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Funky crow from this morning
#Times when the perpetual grey makes photos look cool#photography#<- its been a while old friend#soup takes pictures#<- new one#soup speaks the bullshit#birb
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we let the ocean drown out our voices/enjoying the bitterness/in the chaotic light, I close my eyes and see
#dredge game#spoilers. technically lol#my friend mim (at mimzalot on twitch etc) streamed dredge at it went the FUnniest way it couldve#two streams in we made a joke abt the collector and the fisherman being in toxic old man yaoi#divorcee-on-widower situationship together. and the joke kept up Literally Until The Very End#iykyk#could not have stumbled into a better way to keep the surprise#and The Best Thing Is. I do still think the yaoi is meaningful to the text#like mim brought up how resurrection is inherently a selfish act. I sat on that for a While#but also I do just enjoy body double. abdication of responsibility through othering a specific part of yourself#pairing that with specifically Being A Villain as like. a deliberate act#u see my vision. u ever played dredge#anyways uhhh caption is from no party for cao dong's devotion#yes its bc red candle game's devotion is like a quarter of my personality but also I do listen to no party for cao dong recreationally#also been really feelin this kind of ink recently. U Will See. Soon Ish#seems I have like... phases of trying to figure out specific textures in ink#a long time ago I was Really into drawing metal with just ink. and a few years ago it was fire. and now: water#one day I'll get all five. and then I will be able to see the future#okay I either finish up a thing or go to bed now... depends. we shall see. take care and be kind to urself yeah? lets draw smthing tmr
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i have been a ball of depression lately as well as my physical health worsening pretty severly this past week due to stress and so my friends have been. trying so hard to get me to get out and do things and its very sweet but i feel bad because the whole time i’m just a total mess
#they say they dont mind but i need to really. stop#im stuck.#and i know it’s hard on my friends to see me like this since i’ve been doing a lot better and now am back to my old habits#but i felt bad because they took me out shopping and to dinner tonight and i just had a headache and was limping and couldnt stop talking#about the recent death in my family and all the stress from classes and socially and how lost i feel#and i just wanted so bad to just. enjoy myself but i couldnt#but my friends know about how severe my depression is and are all very used to it#its in fact more normal than not. but i was really. feeling at my best for several months so the crash back down to not eating and sleeping#and being unable to fully tidy my room and all that stuff has been. difficult for me as well as those around me#it’s been normal for me for so long to live terribly that taking care of myself for a while and then losing the drive to has been. hard#im trying to get better but i slide back down#i need to work on my constant self loathing but i keep walking around just. conviced im such a burden and being sad makes it even worse#i just. am always overcompensating for my lack of#ability to love myself with just. constantly showering everyone around me with love and its. hard for me when i dont have the energy to do#even that anymore. its hard to let people take care of me when i just want to take care of them all the time
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wait I just got to Hateno Village................. am i losing my mind or did they literally make Link and Zelda like, casually common-law married?? She moved into his house, her diary states he's been "by her side" through it all?? The table has two seats and two place settings but there's only one bed??????? She has his hair band stowed away???????
#zelink#totk spoilers#im losing it i cannot BELIEVE they just DID THAT#no spoilers plz im only a few hours in and i also suck at the game so i haven't gotten v far in the story#also hello old shipping friend....... its been a while
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currently thinking abt the time i posted smth along the lines of "we should do 9/11 again. just keep doing it until nyc is gone" like i cant remember the exact wording but ykwim and this guy i used to be friends with who was i guess trying to find anything wrong with me he could at the time dmed me with a screenshot of the post and was like "are you for real..." like yeah man. yeah i'm going to crash a plane into every building in new york
#IT WAS SO FUNNY LMFAOOOO#this happened a long time ago and i never wanted to say anything bc him and another old friend were like stalking my tumblr for a while#after they dropped me LOL and i didnt want to say anything but. i dont think they are anymore bc 1. got banned twice 2. that would be really#pathetic its been over a year#and also i really dont care abt what they think of me anymore. they were doing some downright evil shit to a friend of a friend recently#also theyre both like skinny 5'3 twinks and im 5'10 fat and a trained boxer. they can come at me if they want 😁#anyways that was just so funny i think abt it every once in a while. like lmfao#rambles
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Ok, so I was taking a walk with my family down by the local harbour, to get fresh air and all after the holiday frenzy. Great Northern Divers (common loons for you Americans out there) were on my mind as we were passing by an ideal spot to look out over the sea and there has been reports of them nearby in the county recently.
