#<- not nso related posts

[bwunnishit]

⌦ .｡.:*♡ About me!

˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚Hey cuties!~ ˚ ༘♡ ·˚ ₊˚ˑ༄ؘ

| Bwunni | 19 | she/her | secondary blog | | needy streamer overdose blog | asks are open |

TW (some posts) depression, yandere, obsession, suicidal thoughts, rant, vent, dark humor, and bpd

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my main blog > @bl00dsh0tc0r3

I've started streaming!! You can find me here!

Carrd

[luigiblood]

Something is going on with Retro NSO

I figured this stuff should be part of a post because I think it's an interesting thing to talk about.

As of the last few updates, I started to notice some changes to the NES and SNES emulators specifically, particularly related to emulation of accessories.

NES Four Score

If you don't know what the NES Four Score is, it's an accessory that allows you to play the NES up to 4 players.

I had actually never really datamined the NES emulator that much but at one point I randomly decided to give it a real shot for the July 2024 update (version 6.9.0).

Then I got actually surprised to notice code for playing using the Four Score, so I eventually went versions back, and found out it was a recent addition of 6.6.0, back in September 2023.

However, it is a little weird, it doesn't seem to be really accurate (to be more exact it only implements one ID for the second controller port, if you know, you know), but it seems functional. In fact in the 6.5.0 update (June 2023), it seemed to have been actually forced on all games, for some reason.

I couldn't notice any code regarding the NES Zapper or any other accessories however, but something that kind of gets me is that I don't notice any code for the Hori 4 Players Adaptor, which is like the Four Score but for the japanese Famicom, and it has some differences on a technical level.

My suspicion is that this was worked on when they were looking into Rare Studio titles, and R.C. Pro Am 2 is definitely a game that uses it. That said, there is one game on NES NSO already that supports the Four Score, but you cannot use it: It's Downtown Nekketsu March Super-Awesome Field Day!, which is kind of a sports games with various sports. (For some reason Nintendo is not using the newly localized ROM and that's a shame.)

SNES Super MultiTap

This is not new, this was part of the SNES emulator's code the entire time since launch, but considering we just talked about the Four Score for NES, I figured it it would also be a good time to talk a little bit about it, and bring you up to speed.

On SNES, there is the Super MultiTap that can let you play up to 5 players on the same system (it plugs into the second controller port, where you can plug 4 controllers on that, plus the first controller on the first controller port on the system).

There are actually 6 games that can use the Super MultiTap on SNES NSO as of right now, but you cannot play more than 2 players currently, BUT I confirm that it actually does emulate the accessory regardless, just that the application does not let you go past 2 players, but the games do recognize that the device is plugged.

Those games are Super Puyo Puyo 2 (actually available since SNES NSO launch!), Natsume Championship Wrestling, Amazing Hebereke, Kunio-kun no Dodgeball da yo Zen'in Shūgō!, Smash Tennis, and The Peace Keepers.

I figured it would be worth mentioning, because I don't think the addition of Four Score to the NES emulator is just an experiment, it might be possible that SNES NSO might get a major update too regarding the ability to play up to 4 or 5 players for a limited amount of games in the future... especially because of...

SNES Mouse

Like the Super Multitap, the SNES NSO emulator actually contained code to emulate the SNES Mouse the entire time since launch. However, there has been a new development as of today.

I already talked about this in one of my posts, but I'll just do a roundup of what we datamined in the past: Initially, the SNES emulator checked for specific game identification to enable the SNES Mouse emulation, and looked for 3 specific games.

We don't know what those games are, but considering the limited amount of games, I believe it is reasonable to assume they were limited to games on SNES that only worked with the SNES Mouse and nothing else, in which case, we can assume the following games:

Mario Paint

Mario & Wario

The problem however... those are the only SNES games that released that requires the SNES Mouse to play. You'd wonder what could be the 3rd game that could be best played with a Mouse, but I have a list of what could be it:

Mario Paint (PAL version)

Sound Fantasy

For a few reasons however, I don't believe the PAL version of Mario Paint would be likely, and it leaves the unreleased Nintendo game Sound Fantasy as the other option, we know it was actually completed, and it required the SNES Mouse to play. I won't delve too much on that game, but think of it as a mix of Mario Paint and Electroplankton on DS together, but back in 1994.

