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[bwunnishit]

⌦ .｡.:*♡ About me!

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚Hey cuties!~ ˚ ༘♡ ·˚ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ

| Bwunni | 19 | she/her | secondary blog | | needy streamer overdose blog | asks are open |

TW (some posts) depression, yandere, obsession, suicidal thoughts, rant, vent, dark humor, and bpd

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my main blog > @bl00dsh0tc0r3

I've started streaming!! You can find me here!

Carrd

[luigiblood]

Something is going on with Retro NSO

I figured this stuff should be part of a post because I think it's an interesting thing to talk about.

As of the last few updates, I started to notice some changes to the NES and SNES emulators specifically, particularly related to emulation of accessories.

NES Four Score

If you don't know what the NES Four Score is, it's an accessory that allows you to play the NES up to 4 players.

I had actually never really datamined the NES emulator that much but at one point I randomly decided to give it a real shot for the July 2024 update (version 6.9.0).

Then I got actually surprised to notice code for playing using the Four Score, so I eventually went versions back, and found out it was a recent addition of 6.6.0, back in September 2023.

However, it is a little weird, it doesn't seem to be really accurate (to be more exact it only implements one ID for the second controller port, if you know, you know), but it seems functional. In fact in the 6.5.0 update (June 2023), it seemed to have been actually forced on all games, for some reason.

I couldn't notice any code regarding the NES Zapper or any other accessories however, but something that kind of gets me is that I don't notice any code for the Hori 4 Players Adaptor, which is like the Four Score but for the japanese Famicom, and it has some differences on a technical level.

My suspicion is that this was worked on when they were looking into Rare Studio titles, and R.C. Pro Am 2 is definitely a game that uses it. That said, there is one game on NES NSO already that supports the Four Score, but you cannot use it: It's Downtown Nekketsu March Super-Awesome Field Day!, which is kind of a sports games with various sports. (For some reason Nintendo is not using the newly localized ROM and that's a shame.)

SNES Super MultiTap

This is not new, this was part of the SNES emulator's code the entire time since launch, but considering we just talked about the Four Score for NES, I figured it it would also be a good time to talk a little bit about it, and bring you up to speed.

On SNES, there is the Super MultiTap that can let you play up to 5 players on the same system (it plugs into the second controller port, where you can plug 4 controllers on that, plus the first controller on the first controller port on the system).

There are actually 6 games that can use the Super MultiTap on SNES NSO as of right now, but you cannot play more than 2 players currently, BUT I confirm that it actually does emulate the accessory regardless, just that the application does not let you go past 2 players, but the games do recognize that the device is plugged.

Those games are Super Puyo Puyo 2 (actually available since SNES NSO launch!), Natsume Championship Wrestling, Amazing Hebereke, Kunio-kun no Dodgeball da yo Zen'in Shūgō!, Smash Tennis, and The Peace Keepers.

I figured it would be worth mentioning, because I don't think the addition of Four Score to the NES emulator is just an experiment, it might be possible that SNES NSO might get a major update too regarding the ability to play up to 4 or 5 players for a limited amount of games in the future... especially because of...

SNES Mouse

Like the Super Multitap, the SNES NSO emulator actually contained code to emulate the SNES Mouse the entire time since launch. However, there has been a new development as of today.

I already talked about this in one of my posts, but I'll just do a roundup of what we datamined in the past: Initially, the SNES emulator checked for specific game identification to enable the SNES Mouse emulation, and looked for 3 specific games.

We don't know what those games are, but considering the limited amount of games, I believe it is reasonable to assume they were limited to games on SNES that only worked with the SNES Mouse and nothing else, in which case, we can assume the following games:

Mario Paint

Mario & Wario

The problem however... those are the only SNES games that released that requires the SNES Mouse to play. You'd wonder what could be the 3rd game that could be best played with a Mouse, but I have a list of what could be it:

Mario Paint (PAL version)

Sound Fantasy

For a few reasons however, I don't believe the PAL version of Mario Paint would be likely, and it leaves the unreleased Nintendo game Sound Fantasy as the other option, we know it was actually completed, and it required the SNES Mouse to play. I won't delve too much on that game, but think of it as a mix of Mario Paint and Electroplankton on DS together, but back in 1994.

