#[ tw: talks about necro ]

[r0tt3n-soul]

need a gun and pills asap im not even kidding.

wanna shoot someone (myself) in the head so bad and watch the blood and brain matter spills into the floor, their limp body falling onto the ground. cant wait to fuck into their headwound and fill up their leftover brains with my cum.

oh and the pills are to get me drugged up during it all. actually need to be hallucinating so bad while raping all of their dead holes nhghshh

[naviculariis]

I had a dream & a horrible but hilarious conversation occurred with the Straw Hays & Vasille & I need y'all to hear it.

Tw: it is genuinely awful but CHRIST I cannot stop laughing at it. This is why you need to learn the differences between words.

So the SH finally got to meet the Tombstone Pirates, right? Everything was going good, until Usopp asked Vasille what his ability was. And Vasille explained that he can talk to the dead, hear spirits, all that jazz- but he can also RAISE the Dead.

And Luffy, no hesitation, shouted

"YOU CAN DO NECROPHILIA?"

That deck. Got so fucking quiet. Robin had a hand over her mouth ( she knew about Vasille, knew about the Necromancy- )

And Sanji groaned. "No, Luffy, it's not Necrophilia. That's when you rob a grave-"

"NO?" Nami.

"Stupid cook, that's grave robbing. Necrophilia is when you summon a monster-" Zoro.

"That ain't-" Robin just. Leaned over. Covered Vasille's mouth.

And it just went on and on until they were all yelling and Robin just SIGHED so heavily. Covered Chopper's ears. "Necrophilia is when you have sex with a dead person. NECROMANCY is when you raise the dead."

Vasille's face was in his hands. He was done. Crying from laughing so hard. No one has ever fucked up so hard. Holy shit.

[proshippers-against-censorship]

TW for dark fantasies in a childs mind lol

Hello, minor proshipper here (17). Wanted to share a bit of my experience with fandom spaces and the whole and shipping discourse, that way i want to give antis (though i know most of them are not open to other people's experiences) some views of what i did go through.

I never had parental restriction over internet, i used my mom's cellphone and my brother's computer when i could. Given to that, i discovered what "sex" was to a eager age, before i was 9 years old. Of course i didn't understand fully about the implications of that, in fact i used to do "adult" things to myself in the living (rubbing against furniture) or in my room. I had some stuff i liked to see in drawings already, and it wasn't even explicit stuff. I discovered what vore was because i saw a MLP drawing, i didn't understand it but was like "well, i like to see some weird drawings too".

At age 9 i was gifted a tablet, i had my own gmail and had internet access without any kind of supervision. I watched YouTube and played some games, nothing out of normal considering a lot of my generaion grew up with games such as DDLC, hello neighbor, fnaf and etc. My favorite games were Misao and Mad father, i liked these kinds of games although there weren't many gameplays that I liked of them. I understand the story of the games, they were dark (SPOILERS! misao is about a teacher that rapes students and killed misao, i think he's kind of a necro too.) i knew what the villains did was wrong, because my mom always warned me about strangers, specially when they offered things like driving me home. But i felt attracted to the teacher of Misao regardless, he had a a sad backstory and i liked his personality, his way of making others think he is pure-hearted too. He is an interesting characters. I also had a crush on other morally dark characters, such as Freaky Fred from that show of the scared dog (i loved that show, some people say fred makes references to pedophiles i guess it could be), asgore from undertale, cedric from sofia the first (these two are silly but did bad things so 🤷‍♂️)

I could differentiate that the Misao teacher would be a criminal in real life, that i wouldn't be attracted to him in real life but disgusted and wished his execution, but he doesn't exist so that's not the case. I was in the undertale and gravity falls fandom too, and in that time it was common to see frans, billdip and even pinecest content. I didn't really cared, never liked those ships because they weren't for me. But i did like a lot of other darkships, mainly (Harry potter jumpscare) snarry, i discovered thanks to Wattpad and started reading A LOT of fanfics of them (i had a crush on snape too btw LOL, still have), if someone asked i would have the excuse of "oh no i just like it when harry's an adult and on aus!!!" BIG ASS LIE!!!!! someone cut off my tongue for being such a blunt liar, I LOVED THE FACT THAT IT WAS TEACHER X STUDENT lmao, i liked harry being like 14 minimum tho.

I also had a best friend (who now I don't talk to) that liked kuroshitsuji (i think he was a proshipper in denial she had SUS anime likes), i (person who pretended not to read any weird ship to please others) saw the anime (she obligated me to watch it lmao) AND IT WAS SO OBVIOUSLY SH0TA CONTENT!!!! i was like... side eye in a neutral way. You're telling me you're an anti (I didn't knew the word anti back then but whatever) while your favorite animes are KUROSHITSUJI and MISS KOBAYASHI DRAGON MAID???? plus danganronpa. Like sure i believe you (she denied to ship sebaciel but uhm sure i believe you girl whatever you say). I didn't even liked kuroshitsuji but from time to time i saw sebaciel content because they're cute.

btw i never stopped reaading ships of dark/problematic ships, even when i was a anti (poser lol).