In later updates, they removed code that refers to the game identification and relied on game metadata instead. That was done fairly quickly in its life even.

That would have been the end of it if it wasn't for today's SNES NSO update (3.10.0), where a major rework of SNES Mouse emulation was done:

They added the ability to emulate the SNES Mouse on both controller ports, it used to be only on the first controller port.

Internally they can now do input replays of SNES Mouse devices.

There's code for configuring the behavior of the SNES Mouse between either Original, or something else.

This is actually rather interesting, this was added in the emulator between February and August 2024, so this is a legit recent development.

The mention of the SNES Mouse behavior configuration is also interesting, because it means they're looking into ways to support the SNES Mouse in different, possibly more accessible ways than using a USB Mouse.

The fact that they can also emulate the SNES Mouse on both controller ports is also potential evidence that they're looking further into other games than just SNES Mouse only titles, as some games did use the mouse on the second port instead, while leaving the first SNES controller plugged.

To this day, I haven't seen any code for the Super Scope just yet, or the Satellaview for that matter, unfortunately.

Conclusion

Just as a bit of a tl;dr for people who don't like reading:

They secretly added support last year for the NES Four Score to allow 4 player multiplayer, but isn't used yet.

They secretly had SNES Super Multitap support since day one to allow 5 player multiplayer, but isn't used yet.

They secretly had SNES Mouse support since day one, but today (18 September 2024) they released an update that reworked it significantly.

The developers seems to be busy adding or reworking accessories as of the last year. I gotta be honest, I find this a little suspect. We might be going onto something major soon that reworks the NES and SNES applications for multiplayer and more.

I hope so much that would be sooner rather than later.

...also, please, add localized ROMs to NES and SNES NSO. There's no reason not to have them.

[sleepyfins]

My Fin-troduction!

Hello! Thank you for swimming by, I'm Sleepy and welcome to my Aquarium!!

I post fish related content on this account. It's harder than you'd think to find a Tripod Fish themed Moodboard, and even harder to find fully SFW fish accounts. I've found none so far.

While this is an AgeRe account, I don't post when regressed. Instead, this account acts as a safe space for anyone who might need it.

Requests

I can do fish-themed Moodboards, Outfitboards and Stimboards. Sea Creatures allowed like Crabs which are Crustaceans or Dolphins which are mammals.

Feel free to request items, colours, themes and anything else that's relevant too!

My Worksheets are coloured blue so it's easier to read if you have Dyslexia or ADHD.

I'm happy to do Factfiles too, but my requested posts always come with facts.

And I have a Picrew Masterlist that I update whenever I find new ones!!

Extra

I have six goldfish of my own who live in my pond. They're common ones. but they're mine!! I love them.

I'm a boy. I go by it/its or he/him.

My favourite fish are Tripod Fish and Yellowfin Tuna. I think they're super cool.

I have a very sweet caregiver. His name is Teri, he writes fanfiction and he has other projects too such as Luminescence. His account is @nuggeteri :]

While this account is only for fish, I enjoy watching Bagpuss, I like Dinosaurs and like Insects. I also enjoy cutesy horror content like DDLC, PMMM and NSO. ^^

Thank you for reading this far!

[kangeldaily]

KANGEL DAILY!

(usually)

more kangel related blogs i've made:

@weed-angel — all about weed and wangel!!! pretty much just a joke that started from a post on @//putting-omgkawaiiangel-in-places (inactive)

@kangel-spotted — like all of those spotted blogs but with kangel/ame (inactive)

@kangel-official — lil rp acc for the internet angel (will answer asks as kangel) was also the birth of kangel x miku, kanmiku, internet diva, whatever u wanna call it (posts rarely) (dear god why are all of these inactive)

@kangelnotdaily — evil twin mwuahaha

tw tags are tagged like: tw something example: tw sh

not much of a dni. this is just a nso blog. but i would prefer if endos and supporters didn't interact. wanna know if im ok with blah blah blah interacting? message me :3

mod is just some trans dude and the host of a did system

[kurushimiangel]

.⋆୨୧˚ PINNED POST ౨ৎ INTRO ! ˚୨୧⋆.

hello!!!!! I'm kurushimiangel!! You can call me whatever u want lol, but if you don't know you can call me Kasa!