In later updates, they removed code that refers to the game identification and relied on game metadata instead. That was done fairly quickly in its life even.

That would have been the end of it if it wasn't for today's SNES NSO update (3.10.0), where a major rework of SNES Mouse emulation was done:

They added the ability to emulate the SNES Mouse on both controller ports, it used to be only on the first controller port.

Internally they can now do input replays of SNES Mouse devices.

There's code for configuring the behavior of the SNES Mouse between either Original, or something else.

This is actually rather interesting, this was added in the emulator between February and August 2024, so this is a legit recent development.

The mention of the SNES Mouse behavior configuration is also interesting, because it means they're looking into ways to support the SNES Mouse in different, possibly more accessible ways than using a USB Mouse.

The fact that they can also emulate the SNES Mouse on both controller ports is also potential evidence that they're looking further into other games than just SNES Mouse only titles, as some games did use the mouse on the second port instead, while leaving the first SNES controller plugged.

To this day, I haven't seen any code for the Super Scope just yet, or the Satellaview for that matter, unfortunately.

Conclusion

Just as a bit of a tl;dr for people who don't like reading:

They secretly added support last year for the NES Four Score to allow 4 player multiplayer, but isn't used yet.

They secretly had SNES Super Multitap support since day one to allow 5 player multiplayer, but isn't used yet.

They secretly had SNES Mouse support since day one, but today (18 September 2024) they released an update that reworked it significantly.

The developers seems to be busy adding or reworking accessories as of the last year. I gotta be honest, I find this a little suspect. We might be going onto something major soon that reworks the NES and SNES applications for multiplayer and more.

I hope so much that would be sooner rather than later.

...also, please, add localized ROMs to NES and SNES NSO. There's no reason not to have them.

[sleepyfins]

My Fin-troduction!

Hello! Thank you for swimming by, I'm Sleepy and welcome to my Aquarium!!

I post fish related content on this account. It's harder than you'd think to find a Tripod Fish themed Moodboard, and even harder to find fully SFW fish accounts. I've found none so far.

While this is an AgeRe account, I don't post when regressed. Instead, this account acts as a safe space for anyone who might need it.

Requests

I can do fish-themed Moodboards, Outfitboards and Stimboards. Sea Creatures allowed like Crabs which are Crustaceans or Dolphins which are mammals.

Feel free to request items, colours, themes and anything else that's relevant too!

My Worksheets are coloured blue so it's easier to read if you have Dyslexia or ADHD.

I'm happy to do Factfiles too, but my requested posts always come with facts.

And I have a Picrew Masterlist that I update whenever I find new ones!!

Extra

I have six goldfish of my own who live in my pond. They're common ones. but they're mine!! I love them.

I'm a boy. I go by it/its or he/him.

My favourite fish are Tripod Fish and Yellowfin Tuna. I think they're super cool.

I have a very sweet caregiver. His name is Teri, he writes fanfiction and he has other projects too such as Luminescence. His account is @nuggeteri :]

While this account is only for fish, I enjoy watching Bagpuss, I like Dinosaurs and like Insects. I also enjoy cutesy horror content like DDLC, PMMM and NSO. ^^

Thank you for reading this far!

[kangeldaily]

KANGEL DAILY!

