true identity, Colette is drawn to his quiet, reserved nature. As their relationship develops, Sephiroth finds in her a sense of peace and understanding that he has long been seeking. While their bond is unconventional, Colette’s empathetic abilities and Sephiroth’s complex nature create a connection that is uniquely fulfilling for both of them.

⚔️ Courage in Conflict: Colette’s bravery manifests not in physical combat but in her quiet strength and emotional resilience. Her courage shines in her ability to care for others, even when it comes at the cost of her own well-being. Despite her physical fragility, Colette’s heart remains steadfast. She continually finds ways to support those she loves in quiet, profound ways. She is able to stand firm in the face of emotional turmoil, offering solace and refuge to those in need.

✨ Likes & Dislikes

Likes: Animals, community service, compassion, drawing, deep conversations, introspection, journaling, kindness, learning, literature, nature walks, quiet spaces, solitude, spiritual growth, writing.

Dislikes: Arrogance, conflict, dishonesty, exploitation, loud environments, manipulation, public scrutiny, selfishness, superficiality, violence, wastefulness, unwanted attention, harmful ideologies, insincerity, rejection.

🌿 A Soul of Many Hobbies: Colette finds solace in creative expression through writing fanfiction, drawing, and painting. She also enjoys connecting with animals, caring for them, and advocating for causes close to her heart. Later in her life, nature walks in the Grasslands allow her to clear her mind and gather her thoughts, while journaling provides a quiet space for self-reflection. Her hobbies help her navigate the chaos around her and maintain a sense of inner peace.

Powerset Overview 💫 Powers and Abilities: Colette possesses an innate empathy that allows her to connect with animals on a deeper level, sensing their emotions and providing comfort. Her subtle connection as a healer manifests with novice knowledge of healing materia to heal small wounds and calm animals in distress. While her knowledge are faint, they make a significant difference in her day-to-day life and the lives of those she interacts with. Additionally, her talent for writing allows her to express herself creatively and emotionally.

💔 Weaknesses: Colette’s greatest vulnerability lies in her inability to express her own emotions and needs. This flaw leads to self-neglect, as she often prioritizes the well-being of others over her own. Her apathy toward humanity, stemming from her jaded view of Midgar’s corruption, makes her hesitant to engage in larger conflicts. Physically, Colette is fragile and lacks combat skills, making her vulnerable in dangerous situations. Her struggles with self-doubt and her fear of rejection can hinder her ability to pursue her goals and express her true potential.

Key Moments in Colette Vasseur's Journey 🌠 Key Events: Colette’s life took a significant turn when she met Sephiroth by chance on the streets of Midgar. This encounter, initially a simple interaction, grew into a profound connection that gradually blossomed into a relationship. Their bond, though complex and slow to develop, helped Colette confront her own fears of rejection and opened her heart to the possibility of love despite her own emotional scars. Her quiet strength and willingness to care for Sephiroth would shape her role in his life as both a grounding force and an emotional anchor.

🌟 Themes Relevant to Colette’s Journey:

Empathy and Compassion

Quiet Strength and Resilience

Self-Doubt and Inner Conflict

Healing and Emotional Growth

Love and Rejection

The Struggle for Self-Expression

Balance Between Helping Others and Self-Care

[thestarlitmidnight]

🌙A Court Beneath the Silent Nightsky🌙

Summary: Kaela, survivor of the massacre on one of the temples by Hybern. After being the sole survivor, she falls into silence, refusing to speak to anyone. She is lost in haze of overwhelming grief and depression, which rendered her unable to function properly anymore. She is send into the library in Velaris, the safe sanctuary for the survivors as her high priestess can no longer to bare the sight of her suffering in her temple. Kaela is accompanied by ever present Morrigan, who took it as her mission to break this brooding strike of hers. Since the first night spend at the library, she meets bewitching stranger with violet eyes that steals souls with mere look into them, who seems to be ever lasting presence ever since their first encounter, seeming as broken as she feels. Will they be able to be source of strength for each other? Will they overcome the endless dances with theirs demons and be finally happy? Fandom: ACOTAr Pairing: RhysandXFemOC Warnings: This story is dealing with themes of depression, PTSD and heavy subjects like those, please, if you are easily triggered, better to skip this one. Word Count: 13 013 Chapters: 7 Master List

Chapter One

I never believed that one day, I will be standing there. Empty and unable to see the light at the end of the tunnel. Once a fierce soul which never seemed to dim the light somehow burned out. No passion, no desire or need. 

