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you ever think about how it’s been over a year since we last saw aizawa, mic and their dead high school boyfriend
#bnha manga spoilers#like we finally got an aizawa panel but it was a flashback so it doesnt really count#but horikoshi really threw them into a teleporting abyss then went lol bye#we still dont know where they are or how much of shirakumo is present through kurogiri#also!! the gun!! that just never got mentioned again#mic probably still has it!! which means he could still be the one that has to kill kurogiri to free shirakumo#bc you know aizawa wont be able to do it#and he wont be able to use erasure to get through to him#am i putting off re watching the sports fest arc to figure out how to write mics commentary? maybe so#go beyond plus ultra#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#aizawa#eraserhead#present mic#kurogiri#oboro shirakumo#erasermic#erasercloudmic#mha#bnha
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if i lead
The words are stolen from Feliciano’s lips in a terrific rush of joy, his mouth dropping and tears welling up in his eyes as he comes face to face with the brother he’s spent the past four years of his life searching for. There aren’t words in any language he knows that truly express how thankful he is to see him, knowing that all of his effort wasn’t in vain because Lovino is here and he’s alive--! Lovino, however, doesn’t seem to share the sentiment.
hi so remember how i said i was writing a spamano pirate au. here's the first chapter (_/_\)
#my art#technically..... lmao#spamano#i dont wanna tag it as anything else#im always so anxious to cross post my writing lol#anyway i have to go and finish painting my bathroom now bye#i dont know how often im gonna be able to update it.... but know im Locked into writing it rn. i have about 41k in a rough draft phase rn#also its so very self indulgent so like.... im sorry lmao
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Last Line Tag Game
Thanks for tagging me @teejaystumbles ! A really nice surprise!! :D I am indeed contemplating writing two Dead Boy Detectives fic right now, but they're both in the very early 'being-outlined-in-my-head' stage, haha. They both revolve around post-s1 Edwin pining for Charles, one where Edwin takes matters into his own hands and one where he decides to have a chat with the Cat King about it. Not sure if they'll ever be written but they're intriguing!
But for the sake of the tag game, here's a lengthy bit from a Dreamling wip I've slowly been chipping away at for a few months!
A scene from Every Little Thing (Working Title)— In which Morpheus is a figure drawing professor who has just been fired from a film production based on his comics, and Hob does part-time figure modeling and is determined befriend the aforementioned professor.
Morpheus picks his class schedules wisely— he runs two first year general figure drawing classes, at 8 a.m. and at noon on Mondays and Thursdays. He helps the uni’s live figure workshop club on Wednesdays and Fridays at 6 p.m., and meets his sister for lunch on Wednesdays. All other free time was dedicated for his industry work. That wouldn’t be a concern anymore, would it. By the time Morpheus unlocks the door to the studio, sets his bag down by his desk, and starts fiddling with the ceiling studio lights pointed at the model stand, all of Morpheus’ thoughts have reduced to pure spite. Fine, maybe the big studios don’t want him. They don’t deserve him, then, their loss. His portfolio and repertoire are infamous in the industry, they’ll be crawling back to him in no time. Too bad, maybe he would have started his own production studio and he’ll end up with the next ground-breaking animated film. Maybe— Morpheus’ thoughts are interrupted by a knock at the door. He shakes himself out of it, calling, “Come in.” A glance at his watch tells him it’s only 7:48, perhaps it’s an overeager student here early. It’s only the second week of the semester, they grab every opportunity to prove themselves with a spirited step that Morpheus might be slightly envious of. “Hello, Morpheus Endeles?” Hearing his full name startles Morpheus, and he turns from the lighting settings to the door. “Yes?” The man who steps into view can only be described as radiant. He can’t be much older than Morpheus, not much taller either but wider in the shoulders. His hair is cropped just above his shoulders and he sports a neatly kept beard. Morpheus registers this all first simply because of his profession but— he gets caught on the man’s brilliant smile and deep brown eyes. There’s something there that knocks all thoughts clear out of Morpheus’ head. The stranger smiles warmly, smiles like he already cares. “I’m here to model for the morning and noon figure classes?” The man says. Morpheus clears his throat and steps forward, “Yes, this is the right studio.” He extends a hand, “Robert Gadling, I presume?” The man takes his hand— god, he’s so warm— and shakes it steadily, “Please, call me Hob! All my friends do.”