(usually)

more kangel related blogs i've made:

@weed-angel — all about weed and wangel!!! pretty much just a joke that started from a post on @//putting-omgkawaiiangel-in-places (inactive)

@kangel-spotted — like all of those spotted blogs but with kangel/ame (inactive)

@kangel-official — lil rp acc for the internet angel (will answer asks as kangel) was also the birth of kangel x miku, kanmiku, internet diva, whatever u wanna call it (posts rarely) (dear god why are all of these inactive)

@kangelnotdaily — evil twin mwuahaha

tw tags are tagged like: tw something example: tw sh

not much of a dni. this is just a nso blog. but i would prefer if endos and supporters didn't interact. wanna know if im ok with blah blah blah interacting? message me :3

mod is just some trans dude and the host of a did system

[kurushimiangel]

.⋆୨୧˚ PINNED POST ౨ৎ INTRO ! ˚୨୧⋆.

hello!!!!! I'm kurushimiangel!! You can call me whatever u want lol, but if you don't know you can call me Kasa! Any pronouns are fine with me. No DNI. Please interact :3

𝜗𝜚 Active Sideblogs: @daily-taco-throwing @fuckaustralia @drownedcase @b-block @amechanwrld [vent/other]

𝜗𝜚 My other socials .. ⋆ Pinterest: kurushimiangel ⋆ Discord: tsukasa.mystar ⋆ Youtube: basiling_around

𝜗𝜚 I fw NSO/NGO , Obj Shows , OMORI , Assclass , KinitoPET , Vocaloid (+Prsk) , AKB48 + more!!

𝜗𝜚 I relate to Paintbrush (II) + KAngel (NSO/NGO)

𝜗𝜚 SOAP II , B.E.R.R.Y ITFT AND KANGEL NSO ARE MY #1 COMFORT CHARACTERS!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

✧₊��� One of the biggest Microcase + GatyPin shippers EVER!!!!!!

LMK IF YOU WANT ME TO TAG ANYTHING!!!!! I LOVE MY MOOTS!!!

[lxndmine]

welcome to my blog !!

🎀

➵ my name is spade :3

➵ 17 !!!

➵ lifestyle landmine... and i will post abt it!

➵ love love loves dark girly fashion...

➵ multifandom :3

➵ will vent on here but ill try to tw anything!!

➵ "get better soon" "you need help" *gives unsolicited advice* = blockeddd !!

🎀

im super tired of other social platforms so i made a tumblr blog to post abt everything!! some of my posts willlll come off as romanticizing mental illness bc its one of the ways i cope :3 not in recovery either btw i just want a place to be "me" w/o bothering my few irl

also huge nso and pjsk fan :3 i probably will talk abt my silly fandom things sometimes too!!

i give info on jirai-related stuff sometimee! i do not bite

[psychodreamerangel]

(updated) intro ʚᡣ𐭩ɞ ~ ౨ৎ

hello!! my names selene! u can also call me leonid or aethe! my pronouns are she/he/xe/mew/star/purr/cloud εꨄ︎з

you can find my carrd here for more info!! also, my pronouns page, for more personal info!!

current hyperfixation: tbhk, nso, hollow knight

DNI LIST:

all the basics: no homophobia, transphobia, proshipping, maps, terfs, racists, anti-Palestine, or any general bigotry

note: please, do your absolute best to support palestine if you can, but keep all related discourse off my blog, im not in the mental state to handle it right now. also, if youre in a bad mental state, please dont push yourself to deal with these subjects, take a break and take care of yourself <3

i reserve the right to block you if i dont like you or your blog

no syscourse here please, i want this to be a safe space and i have system friends and i dont want to hurt them or upset them

i am on the aroace spectrum, so please no flirting or sexual things directed towards me!

tags and side blogs:

#psychoelectricangel - art tag

#moonposting - shitposts and random thoughts

planning on making a blog or two for my zelda aus

#save - random posts i want to save, this ones just for my own convenience

@angelangel-darling - stimboard side blog

[radicalinternetangel]

Intro post!

Hello everyone! Name's Ame-Chan/KAngel, and I am the radical Internet Angel to save the internet from hate and bigotry! I am a genderfluid omnilesbian, and my pronouns are they/hy/hym/pixels/Kangel/.exe, and all gore and pixel related pronouns! I love many things, like NSO and BFDI! I am a radqueer person, so if you are anti radqueer, fuck off.