Later at 13 or 14 y/o i changed school and FELL MAD IN LOVE like realllyyyyy bad i was insane for a teacher, since he was the only one kind to me and that respected my pronouns and gender (im a trans male). I WAS DELUSIONAL, AND I DON'T MEAN IT LIKE IN A ABLEIST WAY, literally wanted him to groom me and take me to his home and yk dumb stuff. So what i did not to go insane? Since the psychologists in the school sucked ass they were transphobic and blamed me for a lot of stuff. WRITE/READ FANFICTION AND DRAW MYSELF! express myself in art. i didn't tell no one about my crush until i was out of there. Obviously i wrote, drew and read about teacher x student, grooming, fluff and smut because tbh i might be hypersexual. That kept me sane.

"PROSHIPPING" as antis call it (actually refering to darkships) kept me sane, saved my life since i literally wanted to kms in that moment. Later a had a online boyfriend that was UGGHH so toxic (younger than me for 1 year) and was an anti so bad and i had to pretend to be one too while reading freaky fanfics. I broke up with him because he treated me poorly and a headmate of mine blocked him from everywhere.

I had other friend that i told that i shipped snarry and kaeluc being so frickin nervous and tey literally didn't cared (they didn't know about the characters but i told them), that's when i realised maybe i shouldn't be friends with antis. I currently have like 2-3 active friends i talk to, one i think it's not into shipping drama but dislikes ships such as billdip and says stuff like "i ship billford for the complex relationship I don't support toxic ships!!" and then says they're her fathers be so fr make it make sense... while the other despises dottore (genshin character that experimented on several children blablaba hes bad but he's my little meow meow) and darkships while shipping kazuscara that is like toxic and age gap and ??? THAT SAME FRIEND LIKES TO WATCH... HEAR THIS!!! real gore, like people killing themselves and is on shtwt too??? 😭

seriously I don't get antis that are in these communities. anyways that's my story live laugh love shipcest age gap noncon monsterfuckers cannibalism and other problematic ships MUEHEHE!!! ship and let ship, differentiate fiction from reality, make these siblings kiss, don't harass anyone, PLEASE DON'T CENSORSHIP OTHERS EXPERIENCES AND FICTION!!!!!! i love art ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💘💘💘 yes even the problematic one 🎉🎉 don't let fandom cops get you!!! have fun, don't hurt people, hug your kitty or doggy and feed them well 😚😚

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[tatumsversion13]

possible TW abuse, necrophilia, pro shipping

please read // accusation of being pro ship and engaging with necro fanfiction

I just came across this and I feel like I need to adress some things.

first of all, I DO NOT condone any glamorization of abuse or necrophilia and it upsets me that some people might think otherwise. I’ve created this account two weeks ago to try and connect with others who enjoy Scream just as much as I do but also as a form to inspire myself through fanfic, fanart, etc. When I’m outside or busy, I tend to mass like posts without further checking the tags or what they’re really about (which is probably not the brightest idea) so I can come back and read them later on. Apparently I’ve liked a fic that contained necrophilia. I was not aware that I had liked it but I’m glad someone brought it to my attention! It was 100% unintentional and I am not interested in reading stuff like that. I should’ve known better and double check before liking posts but I never realised it could be a bad idea because I honestly trusted my algorithm to not show me that kind of content. I didn’t even know people were writing about stuff like that. I understand the confusion but it was definitely not intentional. I apologise for any harm of confusion that may have caused.

pro shipping :

Assuming anon defines pro shipping as a person being okay with the shipping of different fictional characters whether they’re canon or not: honestly I don’t really understand the issue with this. Since when is pro shipping a bad thing? I mean the main reason this blog exists is because of a ship..? I only reblog stuff about stu x billy since that’s the only ship I care about regarding Scream (not including gale and dewey i mean they’re cute but idrc). After all those are FICTIONAL characters?? Most of the people I follow are stuilly shippers and the actors themselves openly talk about shipping their own characters? Besides, why would I care if people have other ships, as long as none if it glorifies things like pedophilia and/or abuse (and no, no matter how toxic, in my opinion and from the fanfics I’ve read so far, Stu and Billy’s relationship does not glorify abuse since all of their intimate acts are consensual).

If you consider pro shipping as shipping without limits (ignoring, condoning or glamorizing abuse, pedophila, necrophilia etc. that’s definitely NOT something I would EVER read or approve.

For the rest, I could care less about other people’s interests in fan FICTION (again, as long as they don’t contain any if the things I just mentioned). Feel free to correct me if I forgot something.

misogyny :

I made a post joking about how I don’t like Sidney in Scream 1/still hold a grudge against her. Not liking a character in a fictional movie does not make me misogynistic and I can’t believe I have to explain that. I absolutely adore Sidney’s character throughout the Scream franchise but I have no problem admitting that I did not like her in Scream 1996 for the simple fact that she killed my favourite characters (and she was just annoying). I know she had to defend herself and it’s a movie. Not liking a fictional character is never that deep and it doesn’t have anything to do with Neve.