𝜗𝜚 Active Sideblogs: @daily-taco-throwing @fuckaustralia @drownedcase @b-block @amechanwrld [most textposts]

𝜗𝜚 My other socials .. ⋆ Pinterest: kurushimiangel ⋆ Discord: tsukasa.mystar ⋆ Youtube: basiling_around

𝜗𝜚 I fw NSO/NGO , Obj Shows , OMORI , Assclass , KinitoPET , Vocaloid (+Prsk) , AKB48 + more!!

𝜗𝜚 I relate to Paintbrush (II) + KAngel (NSO/NGO)

𝜗𝜚 SOAP II , B.E.R.R.Y ITFT AND KANGEL NSO ARE MY #1 COMFORT CHARACTERS!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

✧₊⁺ One of the biggest Microcase + GatyPin shippers EVER!!!!!!

LMK IF YOU WANT ME TO TAG ANYTHING!!!!! I LOVE MY MOOTS!!!

[fuka-petals]

♡ Introduction post ♡

@fuka-petalsart <- just art

my persona

info on me

hihi am V but like you can also call me Kennith, Flower, etc.

Minor (over 14, clarification bc yk what passed) (I'm fine with adults interacting)

I use vamp/they/he/it/voca/soap/flower pronouns {in order of preference}

I'm diagnosed autistic, seeking a diagnosis for bpd, ocd, npd, and adhd (not self diagnosed just see symptoms in both me and relatives and would like a concrete answer) also some other things I'd rather not disclose

I'm an angelkin enby that uses xenogenders and am a lesbian

not always in the "right state of mind" if I say smth stupid please let me know l8tr so I can delete it

I have issues with being kind and having empathy please be patient I'm not trying to be mean (at least. Most of the time)

I defend things I like I don't care how fucking annoying it is if you piss me off I'll defend my views (unless you annoy me...idrc for dealing with ppl who don't listen) but like I'm rlly passionate abt some things and even if make a statement while out of it if I agree with it later I will defend it

Really cynical unfortunately. I have bad mood swings and get angry really easily. Again, trying to work on that

If you somehow still think im cool heres my discord -> @/ _vflour

I uh didn't realize how shitty of a person I was until writing this.

I have an ed off and on its not weight related but please don't make comments about if ppl deserve food or not around me it's extremely triggering (self worth issues ig)

I do really want friends though. I guess. Sorry please talk to me I like talking about my intrests I'm not as bad as I seem I swear

Seriously though I'm really lonely

Also I struggle with being clingy and jealous oml jesus christ uh hh WAAAAAAAA

Oh also important kinda but I'm not into guro it's a trauma related intrest but I'm okay with ppl who are into it seeking out my guro/nsfw pixiv if I ever get the courage to post on there

Selfshipper ^_^ single outside of f/os though. Not rlly looking 4 a relationship my ex scared me away from that stuff

I self ship with fukase (vocaloid), vflower (vocaloid), friedrich (mi), vixen (mi), cornelius (mi), and c'venash vishneri (psychopomp). Sorry I'm rlly cringe (draw my sona with any of them and I'll forever be grateful)

I kin betty noir (mi), ame (nso), sumireko (2hu), aoi (you and me and her), yukari (Liar Liar one), and claire (walk in the sun) so dni if you don't like them/hj

