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[hauntedpotat]

I love finding out there's yet another small thing wrong with me 👍

[lee-blogs]

Still packing stuff and now i'm looking for a box for this.

My dad and i made it a few years ago for halloween, probably 2015/16 if i'm remembering right. It's made from a lays can, a wipes container from his work, and paper maché. I don't remember what the wires and front metal bits are from, but the middle actually lights up! It has one of those long battery-powered emergancy lights in it and some colored tissue paper

[lanternlightss]

do you think nameless bard hid his face with the top of his cloak and braids when he was embarrassed,,,

[narwhalandchill]

bruh. 200+ pulls on the neuvi/hu tao banners. both of the 5* rateups. c6 fischl. c6 diona. ONE xingqiu in all of it getting him to a grand total of c1. im literally back to 70 pity again. my alt could manage XQ out of nowhere in the starter banner but a measly c2 from his own rateup? nahhh 💀

[undercoverangell]

men when the cycle is endless

[meimeikyu]

watching a really long video about how someone made their cosplay and GOD is it interesting but also it makes me feel really bad about my cosplays

[lunarflare64]

We just came out as plural to our mum. It went well, despite a lot of us being terrified that this would be the one time it wouldn't go well with her. She probably has a lot of thoughts about it, but she's always been supportive as hell, we might have been her first disabled child but we're not her only disabled child, and this isn't the first time she's had to figure out how to be properly supportive of a unique situation with us specifically. Honestly we're starting to consider her the expert at taking these things in stride

[mordcore]

guys i installed replika to talk to about my feelings. is this rock bottom? /lh

[gatsby-system-folks]

Ww. W. W. Tumblr you.. um.. flagged one of my posts and didn't tell me which one it was. Fine, OK, that's cool, if i have a post that doesnt need to be up i appreciate a heads up.. but... apparently it somehow wasn't the one with the fish dude with the see-through shirt.

Somehow. I'm confused. I even looked in my flagged posts tab and nothing came up...

Ugh this is annoying, tumblr.. you eat my post and don't even have the guts to tell me which one it was

[drabblejester]

good day, mister jester :) I see youre taking request. sicne you yourself are a jester, might i ask how the archons would deal with having their own jester? (making silly jokes, harmless pranks etc) how they acquire said jester is up to you!

how the ARCHONS would treat you as their JESTER!

requested by: wonderful sillay anon!!

parings: all archons & jester!reader

content warnings: none!! just silliness

comments: take this as romantic(NOT FOR NAHIDA) or platonic idc HEEHEE!! this is a splendid ask thank u my liege <3 probably ooc

VENTI:

you’re jester’d by him after he found you on the street, while he was bumbling around drunk. thought you were funny, so he just tagged you along!!

and oooh he LOVES you!!! he writes so many songs for you to dance along to, happily singing and strumming his little lyre while you bust a move

if anything its the both of you that are the jesters… instead of you being in a ‘jester & god’ scenario, its more of a ‘jester & jester’ thing. you tell eachother jokes, sing with eachother, etc! and after yall have fun, you lay down in the grass together and snooze :3

ZHONGLI:

you’re jester’d by him after one of the millith recommend you to him, saying many good things about you and your antics!!! he meets you in person and it goes well!!

despite his strong and gentle demeanor, he will giggle and watch you happily. in fact, he actually HELPS you pull off pranks. ranging from replacing all of venti’s sugar with salt, painting on the hull of beidou’s ship, or snatching masks from fatuus, you’re having fun alongside him sometimes!!!

he treats you super well, lavishing you with yummy treats and delicious tea. he makes a little room for you somewhere in the inn, and always makes sure you’re happy and well taken care of.

RAIDEN:

you’re jester’d by her after miss sara almost puts you in jail. thankfully, your silly demeanor and joyous attitude captivated her. so you get to go free! as long as you can provide her some entertainment sometimes.

she actually doesn’t have you entertain her that often, just kinda keeps you around like a cool rock. more often, you’ll find yourself entertaining her guards and her loyal followers instead. which is still nice!

she’ll try her best to take care of you, but ultimately ends up just plopping you in the hands of the people she trusts. she isn’t too fond of your pranks but she loves your performances, so you’re equipped with props and costumes :3

NAHIDA:

you’re jester’d by her after you were grabbed by the scruff by a forest ranger, gently being ushered back into the city like a lost cat. which you might as well be! she saw you, you told her a few jokes and gave her some candy, and she got somewhat attached

she really likes your jokes!!! simple puns only, and the occasional riddle. a lot of the time, she’d actually be telling YOU riddles! sadly they’re very hard to figure out so good luck. you get to teach her about certain jokes but you have to explain the punchlines 50% of the time

life with her is very simple, she holds you as an equal (maybe even as a sibling figure?) unlike other archons like raiden or mavuika. you entertain her, and she entertains you! like a nice equal exchange of knowledge in the form of silly jokes.

