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vimbry · 1 year ago
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milesofstars · 3 months ago
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THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 200 FOLLOWERS!!!
i mostly made this account as a way to look at other peoples art on tumblr, and only really started posted a couple pieces of art for fun, but the positivity ive received so far is so encouraging for me and my art that this is most likely going to become an actual art blog (which i wasnt expecting!!)
thank you again for interacting with my posts and leaving kind messages, i appreciate it more than you can know =))
PS: i am considering making some sort of Ask The Characters blog (idk what theyre called) possibly for danganronpa... lmk if that sounds cool...
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ferociouslycreativemystery · 7 months ago
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Me: I'm fine about my autism now btw, like I've come to terms with my fixated interests, limited tolerances and social inabilities. The alienation it brings is not ideal but it's just a reality I've gotta deal with now that I know it's just a part of who I am. I mean, it's not like an awkward conversation is gonna ruin anyone's life, is it? We'll both move on from it eventually. This is fine!
Also me: physically unable to watch beyond the first word of the first question of The Assembly because oh my god what if someone says something awkward or controversial or someone can't make themselves understood people are gonna get mad and scream about it online and I will freeze up and be stuck in the backlash forever I don't know how to handle conflict AT ALL let's just hide in the corner behind the sofa instead wait what if I became a hermit actually yeah yeah yeah that sounds good let's do that
#unresolved trauma? never even heard of her haha 😅#maddie debrief#that 2-minute intro/taster did nothing to calm me down either btw#I'm never comfortable around the types of shows where 'difference' becomes the core conceit of the premise#oh. so you've created a format dependent on making a socially alienated group face the social rules that made them alien in the first place#and then deriving your conflict from the 'natural contradiction' between the two?#sounds like the exact kind of conflict-seeking environment where I can let my normal guard down enough to meaningfully challenge#my deeply rooted feeling that people generally find me cumbersome to be around and mostly just tolerate my presence out of necessity#lovely that#(like i say I haven't seen the show#so idk if it is actually like that or if it's just the promo material stirring shit up as per usual#but as of rn I do not feel welcome in this room)#why does the 'we're not so different after all' always have to come at the climax and never the midpoint of the story?#why can we never find more than personal gratification in that realisation?#why do we always focus on the difficulty of coming to the realisation rather than the conflict of putting the realisation into *practice*?#I know why#it is because the human imagination is far more limited than we like to believe#and we find it hard to even *imagine* a world that we haven't seen functioning for ourselves yet#let alone find a purpose in *acting* on the idea#(especially if we ourselves currently feel dependent on the status quo for our personal welfare#which is why shows made to depend on 'difference = conflict' make my blood run cold)#so if we have to see to believe - how many cases of real world functioning equity does the average person understand?#very few. so let's instead lazily invert the state of power in an existing dynamic that people are familiar with#thereby reaffirming its false dichotomy through perpetuating what is essentially the same old conflict#while claiming to subvert it when in fact all we have done is reverse the dominance while keeping everyone locked in their roles#can someone just put some thought into how we might create a format that aims to loosen up the underlying skewed power dyanmic#so that everyone has to work together to prevent the elevation of a single way of being over all others#because that just becomes suffocating to *everyone* in the end#and that can still *acknowledge difference* but not as a source of conflict - rather as a source of collective strength?#but the story of changing one perspective will always be easier to both tell and enjoy than the one about building something new
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mychemicalseal · 10 months ago
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being reminded by B to commit to the bit whilst she's not around as if a) I am anything but committed to the bit and b) as if the bit is not reaching a point where we're not even sure it's a bit
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5sospenguinqueen · 5 months ago
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Lullabies Pt 2 | Max Verstappen x Singer! Reader
Summary: Max left without letting you fully explain. Nearly a year later, he realises he made a mistake when he thinks you're moving on.
Warnings: Swearing. Angst but also fluff. Redemption arc.
Female reader with various faceclaims (pics found on pinterest). Takes place in 2021 with slightly altered timelines.
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YourUserName a huge thank you to everyone who came to my album release concert! 🥀 a huge apology to anyone who missed out but after such a phenomenal crowd this evening, i'm pleased to announce the GUTS tour coming 2022!!
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User1 a tour!!! release the dates/countries now please and thank you
User2 mother treating us
User3 okay but when she SANG The Grudge with the tears rolling down her cheeks, poured her whole soul into that
→ User4 omg yes, you could legit feel the pain in your own chest
→ User5 no no no because what about the gasp through her sobbing at The Stranger
User6 nobody can tell me that Obsessed wasn't written as a kelly piquet pov
→ User7 haha literally because y/n has never said a bad word about this woman but she is all up in her business 
→ User8 and all up in her likes too from what i saw
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User8 not my delusional ass hoping it’s max and that the lighting just made his hair darker
User9 love how she’s still featured on the wags page despite her and max not being a couple for 10 months now
→ User10 legit. they post her more than kelly
User11 i bet max is kicking himself for letting her go now that someone else has realised how much she’s worth 
FutureF1Wag i need to know where f1 wags got that pic from because it’s SOOO much clearer than the one i got
User12 okay but where can i get a man like that because that kiss looks hawt!
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Nov
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lilymhe have the best time, babe. brunch debrief tomorrow?
→ YourUserName 11?
→ lilymhe absolutely 
YourBestFriend oo look at you being treated right 
→ YourUserName i know. how sweet
they're sooo pretty as well
→ YourBestFriend you’ve had bigger though 
→ YourUserName don’t do this today 
→ YourBestFriend sorry. be safe. text me when you’re home 
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User1 max really said, just because i didn't want her doesn't mean anyone else can
→ User2 be serious, he clearly loves her. he just confused his priorities for a hot second
User3 the way these rumours have been floating since max and kelly went social media official though. like everyone has constantly said they're on the rocks since we found out about them
→ User4 literally. like i loved max and y/n but they've both moved on. people are just creating drama because they can't accept that max and y/n aren't together anymore
User5 no because y/n is literally max's forever after and nobody can convince me otherwise
User6 max and y/n are literally each other's one true love. kelly was just the poison apple that leads to their true love's kiss
User7 y/nstappen shippers rise!
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User8 she's watching his races again!
User9 she watched him win!!
User10 @ YourBestFriend is just like us for real. you can tell she's been praying for them to get back together
→ User11 she's feeding us crumbs and we're lapping them up
User12 not red bull down here fighting with us in the trenches
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maxverstappen1 FUCK YEAH! WORLD CHAMP! 🥇🇳🇱 a huge thank you to @ redbullracing for their support throughout the whole season. you made all of this possible.
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redbullracing what a season! here's to many more, champ
christianhorner so unbelievably proud of you! enjoy the celebrations
danielricciardo congrats, mate. couldn't be happier for you. looking forward to celebrating later 🍾
landonorris woohoo! my shirt is still wet from your tears
→ maxverstappen1 don't lie. you cried more than i did
→ landonorris true
mclaren well done, max! an amazing achievement
YourUserName congrats, world champ x
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→ User13 mama en papa
→ User14 not the best phrase to use when the reason they broke up is due to a miscommunication about having children 
User15 omg omg omg, not a drill, guys. the queen has commented. and max liked!! 
→ User16 user we may not get them back together but i’ll take the tiny trickles of friendship they give us
→ User17 same sis same 
→ User18 may our delulus come trululu
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YourUserName so i may have just won my first grammy? my ultimate gratitude to @ lovelessofficial for taking a chance on me when no one else would, the biggest love to those who supported me before i deserved it, and a final huge thank you to the inspiration behind the album 💕🦁
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User1 miss thing, looks like you got more than just your first grammy
→ YourUserName it's definitely a nice collection ;)
francisca.cgomes so proud of you, minha linda 🌼
→ YourUserName couldn't have done it without you pouring wine down my neck, kiks
lilymhe that's my girl!!
YourBestFriend wow, look at that dress. it would look better on my bedroom floor
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lewishamilton amazing achievement, y/n. well done
→ YourUserName thanks, lewis. you raced so well this season
danielricciardo did somebody say celebratory drinks later? 🥂
maxverstappen1 congrats, grammy winner x
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→ lovelessofficial thanks for joining us for the celebrations
→ User2 max was at her after party!!!!
→ User3 over a year after their breakup and we might be getting them back together??
User4 the trophies in their house must be overwhelming 
→ User5 love that we’re talking like they’re already back together
User6 'the inspiration behind the album' is so shady and sweet haha, poor max. i love that he'll be forever reminded of how badly he fumbled
→ User7 what makes you think she's on about max
→ User6 um, she wrote the album after their breakup and used the lion emoji, which she always used in posts about him. read the room, babes
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YourUserName happy new year's from me and my loved ones to you and yours (yes, he got drunk after this and ruined the rest of my photos)
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User8 omg omg omg omg!!!
User9 they're back together! they're back together! we win!
charles_leclerc beautiful couple. glad to see you both happy again
danielricciardo yuck. i haven't missed the pda
→ YourUserName you're just jealous you can't be our third
→ danielricciardo every day baby
maxverstappen1 i didn’t ruin them! they just become less pg
→ User10 woah, mr verstappen, we were not familiar with you
redbullracing our favourite trophy winning couple. can't wait to have y/n back in the paddock next month
maxverstappen1 looking forward to all that the future brings us, mijn mooie vrouw 🥰
→ YourUserName mijn lieve echtgenoot 💕
→ User11 um, the pet names!!!
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I know some people said on Danny’s that they wanted it to be longer but this are only planned as a duo series. Sorry, guys! 💕
Baby Fever Angst Series
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As always, so sorry if I missed anyone. Thanks for all your support x
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lordofdestructionm · 1 year ago
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Wick Sable
The odd duck in the guilded cage
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Despite this being a feral Mordecai and Viktor account I do occasionally like to dig into the others.
Wick is a character Lackadaisy fans love but don't talk about very much. He just the rich friendly geologist with a love of illicit beverages and a crush on Mitzi. Indeed he is all those things. But I want to dig a little into what may be hidden depth (geography joke haha)
Professional dissatisfaction
When we first meet Wick he is behind his desk looking very tired and beaten down. Forcing himself to keep working late into the night with excessive coffee. Attending to a large pile of paper work for tomorrow.
His expression shifts slightly when he sees the Lackadaisy pins fall out of the envelope and realises the letter is an invitation to him (and his fellow aristocrats) to the speakeasy.
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This hatred of paper work and the administrative side of his business is a recurring issue for Wick. Making the reason for his reliance on the capable and attentive Lacy very obvious. Exhaustian and too much alchohol are no doubt partly to blame, but it seems to be something that puts him in a very depressed state of mind.
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But when actually on the job, overseeing the hands on work of blasting a new quarry, his mood is much more positive. Indeed he has a very real and sincere love for geology and the nitty gritty work of his business. When he first went to the Lackadaisy he was spellbound by the lime caverns themselves as much by Mitzi's charm.
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Its his special interest and he will go on long unprompted monologues on the topic if given the chance. Meaning it is specifically the being trapped in his office dealing with the red tape that makes him so unhappy not the industry itself.