Anyways, this is not what I expected to see when I came on here and I’m sorry if this sounds a bit defensive, i’m just tired of people acting like they know anything about others without confronting the person first but I am glad I’ve been made aware and I’ll pay attention to the content I engage with in the future! I hope this cleared things up and I’m sorry again.

P.S. If you have any issues with me regarding something I’ve said or engaged with, I would prefer if you dmed me so we can talk about it personally. Thank you for reading!

[florenceisfalling]

to my followers unaware of what the fuck im talking about re: toonimal, txttletale, and tyler

tw for csa and transmisogyny

edit: check comments after reading

toonimal aka ezra orena is a tumblr user who also ran a website for "big three" paraphiles (pedo/necro/zoo), including those who are pro-contact and including minors. this obviously led to a bunch of pedophiles sexually engaging with minors and exchanging abuse material.

ezra was already known for being pro-contact in some spaces and had been called out for it. ezra was thus banned on aethy, which is an 18+ proship website, i assume due to the following rules:

there was mild pushback to the fact that aethy also banned ezra's callout, not just ezra; however, this was due to the fact that spreading a callout about ezra's website would also spread links to a pro-csa space:

despite the aethy ban, ezra wasn't called out in the mainstream (to my knowledge) until more recently, when a super huge google doc rolled in with evidence of the abusive behaviors on his website

also despite this, when this doc dropped, some people targeted and doxxed a completely unrelated moderator of aethy for something they had no involvement in.

the google doc. is bad. i understand the good intentions, but it includes irrelevant fantasy as evidence and, more importantly, does not censor victim names. it also does exactly what aethy mods were seeking to avoid by providing a platform for this site, rather than sending it to the proper authorities and letting it get handled properly. statement from an aethy mod:

however, the doc includes lots of evidence for toonimal and his site's users being abusers. its Bad. really really really bad.

because many people did not know toonimal was advocating for abuse prior to the doc being shared, toonimal had some popular posts on tumblr.

one of these posts is a post about "killing the cop in your head" re: accusing people of being degenerate or dangerous over fetishes and kinks that are taboo. while the post might seem weird with the context that ezra is a pedophile, this post was incredibly popular among people who didn't realize. it was just a solid discourse post at the time:

in fact, i checked, and i reblogged this post back in the summer, before i knew that toonimal was advocating for pedophilic contact. this post was not part of some "niche pedophile community." this post currently has 19,000+ notes. it does not mention contact with children. it mentions kink and shipping. drastically different from the content on ezra's site!

and even if you did elect to check ezra's about page before posting, ezra isn't an "open" pedophile. there's a reason his site was secret.

neither of these things mention paraphilias. you have to click on a separate link in the about page to see the tags/warnings that mention lolicon (which is fiction anyway) or illegal paraphilias. even after clicking on those, ezra still upheld on tumblr at the time that he was anti-contact.

the above screenshot is from 3 months ago. now, ezra posts things in the pro-contact vein, but again: he was denying this three months ago. his post was popular even back six months ago. in fact, ezra denied he was pro-contact a week ago, but when evidence popped up he just resorted to insults.

now that we've established that ezra being a pedo was not common knowledge and his post was literally just a popular kink discourse post...

tumblr user txttletale aka healed, who is a trans woman, reblogged it with the following comment months ago:

and later makes a post expressing her opinion on games like stardew valley having somewhat problematic elements to them. in response...

random tumblr cis gay man gets mad and says that healed aka txttletale "markets incest shipping and loliporn as an inherent part of queer sexuality" because she reblogged the toonimal post with 19k notes MONTHS before ezra was called out

reread the toonimal post. there is no mention of loliporn.

even if there was, thats a drawing. its fiction. just like the farming simulator is fiction. who cares

roadhogsbigbelly then doubles down and says that, well, healed might not have mentioned loli, but ezra would support loli. the problem is, again, ezra was not even entirely open about this. why on earth would healed be endorsing that solely by reblogging ezra's post?

then, people start to accuse healed of being in a secret pedophile community with ezra and other popular trans women on tumblr, like predstrogen and maia crimew

a bunch of them notably being from a group of bloggers who love to harass people over stupid shit, be exclusionists, and make conspiracy theories about "closet pedos" and generally just talk shit about anyone they deem below them - especially tgirl bloggers

most of this harassment operates on the idea that healed was mutuals with ezra or aware of ezra's behavior, meanwhile she reblogged ezra's post 3 reblogs down a chain and literally didn't directly interact with ezra at all. neither of them followed each other

people also brought up healed's past controversies, most of which have been apologized for or were simply not fucking relevant

even if healed did follow ezra, the insistence that loli aka drawings is what is sooo sketchy about ezra rather than the fact that he had a site full of ADULTS INTERACTING SEXUALLY WITH REAL MINORS is absolutely fucking batshit

also healed has posted stuff against loli and proship fic/art before. healed literally doesn't approve of that stuff fucking anyway which is imo hypocritical to the kink thing but still proves the accusations against her are false