FURINA:

you’re jester’d after being caught by the guardes for breaking some obscure law, probably related to a prank you pulled. you’re dragged into court (which breaks your silly heart…), furina sees you, and VERRYY dramatically calls for a halt. she runs away with you(and neuvillette on your tail).

she treats you like a secret, not in a weird way but in a.. whispers to you to go and check out the magazine selection and sends you off like her personal little scarab. it’s very obvious you two are hanging out because BOTH of you became 10x more dramatic, but she refuses everything.

your living situation is like roommates, despite her holding some power over you. neuvillette insisted that you get a separate apartment but you both complained enough to where you got to stay hanging out. you’re like best friends!! you eat sweets together, hang out, etc. she even teaches you some of her super secret acting techniques!!!

MAVUIKA:

you’re jester’d after you become hopelessly lost in natlan, miserably jingling across the floor, and winding up in a family of saurians. she finds you all sad and weeping and ue ue ue, and takes you in like a little baby birdie.

actually, you don’t do much entertaining with her! when you do, it’s usually her trying to train you to become strong. thankfully your little kicks and sad punches don’t do much to her. so to cheer you up, she lets you tell her riddles and stories and jokes. turns out she is a SUCKER for puns.

you get to hang out in natlan wherever you want, like tossing a bird in the air and letting it fly away for a bit. your best nap spot is in a very cramped little cave, all cozied up with one blanket to make the edges less sharp. surprisingly it’s very cozy! you can even curl up above on the rocks like a lizard!!!!

TSARITSA:

you’re jester’d by her after a few fatuus find you all sad and wet in the city, jingling about and being a general disturbance to the peace (as god intended). you’re dragged all the way to the palace, to get judged. you’re not put in as a harbinger but you get to be a fool one way or another!

speaking of harbingers, they either love you or hate you. the tsaritsa will always ensure your safety from the weirdness of dottore and the edginess of signora, but you can’t help but be a little upset by them. she’ll wipe your tears and allow you to dance around the palace to help you feel better :3

you get free reign over the palace whether the harbingers like it or not. curled up on lab tables, hunched under chairs, maybe stealing a fatuu grunt’s bed, etc. and they don’t get to say anything bad about you because you’re the tsaritsa’s special little jester! pierro is still upset that you stole his cool nickname though

eat up my liege… leave no crumbs either. i just swept the floor

[tr4gictea]

OMG HIIII

its so hard finding writers that do xchild!reader or teen!reader

.·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.

Can i request a sagau where the creator is a teenager?

How do you think the difference genshin characters would treatg them ?

Love yaaaa!

❥Masterlist

Summary: You land in Teyvat after trying to play your favorite game. After trying to keep your age a secret the dendritic archon somit he’s on you.

Tags: Mostly fluff, teen!reader, platonic

A/n: Thank you for the suggestion 0rah-s! :D This is kinda short but there will most likely be a part 2. There are definitely spelling mistakes in here, please let me know how i can improve pls. Love u all <3

Part 2

After a long day of school,  (y/n) relaxed in their chair and powered up their PC to play their favorite game: Genshin Impact. But as they clicked on the icon of the cute mascot the icon’s color inverted. You only brushed off the glitch as a weird bug. When the window popped up it looked different then usual with the sky behind the floating pillars a scarlet red. 

“Wtf… is my game glitching?” (y/n) thought to themself as they tried click the x in the corner of their window to close the screen. Key word ‘tried’. The window refused to close while the game started to build the door into teyvat. (Y/n) watched the screen as a blinding white light surrounded their vision until there was nothing.

………..

When you landed in Teyvat you none questioned you appearing as a teenager because it’s quite rude to ask someone their age. They will treat you as if you are an adult. But the truth will eventually come out but it wasn’t how you expected. 