Its almost sad that he is the one in charge of the company rather than in a role that puts him closer to the action which seems to bring him real joy. Like someone who loves cooking being in charge of a restuarant or someone that loves drawing running an animation studio.
They love the product/industry but that doesn't mean they enjoy their specific place in it.
Unimpressed Peers
Despite Wicks enthusiasm it proves not be infectious with his fellow elite, who complain about being dragged out of town to watch something, that while very important to Wick, they clearly could not care less about (even not that quietly mocking him and his love for rocks and construction)
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When the evening doesn't go to plan due to the uninvited pig farmers Wick has an interesting exchange with Edmund Church, seemingly the most prominent of the St Louis upper crust in the group. Warning him about getting any more involved with an unsavoury crowd, especially Mitzi, outside of simply enjoying the occasional drink.
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Wick doesn't take kindly to the snarky criticism and borderline threat to his reputation and responds with a much more direct statement on his peers sour nature
Tracy has mentioned that Church has a role yet to play in the story and it seems safe to assume from this it may well involve Wick in a less than friendly way if he continues to associate with his "lessers" as Church and the others see things.
Despite needing to remain on civil terms to keep them invested in his business, Wick clearly has little love for them, a feeling that is mutual as they have little respect for him and see him as an oddball, only tolerating him because his talent in his field can help make them a tidy profit.
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But while he doesn't appreciate Church's sniping Wick IS concerned about his reputation, but not entirely for his own sake or that of his elitist associates, but for the many people who rely on him for employment, who could be hurt by extension of he gets pulled too deep into the less than repectable world of bootlegging
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Romantic life
Outside of the crush he has had on Mitzi since first meeting her at the Speakeasy, we have very little information about Wicks love life before this. Being a handsome and wealthy gentleman from a good family, you would think he would he fighting women off with a stick, maybe even be a bit of a playboy.
Instead you get the impression Wick is pretty far away from being a ladies man. Mentioning to Mitzi that he doesn't even really know how to talk to women unless its about rocks, bugs or limestone.
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He is clearly attracted to her and is tempted by her to risk his reputation and by extension his business to get closer to her, but so far his fear of the very real consequences are deterring him from taking that gamble.
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Though there is that personal aspect to it, it seems that in a more abstract sense Mitzi's appeal to Wick is not just in her beauty and seductive personality, but in the excitement and thrill of her Speakeasy and bootlegging operations.
In that sense Mitzi represents that touch of danger and excitement that during prohibition many otherwise law abiding citizens enjoyed indulging in illegal drinking establishments. Being* just* naughty enough to give them a fun thrill while being detached from the more brutal blood soaked aspects.
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Wick is a good natured person (the worst thing he has done is shoot a duck in his youth which he was forced to do) living a very "respectable" life, but that makes the superficial glamour of the world of underground drinking establishments and secret booze stashes even more appealing. Thats why despite his concerns and responsibilities he keeps going back ,not just to Mitzi, but to the Lackadaisy specifically. It has pretty geography, a pretty owner, and an open door to a more exciting avenue of life
Its for that same reason he doesn't seem to be overly uncomfortable with lovable bi disaster Zib flirting with him at the bar. He may have no intention of reciprocating, but it couldn't be a more different experience to the world he is used to
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Even if he doesn't yet want to take the full plunge it all excites him enough to keep him circling the edges.
Because despite having so much going for him there are things about his life that not only bore him but make him unhappy. Whether its piles of paperwork, dealing with much stuffier "conventional" fellow aristocrats and not wanting to be like them, or just a general lack of true passion in his life, he is clearly a man looking for something more satisfying
Whether or not he remains a "tourist" or decides to take that gamble, throw his reservations to the wind, and take a more active role in the gang, is yet to be seen...
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Assuming Rocky doesn't set fire to him first of course XD
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gguk-n · 3 months ago
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Chapter 5- Racing for Love
Unravelling Max's Mystery (Max Verstappen x Online Friend!Reader)
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Summary- Y/N spends her time in Netherland with Max while his girlfriend no where to be seen. They spend Christmas and New Year together. Y/N can't get over Max; maybe it's for the best. Max realised he loves her.
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{Reader's POV}
I headed back to the hotel after the race to get dressed and meet up with Max. Every one was going to be celebrating Max's win at the club. All the drivers were also joining, making it the perfect opportunity for us to meet. I was so excited. I wore a navy blue body con midi dress, it made me look and feel hot. I had told Max I'd meet him there, yet he insisted on picking me up. I was almost done getting ready when Max knocked on my door. I opened it to a much cleaner Max. I grabbed my purse and headed out with Max. "Is your girlfriend in the car?" I asked walking along with him. "No" he answered and then we walked in silence to the car. On the way there I asked again, "Is she meeting us there?" "No" he replied shortly. "Why?" I asked again. "She went back home" Max said in a tone that meant he didn't wanna talk about it anymore.
At the party, I had a lot of fun. I got to meet everyone who were very kind, welcoming and funny. They were all shocked that Max had a friend for so long that no one knew about, Charles and Lando included. We laughed, we drank, Max was pretty sober, not having touched a drink since we got there. "Why aren't you drinking?" I slurred having gulped down my previous shot of vodka, I'd lost the count of how much I had to drink since I got handed a glass as soon as one finished. "I drove here, we need to drive back to the hotel" he replied. "OHHHHH, LET'S DANCE" I shouted over the loud music. "You should go, I'm good here." Max replied while preventing Lando from toppling over. I sauntered my way to the dance floor, a guy had made my acquaintance as soon as I started dancing and we were having a lot of fun until, Max came dragging me back to where we were sat. "Max, I'm having fun. Lemme go" I whined trying to pull my hand away from his but drunk me wasn't very strong. "Drink some water and then we're leaving." he stated. "What? But we just got here. Look at all those bottle" I pointed at the bottles behind the bartender, "I need to sample those" I cried. "You can sample the alcohol later. We don't want you to get alcohol poisoning." he said shaking his head. "I have a good tolerance. SEE" I said while finally breaking free from him to try to walk in a straight line only to fail miserably and almost fall. I was only saved by Max's crazy fast reflexes, who caught me at the right moment and carried me over his shoulder back to his car, all the while I was screaming. "PUT ME DOWN....MAXIE.....YOU'RE MAKING ME DIZZY....PLEASE....I THINK I'M GONNA puke" I puked as soon as he put me down next to his car; thankfully having the brain to stop myself from puking all over his expensive car. I brushed the back of my right hand against my lips after puking, "Thank god I didn't puke on your car. haha. I don't think I can afford to clean it" I laughed. He handed me a bottle of water and got me in the car after that. The hang over wasn't as bad as I had expected it to be; maybe because Max got me medicines to help.
I spent the next few days in Zandvoort going to some of the very few places Max was allowed to go and have fun as a kid. We even went go karting. It was a shitty feeling racing against a World Champion since that idiot can't just enjoy the race. He had to make everything a competition. How did he expect me to win when this was the first time I was karting while he did this as a living for many years. We had bet on the fact that the loser had to do whatever the winner wanted; in all my confidence I had said yes, I had forgotten that my opponent was Max Verstappen. Yet, when he won after one pout, Max forgot he's the winner and let me get what I wanted since it was technically cheating since this wasn't his first time and it was mine. So, that's how we ended up watching Barbie at the end of the day. As I wiped away tears, I saw that Max was also wiping away tears. I'm never gonna let him hear the end of this.
The next few days were a blur, I tried to make the best of the situation since I wasn't sure when I would get to meet Max again. I packed up my stuff, a question still lingered on my mind; where the fuck was his girlfriend?. So, I decided to have this conversation in the car where he wouldn't be able to escape me like he did the last few days. Max carried my stuff to his car and loaded it in the car. I sat down on the passenger seat waiting for Max to come. We drove off towards the airport when I said, "Maxie, I haven't seen your girlfriend since the race. I was really looking forward to getting to know her" "Oh, umm" he sighed, "Actually, we broke up" he said while looking straight ahead. "What? Why? Is it because you hugged me first at the race. Fuck, should I apologise?" I rambled. "Schat, nonsense. We hadn't been getting along for a while. I'd been thinking about breaking up with her for a while, it just happened when you were there. It's not your fault" he clarified. My shoulders sank while I waited to get to the airport. I bid Max a good bye and he promised to come visit or have me visit during the off season. I promised to meet him soon. With a heavy heart, Max disappeared in the crowd as I walked into the airport.
We went back to our previous routine of talking on video calls. I ended being spoiled a lot more now that he knew where I lived because I would come home to a new package I didn't remember ordering at my front door when I returned from work. If I asked him why, and he'd just shrug it off and say that it was something that reminded him of me when he was in that country for the race. After a few packages, it was overwhelming me. I felt like I was using my rich friend for financial gain. We were on call after I had opened up a package I got from Brazil. Y/N- Max, you can't keep sending me so much stuff. There was a box full of trinkets and snacks from Brazil. Max- It was nothing, did you like it? Y/N- No Max- oh ok, what do you want? I can get that for you? Y/N- Maaaaxxxxx, that's not what I meant. You have to stop sending me stuff now. It's getting over whelming. Max- But...I just wanted to bring a little something back from every race. Y/N- Yes, do that for yourself. Not me Max- I've always wanted to take you along to races and bring you stuff back from races since I've known you. Now that I can, let me make up for all the lost time. Y/N- I get the sentiment Max, I do, but no. It's making me feel crappy since I'm not able to get you anything. I enjoy our friendship, I do not want to feel like I'm using you. Max- You're not using me. I'm using myself, honestly. Y/N- I don't want to come home to anymore packages any more. If you really want to get me something, think about it for a couple time. One or two items that you would like to get for me, is perfectly fine. Max- Ok...I really wanted to get you things though. Y/N- You can tell me about your weekend. I'll listen but this is overbearing to me. Finally he got what I meant.
We ended up making a plan for the off season. Max had won the season with the amount of points he had scored. It was a given that he was gonna be the World Drivers Champion for 2023. So, I wanted to celebrate it with him. He offered to fly me out to Abu Dhabi for the race which would not be possible since I had work. That's why we planned to spend the Christmas break together. I did suggest leaving a few days before Christmas so he can spend it with his family but he was vehemently against it. I had started Christmas shopping in November, could've done it earlier. I got Max an ugly Christmas sweater with the grinch and a matching one for myself. It would be like a friendship bracelet. We would be spending the holiday in Monaco because of the privacy and I wanted to get away from here for a few days at least. I kind of wanted to clear my feeling for Max during this trip too. Being on the receiving end of Max's affection with gifts or the phone calls wasn't easy when you were in love with him. He made it so difficult to try and get over him when he would sweet talk his way back into my heart whenever I thought I didn't like him in that way.
I had sent my collection to the author I was editing for currently since she wanted to read it ever since I mentioned that I wrote. I sent her the email a couple days after going over the collection one last time. It was exciting and nerve wrecking. Maybe getting the opinion of a fellow author would help me make it better and improve it, if need be.
