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barefoot-joker · 6 years ago

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Yandere!Jeremiah Valeska X Reader One Shot Pt. 6

Hey, guys! Welcome back to another installment of Yandere!Jeremiah. Once again this chapter is a bit long but it’s a build up before the big finale! As always feedback is appreciated and I will see you in Part 7!

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Beep.

Dread.

I heaved out a sigh as I looked at the clock. 10:00 pm. He’ll be here any minute now.

In the background Ecco hummed as she stirred the spaghetti sauce and the noodles, her help greatly appreciated. Currently I was leaning up against the kitchen island, my hands holding me steady. “Can you come and take a look at this, Y/n? I’m not sure if it’s done or not.”

I gave a solemn nod before hoisting myself and waddling over, my rounded belly making walking a bit difficult. Silently I took the ladle from the dirty blonde and sipped, nodding afterwords and setting it down. Outside the kitchen the sound of marching footsteps passed, it signaling that one of the guards was making his rounds. Ever since my wedding night Jeremiah had increased security around the house, stating that it was for my protection as he feared my dear friend might actually come back for me. Keep dreaming, Y/n. You know it’s never going to happen. You’ve been stuck here for 4 months and there hasn’t been a single sign from Bruce.

Suddenly the front door opened and I gulped down any remaining hope. If my husband were to see he’d instantly crush it between his gloved hands. “Sounds like someone’s home!~ You wait here, puddin.”

Ecco walked out of the kitchen and I took the chance to collect my thoughts as I made one final stir to the pot.

Red.

I hated the color so much.

It reminded me of too many things, too many memories.

I felt my hand tighten around the handle of the ladle but I stopped myself before I could get too far. Don’t show your hatred. He’ll be angry.

Instinctively my fingers delicately touched my shoulder, the bruise still there.

{Flashback}

“Stop fighting me, Y/n!”

I screamed as his hands held me down to the armchair, my legs flailing and attempting to get him away. Tonight was another day of hell. Jeremiah insisted that we “connect” once more but I wasn’t having any of it. My arms did their best trying to hit him but my husband’s grip just tightened. “I’m just trying to connect us! Why don’t you understand that!”

“GET OFF OF ME!”

I swung my leg and it hit him in the stomach, causing him to keel over. Taking my chance I got up and started to run but was thrust against the wall, Jeremiah’s hands digging into my shoulders. My pupils dilated at the anger in his eyes, my shoulder feeling like it was bruising. I struggled against him and continued to flail, my heart beating loud in my chest. “Enough! You’re just going to hurt yourself!”

I growled and attempted to bite him, my need for him to know I wasn’t backing down present. “I HATE YOU! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!”

{End Flashback}

Gently I let my hand slide down to my side and continued my busy work until I heard footsteps and arms wrap around my waist. “Good evening, love. Ecco tells me supper’s ready.”

I nodded and slipped out of his arms to grab plates before beginning to pile on some pasta. What did she tell him? About how well his pet behaved today?

Waddling over to the kitchen table I set the two plates down, Jeremiah helping me sit. Sitting across from me he began to cut his meal while Ecco dug in and I just stared down at my plate. It wasn’t even 4 minutes in when my husband glanced at me and then my plate, a sigh emitting from his chest. “Dearest, you need to eat. Not just for your health but the baby’s as well. Go on, eat. You need as much strength as you can get.”

Silently I complied, even if my urge to rebel was strong. One wrong move and you’ll be getting it tonight.

My ears blocked out the conversation between boss and sidekick as I finished my plate, it like acid in my stomach. “That’s a good girl.”

I tensed when his fingers danced on my flesh. No matter how many times he did that it still unnerved me. “Ecco, clear away dinner will you.”

“Yes, boss.”

Jeremiah assisted me with standing before taking the two of us into the living room. I seated myself on the couch as he went over and picked out a movie, cheerfully making his way back to me. His gloved hand slipped to my thigh and ran along the fabric of my dress, a smirk on his face. “I know you’re going to love this movie, dear. It is one of my favorites.”

Clicking play with the remote the title card for the film flashed on screen, sadness overcoming me. The Mark of Zorro. Bruce used to love this movie.

Snuggling me close I could feel Jeremiah’s breathing as my head rested on his shoulder, his thumb rubbing my arm.

Throughout the movie my mind kept wandering to Bruce and how he was doing, my legal marriage probably causing him distress. It broke my heart to think that we once sat like how my husband and I were: intimate, safe in each other’s arms and without a care in the world. Wanting to escape both my thoughts and my position, I sat up and stood before walking past Jeremiah. “Where are you going, darling?”

“B-Bathroom.”

Walking down the hall I closed the wooden door behind me, my feet slapping the green tile floor as I came up to the sink. Gazing in the mirror I stared at myself, my own eyes not knowing my body. Pale skin, sunken in eyes with bags under them were what greeted me. I gripped the counter and let my gaze fall to my hand where my wedding ring rest, the blue jewel matching my husband’s eyes. Even when you think you’re safe he’s always watching.

I grit my teeth and let a sob escape me, my body colliding with the floor as I cried. Why did it have to be like this? Why couldn’t I just be with Bruce?

The floor gave me goosebumps from it’s coolness, it reminding me of my husband. Even the color made me remember all the times I was forced to run my fingers through his locks. Everything in this house was made to remind me of who I belonged to, to forget my true love from my past life. My tears fell faster as I knew there was no escape, no matter how much I hoped for one.

Suddenly a knock interrupted my crying session, a voice calling out to me. “Y/n dearest, are you alright? You’ve been in there for quite a while.”

No I’m not alright. I’m living a life I never wanted. Forced to do things I never wanted to do.

I cringed as the door opened and dress shoes scuffed the tile, his black with white pinstriped pants kneeling in front of me. His purple glove stroked back my fallen hair as his eyebrows furrowed with concern. “You seem exhausted, honey. Perhaps it’s time for us to go to bed.”

Gently he lifted me off the floor and carried me to our room upstairs, changing me from my day dress to my looser blue nightgown. Silently I laid myself down and covered up, sniffles coming from my nose as Jeremiah changed. When he was done he got in beside me before wrapping an arm around my waist, it both both hugging me and my bump. “I’m so glad we’ll be having a family together, darling. Who knows, our baby might be two, maybe twins.”

I didn’t offer a reply. “But no matter the gender or how many there are I’ll still love you.”

His lips kissed the back of my head before he settled down, his breathing coming out soft and low. Slowly I let my fingers caress my baby bump above my husband’s arm, my thoughts going back to the day my true suffering began.

{Flashback}

Over the past few days I had not been feeling good. In the middle of dinner and throughout the night I would get up to puke, my lower back would hurt and my feet started to swell. Jeremiah and Ecco grew very concerned as they thought it had something to do with my heart but the henchwoman also had her own thoughts.

One day while Jeremiah was away the dirty blonde handed me a small box. A pregnancy test. I looked at her shocked and scared. “Best to see if what I think is true.”

Gulping down my anxiety I headed into the bathroom alone and took the test out before following the instructions.

Afterwords I sat silent, my mind racing when the beeping brought me out. Trembling I took it in my hands and let out a silent shriek, the test dropping to the floor. No. No. NO! I let out a growl of frustration and started chucking things around, the door slamming open to reveal Jeremiah. I stopped and looked at him in the mirror, my emotions all coming at me. “Dearest, I came home to hear you! What’s wrong?”

I couldn’t form words so I pointed down at the abandoned test before turning away in shame and hugging myself. “Y/n…”

“P-please don’t b-be m-mad.”

“Why would I be mad? This is great news!”

That’s what I feared.

My husband spun me to face him, his lips kissing me passionately.

{End Flashback}

“Bruce, wherever you are...please just come and rescue me. No matter what I’m forced to do I still love you.”

With that I let my eyes close, my dreams not allowing me to escape.

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jensyao · 5 years ago

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was not satisfied with the previous playlist so I made a part 2

...tried not to do duplicates. revisited stuff I haven't heard in years

bonus: https://www.datpiff.com/Nas-Life-Is-Good-Mixtape-The-Prequel-mixtape.368508.html

https://www.datpiff.com/Crank-Lucas-The-Rapducer-rap-Producer-Unofficial-Mixtape.822375.html

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Nas, Jadakiss, Raekwon, Fat Joe)"/Big Punisher/Endangered Species "Wishful Thinking (feat. Fat Joe, Kool G Rap, B-Real)"/Big Punisher/Endangered Species You AinÂ´t A Killer/Big Punisher/Soul In The Hole Soundtrack Super Lyrical/Big Punisher/Clack Thought/Capital Punishment 10 2 10 Remix feat. Rick Ross & Travi$ Scott/Big Sean/ Fast Line (feat. Dr. Dre & Jadakiss)/Bilal/Masterpiece 03 Respek/Birdman/ Biz Is Goin' Off/Biz Markie/ Definition/Black Star/Rawkus Records: Best of Decade I 1995-2005 RE:Definition/Black Star Feat. Mos Def/Talib Kweli & Hi-Tek - Reflection Eternal (The Re-Union) Respiration/Black Star Feat. Mos Def & Common/Talib Kweli & Hi-Tek - Reflection Eternal (The Re-Union) Look Alive (feat. Drake)/BlocBoy JB/ First Things First/Blu & Exile/Below The Heavens "Hot Nigga remix Ft Fabolous, Jadakiss, Chris Brown, Yo Gotti Rowdy Rebel, Busta"/Bobby Shmurda/ "Never Scared ft Jadakiss,Camron,Busta Rhymes"/Bonecrusher/ "Some H**s (Feat. 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nebula-starlight · 6 years ago

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JSE Fanfiction - Fractured (pt 5: Restore)

First: [P] / Previous: [4]

Entry Log _

I swore this would never happen. The static... I lost myself at the worst possible moment.

The surge of power was too strong. It... It shattered his eye socket and severely burned the surrounding skin of his forehead. Should he survive I...

Who am I kidding? At this point it will take a miracle to bring him back. He’s alive, yes, but barely.

Still I have to do something... The tank hasn’t helped much but he is now stable enough to a point where I can try another method. If Subject 2 can use magic... or is able to manifest such a skill then I must try.

I cannot lose him. There’s not enough left of my soul to try and create another being. And it would crush the other...

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His steps were weary as he made his way from the room that contained the once again risen containment tank, the weight of the situation he faced alone seeming to sap the strength right out of him as he headed towards the rather quiet cell.

