#[ vampire ] to feel the sun is to taste ash
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e99b0f0f8c93a1683b5acf56aa414639/f58581ac56255315-20/s540x810/b7f913a5d4d85801a099bc493726cce3d08bbc47.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/f43c0f1b4d396246aeb9aa782d44bcc4/f58581ac56255315-6e/s540x810/edff6e4d90377908625dee990c1239b4fe8380a1.jpg)
ENDLESS EDITS FT VAMPIRE VERSE . DONT REBLOG UNLESS MUTUALS
#[ other ] edits#[ visage ] born to rain clouds when they blew the flame out#[ vampire ] to feel the sun is to taste ash
4 notes
¡
View notes
Text
⹠ď˝ď˝ď˝ď˝
ď˝ ďźŠď˝ ďź¤ď˝ď˝ď˝ âą
âą Pairings: vampire!hyunlix x chubby!fem!vampire!reader, vampire!bang chan
âą Genre: vampire au/horror/angst/fluff
âą Summary: After their loverâs taken by vampire hunters, Hyunjin and Felix are willing to do anything to get her back but finding her is only the beginning of a journey down a twisted, blood soaked path where they find there are much scarier things in the world besides them and the biggest threat of them all may be closer than they think.
âą Word Count: 3.9k-ish
âą Warnings: vampires, blood, violence, expressions of pain/loneliness/heartbreak, some fluffy kisses. this chapterâs more emotionally driven than ultra bloody (future chapters will for sure get a lil gory), & thatâs all
âą A/N: Iâm literally so nervous posting this. Itâs the first fic Iâve written in a while and moody vampires are my happy place so I really hope this finds the people who love them too and you guys enjoy it.
I'm also thanking @anyamaris for giving me the confidence to post my writing and for always taking the time out to read my stuffđ¤
A vampire can meet her end in any manner of ways. She might find a sharp object driven through her chest, the bones of her ribcage fractured around her faintly beating heart.
Or she could find herself cast out into the sun for a minute too long where sheâd roast fiercely from the inside out until she was nothing more than ash in the wind.Â
The list goes on, if only briefly, and every hunter knows these methods like a prayer. But thereâs another list. One that only certain hunters hold knowledge of. Not a list of ways to kill a vampire but of ways to make them wish you had.
You had the misfortune of coming across the latter. For you there was no archaic wooden post whittled into a stake, no afternoon spent sunbathing in the park. Locked away in the mausoleum of a dead man you've never met, youâre as alive as youâve ever been.
Alive but paralyzed by the deprivation of the only two things that made eternity worth living. The taste of blood, warm and sweet on your tongue, and the euphoria of a love whose absence has rotted a hole in your heart.Â
100 days youâve been here, turning to stone like the angelic statues that guard your tomb, and the pain grows impossibly deeper as the next approaches.
But youâll not have to suffer another night in this hell. Youâll be free, youâll taste blood again, feel truly alive. Your loves will see to it.Â
Standing at 712 ft tall, the Ĺ˝iĹžkov Television Tower looms above the romantically gothic city of Prague. Itâs breathtaking beneath the night sky. Endless miles of beauty in every direction begging to be admired.
Most humans couldnât dream of ever reaching the heights necessary to indulge but one manâs found himself lucky enough to take it all in. Maybe dangling upside down by your leg doesnât technically count as luck but itâs all about perception.Â
âPlease! Just let me go!â the bloodied man begs, the wind cold and sharp as it whips his tears back against his red cheeks. All of the bloodâs rushed to his head and his view of the horizon has blurred into something reminiscent of watercolor painting.Â
âLet you go?â Hyunjin giggles, perched atop a platform. âThatâs a really bad choice of words but okay.â
The dark haired vampire loosens his grip on the manâs ankle, reveling in the cry of desperation that leaves the manâs lips. Hunters are always this way when you catch them. So very pathetic. So weak.Â
âWait! No! No! Please!â the man cries in the split second before his ankleâs secure in Hyunjinâs grasp again. âI donât know where she is. I swear to God.â
âYou swear to god when you lie?â a deep voice questions, unamused with his hypocrisy. âDo you not claim to do his work? And you take his name in vain?âÂ
Hyunjin looks to the blond haired companion at his side, âFelix, are you telling me you donât believe the words of this upstanding gentleman?âÂ
âIâm telling the truth!â the man insists, his nose beginning to snot, turning him into a blubbering mess. âI donât know where they put her. After we took herâŚâÂ
Felixâs eyes pulse a deep, electric red at those last four words. After we took her. âSo you took her! Where?â he shouts, his voice near animalistic as he reaches down, grabbing the hunter by the neck.Â
Itâs dizzying for the man to find himself upright for the first time in what seems to be an eternity but thereâs no time to breathe a sigh of relief. Indeed, he canât breathe at all. Felixâs hand is tight around his neck, crushing his windpipe at a torturously slow pace.
When he saw these creatures cloaked in back, their elegantly sharp features forming in the darkness of his apartment, he knew what they were and what they wanted. Who they wanted. And death inevitably lay before him.
Truth or lies? Would either change his fate? He hasnât come to decide and thereâs little time now for contemplation.Â
âYou need to calm downâ Hyunjin cautions, razor sharp nails drumming against the metal railing.Â
âCalm down?â Felix snaps, his fangs glinting in the moonlight, âYou heard him. They took her. He took her! Why arenât you angrier? Or do you even care?âÂ
In the blink of an eye Hyunjin is on his feet, his hand hovering near Felixâs throat, prepared to choke him the way he does the poor limp man he dangles like a ragdoll.Â
âBad things happen when we let our anger get the best of us and we donât want that. Do we?â Hyunjin warns through gritted teeth.Â
His gaze still locked on the man, Felixâs rage calms barely enough to sense. Hyunjin rests his hand against the porcelain skin of Felixâs neck, violence melting into its own strange form of empathy as he pats it gently.
They came here for the same reason and the success of this, like all theyâve ever done in their afterlife, depends entirely upon their ability not to kill each other. But other people? Well, thatâs a different story.Â
âOne last chance. Whereâd you take her?â Hyunjin presses the man, knowing every second spent here is a second wasted.Â
With two sets of immortal eyes burning a hole through his very soul, the man makes a decision on his life. A decision he regrets in an instant.Â
âDonât r-remeberâ he croaks out.
âYikesâ Hyunjin hisses, disappointed but almost equally excited to finally be rid of this scumbag, âWrong choice of words yet again. Seems to be your thing.âÂ
Felix frees the man from his grasp, tossing him out into the night like garbage. Itâs been said that when you fall from a building you black out before hitting the ground but thereâs much more that happens before that final moment.
A fear so overwhelming you find yourself going borderline insane. Collapsed blood vessels. Rupturing cells. All before you hit the ground and become a piece of abstract art to be washed away in the morning. Messy, messy stuff.Â
As the hunterâs screams fade into the distance below, the two vampires are left in an uncomfortable silence heavy with the weight of questions unanswered. They dropped everything to come here, chased down every lead possible, and now their most promising one is hurling towards the ground at 120mph.Â
âI know sheâs here somewhereâ Felix sighs, breaking the silence, âI can feel her. Sheâs so alone, Hyunjin. She thinks we forgot about her. I canât let her think that.â
Felixâs voice begins to crack, the heartbreak almost bringing him to tears. 101 days and every single one of them has been like a living hell. Getting closer was supposed to make things better but the closer they get the more the pain clouds their vision, thickening like fog until itâs impossible to see beyond it.Â
Hyunjin can only wish for the words that will make this all better. Anything at all to cool the pain searing through their chests. Even with Felixâs eyes almost pleading for him to say something that will make him feel less aloneâless like heâs the only one hurtingâHyunjin canât manage to let the wall down. Building it was all he could do to keep from burning this city to dust and any chance of finding his love right along with it.Â
âRight. Why do I bother? Why donât you go back home, Hyunjin? Go rot with all your paintings. You always did like them better.â
Hyunjin parts his soft, rosy lips to issue another passive threat but, as quiet as his next breath, Felix disappears, abandoning him to a new brand of silence. The kind that leaves Hyunjinâs mind to race uninterrupted, sending memories washing over him so viciously he canât resist being swept away.Â
Painting by moonlight.
Hyunjin has done it countless times in the last 300 years and it never loses its charm. Thereâs something so romantic about it. So relaxing. Tonightâs hunt had demanded a brutality of him that he seldom likes to reveal but with every stroke of the brush against canvas the beast within him calms, lulled back to sleep by the sound of water rushing from the ornate fountains of the back garden.
The subject of Hyunjinâs painting sits peacefully in the distance. A sprawling English manor that heâs called home for the past 50 years. Despite an external appearance that might have one think people were once beheaded on these grounds by some temperamental tyrantâthey likely wereâit emanates a sense of warmth from within and the source of it just sped past in a blur of light, nearly knocking his painting over.Â
âOh my god, Iâm so sorry!â you apologize, stopping to catch your breath. Carefully straightening the canvas back out on the easel, another blur whisks by, knocking you into the grass.Â
âTag! Youâre it now!â Felix declares gleefully, his limbs intertwined with yours as you struggle to sit up.
âI canât be it if you break my back.â
âYour enemies donât care if they break your back, my little flowerâ Felix hums, picking blades of grass from your hair.Â
Hyunjin rolls his eyes, turning his attention back to his painting as he mouths every word that Felix says next.Â
âYou have to keep your endurance up. Never let anyone get the advantage. Life may seem sweet behind these walls but trust meâŚâ
You let out a giggle at the faces Hyunjin makes as he mimics a dead serious Felix. It isnât that you donât take Felix seriously. Heâs lived much longer than you have, gone through things you couldnât imagine. All he wants to do is protect you, itâs more than anyone ever did for you in your mortal life, but sometimes you wish heâd stop worrying. For his own sake.Â
Felix frowns, your giggles drawing his attention to Hyunjin. âAre you making fun of me?âÂ
âMaking fun of you?â Hyunjin gasps, crossing his legs. âIâd never make fun of you baby brother.â
âBaby brother? Youâre older than me by 5 months!â
Hyunjin grins, never bored with his ability to get under Felixâs skin. â5 months and 26 days. Canât forget the 26 days.â Â
As much as you adore their trademark bickering, the grass is itchy and your back actually hurts. Youâre hardly in the mood for this tonight.
Grabbing Felix by the collar, you kiss him before he can take Hyunjinâs bait. You only intend for it to be the faintest peck, just enough to shut him up, but he wastes no time pulling you on top of him and enveloping you in his arms.
The kiss deepens as his fingers massage the fullness of your figure through the plush cotton of your dress. His touch makes any bit of pain you feel melt away, replacing it with a tingling sensation that spreads throughout your entire body.
You forget in this moment that anything else exists in the world. Thereâs only the feeling of his lips pressed against yours, your hearts matching each otherâs rhythm as the heat grows between you.Â
Hyunjin can feel it too. Every sensation Felix takes in. It snuffs out his own senses, replacing the feeling of the carved wooden brush in his hand with the sinfully tempting softness of your flesh. He can taste you on his tongue, smell the delicate floral scent of your perfume. Itâs everything he wants and nothing he needs right now.Â
âI guess Iâll leave you two lovebirds to it. Go hurl myself into the sun or something.â
Hyunjin makes no attempt at hiding his irritation as he walks off, leaving his things behind.Â
âIs that jealousy I sense?â you tease, appearing in front of him with an innocent pout on your face.Â
He shoos you away, offended at the accusation that heâd ever waste his energy on such an insignificant human emotion.
âNo. Just boredâ he lies, attempting to step around you.Â
You block his way, placing a hand on each of his cheeks to keep his eyes fixed on you. âYouâre both very special to me. I love you and I never want you to get soâŚbored that you forget that.âÂ
Itâs silly to imply that your love is something he could ever question. There are many things heâs come to question in this world but the day will never come where thatâs among them.
No matter how close he finds himself teetering on the edge of that thing called jealousy. Just having you near him, staring at him with stars in your eyes like heâs the center of the universe, is enough to bring him back from it.Â
Hyunjin takes you by the waist, pulling you closer and into a kiss much deeper than the last. He has a way of enchanting you so completely that youâd swear you were under a spell. A spell cast on your soul, laced within his kiss, and sealed with the fingertips that trail their way up your spine. If thereâs a way to break it may that secret remain buried for the length of eternity.Â
âI love you tooâ he whispers, sending all of the blood from your last meal rushing to your cheeks.
âGood because youâŚareâŚit!â You tag him on the shoulder and disappear into the surrounding forest, cloaked by the shadows of the trees.
Felix hops to his feet, knowing Hyunjinâs competitive streak wonât let him sit this one out. âDo I get a head start?â
Hyunjin laughs, baring his fangs, âJust shut up and run.âÂ
Felix follows your lead and Hyunjin wastes no time taking off after the two of you. Suspecting that youâve found yourself a hiding space by now, Hyunjin focuses on who he senses closest to him. Maneuvering through the trees with a graceful swiftness, Hyunjin zones out the symphony of the night to isolate the sound of Felixâs breathing.
Felix has managed to make it imperceptible enough that a less experienced vampire may not know he was breathing at all. Picking up speed, he circles around Felix, slamming into him as he jumps to perch atop a branch.
Felix hits the ground with a thud, rolling through the dirt and into a small pile of leaves.Â
âI really have to learn how to fall.â
Hyunjin helps him to his feet but not without rubbing it in.Â
âAll these years and you still canât outrun me.âÂ
Felix shrugs, dusting himself off, âMaybe I just wanted to slow you down.âÂ
âBetrayal!â Hyunjin gasps, âYouâll pay for this later.âÂ
He turns to chase after you, determined not to let you get one up on him, but Felix grabs him by the arm, a look of concern painting his face.Â
âDo you smell that?â Felix frowns, sniffing the air.
His nostrils are assaulted by the bitter smell of something burning nearby. He takes a few steps back towards the house and the air grows thicker with the scent of wood burning like kindling for a campfire. But itâs more than that.Â
Hyunjin picks up on it too, glancing back to spot flames dancing in the windows of the place you call home. Without thinking, they race back through the forest, effortlessly closing the distance between them and the burning manor.
They make it to the backdoor in time to see it engulfed by flames that climb the side of the building, torching the rose vines you spent all summer tending to.
âStay back here!â Felix shouts, already charting an alternate course into the house, âIâll go around front and find another way in!â
Hyunjin watches in shock as the windows of the top floor shatter, sending glass cascading to the ground. The way the fireâs burning, it doesnât make sense. Thereâs no pattern. No source. Somethingâs not right.Â
And thatâs when the true panic sets in. The realization that somethingâs missing. Someoneâs missing.
âWhere is she?â he asks, his heart sinking.Â
The question stops Felix where he stands and his eyes drifts back to the forest. He may nag you about the need to sharpen your abilities but youâre the most perceptive vampire heâs ever met. If they picked up on the scent of smoke you wouldâve too. Youâd be here by now.Â
A new possibility opens up, turning his stomach. You wouldnât have gone back into the house. You couldnât have. He shakes it off, venturing back into the garden to find you.
Hyunjin has the same worry but canât bring himself to quiet it. Taking a few steps back, he closes his eyes and hurls his body through a first floor window. His body slams against the floor, dislocating his shoulder. The pain is blinding, shooting through his right side like a jolt of electricity.Â
Flames roar around him, swallowing up everything he ever held dear and none of it means a thing. Thereâs only one thing he cares about and heâll lose himself before he loses you. Crawling to his feet, cuts littering his once perfect face, he calls out to you but is met with only silence.Â
Outside Felix has abandoned the garden to search for you in the woods where the only creatures returning his cries are those of the woodlands. They scream for you until their throats are raw. Beg for any sign youâre there until tears sting their eyes and stain their cheeks. Until the flames eat the walls like acid and the forest becomes a black barren sea.Â
They search for you, weep for you, but youâre goneâripped away from themâand the pain they feel now is nothing compared to whatâs to come.Â
Flowing through the cityâs center, the Vltava River is said to be a place where one can find peace. Amongst all the lights and buzzing tourism, this spot on the bridge was supposed to be soothing but, unfortunately for Felix, he can only muster up annoyance and something heâs yet to recognize as a drop of envy.Â
Below him private yachts and ferry boats float their way up and down the river. Theyâre brimming with humans laughing and partying. Their joy permeates everything, giving the city a feeling of lightness that he promptly rejects.
A few months ago he mightâve found this city charming, maybe even smiled at the simple joys humans seem to find in life, but now all thatâs beautiful feels tainted.Â
âIt doesnât have to be,â a friendly voice reassures him.Â
Felix jumps back, startled by the sudden appearance of a young man not much older than he is. Dressed in all black designer clothing from head to toe, he still manages to carry himself with the laid back energy of the type of guy whoâs everyoneâs best friend. But thereâs something off about him and it makes Felixâs skin crawl.
He extends a hand to Felix, a peace offering of sorts before the war has even begun.Â
âIt doesnât have to be what?â Felix asks, staring at his hand as if it were laced with poison.Â
âTainted. Darkness and beauty can coexist, yeah?âÂ
âHowâd youâŚâ
The manâs eyes pulse red, answering Felixâs question in an instant. Another vampire? He recognizes that accent. Itâs similar to his own. This oneâs not from here.Â
âIâm from Australia. Nameâs Chris. Nice to meet you, Felix.âÂ
Felixâs skinâs no longer crawling, itâs crawling off.
Chris keeps his hand out, a sugary sweet grin stretched across his lips. Heâs immovable and something tells Felix if he doesnât give in now theyâll be here all night.
He cautiously shakes his hand, trying to assess the vampireâs intentions without giving too much away. Mind reading isnât a gift all vampires have. Itâs a power said to fall to the eldest or craziest amongst them and itâs much too early to say which to file this one under.Â
âA vampire who can read minds,â Felix sighs, unimpressed. âIâve never met one of you before. So is this what you do? Just go digging around in peopleâs minds without their permission? I already hate it.â
âYouâre sassy. I like youâ Chris laughs, taking a moment to admire the view. âToo uptight though. It wonât kill you to unwind a little. Take in some of the sights. Ever been to OlĹĄany Cemetery?â
âA vampire hanging at the cemetery?â Felix scoffs, turning back to the river. âA bit cliche, donât you think?â
âI donât know. Would you risk being cliche if it meant finding her?â
Felixâs blood runs cold, rage melding with confusion. Chris pats him on the shoulder, a superficial display of familiarity for the blissfully ignorant humans walking by.Â
âProbably wanna rip my head off now, hmm? But you canâtâ he taunts, âNot in front of all these people and even if you tried to fight me I can assure you that youâd lose and your little Hyunjin would be left all alone in the world again. How depressing.â
Felix grabs him by the wrist, threatening to crush it as he peels his hand away from his shoulder. âWhat are you talking about?â
Amused by the whole ordeal, Chris sees no reason to hold out. That isnât why he came here after all.
âIn OlĹĄany Cemetery thereâs a mausoleum. Itâs guarded by two marble angels. An architectâs buried thereâ he trails off in thought, pretending to forget where he was going with this, âOh yes, but heâs not there anymore. Thereâs somebody else.âÂ
âSomebody like who?âÂ
Bone should be splintering right now from the force of his fingers contorted around Chrisâ wrist but nothingâs happened. It hurts like a pinch from a child, barely enough to bat an eye at, let alone inflict genuine pain. Maybe this vampire isnât older or crazier than he is. Maybe heâs both.
