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I want to say I hate being aro, but that wouldn't be true. I hate what comes with it. I hate the baggage society tied to my back and told me to bear. I hate loving and loving and loving and it never being enough because it's never romantic. It's never the "right" kind of love. It's never the "better" "stronger" type of love. It's not the love that ties two people together until death do they part. It's not the love that says you're mine. It's not the love that makes a family. It's the love that fills in temporarily, the love that's secondary, the love that gets overlooked and undervalued because it doesn't have strings attached.
Romantic relationships say they're forever, until they aren't, that they're exclusive, that they have expectations and guidelines and rules, so many rules. And yet they're valued second to none. They're the goal, the future. Beyond encouraged they're expected. You're expected to find one person, and only one, to confess love to. One person for the rest of your life. And that's it. Sure friends are nice and all, but they're never the end destination, just a little detour.
Except for me, they were never a detour. I just didn't always know that. But now, I say I love you, I'm here for you, forever and always. I say you're mine. I say I hold you so close to my heart. I say I will protect this relationship with my life. Until I have nothing left to protect. Until it fades to neglect. Until they lose interest and you're left holding a frayed rope that you thought was unbreakable.
#rue writes#my writing#rue rants#<- everyone welcome the new tag#writeblr#aromantic#aro rant#I was talking to one of my friends about how they feel like they'll never be loved#and it was just like...#I love you so much but that will never be enough for you#another friend has a partner and she's never said it but I see how she values him over me#and always will#and it's just. it's so disheartening knowing that I'll always play second fiddle#anyways#this was cathartic 10/10 would recommend angry prose it's great
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putting this here too because i'm right and i should say it
#vtm#yes i'm main tagging i had to think about this so i'm forcing everyone else to as well#this is my welcome post for all the new followers who liked my hat lmao
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my first fanart of käärijä! [reference]
#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#i want to use the tags to thank everyone who supported me under my post a few days ago 🥹#until last week i was mostly a lurker on the k tag since esc23... mainly because joining a new fandom felt overwhelming to me but -#you guys gave me such a warm welcome and made me feel so 'at home'. that's something i haven't felt in an online space in YEARS#back to the artwork: it started out as a leather study a few months ago but i hated the way it looked so i abandoned it. now that i have -#finished it i have to say that i actually think it's pretty decent!!!#that being said... i hate that the color and contrast look SO VASTLY DIFFERENT on my tablet vs my laptop vs my phone i hate hate hate it#also full disclosure: i did not draw the bg#fanart#my art
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Here's Howdy! Now Barnaby won't be alone. (I will NEVER separate the two)
#who said it can't be done#there will be more characters i will have to make but#these two are my FAVORITE!!#Howdy and Barnaby are so funny and very enjoyable characters#They were able to have me interested in smoking for a quick second until I realized#No no no#Don't. Smoke!#It's big no no#making howdy was a pain to do but I still managed.#nobody's perfect#everyone has their own flaws#I am still a bit new to making clay charms#but I'm still learning as time goes on#it's all part of life afterall#anyways#rambles#artists on tumblr#welcome home#cute#barnaby b beagle#welcome home barnaby#howdy pillar#welcome home howdy#barnaby x howdy#laughingstock#Of course I'm putting the shipname in the tags. I have FREEWILL!!
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My dude that butterfly howdy is the most handsome man I've ever seen. You gave him all the things...long hair AND FLUFF...and BIG OL WINGS...I'm looking at him respectfully but DAMN 👀👀👀👀👀
its my Duty as an artist to make him as pretty as my skills allow
(bonus barnaby having a mild crisis)
#his wings are a pain in the ass to draw but its worth it. for him.#gotta draw a new set then distort it to the right perspective then redraw That#ourgh.... beauty takes pain indeed...#BUT IM GLAD EVERYONE IS ENJOYING HIM AS MUCH AS I AM#when i first scribbled him as a butterfly i didnt expect to get Attached#and now he's all ive scribbled for two days Gay#three days? two? who knows!!! not me!!!!#scribble salad#welcome home#yassified howdy <3#(thats the butterfly!howdy tag btw)#laughingstock#my love for this pairing is going too far i can no longer include barnaby & howdy in the same space Without making them In Love#they will probably never be in Canon but a fella can daydream. a lot.
