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The Doctor: I hope Romana hasn’t gotten herself captured or attacked. Maybe she fell down a hole.
Romana: Yes he’ll be here, unless he’s been captured or attacked or fallen down a hole. That sort of thing tends to happen to him.
They’re perfect for each other
#there is something wrong with both of them#I love that they both get themselves in trouble constantly but only see that the other one does it#doctor who#four#ummmmm#I need a tag for novels now???#reading Doctor Who#<- that’ll do if I remember it
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Hey, ignore the hate about the daisy post. Comprehension is genuinely piss poor and people aren't understanding the fact that you never once said you were the hero.
I've worked with people who were genuinely nice but also pissed me off for various reasons as you mentioned. It happens. You learn, you grow. The hate is insane. I hope yours doing okay.
Sigh. I appreciate the sentiment. The amount of people who were morally outraged and felt the need to try to chide me for a story in which I clearly show myself in a negative light just is like. Okay. If I have to appear perfect, then people will form this idea that I never fuck up or do crappy things and then the second I do it’s just gonna be a wall of hate because I broke this expectation of purity and wholesomeness that people built around me.
I really do appreciate the people who were reasonable and understood that it was a growth moment for me and that Daisy was meant to be the hero of the tale. But the experience has shown me I get to be even more selective in what I share here, which is a bummer.
#ask ffs#just waiting to get big enough that people just decide to hate me and do rabid callouts and shit#I remember the vitriol that got pointed at ship for no reason and I’m like cool that’ll be me at some point because someon misinterprets me#just seems like an inevitability to a large audience and I find it so stressful#negative comments already rattle me so much#I really do try to focus on the very lovely people reassuring me that they get where im coming from and to ignore the assholes
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JSHDJSNKJGH OH MY HEAVENS THANK YOU FOR 237 FOLLOWERS💖💕💝💞
I wanna give some sappy speech about how grateful I feel but I don’t have the emotional capacity rn ;w;
But for now
thank you, genuinely so, so much for letting me reach this far<3
My wonderful mutuals and followers alike
even if you don’t follow me, I hope whatever I do or make brightens up your day, if even just a lil’ bit
uhhh
as a small celebration
SEND ME ASKS!!
for art of any fandom, character, scenarios you would like to see
it can literally be whatever, even ones I’m not familiar with anything that makes you happy:3
or just ask for random trivia of me lol
P.s. whatever you want me to draw has to be sfw
I have exams coming up since this post was postponed for so long lmao (and ribbun week)
so expect requests to take at least a week (I’m so sorry it’s just what it is)
Share this post if you can 🍉
#Weh#Im technically at 270 at the time this was posted#My mushy brain can’t handle all of this…/pos#I didn’t do the 100 followers one cuz I forgor🫠#So i waited until 237 since idk its a nice number okey:(#<- tism’ trait#I actually remember the very specific train of events that lead me to getting tumblr#And ultimately to today#but that’s a story for another day#Ahhh recalling the good times#Not like today wasn’t a great day but let’s say…#I was very bold with what i post back then😔(perfectionism)#tho lower standards enabled me to post like once every 2-3 days lol#Sometimes daily#They are some drawings I’ve made that’ll never see the light of day#But tis’ is life#*I sauntered away into the sunset with a walking stick in hand and long robes dragging along the grass meadow*#It’s almost poetic in a way…#follower milestone#100 posts#requests open#art requests#send me asks#fandom things#tadc gangle#tadc jax#Ribbun#for reasons#very mindful#very demure
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Nostalgia - The Ink Demonth 2024 (Day 1)
If you close your eyes, you can pretend he’s really there.