I just existed, witnessing the time go by, day by day, month by month, year by year. Just a distant witness of the life lived by those who dared to experience it. 

Maybe if the time was right, maybe if the world would not be so cruel, maybe if the people would be kinder. Always some kind of maybe lingered in my mind. Maybe then I would be there with them, living the life that was meant to be lived by me. 

Yet there I was, sitting on the edge of a cliff, where our temple was located. The morning ceremony was over and till lunch I was supposed to be scrubbing the floors in the south part of the temple. The right word is supposed. There was no force strong enough in this world to force me back there.

The high priestess ment it well, I'm sure of it, after all she believed that trauma should be faced and not avoided. It's easier for her to say when it's not her facing it. 

Instead of doing my duty, I ran to hide in my favorite hiding place till the lunch ceremonies began. It was a rather shit place to hide, everyone knew about it and if any of the high priestesses would desire to confront me about neglecting my duties, they could simply cross the main clearing in front of the entrance gates and come to this cliff, where evening service was held during autumn. 

Starting far into the world, witnesses the day go and let the gloom eat my will to live away. So far it worked wonders, as the gloom scared even the worst of memories away. It worked way better than scrubbing the floors with mind bored to death so much that it welcomed the dark memories with open arms just to distract itself. 

"This can't go on Kaela," the voice of the high priestess who had my group under her wings echoed through the afternoon air, which was getting chillier.

I kept my silence, not even raising my eyes to look at her, there was no reason to do so. She will give me lectures about facing my fears, breaking them, showing them that I'm stronger than them. That what didn't kill me surely made me stronger. 

That statement was wrong in so many places. 

How I wish it did killed me. Spared me of living in the aftermath of all of that. Constant pain, fear and resignation. Living long enough to see the shell of the person I used to be. 

No, it might not kill me, but it made me weaker, not stronger. 

Hence the silence which became so familiar to me, that I didn't even remember how my own voice sounds. Since that cursed night, not a sound came out of me. 

"You are fading away my girl, I can't bear to simply watch as you let those barbaric monsters win in the end," her voice was coloured with concern, as anyone else who was cursed to watch over me. 

I would prefer to just be left alone to be lost freely. Let the pain and negative feelings consume me completely, sparing me in the end from this endless cycle of living as a survivor.

'What of it, if they win, it will be my win as well.' 

I thought bitterly and my fingers started to pick on the dead skin on my thumb. 

"Our High Lord is back and he prepared a safe place for girls like you," her voice was now way more careful, gentler than before, as if this fact could break me. 

What was left there to be broken?

I didn't look at her, nor acknowledged that I heard her. It was not my choice to be made after all. If she thought it was the right thing to do, then I will be sending there as it's her who has me in her care. 

The sting in my heart was even worse as I looked in front of me at the beautiful view in front of me that I will soon be robbed of. Even the last bits of normalcy will be taken away from me. 

"This is Morrigan, she will accompany you on your way there, you are leaving now," the high priestess suddenly sounded determined, stating her final command towards me. "It's for your own good my girl." 

As if. It's likely she grew sick of having my sulking presence bring gloom to her temple. My temple. Neglecting my duties and showing up only at the services and ceremonies. It was lasting way too long for her to tolerate, that's for sure. 

It was long even for me. 

"Hello there Kaela, I'm Morrigan," the unknown voice said from behind me, but I was unable to turn and look at her. 

The need to savor as much of my view as possible was keeping me way too busy. 

"We can depart as soon as you are ready," she added with a light, easy voice, forcing me to sigh. 

