#[ PLEASE this is such a huge wishlist thing!! ]
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heaventarnished · 24 days ago
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i set up a tip goal in my bio :3 tips get rewarded with pics!!
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dm for menu !! 💌
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scnkei · 8 months ago
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saw ur post on my dash asking for a tokinada >.> <.< >.>
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[ !!!!!! hello YES ANON!! Need interactions between these two beautiful nobles.... Would be so interesting imo. ;O; It's forever on my wishlist for Byakuya interactions! ]
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pepprs · 2 years ago
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also (this is it i promise) this is why i am so INSANELY excited to have my own room soon. like omg. it is definitely not perfect bc it’s at home and there’s a breaker box in it and you can hear footsteps really loud through the ceiling and also again *it’s at home* when i really need to not be living at home. but the quality of life improvement i am about to have is actually INSANE. i will be able to have a space far away from everyone else where i can sing without bothering anyone and play piano and decorate it (mostly) to my liking and have a desk and draw and paint and do whatever. finally!!!!!!!! that is going to fix me!!!!!
#purrs#i just wish it was permanent or that i had more years to spend in it. like i actually just want to find the place where i will live forever#and just stay there bc oh my GOD am i tired of living in places temporarily. i have so many issues w that bc so many spaces that were#formative for me have been destroyed (e.g. the van 😍😍😍😍 and my grandparents house 😍😍😍😍 and my favorite hs teachers classroom 😍😍😍😍) or are#going to be destroyed (e.g. the office where i work rn 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍) or ive had to leave them and move out bc they’re inherently temporary (e.g.#my on campus room 😍😍😍😍 and my room in brighton 😍😍😍😍😍😍). and ive had attachment issues w space / location : whatever my whole life like i wou#would have huge meltdowns whenever we were transitioning from like elementary school to middle school middle school to high school etc etc..#so i really just um. would like permanence and stability please. im 24. im done w school for now and maybe forever. i want to find a place w#where i can just like.. stay. so if im paying rent like something that would allow me to renew it indefinitely and not fear bei ng kicked#out randomly or at the end of a determined period. i just want a home lol i want a homeeeee and i want to decorate it with all my things and#never be afraid that i will lose it and get to stay there forever and ever or at least as long as i want. bc my parents already have plans f#for my new room after i move out and i won’t get to decorate it as much as i want bc my mom doesn’t want me to damage the paint. but like if#i have a place of my own then i get to decide a little ding in the paint is worth it to put up my lanterns. you know? idk. the mortifying#ordeal of experiencing freedom like thisfor the first time in my mid-late twenties probably 😍😍😍😍😍😍 but still its gonna be good and i hope it#happens soon and i have to MAKE that happen. so yeah.#wishlist#delete later#ok now im done for real THJS time lol. my mom is gonna be so pissed at me ive barely lifted a finger here. but im enjoying the quiet what ca#can i say!!!!!!!! like OMG ok last thi ng…. like she’s always saying i have to love myself first before i get into a relationship and it’s l#like.. maybe my living conditions do not predispose me to be able to spend time w myself in ways that allow me to love myself!!!!!!#maybe always being on the defense and needing to find quiet spaces all the time and being shamed for that is not a very good way to experien#experience myself in the place im supposed to feel most grounded and comfortable!!! so yeah.#like maybe i stopped doing all the things i loved bc you got alexa and loud speakers and started blasting music all the time and dominating#space and becoming more and more high maintenance… 😳 (and obviously i changed as a person / played a role in it too but again my point / re#realization is… maybe it was in RESPONSE to stimuli that were not good for me and not just bc i suck as a person / am losing myself / etc.)#like theeeee sonic warfare of it all. also my brother is a key player in it too bc he raps and sings at the top of his lungs and it’s like 🤨
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mousedetective · 1 year ago
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^ GoFundMe
^ PayPal.me for mousedetective
^ Homeless Help Amazon Wishlist
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If anyone wants to help, these are the main ways you can help! The GoFundMe is to collect money for various things we may need, but it doesn't pay directly (it takes 3 - 4 days for donations to hit my account).
The PayPal link sends money directly to me, so it's the best way to help immediately, like if we need food or gas.
This particular wishlist on Amazon is just things we need that can be sent to the address where we pick up our mail. There are a lot of gift cards on there that would be a huge help, plus other things we need.
(Also, while I don't have links to them, you can use Venmo and CashApp as well: my Venmo username is @penaltywaltz and my CashApp username is $afteriwake23)
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cloveroctobers · 21 days ago
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santa, doesn’t know you like i do — 2. OBX [Winter Prompts: Multi]
A/N: Only episodes 1-6 exist to me! It’s the season of joy and that’s exactly what I’m attempting to bring with this! Happy reading!
WARNINGS: Language + gender neutral friendly! & Cleo’s is unfortunately the shortest.
PROMPTS ARE FROM HERE! + I’m using: 014. sitting down to exchange and open gifts, anticipating what gift you may get. is it something cool or just another pair of socks? + 010. in the kitchen making the deserts for the big day, and perhaps even making a mess too! + 017. in the trenches of snow forts, amidst a war of a snow fight! who will win? & 019. traversing the treacherous conditions of icy pavements. will you laugh as they fall or lend them a hand and go down in solidarity?
<- read my previous winter anthology prompt here if you’re about it.
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~ JJ MAYBANK ~
• I can make you fall too. So, tell me what's on your wishlist? I wanna make it come true 🎶
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“…and this one is for…JJ.” Sarah reads off the personalized tag, picking up the last gift from the makeshift tree he managed to find at a sketchy tree farm.
Pope called it the ozempic tree and majority of the time, JJ spent his Christmas’ with Big John and John B (occasionally the Heyward’s too once they were up for JJ’s sparkling behavior) since it used to be his favorite holiday when they were kids. Now he was hosting Christmas’ on goat island, not to show off what he did with the place but simply because he could now.
“What?” JJ called over the music, standing by some huge stereo that he probably paid too much for.