I'm a sucker for the 'Morpheus catalogues Hob's appearance during their first meeting' trope in most Dreamling human AU fics, I couldn't not do it too :]
Besides this, I've also got a Dreamling Velvet Goldmine-ish AU fic that I want to get done this summer. I'm a very slow and ruminative writer so let's see if I can commit to any of these fics now that I've posted about them lol!
No pressure tags! I have no idea who's been tagged recently so-- lol. @hardly-an-escape @valeriianz @moorishflower @amielot :)
#ive seen so many Artist Dream AUs but theyre always pretty vague with the specifics of his work so i was like#i need to write the specific ins-and-outs of what my ideal Artist Dream AU would be. and its this#that he's a really difficult collaborator with extreme creativity who starts out in animation#and branches out from there into art directing various things doing his own comics on the side (the corinthian is one of his comics)#(he DEFINITELY forays into themed environmental design)#which is half inspired by my actual professors' professional lives and a guest speaker that spoke to us recently#i want morpheus to be really good at teaching younger artists#and i want him to doubt weather his passion for storytelling is worth it#and i want hob to befriend him and ground him by reminding murphy about what he loves about making art#and of course i love figure drawing classes so much! theyre the essence of narrative art#and ofc hob and dream are gonna fuck at some point. i already have a mildly kinky sequel scene planned involving hob knowing how paint#anyway god this is so long#i just love the ideas in this fic theyre so personal to me. i really hope i finish this fic and get to share it with everyone :')#LONG POST AUGH ANYWAY BYE THANK YOU FOR TAGGING ME TASH!!!!!!#i dont really get to talk about my fic anymore so this was really nice thank you :') !#rex writes#rex speaks#tag game#last line tag game#long post#fic
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i want to write fic soooo bad but i feel like i just can't present a narrative in a way that anyone will understand idk it always just feels so nonsensical, whatever i write. Even just writing a plan its like after a while all words just lose all meaning idk what this meanss idk how to do this
#like its jsut so hard to explain it like everything becomes word soup or something#like the longer i write the more it feels like the story is pointless even if im trying to write about something concrete#AUAUGH i just dont have a way with words i guess. but its also about the way of writing idk man idkk the story is there but at the same tim#its nothing#i cant explain it#ive wanted to write fic and comics and even flesh out ideas and after a while of trying it just feels so pointless and like its about#nothing even though im not even writing stream of consciousness like I KNOW the things i want to write are here but the story is just.#nothing#AUAHHHFDD HOW DO I EXPLAINNNN#this is a very vivid feeling in my brain whenever i enter this stage of writing anything#UGHHHHHFVBHVD ok bye#i mean i dont really have good ideas either but uhh i would like too :^/#idk im just looking if anyone feels this way too or if they fight it somehow -_-
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so you know how I've been talking about the Kazuha Demon Slayer crossover for ages now?
Hahahaha
Chapter 1 is out :)
#ahjskdkhjf#drops this and runs#I will be honest!!! I dont think I characterized sanemi very well lmao#he's the exact kind of character I don't know how to write! Like selectively respectful and doesn't give a shit otherwise#and also like extremely angry and driven and such! I am much more used to writing quiet pensive more rational characters I think#I had to rewrite this first chapter like 3 times because I couldn't figure out how to get Sanemi and Kazuha to mesh together very well#Like neither of them are particularly trusting on first meeting someone especially with added suspicion from both sides#and I still have like. no idea how to actually write grief which greatly complicates writing this#because it's meant to be an exploration of Kazuha's grief through the lens of other demon slayer characters#oh well if people don't like it I suppose it was still good practice on writing#It is 1 AM and I am Letting Anxiety Get the Better of Me#and I have to wake up at 8 tomorrow so I should go sleep#ok bye
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everyday i constantly think of masato's wheelchair and if that's his only one/main one no wonder he's so pissed at everyone