Several times he had to pause and lean against the wall for support, his hands shaking so badly he had no choice but to cram them into the pockets of his gray tunic to prevent anyone from seeing the side effect of using too much magic. He hadn’t properly slept since the accident and kept replaying it over and over again in his head. How could he have been so stupid? Of course a stunned growth would affect other areas of the body as well!

Reaching the room where the other subject was, he looked in and observed the situation before he spoke. 2-J was curled up in a ball in one of the corners and... Was there tear tracks on his face? He wasn’t sure, the flickering light made it difficult to see properly.

“2-J... Your brother...”

How was he exactly going to explain this? Surely Jack had to think his sibling was never coming back at this point. And he had never been left alone for so long either. Inching closer, he waited for a reaction but received none. Not that he was surprised truthfully. The first time coming close to death or the loss of one so familiar always left a mark more impactful than anything he could do.

“He’s not coming back... He left me all alone to suffer...”

Those were definitely tears then. Perhaps a part of him felt bad but he had made his choice long ago and would see it through to the end. No matter the cost...

“Come with me, Subject 2.”

“Why should I? So you can end me too?” The only sign he seemed to move was the slight shift of his head, one eye now visible as it flared blue. So he’d have to do it the hard way then. He wasn’t all that surprised really.

“Stop being childish. It was an-“ Seán stopped himself, clearing his throat with a cough before he continued. “What happened wasn’t supposed to occur. The procedure was only to strengthen his magic, nothing more.”

Subject 2 only curled up tighter on the floor, hands clasped around his knees. It did not matter whether the story was believed or not. That did not bother him; he had come to collect him regardless.

“I have no time for this. Get up!”

Magic flickered to life in his outstretched palm, lifting the uncooperative boy into the air before sputtering out. Luckily 2-J steadied himself on his own feet, head lowering away from the disapproving glare staring him down as he crossed his arms over his chest.

“Your magic isn’t working...”

He huffed, shoving the hand back into the pocket of his tunic. “I’ve had to expend quite a bit of energy lately. Otherwise I’d drag you there myself.” Opening the door to the cell, he gestured for the captive to follow with a jerk of his head. “Although in your case if I said exactly where we were going you’d likely pester me with endless questions.”

“And where are we going?” There was a spark of enthusiasm back in 2-J’s voice, enough to bring out a brief but just as quickly fading smile.

“To see your brother. You may be more use to me than I originally thought...”

The footsteps that had slowly begun to echo behind him now stopped and he sighed under his breath. It better not signal a raging storm of chatter from the boy. As if he needed a headache on top of everything else going on. What he wouldn’t give for some coffee right about now.

“You said you’d fix him. Stop the noise, stop his pain... You promised!” The unexpected voice crack startled him nearly as badly as it did Jack who seemed to retreat into himself for a moment before he started to walk again. “Why do you say I can help when all you ever tell me is how much of a disappointment I am compared to my brother...? You know, the same one you must have hurt pretty badly to need me.”

He needed to get back to 1-A. They were wasting time but yet... Was this the first time he had ever seen Jack even show a sign of rebelling? Perhaps he was smarter than he’d given credit. Well there was only one way to find out...

“If you would observe before you spoke then perhaps my judgement of you would not be as severe. Nevertheless, we are wasting valuable time. Your job is to heal him.”

He had already stopped and was punching in the code to open the door when he heard the clear whine of protest start up from behind him. For 2-J to have picked up on what was expected so quickly... Well it was certainly an interesting development to say the least.

“But how? I can’t use magic! Not like you can...”

He said nothing, the cold steel sliding open to admit both of them. Luckily he had enough forethought to get Anti out of the stasis tube and onto his side on the floor. So far the only progress had been that he managed to reconstruct the bone missing - although that had left his hand spasming for hours from the tiny incision to scrape off the necessary replacement.

“Brother!” The cry darted past him as Jack sprinted over to Anti, lifting his head and pressing it against his chest. Nothing needed to be said for the familiar feeling of magic to weave through the air as a surge of faint blue light engulfed the two siblings.

There was no explanation needed... just as he thought.

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It took several minutes before the glow sputtered and died. In its place, however, was an equally weak spark of green that burned with an intensity rather unexpected. And while it started in his chest - a rekindling of his soul no doubt - it soon ignited his one remaining eye.

The shorter of the duo became alert with a coughing fit, clutching to the arms that curled around him as the movement drew attention to the fact that he was awake. Jack immediately perked up, squeezing tighter in delight that his sibling was back from what almost had been his death.

“Hey... Hey, it’s okay. You did great.” Anti weakly murmured once the spasm had finished, patting his brother’s arm before chuckling breathlessly at the realization of what had just happened. “Well looks like you’ve got magic. One of us needs it so it’s probably better you ended up with it than me. Now stop holding so tight, bro.”

Jack reluctantly did so, still holding onto Anti’s arms as the smaller ego shuddered, straining to catch his breath. “But you died!”

“He did not, I assure you. To die means you no longer exist. If he had, his soul wouldn’t have ignited so strongly. Truly your brother brought you back from the edge of death, Subject 1.”

Neither had even realized the third individual still in the room, observing silently the interaction until Jack happened to suggest his brother had died. Once he spoke, however, all of the once playful banter between them stopped immediately.

“You didn’t get what you wanted, did you?” There was a fine edge of anger that flickered through Anti’s voice as he looked up at their cloaked creator, his remaining eye sparking green. “I’m still around so I take that as a no.”

“What?” Concerned blue eyes flickered up to the silent figure observing them. “But you said you were helping him... Why do you want him gone?”

Seán said nothing at first, only taking off his glasses and placing them inside an interior pocket on his cloak so the true extent of the facial scar would show. Once the full appearance of the septic eye was revealed, he barely repressed a smirk at how Jack tried to shield his weakened brother by lifting him closer to his chest. There wasn’t any of the resistance he had suspected would come from 1-A but that was none of his concern.

For now a lesson needed to be taught... One he hoped would only be needed once.

His hand lifted, sparks flickering into existence around the two as the septic eye glowed brighter in the mostly dark space. “If either of you refuse to obey... there will be consequences. I am in no mood to humor any resistance today. Now get up and come with me.”

“And if we don’t? What then?”

He should not of had to guess who spoke. The same one who had nearly been killed because of that persistent static he emitted subconsciously. Was he even aware of how problematic it had become? How that noise interfered with his plans on a level he had not originally adjusted to compensate for?

“Then you will be treated as little more than failed subjects and swiftly eliminated. Now choose... or say your final words!”

The sparks of light glowed eerily like orbs, encircling the pair as Seán stood silent with his one hand outstretched and watched to see how they’d respond. Would they attempt to outright rebel? The countless possibilities fascinated him. Even he would be panicking had the situation been turned but they were... doing nothing. Or was that the feeling of magic in the air? Not his but close... A derivative of-

“You will not touch him!”

The blue shield came up surprisingly quick, surrounding them as the eyes of the producer of the energy glowed with the spark of a desire to protect. He was actually speechless for a moment, noticing how complex a pattern it was despite being the first true attempt of Jack’s apparently chosen magic. A defender... It was an odd choice but not one he was overly surprised at if he was honest.

“My, my, you do have potential. Aren’t you just full of so many surprises today?” He started to approach, hand shaking with an all too visible tremor as the orbs faded. “Why don’t you lower that so we can talk? I’m sure your brother is thrilled to be relieving that time he spent in stasis thanks to you. Of course he was out for most of it but that feeling of pressure never truly fades, does it?” A brief spark of green flickered inside the protective shell as the only sign his taunting was heard but it was enough to urge him on further. “Just the same as that noise he claims he can’t hear... I��m certain you know the one. That ever so soft buzzing right in the back of your skull. It’s enough to drive you to... do things.”

His lips split apart, teeth stained from lack of proper dental care but still breaking into that recognizable smile. Anti squirmed against his brother’s grip, struggling to slip free as the glow powering the shield began to falter slightly. Taking advantage of the weakening defense, he continued to advance toward them.

“He’s braver than you will ever be.”

The low rasp that graced his ears ignited further that primal desire in him for obedience. It had only seemed to manifest once he begun creating the seven but he wasn’t worried about any sort of magical backlash from trying to push his energy farther than it already was going. They all were his and would belong to him forever. It was why he put the tracking tattoos on every single one after all.

“And what makes you think that? His shield wouldn’t hold up against an attack I assure you.”

There was a definite flicker to the aforementioned protective barrier as though something rippled across its surface briefly. “Then why won’t you be the one to break it? Too scared?”

“Bro, no... don’t...”

The warning came too late. With a growl, Seán finished crossing the distance in two long strides and brought his hand up. All it took was a simple poke with his finger to shatter the shield, sending shards raining down around them as Jack shrank back in fright. There was no mistaking the fire that blazed in the depths of their Creator’s eyes.

“You think you can play the hero,” he spat, grabbing the now shaking subject by the fabric of his tunic and lifting him up so Anti would drop onto the floor as a result. “Every single fucking time! Even when I had the channel - as brief as it was - they still preferred you over me. And you were just a character then, not even real. Just an air of fake positivity. A mask if you want to call it that.”

The glow from his septic eye dimmed quickly, Seán finally jerking back after a moment as he dropped Jack on the way to pull his hand against his chest. He stepped back, shaking his head as he muttered something under his breath too low to be heard. Watching how the two brothers sought each other out and clung to the other like a lifeline, he huffed and dug his other hand into his hair.

“Just go back to confinement. We... will deal with this later.”

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harry-potter-fanfics · 7 years ago

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Invisible pt. 2

Fred X reader

Part one Gabriel’s ending

Requested.

Summary: You are obsessed with him, really, it’s sad. will the tables finally turn? will he finally see you happy and realize how stupid he was, will the sweet reader be spared and saved the heartache when a new boy makes an appearance in this story?

Warning: a slytherin named Gabriel, and maybe some angst.

Notes: sorry this one kinda sucks, my thoughts have been kind of hazy lately so i’m not too sure how this turned out.

@dwarfwizard-from-panem

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You felt like new today, you actually had a good time at the yule ball and met someone new, It had been a few days though and you were trying hard not to get too caught up in all the drama of Hermione and Ron. You also were trying to stop all the thoughts of Fred, he was probably off somewhere with Angelina. To be honest it really didn’t matter anymore, you didn’t feel for him the same way you had a few days ago when everything he did broke your heart. it felt like too soon but you were already getting over it, with the help of your friends.

