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markantonys · 6 months ago

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bridgerton setting up for s4 like "okay the straights have had their time in the sun, now it's the bisexuals' turn" god bless

#none of this was even REMOTELY on my s3 bingo card!!!!!#like!!!! the fact that benedict and francesca were already my favorite characters and i already saw so much of myself in francesca #and now they're both bi!!!! like me!!!!!!!!!!!! i could cry!!!!!!#okay excuse my moment of sappiness but i'm just so over the moon rn!!!!!!!!!#bridgerton #bridgerton spoilers

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introspectivememories · 1 year ago

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when we were young..... the most shuggy song ever

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widevibratobitch · 6 months ago

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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.

#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol #like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset #and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it #but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all #(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have #and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth #(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves #and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol #but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates #the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation #that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me

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sysig · 9 months ago

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My kingdom for a "So you say” (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Damned #Helix #ZEX #Dexter Favin #Hhhh they ;; Their ''first'' interaction!#Officially up to three cryings - not that I'm surprised I love Dex <3 #My head was fully abuzz during this scene there are so so so many interesting details!#So interesting to see which ''held true'' and which were left behind - which ones became Helix while others didn't!#At this point I almost see Helix as an alternate timeline - kind of like how Defeated is a branching arm off the main body #Not terribly dissimilar but the details that are different are too interesting to let go of so just make it all canon in its own way! Hehe #Especially since Helix is largely from Max's 3rd person perspective so the way he tells it is different than Dexter haha #Very interesting what he leaves out in his retelling hehehehe ♪♫#Anyhow enough of Max he's not even here rn sheesh ♪ ZEX! And Dexter ;;#Hghhghh it's all set up so deviously <3 That fact that up to this point ZEX has been relying on Zelnick especially to give him credence #And then as soon as someone he ''knows he trusts'' comes to throw a wrench into things - Dexter has as much weight or more!#He's specifically engineered to sow doubt and confusion! Gosh what a place to grow his character from <3 <3 #ZEX's pride undoes him completely it's So well written ♥ Truly a fatal flaw for VUX and the way he's picked apart aghh <3 #And?? The fact that I can hear ''Max's'' voice in ZEX's syntax as soon as he doesn't have a good argument??? Hello????#I know they come from the same base but like!! How!!! Masterful 💖#As I drew it it's a bit out of order - Dexter says he can't protect Max (😭) before ZEX starts crying it all got a bit mixed in my head #I was very emotional at the time you understand haha #It's all so sad! They're so close in some ways to being or having what the other wants but both fall just short #No wonder they took what little comfort in each other they could <3 ZEX comforted by his voice and Dex comforted by caring for his body #They have so little to offer each other trapped as they are ;;#It's all so interesting and distressing!! There's so much to think about as everything falls into place!

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bugmistake · 8 months ago

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i love my mom ......

#shes in town rn and im hanging out with her #and we went to get burgers and chicken tenders and curly fries and a malt to split #and we were planning to just eat inside but we pulled into the parking spot and i was like god.#i dont think i can hang out in there can we get it to go #and IMMEDIATELY she was like oh okay! do you want to write down your order in my phone and i can go inside and order for us both #and well she's in there right now. and we're gonna go back to her airbnb #and we're gonna watch the tv show we like #and she's gonna help me with my taxes #abd frankly im gonna cry probably. and maybe make her listen to the new chappell roan song

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elegyofthemoon · 8 months ago

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well. i finished ch 17 of hi3. but at what cost