We are coming back from the pier, and on the grass, I see a little bird foraging. “Oh it’s just a robin,” I think, as it had a very robin-like silhouette and movements. I look through the bins and I’m immediately ecstatic, because it was not a robin, but a Black Redstart! Uncommon in Ireland, but not an unheard rarity. There were many walkers there too, completely unaware of the little guy, walking as normal. To think that there was a unique little guy right there under their noses and they just don’t know… My family were almost indifferent, kinda bamboozled cuz i just gasped like I had seen a celebrity out of nowhere lol. They showed some curiosity at home tho. :)
The way she jumped up to catch some bugs and showed the rusty orange rump and tail, and the dark streak down the middle, all on a slate grey little bird. What a pleasant holiday surprise, and a 3rd lifer of the week! Might post the pics later today.
Additionally, there were also some black guillemots out on the sea, where some of them had the snow white winter plumage. Also a very lovely thing to see after the 25th, especially since it’s been maybe a year since my last Black Guillemots. A late Christmas present indeed. :)
#birdo rambles#and this was just on a short little walk to get some fresh air!!!#the redstart was a complete surprise#was not expecting her at all#but there has been a report or two of one further down a month or two ago#the guillemots were like seeing an old friend again#its been a while#AND its my first time seeing their pretty white winter plumage#ive only seen them at their peak#with their sleek black; white wing patch and red mouth and legs on display
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MY BEAUTIFUL RIPTIDE OCS... their names are catalina and milo avery <3 catalina's a water genasi, and milo's a tiefling :] !!
#my post#my art#YAAAY#points at milo. estrogen could save her#anyways these are my sillies that i cant stop thinking about#theyre siblings (milos adopted nobody tell him /j) and they grew up in a small fishing town#until they decided to run away and become pirates together as teenagers!!#they did that for a while until catalina left to find a new crew by herself. nothing against milo she just wanted to do some hashtag self#discovery. that was all fine and cool they kept in touch and stuff#until one day cat reads a newspaper and finds out that??? apparently milo mutinied and is now the captain of that old crew?? AND HES JUST#COMMITTING ACTS OF TERRORISM????#ok see cats in this whole pirate thing to travel the world and adventure and make friends. milo wants to do something worth remembering and#that something does not necessarily have to be something good#the only long-lasting member of milos crew is a Guy who i havent named yet. theyve got a weird toxic yaoi thing going on dw about it#also milo is like. val velocity. he got pissed off hearing about how those incompetent fucking riptide pirates have been rising into infamy#and all have ever-growing bounties meanwhile his crew has done Nothing Interesting. so he started atrocities<3#its fine. its all cool. however it may take slightly more than just estrogen to save her
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I don't even really go here anymore but my friend does and she said 'keith as the Red Queen' from Alice in Wonderland and i wasn't able to put the pen down until i drew this dumbass.
i spent far too much time on that stupid throne just for that stupid cape to cover half of it.
#voltron#vld#vld keith#my doodles#its been a while since i used those tags#according to my archive it's been... 4 years since i posted any voltron art#anyways this is your reminder that yes i am still a variety art blog#sometimes that means i draw a variety of turtles#but not today#I'm not going to post much more for this fandom fyi#(i might draw more for it but i doubt i'll post it)#(me and an irl friend are playing with an old shared au of ours once again)#(and i don't post the stuff i make for that here much at all)#plus As i said i don't really go here anymore#but i had a lot of fun drawing this and am quite happy with how it turned out#good night!
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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Wowie!! Look at that!! Mack made the Elite Trine in Pony Town!!
They have cutiemark things too!! Starscream has a star, Skywarp has a cloud, and Thundercracker has a lightning bolt!!
I also made them little holiday costumes and a second Screamer where he has a crown!
I'm really really proud of them!! I've been hanging out around the gravity falls section as Skywarp because my friends like to go as Bill and Ford!!!
Also the campsite as Starscream when all the bubbles get to be a bit too much.
If you find me, say hi!! I'd love to be friends!!!
#mackerel posts#mackerel rambles#transformers#starscream#skywarp#thundercracker#pony town#maccadams#i dont actually know if this warrats the maccadams tag..#ive been on a pony making kick lately!!#ive mainly been going back and touching up my old skins as much as i can without redoing them#i need to redo a few (like shadow) but he took soooooo looooong so i rlly dont wanna#oh! i only really hangout in the 18+ server#the safe one is a little too much for me personally#but yeah#if you see me say hi!!#there was a really cool skyfire i met recently! and im friends with a whirl and a ratchet came up to be a while ago!!#its been fun!!#i know that theres a transformers area and everything but its a little intimidating#theyre all so cool!! there was a really pretty tc i met a while ago when i passed by and ive been too nervous to go back..#im sure theyre all super nice#its just a me thing. besides im new to transformers and what if they ask me something that i dont know!!#id never be able to play again!!#sorry for the rambles
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be real honest. which member of your favorite group whose personality is actually similar to you? are they your bias or not?