âThe girl youâre searching for. Go there and youâll find her but be carefulâŚâ Chris warns but his words fall on deaf ears as Felix shoves past him, having heard everything he needs to abandon the unpleasantness of this interaction.Â
Thereâs nothing about this stranger that he trusts. In fact, heâs never met anyone he disliked so much so soon but this isn't a lie. Thereâs no logic for it, no sound reasoning to justify why heâs digging his phone out to find the fastest way to some old cemetery on the edge of the city.
He knows nothing of the vampireâs motives or how, even with his abilities, he knows all that he does. Theyâre questions whose answers will have to wait until he finds you and nothing in the world, not even his own doubts, can stop him.
âI was just gonna tell you to be careful. Sheâs not who you think she is anymoreâ Chris mumbles to himself. âActually I think sheâs something far better.âÂ
#stray kids x female reader#stray kids x you#stray kids x reader#stray kids angst#stray kids fluff#stray kids au#hyunjin x female reader#hyunjin x you#lee felix x female reader#lee felix x you#stray kids x chubby reader#chubby reader#hyunjin angst#hyunjin fluff#lee felix angst#lee felix fluff
148 notes
¡
View notes
Text
DUSK, RESPLENDENT
pairing ⢠astarion x gn!reader
warnings ⢠minors: please do not interact! i will block you. not sexually explicit, but highly suggestive⌠smut-lite! descriptions of blood, blood sucking, bite marks, scars, etc. this occurs after astarion first feeds from tav. reader has breasts and a vagina and is called âbeautifulâ once (i swiped a line from the game).
word count ⢠1208
notes ⢠this particular scenario has been rotting my brain since september. my first official bg3 ficâplease enjoy!
Itâs impossible to miss the heat of his crimson gaze scorching your flesh.
Youâve felt it ever since the night you discovered his secret: that quiet evening when the stars shined as silent sentinels, the embers of the campfire danced into ash, and the ghost of a breath roused you. You offered Astarion your neckâswanlike, untouched, vitalâprey allowing predator a taste of divinity as he buried his glistening fangs into your skin. Agony bled into a hazy euphoria as the vampire fed on your lifeblood. You barely had enough stamina to push him off (lest he leave you drained and lifeless), rivulets of you the color of his irises running from his gums to his chin, dripping onto the forest floor.
Many moons have since passed, though your mind always revisits the feeling of his weight atop yours, the strength of his jaw, the vitality in his sated stare. The sun starts its golden descent as you bathe in a creek by camp. You scrub your skin with vigor, almost without care as you seek to shed layers of sweat, grime, and gore. The midsummer air is stifling and the cicadas play their shrill song, but the chilly caress of the water makes you giddy.
It takes no small effort, but once your hair and body are stripped bare (clean enough), you remain in the water and watch pinks and oranges and yellows bleed and bloom across the wide sky. Some may say that resting for even a moment in a situation like yoursâwith a mindflayer parasite in your brainâis to accept death. But if you were to die at this very moment, surrounded by beauty? You couldnât dream of a more peaceful end.
You feel your visitorâs presence before you see or hear him. It starts as an itch at your nape, nagging and unsettlingâinsistent. âEnjoying the view?â The playful lilt of Astarion's smooth voice never fails to set your nerves alight.
As you turn to face him, the water laps at your collarbone. You spy the pale elf along the bank, donning only his breeches. Cheeky bastard. âI could ask you the same,â you quip.
âI am indeed.â Lithe fingers tease the waistband of his pants. âBut I can't help but feel as though something is missing.â
Walking a few steps toward the shore, you reveal more flesh, water skimming the top of your breasts. âIt wouldnât happen to be a rogue vampire, would it?â
âAnd if it is?â
âHe should join.â
You sink beneath the creekâs surface, allowing him some privacy and urging your face to cool down. When you plant your feet on the silty ground and stand up, you rub crystalline droplets from your eyes and blink a few times before your companion comes into focus.
âHello, beautiful,â he greets with a smirk before approaching you, dexterous fingers grasping and pulling at the fat around your hips. âI can't help but feel as though youâve been avoiding me.â
Without thinking, your fingers weave through Astarion's moonbeam hair, gently tugging on the curls. The elf pulls you closer with a pleased hum. âWhatever gave you that impression?â you ask.
âDonât play coy; I haven't so much as gotten a breath alone with you.â His gaze softens; you see a flash of vulnerability, but all too soon, it disappears. âDo youâŚregret this?â A chilly thumb grazes the puckered scar on your neck. The featherlight touch plucks a shudder from you, your spine bowingâstrung for him.
âQuite the opposite,â you admit. Your attention flits down to his lips. Maker, you know they would feel divine dancing with your own, slipping down to carry the tune across your flesh, skating lower and lower untilâ
âSo,â he says, palms sweeping up your arms and the slope of your shoulders until they rest on either side of your neck. He strokes the delicate flesh, his touch unhurried yet charged; restless. âYou wouldnât begrudge me another taste, hm?â
Perhaps you should be embarrassed by how eagerly you want this to happen, how many times youâve envisioned him tasting your blood againâand perhaps tasting something more (such thoughts have fueled many solitary searches for pleasure within the canvas walls of your tent). But living in the dusky shadows of near-certain death has made you hopelessly brazen.
You lean in, petal-soft lips grazing one of his pointed ears. âItâs yours for the taking.â
Astarionâs irises darken at your words, pools of congealed blood. He drops his head and presses a lingering, open-mouthed kiss to your scar, his molten breath warming your body, melding you to his touch.
He bares his fangs and bites you, piercing the puffy tissue, a satisfied groan rumbling his throat and resonating in your veins. The pain is dizzying but dulls quickly, the jarring sensation of knife-sharp incisors tearing your flesh carried away by the flow of the creek. Fuzzy pleasure soon clouds your mind. The sloppy lap of the elfâs tongue against your wound is all you can discern; you want to feel him everywhere.
The vampireâs moans shudder deep within his chest and reverberate through your body from where youâre connected, vibrating lower until they settle in your core. A delicious pressure rocks against your belly and seems to relish the softness. It feels like he gluts for an eternityâlike this is all you knowâhoused within a single, precious breath.
When Astarion surfaces, fangs retracting, you stumble in his embrace, coming down from your high. The ache of want remains as you rest your forehead against his freckled shoulder, and morphs into need as your vision clears. His eyes are unfocused, crazed with bloodlust; youâve never seen them so red, glowing like moonlit wine. His chin is slick with ichor, andâabsentmindedly or not, itâs impossible to tellâhis tongue darts out to mop up some of the remnants of your sweetness.
One, two, three heaves of your chests pass before you crash together with a swiftness that betrays desperation, errant waves succumbing to the tide.
You never liked the tang of your blood until you tasted it on Astarionâs silken lips. ItâsâŚcloying. The syrupy copper overwhelms your senses as the elf smears a claret gash across your mouth. He drunkenly sucks on your tongue, fangs nicking the muscle, urging you to give him more. Your fingers twist and twirl the pearly down that covers his chest as he squeezes your ass, pulling you so close that not even a whisper could get between you. Youâre engulfed in a heady fire, one that canât be put out by the cool water around youâespecially as the vampireâs cock nestles between your clenched thighs, bumping against your clit.
A crashing sound in the surrounding forest interrupts your shared bliss. The moon ascended and the stars awoke while you were wrapped up in one another. Lightning bugs glimmer and flit through the dark woods, and you know that you both need to leave. Supper will be soon; any absences will be noticed. But before he pulls away, Astarion places a prim kiss on your lips.
âMeet me by the campfire after everyone else has fallen asleep,â he whispers against your cheek.
Your heart trills as you watch him disappear into the nightâexcited for the adventure to come.
#if this is messy iâm sorry i just had to let it go. itâs imperfect but itâs full of love (and lust)#banner is a detail of âsunset on the seaâ (1872) by john frederick kensett#astarion x reader#bg3 x reader#astarion <3#ŕź kae writes
209 notes
¡
View notes
Text
ash on the sun [Dreamling]
[AO3]
Sequel to damnation keeps me alive, with merman Dream and vampire Hob! :D
E, 9.4k, Complete. Dream returns to land, and to the vampire that helped him.
-
Honestly, Dream wasnât expecting to go back to land after he captured Burgess. It was easier to think of â using Hob, the vampire who crossed his path, helped free him.
And then, at the Strid he was in his familiar water, can taste home under his scales, and as Hob smiles down at himâÂ
He promises to return, even with every part of him that screams to forsake the land above.Â
-
The Bolton Strid, as humans call it, is labyrinthine, Dream constantly clearing out dead bodies and his own things.Â
And after his recent capture, Burgess in a small bubble of one of the larger caverns, kept alive by magic and nutrients from the deep sea. Unlike when he was held by Burgess, Dream doesnât show his face, preferring to watch from holes in the caverns as Burgess begs and pleads, throwing out wealth and riches and other worthless things.Â
Dream almost feels tempted to visit him, just once. To say that his riches are no more, that his mansion has become a hollowed, burnt-out shell. That no-one is looking for him, cares for him.
However, this time, Dream has all the knowledge, all the power, and so he sits quietly as Burgess continues his cries, the sight of it making up for every moment kept away from his home, all the hellish time away from water and himself, his tail and power as Burgess lorded over him. There was his tail, for their move â which got interrupted by a greedy vampireâbut his tail was more for bondage, keeping from running, magically bound in other ways.Â
The time was short, by his standards, yet it felt double that with every agonising second.Â
And even with his freedom, his home, Dream misses â Hob. The vampireâs cool skin, the warmth of it once heâs fed, the feel of his beard, the scrape of fangs, or his talented fingers. Even something like the way Hob smiles, bright enough that he never has the need for a sun anyway.Â
-
Hobâs home is smaller than he thought it would be, always surprised to see the little semi-detached house compared to well, Hobâs personality. But at least itâs a good place to lie low, to gather intel on Burgess.Â
The sun is near the end of setting while he reads one of Hobâs many fiction books â until arms go around his chest, locking him in place and Hob. Breathes deeply, nose going into the waves of his hair. âYouâre smelling me,â he intones flatly, befuddled, and expecting a bite at least. Maybe some overly-cheery greeting for what is essentially the crack of dawn for a vampire.
âYou smell like sunshine,â Hob says, voice muffled and half-asleep as Hob takes another deep breath, arms crushing him even closer to the vampire's chest.Â
Dream blinks, something soft welling in him, which he ignores. âYou are an odd vampire,â is all he says in reply, going back to his book as Hob hums and takes deep sniffs of his hair and throat.Â
Dreamâs only meant to be in and out of the house, and it makes sense that this was more for a spot to lay low, but Dream gets distracted, the earthy smell of Hob still in place.Â
The note Hob left for him is easy to see, the cardstock on the middle level of a bookcase, with fewer books than before. However, Dream ignores it while he looks around, comforted by memories of Hob cooking in the kitchen, of a dent on the staircase bannister from one particularly rough bout of fucking.
Dream sighs, slowly crawling onto Hobâs bed once he reaches the bedroom, refamiliarising himself with the scent of it all, blackout curtains shutting out the sun thatâs outside.Â
Shutting his eyes, Dreamâthinks of nothing, memories rushing in him like the river. He misses Hob. And soon, heâll see him again, which gives him a burst of energy to get up, almost-running down the stairs until he reaches the bookcase. Some of the books he was reading arenât there.
At Hobâs home, most likely, and he smiles as he picks up at the envelope, thick cardstock opening to reveal an address, and part of a map, torn out with a place circled, arrows pointing to it, and Dream can almost imagine the excitable way Hob did it.Â
-
Dream compares the address, the map to the building in front of him. Itâs not big, not levels upon levels, but surrounding it is acres of forest, of a river nearby, which Dream notes to see how it connects where he lives.Â
The house itself is only one level, and Dream unlocks the door with a twist of magic, relaxing into the familiar scent of Hob. Looking around, he finds a bedroom, a living room, all with rustic furniture, and in the bedâs case, a four-poster with thick curtains, a dark green to match the matching blackout curtains on the windows.Â
All of Hobâs books are in another room, filled with bookcases and a small desk, and Dream spends some time reading the spines of books, noting which ones heâd like to read as he finds the books he was reading at the other house, piled high onto the desk.
The kitchen is well-kept, jars of pickles and preserves, bread and jams. Hobâs always happy to go on about how heâs met other vampires who canât eat, and how heâs lucky that he skipped however that worked, always enjoying his food.Â
Eventually, Dream heads into the bathroom, light spilling out from glass doors and Dream tilts his head, staring at the small bathtub, can see Hob luxuriating with some wine or a book as the moonlight streams in as he soaks in the bath.Â
Which does seem like a good idea at the moment, and so he turns the taps, watching it slowly fill as he waits for Hob to come back.
-
The first thing heâs aware of â is Hob. His voice, particularly, speaking in another room as Dream wakes up, body pleasantly sore. Groaning, he curls more under the duvet cover as Hob talks, and Dream shivers at the the twinge of his inner thigh, can still feel Hobâs dark eyes looking up at him, showing his fangs before they bit down.
âYouâre up!â Hob chirps from the door, and Dream only has a split second of seeing him before Hob is next to him, teeth nibbling the shell of his ear, âIâve been looking into a new bathtub,â Hob says with a smile, and Dreamâs brows furrow, leaning into the otherâs hand as his hair is petted.Â
âAlready?â He asks, voice raspy.Â
âNo time like the present!â Hob shrugs and smiles, joining him under the covers. Fingers twirl around waves of his hair as Hob looks down at him, other hand propping his head up, âIâve been talking it over, and obviously I should have it,â a pause, and Dream narrows his eyes, âa garish bright yellow,â Hob completes with a nod. Dream canât help the way his face scrunches in disgust, and Hob starts to chuckle, âkidding, kidding! Itâs black. And big.âÂ
Dream huffs, relieved as Hob tugs him into a soft kiss, explorative and leisurely. âI would not abide by a yellow tub, Hob Gadling,â he chides in between breaths, hands going up to caress the brown-grey of the otherâs beard, content with the simple kisses and touches.Â
âAnd you never will,â Hob says, tone fond as Hobâs hands trail down his chest and stomach, with Dreamâs arousal spiking as they dig into his thighs â and the bite still healing there. âWant to do anything in particular today?â
Fluttering his lashes, he tugs Hob down, fingers going to the hair on Hobâs chest, âIâm not sore enough, I think,â he says quietly, making Hob let out a whine, sharp fangs scraping down his neck. The feel of it is enough to make his cock harden.Â
âNo?â Hob asks, voice lower and deliciously rougher, matching the black overtaking Hobâs brown eyes.Â
âI want to feel you for days,â he coaxes, pulse throbbing wildly under fangs on his throat, and Hob keens, âand days, andââÂ
He moans, words cut off as fingers enter him roughly, still loose from earlier, and he shudders, pressing up against the heat of Hobâs body. âWe can do that,â Hob says off-hand, and Dream whines as fingers press his prostate, body already edging into over-stimulated with what theyâve done earlier.
âYes, yes,â he chants, one hand scraping up Hobâs back as fingers relentlessly twist and press inside, and Hob swears, duvet sliding off them as Hob quickly moves â fingers covered with lube as they enter him again and Dream moans.Â
-
âAnd why are we walking when you can have a car called for us?â Dream asks as he leans onto Hobâs side, thinking of the many streets back to Hobâs house.Â
âSo spoiled already,â Hob says with a laugh, pulling him as they walk along, âwe just sat down for hours at the theatre! Plus, itâs nice out. For once.â Dream huffs, happy to look up at the cloudy sky, moonlight showing through them.Â
âYou didnât mind the rain yesterday,â he points out, body still aching from their frolicking in the rain. Or, Hobâs porch, and Dream sighs, can still feel the press of Hobâs fingers inside his slit for hours, Hob unable to stay away as Dream writhed and came, can still feel the fingerprints on every inch of him.Â
Hob groans, fingers slipping under his blouse to press into his hips, âDream,â Hob whines into his ear, making him smile as Hob pushes him against a nearby wall, âprobably wouldâve been easier to do this in the car,â Hob mumbles before kissing him, and Dream shivers as hands trail up his sides.Â
âItâs not too late to call for it,â he whispers, pleasure rising with the way Hob forces him against the brick. To his disappointment, Hob grazes his lip with a fang then pushes off, making him whimper at the loss. âHob,â Dream doesnât whine. Or pout, feeling bereft as Hob looks at people walking by.Â
âThe human world has its issues, us doing this in public being one of them,â Hob hisses quietly, jaw setting as Hob tugs him by the arm so they can walk along.Â
Dream scoffs, âso? Their lives are nothing compared toââ Hobâs glare shuts him up, unused to seeing him being so serious. Even with Burgess, he was more relaxed.Â
âI like living in the world, Dream, and I'm not going to jeopardise myself, or you, even if we can just kill them because their lives are nothing to ours,â Hob hisses, eyes flashing a red to match the venom in his tone.Â
Gaping, Dream blinks and nods, feeling he misstepped somewhere with the way Hob is staring at him. âI apologise,â he breathes, and can feel nails digging into his bicep as Hob continues to stare â then let's go with a scowl, walking faster in front of him. Walking quickly to catch up, he grabs onto Hobâs wrists, stopping them, âtruly. I am more used to, I didnât mean to,â Dream bites his lip, words falling off. âPlease. Iâm sorry,â he settles on pleading, something he knows to articulate then whatever mess he was trying for.Â
âThey may only be here for a short time, but theyâre still meaningful. Like the play we just saw,â Hob says flatly and Dream grimaces, âand,â Hob huffs and scrubs his face. âThis is why I donât like hanging out with other vampires,â Hob says. âThat, and the constant my long life is a curse and everythingâs horrible complaining they do.âÂ
Dream purses his lips and doesnât say anything as Hob holds onto his arm, continuing their walk in silence.
