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davidytenny-ovariesexplodeywodey · 2 months ago

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I made some BG3 Valentine's Day cards!! 💕

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xxplastic-cubexx · 3 months ago

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Hope you're feeling better, Snap. Good luck with your finals! :)

SO IM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW FOR SURE

#fave #snap chats #BESTIE. //PTERANODON SCREECH//#I JUUUST ANSWERED YOUR EMAIL AND WENT TO OPEN TUMBLR AND THEN I HAD TO LAY DOWN #and then when i got up from laying down i paced my room for a good two minutes i think. im a professional pacer....#i keep coming back to type these tags but then getting up to go to the corner of my room and then coming back and repeating the process #CHARLES COMBAT OUTFIT MY BELOVED i blacked out. hi #let it be known i do acknowledge erik as well ... i just have to do so like an embarrassed school girl. as i do.#and go to the shadow corner. i do have to stand there a bit before coming back to giggle and then go back cjaLVKAJV #how sweet 🥰 must be a good day for erik to be so nice 🙂 so nice of him .......... 🙂eehehehe........#have i exhausted how im gonna look at this for the rest of the day yet no i dont think i have. im gonna look at this for the rest of the da #OPEN ON THE PHONE. while i rework this final ...... like a sailor lost at sea with nothing but a locket of his wife to keep him company..#except instead of the sea its articles about the fashion industry ..... wtf they got me doin in business 😭😭#sorry scrolled up and i felt my soul go dokidoki. i will be doing this many times throughout the day #THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE FOR ALL YOU DO this truly picked up my mood today 🥺#cherik save me ..... whats most funny is that roses Do Be In Fact my favorite flower 🤧🤧#SOME SAY BASIC i say so am i..... an iconic flower for a reason idc. ... . .. also bluebells but thats cause of viva pinata...#ANYWAY. i have staring to do. THANK YOU AGAIN BESTIEEEE //combusts//

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chiangyorange · 2 months ago

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I just had some violent flashbacks of the peepaw polls. Hit me like a truck

hey bestie did u mean to drag my ass down with you

#i still hold rottmnt near and dear to my heart but my god. that experience was certainly something man. truly a once in a lifetime event #that i do NOT care to repeat my god. i know im in a place of privilege bc i got so far in the tourney but like. some of the fan base was #NOT very friendly to some folks at all and i did not care for it. meaning that any of those people i do NOT fuck with at all it was NOT tha #deep. chill out. i hated what that subsection of the fandom turned into and i hated that i might have participated in it and therefore #enabling it whether intentional or not. i just wanted to have fun.#people were getting Way too comfortable being mean and getting too comfortable putting certain blogs on pedestals which inevitably turned #certain spaces into like. worshiping those poor people who just wanted to run a blog for funny turtles. and i wanted NOTHING of that #i already did my time doing that (being the one to put a blog on a pedestal) and i do not want another fucking repeat of that oh my god it #was so fucking exhausting and a kick to the face when i got left with nothing at the fall out bc im pretty sure i didnt do shit but thats #unrelated so do not ask me about it #MAN THAT WAS BEFORE MY GMA DIED THATS CRAZY #anyway i didnt mean to turn this into a semi vent essay fucking oops #suffice to say i was going through uhhhhhh A Lot before i found and got way too into whatever the fuck im into rn #chiangy answers #anyway. any turtle followers that still look at this blog #lol. that was part of why i silently bowed out of rottmnt so silently

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gomzdrawfr · 3 months ago

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In the spirit of you getting a rude customer (I've been there, it sucks and I am cursing their entire bloodline, that bastard), I think Nik would be the kind of person to be extremely polite to people working in any job that involves dealing with customers. He always smiles, doesn't hesitate to talk with them for a bit, leaves generous tips and best of all, he will threaten any other customer who happen to be rude to them.

Like imagine some asshole being a real bastard with a barista at Nik's favorite café. Nik would just place one of his big bear hand on the guy's shoulder, towering over him, and tell him that this is no way of talking to another person and order, straight up order him to apologize. Or else :3c.

Anyway all this to say that Nik would hunt the rude customers you had to deal with for sport. Drop them from his helo in the middle of Siberia.