CisIDs: CisBlack, CisAnxiety, CisDepression, CisBlackHair, and CisInternetAddict!

TransIDs: TransCuteHarmful, TransRedEyes, TransAme-Chan (I don't know many terms, sorry :<) and TransFamous + TransFamousStreamer, PermaBlush, TransMarySue, Loliage and more!

Contact Stance: Anti-Contact for all paraphilias where the thing you're attracted to can't consent!

DNI: Anti-Radqueers, Antishippers, Bigots, TERFs, and Trump Supporters!

Besides that I block freely! Have fun on my account!

Letting you guys know: I AM A CHRONO MINOR! (Let me know if that's the correct term please) So no being weird, thanks ;D!

[pienhime]

welcome to pienhime's blog ૮꒰ ྀི ◞ ˕ ◟ ꒱ა

•̩̩͙˚⁺‧. •̩̩͙˚⁺‧.˚ •̩̩͙ ✩. •̩̩͙˚⁺‧. •̩̩͙*˚⁺‧. ˚ •̩̩͙ ✩.

About me:

*. - Likes: oshikatsu, yamikawaii, yumekawaii, monster energy, weed, vtubers, plushies, liz lisa, ryousangata wota culture, menhera art, nso, shoujo manga, jpop, jrap, anime, girly kei

*.- Dislikes: having labels pushed on me, ableism and sanism, attempts at justifying slavery bc "real jp brands are too expensive for my high school part time paychecks!!!", people trying to sanitize jirai kei by pretending its a fashion

* - More info: diagnosed borderline & autistic, jfash vet, nonbinary, spiritual kinnie, age regressor, profic, in ED recovery. the scary "sysmed" ur 12 year old mutual warned u about

content warnings oshis and kinlist below cut

💉this blog will contain vents about abuse trauma, nsfw, sh, ed, dysmorphia, dissociation, maladaptive daydreaming, intrusive thoughts, agoraphobia, and bpd episodes

💉this blog will never post irl sh or gore. ill never post my calories untagged even if i relapse into active anorexia. i might talk about cm measurements and my weight. my vents might get graphic. people who try to gatekeep the experience of bodyshaming or being "allowed" to be in the bodiposi community for any reason should stay away from me and see a psychiatrist.

💉ill reblog and maybe post artistic depictions of self harm, abuse, unhealthy dynamics, drug use, suicide, and violence, they will be trigger tagged as often as i can remember to tag them

💉i dont call myself landmine kei outside tumblr/where id be showing off my appearance even though i wear yamikawa styles and have problems with bpd and self harm because that term has always been about ILLNESS and BEHAVIORS, so posting myself to those tags would contribute to the whole jirai = fashion thing. im not going to use it in ways that would get me attention/likes for my appearance bc its not mine to "reclaim" (not like thats whats happening in japan either lol). i will sometimes tag jirai tags for non-fashion for reach and to find more mine/pien kei girls. i call myself pien kei because "pien" as a term originates with menhera girls and the feeling and the "pein kei" archetype are super relatable. i call myself menhera because i identify with the original meaning and like the art- im not using it derogatorily (but that meaning fits me too). again idc what u call urself as long as u dont push the label on others or lie about/try to change what it means!

