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theroundbartable · 3 months ago

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Arthur: I'm tired

Merlin, who hasn't slept in 72 hours and has his fifteenth coffee intus: maybe you should go to bed

#bbc merlin #merlin #merthur #merlin bbc #arthur #concept #i'm actually tired #with a little headache #so this is all i can do for today #you know how my teachers all want us to calculate in 8 hours per week for one course?#I have 10 courses #and a job that's 17 hours per week because legally I'd loose my Student status if I worked more than 20 hours #when am i supposed to write fanfiction????

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quaranmine · 4 months ago

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i just went to bed, then 15 minutes later got out of bed and turned the lights on, grabbed a pencil and sticky note, and began frantically calculating my total possible annual leave between now and December 2025. Again.

just in case anyone is wondering just how meticulous and obsessive i am over future travel and time off

#it seems more insane in person when you can see how many dates and numbers i wrote down #i do this literally all the time when bored #i never take a day off that isnt travel related lol #i had the chance to do it 3 times this month but instead i decided to work 9 hours days next week and week after next #so that i dont have to take any time #i could also save myself another 2 days leave if i worked 10 hour days the next two weeks after that #but idk if i hate myself enough for that #i also can earn credit time by voluntarily working over timr for up to 3 days total credit.#i use this as much as possible.#aaaaaand i get comp time for other work after hours (like my 5 hours from working on a Saturday in august that i havent touched yet)#i am literally insane about this btw.#my calculations this year assume i am not taking black friday off. if i do i will recalculate #anyway. in case you're ever like 'how does she take all these trips'#the answer is that i just obsessively track every single hour to the point where i'm working a year and a half in advance 😃

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lia404 · 3 months ago

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"Ai, living has no answer."

"When we're in pain, we search for an answer to feel better. A concise, absolute answer. But if you really want an answer… it's that there is no answer. There are no absolute in this world. Even if we think there is, in the end, it'll only make us feel better for a moment.

If there are no absolute, then what's left?

Bonds. Bonds between individuals. Bonds between one another. That's all there is.

That also changes with time. A huge trigger can cause a huge change. Bonds may be severed. But new bonds can also be formed. So living is a series of bonds.

That's what life is.

I have to do that forever?

Yes.

That's a lot of work.

Yeah.

I'd need to be so strong.

That's why people become stronger. That occasionally leads to conflicts. But even if that happens, we have to keep fighting. Keep searching for bonds, even if there's no answer.

You can't rush living."

So I saw on MyFigureCollection that October 13 was maybe possibly Yusaku's birthday, although I couldn't find any reliable source for this. I'd have loved to do something nice and light-hearted for the occasion, but I'm still feeling too strongly about it all. So here you are instead: Happy (maybe) Birthday, Yusaku! Please have some trauma to go with your trauma. Here's to another year of fending off expectations and looking for your own life and its non-answers with eyes wide open and always filled with hope.

#yu gi oh #vrains #vrains spoilers #SPOILERS #how do you tag so it really really doesn't show too obviously because seriously I'd feel horrible for completely spoiling #but I still wanted to share it because I KEEP CRYING #i told my *therapist* about it and we had almost a whole session about bonds and what they mean in terms of support and pressure #I also posted the quote on Facebook last week for my birthday with no explanation and completely out of context #and it was so amazing to have people compliment me on it and ask if they could reuse it #those were the same people who told me that anime would make my brain rot 20 years ago so that's nice turntable and all #i really want to write something heartfelt about it but i'm just rambling and honestly the quote is self-sufficient #i guess i'll just have to find a way to get it tattooed somewhere on my back now because it feels like the only way for me to recover #“I get it now; if you have bonds no one will forget you.” “I won't forget you.”#Vrains quote #VRAINS FEELS #i can't wait for more post-canon in Duel Links #maybe beginning of 2025 if i calculated correctly?#hoping for Akira Zaizen and his Tindangle deck that I'll be happy to destroy with my Revolver deck #and i also have kilowords upon kilowords to write about EVERYTHING but i still need a bit more time #okay that's too many tags i'm done gonna cry a Nile and a half now bye #edit HEY I FIGURED OUT THE “READ MORE” THING I feel less afraid of spoiling now but seriously if you haven't watched Vrains yet stop readin

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pyro-madder · 6 months ago

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there are holes, there are characters i don't know what to do with yet, there are probably things that contradict canon, but have mercy i can always update it later

and congrats damian for his "favorite summon" privilege pass letting him see the whole thing through

#headcanons #gods.#katy please go easy on me /light-hearted #this /should/ be proofread hopefully i didn't forget anything #i mean knowing myself i'm gonna take a look tomorrow and see things that'll make me go 'wait this is obviously not that actually'#it's 1am but i want to be free now (and i'm unexpectedly with family the entire week-end)#i'll self-reblog later with my amazing notes on my rough calculations of the gaps between each event. peace

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lotus-soda · 4 months ago

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I think I may have solved the bsd mainline manga timeline

TW FOR MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND DEATH!

Soooo this took me a week, but so worth it! The link to the google doc where everything is and is explained, is here! I hope you all enjoy! Thanks!