#the ink demonth#batim#bendy and the ink machine#bendy#boris the wolf#(technically)#njad au#doodle dump#drawing prompt#remember how i doubted i would do the ink demonth? i was wrong#probably will peter out soon cuz i’m busy but maybe that’ll force me to not do super complicated pieces this time#man i haven’t posted batim art in so long. really happy with this though!#poor njad!bendy ;-; his lore is basically just angst rn. need to work on that
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Slightly worried about alphinaud actually. He’s … very optimistic about this whole cross-nation company thing, and I haven’t had the BEST of luck finding people because optimistic kumbaya ventures don’t often work perfectly especially if they’re militarized and threatening and it’s all rather dangerous politically I think and are you going to run the thing? You, sixteen year old fancy lad? He has good ideas but they’re not incredibly careful despite his planning… I’m watching you kiddo ok
#you talk very smart and act very posh but you think like you’re sixteen I see you#play game#Kipspeak#me trying to reconcile being extremely protective of kids vs chari’s inability to deal with them#I think he sees alphy (pompous brat) and remembers when HE was littler (snotty brat) and goes hey. Hey. Hey. Hey#ach I feel worried doing these quests. it’s bothering me#sixteen year old fancy lad from none of these three nations? That’ll go over well I’m sure
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APPLES IN THE SKY (excerpt from THE THRILLING AND NOT AT ALL REPETITIVE ADVENTURES OF CAPTAIN MAN AND KID DANGER: “A CHRONOLOGY OF ENTIRELY TRUE AND HEROIC EVENTS COINCIDING WITH THE END OF HISTORY”) [1] [2] [3] [4]
[ Henry’s face is unreadable. In the background, desert mountains and vegetation rush past. Smoke rises in the distance, backlighting ambiguous red shapes that could be plant life, flaming crosses, or even ominous figures. The camera cuts to the back of the car with the invalid license plate reading “HERO”, speeding towards a red horizon. Ray twists back in his seat with a smile, reflected in the lens of Henry’s sunglasses. In the review mirror, Henry’s expression is contemplative. The shot pans to a bird’s eye view of the car eating up highway miles. ]
Charli XCX’s “Apple” from BRAT (2024): “I guess the apple could turn yellow or green. I know there's lots of different nuances to you and to me—I wanna grow the apple, keep all the seeds, but I can't help but get so angry you don't listen to me. To the airport—the airport.”
PANEL NOTES:
The smoke is an implication of wildfires in the surrounding area, which Henry and Ray simply drive past because there’s nothing else to do. Maybe those days are behind them. Maybe they’re just not adept in the art of firefighting, and the bigness of a wildfire is too rural or too raw for them to even adress. I think there’s a sort of irony to it, and it’s either heroes ignoring a disaster past their prime or simple not caring; they’re speeding off into an undefined future and therefore no longer grappling with apathy, but sliding into it. Thus, the road is interpreted as a junction between natural conflict running its course and urban obligation.
This was vaguely inspired, albeit not lifted directly, from my millionth or so reread of “Cuticle Tear” by atbash on AO3. Granted, it takes place in a broken-down truck and is not needlessly melodramatic, but AO3 user atbash does more with obligatory dialogue and omitted assumptions than I could do in 20 panels or so.
Specifically, the lyric “‘cause I’ve been looking at you so long now I only see me. I wanna throw the apple into the sky, feels like you never understand me, so I just wanna drive…” struck me as somewhat in line with the feeling—and example—I got from the fic.
Of course, neither yellow or green are used in the actual color palette, but the song carries themes of intertwined identity and generational effects passed down. I think Ray has imparted a lot of the best and worst things about himself to Henry, through the means of their friendship, professional, and mentor relationship. He’s not his dad. It’s worse, almost, that he’s not, because then it would at least be hereditary.
“Apple” is my favorite BRAT (2024) song right now, so of course it’s stuck in my head; I think there’s a flippant, escapist quality to it and can imagine two friends listening to it on the highway, checking out, but also—there’s not quite a realization, more like an unspoken feeling that what you are is a product. And it’s someone else’s fault. And when you look at each other, you’re seeing something else, or maybe you’re trying to. There’s something distantly escapist and obviously upbeat about the song, but there’s a disdain there, too.
It’s hardly visible, but the license plate on the car reads “HERO” singular, which is invalid but implies they have either a fake plate or Swellview is just so strange that their town itself has exceptions as to how they’re issued, again violating the laws and conventional physics of surrounding territory. They’re a weird exception, as always, and they’re getting away with it.
Their identities are so intertwined at this point that theyre conflated, so there’s an obligatory ego flattening going on as well as an erasure of both or one of them—most likely Henry’s—to accommodate. You might call it being a teammate, although how Henry feels about it after all this time is unsure.
Ray did this to him, the good and the bad doesn’t matter; it’s the fact that he did it.