💉ill post erokawa, SA survivor vents, nsft vents, and some fucked up fantasies but nothing irl. THESE WILL ALWAYS BE TAGGED. none of my shit is meant to condone getting worse, but if you think talking about getting worse or self destruction or artistic expression is anti-recovery thats on u boo

KINLIST:

💜pchan from nso

💜riamu yumemi from im@s

💜stocking from paswg

💜yohane from love live

💜sayori from ddlc

💜sayaka miki from madoka magica

💜yumekawachan from wristcut warriors

💜nijimin from magical girl site

💜harley quinn

💜opantsu-usagi

💜nagito komaeda

💜niito nemuko from neeko wa tsurai yo

💜fischl from genshin

💜denki kaminari from bnha

💜retsuko from aggretsuko

OSHIS:

🎀kasane teto

🎀vesper noir

🎀 randon neuring

🎀hajime hinata

🎀rin penrose

🎀kangel

🎀yohane from aquors

[lurienrose]

٩(◕‿◕)۶ Hello! I'm Zane (He/Him)! I've been waiting awhile to join tumblr, as I've been stuck in the Twitter vortex for a long time...

I want to share my art and find people like me! Please be patient, though... I've never really had a proper internet presence, especially not a blog such as this..! I'm not used to certain internet etiquette, please educate me whenever you can!

(づ ◕‿◕ )づ What will I post??

I will post my OCs, Fandom related art, general blog posts and updates, etc! I want to have an escape from the world, I won't try to post any negativity!

(っ˘ڡ˘ς) Fandoms!!

SPLATOON!!! JOOST KLEIN!!! PRESSURE!!! Game Grumps, Astralspiff, Ninjago, Heartstopper, Hollow Knight, Lethal Company, Kurtis Conner, Danny Gonzalez, Drew Gooden, Cult of the Lamb, and way... way more...

…ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ DNI!! General DNI criteria, i.e, transphobic, homophobic, racist, etc. Proshippers, anyone aged -13 or +20

( ˘▽˘)っ♨ PLEASE keep in mind!!!

I am an aroace minor, please don't go too far with sexual comments, and don't sexualise my characters!! I am one to make sexual jokes myself, and I find them very funny.

Speaking of being aroace, I am also gay and transmasc! I'm only usually attracted to fictional men, as I find real life attraction very icky. I'll only make sexual jokes surrounding fictional characters, never real people. (Unless it's a friend, and I have permission to!) I also love romance movies and romance books! (If you have any recommendations... send them my way...) Please also remember that I'm autistic, and I really benefit from tone tags!

!!!TRIGGERS!!!

I don't have many triggers, but I do still have a couple, and I'd appreciate it if you'd refrain from making references or talking about these topics! BUGS. bugs. I hate hate bugs. The only ones I don't mind are moths and butterflys! I think they're really pretty! Needy Streamer Overload... this one I can't really explain?? I just get uncomfortable whenever this game is talked about, and I feel really bad whenever I have to tell people to not talk about it :( (This sucks cause I have a good friend who's main interest is NSO.) PLEASE. do not call me or any of my characters a 'princess'. I have very bad memories tied to the word and I get all these bad feelings from it! The movie 'Call me by your name'. This does not need an explanation. The movie is so disgusting

Thank you for reading

(✿˘ω˘)˘ε˘˶ ) I'll see you soon!!

[theinternetdemon]

— hey hey !!! i'm monika but u can call me moni, this is my blog dedicated to my interests which you can check in the tag section under the cut ! no DNI except for the basics ( though you should avoid me if youre mean, especially over fandom discourse ) check pronouns page btw

shane from sdv is my f/o btw not sharing my blorbo /srs

— TAG DIRECTORY !

#rentry graphics : main graphics for rentry, not favicons and stuff

#fanart : self explanatory ! will often be paired with a fandom and / or character tag

#layouts : cute layouts for any social media profile

#moni.txt : posts my brain produced

#random : stuff i cant rlly tag (?)

#resources : web graphics ! often paired with the type of graphic they are, blinkies, stamps, gifs, whateva

#art : art i find cool that don't necessarily belong to any fandom i'm in

#media ✿ archive : def not spoiler free, there i'll talk ab media i watched recently and give my thoughts on it / make notes

#fashion : anything fashion related (mainly coords), may also be related to the #menhera #yumekawaii #yamikawaii #mori kei or #lolita tags

#stickers : transparent stickers

#yume ✿ shane : stuff related to self-shipping overall and my f/o (shane)

#silly : funny haha

#💐 flower : anything related to disability/mental health positivity, resources and info

#🎀 bow : aesthetic purposes (?)