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(CW for rapid color changes) TimeIasp of my isat anni piece!! Would've uploaded earlier but... forgor
#as usually gonna ramble in the tags for a bit but warning its gonna be more sappy than usual#because!! this piece!! is currently my most well receives piece on tumblr???#which i didnt??? expect???#so many people have said so many kind things in the rbs and#they all filled me with sm joy#i wish there was a way to thank them all similar to replying to comments#this is my first fanart for the fandom and its so well received....ueueueue#thank you for the supprt everyone!! and welcome to anyone new who joined my garden (followed my blog)#it mostly just exists....hope u have fun exisiting alongside me#yes im using this timelaspe post as an excuse to be sappy and grateful let me live#anyways tags:#rosiedraws#in stars and time#isat#isat siffrin#isat loop#mal du pays#isat spoilers#2hats spoilers#timelaspe#art timelasp
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I heard this song for the first time two days ago and it has not left my head since. It's so good.
Also, because hyper-fixation, it gave me ideas.
None that will become a full fic, but enjoy these Welcome to Dreamworld rambles from Discord, presented in bullet points.
It's so fun [[this is past me talking about the song]]
Also imagine an au where Carlos finds out he has a grandson shortly after Owen disappears and he's like, "Wait I have a grandbaby and he's all alone??? That won't do!" And he comes back to take care of Wiatt
And Wiatt is like ??????
I was going to joke that he is possessing Winnie but that doesn't make sense timeline wise
Unless Winnie was something Carlos built between his death and the founding of Dreamworld and each founder assumed one of the other founders built him
Just this shifty pegasus in pajamas and a nightcap making eggs for Wiatt, possibly with blood stains on the cuffs of his pants telling (Grand)dad jokes and being spooky/ominous at the same time.
TheItalianScribe (TheIcyMage) — Today at 11:23 AM He notices Wiatt had a crush on Lewis and is like, "Oooh! Someone has a crush! Want me to help you take his heart? Wait that's not the phrase. Capture his heart?"
"N…no, thank you."
Winnie going to PTA meetings in a bad human disguise Why does this idea make me chuckle?
#Icy Rambles#Welcome to Dreamworld#WTDW#WTDW Wiatt#WTDW Winnie#WTDW Carlos#Should I be tagging all this? I guess?#Also bringing back my favorite pun:#Carlos makes Wiatt a hat or shirt that says “I Put the I In Watt”#and it either is embroidered text like he hand stitched that shit#Or it is like those computer/internet generated t-shirts#You know those oddly specific ones that were advertised on Facebook?#This doesn't have to do with the au but I need to say that my favorite lines in the song are “I always refract”#and “I always fight plaque.”#And then the phantom of the opera vibes when he goes “What have I don? This child is hardly my son.”#love that#Carlos: Wait? I have a grandson? This is wonderful news! I must tell everyone!
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Hi gay!
#theres a hole in the umbrella in this so this is technically a h*le pic teehee#also how's everyone feel about the Nintendo direct#i love the new names now we just need news about Kingdom hearts and I'll be content#i know they have nothing to do with each other it's just my fantasy#anyways#selfie#me#gay#gay man#gay men#idk what else to tag this as so if you read this far add your own!! it's like a diy project :)#youre welcome :D
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🔍 PROMO 🔎
A black screen awaited any viewer who dared to tune in. Judgement here was long gone, it being passed onto the unrighteous. A sizzling, static noise struck the shadow-filled display, absent of any empathetic touch.
...!
"OW!"
A shriek of pain interrupted the solitude.
To follow the yelp, a long, quiet rustle was audible on the other end. Though whatever waited on the other end wasn't visible, the panicked, hurried sounds spoke for them all the same. Rustling and rummaging hissed through the blackened screen. The mental picture could easily be put into your mind.
