This has been the worst year of my life. I don’t even get the comfort of drawing a nice, neat little line in the sand saying “next year will be different.” I don’t get to write a list of goals and say “I’ll do better this year.” I don’t get to look at my trials and pretend I can grow from them, that I can become better for them. I just have to keep trudging along on this godawful path someone else has set for me and feel the loss of two people at once with no end goal or relief in sight. I have to keep moving along and pretending like I can do it. Like I’m strong enough to be able to hold myself up and prop up the other people around me as we drag ourselves forward. Everything is falling apart and I don’t even get to talk to my best friend about it because he’s gone too. This isn’t a new year for me. There’s nothing to ring in or out. There’s nothing to ring at all. Not even a fighting bell because I haven’t even had the time to stop punching.
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when people think delilah just completely takes over and laudna has no control. when people think jester is just an uwu child who has been manipulated by every man she’s met. when people think vex is an empty husk of daddy issues without her brother by her side. when people think fjord is an arrogant asshole who doesn’t pay attention to the party around him. when people think scanlan saying that vox machina doesn’t care about him is an accurate assessment.
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((did anyone notice that when he allows a single tear, it’s ALWAYS from his right eye? i just found that interesting))
[❤️🩹]
Oscar Isaac characters crying.
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I know Joel means it in a jokey way but him telling us what he had for lunch, what he did that morning, that he cried while watching iron claw, how he’s playing t-swift on guitar hero, that he’s drinking yorkshire gold while editing. I found it all very sweet. Like it’s nice to hear him chilling out irl as a contrast to him being a building lunatic on Hermitcraft lol
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I did it again! Redrew a panel from @lesbomaticlove ‘s comic because the facial expressions GET ME EVERY TIME HOLY FUCK
Sanji finally made it to the “unashamedly horny on main” stage of the grieving process, I’m so happy for him!
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ITS 4AM BUT I FINISHED IT!!!
Here’s a version without the doodles if ur boring like that
Spent. A lot of time on these :)) I’ve not touched twst in a while and just got hit by a shroud shaped truck today so ig I’m back on my shit!!
Anyway I hope u all like him. I had a lot of fun with these and cried over the bottom right one bc I love teeth
Anyway ya gn :)
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Just coming on here and giving everyone a huge hug this morning. We’re officially at the two week mark. We’ve all done so much, and so much has happened in that short time frame.
I know so many of us are tired, or discouraged, or burnt. But just know that all of you are so so lovely, and even the smallest things are so so appreciated. Whether that’s filling out the feedback forms, tweeting at the other platforms, reblogging information, being here to lift others up, or taking time to yourself so you can come back for another push later, you’re all doing so, so well.
If nothing else, we’ve all managed to come together, and to shower the cast and crew with so much love.
So I’m sending that same love y’alls way, too. Keep up the good work, keep those fingers crossed, and mostly importantly, take care of yourselves 💜🏴☠️
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I keep thinking about how Ashton’s been acting lately and I coming back to them saying that they’ve earned “a minor sense of superiority” for all they’ve been through in their life and then how through a lot of what they said after that demonstrates that that sense of superiority goes far beyond being minor. Especially the way they laughed and said “who else?” when the Hells asked themselves if they should really be the ones deciding if the balance of the world should be upended and remade. It carried a lot less of a “well who else is going to do it?” energy that I think it might’ve once carried, the sort of thing the Nein might say, and instead felt more like a “you really want anyone else but us choosing that?”, which aligns with the wildly out-of-hand way they were behaving in the council meeting. They really seem to be placing themself above everyone that was in that council room, especially with how they repeatedly said that all of those delegates are stupid and blind and so on, particularly those who answer to divine powers (I cannot remember if Ashton directly said that last night, but I feel like it would align with what they did say even if they didn’t put it that clearly).
What makes that very interesting to me is that Ashton is also a vessel for a higher power now, a power that—from the way they seem to be looking at things—is grander and older and more powerful than the gods themselves; a titan. They may not answer to Rau’shan, but they channel her power just as surely as any cleric or paladin might channel their deity’s powers. Which is a little hypocritical, but that’s not my point.
I keep wondering that if maybe, probably on a subconscious level, that connection to an older power than the gods is fueling Ashton’s sense of superiority over the gods and those who follow them.
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This role-swap AU idea with S.T.A.R.S./Uroboros William makes me so feral argh T__T I want more captain Birkin, maybe I’ll draw him once again with S.T.A.R.S. outfit later
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25.09.23, monday
the gym was a mistake tbh bc I had some energy before, but then I came back home and been fighting the post-gym nap ever since. Nothing hits better than a post-gym nap, it’s comatose levels
things done today:
2h of coding
gym workout
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