He should have focused more on furniture like you tried to tell him but he didn’t care about that. All of the furniture in here was in good condition in his eyes—no matter the dust and the pieces he’s surfed on and broke—he would fix them in due time because he didnt need to get rid of what belonged to his blood family. He wanted to keep what was left, which stopped you from bringing up furniture talk.
This was JJ’s home and he deserved a good one for once.
Kie scoffed as she held onto her ukulele, “It’s for you idiot, open it!”
“And for the love of the most high, can we please play something else?!” Pope jumped up from the chair, almost knocking Cleo off the arm of it, making him quickly apologize, his hands going to her hips as he pressed rapid kisses to her cheek, before trading places with the boisterous blond.
JJ was tipsy, shades toppling out of his feathered hair, as he plucked the gift from Sarah’s hand then he plopped down by your legs on the floor to rest against the front of the couch. You were all proud of him, limiting his drinks to only special occasions, something JJ came up with all on his own.
It was the little things that still mattered.
He was a constant work in progress, take him as you will.
After the crap that was of last year, he wanted nothing more than to put that nightmare behind him. Time was still on his side and now JJ finally got to live it, day by day but with more warmth this time.
“I didn’t think I was on the secret santa list, since you know I’m the hostest with the mostest.” JJ winks at all the friends who groan at him.
You were all just glad he wasn’t wearing that crown on his head anymore from earlier, when he greeted you all at the front door in a terrible mix of a British or Australian accent.
Cleo shakes her head, “The holidays done made you soft, rude boy.”
“Sue me, Clee!”
“For money? I can just steal it ya know?” Cleo wiggles her fingers at her friend with a dimpled grin sent his way.
JJ quirks up a brow, “That’s not a battle I want to get into tonight. It’s all about,” he clears his throat, “Be of good cheer! It’s the most wonderful time of the year! It’s the hap-happiest time of the year!” He belts out.
“Make him stop, John B.” Sarah whines, covering her ears while John B sends a lazy smile at the friend that he was happy to call his brother.
All John B can come up with is, “Open up your gift already man, aren’t you curious?”
JJ flings one hand in the air with his cup of wine, yes red wine, this stuff was pretty good on a winter night, shout out to PawPaw Wes, but he stops short once he almost splashes some of it onto the carpet. When he looks over at you, who has their attention on their phone he nudged your knee with his elbow, “Be a peach and hold this for me, will ya?”
“Please?”
“Please, dollface?” JJ pushes his bottom lip out, leaving you to roll your eyes as you take the green plastic cup into one of your hands.
He goes to mumbling as he tears off the festive gift wrapping, “…It’s probably just some socks.”
“What’s wrong with socks?” Kie questions, “the fuzziest of socks are the best kind to keep your feet warm, skin soft-
“Blah, blah, blah.”
Kiara sucks her teeth, “okay, fuck you then.”
Which earns laughs from everyone as JJ reveals a box. He goes to shake it, noticing some tape keeping it together.
“Don’t shake it.” You say, making JJ’s blues turn to you, “It could be something fragile.”
The friends all shared a glance at this. The secret santa was Sarah’s idea and although they were under the influence, everyone seemed to be keeping track of who got who. John B got Kiara, Kiara got Sarah, Sarah got Pope, Pope got John B, JJ got Cleo, Cleo got you, and you guested it, you got JJ.
Everyone except JJ was keeping up.
“Alright, fine. You’re probably right,” JJ nods before turning back to the box while you visibly relaxed.
He’s using his teeth now to pull off some of the tape before yanking open the box. “Oh whoever did this, did a superb job. There’s even tissue paper! And it’s scented! Wait a minute…this smells a whole lot like…”
His eyes are in slits now and he wants to turn to you to confirm his suspicions but he’s also curious about what this gift is. Tossing the tissue paper any and everywhere, JJ pulls out this vintage toy bronco.
You exhaled, not sure what your friend’s reaction was as he sat beside you on the floor, “I know it’s not much but…you used to talk about owning one of these and how you used to have one kind of like this when you and JB were kids—
“Before my dad—Luke beat it up with a bat and chucked it into the garbage disposal. The damn thing spit back out and split his brow. Me letting a laugh slip out wasn’t my best move but he deserved that.” JJ told, making the room fill up with numerous amount of emotions at what a younger JJ would soon start to face on a regular.
You nod sitting on the edge of the couch now, “I got it personalized for you and everything: your favorite number on the hood, name on the side, and check out the license plate.”
JJ shifted the gray bronco to its back, letting a grin split over his lips, “PND-4L. That stand for what I think it does?”
“Uh huh.”
JJ drops his head, pinches at his brow and sniffs before lifting his head and letting out a deep sigh from his lips. He turns to you, eyes glistening in the dim of the Genrette home, “This is the best got damn gift I’ve ever received, bring it in you thoughtful thing you!”
Kiara quickly reaches out for the plastic cup, just as JJ doesn’t give you time to move afterwards, locking his arms around your waist and burying his head in your lap.
That was enough to make anyone’s heart swell, your hand going to his head as you lean to place a kiss right on top. “Glad you like it, J. Merry Christmas.”
“Like it? I love it! It’s going right on my bedside table.”
“And maybe it’ll be more motivation to actually get your own fucking car instead of stealing the Twinkie?” John B comments, rubbing at his eye.
JJ scoffs, “The Twinkie is a family car. This right here is part of the dream.” He holds the bronco up into the air before bringing it to his lips to kiss, “But I’m sure I’ve already got it.”
He mumbles that last bit as Pope puts on some r&b Christmas music instead, pulling Cleo up to dance while Kiara finishes off JJ’s wine before getting up to join the couple while strumming her ukulele and humming beautifully to the music, Sarah and John B share a tender kiss as they continue to lounge against each other, and you begin to comb your fingers through your friend’s hair.
“You’re probably the best gift giver here but sssh, don’t tell the others I said that.” JJ says, getting up to fully rest his head in your lap now.