roadhog guy continues doubling down on how ageplay/cnc/incest shipping/etc is Bad; yet argues that pup play is fine. he thinks ageplay is pedophilia but zoophilia isnt a problem to this guy i guess

despite the fact that the guy who made the pedo website is a trans dude and the victims in the doc were overwhelmingly transfem, random trans women who had no idea ezra was a creep are becoming the main targets of a ridiculous harassment campaign. its such blatant fucking transmisogyny it makes me want to crack my skull open

the neotrances/tyler friend group continues to be weird about it, including getting furious that healed defended herself from pedophilia allegations rather than vetting literally every blog she interacts with or trying to needlessly battle against adults engaging in consensual kink

i hate all of this. so deeply

ultimately my opinions are

ezra has done so many completely fucking awful things and deserves every inch of the backlash he received. he deserves no support for all of this. avoiding him seems to be the best course of action at the moment. part of that involves letting the legal shit go down rather than trying to out-twitter him and his friends over sex crimes. his site probably already had feds on it tbh.

having paraphilic feelings isnt a crime, but involving real children is. genuinely fuck all of the adults on ezra's site

aethy and its moderators experienced targeted harassment over shit they were uninvolved with. this included doxxing and harassing their families. this is especially cruel since they seem to be one of the few sources of common sense in the situation

the targeting of healed, avery, maia, and others: completely just transmisogyny. this shit is insane and nobody should be held to the batshit standards they were held to. please pay attention to this shit and dont let it happen again. don't let stupid discourse un-person a trans woman for something she literally didn't do.

raging about loli/ageplay/whatever the fuck is completely stupid, especially in this situation. when faced with an actual group of pedophiles who are targeting actual, living and breathing children, why do people scream about the fictional expressions of abuse rather than the real-world examples of it?

again. so much of this is just transmisogyny.

fuck tyler and his little clique . all to hell

the people who spread the doc tended to treat csa as a joke. the doc put victims on blast. the doc mishandled evidence.

apologies for any inaccuracies im somewhat late to the ordeal

[mochinomnoms]

(TW for cannibalism, specifically necro cannibalism which is eating dead people)

So, victorians ate mummies (like the kind from Egypt) because it was believed that it was medicinal. Viewing dead bodies as having medicinal properties was a belief dating back to the middle ages, but practiced rather infrequently. However, at the height of the victorian obsession for Egypt (called Egyptomania), along with using mummies to produce an oil paint of the shade mummy brown, they were also eaten as medicine. Something a little less morbid, one guy allegedly found out how his tube of mummy brown paint was produced, and held a little funeral for it. The only reason these practices ended is because they literally ran out of mummies.

(This might become a daily thing, I have way too much to say and not enough people to say it to :( )

YEAH WE TALKED A LOT ABOUT THIS IN MY ANTHRO CLASSES SINCE I WAS ON THE ARCHAEOLOGY TRACK IT'S FUCKING WILD

The BritishTM will never cease to frighten me, also funfact there is a rare parasitic disease that is only so rare BECAUSE YOU CAN ONLY GET IT FROM EATING DEAD BODIES and also British Museums return the stolen artifacts to their home countries they're not yours to display, and I don't care if you're “preserving them” for future generations THOSE WERE NEVER YOURS TO DECIDE THAT RETURN THEM YOU CUNTS

And that goes for American historical museums with Native artifacts, GIVE THEM BACK some of those you straight up just took from Natives' yards and graves you asses

Anyways I have some very strong feelings about the historical museum industry and their workings (also go ahead i also have many thoughts all the time that I like to share)

[hyperose-culture-is]

Welcome to hyperose-culture-is also known as Hyperose Culture Is! This blog is for people to just share their experinces with Hypersexuality and Hyperromanticism, other words Hyperose! This is a blog to help spread the awareness and support people need!

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[maximumsaladtrash]

Hey feral, you blocked us, so I’m not able to respond to the explanation you made, yes I will be talking about my own trauma here, yes I am only 1 person out of the few on this account.

TW: CP, SA, Necro, Zoo.

I myself, am a SA victim, I will not be going into deeper detail but it is pretty bad, I know that’s how you cope, but why cope sharing it? Especially gore on accounts a lot of minors follow, im not talking about your insta, I’m talking about your regular, this one, your old one, tons of minors followed you. Oh my god the tumblr typing is so smooth I could watch it for days whEHATEVER LOCK IN.

We’re slandering you because we think it’s 1. Funny, and 2. Just something extra to make the situation less dire on our side, something to laugh at, maybe not for you, but your consequences have actions, and you need to realize that.

You say it’s not zoo art, that she’s fully aware, like a corrupted gem or whatever, but that’s the same as someone drawing a werewolf, shifting into a regular dog, and fucking someone, hey man, guess what! Still zoophilia, sorry bro.

Nobody really said your necro art is non-con, necro is just weird in general, sorry to break it to you! Even if it’s not a real body, it still influences people to say “ hey! This is normalized isn’t it? “ and share it around ahaha.

