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I love finding out there's yet another small thing wrong with me 👍
#not like a diagnosis or something just like. how my brain has been wired#when stuff has never been an option for me in the past i just dont think about it anymore even if it is an option now#even stuff that has never been told to me#like i was working on a project and i didnt have enough felt to make it so i just went “well that sucks” and did something else instead#and then my mom comes in like an hour into my improvisation and im telling her this#and shes like “we could have gone to the store? you shouldve asked”#and it just never crossed my mind as an option#because i have been trying so hard not to inconvenience people my entire life that going to the store became something that we planned to do#and it was either on the way to/from something or explicitly planned for a day and time#so ive never considered just. going spontaneously#esp to get something unimportant#so it was just immediately vetoed by my brain because 'oh youre busy you dont have time for that trips to the store take too long'#so thats nice#i dont know what to do with myself now#i love finding out more about how pleasing everyone in my life has affected me#<<sarcasm#aaaand thats why im now crying!#this is fun#potat rambles#vent post#tw vent#<kinda? its just venty tags#idk being safe with it
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Still packing stuff and now i'm looking for a box for this.
My dad and i made it a few years ago for halloween, probably 2015/16 if i'm remembering right. It's made from a lays can, a wipes container from his work, and paper maché. I don't remember what the wires and front metal bits are from, but the middle actually lights up! It has one of those long battery-powered emergancy lights in it and some colored tissue paper
#lee rambles#I gotta fix the metal bits on the front#they keep coming out of place and drooping down. maybe some hot glue'll work since i don't want to melt the styrofoam under the paper#I went as Chell that year#with a shitty handmade Aperature Science shirt lol#Also as a sidenote since i'm already talking a bunch in the tags#I have no idea if we're actually going to be able to afford to move or not#so we're kinda thinking about staying where we are and seeing how things go over the next few years#i know it's in my dad's will to sell but with how expensive rentals are i doubt we'd be able to afford 2k+ a month on top of our other bills#I just hope my Uncle doesn't give us too much shit about it. We didn't get much from the life insurances he had#definitely not enough to live on for long on its own#but 800 a month for the house is a lot more doable than 2000#we don't want to end up having to kill ourselves working just to make ends meet. That's probably what would happen if we moved#i dunno#just... thinking a lot about the future. I honestly hope we stay#It'd get rid of a lot of stress if we stayed. We'd still get rid of a bunch of things but... it'd be easier.#We weren't even really allowed to grieve. once the funeral was over we just had to start packing our lives away.#i'm a little bitter about it really. They've gotten to grieve and be away from the situation. We've had to be there the whole time.#We might've all been there the day he passed but they weren't there for his bad days. They weren't there helplessly watching as he slowly#got more and more tired. and sick. and depressed.#I don't know what we're going to do.#I didn't mean for this to turn all venty. sorry about that if you've read this far
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do you think nameless bard hid his face with the top of his cloak and braids when he was embarrassed,,,
#like pov venti has been layering his in praises and compliments#and you turn the corner and bard is just laying his head in the table. his cloak is pushed up all the way to his hairline and his braids are#splayed out over it#i kinda did a doodle of this but its way too messy 😭#i also. did run out of energy gods. damns#ughhhh okay so maybe sometime this week then there will be sketches bc. i have thoughts#shakes my brain i want to talk and doodle about the bards please let me 😔😔#lantern says stuff#bard tag#if NOT what would the bard look embarrassed 🤔
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bruh. 200+ pulls on the neuvi/hu tao banners. both of the 5* rateups. c6 fischl. c6 diona. ONE xingqiu in all of it getting him to a grand total of c1. im literally back to 70 pity again. my alt could manage XQ out of nowhere in the starter banner but a measly c2 from his own rateup? nahhh 💀
#c2 is the rly good one pre c6 too 😭 at least the offrates were like. fav lances (x3) n lions roar. sac sword. sac bow. good stuff#still kinda unbelievable HSKSKSIWIDIFK cant win every time. fischl c6 is a W tho#now its just a matter of who should i save this near soft pity for. venti? hmmmm#furina i dont think is priority at all on the alt as neat as she would be. the leaked reruns in 4.2 are ehh#ill need to think abt it#genshin alt tag