He rests the car on his chest as you both go into your own hushed conversation, focus solely on each other as you continue to fall for each other, being the true definition of a slow burn.
| CLEO ANDERSON |
• He won't bring you somebody that loves you more than me, yeah 🎶
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You’re yanked into the new and improved yet slightly messy wooden home as soon as Cleo set her brown eyes on you. You were careful as you tried to avoid a patch of flour and egg on the floor that was made into a smiley face before you then turned to an antsy Cleo. You could smell the sugar as soon as you stood on the steps of the old Maybank residence. Everything honestly felt unreal, something that you were all able to put together and work on as a family was back in your hands and a reality? It still didn’t feel real at times, being back at the home that was almost gone thanks to Luke’s snake ways and this place used to hold only darkness but the constant goal was to fill it only with light from now on.
Until your friends try to warn you otherwise before you entered the home.
“She’s worse than my military influenced uncle when it comes to the kitchen.” Pope mumbled to you, massaging the palm of his hand.
You frown as you held onto the ingredients in a reusable bag (that Kiara once gave you) that you were asked to bring on your back, “C’mon guys it can’t be that bad? We’ve been in the kitchen together before…had plenty of dinners together and Cleo’s always been fine.”
JJ scoffs as he plops down on the steps of his childhood home, “That’s just regular dinners y/n. The holidays makes people whackadoo!” He whistles a cuckoo tune before quickly glancing over his shoulder to make sure Cleo couldn’t hear him, “And Cleo is our own personal version of the bear when it comes to these desserts.”
Kiara snickers as she attempts to give JJ’s shoulder a comforting squeeze, “We were only allowed to focus on the dinner portion. The desserts are a whole new ball park and Cleo doesn’t want any of our help.”
“Only y/n’s.” John B grumbled, also appearing defeated.
You frown, sending a questioning glance to the brunette who’s leaning over the banister, glaring out at the view.
Sarah sighs, “John B got a nice scolding from Cleo…now there’s a delay with whatever last dessert she’s trying to make? Which is why—
“You guys needed me to bring the extras.” You confirm with a nod of your head before letting out a sigh, “Well I better not keep the lady waitin.”
John B scoffed, “She’ll hold off her venom a little when it comes to you.”
“I told you not to put the raisins in there, man.” JJ muttered with his elbows digging into his knees.
“Oh you think you have all the answers don’t you, Bobby Flay?” John B mouthed off, “When have you ever baked anything decent?”
JJ snorts as he squints looking away from the shifting sun,“I know raisins don’t belong in potato bread.”
“…well with some recipes in the Caribbean, does include raisins.” Pope spoke up with a light shrug of his shoulders.
John B holds his hands out to the brainiac in a see motion, “Thank you!”
JJ scowls, “Hey Pope, hey! Whose side are you on?”
As the boys bickered, Kiara and Sarah both rolled their eyes and snuck off around the wrap around porch just to get away from them, while you took the chance pushing the doors open to enter the revamped home. You can’t even blink before Cleo’s yanking at your wrist, pulling you into the (second) very open kitchen.
“Where’ve been? I want everything to be done by sundown and I’ve got to start this madness over because of freakin’ John b.” Cleo’s moving around the kitchen at lighting speed.
You nod, “I was just told…I also heard that you have other desserts too?”
“Yeah!” Cleo answers, “Guava Duff and pineapple upside down cake. It’s best to have tree options…especially with the way these fools eat.”
“So you want to remake the potato bread?”
Cleo placed her hands on her hips and deeply exhaled, “Yeah man, John B screwed it up mixing those turds into the batter! Not a fan! Coconut was just fine and you’re gonna love it.”
“I’ve actually developed an allergy out in Venezuela.” You admitted, “I’ll take your word for it though.”
Cleo frowns, “Huh? But the coconut lentil stew in Morocco? I thought—
“No don’t get me wrong, it was delicious and I didn’t want be too picky when we were all scrapping just to find a solid meal. I begged Sarah not to say anything when my eye swelled up later that night. Let’s just say…Kie and I had an adventourous time on the hunt for some inflammatories.”
“And you guys had rude boy to distract me,” Cleo fills in the blanks, “It all makes sense now.”
You offer a small smile but Cleo just shakes her head. She was too tired to realize then and think too much about what was going on. Cleo wouldn’t beat herself up too much about it but she wanted to make up for it.
“Could have told me ya know?” She takes the ingredients from the bag and starts putting them in the correct place but not without stopping to dump the contents in the bowls out into the trash again, “That’s cancelled.”
“What? No, the potato bread’s been the talk of the day…you should see it through.”
Cleo claps her hands, shushing you, followed with a wag of her finger, “No can do love…matter of fact, what’s your favorite dessert? I can make something with what we’ve got.”
There wasn’t a “maybe” in front of that statement at all. If Cleo had a plan, she was always going to see it through. Her brown eyes twinkled as they settled back on you, brow raised as she awaited for you to say anything that came to mind.
Once you revealed what your favorite dessert is, it only took the wavy haired girl a few moments to think if she had enough ingredients to whip it together for you.
“Well don’t just stand there, get over here and be my sous chef.” Cleo waved you over, “Make sure you scrub those hands in my kitchen.”
“Yes, ma’am.” You nodded and tossed in a joke, “wouldn’t want a repeat of JJ and Kie’s homemade corn dogs from the fourth.”
Both of you share a equal shudder as you stood shoulder to shoulder. Your eyes connected and Cleo sent you the sweetest smile, where both of her dimples easily appeared in her cheeks before she put her game face back on.
This was about to get hectic but you’d tolerate it because with chaos came love and you were certain that’s what this house would only be based on from this point on. Also if Cleo was going through all this trouble just for you?
Had to mean something…right?
| BARRY |
• I've been there through the good and bad, Know how to make you laugh, Kiss all your tears away, babe. Ooh, only I can do that 🎶
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Snow in the Outerbanks wasn’t common but when it did, Barry liked to take advantage of it. He had the bright idea to start chucking snowballs at random people, specifically people coming out of their homes. He wanted to have a laugh whereas you wanted to build a snow fort.