What's the point in waiting? What's the point in savoring the last bits of the view when it won't solve anything? It will be better to just keep going and have this over with, so I can get some time alone and keep my brooding game high enough to keep the demons on bait. 

I stood up, turning around to face the two females who were awkwardly standing there, looking at me. It should be me who is awkward, not them, but I was way too tired to even care to feel embarrassed by the lack of will to live. 

Morrigan was beautiful, dressed in crimson red pants and blouse, her golden blonde hair looking perfectly combed and well cared for. The aura around her was welcoming and warm. No danger coming from her at all. 

"We can go then?" She asked, extending her long, lean arm into the air, her nail painted by the same shade of red as her clothes. Probably her favorite color then? 

I just walked towards her, not accepting her hand, simply there was not enough strength in me to even lift my arm, and I stopped beside her, ready for her to swoosh me away. I'm sure she can winnow, because if she were to climb all those stairs to reach our temple, she wouldn't look this perfectly put together. 

Morrigan just smiled, not discouraged at all by my attitude and she took my hand with surprisingly gentle touch and with a swift swoosh, we left my temple, my home, my battlefield and my grave.

Chapter Two

[actuallymoon]

Kinktober 2024 🎃🌙

Day 1: Leather kink

Word count: 1241

⚠️ NSFW beyond the cut

“Haa, uhn, aghh.”

Muffled moans tumbled out of Draco’s mouth, the sounds stifled by the crimson ball gag wedged firmly between his lips. His eyes fluttered shut in frustration, lashes damp with unshed tears, as his body quivered under the relentless rhythm of Harry’s gloved fingers. One thing about Harry, he always took his sweet, torturous time. He knew exactly what to do to wring out those broken, desperate cries from his lover, one after another, until Draco was reduced to a trembling, pleading mess.

The playroom was dimly lit, the air thick with the scent of sweat and desire, every sound heightened by the stillness around them. Draco’s arms were bound behind him, the diamond-weave ropes tracing elegant patterns across his pale skin, making his chest bow forward. His legs were tied in an intricate frog-tie, thighs parted and splayed wide, completely exposed and vulnerable. A drum harness knot supported his hips, suspending him mid-air like a work of art—a masterpiece crafted by Harry’s expert hands.

He whimpered, his voice hitching as Harry’s fingers, sheathed in sleek, black leather, pressed in deep, brushing against that spot inside him again. Draco’s back arched, toes curling helplessly as he was once again dragged to the precipice of pleasure, only for Harry to pull out at the very last moment. The denial made his cock ache and throb, dripping pearly beads of precum that hung from the swollen, red tip before falling in slow, mocking drops to the floor below.

“Look at yourself, Draco,” Harry murmured, voice low and dark, rich with satisfaction. A smile played at the corner of his lips as he pulled his fingers out, leaving Draco’s hole clenching and trembling with loss. Draco keened, twisting his hips in a futile attempt to entice Harry to return, to give him just a little more. The sensation of the smooth leather leaving him empty was almost unbearable, an electric blend of pleasure and agony that made tears gather at the corners of his silver eyes.

Harry stepped closer, his breath hot against Draco’s ear as he hooked a finger beneath his chin, tilting his head up. Draco’s gaze was forced toward the mirror covering the wall in front of him. The sight that greeted him made his stomach clench.

He was wrecked. His cheeks were flushed a deep, feverish red, sweat-slicked strands of platinum hair clinging to his forehead. Drool escaped the corners of his mouth, glistening against his chin, and his eyes— Merlin , his eyes were glassy, pupils blown wide with lust, tears shimmering at the edges. Every muscle in his body trembled with strain, a desperate, needy tension that sang through his veins.

And by his side, Harry stood tall, powerful, every inch the commanding presence he always was when they played. His leather trousers hugged his muscular thighs, the tight material highlighting every line, every dip and curve of his toned body. A harness strapped across his broad chest emphasised his defined pectorals, the gleam of polished silver buckles catching the light. His green eyes, usually so gentle, now blazed with a predatory hunger, drinking in the sight of Draco’s debauched reflection.