“Your grace, are you sure you can sign contracts?” Nahida asked as you while you were meeting with the Acting Grand Sage, Alhaitham and the Dendro Archon, Lesser lord Kussinal. 

Shit. Nahida knew that you were 14. She looked in Irmensal the moment you arrived. “Yes I should be.” You said looking at her with eyes that said PLEASE DON’T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY AGE PLEASE PLEASE.

But apparently she didn’t get the message “Well I only ask this because of your age.” 

Alhaithem’s eyes shifted towards you and raised an eyebrow. “If you don’t mind me asking your Grace but how old are you exatctly?”

“...”

“...”

“No comment.”

“There Grace is 14!”

“Nahida!” 

Alhaitham stair went blank and was most likely was forming a million questions in his head when he asked “Who else knows?”

“Just Nahida and now you too.” You gestured to the small archon than Alhaithem. 

“Hm, I will inform the other leaders of this and Lesser Lord Kussinal will you please inform the other Archons of this matter.” 

“Wait- What?!” 

……………..

Day passed and you left Sumeru to visit people in Monstat. You were greeted with a parade of people waving and throwing gifts at you. After a little while the crowd dispersed and you saw a familiar green bard sitting on a statue of Barbatos. 

“Ah! Your Grace!” Venti said as he got up from his spot sitting on the statue’s hands. He used his anemo abilities to float himself without hurting himself. “Or should I say my young Grace?” He said smirking 

“What?”

“I take that back, it sounded cooler in my head.” Venti said as he slung his arm over your shoulder as you chuckled. “But, back on topic! YOUR 14?” Shouting the least part a little too loud catching the attention of a few bystanders.

“VENTI SHUT THE FUCK UP!” You whisper yelled at him as he chuckled. “And yes I am 14.”

“Why didn’t you tell us?” the bard asked with sincerity in his tone.

“I don’t know, I just thought it would be a little awkward and I didn’t know what would be the right time to do so.”

“Understandable, we all thought you were older than at least 30 from the way you act, but what about your family?”

“What do you mean? They’re probably back at my home living their life.”

“Not on your planet but here on teyvat, from what I can tell you have no single person to have as a parental fig-” You shove a hand in Venti’s face before he finish, knowing what he was going to say. 

“No, absolutely not, I don’t need a ‘parental figure’ in my life telling me what to do.” You said putting air quotes up for parental figure. “And like you said I act older than I am.” 

“That doesn't mean your still not a kid.”

“Doesn’t matter, point is that I don't need someone looking after me.” 

……………..

Once (Y/n)’s finished their business in Mondstat she left for Liyue since the Lanturen Rite festival was about to take place. Little did they know that they would be met with the Liyue Qucixe. 

Ganyu, Keqing, and Nigguang were standing right on the entrance of the harbor, when you came into view Ganyu was the first to run toward you. She grabbed your cheeks in her hands with a worried expression on her face. 

“YOUR GRACE YOU’RE 14?!” She said slightly shaking you “WITH THE AMOUNT OF WORK YOU’VE BEEN DOING IT ISN’T GOOD FOR A CHILD!”

“Ganyu calm down, and let them go.”The bold voice of Ningguan said from behind Ganyu. She then turned to face you “Your Grace, it’s lovely to see you again.” She said with a smile on her face.

“It’s great to see you again too.”

“If you would like to come with me I have reserved a spot at the Liuli Pavillion if you would like to join me for lunch.”

“Of Course, I would love to join you.” 

Time skip d:

After a bit of talking and eating Ningguan cleared her throat and asked if she could have a serious talk with you about something.

“I have a feeling this is about my age.” You said while cleaning sauce off your mouth with a napkin. 

“Yes your Grace,” Ningguan said “I’m afraid that’s the problem.

Part 2?

[n3hmof1sh]

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Role: Co-Host

Most common fronter

ADHD, Autism, synthesia, NPD, and probably other stuff

A complete dumbass (HEY WTF - 🪼)

Transmasc nonbinary + Aroace + Cupioromantic

She/Her prns are only allowed for close/irl friends.

Ali - 🌺 - She/Her - No source

Role: Core

Aroace + Demigirl

Possibly Aubrey fickin? Is a huge fan of Aubrey from OMORI and will take that opinion to her GRAVE. Oh, she's also Muslim. Is rude asf

Am I not like a character now? - 🌺

Hu Tao - 💮 She/Her - Genshin Impact

Very talkative! Loves spiritual stuff and ghost themes! And Halloween. So many... halloween themed decor....