#avil plays hi3 #tbf majority of me playing through hi3 just looks like This.#yes the acheron trailer made me get up and finish ch 17 #i. :(#the fight between kiana and mei was so painful :(#ok also i suck ass in the combat and i was so scared of having to restart #BUT I THINK I HURT MORE THE FACT THAT KIANA JUST REFUSED TO GIVE UP ON MEI #BUT MEIS ALSO DOING THIS BECAUSE SHES TRYING TO SAVE KIANA #AND THEY WERE BOTH FIGHTING TO STOP AND TRY TO SAVE EACH OTHER #MEI YOU SAVED KIANA BUT LIKE..... DONT YOU WANT TO LIVE ALONGSIDE HER.... MEI PLEASE #tbh. the way i was going through ch 17 for hi3.#kiana and mei remind me a lot of oz and gil's relationship back in pandora hearts but #now it makes me want to hit my head on a brick wall because #'wow. i really just gravitate tO THE SAME FUCKING MEDIA EVERY DAMN TIME AVIL STOP IT FFS'#also idk i was thinking about it too #mei tried earlier to use the herrschers powers to try and protect kiana but it wasnt enough. she failed that time #and with no other option to save her she just HAD to and it makes me HURT that this was her only option #IN HER HEAD. I BELIEVE IN YOU MEI I THINK THERE COULDVE BEEN ANOTHER OPTION HERE (IDK WHAT BUT I AM SOBBING)#sprawls on the ground #at least i can have an emotional break for a little bit.... hsr update so i can chill w that #and then when i finish catching up w that. then i go back to being hi3's punching bag #can i get off this train now? why'd i sign myself up for this (welt yang doomed me and then i got fucked over by everything else)#idk also the way that both mei AND kiana resorted to using their herrscher powers to stop the other. two stubborn people....#but its done because they just... they just care so much and want to save the other #okay yeah we did beat each other up about it bUT STILL #MEI I BELIEVE IN YOU YOU CAN TURN THIS AROUND 😭😭😭😭😭#anyways. glad i did. i have the worst stomach ache rn so i was Going through it #but my brain hit a reset so i feel normal now. save for the crying

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dangerliesbeforeyou · 1 month ago

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ok soim gonna ramble about the wedding in the tags cos this is my diary lol kitty dont read this (she's not been on tumblr in ages it should b fine pfft)

#personal #ok so first of all it was a very overwhelming but amazing day!#the food was INCREDIBLE lol i honestly want the recipe for the chickpea fritters (that were covered in sesame seeds) like asap lol #sad i never got to have an italian pizza #(partly cos i was mainly w/ my mum who cant eat too much wheat rip...)#the venue was also amazing! there were all these animals (it's like a sanctuary thing?)#it was a shame it was cloudy and rainy that day but it wasnt too bad lol #(like look im english i'm used to it being rainy and cloudy 90% of the time pfft)#the actual vows ceremony part was honestly a highlight #i cried lol (it was a mixture of things... i was tired and overwhelmed... also i love my sister a lot ofc lol)#(also didnt help my mum was bawling her eyes out next to me pfft)#(also wasnt the only one cos when we went to say goodbye all my other sister's were crying too pfft...)#her husband's family were a Lot but all super lovely!#what was really funny is that they sat us on tables w/ a mixture of italian and english guests #and on both our table and one of the others everyone was bonding by showing each other pictures of their pets pfft #(mainly cats lol)#the dj wasnt that great pfft (yes i was mainly annoyed that there was no kpop cos i think my sis said she wanted to include some...)#i did get up and dance v awkwardly (mainly forced to by one of his sisters pfft) but it was fun lol #ohh and her dress(es) were seriously stunning!#the one for the main ceremony was like a classic victorian(?) sorta style #with an amazinggg 30s style veil!#her evening dress was shorter and she'd sewn the flowers we'd all been helping make for her on it #and it was honestly just so gorgeous #(i might try posting some of pics of it if i can?)#she also made her husband's waistcoat which matched the colours in her dress :')#struggling writing this rn cos i have a very needy cat trying to demand attentino lol #(we picked them up from the cattery today and i think they had a p tough time :(((( i missed them so much honestly)#anyway so the not so great things were the photographers (which ?? there were two ??? why ??)#they were really invasive and annoying lol #half my family couldnt even see my sis get married cos they were in the way ugh

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dredshirtroberts · 1 month ago

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it's hard to have a good day like, mentally and emotionally but a bad day physically.

it's REALLY hard to do that twice in a row but we're going to try.