Currently hyperfixated on Vocaloid (Specifically V4Flower and Fukase), Mellow's games and ocs (MUNDUS IUMENTORUM!!), Touhou (Specifically Sumireko), Len'en, Nso, subahibi, Yume Nikki, any ynfg, Mindhaunt, you me and her, milk bag vns, pmmm, Reflexia, and Psychopomp, murdersims/guro vns in general, Awaria (not a helltaker fan)

all interests (I think) in no particular order - Vocaloid, Flower, Fukase, Utau, Mellow's stuff, Angelbrained's stuff, Mindhaunt, Yume Nikki + ynfgs, YTTD, NSO, ghostie-p & marz mitzi, touhou, subahibi, YOU ME and HER, len'en, lacey games, splatoon, rpg maker horror games, psychedelic looking art, milk inside/outside a bag of milk, rabbit maiden softworks, Liar Liar, precious theater, 8eyes, ranfren, a masochist's tango, madoka magica, precure, ojamajo doremi, reflexia, Saya no uta, mudersims/guro vns in general, corpse party, Awaria (not a helltaker fan)

I fucking hate blueberries

Dni

Olikase fans. (please respect this if nothing else)

Proshippers (don't want dash algorithm picking up things that are triggering to me)

Pro harassment antis

radfems

transphobes

homophobes

acephobes

queerphobia in any way shape or form

racists

sexists (both ways)

l0li/sh0tacons

fatphobes

prolifers

support killing innocent people

ai "artists"

ghost and pals/team 6x111 fans unless I followed you first for other content you post, also their white knighters/apologists...yikes

Puritans. You will be blocked. It's based in queerphobia and demonizes sexuality. If you don't want to see nsfw then block tags, don't force others to not be kinky because you're an ass (note, I mean people who call it gross n stuff, if you are a minor or ace or smth and don't want nsfw accs following you bc of that that's fine! Also this isn't an nsfw acc either, I have a pixiv 4 that, just rlly passionate abt my hate 4 puritans...)

furry haters (grow up its 2024)

Mellow haters (why are you even here)

Tcc fans. You wouldnt survive a day on 4chan and kiwifarms

use the term femboy on women (on non women is fine w/ permission)

Blacklist

Do not bring up @/ Denzi-P to me or talk about me to them. They are not a good person and I do not wish to be associated with them.

Try and keep that the only name on this list

Links

itch

toyhouse

everskies

soundcloud

artfight

strawpage (will be replaced with a neocities site soon)

[lxndmine]

welcome to my blog !!

🎀

➵ my name is spade :3

➵ 17 !!!

➵ lifestyle landmine... and i will post abt it!

➵ love love loves dark girly fashion...

➵ multifandom :3

➵ will vent on here but ill try to tw anything!!

➵ "get better soon" "you need help" *gives unsolicited advice* = blockeddd !!

🎀

im super tired of other social platforms so i made a tumblr blog to post abt everything!! some of my posts willlll come off as romanticizing mental illness bc its one of the ways i cope :3 not in recovery either btw i just want a place to be "me" w/o bothering my few irl

also huge nso and pjsk fan :3 i probably will talk abt my silly fandom things sometimes too!!

i give info on jirai-related stuff sometimee! i do not bite

[psychodreamerangel]

(updated) intro ʚᡣ𐭩ɞ ~ ౨ৎ

hello!! my names selene! u can also call me leonid or aethe! my pronouns are she/he/xe/mew/star/purr/cloud εꨄ︎з

you can find my carrd here for more info!! also, my pronouns page, for more personal info!!

current hyperfixation: tbhk, nso, hollow knight

DNI LIST:

all the basics: no homophobia, transphobia, proshipping, maps, terfs, racists, anti-Palestine, or any general bigotry

note: please, do your absolute best to support palestine if you can, but keep all related discourse off my blog, im not in the mental state to handle it right now. also, if youre in a bad mental state, please dont push yourself to deal with these subjects, take a break and take care of yourself <3

i reserve the right to block you if i dont like you or your blog

no syscourse here please, i want this to be a safe space and i have system friends and i dont want to hurt them or upset them

i am on the aroace spectrum, so please no flirting or sexual things directed towards me!

tags and side blogs:

#psychoelectricangel - art tag

#moonposting - shitposts and random thoughts

planning on making a blog or two for my zelda aus

#save - random posts i want to save, this ones just for my own convenience

@angelangel-darling - stimboard side blog

[radicalinternetangel]

Intro post!