#henry danger#henry hart#captain man#ray manchester#henray#dangerverse#kid danger#my art#smt smt smt this is the most depressing roadtrip thats ever occurred that just wasnt a straight up kidnapping#blah blah blah he’s not his dad but if he was this would be worse almost. or better. there would be an excuse somehow.#ok i had to repost bc smt the app went all weird and i got paranoid#their identities are so intertwined that its a joint thing and henry knows but cant even say it out loud because that’ll break the illusion#and its almost worse to find out than to wonder. so he’s looking at him and thinking do you remember me. in the sense that however much ray#sees him as that little sidekick or extension of himself vs a seperate entity is so ambiguous it might not even matter.#anyway just girl things to think about tehehehe
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This drawing took the life out of me
Anyway I love the sillies <3
#no one look at the magnus drawing#I’d redraw it but there is nothing I can do to fix it except for the hand position#the adventure zone#the adventure zone balance#taz balance#lup taz#taako taz#angus mcdonald#taz merle#carey fangbattle#lucretia taz#Hurley taz#<- I’d like to redraw her too but I just…cannot rn#fanart#taz fanart#color wheel challenge#art#digital art#I wanted to do another one with non balance characters but that’ll have to wait#also that’s the poisonous raging flaming sword of doom if that wasn’t obvious…I don’t remember how it’s described#gibbs art
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Plan A: work in theatre as a screenwriter, an actress.
Plan B: Dismantle the school system.
Plan C: overthrow the government.
either way i’ll be in the news
#addie cooks up#watch me overthrow the government#or dismantle the school system#addison blank#dismantles the school system#aged 23#i like the age 23#i am not yet 23#but someday i will be#and that’ll be a great day#i’ll remember this moment for ever#do you guys ever remember random things form your past#i got bit by a goose one time#with my niece#she’s older than me#like my 2 years i think?#tori#period#i have a nephew who’s older than me by like 6 years.#i think i got off topic#my bad
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Tomorrow Is Election Day And I Am So Fucking Stressed
#marzi speaks#marzivents#hi folks. i haven’t been making much art lately. apologies! i want to be#unfortunately shit is Stressful in both my little world (i’m starting to get overwhelmed with my meds and refills and driving)#and on a broader more societal scale (if trump gets re-elected shit is going to go so fucking bad oh my god)#PLUS we’re in the It Gets Dark At 6PM Zone now#i think i’ve lowkey been catastrophizing a bit with all that’s been going on#i should probs look into those psych referrals my doctor gave me#she offered them bc the almost-dying earlier this year was Traumatic and i was showing signs of anxiety/depression#but i think they’ll just be helpful in general#god though i hate being on prescriptions. it feels like there’s a constant timer hanging over my head#refill these pills before this time so you don’t have to miss a day. woops! the pharmacy’s out of stock on this one#so you’ll have to come back at another less convenient time. fail to do so and the medication goes on hold#which requires a phone call where you speak to a Robot that may not understand the nuances of ur situation#grrrgh it sucks so bad. thankfully i refilled my prednisone the other day and have like 3 months’ worth now#and that’s the one i really can’t afford to miss bc steroid withdrawals could really fuck me up#but uggghhh i hate it. so much. bc it looms over me always#i hate keeping track of when i’ve taken my pills too. i keep a checklist for every day#so i remember what i have to take and if i’ve taken it#but god it sucks. i’m at the point where it’s basically routine now so i do it automatically#but i know if i stop monitoring i’m gonna forget if i’ve taken my steroid one day#and either double dose or skip the day. and that’ll fuck me up pretty good#anyways. hoping hoping hoping this election goes well bc idk if i can take it if our country tis of thee elects the fucking fascist#this one’s fine to rb. i think many of us share this sentiment lmao
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Alright, this is the last post I’m gonna make in these tags so I don’t gom up yall’s spaces with singlet babble.
I just want to thank everyone who’s reached out to me so far and shared their/your experiences, it’s been INCREDIBLY illuminating and I’ve learned quite a lot that I couldn’t have just from poking around in the DSM-V chapters for PTSD and DID! They/you have also given me a LOT of insight as to the behaviors my two friends w/ DID demonstrate, and I think I can be a better friend to them now that I have a better handle on what they’re going through. Thank you all for that, and for also being so open and communicative with each other in sharing your experiences (syscourse aside).
I’m rooting for you guys!
#I do have opinions on the syscourse btw but it ain’t my place so I’m not making it yall’s problem#actuallydid#actually did#did osdd#actually dissociative#osddid#did system#traumagenic system#actuallyosdd#systempunk#syspunk#cdd community#osddid community#did community#those are all the tags I remember so that’ll have to do#keep yourselves safe!
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okay hear me out.
what if i went to college and got a literature degree and then i worked as an archivist/archival assistant again
#“martin remember the last time you worked in an archive? how horribly wrong it went?”#“martin you didn’t even go to university last time you just made it up as you went”#“but martin—”#yes yes alright i hear you#i do#but.#hear me out okay#i really miss it#yeah i kind of didn’t know what i was doing last time#but that’ll be solved if i go to school for it!#and as for the “going horribly wrong” bit#you see i have a clear solution for that#the magnus institute doesn’t exist here!#and neither does anything similar#(as far as im aware at least. i sure hope it doesnt)#so problem solved!!#and yknow worst comes to worst#i’ll be a fucking poet (/hj)#(also yes yes i know i said college. i don’t like it any more than you but i am NOT british this time around)#☁️ txt#fictionkin#the magnus archives kin#tma kin#tma fictionkin
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sorry I’m just actually sick to death of being told I’m intimidating . I know it’s scary when a woman talks without apologizing for herself constantly but maybe uhhhhh grow up!!!