Today was a brighter day and you sat in the dining hall for dinner talking with some of them, you tried to distract Hermione with jokes and people and to be honest you felt like maybe it was helping, sort of. Some of the girls had been telling a story from way back in the day, making silly faces and reminiscing the stupid things you had done as a shy first year. Gabriel had come over to sit at your table despite him being a Slytherin and you didn’t mind, he was sweet, although some of your friends were apprehensive you had told them all about yule ball and how kind he is. He joined in the conversation smoothly making Hermione give you a wiggle of her eyebrows swiftly, you shook your head at her and ignored her advances. Of course within minutes he was making you all laugh.

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you didn’t even notice as Fred came in alone, after having a fight with his new little toy. His brother had been ignoring him for obvious reasons, like the constant giggling of Angelina and his obsessive ignorance towards his own feelings. Fred sighed, To be honest with himself he really didn’t like her much, his brother knew that, that’s why he just backed off to give him space, instead of trying to pull his head out of the dark stupidity like he usually would. Taking a deep breath he took a seat next to Harry and the Gang, looking over to the droopy boys who had been oozing with disappointment since the ball. “oi, lightin up boys, we are going to hang out tonight right? your dorms and the boxes of candy?” he tried to spout, grabbing onto his younger brothers shoulders and shoving him back and forth. His sad face just moved carefully over to Harry, he let out in that signature depressed voice, “Harry probably left the box with Hermione”. Harry rolled his eyes, “I didn’t. if you have something to say to me Ron then say it, or I’ll go hangout with y/n”. It was Ron’s turn to roll his eyes, “yeah, who does Y/n hang out with, Hermione of course, bloody hell, just leave me alone”, his younger brother shoved up from the table and stormed off leaving Harry to huff and stand up, slowly walking the opposite way to leave Fred awkwardly alone at the table.

He heard a cute laugh and had to turn his head, that’s when saw you, shyly covering your mouth and some boy was laughing holding onto your shoulders, He heard the boy say, “ shhhhh, You laughed a lot harder than you thought you would, huh?”. He stared at your starry eyes from afar, you were cute, he always thought so but you were younger than him so he didn’t even want to admit the attraction he had for you. His feelings were so evident to everyone except You and also himself, he avoided them so much so that his own twin had taken him aside to ask him about it. Through the years though he had noticed the way you avoided him. even despite the amount of time you spent trying to get away from him he had taken the time to notice the shift in your emotions, He had noticed it every time your friends said stuff about how sad you had been lately. Except, As of right now he stared at you laughing sweetly with your friends and this new boy.

You looked different than usual, happy, something he didn’t understand especially after what had happened the past few days. He looked away from you, thinking about the events from before, it started at the lake. He had been kissing Angelina she sat in his lap and they heard sniffling, he saw you crying but didn’t say anything especially since it was attracting so much attention from Angelina. He saw how she looked at you like a predator, “aw, how sad”, she said giggling loudly. He didn’t want her to say anything to her friends to make fun of you, so he kissed her, trying to distract her, “don’t pay attention to that, are you excited for the ball tomorrow night?”. pushing the hair out of her face, smiling down at her, trying to ignore all that was happening in his chest at that moment. Although he couldn’t get your pain out of his head.

The next night He figured you’d show up to the yule in a beautiful dress blow him away since that’s what seemed to happen in all the movie, he looked for you during the ball so he could try to ask if you were ok. But you never did show, and when Angelina left him to hang out with her loud friends he couldn’t help himself and went to ask his brother if he had seen you, but of course he hadn’t neither had harry or hermione. He searched practically all night trying to find you. He ran up to the Astronomy tower, pushing through all the couples making out on the staircases up. and as he made it to the top he heard your laugh, taking a deep breath he sighed, seeing that you were safe. But then He saw the boy sitting next to you, he had met him before, Gabriel Lithgow, a slytherin that hung out with a lot of the boys in his year. A ‘rebel’, of course he wasn’t a bad person but it pissed Fred off seeing that he was trying to pull you into his orbit, making you laugh like you weren’t just crying by yourself the day before.

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Fred was abruptly brought back to himself in the dining hall as he felt someone drifting passed him, he turned around to see Gabriel pulling you along with him, you giggling. All the bad things he could imagine flipped through his head and as much as he tried to deny the fact that you would let the bad boy pull you into his bad deeds, he couldn’t help but worry. He took a deep breath and tried to consul himself, but of course he couldn’t.

Now, If he were smart he would have just asked your friends where you were going but intelligence was never his best trait, if the beautiful hogwarts toilet seat screwed into his wall back home didn’t prove that then his next actions would. He ran down the hallway trying to find you and your little boyfriend, but there was no one to be seen anywhere. Then he heard a small chuckle and ran towards it, there you were standing next to Gabriel, and a small group of what he knew as Lithgow’s friends. a long sigh left his lips and he started to walk away, at least that stupid creep wasn’t trying to hurt you. Fred thought about his actions, it was just brotherly love, you see, he was protective over all of his brother’s friends, he would have done it for anyone.

Though in the back of his head he knew that it was a lie because of the way he would catch himself thinking about you, especially when you glanced at him with those beautiful eyes.

He walked through the halls aimlessly, fighting a war in his head, to be honest he wished he could push it all to the back and leave it for another day but there was too much it wouldn’t all fit. He tried hard not to think about you, whilst trying to figure out what to do about angelina. He felt like he was being pushed under water with only a straw to breath with. He stopped, then turned around, starting to pace back and forth, thinking everything over, he decided that the only way to get what he wanted was to confront you and then figure it all out later. He ran back to where he had seen you earlier.

Lithgow’s friends were clustered together by the same pillars from before with the both of you out of site, he ran up to them. “where is y/n and Lithgow?”, they all looked at him dubiously, One boy nodded to get his attention, “Gabe took his girl to the library, to ya know”, and winked, laughing with the others who had been holding back giggles. Terror struck somewhere deep inside of him, he took off running in that direction, ignoring the kids yelling after him.

He got to the empty library, searching every crevice for the two of you he had been hushed by many librarians and studying student but that didn’t matter much to him in that moment. He searched every book shelf and asked one to many annoyed and terrified first years if they had seen you but got a no from everyone. He wasn’t angry until now, running out of the library, it was now dark outside, meaning it would be harder to find you both this late. Considering everything he didn’t feel he had much of a choice to find you, and he promised himself he wouldn’t let that delinquite touch you.

He had asked every passing wizard where you were and mentally cursed George for giving the map to Harry. his best bet would be to find the angry boy and find you. so he set out for the one place he figured Harry would be, Hagrid’s Hut. He ran as fast as his long legs would take him, towards the giant’s house. He banged on the door as hard as he could and an exasperated hagrid opened the door, Fang barking crazily at him. He grabbed a hold of hagrid’s forearms and said as quickly as he could, “I know harry is here just let me get a map from him so I can help my friend!”. The giant stared at him for a solid minute before another confused harry pushed out from behind him. “What? You need the map?”, Fred nodded trying to catch his breath. Harry gave hagrid a worried look and pulled fred to the side of the house, out of any ones sight. He pulled the map from his pocket and showed it to him, Fred grabbed a hold of it and whispered to it, it seemed to burn as only one set of footprints became visible, you were in one of the classrooms at the top of the castle. Fred didn’t even have time to react as he noticed Gabriel’s prints closing in, he took off running once more to the castle.

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He busted in through the empty classrooms doors and ran to the open terrace, Gabriel had his hands on your waist and was leaning towards you, until he heard the outburst causing both of you to look over confused. Right as his eyes met yours his mind became clear once more, everything went away and he could breathe again. He walked towards the both of you. Gabriel stood in front of you protectively, “what are you doing here?”, he questioned the tall boy. Fred scoffed, “I could ask you the same thing”, Gabriel’s face stayed stoic and unwavered. Gabriel spoke again, “just get out of here, She’s not interested and to be honest your starting to piss me off”. Fred was taken aback, He tried to understand the boys words and his own thoughts but there was only one thing he knew for positive at this moment that he loved you and that was it.

Without using his head, of course, he grabbed Gabriel by the shirt and flung him onto the stone wall. You ran after the two of them trying to defuse the situation, none of them listened. They stared each other in the eyes before gabe looked over at you. “I knew This dimwit wasn’t going to leave you alone, I won’t let him hurt you Again y/n”, at gabriel’s words Fred stopped, looking over at you confused. you stared at the both of them with pain evident in your features. He spoke, “oh yeah, well I only came here to stop you from creepin on her you filthy git!”.

Gabriel pushed Fred and you got in between them before any fists were thrown, “Stop it right now, I’m sick of everyone making decisions for me. Gabe you are a good friend but I don’t need help fixing my issues and Fred, you need to find out what’s really going on before you come busting in on my friends!”, You took a deep breath and looked back and forth between them. “can you guys just go, just leave and let me have a moment. can we just resolve this tomorrow”. Gabe took your words and headed out, you sighed and took a seat on the stone bench looking out at the sky. But Fred still stood there, not one to take orders, especially after all he had just been through. You looked over at him and sighed annoyed, “Fred, that means you too”. he just stood staring.

“I hurt you?”, it was a simple whisper from his lips but it threw both of you out into the open. you looked down avoiding him, “Just go”, you pleaded. There was silence as he slowly walked towards your bench and sat down next to you. “it was me that made you cry the day before the ball wasn’t it? hell, i really am the git here, aren’t I?”, again it fell to silence, you refused to acknowledge him. He sighed and looked over at your face, which seemed to clear everything up for him, even the large amount of guilt that now flooded through his system. the light of the moon falling perfectly on each rounded edge of your soft features. He wanted nothing more than to touch you, if just the sight of you cleared his head, he couldn’t imagine what feeling you would give him if he touched you, wash away all his bad deeds and the bad feeling he got when he touched other people. He imagined how you felt, maye like glass and how cold you would be, like a refreshing cold shower after a long quidditch practice. That feeling of washing off the layer of hot filth that covered his soul.

“I really like you”, he let it slip past his lips before he could do anything about it. your head shot up, looking at him, your whole face began to brighten a shade of pink and then your soft eyes went rigid, causing you to look away once again. “why”, you choked out brokenly, causing this whole situation to broaden in his sights, he thought back to you every second of you, in pain and it was because of him. “why are you playing these games with me. I know that i never told you so i didn’t expect you to know how i felt. you can’t blame yourself because you didn’t know that you were hurting me but it was so easy to see if you had only cared a little bit more. but you didn’t then so why would you now? did angelina break up with you, because i’m not going to come running for you just because your looking for my attention now. so tell me why Fred, why do you want to hurt me so bad, Why would you want me now of all times?”, it was unlike you to be so open but here you were laying all of it out of the line, out here in the cold night air.