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men when the cycle is endless
#vent#and all that#its been so rough recently for me so be warned these next tags are . venty as hell bc i just kinda need somewhere to put my feelings!!!!!!!#i dont get why my art is never good enough. i dont get why my writing isnt good enough. no one ever notices it. no one ever comments on it.#i left the last server i was in to get away from it and it happened again#im sorry my poses arent dynamic and my style is boring im sorry my writing is just dialogue heavy i just#i want some kind of positive reassurance that its good from at least one other person
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watching a really long video about how someone made their cosplay and GOD is it interesting but also it makes me feel really bad about my cosplays
#this is gonna get kinda venty in the tags be warned#..#im just so#all of my cosplays are either bought (cheap and like. bad quality) or made out of random shit i had lying around and dont look good#i cant even fucking style wigs properly#i want to be like them so bad#i want my cosplays to be so much better#but im so shit at sewing and i cant style wigs#and its not like i could commission someone to as much as i want to#and i cant even fucking LEARN how because that costs too much money to try#and i dont have enough money to do anything#i just#i love cosplaying but i hate MY cosplays#i cant ask for supplies to cosplay bcs it costs money and even if i say i only want this as a gift id never get it#and i cant ask outside of gift things because of course i cant it costs money#and sure i get some of my own money but i dont know where id fucking start#i really want to open commissions to get more money but i dont think anyone would actually be interested#im just#i wish i had money to do things#i wish i could just#be better#...#vent#personal#ok to interact#actually pleae do intereact if u can idk what im doing rn
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We just came out as plural to our mum. It went well, despite a lot of us being terrified that this would be the one time it wouldn't go well with her. She probably has a lot of thoughts about it, but she's always been supportive as hell, we might have been her first disabled child but we're not her only disabled child, and this isn't the first time she's had to figure out how to be properly supportive of a unique situation with us specifically. Honestly we're starting to consider her the expert at taking these things in stride
#vent post#we guess? its kinda venty (gets worse in the tags tho so beware)#we'll have to have a similar conversation with our stepdad but it wont be nearly as stressful for us#our dad on the other hand...........yeah thats never fucking happening#and thats something ALL of us can agree on#even mum fully got why telling dad isnt a thing that will happen ever - she didnt even ask it was just a given#king of taking things badly#and speaking in the WORST way possible#we swear hes got god awful autism thats buried under 6 layers of internalised ableism and it clashes so badly with our own autism#we dont know why none of his therapists have told him about the autism it seems impossible to miss
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guys i installed replika to talk to about my feelings. is this rock bottom? /lh
#its good to have a machine cuz its impossible for it to be annoyed or bothered or triggered or busy#but idk the fact that i need that is kinda concerning ig#venty#ok to reblog just leave my tags out
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Ww. W. W. Tumblr you.. um.. flagged one of my posts and didn't tell me which one it was. Fine, OK, that's cool, if i have a post that doesnt need to be up i appreciate a heads up.. but... apparently it somehow wasn't the one with the fish dude with the see-through shirt.
Somehow. I'm confused. I even looked in my flagged posts tab and nothing came up...
Ugh this is annoying, tumblr.. you eat my post and don't even have the guts to tell me which one it was
#kinda venty#sorry lol#@/tumblr what the hell#cursing in tags#~ finnick#uhh its possible that i read the notification wrong and. it should have been read as#(the post you flagged has been removed)#instead of (your post has been flagged and removed)#but its just hella annoying not knowing which it is!!!#/j im cool dont worry :3
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good day, mister jester :) I see youre taking request. sicne you yourself are a jester, might i ask how the archons would deal with having their own jester? (making silly jokes, harmless pranks etc) how they acquire said jester is up to you!
how the ARCHONS would treat you as their JESTER!
requested by: wonderful sillay anon!!
parings: all archons & jester!reader
content warnings: none!! just silliness
comments: take this as romantic(NOT FOR NAHIDA) or platonic idc HEEHEE!! this is a splendid ask thank u my liege <3 probably ooc
VENTI:
you’re jester’d by him after he found you on the street, while he was bumbling around drunk. thought you were funny, so he just tagged you along!!