He only went through with that because it would be your cover once your target tried to search the area for their culprit. The both of you were up to no good and it showed. The plan started off at the trailer, building forts on both sides of Barry’s land, which included Barry sneaking up and trying to stomp your fort out but not without a fight, before you shoved him back to his side.
“Anybody tell you your aim is trash, sunshine?!” Barry yells over his own fort, he’s been shit talking since the both of you started your first round at his place.
And frankly? You had enough so as soon as Barry lifted his head to look in your direction, you popped up with the swiftness and started windmilling two balls in his direction. The first ball hits Barry in the shoulder and the last? Clunks him right in the eye that had him doubling over.
“Bear?” You stopped celebrating as soon as you saw him holding his eye.
Barry huffed into the air, “Got damn! Did you hide a rock in there or sum?”
Cautiously you made your way over to the dark haired jack of all trades, wanting to be prepared that he wasn’t trying to sneak you as soon as you got close enough.
The way his eye had a nice pink ring around it was enough to tell you, he wasn’t joking.
“Oh shit.”
“Oh shit is right, I didn’t know we was fightin’ dirty, dawg.” Barry tried to peek at you through the injured eye.
Giving a grimace you admit, “That ball did seem kind of hard.”
Barry snorts, “And here I thought you liked my ass but you really tryna to take my shit out, havin’ me walking around this bitch like popeye.”
“I’m sorry,” you tried to grip his face and hide the laughter that bubbled in your chest but Barry dodged your hands, “You know I’d never purposely hurt you.”
Barry scoffed but still said, “I know I know but now I got to take my frustrations out with my original plan.” He rubs his hands together, “Yeah…let’s take a ride out to figure eight.”
Suddenly now that didn’t seem like the best idea.
“Nah, stop them gears.” Barry pointed at you, which made you roll your eyes, “You owe me this.”
“Fine…but no snowballs that have undercover ice in them.”
Barry sent you a look, “Oh now you want to check for that shit for the sake of them uppity kooks instead of for the safety of your man? You know that shit don’t sound right to me.”
“I said I was sorry!”
Barry just hums.
Which leads to you two heading out to Rafe Cameron’s new residence. The both of you snuck around the back, thinking it would be easier to attack from.
“Look at country club, done leveled up.” Barry snickers to himself after he dusted off his hands from building yet another fort for the both of you to hide behind.
You shrug, finding that all these beach homes looked the same, “How do we even know he’s home?”
“He’s home alright, probably up in there stressin’ over stupid shit when he’s got it made.” Barry comments.
You’ve seen their relationship play out, the good and the bad—mostly the bad and still found it interesting that the both of them chose to pop back into their lives whenever they felt like it.
Barry’s got the binoculars spying on the home, while you got tired of standing around for what felt like forever. Choosing to pick at your nails and sit on your knees until they started to lose feeling in them. Just as you’re about to announce that you’re ready to go back home, Barry yanks on your wrist to get you back into a squatting position.
“There he go!” Barry whisper-yells to you, as you peek over the lopsided fort to indeed see Rafe on his back deck, staring out at the view towards his right.
Barry’s got a wicked dimple of a smirk on his face, hands skillfully rolling a ball together before he pops up, “Merry Christmas, Abercrombie!”
He should have been a baseball player with the way he cocked his arm back, putting in extra strength to launch the ball into the air and landed it right in between Rafe’s furrowing brows.
Barry is a laughing mess while you watch Rafe swipe the show from his irritated face. His head snaps towards you two, hand going to his forehead to block out the specs of sun that shines through the gray clouds. Your eyes go wide at being caught, your hand grabbing Barry by the elbow, to set off into a run after you spot Rafe moving around his deck to head down towards you two.
“Ain’t nobody scared of, Rafe. Baby, slow down—
Barry tried to say just as you slipped on a patch of ice. Your feet go right up into the air, fingertips slipping from Barry’s puffer jacket, eyes closing as you wait for impact.
It happened in slow motion for you but quickly for Barry. He can’t help but to laugh at your cartoon ass fall, before he hears Rafe yelling from behind. Barry scrambles forward, hands attempting to grab you up by the pits but ends up slipping over your body, head first into a bank of snow that was pushed up on the sidewalk.
A mocking laughter from Rafe echoes into the sky from behind the both of you while you feel like you’re stuck in place.
“I dunno what you laughing at, country club! Ain’t shit funny!” Barry roars, after lifting his head from the snow, middle finger raised right in the air.
Rafe is snapping pictures now but keeps his distance, “That’s what y’all idiots get! Trying to fuck with me.”
“Ever heard of salt?” Barry sits up with his elbows pressing into his knees.
“Nah, now I’m definitely not paying anyone to do that around here if it keeps you two off my property.” Rafe says before motioning to Barry’s damp appearance, “You got a little something all over.”
“Yeah you talkin’ real tough.”
Barry stops his bickering with Rafe after he picks up on some sniffing. His head snaps to you, “Hey…” he starts moving over to you.
He’s trying to help you up but a scream, makes both twenty something year old’s stare at you in alarm.
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Barry ended up kissing your tears away the whole trip to urgent care. It helped some but the muscle relaxers, and some weed really did their thing. The both of you are seated on Barry’s couch, he’s got an ice pack pressed right against the ring around his eye (given by you) that officially bruised up, and he cradled a beer bottle while the both of you sat in silence watching some sitcom on a old tv set that belonged to his nonna.
You’re now sporting a neck brace, thanks to a sprain and suddenly catch each other’s side eye, before erupting in laughter together.
“Told you you’ll never get bored with me, huh, sunshine?” Barry winks at you, gold grills gleaming at you while you hold onto the brace, to subside the slight ache while you laughed.
Barry rests his head back against the length of the couch, letting this position hold the ice pack for him now, before sliding his hand over to squeeze your thigh, with your hand resting right on top of his.
