#[ depressed yet... hopeful? ]

[maranull]

anyway, Elden Ring is about love and hope

Marika burns everything she has build out of sorrow

Ranni banishes the Outer Gods and also fucks off the Lands, giving agency back to the normal beings of the Lands

Fortissax endlessly fights Death for his friend/lover

Melina burns herself and Erdtree in hopes of a better world in the hands of the Tarnished

Blaidd fights against the very reason he was created out of love for his sister

Ranni and Rykard always keep an eye on their mother, protecting her

Radahn evokes so much love from his troops that they organise a whole festival to give him a honorable death even in his madness

Radahn learns an entire new school of magic in order to still ride his favourite horse

Boc's love for his mother, his mother's love for him

How all but two endings are build on the hope that this new era (whatever it might be) will be good

Miquella attempting to create an whole new world-tree to host the forsaken and the damned

Miquella turning on the faith he was raised and even believed in to an extent, when it was unable to cure his sister's curse

The Cleanrot's loyalty to Malenia and their endurance of the Rot, only to stay in her service

Malenia marching through the entire continent in search of her brother

Finlay traveling all the way back on her own, carrying the incapacitated demigod on her back

Tanith's love for Rya

Dialos' entire questline

Edgar being driven mad after his daughter dies

Vyke embracing, to a point, the Frenzied Flame in order to save his finger maiden

or you know, that's just how I see it

[heph]

Watched the Sonic 3 movie yesterday. Not coping well. Also I explained in the tags

[territorial-utopia]

Huzzah! It's birthday time! I'm slowly accumulating more and more things I like (latest additions this vest I made and a travel typewriter! Still need to fix the latter one though)

Sure has been a year.

[atissi]

i saw the tv glow (2024) dir. by jane schoenbrun · summer eternal's manifesto released oct. 11 2024

[myokk]

💘

[askarkham]

"...rest your head on my chest when the world feels heavy on you."

-Anonymous

[pleasedontcareaboutme]

[cat-mentality]

Sad QSMP headcannons that have like half a toenail in canon.

The French version:

Baghera cries very silently, like someone who is used to having to keep quiet.

She also has a very high pain tolerance and she didn't understand why until recently.

When Pomme disappeared Baghera was terrified that the Federation had something to do with that, terrified that her little girl would be at the hands of the people who made her and hurt her so badly.

As much as she wants to hate the Federation for having hurt her, at the same time she can't and that makes everything so much worse.

Baghera doesn't have wings. But she does have two scars on her back where no feathers have ever grown.

Antoine was not prepared to actually get attached to any of the French, or even to Pomme. He knows he is in too deep, has too much to lose if he cuts ties with the Federation, and yet it twists something inside of him when he thinks about their possible reactions, especially Etoiles. For the first time in a very long existence he understands what friendship is, knows what it feels like instead of just watching others experience it, and is very aware that he will lose it all.

That is why Antoine was so pissed off at Osito for being careless with the picture, the earlier they discover about his true past, the earlier he will lose them.

If the Federation truly had Pomme he would have burned it all down himself just to bring her back.

The first time Cucurucho saw Antoine angry was after the torture session nearly killed Pierre for good. No one knows who was more shocked by his display, Cucurucho or Antoine himself.

Pierre continues to trouble sleeping and constant nightmares when he does, he can't remember the last time he managed to truly rest without waking up in a cold sweat or screaming, he is always on the verge of passing out and even when he does crash he still has nightmares.

He refuses to acknowledge it or even talk about it, hides his exhaustion with everything he has, pushes people away just to make sure they wouldn't realize there is something wrong, too afraid they will see a weakness to be exploited.

Pierre hates being alone as much as he craves it- He likes being by himself working on his machines and keeping his secrets close to his chest, but at the same time when he is alone is when the dark thoughts take over

He will, on occasion, not exactly seek to get himself hurt but not exactly avoid it either- If he can feel pain it means that there is something human in him doesn't it?

But Pierre hates dying and he will avoid and lash out when put into such a situation. He fears what will wake up, if it will still be him.

Sometimes Kameto look at the rest of the Islanders and he wonders what his own life could have been, what sort of bonds he could have forged with people, if the Federation didn't come for him first.

Etoiles does not know what his worth is if not as a warrior.

He is not smart like the others, he doesn't build pretty buildings or incredible machines, he doesn't know how to do anything but fight. And if he can't fight, if he can't protect the people he cares about, then why is he still around?

War is everything Etoiles really knows. By the time he reached his late teens and was released from the battlefield he had seen more combat than some people in their old age, everything he knew how to do was to fight, he had nowhere to go, knew no one, had nothing.