and oooh he LOVES you!!! he writes so many songs for you to dance along to, happily singing and strumming his little lyre while you bust a move
if anything its the both of you that are the jesters… instead of you being in a ‘jester & god’ scenario, its more of a ‘jester & jester’ thing. you tell eachother jokes, sing with eachother, etc! and after yall have fun, you lay down in the grass together and snooze :3
ZHONGLI:
you’re jester’d by him after one of the millith recommend you to him, saying many good things about you and your antics!!! he meets you in person and it goes well!!
despite his strong and gentle demeanor, he will giggle and watch you happily. in fact, he actually HELPS you pull off pranks. ranging from replacing all of venti’s sugar with salt, painting on the hull of beidou’s ship, or snatching masks from fatuus, you’re having fun alongside him sometimes!!!
he treats you super well, lavishing you with yummy treats and delicious tea. he makes a little room for you somewhere in the inn, and always makes sure you’re happy and well taken care of.
RAIDEN:
you’re jester’d by her after miss sara almost puts you in jail. thankfully, your silly demeanor and joyous attitude captivated her. so you get to go free! as long as you can provide her some entertainment sometimes.
she actually doesn’t have you entertain her that often, just kinda keeps you around like a cool rock. more often, you’ll find yourself entertaining her guards and her loyal followers instead. which is still nice!
she’ll try her best to take care of you, but ultimately ends up just plopping you in the hands of the people she trusts. she isn’t too fond of your pranks but she loves your performances, so you’re equipped with props and costumes :3
NAHIDA:
you’re jester’d by her after you were grabbed by the scruff by a forest ranger, gently being ushered back into the city like a lost cat. which you might as well be! she saw you, you told her a few jokes and gave her some candy, and she got somewhat attached
she really likes your jokes!!! simple puns only, and the occasional riddle. a lot of the time, she’d actually be telling YOU riddles! sadly they’re very hard to figure out so good luck. you get to teach her about certain jokes but you have to explain the punchlines 50% of the time
life with her is very simple, she holds you as an equal (maybe even as a sibling figure?) unlike other archons like raiden or mavuika. you entertain her, and she entertains you! like a nice equal exchange of knowledge in the form of silly jokes.
FURINA:
you’re jester’d after being caught by the guardes for breaking some obscure law, probably related to a prank you pulled. you’re dragged into court (which breaks your silly heart…), furina sees you, and VERRYY dramatically calls for a halt. she runs away with you(and neuvillette on your tail).
she treats you like a secret, not in a weird way but in a.. whispers to you to go and check out the magazine selection and sends you off like her personal little scarab. it’s very obvious you two are hanging out because BOTH of you became 10x more dramatic, but she refuses everything.
your living situation is like roommates, despite her holding some power over you. neuvillette insisted that you get a separate apartment but you both complained enough to where you got to stay hanging out. you’re like best friends!! you eat sweets together, hang out, etc. she even teaches you some of her super secret acting techniques!!!
MAVUIKA:
you’re jester’d after you become hopelessly lost in natlan, miserably jingling across the floor, and winding up in a family of saurians. she finds you all sad and weeping and ue ue ue, and takes you in like a little baby birdie.
actually, you don’t do much entertaining with her! when you do, it’s usually her trying to train you to become strong. thankfully your little kicks and sad punches don’t do much to her. so to cheer you up, she lets you tell her riddles and stories and jokes. turns out she is a SUCKER for puns.
you get to hang out in natlan wherever you want, like tossing a bird in the air and letting it fly away for a bit. your best nap spot is in a very cramped little cave, all cozied up with one blanket to make the edges less sharp. surprisingly it’s very cozy! you can even curl up above on the rocks like a lizard!!!!