#I’m not Scary on purpose literally I don’t fucking. growl at people#I don’t glare at them or be mean#can I be condescending? sure. it’s something I’m working on.#but how is it that I get demonized for this and straight men get way with it fucking constantly. and it’s an accepted and sometimes beloved#part of them#if one more fucking person tells me I’m intimidating bc I speak clearly and ask questions I’m going to lose my fucking mind#star’s thoughts#sorry this is a culmination of a bunch of shit lol#just bc I’m not scared of you doesn’t mean you need to be scared of me 😭😭😭😭😭 pleaseeee#part of me is thinking I’ve just been experiencing like intense lesbophobia or smthn at this point bc what the fuck#do I do that offends people off the bat.#but then I remember how I Am and rumors are true I border on the line of arrogance I dance on the showboat I flirt harshly with confidence#I think I have an issue where people have to earn my respect in conversation#and that is rightfully intimidating. probably some kind of protective tactic#I command it but also I demand you Show Up upfront and I can see how that’s like. anxiety inducing#I’m shifting to try and offer that respect upfront instead and hopefully that’ll make people feel less on edge#this has been like. a mini diary. sorry lol
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You know, i think the weirdest thing about people tagging my art “parental Royed” is that they clearly don’t mean it. it’s never about exploring any actual relationship these two characters have, it’s just a panic-label lest Someone online sees two men standing in the same image and instantly accuses the reblogger of pedophilia (never child soldier endorsement tho. Funny how that works). They’re like “if only I forcibly smush anything I see into the Found Family box then surely nobody can accuse me of homosexuality i mean being seen with the devil i mean UnChristian Thoughts. Surely this will protect me.”
Genuinely, if you see an image of two men interacting in any way and your first thought is “oh shit, I better make sure there’s no GAY PEDOPHILES in here!!!!”, consider who and what ideological position you are serving
#literally it’s never about the characters themselves. Guys cmon i thought we were in fandom#’ parental roy ‘ the man is a war criminal who literally only notices ed’s existence when it impacts his job and ambition.#if you want to explore this as a parental relationship to ed then EXPLORE IT! THERE’S JUICE HERE! ANOTHER DEADBEAT DAD!#AMAZING PARALLELS AND CONTRASTS TO HOHO!#don’t just go oh well if i slap the Parent tag on this freak then that’ll be a magic spell to keep freaks out of my inbox!#bitch the freaks will find your inbox regardless. All they do is look for inboxes just block and move on with your goddamn life#yap yap#fma#also nobody ever fucking remembers Al in the goddamn Parental Roy circus#for the best tbh. He’s off bowling with Sig or whatever while Ed and Roy are frantically struggling trying to escape the Parent Handcuffs
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this is genuinely how I feel every time they make a new marvel movie now . every time I check in it’s worse. then I learn more about marvel before like how Scarlet Witch was actually supposed to be Romani and I didn’t even KNOW that because the whitewashing runs so deep. They’re making my favorite man into inverted palette iron man part 2 I need a fucking cigarette
#no tags this is just my words#DOCTOR DOOM. YOU MAKE A DOCTOR DOOM MOVIE AND RECAST RDJ.#I will kill myself in front of the marvel executives maybe that’ll give them an actual narrative mechanism#I have my head in my hands.#you know what’s really great? when you try to elaborate this to any marvel fan (my parents) and they just don’t listen#marvel is like sweatshop mobile games to me . I can’t even rewatch the older movies now because I get so mad because I remember#they’re swinging RDJ in front of me like Nintendo with pikachu I’ll do it I swear
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I love bullying my friends ❤️
#I love telling them they suck and should go die#I mean it in all good fun bc I’m mentally ill /j /j /j#they are such good people and I don’t wanna do something that’ll#backfire and do something bad like I don’t want any guilt so please remember I’m only joking ❤️
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just a reminder if ur going to soft block me, hard block me instead so i dont accidentally interact with you.
#ʚ・◞📎 — em entry.#do us both a favour#also remember to block my main blog since i scroll from there + that’ll be the one in ur notifs
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