A low growl rumbled in Harry’s throat as he leaned closer, teeth grazing the shell of Draco’s ear. “You want to cum, don’t you?” he whispered, voice dripping with dark promise.

“Mmnhh! Hnnn! ” Draco’s answer was nothing more than a series of choked, breathless noises, his head nodding frantically, eyes wide and pleading. He needed it—needed to feel Harry’s fingers inside him, fucking into his tight heat, filling him, stretching him, claiming him. The emptiness was maddening, every pulse of his neglected cock sending shudders of frustrated desire through his overstimulated body.

Without warning, Harry’s fingers curled into his hair, tugging his head back sharply. The ball gag was unbuckled and tossed aside. Draco barely had a second to catch his breath before Harry’s zipper slid down, and his thick, half-hard cock was dangling tantalisingly before his lips.

“Suck,” Harry ordered softly, but the command in his tone was unmistakable.

Draco surged forward, wrapping his lips around the head, moaning at the taste of Harry’s skin. He bobbed his head eagerly, tongue swirling around the shaft, sucking with everything he had. He knew what Harry wanted—what he needed to prove. That he was a good boy, a worthy pet deserving of release. And if giving Harry the best blowjob of his life was what it took, then Draco would do it without hesitation.

“Mm , that’s it. Just like that,” Harry groaned, fingers threading through Draco’s hair, guiding his movements. Slowly, he began thrusting deeper, sliding between Draco’s lips until the head of his cock hit the back of his throat. Draco choked slightly, but he didn’t back off. He swallowed around Harry’s length, feeling his throat constrict as Harry set a steady, deliberate rhythm, his hips snapping forward with every thrust.

Tears spilled over Draco’s cheeks, mingling with the spit that dribbled down his chin. His jaw ached, stretched wide around Harry’s girth, but he didn’t stop, humming softly, trying to take Harry even deeper. When Harry’s cock twitched, thick veins pulsing as he thrust one last time to the hilt, Draco’s eyes fluttered shut, the taste of Harry’s release flooding his senses.

“Good boy,” Harry breathed, pulling out slowly, a small smile tugging at his lips as he watched Draco panting for breath, cum dripping from his lips. Without a word, he circled around, positioning himself between Draco’s spread legs again. And then, without warning, Harry’s fingers thrust back inside Draco’s slick entrance.

“AHHN! Harryyy !” Draco screamed, voice cracking as Harry set a brutal, punishing pace, leather-clad fingers hammering into his prostate with ruthless precision. After being edged for so long, his body was a raw, overstimulated mess, every nerve on fire. The force of his climax took him by surprise, crashing into him like a tidal wave. His cock jerked, and he came with a sob, white strings of cum spilling out of him, splattering the ground beneath in long, messy streaks. ​​Harry continued to fuck him through it, his fingers never slowing.

Harry’s grin was smug as he withdrew, leather gloves glistening. He brought his hand up, watching with pride as Draco twitched and whimpered, hole still quivering from the force of his orgasm. “You’re perfect like this,” Harry murmured, voice thick with affection. He traced his thumb over Draco’s rim, dipping in teasingly before pulling back, admiring the contrast of color between his black gloves and his boyfriend’s pink, swollen hole.

Slowly, he untied the ropes, muscles flexing as he carefully lowered Draco from the suspension. The ropes left angry red marks on his wrists and ankles from how long he’d been bound, and Harry’s gaze softened as he took in his lover’s exhausted state.

“You did so well, Draco. I’ll run you a bath, get you all cleaned up,” he murmured, tenderly brushing a damp strand of hair from Draco’s forehead before scooping him into his arms. Draco sighed, his body sagging against Harry’s chest as he let himself be carried upstairs.

“Make me some tea; a strong brew,” he mumbled sleepily. “And rub my back too, you brute.”

Harry chuckled softly, pressing a kiss to Draco’s temple. “Anything for you, love,” he whispered. Because no matter how commanding he was during their games, Harry knew he’d always be the one wrapped around Draco’s finger in the end

[julie09tarot]

Ask AI: What tarot card aligns best with each Enneagram type?