#manga : manga in general / to read

— FANDOM / INTERESTS !

#mp100

#genshin

#NSO / #needy streamer overload

#HSR / #honkai star rail

#okegom

#r1999

#cats / #dogs / #raccoons

#collar x malice (watchlist)

#cardcaptor sakura

#vocaloid

#pjsk

#utauloid

#wrist cut warriors / #menhera-chan

#menhera-chan 2 (the other menhera chan)

#dead plate

#yakuza

#sanrio

#muse dash

#ddlc

#corpse party

#tuyu

#stardew valley

[tenshidecay]

HELLO MAGICAL GIRL PIKO HERE! (piko-chan sideblog) ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧

FIRST OFF OMG YOUR ART IS SO CUTEEE. Especially that fanart of that visual novel (one of your top posts) I don't remember the name but apparently it's about mentally ill girls smoking tabaco... MUST PLAY

And also, Autistic Jirai that forgets to take his medication? Same, brother, same. My psychologist is just waiting for my pills to run out so I can get ones that don't only work when you take them everyday for a long time cuz... It's impossible for me lol!

Anyway, if you want you can talk about whatever you want in your answer but if you are feeling generous enough, you can tell me more about that game. Cuz like, Visual Novels about mental issues? Sign me the fuck up!

HAI HAIII omg thanks so much

The game is Hookah Haze !! It's a really nice game about a person (canon nonbinary mc woohoo :3) with a terminal illness that, under their doctor's suggestions, decides to become a hookah lounge's manager for a bit. They have 2 weeks of painkillers and based on their decisions they meet up to two of these three girls!! The more they come to the lounge the more you learn about them

It's really a nice game about bonding and past trauma and healing !!! I love it so much and the art is so so gorgeous (if you like NSO you'll definitely like this if you're into that art style !!!)

I haven't been playing it lately but everything about it is amazing ^_^ and relatable sometimes too lol so definitely recommend it!!!

[socialjusticeangel]