The last race of the season was upon us. Max was crowned the World Driver's Champion for the third time. I texted him as soon as the race ended and congratulated him. I couldn't believe that I got to witness a Max win. The day couldn't get any better when I got a call from the author I was editing for who said that she loved the collection of poems I sent her and she wanted to help me get it published under the publication she worked for. She had been working for that publication for so long and was the biggest earner that they couldn't deny her request. In her defence, she said that the poems were so good that any one stupid would only reject it. I was asked to edit it and the author was an angel to help me out. Her reasoning was that this was a mutually beneficial relationship since she hadn't enjoyed working with someone as much as she enjoyed working with me.
Winter break couldn't come any sooner. I had packed my bags; no work, done with my editing side gig. I couldn't wait to hang out with Max. The flight there felt so long, maybe it was the excitement of wanting to see him. Max was waiting for me at the airport when I got there. A big smile on his face as I walked towards him. I wrapped my arms around his neck as I hugged him. He twirled me around a little before putting me down. We walked back to the car with my bag in Max's hand. The ride there was filled with a lot of talking on Max's part. Hearing him go on about what he loved was the warmest feeling. "The cats are so excited to see you" he said. "So, you aren't?" I joked. "What no" he was flustered. "I'm excited to." he mumbled a tint of red visible on his cheeks. My heart leapt in my chest as I watched him blush. What if I wasn't delusional? What if he liked me? I thought.
At his home, the cats were a little cautious of the stranger that had entered their space but recognised me quickly by my voice and a few hours later I was sat with both of them sat on either side of me; petting the two with both of my hands. Max snapped a picture of us sat on the couch. "Can't believe this is the life you live" I said petting his cats, a soft purring exuding from both. "Having cats is the best thing ever" I almost screamed from excitement. Max laughed. "I might kidnap them" I suggested. Max shook his head, "You will do no such thing"
The next few days leading up to Christmas were a a blur, we spent time around the city, walking around and site seeing. Max was a great tour guide since he stored the most random information in his head. He gave me a quick history lesson on a lot of the places we went to. We walked along the track in Monaco since I wanted to. We went hiking; I was very out of shape is the conclusion I've come too. We spent the day leading up to Christmas cooking at home and decorating the place. This was the first time since I moved out from my parents place did I end up celebrating Christmas.
We ended up sleeping on the couch as we watched Christmas movies after tiring our self out with the decoration. I woke up in Max's arms, a warm fuzzy feeling erupted in my stomach as I watched soft snores emit from Max's lips. I carefully pried myself out of Max's grasp. When I returned, I found a disheveled Max sat on the couch. "where did you go?" he asked while rubbing his eyes. "I had to pee" I said, now sitting down on the couch beside him. "Should we open presents?" I asked. "Lemme freshen up" Max mumbled while getting up. He came back, much more awake and with 2 cups of coffee for us. We drank in silence until Max brought his present for me from under the tree and handed it to me. There were a few actually; a book on Formula One with Max's face on it, a pendent with a sapphire stone and a stupid coffee cup saying 'best friends forever'. I smiled as I held the cup against my lips acting like I was sipping coffee. "Thank you Maxie" I said. He just smile. "Now, it's your turn." I said. He grabbed the other presents; which included an ugly sweater, a Sid from Ice Age plushy and a perfume from Max's favourite brand. "These are a lot of things" he said. "Yeah, I wanted to spoil you" I smiled. "I feel spoilt" he smiled back. "I got us matching ugly sweater" I said while going to grab mine. We ended up putting our sweaters on. "I didn't tell you but I got signed by a publication" I said while Max inspected his sweater. He looked up with shock and happiness in his eyes. He quickly hugged me, "I'm so proud of you. I knew you could do it" he said while hugging me. I hugged back, "Thank you for believing in me" I said with tears in my eyes.
Christmas was a weird day, we had Turkish kabab because Max wanted to. I wasn't one to say no to delicious food. The days between Christmas and New Year were a bit of a blur honestly. On new year's eve, we went out with a couple of his friends. I had decided not to drink my weight in alcohol. As we all counted down the time to new year, the excitement palpable. When the clock struck 12, I was pulled towards the guy next to me who had made acquaintance much to Max's dismay. He pressed his lips against my lips, easing me into a kiss. When I pulled away to look at Max, who's eyes flashed hurt. I hugged Max wishing him a happy new year. We left a little while later. Max was uncharacteristically quite as we drove home.
We never spoke about the silent treatment Max gave me on the way back from the club. I left Monaco a few days after. Our friendship returning to it's long distance status. With Max having to train for the next season and me having to prepare for school and my book.
The next few months were a blur with both of us quite busy. Max kept is his streak of winning the races and watching him win was a proud feeling. He would call me at the end of the day to discuss what happened and I enjoyed listening to him even though I didn't know shit about cars.
I spent the entirety of my spring break and summer break with Max, travelling to his races; which he insisted I joined. The feelings I had for him only grew. I tried to keep myself in check but all the small things he would do made it impossible. He was caring and sweet and kind, and most of all my first love that I had a hard time moving on from.
His summer break was spent lounging around my house. He accompanied me to the launch of my book; going as far as to promote it on his socials. People had started to speculate that there was something going on in between us. Max didn't really answer those questions or even try to kill the rumours. He got me a big bouquet of my favourite flowers when he came to the book launch. We went out for dinner to celebrate; ending up on all the tabloids the next day. I apologised to Max about the mess but he was unbothered, a little smile played on his face after he read the articles but nothing more.
After the summer break, Max was flying out to Netherland, for his home race. I couldn't join him due to there being a few tests I needed to grade but promised to be there for the race. I flew in the morning of the race, Max showing up at the airport to pick me up. He wouldn't let me be on my own, if he was there. We caught up on the stuff that happened in the 2 days we didn't speak. It felt like routine talking to Max. If we didn't, it felt like my day had gone my horribly and everything that could go wrong would go wrong. There was comfort in Max's voice and his arms whenever he hugged me.
I accompanied Max to the paddock, the cheers loud. Last year, was the first time I was here, this year it felt so familiar even though it was only my second time. Max wasn't starting pole but he could still finish first since he was in the front row. The race started off with Max over taking Lando at turn 1. The chance of Max wining his home race for the fourth time seemed more likely. But as the race went on, Max lost his P1 to Lando who kept the distance between him and Max a constant. Making Max finish P2, the way he started. He got out of the car to find me and his team waiting for him. I mouthed a congratulations as he walked towards me. He had tears in his eyes, "I wanted to ask you out as a race winner." he said wiping his tears. My heart skipped a beat; "You can still ask me out" I suggested. "But I'm scared of what you'll say" he muttered. "My answer would be the same, whether you were P1 or P2" I said. "And what's that?" he asked expectantly. "I would love to go out with you, Maxie" I said with a smile and tears in my eyes. Max almost jumped when he heard me, "Go on and finish up. We have a lot to talk about" I said pushing him towards the media pen.
I was waiting in his driver's room just like last year. But this time it was different, there were butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't stop smiling. I found myself pacing around the room, imagining what we would say. I was pulled out of my thought by Max now standing at the door. "Hi" he greeted shyly. "Hey" I replied, sitting on the sofa followed by Max. We sat facing each other, he took my hands in his, "Lifde, I can't believe this" he began. "me neither" I chimed in. "I've liked you for so long, I don't remember a time I didn't like you since I've known you" I continued. Max couldn't help but smile. "I didn't think you felt the same" I said. "I didn't think you felt the same either." He added. "Y/N I really wanted to win this race and ask you out as a race winner." He sulked. "You're already a race winner and a three time champion at that. I couldn't ask for more. Plus I couldn't care less; to me you'll always be a winner" I said. He took my face in his hands, "Can I kiss you?" he asked softly. I nodded. His lips inched closer to mine before they touched, our eyes fluttered close, his lips dry and chapped against my soft shiny glossed lips. Our lips moved in synchrony, tilting our head as we deepened the kiss. His hand trailing down from my cheek to my waist to pull me closer, I was now sat on his lap. I pulled away breathless, our foreheads touching, breaths intermingling, eyes locked; "I love you Y/N" he stated. "I have for a while. I didn't know how to say it. I'm glad not winning pushed me over the edge" "I love you too, Maxie. Can't wait to celebrate your fourth championship" I said. "You think?" he asked. "I know" I said, cupping his cheeks to kiss him again. His hands on my waist pulled me closer, as if it was even possible. "Will you be my girlfriend?" he asked in between kisses. "Yes" I breathed out as we continued to kiss.
When god sends blessings, it becomes hard to count. I got the man of my dreams and the stepping stone to my career goals.
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sansaorgana · 7 months ago
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I don't quite understand if the requests are open, but I can't get it out of my head. Can you write something ​​about Gale Cleven/reader ovulating? (with smut please 🙏🏻🙏🏻)
I really love your writing!!!😭💗
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hello, babes! 😊 I tried to write the first request of the Reader ovulating and them trying for a baby with Buck being some sort of a soft!dom and I hope he's soft!dom enough in this fic haha I always imagine him super sweet and vanilla personally tbh 🙈
I had to currently close the requests because I got so many so I'm working on them atm 🙏🏻
🔞 THIS FIC IS 18+ 🔞
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You had a busy day running errands all around town since early morning so you sighed with relief when the evening finally came and you could take a long, relaxing bath before putting on a nightgown and go to bed to read a magazine. Your husband was in his study room downstairs where he was working on some papers for his work but he would usually join you in bed an hour before midnight to read a book as well. You enjoyed those quiet evenings the most out of the whole day.
You sat comfortably with your back resting on the pillow and opened the magazine to look for interesting articles. On one of the pages you spotted a nice advert of a new cosmetic brand. You tilted your head and bit on your lower lip, deciding you would like to try it. So, you opened the drawer of your bedside table and took out your small calendar to write down the brand’s name.
It opened on today’s date and your heart skipped a beat at the sight of a little heart that you had drawn there some time ago. That little heart could mean only one thing – you were ovulating. And because of all your errands on that day, you had completely forgotten about it.
You were actively trying for a baby with Buck. You had wanted a baby before his departure to Europe, actually – you had wanted to have his child in case he wouldn't come back. You hadn’t succeeded back then but in the end it had been for the best. If you had gotten pregnant then, Buck would have missed all of your pregnancy and the first year of your child’s life. But now he was back and the war was over. It was the best time to have a baby and you were determined; tracking your cycle, marking the fertile days in your calendar and following your doctor’s advice about the diet to increase your chances.
You put the calendar and magazine down before jumping out of the bed and fixing your hair quickly in the mirror; taking the rollers out as fast as possible and brushing the waves. Then you put some perfume on and caressed the slight creases on the nightgown’s fabric as you put on a gentle smile and walked out of the bedroom.
You went downstairs and knocked slightly upon the door leading to your husband’s study room. However, you didn’t wait for his reply because you only knocked to announce your arrival so he wouldn’t be startled – you didn’t do that to actually wait for his permission to enter. You pushed the door open and saw Buck sitting by the desk as he sighed at some paperwork in front of him.