-
Dream â withdraws. He doesnât mean to, but Hobâs words get under his skin, and without all the daring adventures of revenge, of the sex.Â
Heâs like the vampires Hob doesnât like to be around. Which, as the logic follows, means once Hob discovers that, wonât want to be around him.Â
âYouâve been quiet lately,â Hob says from behind him and Dream twitches, putting his head deeper in the book heâs reading by moonlight. In the forest. âEverything okay?â Hob puts a jaw on his shoulder, and Dream can feel the concern radiating off him, and Dream melts into Hobâs embrace, head resting on Hobâs shoulder as Hob encircles him.Â
âI,â he pauses, words and emotions still a tangle in him that he doesnât know how to dislodge. âI just wanted some time alone.âÂ
âI could leave, then?â Hob asks, voice hushed. Dream shakes his head, relishing in the warmth of Hobâs body. âThe bath should be coming soon,â Hob mentions and Dream smiles, going back to his book.Â
âDid you get it jewel-encrusted?â He asks dryly, considering itâs been over a month since the order was placed. Hob laughs, nose pressing below his ear.Â
âThese things take time, especially with the size I wanted, and plus I wanted black taps, which added time on for â other reasons. Iâm not sure, but itâs what they said,â Hob explains, can feel him shrug, eventually making a considering sound. âShould I have gotten it jewel-encrusted?âÂ
Dream huffs, shaking his head, âdonât be ridiculous, Hob.â The vampire just hums, considering, and Dream puts a hand back to tug on Hobâs hair until he lets out a pitiful ow, âno, Hob.âÂ
-
Of course, the only way to go on is to take everything thatâs given before the inevitable terrible end â which is easy, considering how much Hob drives him to pleasure. Like right now, where Dream can only grab onto Hobâs hair as Hob brings him to hisâÂ
Second? Third? He lost count, the constant warmth and pressure of Hobâs mouth on his cock driving him to madness. âHob,â he whines, shuddering as a tongue licks the underside of his cock, tongue flicking out to press into his balls, and Dream lets out a broken moan, orgasm unstoppable. âHob!âÂ
Hob moans around his softening cock, dark eyes staring up at him, nose pressing into his pubic hairs, and he can feel Hob smile more than see it â and he gasps, fangs suddenly around his cock and he tugs ineffectually at the otherâs hair.Â
Hobâs mouth leaves him and he cries out, a string of saliva connecting him to Hob. Dream swats â pats Hobâs hair, adrenaline draining and exhaustion setting in from what heâs sure was Hob on him for an hour. At least. âHowâre you feeling?â Hob asks, fang scraping up to his hipbones, with all Dream can do is whine.Â
âHob,â and say his name too, voice thready, and he whines at the fangs scraping up his skin, can feel the blood rushing to meet the barrier of him.Â
âNo complaints?â Hob says, smiling. âThough, you always do have one,â Hob mutters, mouth travelling up to suck a nipple. Dream moans, legs curling around Hobâs body as he paws at Hobâs throat, thumbs pressing into stubble.Â
Whatever word he tries to say â Hobâs name again, most likely, is derailed into a scream as Hob bites into him, close to his collarbone, the pain and pleasure crashing as his cock twitches, trying to fill again as Hob feeds from him, nerves spasming near the otherâs fangs. Hob leaves him, and he whines, pushing Hobâs forehead, wanting to heal it quickly. âDonât,â he slurs. Hob pauses, staring at him.Â
âReally?â Hob huffs and kisses up his throat.Â
âWant to feel it,â he hums, patting at Hobâs beard and wincing at the bite. âCan still feel you,â he can feel it, the way Hobâs fangs carved into his muscles, into his nerves, wants his skin to heal over it, a reminder. Hob whines and nips at his throat.Â
-
Dream stumbles into Hob, laughing as heâs twirled around, Hob humming off-key. âYouâre ruining the concert,â he complains, and a foot swipes under his, making him hold onto the other man more strongly. âAt least hum Danse Macabre on-key,â he scolds. At least Hob does that, making their terrible dancing in the forest surrounding Hobâs place more bearable.Â
The humming ends as they stop near the river, and Dream relaxes into Hobâs hold, the rushing water nearby soothing. âFeel like a bit of a swim after such a rousing night?â Hob says, grin shining in the half-moon.Â
âOf course,â Dream scoffs, going to take off his short velvet jacket â before Hob moves in, undoing and unlacing the layers, Hob smiling brightly as he holds out a hand for him to step out of his clothes. Dream happily helps Hob out of his clothes, the pile of Hobâs embroidered blue coat and waistcoat joining his own.Â
Both naked, Dream goes in first, spending a few moments fully submerged as his tail swishes around him. Coming out of the water, he looks up at Hob, whoâs sitting on the edge of the river, feet submerged. âWhat are you still doing out here?â He huffs, crossing his arms and putting them on Hobâs thighs.Â
Hob smiles, a hand coming up to pat his cheek, âjust appreciating you,â he says.Â
âHm,â Dream frowns and slides under the water, grinning as he tugs Hob into the river by his legs, Hob squawking as he does. Thereâs sputtering as Hob surfaces, Dream still grinning, âmuch better,â he purrs, leaning closer to caress Hobâs wet brown hair, tail winding its way around Hobâs legs.Â
âWell fine, now Iâm appreciating the pretty scales I can feel,â Hob points out, arms going around his shoulders as they kiss.Â
âStop that,â he tugs on Hobâs hair.
âI can play this game all day, every day. I will find something good to appreciate you every day until the Earth dies,â Hob declares with a laugh. Dream stops, heart beating quickly, even with the light-hearted way Hob says it. And Hob, of course, notices, brows furrowing.
âThatâs ridiculous,â he croaks, mind failing to wrap around Hobâs claims.Â
âYou always say that,â Hob says, dark eyes staring softly even as his heart slows down to something more reasonable. âItâs like youâve never even met me.âÂ
Dream blinks, brain still reeling as puts his face into the wet patch of hair on Hobâs chest, tail sliding down and hooking onto Hobâs ankles as they float.Â
Hob begins humming Danse Macabre again, fingers coming up to stroke his hair, conversations unsaid â and Dream is glad for it.
-
Of course, thatâs just how Hob is. Over their time together heâs seen Hob strike up friendships while outside the theatre, on the street, while in a vinyl store. Always with a kind word and smile â and those same things used for getting close, to torture out information while they were searching for Burgess.Â
It doesnât mean anything, Dream tells himself. Hobâs just like that.Â
Dream stares at the black jewels on the tap of the bathtub. The one that Hob got him because he mentioned it.Â
âThose came with the taps,â Hob says defensively, sitting down next to the large black tub, close to him. âHow is it?âÂ
Dream hums, stretching out his tail fully in the tub, which he finds nice, âspacious.âÂ
âSo, you approve then?â Hob asks, leaning on his side of the bath as he gets out a book, seemingly content to stay there while Dream is in the bath. âI picked up a job while you werenât here, I should return to it sometime.âÂ
âWhat, being a vagrant is not enough?â Dream asks, resting his head on his arms, which are on the edge of the tub. âAnd what job is this?âÂ
Hob chuckles, âjust a grave keeper. Nice to look after peopleâs resting places. But I mean, I can resign if,â Hob pauses, looking at him with big brown eyes.Â
Dream rolls his eyes, taking a strand of Hobâs hair to touch, wet fingers touching Hobâs temple. âI can find ways to amuse myself, Hob. Do this grave keeping then,â he says, watching a bead of water make itâs slow way down Hobâs face, eventually reaching the soft stubble of Hobâs beard.Â
âI like keeping myself occupied. Crime is usually one of the easier ways, but sometimes I get a respectable job,â Hob mutters, looking back down at his novel.Â
Affronted, Dream caresses Hobâs face, gently turning the otherâs face until Hobâs eyes are on him again. âHob,â he pouts, a finger trailing to touch the soft bristles of the otherâs beard, down to pink lips, âsurely you have better things to pay attention to then a book.âÂ
Hob smiles, eyes crinkling as Dream puts a finger into his mouth, can feel a hot tongue and blunt teeth as he pulls Hob closer. The book shuts, the sound final, âdo I? Like what?âÂ
-
Dreamâs unsure how Hob appeared like this â giving Dream a moment of fear before he saw that it was Hob. Though, Hob was less⌠bloody when he left the house, what seems like buckets of it splashed over him, eyes a deep red instead of their usual brown. âHob?â He asks, alarmed as he gets up from the chair. âWhat happened?âÂ
Hob blinks, seemingly coming back into awareness, walking closer to him in a way thatâs wrong. Feet dragging, chest pressing forward, like a puppet in his skin, a shambling corpse. âI wish I could say this blood was mainly someone elseâs,â Hob rasps, and Dream freezes as hands grab his biceps.Â
âWhatâHob?â He freezes, used to Hobâs casual touches, but thisâisnât it, and this close he can gashes on Hobâs face. On Hobâs hands, dripping blood, can see white bone of Hobâs cheek, skin and muscles hanging from his face.Â
âWas gathering intel and ran into some,â Hob stops, and Dream swallows, can feel his blood rushing as Hob hovers near his neck.Â
âI could have helped,â he says with a scowl, annoyed with Hobâs lone-vampire act â and more easy to embody than the part of him that wants to shiver and tilt his neck into Hobâs mouth, can feel the bits of Hob touching his clothes, his skin. âThis is about what happened to me with Burgess,â he reminds Hob, voice acidic.Â
âSorry, wonât happen again,â at least Hob sounds rueful, even with his voice so dark, deep as a grave. âI need toâDream,â Hob continues, nails digging into his arms and bringing him closer, body cool as it presses against him. Dream swallows, canât even be angry at the blood getting on his clothes with his pulse racing even more, mind fraying at the way Hob said his name, like something out of a fantasy heâd never admit to. Hobâs body is cold, more like the dead and Dream bites his tongue at the lightest touch of fangs on his neck. âIâve never had merman before,â Hob whispers, and Dream mentally swears, resists the urge to shiver, insides burning at Hobâs words.Â
âIf you mustââ he doesnât even get the last word out before thereâs pain, and he gasps, holding onto Hobâs bloodied shoulders as pain â and pleasure, riding on the edge of it as fangs sink in. Dream gasps, canât hold back the shivers as Hob sucks the blood out of him, and his insides prickle, feels light-headed with the rush of it.Â
âHuh,â Hob pauses, âsalty.â Dream lets out a sound, forcing his eyes open so he can have a semblance of something as Hob continues. Dream notes, beyond the buzzing pain-pleasure-more, that the slashes on Hobâs face, on his skin close up, and Dream lets out another noise as Hob adjusts his head. Thereâs a plop of dead strips of flesh and gore onto the floor, but Dream canât focus on that, only on the way theyâre touching, Hobâs fangs inside. When did Hob put a hand on his head, a rough hand going in his hair?Â
It feels like swimming, in a way, is all Dream can think, can feel blood under his nails as he grabs onto Hobâs shoulderblade, can feel the vampireâs body warming up with his blood as Dream floats in himself.Â
Hob stops and Dream bites back a whine, shivering as a tongue laps at the bite, and he can feel the oddness of it as it heals, nerves and skin closing like it was never bitten into. âSorry,â Hob says, more like himself this time, as Hobâs other arm goes around his waist, and Dream collapses into the otherâs warmth, taking shuddering breaths as all those myriad of feelings begin to slowly fade.Â
Dream nods, puts his face on a bloodied shoulder, can see cuts through Hobâs shirt with healed skin â and he doesnât want to let go, the wall of emotions he kept between himself and the vampire bled out of him, leaving onlyâÂ
Need. The attraction he kept pretending wasnât there. The attraction to this impossible vampire who decided to try and steal from Burgess and freed a merman instead, happy to go along with Dreamâs vengeance, opening his home to Dream. Who decided to be stupid enough to get intel alone and ran into whatever horror made him arrive like this.
Hob makes a sound, the hand in his hair moving it so theyâre face-to-face, can see Hobâs furrowed brows, âIâm getting you all bloody, I should, we,â Hob moves, hands leaving his waist and this time, Dreamâs the one acting on instinct.Â
His mouth is on Hobâs before heâs aware of it, mind skipping over to his hands on Hobâs face, can feel smooth skin and rough stubble, can feel the otherâs lips, the way heâs frozen before Hob hugs him again, kissing him back with sharp fangs, hands roaming up and down his back.Â
And like the bite, the metallic kiss he feels all over, reaches into every part of him and makes him light-headed as he forgets to breathe, wrapped in the vampireâs bloody embrace.Â
Hob seems â aimless. Well, not that. The aim seems to be kissing him, regardless of the fact heâs against the doorway leading to the bedroom, beard scraping against the skin around his lips, hands roaming over his body, one hand ending up in the shorts waves of his hair.Â
Dream whines under the onslaught, toes curling in his shoes as Hob kisses him, mouth tasting less of the iron blood that Hob drank from him, and Dreamâs stuck between wanting more, craving an endpoint.Â
Or the kissing, Hob nipping at his jaw and throat before swooping back in, Dreamâs head still swimming from the bite as the vampire licks into his mouth, a hand going under his shirt, nails scraping up skin and Dream keens. His body is lit up with arousal, can feel it straining against his trousers, though Hob pays it no mind, apparently in the mood to kiss the life out of him.
-
âDo you want to go to the river?â Hob asks as theyâre outside, Hob whittling away at a piece of wood with a knife. Dream blinks, confused.Â
âThe river?â He frowns, eyes still on the tiny, rough figure coming out of the wood.Â
âFor a swim?â Hob asks, also focused on his carving as more of the wood gets shaved off.Â
The question is so out-of-the-blue that Dream is still going over it, âwhy ask?â He frowns, sitting closer to Hob so he can see Hobâs hands, seeing what looks like â a tail, like his, and the knife stops, flat side resting on Hobâs thumb as Hob looks at him.Â
âWell, itâs not like Burgess gave you a choice,â Hob says and Dream reels. Especially since he never gave Hob the details, only the broad strokes, and yet somehow Hob figured it out anyways. Which â heâs lived among humans for ages, heâs sociable andâ Â
And, he realises like a slap in the face, that Hobâs always asked him. Ever since they met, always asking whether he wants to go into the water, if he wants to get out of the rain â or to stay in it, Hob also staying with him, dutifully carrying him somewhere if he had a tail, happy to go along with Dreamâs whims.Â
âSo, do you want to go to the river?â Hob asks again, like itâs simple. Like itâs easy, as Dream takes a breath, gulping down the emotions welling up, the mess of anger-grateful-affection-whatever else â and Dream does want to swim, want to feel the currents and his tail.Â
âNo,â he rasps, testing out this â which he already knows, as Hob nods and goes back to his whittling. A few more minutes pass and Hob glances up between his activity, Dream still thinking.Â
âWe should probably head inside if we want to avoid the rain then,â Hob puts away the knife and wood into his pants pocket, and Dream stands with Hob, looking up at the overcast sky, can smell the petrichor in the air.Â
âAnd what if I said yes, now?â He bites out. Hob just blinks and nods.Â
âWhatever you want,â Hob says with a smile, the vampire taking the whiplash with ease, unlike Dream, who just watches as Hob walks towards the river instead. Dream stands still, not. Love, bursting inside, but something close, something that could be. âDream!â Thereâs a shout, Hob sounding amused, âDid you change your mind again!?âÂ
Thereâs no judgement or derision in Hobâs loud voice, just mirth and that makes Dream shake himself mentally, running towards the river, giving Hob a scowl as he undresses, throwing them at Hob and jumps into the water. Dream can hear Hobâs laughter, even as he swims to the riverbed.Â
-
âHey Dream,â Hob says, making him look up from the book heâs reading, Hob sitting on another couch, where Hob had stopped writing in whatever book he was writing in. âCan you do anything else with your voice, besides send people to sleep?â The question is asked like Hob just remembered, and Dream raises an eyebrow, thinking back to their visit to Burgessâs mansion.
âI do usually prefer sending people to sleep. However,â he smirks, starting a soft tone â and Hob chokes, eyes widening. The tone changes, hypnotising Hob closer, drawing out more arousal from him, and Dream can almost feel the pull of water in Hobâs stolen blood, going downwards.Â
Hob makes another choked sound as he reaches Dream, hands gripping at his shoulder desperately. Dream blinks, looking up as Hob wheezes for breath, swaying into him as Dreamâs tone makes him harder, can see the bulge in the front of Hobâs trousers.Â
âDream,â Hob breathes, and he canât stop the pride he feels, Hob forgetting that he doesnât need to breathe usually only appearing after hours of orgasms.Â
Lowering his tone even more, Hob shudders against him, trousers soon getting a wet spot, and Dream enjoys watching, nails digging into his shoulders as Hob pants, eyes dark and wide-eyed as they look down at him. Dream lifts a hand, his pointer finger stroking down the centre of Hobâs shirt, making the vampire shiver even more, letting out a broken whine.Â
Hob keens as he undoes Hobâs trousers, pulling them down along with undergarments, revealing Hobâs leaking cock. A slight change to his tone and heâs pleased to see Hobâs cock twitch, leaking even more. Stopping the tone, he looks up as he licks his lips, âof course, I could never get the hang of the end of it, my sibling has bragged plenty abouââÂ
Heâs cut off as a hand in his hair moves him to Hobâs crotch, and he looks up with a raised eyebrow as he licks the head of it, humming at the pre-come. Hob moans, hand in his hair gripping it into a painful point, only relaxing as Dream puts his mouth onto the otherâs cock.Â
Of course, unlike Hob, he does need to breathe, but Hobâs yet to complain. Hob gasps, other hand going into his hair as Dream sucks â and begins another tone, this one more for cooling down, making Hob shudder as it runs through him like ice water. âTease,â Hob hisses, fangs on display as Dream looks up through his lashes.Â
The tone is quiet and muffled as he licks and sucks, not wanting it to be over too quickly as Hob swears and begs, Dream putting his hands onto the otherâs hips. Dream stops the tone and moans, loving the feeling of the otherâs cock hitting the back of his throat, face pressed into hair and skin, musk all he can smell as his jaw begins to ache.
