#i’m so wiped
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so today went. well???
#started off strong by finding my classrooms with my friend#then we went to the mall to get school supplies#it was super chill and lots of fun#that friend is always like no-pressure but hella fun#then i went and hung out with ANOTHER friend#and there were tears bc they’re having a hard time rn and their brain is being a DICK to them#and they were able to talk things out and i’m not good at comforting people but i’m glad i was at least there for them#and then we watched a show#then something came up and ~I~ was the one crying#but that didn’t last long bc i tried to explain something and made reference to a quote#but had to stipulate that although it was a nice and fitting quote it wasn’t technically scientifically accurate#(that was a preface before i even started the quote)#and my friend laughed at me bc apparently interrupting myself to interject about the scientific accuracy of something I was quoting was#‘very [me]’#and then i went on a ramble about precocial vs altruitial species#*altricial#anyway it was kinda a mess but i think it was better for both of us?#this person used to be a person i told pretty much everything to do it feels good not feeling like i have to disguise certain things around#them#i also told them the only other big(ish) thing that i’ve ever kept from them#which maybe wasn’t ideal timing but it didn’t seem to bother them and it felt better not feeling like i was hiding anything from them#anyway long emotional day#i’m so wiped#i love my friends so fucking much#i cannot overstate how amazing they are and how much joy they deserve and how lucky i am to know them#personal
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This has been the worst year of my life. I don’t even get the comfort of drawing a nice, neat little line in the sand saying “next year will be different.” I don’t get to write a list of goals and say “I’ll do better this year.” I don’t get to look at my trials and pretend I can grow from them, that I can become better for them. I just have to keep trudging along on this godawful path someone else has set for me and feel the loss of two people at once with no end goal or relief in sight. I have to keep moving along and pretending like I can do it. Like I’m strong enough to be able to hold myself up and prop up the other people around me as we drag ourselves forward. Everything is falling apart and I don’t even get to talk to my best friend about it because he’s gone too. This isn’t a new year for me. There’s nothing to ring in or out. There’s nothing to ring at all. Not even a fighting bell because I haven’t even had the time to stop punching.
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when people think delilah just completely takes over and laudna has no control. when people think jester is just an uwu child who has been manipulated by every man she’s met. when people think vex is an empty husk of daddy issues without her brother by her side. when people think fjord is an arrogant asshole who doesn’t pay attention to the party around him. when people think scanlan saying that vox machina doesn’t care about him is an accurate assessment.
#i’m tired and i was bitching w a friend about this earlier but good grief.#cr fandom HATES when a character knowingly denies or portrays themself in a way that is false#but that fulfils the expected role the party/the fandom has dictated for them#whether the character is intentionally lying (vex and fjord esque) or has bad faithed themselves into believing what they’re saying#(laudna and scanlan) cr very frequently plays with like . the character is saying this and it’s not trueeeee#you’d think the fandom that’s oh so willing to History Is Written By The Victors their way into validating wiping out all of the gods#because (checks notes) they do not fulfil the whims of every person who asks#might have a little more grace when it comes to doubting the characters words as always truthful or always well informed#critical role
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I live in Western North Carolina. I have no idea if anyone knows what is going on here. I finally have gotten sufficient enough cell service to get online.
We are never going to fully recover. Whole towns are gone. My town was flattened. My street, a few miles south of town, was spared. We had no power or running water for four days. We lost hundreds of dollars of food from our fridge and freezers. We have no internet and no idea when it will be back. I work from home. My partner works two jobs - or worked, because one probably doesn’t exist anymore. My car took minor damage from the storm. Even if we had jobs, we probably couldn’t get to them. We got really lucky.
I so far have not lost anyone. Many of my friends are displaced. Some watched their homes be swept away. Some of them lost their pets. Some of them had to dig their children out of mud.
People - not organizations, not first responders, not the government - are clearing roads, doing welfare checks, forming groups of riders to take supplies up mountains on horses and mules. Private helicopters are landing in the middle of my town to drop supplies. They are doing this all over, all day, an essential lifeline for our cut off communities. The bigger cities are getting a more organized response, especially Asheville, which was essentially cut off from incoming vehicle traffic for a few days. Thank god the airport was spared.