“Baby,” you called for him softly and he raised his tired eyes at you.
“What is it, love?” He asked, gently.
“How busy are you?” You stood behind him and put your hands upon his tense shoulders to give them a quick massage. He hummed to himself at the feeling of your soft fingers squeezing all the muscle knots.
“Pretty busy,” he answered and you pouted. “What is it, sugar?”
“I’ve just realised that today’s the best day to make a baby this month,” you whispered, a little shyly. Buck looked up at you with a soft smile and you felt your cheeks heating up.
“Really?” He asked and you nodded. “Oh, well, then that is more important. Come here,” he invited you to sit on his lap as he moved away from the desk to make some space.
You sat across his thighs and threw your arms around his neck to clasp your hands behind his head. Buck pulled you closer by your hips and leaned in to place a gentle kiss upon your lips. When you broke the kiss, you pressed your forehead to his and rubbed your noses together. You moved your hands to his cheeks as your fingertips caressed the thin scars scattered on his face.
“I want to have your baby,” you breathed out. “Please, I want to make you a daddy,” you pleaded.
“Don’t you worry, baby,” Buck kissed your lips again, “I’ll give my wife anything she wants,” he promised with a playful smile. “Come, sweetheart, let me put a baby in you,” he lifted you up as you squealed with a giggle.
Buck moved all the papers to the side in one swift move of his hand before placing you gently on the top of his desk.
“You want to make our baby here?” Your eyes widened at him and he froze with his hands on his belt as he raised an eyebrow at you.
“What do you mean?”
“Take me upstairs, baby,” you whined and put your foot on his chest playfully as he grabbed you by your ankle.
“You’re being a brat, Mrs. Cleven,” he warned and you chuckled. “You’re lucky that I’m so in love with you, you know that?”
“Sure, I do, Major,” you saluted and he rolled his eyes before lifting you up bridal style. You threw your arms around him and hid your face in the crook of his neck.
Buck opened the door of his study room with his shoe before taking you upstairs, taking each step very carefully because he didn’t want to drop you or fall down with you on top of him. You took that time to suck on the soft flesh below his ear.
When you finally reached the bedroom, Buck laid you down on the bed gently and admired you for a while.
“You’re glowing, baby,” he admitted.
“Yes, I am,” you nodded, “because it’s time for you to put a baby in me,” you reminded him. “So, what are you waiting for?” You panted and reached out for him as he shook his head and chuckled softly.
“I should teach you some patience,” he took his shirt off and put it neatly on the chair by the vanity table. A Major indeed – he would never just throw it on the floor.
“Perhaps. But we know you won’t because you love to spoil me,” you giggled as Buck took his belt off and put it on top of his shirt. “God, you’re taking so long,” you whined. The idea of him putting a baby in you was exciting enough but seeing him undress was making it worse.
“Alright, come here, little mama,” he finally joined you in bed as he positioned himself above you, wearing nothing but his underwear. “So impatient for your husband to take care of you?” He teased and caressed your face to get your hair out of the way.
“Just want my man to put a baby in me,” you crossed your legs behind his back as your nightgown pulled up and revealed your panties.
“Oh, I’m gonna. I’m gonna make love to you all night long,” he promised and put his big, warm hand on your womb. It made you giggle as you already imagined yourself swollen with his baby. He’d be the best father in the world just like he was the best husband and you wanted nothing more than to give him a child. It would make your family complete.
Buck joined your lips together in a sweet and gentle yet passionate kiss as he allowed his fingertips to run freely all around your body, making you shiver as goosebumps appeared on your skin. You pressed your hands to his chest, feeling his steady heartbeat under your palms. You loved him so much that it was making you dizzy to have him so close and all yours – after all those long months of him being so far away from you… you had been starting to forget that your husband was a real person made out of flesh and with a heart pumping his blood, with beautiful blue eyes and golden hair, those pretty long eyelashes and an adorable smile that reminded you of a little boy. You hoped your child would have the same.
But now he was back, he was here. You hadn’t made him up, he wasn’t a make-believe lover. He was real and he was yours and yours only.
You arched your back to give him better access to your breasts as he sucked on them gently and hummed to himself as he was holding you by your ribs.
“They’re gonna swell soon, little mama,” he murmured while he kissed you all around one of your nipples and then he moved to another. “Gonna be full of sweet milk for my baby.”
“Y-yes, daddy,” you tangled one of your hands in his golden hair to pull on it gently and caress it.
Buck looked up at you with his beautiful eyes as one golden hair strand fell down on his forehead and you gasped at how pretty he looked. It made him blush a little but also smirk. His hands moved down and slid your panties off of you easily. He tossed them aside on the bed and opened your legs further as you revealed to him your glistening womanhood. You would always get so much wetter than usual during your fertile days. And so much more needy for your husband.
You reached your hands out to the outline of his hard cock, desperately wanting him inside of you already. You pulled his underwear down clumsily before he shushed you softly and pushed your hands away. He took it off on his own as it joined your panties on the side of the bed.
Gently, he grabbed you by your thighs and moved you closer to him as easily as if you were light as a feather. He was strong and you loved it – especially the way he was able to make you feel so small and vulnerable under him. Your nightgown pushed nearly all the way up while you were being pulled down to line your entrance up with his cock, revealing your abdomen to him. You moved the sheer fabric of the nightgown out of your face and watched him carefully pressing the tip of his cock to your swollen and wet clit.
A shiver went down your body at the feeling as you moaned. Your fingernails digged into his bicep as the other hand tugged on the sheets.
Buck would always take his time with preparing you for his fat cock. He never wanted to cause you any pain or discomfort. He would rub circles on your clit with his tip as your muscles relaxed and only then he would slowly start to push the length inside, inch by inch, watching carefully your every facial expression and every sigh, every moan, every eye-roll. He savoured them but he also stopped all his movement whenever he’d notice you were in any amount of pain.
Breathing heavily, he lowered himself down as he finally pushed all of his length inside and gave you a while to adjust to his size. Your thighs were surrounding his waist, pulling him even closer as if it was possible. His face loomed over yours and he put his hands on both sides of your head.
“Open your eyes, baby, keep looking at me when I make you a mama,” he whispered and you followed as your eyelids fluttered open. You gasped at the sight of his face so close, his beautiful eyes looking deep into yours as he began to thrust his hips, rutting as deep into you as he could, determined to put a baby inside of you.
You moaned and moved your hands to his muscular shoulders, digging your nails deep into his flesh at the overwhelming sensation of his fat cock stretching you out and making you feel full. You looked down for a brief moment and got dizzy at the sight of your belly bulge and his cock’s outline so deep inside of your pussy. With each thrust he was hitting a spot that was making your toes curl and tears of pleasure pricking your eyes.
“Eyes up, baby,” he crooned and you looked at his face again. “Good girl,” he praised and your walls squeezed around his cock. “My good girl,” he added, knowing perfectly well how his words were making you feel. “I’m gonna fill you up with my baby, you’re gonna be all swollen and sweet for me, I’m gonna take care of you,” he whispered his promises but with time his words were getting less coherent and audible as they were turning into grunts of pleasure.
Buck pressed his forehead to yours as his golden hair strands stuck to his sweaty forehead and you felt his body tensing while his hips’ movement became chaotic. He was close and you cupped his face; his cheeks pink and his full, soft lips slightly parted. He was a sight.
“That’s right, baby, just like that,” you encouraged him, “give me that, all of that, baby,” you pleaded as his spasmodic thrusts were bringing you closer to your own peak, too. “Make me a mama and I’m gonna grow your baby, I’m gonna make you a daddy,” you promised.
Buck moved one of his hands down and put it on your womb, pressing on it gently as your eyes rolled to the back of your head, you could no longer force yourself to keep them open at the overwhelming feeling and a knot in your lower abdomen finally relaxing as you reached your high with a loud moan of your husband’s name. He spilled himself deep inside of you with a groan into your ear but he didn’t move an inch once your highs were gone. Still inside of you, he grabbed your thighs and moved them up to press them to your chest before joining your lips together in a sloppy kiss.
After a while you felt him softening and that was when he finally slowly pulled out but he kept your bent legs pressed to your chest in a steady grip as he glanced at the clock on his bedside table. He would usually keep you like this for at least five minutes for his seed to take.
“You’re so beautiful, baby,” he cooed to you. “Gonna be even more beautiful carrying my baby, you know that?”
“Why would I want it so bad if I didn’t?” You chuckled and he shook his head with a soft laughter. He let go of your thighs and you sat up to cling to him and pepper his blushing and sweaty face with soft kisses as your hands moved across his chest and arms to caress them. Buck put his hands on your hips and pulled you closer to kiss you all over your cheeks as well. Both of your naked and exhausted, sweaty bodies were tangled with each other as you were sitting on your bed and sharing dozens of sweet little kisses.
“Thank you, thank you, thank you,” you whispered.
“For what, sugar?” Buck moved away slightly as he cupped your cheek with his hand and raised his eyebrow at you. “We don’t know yet if we’ve made our little baby,” he smiled softly.
“No, I know. But thank you for coming home to me,” you caressed his ruffled hair to move it away from his forehead. “Thank you for being such a good husband to me.”
“You make loving you so easy, sweetheart,” he assured you. “You were right. I love spoiling you because you deserve the world.”
“I don’t want it,” you shook your head as your eyes widened. “I only want you, Major Cleven. You are my whole world.”
Visibly moved by your words, Buck laid you down carefully as if you were made of glass. He lowered himself as well, pressing a kiss to your womb and laying his head on top of it while his arms hugged your waist.You played with his hair and smiled softly at your husband.
“I hope you hear me if you’re there, little one,” he whispered into your abdomen. “You are so loved already,” Buck assured. “And so lucky to spend the next nine months under your sweet mama’s heart,” he added.
“And to have a daddy like Major Cleven,” you played along as you caressed Buck’s cheek. “I chose you the best daddy you could ask for, little bean.”
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slyratex · 9 months ago
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DUMB
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I had always been a smart guy. IQ 180, an all As student, summa cum laude graduate, one of the youngest scientists in my faculty.
That is, until I was challenged by one of the jocks from my old school to listen to his favourite song. I had always looked down onto him for his simple taste in music and now he dared me to listen to it without giving in to the beat. ‚You cant judge what you don‘t know, right? That‘d be so stupid!‘, he mocked me when I hesitated, not knowing what I could gain from listening to something else than Mozart or Vivaldi.
I couldn‘t leave this challenge without reply, so I took the bet and listened to that tune of some guy called ‚Timmy Trumpet‘. https://youtu.be/D4m737SW2yc?si=upG5zB5Y_HKoKA9y After just one second I knew I hated this style of music. But I had to keep going to not lose the bet, so I decided to just endure this test.
‚I play my games, you work away the day! You’re blowing up your brains for something smart to say!‘
Yes, that‘s me.