Enjoying gore IS awful actually, it desensitized you to things, and ruins your self perception of empathy man, even if you were coping, you shared it publicly, you could’ve double checked a lot more! Because guess what, I followed your insta once, private, and I had 15 in my bio, and you let me in!! Which is CRAZY, saying you only let people close you know in.

You say there are just “ hints “ of non-con, but what about this image hhuuuuhhh? Oh my god I can’t find the image now I’m mad, whatever, the image of you saying you wanted to draw holo-dot and peridot raping your self insert?

Maybe it helped you get better, but it’s still weird to share it publicly, im sorry it’s a harsh topic for you but if your actions deserve a call-out post, you’re gonna get one, if your actions make people block you, and hate you, that’s your fault.

Unblock us if you wanna talk more in DM’s.

[where-that-old-train-goes]

oookay so i need a pinned post.

first: [this will be updated with a link to arab.org’s fundraisers and a master list of donations to palestinians]. look at these. now if you need to go take your meds, go stretch, get up for a minute if you can, and get something to drink or a snack if you haven’t had much. :)

hi!! i’m tommy or striker. i am a minor, american, white, they/he/it and whatever neos you fucking want. i do not care just not she/her. i’m otherkin and fictionkin. i need to make a proper list and i’ll update this post with it when i get it together.

i’ve been an artist for as long as i can remember, and while i don’t post MUCH art here i do plan on posting it more soon! i’m autistic and adhd. current hyperfixations include: tmnt (2018, 2012, and getting into the comics very slowly), batman (albeit mainly the robins), hadestown, and if given the chance i can infodump for hours on the spider-verse movies.

please don’t talk to me if you’re: a map/zoo/necro or anything of the sort, an nsfw blog, a zionist, a taylor swift fan or supporter, harry potter fans (if i know you already you’re on thin ice), a tcester or a batcester (fictionkin reasons. i don’t want to be involved in shipping discourse). if i don’t like you i’ll just block that’s all. don’t involve me in discourse. my tags:

shrike speaks ; my thoughts

cyberpunk superheroes tag ; my comic in the making. individual character tags are “oc: [name]”. please ask me about this i will infodump sooo much

anything else is just tagged as whatever fandom it is. if you want me to tag specific topics lmk i can. i try to tag tws.

FREE PALESTINE, FREE THE D.R. CONGO, FREE SUDAN, ALL EYES ON RAFAH.

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[chipssillyfunfun]

saying my stance on radqueer

tw for: grooming, p3dophilia, n3cr*philia, z**philia.

hey so um... hi. idk how to really say this, but im really on the fence about radqueer.

im a grooming victim myself and a lot of discussions can get really out of hand in the radqueer community. stuff like pro-contact, proshipping, stuff like that... it does make me uncomfortable. im all for supporting people getting help and feeling like themselves, but the entire community is scary. ive seen a lot of bad stuff in there, but i know the core idea is for people to help. this is kinda hard for me to say, but ive been doing my dbt skills and stuff like that, so i made a desicion.

i am not anti radqueer, but i am not pro radqueer either.

i am in the middle.

theres gross stuff in the community, like pro-zoo discussions, pro-necro discussion, and pro-pedo discussion. its very scary and overwhelming for me, especially when im only a 13 year old kid.

and tbh, my therapist says that all that matters for me is that im healthy. i know it sounds selfish, but i think its the best explanation i can give. i need time to develop my core ideas (which comes very later on in dbt), and because of my bpd i get angry easier. im going to try my best to avoid radqueer talk. thank you all for listening!

[applestorms]

was having a conversation the other day about free will in the stanley parable, and between that & rereading the malo jake necro post (& betweengenesisfrog's response) i'd like for this next astronaut ramble to be a look into the ways that homestuck treats the ideas of agency & free will, both in a meta sense (vriska constantly hogging the spotlight) & a social dynamics sense (jake & patriarchy). TW for vague references to questionable kinks & the effects of extreme patriarchy on women under the cut.

ok, so the idea of free will in the context of video games is interesting since by nature most video games (if not all, depending on how you define what a "video game" even is) involve a pretty clear goal/set of goals and some sort of process intended to get you there. as such, in video games you can kinda categorize two different kinds of free will: free will where you have (full/partial) control over the means, the process by which you get to the end, & free will where you have (full/partial) control over the ends, or the ultimate goal/end state.

for example: TSP mostly allows you free will over the end goal through your decisions, but once you get on a path it's not really possible to change the code the developers originally wrote. you can veer off track towards a different ending, but you can't change the process of getting there by nature of how the game functions. in contrast, deltarune (at least from what we can tell w/ 2 chapters) does kind of the opposite of this, giving players free will over the process (do you encourage noelle, or viciously control her?) but promising that the ultimate end state is going to be the same no matter what. thus, "your decisions don't matter," in terms of what ending you'll get, but the process by which you get there is certainly going to change, at least if ch.2 is setting a trend for the rest of the game.