He was hurt to say the least, hurt that you were right about everything. He felt like the biggest jerk in the history of humans, and there didn’t seem to be a single thing he could say to get rid of it, of course, he was going to try though. “That’s not why i am here, I should have noticed a long time ago that I liked you and i didn’t. i’m stupid, i know that and i don’t expect you to drop everything to be with me because i don’t deserve it, really, i don’t”. he stopped trying to find his next words, trying to find a solution. You stopped him, looking up to the stars, he saw a tear fall from your face and everything in him rushed to you, that’s when the real guilt came to him, moments before all of this seemed like a hazy mess of confusion and bad decisions until this very moment when it hit him the true impact of his words onto you. He dropped all of his intentions and carefully grabbed your face, wiping that tear off of your cheek, and as soon as his hand touched your skin more tears formed and fell from your eyes. his hands that were now cupping your cheeks were wet within minutes of contact and you were grasping onto it for dear life.

Now as he looked down at the painful mess he had caused in your life he felt as if nothing could fix it, he could only make it worse it seemed. Although he wasn’t one to give up, knowing now that you were the one he was hurting definitely put a damper on his attempts at trying to fix it. He let out a sigh and pulled your face into his chest, as much as he wanted to kiss you, he knew that was not what you needed in this moment. You needed comfort, so he caressed your hair and held you close as you sobbed into him.

Every single minute passing by with you in his arms breaking down, seemed to go on for ages and to be perfectly honest with himself, although you were crying and it was his fault, he didn’t want you to pull away because he didn’t want it to end. You held onto him so tightly and your warm breath cooled his soaking shirt, of course he didn’t mind, he deserved worse anyway. “I’m so sorry”, was all he could murmur, hoping that when tomorrow came you would be able to find it in your heart to forgive him, to love him again.

What he didn’t know was that as you lay sobbing into his arms, you were hoping the very same thing.

The End!

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kpurereactions · 7 years ago

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Im Yours | Part 9

A/N: First off, I'm sorry this took so long to update I have a plan and I just needed a filler, so thats basically what this is, even though its kind of important to the story. Second off I just wanted to give a public thank you to my two good friends @i-thinkiloveyoutoomuch and @park-thatasshere. They've really helped me make this story come to life and they put up with me when I need to brain storms ideas, Thank you P&R, I love you two.

Pairing: Jaebum x Reader Rating: Drama, Angst, Smut, Fluff WARNINGS: Language, Eventual Violence, Lots of Smut Later on

Pt 1 Pt 2 Pt 3 Pt 4 Pt 5 Pt 6 Pt 7 Pt 8 Pt 9 FINALE

'Mr. Lee, please it won't happen again, please don't do this.' You said from a deep bow, mainly so he wouldn't see the tears that were running down your cheeks.

He was never home anyways so why it mattered that you were now in his sons apartment you didnt understand. You didn't mean to fall for his son. For Seungri.

It had almost been a week, or so you were told by Daesung that you had been at the Kwon residence. The men treated you nicely, always making sure you were fed and watered and that your wounds were properly tended to. Infection was the last thing they wanted you to experience. You had been bed ridden. Trying to stand was took too much effort and by the time you had even shifted enough from the bed you were to tired to go on. But it was getting better. The bruises that you could seen had started to fade into a sickly green and the swelling on your face was all but gone. Still, as comfortable as the boys had made you feel, you were still uncomfortable being there. Every night you spent dreaming of one of two things; Jaebum, or the concrete building.

You woke up one morning to a dark room, your body aching from being still for so long. Through the pain erupting in your side you tried to sit up. You gasped loud and moved your hand to your stomach, the door to the room you were in opening quickly and the lights flicked on to reveal a worried face Seungri. He didnt say anything, just made his way to the bed, sat next to you and helped you sit up. His hand hooked around your waist for you to brace yourself against his shoulder. His hand started to pull up the bottom of your shirt. You sat up more, wincing with the sharp pain and turning as best you could to look at him.

"What the hell are you doing?" You coughed as he replaced his hands on you to help support you.

"I was just going to change the gauze." He started reaching over to pull the new pack off the table. "Plus its not like I haven't seen whats under your shirt." He added quietly making you cough again.

You accepted the water he reached for and nodded your head in thanks, things growing more and more awkward. He helped you lay back down and rolled your shirt up, his fingertips grazing the bruised skin of your stomach.

'Its been two weeks since they took you and you still look like an old punching bag." He said. You watched as the muscles in his jaw clenched.

"Im fine." You said past the pain of his fingers pressing across the bruising on your stomach.

"You're not fine, have you seen yourself?"

"I don't want to."

He sighed and pushed your shirt up more till he got to the patch that hugged the center of your stomach. His fingers softly pulled the tape away and you watched as his face fell into grimace. You didnt want to let him know how bad it hurt, but you couldn't help but take ahold of his hand and squeeze as he started to disinfect the stitches.

"Ah, wait wait wait." You gasped as he started to apply ointment to the stitches. "Can.. Can I shower please I think it will make me feel better." You said. Anything to get the pain he was inflicting to stop just a little longer.

"Oh, sure. You probably haven't showered in a while huh." He said, kicking himself but happy it got you to chuckle lightly.

With great effort from Seungri and then Daesung when he walked by to hear you groaning in pain, you were able to stand on shaky legs and be led to the bathroom. Seungri sat you on the side of the bathtub and started to help you undress. You were both blushing, though being intimate was something you two weren't strangers to, you now having Jaebum made things extra weird.

But if you meant as much to Jaebum as you thought you did, why wasn't he the one to rescue you. Why wasn't he the one here helping you undress and cleaning your wounds. Your hands pushed Seungri's hands aside angrily, not caring about the face he gave you as you stood yourself up, wrapping the towel he had placed over you around your sore body.

'Get out, I have it from here.' You bit.

'What if you fa-'

'Get out Seungri.'

He breathed hard but listened to you, but only because one of the many rules Jiyong left him and the others was to do what ever you asked without any problems. Still, he left the door cracked just enough that if you were to need him at all he could hear you. Every time you would hiss or groan in pain he'd jump and wait for your voice again but it wouldn't come for him. Instead he was left there, listening to you as you tried to silence your sobs and angry muttering. Even though he didnt know what you were saying, he heard you say 'Jaebum' enough times to have a pretty good idea.

The shower made you feel better in more ways than one. Your muscles that had been tight and restricting had loosened up, the bruises on your body seemed to feel more neutral and the area that your stitches occupied was no longer gumpy and gross from the lack of true proper cleaning. On top of that you didnt feel gross any more, finally being able to wipe off the grime and blood from the floor of the concrete building. You had let your eyes close and your hands began to work at your hair to try and wash the grime of the past few weeks away, but a sharp, stinging pain on your left hand made you hiss and pull your hand away from your head. You started to rinse your hand just figuring the soap must have gotten into a cut, but as you pulled the large bandaid off of your skin and the soap started to wash away an image etched on your hand became more clear.

Covered by a dark scab was the long, winding body of a mean looking snake. But the snake wasn't a snake. You rinsed your hand again and brought it closer to your face. A large bearded face with an open mouth and sharp teeth. Through its long whiskers a set of wide eyes looked straight up at you. Your heart began to pound and your nails started to scratch at the scab, trying convince yourself that it was just marker or something else along the lines of that. You scratched and scratched, your hand covered now in deluded blood making you realize just how deep the cuts actually were.

You froze and watched your hand bleed giving the dragon an in-motion look to it. All you could do was look at the series of cuts now. What did this mean? Where did this come from and why was it being covered. Now that you thought about it, when ever your wounds were being tended to this was the one thing they never checked.

A harsh knock on the door sounded and your name was called from the other side causing you to jump and gasp in surprise. You quickly rinsed your hand and turned the water off, wrapping yourself quickly in the towel before swinging the door open with as much force as you could use. Jiyong flanked by Seungri and Daesung stood there waiting for you, a kind smile on all of their faces. Jiyong opened his mouth to say something but you just shoved your bleeding hand out at him, now shaking in anger.

"What is this."

"Y/n..."

"I asked you what is this. You said no lies why is this carved into my skin, Jiyong!" You said, yelling until you were left coughing roughly. You tried to pull away from the set of arms that wrapped around your waist to support you but you couldn't get away from him, not with the way you were coughing.

"Y/n listen." Jiyong started as your coughing fit ended. "It's for your protection. We all have them, see?" He said as Daesung and Seungri held their hands out to you.

"And yours?" You spat. If he really marked all of his men and preached unity and protection he should have one himself.

You watched as he chuckled until your eyes were caught by his hands undoing his shirt. You watched as he let the shirt drop off of his shoulders and he slowly turned, your mouth falling open as you looked at the detailed scar work that connected into a huge dragon head on Jiyong's back.

"You said I could choose. Why did you do this to me." You said trying to hide the tears that started to well in your eyes again.

"I know, that is what I said. But just in case we took the opportunity when you were out on pain medication to give you our symbol. We figured wether you go back to Im or stay with us you'll forever need protection, and if Im isn't up to the task you at least have this now to protect you." It made sense, but you hated the thought of Jaebum not being able to protect you any more and you hated it even more that these group of strangers through they had a say in who would protect you and who couldn't. A tear slipped down your cheek as you thought about him, your eyes now only focusing on your still bleeding hand.

"Seungri, take care of her hand. We are going back into our meeting. If you need anything else y/n, please tell me." He said bowing low.

"I want to go home." You said softly at first.

"Excuse me?"

"I want to go home. I don't want to be here, I don't want to be apart of your little plan I don't want to help you!" You said, your voice getting louder and louder.

"Y/n please, I have guests on the phone. They'll hear you." Jiyong said, his voice gaining a threatening tone.

"Does it look like I care! I don't want to be here! If you don't want hostages making a ruckus than don't house hostages!" Jiyong looked at you with dark eyes, his long fingers coming up to press to the bridge of his nose.

"Seungri, her hand."