He was never able to settle down for too long or even to truly build himself a home, Etoiles knew so very little about the world that he just decided he would explore it. Some people in the army talked about things they missed, things they thought worth fighting for, and Etoiles wanted to understand that feeling of fighting for anything but his own survival.

To this day he still feel more comfortable fighting than he ever does doing anything else.

None of them ever had families.

The concept of family was something Antoine learned by watching other species and for a very long time it was not something he truly understood or could relate. It was only after the plane crash and Pomme that it hit him that maybe he can understand this thing now.

Baghera always thought she was just an orphan with amnesia. She had very little memories of her young years and none of them involved other people, just her and a room, so for a long time she believed she was alone in the world. Even now she struggles with that emptiness, especially now that she knows that the Federation may be the closest thing to family that she will ever have.

Etoiles had parents once. He knows he did, but he cannot remember their faces or even their voices most of the time. He was still just a small child when they came for him and sent him to war.

Pierre was always alone. He had parents but they could as well be ghosts haunting their home, he hardly could see glimpses of them from time to time, all he ever truly had were his machines.

[tieyourlacesman]

God is testing me. Is this what Abraham felt like?

[thedreadvampy]

lmao it is undeniably true that I am Depressi Spaghetti but you know. fuck it we continue.

[archengazelle]

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WE F*CKING WONNNNN ??!?! !! 🤯🔥🤯💥 IM INSANE LETS FCKING GOOOOOOOOOO AAAAA!! 🎉🎆💥✨🌟🎉👑🌟✨💞 I’M ACTUALLY SPEECHLESS I’M SHAKINGG

[jellomphetamine]

proof of concept band au ogata (:

not a big fan of this drawing but it helps to get better and all that

[theswedishpajas]

Getting back into the hang of things with a garfield comic redraw

OG under cut

[tellodona]

simeon's views on the cast

this is another special for his birthday! check out the other one here!

lucifer

he's glad he's okay, he just wishes he'd take care of himself more

feels this undying guilt that he could've done something more to help

is also guilty of the fact that he didn't have the guts to follow him too

mammon

he thinks he's adorable despite his delinquent behavior

though he does sigh when he realizes he stole from him again, but doesn't hold it against him

admires him for his loyalty to lucifer and his younger brothers

leviathan

doesn't understand what he's talking about most of the time, but finds his rants endearing and likes listening to him

is actually really, really flattered when he learns he likes TSL so much

wishes he had more self-esteem, though

satan

curious about him the most since he knows about him the least

does think he's similar to lucifer in a way, but doesn't make it seem like he IS lucifer

would like to speak with him more

asmodeus

thinks he's cute and attractive, and that his narcissism has proof

he also thinks he should be more honest about his feelings

finds his outfits great, and contemplates on trying his style

beelzebub

finds his muscles have improved over the years

secretly intimidated by his strong build, though

is really glad he enjoys his cooking, and enjoys cooking for him

belphegor

doesn't see much of him since he's always asleep somewhere

gets why everyone pampers him

sympathizes with him about lilith

diavolo

thinks he's funny in his own way

sees him like a little kid in an adult man's body

thinks he's overworked, and should take a break from time to time

barbatos

thinks he's really reliable. like, maybe too much sometimes

is grateful for him taking care of luke

wishes to learn more from him, like in cooking and other things they mutually like

luke

finds him adorable. dotes on him a lot

thinks he should be more open, and shouldn't hide away what he truly thinks (especially about demons)

is glad he trusts him a lot, and wouldn't ever break that bond between them

solomon

he trusts him with many things

he thinks he should be more honest, and not hide what he feels behind that practiced smile

also thinks he should stop... "experimenting" on food

raphael

thinks he should smile more. he likes his smile a lot

shares that burden with him about lucifer, and encourages him to speak his feelings more

is both confused and concerned how he can handle solomon's culinary skills, though, let alone like them

mephistopheles

hasn't interacted with him much, but finds him an interesting character

has read a few of his articles, and is amused whenever he writes something about the exchange students, especially when it's about him

very curious about that cane sword on his belt, since he hasn't seen him use it nor even just unsheathe it

thirteen

thinks she's very funny most of the time, especially with her pranks

takes her pranks like a good sport, and jokes about pranking her back

doesn't talk with her much, but does give her some sweets on occasion that he does meet with her in events

[i-dreamed-i-had-a-son]

This is unhinged and has a likely target audience of 2 but In-ho is Javert-coded and Gi-hun is Valjean-coded, send post

[holmsister]

Kinda gets me when people age them down in AUs and stuff because to me those characters wouldn't be half as interesting if Chilchuck, Senshi and Mithrun were the tallman equivalent of in their twenties