...After a minute or two of agonizing and awkward waiting, the camera finally took focus, colors flooding the screen. What stood in plain view was a short gentleman with tanned, bronzed skin and short, black curly hair. They smiled sheepishly, smoothing back their hair and brushing off their suit. "...It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance." They nodded politely, putting a gloved hand on their heart. "We don't know each other yet, but... I hope we will come to. I'm Mila Law Young, a detective at the Royal Court Agency."
"For a back of a better word, I have gotten wind that thing's have been... risque, around these parts, wouldn't you say? An assortment of crime running in these dark, shaded backstreets, hiding under our noses... And I simply cannot live with the idea that innocent civilians are getting mixed in the middle of it."
"So... that's why I'm here!" Mila beamed, grinning from ear to ear. "To protect and serve! To get to the bottom of these terrible sins that are haunting our youth! Whatever you need, please don't hesitate to contact me. Please remember that I'm a resource, an ear to listen, and, hopefully, a friend."
The sleuth bowed, looking up with a wink. "...I'm at your service."
@ask-a-gremlin @ask-shslpianist @ask-miu-iruma @a-perfect-wish @scxrs-will-fade @roguesinger @ask-the-ultimate-cosplayer @photographic-misery @obsolete-journalist @demons-for-darling @candy-cocktail @ultimate-class-rep @depths-of-hope-and-despair @devoted-nychta and anyone else not tagged! feel free to jump in/ignore!
#mila young 🔎#ask blog#oc askblog#original character#mila is a long established oc#been around for what... five years? six years atp? an extremely long time basically#many people know them well and have a long history with them! used them in two kgs and countless one off rps#they may or may not be referenced! but mostly im looking to start a new beginning with mila#so i thought why not bring them over to tumblr? i followed so many askblogs back in the day might as well make my own!#big shout out to the new story discord group who really encouraged me to make this. love you all 💜#please feel free to interact -- even if you havent been tagged!#multifandom muses too are welcome. anyone and everyone is welcome!#even if mila has danganronpa styled sprites i wanna int with as much people as possible!#smell you all later 💞#mod sherb 🍨
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Redo WIP
Okie dokie, I had to redo the pose, but thankfully it wasn't too hard. i took references this morning (as well as some for prop some Grell Sutclif, and a few Bassy ones drawings)
I am on the coloring phase of the drawing so far, but I wanted to give an update. I will return to the profile thing eventually, as I did get exhausted from the Hello Puppet's constant schedule, and I got hyperfixated on Black Butler.
I think for sure my next drawing will be Sebagrell, as I made a rough sketch. Not sure when It would be posted, but I'll certainly will draw and sketch more black butler (there's a high chance I might do a colorless sketch of Prince Soma)
I think this will be my fully inked in months, as inking does drain me, but this time I enjoy it quite a bit. I will try to extend more what I draw, and maybe-ish expect some Simpson content as I am actually working on a fic and a small surprise (already plotted) but probably would release about next year due to being a special case but I'll explain it when times come
Anyway, here's the WIP of Riley walking down the hall. I'll try to get it out on Monday as soon as I can, so be prepared to check it out.
I am currently on a HP break from writing, but I'll eventually get back to the works and try to finish one of the main stories (prop. Once upon a Midnight dreary, but I have to rework on a chapter)
#hello puppets#riley ruckus#fannart#as everyone can see#i have a tendency to be accidentally chatty#its funny because sometimes I wanna be quiet#also hi new followers#ummm#i wasn't expecting my Dadbastian drawing to blow up but it did somehow/vpos#i am thankful and thank you for the welcome XD#my account accidentally became a main Hello puppets#but i am willing to spand more#so....i'll make more black butler art#def reblogs#but i won't do fanfiction#i am not against the idea#I just kinda wanna read fanfics from others#well its just dadbastian XD#and well sebagrell#hopefully i can fine one combining the later ones#k i'll enough tag rambling#WHY DID TUMBLR TAG THIS IN THE KURO-
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Speaking of Home..... meet my Home puppet-ization!
Haven, I'm thinking I'll name them! (Though I still call him home too....)