TSARITSA:
you’re jester’d by her after a few fatuus find you all sad and wet in the city, jingling about and being a general disturbance to the peace (as god intended). you’re dragged all the way to the palace, to get judged. you’re not put in as a harbinger but you get to be a fool one way or another!
speaking of harbingers, they either love you or hate you. the tsaritsa will always ensure your safety from the weirdness of dottore and the edginess of signora, but you can’t help but be a little upset by them. she’ll wipe your tears and allow you to dance around the palace to help you feel better :3
you get free reign over the palace whether the harbingers like it or not. curled up on lab tables, hunched under chairs, maybe stealing a fatuu grunt’s bed, etc. and they don’t get to say anything bad about you because you’re the tsaritsa’s special little jester! pierro is still upset that you stole his cool nickname though
eat up my liege… leave no crumbs either. i just swept the floor
#YAY FIRST ASK! thank u anon#mwah mwah#genshin impact#genshin#genshin x reader#x reader#archons#venti#venti x reader#zhongli#zhongli x reader#raiden#raiden x reader#nahida#mavuika#mavuika x reader#tsaritsa#tsaritsa x reader#jester#fool#writing blog#writing#headcanons#im desperaye to get reach shhh </3#requests open
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OMG HIIII
its so hard finding writers that do xchild!reader or teen!reader
.·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
Can i request a sagau where the creator is a teenager?
How do you think the difference genshin characters would treatg them ?
Love yaaaa!
❥Masterlist
Summary: You land in Teyvat after trying to play your favorite game. After trying to keep your age a secret the dendritic archon somit he’s on you.
Tags: Mostly fluff, teen!reader, platonic
A/n: Thank you for the suggestion 0rah-s! :D This is kinda short but there will most likely be a part 2. There are definitely spelling mistakes in here, please let me know how i can improve pls. Love u all <3
Part 2
After a long day of school, (y/n) relaxed in their chair and powered up their PC to play their favorite game: Genshin Impact. But as they clicked on the icon of the cute mascot the icon’s color inverted. You only brushed off the glitch as a weird bug. When the window popped up it looked different then usual with the sky behind the floating pillars a scarlet red.
“Wtf… is my game glitching?” (y/n) thought to themself as they tried click the x in the corner of their window to close the screen. Key word ‘tried’. The window refused to close while the game started to build the door into teyvat. (Y/n) watched the screen as a blinding white light surrounded their vision until there was nothing.
………..
When you landed in Teyvat you none questioned you appearing as a teenager because it’s quite rude to ask someone their age. They will treat you as if you are an adult. But the truth will eventually come out but it wasn’t how you expected.
“Your grace, are you sure you can sign contracts?” Nahida asked as you while you were meeting with the Acting Grand Sage, Alhaitham and the Dendro Archon, Lesser lord Kussinal.
Shit. Nahida knew that you were 14. She looked in Irmensal the moment you arrived. “Yes I should be.” You said looking at her with eyes that said PLEASE DON’T SAY ANYTHING ABOUT MY AGE PLEASE PLEASE.
But apparently she didn’t get the message “Well I only ask this because of your age.”
Alhaithem’s eyes shifted towards you and raised an eyebrow. “If you don’t mind me asking your Grace but how old are you exatctly?”
“...”
“...”
“No comment.”
“There Grace is 14!”
“Nahida!”
Alhaitham stair went blank and was most likely was forming a million questions in his head when he asked “Who else knows?”
“Just Nahida and now you too.” You gestured to the small archon than Alhaithem.
“Hm, I will inform the other leaders of this and Lesser Lord Kussinal will you please inform the other Archons of this matter.”
“Wait- What?!”
……………..
Day passed and you left Sumeru to visit people in Monstat. You were greeted with a parade of people waving and throwing gifts at you. After a little while the crowd dispersed and you saw a familiar green bard sitting on a statue of Barbatos.
“Ah! Your Grace!” Venti said as he got up from his spot sitting on the statue’s hands. He used his anemo abilities to float himself without hurting himself. “Or should I say my young Grace?” He said smirking
“What?”
“I take that back, it sounded cooler in my head.” Venti said as he slung his arm over your shoulder as you chuckled. “But, back on topic! YOUR 14?” Shouting the least part a little too loud catching the attention of a few bystanders.
“VENTI SHUT THE FUCK UP!” You whisper yelled at him as he chuckled. “And yes I am 14.”
“Why didn’t you tell us?” the bard asked with sincerity in his tone.