#ann.txt#ive been curious about this#esp to atinys but i think people from other fandoms might see and want to share too#in my case my personality is the closest to mingi hongjoong and scoups (with less $$$)#mingi mainly cus of his thinking framework and bluntness constantly talking abt world economy whatsoever 😂#his “cost-benefit” mindset is strong and its shown? but it doesnt make him cold or careless abt his friends#and you know what else is strong in him? his simpness for yunho. boi doesnt have anything bad abt him he has his name in his head 25/8#i think if i have my own “yunho” person i'll have nothing in my head but them too#i think if hes just a clerical worker or avg uni student hed do a good job in business or any job/study thats data driven?#hongjoong and coups. assertive yet open to feedbacks. they treat it as opportunity to improve and reach out wider audiences#while attentive to their members their works the top priority. if they can work then why sleep#be the $$$ daddies 🤑#just in real life yet tricky in games 🤪 but sometimes im also a fool like mingi 🤪🤪🤪#and nope theyre not my bias but its amazing to know you gentlemen 🤝#PLUS THEYRE ALL BIG BABIES MAXIMUM OF 5 YEARS OLD#I AM 5
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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed
#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself#and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change#it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly#so there was somewhat of a gradual progression#but still#also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time#i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i#had been socially involved#anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change#and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find#the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever#and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha#(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically#it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni#ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that#but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped#and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr#i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years#and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it#and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing#kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao#i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school#and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build#--ing towards#which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now
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What if Charlie met Alastor when he was alive?
Little does she know the little human boy she met became a serial killer lol
@correlance :))
#i really like playing with the idea of charlie being 200+ yrs old#her being soooo old means that if she were to have met alastor when he was alive he could have been a child all while she's already grown#i hope the series points out she's old lol#i think its funny#maybe they could've been friends <3#charlie sneaking out of the house to go to the human world be like#charlie morningstar#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor
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made Luffy and Law in tomodachi life like a week ago and im testing their compatibility with the girls (cant be gay in this game 😔) and while luffy best love compatibility is with a gnc lass named Jade Azhure aka Captain aka the fucking sea as person. he has little to no love compatibility with the rest of the girls which is so funny! He also has a 100% friendship compatibility with a guy called hamster (full name Pikimin Popuko).
Law on the other hands as a +90% love compatibility with four ppl including my fucking wife. (my wife and i love compatibility is 40%…..) why is he so popular??? is he going to steal my wife??
Law and Luffy friendship compatibility is fine, they haven’t met each other yet tho, living next to each other.
also bonus:
#undescribed#idk how divorce works in the game but I feel like after having 8 children with me my wife can’t go leave me for law. even though she would#have my full support. also anyone wants to know my family drama in tomodachi? my daughter is married to mod and her bestie is teru.#mob is head over heels for her but my girl has been considering divorce for year. I won’t let her tho cause its mob himself like cmon.#im waiting on grandchildren but i don’t feel like that will happen fjdjdj#mob and tsubomi dated a while back but they broke up and now he’s family. mogami and reigen are best friends.#sans is dating my oc gen which is just amazing as a concept. marshall lee is dating an old lady called granny justice. full name:#June Victoria. annnnd yeah. voilà.#i love this game
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sparkle on, tiberius ✨
#my art#low stakes 🦇#my old friend crimson-catalyst helped with the shoes!! basically drew the shoe sketch while i slept. please check out his art he's great#anyway not many vampires sparkle in my lore. like at all. it's a super rare trait even among the daywalkers. tiberius is a weird exception#most vampires just kinda burn. or crack. and otherwise can't deal with the sun very well#and most daywalker vampires - upon sun exposure - get these dark ashy marks on their skin instead#so most vampires don't even know sparkling like this is a thing that is possible#he sure is sparkling like a MARBLE STATUE ✨ (do they actually sparkle?? idk man it's probably just a figure of speech at this point)#happy birthday silly boy#anyway his birthday is feb 2nd and he'd be uhhh. 2144 years old today#a grecoroman idiot twink. i don't think he remembers his original name - his cause of undeath was drowning in the river of tiber though#being drunk on wine while accidentally becoming a vampire is never a good idea (major memory loss may happen)#so he's just been going by tiberius. for a while. like that's just his name now#for the record he is very gay. he doesn't call it that but he totally is#also i don't care for twilight sorry it's too romantic and mormon for my taste. but its vampire lore is funny and i'll borrow from anything#like the sparkles. maybe one vampire does sparkle. as a treat#hope you enjoyed my tag ramble. time to actually post
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feel free to let this rot..,.,\ a himeru drawinf for the soul somtkme..? uwah
IQ 500000000000
#enstars#himeru#mine#looking at all the old requests in my inbox with a knowing smile on my face...its been a while my old friend
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