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hpowellsmith · 3 months ago
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Honor Bound is in copyedit!
I’m delighted to let you know that I’ve sent the full draft of Honor Bound to my editor Abby!
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Play Chapters 1-3 of Honor Bound here, and read all about the game here.
More about the testing and revision process, and wordcounts after beta testing, below:
Beta testing started in mid-August and since then I’ve added around 50,000 words to the game. Some of this was expanding things throughout the game, and most of it was expanding the epilogue sequence to include LOTS more detail about where the PC is living at the end, their career choices, who they’re living with if anyone, letters from friends and loved ones if they’re living in different places, and rundowns of what major characters are up to if the PC’s living in the same town/location as them but not living in the same house.
That whole section ended up incredibly branchy and complicated, but I’m really proud of it - I think it caps off the game nicely. Yesterday I played through several of the ending scenes and felt really good about them, which is a nice feeling to have.
Honor Bound is now going to copyedit, and it’s looking like the release should be somewhere in early December, depending how long the copyediting takes. Copyediting is certainly a big job, because right now the game stats are:
Total wordcount: 592898 words Average playthrough: 98553 words
So each playthrough sees about 16% of what’s there, which means a ton of variety from playthrough to playthrough… and there’s a huge amount there to see even on one playthrough.
I’m incredibly grateful to all the testers from start to finish and everyone who has cheerled, supported, and given feedback that’s helped get this game into shape. I massively appreciate everyone here who subscribed which gave me a real helping hand, and who gave feedback on early versions of the drafts.
I’ve learned a huge amount from making this project, and have stretched out of my comfort zone in a variety of ways. It’s interesting seeing what writing-process-mistakes I didn’t do because of learning from Royal Affairs, and where I committed whole new coding crimes. (Next project, I am going to go easier on the nested *gosubs so it’s easier to troubleshoot and read. I am sure I will do something else that makes the code horrid to read.)
It’s the largest and most ambitious of my CoG games, and I’m proud of how the plot’s paced and pulls together. I’m incredibly fond of the characters - even if I put them through horrible things. It was so different writing characters who were older and more mature in various ways than the teenagers in Creme and Royal Affairs (and the young adults in Noblesse Oblige, who are all going through… a lot), but still with plenty of flaws, foibles, and hangups. I was delighted when characters surprised me, as well as when I could feel “oh, this is classic [character]” and their dialogue came naturally. There are some personality nuances that I’m not sure anyone will end up noticing, but felt lovely to put in because I had such a strong sense of who the characters were.
I’m also really pleased with how much I’ve personalised the PC’s dialogue and internal voice. When the PC speaks in the text (and often in the dialogue options), their tone and vibe is almost always informed by how their personality has been expressed by the player, which works with the choices the player’s making to make the PC feel their own. I really wanted to make the PC feel like an adult who’s gone through Some Major Stuff and is in a position of figuring out their principles and purpose because of it: there are a ton of different ways in which they can respond to what’s happened to them and to what happens throughout the game.
I’ve really loved exploring a new part of the Creme de la Creme setting and show such a different culture to Westerlin. I hope you all enjoy Honor Bound once it’s out!
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(and… please wishlist on Steam if you haven’t already - it really helps!)
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dragon-ascent · 1 year ago
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Imagine Zhongli as your Secret Santa.
Sir has little concept of price tags and thus has no problem spending exorbitant amounts of Mora on things he thinks are valuable.
Determined to give you a wonderful holiday season, Zhongli immediately sets out buying up all the things on your wishlist. You wrote "A calligraphy pen or some feather quills?" He buys you both; top-quality and procured from only the finest (and most expensive) shops.
Pleased that you mentioned on your list that you also like Rex Lapis, Zhongli happily purchases some fine bronze statues, some plushies, keychains, folding fans, and other memorabilia in his likeness. Needless to say that overwhelmed is an understatement to how you feel when you receive your gift. Actually, gifts.
Or, to put a modern-day spin on things for more perspective, imagine writing in your wishlist that you're a Pokémon fan so anything Pokémon-related would be amazing. So ideally you'd be getting some cute merch like a keychain or two, or even a little plushie, right?
But then you show up to work on gifting day and find a huge box waiting at your desk, and to your utter shock, it's the limited-edition Pokémon Scarlet/Violet Nintendo Switch. Oh, and the ultra-rare holographic Pikachu TCG card.
Your boss Zhongli, sipping his mug of green tea at his desk across you, beams at you.
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clairedaring · 1 year ago
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Nonkul and Bright's experience in queer media prior to I Feel You Linger In The Air
So... I've fallen down the huge rabbit hole that is I Feel You Linger In The Air (even though I was already down bad earlier this year when I finished the novels) since the airing of the series. I've tried my best to consume everything translated IFYLITA-related content and now I'm here to summarize a few points I love about the (immaculate) casting of Nonkul and Bright.
For Nonkul
Prior to IFYLITA, Nonkul has had a few BL-adjacent projects:
2014 indie gay film "Love's Coming", where he plays a friend of the gay protagonist.
2016 sitcom series "Bang Rak Soi 9/1", where he plays a student with a crush on his straight best friend (main character played by Tongtong, who you may have known from To Sir With Love or Khun Chai)
2019 chinese bromance "Dive", where he plays the 2nd main lead who develops "strong friendship" with the protagonist as swimming teammates
But IFYLITA marks Nonkul's first time playing in a BL series where he is the protagonist.
Back in 2021, Nonkul posted this Q&A video on Facebook, where he answered the question "If you have a chance, would you consider playing in a BL series? If accepted, who do you to co-act with?". To which Nonkul went on a full long discussion on how he doesn't view BL as a genre and talks about what kind of role he would want to play (full clip below).