(Hope you're okay Gomz, I know how hard it is, it's tough to not let those assholes get to you but you're awesome and fuck them <3)

uuuuuuuu *sniffles* thank you for dropping this in my ask JAJKDADKSJKKJ absolutely Nik would give em hell

the type that gentle turns the customer around and give em a smile that's going to haunt them in their dreams or the type that pushes the customer down to their knees and make em apologize to the worker. If that all doesn't stop the rude ass MTF- well he knows a few ways to set their bones right :3

#ah yes violence is not the answer it is the solution #aksjhakdjh #thank you Nekros i truly truly appreciated this #got a big ol smile from this :3 #this got me imagining double team nikprice huhuuuuuuuuuuuuu both of them putting that fucker in place #can you imagine...two burly man on their hft and right...#bad cop good cop nikprice...? slowly nods KAJSHDKAJFHDLKGF #im feeling better now hehe im just so fucking exhausted KASJFHBLKFSJFAH #two more days before the week ends...i must persist....for nikprice #LMFAO #ask response #thanks for the ask <3 #hugs for u too Nekros hope your day has been well!! if not I'll manifest my chibi Nik to give you a good neck squeeze #Nekros

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thepandalion · 1 month ago

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finally watched the latest Severance episode

what the fuck

#severance #severance spoilers #catch me going insane over the numbers thing #like ok. 4 tempers 4 baskets 4 refiners. but also the first number helly thinks is scary way back in season 1 #she says “oh god! a 4!” and goddammit it might be important somehow #also. the fucking thing with the colors is driving me insane. should've known the red in the tent was bc helena #but also I was hesitant to outright claim that when we watched that scene because also red when mark. who. yknow how last episode ended #also HOW did irv come to the conclusion that she's an eagan. where did that come from irv #also woe reminds me of ms huang and Im having a Time about that too #also also. as per the theory refinement going on in this house. since the numbers are the people #do we think that mayhaps they're being refined into making the tempers real people?#like because ms huang being woe.. Id assume ms casey is frolic maybe? idk. I dont feel that she's dread and def not malice...#Alternatively the fact the refiners all fit so well as the tempers. irv is woe dylan is frolic helly is malice and mark is dread #like so so neatly all 4 of them fit in these boxes. dylan is goal oriented and a bit childish and overall loyal #irv is sad and odd and ill and was basically the focus of the episode named after woe and had her in a dream and. all that #helly is fire and anger and destruction and helena is even worse #and mark is. a mess. he truly is the most pasta a blorbo can be. spaghetti thrown at a wall levels of fucked up #but at the same time as that. all 4 of them exemplify all 4 tempers. mark is rebellion and anxiousness and loving and grief #helly is want and compassion and vengeance and uncertainty. dylan is perks and suspicion and drive and worry #and irv is curiosity and care and distrust and skittishness #(in order: m.s: m-d-f-w. h.r: w-f-m-d. d.g: f-d-m-w. i.b: w-f-m-d)#((which. makes it sound like helly and irving are really similar? hmm. find ur 4 tempers order personality test sounding bs))#(((mine would be f-d-m-w I feel. confidence-catastrophizing-righteousness-exhaustion seems like a solid combo)))#(((idk. tag urself or whatever)))

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dizzybizz · 1 year ago

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who else is a boy that loves pressing a mysterious button 🙋‍♂️

#🙋‍♂️ me !!! i am !!!!!#tgaa #the great ace attorney #dai gyakuten saiban #dgs #obsessed with the way iris generalizes like “no that must be a boy thing bc the two boys i spend the most time w both do it”#shes so fkn funny man.. i lvoe the silly character interactions sm. literally spend so much time exhausting all the dialogue #i will click every little thing and i will do it even if i know theyre just gonna be like “we need to do smth else rn- remember??”#examine button my beloved. giving me so many treats. truly #guys im cooking rn we will see if it survives to see the day of light

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lunarharp · 1 year ago

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unnecessarily rated and ranked kitchen of witch hat volume 1 moments on silly gay madness

#witch hat tag #orufrey #read kitchen.#i think the puddings are equal 2nd place though...it really gets to me....TRULY bonkers unforgettable and characteristic oru moment....#aughhgough i'm so sleepy & tired im crashing to the floor..oh no..auugh i need help..gah..Oh my gosh i shall help u..We shall survive this.#^ nobody else ever i have literally never needed to be held up in my exhaustion you just go to bed #the points don't add up. the touching his forehead moment is just too strong. WHY??? i wouldn't go up and slap my hand on a friends skin #i'd be like Do you have a cold that's sad for you. good grief. good heavens #also the end of chapter 10 gets Sends me into the despair nexus points.