#snap chats#someone pointed this out to me like last year so im stealing it sorry cause I Think Of It Constantly#the handling of masato's disability will forever annoy me esp with how vague it is but esp his chair#one day ill draw masato with an appropriate wheelchair. maybe then he'll be happy for once#in a way i guess it could tie into how restricted or trapped he felt since the type of chair he's shown is more like. a hospital one#and not one youd really use as a regular user- like in that vein it is a bit of storytelling in that he can ONLY go out with help#since hospital chairs are SO much different from home chairs ESPECIALLY in regards to mobility and independence the user has#AND NOT TO MENTION HOW UNCOMFORTABLE THOSE CHAIRS ARE get his ass a proper cushion P L E A S E#like it portrays the idea that its unfathomable for him to go anywhere on his own and so in that vein . Interesting Storytelling#theres a lot of implications going on here if im so honest and again it makes for Really Interesting Story Telling#however i refuse to give rgg credit like that when it comes to disabilities. ... they havent earned that from me yet#see this is why the vagueness of his condition annoys me because he's shown to be independent enough to roll himself to his elevator#and presumably get himself dressed but he cant have a proper chair ?#because ik there are people who have expressed they have conditions where even writing is tiring#so if his condition was in-line with that and it was hard for him to push himself in his chair then i could buy it#obviously the issue lies with his lungs but i just want to know the full extent yk...#to wrap this up tho ive been thinking of character design in rgg and how we dont give credit to it enough#sooooo if i make a second post ten minutes from now thats why cause i keep forgetting to spam my thoughts on here LMAO#ok bye
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phone calls my detested
#i had to make a vet appointment and Wow i am not cut out for this whole independent adult thing lmfao#i had to write down a little script for myself...#i feel so bad for the receptionist i was stumbling and 'uhhhhh'ing my way through that call#fuck and when i was supposed to end the call. i didnt realize#I DONT KNOW THE PROTOCOL OKAY#do i hang up??? do i say bye??? she didnt say bye so was there something else i was supposed to say#she hung up so Yay but oughhhhhhh what the fuck#youre telling me people just Know how to carry a conversation? they just Know the routine? sounds fake#i had to rev myself up for the call too#put on a hat. put on sunglasses to trick my brain into thinking we're outside doing things thus fabricating confidence#phone in one hand fidget-dodecahedron in the other. Pacing#my brain is a normal brain that works perfectly fine thanks for asking#absolutely unprompted#i feel so connected to my neanderthal ancestors when i have to make a call#theyre being stalked by a smilodon... i have to talk to a person... same Fear <3#no but fr whenever i have to talk to someone my thought process shuts down Completely and i forget that im a living human being#fight or flight - neither. freeze and play dead#i think in my next life... i would like to be... a decorative plant#perhaps one of those tall ferns outside a seaside barbecue restaurant#i'd Win at that life. id be so good at photosynthesizing & rustling in the ocean breeze
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John is so capable of violence, has seen and endured and caused so much violence, has learned so well how to hurt. He has rage inside of him. Against abusers. Against himself.
But he is still so gentle and nice and comforting and he smiles and the numbers hug him and he tells Megan with tears in his eyes how you lose a part of yourself when you kill someone. He wants to help.
And. He wants to die but then. Why not live to help people. Then. Why not live because it's nice.
#i lovelovelove the superposition of violence and gentleness in him waow#anyway. wheres that post i wrote about poi being about not being defined by your past and doing what you can is enough etc etc#also idk im just veryyy not normal about john being suicidal and then less suicidal#i didnt like his death#like beyond my fav character died idk it rubs me the wrong way that he was suicidal then crawled out of si to just pretty much kill himself#not that im against stories of suicidal characters killing themselves. (just tired of non suicidal ppl writing dumb shit ig)#but idk. for him to end like this when i feel like hed have at most passive si#i dont like the idea of framing his death as a sacrifice. as smth he wanted and was “meant to be”.#i understand he wanted to save harold and i know how he gets when harold is in danger but it felt like he threw his life away too easily#i just wanted to see him get out of his suicidal/self sacrificing ways. save harold and save himself as well#anyway my john is antisuicidist and goes to alt2su meetings ok bye#like the way he helps homeless people bc he knows what its like. he goes there when he has peaks of si but also to help people#johns sidequest of dealing with chronic si and learning about suicidism and peer support gjdjzjffj#wasnt planning on rambling in tags but anyway im normal now 👍#person of interest#john reese#tw suicide#nourann.txt