#i'm not doing the bit this time sorry #the POTS has been POTSing all over the place and i had to take a shower #so what *wasn't* THAT bad before is now VERY BAD and i'm like...#i'm nauseous i don't want to eat anything i can feel the pain starting so i do need to eat SOMETHING so i can take meds #but the concept of both making AND eating food is daunting and also gross feeling simultaneously #my heart is just constantly pounding and i haven't had any caffeine yet today #so my concerns that it was the monster making my shower reactions worse is absolutely not the case #because i'm fucking sitting here shaking like i just survived a car crash all due to having #*checks notes*#woken up made my bed and taken a shower. that's IT. that is ALL i have done so far #and i am trembling and shaking and weak and nauseous like i'm in shock or something this is BULLSHIT #i think i'm hungry too is the other problme i don't know for sure due ot the aforementioned other factors #so i bet eating would help a lot here #god i hate this so much right now i'm so mad #i had to dream about my family and being ignored and there were WILD swings between feeling horrible and feeling like things were improving #and i wouldn't be shocked if the symptoms i was having in my dream were happening in real time in my actual body too #i hate htis i hate htis i hate this #water salt compression socks WHAT ABOUT WHEN THAT'S NOT ENOUGH HUH? WHAT THEN??? DO I JUST GOTTA LIVE LIKE THIS?????#*fuck* i'm so angry rn. and sad. i think i'm going to let myself cry and see what happens

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depresseddepot · 2 months ago

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okay. can someone reassure me that I will have other chances to see the northern lights because I am feeling very end of the world-y right now

#i was so excited that i caught a big storm this time and i drove out to see it #and you can't see them w the naked eye here but you could in night mode #but. my phone doesn't have a night mode.#its supposed to and i googled it for an hour but my phone is old and none of the settings are where they're supposed to be #i followed a guide on how to manipulate the pro mode to be a night mode but i still don't have the settings he was talking about #and sitting on the ground while everyone talks about how cool the lights are when i can't figure it out kind of. broke something in me idk #are strong solar storms as common as they seem to have been this year? if i travel one day very far north a few times will i ever see them #because i feel like i missed both of my fucking chances and this is the only thing on my bucket list #and now im crying on a road in a town i don't know and i don't want to go home bc my mom will laugh at me #i asked her if she would drive out to meet me here and she said no #im trying really hard to be positive about this but ive never ever seen news about solar storms like this until this year #and im really worried i will never see one again bc these were freak events or something #please don't give me tips or ''you should have done x'' because i want to kms rn and that will not help at all

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missrosegold · 3 months ago

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Looks like I just lost another close friend to guy who isn't worth a pile of dog shit. 😊

#my best friend no less #i cried about this shit practically all afternoon but i'm all out of tears and now i'm just pissed off.#this shit has been going on for a long ass time but i've finally reached my breaking point with it #i love her #but she is delusional #and it kills me to say that #but that whole “relationship” (if you even want to call it that) is fake. all he cares about is money not her #the worst part is that she knows it too #oh but she “loves him” and “wants to give him one last chance” girl what the fuck?#oh but better yet he dumped her once 2 years ago already and i've hated his punk ass since #never should've gotten back tother after that and i told her as much even back then #all he does is make her cry #not do anything arount their town house #and sit on his ass and watch tv or sleep when he's not working #that's the tame stuff too i could say sooo much worse but i'm actually not trying to air her dirty laundry out her #i'm just pissed off #but suddenly IM the bad guy when tell her i won't support her or this “relationship” when she told me they were getting back together today #this is after i helped her and her parents ans brother move all her stuff out of the town house last Monday and back to her parents place #after she told me they were done for good #but IM the bad guy for bringing up all of fhe reasons listed above and all of the REALLY bad things about the relationship #when i tell her i won't be supporting her any longer and that i'll be walking away if she goes back to him #best part is her family agrees with me and they tell her all the things i say about him and then some #but when i go out on the line and put my heart down on the table for her and all i get back is a text saying:#“i don't really like how you're texting right now so we'll talk about this later.”#girl #i don't know whether or not i want to cry harder or strangle her #i think it's both #so yeah i think i just lost my best friend to a guy who doesn't remotly deserve her and everything kicks rocks rn #it's just like my other friend all over again #why do my friend have such dog shit taste in men

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reflectionsofgalaxies · 3 months ago

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so today went. well???