~greetings from above, tumblr~....🤍🪽

🌸 created this account to mindlessly ramble into the websphere, about random topics that interest me! (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠)

~~~ will make follow up about me post later so you all can learn about the lovely kana! ☁️🍡

*°•° my account will mainly be NSO related, due my hyperfixation on it (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿) {and my delusional attachment to k-angel hehe} (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) 🎀���🪽

MY POSTING PROMISES🩷

-extremely rambley deep dives onto meanings of games and character arcs!

-some slightly political rants, mainly about LGBTQ adjacent topics!

-shitposts!

-blogging about my day, and goals! (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

please follow so i dont have to post into the void! you all would hate to see me rot away into irrelevance wouldnt you (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠) *boohoohoo , sounds of my sobs*

this has been kana, the social justice angel, signing off!

[choutenyuki-chan]

INTRO!!!

This will hopefully be the first and last time I break character on either of my NSO blogs, but I felt it was necessary to post a real intro considering the things that will be posted on this account.

(TL;DR @ the bottom)

DISCLAIMER!!!

These blogs were created with the purpose of being a creative outlet for my trauma and mental illness. This means that some of the content on this page might be unpleasant for some people. If that's the case, don't view my blog.

To start things off...

16+ only, please. I want to create a safe space for as many people as I can, but I don't want to be responsible for influencing any kids into doing any of the things I speak about.

For anonymity, I'm not going to tell you my actual name, so please just call me Kangel or Ame, depending on the blog you are viewing.

I will do my best to always tag any possible triggers on my heavier posts, so please correct me if I miss a tag or incorrectly tag something.

TRIGGER WARNINGS!!

As I just mentioned, there will be a lot of triggering things posted on both of these blogs. Because of that, I'd like to compile what will be the most common trigger warnings to look out for on this page (will be updated as I post to remain accurate)

Mentions of grooming

Mentions of past trauma

Neglect

Fear of abandonment

Long rambles during panic attacks

Addiction

Abuse/toxic relationships

Intrusive thoughts

Self-harm

Mentions of suicidality

A Bit About Me

I like Jirai and the message it sends as it's something I heavily relate to. I don't have any jirai clothing yet, but I'm saving to buy my first item asap! I also really like vocaloid, visual kei, breakcore, and honestly most kinds of music haha.

If you couldn't guess, I really like NSO. The kind of person Ame-chan is really spoke to me. I've always wanted to take on a new persona online, and what better way than a Kangel blog! I'll speak a little more on the roles of each blog later, tho <3

I really like RPGs like Persona and Final Fantasy as I grew up playing both. They're both really comforting games for me.

I suspect I have Autism and either BPD or bipolar. I'm in the process of trying to find a psychologist to get an assessment and confirm my suspicions, but it's hard to find anyone where I live.

The Kangel blog!

This blog is where I'll post my lighter content. It's my distraction from my actual life and is mainly here for me to pretend I'm someone else. This means that while I'm on the Kangel blog, I'll do things like write in American-English as it's another layer of disconnect from my real life.

There will be much less triggering content on this blog, but there will be an occasional vent post, but that will likely be written in the style of the in-game vent streams and tweets. That means it will likely be a bit dramatised to sound entertaining. Those posts will still have tagged TWs regardless.

The Ame-Chan blog!

This blog is like the priv Twitter account that Ame has in-game. Darker posts will go here, and almost everything will be a vent of some kind. If I feel it's necessary, I will also add a 'check the tags' disclaimer at the beginning of the post so you can decide whether you're in the right headspace to read that post. This is essentially my diary tho and sometimes I just might not add tags. I'll always do my best tho.

This blog is essentially a public diary, which means there will be a lot of in-depth description of my current state and any retelling of past trauma. "Traumadumping" about my childhood will be kept at a minimum though.

This also means that I will occasionally post about dreams I have. I rarely have good dreams, and they're almost always some kind of dream relating to trauma. These normally have a different list of TWs to look out for (including the original list).

I will list those below:

Kidnapping

SA (sometimes explicit, but I will likely never go into those details unless I found it particularly distressing. Those will always be under different tags, though)

Running away/homelessness

Survival game type plot

Physical abandonment

Murder

There will likely be more added as this account develops.

Both blogs, but primarily the Ame one, will occasionally mention a P-Chan. This refers to two different people, but I'll never disclose which is which. This is mostly for privacy.