Female + Straight Ally

Role: N/A

Tech - 💠 She/Her - NEXT!!! Sound Of The Future

Role: Caretaker + Gatekeeper

Is blunt and quiet asf. She's working on being more expressive through text by using emoticons.

Cis female + Aroace

Winnie - ❄️ He/They - Coldfront

Ehh not much to say. He's just here tbh. He really likes to eat snow!

Role: N/A

Cis male + bisexual

Crack Hero - 🍄 He/Him - OMORI Crackblog

Sys-kid // Little !!

He's uhhhh yep He's a pain in the ass /aff and he really REALLY likes milkshakes!!

Boy

Role: ADHD holder, innocence holder

Nagito - 🍀 She/They/Him - Sdr2

Role: Trauma holder

IWC [interact with care/caution]

Is uh yeesh ngl kinda unstable but is also very attatched to Hajime!! Really likes "Talentless" by Chai and rebzyyx (idk the spelling)

Transmasc + Genderfluid + GAY.

Bossman Hero - 💳 He/She/They/It - OMORI

Role: NPD holder + Confidence holder

He. ... he only speaks in "Jawr" we don't know why. Really likes money and just hanging out near co-con!!

Genderfluid Boygirl + ??

Persona Hero - 🫧 He/They - My Sona

Is chill to everyone except Nehmo (mf - 🪼)

He's basically Nehmo but is actually Nehmo's sona. So... yeah! He appreciates nicknames a bunch!!

Role: N/A

Transmasc + Aroace

Caine - 🎭 He/It - TADC

He kinda sounds like all might???? Anyway, very silly in a chaotic and "oh holy %#@£ what the %#£!?" Kinda way

Role: N/A

Demiboy?? + Voidromantic?? (He doesn't rlly care for labels)

Mesmerizer // Hatsune Miku - 🎧 She/They

Furina - 🧋She/Her

Shine/Hero/Utau Teto - 🍰 She/They/He/Xi/Xae

Hakase - 🧪 She/Him - NEXT!!! Sound Of The Future

Chongyun - 🩵 He/him

Pursuit Hero - 🥭 - He/She/They/It

Saki - 🖍 She/Her

Kooki - 🩹 He/They/Zey

Puppi - 🪞 He/They

HS Plushie Hero - 🪽 He/She

Omorionette Hero - 🥀 He/They

Steven Universe - 🧇 He/Him

Steven Universe (Future) - 💌 He/She/They

Lyney - 🪄 He/She

Possession au Hero - 🪻 She/Him (use prns interchangeably)

Stranger - 🌑 - He/They/It

OMORI - 🍙 He/It/They

HS Mari - 🍪 She/Him/They

HS Hero - 🏐 He/Him

HS Kel - 🏀 He/Him

HS Basil - 🌻 He/She/They

HS Aubrey - 🎀 She/Hyr

RW Basil - 📗 He/Him

RW Kel - 🌵 He/Xe/Zey

RW Aubrey - 🐇 - She/Her

Andrew Graves - 🪓 - She/Her

Ashley Graves - 🍓 - He/Her

Layla - 💤 - She/It

OTWF HS Hero - 🍳 - He/She

OTWF HS Mari - 🎼 - He/Her

OTWF RW Hero - 🌹 - He/They

Jean - 💼 - She/Her

Barbara - 🎤 - She/Hry/Lyre

Freminet - 🌊 - He/Him

Childe - 🍊 - He/They

Traveller - 🏵 - She/Her + pronounfluid (please don't use "it/its" !!)