‚But I don’t wanna know it, rather focus on the fun!‘
Yes, that‘s him.
‚So you can go ahead and call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
I‘d definitely do that.
‚Dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
Did they have to repeat it so often? I just counted 26 times! Well, I think that‘s because the typical audience of that supposed ‚artist‘ can‘t memorise more lyrics than that. But just as I was thinking that, an image of said artist flashed before my eyes, looking at me as if he was swearing revenge for insulting him.
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‚But I don’t wanna know it rather focus on the fun! So you can go ahead and call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
34! I caught my feet going with the beat and instantly stopped it. No chance he was winning this bet!
‚Dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
55! I suddenly felt like I had forgotten something. But I couldn‘t figure out what it was.‘
‚Call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
76! I recognised that strange feeling was connected to a drop. A drop? A drop of what? A drop of temperature? No, it was actually getting rather hot and I felt the urge to pull of my shirt.‘
‚Call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
97! Was it the beat dropping? Hell, yeah! Timmy Trumpet always dropped the beat like a pro! I didn‘t even know what dropping the beat meant, being new to all this, but who cared?
‚Call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
118! I suddenly realised what was dropping, but it was too late. With every ‚dumb‘, my IQ was dropping down! Something told me it had to be… like… half a point per repetition? Damn, that sounded like math… how many ‚dumb’s had there been? Divided by two… damn, this is hard… and subtracted from… and… 121!?! That‘s barely scratching the mark for being highly intelligent! Come on, this has to be a bad joke!
‚I’m just a jerk in the world of the dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
123. A jerk. One, two, three. Just a jerk. Yeah, these are numbers I can work with. A jerk in the world of the dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb. I couldn‘t stop going along with the lyrics while my old class mate smiled at me like a silly jerk.
‚I’ve got a worth in the world of the dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
128 ‚dumb’s and my IQ dropped down to 114, only one standard deviance over average. No, I can‘t let him do that to me! I’m special! I have a worth in the world of the smart and educated! I‘ve got inventions to create and discoveries to make!
‚I won’t be the one you want!‘
Right!
‚If you can’t be one with dumb!‘
Oh, damn! I have to be one with dumb! Wait, that doesn‘t even make sense grammatically!‘
‚Cause I’m just a jerk in the world of the dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
134! Ha! One, three, four! Haha! Did I forget one number? Hahaha! Who cares? I‘m just a jerk!
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Suddenly I found myself singing out loud along with the song:
‚I play my games you work away the day! You’re blowing up your brains for something smart to say!‘
Stupid nerds wasting their time with work and learning when there are weights to be lifted, parties to be held, holes to be filled!
‚But I don’t wanna know it rather focus on the fun!‘
They‘re the stupid ones. I‘m the genius, because I don‘t waste time trying to be one!
‚So you can go ahead and call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!
And my jerk bro joined in, both of us jumping and partying like idiots:
‚Dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb! But I don’t wanna know it rather focus on the fun! So you can go ahead and call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
169! Hahaha! 69! So good! I laughed. I didn’t even know why. I just had fun. I didn’t even count anymore. And the beat dropped, and my IQ dropped, all down to 95, and we dropped our shirts and showed off our jock bodies. And while all of it dropped down, Timmy Trumpet bowed down, as an artist having finished another masterpiece.
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And I bowed down in front of him, thanking him, laying my drained out IQ points to the ground before him, giving my life to him to never have any goals again than getting swole and partying half naked to his great songs.
‚Call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
And as the song faded, my favourite song from my favourite artist, my thoughts faded into simplicity, my IQ settling at a comfy 85, one standard deviance below average, right before the beginning of a light learning disability. Not that I was interested in complex stuff like that anymore. Or even able to comprehend it. All I knew was that I had reached the jerk spot, that sweet spot right between your everyday stupidity and concerning imbecility, where I was still able to manage my daily routine and training plans, but was assured to get a headache from hard stuff like… doing equations and reading science stuff. So I think I‘ll make sure to stay far away from that shit from now on!
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I put the song on repeat to make my IQ click into place and lock it where it was to make sure I‘d never lose that silly happiness and fun a jerk like me enjoyed. And I proudly sang along:
‚Call me dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb!‘
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twoduelsabers · 3 months ago
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a new dawn, part two
part one
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summary -> after qimir saves your from death by the hand of the jedi, you follow him to his ship. but that doesn't mean you trust him- there's too much you don't know- yet.
content warnings -> canon typical violence, nsfw, fingering
a/n: got many (haha manny) requests to do a part two, so i deliver🫡
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the quiet hum of the hyperspace filled the cockpit.
"you're a sith."
she stated, breaking the silence.
on the other side of the commlink, qimir scoffed.
"that's what a jedi like you would call me, yes."
she clenched her fists, remembering the events from just minutes ago.
"i'm no jedi." the words came out harsh, almost disgusted. the same way they treated her. "not anymore."
qimir smirked to himself. he sensed the raw emotions within her, and could easily bend her to his will. make her powerful.
"good." he responded.
the rest of the journey passed in silence. the whole ordeal was odd enough that she didn't know where- or when- to ask about his past. what was he, exactly? he saved her- something unlikely for a sith. and his eyes weren't... she sensed he wasn't consumed by darkness entirely- it was within him, but he was the one in control. it intrigued her.
sometime after, the exhaustion got the best of her, and she closed her eyes.
"we're here."
the simple sentence woke her up from a nap, and she realised they had exited the hyperspace. before her, appeared a blue planet, majority of it covered by the ocean. she forrowed her brows. she didn't recognise the planet, even though she was taught about the whole habitable galaxy in the temple.
"where are we?"
qimir steered the ship down, into the atmosphere.
"somewhere the jedi won't find us."
he replied, vaguely. every single thing he said so far was vague. and she was determined to change that, because after all, she allowed a complete stranger, a sith, to fly her out to a remote location.
her gaze scanned the surroundings, stopping on a lonely rocky island. was that...where he lived? on a rock? he set the ship down on a comfortably flat set of stones.
she focused, and reached into the force trying to sense any potential danger.
"you done?"
he asked, already out of the ship.
so he could feel her in the force. too easily for her liking.
soon she was standing next to him.
"follow me."
she did, her every step careful. soon enough they were on the island and her weary gaze watched his back- why would he put himself in such a vulnerable position...? something shimmered under the surface- she knew he was planing something, but the realisation hit too late.
his crimson blade raised to strike, his face covered by the helmet she didn't notice he was carrying.
she cursed under her breath. of course- why did she trust him? she should have known better, maybe she should have surrendered herself to the jedi-
but 'what if's' weren't the priority right now. she raised her saber to defend herself. he pressed, and her arms hurt. he was too strong.
blow after blow, she realised she didn't stand a chance, and when he used the force to push her back, sending her flat on the rocks, she knew it was over.
his lightsaber pointed inches away from her heaving chest.
qimir tilted his head.
"you fight like a jedi." he scoffed. "you're predictable. weak. pathetic."
"maybe that's why you were always alone. why they threw you away. why she threw you away..."
that hit a nerve.
she jumped off of the ground with a scream, calling her lightsaber, and moving to offense immediately. she kicked his stomach. went for his arms- she missed, obviously, but she was a better match now.
a few blurred moments passed, and she found herself pressed against a rock, with his lightsaber near her throat.
he betrayed her. like the jedi. she wanted to kick him, hurt him, kill him-
"hmm. that's better." qimir's modulated voice echoed on the shore. after a moment, he withdrew his saber, putting it back on his belt.
he took off his helmet.
she was ready to fight back again, but something was stopping her.
"did you think I was going to kill you?" he mocked. "and what would that be good for?"
"well, you attacked me!" she snapped.
qimir's demeanor was calm and collected.
"you have potential. you should be trained."
"by you?" she huffed.
he looked at her for a moment.
"i can teach you what the jedi couldn't. have you seen yourself?" he gestured to the lightsaber she was still holding up. "how much better you were when you let your fear, your anger lead you?"
she hesitated. qimir wasn't wrong- her movements were significantly faster and more percise than usual.
"what is it that you want from me? why did you save me?"
she asked, weary.
qimir was silent for a second. when he heard his old master's name from the jedi that tried to kill her- he just couldn't, couldn't let that happend. not the way it happened to him.
"i want the power of two."
came the answer.
a power of two?
she didn't know what he referred to, but something in his voice was so persuasive. and it wasn't like she had any other options anyways.
he seemed to notice that she was giving in.
"come with me."
qimir turned around, and pressed forward as if nothing happened. she jogged to keep up, this time walking by his side. soon, they were standing in front of a...cave?
"you live in a cave?" she asked, assessing it skeptically.
she thought she saw him roll his eyes, but the strands falling over his face made it difficult to tell.
"come inside."
he tilted his head towards the entrance, and stepped in.
she entered after, and realised it was perfectly terraformed into a hideout, a house even. a bed, a table, storage crates, even a pool? she supposed it was the natural forming of the island.
but she still wasn't convinced. everything in her screamed this is wrong, they way the jedi made her think. her carefully built up walls were slowly breaking down, the more time she spent with him.
qimir was so alluring.
and he was well aware of that.
"as you experienced before..." his voice was lower, every word spoken carefully. "below the surface of consciousness, lay powerful emotions."
he stepped closer. not close enough to invade her personal space- she could move away at any moment, if she wanted to.
"anger, fear, loss..." he continued. his gaze was intense. but she didn't back away. "...desire."
qimir's dark eyes were captivating, as well as his jawline, cheekbones, lips...
she took in a sharp breath. a jedi wasn't supposed to-
"you're not a jedi anymore." came his velvet voice.
he was once again, reading her mind.
"you don't have to deprive yourself of what you want now."
his palm came up to her cheek, and to her own surprise, she gave in to his touch. he seemed pleased. she realised that they're close to one another, and that she was too distracted before to notice when he approached her.
but qimir didn't move an inch from where he stood now. he didn't move his hand either, a slight smirk tugging at the corners of his lips.
"take what you want."
qimir said, as if he was teaching her- because this was, in fact, her first lesson. and from the way she was looking at his lips, he knew that he broke the ice.
what convinced him of that further, was her mouth against his.
his hand moved from her cheek to cradle the back of her neck, and the other one was set on her waist. he could feel her want- desire, that had been forbidden to her for so long.
"good."
he pulled away, staring down at her- parted lips and flushed cheeks, as if she was embarrassed of herself.
and she was. it felt right, he felt right, but at the same time, it didn't. she was conditioned to never, ever succumb to her desires.
"tell me," qimir's smooth voice cut through whatever of the self restraint she had left. "what you want me to do."
the only things she knew about him, was his name, that he was a sith, and vernestra's fallen padawan.
she was these things now too, wasn't she?
yet, her fingers were tracing his jawline, as he stared into her eyes.
"i-..." the words got stuck in her throat. qimir smirked. "touch me."
her voice was breathless, almost inaudible, but he was on it in seconds.
her back was pressed against the cold, stone wall. his arms were fiddling with the front of her robes. and his lips kissing her throat.
his palm rested on her stomach, barely above the waistband of her trousers. he stopped there, knowing well what she wanted, yet awaiting further instructions.