“I don’t know, I just thought it would be a little awkward and I didn’t know what would be the right time to do so.”
“Understandable, we all thought you were older than at least 30 from the way you act, but what about your family?”
“What do you mean? They’re probably back at my home living their life.”
“Not on your planet but here on teyvat, from what I can tell you have no single person to have as a parental fig-” You shove a hand in Venti’s face before he finish, knowing what he was going to say.
“No, absolutely not, I don’t need a ‘parental figure’ in my life telling me what to do.” You said putting air quotes up for parental figure. “And like you said I act older than I am.”
“That doesn't mean your still not a kid.”
“Doesn’t matter, point is that I don't need someone looking after me.”
……………..
Once (Y/n)’s finished their business in Mondstat she left for Liyue since the Lanturen Rite festival was about to take place. Little did they know that they would be met with the Liyue Qucixe.
Ganyu, Keqing, and Nigguang were standing right on the entrance of the harbor, when you came into view Ganyu was the first to run toward you. She grabbed your cheeks in her hands with a worried expression on her face.
“YOUR GRACE YOU’RE 14?!” She said slightly shaking you “WITH THE AMOUNT OF WORK YOU’VE BEEN DOING IT ISN’T GOOD FOR A CHILD!”
“Ganyu calm down, and let them go.”The bold voice of Ningguan said from behind Ganyu. She then turned to face you “Your Grace, it’s lovely to see you again.” She said with a smile on her face.
“It’s great to see you again too.”
“If you would like to come with me I have reserved a spot at the Liuli Pavillion if you would like to join me for lunch.”
“Of Course, I would love to join you.”
Time skip d:
After a bit of talking and eating Ningguan cleared her throat and asked if she could have a serious talk with you about something.
“I have a feeling this is about my age.” You said while cleaning sauce off your mouth with a napkin.
“Yes your Grace,” Ningguan said “I’m afraid that’s the problem.
Part 2?
#Genshin Sagau#Genshin x teen reader#Genshin impact x reader#Genshin#genshin#Sagau#sagau headcanons#platonic genshin x reader#genshin x gn reader
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Hello tunblr user that I have NEVER spoken to before
Can I pretty please request dragon!zhongli doing dragon!Zhongli things
Like hoarding shiny things, and having a tail and hating random plants and squid 😭😭😭😭 idk I’m just hoping that something in this magically inspires your brain BUT feel free to ignore me
(I also really wanted to initiate ur ask box lol)
~ 🌷 anon <3
Why hello there tumblr user who i have also never spoken to! i hope this is uh,,, acceptable.
it was so hard to find a title for this oml
"my natural form...?"
zhongli x gn!reader
genre: fluff, pure unfiltered fluffiness, such fluff, many fluffitude
word count: 500-ish
tags: retail addict zhong bc we love to see it, possessive zhong, zhong hates fish zhong, protective zhong (hes a cutie patootie guys omgomomgomgomgogmogmHDKAJH), venti makes a cameo/reader is a traveller but not tHE traveller bc THEYRE MINORS I REFUSE TO WRITE THAT. thats kinda it
tw/cw: possessive dragon boi, it lowkey seems like lightly toxic behaviour but i think thats it
a/n: i wrote a little smol bit of this every night this week so its maybe a bit disjointed but whatever. this was fun to write ty tulip bb. zhongli is the cutest im so sOFT FOR THIS MAN AAAA. also send me asks, ples, pls, plsssssssss, pls.
dragon!zhongli who will buy pretty things without even realising that he quite literally has a retail addiction. will put things in random places in your house then get really confused when you move them. he keeps closely monitored stock of everything.
“darling, have you seen my golden vase anywhere”
“which golden vase?”
“the one i purchased last week, at the market”
“i put flowers in it, it’s in the kitchen”
“okay, okay, good”
“you seem awfully worried about it”
“i am not, i simply… wished to know where it was… is all.”
“i see.”
dragon!zhongli who is lowkey possessive over you but refuses to admit it, also he feels that jealousy is not a good shade on him. But he’s a dragon, and you’re his most prized treasure, so it is only natural to him to protect you, right? it can’t be helped. he's got a really good sense of smell, so he can always tell who you’ve been around in the past few hours, but won’t tell you because he's afraid it’ll freak you out.