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I have finished The M/entalist, a tv show that ended 10 years ago, a show that I'm sure no one else cares about, but that I am about to make my whole personality for at least 2 weeks as I have hyperfixated on it so hard I can barely breathe
so uhhhhhhhh anyways if anyone knows this show take this as an open invitation, or if not then consider this a formal warning that i may be reblogging things and screaming "P/ATRICK J/ANE" in the tags <3
#waterfalltalks#hi i am in LOVE with this man even tho hes like idk 30 years my senior#hes also fictional so <3 its fine <3 is what i tell myself <3 and its true <3 so its okay that i tell myself this <3#what can i say okay he hits EVERY one of my boxes and has a charming smile while he does it#literal sunshine but clouded with the most beautiful darkness like hello sir#also one canon and it wasnt the best and it wasnt a lot and it was from the back but you know what sometimes we starve#so the fact im not going completely without is good enough for me and i will live nicely in this world#i do not know if i will write for him but i cannot find ANYTHING for this man so i might have to just do it myself#will anyone else care? no. does that matter to me? nope hes my beloved and i want c o n t e n t#only thing stopping me rn is free time and confidence that i have his mannerisms down#maybe after i rewatch it <3 again <3 and watch many edits <3 and maybe make a few edits <3#anyways if you bothered to read this far uh- thank you? im sorry? dont mind me just losing it over my newest guy <3 you get how it is <3#(i hope <3) anyways yes thank you!! bye!! i will go sit in a corner and think about my man <3#not snz
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i really just dont think more than one person cares that i write fics tbh
and yes i love that one person so so so much and i love creating with and for them and its the light of my miserable existence
but it would just.. sometimes be nice. to be acknowledged when i do share something publicly
and yes i know it only matters that im happy and im writing for a niche ship within a niche fandom; trust me ive heard it all before. it doesnt change the fact that i feel like i dont even exist as a writer, like in general. within the fandom or otherwise
and idk its just very demotivating and it sucks so
#yeah#it would just sometimes be nice to be acknowledged. even on the most basic of levels#and i mean like.. people asking stuff. showing even general interest. fuck i dont even get requests for anything whenever ive posted that#they are open. like i know i havent done that in a while but why do you think i stopped#it just feels like i dont exist. unless i have something visual to present to the fandom im invisible#idk. it just kinda sucks. like a lot. cause even if i dabble in a lot of things writing is still the thing i wanna do and love the most#and i know im gonna keep writing and creating. but just trying to talk about it outside of very specific dms or sharing it publicly is just#not worth it tbh. and it doesnt matter how hard i try#anyways just. a thought. i guess. idk im running on very little sleep and two cups of coffee im a little bit sick lmao#read immortal fears. thats my final note on this. i would like to continue that story. okay bye#night is an absolute mess on main
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please someone teach me how to describe someone laughing without just saying "he laughed" every couple sentences, this is painful oh my god
#im terrible with like description tags#i overuse he laughed and softly/gently so bad#i just wanna get my point across plz#but its so awful to read back lmfao#but i dont know what else to SAY#im a strong believer in just using said a lot of the time#but how tf else am i meant to describe this plz#and i cannot stand the words giggle and chuckle either plz#no ones allowed to laugh in my writing bye#or speak gently#because i cannot stop using the word gently#i hate writing oh my god#writing#never writing again i quit bye#writing a bunch of novels sounds so appealing until i actually have to write#i have ideas galore i spend ages planning#and then fall on my face when one of my characters laughs ffs
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@ the three other girlies in the fandom who don't hate Ketch and appreciate him for being THAT bitch (hot bastard sexy evil milfman representation and one of the funniest bitches on the show) who are just like me starving for content, weep no more. I have just the fic for the four of us.
This is a Dean/Ketch fic taking place during episode 13.18 Bring 'em Back Alive, in which Dean and Ketch travel to apocalypse world and the entire episode is basically already a hurt/comfort enemies to foxhole buddies fantasy as it is. But there is a gap between scenes that needed to be filled!