Home is my sweetie and i think he cannot be evil she is too cute (also I genuinely think we don't have the evidence to declare evil home as a certainty or even has a likely possibility.... but that's a different topic)
Also featuring some style experiments haha
#some of the doodles are old.. and by some i mean the 2nd full body which was my first doodle of this design#i still wanna include it though#I LOVE THIS GAYASS HOUSE! SO THEY GET THE FIG BLAST!#i could rant on forever... but i shant. for everyones sakes#home welcome home#welcome home home#welcome home#welcome home fanart#i think it counts as that? idk#haven / home puppet#tag for finding this later#sketch#figs art stuff#haven / puppet home#new tag but ill keep the old one on this post
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hi y’all! before we move into 2023, i just wanted to go through my tag list and check if yall still want to be tagged in fics (and any poetry, edits, or other creations) that I create going into 2023. i’m going to tag my tag list on this post, and if you could, please like, comment, or rb and let me know if you want to stay on the tag list, that would be super helpful. anyone who doesn’t interact with this post by the end of 2022 will be removed from the tag list. also, if you’re not on the tag list and would like to be, please comment or message me and let me know and i will happily add you to the list! thank you everyone for reading and interacting with my fics and content I’ve posted, i love you all endlessly! <3
#bex talks#I wanna make sure the people im tagging are still interested and want to interact with my content#always welcoming new people to join the tag list too :)#also there will be a new fic coming next week! so stay tuned!#thank you everyone for always being so lovely about my creations#even with the busy year I’ve had it mean everything to me that there’s still people out there who like my content so truly thank you <3
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LUFFY!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN CONVERTED!!!! LUFFY BELIEVER FULL TIME!!!!! LET US WORSHIP THE SUN!!!!
#luffy deflating like a balloon..... be serious 😭😭#MOMO NOT BEING ABLE TO HEAR LUFFY!!! oh kaido going for the others now..... law could hear his voice too???#NAMI BEING THE FIRST TO STEP UP!!! CHILLS!!! THIS TIME STEPPING UP TO WITNESS THE HORRORS!!! YEAH!!!#yamato really does carry the spirit of oden straight up.... motivating his son and everything...#i feel like i am going insane... I CAN HEAR THE DRUMS!!! nami telling luffy to not die and fulfill his promise WHO ELSE HAD A PROMISE????#is this why his fruit awakened.... because nami reminded him of the promise... omg..... THE DRUMS!!! CHILLS!!!! THE SMILE!!!!! IM SO HYPE!!#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1070#i am smiling so hard rn. contagious#also the cp0 that died for this ajdja.... suffering from success....#THE BOUNCING SOUNDS!!!! THE DRUMS!!!! THE SMILE!!! SANJI JUST VOLTING AWAKE??? see the clouds over his shoulders remain.... as i was saying#you know this has me realising maybe shanks isn't all that bad and stole the fruit from the gov so they couldnt get hold of it#hiyori saying how oden kept hia promise but also how he wanted to keep the promise of opening wano for joyboy#THE KANJURO THING!!! HIYORI WATCH OUT!!! oh its gonna burn orichi by accident YEAAHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAHH!!!!#the animation is so fun.. luffy just junping around and shit while hia destruction power is MASSIVE#this is so!!!! kaido complaining about being bored and having fun thru fighting AND HERE COMES LUFFY WITH HIS LOONEY TOONS GOOFY FIGHT!!!!#they knocked this shit out of the park!!! also END CREDITS????!#episode 1071#momo saying kaido got fat 😭 actually kaido got pregnant <3 yamato you're going to be a big brother congrats!!!#the eyes 😭😭 damn luffy flew away and exploded... 😞😞 skipping rope with kaido omg.... everyone should go outside and see this...#we are welcoming here in the luffy believers... barto is gonna enlist hundreds of new members#law is luffy believer number 1 damn the speech he is giving kid... omg kaido bonked him ajshaksjak that was so good he needed witnesses..#nami worried abojt luffy being dead and when he appears she is just like WTF IS THAT!!!!!! HUH???!!#wait a second ooohhhh kaido is goong down too fuck yes akdjaksj momo and yamato peeking over the island jahdksk#THE DRUMS BEING HIS HEART I CANNOT GET OVER IT!!! Kaido shoukd be puking up his insides by now but alas this is so fun BOIOIOIOIOING#FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKS LUFFY WHO HE IS AND HE DOESN'T SAY MONKEY D LUFFY FUTURE KING OF THE PIRATES. HE SAYS ITS HIM. STRAIGHT UP!!!!#NVM HE SAID IT!!!!! GOD IS THAT YOU????!!!!#episode 1072