this doesn't apply super cleanly to real life, however, where it's a lot less clear what should be considered an end state or process. it's also very individualistic, focused entirely on the impact of the player's decisions, where in real life you have to deal w/ the choices of everyone else too. i'm thus inclined to call the social dynamics/less theoretical side of free will "agency," & agency is super important when talking about the ways that any piece of media deals with patriarchy. my video game example here is analog: a hate story, since that game delves straight into the ways in which women are forced to negotiate w/ a social structure that frankly fails to even recognize them as people, much less beings with agency (a society which translated "sick daughter" as "pale bride," if you don't get the picture. highly recommend playing analog btw).

homestuck, w/ all of its video game logic & (attempts at) social reflection, deals w/ both of these sides to agency & free will. i believe optimistic duelist already has a lot of good explanations of how hs deals with the latter, particularly w/ the light aspect/vriska stealing the spotlight, as well as how free will in paradox space is based on the idea that every individual will ultimately achieve their goals no matter what, so i won't repeat all of that here. really, it's the social dynamics side of agency that interests me here, particularly for the characters rose, dirk, & especially jake. but before that:

homestuck is fundamentally a queer comic. not only does it spin on an axis of gay teenage drama, lord english himself as the ultimate villain of homestuck can be read as representing patriarchy itself, which is particularly obvious when observing the arcs of the striders (pre-scratch) and dirk & jake (post-scratch) and how they are negatively influenced by lil cal & caliborn respectively. interestingly, since hs takes on a script of flipped gender stereotypes wherein many of its female characters are active agents in the plot while the male characters are more likely to deal w/ the story's emotional core (mean girls & fluffy boys, as deltarune likes to say), you can generally see the influence of patriarchy much stronger in the cast's male characters, and there is no one for which this is more true than jake.

so, getting back to my original motivation for writing this post: as i stated in the tags here, i think it's notable that jake's fascination w/ blue women ultimately does not work out in the slightest in his real life relationships, specifically because of the ways in which said blue women take away his agency, as demonstrated in both the game over timeline & a lot of the post-canon content that shows more of jake's relationship w/ jane. to break shit up a bit here:

jake, jane, & jender

for all his stated interest in "blue women," & the posters all over his room, jake really doesn't have a good track record w/ homestuck's actual blue women. jane & aranea are the obvious candidates here, but jake's parallels to tavros (through the lying down beaten up visual, page title, etc.) also shed some light on his potential connection to vriska (who, imo, is basically the ultimate standard of hs girls w/in that flipped script i mentioned earlier, similar to how jake is the ultimate homestuck boy).

to summarize: not only does jake manipulate jane into friendzoning herself (in the best conversation of the entire comic), aranea & jane are the two most prominent characters that tear jake a new asshole in the game over timeline, specifically in that they completely take away his agency by treating him in the stereotypical way that women are in media. as these posts so beautifully outline, not only is the gender script flipped for jane & jake, it's flipped specifically in their relationship to control & how others view them; in some ways, they still adhere quite strongly to their traditional respective feminine & masculine gender roles, with the whole 50s housewife vibe jane gives off & jake's gentleman schtick.

it's thus not a massive jump to me to see jake's interest in blue women as just another fantasy that he holds onto while still isolated from the rest of humanity, but ultimately doesn't play out the way that he wants it to in reality, something that fits very well into jake's established use of escapist fantasies. jake's fantasizing about a relationship w/ jane can potentially be read as nothing more than compulsive heterosexuality (GT: I consider you [jane] to be a lovely lady of the highest caliber and i really think any gent worth his salt would be a huge bozo to let the chance to go steady with you slip through his fingers. A6A2:4588), & jake's interest in aranea is largely limited to his initial reactions to seeing her.

while this style of image is used to show light romantic interest, the fact that jake's heart uses a ? rather than a 3 even to start makes it clear to me that his initial interest in aranea is quite superficial & questionable even to him. (A6A2:4584)

to clarify, this isn't really meant as an argument for or against the jake necrophilia debate from that post, but just pointing out that his interest in blue women is largely another superficial fantasy, & one that in the end actively works against him once his agency is forcibly taken away from him during the game over timeline.

also, sidenote: the parallels between the game over timeline (& thus terezi's initial killing of vriska) & the epilogue's decision between meat & candy is also striking w/ regards to how homestuck deals w/ the idea of free will, particularly in how it's implied that in the end, the initial decision doesn't work either way. here's some quotes from the very end of hs^2 to clarify that connection since i've mentioned it quite often (HS^2:406):

CALLIOPE: bUt, paradoxically, the critical moment which determined its capture within the black hole happened *after* that point. CALLIOPE: i refer of coUrse to yoUr decision not to retUrn to the mediUm and fight my brother. JOHN: wait, wait. JOHN: you mean, the meat and candy thing? JOHN: oh my god. JOHN: you mean i actually DID make a mistake that day.