#started off strong by finding my classrooms with my friend #then we went to the mall to get school supplies #it was super chill and lots of fun #that friend is always like no-pressure but hella fun #then i went and hung out with ANOTHER friend #and there were tears bc they’re having a hard time rn and their brain is being a DICK to them #and they were able to talk things out and i’m not good at comforting people but i’m glad i was at least there for them #and then we watched a show #then something came up and ~I~ was the one crying #but that didn’t last long bc i tried to explain something and made reference to a quote #but had to stipulate that although it was a nice and fitting quote it wasn’t technically scientifically accurate #(that was a preface before i even started the quote)#and my friend laughed at me bc apparently interrupting myself to interject about the scientific accuracy of something I was quoting was #‘very [me]’#and then i went on a ramble about precocial vs altruitial species #*altricial #anyway it was kinda a mess but i think it was better for both of us?#this person used to be a person i told pretty much everything to do it feels good not feeling like i have to disguise certain things around #them #i also told them the only other big(ish) thing that i’ve ever kept from them #which maybe wasn’t ideal timing but it didn’t seem to bother them and it felt better not feeling like i was hiding anything from them #anyway long emotional day #i’m so wiped #i love my friends so fucking much #i cannot overstate how amazing they are and how much joy they deserve and how lucky i am to know them #personal

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leviiackrman · 5 months ago

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I just found out what happens to dabi at the end of mha. Don’t talk to me.

#personal*#jess talks #mha spoilers #when I say I can’t stop crying. I mean it.#he’s still alive technically but he’s only predicted to last a few more days #he spoke to all his family too #but the part that broke me was shoto asking what his favourite food was #and finding out they both love soba😭😭😭#I’m fuckin… in hysterics #now my brain is like ‘finalise rins story!!!’#but I’m over here struggling to cope with all this #1000% she gets to go see him #like fully bound and no allowed to move but she’s allowed to visit him #cus I predict fuyumi/shoto see the decency in her and know she’s not at fault for what her family made her do #so she’s deffo in prison for a long time #but they let her visit toya #and part of me is tempted to make some changes and get Eri to save him #BUT I honestly don’t know how I feel about that rn #like realistically I know he will die #and that makes the most sense #but if they can have a little longer I would want that😭#they were never gonna get a happy ending that’s for sure #but closure would be enough #maybe a little love confession or something #just an acknowledgment that they did actually love each other #and that /maybe/ she could redeem herself #after all the heroes and cops know she was doing them a favour by wiping out her rivals #but she’s still a villain #and it was take AT LEAST a decade before she would agree to ‘help’ the good guys #like deffo still a crime lord - but an organised one maybe?

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 10 months ago

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Just found out my two siblings are in my mom's will, but not me. Also my grandpa has told the entire family about his engagement. Except for me. Also my dad told my siblings that he and my mom bought a plot of land. Can you guess who they haven't told?

#these tags are about to be a massive trauma dump tbh so avoid if you want #when i was fifteen i came out as trans. and my mom was terrible about it. and my dad was up for a promotion so we were considering moving #and i found a list of my moms pros and cons for moving. on the pros was 'people there dont know about (deadname)'#so that was ideal for a suicidal fifteen year old to find. and tonight i just learned that im not in her will #both of my siblings are. but im not. and its just always been like this #im treated like im not part of the family anymore. and it's been that way since i was fifteen #i heard from my brother that my grandpa is engaged. and he told both my siblings about it directly. he never told me #i reach out to my parents. i never hear back. my aprents text my sibling to check on me (sib and i live together)#everything is kind of shit rn. one of my rats is dying. my family doesnt love me. im broke. my best friend and i arent really talking #because he fucked my ex gf and now things arent really the same anymore. strangely enough. he doesnt reach out anymore #so i have no one to talk to about any of this shit #last night i was crying about my rat and i guess my roommate heard it cuz this morning they said #'are you okay? if you ever need someone to talk to who will never bring it up again you can talk to me'#and thats the most loving thing ive heard from someone in months. from a woman ive known since august #im. just. at a loss. since i found out tonight. that im not in my mom's will #its not about money. or assets. its about the fact that im her fucking child and both of her other children are in it but im not #after she dies shes willing to help them out but i can get fucked ig #i wonder if im gonna be invited to my grandpas wedding. i wonder if any of them would want me at their funeral #i wonder if any of them would come to mine

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princeofyorkshire · 11 months ago

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me to my mom 4 years ago: i’m bisexual

my mom today: so you still don’t know if you like boys or girls?

