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So. I just finished The Magnus Archives.
You’re telling me that Jonathan Sims, Head Archivist of the Magnus Institute, began his journey from such a place of uncertainty and desperation to prove himself worthy of the title, and ended as the embodiment of everything that tormented him?
You’re telling me that Martin Blackwood, who held so much love for the people around him, unintentionally paved the way for his lover’s desperate martyrdom?
You’re telling me Jon was marked for this from childhood, manipulated by forces older and greater than civilization to bring such harm upon the world that the only solution he could see was to end it?
You’re telling me there was no escape for them?
You’re telling me they could have lived happily together, but they could never have taken that path because it lies contrary to who they are?
You’re telling me Jon and Martin had everything and everyone slowly and agonizingly ripped away from them until they had nothing left but each other, until neither one could fathom surviving without the other?
You’re telling me that Martin and Jon kissed at the center of a collapsing reality, then Martin felt the life leave Jon’s body as he stabbed the only living person he loved?
You’re telling me there is a chance they are Somewhere Else, but that would mean they never escaped the Fears and never will?
You’RE TELLING ME-
#incoherent screaming#head in my hands screaming#IT WAS ALL INEVITABLE AND IT WAS ALL HIS FAULT#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#the magnus archives#the Magnus archives spoilers#tma spoilers#tma 200#this podcast#this godforsaken podcast#I’VE SEEN THE JMART JAYVIK COMPARISONS I DOD NOT REALIZE IT WOULD BE THE EXACT SAME#jonathan sims#jarchivist#martin blackwood#tma meta#jonmartin#THEY WERE DOOMED FROM THE START#AAAAAAAAAAAAA#I’m not handling this well am I#madbard rambles
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Mel holding Viktor's cane while she promises to protect Hextech
I won't let them corrupt your dream
#arcane#melvik#mel medarda#mel arcane#viktor#viktor arcane#mel with viktor's cane in her hand and jayce's head in her lap while she promises to protect their dream#me and you OT3 shippers we are all holding hands in our shared insane asylum#spoilers#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#jayce in her lap like that is so sweet i was fully dying#but when she touched viktor's cane i screamed so loud i thought my neighbors were gonna call the cops#-I won't let them corrupt your dream- she says with BOTH OF THEM IN HER HANDS
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RUNAAN LOVED RAYLA *SO* MUCH THAT THE GUILT OF THEIR LAST INTERACTION CORREDED AWAY AT HIS SOUL FOR THE YEARS HE WAS STUCK IN THE COIN.
HE LOVED *HIS* DAUGHTER SO MUCH THAT IT LITERALLY TORE HIM APART WITH HOW THEY ENDED.
YOURE FUCKING KIDDING ME.
#IM GOING TO FUCKINF SCREAM#I CRIED SO HARD#'how could I? Youre my-' 'Im your daughter.' 'My daughter.'#COLLAPSES TO THE FLOOR DEAD#WHEN SHEBCORRECTED CALLUM THAT ALL THREE OF THEM WERE HER PARRENTS#THATS HER DAD BRO#THATS HER FATHER#THE MAIN THAT RAISED HER AND TAUGHT HER HER MORALS#LIKE ON GOD BRO#HEAD IN HANDS IM GLING TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF ON GOD BRO#the dragon prince#tdp s6#tdp spoilers#tdp rayla#tdp runaan#runaan#rayla#moonfam#moon fam
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it also caught me so off guard in episode 1 in particular that the crew clearly knew how much izzy was doing to protect them from ed?? no one's saying it out loud because it won't help but the hug, and the whole scene surrounding it, says they've all quietly been paying attention and worrying about him behind his back and it was a culmination of weeks and months of living like they were while knowing that izzy was bending over backwards to absorb as much of ed's rage and heartbreak and anger as possible in order to shield the rest of them??? help??
#frenchie holding izzy's hand in particular#is an image i can't get out of my head#izzy's not like this! he's not a touchy feely person#he doesn't reach out for comfort#he doesn't confide in them#but they all see the shit that goes on and they all see izzy straighten his shoulders and brace himself for the punches#and he shouldn't have to but he does and it keeps ed away from them but at what fucking cost#and all they can do#after it's finally been voiced aloud#is be there#and give him that moment#and quietly say no. it's not right.#screaming crying throwing up etc etc#our flag means death#our flag means death season 2#ofmd#ofmd season 2#izzy hands
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mouthwashing ages headcanons
daisuke is 23. young but notable age to be a full on adult with no job or no furthered education yet.
anya is 28. also young. generously giving her 10 years after college age to try and get into med school 8 times. this is her second or third voyage.
jimmy is 38. hes got "baby" friend all over his face, but him and curly are still around the same age. handful of years shit outta luck/in jail in his early 30s before curly got him the job for a few years now.
curly is 40. older out of the two friends, pretty solid age for being successful captain who regularly takes year long voyages and climbed the ladder to the top. perfect age for his midlife crisis.
swansea is 49. 13 years a drunk after 21, then 15 years to become a "better" man. id like to imagine he never broke his sobriety since that night, so hes not any older.