I lost cell service, then internet, then power, from 7:45-8:20am Friday. I had no communication until Saturday. I was able to get a few texts out. I was able to get into town. Children’s toys were in the street. Some of my favorite businesses are gone. I saw a car part way up a house.
Please, send help. I don’t know what organizations to donate to. Any time I get online is spent networking relief efforts and getting the word out about missing persons. Keeping my family updated. Applying for FEMA assistance and mortgage relief. I have heard Blue Ridge Public Radio has a list on their website.
The death toll right now stands in the 50s. It is going to end up in the hundreds.
I am so heartbroken.
#I am ‘lucky’ because I have ptsd and crisis mode is my normal#i know how to cope in these situations#most people do not#I am hurting so much for everyone#please share. please share. I have no idea if this will even post#asheville#hurricane helene#western north carolina#wnc#some of my favorite places in Asheville have been wiped off the map#I am not okay. we are not okay.#this is still so much of a crisis I can’t even think about how I’m going to pay my bills right now#we’re just taking survival one day at a time
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((did anyone notice that when he allows a single tear, it’s ALWAYS from his right eye? i just found that interesting))
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Oscar Isaac characters crying.
#i’m not crying you are#literally why is he pretty even when he’s suffering#i wanna wipe his pretty little eyes#my baby meow meow#he’s so cat coded#grrr#why is he literally always sad bruh does this man never get a day of happiness#ily oscar isaac#oscar isaac#crying gif
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I know Joel means it in a jokey way but him telling us what he had for lunch, what he did that morning, that he cried while watching iron claw, how he’s playing t-swift on guitar hero, that he’s drinking yorkshire gold while editing. I found it all very sweet. Like it’s nice to hear him chilling out irl as a contrast to him being a building lunatic on Hermitcraft lol
#mcyt#hermitcraft#I forgot the tags hang on#hermitcraft season 10#hc s10#hermitcraft s10#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans#also I often listen to joel whenever I do chores. (actually I forgot that I did since I haven’t done cleaning in a long while)#so you best believe I’m gonna listen to his newest ep 5 times while I scrub and wipe surfaces down#arah post
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I did it again! Redrew a panel from @lesbomaticlove ‘s comic because the facial expressions GET ME EVERY TIME HOLY FUCK
Sanji finally made it to the “unashamedly horny on main” stage of the grieving process, I’m so happy for him!
#gripping my seat#black leg sanji#roanoa zoro#vinsmoke sanji#one peice#zoro x sanji#one piece zoro#illistration#cook sanji#sanji fanart#wiping blood from my nose too Sanji#killing it zosan#zosan#one peice is gay#these two idiots are FINALLYING MAKING OUT#I’m so well fed by this comic thank you lord#Sanji is hanging on by a thread poor guy#zoro in a dress#also yes this is the best dress so far#argue with the wall
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#never put this nothingburger of a post on tumblr but you guys can have it too#trucking people into believing i have an established brand when i have no plans to draw mh again soon because my head is empty of inspi#inspo* Oopsies#marble hornets#jay merrick#tim wright#jay mh#tim mh#Ummmm#art#coloring#statement#it’s raining really hard and all my car windows are fogged up so i’m procrastinating wiping them down and leaving#yes jay is a girl To me. he is also gay. don’t ask if you don’t understand 🤦♂️🤦♂️#should i tag this as jamFor engagementBRO SHUT UPPPP
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listen I always feel like im beating a dead horse when I make posts like this. but like I just can’t get over how Shadowheart has never actually been a religious zealot. you find her at basically her most brainwashed state, having had 95% of her memories stripped and only the indoctrination remaining, and you give her literally a week and she’s already started deconstructing. and it’s not the first time!! in Nocturne’s journal you find out that Shadowheart has had her memories wiped repeatedly, far more than a normal follower, because she keeps doing it!! she keeps dismantling her faith over and over. Viconia writes how frustrated she is that it’s been forty years and she still isn’t indoctrinated properly!!! you don’t fix her, she fixes her own damn self, and she’s done it before, so many times, she’s fought it herself and won and only been taken back because of a spiteful goddess and a memory-erasing mirror. she never reached the point where she left before, but she couldn’t, not when she was locked away and punished and wiped and reprogrammed every time she got too close to it, but every single time she was put back into the cloister again after that she started to disobey, and to have thoughts of herself. she has a whole GODDESS in her brain constantly monitoring her thoughts because she’s so consistently rebellious she had to be permanently shock collared!!! and she STILL escapes!!! she’s been fighting her whole life to escape the cloister and she doesn’t even realise it!! there were periods of time she was acting as a decent Sharran, I’m sure, but it always came back to her in front of the mirror, stripping away her rebellion but never managing to erase it. I’m so feral about her like I simply cannot shut up
#the combination of Viconia and Nocturne’s journals really do it for me#like the fact she’s being punished so regularly. and nocturne notes that it’s not normal!!! this isn’t normal for a Sharran’s memories to be#wiped so often. and Viconia clearly sees her as a disobedient child who will not learn her place and it’s just!! she keeps breaking free!!!!#every time she’s beaten down. every time she finds her way back to her own rebellion#I’m so not normal about her I’m really not
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ITS 4AM BUT I FINISHED IT!!!