#bruh when my therapist mentioned me not being heard she was not fucking lying #she remembers a complete different conversation than it actually was #and i’ll be honest i’m crying while i’m typing this cause i remember it all so perfectly it took me so long to finally have the courage to #say it and she just. heard whatever she wanted to hear #or part of her chose to remember whatever she wanted to remember #so how much of that acceptance was real?#this hit me so fucking hard and she doesn’t even understand why i’m upset #she just doesn’t fucking get it she was like don’t expect me to remember every detail of every conversation i have #well we are talking about me coming out in a household that used to be a little bit homophobic because it was the early 2000s #like it just hurts that she didn’t care enough to remember it #she understood whatever she wanted to cause i NEVER said i had doubts about my identity #or that i didn’t know if i liked boys OR girls #it was always both it was always the big word it was always bisexual #she was the first person i came out to by using that word #i remember the date i remember the situation i remember where we were #and she doesn’t even remember it right #like part of her didn’t want to accept it no matter how supportive she was/is #cause that’s the thing she IS supportive and i should be grateful and i really am but i can’t focus on that. not right now #this is so fucking depressing to me i might be overreacting a little bit yes sure but i don’t care this is how i’m feeling rn #fuck man i don’t know what to do with myself rn #effie talks to the moon

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impishsensei-a · 1 year ago

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💬 + Satoru lost his virginity to Suguru. :3

Send 💬 + a rumor and my muse will react to it.

❝ that's a good one. did we come across as that close? i'd say it depends what qualifies. ❞

#( answered. )#// fighting demons rn tryna piece together my personal (head)canon for him. im always torn between stsg were kind of an unofficial thing vs #they never got the chance to be bc satoru's dumbass didn't realize how he rly felt til it was too late #aaaaagh i love both options #( i swear i'll only make you cry; v: satomi. )#( i've got my mind on you; vartouhix. )#vartouhix

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legendary-alliance-stance · 2 years ago

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back on the topic of how aware viktor and archemorus have been of what’s happened while they’re dead….

i keep thinking about how they must have reacted upon first finding out what happened to their homes due to the jade wind. how fucking awful it must have been for them to learn the destruction that was wrought upon their homes and people.

i don’t think it would make them regret killing shiro… but it would hurt, knowing that them killing shiro resulted in that

#they’re both so fucking sad about their homes in their zone specific dialogue #but I’m under the impression that they were.. aware of what happened to echovald and the jade sea prior to being rev legends???#considering they’re aware of the tsunami that took out old kaineng city #they’re definitely aware of SOME shit that’s happened so #i can only assume they found out about the effects of the jade wind while in the mists #guys it’s nearly 1 am and im so fucking sad about these two #im especially sad regarding archemorus and the luxons cause like #as far as we can tell while echovald being petrified was really difficult for the kurzicks #it didn’t change their way of life SO drastically like the luxons losing the sea #it upended literally everything about how they lived #plus… there’s ships caught in the jade in dragon’s end #they were seafarers. so many luxons must have died when the sea turned to jade.#not to downplay what happened to echovald and the kurzicks of course but god. I can’t imagine how archemorus must feel seeing the jade sea #god it’s such a shame we never got to see what luxon way of life was back then #cause obviously it was way different than what we saw of them in factions #like i assume they had settlements along the coastline of the sea even back then but #going from being seafarers to…. not. is such a huge change.#i like to imagine that whenever orion and noriaki go out to dragon’s end for anything #archemorus just… has a Rough Time. he gets distracted just staring out across the frozen waves #IM ACTUALLY MAKING MYSELF CRY RN MAYBE I SHOULD GO TO SLEEP #AAAAAAAA #vindicator ghostposting

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