After that, it takes only a few more passes before Hob comes down his throat with a moan â and Hob collapses on top of him, torso on his head, with the rest of him sprawled out on the chair he was just in. Dream swallows, cleaning off the soft dick in front of him, and Hob whines.Â
Shaking his head, he makes his way under Hobâs sprawl, ending up with a head on his shoulder as he sits back into the chair, own aching cock neglected. âAnd what about me?â He asks, stroking a strand of grey-brown hair on Hobâs head, which flops over to give him a one-eyed stare.Â
âAsk me again once my brainâs been regenerated,â Hob mumbles. Dream rolls his eyes.Â
-
Dream wakes up to a door opening, which he groans at, looking up from his folded arms on the edge of the bath as Hob comes in, taking a sniff at his hair, âhave you been in here all day?â Hob asks, voice hushed and Dream nods, brows furrowing as realises the water had long since warmed up throughout the day while he was sleeping. âWant some cooler water?âÂ
Nodding, Hob gives his hair a kiss and another sniff, smelling the sun that was on it as he takes the chain for the plug, emptying the water out. Dream only watches on in tired disinterest, brain not up for dealing withâanything, except being in the water.Â
âWhat do you feel like for a meal?â Hob asks as the plug gets put back in, and Dream groans happily at the rush of cold water filling the bath up once more, Hob turning off the tap once itâs at a good level.Â
âFish,â he replies shortly, then stops Hob from leaving with a hand on his wrist. Sighing, he tugs the hand closer, pressing his forehead against the otherâs hand, holding onto the otherâs callused fingers. âHob,â he frowns, the words coming with the way of still being half-asleep.Â
Hob squeezes his hand, sitting next to the tub, but Dream keeps his eyes shut, feeling the warmth of the otherâs body.Â
âIâm not,â Hobâs other hand comes up to his wet hair, stroking it as Dream tries to put his incoherent thoughts into some sort of order, the words ready to be said. âI have lived a long time. Such a long time, and. Outside of the sex, and you, I am more. Melancholy, then youâd like.âÂ
âDream,â Hob says, voice sympathetic as another kiss gets placed on his temple as Dream tenses up, âthat doesnât make a difference, to anything.âÂ
Furrowing his brows, he looks at Hobâs hand in confusion, âbut those vampires you hate to be around â who talk about how they want to die, Iâm like them, I wanted toââ he clicks his teeth, licking his teeth.Â
âYouâre nothing like them! For starters, they always try to bring the mood down. Take them out to a concert and theyâll be complaining the whole way. You donât do that, even if you donât like it and youâre just humouring me.âÂ
Dream frowns, âbut I,â he looks up, âthe only reason I keep coming up here is so I donât,â Dream swallows, âthe only reason I kept coming to the surface was so I donât just,â he purses his lips. âSo I donât just let myself sink to the bottom of the sea and let myself become a feast for the animals there,â he whispers, taking a deep breath at saying the thing that heâs thought about for centuries.Â
âDream,â Hob says softly, fingers stroking his cheek, âwe all have bad days. I have bad days, Iâm not going to hate you for that, least of all for those kinds of thoughts.â
Hiding his face in Hobâs hand, he swallows, shutting his stinging eyes, âbut IââÂ
âWhatever youâre thinking, whatever your brain is giving you is wrong. So Iâm going to go and get some fish and cook you a magnificent meal while you just wait here, okay? It may not solve anything up there, but itâs what you want, so Iâll get it for you,â Hob vows.Â
Another kiss gets placed on his hair, on his cheek and Dream gulps, regrettably letting go of Hobâs hand as he nods. âRidiculous vampire,â he croaks when Hobâs at the door, sinking under the cold water as he wipes his eyes.Â
-
âDream,â Hob laughs, smiling as heâs cornered against the wall, thick curtain pulled to cover them more from the other box seats, âI didnât get these seats for this,â Hob says, still smiling even as hands pull Dream in by the waist for a kiss.Â
âThen why did you?â He scoffs, biting at Hobâs lips and beard, feeling Hob shiver as a hand goes under his shirt, the other one focusing on undoing the button of Hobâs waistcoat.Â
âThought itâd be better than having to deal with all the people,â Hob says quietly, and Dream pauses, looking into Hobâs eyes, Hob still treating him gently after his recent bathtub confession. He was wary about coming to the ballet until Hob mentioned the box seats. And he is annoyed by it â and at the same time, he enjoys it, that Hob would put his mindset into account. âThat, and I tend to fall asleep during ballet sometimes,â Hob's face is full of shame as he says it.Â
Huffing, Dreamâs fingers trail up Hobâs happy trail, âand yet weâre here.âÂ
âI donât know, looked like you were enjoying it before this,â Hob shrugs, leaning into his hands with a hum, and Dream closes his eyes at the stubble pressing into his chin, arching his head as Hob nibbles his way down his throat.Â
âI noticed another pair of men doing the same across the way,â he states, making Hob laugh into his throat. Dreamâs fingers clench at Hobâs chest, can feel the warm laughter in his bones.Â
âWell, thank you for at least pulling me out of view at least,â Hob says dryly, one of his hands going to tug at Dreamâs hair, âthere are places where Iâm for putting on a show, but this isnât one of them.âÂ
Dream pulls him into a kiss, deep enough to make Hob moan, or maybe itâs because of his hands going to undo Hobâs trousers, tugging his cock out and stroking it just as the sound of the accompanying orchestra fills the hall. He has half a mind for going back to his seat to watch the ballet, but he did prepare for going out, and having Hob writhing next to him is much more compelling.Â
The anticipation builds slowly as they kiss, Dream pressing into Hobâs hairy chest, Hob tugging off his own trousers â and they pause as they dig into his thighs, Hob pulling away from the kiss to stare down, dark eyes wide. âYou,â Hob chokes, fingers gliding up his inner thighs, wet from lube, until they reach his entrance, and Hob takes a deep breath.Â
âYes?â He asks, fluttering his lashes and Hob takes another unneeded breath before Hob kisses him in a flurry, fingers pressing into his loose entrance â making Hob whine into his mouth. Hob presses him close, a hand digging into his lower back as Hob pants, fingers leaving empty â and he only has time for a short groan before Hobâs filling him up, pre-come helping the slide along with the lube, and even then. Dream made sure that he can still feel the too-tight drag of it, the sweet resistance.Â
Dream shivers as the kiss gets fangs, âfuck,â Hob pants, other hand gripping his arse, and they both moan at the feeling of it. Dream can feel him close to his prostate, but itâs nothing compared to the buzz of pleasure, Hobâs cock dragging across his walls making him gasp. âSo beautiful,â Hob keens, cock sliding in and out slowly, sometimes hitting his prostate, driving up the pleasure in himself.Â
Everythingâs only Hob, the quiet breathless praise that makes him whine, the feel of him as he gets hand out from Hobâs shirt to hold onto his beard as they fuck, everything else nonsense and sound as the bliss topples and overflows, walls squeezing around the otherâs cock as he bites down on Hobâs shoulder to muffle the sound â and Hob comes not long after him.Â
-
Hob stares at the crack in his curtains warily, giving Dream a doubtful look. âYouâre insane,â he states, and Dream huffs, the strip of sunlight showing through the curtains between them.Â
âWell, what would happen if it doesnât?â He asks, which at least gets Hob out of the position heâs in, arms relaxing from around his legs, ending up on top of the crossed limbs.Â
âSmoking, at first. And eventually, ash, very quickly after. Iâd rather not regrow a hand again,â Hob says, and Dreamâs brows raise at the again. âThough that was more cut off,â Hob mutters to himself.Â
And really, this is more of an â instinct, or maybe wishful thinking, that Hob could get to experience the sun that he always misses, more than just smelling the sunlight on Dream. That, and just remembering on a prior trip before Burgess, hearing some vampires who can go out into the sun talking. âThen Iâll take your hand away if it starts smoking,â he replies dryly, giving a look to Hob.Â
Hob sighs, âwell. Fine.â The vampire straightens, taking a deep breath as he puts his hand into the strip of sunlight.Â
Nothing happens, and Dream squashes a smirk.Â
Hob blinks, waving and wriggling his hand, âitâs just taking a while,â Hob says, not believing it â apparently enough to stand up and open the curtains fully, revealing the heavy glass door.Â
And still nothing happens, Hob in full sunlight. With nothing, no hint of smoke or burning.Â
âAny moment now,â Hob says, and Dream raises an eyebrow as he stands up too. âOnce I had to get back from a bar and smoked all the way home the day after, until I got inside.âÂ
âApparently it can stop affecting some vampires the longer they live,â he remembers from that conversation, one vampire complaining to another that she wasnât old enough as Hob stares, still uncomprehending.Â
âMaybe itâs becauseââ Hob walks out of the door, Dream following, still no signs of smoking or ash as Hob stands outside, eyes on the rising sun. âI donât,â Hob breathes, voice wobbly and Dream looks at him, tears falling from brown eyes as the sun continues to rise.Â
Thereâs really nothing he could say as Hob lets out sobs, eyes on the sky as he sits on the grass, sun still doing nothing to the vampire.Â
-
Itâs been about two hours or so, since Hobâs gone out into the sun. Dream went back inside to get a drink and food before joining Hob back outside, dried tear tracks on the otherâs face, brown eyes staring, unblinking, at the sky. Sitting next to Hob, Dream sighs and thanks whatever higher power that the morning is oddly sunny, not a cloud in sight.Â
âHob?â He says softly, and at his voice, Hob blinks, face turning to look at him. Dream has a moment, appreciating the vast browns and golds in Hobâs eyes, the way the sunlight makes the greys of Hobâs beard and hair even more stunning.
âYouâreââ Hob blinks again, settling himself closer, sides pressed together, âcan you get sunburnt?âÂ
âNo,â he replies as a hand comes up to his hair, Hob staring at him with as much awe as he looks at the sun. Hob smiles, a thumb stroking his cheek, and Dream ignores the spike of affection in his veins.Â
âIf you were a human, youâd get sunburnt so easily,â Hob says with a laugh, leaning closer to kiss him â muffling his offended huff, and Dream tilts his head, presses his nose into Hobâs cheek, taking in the otherâs scent, the sunlight around him as they share a soft kiss. âYouâre beautiful,â Hob whispers into his mouth and Dream swallows a whimper.Â
Hands stroke and twirl the waves of his hair, and Dream loses himself into the feeling, the way itâs edging into too much, the reverential way Hob touches him, looks at him.Â
âSo beautiful,â Hob says, a hand going down his throat and the compliments itch under his skin, doesnât know how to deal with it. âCan weâI want to see your tail in the daylight. If you want,â Hob rambles, brown eyes shining in the light.Â
Huffing, Dream gets up, Hob coming with him as they slowly walk into the forest, âperhaps.â Hob manages to look away from him to stare at the forest, eyes wide at the sun and shade. Though Hob does always go back to staring at him intently, until the next thing distracts him. Their hands brush occasionally, Hobâs beaming face almost as bright as the sun above them as they reach the river.Â
Once Dream starts undressing, Hobâs eyes remain fixed on him, greedily taking in his body as he steps out of them. âHob,â he scolds lightly, and the vampire purses his lips, hunger at least being hidden, though not that well, from the way almost-black eyes stare at Dream. After hours of sun and Hobâs heated gaze, it's cool and refreshing as he steps back into the river, spending moments underneath the water before he breaks the surface.Â
Kneeling on the edge, Hob catches him, a hand going into his hair â and an arm going his waist as Hob looks at him, head-to-tail. Hob breathes, fingers clenching in his hair, âI canât help it â youâre so gorgeous,â the vampire breathes, âso fuckingââ
Dream cuts off Hobâs praises with a kiss, grabbing onto Hobâs knees as the other man moans, pressing into his mouth. The arm on his waist moves, a hand to his back, caressing the back of his tail with callused fingers, the fins going down the back centre shivering under his touch.Â
âSo fucking beautiful,â Hob says in between kisses, âthe most amazingââÂ
He cuts Hob off with another kiss, this one more biting. Then he pulls Hob into the river, insides squirming as he tries to get Hob to stop talking. Hob moans as his tail winds around the otherâs waist and legs, trapping them as Dream bites into his mouth, words muffled by Dream and the water.
-
Dream feels too many things â so much love and affection, can fill it spilling out of him the more heâs with Hob, and thereâs only an acceptable amount he can share before he gets terrified, wants to go back to the labyrinth he calls home.Â
And of course, Hob accepts Dreamâs desire to leave with ease, just say the word, Hob states.
Though, heâs not leaving yet, wanting to soak up more of Hobâs presence â like how Hobâs recently been soaking up the sun, treating each morning fearfully, like heâll suddenly burst into flames that particular day as he puts a hand out into the sunlight.Â
Of course, Hob says that heâs okay with it, but considering the vampireâs bruising grip on his waist, the scrape of fangs, almost digging into his throat but not breaking skin. Hobâs other hand is over his eyes, nails digging into skin and Dream whines. âMore,â he breathes, can feel Hobâs forehead pressing against the back of his neck.Â
âMore?â Hob asks, amused, fangs scraping down his spine and he shudders. Down one notch, two notches and Dreamâs exhausted body twitches, his slit leaking painfully. Groaning, he presses up against Hobâs body, keeping him trapped on the bed â with his tail flopping around, the tapered end of it before his large fins wrapping around Hobâs ankle weakly. âYouâre falling apart,â Hob says softly.
Dream uses an ounce of energy to thrash up against the vampire more. âMore,â he growls, voice thin â and Hob complies, fingers pressing into his slit and he howls, the overstimulated pleasure-pain drowning his thoughts. Dream pants, desperately grabbing onto the wrist over his eyes with one hand, while the other is for tugging Hob by the hair, making him groan and nuzzle into his throat. âYes.â
âSee how it is,â Hob mutters into his skin, fingers hooking inside, easily finding that spot which makes Dream scream and see stars, tail weakly hooking around the otherâs legs. Hob shushes, hands squeezing around his eyes â and thatâs when Dream notices the tears, before another wave of pleasure overtakes him, âFuck,â Hob groans and heâs suddenly turned over, blinded the light and the way Hob stares at him as fingers slip out, making him whine. âI know, I know,â Hob breathes, voice sounding as wrecked as he feels.Â
Something presses against his slit and freezes, looking down to see the tip of Hobâs cock pressing into him â and heâs had Hobâs fingers, yes, his tongue â but this theyâve yet to do â and Dream lets out a choked sound at the sight, slit leaking as it slowly enters.Â
âHoly,â Hob pants, and Dream lets out a â tone, pulled from deep inside and Hob shakes on top of him, inside him, and a hand covers his eyes again. âDream, Dream, Dream,â Hob chants, and another tone escapes him as balls and hairy thighs slap against his scales. The slow drag out feels like torture, his sound more mournful before Hob slams back in, fucking him in a way that makes him writhe and jolt.Â
âMore,â he croaks, hands scratching up Hobâs chest, up to his neck and hair, and he can feel his eyes roll back in his head as Hob shudders and whines against him.Â
Dreamâs existence becomes the prick inside him, Hob pressing him to the bed â the fangs against his neck and he keens. Hob groans, almost in reply and Dream manages to get a hand into soft brown hair, tugging the vampire closer. And Dream is exhausted, but so aroused, can feel his emotions shorting out at the depth of his feelings, especially as Hob roughly fucks him.
âTear,â he whispers, voice cracking over air â and Hobâs other hand digs near his collarbone, healed flesh of Hobâs mark twinging. âPlease.âÂ
Hob says something, but the words are incomprehensible with all his feelings â and Dream yells, throat hurting from it. And from the sudden pain, fangs tearing down his shoulder, and Dreamâs brain goes white.Â
-
Dream wakes up to a bright light piercing his eyes as he licks his dry mouth, can feel the shape of Hob resting over half of him as he rubs his eyes. Wriggling his feet shouldnât be a surprise, but it does when the last he remembered, he had a tail. Finally opening his eyes, he stares at the shoulder in front of him, scratches digging in âÂ
âDonât leave,â he vaguely remembers saying, like it was someone else, a mass of nerves and want, as unwilling to let go of Hob, and he winces as he slowly adjusts, can still feel Hob inside, the feel of it calming, even with Hob being soft. Looking around, he stares at Hob, face calm as he sleeps on the pillow, arm wrapped around him loosely, which he gingerly moves as he spies a large jug of water next to him.Â
Confused, but also parched, Dream doesnât question it as he grabs it, body twinging with various aches as he drinks it all. Dream groans and presses back into Hob, his arms going around the otherâs waist with a sigh.Â
Dream winces, the joint between shoulder and neck aching â and he can feel it, fangs carved into flesh and muscle, can feel it close to his bones. He swallows, pulling away slightly as he covers it with a hand, pressing softly into the crags and tears, the marred flesh and a path of sharp teeth.Â
âCould still heal it,â Hob says, voice scratchy and Dream flinches, staring at Hob in shock. Hobâs eyes are still closed, though eventually one opens half-way, shadowed by long lashes, âjust saying.âÂ
Huffing, he presses his exhausted body closer to Hob as they entwine, and Hob lets out a tired groan as he puts himself on top, taking Hob fully inside him, arse twinging.Â
âOf course not,â Hob mutters, sounding half-asleep and like Dreamâs being ridiculous.Â
-
The Strid is the same as it always is, even with him next to Hob, who is kneeling on a rock, and Dream misses him already. âAre you sure you donât want to visit?â He asks, turning his hands over so their hands can press together, Hob squeezing them.Â
Hob looks down at the river, not as scared as he was last time â though, it being daytime also helps. âAsk me next time,â Hob says, smiling. Dream nods and purses his lips, the lower half of his face going under the water as he thinks about just taking Hob, pulling him down to the depths of his territory.Â
He wouldâve, before Burgess. And apart from the sick feeling he gets at his thoughts, thereâs also the way Hob loves living â his endless joy at the new days, feeling the sun on his skin, new inventions and things to learn, and taking that choice away would make Hob hate him, resent him. Dream is at least mollified by how Hob is less terrified of the Strid, remembering last time how Hob was more like a statue, staring down at the water like itâd grab him where he stood.Â
âWill there be a next time?â Hob asks softly, still smiling down at him and Dream huffs, bubbles floating on the calm top of the river, hiding the miles of labyrinths and fast currents. Putting his arms on the edge of the rock Hobâs on, he rolls his eyes.Â
âYes, Hob,â he says and the vampire beams, perking up. âPlus, I do have to check on my new guest, aside from spending some time in my home.âÂ
Hob blinks and lets out an ah. âI forgot about him,â Hob mumbles, blinking. Dream chuckles, gripping Hobâs fingers as he kisses them. âSorry,â Hob says after, wincing.Â
âItâs alright,â Dream says quietly, wanting his voice to be hidden by the forest around them. Hob still hears him though, putting a hand on his face to guide him up for a kiss, soft and sweet. âAs long as he fades into nothing, no-one mourning him, everything will be balanced.âÂ
Hob kisses his cheek, nose pressing into him, âitâs what he deserves.â Hobâs other hand holds his other cheek, brown eyes fond and concerned, âjust come back, okay?âÂ
Dream swallows, Hob no longer talking about a visit, about a whispered confessionâ
âI think by the next time you come back, I plan to go to a beach. Get a big shell to put at the front door, with a key for you in it,â Hob says and Dreamâs pulse spikes.Â
âYou couldâve just given me the key,â he says weakly, voice rusty. Hob gives him a confused stare, glancing down at the river, âI have magic, Hob.âÂ
Hobâs face reddens, âwell, fine, Iâll just give you the key next time! I didnât thinkââ Dream cuts him off with a kiss, hands on Hobâs beard as Hob follows him down, Dreamâs face almost submerged before Hob pulls back with a gasp. He canât stop smiling as he pulls himself back onto the rock, content as Hob reaches out to stroke his hair. âIâll miss you,â Hob says, and Dreamâs heart aches.Â
âAnd I you,â he replies, holding Hobâs wrist as he presses kisses to his wrist, no pulse to be found, yet Dream kisses where it would be anyway.Â
âLook after yourself,â Hob states, tugging him into another kiss, a line of it, making Dream gasp and hold onto Hobâs thigh with his free hand. The healed-over gash on his shoulder is where Hob ends up, and he shivers as the over-sensitive skin is bitten red, no trace of fangs to be found.Â
Dream shudders and brings Hob in for another kiss, filthy and biting. Hob moans and pulls him up, uncaring of his clothes getting wet as Dream presses into his frontâÂ
And Dream leans back with a gasp, disappearing into the Strid, his home before he decides to stay, to turn away from the water, the split-second impulse terrifying him enough to let the currents take him awayÂ
[Fin]
#dc#the sandman#dreamling#dreamling fanfic#dream x hob#hob x dream#hob x morpheus#dream of the endless#lord morpheus#hob gadling#writing#not sfw#this was meant to be short but ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ#i love them#blood in the water
56 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Dare to Hope, Dare to Dream (Part 1/?)
Synopsys: For three years now, Astarion and his love have been relegated to living in the shadows as he lost his ability to walk in the sun. But one day hope is reignited, and the vampire can't help but reminisce how he got where he is now.
Pairing: Astarion x fem!Reader
Genre: angst, fluff
Warnings: violence, abuse, talks of SA (if there is anything else that should be tagged, please do let me know)
Word count: 3240
A/N: I have not played Baldur's Gate 3 (I don't own a PS or a PC where to play it. all of this is based on the info gathered online and through Neil's own gameplay etc. Please be kind :) )
There had been a time in Astarionâs life when all he knew was pain. Physical. Emotional. Mental. Pain.
Two hundred years could be simply wrapped up with one word â abuse. What he wanted didnât matter, what he thought meant nothing, all Astarion was reduced to was a piece of meat to lure victims for his master.
He was flayed for the most minor things, starved and entombed; he had his skin carved apart and then told to lay on his ruined back just to appease the vile tastes of the vampire he was sired to.
But now⌠now Astarion knew nothing but peace.
In a house which had been rebuilt from top to bottom, walls coloured cream and accented with gold to bring in as much light as he could, he got to live out his life in complete and utter bliss. He never expected to create a home for himself, never expected to live long enough to know what peace meant. Every second of his life had been shrouded by Cazador and his looming presence, like a dark cloud over the summer sky, but the vampire was long gone. Astarion no longer had to watch over his back whether a snap of a twig would be a boar or his old master.
Now the snaps of twigs meant a warm fire being lit in the hearth, a soft body curling against his as they enjoyed their time together.