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If that series is an interesting storyline for me, I am always open to any kind of genre. I never categorized BL series as an BL series, I just think of it as a series with another plot as part of my work. It is a normal series that can have any of the plots which I will categorize as Romantic Comedy, Drama or whatever. Thus, when I choose the BL series I want to work with, the love preference of the character does not affect my decision. If the plot of the series is interesting, of course I'm gonna do it for sure. Every work that I chose, I personally think it at least enjoyable for me. Of course, if in the future, there are BL series with plots that I find interesting, that I enjoyed the script. "Like, wow, that's my type!", I will definitely selected it to be my future project. A good written series is a good series. This is what I believe as an actor. - Nonkul
For BL Series, I think I can work with everyone. I don't think I have anyone in particular. One thing! I desire the character of that person/actor? to be close to the character in the series. At that point I will be satisfied. Sometimes, I as an actor have a chance to work with people who didn't have a lot of acting experience. I will still discover something new from him as well. And there is a BL novel which I really like! [Nonkul explains the plot of his favorite BL Novel 'Peremo'] I would prefer to choose the "heroine" role because it will be a new experience for me as an actor because it will be a new experience for me as an actor. Because basically I only play as a hero role for the main character or support character in my work, but a "heroine" role in a BL series is the only chance for me to play a character more feminine. So it is a new experience for me. [Nonkul continues raving about 'Peremo']. But if you think that you can make [an adaptation of Peremo], please do not forget me, Nonkul! Pleaseeeeeeee, I will do my best, I promise!!! However, I'm not only fixated on this novel. I'm also open for many more BL series if there is an interesting plot. - Nonkul
Interestingly the 3 checklists Nonkul mentioned his dream BL novel/character 'Peremo' had was 1. playing the 'heroine' role; 2. it has a LOT of action; 3. it is also sci-fi fantasy genre. And then in 2022, Nonkul booked 2 action dramas and IFYLITA which checked off criteria 1 and 3 of his wishlist (he mentioned it in this interview).
In 2022, at the beginning of IFYLITA announcement event, Nonkul mentioned that one of reasons that he accepted to play Jom in IFYLITA is that the story didn’t just put love scenes in just for fan services. Previously he had rejected some series because of that.
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Nonkul read the novel prior to the acceptance of the role and you can tell he put a lot of care into bringing Jom to life (Nonkul immediately tweeting his apology after the pilot trailer is out about him accidentally using right hand to sketch (because Jom is left-handed), discussing various novel details with fans of the book at event, discussing how to punch Ohm like Jom would instead of punching him regularly as he would in other series, even giving book-film comparison commentaries in the BTS of the episodes)
Nonkul's physical and facial features are also so similar to Jom in the novel, especially his Chinese heritage is taken into account by the casting directors (Jom is also Thai of Chinese heritage iirc). Honestly kudos to P'Tee and co for snatching Nonkul.
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For Bright
Prior to IFYLITA, Bright has played a supporting male gay character in the CH3 Lakorn 'Rivalry' and starred in PP Krit's MV 'It's Okay Not To Be Alright'.
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But IFYLITA still marks Bright's first ever male lead role (ngl I was quite shocked when I found out about this because like the man is SIGNED to CH3, what are they doing?) AND his first official "BL" series.
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Bright also accept the role of Khun Yai after he went to buy the novel and read them.
Before filming, Bright practiced a lot to portrayed Khun Yai as close to the novel as possible (the way Khun Yai walks with hands behind his back, his posture, him speaking in the different local dialect...)
Here are some translated interview questions Nonkul and Bright did before filming IFYLITA for bangkokbiznews that I found really interesting and want to share (original Thai article) (translated by twitter user lingerair/eugust)
Question: How is your individual characters? How are they similar or different from you? (1)
Nonkul: Jom and I are very different. Jom has soft and sensitive part. He cried so many times, and often gets upset with things that if it's me, I wouldn't be upset like him but his tears is already flowing. Bright: Khun Yai is quite similar with me. He's calm and wise. It's easy to be Khun Yai when I read the script. I try to put myself as Khun Yai. I'm Khun Yai and Khun Yai is me. I always think like this to be able to moderately act as Khun Yai.
Question: BL series has become a powerful "soft power". What do you about this? (2)
Nonkul: To be honest, whatever entertainment media it is, I view all of them as soft power but can't deny that during this period foreigners are especially interested in Thai Y series. I think it's a good thing. In the end, no matter what kind of content they are interested, it's a pleasant thing. Bright: Bright agrees (to that) very much. There are so many BL series with many fans both in and outside of the country, thus I think that it's good quality soft power in presenting a lot of things. Such as "I Feel You Linger In The Air" has a lot of Thai culture incorporated it in. Nonkul: Since it's period (series), it won't look like we're forcing Thai culture into (the series). We want foreigners to learn about how was it during the era and how it affects the present.
Question: This novel has a lot of fans waiting, do you feel pressured in taking a role in this? (3)
Nonkul: There's a little bit of pressure but personally, when I've worked till this point, I'm kinda used to this. I can say that I already have some expectations (for myself) and receive some pressures as a motivation in working but I'm not that stressed by it. Bright: Similar to Non, I'm a little bit pressured but we will both do our best, everyone will do their best. Fans has expectations because they want to watch the adaptation. We'll do it in our way and we hope everyone'll likes it.
As a huge fan of the novel, I just love how much love Nonkul and Bright have for the original novel and the amount "homework", care and dedication they have to crafting their characters to be as close as possible. I really hope everyone who have reservation or hesitance watching I Feel You Linger In The Air because you didn't vibe with previous Dee Hup House’s productions, should still give IFYLITA a chance (or at least try watching Episode 6 & 7) because it is seriously unlike any previous DHH’s productions (in all aspects: plot, direction, pacing, cinematography, music, lighting, color-grading, overall production…)
For my post on Bright and Nonkul's preparation for IFYLITA
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jimmyandthepulsatingmass · 1 year ago
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New Game: Hymn to the Earless God
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Hey, I haven't posted much on tumblr in a while, but I wanted to share this. I've been working on this game for the past several years--basically started planning a couple months after Jimmy released. Since this is certainly not a post about Jimmy, I need to probably make a new tumblr page--it's on my list--but, until then, I had to share!