Hello everyone! Name's Ame-Chan/KAngel, and I am the radical Internet Angel to save the internet from hate and bigotry! I am a genderfluid omnilesbian, and my pronouns are they/hy/hym/pixels/Kangel/.exe, and all gore and pixel related pronouns! I love many things, like NSO and BFDI! I am a radqueer person, so if you are anti radqueer, fuck off.

CisIDs: CisBlack, CisAnxiety, CisDepression, CisBlackHair, and CisInternetAddict!

TransIDs: TransCuteHarmful, TransRedEyes, TransAme-Chan (I don't know many terms, sorry :<) and TransFamous + TransFamousStreamer, PermaBlush, TransMarySue, Loliage and more!

Contact Stance: Anti-Contact for all paraphilias where the thing you're attracted to can't consent!

DNI: Anti-Radqueers, Antishippers, Bigots, TERFs, and Trump Supporters!

Besides that I block freely! Have fun on my account!

Letting you guys know: I AM A CHRONO MINOR! (Let me know if that's the correct term please) So no being weird, thanks ;D!

[lurienrose]

٩(◕‿◕)۶ Hello! I'm Zane (He/Him)! I've been waiting awhile to join tumblr, as I've been stuck in the Twitter vortex for a long time...

I want to share my art and find people like me! Please be patient, though... I've never really had a proper internet presence, especially not a blog such as this..! I'm not used to certain internet etiquette, please educate me whenever you can!

(づ ◕‿◕ )づ What will I post??

I will post my OCs, Fandom related art, general blog posts and updates, etc! I want to have an escape from the world, I won't try to post any negativity!

(っ˘ڡ˘ς) Fandoms!!

SPLATOON!!! JOOST KLEIN!!! PRESSURE!!! Game Grumps, Astralspiff, Ninjago, Heartstopper, Hollow Knight, Lethal Company, Kurtis Conner, Danny Gonzalez, Drew Gooden, Cult of the Lamb, and way... way more...

…ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ DNI!! General DNI criteria, i.e, transphobic, homophobic, racist, etc. Proshippers, anyone aged -13 or +20

( ˘▽˘)っ♨ PLEASE keep in mind!!!

I am an aroace minor, please don't go too far with sexual comments, and don't sexualise my characters!! I am one to make sexual jokes myself, and I find them very funny.

Speaking of being aroace, I am also gay and transmasc! I'm only usually attracted to fictional men, as I find real life attraction very icky. I'll only make sexual jokes surrounding fictional characters, never real people. (Unless it's a friend, and I have permission to!) I also love romance movies and romance books! (If you have any recommendations... send them my way...) Please also remember that I'm autistic, and I really benefit from tone tags!

!!!TRIGGERS!!!

I don't have many triggers, but I do still have a couple, and I'd appreciate it if you'd refrain from making references or talking about these topics! BUGS. bugs. I hate hate bugs. The only ones I don't mind are moths and butterflys! I think they're really pretty! Needy Streamer Overload... this one I can't really explain?? I just get uncomfortable whenever this game is talked about, and I feel really bad whenever I have to tell people to not talk about it :( (This sucks cause I have a good friend who's main interest is NSO.) PLEASE. do not call me or any of my characters a 'princess'. I have very bad memories tied to the word and I get all these bad feelings from it! The movie 'Call me by your name'. This does not need an explanation. The movie is so disgusting

Thank you for reading

(✿˘ω˘)˘ε˘˶ ) I'll see you soon!!

[jias-obs]

WELCOME !!

✮⋆˙ Hello! Im Jia! This blog is for anything at this point, where i just say and do whatever. This is my twt for those interested! Just a tw for Ed's and Sh though <3 @Mimitune_, if you want my discord just dm me!!

✮⋆˙ The main topics of this blog is my obsessiveness/possessiveness, along with any vents and rants <3

✮⋆˙ I AM a minor!!!

✮⋆˙ I do struggle with ED's, drug use general mental illness, so if that sort of thing triggers you i implore you to not read too much into this blog. If i do talk about ED's or drugs, i am in no way glorifying or romanticising it. ED's are awful illness to have and i hate it with my entire heart and soul.