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if someone could draw me some tf2 mercs telling me to study that would be stellar nothing else will work thats right nothing but the mercenaries from the hit game Team Fortress 2 will help me study its true
#the brainrot is just as strong as the brainfog guys#been sitting in front of my computer with my head in my hands#screaming crying etc#whatever#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 shitpost#real tho#yknow that video of Scout telling you to do your dishes#shut the FUCK up bear#im going to fail#and lose my scholarship#and get expelled#and my life will be ruined#forever#tf2...save me tf2
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What Didn't Kill Me Just Got Stronger
This song inspired me to draw this little fight with the Ancient Sirehound!
God Bless!
Alt. version of colors that I thought looked more like the Conversation Piece Deluxe A lot like Birds album art...
#pikkiesart#pikmin 4#pikmin#ancient sirehound#louie#oatchi#io#pikmin oc#in the little story brewin io absolutely throws hands with the sirehound to spare oatchi and her pikmin#all thats goin on in her head is “you cant have them you cant have them” collin graspin at straws tellin her to run....#tunnel vision her blood frozen and body screaming at its legs to move... feeling faint like it's already been devoured#a lot like birds u have my heart..... their songs are so poetic and deep and beautiful n im just here drawin pikmin fanart to em
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OH HE IS SOOOOOOOO DIVA 🧡🖤
#the hand on the hip. the tilted head. the batted eye lashes. PLEASE SIR. i’m already obsessed with you.#screaming this song has so many memories. iykyk.#erik johnson#philadelphia flyers#video#what’s your walk up song?
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death stranding au because ds2 trailer made me shameless and forced me to draw this idea i had in my head for months. sorry this won't make sense unless you've played the game...
#people be like what do you daydream about i daydream about replaying DS and also rotating this au in my head#SIGH THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING BUT ILL MAINTAG THIS... despite this is the most self indulgent thing ive drawn... wallahi#goodtimeswithscar#pearlescentmoon#grian#mumbo jumbo#hermitcraft#咸鱼.jpg#please no cc find this i will delete my blog in embarrassment#i still need to draw the other characters but my hand is cramping so bad. head in hands and screaming#this is what raw unmedicated unadulterated adhd looks like btw#ill draw more of this definitely and maybe make a post again compiling all the art because rn im just posting this so i can ramble. sigh
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nothing to see here just the lighthouse fish
#solavellan#veilguard spoilers#i GUESS bc someone will scream at me if i dont#i am TRYING to make a gif but like....bro it would be easier for me to draw this shit#head in my hands
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seeing people claim that lucanis is 'bad representation' is hilarious to me because in so many ways he's really the closest anything has ever gotten to capturing my own personal experience. sorry for being bad real life queer and mental health/neurodiversity representation folks 😔 I'll take time to reflect and do some work on myself and try to do better in the future
#it's lucanis and harrowhark nonagesimus. I'm basically in the middle of that venn diagram. it's about as fun as it sounds lol#but. we. stay. silly. we stay silly. *deep breath* we stay silly#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#lucanis dellamorte#it does show bioware kind of are fucked coming and going tho. taash' character arc holds your hand too much apparently#and the moment lucanis' arc lets go of your hand for a second you walk directly into traffic and scream 'why would bioware do me like this'#is either arc perfect? no of course not as I apparently have to state every time to the point of tediousness. but also there clearly#is no winning everyone over anyway and people will invent problems that frankly do not exist. tilting at windmills gamer style#'is this just maybe not 100% 4 me but a bit for someone else? no. it's the writers who are objectively wrong and we all agree on this'#tooltip pop up: that is literally never true. there's NOTHING we all agree on. this is dragon age fandom.#you have been alive long enough to write words and access the internet. you know this if you search your heart#and think about it for even a second. so please do that before posting in the tag where I have to see it#as always 'your experience is not universal' is a useful thing to keep in the back of your head lol#also why lucanis is autistic To Me. a different flavour than taash and potentially bellara but the flavour closest to um. well. me lol
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#torchwood#children of earth#i literally cannot#i was then shot 57 times#screams and cries#screams#im quite literally never recovering from children of earth and torchwood in general#ianto jones#ianto my shayla..#jack harkness#i cant with this show#gwen cooper#head in my hands
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cass cain is so emotive and I hate that so many of yall fall straight into the stoic asian woman stereotype thing because like, the only reason cass wouldn't vocalize a feeling is when she would struggle to find the word for it because she literally wasn't taught how to speak. that's so fucking upsetting. She has such big beautiful emotions, she feels so deeply about the littlest things but everytime she has trouble putting it into words she's reminded that she was conceived not to. her abuser did not have her feelings or her pain in mind, only how well she could end a life. can you fucking imagine
#cass giggles and screams over her favorite tv show#she throws herself around the room with passion bcs shes so happy about a character arc#she goes to discuss it with babs and finds herself frustrated and furious head in her hands bcs she wants to express the complexities of her#favorite character but she does not have the words yet#u guys take sm fun outta her character when u portray her as stoic and maybe a little sassy sometimes to pretend u do care abt her#shes witty shes sarcastic shes immovable in her ideals shes emotional shes irrational and immature she leaves messes everywhere and#i dunno man just treat her the way youd treat ur white male fave like shes actually a character instead of an overpowered cardboard box#batgirl#cassandra cain#thought bubbles
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here is part 5! it's not a long as the others, but hopefully this will tide you over till the dinner scene!