[Redacted] - 🎰 - She/Him

Paimon - 🍼 - She/Her

Qiqi - 🥥 - She/It

Venti - 🍻 - She/They/He

Lynette - ☕️ - She/They

Zhongli - 📜 - He/Dragon/Zey/They

Wanderer - 🌠 - He/Him

Nahida - 🌱 - She/They

Klee - 🧨 - She/Bomb/Bombself/They

Kaveh - 🏛 - He/Him

Alhaitham - 📖 - They/Him

Hero - 🥪 - He/They/It

Kazuha - 🍁 - He/They/It

Stanley - ⛵️ - He/They/It/Sea/Seaself

Sunny - 🗝 - He/Him + based on fronters (sub-sys)

Sweetheart - 💞 - She/They/Hyr

Captain Spaceboy - 🌌 - He/She/They/Space/Spaceself

Felicia - 🥛 - She/Her

[tartigglez]

Hello tunblr user that I have NEVER spoken to before

Can I pretty please request dragon!zhongli doing dragon!Zhongli things

Like hoarding shiny things, and having a tail and hating random plants and squid 😭😭😭😭 idk I’m just hoping that something in this magically inspires your brain BUT feel free to ignore me

(I also really wanted to initiate ur ask box lol)

~ 🌷 anon <3

Why hello there tumblr user who i have also never spoken to! i hope this is uh,,, acceptable.

it was so hard to find a title for this oml

"my natural form...?"

zhongli x gn!reader

genre: fluff, pure unfiltered fluffiness, such fluff, many fluffitude

word count: 500-ish

tags: retail addict zhong bc we love to see it, possessive zhong, zhong hates fish zhong, protective zhong (hes a cutie patootie guys omgomomgomgomgogmogmHDKAJH), venti makes a cameo/reader is a traveller but not tHE traveller bc THEYRE MINORS I REFUSE TO WRITE THAT. thats kinda it

tw/cw: possessive dragon boi, it lowkey seems like lightly toxic behaviour but i think thats it

a/n: i wrote a little smol bit of this every night this week so its maybe a bit disjointed but whatever. this was fun to write ty tulip bb. zhongli is the cutest im so sOFT FOR THIS MAN AAAA. also send me asks, ples, pls, plsssssssss, pls.

dragon!zhongli who will buy pretty things without even realising that he quite literally has a retail addiction. will put things in random places in your house then get really confused when you move them. he keeps closely monitored stock of everything.

“darling, have you seen my golden vase anywhere”

“which golden vase?” 

“the one i purchased last week, at the market”

“i put flowers in it, it’s in the kitchen”

“okay, okay, good”

“you seem awfully worried about it”

“i am not, i simply… wished to know where it was… is all.”

“i see.”

dragon!zhongli who is lowkey possessive over you but refuses to admit it, also he feels that jealousy is not a good shade on him. But he’s a dragon, and you’re his most prized treasure, so it is only natural to him to protect you, right? it can’t be helped. he's got a really good sense of smell, so he can always tell who you’ve been around in the past few hours, but won’t tell you because he's afraid it’ll freak you out. 

(side note: he totally loves your scent and will compliment you on it all the time, like he’ll bury his head in your neck to calm himself down omg)

“my dear, who was with you earlier?”

“the guild had me teleport to mondstadt for a commission, why?”

“nothing my love, i simply- nevermind”

you look him in the eyes doubtfully

“tell.” 

“alright. you were with the anemo archon, yes?”

“i was. i was sent out to windrise to fight some hilichurls, i ran into him and he helped me defeat them, why?” 

“nothing, darling. the hilichurls didn’t hurt you, did they?”

“when has a hilichurl ever hurt me?”

“it is difficult to argue with that logic.”

dragon!zhongli who despite literally creating the harbour, refuses to go near the markets. he cannot stand the smell of the seafood that the merchants sell, so despite trying to “blend in” whilst in his mortal form, he will rarely be sighted outside the innermost parts of the city. 

“li’”

“yes, dear?”

“shall we take a stroll by the harbour? i have a free hour this afternoon and we should spend some time together. i haven’t spent much time with you this week, and i've missed you.”

“i have missed you too, love, however i think that-”

“you think?”

“i think that it is rather cold, down by the harbour. Shall we go to the teahouse instead?”

dragon!zhongli who is unconsciously protective of you in his sleep. he will wrap his tail around your form when cuddling, as a literal natural response. puts it around your waist and between your arms whilst spooning you so you can hug it like a teddy bear whilst he puts little kisses on your shoulders as you doze off. tells you the stories of years gone by as you sleep to vent his worries.

“li’”

“darling?”

“tell a story”

“must i?”

“yes, you must!”

“very well my dear, close your eyes.”