✮⋆˙ My Yandere MBTI ~ RAHL + OSWI (By @ddarker-dreams and @tenthgrove respectively)

INTERESTS!!

✮⋆˙ Video games, like HSR, NSO, Phasmo, Little nightmares, etc etc

✮⋆˙ Novels, manga and anime!

✮⋆˙ Photography and writing

✮⋆˙ Forensics

If you want to know more don't hesitate to send me a message!! :3 <33

DNI

Please do not Interact if you are . .

✮⋆˙ An NSFW blog, if you are and follow me, dont be surprised if you find yourself blocked

✮⋆˙ 24+, Im simply uncomfortable with such a large age gap, if you are and have your age shown and im uncomfortable with it, i wont hesitate to block you

✮⋆˙ Homophobic, ableist, etc etc

✮⋆˙ Pretty much the regular DNI's

✮⋆˙ I also wont hesitate to delete anything (comments and asks alike) im uncomfortable with, like sexual or derogatory

Tags !!

✮⋆˙ #Jia talks! ~ Random thoughts and the like

✮⋆˙ #Jia's vents ~ Any and all vent posts! (excluding ED related)

✮⋆˙ #Jia loves lotm ~ reposts/posts all about lotm (biggest, favourite hyperfixation ever)

✮⋆˙ #Jia loves <3 ~ Any obsessive posts

✮⋆˙ #Jia yearns ~ I want and need rn

✮⋆˙ #Jia's adoration ~ Posts dedicated to my obsession! (dont have one currently)

✮⋆˙ #Jia isn't eating ~ Posts which talk about my ED

✮⋆˙ #Jia rambles ~ Any rambles

✮⋆˙ # Jia agrees ~ Repostss <3

✮⋆˙ #Jia responds <3 ~ Responding to asks or anons !!

Anons !!

✮⋆˙ 🐈‍⬛ anon <33

Thank you for reading!! Feel free to send in asks, become an anon, or just talk <3 I dont bite :3

Kiss kiss!!

~ Jia

[theinternetdemon]

— hey hey !!! i'm monika but u can call me moni, this is my blog dedicated to my interests which you can check in the tag section under the cut ! no DNI except for the basics ( though you should avoid me if youre mean, especially over fandom discourse ) check pronouns page btw

shane from sdv is my f/o btw not sharing my blorbo /srs

— TAG DIRECTORY !

#rentry graphics : main graphics for rentry, not favicons and stuff

#fanart : self explanatory ! will often be paired with a fandom and / or character tag

#layouts : cute layouts for any social media profile

#moni.txt : posts my brain produced

#random : stuff i cant rlly tag (?)

#resources : web graphics ! often paired with the type of graphic they are, blinkies, stamps, gifs, whateva

#art : art i find cool that don't necessarily belong to any fandom i'm in

#media ✿ archive : def not spoiler free, there i'll talk ab media i watched recently and give my thoughts on it / make notes

#fashion : anything fashion related (mainly coords), may also be related to the #menhera #yumekawaii #yamikawaii #mori kei or #lolita tags

#stickers : transparent stickers

#yume ✿ shane : stuff related to self-shipping overall and my f/o (shane)

#silly : funny haha

#💐 flower : anything related to disability/mental health positivity, resources and info

#🎀 bow : aesthetic purposes (?)

#manga : manga in general / to read

— FANDOM / INTERESTS !

#mp100

#genshin

#NSO / #needy streamer overload

#HSR / #honkai star rail

#okegom

#r1999

#cats / #dogs / #raccoons

#collar x malice (watchlist)

#cardcaptor sakura

#vocaloid

#pjsk

#utauloid

#wrist cut warriors / #menhera-chan

#menhera-chan 2 (the other menhera chan)

#dead plate

#yakuza

#sanrio

#muse dash

#ddlc

#corpse party

#tuyu

#stardew valley

[socialjusticeangel]

