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Polle says: Looking Fresh! Staying presentable is important for company reputation!
#do you know how sick she makes me#do you know how miserable I am about her#she’s my favourite girl#Anya I’m so sorry I promise I will draw you chilling on a beach soon#mouthwashing game#mouthwashing anya#mouthwashing curly#my art#tw rape#tw sa
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just how can i protect your smile?
#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#proseka#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#ruikasa#AUUUUUGH.#this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism#putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009)#this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted#i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay#tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine#me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt#im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit.#emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me#Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here#im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked#i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it#but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH#wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg
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Chilchuck to Marcille when she explains how she plans to ask out Falin
#theyre each others wingmen#local dad tries to help his girlfail lesbian daughter get bitches#shes lowkey failing miserably#but he wants her to succeed ig so he cant give up on her yet#sorry chat im gonna be annoying about them#marcille#chilchuck#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#idk what led me to think about this i was just like#haha chil would so try helping her with falin#and then expiration date appeared in my mind#and i knew i needed to share#youre all welcome teehee#haysprite
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this beautiful idiot went to live with someone else and honestly, both of our QOL are much better HAHA
#she just could not vibe with a house full of other animals#her anxiety manifested in insatiably eating everything#not just food#cardboard plastic you name it#i had to lock cupboards and put books on the bin so she couldnt open it and rummage through it#she screamed for food constantly#she innappropriately toileted constantly#to the point where i bought two automatic litter trays so they were always spotless in case that was the issue#she was medicated and given daily enrichment#but nope#anyway after over a year of kind of hating our life together#i bit the bullet and rehomed her#her food obsession has disappered and besides peeing on their bathmat once#she has used the litter tray without issue#we make a commitment to our pets yall#but do not force yourself to keep them if you are both miserable#i wish i was brave enough to have done this sooner#anyway#rehoming is not the devil#and you can do it responsibly#bye ferg i'm sorry to say i don't miss you#but i'm so glad you're finally happy#fergie#the cat edition
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pov: you told Ms. Lilith she was pretty.
#deltarune#deltarune oc#lancer's mom#spade queen#my drawings#doodles#yeah thats. that's her name#ms lilith#idk i felt like venting somewhat and she's usually an effective vector for it#she who is very grumpy and kind of just miserable#idk i tried to scribble up anything else#but nothing else was working#also i have class in the morning#probably not gonna have time to draw in the upcoming months#so uh. yeah sorry.#i'm probably fucking deleting this tomorrow
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Having one of those days where I wanna delete everything I've ever written and crawl into a hole to hide for forever.
Don't worry, I'm not actually gonna. My brain is just being stupid.
#i don't know why i can't shake this feeling that everyone is gonna hate lucy and be hoping that she dies or ends up miserable#some of the responses i've gotten to these past two chapters have been...idk kinda hostile in a way that's got my defenses up#and i'm honestly kinda scared to post the rest of the series because i feel like the blowback i'm gonna get is gonna be really really bad#considering we're only just starting this arc and people already are upset with me over it#normally i'm fine with people not liking my fics or ocs but idk i've poured my whole heart and soul into lucy and this series#it makes me sad to know so many people are gonna hate her#bleghhhh sorry for being such a downer i'm just in a weird mood these past couple of days#lily babbles
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I think a lot about how V remembers so much more than N. And Cyn said she wanted them to "retain their original personalities" which means V was intended to be the same... Which means something changed her... And she had to see N and J stay the same. Stay unaware completely.