Here’s a version without the doodles if ur boring like that
Spent. A lot of time on these :)) I’ve not touched twst in a while and just got hit by a shroud shaped truck today so ig I’m back on my shit!!
Anyway I hope u all like him. I had a lot of fun with these and cried over the bottom right one bc I love teeth
Anyway ya gn :)
#idia#idia shroud#twisted wonderland#twst#twst idia#twisted wonderland idia#twst fanart#twisted wonderland fan art#fanart#guys I promise you I’m normal about him!!!!!#he’s such a fucking wet wipe I love my wife so dearly#motionhusk artz :)
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Unironically think that each of the bros (+April) don’t actually get how impressive their feats really are so they just do what they do and on the off chance someone comments on those feats they all react like:
#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#no but really#I love thinking that they’re actually way more prideful about the stuff that does not even hold a candle to their other feats#like yeah Mikey can open a hole in the space time continuum but that’s nothing have you TRIED his manicotti??#yeah Leo has outsmarted multiple incredibly intelligent and capable people AND knows how to rewire AI but eh did you hear his one liners?#donnie accidentally made regular animatronics sentient but that was an oopsie check out his super cool hammer instead#raph was able to fake his own death to save the entirety of New York and then be the one to bring about his brothers’ inner powers-#but forget about that did you know he can punch like a BOSS?#and April can survive and THRIVE against a demonic suit of armor alongside literal weapons of destruction as a regular human-#but her crane license is where it’s really at#(not to mention all the other secondary talents and skills these kids all just sorta have like - they are VERY CAPABLE)#honorable mentions in this regard go moments like#donnie ordering around an entire legion of woodland critters to create a woodsy tech paradise#or Leo being able to avoid an entire crowd’s blind spots in plain sight#and also being able to hold a pose without moving a millimeter while covered in paint and being transported no I’m NOT OVER THAT#Mikey casually being ridiculously strong and also knowledgeable enough about building to help Donnie make the puppy paradise for Todd#Raph literally led an entire group of hardened criminals like that entire episode was just#basically they’re all so capable????#and at the same time prone to wiping out at the most inopportune of moments#love them sm
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𝘥'𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘭𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘷𝘰𝘪𝘤𝘦: whether you'll see me in 24 hours or 24 months is anyone's guess but taivan is forever
#yellowjackets#taissa turner#van palmer#taivan#harun art#i’m officially ending my yet another unofficial induced hiatus#wiping the dust from all my socials#i’m so sorry you guys lmao#i can say my life has calmed a lot from how it was like during summer#which is why i’m active again#OH!!!!#SEASON 3 IS CLOSER THAN EVER#also it’s a good time to be a taivan fan#all the content we’ve received from the past few days ?? i didn’t realize how starved i was
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Just coming on here and giving everyone a huge hug this morning. We’re officially at the two week mark. We’ve all done so much, and so much has happened in that short time frame.
I know so many of us are tired, or discouraged, or burnt. But just know that all of you are so so lovely, and even the smallest things are so so appreciated. Whether that’s filling out the feedback forms, tweeting at the other platforms, reblogging information, being here to lift others up, or taking time to yourself so you can come back for another push later, you’re all doing so, so well.