~greetings from above, tumblr~....🤍🪽

🌸 created this account to mindlessly ramble into the websphere, about random topics that interest me! (⁠☆⁠▽⁠☆⁠)

~~~ will make follow up about me post later so you all can learn about the lovely kana! ☁️🍡

*°•° my account will mainly be NSO related, due my hyperfixation on it (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿) {and my delusional attachment to k-angel hehe} (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) 🎀💻🪽

MY POSTING PROMISES🩷

-extremely rambley deep dives onto meanings of games and character arcs!

-some slightly political rants, mainly about LGBTQ adjacent topics!

-shitposts!

-blogging about my day, and goals! (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

please follow so i dont have to post into the void! you all would hate to see me rot away into irrelevance wouldnt you (⁠╯⁠︵⁠╰⁠,⁠) *boohoohoo , sounds of my sobs*

this has been kana, the social justice angel, signing off!

[choutenyuki-chan]

INTRO!!!

This will hopefully be the first and last time I break character on either of my NSO blogs, but I felt it was necessary to post a real intro considering the things that will be posted on this account.

(TL;DR @ the bottom)

DISCLAIMER!!!

These blogs were created with the purpose of being a creative outlet for my trauma and mental illness. This means that some of the content on this page might be unpleasant for some people. If that's the case, don't view my blog.

To start things off...

16+ only, please. I want to create a safe space for as many people as I can, but I don't want to be responsible for influencing any kids into doing any of the things I speak about.

For anonymity, I'm not going to tell you my actual name, so please just call me Kangel or Ame, depending on the blog you are viewing.

I will do my best to always tag any possible triggers on my heavier posts, so please correct me if I miss a tag or incorrectly tag something.

TRIGGER WARNINGS!!

As I just mentioned, there will be a lot of triggering things posted on both of these blogs. Because of that, I'd like to compile what will be the most common trigger warnings to look out for on this page (will be updated as I post to remain accurate)

Mentions of grooming

Mentions of past trauma

Neglect

Fear of abandonment

Long rambles during panic attacks

Addiction

Abuse/toxic relationships

Intrusive thoughts

Self-harm

Mentions of suicidality

A Bit About Me

I like Jirai and the message it sends as it's something I heavily relate to. I don't have any jirai clothing yet, but I'm saving to buy my first item asap! I also really like vocaloid, visual kei, breakcore, and honestly most kinds of music haha.

If you couldn't guess, I really like NSO. The kind of person Ame-chan is really spoke to me. I've always wanted to take on a new persona online, and what better way than a Kangel blog! I'll speak a little more on the roles of each blog later, tho <3

I really like RPGs like Persona and Final Fantasy as I grew up playing both. They're both really comforting games for me.

I suspect I have Autism and either BPD or bipolar. I'm in the process of trying to find a psychologist to get an assessment and confirm my suspicions, but it's hard to find anyone where I live.

The Kangel blog!

This blog is where I'll post my lighter content. It's my distraction from my actual life and is mainly here for me to pretend I'm someone else. This means that while I'm on the Kangel blog, I'll do things like write in American-English as it's another layer of disconnect from my real life.

There will be much less triggering content on this blog, but there will be an occasional vent post, but that will likely be written in the style of the in-game vent streams and tweets. That means it will likely be a bit dramatised to sound entertaining. Those posts will still have tagged TWs regardless.

The Ame-Chan blog!

This blog is like the priv Twitter account that Ame has in-game. Darker posts will go here, and almost everything will be a vent of some kind. If I feel it's necessary, I will also add a 'check the tags' disclaimer at the beginning of the post so you can decide whether you're in the right headspace to read that post. This is essentially my diary tho and sometimes I just might not add tags. I'll always do my best tho.

This blog is essentially a public diary, which means there will be a lot of in-depth description of my current state and any retelling of past trauma. "Traumadumping" about my childhood will be kept at a minimum though.