#tzu rambles#she knows too much#its not good for ehr dude shes so miserable to me#she wanted to keep him safe#and unaware#but he kept pushing and pushing and she just. cant bring herself to hurt him#idk. it hurts me.#also her forgetting his name was 100% intentional lets be real#sorry platonic nv makes me sad dude#it makes me sick#the progression of their relationship...#when she was kind and loved him and they had mutual feelings (in my head at least idk if thats canon)#but her love died when everything went to shit#and his love died slowly#but theyr still love each other#just not the same#murder drones
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its kind of unfortunate how much i think about these 2 like i’m trying to shove every single analysis about their dynamic into my head in all forms of media… wanna know everyone’s thoughts on their dynamic. if you say shiori is straight sleep with one eye open
#revolutionary girl utena#juri arisugawa#shiori takatsuki#sorry i have like 3billion thoughts about them#at all times#i habe to shove it somewhere#i have different opinions on different utena variations#but i was watching the movie so i drew movie them#a lot of fanon interpretations of shiori irk me#because she is not some straight girl who just wants to see juri miserable#just like every other character she is incredibly well written and complex#i mean. that’s kind of what they dumb her down to in some ways in the movie#so i can see how people can see her like that#but SHES NOT STTAIGHT SHE S A COMPHET LESBIAN TRUST ME#I know her personally and she told me
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#why am I always the one who ends up miserable#I get dumped and my ex is doing so much better than me#they’re happy and living the life they said they were missing out on whilst being with me#and now I’m alone#my ex best friend is engaged and travelling after she manipulated me and ruined friendships I had for 11 years#and I don’t have a best friend#idk what I did in this life or any others to just have bad things constantly happen to me#but I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done#I just want to be happy and skinny and attractive and loved#I hate hating myself but idk what else to do#I really fucking hate being here sometimes I want to start over completely different#I just want to be loved
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This christmas continues draining all joy out of me leaving me feeling lazy, uninspired, dysphoric, envious and self-loathing all at once.
I just want to not be bored and tired and hate my guts.
Please, just for one minute.
#I am so tempted just to go to bed now so to end this miserable day#not talking about how much I've already slept for half a week#I feel like all I do rn is eat being moody and sleep#I feel bored yet unmotivated#putting on a brave smile for my mom so she doesn't see#and hating myself for that and for other reasons#I don't like who I see in the mirror rn#I wish I could just get the appointment with the gc doctor already so we can up my testosterone again#I don't like who I am articially either#I don't seem to draw anything great#or that anybody cares enough about what I do as well#looking through the amount of art I've made during the different months is embarrasing#close to nothing of substance since september#together with us now having reached the point I see mistakes in all art I've made as well#pathetic#sorry for the rant in the comments#I really dont know what to do about this mood#do I want a distraction or do I want some purpose back in my every day life?#please no existential crisis before the new year#micahs thoughts
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i honestly think the stress of my job is bad for my health tbh
#txt#negative#today someone came in & started racist hassling the other people just waiting in line#& yesterday i was Also having trouble calming down after work just like i am now bc a different person came in and started losing her shit -#-abt something someone else did#its like customer service but everythings heightened =_=#im gonna wait until the spring and then if im still tense & miserable after my vacation then im gonna quit#SPEAKING OF im. regretting inviting this friend of mine along on this vacation sooooo much. which fucking sucks bc i adore her but like;;;;;#she & i are two vastly different people when it comes to travel like shes way more detail focused & strict than me which i. super -#-appreciated when we went to montreal. but now we're going to asia & she. knows nothing about asia so it feels like she's relying on me to -#-patch the holes in her strict framework which i like. wouldnt be doing at all if it were just me 😀 i am a pathologically chill person when-#-it comes to travel. and now im like. im gonna be away from this stressful job & need everyone with an anxiety disorder to stay minimum 5ft#-away from me until i come back. except i will have one such person right next to me the whole time 😀 WHICH AGAIN SUCKS BC I LOVE HANGING#-OUT W/ HER IN LIKE LITERALLY EVERY OTHER SITUATION. LIKE;; INCLUDING OTHER TRAVEL SITUATIONS#ugh sorry i had to get this out of my system. i think im just sad my Fuck Off To Asia fantasy is becoming less that & more of a chore#shes also gonna be dependent on me for part of the trip bc i speak chinese & she doesnt. which like. i thought would be a necessary -#- unpleasantness for a greater good time when i was thinking to invite her.#i cannot stress enough how this is regret toward myself & not spite toward her.#its like i packed my most beloved tank top to go on a ski trip ya feel
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Day 27 of pt doodles every day hi guys been a while since I did one of these
Based off the fantasy card set … personally I think the outfit they gave her is atrocious But I’m too lazy to change it since I’m gonna be drawing the whole set
#might give her shoes later Maybe who knows#phantom troupe doodles every day#again#my own art makes me miserable so I will NOT be tagging this#does anyone even read these tags sorry if u do#also ik she has a veil… i got lazy 💔#rgrheheh
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More heartache (Edelthea edition)
#FEW3H#fire emblem three hopes#dorothea arnault#edelgard von hresvelg#edelthea#azure gleam#sorry about the miserable formatting#dorothea is uh.. she's not doing well on this route#worried sick about not just edelgard but also hubert and ferdinand#anxious over encountering the empire#lost her motivation to fight but also continues to do so because she views it as her responsibility#crushed by survivor's guilt#seeing dorothea be this worried over edelgard makes me so unwell when we know what happened to her#I don't think I've recovered from ag yet someone help me lol
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I have not posted any of my analysis to reddit yet and I think I might just post it and ghost it. I've already spent too much time looking at other people's threads on there to feel any way good about interacting with folks.