"g-go on."
she managed to stammer, and felt qimir smile against her neck. his hand slipped past the waistband, and then past her underwear. she let out a shaky breath. her hands came up to his hair, tugging his head up from her neck, so she could kiss him.
she moaned into his mouth the second his fingers moved between her legs, rubbing gentle circles. the cold stone behind her back disappeared, and she could only feel the warmness of qimir's body.
qimir went slow, pushing one finger into her first. she couldn't stop her hips from bucking forward involuntarily, and he let out a soft chuckle against her mouth.
his movements were deliberate and percise, leaving her gasping in his arms. after a moment he added a second finger, slowing down a little, to let her adjust- but she whined a plea, and he obliged, speeding up again.
it felt so good, too good. she was sure he was using the force somehow. her moans mixed with his whispers in her ear, ones that she wouldn't dare to repeat out loud.
and when he curled his fingers, she could swear she saw the force itself. she whimpered his name, his arms supporting her weight, her legs a little shaky.
in that moment, she knew there was no going back. she would never give up the things she just experienced- both physically, and emotionally.
qimir knew that.
and when the next weak and breathless word left her mouth, he smiled.
"master..."
her gaze was hazy, when she looked up. but no longer lost.
"acolyte."
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a/n: i am so normal about this...
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theladybrownstarot · 9 months ago
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Your next glow up˚ʚɞ˚
Pick a card reading ~
❥ Here's my masterlist for more !
❥ Make sure you like/reblog/follow/Comment for more pacs like these !
Pile 1. Pile 2. Pile 3.
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Pile 1 .
❥ Hi pile 1 . welcome or swagatum to your reading !
♡ You gonna unlock your infinite potential that you hold inside yourself soon . You will come to know what are you capable of and i see that you are going to be more self aware about yourself. You have been manifesting certain things maybe in family or any relation or something different which is coming soon or has come to you . You are going to show the world the real you and you are going to get many ways and tactics to develop yourself and to accept yourself . success is on you way to you just focus on the present because you got all !
♡ i see majorly people here do not have a good relation in their family or certain things are happening in your family or are about to soon maybe someone is going from your life or similar . I see you taking stand within your family in any context depending on your relation with them ofc .
♡ You are not hurrying in anything but somewhere you are also concerned about that thing so don't worry solution or clarity is coming to you soon okay . You are going to surrender your life and you should and you are being told to sacrifice something to achieve that thing .
♡ You are going to develop a new perspective in life and are going to leave behind toxic or out dated patterns or beliefs that you held for so long. You are going to fasten your pace and be creative . More practicality and knowledge is coming to you .
♡ The time has come and do everything with love - i heard from this reading so take it accordingly .
♡ oh my goodness abundance and love is coming to your way maybe after when something will happen with you and you will held yourself strong , and you are being to do self-love more and do not suffer in silence.
♡ You have got choices or you got ways but you have to choose they way or an option to move further wisely and calmly.
Pile 2 .
❥ Hi pile 2 . welcome or swagatum to your reading !
♡ pile 2 are you literally scared , anxious or fearing about something that you have left the will and trust to look at other side of you problem or things ? hmm. You are not sleeping well enough and taking such a heavy baggage on your mind . waking up in between and letting your mental health go down .
♡ I feel you lost something precious from your life . but what i see is that you are going to focus on yourself and be emotionally dependent not on others but on yourself . You need and are going to leave some painful past , thoughts , behavioural pattern from your life to go ahead .
♡ You won't be isolating yourself and if you are doing so then believe me you are going to get the worst of all so stop spending your time over things which do not hold your value or in themselves anymore .you are going thru smthin major or you have to realise some thing thru this experience .
♡ The good news is also that you are going to be abundant in the way you always wanted to be in so manifest it and mediate pls i request you to do for same because you don't know how beneficial is it . some kind of awakening is soon to happen .
Pile 3 .
❥ Hi pile 3. welcome or swagatum to your reading !
♡ Material abundance and wealth is coming to your way or the hard work that you did is coming to reality now which is going to complete an another chapter of life and starting new ahead . There might be someone who is comin in your life to guide you and help you people really and this gonna benefit you .
♡ haha you have isolated yourself so much so don't do it and really motivate yourself for doing so much i feel you are those kind of people who no matter do how much yet looks incomplete always and i guess this mentality is coming to change woosh haha . You are going to open up yourself more that's what i feel .
♡ You are going to learn work tactics damn lie how to mange work and yourself maybe you overdo or maybe apply orthodox ways of achieving and doing things so that is going away . You have done lot job on yourself people and really the next phase of your life is about achievements only ! for now take rest and don't hurry .
♡ Don't push and just surrender to divine or universe . spiritual union on the way , don't think negative and celebrate . don't fear but love and then face .
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twptwp · 4 months ago
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Please share
Hello, I contemplated it a lot, I decided it would be best. I will be sharing this beware on a rather big artist here who hurt me personally.
I will write more at the end. Please take care. Warning: the post is very big
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Pestkitty is also known as Nopperabou if I remember the name correctly on other platforms such as Artfight and Youtube
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*It should be noted this is very blatant lying on that guys part, I was keeping to myself for this entire time and harassed nobody, on the contrary his friends had been harassing me. I regret not writing that more clearly
I don't think I mentioned it in the original post images but I would also like to note at the time I was not an adult yet and it was my first time going on a plane... 11 hour flight completely alone is scary, no family, nobody in my family has ever travelled so far. It was a very big deal
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Description from original post on Instagram (it's a lot so I'll make it small):
HI HI PAWB! Lots and lots of people wanted me to put this together, please do share, even if you do not know the people it would be great help. The more people who know the more people who can stay safe. This post is a little overdue but I was gaslit by them into thinking these were not big issues and that I was the one being strange so it took a while for me to gain the stability to put this together, I ended up downplaying my feelings a lot and it wasn't untill somewhat recent when I realised I may be developing a new disorder from their abuse that oh... I was not wrong for my concerns and feelings; these people really are harmful. I do not condone harassment so please do not go messaging these people. Block, share, and move on. Stay safe. That is my internet mission for you🚀
I make this post because they are rather gross and dangerous and have considerably big audiences, people have told me their opinions that they should not have the platforms that they have because their behaviours are dangerous. There is more things they've done that I have not included because I would like some of my own privacy even after my private information was leaked in a comic haha... I've displayed enough behaviour from them to show who they are and what they do though, so this is enough!
This is quite intimidating for me, so, I will be going offline off of this account for a few days and just let this post simmer... Not for too long because I have some awesome art cooking HEHE but YA! If there are questions in the comments my friends will answer for me! Though, I think I've been rather transparent so I don't think there would be any.
I will also be providing more proof in my story, specifically proof that slide 10 IS that guy because quite frankly anybody could be "Instagram user" and they have fabricated stuff against me in the past so I think it would be good to prove it is that account.
Okay bla bla that is all, apologies this is such a scary and serious post especially as I like to keep my account a friendly nice place but ahhh it really has been burning at me. So, thank you for reading so very much. Bye bye pawb!
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That was a lot! So here is why I'm sharing it to Tumblr:
☆Awareness! NOBODY should have to risk getting close to these people. NOBODY.
☆Better circulation! My Instagram post got over 3000 likes, lots of shares, 100s of comment and many saves so it did very well however after a while things leave the light and become something "of the past". I notice this does not happen so much on Tumblr and things continue to be shared
☆This still effects me. The original Beware is from 3 months ago however I am currently doing this because I was restless from lastnight nightmare (I had a nightmare about these people) and now I'm all nauseous and shaky again! It's 3am and I was panicking a lot so I put this together, I'm yet to rest
And finally....
☆TAGS
I notice that if an image in a tag becomes popular enough it shows up on things like Google! Isn't that cwl! So, if a fan of these people searches for them on the internet the beware could show up which may deter them from the artist. This is great, which is why I also need your help in making this popular!
Thank you sincerely for your time, it is greatly appreciated. I feel calmer now that I have made this post, I regret not making it earlier but it is better now than never. Nos da ac breuddwydion melys pawb♡
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koolades-world · 7 months ago
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Hihihihi, in case ya remember me, im the Pain-sensitive anon, and in case i will request again remember me as BigS, because my requests are as big as my S, but enough about that.
Poor you, so many requests. Drink water, be stronger that those 637181 requests, don't let them kill you!!!
But im here to torture you with another one~
So i have an album with 3814 Asmodeus screenshots(I FKIN LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!), and i had an idea "dam, if Asmo became real, it would be very hard to explain why i have 4k pics with him... " So here is request!
Brothers, finding out that MC's new hyperfixation is... them?
Apparently MC is neurodivergent or something like that, and as many neurodivergent ppl, they have a hyperfixation! They just randomly becoming very interested in something specific and collect stuff with it, talk with everyone about it, and remember every single detail about it! Like Levi with TSL.
But one day, brothers realise that MC stopped talking about their past fixation and was less interested with it. They think that "Oh, they probably just found something new!". But one day, they take MC's phone just to find that... They have a giant album in their gallery that is dedicated only to him????
The album has every photo he posted on Devilgram, every photo that he send MC, some unique photos that MC shooted themselves, even some chat screenshots with times when he said something cute to them! They even was photographing thigs that "reminds of him". Like some cheeseburger with "Beel vibes", Blue flower that "Looks like Luci" or gorgeous mannequin that "feels like Asmo".
If its someone like Asmo, he would also notice thta MC started buying their fanclub's merch! Like "Asmo lover #1" shirt or "Lucifer best man!!"cup(Luci is very popular, he probably also has some fanclubs! i hate this guy tho)
I think Levi and Mammon would die from embarrassment. Asmo would die out of happiness and Satan with Luci will try to pretend like thay never saw that. and idk about other ones. :P
I think that would make a cute fluff and a very scary situation if it was real uwu
Thats all
Have a nice dayyyyyyyyyyyy~~~
-BigS aka.AlgophobicDude
hey! great to hear from you again :)
haha thank you! been slowly knocking out requests one at a time and let me tell you it's a lot more fun than it might look haha
i wrote this while wearing a pink cowboy hat. i just wanted to share that
you got it! enjoy!!
Mc with a hyperfixation on the brothers
Lucifer
is this a human thing?
he's happy to indulge you as long as you're not too loud about it out in public
especially please don't share those pictures with anyone, like mammon. he will sell those, especially the ones he only intends for you. please
he's happy you don't hate him, actually. you make this old man very happy haha
Mammon
he would never tell you, but he's also got a photo album dedicated to you
also has a note on his D.D.D. full of all the things he never said to you but hopes to be brave enough to one day to tell you
he doesn't tell you he's got that though, not in a million years
he really loves that you're hyperfixated on him because that just means you care about him just as much as he cares about you
Levi
as expected, he's very flustered
he knows what it's like to have a little blorbo and he would give anything to be able to see them daily in person and live with them
he's over the moon once he realizes this and despite his embarrassment, he pushed through to spend more time with you
he's so dedicated <3
Satan
he's probably the most puzzled
he's always learning new things about humans even when he thought he knew everything
he knows and trusts you so from time to time, he'll take a picture with you in mind that he knows will remind you of him
all in all, he does think it's a little strange but won't stop you since he's never seen you happier
Asmo
like they said, you're literally about to become the number one member of his fanclub!
lucky for you, once he finds your asmo photo album, he's feeding into your hyperfixation
you get lots of exclusive privileges, such as early morning selfies and all his merch for free, including prototypes
he's always ready to pose for a picture for you. every side is his good side!