The big thing is that it's on Kickstarter now, so please take the time to check that out: hey, it's a kickstarter link!
Another thing that you could do if you want to help: wishlist and play the demo on Steam!
If you don't have Steam, you can still try the demo out on itch.io!
This is a huge game and will take a lot of art to finish. Basically all of the money for the Kickstarter that isn't going to Kickstarter or fangamer or Uncle Sam will be going to the artists. So, any kind of contribution would be really, really appreciated. But, if you don't have the money to contribute right now, that's totally fine. You can still help the game a lot by wishlisting it on Steam or just by spreading the news. The more eyes we have on this project, the more likely we'll get Kickstarter backers, and this can really snowball.
Thanks so much for the support, everyone, and here's to a hopefully successful Kickstarter!
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nonspeakingkiku · 2 days ago
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Intro time!
Name: Kiku (also other names because its complicated)
Gender: FTM, nonbinary, genderqueer
Orientation: Aroacespec, queer
Pronouns: He/Fae
Kiku is part of a DID system, and that makes things like names and figuring out who you are hard. Doesn't help that all of us hosts respond to Kiku and Kiku and another alter have been blurring together a lot.
We are a nonverbal higher support needs autistic person with multiple other disabilities. We are a full time AAC user for multiple reason.
We have apraxia, several learning disabilities, aphasia, adhd, hEDS, POTs, mcas, fibromyalgia, and are pretty sure we have spastic dipelegic cerebral palsy.
We are a mobility aid user (currently forearm crutches, a rollator, wheelchair and white cane) but we really need different ones (a different kind of walker, crutches that fit us properly, and a wheelchair that we own, the one we use belongs to our partner and they let us use it sometimes).
We were born and raised in Appalachia (North Carolina to be specific) and we have come to remember that that is a huge part of who we are. You can take the boy out of the mountains, but you can't take the mountains out of the boy, (once we get our hands on a print copy of Compound Fracture by Andrew Joseph White we'll put a quote here). We currently live in Tennessee, which is closer but not quite close enough.
We are pagan, raised christian, and havf religious trauma. This makes interacting with some communities hard.
We are a speller, and hope to soon have at least a few sessions of S2C to help with unreliable speech and motor loops. A speller is someone who points to letters on a letterboard or types on a keyboard to communicate. We call ourselves nonverbal mostly, but also use other terms, nonspeaking, minimally speaking, unreliably speaking and we have taken to saying "it's compilated" because it is. We call ourselves nonverbal because we are unreliably speaking, what comes our of mouth isn't what we want to say and often does more harm than good, but we can't just turn it off. We grew up, seeming to be speaking, but we couldn't communicate what we needed or wanted to and what we could say often got us in trouble.
Kiku thinks that is enough of a ramble.
Thank to those who read this.
Please don't send us asks to post fundraiser, we don't have enough followers for it to get shared a lot and we can't determine what is bots and what isn't and they stress us out because of that.
We are posting our amazon wishlist here, if anyone ever wants to get us anything off it, feel free but there is no expectation to do so.
Amazon wishlist!
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the-femslash-wishlist · 1 year ago
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Ever wished your fave femslash fic would be made into a movie or a series?
What if there were so many of us wishing for the same thing?
What if we formed an online community where we could share the plot of our fave femslash fics and upvote the ones we really liked?
What if the community became huge, with a multitude of members, enticing filmmakers (from film students to pros) to adapt the fics (or chapters or sequences or scenes of fics) into (short) films because there was a built-in audience for them?
What if the website was called the femslash wishlist?
*membership fees would give you exclusive access to discussions with filmmakers or exclusive content like bts footage or deleted scenes
Click on this link for Frequently Asked Questions.
This is for a postgraduate Entrepreneurship class assignment. Please reblog so that it would reach more femslash fic or f/f fic readers and writers. It would greatly help the assignment, which could change from being fictional to real if there was enough interest.
Thanks so much for participating!
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biteable-pink-pixie · 1 year ago
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🦋 Just a cute heads up 🦋
Heya ☺️ it's so nice to see you on my little blog! You can call me Pixie 💕 This blog is just an outlet for all my horny thoughts. (⁠。⁠♡⁠‿⁠♡⁠。⁠)
I take requests for 💰💰 DM me if you are interested ☺️🌻
I have a wishlist if anyone wants to buy me anything ☺️ promise to use the fun things you buy me. I might even post about them 🤭 Or if you'd like to treat me to some money my username is Pixi3 on Beem or PayPal.
I'm new to this kind of content! ☺️ But that doesn't mean I want you to go easy on me or be nice! Kinks I'm into so far 👇👇👇
Bondage, breath play (this is my favourite so far actually I have a huge hand kink so naturally I want them around my throat ☺️), knife play, cnc, free use, pet play, impact play, soft degradation, breeding (but without the actual kid thanks)
This is strictly a minor free zone. So MDNI 18+ only. 98% of my posts are NSFW.
Please don't DM me if you don't have an age on your blog. 😘
Absolutely no thank you: piss, scat, age play, or just cunty people in general. Keep your shitty behaviour to yourself or better yet change.
DM: *OPEN*
Asks: *OPEN*
A lot of my naughtier pictures/videos are attached to asks or under a "read more" post. ☺️
Tags I use are in the tags on this post 💕
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3liza · 6 months ago
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I've gotten some inquiries about this, so please message me if you want my wishlist link. it was grim's birthday and my birthday recently and I was too busy to post anything about it and fundraising on this site is currently focused on more important things so I'm not going to shit up the public feed with the link. no dog toys on the list!! I'm sorry but grim absolutely does not need any more toys, I am in the process of trying to get rid of some of the huge pile of them he has right now!!
financially I'm paying double the rent I have been since I had to kick my ex out a few months ago. I've gotten consistent help from my friends and family, help which I would be lost without, and I'm continuing to work as much as possible on my Patreons. I just got some news about my apartment building changing ownership which seems likely to mean that I'm not getting kicked out in order to bulldoze for a condo, will elaborate on this later (app timer kicking in)
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mousedetective · 5 months ago
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PAYPAL | AMAZON WISHLIST | KOFI | GOFUNDME
7/24/24 -New Post!