Each Enneagram type has a distinct core fear, desire, and motivation. Here’s a tarot card that resonates with each type’s energy, strengths, and challenges:

Type 1 – The Reformer (Principled, Perfectionistic, Disciplined)

Tarot Card: Justice ⚖️

Type 1s seek fairness, order, and moral integrity, much like Justice, which represents truth, accountability, and structure.

When imbalanced, Ones struggle with rigid expectations, self-criticism, and frustration with imperfection.

This card reminds them that balance, not harsh judgment, leads to true justice.

🔹 Alternative Cards: The Emperor (structure), Temperance (balance & patience).

Type 2 – The Helper (Compassionate, Generous, People-Pleasing)

Tarot Card: The Empress 💖

Twos thrive on nurturing, love, and connection, just like The Empress, who embodies unconditional care.

However, like The Empress in shadow, Twos may overextend themselves, neglecting their own needs in the process.

This card reminds them to give from a place of fullness rather than depletion.

🔹 Alternative Cards: Queen of Cups (emotional depth), The Lovers (connection & reciprocity).

Type 3 – The Achiever (Driven, Adaptable, Success-Oriented)

Tarot Card: The Chariot 🚀

Type 3s are highly ambitious, much like The Chariot, which represents determination, victory, and forward momentum.

The challenge for Threes is knowing when to pause, reflect, and lead from authenticity rather than performance.

This card reminds them that true success comes from alignment, not just achievement.

🔹 Alternative Cards: The Sun (confidence & radiance), The Magician (self-mastery).

Type 4 – The Individualist (Deep, Creative, Emotionally Intense)

Tarot Card: The Moon 🌙

Fours feel deeply, navigating the realms of longing, artistry, and inner complexity, much like The Moon, which represents intuition, emotional depth, and mystery.

The challenge for Fours is not getting lost in illusion or over-identifying with suffering.

This card reminds them that depth is valuable, but clarity is found by embracing both light and shadow.

🔹 Alternative Cards: The Star (authentic self-expression), The Hanged Man (introspective transformation).

Type 5 – The Investigator (Analytical, Private, Knowledge-Seeking)

Tarot Card: The Hermit 🔦

Fives retreat to their inner world of intellect and observation, much like The Hermit, who seeks wisdom through solitude.

The challenge for Fives is learning to re-engage with life, rather than staying in their own minds.

This card reminds them that true wisdom is not just gathered—it must be shared and lived.

🔹 Alternative Cards: The High Priestess (inner knowing), Ace of Swords (intellectual clarity).

Type 6 – The Loyalist (Security-Oriented, Cautious, Trust-Seeking)

Tarot Card: The Hierophant ⛪

Sixes seek guidance, stability, and a sense of belonging, much like The Hierophant, who represents tradition, structure, and wisdom passed down.

The challenge for Sixes is trusting their own judgment instead of seeking external validation.

This card reminds them that while guidance is valuable, their inner compass must be their ultimate authority.

🔹 Alternative Cards: Strength (courage & resilience), The Moon (navigating fear & uncertainty).

Type 7 – The Enthusiast (Adventurous, Optimistic, Experience-Seeking)

Tarot Card: The Fool 🎒

Sevens embrace possibility, freedom, and exploration, much like The Fool, who leaps into new experiences with trust and excitement.

The challenge for Sevens is learning to stay present rather than always chasing the next thrill.

This card reminds them that true joy is found not just in movement, but in depth and presence.

🔹 Alternative Cards: The Sun (pure vitality), Wheel of Fortune (embracing life’s unpredictability).

Type 8 – The Challenger (Strong, Assertive, Protective)

Tarot Card: Strength 🦁

Eights are powerful, courageous, and protective, much like Strength, which represents inner fortitude and mastery of raw energy.

The challenge for Eights is knowing when to soften, trust, and allow vulnerability.

This card reminds them that true strength is not about dominance—it’s about knowing when to yield and when to stand firm.

🔹 Alternative Cards: The Emperor (leadership), The Tower (breaking illusions & rebuilding).