I already went in an added the "I know you're going to bring this up let me save you the time" section which is exclusively touching on the frequent topics of:
"well what about the fingerprint nostrum and finger mimics? He is clearly just a crackpot"
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"it's definitely some weird elaborate sacrifice to Metyr thing"
#if he's drinking hallucinogenic tea in his free time genuinely good for him. whatever man. i just do not think either of those items are-#at all relevant to the quest especially the nostrum because it is a placebo medicine and aint nothing fake about this shit#also i think theres a distinction between becoming fingers vs wanting to replace metyr? idk like as ive said i think he thinks he's-#better than the fingerweavers and rightfully so#like please come to a new conclusion other than “man this guy is on drugs”#also girl... metyr doesnt need sacrifices. like? where is that textually or in set design? metyr wants us to leave her the fuck alone#she's minding her own business EVERY TIME WE SPAWN INTO HER ZONE#like why are people so desperate for everything to have a dark undercurrent? not everything has to be some dark disney ass shit#“actually finding nemo is a hallucination & Marlin is insane & nemo is dead that movie is actually super fucked up & dory is a grim reaper”#like im sorry but this is how this extra shit all feels to me#like it is already fucked up and miserable?#is he 100% a good person? like thats genuinely person to person. theres personal gain from the quest#and hes definitely very good at getting what he wants#manipulate manifest mother#tail fingers on the vision board#devon yaps#and yap I did#like I don't want to be a bitch because yeah we should genuinely celebrate other peoples theories and hcs in these games#but i dont think “lol this guy is just on drugs” is one of those things#because i like spooky theories if theyre backed up.#but to say “its this weirdly horrible thing and youre all wrong” especially in his context is not great to me#Sorry. like may my own arrogance strike me down like the scholar i think i am 😤 farewell#because again its coming down to meeting this narrative without preconceived bias and most of the reddit stuff feels like-#“he is fucked up. won't say why. but i bet you know why i actually think this 🤫🤫🤫” like just you cant wrap your brain around guy mom#i do really want to reiterate this is about reddit shit. like i am so into people who love his character but interpret him more sinister💕😚#truly eating that shit up
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Valjean and Cosette's official introduction to the Petit-Picpus convent.
Clips from <Il cuore di Cosette>.
#Les miserables#les mis#My Post#Cosette#The Lark#Little Mlle. Lanoire#Convent Student#Jean Valjean#Father and daughter#Owl and Wren#Fauchelevent#Convent Family#Gardeners and a student#Mother Innocente#The Convent#Javert#The Wolf and the Convict#I really love they becoming a family together...!#But I also feel sorry for Cosette at the same time.#As the nuns said that she'd become ugly but remember what Mr. Hugo mentioned about her earlier?#The abuse made her ugly!#This is children's cartoon show. But remember that she was abused 6 years and was just in panic during 24 hours in the Brick.#So I can guess her face was not in that good condition like cartoon show.#Suffered with abuse and sorrow and maybe some external wounds too.(In a brighter sight though. Living with her father probably worn out.)#And according to Mr. Hugo's mention the nuns trying to make the scarred soul into a nun...#What do you think about this?#The Brick#Il cuore di Cosette#Les Mis Letters
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Lol saw your tags, thanks for loving my pfp. My friend group has a big joke about rats so it seemed fitting.
Must know: who is your favorite sd character to draw besides Shane? Least favorite?
#stardew valley#stardew valley emily#stardew valley sebastian#sdv emily#sdv sebastian#i know i have a lot more seb art than emily but HE MAKES ME SO MISERABLE#emily is so fun and easy for me its so enjoyable and i get to put her in any pose and situation and i think she comes out cute#sebastian is hard because hes suppose to be a pretty boy and im. suffering w him#by the way before anyone tries to kill me sebastian and emily are two of my most FAVORITE characters and i put a lot of pressure on myself#to draw them as presentable as possible in my artstyle 🥹🤌 or i start crying#tho i just gotta say. favorite to draw ≠ doesnt equal to the quantity of content i put out for specific characterkgkskgksgkskg sorry#because shane also makes me SO MISERABLE
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