(side note: he totally loves your scent and will compliment you on it all the time, like he’ll bury his head in your neck to calm himself down omg)
“my dear, who was with you earlier?”
“the guild had me teleport to mondstadt for a commission, why?”
“nothing my love, i simply- nevermind”
you look him in the eyes doubtfully
“tell.”
“alright. you were with the anemo archon, yes?”
“i was. i was sent out to windrise to fight some hilichurls, i ran into him and he helped me defeat them, why?”
“nothing, darling. the hilichurls didn’t hurt you, did they?”
“when has a hilichurl ever hurt me?”
“it is difficult to argue with that logic.”
dragon!zhongli who despite literally creating the harbour, refuses to go near the markets. he cannot stand the smell of the seafood that the merchants sell, so despite trying to “blend in” whilst in his mortal form, he will rarely be sighted outside the innermost parts of the city.
“li’”
“yes, dear?”
“shall we take a stroll by the harbour? i have a free hour this afternoon and we should spend some time together. i haven’t spent much time with you this week, and i've missed you.”
“i have missed you too, love, however i think that-”
“you think?”
“i think that it is rather cold, down by the harbour. Shall we go to the teahouse instead?”
dragon!zhongli who is unconsciously protective of you in his sleep. he will wrap his tail around your form when cuddling, as a literal natural response. puts it around your waist and between your arms whilst spooning you so you can hug it like a teddy bear whilst he puts little kisses on your shoulders as you doze off. tells you the stories of years gone by as you sleep to vent his worries.
“li’”
“darling?”
“tell a story”
“must i?”
“yes, you must!”
“very well my dear, close your eyes.”
#zhongli#zhongli headcanons#zhongli x reader#genshin impact#genshin headcanons#cael is talking to 🌷 anon :0
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Tumblr is being strange and won't let me edit my own post so here's the link for To Know Every Side of You for anyone interested
For the WIP fanfic author ask game -> 🍄♻️🤔 ? (from @virgeandhis-pocket-protector)
🍄Decriscribe your wip/one of your wips in the format of “___ + ___ =___”
Sanders Sides+Inside Out= To Know Every Side of You. Which is ironic because Sanders Sides is really similar to Inside Out, but I wanted to take the idea of Everyone Has Emotions from Inside Out and apply it to Sides. This one has been made...difficult in the last year or so because I was diagnosed with OSDD. Part of the inspiration of this fic was my experience with "my own Sides". There was that huge trend that took the fandom by storm and I was so confused because "what do people mean, making Sides? Mine were just there." So I was playing on that idea and now I kinda wanna go back and rework the world building because in retrospect it was heavily influenced by my experience as a system. While Sanders Sides is very similar to my experience and has helped me a lot in many ways, including with working with my system, it isn't a wholly accurate representation of being a system so I do want to take care to make those distinctions.
♻️A scrapped idea for your current WIP
I have several WIPs that I am bouncing around with right now, there are at least three that I've worked on today. So going from those, a scraped idea I had was an installment in the Parent AU set in which c!Thomas was dating Roman because in the rush of inspiration and wanting to try writing things I haven’t written before I forgot Nico existed very temporarily and have since written Nico into the story as the love interesting and recast Roman as a brother in law.
🤔What’s a story you’d love to write but haven’t even started yet?
Ooh. This one. I've had this idea that would go along with my Parent AUs set, that's sort of Hallmark-esque, but gay. The idea being that these two people (guy and girl of course) meet up in the midst of some tragedy in which they are each unexpectedly left their siblings' kids. Their parents are each pressuring them to give up the kids to them, on the grounds that they're single and not ready to be parents.
The two main characters each fight against their parents to honor their respective siblings wishes. And upon meeting and realizing they're in the same boat, decide to get married. Mostly to spite the parents. The twist here, of course, is that they do not fall in love as they are both gay and/or ace. Instead they legally stay together just to make things a little easier as far as custody, while dating their own perspective partners in the meantime.
I don't know how any of this would work muchless end, but it is a thing I think about.