You didn't talk for the rest of the night. Seungri did up your hand and left you to sulk. You wanted to rebel but your body hurt so much so the only way you would think of pissing them off was to rip the bandage off and scratch harder till your hand was bleeding once again. Deasung came to check on you shortly after Seungri left to the meeting and seeing your hand bleeding again made him sigh and dress it up again. The next time it was Yongbae who came in so see you scratching and bleeding all over the fresh sheets.

"God damn it Y/n stop!" He yelled taking both your hands in his, his sudden outburst making Seunghyun who was walking by stop into the room. When Yongbae finished explaining what had happened his own hand and even the cuff of his white shirt was stained red.

"I will ask you once and that is it. Do not rip this bandage off. If you do I will have no other choice than to treat you like we would a regular hostage!" Seunghyun rose his voice at you.

You pouted and scoffed, but let Yongbae fix your hand again. You didn't care what Seunghyun said though, it was an empty threat. There was no way you were going to be banished to a dungeon for making yourself bleed. You pulled your knees up to your chest and looked over your shoulder to avoid his eye contact. When he finally felt you had given up was when he and Yongbae left the room, the door cracked slightly. You listened carefully and the moment they seemed far enough away you started to rip the bandaid off again.

"Y/n! Stop it!" Seungri whisper yelled as he half ran into the room, his hand reaching to stop yours from mutilating your body. "If you keep scratching it's only going to make the scar worse. Just stop." He said smoothing the bandaid with his thumbs.

He looked at you with sad eyes for what seemed like for ever. Eventually his had moved from yours to your cheek. He stroked away a stray tear and sighed, he hated seeing you like this. He always had hated seeing you upset like this. You looked at him and saw that in his eyes. There was too much pain and emotion towards you in his eyes that it made your stomach turn. His thumb trailed down your cheek and to hook under your chin to slowly bring your chin up so you could look at him better.

"Ive missed you like crazy. You can't imagine the pain I've gone through having to see you walk away from me." He said sighing. He dipped his head and chuckled one before looking up at you once more. His lips pressed into a straight line and you had to look away. But as your eyed looked down to focus on the blood that was already showing through the bandage the feeling of his lips on your forehead made your body go tense again, causing you to pull away from him.

"I want to go home. I don't want to be here so if hurting myself is the only way you'll let me go then I'll do it." You said sternly, trying to pull yourself from his grip. "Let me go Ri I want to go home let me go!"

"Y/n, Please stop it, stop fighting me!"

"What's going on in here." A sharp command came from the door.

"She keeps making herself bleed." Seungri said over his shoulder as he fought to keep ahold of your hands.

"Ri let go!" You yelled louder, sliding off the bed to try and get away from him but you were just caught in his arm and he lifted you back up.

You started to kick and scream as you tried your hardest to get away from him. Jiyong from the side watched half amused, ignoring all calls coming down the hall at him that held the same question he had.

"Boss help!" Seungri yelled back.

"What? You can't handle a girl that spent the past two weeks getting beat up?" He said with amusement at how hard you were actually fighting despite the excruciating pain it was probably causing you.

"I don't want to hurt her boss please." Jiyong then straighten and nodded, leaving the room for half a second before returning and taking ahold of one of your wrists.

Now you were fighting against two men, each holding onto you, pinning your arms down onto the blood stains sheets. Both men grunted as you kicked screamed and cried trying to hold you down, and trying to do so without actually causing any pain to the rest of your battered body. Through tear filled eyes you watched Seunghyun enter the room leading the other two men. You pulled and yelled harder as the men around tied you down, your feet tied together and bound to the footboard of the bed while your hands were tied as far apart from one another as they could get them, you cried at the pain the position put out in as it pulled the skin that had been stitched together apart, but they only gave you a few more inches of slack when they realized it was hurting you.

"Just... for fucks sakes... y/n, relax..." Jiyong panted, his hands on his knees. You spat in his direction, but he was to exhausted fight with you.

"If you would have met me any other way... we would have been best friends."

And with that. Just one last sad look from Seungri and you were left there. Alone. You tried to break the restraints but the rope was too strong. You tried to pull your hands out but the rope was too secure. Giving up you tried to just wait up, to see if they would come into check on you. But as you waited sleep took over your body again, and not caring what your wishes were, you fell unconscious to dream about sweet Jaebum and dragon shaped scars.

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texanredrose · 7 years ago

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Symphony of Souls (Pt 2)

People like this I guess? :p But this is probably where I'll lose some of y'all, lol. Due to the... nature of this universe, individual ships will only be tagged if they're the main focus of the chapter, but after this you'll know which ships might appear.

Weiss sat at the cramped table in the dining area, hiding her rolling emotions behind a smooth, patient, polite mask. It never failed to sting, how she carried so many memories in her heart while those she longed for remained blissfully ignorant. After all this time, she'd turned the entire process into a simple pattern, tailored to the one she found first. Despite the agony of slowly explaining, she took more than a little solace from having found her sweet Nightowl first.

"So... let me get this straight," the Faunus said, both hands wrapped around her cup of hot tea. Weiss had suggested it the moment her question brought back more suspicion than before, feline ears laying back into midnight hair. Usually, tea helped Blake think and calm down, but modern blends never quite reached the same quality, the same taste, and the slight frown on her lips hinted that she might finally know why something never seemed quite right. "You're a goddess from over three thousand years ago, forced into immortality that you'll lose without receiving enough... praise, and I used to be one of your priestesses?"

"That's the basic gist of it," Weiss replied, a small sigh slipping past her lips. She'd learned, through trial and error, that too much, too soon, would do her no favors. Forced to rely on vague summaries, she did her best to convey the important details, the ones that stood a chance of jogging memories. "There's a few more details, but we can cover those later."

"Assuming there is a later." Blake bristled, frowning again. She remembered a time when the Faunus smiled and laughed freely, but it seemed time and time again that fate conspired to give her more than enough reasons to be hostile towards the one she'd once trusted with all her heart. Weiss tried not to take it personally. "I mean, this is a lot to buy. You're basically telling me you're a succubus and that you used my roommate to 'recharge' yourself." She took a steadying draught of her tea but lowered the cup quickly, apparently not trusting her guest to leave her immediate line of sight. "That doesn't exactly sound like a benevolent mistress I'd willingly serve."

The words hurt. They always did. Ancient mortals had whittled away her powers by creating a new myth to vilify her. No longer did she stand as the goddess of creations, mistress of the harvest, patron of childbirth- no, she represented night demons come to lure away the soul and rend the flesh. They turned her into a monster... but her chosen refuted the claims back then and remained loyal to her and she to them. However, before the memories of their past lives took hold, they repeated the myths each time she found them again. Weiss tilted her chin up in defiance of those who'd cast her down so long ago, confident she hadn't lost the fight quite yet.

"I don't hurt people and I don't take unwilling partners. I didn't use Velvet."

"She's not the type of person to jump into bed with someone she just met," Blake replied, anger creeping into her tone.

"But it's happened before, hasn't it?" Already, she could tell her window of opportunity was closing. She hated taking the route rife with conflict, but she had little choice. Even if she lost the battle today, she still had tomorrow; she had the rest of eternity. "She's met someone and had an instant connection, inexplicably deep despite its brevity, but it always felt like there was something missing between you two." The Faunus flinched, prompting her to press forward. She had the advantage now and could press it, could prove her claims true. "You likely blamed yourself, broke it off but stayed friends, because conventional wisdom doesn't apply to the way she made you feel. It scared you, because only a few people can make you feel that way, and you've yet to find an answer for any of them. You love her, just like the others, and you feel conflicted about that, like some part of you much older and wiser is calmly weathering the expectations of the world around you while bemoaning how much has changed, even though you don't remember it ever being any different." Weiss leaned forward, staring deep into amber eyes. "But at least when you dream, she's there with the others, and you feel content lying in the field beneath that ageless tree-"

Blake shot to her feet, anger pinching her expression. "Get out."

She didn't feign surprise. This result always seemed the most likely when she crossed paths with her beloved Nightowl first; she'd avoided it twice but had yet to recreate the results.

Rising in one fluid motion, she started for the door but spoke over her shoulder as she went. "Next time you have that dream, try looking behind you."

As she let herself out, Weiss felt confident in two things: that Blake would take her advice and that she'd hear from neither Faunus for at least two weeks.

Another sigh escaped her lips as she stepped out into the weak morning sunlight. Time meant little to an immortal but the wait would be agonizing all the same.

Weiss spent her days preparing her living space for guests, dragging out the sentimental essentials and arranging the largest room in her penthouse to pay homage to the six souls she stood on the brink of finding again. During the times she found them, the fallen goddess did her best to recreate the temple- their first home together- but when they eventually passed from old age, she would put everything away, store it safely until next she could find them. At first, she tried preserving it, as if leaving a room frozen in time would ease her agony by some small amount. It never did; it merely exacerbated the lack of laughter, the missing warmth, and the decades that would creep by until she had her chance once more.

Blue eyes, still shining bright, scanned over her work, lingering on the spot where she'd set up Blake's things. If her sweet Nightowl could just see her collection, the memories of her soul would be fully restored, but exposing any of them to their previous lives too early would be a dire mistake. The confusion from her claims would call to those memories where they'd been their most lost and, many times, that included their first death. Without context or a guiding hand to help them make sense of the images and sensations being relived, they would turn against her, and she couldn't fault them the reaction. So, the process had to be slow, first presenting the idea and allowing them to wrap their minds around the concept before introducing any of those old memories. The phrase she'd repeated- the one linked to some of their happiest moments- could only unlock the door, not open it. The waiting hurt, especially with the harsh dismissal, but Weiss had patience and faith. Blake usually turned her away, rebelled in some way- it was part of her very nature to do so.

Still, the thoughts crept into her mind. Whenever the first meeting went poorly, the immortal considered letting this time be the last- that retreating back to the crumbling remains of her temple to wither and die alone stood as the better option. She wasn't even sure if she could die; so few had escaped the reckoning and she'd lost touch with them all. Only her sister- the shining edge of a blade, the former master of war- had sought her out during the intervening millennia, and she hardly looked living much less healthy. Dull and dark, a shadow of her former glory, just like Weiss, but she left in higher spirits usually, except for the last time. They stood atop a hill, watching a group of mortals prepare a siege tower- revolutionary technology at the time. They'd just buried her beloveds yet again hardly a week before and the loss always chaffed, always brought out the ugly, vengeful tendencies Weiss thought herself long past, and her sister bid her farewell. For the last time, she'd said, before turning to march into the mountains to wither like a blade left to dull and rust. Did she still linger as a spectre, roaming the mountains during twilight? Did she fade into dust? Weiss didn't know... but perhaps she should find out firsthand.