That was another thing he never thought of having â someone who cared for him. Astarion was aware that years ago, there had been two loving elves, whoâd cherished him, loved and worried for him. They called him Astarion for he was their âlittle starâ. From time to time, he did wonder whatever happened to his parents, but then he thought of who he was now, what he was, and pushed those wandering thoughts away. Maybe one day heâd be strong enough to seek them out, but for now, he would enjoy the start of his new life with his love. His fearless leader. His Y/N.
As she lay against his chest, her back to him, he couldnât help but be grateful for this crazy human to have entered his life. It was that damned tadpole thatâd started to push the domino tower over, but it had been her that toppled the pieces that still threatened to stay standing. And despite all the horrors theyâd had to go through, he would willingly put himself in the line of fire if it meant finding her once more.
Though as much peace as he had, not all of it was perfect to Astarionâs chagrin. Heâd killed Cazador, slain him with his own hands, yes, but as Y/N had begged him to not ascend, pulling him away from the dark urge, the tadpole had been the only thing keeping him walking in the soon. And soon enough, it had to be eradicated as well, unless he wanted to turn into a mind flayer.
It hurt, that realisation as when he stood at the port and felt the sun kiss his skin, but where heâd come to relish in the warm feeling, it was now poison, turning him to ash, making him resign to live his life in the shadows of the night once more.
For two hundred years heâd been deprived of day, and the pain of losing that was even worse than the pain of the sun blistering his body. Tears had sprung out of their own volition and he dashed to hide, raising his cloak and trying to keep any of the rays at bay. As he ran for cover, quick steps followed behind, and when he curled in a ball behind some crates, body rocking back and forth, gentle arms had wrapped around him, a dark cloak pulled over their heads.
Astarion had already accepted to have to spend his life alone, heâd never make Y/N go with him to live like a spawn, but he wasnât alone. Sure, they had created a bond he had hoped would last well after their adventures, but with the issue of walking in the sun back on the table, he knew it was too large of an ask. To give up one's life in the sun and forever live in greys and blacks â Astarion would never request Y/N such a thing.
Even as she adjusted the material over their heads, he stared up at her, trying to memorise each and every feature for the last time. He was prepared for the heartbreak. As painful as it would be to go on alone, the thought of Y/N happy and thriving would be enough to staunch his bleeding undead heart.
And yet, when he tried to say goodbye, tried to ask for one last kiss, she knocked him on the back of the head before pulling him in a bone-crushing hug.
âYou stupid vampire,â Y/N muttered against the skin of his neck. âWhere you go, I go. The sun doesnât matter.â
Astarion wanted to argue, to tell her he didnât deserve her giving up her life for him, but she silenced him with a gentle press of her lips.
âYou love me, right?â
âMore than anything,â came his sure reply, tears still rolling down his cheeks, and his hands clutching at her waist.
âThen please believe it when I say I love you. I want to spend my life, however long it may be with no one but you. Where doesnât matter, as long as we are together.â
Once again, Astarion was ready to argue, but with a single shake of her head, Y/N silenced him. âYou told me I cannot make decisions for you. But you canât make decisions for me either. I want this.â She cupped his face between her loving palms. âI. Want. You.â
And that sort of settled the argument. The guilt still gnawed at Astarion from the inside out whenever he saw how tired Y/N got as she had to adjust to a new sleeping schedule, the couple of months while moving from a life of day to a life of night made his heart ache in sorrow. And the moments when he caught a glimpse of her on their balcony, the last rays of the day beaming down onto her body, making her glow like a deity seemed like a cruel reminder of what Astarion had conscripted Y/N to.
But she never complained. She never even mentioned how much she must miss the world when it wasnât bathed in shadows. Instead, Y/N always turned to him with the brightest of smiles, one that could rival the burning star in the sky itself, and it made all his doubts vanish to some secluded corner of his mind.
At that moment though, Astarion rearranged himself in the settee, a large book in his hand as he studied embroidery patterns while Y/N ventured off only whoknowswhere.
It had been her idea he should look into tailoring not only as a pastime activity but as a profession. His eye for detail and fashion was unmistakable, and well, it gave him something to do, something to occupy his mind, and, potentially, once he gave into Y/Nâs pestering, he could be persuaded into opening up a full-blown business. But for now, Astarion simply entertained the idea and turned to studying new patterns and fabrics.
For the better part of an hour, his darling had lounged with him, discussing what threads would suit best with what colours before disappearing between the rows of the library.
When the larger renovation of the house had been completed, and they at least had a bedroom and a bathroom, the two had taken on a project to present to the other. Astarion had taken it upon himself to convert the rooftop into a beautiful garden with blossoms that would bloom under the moonlight, having scoured the markets and paid ridiculous amounts of money for the bioluminescent flowers, while Y/N had decided to forego having a ballroom and turned it into a library for Astarion.
Itâd been a gift unlike any other, and heâd cried the day she finally pushed open the large oak doors to reveal shelf after shelf, row after row of books. She knew how much he loved them, and how, especially now that heâd been robbed of experiencing the world to its fullest, books would take him on adventures across the universe, he couldnât do so himself.
But what had brought him down on his knees was a large painting placed right above the entrance, and in the commission were the two of them, grinning at one another, Astarionâs lips pulled up in the widest smile, his vampire fangs on full display while Y/N had her arm wrapped around his waist, beautiful smile lines adorning her eyes and mouth.
For the first time in two centuries, Astarion had been able to see himself, and to have been depicted with such love and happiness gleaming on his face as he gazed at his lover was the only way he wished to be remembered in life as well.
With their painted twins watching over the little sanctuary, Astarion flipped a page, his scarlet eyes looking at the golden painting of the flowery embroidery pattern on a long white dress, and his chest constricted. It was something he so desperately wanted to see Y/N in one day if only he could step over his fears and propose when his sensitive ears picked up the sounds of creaking wood, small grunts and huffs, and then a loud thump from somewhere deep in the library.
âIâm okay!â Y/Nâs voice echoed through the room, and Astarion sighed, closing the book.
âMy darling, I would like for our lives together to be as long as possible.â He ventured deeper between the rows of shelves, finally coming up on Y/N who was scrambling from the floor. âBut you and your incessant need to maim yourself seems to be quite the hindrance to my plans.â
How his clumsy human had been the one to become the leader of their rag-tag group while searching for a way to rid themselves of the mind-flayer tadpoles, was beyond Astarion, seeing as Y/N tripped and fell over every single pebble in her way. Even on thin air sometimes.
He extended a pale palm, and she took it with a soft smile. Just as she was ready to let it go and dust herself off, Astarion pulled her into his chest, pressing a gentle, but passion-filled kiss to her lips. âPlease do refrain from doing things that might end up with you getting hurt. I rather like having you around.â
Y/N rolled her Y/E/C eyes at his dramatics, but nevertheless gave him a sweet peck. âI didnât maim myself, I just took a little tumble.â
Instantly worry and guilt roiled through his stomach, no doubt showing on his face by the looks of her softening gaze. âDid I drink too much from you this morning?â
âNo.â She cupped his cheeks, brushing a thumb over some unruly hairs of his brow. âMy Star, you know you could never hurt me. You took what you needed, and you know Iâd stop you if I felt it was too much.â
âI justâŚâ he sighed, eyes cast to the ground.
âStar,â Y/N whispered, taking his chin between her fingers, and making him glance up at her. âI fell because my foot slipped. Not because I fell unwell after you fed from me. I am truly alright.â
Astarion took in a deep breath, eyes trailing along her neck where he could still see the faint marks of his fangs. Nothing like the brutal marks on his own left by Cazador who just wanted to inflict as much damage, to mark him as his spawn, but gentle pinpricks, not even her skin was raised.
âOkay.â He nodded. âI trust you.â And he sealed the promise with a kiss, Y/N humming in content against his cold lips. âBut do tell me, what was so important you had to crawl all the way up there?â He surveyed the large bookshelf where on the very top row, he could see an empty spot.
âThis.â Y/N untangled herself from Astarionâs hold, leaning down to pick up the book sheâd fallen to the ground with, dusting off the cover with her hand. âI was looking for this one romance novel I remember getting ages ago, but when I was passing by these shelves, it almost seemed to be⌠I dunno⌠calling out? Whispering to me? There was this pull, and I just had to get it?â
Astarion sighed, wrapping his arms around her waist. âHave we learned nothing about strange things calling our names and not responding?â
âItâs why I have you.â Y/Nâs smile was saccharine, eyes full of mischief. âYouâre my impulse control.â
âWell, clearly Iâm doing a shitty job of that.â
âOh relax,â she waved him off. âWhatâs the worst a magical book could do?â
âFamous last words,â Astarion muttered under his breath, but clearly there wasnât anything he could do to dissuade Y/N from seeing whatever it was through. âYou could have at least asked for help, you know. You remind me of it all the time.â
She gave him the most ferocious glare she could muster, scowling over her shoulder and Astarion had to suppress a laugh behind tightly pinched lips. âJust because I am shorter than you, does not mean I am incapable of getting one damned book.â
âI never said you couldnât. Just that you might be⌠vertically challenged⌠with some balance issues.â
Y/N pointedly ignored the comment and opened the book.
Astarion poked her cheek with his nose, but she didnât budge, eyes spitefully trained on the pages she was flipping through. âA silence treatment, really, my dear?â
She just tilted her head and hummed.
âFine,â the vampire condeced. âIf that is how you wish to play this, I have no qualms about getting down and dirty.â And his fingers were instantly pressing against Y/Nâs ribs.
A sharp intake of breath invaded his ears before she began twisting and turning away from him, uncontained laughter ripping through the silence of the house.
âAlright, alright, I give,â Y/N managed to get out through a fit of laughter. âYou win!â
A self-satisfied smile bloomed on Astarionâs face as he twisted her to face him. âAnd what exactly is my prize?â
âNo vinegar added to your wine.â She lightly jabbed him in the ribs with her elbow.
âYou wound me, my darling,â Astarion put a hand against his chest, before resuming the position he was in before, pulling Y/Nâs back to him in a tight embrace.
She just hummed, reopening the book heâd taken her attention away from. âThatâs what you get for doling out backhanded insults.â
âMy darling, I would never dare insult the love of my life, let alone backhandedly. If anything, I do it face to â,â
Y/Nâs gasp of wonder interrupted Astarion mid-sentence. âWhere did you get this?â
His white brows furrowed, as he glanced over her shoulder at the large tome in her hands where the picture she was gazing at seemed to be glowing. âI didnât get this.â
âOh, come on.â He could practically feel the eye roll. âYou donât have to lie to me. You and I both know our house has been paid. And not by our own money.â
âMy darling, I would never deceive you about my looting ways.â Astarion chuckled. âBelieve me, you would be the first person to know of my new⌠gains, but this â this isnât something I found. And I do think I would remember if I did.â
The library might have been a gift from Y/N, but Astarion knew of every single book in it, he knew the row and the place where to find it. Not once in the three years since they had lived at their home, had he seen such a tome.
Y/Nâs brows furrowed as she inspected it, on instinct, Astarion from where heâd perched his chin on her shoulder, pressed a gentle thumb between the worry lines, trying to smooth them out. He didnât like it when she worried. She was supposed to be happy, content, smiling and laughing like in the painting of the two, though as inferior as it was in showcasing her true beauty. The time for worries was over.
âMaybe we should contact Gale?â Y/N mussed, closing the book and glancing over the cover before flipping it open again. âHe could probably figure out what this is. If you didnât put this here, and I for one, most definitely didnât, it might be up his alley.â
Astarion groaned at the mention of the wizard. âMy darling, you know better than anyone magical items and Gale,â he gagged on the name, âdo not mix. Heâd probably eat it before telling us anything useful about whatâs in it or where itâs come from.â
âGet over it, will you?â She slapped his arm lightly, soft laughter escaping her lips. âItâs been years by now, and Iâve gotten you so many other pairs of boots.â
âThe boots are the smallest of slights, darling.â Astarion pressed a kiss to the top of Y/Nâs head and hid his nose in her hair. âI still remember how he tried to romance you, so I will be petty for as long as I wish to about anything I want to when it comes to that git. He tried to make you his.â His words were almost a whine of a petulant child. âWhen your heart was already mine. And I donât share.
âYes, my Star, I am very well aware of that.â Y/N chuckled, as he slowly swayed them to a song only he could hear, but both of them stopped as if frozen by a spell when her fingers turned the page.
There on the left side of the opening, a gorgeous image covered the paper by a peculiar image. On the top half of it was depicted the night sky, stars twinkling all around while the sun, not the moon, had been painted in gold so bright it almost seemed to glow and just underneath the sun a flower bloomed in full. On the bottom half was a flipped mirror image of the scene â the same flower only closed while the sky above it was that of a bright blue day and where the sun should have been, glowed a pale moon.
As his eyes scanned the drawings, they flitted to the right page as well. It wasnât intricate, there werenât any weaving designs around the edges, completely nothing else apart from twelve lines split apart in fours, written in a language Astarion couldnât read, but there was something about the picture that made his chest squeeze and mind reel.
Hope. That was the feeling tightening around his heart. Hope of what the picture could mean â a flower of darkness blooming in the day and resting at night. A creature of night like him living a life in the sun.
âYou know, you are always right, my love,â he mumbled as Y/N dragged a careful almost reverent finger along the paper, no doubt her mind coming to the same conclusion. âMaybe we should contact the wizard.â
When she turned around to face Astarion, his breath caught in his throat for such undeniable hope glimmered in her eyes. âIâll write to him right now.â
Tags:
Everything tags: @palaiasaurus64 @supernaturalbaesduh @thatawkwardlittlefangirl @sea040561 @staryeyedgirl @deathbyarabbit @m-a-t-91 @maladaptive-ninja-returns @averyrogers83 @gallifreyansass @dewy-biitch @avxgers @unlikelygalaxygiver @magicwithaknife @ollyoxenfrees @bnhvrdy @tvwhoresblog @thatkindofgurl @sj-thefan @lestersglitterglue @im-squished @strangersstranger
A/N: So Tumblr is imposing text lenght now.... wtf... or is that just me? I was going to put this in a one-shot, but now I have to split it apart, so this is Part 1 or who knows. This man made of pixels on a screen is ruining my life. I want him now ! (with his consent, of course)
#astarion#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate#astarion ancunin#astarion imagine#astarion x reader#astarion x tav#astarion x you#astarion x y/n#astarion angst#astarion fluff#astarion ancunin x reader#astarion ancunin imagine#astarion ancunin x you#neil newbon#bg3#bg3 astarion#astarion smut#astarion x reader fluff#astarion fanfic#astarion fanfiction
269 notes
¡
View notes
Text
The real meaning of vampirism.
(A reading from the point of view of a mortal nestled in the arms of a vampire lord)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/988a04f3442ad28667c98ffbc910cb18/0aedf51ccfe5638d-e8/s540x810/b25ec4b873d966814b3cee9f3534e00be20f1295.jpg)
đŚÂśWhether or not a vampire retains any memory from its former life, its emotional attachments wither as once pure feelings become twisted by undeath.ÂśđŚ
Angst.
Losing myself in his stiff, marble-like embrace, I wish only to quiet the ceaseless torrent of paranoid thoughts that swarm his mind.
His arms, cold as stone, might offer a brief reprieve from the agony of knowing what he truly is, what he has become. My heart aches with a grief I can never express, a sorrow born not just from what I feel for him but for the cruel fate that shaped him into this hollow, haunted figure.
Cazador Szarr was not born a monster. He was cursed to become one.
The weight of that curse is evident in every calculated movement, every smile that never quite touches his eyes. His emotions, once perhaps rich and complex, have withered under the relentless strain of immortality. I know that somewhere, deep beneath that cold exterior, there was once a spark of humanity; now twisted into something unrecognizable.
Being undead doesnât just strip away life, it distorts your very soul. What once was friendship becomes jealousy, love becomes obsession, desire turns to possession and beauty shifts into lust.
I have to remind myself that his cruelty is not the result of some sadistic game he enjoys playing.
No, itâs simply who he is now.
His emotions, like everything else, have decayed, leaving behind nothing but twisted shadows of what once was. To expect warmth or tenderness from him would be to ask the sun to shine in the dead of night. He is a product of centuries of loss, of a life that can never be reclaimed, and in that realization lies the tragedy of my feelings for him.
Despite knowing all this, I still long for him. I long for that cold embrace, for a fleeting moment of stillness where I could pretend that beneath the monster, there is something, anything, of the man he once was.
And right now, in his crushing embrace, there is no heartbeat to match my own, no warmth to cling to; only the cold void that fills the space where life once thrived.
The silence between us is deafening, an emptiness in perfect, chilling harmony with the fragility of my weak, mortal body. His nails brush through my hair, each movement precise and deliberate, but the tenderness is overshadowed by the sharp, lingering sting beneath my scalp. Pain flows through me, but I stay still, letting it root deeper, because this is the closest I will ever be to him.
As I look into his eyes, gleaming red like embers that never truly die out, my tears fall without restraint. They are warm, alive, in stark contrast to the frozen depths of his gaze.
If only those salty drops, filled with the essence of my vitality, could somehow wash away his eternal damnation. My sorrow wells up not only for what he has lost, but for the terrible truth that nothing in this world, not even my love, can lift the curse that binds him.
I will never be his sun, for my light would reduce him to ashes. But still, I ache to be something, anything, in his world of perpetual night; a small place of warmth, where my fleeting mortality might offer him a taste of what it is to live again. Perhaps in the brief brush of my fragile life against his immortality, there could be some small solace for him, even if it is fleeting, even if it is hopeless.
His beauty is unlike anything else, so unnatural yet deadly charming. He is my favourite painting come to life, a work of dark art perfected beyond mortal comprehension. His black hair, sleek and lustrous, falls like liquid night over his broad shoulders, a cascade of shadows that only heightens his mystery. It frames his face perfectly, parting just enough to reveal the tips of his elven ears and the gleam of silver piercings that catch the dim light, adding a touch of cold elegance.
His pale skin is flawless, like marble brought to life, each feature chiselled with such precision it feels unreal, as if sculpted by the hand of a master artist who knew no limits. The sharp angles of his jawline, the high, aristocratic cheekbones, the curve of his lips; they all speak of an otherworldly perfection that haunts my every thought. He is a living statue, a vision of untouchable grace, and I canât help but yearn to be as perfect as him.
Yet, I know that beneath that perfection lies the curse, the darkness that twists beauty into something cold and unreachable. But still, I am drawn to him, captivated by his deadly allure, willing to lose myself in that darkness if it means being near him.
Entangled in the heavy silence of the night, the occasional howl of the wind and the distant hoot of an owl are the only witnesses to this moment. His cold, undead lips brush against my forehead in a gesture that feels both reassuring and possessive. It's a quiet reminder, unspoken but understood, that I belong to him and him alone. No words pass between us, because none are needed. In this stillness, we share something deeper than speech; a connection forged through the burden of survival that weighs on both of us.
For him, it's the endless existence that strips away the warmth of life, leaving only the icy necessity of control. For me, itâs the fragile, fleeting mortality I cling to, even as I feel myself drawn deeper into his world. Together, we are bound by the quiet, eternal struggle against the loneliness that haunts us both. In this moment, we are neither predator nor prey, just two souls navigating the shadows of an existence that no one else can understand.
Under the nocturnal sun, I search for a word to describe this complex relationship. A bond that defies the simplicity of love, or even obsession. It is more like a rare flower, one that only blooms in the dark hours, hidden from the world and nourished by shadows. It thrives in the quiet, unseen spaces between us, delicate yet resilient, beautiful yet dangerous. A love tainted by survival, where tenderness and terror intertwine, feeding off each other in a way that is as intoxicating as it is destructive.