[noblest-roman-of-them-all]

Tumblr is being strange and won't let me edit my own post so here's the link for To Know Every Side of You for anyone interested

For the WIP fanfic author ask game -> 🍄♻️🤔 ? (from @virgeandhis-pocket-protector)

🍄Decriscribe your wip/one of your wips in the format of “___ + ___ =___”  

Sanders Sides+Inside Out= To Know Every Side of You. Which is ironic because Sanders Sides is really similar to Inside Out, but I wanted to take the idea of Everyone Has Emotions from Inside Out and apply it to Sides. This one has been made...difficult in the last year or so because I was diagnosed with OSDD. Part of the inspiration of this fic was my experience with "my own Sides". There was that huge trend that took the fandom by storm and I was so confused because "what do people mean, making Sides? Mine were just there." So I was playing on that idea and now I kinda wanna go back and rework the world building because in retrospect it was heavily influenced by my experience as a system. While Sanders Sides is very similar to my experience and has helped me a lot in many ways, including with working with my system, it isn't a wholly accurate representation of being a system so I do want to take care to make those distinctions.

♻️A scrapped idea for your current WIP

I have several WIPs that I am bouncing around with right now, there are at least three that I've worked on today. So going from those, a scraped idea I had was an installment in the Parent AU set in which c!Thomas was dating Roman because in the rush of inspiration and wanting to try writing things I haven’t written before I forgot Nico existed very temporarily and have since written Nico into the story as the love interesting and recast Roman as a brother in law.

🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?

Ooh. This one. I've had this idea that would go along with my Parent AUs set, that's sort of Hallmark-esque, but gay. The idea being that these two people (guy and girl of course) meet up in the midst of some tragedy in which they are each unexpectedly left their siblings' kids. Their parents are each pressuring them to give up the kids to them, on the grounds that they're single and not ready to be parents.

The two main characters each fight against their parents to honor their respective siblings wishes. And upon meeting and realizing they're in the same boat, decide to get married. Mostly to spite the parents. The twist here, of course, is that they do not fall in love as they are both gay and/or ace. Instead they legally stay together just to make things a little easier as far as custody, while dating their own perspective partners in the meantime.

I don't know how any of this would work muchless end, but it is a thing I think about.

[buggy-is-a-warrior]

i've been doing a lot of thinking about Arc 2 and my memories and all that...

um this got really long. kind of a ranty venty kinda post. not super bad, i'm just talking about canon and darkstalker (arc 2) and stuff. if u know wof canon. uh. yeah.

I really want to say that I had a happy ending. That I'm living proof of a fix-it fic and that everything ties up perfectly and there's sunshine and rainbows forever.

But that's not what happened.

I am very close to canon. There are some minor changes- I was in a relationship with Turtle and Blue, for example- but for the most part, I am canon-accurate.

I had a bit of trouble with this, because I act so different from how I did in the main series, but... I haven't been put under the same conditions. Of course I would act different.

Doing some introspection, I am very reactive and snappish when I'm upset. If I'm frustrated, or not being listened to, I yell. It's something I really don't like about myself. I have kind of a silly, dry sense of humor. I really do act much like I did in canon, but just.. healthier, if that makes sense?

But, aside from a few minor changes, I am canon-compliant.

Including the entire Darkstalker situation.

I was never told about Darkstalker. I never found out what happened. What my Winglet did to him. What they allowed to happen. After swearing up and down that changing someone with magic was awful, after going through it and witnessing its repercussions over and over, they fucking did it.

I find it very hard to not start yelling about this. I'm mad! I have the right to be mad! I don't think I'm wrong for this! They changed him into a completely different dragon, erased his memories, his heritage, for what? Teehee, he's part RainWing, take that? I don't think that's right.

And after all that, I never found out. They never told me. I had to come all the way back down from the Ice Kingdom to reunite, all for what?

"Oh, sorry, he's gone for good we swear!! No we can't tell you what happened. But he's gone!!!!!! Noooo he won't wake up this time we proooomiseeee."

I suppose I kind of see where they're coming from? I was discussing it with Turtle, and he said that if he were braver, he might be worried about what he'd do. I understand that. I was angry. It's awful, what he did. I was angry. I'm still angry.

But... did Qibli and Moon really think that I would be so angry I'd harm a child? A child? I understand not telling me right then and giving me some time to calm down- I was honestly a little scary. I threw a vase. Not at them, but still.

The thing is, they didn't give me time to calm down. Or they did, depending on how you look at it.