She shook her head, turning away from the enshrined room in a bid to dispel her troubling thoughts. It should be old hat by now but the worries gnawed at her. She remembered vividly that night so very long ago, when her beloved Nightowl first walked into her temple. Back then, Weiss expected nothing more than the daily prayers from all over Remnant to sustain herself, but then she had this brave Faunus, who'd traveled so far from home, standing before the altar, seeking something she could hardly articulate and hoping she could make a difference.

Her homeland couldn't support her people, couldn't give enough food to keep them from starving or provide shelter from the bitter storms, and while her family exhausted every option available to a mortal's ingenuity, she put her faith elsewhere. Blake had run as far as she could, seeking the answer to her people’s plight, and found herself at the temple of an ancient goddess, ready to offer portions of a harvest in exchange for the ability to grow the crops in the first place. For her part, Weiss had grown bored with watching mortals plod along, toiling through their lives; it didn’t seem to be anything more than a bleak existence, and she didn’t have much occupying her time either. So she went, crossed the sea to the little island where the Faunus had gathered after being forced from the other lands, a place they could make their own, with a little help. Just like Blake, they had the gleam of defiance in their eyes and looked upon the deity- who appeared to all the world like a human among them- with suspicion.

Honestly, she rather liked the change.

Then she rose her voice in song. The sands receded to the beaches and a few patches dotting the island. Lush fields and dense forests sprouted in their wake. Lakes and ponds swelled up from the ground and rivers descended from mountains that reached high into the sky fed them. She called forth beasts- cows and pigs and sheep- to give the Faunus food and fur, and deer for game and wolves to keep them from becoming lax. Pretty birds to sing them to sleep and rouse them in the mornings, and a few others that they might eventually keep as pets. When her song ended, the Faunus had not an island; they had a utopia to call home.

In turn, they raised their voices in song, beneath the stars of a calm night as they spread out in the field and picked ripe fruit for their feast. Weiss had never felt so powerful, recovering all the energy spent in creating this home for them, and she took it as recompense. She needed nothing more and made the long journey back to her temple with just her constant companion at her side, the creature gifted her by her Mother- the Mother of all things- and she thought fleetingly of the Faunus she left behind, with their bright eyes and their powerful voices.

Hardly a month passed before her precious Nightowl entered the temple again, this time seeking something for herself rather than her people. Somehow, through their talks late into the night during their journey, she'd come to see Weiss as more than a goddess. It constituted the first time the immortal deity realized that the fierce soul dancing in amber eyes called to her differently than any she'd encountered before. That night, Weiss shared herself with another and took what was offered in return. Her power surged, yes, but what would always stick with her was the next morning, opening her eyes to see another body beside her own, light breathing in her ear, and a heartbeat she could listen to for all eternity pounding just beneath supple skin.

Soon, her Nightowl discovered a thirst for the stories of the world- history of humans and Faunus and tales of the pantheon- and together they built a little library in one wing. They spent their long nights among the book stacks, the heavy scent of ink and parchment enveloping them as they poured over words. Weiss fell in love with the mortal, declared her a high priestess, and tied their lives together using the strings of fate themselves. She started a trend.

She caused her own downfall.

The ringtone of her phone snapped her attention away from her memories. Pulling it free, she glanced at the screen- an unnamed number- before answering. "Hello?"

"Weiss?"

Her lips curled into a small smile. "Velvet. It's good to hear from you."

"Yeah, I'm- I'm sorry it took so long." She paused. "I just... well-"

"You don't owe me an explanation," she said, entering her bedroom and taking a seat on the edge of her king sized bed. While she resigned herself to using the contraption more nights than not, she found herself hoping its use would soon diminish until it became a forgotten placeholder altogether. "I believe I owe you one, though."

Velvet remained silent for a moment. "Blake said you gave her one."

It wasn't an accusation, just a simple statement, but Weiss felt a pang of remorse all the same. "Where would you like to start?"

"In person, first. When are you free?"

“All the time,” she said, unable to hide her amusement. “I tried being employed, once. Didn’t work out.”

The Faunus hummed. “Well, how about tomorrow? Noon, the water fountain off Central and First?”

Weiss got up and walked to the window, looking down at the location suggested. “Very well. Tomorrow at noon. I look forward to it.” She waited to see if Velvet would hang up or bid her farewell, but the silence stretched too long. “Is there anything you’d like to discuss now?”

Nothing for a while, and then she spoke softly. “How did I almost forget you? If I hadn’t found your number while going through the junk mail, I’m not sure if I would’ve remembered at all. That’s... not like me.”

“After you awoke, Blake confronted you, did she not?”

“We... got into an argument, yeah.” Velvet sighed, shifting her position slightly, the shuffling of fabric and her cheek against the microphone conveying slight discomfort. “She told me you’re crazy.”

“I wouldn’t say she’s wrong.” Turning away from the window, Weiss opted to set her sights on some meaningless task to occupy her hands. “And I’m sure she had some other unflattering things to say.”

“That’s one way of putting it.”

“She’s angry; it’s understandable.” Her fingers found their way to a handmade jewelry box from millennia ago, the paint chipped and cracked along the lid. “Painful memories are a burden on the soul. I gave both of you the choice- to remember or to forget. When you sought to forgive and forget your argument, all memories of me followed.” She pulled a necklace from within, a cat’s eye gem set in a flowering replica of deadly nightshade, framed by winds and tinted black. “It’s... probably for the best if you avoid mentioning me. If she wishes to remember, she will in her own time.”

Velvet sighed. “I think she already has. Blake’s been... distant the last few days. I couldn’t get her to tell me why but... she’s the one who usually tidies up. She probably saw your number and put it with the mail. Now... I just get the feeling that she regrets-”

“It’s not regret; it’s confusion,” she said, a frown touching her lips. “She has memories without context, over a dozen lives lurking behind her eyelids. Give her time.”

“If you say so.” A pause. “I was thinking about making her dinner tonight, see if that might cheer her up.”

“That sounds like a splendid idea.” Weiss smiled, replacing the necklace. “If you’re looking for ideas, there’s a website called ‘Eating for Six’ that has a robust menu. I’d suggest checking the ‘Nightowl’ tab.”

Over the past twenty years, she’d constructed the website, tweaking it here and there to help fill her days. Sometimes, her mouth would water just glancing at some of the recipes, remembering so many meals shared amid light laughter and good company.

“I’ll keep that in mind,” Velvet replied. “And I’ll see you tomorrow?”

“I’ll be there.”

When the line went dead, she pocketed the device and proceeded to beat down the rising tide of sadness welling in her heart. Finding her Nightowl- Blake, she supposed, since that seemed to be her name again- always proved to be the most emotionally arduous of reunions. She knew why, of course, but that didn’t make the process any less painful.

At least she could take solace in knowing that, when she dreamed, Blake enjoyed the peaceful serenity of her slumber.

Weiss sat on the fountain’s ledge wearing a modest, light blue dress, feet crossed at her ankles and hands in her lap. Unlike the other night, she neither wanted attention nor gained it, managing to blend into the dancing water well enough to escape most mortals’ notice. Remaining unseen continued to be a difficult skill to use, requiring her to concentrate; as a deity, she craved acknowledgement, desired attention, fed off adulation, for it would always be godly to be narcissistic, so to remove herself so forcefully from mortals’ perception drained her, but she couldn’t afford the distractions today.

She’d arrived early, at least half an hour prior to their meeting, to ensure she would have the time she needed to organize her thoughts. Ever since Velvet’s call, she found herself facing a bit of a dilemma on what to do at such a critical juncture. On the one hand, she could appeal to the Faunus as she had countless others and secure a reliable source of energy for at least a few years. However, she’d yet to encounter this particular conundrum, where a temporary partner shared both a soul that appealed to her and a living space with one of her chosen. On top of all this, she’d found Blake, who always seemed to be one of the trickier ones when it came to rebuilding their connection. They were all difficult to find at first but winning them over... her beloved Dragon always seemed the most ready, even after all these years, and her sweet Thief remained the most difficult, so she supposed her situation could be much worse.

In the end, there remained no contest between any new connections and those she’d endured almost three thousand years just to spend a few more decades with, her chosen few so dear and precious to her. In the same vein, it would be rude to cut all contact with Velvet sans explanation, so she diligently waited, noting the top of the hour by the oversized clock on an adjacent building chiming out.

“Weiss?”

She allowed herself a small smile. “Had you asked, I would’ve gladly joined you at the cafe.”

She turned her head, watching as the Faunus approached with a cup in her hand. “You saw me, I assume?”

“No. Sensed you would be more accurate.” Weiss watched as she was joined at the fountain’s edge, noting the abundance of signs that her companion was nervous. “Am I making you uncomfortable?”

“I just... don’t understand why your voice sounds so different from the night we met... or how, I suppose.” Her brows furrowed. “It’s obviously your voice but it’s... not at the same time. Somehow.”

“Ah. Well, simply put, neither of us is in the mood for liaisons of that nature.” She smiled wider. “Besides, you are immune to my tricks by this point. Those with souls like yours... I can capture you attention and appeal to you the same as any other, but my sway erodes very quickly.”

Velvet’s expression pinched together, gaze darting up and down the deity’s form. “You look the same but sound different- so your powers lie in your voice?”

“Yes,” she said, letting out a bitter chuckle. “Ironically, my ability to physically appear as the epitome of a mortal’s desires faded when they began claiming I only did so to consume the souls of men.” Her brows furrowed. “Which, frankly, is rather preposterous. I don’t like men, generally speaking.”

At that, the Faunus seemed to relax. “Then, when I first saw you and immediately wanted to introduce myself, before you started singing, that was all me?” She nodded. “Good.”

“I’m glad you find me so attractive.” They both laughed lightly. “All I truly did was encourage your inclinations. Provided additional motivation, one might say.”

“I tried telling Blake that,” Velvet replied, a frown touching her lips. “She seemed convinced you were just using me, that it wasn’t mutual.” Brown eyes turned to her. “She was... extremely adamant.”

“Don’t hold it against her. She has every right to be wary of me.” She reached out, covering the Faunus’ hand with her own- a comforting gesture, she hoped. “Blake and I have a history going back several millennia. In a lot of ways, she’s overwhelmed right now, processing half remembered emotions on her own. In time, she’ll decide to confront me or forget me, and I’ll have to live with that, but it’s her choice. Let her make it.”