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Doubling up on my cosplay efforts and making that fish scarf and shirt and also that angel's crop top armour
#looking at the armour top pieces like. what is this 😭 considering fabric glue for it bc I'll need it for the helmet too#i am. not super satisfied with how the helmet is looking rn but i know everyone hates making it so I'm trying to not let it get to me#i need to finish the skirt pieces bc they're holding 90% of my pins rn and it's making cutting the fish shirt pieces harder#honestly excited to work on seb's coat bc i wanna add a billion pockets to it and actually use them#considering making like. tiny little files to keep on me and give to ppl who chat with me bc that would be kind of cute#thinking back hard to the pouf cosplayer i met while also dressed as Pouf who had a few sheets of butterfly stickers#and gave me some that i stuck on my con badge#i still wanna do gabe's swords. augh. i have the cardboard and enough vinyl for the sheaths..#hello. welcome to another installment of shai making financially irresponsible decisions-#i do have some uhhhhhh debt i would like to get resolved bc I'm putting money towards the new car#and found out how hard my credit has been getting hit when i saw the shit tier apr on the estimated monthly payments 😭#gonna circle around comms again after the con so i can try to get a better grip on it bc i have been trying to cut it down#wanted to do it this holiday season and then. tree branch car crush extravaganza happened#did find out i can save a decent amount of money by not just getting an oven bake meal every night and actually cooking lmao#I'm losing the plot in the tags here but uh. the hilarity and mild hypocrisy is not lost on me#shai speaks
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staring at some old posts like 'i have regrets'.
#venting in the tags below#its nothing about anyone specifically just as a general fandom view#of one specific fandom that we wont tag#just left that little buffer right there so if you dont want to read you dont have to. there is a lighter note at the end.#but that fandom just... sucks overall. dont get me wrong! we loved it as a kid#but its just... the same issues different characters. a divide amongst everyone.#and nothing can really be done about it because its just.. there.#you cant stop it.#no matter what: what you do is wrong.#weve tried in that fandom for years. literal years.#and its always been an outcasting feeling.#at first: we were too mature. then: too old. now: just plan old fucked and wanting to stay away from certain characters#'so you hate them?' no. they hurt and bring up bad memories.#'so youre not supportive?' i am supportive. its completely fine for me to say its not my cup of tea. because its not my cup of tea.#its... a shame really. but im glad that the bodys mom is able to see us smile again from a new place. much more accepting and comfortable.#its nice. it really is. i feel welcomed and like i belong around here.#i dont feel shamed for being sourced from the fandom im in#it feels.... nice. it feels like home. like this is where we were meant to be.#thank you. im glad we came back to tumblr. im glad that were still here. im glad that -despite everything- were still fighting the world#we may even have a better job opportunity than ever before! finally getting some sort of sleep at night. finally feel.. just safe overall.#safe on tumblr that is#i know we wont truly ever be safe. but one step at a time. one step at a time.#the fire fighter
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i have the most toxic love-hate relationship with romance in media. i literally jekyll and hyde that shit. some days i love it so much and it's extremely entertaining and enjoyable ... and then some days i feel so utterly repulsed and uncomfortable. i'd call it a fun game of russian roulette if it weren't for the fact i can ever so slightly control how i feel by simply remembering to take my meds
#personal#there's something so deeply rancid about combining being aroace and having a severe anxiety disorder#welcome to my twisted mind dot png etc#and it's frustrating! because i do Not want to feel uncomfortable GAH#aroace tag#i need to find a new therapist man. my old one would not stop harping on about how my problems would be solved with a job#well. i have a job. and i regret to inform everyone my problems have not been solved
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