Beel
he's a little confused but he's happy to make you happy
he listened to you talk about your hyperfixations the most beside levi so he's quick to pick up on this shift
to make you happy, he decides to make a handmade adult bib just for you haha and at first he's a little sad but then he finds it while digging for your snack stash
you've never worn it once because it's hanging in your closet next to your fancy outfits <3
Belphie
you what? is his initial reaction
from the outside, it seems like it doesn't bother him or that he could care less
but, on the inside, he's elated since he thought after how he tricked you, you'd never want to be close to him again
now, you're the very thing that makes you excited to wake up every morning by his side
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shiny-kaibernyte · 2 months ago
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Hey, I've read your Drayton writings. He's such a goofball and i like how your writings portray him. I thought of a scenario that could have gone in the indigo disk involving him and/or kieran.
After the expedition, the main character gets badly injured from shielding Kieran being hit by terapagos's tera starstorm. Kieran is crushed with crippling guilt along with Drayton who is also furious at Kieran after he heard of the news. Feeling guilty because he could have protected her if he had gone on the expedition. They see the MC with big scar on their face and feel even more guilty while the MC try to comfort both of them.
(Haha, Kieran and Drayton rivalry/jealously go brrrr)
I was wondering if you could write something for this? (Romantic feelings are somewhat implied) Thx man.
This got lost to the void or requests but I'm so glad i finally got around to doing this one! It may take me ages but i will eventually do my requests. I did notice you used she in your request, i have written this in gender neutral but if you would prefer i change it feel free to let me know and i can fix it for you.
Warnings: Angst, mentions of scaring and blood, fluff, Spoilers for the indigo disk.
Healing Scar | Drayton x reader (Hurt)
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It was so dark, sounds blended together into one endless noise. Lights became shadows and your vision drew red. Blurring like a fogged up camera lens, the ground was non-existent below your frame, body numb and senses beyond recognition, all you could do was stare forward, the dancing lights and sounds soon echoing out into nothing but silence. The once red tinted vision, now black.
“Where are they Kieran? What did you do?” Someone was yelling, distressed maybe.
“Please calm yourself! There is no need to fight, this isn’t getting us anywhere!?” Another voice… calmer than the first but still loud enough to hear the words forming.
“I’m sorry! There was nothing that could have been done to stop this. You need to understand it wasn’t his fault!” More…? How many more people are around you? 
“Nothing? From what I can tell he stood there and DID NOTHING!” That voice… clearer now, closer. Drayton. Unmistakable, definitely him. 
“He was scared!  We all were, how were we supposed to know that would happen?!” Carmine, definitely her… The tinge of sarcasm in her natural tone made her voice so familiar to your ears.
“Guys stop this please! This is a hospital, you can’t yell here…” Who is this… Lacey? You were almost certain it was her, but she's so soft spoken it was hard to even tell. You could feel another person in the room… it must be Kieran, Drayton did yell his name if you remember.
“Kieran, you better star explaining what the hell happened down there or so help me i will-”
“That’s enough Drayton!” Crispin… That fire in his voice, when did he get here? Was he here the whole time? You were unsure but it was definitely him, and from the muffled bump, he must have grabbed Drayton. If only your eyes would open, or words could form, you could tell them you were okay. What was even happening?
“Drayton… perhaps you should step out for a moment, calm down a little bit.” Lacey chimed up again, voice much clearer now.
“NO!” That was loud. Even for Drayton. Seems even he realised how loud he was, if you could see the faces in the room you could guess how surprised everyone looked. “I’m sorry, I shouldn't have shouted like that, I just… I can't leave them. I want, no, need to be here when they wake up. If I leave…”
“We understand, perhaps we should all just take a moment to breathe, Kieran?” Carmine's tone had calmed significantly from what it was before, sounding almost motherly.
“Right… as much as i want to stay, i’ll leave for now.” Kieran’s voice was shaken, anger perhaps? Guilt? It was unclear.  
The sound of shuffling footsteps soon filled your ears, multiple people were leaving. A clicking sound soon cut the footsteps off when a door closed. A chair scraping sound pierced your ears. It was loud and harsh, But not as loud as Drayton’s words. “I should have been there… Why did I say no… I’m such a dumbass, if i’d just gone with you i could have… You wanted me to go so badly, to see Area zero. The sparkle in your eye, I should have just gone. I shouldn’t have left you alone…”
“shush…”
“What?” Drayton perked up, your sudden word cut through his like a knife. Whilst your eyes were closed, the sudden shadow passing through your eyelids confirmed he was now leaning over you from your left. Though his presence was known to you, words were not. That single word was all you could muster - Your eyes on the other hand finally decided to be of use to you and open. Though agonisingly slowly. “Oh thank god… You’re alive, actually alive.”
“They’re awake…?” Kieran’s voice came from the door, you could still see Drayton’s face in your view, in fact it was the first thing you saw. His eyes, scanning your features, nothing but gratitude and admiration in them, hair hanging on his face, messy and unkempt. Tears began to fill so he refused to stain your face with them. At least that was how he looked before Kieran entered the room again. Head snapping so fast he could have gotten whiplash. “I left my jacket here, are they actually awake?”
“Yes, now get out.” Drayton snapped, backing away from your vision allowing your eyes to adjust to the lights around you. 
“Can I see them?” Kieran responded quickly, as if trying to cut Drayton off. “Just for a second?”
Before Drayton could even open his mouth, with the little strength you had gained back, you grabbed the cuff of his sleeve which caused his head to snap back again. He really needs to stop doing that. “Hey… Let me help you sit up.”
He had seen the nurse adjust your bed earlier that day so you were almost laying down, so he did the same thing just sitting you up slowly instead as his arm rested on your stomach as support so you would fall in the new upright position. You could see Kieran now, he looked awful. Not physically, he didn’t have a scratch on him. Emotionally, he was defeated, there was nothing in his eyes but guilt and hate. Poor kid couldn’t even look at you, his eyes were fixed on the wall next to him, occasionally looking at Drayton who was practically staring holes straight through Kieran’s body. Turning back to Drayton, you attempt to convey to him that you want Kieran to stay, darting your eyes between him and Kieran. He got the message. 
“Kieran! They want to see you… But you really don’t need to come over, standing there, far away is fine.” Swatting him in the arm, you send your dragon boy a glare which causes him to recoil his comment and blush embarrassed. “Just kidding.”
Passing Kieran a small smile, you lift your free hand up, as Drayton grabs your other, sitting back down in the chair he had practically lept from earlier. His thumb runs gently over the back of your hand, as his attention is drawn back to the timid boy standing opposite him, now at the railing of your bed. Kieran didn't take your hand instead he just stared at your face. “I’m sorry…”
Confusion returned to you, sorry for what? He was okay, that's all that mattered to you, he wasn’t hurt from what you could see, no scratches or bruises. Bit of dirt he hadn’t cleaned and some bits of crystal dust. No wounds.
“I’m so sorry…” Kieran muttered eyes tracing your face as tears threatened to fall. He hated how vulnerable he was in this moment, he wanted to be strong but the guilt that flooded his body was too strong, a tidal wave.
Drayton used his Rotom phone to show you what Kieran was looking at. It was bad, a large scar ran from your right ear, across your cheek and nose, then ending just under your left eye. Another on your forehead doing the same thing. Only thinner but deeper than the cheek scar. Clean tho, no residual damage aside from the giant scar and a few cuts around your features. So that was why your vision turned red. Kieran couldn’t bear to see the surprise on your face, at well… seeing your face.
“Say sorry as much as you want, nothing… is gonna change what happened down there. Nothing…” Seems Drayton’s own guilt came crashing back again. The both of them were ashamed for different reasons.
Drayton for not being there with you, for turning you down and not being there to protect you. He loved you so much, more than words could describe and yet here you were. Kieran for the opposite, he went with you because he wanted to know more, to be better, stronger. To find the secret of area zero But when push came to shove, he stood there. Feet firm on the ground, unmoving as attack after attack came towards his little group. Only when your own body dove into his in a tackle, to knock him out of the way from whatever else came at you, and your blood stained his face did he finally move.
“You think I don't know that?” Kieran snapped back, fists clenched against the railing of your bed, head hung low. “Stop rubbing it in my face Drayton!”
You felt like a kid between these two, the bickering back and forth between them sounded like siblings fighting over something trivial. So you made an attempt to comfort them. Drayton was easy, all you had to do was gently squeeze his hand and send him a warm but meaningful smile and he was completely calm again. Placing a gentle kiss to the back of your hand as he gently stroked your hair.
Kieran was about to leave, turning his back to the scene in front of him only for your free hand to grab his wrist forcing him to stay, the look you gave him was subtle, but it spoke louder than any words you could say. The honesty in them, forgiveness. You didn’t blame him for any of this and you needed him to know that. If yanking him into a hug was how to do that then so be it. With an aggressive tug you pulled him into you, his head landing on your shoulder as your arm latched onto his back, handing rubbing his side reassuringly. He finally cried, hiding his face in your shoulder, his arms tightening on you. Drayton didn't say anything, instead mimicking your action to  Kieran, no snarky comment or blame-full actuation.
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rainforestakiie · 4 months ago
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i wrote more for the omega lucifer x omega adam au i posted a few days back. i might write more, i have a few ideas. but really i should be working on be lonely with me. haha.
i just want to thank @inubaki and @lilacwriter07 because you two encouraged me to write another part. haha. thank you for being so kind to me!
anyway! here is the next part of the omega au! i think there might be one or two more parts? i do really want to write the fall in this. so let me know what you guys think!
omega lucifer x omega adam.
Nest of the Damned (Omegaverse Omega/Omega) Part 01. Part 02. Part 03. Part 04. Part 05. Extra 01.
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Adam's body had undergone profound changes, and even after months, he was still adapting. His once resilient skin had become softer, more prone to bruising at the slightest touch, and his energy waned much quicker than before. Most noticeably, he had grown emotionally sensitive, with his heartstrings tugged by the smallest of things, and his thoughts becoming increasingly tender and sweet.
"Adam~" cooed Lucifer, descending gracefully from the heavens to land before him. The Archangel's vast white and blue wings shimmered, each feather softer and more radiant than ever. A wide grin spread across Lucifer's face as he cradled a white basket in his arms. "Adam! Did you miss me? I missed you~"
Sniffling, Adam glanced up almost shamefully, quickly wiping his tears in a futile attempt to hide them from his angelic mate. The newly presented Omega managed a weak smile at the towering figure of Lucifer. Though Lucifer always looked beautiful, with the warm sun behind him, his golden hair glowing and his blue eyes twinkling, Adam found him to be the most gorgeous being he had ever seen.