Perhaps there is no word for something so paradoxical.
It is simply us.
((Paintings, Schiele - The embrace; Munch - Love and Pain))
22 notes
¡
View notes
Text
i trapped you, a vampire, a wretched, vile creature. i kept you chained outside all night, sitting and watching, stake in hand, but i wanted you to suffer. because you are a monster, dangerous, deadly, hellspawn and this is what i live for, for it is what i have been told must be done ever since i was a child, its religon at this point, purpose, what i was made for. i sat for hours and listened to you snarl and then- as the sky started to lighten- beg. for a moment, i really believed you were scared.
fear, a terrifyingly human thing. but you, a thing with fangs and crusted blood on your chin, you are no person, you are not capable of such a thing. fear. let alone hope. and yet. and yet you spoke of the years you had seen in an attempt to sway me. you told me your life story, of your hopes and dreams and travels and all that you've witnessed and learned of the universe. you said you were worthy of life, as if you're not a still, undead thing with a silent heart. inevitably, your words and blood-tears got to me, and i doubted suddenly everything i had ever been told, of monsters and devils and irredeemable beasts, of creatures and killers. but all you do is feed and here i am, a hero, i've told myself, and yet i'm about to immolate you to what? to prove a point? to teach you a lesson? to you or.. no, to myself? i was taught that this was right, that it was required, but why? have i just stumbled into an inescapable destiny dumped onto me, down generations? what if all ive been told came from a twisted game of telephone, or was it just lies, so much of my life, of the knowledge ive learned has suddenly been proved wrong.
your story has touched my heart and i see the raw fear in your eyes and i see the truth. we are the same. just unlucky monsters doomed by the order of the world and the primal urge to survive. i see you, for not a monster, but a fearful, desperate soul the same as i, and one that i ache to know. i want to relearn the world, find out the truths, i want you to teach me, i want you to forgive me for this night and for humanity's cruelty and i want to travel by your side as you show me the far off lands you spoke of. i want to be your friend, maybe i want to offer my blood to you, just to know how it feels. maybe i want to taste my blood on your lips, see how human you can be, or maybe how animal i can. maybe i even ache for you to sink your teeth into my neck and take me, so that i may discover a whole new world and forsake those that led me down this road of bigotry and horror as i throw down the wooden stake in my grip.
but i'm too late, you're screaming, skin turning to ash. i've realized that i love you but the sun is rising and you are burning alive.
113 notes
¡
View notes
Text
The Dramione Teratophilia Fest 3.0 𩸠fic and art fest for monster lovers 𩸠fest 3.0 closed 𩸠submissions revealed october - november 2024
Thatâs a wrap on this roundâs creature creations! đŚ Check out the Round 3.0 masterlist âŹď¸
Day 1 Unmated by Tippilo & Kayka explicit | fic & art | veela Monster by volchitsa mature | fic | vampire & werewolf ! trigger warning: graphic depictions of violence, major character death Day 2 Be still, my home by paperswenthoughts mature | fic | angel & demon Curses and Claws by allofthelights11 mature | fic | gargoyle Day 3 The Tale of the Changeling by Wanderingfair explicit | fic | fae Fated Mates by LunaP999 explicit | art | werewolf & vampire Day 4 Weep by AutumnWeen mature | fic | ghost ! trigger warning: graphic depictions of violence
Elysium by byanca_black explicit | fic | vampire Day 5 Of Sun Swords And Worms by aurorasleeps mature | fic | to be revealed Can You Feel My Heart? by galaxy_skies mature | fic | veela ! trigger warning: graphic depictions of violence Day 6 In Cold Blood by ViridianRynn explicit | fic | basilisk Day 7 with our hands tied. by ravenflorals explicit | fic | veela Day 8 Never Meant To Be by Kaceywritesfiction explicit | fic & art | angel & devil i wanna feel the heat by SparklesMagicLightLove explicit | art | cat girl
Day 9 The V by TeTe91 explicit | fic | succubus ! trigger warning: major character death, rape/non-con my teeth at your throat by watchyoubreathingout explicit | fic | vampire Day 10 Fool's Mate by charing fae explicit | fic | fae Blood Moon by IfBrainsWereGold explicit | fic | werewolf ! trigger warning: rape / non-con Day 11 What a Kraken Grasps It Does Not Lose by ThornedHuntress explicit | fic | kraken Lost to the Flames by papersewnthoughts explicit | fic | dragon ! trigger warning: graphic depictions of violence, major character death Day 12 Hamartia by thedarkalchemistx explicit | fic | centaur ! graphic depictions of violence, major character death A Secret in the Black Lake by slytherin_scribe & TheGardenState explicit | fic & art | merman Day 13 Luna Ardoris by MaryBMeunier explicit | fic | werewolf Day 14 There Is A Light by achromatics explicit | fic | sea serpent Day 15 Dream a Little, Dream of Me by BlueZeldana & @roseheira explicit | fic & art | veela ! trigger warning: graphic depictions of violence Caged Comfort by TheMaryScribbler explicit | fic | werewolf
Day 16 The Keeper of the Tower by seawitchcreations mature | fic | dragon selkie, selkie, by the sea by SparklesMagicLightLove & Accio_Funky_Pants mature | fic & art | selkie
Day 17 Carved by thistlethread explicit | fic | gargoyles Beyond the Manor Gardens by mysticwrites mature | fic | werewolf Day 18 Taste and See by Molivier & LuckyOrNot explicit | fic & art | succubus ! trigger warning: graphic depictions of violence you'll be made of ashes too by PotionChemist explicit | fic | phoenix Day 19 A Hope of Sweeter Breath by nocteacakes explicit | fic | basilisk The Silent Bond by roseheira general | art | unicorn
11 notes
¡
View notes
Note
Would you by any chance ever consider writing a second part to prompt 60? đđ
I would actually love to. This is one of my favorite prompts I've made.
1,465, 1,466, 1,467, 1,468â
A mittened hand suddenly caught the vampireâs cold one yanking them free from the trap they had unwittingly stepped into.
â[Hunter]?â the vampire croaked, spilling half their handful of poppy seeds back into the snow.
âShhhh.â [Hunter] blew on their iced finger tips, even though they both knew that the warmth could only go so far. âIâve got you now.â
The vampireâs lip trembled, fang points catching against their own chapped skin. For a moment, they could only stare at their peculiar, unexpected savior, then they shoved their face into their living, breathing chest and broke down into violent sobs.
[Hunter] rubbed their back, slow and gentle, like they had all the time in the world and not, in fact, a measly hour before the vampire met a smoky, moldering demise. âItâs alright. Iâm going to take you away now.â They worked the rest of the seeds from the vampireâs hand and clasped it tight. âLetâs get you inside.â
***
Vampire huddled under the pile of furs and tried to pretend they belonged to regular animals. Not, in fact, the other worldly creatures that Hunter made a living off disposing of. Creatures like them.
A light rap sounded on the open door, and Hunter stepped across the threshold. Such an easy task for them. Almost enviable. If the human hadn't asked Vampire inside when they did, they would be nothing but ash on the snow.
"I brought you some hot chocolate," Hunter said, holding out a large metal mug. They hesitated just short of Vampire's fingers. "Can you drink hot chocolate?"
"Liquids are easier," Vampire replied, cupping the warm metal between their hands. They omitted that while liquids were easier, outside of one obvious and particular exception, they still were not wholly digestible. Vampire was about to get a behemoth of a stomach ache. But they hadn't tasted chocolate since their living days. And the thought of its warmth in the chilled, panicked hollow of their stomach soothed them.
Vampire tilted the steaming sweetness toward their lips but then froze, raising their eyes to Hunter's watching face. "Isn't this stuff expensive?"
The hunter shrugged. "It's a regular part of the hunter's ration. I get them every time I visit a hunting center in a new city. And I figured...after today... Well. it always makes me feel better."
Vampire nodded and let the rich, creamy warmth trickle down their throat. Their entire body warmed, and the tension they held in their muscles ebbed. For an instant, it was like being human again.
It occurred to them as they took their second swallow that this could be a trap. Hunter may have spiked the hot chocolate with any number of deadly or incapacitating things. They knew Vampire's weaknesses after all. Though, none of that would have made much sense. Hunter already had them in their lodgings. And with the sun in the sky, they were essentially trapped already. And if Hunter had wanted them dead, they could have simply left them in their counting loop, killing them without lifting a finger themself. Vampire had been so relieved at being saved that they hadn't considered how utterly confusing and out of character this all was.
Vampire lowered the mug into their lap.
"Why are you doing this?"
Hunter pressed their lips into a thin line and sat in the chair across from Vampire. "Creatures like you are not my expertise."
Vampire blinked. "Creatures...like me?"
"Lucid. Controlled. Harmless." Hunter listed each adjective on their fingers, hesitating on harmless. They both knew that Vampire was not. It was only something as flimsy as a choice that kept Vampire from pinning Hunter against the hearth and draining them into a pale, dry husk.
As if sensing this new train of thought, Hunter shuddered. A prickle of fear still lived deep inside the hunter's primal instincts. A built-in warning not to turn their back, to stay away, to kill or be killed.
"I kill threats to human life," Hunter said. "Since I entered town, there have been no deaths outside of livestock. Nor have there been for the last 20 years. You are a nuisance, not a danger."
Vampire eyed the hunter carefully, unsure whether it was distrust or the hot chocolate making knots in their gut. "Do you often question your assignments before killing them?
Hunter grimaced slightly. "No."
"I'm an exception."
"You are a quandary." Hunter avoided meeting Vampire's gaze now, though they were definitely still watching out of their peripheral. "It didn't add up. The lack of killings, the stalking without attacks, and... That day in the woods. I knew you as soon as I saw you, and you knew me. You can usually feel the malice on a creature when you confront it. One of those things that a hunter gets attuned to. But...I felt no ill intent on you. I've never met a vampire that wasn't motivated by bloodlust."
"Well," Vampire said, setting the empty mug on a side table. "Here I am. What are you going to do with me?"
Hunter tilted their head birdishly, like a thrush listening for predators.
"I get the impression you're not going to just let me go."
"No," Hunter affirmed quietly. Their throat bobbed as they swallowed. "In fact, I have something to confess."
It was Vampireâs turn to cock their head, though they felt more like a fox listening for the heartbeats of prey.
"The poppy seed trap. It was mine."
Vampire shouldn't have been shocked. There were no other hunters in town at the moment. And though many villagers scattered rice on their thresholds, few dared to set such a snare in the middle of the woods. Still, they'd been so relieved at Hunter's arrival. So ready to throw themselves on any sort of savior. A wave of nausea washed over them, mixing with the already uncomfortable ache of indigestion.
They dropped their head into their hands and moaned.
"I needed to catch you,â Hunter explained. âIf they find out you're still hanging around, they'll hire someone else, someone who won't ask questions.â
Why were they trying so hard for forgiveness? And why did they even tell them in the first place? They could have never mentioned it, and Vampire would have been none the wiser.
âI need you to trust me,â Hunter said.
Vampire jolted at the almost answer to their internal questions and peered up from between their fingers. âWhy? What do you expect me to do? I live here! Have lived here, for decades!â
Hunter flinched back in their seat at the sudden venom. But to their credit, they quickly recovered, rising to their feet and striding within arms length of Vampire.
"Come with me.â
Vampire stared. âWhat?â
âWe'll find you a colony. Or a mountain. Or anywhere else you can live without a kill order overhead."
âYou mean away from people.â
Hunterâs wince was answer enough.
Rage boiled in Vampireâs blood, and they burst to their feet sharp enough to make the furs tucked around them scatter and Hunter take a step back. âI havenât done anything wrong! Iâm not the one going around killing people for just existing!â
Hunter recovered their lost step and, with some effort, held Vampireâs smoldering gaze. âStill.â
Vampire wanted to rage further. To break the furniture, shred the furs, pulverize the stone hearth to rubble.
Instead they wiped the bitter tears gathering in their eyes on the back of their hand and nodded.
âOk.â
#vampire x hunter#vampire and hunter#vampire#fantasci#fantasci tumblr#fantasci writing#fantasy#supernatural fantasy#vampires#monster x human#prompt fill#writblr#writeblr
153 notes
¡
View notes
Note
Tell me more about ur vampires Aerieee <3
like for example, do they have any defining traits (besides them teeth hah)? I noticed the two picrews have them with pointy ears, but I wasn't sure if that was a vampire thing or just them lol. or for example in a lot of media, vampires end up pale or losing their warmth/color to their skin and end up looking greyish--product of being dead I suppose.
Do they have to drink (human) blood or can they, like many others survive on animals? What happens if they don't? do they die or do they just like, dessicate and/or take a long nap lmao Do they have to eat human food too? or does it taste gross to them now?
also any other fun facts that I haven't asked lmao <3 --QD
Once again, was saving these for my birthday. :') So here I go!
Common traits: My vampires have fangs, claws, pale skin, slightly-pointed ears (the picrew exaggerates a bit). All the 'usual' vampire traits. Their fangs and claws can retract. And after they feed, they have a more lively 'glow' to their complexion. (This isn't true for Old vampires. They look pale and dead no matter what. And their fangs stop retracting eventually. This doesn't happen until they're truly ancient though and most vampires don't live that long.)
What they drink: They can drink from humans or animals! Either will sustain them but they might have to feed more often if living on animals alone. Human blood tastes better, but is (understandably) hard for some to obtain. Animal blood isn't the tastiest but it gets the job done without ending a human life. Rayne feeds on animals, drinking rats when he's in the city and drinking deer or foxes if he's near a forest. (He usually tries to leave the woodland creatures alive, but the goddamn rats... Well, he thinks he's doing the city a favor.)
If they stop feeding: A vampire can decide to essentially just go take a really long nap until someone (who they've instructed) wakes them up. Otherwise, if a vampire just stops drinking blood they'll slowly lose their mind and eventually die. Like, if you're 'resting' you don't need to eat. But a vampire who is moving must. (I hope that makes sense?)
Eating human food: Some do, some don't. It depends on the individual (and also age). Rayne loves food, so he eats. Laurent would sometimes, but it usually didn't taste that good anymore. Perhaps because he's accustomed to his liquid diet or because he's older and doesn't feel that sort of hunger anymore.
Fun facts: ⌠Vampires are strongest under a new moon, the opposite of werewolves. ⌠If they're an adult when changed, they stop aging. (Though their hair and nails still grow.) If they're bitten as a child, they grow into their fangs later on. ⌠A vampire's bond with their maker is hard to break, but not impossible. ⌠Vampires drinking each other's blood strengthens the bond between them and allows them to speak telepathically to one another. (This power fades if they stop drinking from each other.) ⌠Vampires can stand in the sun. It is unpleasant, but doesn't burn them to ash instantly. (Older vampires might be an exception...) ⌠Vampires have laws, set by the vamp monarchy. They're more like guidelines. Most people do not follow them. ⌠If a vampire betrays their maker or their coven, one of their fangs is snapped out as a warning. They do not grow back. And there's (basically a) slur for one-fanged vamps. It's very hard for them to make new friends. ⌠Vampires typically get the powers of the one who sired them. (And of any vampires they kill.) ⌠There aren't that many vampires, until the king fucks off and shit starts going crazy. Then their numbers triple within a decade.
I'll stop here before I lose my mind. But I love you Allie, thank you for indulging me! <3333
7 notes
¡
View notes
Text
Day 9: Slumber Party, with all additional prompts (Watching someone sleep, Possessiveness, and Murder fantasy)
Vampire AU. Dream watches his precious bloodbag sleep after his first feeding, and fights the urge to tear out his throat and drink his delicious ichor all at once. Warnings for stalking, past abuse and torture (not of Tommy, for once), intrusive thoughts, violent thoughts, trauma, body dysmorphia, extreme dehumanisation, possessive behaviour, obsession, codependency, and grief.
ao3 link
ââ
Tommy talked in his sleep.
It wasnât a surprise, Dream supposed. If anyone wasnât able to shut up even in their sleep, itâd be Tommy. Loud, outgoing, human Tommy.
He had to admit, he was a little jealous. Humanity was a gift cruelly ripped from him, his curse imparted without consent. The sun forever torn from his grasp, the feeling of fresh air breathed through his lungs, the taste of fresh fruit, the changing of his face in the mirror, all taken by selfish whim.
He still had nightmares of being cattle, passed around from cruel hand to cruel hand, the venom coursing through his skin, laughter as he whimpered in pain. Heâd wiped them all out long ago, of course. Heâd made sure he was the last bearing his curse left alive, a monster turned protector. But seeing Tommy there, the scabs over his wrist red and raised, he felt more like those people whoâd forced him to humiliate himself to spare his siblings than he ever had before.
Not in their torturous cruelty, of course. He was nothing like them, the way they took joy in his humiliation, treating him like worthless cattle at best and a toy to abuse in every way possible at worst. No- he saw Tommy much like the siblings he worked tirelessly to keep from meeting the same fate, forcing a smile across a battered face and asking for more if it would spare them. He would never understand that, never in his life.
What he understood was the hunger.
Until heâd gotten a taste of Tommyâs blood, feeding had always felt like a chore, like forcing ash down his mouth. He got through on as little as possible, the memory of the agony of teeth and venom in his skin burning at the thought. It was necessary to keep his strength up, heal from the sunâs stubborn rays, protect the mortals heâd taken on as his own, but it was an unpleasant and humiliating process for both him and the poor soul whoâd generously volunteered.
But he and Tommy had been fighting over something insignificant, something he couldnât even remember, and in the heat of combat, blood had spilt, staining his sword. The smell alone was distracting enough it was difficult to keep a fighting stance- when, after theyâd resolved whatever it was with a laugh, heâd dared to have a taste, he was intoxicated.
The ambrosial taste of Tommyâs ichor, inexplicably utterly addictive, had haunted him ever since. He wanted to tear Tommy to shreds, open up his throat and drain him dry. Bash his head on the floor and sink his fangs into his flesh while he couldnât fight it, and tear out his flesh to get to the delicious liquid inside. He wanted to eradicate Tommy to gorge on his blood, and he couldnât stop thinking of killing him and digging into his heart to get to the prize inside.
The difference between him and the others was that he hated it.
Dream didnât want to hurt Tommy- of course he didnât, that was ridiculous. He was fun to mess with, but that was different to fucking killing him. He wasnât some animal, cattle to use and throw aside. He was his friend, and very much an equal to him in every way.
Well, not exactly, but that wasnât because he was human, was it?
He wasnât- he wasnât going to be like them, not now, not ever. He wasnât going to let anyone treat his Tommy like that, forcing him to debase himself and act like an animal and call himself worthless. Tommy didnât deserve that. No one deserved that, not even the bastards who took joy in making him smile and laugh while they sunk their fangs into him. But if anyone deserved that the least, it was his bloodbag.
Heâd made sure the deal heâd made was fair and just. LâManberg for Tommyâs blood, anytime he wished. He hadnât pressured Tommy, hadnât threatened to kill everyone he loved unlike some people, simply provided a fair trade- his freedom for LâManbergâs. And, of course, he chose to become Dreamâs bloodbag.
Of course, because he knew Tommy. He might have presented himself as a big, manly, rude and inconsiderate lout, but the boy was kinder than anyone he ever met. The way he hid it belied that fact- even the kindest of people who are open expect praise, the fawning servitude of a dog that Dream was sick of being forced into, yet Tommy did good while obscuring it, so none would know. No one who didnât spend hours in his wall, unblinking as he quietly observed.