#bsd theory #bsd timeline #bungo stray dogs #bungou gay dogs #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #bsd atsushi #bsd ada #bsd pm #this took me a week #i'm still confused on how I calculated half of this #90% of this was made at 3am to be fair #Proof checked it today though

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yardsards · 9 months ago

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yall i am not fucking ready for the nightmare chapter to make it into the anime

#eliot posts #dunme #dm spoilers #what if i went into your mind and tenderly held your inner child and told her she was strong enough to face her fears #FUCK #i'm already emo enough about these two's friendship i'm gonna be inconsolable seeing it animated #also... if my calculations are right this is gonna air during FINALS WEEK for me. oh god.#we're getting so much good stuff in these next free chapters. kibty. nightmares. the canaries. i am fed.

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tevatron · 6 months ago

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i'm so glad i won't be working with my pi after this month. i think i've reached my limit. i just can't deal with her anymore

#she said 'oh idk if i can make it to your thesis'#SHE IS ON MY THESIS COMMITTEE. SHE'S KNOWN ABOUT THIS FOR A YEARRRRRR #she said she might be on vacation w her bf... instead of going to my fucking thesis defense.#there was a special vote just so she could be on my committee. wdym you have to go on vacation #ALSO i've been asking her to check my calculations for a thing for MONTHS #and she still hasn't. but she made me present on it in front of a bunch of people.#i'd like to note that this calculation is like. the point of my thesis. and she hasn't even bothered to look at it #she forced the interns to work 50 hours last week. they're only being paid for 40.#she hasn't read any part of my thesis... others have but they don't know the details like she does #i told her to read my fucking thesis and she said she had and that it 'looked good'#what does that mean. WHAT does that mean. how do you have no comments. on my thesis. that determines whether i graduate #and then she said i'm ''irresponsible'' bc i went to a concert???#like it didn't affect anything. i showed up to work on time. i completed everything i meant to.#but i guess going to one concert is like. unacceptable.#i'm sooooo sorry i decided to go have fun for one night instead of agonizing about my thesis (that again. she hasn't read)#she asked if i want to give a talk at the new place she got hired at but she now works for fus #which is a incredibly conservative homophobic private catholic university. i've never heard anything positive about it #like they're legally allowed to discriminate against lgbt people... does she know what i fucking look like????#she's so so conservative but she only interacts with other conservative catholics #and doesn't understand how fucking vile her views are. and she wonders why people don't like her #like maybe she should shut the fuck up about how she thinks abortion is a sin at work!!#she once said 'the only time i feel uncomfortable in my skin is when i talk about being a conservative catholic at work'#AND THEN SHE SAID 'it really makes me understand how hijabis feel'#IN FRONT OF MY HIJABI COLLEAGUE. HELLO???? like she is not persecuted for being a conservative catholic #i literally started laughing when she said that. i think i said 'please get real'. and she's still mad #anyway. my colleague decided to no longer work with my pi. idk if it was bc of that comment #she mentioned that once i leave there won't be anyone who understands the data on the project anymore #like yeah. maybe you should've looked at the data. like at all #and not had an unpaid master's student do literally all the work for you

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evilestscientist · 5 months ago

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someone out there is trying really hard to get me down and make me look like a loser. however I never lose📢

#I have been locked in my room hunched in pain for 4 days. My friends are all busy on my last week here and dont seem to care #I got a shit grade on the only assignment I submitted this summer. And I am feeling all sorts of anxieties about being back in that city #but they failed to calculate that I will be reborn in september and rise above all these things easily + I'm young and cute and funny #personal

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txnichtgut-archive · 1 year ago

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I will be going on another hiatus. I can't seem to find the strength and creativity to write. I'm really sorry for another long wait, but I do hope to come back when life feels a bit more normal to me.

#tbd #francytalks #[ I'll let the queue keep running ]#[ but there's no need to answer me right away ]#[ I'm available in discord if necessary ]#[ but I really want to spend more time with dad ]#[ even if it rips my heart apart to know that he's going to leave us soon ]#[ I'm calculating with weeks #not months or years... ]

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llycaons · 5 months ago

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im also tired because I only got 4 hours of sleep today but who's fault was THAT (I....I have no idea. idk why I said that. it's just my body clock trying to keep a daytime schedule and being used to waking up at noon like I've been doing). but I can't sleep yet or else I'll wake up at 8 and this whole cycle will begin again. but at least I only have four more shifts to get through

#we're powering through!!!!!#I'm actually really enjoying walking all my stuff over #new place all clean and pretty hehe #bringing all my items over and slowly emptying out my old place. very satisfying #I'm calculating the number of trips I have left #maybe 8-10 for my pots and pans and food #but I think we can do that when my parents come with a car #and I need more boxes so I'll have to unpack some stuff over there and bring those boxes back #I should do that on one of the free days I have next week...#this heavy-duty moving cart is great. I should have bought one years ago. I'veinjured myself so often moving things #that are heavy in that dinky little shopping cart #this is a sturdy like long low moving cart with fabric reinforced sided and bottom #im not even returning it like I planned to #cor.txt

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salsflore · 1 year ago

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going to bed (or at least i will try) i've got an accounting test i am Not all that prepared for. errr .. wish me luck ♪

#its all calculation and ive already done those ledger things like a billion fucking times anyways. i'm just worried they'll ask me to #define shit or whatever lol i just need to hold on for like a week and then i can be silly and then the misery repeats itself #see. now that my break is upcoming my brain is like wow school wasnt all that bad! IT WAS. IT IS!!!#💭

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wutheringmights · 11 months ago

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