“You make it seem so... final.” She looked away for a moment. “I... guess you’ve just gotten used to it after, what, three thousand years?”

“Over three thousand years and six amazing people.” A sigh slipped out as her expression fell, her gaze diverting to watch the dancing water. “I wish I could say it’s gotten easier each time. Unfortunately, it’s only more predictable with every iteration. Despite that, I’ve yet to find a sure fire way to regain those connections. It seems some new challenge arises every time I find one and... I am forced to do the best I can, the same as any mortal, and hope for the best. It’s my eternal punishment.”

Tears sprang to her eyes but she held them back through sheer force of will. In the spray, she could see a time long past, a small waterfall behind her temple where her chosen few would play in the summer. Laughter rang through the air, water splashed, and voices intertwined in mirth and light admonishments alike- it didn’t matter that she personally preferred colder weather; the warm summer days were some of her fondest memories.

“Weiss?” She blinked, pushing aside her recollections to focus on her present companion. “Do you talk about them often?” Velvet shuffled a little closer. “I... don’t mean to pry if you don’t want to talk about it but you seem like you could use a friend- someone to just listen.”

A wistful smile curled her lips. When necessity forced her to take partners to survive, she never mentioned those she sought and they never asked. Those she’d chosen had lived through the memories by her side; recalling them always required a careful approach, for there lurked pain around every corner if they crashed recklessly down memory lane. Thus, the ancient deity had only spoken of them aloud with the moon as her audience. She’d forsaken all other connections to her old life so she could move freely through mortal society and her sister rarely wanted to delve too deep into their halcyon days.

“I’d rather like that,” she said, standing up and offering a hand to Velvet. “Would you like to see them as well?”

On the way back to her penthouse, Weiss told their stories. Her fondest memories, their own explanations of life before coming to her temple, and the moments when she realized they were special and dear to her, but she never used the names they bore back then. Too confusing, too difficult for a mortal to keep track of, and she refrained from describing them in great detail for how often those little traits changed, too. All but the eyes, where their souls sparkled and shone brighter than the stars, and the names she gave them in her own mind to thread over a dozen lives together.

She spoke of her Nightowl first. Velvet thought it odd that Blake’s nickname had nothing to do with her Faunus heritage- though that, too, changed from life to life- but, when viewed through a classical lens, it made more sense. When she became the first of Weiss’ chosen, she would spend hours composing poetry and chronicling the stories of every member of the pantheon, from Mother down to the demigods who ran amok until they were crushed by Winter’s sword, and ultimately assembled a considerable library. Within the temple, she became the embodiment of wisdom and knowledge- and she burned more candles and oil than the rest of her attendants combined, staying up late and sleeping in until midday. Apparently, Blake maintained the same sleep schedule on her days off, something that brought a smile to Weiss’ lips.

Next came the Thief. A lonely orphan, forced to steal for survival- she crept into the temple seeking valuables and goods one night, hoping to raid the offerings left for the goddess. Red eyes, wide with terror when confronted by an angry deity trying to protect the only mortal who slept within the temple’s walls- it made for a poor first impression. But her Nightowl calmed her and her Thief possessed more than just the skills of her trade, falling to her knees and genuinely begging forgiveness. She offered her talents in penance and decorated the temple’s walls with artwork, many of which depicted either Weiss’ fury or her benevolence- warnings to others who might trespass in her sacred home. After a time, the deity forgave her Thief and watched in slight fascination as the two mortals inhabiting the temple grew closer. Her Nightowl taught her Thief to read and in return she drew the scenes from poetry and history, whatever to accompany the library’s contents. When given food and a proper bed, the woman saw fit to steal bits of their hearts and Weiss eventually took her as a lover, giving her a permanent place in the temple as the avatar of earnest penance.

“Did they- uh, Nightowl and Thief... were they ever together?” Velvet cocked her head to the side as they waited for a street light to change.

“Of course,” she replied, a smile on her lips. “None of my beloved chosen had want for company, carnal or otherwise, by the end. They had me and each other, though each had their preferences, of course, but they got along very well.” A laugh bubbled up as she shook her head fondly. “Though, it took some time, initially. They might have danced around each other for decades more were it not for my brave little Dragon.”

Her Dragon was a sight to behold, especially that first time she stepped into the temple. Bright and vibrant with smiling lilac eyes, she’d come from far away with all the strength of a warm summer storm crashing on a beach. Louder than the others, her sense of humor and adventure grated on the quieter Nightowl and Thief, but she’d come to the temple seeking something she’d lost: a sense of belonging. Behind her cheer lurked pain and, once she’d settled down some, her fierce loyalty and desire to help and protect won them over. She could build and craft- wood, metal, rock, the material didn’t matter- and constructed whatever was asked of her. Acclimated to her brash personality, the others began to bend as well, and laughter became commonplace. Her earnest devotion won Weiss over and her energy never faltered, enthusiasm only growing as she carved out her own spot within the temple and a place in the deity’s heart.

Then came perhaps the most... troublesome of her chosen, through virtually no fault of her own. Even considering the Thief’s introduction, the fourth to come to the temple seeking her had a difficult time finding her place among the others. With every addition to her temple thus far, Weiss’ popularity grew among mortals. She’d come to represent virtues they prized- wisdom, penance, loyalty- in addition to her longer held duties as keeper of elements and goddess of the harvest. However, taking the three mortals as lovers also gave her a reputation as a beacon of love, for she doted on her Nightowl, Thief, and Dragon often and any pilgrim to her temple could see that. Many tales circulated about how deeply she cared for her chosen, how all should aspire to obtain a love so pure, and the sort of boons she supposedly granted to those who endeavored to love as deeply.

When her sister- a deity of conflict and combat, war incarnate- became enraged at a slight paid her by a mortal tribe, Winter demanded they send their finest warrior to become a servant of the gods. Somehow, the message didn’t get relayed correctly, and Weiss found a woman marching into the temple and falling to her knees one chilly autumn day, swearing her allegiance a few months later. Her Gladiatrix, thinking her life now belonged to the deity of her choosing, had turned away from the combat she’d known all her life for the chance to serve one who encouraged love, something she’d longed for but never truly had during her time on the battlefield. Weiss couldn’t send her away, seeing the open honesty and brilliant hope shining in emerald eyes, and allowed her Gladiatrix to stay. She taught the others to fight and learned just as easily- she drank in their presence and reveled in a type of camaraderie that had been denied her for so long, being held up as a paragon of her people since she was very young. Among Weiss’ chosen, she was just as special as the others, and they crafted their own type of normal amid the scrolls and murals and benches. The deity came to adore her poise, which never seemed to diminish no matter how much she relaxed, and her Nightowl and Dragon took a liking to the warrior themselves, the Thief more content to remain companions rather than become lovers.

When Winter learned of the misunderstanding, however, she was furious.

“What did she do?” Rabbit ears twitched with concern as they stepping into the elevator together.

Weiss couldn’t help but laugh at the old memory. “Oh, I know my sister well enough. When she came to my temple seeking the mortal she’d demanded, I made an excuse of having to go find Gladiatrix in the fields and had Dragon entertain her in the meantime.” She lowered her voice, despite the two of them being the only occupants of the lift. “Two hours later, my sister had completely forgotten her anger. For all her fury, no one can stay mad around Dragon for long. She’s especially adept at lifting the moods of others and her laugh is absolutely infectious.”

“That’s it? She just... forgot?”

“Wars start and stop at the drop of a hat- sometimes, they’ve begun before anyone is even aware, and who you call friend one day could be foe the next, while a foe could be a friend when a greater threat appears. Such is the way of all conflict and my sister embodied that,” she said, sighing. “I let them talk for a few more hours before bringing Gladiatrix in and things worked themselves out from there. Winter couldn’t bear to upset Dragon by taking Gladiatrix away and admitted that her presence at my temple satisfied her demand.“ She smiled. “I saw more of her after that- my sister, I mean. She came by to visit Dragon and eventually bedded her as well, which worked out well for the mortals of the time. Content and happy from her visits, my sister saw fit to leash the dogs of war, so to speak, and Remnant enjoyed a period of peace.”

Confusion splashed across Velvet’s face. “Wait, so Dragon... you and your sister, uh, shared her?”

“Yes. She always had so much energy- there were some nights, I don’t think she even tried to sleep, more content to sneak into bed chambers and entice each of us into a few hours of either love making or cuddling. I daresay she’s almost always the most amorous, the most adventurous, with the softest heart and too much love in it.” Weiss noted her companion’s raised brow and eventually remembered; some things struck mortals slightly differently than they did her. “I never intended for her to take my sister as a lover, of course, but it made them both happy. I couldn’t begrudge them that. And it’s not like the three of us were ever together in that sense; when Winter came to visit, we saw less of Dragon for a few days outside of meals and the occasional walk through the fields, but things returned to normal when Winter left. It worked for us.”

“I guess that makes sense.” She blinked as a thought occurred to her. “How long did all this take? I mean, the last time all of Remnant was at peace ended four thousand years ago, but it started... five?”

“Closer to six now, but you’re not wrong. I met Nightowl- Blake for the first time just over seven thousand years ago. Over the course of three thousand years, I met the others, when I and all the members of the pantheon were revered the world over in some form or another, when I had all my strength.” Weiss glanced up at the lights indicating the floors as they ascended. Sometimes, living at the very top had its downsides. “These precious souls- I couldn’t lose them, so I extended their lives so they could remain at my side, tied their souls to mine with the strings of fate. My Thief, Dragon, and Gladiatrix had no families to go back to and my Nightowl watched over hers from afar. Of them, she understood my pain best, the sort of agony immortality places upon the soul- especially a lonely one. Nightowl lived in the temple for almost four hundred years before Thief arrived.”

Velvet’s eyes went wide. “Wow.” She blinked rapidly, likely trying to process the information. “So when you say you two have history... you’re really not joking.”

“I’m really not.”

“And there were two more?”

Weiss smiled, though a touch bittersweet. Of the six, she spent the least time with her last two chosen but they had grown just as dear to her, and their entrances into her existence came with their own special brand of fanfare. She still vividly remembered the commotion caused when the Seamstress arrived.