This also means that I will occasionally post about dreams I have. I rarely have good dreams, and they're almost always some kind of dream relating to trauma. These normally have a different list of TWs to look out for (including the original list).

I will list those below:

Kidnapping

SA (sometimes explicit, but I will likely never go into those details unless I found it particularly distressing. Those will always be under different tags, though)

Running away/homelessness

Survival game type plot

Physical abandonment

Murder

There will likely be more added as this account develops.

Both blogs, but primarily the Ame one, will occasionally mention a P-Chan. This refers to two different people, but I'll never disclose which is which. This is mostly for privacy.

P-Chan 1 refers to a real-life person I know and have a semi-toxic friendship with. If I succumb to the BPD allegations, I'd assume they're my 'favourite person'.

P-Chan 2 is fake. They don't exist. They're a character in my head who is my ideal person. They exist so that I have someone to project my unhealthy obsession onto instead of the real P-Chan. This often also means posting the intrusive thoughts I have around P-Chan.

OUTRO!!!

I tried to keep this short while having as much info about this page as needed. I hope this can be a safe space for anyone who relates to me and wants to get to know me. I'm always open to making new friends <33

TL;DR

Mentally ill girl creates blogs to ignore her problems and vent while staying as anonymous as she can. Triggering posts galore, but it will be tagged to the best of her ability.

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DOLLIE'S INTRO !!

Haiii!! >_< so uhh I'm Dollie! I have a BUTT TON of pronouns but my main ones are she/they/it/that/lu/<3! If you want the full list, don't be scared to ask! Gender and sexuality are irrelevant to me but i am feminine!! I will refer to myself as a guy, a girl, nonbinary, whatever floats my boat! ☆ ～('▽^人) call me whatever you want, idc!

Ssssoooo I am a system and technically the cohost, so i may talk about system/alter related things here! I WILL NOT talk about things I feel are personal such as alter count, other alters names, what type of dissociative disorder I have, ect ect! You are not entilted to information, remember thaaaat!!! (⁀ᗢ⁀)

I have autism and I suspect BPD, but I'm not reeeeeaaaally certain on that yet. I alsooo have some stuff like chronic pain, so I may or may not vent about that here!!! Who knows?? Not even I know yet! ☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆

DO NOT INTERACT ..

- endogenic "systems" (you either aren't a system or you have trauma you don't know of!!!! This includes "mixed origin" or "trauma endo" or whatever tf you wanna label urself as)

- +30 / -14 (unless I interact first)

- anti age regression / pet regression

- people who fake claim based on ONE tiktok video / tumblr post

- ppl who just give me bad vibes!!!! I block freely!!!!!

PLEEEEEASE INTERACT ..

- other systems / neurodivergents (ALL types of neurodivergency)

- NSO, Madoka Magica, Steven Universe, DDLC, Heathers fans

- neopronoun / xenopronoun + xenogender users/hoarders

- otherkin, therian, nonhuman, alterhuman, ect ect

- former gacha / 2015-2018 creepypasta kids (or both!!!! Even better! :3)

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Hello! こんにちは！

We’re collectively known as Ame.

We’re a 16yo HC-DID, polyfragmented, and a RAMCOA programming survivor. Our headcount rests at 1 million at the moment. We are fragment and introject heavy, so not all of us are fully formed. We split very easily.

Any fakeclaiming towards us will just be laughed at. We don’t waste our time with you.

I’ll put it upfront, DNI if you’re :

Endogenic / supporter, “Radqueer” / transID, proship or believe fiction doesn’t affect reality, syscringer, anti xenogender/neoprns or fakeclaim systems for high alter counts, enjoying existence, etc. this may be added to as needed.

Our frequent fronters atm are :

🎈👼 - Eli (He/it/angel/god)

🎈👿 - Markus (He/they/it/fallen)

🌧️🎀 - Innocence (She/he/they/cute)

🎮🔭 - Al-an (He/it/they/science)

🎮🧬 - Sebastian (He/it/experiment/fish)

🌧️🖤 - Pebbles (He/it/rot)

Collectively identify as Ame from NSO, due to our programming.

Tags we’ll use :

#(code)’s tag - Headmate specific

#Ame’s Rambles - Our rambles

#Ame’s Trauma - Trauma related posts

#Ame’s userboxes - Userboxes

#TW RAMCOA / abuse / endos / hate - TW for specified things

#Ame’s sillies - Silly posts

Thank you for reading.