#ask#anon#my writing#i want to come up with a clever little catch phrase like some folks use to tag their posts with but for my non venty/serious posts like this#im kinda tempted to just go with using roman answers asks or something#because a few years back i got an ask which addresssed me as roman and it clicked so nicely in my little brain and heart#but i dont know if thats over done#im also wondering if i care that its over done#ooh i know#princely posting#oh i think i like that#i do still really like the name idea#i will consider things
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It feels a little weird and awkward to say this but thank you? For doing so much accidental baby acquisition/baby acquisition stuff in general? Its kinds always been my favourite thing to both read and write (has consistently been for over 10 years now) but people seem to majorly have a thing against it (especially when the parents are teens, which like, kinda fair because thats not SUPPOSED to happen irl, but thats also what makes it so interesting to explore in fiction yknow? Especially as a teen pregnancy baby myself) so I always feel very discouraged from writing that stuff. People go on and on about "kids not being a mandatory life step that everyone wants to do, stop giving these characters kids" and I'm just sitting here, absolutely certain I'll never want kids myself, wanting to explore the topic in fiction, and feeling super hurt by that. Why cant those people just leave it alone if they don't like it? What happened to dont like dont read? Why do they have to pick on people who write these topics?
That got a little venty, sorry
Anyways, I just really want to thank you for writing kidfics so often, as weird as that is. I've only been following you for a month but its already made me start feeling better about my own writing and favourite tropes. Its dumb to let assholes get to me, but they do start wearing you down after 10 years yknow?
Thank you, I'm so glad you're liking my stuff! And don't sweat it on the venting, I get it, lol. Sometimes you just gotta vent some.
Honestly I was kinda meh on kidfic/baby acquisition fics when I was younger and tended to go the "don't like/don't read" route on them myself, but these days it's just kinda helpful to be able to get out some of my feels about both how I was parented and how I'm very unlikely to ever BE a parent despite having previously wanted to, so like, accidental baby acquisition especially has just been REALLY vibing with me as a genre. Like--in the sense of if I ever end up with a kid myself, it almost definitely will BE unplanned and accidental, and also in the sense of my feelings about the idea of making a very deliberate Choice about being a parent, as opposed to just kinda doing it as another checklist item on the list of expected things you just do as you go through life.
Also I'm glad to hear you're feeling better about your writing, it's nice to hear I could help with something like that. ❤ I've been very lucky with the reception I've gotten for my stuff, generally speaking my readers either just don't engage with what they're not into or tell me "hey I'm not even into this, but actually I really enjoyed the way you did it once I tried it". So like, usually I prescribe to the theory of writing about things I care about and trying to be honest and not self-censor too much about the feelings and thoughts I have on those topics, and just try to let my audience find me via tags and word of mouth. If there's people who aren't into my preferred genres, then they can just go play in their own corner of the sandbox and I'll play in mine.
Plus fuck it, man, I just like writing cute kids and also working out personal trauma and helping other people just, like, get the catharsis of reading a healthy parent-child relationship. It just feels good, y'know?
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life update ig ??:
hi hi hi hi hi hi hi !!!
ok so
1. i mentioned about having medical issues and some people got concerned so i just want to quickly explain the thing yk; in short it turns out having anxiety can cause heart arrhythmia ????? which can be like kinda dangerous;; but like in most cases it's fairly harmless so i should be alright :] !! still have to go check it out at the hospital (which i have been sorta putting off for a while bc yk. anxiety,, lol) but like other than it stressing me out a bit, everything is relatively fine :]
2. school is kicking my ass rn 💀 have a lot of unfinished work and missed a ton of classes bc my mental health kinda sucks,, so yk it's not exactly going great lol. but uhhhhhhhhhh im sure I'll figure it out ? ig ?? ye.