So first off, I'm really desperate to pay off at least one of the overdrafts ($320 on mine, $350 on my mother's) and get my daughter's phone fixed. We have a meeting Friday with the people in charge of renting out the apartments, and my daughter has a tendency to go to the local coffee shop early to get wi fi so I want to be able to get in touch with her. She also needs to have an appointment with her psychiatrict to get her psych meds refilled, and that's usually a telehealth appointment. So coming up with $550 at most ASAP is really really important.
But I still also have loans to pay off and moving costs to consider, and if this apartment falls through I need to have $1000 by the 18th of August to put our back-up plan into action. So please. Please help if you can. Please reblog. I'm begging here because I'm desperate. Things can get so much better in my life if I can just get some help.
UPDATE: My mom's overdraft is going to be covered by a friend of mine on Tuesday. Any help covering my overdraft plus $75 for gas would be a huge help. We're on fumes...
$0/$200 (Urgent)
$0/$3330 (Full Goal)
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cure-rosie · 2 months ago
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Precure 2025 Basic Wishlist/Predictions
(Join me in my hyperfixation)
Theme
My biggest realistic hope is for an art themed season. Paints, fiber arts, sculpture, anything I swear. It's an easy theme Toei! One you haven't used yet! JUST GO FOR IT.
I'd also like another music themed season. Music is a huge thing, and if we can have two food seasons, we can have another music theme. Just saying. An offshoot of this is the long awaited Idol themed season which... I'm sort of ambivalent to, actually. Tho I'm sure it would be interesting.
MYTHICAL CREATURES/MYTHS AND LEGENDS. I really want Cure Unicorn, or Cure Dragon. Something like that. This is also SUCH untapped potential. Just saying.
Colors
I'm actually totally okay with the whole Pink Lead thing, but the alternating thing they have going on (pink, white, pink, blue, pink...) is funny, so I wanna see what they do next.
If they go for a color that's Not Pink for the lead, I would want Red. Red is honestly a shockingly underused color compared to some others, and our last Red cure was Cure Flamingo back in 2021. We need another one.
I also want another Yellow!! It's been two years! I miss them!! It's been THREE years if you consider Yum Yum Orange! I MISS MY YELLOWS. It's one of my favorite colors and I love how many there are. Bring them back.
A true Green would be nice, but I'm not as feral about it as some other people.
Team Size
I honestly don't have any idea what they're gonna do, but just as every year, I'm hoping for as many Cures as possible. I freaking love big casts, and it's absolutely possible to do it well. Give Me Options. We haven't had 6 Cures since 2017, and that's TOO LONG imo.
The theoretical (explicitly stated in an interview) limit of Cures for any one team is 8. We've never reached that. I want to see them TRY. Give me a FULL RAINBOW. This isn't going to happen, but I can dream.
If they do a smaller team though I'd love to see them all get individual fairies, but only if they commit to making them fully fleshed out characters. I've been rewatching Healin Good, and those guys were a key part of the cast. Let's do that again.
All that said, I'm pretty easy to please. I'm sure I'll be entertained by whatever happens. Though it's always funny when I get things right.
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cloangi · 8 months ago
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Get to know me 🔥
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**Post may be updated every so often to change wording, to add/delete things, etc
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Ima keep this short enough so you can actually read it.
General things about me:
15 years old
Only do art as a hobby (so no money taking or commissions people)
Art consists of my fandom fixations
You can refer to me as Baaz or Keegan/Keegs. Either one works, I don't care 🤷‍♂️
I am fine with people sending me DM's‼️ Just don't make it weird (you already know what I mean by that 💀)
You guys can send me asks (pls send some cause I don't ever get any 😔🙏)! But not for things such as donations or weird suff, things like that will be deleted.
One last thing, in terms of rules and behavior on here, I'm pretty sure you can use your head to figure out human decency and manners. So please have some respect for me and others on here.
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Social stuff:
Quora Account - [Place where I've spent most of my time online, around 4-5 years or so. I post random things of me yapping of all topics or things I've found/seen — note: I'm not active on there anymore]
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Fixations⤵️
The list below is color coded based on the fandoms I'm fixated on, or I just like
Orange = Fixated
Green = Like
Rainbow 6 Siege - Don't have the console to play the actual game so I watch it instead.
Call of Duty - Certain campaigns in it, mostly COD Ghosts though (Yes, I have played the OG versions of some of the campaigns on the old ps3 we have, and I do play MP Cod Ghosts).
Mouthwashing - The entire story is just...wow. So sorry that had to Happen to you, Anya. Also, fuck Jimmy. Everyone else is cool.
Hell Divers 2 - Like R6S, I don't have the actual console itself to play it but it's on my wishlist and I really like the concept of the game, plus the community seems pretty fire.
Eddsworld - Used to have a HUGE fixation on this fandom, prob for up to 1-2 years (shit had a strong grip on me)
Silent Hill 2 - That's like the only game I know lore about in the Silent Hill series (Pyramid head...).
My Little Pony - I'm surprised this fandom is absolutely booming now. Watched the entire show (forgot everything though 💀). Love the art the fandom makes though, including the AU's.
Saiki K - Legit forgot the entire storyline, but I know I like it
The Amazing Digital Circus - Caught up on all episodes
Demon Slayer - Watched all seasons
The Amazing World of Gumball - Havent really watched it much, but I really like it including the fan base
Into the Spiderverse - Have never read the comics, but movie-wise I like it
...Damn, you still reading? I mean if you're interested go ahead and drop a follow to this thing (you're likely gonna forget this account anyways, so free follow for me mwhahaha).
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