To keep him safe. Of course. No other reasons.
Absently, Dream ran gentle hands across Tommyâs curls. They were tangled and matted, stuck out in awkward directions, perfectly imperfect. Dream wished he could be like that- he missed the way his hair stuck in too many directions, the acne that pockmarked his face, the scars that were proof he could survive anything. He felt like a porcelain doll, forced into eerie perfection. He almost wished it was true that a vampire could not see themselves in the mirror- itâd be far kinder than the constant reminder he was a prisoner in a body so wrong.
âWilbur?â Tommyâs voice was slurred, his words hard to make out even though he was talking his little head off, but that word was clear, and Dream felt a mix of angry possessiveness and pure, innocent joy bubble up in his chest in a confusing array.
Of course, wanting to tear Wilbur limb from limb was an expected feeling. Tommy was his, after all. Theyâd made a deal on it and everything. Tommy was his bloodbag, not to torment and treat as property, but to care for and cherish dearly as someone valuable. The idea of Tommy having any other family felt like a betrayal of that, and some dark part of him screamed that he needed to hurt Tommy for that, too. That it was a betrayal on Tommyâs part, that he needed to be taught his place, that maybe Dream deserved what happened to him, and itâd be a kind thing to do it to Tommy too.
No, no, no. He wasnât going to do that. He wasnât going to- to force Tommy to walk on all fours, or carve rituals into his back, or make him eat from the dirt, or any other of the fucked up shit he was so kindly treated to before having his humanity stolen from him, a violation of his personhood heâd never inflict upon another. As awful as the abuse was, there was no greater pain than feeling every cell in your body die and slowly twisting into a horrifically wrong form, too perfect and uncanny.
There was a reason Dream was the last. He wouldnât change that ever. He was firm, at times, but not cruel, and itâd be a cruelty above cruelties to subject another to his very special hell.
He focused on the warmth in his heart, like the sunlight he dearly missed. The tone Tommy said that word in, even if it wasnât yet the correct name, was so familiar. It was the way his siblings said his name, sweet and soft and loving. He missed them so- theyâd grown from being so little and in need of his care into bigger than heâd ever be so quickly, and then they were gone. Sometimes, on the worst days, he regretted sacrificing everything for people who were so fleeting. But now, he could see them in Tommy, his silly jokes, his childish insistence that he wasnât childish.
It was almost as addictive as his blood.
He ran a finger over Tommyâs wrist, guiltily. He knew how much that hurt, from painful personal experience. The way media portrayed vampire bites was a cruel lie- it was agony, like being eaten alive. Fangs dig into your skin, tearing at any flesh to let the blood flow. Venom entering your bloodstream, like fire in your blood, keeping you still and compliant but not at all dulling the pain. The sickening nausea and exhaustion afterwards.
Predictably, Tommy had woozily made his way home and passed out halfway down the Prime Path after Dream had drank from him, and Dream had had to carry him home and tuck him into bed as he mumbled nonsense, a look of terror on his face. Heâd done the same the first few times- except he usually woke up to mocking laughter and bruises. Sometimes, newer ones would take pity. They never lasted long.
Kindness was something punished by a world of cruelty. Even Dream, as good a man he tried to be, was not immune. Was it so bad if he was a little selfish? Itâs not like he was cruel to Tommy- the opposite, really, he treated him as kindly as he could. He shouldnât have felt guilty over that.
After all, why should the cat apologise for having to eat the rat to survive?
Prime, he already was starving, imagining how Tommyâs ichor tasted. It almost reminded Dream of how being alive felt.
It would be fine to take another bite, he reasoned. Tommy was asleep. Tommy wouldnât feel a thing. Heâd be able to watch over him, make sure he was okay. It was fine. It was.
Stroking Tommyâs hair like a parent would a child with one hand, he grabbed Tommyâs wrist with the other and sunk his fangs into the raised circles, red and tempting, and as he feasted, he tried to ignore how Tommyâs eyes opened just a tad, how Tommy whimpered in the quietest voice.
He would think it merely a dream later, Dream told himself. It was kinder. And they made a deal. It was fine. Tommy was fine.
After all, Tommy was his.
#My writing#cprimetober#c!primeboys#dream smp#stalking tw#abuse tw#intrusive thoughts tw#Trauma tw#body dysmorphia tw#dehumanisation tw#possessive behaviour tw#obsession tw#codependency tw
14 notes
¡
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/b0ec6f64d59cf2403a654e441ecc9ce1/cbb8ec14729f06fd-dd/s400x600/5f60aa5ed31664736a6915318e78415e92953b76.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/b3930ace34315ebf3b1343c1305b4d62/cbb8ec14729f06fd-4d/s400x600/c575dfee4f159201575b89e2bc75eecbe1536bc4.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0b48a5a1362780a0d3423aba9eb5a02f/cbb8ec14729f06fd-11/s400x600/ee3d3b16abcef7ffb94566411bf820d5e2e40d4f.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/c7e52dd369b853c18715a3af87a3acee/cbb8ec14729f06fd-2b/s400x600/d53958a372bf684367b7f5968dc77d6a2cff64fb.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/106ee95f076bf7f2b27870ad3666179c/cbb8ec14729f06fd-32/s400x600/0bcfdee5eefbc0a324d206a3bce47f4f489e9ad7.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2c787c6aa9c5f18173749500ba50e540/cbb8ec14729f06fd-0f/s400x600/9f4baa1150b501f6d6a97cf9d0428b436449a4f0.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2a9daace958e47a412d093bcfb14a540/cbb8ec14729f06fd-d6/s400x600/4550a2bb128e0db74bdd45261d316050ae783432.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d3ef21864389d50ed94ed8850ee737f2/cbb8ec14729f06fd-8d/s400x600/9c8c14e6b5d80e07144e10edd0e1157ee0cf4c19.jpg)
ENDLESS EDITS FT VAMPIRE VERSE . DONT REBLOG UNLESS MUTUALS
#[ other ] edits#[ aesthetics ] i'm not dying but i bleed now#[ vampire ] to feel the sun is to taste ash
4 notes
¡
View notes
Text
WIP Whenever
I was tagged by @katsigian and @timaeusterrored thank you lovesđ
Hiding it under the cut because this is embarrassing.
~âĄ~âĄ~âĄ~âĄ~
My Perfect Little Pet
Hunger. That's the only thing that coursed through his fractured mind. His fangs ached at the thought of the only thing that would sate his hunger. Warm, red, copper tasting, sanguine. His wrists bore faded scars of where he'd been forced to feed on himself in the past. It's been two days since he's been free, free from being under his Master's clawed thumb. Free to feed on anything he desired without having to suffer the consequences.
He'd stalked the woods at night, in search of anything that would satisfy his ever growing hunger. He'd found a rabbit, it was small, white as snow, it wasn't much, but it would have to be enough. For now at least. Until he was capable of finding bigger prey.
He held his hand out for the rabbit, beckoning his the small minded prey closer.
"Shh~⥠Don't worry my dear~⥠I won't hurt you~âĄ.." He hummed softly, the rabbit's ears went back as it sniffed the air, cautious of his next move. His round crimson eyes narrowed as the creature reluctantly stepped forward. The last steps it would ever take.
Before the rabbit had a chance to realize what the pale elf was, it was too late. It was scooped up but his two clawed, thin, icey hands. A set of sharp, cold fangs bit down on the warm, tender flesh of it's neck. He let out a soft noise, as the hot blood reached his chapped lips. The rabbit trashed in his hands, letting out a sharp agonizing squeak before falling limp in his grip.
He growled, his eyes glossed over and fluttered as he drank what little sustenance he'd had in weeks. He doesn't remember the last time he'd fed, yet it made him exhale through his nostrals with a form of ecstasy. His mind was clearer and he didn't feel so weak. He considered it a massive accomplishment, since this is the first time he'd fed without his Master's approval. He felt powerful, liberated, destructive, yet a small sliver of his consciousness bled through. He unclenched his jaws, which seemed more of a struggle than usual. He brushed it off as a reaction to not eating.
He lowered the animal once he was unable to extract any more blood from it. His stomach knawed at the rare feeling of something in it rather than vial blood of rats. It was almost enough to make him tear up. He shivered at the thought that now he was able to eat whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted. He could even endulge himself on the one prey his master forbid him of feeding on.
He dropped the twisted, mangled corpse in the grass below. He felt his chest tighten and his stomach churn. If Cazador knew of what he was doing right now, he'd be punished for sure. He took a deep breath, trying his best to brush away those feelings that seemed to bubble up inside of him, threatening to erupt. He was safe now. He was free. He was able to stand in running water without it burning, able to stand in the sun without being reduced to a pile of ash, and he was able to walk into homes completely uninvited. It all felt so new, made him feel powerful, unstoppable even. Hells, he was probably the most powerful vampire right now. A thought cascaded acrossed his fractured mind; perhaps he was even stronger than Cazador. He might even be able to stake his chance for revenge, so to speak.
~âĄ~âĄ~âĄ~âĄ~
Don't know if I'll ever have the guts to post this when I'm done with it. So I guess we'll see xD
#I don't know what to say about this.#Other than âFucking oopsâ#This is sort of a writing exercise#I don't know..#astarion#astarion my beloved#Wip#i dont know how i should tag this one because its embarrassing
8 notes
¡
View notes
Text
The "Valicer In The Dark Meets Baldur's Gate III" Not-Incorrect Quotes/Shitpost Collection
(Don't worry too much about spoilers -- most of this is early-game stuff, with just a couple of things relating to stuff in Act II)
--
Alice: [having just met Lae'zel on the Nautiloid and been informed of the situation with the parasites] And who are you, exactly?
Lae'zel: Who am I? Your only chance of survival.
[later, after the imps have been fought, and everyone's met back up and freed Shadowheart:]
Victor: [introducing himself as they get back on the move] I'm Victor.
Alice: I'm Alice. [pointing to Lae'zel] And this is Only.
Lae'zel: ?
Alice: Well, you've given me nothing else to call you.
--
Shadowheart: [after being informed the trio live in a world without a sun and that's why they're being so weird about the sky being blue] I -- are you Shar's Chosen? Is this some sort of test? Am I not supposed to believe you when you say you like sunlight? I can totally not believe you if that's the case!
Alice: ...I feel like we've missed something.
Smiler: [lying down and sunbathing] Yeah, it's in the sky above us.
--
Withers: What is the worth of a single mortal's life?
Victor: I -- I would say priceless. You can't put a value on life itself.
Alice: I say it's worth whatever you're willing to pay to defend it. Only the owner of said life can set the value.
Smiler: I'm pretty sure the standard rate of assassins in Duskwall is four Coin minimum -- not sure how that translates to your money.
Victor & Alice: [look at Smiler]
Smiler: What? It's a legitimate answer!
--
Withers: I shall be here, in thy camp, for whenever thou has need of my services.
Alice: Oh? What kind of services do you offer?
Withers: A mending of the threads between life and death. Should thou or any of thy compatriots perish, I will cleave soul to body once more.
Victor: Cleave soul to -- wait a minute, isn't that how you get vampires?
Astarion: [rearranging his tent, pauses and gives them a really weird look]
--
Alice: [during one of the meetings with Raphael] You do seem like a very powerful devil.
Raphael: [preening] I consider myself no slouch, yes.
Smiler: [cheerfully] I bet your blood could power an entire city block for a month!
Raphael: [blink blink] ...thank...you?
--
Strange Ox: Ah, you're addressing me. A humble ox. How...quaint.
Smiler: [tilting their head] What are you?
Strange Ox: As I said, a humble ox. I don't know why you're --
Smiler: No, I mean, what's an ox?
Strange Ox: ...
--
Smiler: [standing behind a table lined with eight samples of the same Potion Of Glorious Vaulting, with Victor, Alice, and the companions all gathered around the front of it] Thank you all for coming to this blind taste test, where we will be disproving the idiotic notion that you only need one specific ingredient per potion to create something that does what you want it to. In front of you are eight individual Potions of Glorious Vaulting, each made with a different type of Ashes -- I would like you each to drink one, test the effects, then rate it based on how strong the effects were, how long they lasted, and how tasty it was.
Wyll: You care about the taste?
Smiler: Of course! If we're going to be making potions, the least we could do is make them pleasant to consume! We're working toward maximum happiness here! Now everybody pick one and let's get jumping!
--
Gale: [realizing the trio isn't with them as they move through the mind flayer colony under Moonrise] Hold -- where's Victor, Alice, and Smiler?
Karlach: I think I saw them looking at a cage in the last room.
Lae'zel: Chk -- they should know by now that we cannot pause and look at every little thing that --
Smiler: [rejoining the group carrying a certain intellect devourer, beaming, as Victor and Alice come up behind them] Hey everyone!
Lae'zel: [stares at the brain] ...
Astarion: Why are you carrying an intellect --
Lae'zel: THAT. THING. SURVIVED?!
Us: Hello Angry Friend!
Lae'zel: I'M NOT YOUR FRIEND
--
Aylin: [after everyone's agreed to meet up with her and Isobel again later at the camp] Now -- you will leave us. We must take succour in one another's bodies and words.
Isobel: Aylin. We'll see you later.
Victor: [hiding a smile] Of course.
Alice: [biting back a chuckle] Later.
Smiler: [big beaming grin and a double thumbs up] Enjoy the hot lesbian sex!
Victor: Smiler!
Aylin: I intend to.
Isobel: AYLIN.
#valicer in the dark au#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 spoilers#(very minor ones nothing for Act III but I guess there's a little bit for Act II here)#not incorrect quotes#had probably more fun with these than I should have#Lae'zel cracks and tells Alice her name when she tells 'Only' and Shadowheart not to fight before they reach the helm#Alice of courses persists in calling her 'Only' when she's annoyed with her#and Smiler is like 'VINDICATED' when Withers admits that resurrecting people is a matter of coin#'see I told you he might want the economics answer!'#also yes ghosts possessing soulless bodies is how you get vampires in Duskwall#not to mention most of them suck life straight out of other people#a blood-drinker like Astarion is unusual there#as for the 'blood could power a city block'#most of the electroplasmic power that helps light up Duskwall comes from leviathan blood#and leviathans are a large form of devil#so it really was meant as a compliment XD#and yes I looked at how alchemy worked in the game#and Smiler was immediately like 'what do you mean ANY SALT'#they take their craft seriously damn it XD#and also you should be allowed to hug Us#put that in the next patch Larian#queued
6 notes
¡
View notes
Text
gen's blush makes his own smile grow wide , he doesn't realise it at first until he feels a fang pinch at his lower lip . ducking his head , smile not fading , he tries to do something with hands to get rid of the nervous energy . it doesn't happen open , not now anyways . now he has an outlet to get rid of the energy ; running from place to place faster than any man , feeling the wind under his wings . but with gen he doesn't want to run , he doesn't want to leave .
" i think some things are fate , but we're also in control of our own destiny . if that makes sense ?" he risks a glance up , giving half a shrug . it takes a moment for him to answer , not wanting to interrupt .
everything gen tells him he files away . he wants to know everything about them but doesn't want to push . " sometimes i wonder if it was fate . the day on the beach ." he doesn't talk about his turning much , the memories blur with the pain . in the span of things its been decades but to buck it feels so new . " maybe if i had gone an hour later , maybe a different section of the beach . its gotta be fate ya know , me finding the vampire . trying to help . part of me thinks it has to be fate because if it wasn't then what ? wrong place ? wrong time ? its a cruel fate , a doomed destiny . i think about everything leading up to that moment . all the years before ."
buck shakes his head pushing away the memories before he looks at gen again . " but if it leads me here , to this moment . i dont think i would change it ."
#[ vampire ] to feel the sun is to taste ash#[ in character ] your boldness stands alone amongst the wreck#walkeddeath
4 notes
¡
View notes
Text
TIMING: late june / early july 2021 LOCATION: oaxaca, mexico PARTIES: @ironcladrhett & @mortemoppetere SUMMARY: in the immediate aftermath of the cortez family massacre, rhett searches for survivors. he finds emilio, but 'survivor' may not be the best term. CONTENT WARNINGS: suicide ideation, sibling death, parental death, child death
It was hard to say how long it had been. He hadnât stopped running after heâd left Etla, hadnât even stopped to wash the blood off his hands. It had dried there now, caked and crumbling beneath his fingernails, making his skin feel tacky and uncomfortable. Emilio barely noticed it. He barely noticed the pain in his leg, either, the way the entire limb felt like it was on fire or the sickly sweet smell coming from the festering wounds heâd been left with. There was a sheen layer of sweat on his forehead and his heart was pounding more than it should have been and his mouth tasted like copper and none of it mattered. None of it would ever matter again. Nothing would.
Everyone was dead. Flora was dead. And that was the only thing that mattered now.
Eventually, his leg wouldnât take any more weight. It was hard to say if he was being followed or not â most of the vampires had been otherwise occupied by the time heâd finished with Lucio to head out â but it was probably safe to assume that there was someone on his trail. There was some relief in the thought. The idea that there would be someone coming to finish the job didnât carry any of the dread that it should have. He already felt dead, sitting by the small fire heâd made in the woods where his leg had stopped working. It might be nice, in a way, to have someone stop his heart from making the feeling untrue.
And yet, when he heard the crunching of feet in the dirt, his muscles tensed. The body wanted to live, even when the mind saw no reason to. Emilio scrambled without really knowing why, gripping a stake in his hand despite being unable to stand to make himself anything resembling an actual threat. âIf youâre going to kill me, kill me,â he spat in Spanish, voice hoarse from lack of use. âBut donât do it from the shadows. Donât kill me like a coward. Look me in the eye when you do it. Give me that much, at least.âÂ
â
The hunt had gone well, and Rhett was in high spirits as he drove the van back into town. Until he saw the first body, at least. Confusion was the first emotion he felt as he threw the vehicle into park and ripped the keys from the ignition, shoving them in his jacket pocket as he hurried over to the corpse. Beside them there was a small, scattered pile of ash, and a stake. His heart sank.Â
Getting to his feet, he ran deeper into the town, throwing himself down by each body that he came upon, panic rising in his throat. They were dead, they were all dead. The people heâd called familyâfuck. Fuck. Thoughts honed in on little Flora and her parents as he searched, terrified of seeing them laying in the street. He felt sick.Â
The fear would be realized after another twenty minutes. The warden was beside himself as he knelt by Flora and Juliana, gathering the little girlâs body into his arms and weeping into her blood-soaked shirt. The memories ached, the sound of her voice shouting Tio Rhett! when she saw him returning from a hunt, arms outstretched for a hug.Â
They were the only two he gave himself time to bury before he resumed the hunt for Floraâs father. And when he couldnât be found in Etla, the warden found himself clinging to the sliver of hope that heâd escaped, somehow. Heâd track Emilio like a quarry if he had to, but heâd find him.Â
It took him hours to find a trail leading out of town that didnât end at a body or a pile of ash, but finally he did, and he followed it with dread in his heart. It was clear to him that whoever this was, they were in bad shapeâthe amount of blood left behind was certainly evidence of that. At least it made them easy to follow. The sun sank beyond the horizon and the warden used the light of his cellphone to keep after them, realizing he was a few days behind. Fuck. Still he pressed on without stopping, ignoring the way his body ached for sleep and water at the end of the second day. Some signs of life gave him a little hope that he was catching upâfresh blood on a bush here, the trampled grass of a spot where someone had fallen for a few minutes before resuming their trek.Â
Snaking around backyards of homes, Rhett picked up the pace as much as he could, growling in frustration as the sky grew darker and darker. His battery was at five percent, and he wasnât going to get far without it, which just gave them more time to slip away. âPlease,â he begged any god that would listen, turning on the phoneâs flashlight when he could no longer see.