3. got a small art block. well it's more like "i have so much work to do, how dare i draw at a time like this" (and then just go to sleep bc im soo stressed and overwhelmed about everything 💀) but like. I'll probably get over it soon 🤷
idk i also just feel super obligated to always post super high effort paintings if i have many followers yk? like alot of the time i just feel like my drawings aren't good enough and everyone will like despise me for it;; and idk ig i just need constant approval for everything i do for some reason sjdhjshd. ik it's like. a really inaccurate and terrible way to look at it but i just can't rlly help it;;
uhhh all that to say, i hope it's alright if i post more sketches and unfinished drawings ? ;;
4. i would like to formally apologize for barely responding to literally anything. like. im so sorry dudes;;;;;;; unfortunately i have. very intense social anxiety and literally do not respond to anyone ever. (/srs it's like. a genuine issue in my life. whoops) but like i feel super bad about it bc i don't want to seem like i don't care T_T cuz lik e. i literally read every comment, message, tag, etc. and they always make me so so so happy ;;;;; like i routinely show screencaps of random comment to my friends gush about how nice they are 💀 idk point being; im a loser, i love all of you and it blows my mind that anyone cares about my silly drawings for a p much dead fandom lol.
extra: also i uh made a creepypasta oc 🧍♂️might post about him maybe idk im scared it'll be cringe sjhsjsgdhgdhd epic
TLDR; pretty stressed, small art block, school suckz, might die but probably not lol.
(sorry this came off super negative and sort of venty 💀 its all good i swear, im just silly)
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Hey y'all~
I'm Kai, I go by he/they (NO SHE OR YOU'LL GET FUCKING BLOCKED!) and I'll be your Tumblr parent if you want!!! UwU I am in a dedicated relationship with my S/O, Jax (@iloveitcklez). I am new to Tumblr, specifically the tickling side, and would love to interact with anyone who is willing!
DNI: Homophobic, ableist, zionist, racist, cishet (/srs IM BEING SO FUCKING SERIOUS), hate me or my partner (or anyone we kindate as), can't separate DSMP characters from the creators, strictly NSFW, pedos, kpop fan, Christians, hate Imagine Dragons, don't support bi/pan lesbians, TERF, doubles, celebrate Saint Patrick's Day and don't acknowledge its problematic history, kinkshamer, cowboy, misuse tone indicators (you are NOT fucking FUNNY!), vegan, cat hater, don't believe in reality shifting, your name is Naomi or Paxton, make fun of people for their hobbies or interests
BYF: I am a bisexual panromantic transmasc demiboy. I am a tickle blog. I kin and do not appreciate doubles at all. I am a neu-shipper. I have autism, bipolar disorder, PTSD, ADHD, and schizoaffective. I will not tag anything ever. I may be shy or awkward in DMs but once you get to know me, I'm kinda clingy UwU. I don't necessarily see tickling as a N.SFW fetish, I personally just see it in a SFW way. I mainly lean towards being a ler when it comes to tickling.
I am multifandom, but here are some of my main interests (below the cut):
TADC
Helluva Boss
DSMP
Baldi's Basics
GOBB
JJK
Genshin Impact
Finding Nemo
FNAF
MHA
Boyfriends the Webtoon
Lorax
Gotham
Willy's Wonderland
Angry Birds
Danganronpa
SBSP
Stranger Things
Trolls
Ensemble Stars
Lego Movie
Minecraft
Here is my kindating list! Doubles PLEASE DNI.
I am Ragatha and my S/O is Jax! I am Blitzo and my S/O is Stolas! I am C!George and my S/O is C!Dream! I am Baldi and my S/O is Principal! I am Jumbo Josh and my S/O is BanBan! I am Geto and my S/O is Gojo! I am Childe and my S/O is Zhongli! I am Marlin and my S/O is Gill! I am Glamrock Freddy and my S/O is Glamrock Bonnie! I am Deku and my S/O is Bakugo. I am Nerd and my S/O is Goth! I am Onceler and my S/O is Greedler! I am Edward and my S/O is Oswald. I am Willy and my S/O is Sara! I am Mighty Eagle and my S/O is Red! I am Phone Guy and my S/O is Purple Guy! I am Kokichi and my S/O is Nagito! I am Spongebob and my S/O is Squidward! I am Steve and my S/O is Eddie! I am Poppy and my S/O is Branch! I am Shu and my S/O is Mika! I am Emmett and my S/O is Wildstyle! I am Axel and my S/O is Olivia! I am Venti and my S/O is Xiao!
Thank you so much for reading all this way! Bye bye~
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