Type 9 – The Peacemaker (Easygoing, Harmonizing, Conflict-Avoidant)

Tarot Card: Temperance 🌊

Nines seek inner and outer harmony, much like Temperance, which represents balance, patience, and integration.

The challenge for Nines is not losing themselves in passivity or avoiding necessary action.

This card reminds them that peace is not the absence of conflict, but the ability to navigate it consciously.

🔹 Alternative Cards: The Star (calm presence), The Hanged Man (inner perspective shifts).

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[brooklynislandgirl]

🌙 do they need an emotional connection or are one-night-stands an option?

Sigils of Modern Desire || Accepting Beth absolutely needs an emotional connection before she can even consider someone a viable option for a romantic relationship much less a physical one. Sometimes she does vibe with someone easily but then doubt comes creeping in and she self-sabotages any step forward they might take toward a relationship. She can't really wrap her head around the idea that she is a desirable person; she gets hung up on the fact that she is not physically feminine enough {body dysphoria}, mentally stable enough {bi-polar disorder}, and a laundry list of neglect and emotional abuse growing up that generally makes herself think she has little to no value, beyond being able to provide a stable financial situation and concierge medical assistance. Besides, if her own family couldn't love her, and she doesn't really love herself, how can she expect anyone else to?

[vinnystarxx]

NEGLECTFUL DESIRES : EPISODE 04 !

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Some Hu Tao & yanfei juice

Childe regretting life choices confirmed????

Y/N enjoying her hiatus 101

[dry-pisces]

🔮💫Crystals and Stars💫🔮

Rose Quartz

Element: 🌿Earth🌿

Zodiac Sign: ♉️ Taurus ♉️

Planetary Ruler: 🌸Venus🌸

Rose Quartz helps promote/facilitate inner peace through accepting one's feelings/desires and trusting in yourself aswell as trusting in others. Rose Quartz is also a good reminder to always acknowledge boundaries and be respectful when expressing boundaries.

Aventurine

Element: 🦋 Air 🦋

Zodiac: ♎️ Libra ♎️

Planetary Ruler: 🌸Venus🌸

Aventurine helps serve as a reminder that balance starts with making decisions that are best for you. Prosperity and abundance are often dependent on the actions you take, be mindful of how your actions in the present can impact opportunities that occur in the future.

the ways you maintain stability and consistency now make all the difference when it comes to achieving your goals/aspirations.

Amethyst

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♓️ Pisces ♓️

Planetary Ruler: 💫 Jupiter 💫

Balance between self + spirit is extremely important; Amethyst puts an emphasis on acknowledging shadow work. acknowledging aspects of self/life that you are neglecting to heal from or areas of life/self that you are neglecting to make change in.

Amethyst is reminder that external; extrinsic harmony and peace can only be achieved through intrinsic means; you have to first create what you want to achieve within before you can expect to see those ambitions become realities.

Clear Quartz

Element: ☁️Air☁️

Zodiac: ♊️ Gemini ♊️

Planetary Ruler: ✨ Mercury ✨

Clear Quartz emphasizes the need for clarity and honesty. Clear Quartz essentially asks you: how do you manage stress and maintain consistency? Is there room for improvement?

Clear Quartz helps remind you to think of different way to self improve/change habits that will result in improved energy and emotional wellbeing/personal stability.

Celestite

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♋️ Cancer ♋️

Planetary Ruler: 🌙Moon🌙

Celestite is a reminder that in life especially the experiences you have, patience is the most important lesson.

Celestite emphasizes remembering to be less willing to rush into action and rather be more willing to adopt a sense of calmness. You are in control of they ways that you create peace and maintain peace. Celestite is also a reminder that everything takes time and the best things in life are worth waiting for.

Rainbow Fluorite

Element:🌿Earth🌿

Zodiac: ♑️ Capricorn ♑️

Planetary Ruler :🪐Saturn🪐

Rainbow flourite speaks to perspective and understanding discernment from your personal perspective and the perspective of others around you, especially the root place for those beliefs/veiwpoints.