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ramblingsfromthytruly · 3 months ago

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im freeeeeeeeee

#no school until jan 6th yayyyy #well technically it reopens on 2nd jan which is a thursday but im not gonna go until the next monday :)#anyways #exams done #im now gonna sleep!!!#and im NOT gonna set an alarm #(like it works anyway)#ill be up later in the evening and ill pack #then eat dinner #then SLEEP again :))))#i desperately need it #god my body is exhausted #so yeah byee #mithi's own #musings from thy truly

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skinreflectsthesun · 2 months ago

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#thinking about how much having a kid changed my marriage #how much our dynamic changed afterwards #I think that was something I wasn’t really prepared for #and no one ever talked about it either #but it’s true #and im sure im not alone im sure plenty of couples experienced the same thing #but no one wants to talk about that #everyone has to pretend to be okay all the time #better than okay even #I hope that we can find a way to head in that direction together #I hope that we will find a new way to love each other #because there’s no going back to how it was #there’s just going forward #really hard pills to swallow honestly #because I thought I knew myself #that I knew everything there was to know about who I am what I’m capable of #but there was a whole other side when I became a mom #I found a strength in me that I never knew existed #that I realized I truly could do anything because I did that #I woke up every 45 minutes one night to take care of my baby #I cleaned during nap times I made dinners I did laundry I kept my house going regardless of how spent and exhausted I was #I felt like less than a person by basically becoming my sons main source of sustenance #I felt invisible #I felt unheard #I felt ugly and undesirable #I felt extreme joy paralleled by extreme loss of myself #I reached a point of truly knowing what it means to be torn apart as a person and then recreating myself from scratch #and it was so fucking hard #but it was worth it

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muscariii · 10 months ago

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Hiii

Sorry for the menacing silence after I said I would post stuff!! I ended up having too much work to do with my finals and I didn't have time to finish the stuff I wanted to.

Good news is that FINALS. ARE. DONE.

All exams are over!! I even got a 100% on the one I was most terrified of °A° ( I hate you matura ustna z polskiego )

I want to go back to posting stuff here but unfortunately I still have a lot of work left with my portfolio so it might be difficult. I'm almost done with it though so soon I'll be free of all my troubles. Hooray.

Here's a drawing of my oc that I had to make for my portfolio project ( I made some clay masks that were based on her ). I changed her design a little bit and I'm quite happy with how she looks!

That's all for now but I hope I'll be able to post normally soon!

#im honestly so exhausted from those finals #it was such a mental anguish for me #truly awful thing #and the portfolio isnt very helpful either #if i hear the word 'teczka' in my life ever again i think ill have a heart attack #digital art #digital illustration #character design #art #my art #original character #oc #muscaribrain #muscariart #muscariocs

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xx-yu2-xx · 1 year ago

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This is the second time recently that I've gotten sick, and all I had to do was get online and I got to talk to a doctor within minutes.

And I can't stop thinking about Gaza.

How it should be just as easy and accessible to them. How it could be. How many people are dying just because of their lack of access to medication, to healthcare.

Ya Allah... I am not more deserving of healthcare than them, I am not more deserving of peace and my house, my family, my shelter, my security than they are.

Please reblog with whatever fundraisers y'all can find, I already am planning on donating to UNRWA, and the GoFundMe of several diabetic Palestinians trying to leave and/or get insulin.