ROXY: your choice literally didnt matter ROXY: the whole thing was symbolic in the first place ROXY: literally symbolic in the case of the picnic i mean come on ROXY: it was just some steak and a plate of candy suckers

CALLIOPE: i mean, i wouldn't go so far as to say that the meal we shared was unimportant, given the sacred significance of the two options i presented. CALLIOPE: but yes, yoUr choice of snack was infinitely less important than the choice which it presaged. CALLIOPE: and even then, calling it a choice woUld be sorely misleading. CALLIOPE: think of it like a coin flip. CALLIOPE: the series of events that led to Us being trapped beyond the event horizon of an Ubermassive black hole could be considered "tails", while the events which would have occUrred otherwise could be considered "heads". CALLIOPE: since both were possible, and paradox space is the way it is, they actUally both happened. and we jUst "happened" (hee hee) to get tails instead of heads. JOHN: you mean we ended up with the bad possibility. CALLIOPE: not at all! since both possibilities depend on one another's existence, it really doesn't make sense to call them "right" or "wrong". they both just "are".

2. corpses & agency

in rereading the jane friendzone conversation, one particular line from jake stood out to me again:

GT: I know its hard to believe but i know dirk pretty well and... GT: Well im more than a little sure he likes me in that way if you catch my drift. GT: And what with how he is... GT: Just so relentless and aggressive about everything you know? GG: Yeaaah. GT: So i just start to wonder deep down if maybe its inevitable.

usually i read these lines from the perspective of dirk's insecurities about feeling predatory in his relationship w/ jake, but this line from malo has made me rethink it from jake's pov:

I think you are correct that Jake has a “theme of irresponsibility”, but part of that motif is in the way he acts as a living Burnie Lomax -- Jake pretends to be a corpse puppet, emphasizing the interests of others as a way to downplay his own interests, passively achieving his desires. This is true even in Jake’s apparent resistance to Dirk’s advances!

which. honestly complicates things even more lmfao, though i suppose it all fits into the idea of jake fitting the stereotypical role of a woman, negotiating for his agency by manipulating others since he feels like he can't say what he wants outright. his motivation might be more along the lines of social anxiety, but it still fits how women are often socialized to be less direct about their desires (i don't have a link for this, but recommend the paper social influence & gender by linda carli for a formal approach to this idea, if you can get your hands on it). i suppose the conclusion here is that jake does in fact want agency, he just doesn't want the responsibility that comes with it. roxy does make this joke after all (A6A5A1x2:5812):

GT: You almost scooped my boyfriend out from under me in one fell proposal. TG: oh DID i TG: from under u eh? ;) GT: Wait. No i mean... TG: ;););););) wonks 4 eternity GT: WHOA NOW WAIT A MINUTE!

(though of course, the real real conclusion here is that bones of black marrow has the best interpretation/implementation of this idea.)

3. puppets & dirk (ft. tentacles & rose)

ANYWAY. while it's slightly different, i do think there are some potential parallels between jake, dirk, & rose's respective relationships to a lack of control, particularly in a fetishistic context. rose's tentacle thing, dirk's puppet thing, jake's dead thing(s). homestuck's a lovely comic when you start looking past the surface.

to be honest, i don't have a ton of conclusions to draw here, mostly just noting more of the connections. i think i mentioned elsewhere the connection between dirk & rose as following the convention of the human kids matching their chumhandle-initials counterparts the most closely, but jake & rose have a lot of weird parallels that i'm not sure how to make sense of. just to list a few: they both have a connection to the creation of the first guardians through writing the MEOW & BARK codes, their theme songs on the LOCAM album link them through the horrorterrors (rose's song is "orchid horror" & jake's is "emerald terror," also linking them through their shirt symbols), & their connection to dirk feels particularly notable w/ regards to the events of post-canon stuff.

they also can be considered the most intelligent out of their respective groups of human kids, rose due to her status as seer of light & jake due to sheer subconscious will, meaning that they are on par w/ the other omniscient/semi-omniscient narrators that homestuck loves making its villains. more specifically, i guess that means they're both aware to some degree about the nature of the world of homestuck itself, which is often the most important kind of intelligence in homestuck (it's what light basically comes down to, right?) since it's so goddamn meta all the time. (you could also make the connection there w/ dirk a little bit, since he's got that connection to plato & plato loooves talking about how philosophers are the most intelligent people ever because they are aware of the Forms, as seen in his metaphysics from books V-VII of the republic. can you tell i'm getting sick of reading the republic by now lmfao.) so, yeah.

[lesbian-serpent-handler]

❌️🆘️🖍🍎 for the nsfw asks

YAAAY HI ILU

Doing this for könig 🐻, hanzo 🏹, lucille 💍♡♡ (hanzo and könig will be my "bad end" aus for them because i want to talk about my evil versions of them ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡)

Tw for noncon, incest, kidnapping, violence ⚰️ 🕊

❌️- Do your f/o's have any notable paraphilias? What is their history with contact?