By then, the deity had come to represent love and the arts, and the mortal traveled far to see the temple for herself. She hailed from some noble lineage but, upon encountering the temple’s inhabitants, forsook her birthright to remain. She saw the artworks on the walls, the craftsmanship in the furniture, the elegance in the written word, and the dedication in their blades- all of which impressed her and spoke to a deep seated desire to create. From the offerings brought by pilgrims who visited the temple, she pulled fabrics from all over the world and wove them outfits fit for every occasion, each with their own distinctive flair. Chocolate eyes found every small detail and Weiss even procured threads and skins from her fellow deities to give her Seamstress, fascinated by the magic in her fingers and designs. Soon, she found her own place at the temple like all the others, and she combined her talents with theirs to create timeless masterpieces.

For the last of her chosen, though, the road to her temple had been the longest, and to her heart longer still. Another orphan, younger than her Thief, had come to the temple, seeking a home like her Dragon. Hearing the stories of a powerful deity who took mortals as lovers had enticed one abandoned by all others. She’d quite nearly sent the newcomer away on principle but the others begged her to show mercy. It didn’t make sense to her at first but she couldn’t deny them and she eventually came to admire how little her initial coldness seemed to bother him.

“Him?” Velvet’s ears perked, likely at her words and not the ding as they arrived at the penthouse.

“Hence my initial rejection,” she said with a wry grin while stepping out of the elevator. “I find myself drawn to the female form almost exclusively- and my Jester is that ‘almost’.”

At first, he helped where he could. He organized books with Nightowl, he fetched paint for Thief, he worked the bellows and hauled lumber for Dragon, he cleaned gear and sharpened blades for Gladiatrix, he picked flowers to make into dye for Seamstress- whatever task her lovers gave him, he would comply, always with a smile on his lips, just so happy to have a place to call home. As the years passed, he remained a bright spot at the temple, with just as much energy as Dragon and a mischievous streak a mile long, grey eyes shining as he climbed every surface imaginable and used his tail to startle or tickle whoever passed too close to him. To this day, she believed he never expected anything different; he certainly never pursued any of them or even suggested things should change, even jokingly referring to himself as their big brother and laughing at the misnomer. He could’ve lived out all his days at the temple and died, content he’d lived among those who accepted him without question. But she saw the ways the others looked at him- first Nightowl and Dragon, then Thief and Gladiatrix, and even Seamstress glanced a time or two- and she told them they could do more if they so wished. She loved them, all of them, and wouldn’t begrudge them this; they shared her and each other. What was one more? Her smiling Jester had earned his spot among them, for she did love him as dearly as the others. When she finally took him as a lover as well, she realized that the differences in their anatomies didn’t overpower the light in his soul, the same light that existed in her other lovers.

“We found a balance after that,” she said, leading the way up to the second floor of her penthouse and stopping in front of a locked room. Every security measure known to mortals and enough of her residual strength went into protecting the contents from any and all intruders and she carefully undid each one. “For a millennium, the seven of us lived in the temple together, and our days and nights were filled with joy. Sometimes, my sister would visit, and we’d all sup together- we knew true peace. We were friends, family, and we indulged our passions without restraint.” The door unlocked after she input the last code and slid aside. “They were good times.” Before stepping inside, she paused, a slight frown coming to her lips. “Oh, and there was also Myrtenaster but... I’d rather not speak of him.”

“Bad memories?” The Faunus’ brow pinched in concern but she waved it off, not wanting to delay any longer.

“Yes and no- it’s a much longer story for another time. Right now, I have a question.” Weiss watched her companion’s face, trying not to betray the hope rising in her heart. “With each name, each story... did you suddenly think of someone you know? Someone with the same eyes as I described?”

Velvet’s expression conveyed her surprise. “Well... yeah, now that you mention it. How did you know?”

“There’s no cause for alarm." She smiled, trying to keep the expression small but feeling the hope bolster all the same. "My chosen are drawn to each other. When I took them as lovers, I bound them to me with strings of fate, prolonging their lives.” Her gaze dropped as the memories began to creep at the edges of her mind. “When I lost them, I bound them to each other instead, fating their lives to be intertwined, that they might find their lost family and have the support they deserved if I couldn’t find them in time. They are drawn to each other because of this and it seems you’ve landed among them.”

Without further ado, she lead the way into the room, allowing the Faunus to follow at her own pace. She waited for the shocked gasp to turn into muttered wonder before steeling her nerves and looking around herself. In the years after she lost them, the deity had collected every painting, every sculpture, every depiction of her lovers that remained in the world. Most days, she couldn’t bear to look at them, especially during the lifetimes when their appearances deviated from her memories. It pained her now but she had to know, even as her gaze fell on the painting of Blake in her library, pouring over a stone tablet with a candle softly lighting the scene.- she had to know how close they would be to her memories this time.

“I’ve told you the names I have for them,” she said, pausing briefly to brace herself for the answers. “What do you call them?”

Velvet looked at the portrait of Blake, the spitting image of the Faunus she lived with, and nodded. “Well, that’s Blake.” She looked at the one depicting the Thief, brush in hand as she contemplated a half finished mural- one of the rare times her Nightowl and Seamstress joined forces to produce something truly beautiful. “That’s Emerald.” Next, her Dragon, bent over her work bench with the setting sun catching in her hair. “Yang.” The Gladiatrix, spear in hand and shield raised. “Pyrrha.” The Seamstress at her loom. “Coco.” Finally, her Jester, in the garden with his wide smile. “And Sun.”

“... six for six.” Tears pricked at her eyes. “That’s only happened once before. Do they- do they look like their portraits?”

Velvet nodded slowly. “Exactly like them.”

Her knees nearly buckled as she clapped a hand over her mouth to stifle the sob that burst from her chest, tears slipping out to roll down her cheeks. That hadn't happened before- the one time they had their old names, they looked different, just enough details off to make the decades bittersweet. She'd waited and hoped for this day to come but could hardly believe it.

“I’ve found them. I’ve finally found them.”

#Symphony of Souls fanfic #Weiss!Harem #TRR writes #Polyamory implied and in later installments

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My Time With Prince By Dez Dickerson Pt 1

By request! Again something to keep in mind about these kinds of Prince books, If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, but make allowance for their doubting too. Like the other personal accounts of P, this one isn’t exactly roses either when it speaks to how he was with the people around him. This experience is colored by the person conveying it and also by you as the reader taking it all in. The only people who knew what went down are the people who were there...and even then...their perceptions are filtered through the lens of their own past experiences, insecurities, and egos.

Just wanted to make that clear before we dig in. Just going to do highlights. This book is chock FULL of fabulous stories and well worth the read!

Random factoids :

- Prince was the youngest member of this early band before Lisa Coleman joined later. - During their first gig at the Capri, Prince was painfully shy, barely speaking above a whisper into the mic, when he spoke at all - While Prince was recording his Prince out in LA, the rest of the band was mostly out of the loop, they’d call each other and ask if anyone had heard anything. - They recorded a grunge record called The Rebels as a band each taking turns in writing and singing lead, it of course never came out except via the bootleg circuit

After their first showcase gig for WB out in LA

We were all kind of sitting on the edge of the stage, recounting the high points of the set (something that would become part of our band culture as time went on) when Prince got this look on his face. I don’t mean an expression or anything temporary, I mean his countenance changed. This visage of supreme confidence came, something quite the polar opposite of what I saw in Pepe’s basement during the payroll crisis. It was almost like the young, precocious, hopeful Prince that I had met just months before had been replaced by a different persona. He sat and mused silently for a moment, with a slight smile on his face that almost resembled a smirk, and finally said, “Come on ya’ll, let’s jam” and got back up on the stage. That day, our ritual for the post show jam as a kind of victory dance was born. And, at least in my eyes, the old Prince went away. Oh he would return (though over time, with less and less frequency), but things were never quite the same after that day.

On the first tour

After the Roxy and their first Hollywood tour were big successes, they set off on a tour. In Dallas, they played a show to less than 20 people. Excuses were made, but the venue was not one that Black people were used to attending. It was an “ominously appropriate beginning” to what would be a “disastrous maiden voyage”

In New Orleans, they were booked in a Black club, but an older one, more Frankie Beverly and Maze and not a New Wave kind of place…went about as badly as you would expect.

As they toured the south, they found the culture strange. Couldn’t understand through the accents, hot weather, strange colloquialisms, and racism when going through certain areas. Houston was fine though!

Prince started having trouble with his voice as he wasn’t used to using it so often in a singing capacity. When they got to Atlanta, they had to cancel the show as he lost his voice entirely. While they were there, they went to Lennox Mall instead. The next several stops were also cancelled because Prince’s voice was still gone. They started calling the tour “The restaurant and shopping mall tour” because that’s where they spent all their time..as well as at video game arcades (real tears!). The tour itself was cancelled totally to be continued later in the year as P continued to have trouble with his voice.

A Star on the Rise

Backstage back then was like “the Cosby Show” P didn’t drink or do drugs…if he did have 1 drink he would get violently ill.

As a prank, they’d push Prince around in a wheelchair then leave him sitting while they walked away. He’d then fake fall out of the chair on the floor and they’d laugh as people came to help him.

On a flight from Mississippi (Later mentioned this happened in Memphis. The famous mugshot was an April Fools joke. Fink said no mugshots were taken but the rest of the story is true), P got an idea to take the megaphone from the overhead compartment, but he had no carry on to stow it in so he told Fink to put it in his bag. The woman behind Prince saw and reported them. P sent Fink back to Dez with the bag with the stolen megaphone inside telling him to stash it under his seat. Sky Marshals then entered the plane and the pilot announced “Ladies and gentleman, please do not be alarmed. A piece of airline property has been stolen, and Sky Marshals will now conduct a row-by-row search in order to recover the stolen item.” When they got to Dez, he declared that he had it but that it wasn’t his…and implicated Matt. Matt stood and they escorted him off the plane. Prince went with him implicating himself as well. They were both arrested, but Prince’s celebrity got them off…he even ended up signing autographs in jail! And so began Prince’s infatuations with megaphones LOL!

Keyboardist Gayle Champan was a member of a religious sect called the Way and was planning a trip with her group. She told Prince far ahead of time, and P told her she would be needed for rehearsals. This as well as her being uncomfortable with the raunchy on-stage antics created tension between them. “In the end, neither would budge, and Prince made the ultimate ‘upper hand’ move- he fired her”...and replaced her with Lisa Coleman, daughter of a Studio Exec from LA. (Def also makes inferences here about him selecting young musicians “due to the fact that younger folks were more pliable.”)

And so begins an interesting turn in this book...stay tuned for part 2!

Buy it here for lots more stories! (Again sketch website, but they do send it!)

Part 2 Part 3

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