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fckerofmonsters · 5 days ago

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time to actually return to tumblr (and hopefully writing) after having my life completed derailed by 2 very intense fixations and also existing generally lmao i missed u guys

#blame house md and arcane <3 #i also got my top surgery consultation (rip my bank account) and i will b getting surgery later this year if nothing disastrous happens...#anyways that stuff + my unpredictable chronic illnesses/disability...the last six months have been exhausting DJDJDJ #its ok tho cus my boyfriend is soooooo perfect and sexy so life cannot be truly bad😁🙏#i wanna write and im gonna try!! its just hard w my health but i miss my chreon so much...#i also wanna write some arcane filth centered around silco cus i am disgustingly down bad for him (and vander...)#im done rambling now <3 LMAO #r.txt

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arundolyn · 6 months ago

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ohhhh my fucking god nobody needs to like know any of this medical tmi but it is literally 11 pm and if im kept up one minute longer when i just laid down trying to go to sleep by my mother YELLING REPEATEDLY that she needs to pee. im going to actually go insane. she got a catheter in. Yesterday. it is working. she won't listen to anyone when they tell her that this is the case. help me jesus. im sure if a nurse comes to check on her tomorrow they'll probably get the same response. my brain will simply explode

#crow.txt #the absolute levels of stress im under could create diamonds out of free floating carbon atoms my fucking god #can i have. Literally just one day of peace. just one!! fuck!!!!#at least now i have SOME validation from everyone else of shit that mom has honestly kinda always done #be absolutely furious and bitchy usually for no good goddamn reason and then immediately turn it off to look good in front of someone else #i had a feeling mom coming home was gonna be utterly miserable sooner rather than later #i literally cannot leave my room without her yelling for dad bc she thinks im him i guess. she has gotten him up like 4 times now #what the fuck do you want any of us to doooooooooooo. according to dad shes also just been really fucking hateful today #including to her SISTER who has been facilitating literally everything medically for her for the last month plus #like on one hand i know its hard and frustrating etc etc absolutely. on the other. what the fuck are you yelling at any of us for!#whatd we do! not a damn thing for the most part! holy shit im exhausted #and then im sure she will have the audacity to wonder why i dont really want to interact with her much rn #its very apparent she doesnt really understand whats going on or how much of anything works at this point including hospice care #but i truly cannot help you when your knee jerk response is to yell and be abusive. like. dads not been great either #bc hes also one to bitch and moan and yell abt shit. but like. so is mom. more than usual #and ill actually be damned if i let her treat me like that honestly ever again. like idk for once i can just #walk away from this behavior with zero consequences. i dont have to take it anymore. im not free but at least im fuckin closer than i was #guess my aunt wasnt kidding when she said her being coherent and rational last week might be the calm before the storm

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ramblingsfromthytruly · 3 months ago

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getting ready for school as if i'm not running on less than 10 hours of sleep in the past 3 days combined & 4 suppressed mental breakdowns

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famewolf · 1 year ago

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speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling

#[static]#it's hard to describe succinctly but the anxiety I deal with nowadays is directly related to my ocd and autism #some anxiety is so easy to brush off but the ones stemming from my ocd are extremely difficult to get out from under #i'll spiral for weeks about one specific thing and ruminate on it and mentally worry and pick at it forever #it's utterly exhausting jfkdghdf some days are easier than others #and often that one thing I ruminate on becomes multiple things all stemming from the first thing #like recently it's been my car ... the thing is totally fine ... runs fine drives fine but ive been freaked out by it for the last 3 weeks #every time i go into the shop theyre like ... everything is good in fact its in good condition for its age and they'll mention like #one thing that will need to be replaced to keep it in tip top condition and then my brain will fixate on it and imagine all the ways #something horrific will happen if that doesnt get changed and then that leads to all the other things in the car suddenly freaking me out #i defs used to have general anxiety and depression but those went away literally the day i got top surgery #poof instantly gone it was wild and i kept waiting for the other shoe to drop #never did but now my ocd has been really bad the last 6 months cuz of all the extra horrifying things going on #so i thought it was just my anxiety coming back but this week i realized it was my ocd and have been treating it accordingly #and ive seen some relief but i definitely need to go back to therapy once i get my insurance again #its the only way to get a hold on it and my last therapist ended up moving states so we didnt get to work on tools for it very much #im yapping at this point i just needed to vent for a second about how truly yucky ocd makes me feel

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thedcvilherself · 11 months ago

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i miss this place and writing and my threads 😔

#[ out of character ; threads ]#life has truly been one hit after the other and im just so emotionally and mentally exhausted #but not being able to write is just another thing that messes with my head and its a vicious cycle

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