(as i said in prev post that won't be posted till latest sunday/monday)
the post/thread that started this whole au
dinner scene: part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8
there's a masterlist now!
*the next morning*
*in telemachus’ room*
telemachus: *having got up early due to his excitement for later tonight*
telemachus: *looking down at something on his table* i hope he likes this, i can’t believe i spotted it in the market!
athena: *from behind telemachus* who likes what?
athena: *trying to peer over telemachus to see what he’s looking at* what do you have there, little wolf?
telemachus: *jumps in shock, not expecting athena to be there*
telemachus: *quickly wraps something in a silk cloth*
telemachus: *turns to face her* athena!- oh this? it’s a gift!
athena: *owl-like wide eyes and head tilted* a gift? for who?
telemachus: *scratches the back of head with nervous laughter*
telemachus: w-well after you left yesterday, i decided to head to the palace library to look up some more information on the gods
telemachus: i know i said it was other people’s words… but i still wanted to know a little more about lord poseidon, before we met again.
athena: oh-
telemachus: -and! and then i headed down to the market, and i spotted something i thought… i thought he might like it.
telemachus: *looks down at his feet* i know he’s a powerful god and a gift seems like a silly idea… but he’s also fathers’ friend so i just thought-
athena: *smiling and putting her hand under telemachus’ chin to lift it up*
athena: telemachus, you don’t have to be nervous or explain it all to me
athena: my uncle may be very powerful, but i’m sure he’ll appreciate you getting him something.
athena: *internally to herself* and if he doesn’t, i’m positive one look from odysseus will change his mind
athena: *ruffles telemachus’ hair* so there! no need to worry!
telemachus: *smiles*
athena: *putting her hand down and looking back over telemachus’ shoulder*
athena: so, what did you get him?
telemachus: oh! here let me show you!
telemachus: *turns around and moves to the side so athena can come next to him*
telemachus: *moves the silk cloth*
telemachus: what do you think?
athena: *realises what it is* i think… i honestly think he’ll love it
telemachus: *looks at her and smiles again*
*telemachus wraps the item back in the silk cloth and both him athena leave his room*
telemachus: how come you’re here so early anyway?
telemachus: not that i mind! but dinner isn’t till this evening?
athena: what just because its family dinner tonight, i can’t have family breakfast?
telemachus: *laughs*
telemachus: i wonder if mother and father are up yet…
athena: if they’re not, please let me wake your father up
telemachus: um sure? how come though?
athena: *thinks back to when she did early morning training with odysseus*
athena: *remembers the horror on odysseus’ face every time she ‘woke’ him & dragged him out of bed*
athena: oh no reason really
*both head to odysseus’ and penelope’s room*
#penelope: *is awake and was over by her dresser getting ready for the day*#odysseus: *still snoozing away in their bed*#telemachus: *heads over to her* good morning mother#*telemachus and penelope start talking amongst themselves*#athena: *smirks and heads towards odysseus*#athena: *leaning over by odysseus’ legs & her hands above his ankles*#athena: RISE AND SHINE SOLDIER#athena: *grabs odysseus’ ankles and yanks him outta bed*#odysseus: *totally does not produce a high-pitched scream*#odysseus: *hears athena’s laughter and realises he’s not about to attend training*#odysseus: *now on the floor and looks up at athena* morning ‘thena#athena: *smiling down at him* morning ody#telemachus: *notices his mother didn’t bat an eyelid at what just happened so carries on talking to her*#telemachus epic#athena epic#epic the musical#epic: the musical#friends in higher places au?#nonsense thoughts#ongoing
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The true love kiss thing worked with Mabel and Pacifica, but do you think it would work if Bill tried it if Dipper were to fall victim to a sleep curse now?
No, it probably wouldn't - the thing about 'true love' breaking curses is an old wives' tale. Dipper just used the placebo effect and some other stuff to get the concept working.
But it is funny to think about one of them getting horribly cursed without any possible cure, only for it to shatter into pieces the moment they smooch. Mostly because after the initial shock they'd both be so annoyed. Like, come on, that's not how curses work, and even if it was that's so.... cliche! Cue bitching session about dumb and contrived magical setups, and discussing what kind of loser planted such an easily-broken curse.
#answers#But when they head home after breaking the curse they're definitely holding hands#And Dipper's internally screaming in a GOOD way for once#Careful Bill there's floating hearts following you better shoo them off before someone besides Dipper notices
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Wait. WAIT. At the end of Day 1, Kim might or might not know (or believe) that you've lost your memory… Is this him saying clear as day "I clocked you as queer and I'm open to flirting"???
#disco elysium#harrykim#Holding my head in my hands...#He tries to flirt with you and YOU DON'T RESPOND because you don't know what's going on...#Is that why he doesn't say anything this strong again...because he thinks you rejected him...#Kim... KIM!!!#my posts#scream???!!!
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