If nothing else, we’ve all managed to come together, and to shower the cast and crew with so much love.
So I’m sending that same love y’alls way, too. Keep up the good work, keep those fingers crossed, and mostly importantly, take care of yourselves 💜🏴☠️
#OFMD#SaveOFMD#Renew as a crew#Adopt our crew#Know a lot of people are PARTICULARLY wiped with all that happened yesterday#So just know that I’m wrapping blankets around you and consensually kissing yalls foreheads#HOPEFULLY we can indeed woo a platform#And HOPEFULLY we can indeed see more light again#I’m going to keep pushing and pushing and pushing until Dad waves the white flag#And I of course others to continue shining as well#But ALSO do what’s best for you#Take a breather#Step away for a bit#Change tactics#Etc etc
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I keep thinking about how Ashton’s been acting lately and I coming back to them saying that they’ve earned “a minor sense of superiority” for all they’ve been through in their life and then how through a lot of what they said after that demonstrates that that sense of superiority goes far beyond being minor. Especially the way they laughed and said “who else?” when the Hells asked themselves if they should really be the ones deciding if the balance of the world should be upended and remade. It carried a lot less of a “well who else is going to do it?” energy that I think it might’ve once carried, the sort of thing the Nein might say, and instead felt more like a “you really want anyone else but us choosing that?”, which aligns with the wildly out-of-hand way they were behaving in the council meeting. They really seem to be placing themself above everyone that was in that council room, especially with how they repeatedly said that all of those delegates are stupid and blind and so on, particularly those who answer to divine powers (I cannot remember if Ashton directly said that last night, but I feel like it would align with what they did say even if they didn’t put it that clearly).
What makes that very interesting to me is that Ashton is also a vessel for a higher power now, a power that—from the way they seem to be looking at things—is grander and older and more powerful than the gods themselves; a titan. They may not answer to Rau’shan, but they channel her power just as surely as any cleric or paladin might channel their deity’s powers. Which is a little hypocritical, but that’s not my point.
I keep wondering that if maybe, probably on a subconscious level, that connection to an older power than the gods is fueling Ashton’s sense of superiority over the gods and those who follow them.
#I don’t have a clean conclusion to this I just ended up rambling againnnnnn#but yeah I’m like. if the gods were gone and Exandria somehow survived#and divine magic was wiped from the world#ashton would still have their powers#because they’re a vessel for two beings actually that are older than the gods#rau’shan and the Luxon#but I only mentioned the Titan stuff in the post bc they don’t know shit abt the Luxon right now beyond what Essek and Leylas have said#whereas they have a lot more info about the Titans to fuel this infuriating superiority complex#don’t get me wrong I’ve loved Ashton from the moment they were introduced#but I am so frustrated with how they’ve been behaving#the shouting during the council meeting was… painful#bestie you’ve got a charisma score of 6 pls let the charisma casters handle this#and also Orym. let the talkers and the level headed one handle it#you can argue with them later while you make out#critical role#cr spoilers#ashton greymoore#Quinn metas#cr meta
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This role-swap AU idea with S.T.A.R.S./Uroboros William makes me so feral argh T__T I want more captain Birkin, maybe I’ll draw him once again with S.T.A.R.S. outfit later
#art#artwork#sketch#traditional art#my art#artists on tumblr#resident evil#biohazard#rebhfun#william birkin#albert wesker#chris redfield#role swap au#s.t.a.r.s.#william birkin with freckles wipes me out#i just realized that wesker’s outfit suits birkin so well oh my god#eating this without any hesitation#chris fighting with black tentacles once again lol#i’m so sorry
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RAINBOW UNIVERSITY
Student: Amaya Raine
Year: Freshman
Major: Fashion Design
#she radiates Brazilian energy#cuz I’m Brazilian#n I know best#my art#rainbow high#rainbow university#ru#rh#amaya raine#‘but why is she so white’#stfu Brazilian are all colors#we just had different white colonizers who almost wiped out natives n brought african slaves over#in my head Amaya is a pale Brazilian#like my sister#and River is a caramel dream like me#brasil brasil brasil
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