It had only been another thirty minutes beforeâthere. A light in the distance.
Hurrying toward the apparent fire, he could have cried hearing that familiar voice threatening him in Spanish. He wasnât mentally present enough to think to call out, instead just bursting through the underbrush and into the small clearing like a whirlwind, stumbling down to his knees where Emilio sat, incapacitated. The hug was immediate, desperate, and tighter than any theyâd ever shared before. On Rhettâs part, anyway. He clung to his surrogate brother like he might slip away again any moment, gasping as he fought to catch his breath, or⌠tried not to break down.Â
âMilio,â he groaned, finally pulling back enough to look the man over, like he couldnât believe he was still alive. âThought you were dead, thought I lost you, Iââ Fuck. His rambling quieted as he remembered what theyâd left behind, tears glistening in his wide eyes. âThey⌠buried. I buried them. Milio, Iâm so sorryââ Flora hadnât been his own blood, but sheâd felt like she was. All of them had, but especially that little bundle of joy. He couldnât hold back the hurt, hanging his head and pressing a palm over his face, other hand clutching numbly at Emilioâs jacket.Â
â
Whatever was in the woods came out fast, a shape rushing towards him all at once. Emilio braced himself for it, for the inevitable slice of the knife or sting of the teeth or ache of the hit. However they chose to kill him, it wouldnât matter. It wouldnât hurt worse than the ache in his chest, because nothing could. It wouldnât be worse than the emptiness. Whatever they did to him now, it would be a relief. He was ready for it.
At least⌠heâd thought he was. But the shape took on a familiar form, pieced together by his addled mind a heartbeat later than it might have in peak condition but there all the same. Rhettâs arms were around him in an embrace so tight that he thought it might strangle him, the familiar smell of his surrogate brotherâs clothes replacing the scent of blood burned into his nostrils.Â
The monster in the woods wasnât a monster after all. And Emilio was filled with a bitter sense of disappointment at the realization.Â
For nearly two decades now, Rhettâs presence had always represented safety. Victor had died, but Rhett had slipped into the role of big brother so easily that, sometimes, Emilio could convince himself that he hadnât. Edgar was reckless and Rosa was cold, but Rhett was invincible. Rhett would keep Emilio safe, even when Elena reminded him how little he deserved it. Rhett loved Flora the same way he did, laughed at her stupid, toddler jokes and engaged her in conversation even when her babbling was absolute nonsense. When Rhett was around, nothing could happen to Emilio.
And he thought he might hate him a little for that now.
What did he care for safety, in this moment? He didnât want it. He didnât want to be saved, didnât want to be protected. Rhett was here and Emilio was safe, but he shouldnât be. He should have been dead already, should have been in that living room floor with his wife and his daughter, should have bled out by their side. He was supposed to. He was supposed to, and he hadnât.Â
Still, it was hard not to lean against Rhett as the older man embraced him. The hug was tight. A little too tight for the slayerâs broken bones and festering cuts, maybe. He ached with it, getting blood all over Rhettâs already stained jacket. And it struck him, then, where that blood must have come from. Where Rhett had been, what heâd seen, how heâd found Emilio here. If he was here, it was because heâd tracked him. If heâd tracked him, it was because heâd seen what heâd left behind. The bodies, the blood, the carnage. Rosa and Edgar and Jaime and his mother and Juliana and Flora.Â
For a moment, Emilioâs heart sped up. Rhett must know, then, what had happened. He must have known what Emilio failed to prevent, what heâd run away from. Had he seen Lucio with the knife in his gut? Did he understand who had put it there? Would Emilio be punished for his sins after all, the way he wanted to be? He thought he might like it, if it was Rhett. Dying might be okay if it was someone you loved doing it.Â
But then Rhett spoke, that old nickname falling off his tongue like nothing else had sat there in days now, and any hope of Emilio getting what he so desperately deserved was lost to it. Rhett loved Flora, but heâd loved Emilio first. That wouldnât change, even if that love was no longer a thing he deserved.
âShouldâve been,â he muttered, back to English now but just as hoarse, just as broken. He let his forehead fall against his brotherâs shoulder, let it rest there despite how little he deserved the reprieve. There was a lump in his throat as Rhett went on, and Emilio marveled over his ability to breathe around it. Why wouldnât it strangle him? Why was everything that should have killed him so insistent on keeping him alive? âI shouldâve been, Rhett. I donât â Whyâd you come back? Whyâd you look for me?â He wanted to beg the warden to leave him there, to let him finish dying in the woods, but he knew he wouldnât. Rhett would never. Heâd buried Emilioâs wife, buried his daughter. He wouldnât bury him, too, even if it meant dragging a half-rotted corpse along beside him.Â
â
It was agonizing to see so much of himself in Emilio in that moment. He was deeply familiar with the pain that the other was feeling. Horribly aware of the desire to simply stop existing, to have died alongside the ones he loved, and being robbed of that. He remembered that anguish from twenty years ago as if it had happened yesterday, now that he was seeing it again in his little brother. How stupid heâd been to let himself forget, he thought. To let himself fall into a comfortable pattern. He didnât deserve that. And Emilio probably felt that he didnât deserve that, either; a return to normalcy, or whatever normalcy could be clung to with such a large part of himself missing.Â
But if Rhett had been allowed that tiny act of grace, then so would Emilio.Â
âStupid fucking question,â he croaked, trying to sound angry but failing. Emilio knew why, but his misery didnât want to let him feel it. Rhett knew that. Rhett knew it would be⌠hard to get him to leave, to put it lightly. But it was a burden he was ready to bear.Â
There was no way he was making the slayer hoof it all the way back to Etla to get in the van, but Rhett could go retrieve another vehicle in a fraction of the time it had taken him to find Emilio. It was simply a matter of convincing the man to stay here and stay alive until he could return. âIâm sorry,â he breathed again, framing Emilioâs face in his hands, forcing him to look the warden in the eyes. âWasnât there toââ What could he even say? There was no verbal balm for such a grievous wound. Sucking in a deep, steadying breath, he gave a resolute nod and released Emilio from his grip, giving his shoulder a gentle pat. âRight. Gonna go get a car. Weâre leaving. When I get back, youâre here. Alive. Got it?â It wasnât a request but a command, delivered as firmly as he could muster while despair tried to cinch off his airway and silence him for good.
This was the life of a hunter. Rhett knew that, Emilio knew that⌠it was the dangers of having children. Of having people you loved. The old man had accepted the latter, but sworn off the former. There was one child, he knew, running amok in the world if it hadnât died already. But theyâd never met and never would, if they were lucky. That wasnât family, anyway. Emilio was family. Emilio, or whatever was left of him, was the price of a lack of loneliness. And Rhett wasnât cashing out on that just yet.Â
It was hard to turn his back on Emilio but he did, making for those homes heâd passed by at a full sprint. The fear that his brother would be gone by the time he returned was the only thing that gave him the stamina to keep going, lungs burning by the time he made it to a residential street and to the first vehicle he saw. It was also a van, though a far cry from his own magnificent beast, itâd do in a pinch. And this was certainly more than a pinch. Smashing in the driver side window, Rhett had to be quick hot-wiring the van to get it started, collapsing into the driverâs seat once the engine roared to life and peeling off down the street just as someone came running out of the house, screaming at him. Sorry.
Parking on a dirt road as near to the place heâd left Emilio as he could, he made the rest of the trip on foot. To his relief, he could still see the golden burn of the fire his brother had made flickering in the distance after about ten minutes or so. Rhett released the breath heâd been holding as his gaze fell upon the man still sitting there, likely only because his injuries prevented him from fleeing any further. It would have to do. âCome on,â he growled, kicking dirt on the fire and hooking his arms under Emilioâs, hauling him to his feet no matter how much he protested and acting as a support as he steered them toward the van.Â
â
He wished Rhett sounded angrier than he did, wished there was vitriol in his words or acid on his tongue. He thought it might have been easier if someone hated him the way he hated himself right now, if someone would just confirm the thoughts swirling in his head. That it was his fault, that he deserved every ounce of the pain coursing through him now. That things would be different if he were better, that he could have prevented this if heâd tried harder. That he was every bit the piece of shit he felt like he was. Juliana would have, if sheâd been more than a corpse in the ground now. His mother, his brother, his sister, any one of them would have been happy to confirm that Emilio was at least partially to blame for what had happened here.Â
But not Rhett. Never Rhett.
And maybe there was some awful part of Emilio that hated his brother for that. If heâd had more strength, he might have screamed, might have demanded that Rhett take off the kid gloves and tell it like it was. There was a ghost town a few miles back where theyâd lived once. There were bodies in the streets, and Emilio hadnât put them there but he hadnât stopped it, either. He was just as much a dead thing as those corpses, as the vampires who had made them that way. And all he needed was for someone to bury him, to turn him into dust. And Rhett wouldnât.Â
There was nothing worse than love, Emilio thought. Nothing could strangle you faster.
He shook his head as Rhett apologized, that lump in his throat growing wider, growing larger. âWasnât your fight.â Rhett was a warden, not a slayer. He might have come in handy during the fight, but it wouldnât have been enough to turn the tides. The only thing that would have changed would have been Rhettâs body joining the rest of them in the streets and, selfish as it was, Emilio would have never wanted that. Let Rhett carry the weight of missing the fight. Let it sit as heavy on his shoulders as the weight of being there sat on Emilioâs. It meant he was alive, still. It meant there was still one person Emilio hadnât lost.Â
The laugh that tore its way out of his throat was hoarse and humorless, bitter and angry and desolate. âWouldnât make it far.â Heâd been moving nonstop for days now and still hadnât made it far enough away from town for Rhett to lose his trail. Any movement he made would be painful and slow and he knew it. âDonât have much say on the alive part.â And if he hadâŚÂ
It was an awful thing, the hope that Rhett would come back to find another corpse. Emilio knew that. Rhett didnât deserve to lose any more than he had already, but Emilio didnât deserve to continue drawing breath after this monumental failure, either. What was a father who couldnât save his own child? What was he worth? He couldnât keep his family alive, couldnât protect him. Those vows heâd made to Juliana in the eyes of God, the ones heâd made to Flora in the privacy of his own mind, they had all proven empty now. And what was he left with? This ache that he knew would never leave him, this intense hatred for everything that was left.
He almost hadnât realized Rhett had left until he was back, and he knew that probably wasnât a good thing. Growing up as a hunter had awarded him more than his fair share of serious injuries over the years, and losing time like this was the sort of thing that tended to happen just before his mother called in a priest âjust in case.â (Never a doctor. The only doctor who knew them well enough to be trusted lived out in the city, and making him go out of his way for Emilio, who only ever got hurt when he was too reckless or stupid or slow to prevent it, wasnât something his mother could justify.)Â
Emilio grunted as Rhett pulled him to his feet, biting his tongue to prevent the sound from evolving into a scream. He tasted blood in his mouth, but he wasnât sure if it was because heâd bit his tongue too hard or because his ribs were slicing through his lungs and filing his chest with blood. He wasnât sure if he hoped it was the former or the latter.Â
âStop,â he wheezed out, smacking a hand weakly against Rhettâs shoulder. âChrist, Rhett, just ââ What was he asking for? For Rhett to slow down, to give him a moment for the pain to become something manageable? Or for him to leave, to let Emilio finish dying alone in the dirt? He wasnât sure either request would be met. Slowing down wasnât an option when there were likely still people out looking for him, and Rhett had made it abundantly clear that he wouldnât leave Emilio to die.Â
He blinked again, and they were in the van. He wasnât sure how much help heâd been in getting them there, but he was willing to bet it wasnât much. Closing his eyes, he let his head fall back against the seat cushion, gritting his teeth. âShouldâve left me there. DĂŠjame morir. I want to.â He wasnât sure he would have said it if not for the injuries and the infection clouding his mind, but that didnât make it any less true.Â
â
âYou stop,â Rhett challenged, ignoring the hit. Emilioâs weight was heavy on his side, and his legs werenât doing any help keeping him upright. The warden gave a grunt and squatted low, letting Emilio slump forward as unconsciousness overtook him to then gather him up in his arms and carry him bridal style all the way back to the van.Â
Heâd hate this if he was awake, the warden thought with bittersweet amusement.Â
At less than half the pace heâd managed before, it was a long walk back to the stolen van. Through the dark, no less, as he now had no free hands with which to light their path. The phone was probably fully dead at this point, anyway. But they made it, finally, and once Rhett got the man settled in the passenger seat, he was quick to get them the hell out of there. His body wanted nothing more than to sleep, but he was determined to get them as far away from that place as he could.
His brotherâs voice stirred Rhett from his trance, the dotted white lines mesmerizing in the way they skipped past his eyes as he drove. Shaking his head to clear it, the warden spared a quick glance over at him. âFuck off with that shit,â he warned, his voice hoarse. âYou donât get to clock out on my watch, mate.â Running a hand over his face, he realized with mild surprise that heâd apparently been crying while he mentally checked out during the drive on the long, straight road through the desert. âWeâre gettinâ gone. North. Heads down, til you heal up.â
â
It took him a moment to register that the van was moving, at a speed fast enough to imply that it had been doing so for a while. It wasnât Rhettâs usual van â didnât quite smell bad enough â but Emilio was familiar enough with that to know that a vehicle this big took a while to get up to speed, and this one was cruising down the road at a steady pace. He must have lost more time than heâd realized, then. Long enough for Rhett to decide where they were going and start the trek towards getting them there.
He wondered if he ought to be offended by that, angry that he hadnât been given a vote in where to go or how to get there. Maybe the rage would come later, but he couldnât muster it now. Right now, the only thing he felt was that empty ache, that quiet feeling of failure. What did he care where they went? It didnât matter. Anywhere they ended up would be the same.Â
âFuck you,â he said, but his words sounded just as hollow as the glare he attempted to shoot in Rhettâs direction. âNot checking out. Just â Itâs what I was fucking supposed to do.â Hunters werenât supposed to outlive people. Their stories were the ones that ended, the ones that cut off in the middle of a sentence, the ones that only took up half the page. Why was Emilio the one whoâd made it out? Why was he the one who had to carry this weight?Â
He caught sight of the wetness on Rhettâs cheeks, and it was a jarring thing. He didnât think heâd ever seen his brother cry before. Whose loss was he mourning, he wondered? Floraâs, with her tiny hands and her small voice chanting his name? Julianaâs, with her quiet humor and good-natured teasing? Was he grieving for Rosa, or for Edgar, or for Elena? For Lucio, whose gut Emilio had put a blade in himself?
Or maybe it was Emilio Rhett was mourning. Maybe he recognized that you could pull someone out of Hell, but you couldnât save them from it. The slayer leaned over, letting his forehead rest against the cool glass of the stolen vanâs window. âNo. Weâre not. Not looking to heal up. Not looking to keep my head down. Iâm going to kill them all.â
â
Something about him had been changing over the years. It was subtle, but Rhett recognized it now as it faced him down like a starved, rabid animal. The anger heâd always clung to, that rage spawned by unfinished business, unsatisfied revenge⌠it had been dissipating. His outward persona had remained largely the sameâhe still hunted nymphs with a voracious appetite, still grew quiet at any mention or question about his past, but⌠Emilioâs stalwart determination to return to the place his family had been slaughtered to kill whatever vampires might remain made him realize that he didnât want to do that.Â
But he should have. Theyâd been his family too, hadnât they? Just like Dez had been family. Why wasnât he so hungry for justice?Â
Maybe it was the man in the passenger seat, broken and frail, that made him hesitate. Heâd lost almost everything, but not everything. Was that worth the risk? Was Flora worth the risk? Fuck. Fuck.Â
Rhett let out a strangled sound and pulled over to the side of the two-lane highway, crossing his arms over the top of the steering wheel and burying his face there. He was quiet for a minute or so, wrestling with the need to protect the only thing he had left that sat festering beside him, and the need to see this thing done. For all of them. His niece deserved better. God, she deserved better.Â
âWe.â The correction came suddenly, and Rhett lifted his head. He didnât look at Emilio, instead checking the side mirror to make sure no one else was coming down the road. âWe are going to kill them all.â Throwing the vehicle back into drive, the warden pulled a u-turn and started back the way theyâd come.Â
This was going to be a long, bloody road, but he had to see it through. If not for himself, then at least for the ones that were cold in the ground now. Heâd failed at that task for Desmond, and he couldnât fail again. But some small part of him also knew that it wouldnât be that easy while Emilio still lived and breathed. Heâd never stop trying to save his baby brother. Never. Vampires or self-sabotage, it didnât matterâhe was Rhettâs responsibility. Heâd make it out of this, even if he didnât want to. He had to. Had to. Rhett couldnât take another loss, not one more.
â
Rhett pulled the van over and, for a moment, Emilio thought he might ask him to get out. The thought was a ridiculous one, of course, because Rhett wouldnât have carried his sorry ass to the van and strapped him into the passengerâs seat just to leave him to die on some roadside a few miles away from where heâd already been dying before, but it clawed its way into the hunterâs head all the same. Why wouldnât Rhett be angry with him, after all? Rhett had loved Flora just as he had, had loved Juliana and Rosa and Edgar and Jaime. Why wouldnât he be angry at Emilioâs failure to save any of them? Why wouldnât he hate him for it?
(The answer, of course, was a simple one: because Rhett loved him. Because he had always loved him, from the first time Emilio met him as a dirty, angry teenager and started following him around like a lost dog. Rhett loved Flora and Juliana and all the rest, but heâd loved Emilio first. And it felt like the worst thing in the fucking world right now, because Emilio no longer deserved it. Maybe he never had.)
There was a quiet moment, a heartbeat that passed in silence before Rhett spoke again. We. Was it better or worse? Emilio couldnât decide. Rhett helping him on his crusade was certainly better than the warden dragging him somewhere else and forcing him to forgo vengeance, but joining him in this quest for vengeance? Emilio wasnât sure that was what he wanted. Heâd already decided, even now, how this story would end for him. There was only one way it could end. Heâd seen the way that massacre went down, how organized it had been, how bloody. There were so many of them, both present and behind the scenes. Heâd never take them all out, and heâd never stop until his heart no longer beat. And Rhett would join him in it, because Rhett loved him. And it would probably get him killed, too, because no one who loved Emilio ever seemed to outlive him. Being alone was daunting, but losing someone else was worse.Â
And yet, there was nothing he could do. Emilio had known Rhett for more than half his life now, and heâd never once been able to convince him to do something he didnât want to do, or to stop something he did want to do. If he said Rhett couldnât come with him, Rhett was likely to turn the car around again, to take Emilio to some shitty motel half a country over and sit on him until the trail went cold. And God, what did it say about him that his thirst for vengeance was greater than his concern for his brother? What kind of man was he that heâd rather die for his revenge than make sure Rhett stayed alive?Â
âOkay,â he agreed quietly, letting his head fall against the window. There was a smudge of blood on the glass; he didnât know if it was his or someone elseâs. He didnât know if he wanted to know. âWe.â The word tasted like ash on his tongue, but so did everything. What difference did it make?Â
Letting his eyes slip shut as they lapsed back into silence, all Emilio could think to hope was that the world, for once, would be kind. He didnât need to live, didnât want it. All he wanted was for the man beside him to live longer than he did. All he needed was to be the one who got to go first, just once.Â
3 notes
¡
View notes