Rainbow flourite also speaks to an understanding of self control; what does self control and self discipline mean to you? These are attributes that are unique to you/ your individual self.

what works for you/your perspective may not work for other always find a way to compromise.

Moonstone

Element: 🌬 Air 🌬

Zodiac: ♊️ Gemini ♊️

Planetary Ruler : 🌼 Mercury 🌼

Moonstone emphasizes discovering what ways can you be more emotionally receptive towards yourself? Moonstone is a reminder that these are important skills to be aware of.

To maintain emotional stability you have to be aware of skills that you can utilize when creating/maintain your connections and personal composure.

Selenite

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♋️ Cancer ♋️

Planetary Ruler: 🌘 Moon 🌒

Selenite is a reminder to release energy that isnt yours and rebalance/release feeling off beat and out of character. Selenite can help redirect your focus as alot of imbalances come from external sources.

Always take the time to release/cleanse/protect your energies.

Black Obsidian

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊

Zodiac: ♏️ Scorpio ♏️

Planetary Ruler : 🥀 Mars/Pluto 🥀

Shadow work/release; Remember that self renewal takes time and is a process entirely dependent on your actions. Be aware of self provided needs(the things you provide to yourself that are critical to your comfort/personal stability.

Obsidian reminds you of what help you heal/ be more Grounded

Blue Calcite

Element: 🌊 Water 🌊 or 🌿 Earth 🌿

Zodiac: ♋️ Cancer ♋️ or ♍️ Virgo ♍️

Planetary Ruler : 🌙Moon🌙 and ✨Mercury✨

Blue Calcite helps emphasizes your awareness to details its a stone that facilitates awareness not only of others but also of yourself.

How can you treat yourself with more kindness and put less pressure on yourself? Where/how do you find peace?

[yiotarot]

hello <3. I hope you are well! i would like a reading, please! It’s okay if I’m not picked!

KS ☀️🌹

Hey KS ☀️🌹

How can you make the most of the rest of 2022? Page of pentacles, (bottom of the deck the Hight priestess)

If you have been thinking/dreaming of doing something, the page of pentacles encourages you to do so! Even if it's something specific and not widely studied, go for it.

The work and effort you put in now will help you lay strong foundations for the future. Be open to all the opportunities, set some goals and make a plan to get you there. With hard work and consistency, you can manifest your desires.

Invest in yourself, and branch out if you need more in-depth knowledge alongside what you currently know or are learning. What do you really want to do? What skills do you need? etc.

This is also a time to focus on yourself and listen to your mind/body. Don't neglect your self-care, take time to rest and come back refreshed to stay focused on your goals. It's time to think about yourself before you think of others.

Hope this resonated for you and thank you for participating in my free readings. ✨ Hope you have a lovely day!

🌙 Yio

[cosmiccandyangel]

Hellooo can you talk about Libras people pleasing tendencies? What is it like for people who have libra mars?

🌟I think Libra can definitely exhibit people pleasing tendencies from its ~archetypal~ desire to maintain harmony in relationships. If u imagine Libra’s scales⚖️ and have some pebbles, the people pleasing could be you adding an abundance of pebbles to one side representing “relationships” but you might be neglecting the side that is “self”. Add pebbles to both sides! yay balance!

🌟The assertive, passionate planet of Mars in the charismatic & neutral sign of Libra absolutely gets what it wants in the most charming ways possible. I think the “shadow” side of this placement could absolutely be people pleasing. I also say it’s a bit of a schmoozy placement if u feel me lol ;p 🤑

💖🌙

[vinnystarxx]

NEGLECTFUL DESIRES : EPISODE 02

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Yes yn has hardcore fans when it comes to defend her against Childe stans

Upcoming drama

[vinnystarxx]

NEGLECTFUL DESIRES : EPISODE 03

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Fav girl = enemy

Kaeya is also a cloud rise (y/n) stan

Childe knows it’s scaramouche

Loml is delulu

Dottore, Kaeya, and Aether often bully Childe cuz he left you

Aether has childe’s priv but not lumine