They never told me. I don't remember how I found out. Turtle didn't tell me, I think he thought I already knew (he did say that he felt bad and that he should've told me/would've if he knew).

STILL. They never told me. All I remember is that when I was told, when I did find out (because really, were they going to keep it a secret forever?), I wasn't angry. Maybe a little mad, at Qibli and Moon, but I wasn't angry. I was just sad. Upset. After all of that, all those kind words and uplifting stories and everything, they didn't trust me.

This is not directed at anyone reading. I'm a little upset about all of this still, but I wouldn't say I'm mad, and certainly not at anyone seeing this.

Moon, Qibli, if you're reading this... number one, hello. I miss you both so much. You were incredible. Number two, I'm not mad. I just want to talk. I want to know why you didn't tell me. I want to know your reasoning. No more secrets, no more lies. Tell me, upfront, what you did to Darkstalker, and why.

^ If you're not my Moon or Qibli, this doesn't apply to you! Not in a "grr go away" kind of way. Don't feel like you have to explain actions that weren't yours.

Kinkajou (not going to tag you, but Mewo, you know who you are /nm), I don't think this applies to you either. I don't know if our memories line up. I don't say this from a place of hostility, I'm just thinking out loud.

Peril (liquidjuice), same goes for you. You're fantastic. Keep burning. <3 /p

THAT ALL SOUNDED REALLY CONCERNING. I'm fine lol. dw i'm okay :3 I just wanted to talk about this, try and talk myself through it?

If you're sitting here going "Wait, what about this scene?", assume yes. Assume it's canon to me. You can ask, I don't mind (/gen), but know that yes, it's probably canon.

The Peril scene (book 8)

The vase scene (book 10)

All of them!!!

Alright, that's it, bye bye!! Thank you for reading this far lol

[suzukiblu]

It feels a little weird and awkward to say this but thank you? For doing so much accidental baby acquisition/baby acquisition stuff in general? Its kinds always been my favourite thing to both read and write (has consistently been for over 10 years now) but people seem to majorly have a thing against it (especially when the parents are teens, which like, kinda fair because thats not SUPPOSED to happen irl, but thats also what makes it so interesting to explore in fiction yknow? Especially as a teen pregnancy baby myself) so I always feel very discouraged from writing that stuff. People go on and on about "kids not being a mandatory life step that everyone wants to do, stop giving these characters kids" and I'm just sitting here, absolutely certain I'll never want kids myself, wanting to explore the topic in fiction, and feeling super hurt by that. Why cant those people just leave it alone if they don't like it? What happened to dont like dont read? Why do they have to pick on people who write these topics?

That got a little venty, sorry

Anyways, I just really want to thank you for writing kidfics so often, as weird as that is. I've only been following you for a month but its already made me start feeling better about my own writing and favourite tropes. Its dumb to let assholes get to me, but they do start wearing you down after 10 years yknow?

Thank you, I'm so glad you're liking my stuff! And don't sweat it on the venting, I get it, lol. Sometimes you just gotta vent some.

Honestly I was kinda meh on kidfic/baby acquisition fics when I was younger and tended to go the "don't like/don't read" route on them myself, but these days it's just kinda helpful to be able to get out some of my feels about both how I was parented and how I'm very unlikely to ever BE a parent despite having previously wanted to, so like, accidental baby acquisition especially has just been REALLY vibing with me as a genre. Like--in the sense of if I ever end up with a kid myself, it almost definitely will BE unplanned and accidental, and also in the sense of my feelings about the idea of making a very deliberate Choice about being a parent, as opposed to just kinda doing it as another checklist item on the list of expected things you just do as you go through life.

Also I'm glad to hear you're feeling better about your writing, it's nice to hear I could help with something like that. ❤ I've been very lucky with the reception I've gotten for my stuff, generally speaking my readers either just don't engage with what they're not into or tell me "hey I'm not even into this, but actually I really enjoyed the way you did it once I tried it". So like, usually I prescribe to the theory of writing about things I care about and trying to be honest and not self-censor too much about the feelings and thoughts I have on those topics, and just try to let my audience find me via tags and word of mouth. If there's people who aren't into my preferred genres, then they can just go play in their own corner of the sandbox and I'll play in mine.

Plus fuck it, man, I just like writing cute kids and also working out personal trauma and helping other people just, like, get the catharsis of reading a healthy parent-child relationship. It just feels good, y'know?