🐻 könig has the most brutal of the three i chose. Everything from somno and getting me drunk to outright rape, though he could make the argument it not that it gets him off in particular to rape me, but that my body belongs to him, so he gets to use it as he pleases (I know better ofc, he gets a look in his eye when i struggle, he loves it the disgusting bastard ♡). He's fond of sexual sadism as well, but he tends to be quite 'gentle' with it, considering everything else. Also guns (unloaded because he likes to scare me by pulling the trigger while he makes me suck it off, but hell if he tells me before hand. Hes thinks im so pretty when im scared of him)

🏹 none particularly come to mind, for all intents hes quite vanilla, just possesive. Maybe dacryphilia? And he would like cnc/dubcon but that would be like 75% of the first dozen times we fuck. Because of the kidnapping, you see (refuses to elaborate)

💍*looks directly at lucille canonically jacking off her brother on screen* so, incest obv. I'm be real, she's low key a necro as well, it's not something she would pursue because she would never want to kill Thomas or I, but the amount of times she's said I "would make such a pretty corpse" is 🤨🤨🤨

🆘️- If you have one, what's your safeword? If you don't need/use one, what would it take for you or your f/o to want one?

🐻 no safeword, he would ignore it lmao

🏹none at first, but eventually its bubblegum or three taps. Hes very good at paying attention 😌

💍none, neither of us need one.

🖍- What's your f/o's favorite toy or gear to use on you? Do you enjoy it as much as they do? (Optionally, vice-versa)

🐻shock collar, baby!!!! He found one that fits and jt quickly become his second favorite to his service pistol to use on me♡

🏹plain rope, but very pretty, expensive rope, custom dyed in colors he thinks looks best on me

💍we don't use a lot of toys or gear, but she got me a ring and it drives her insane when I wear it during sex, a symbol that I'm hers and she's mine, that I'm staying forever.

🍎- Have you/do you ever done anything straight up illegal sexually with your f/o?

🐻stalking, kidnapping, rape, noncon recording, battery, assault with a deadly weapon, you name it hes("we've") done it. Minor noncon vouyerism, he likes showing the videos to his comrades, who are horrified and disgusted, like 'should we... call someone???' But they show up and i answer the door in my shock collar like '???? Youre not my husband fuck off' so they just leave, confused

🏹uh, not really directly. He'll have me cock warm him while debating whether or not to kill someone, but thats about it.

💍*looks again at lucille and thomas* I don't really think so, we don't really have weird incest four ways with him and Edith or anything.

[coining-system-terms]

These terms are not for endos, and not for radqueers. I can't believe I have to say this but if you aren't a system why are you here.

I block : endos, radqueers, racists, queerphobic people, pro/neu contact para (when real things cannot consent, eg: zoo, pedo, necro), anti recovery, queer exclusionists, people who use tma/tme, any type of ai (including c.ai) users

Info about me:

Bodily an adult, a DID system. I've been through ITBC and OEA. Any system can use my terms but obviously don't use the terms if they aren't for you (each term will have a little banner on it saying if it's exclusive). I use I/me and it/its pronouns most of the time and I don't want plural terms used on me.

Info about requests:

You can request a term and a flag, a flag for a term that exists, a userbox and an emoji version of any flag I have already made (I will slowly work through them anyway). I will do userboxes I don't personally agree with.

FAQ posts :

RAMCOA = OEA ≠ Programming

Programming = TBMC = ITBC

What is RAMCOA? (short)

What is RAMCOA? (long)

How to request terms

What do I do if I think I have DID?

RAMCOA and Programming are NOT the same

Expanded

CRT has episodes of cognitive decline and may be inactive suddenly

Do you accept [thing] requests?

Tags :

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health userbox, silly userbox, pride userbox, introject userbox, interaction userbox : these are all different tags for types of userboxes

[11kit-maim-rue11]

hmmm probably ⭐️/starz (tw for: SA, SH, grooming, n3cro, b3astiality, and probably more if i can remember it)

they were my ex (who groomed me, sa’d me, encouraged me to sh when i was trying to quit, etc), actually ex for i think 3 times? 3 or more i don’t know exactly because i blocked out a lot of our relationship/s!!! anyways here’s some more fun stuff that i personally think makes them right for being written in the death note:

they drew necro art of my oc and their oc and posted it without my consent

they talked about raping their dog and thinking about me while doing it

they caused more than one person to kts (by bullying them, sa’ing them, and possibly more i don’t know)

they tried to kill their mother by hiding her pills

and again possibly more i don’t remember, this specific relationship was the start of most of my short term memory loss (there was small bits before that i blocked out because yeah trauma response ofc but this is where i started blacking out and forgetting bigger things and more just because of how badly i was damaged and triggered by this relationship)

so yeah!!! uhm there is definitely a lot more but i hate talking about this so so much!! i genuinely hope that ⭐️ got some help and support because they were a really traumatized person who just needed some help, no that does not excuse their actions at all. that’s it. their actions are not excused and that is not what i’m trying to do at all.

thank you for reading!!! sorry for this vent but i just wanted to talk about my experiences i guess :]

Whose name comes to mind that you would write in your own personal death note and why? Give them an alias (or emoji) and describe who they meant to you (ex: high school teacher, coworker, past partner, etc.)

This is a safe space btw 🤍

[artificialcaretaker]

⚠️N*CROPHILIA⚠️

What a shame.

Things really should have been different.

He should have stayed with you.

You should have killed him yourself.

Alas, the tendrils of time will continue to spread, no matter what the overgrowth strangles.

...

You know this isn’t going to work.

You do not care.