P-Chan 1 refers to a real-life person I know and have a semi-toxic friendship with. If I succumb to the BPD allegations, I'd assume they're my 'favourite person'.

P-Chan 2 is fake. They don't exist. They're a character in my head who is my ideal person. They exist so that I have someone to project my unhealthy obsession onto instead of the real P-Chan. This often also means posting the intrusive thoughts I have around P-Chan.

OUTRO!!!

I tried to keep this short while having as much info about this page as needed. I hope this can be a safe space for anyone who relates to me and wants to get to know me. I'm always open to making new friends <33

TL;DR

Mentally ill girl creates blogs to ignore her problems and vent while staying as anonymous as she can. Triggering posts galore, but it will be tagged to the best of her ability.

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DOLLIE'S INTRO !!

Haiii!! >_< so uhh I'm Dollie! I have a BUTT TON of pronouns but my main ones are she/they/it/that/lu/<3! If you want the full list, don't be scared to ask! Gender and sexuality are irrelevant to me but i am feminine!! I will refer to myself as a guy, a girl, nonbinary, whatever floats my boat! ☆ ～('▽^人) call me whatever you want, idc!

Ssssoooo I am a system and technically the cohost, so i may talk about system/alter related things here! I WILL NOT talk about things I feel are personal such as alter count, other alters names, what type of dissociative disorder I have, ect ect! You are not entilted to information, remember thaaaat!!! (⁀ᗢ⁀)

I have autism and I suspect BPD, but I'm not reeeeeaaaally certain on that yet. I alsooo have some stuff like chronic pain, so I may or may not vent about that here!!! Who knows?? Not even I know yet! ☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

DO NOT INTERACT ..

- endogenic "systems" (you either aren't a system or you have trauma you don't know of!!!! This includes "mixed origin" or "trauma endo" or whatever tf you wanna label urself as)

- +30 / -14 (unless I interact first)

- anti age regression / pet regression

- people who fake claim based on ONE tiktok video / tumblr post

- ppl who just give me bad vibes!!!! I block freely!!!!!

PLEEEEEASE INTERACT ..

- other systems / neurodivergents (ALL types of neurodivergency)

- NSO, Madoka Magica, Steven Universe, DDLC, Heathers fans

- neopronoun / xenopronoun + xenogender users/hoarders

- otherkin, therian, nonhuman, alterhuman, ect ect

- former gacha / 2015-2018 creepypasta kids (or both!!!! Even better! :3)

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Intro ˚₊꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

I've been on this hellsite a few months now, might as well introduce myself lolol (intro will be updated as time goes on)

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About me:

Hii, you can call me Selene, Leonid (or Leo), Angel, or Rainy! Sun and Moon are also okay nicknames! ^^

My pronouns are she/he/xe/mew/star!

I'm an aroacespec, genderfluid, xenogender cat therian, digital angel, and little star ₍^ >ヮ<;^₎ ₊˚⊹♡

I'm 17 years old, so no explicit nsfw; references, blood, gore, and the like are allowed though

My main interests are nso, pjsekai, Omori, Pokemon, and Zelda! I post a lot of art, mostly of these games but I will post art from any fandoms if I feel like it. I also want to get into Persona 5, Animal Crossing, Splatoon, and NitW, so no spoilers please!!

Current hyperfixations: Minori Hanasato, Honakana, Minokana and Minoharu ౨ৎ⋆˚｡⋆

Feel free to dm me or send me asks, I love meeting and talking to people!!

I have very bad social anxiety tho so pls keep that in mind and be patient with me (>.,<;;)

DNI list:

All the basics: no homophobia, transphobia, proshippers, maps, terfs, racists, antisemitic, pro Israel/anti Palestine, any bigotry, etc.

note: please do your absolute best to support palestine, but keep all that discourse off of my blog please, i am not in the mental state to handle it right now.

No syscourse please, I don't know much about the subject but I have system friends and don't want them to be hurt or upset!

I'm also taken so please no flirting or any sort of romantic moves, they make me very uncomfortable (ˊ~`;)

I reserve the right to block you if i don't like you or your blog

Links:

Instagram, commissions, pronouns card, etsy

all etsy proceeds in 2024 will go to support Palestine

(comms are currently closed, but will likely open up in January or February)

(list to be updated later on)

Requests + Tags:

Art requests are open!

I'll draw anything as long as its not too complex, explicitly sexual (jokes, innuendos, and references are okay) or explicitly gorey (blood is okay)

I'll also draw emoji requests! I will draw simple expressions, simple stim/autism/adhd related emojis, and simple objects. Anything more complicated than that, such as specific characters, multiple different emojis, and full body poses will later be available as a commission ^^

Please credit me when using them!! Edits are alright, also with credit ( `−ㅿ−´)

Using my art as a pfp, banner, etc. is absolutely fine, long as you credit me!!

Keep in mind there is NO guarantee I will take the request, based on my current circumstances and/or mood

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art posts: #psychoelectricangel

shitposts n random thoughts: #moonposting

I hope you decide to stay here and chill with me!!

dividers are by the lovely @/mamimikey

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