#arthur ketch#ketch#dean winchester#dean x ketch#dean/ketch#fanfic#fan fiction#supernatural#supernatural fic#supernatural fanfic#spn#mp#ff#please click on the fic and scroll down to the kudos button lol i need it#i know this is a rare pair and i also know how much the fandom hates ketch#personally i dont get it and i think he's so fucking hot and hilarious on top of it and he's one of my favorite characters <3#also hi yeah im actually posting my writing on the interned net now. yeah on a webbed site for everyone to see. only took me like ten years#so even if he's not your thing but if you ever wondered what my writing's like (which im SURE y'all are just DYING to know) - here you go#im new to publishing things and it's been a 20 year long struggle to get there so please be gentle with my little self <3 ok bye
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category 5 situation i caught myself having referred to something i drew w/the word "art" instead of something like doodle or sketch or drawing. only course of action now is to explode on the spot goodbye
#i literally squinted at my phone like wait did i write that... i did????????#i very. consciously. cant bring myself to say art usually#so the fact that i SLIPPED UP genuinely makes me feel embarrassed lol 😭 it was well after midnight when i posted it#so that explains how it passed my radar#not on here it's my recent cara post dump lol but ouguuwhghhdhh im taking damage every time i get a notif on it now#whats the big deal you may ask? well i dont know. i just have issues.#ill say like fanart or something maybe but. art alone. i will explode.#because i have issues!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#or not. well i do but im not sure if it' related. ok im distracted from the task im meant to be doing bye
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Was having so much fun replaying p3p that I forgot that this game is bad lol
#the klock keeps ticking#i gotta get my ranting gear on its happening again#just got to the part where its revealed that shadow experiments happened at the school 10 years prior#and yeah its as badly written as I remember lol#like first off it really is just kinda like ‘ah yes the kirijo group experimented on kids and created the dark hour and we’re being#recruited to clean up their mess’ and the only one who seems to care is yukari but then like#oooh she cant be mad after all cuz her dad was in on it or whatever#and my favorite fucking guy Ikutski is there with a smile like ah yes yes the fucked up shit ah well anyways lets keep fighting lol#and its like briefly mentioned so fucking casually that mitsurus family involved her in this shit and forced her to awaken to a persona#when she was like 8 and you know. now she has to act as a tool to clean up their mess#and it’s like hold up now. why arent we talking about this aaaaaaa just gonna drop that bomb and leave#my favorite fucking part though is like afterwards all the little scenes we get of the characters processing this information#none really seeming to care all that much about the fucked up part theyre just like ‘damn the dark hour is gonna end’#and we get some of that iconic p3 dialogue where characters just look into the camera and explain their trauma before walking away#akihiko just goes up to shinji to be like ‘hey lol remember that we’re both orphans and thats how we know each other and also my sister#anyway Keep Looking Forward™️ bye’ and then fuuka looks into the camera like#‘yes btw my parents have an inferiority complex and thats why they abuse me which is why i dont mind being manipulated’#like she just. says that its so funny this game was written by a toaster#its so frustrating cuz the conflict could be so interesting but they handle it soooo boring and ignore all the parts that shouldnt be#oh mitsuru dont worry ill write you a better game to be in#come to the fat lesbian party where we kill the kirijo group with hammers
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man i love how people are like "guys you're all mischaracterizing this person. stop the slander/where is the slander, you guys are always ignoring something something + this other character did something something" and then proceed to mischaracterize that other character in that same post with them getting really annoyed about mischaracterization like. sorry what
#cozm textpost#writing#i was originally gonna ramble a shit ton in the tags#mostly about bsd cause i wrote this with bsd in mind lmao#even if it was meant to be fandomless#but then i felt like i was becoming the people i was complaining about so i just stopped lol#i have it saved on some random google doc its fine#if you are interested please ask lmao#also sorry for not posting art in a while i dont have the motivation to draw#plus a friend commissioned me#anddddd i dont have the time or energy because i only know how to procrastinate 😭#oh well. also proseka took over my life momentarily#okay bye bye i will come back with more maybe. in the future who knows
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Remembering that the black parade’s 18th anniversary is oct 24th and then the rgg drama and sonic x shadow generations is coming out the 25th and then halloween’s the 31st means im imploding at the end of october this year
#snap chats#23rd for europeans but wharever POINT IS its MY week#got reminded of this because three cheers’ 20th anniversay is today … like. THE album for understanding my as an individual#all the shadow posting on twitter nearly distracted me but i listen to the album every day so itd be illegal if i forgot#i love acting like i dont treat the entire month of october as halloween#listen ik i just made this post without the MCR bit but this is a warning four months down the line#theres just a lot of things to look forward to i fear ….#i will be posting about everything so long as i can make it rgg related and since Tha Drama comin out that week. TRUST ill find a way#as of right now ill go back to rgg posting. maybe. idk im kinda hungry maybe ill eat dinner#maybe ill write for once i was inspired listening to music today. ironically not a three cheers song#FOB song so like same topical vein ig but we all know how my writing goes#BUT ILL AT LEAST SHARE THE IDEA ? maybe. ill decide next post. after i decide if i eat or not#bye bye for now ill be back in an hour
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