His heart tightened with the realisation that Lucifer was his mate!
“What’s wrong? Why are you crying? What did she do now!” Lucifer demanded, bombarding him with questions. His blue eyes darkened with concern, and his face twisted in anger.
Adam shook his head vigorously. “It’s nothing. It was my fault anyway. I was bothering her too much.”
“Doubtful,” Lucifer grumbled. “Adam, I want you to stay away from Lilith from now on. She’s dangerous. Alphas are dreadful, trust me.”
“They are?” Adam questioned softly, his wide green eyes watching as Lucifer balanced the basket on one arm and gently took his hand. Lucifer pulled him to his feet with effortless grace. “I don’t really know about Alphas. Are all Alphas like Lilith?”
Lucifer pouted, understanding Adam's innocence and curiosity. It wasn’t Adam’s fault he had so many questions, wanting to know more about his new reality. Everything Adam knew about being an Omega came from Lucifer, the only Omega in Heaven and Adam's sole guide. Yet, Lucifer’s possessive side wanted to forbid Adam from even thinking about Lilith and Alphas. But he also knew his duty as Adam's mate, lover, partner, and guardian angel was to guide him.
Sighing softly, Lucifer brushed his fingers across Adam’s rosy cheek. He grinned widely as Adam shuddered and nuzzled into the touch.
“Alphas are... not nice,” Lucifer explained. “They’re demanding, controlling, and they like to push Omegas around. My brethren often try to throw their weight around because I’m an Omega, forgetting who was born first! It doesn’t take long for me to remind them, but it’s frustrating.”
Adam’s lips turned downward, and his hands slipped around Lucifer’s waist. He hugged his Omega lover tightly and bravely pressed a kiss against Lucifer’s blue-tinted cheek. He watched with fascination as Lucifer purred, smiling so beautifully that it made Adam blush.
"I think you're the strongest Angel I've ever seen~" Adam murmured, nuzzling his face into Lucifer's throat.
The Archangel giggled, relishing the delightful sensation of Adam’s touch. He tilted his head towards the human, looping his free arm around Adam's slender waist, pulling him close against his slim hip.
"So tell me," he began, lowering his voice to a gentle whisper, masking the anger simmering beneath. "What did Lilith do to make my Omega cry?"
Adam blinked, his gaze dropping shyly. A shiver ran through him at being called Lucifer's Omega. His fingers curled into Lucifer's soft white robes, luxuriating in their warmth. "Um... she... she's mad at me. She... she thinks I have..."
"You have?" Lucifer pressed, nuzzling his face against Adam's.
Adam inhaled deeply, his chest tightening as he gathered his courage. He raised his eyes to meet Lucifer's piercing blue gaze. "She blames me for you not wanting to spend... time with her anymore. She says I... I put on the waterworks and manipulated you into spending all your time with me instead."
Lucifer's wings bristled, his expression darkening. It took all his restraint to remain calm. His lips twisted into a grim frown, his eyes narrowing in thought. "That's not true, you know that, right?"
"Adam?" he added, tilting his head when Adam's green eyes began to wander. Lucifer immediately took hold of his chin, gently forcing the human Omega to look at him. "Adam, you don't believe that, do you?"
Adam parted his lips, awkwardly licking his dry lips, which Lucifer immediately noticed. "I-I mean... I did force you to stay with me, didn't I?"
"No," Lucifer hissed sharply. "No, you didn't. I stayed with you because I wanted to. I mated with you because I wanted to. I'm in love with you and have been in love with you since the very beginning of time."
If it was possible, Adam's face turned even redder. His eyebrows knitted together in thought, and he fiddled with Lucifer's soft white robes. "Um, I-I love you too... I'm sorry, Luci. I don't know why but-but Lilith can... she just..."
"I know," Lucifer cooed, his mood brightening at Adam's confession. Lucifer stepped back, tracing his fingers down Adam's exposed arm and taking hold of his hand. "I know, Lilith is an Alpha. You feel like you have to obey her, but you don't. She will never be your mate, I'm your mate."
"You're my mate," Adam repeated, relaxing at the words. His lips formed a loving smile as he curled his fingers tightly around Lucifer's. "It doesn't matter if we're both Omegas. We love each other."
Nodding, Lucifer brought Adam's hand to his mouth and pressed a tender kiss to his knuckles. "That's right. It doesn't matter if we're both Omegas, we're meant for one another. Meant to be together."
"We're meant to be together," Adam echoed in a soft, dreamy hum, his green eyes shimmering with joy. He giggled to himself, delighting Lucifer. "We were made for one another."
"That's right~" Lucifer sang cutely. "We don't need anyone but each other, we're mates, bonded together for the rest of our lives~"
Adam beamed.
"Now then, do you want to see what I've brought you this time?" cooed the Archangel, jiggling the basket he was holding in his other arm. He grinned at the excited expression that lit up Adam's face and squeezed his hand. "Let's go to our tree~"
Adam nodded eagerly. "Y-Yes! Let's go to our tree!"
"You're so cute!" Lucifer cooed, all six of his magnificent wings spreading wide. Each feather fluttered gracefully as they prepared to fly. “Have you named the tree yet?”
"Oh?" Adam jumped slightly, looping his arms securely around Lucifer's neck. He nestled his head against the Archangel's shoulder as Lucifer's arm tightened around his middle once more. Adam's green eyes were large and round, his heart leaping into his throat as Lucifer took to the sky with one powerful flap of his wings. "I named it 'Purple Wisteria' because I thought the flowers looked purple!"
Lucifer hummed with a loving smile. He adored it when Adam named new things. Adam always came up with the most creative and dreamy names, filling Lucifer's heart with pride. He cherished the way Adam could dream up the most perfect names.
"Such a clever Omega, you~" he cooed, soaring gracefully through the blue sky.
Squealing in delight, Adam tightened his arms around Lucifer, his eyes wide with wonder as he watched the clouds drift past them. He tilted his head downward, gazing at the vibrant hues of green far below.
Lucifer eyed his beloved's face from the corner of his eye. He simply loved every expression Adam made. By now, the Archangel had taken his beloved Omega mate up into the sky multiple times, flying him over Eden and dancing with him among the soft clouds. Yet, Adam always appeared so awestruck by the experience, his expression perpetually soft, adorable, and cute. It was as if every flight was their first, and Lucifer adored him all the more for it.
They landed gently in front of the tree where Lucifer had first found Adam months ago. The tree that had witnessed so many of their beautiful moments, their bonding, and so much more. Lucifer cooed at the sight of the delicate purple flowers. He licked his lips, recalling the activities the pair had gotten up to behind the hanging flower walls. Lucifer could still taste Adam on his tongue, the sweetness of his Omega core and the way Adam had gasped from every lick. 
"Our Purple Wisteria," he murmured, gently lowering Adam to the ground. He kept one arm around his mate, holding him close. "I love it. You have the best ideas, Adam."
Adam beamed, his heart swelling with happiness. "Thank you, Luci."
Lucifer smiled warmly, his fingers brushing through Adam's hair. "Now, shall we see what I brought for you?" he asked, jiggling the basket in his other hand.
Adam's eyes lit up with excitement. "Yes! Let's see!"
Gleefully, Lucifer parted the cascade of purple flowers, revealing their hidden sanctuary. He giggled to himself, his eyes twinkling as he surveyed the area in the centre, adorned with soft petals, leaves, and a sprinkling of his own feathers. It was modest now, but soon it would become something extraordinary.
Adam blushed deeply and averted his eyes from the intimate space, feeling a mixture of shyness and anticipation. He remembered all the sinful things they had done inside the protective shell of the purple flowers, all the things he had done with his Omega mate. A tingling heat appeared between his legs, reminding of what exactly had transpired literally the night before. How Lucifer had taught him to push their Omega-hoods together and ride one another until they couldn’t move. It was…embarrassing but felt so good. 
"Come, Adam," Lucifer coaxed gently, taking his mate's hand and guiding him into the flower chamber. "This will be our special place, just for us."
Adam hesitated for a moment, then let Lucifer lead him. The scent of flowers filled the air, mingling with the earthy aroma of the leaves and the faint, comforting scent of Lucifer's feathers. It was a place of peace and intimacy, a sanctuary hidden from the world. Their own scent drifted throughout the area, soothing his anxiousness and fears. 
“Today I'm going to teach you something new~" Lucifer cooed, placing the basket down and tugging Adam closer. He used both of his hands now, and even teasingly brushed his feathered wings along all the sensitive areas of Adam's body.
Adam trembled, giggling as a rosy flush spread down his neck. "Something new? Like what?"
"I have to admit, I've been quite selfish these past few months," the Archangel sighed, tapping his chin and glancing slyly to the side with his blue eyes. "I've been quite... neglectful of my main duties."
Blinking in confusion, Adam tilted his head innocently. "What do you mean, Luci? Are-are you going to leave me again?"
"No," Lucifer smiled, caressing Adam's cheek. "I mean since we've mated, I've been selfishly fulfilling all my dreams and fantasies. You're amazing, the perfect lover, my adorable Omega..."
"You're an Omega," Lucifer added with a soft sigh. He scratched his head with a quiet chuckle. "Adam, when you present as an Omega, I'm meant to teach you the ways of being an Omega. I'm meant to show you and explain to you about what it means to be an Omega, about what to do when you get uncomfortable, nervous, or scared."
Making a soft rumble from the back of his throat, Adam inched closer to his adoring angel mate. "Am I supposed to be doing something then?"
"Er, sort of. Do you remember before we mated? You mentioned that you wanted to collect things? You wanted my feathers and robes, do you remember that?" Lucifer chimed softly, squeezing Adam's hands.
Another giggle fluttered past Adam's lips as Lucifer purposely brushed his feathers across his tender, exposed neck. "Yes, I remember. I... I was quite, um... something was wrong with me because I wasn't able to build something."
"Right. I'm supposed to teach you about that," Lucifer sang, reluctantly pulling away from Adam. "When I was first born, I was alone in the universe. It was difficult to be alone, and while I don’t like to show it, I still got anxious and even scared. Especially when my siblings began to be born."
“Luci…” Adam released a soft rumble, leaning forward to rub his nose against Lucifer’s cheek. He unconsciously released a soft scent of comfort.
Lucifer preened in return. “My siblings presented differently from me. I was the only Omega while they were Alphas and Betas. I didn’t like it, especially when some of them tried to claim ownership over me, tried to force me to bend to their will… it wasn’t a very nice time back then…”
Lucifer glanced off to the side in thought. He didn’t really blame his newly presented Alpha siblings; they knew no better. Their instincts had taken over within seconds. Lucifer refused to bow to them, and when one of them began to step over his boundaries, God had given him permission to put them in their place. It had been quite a show, he supposed. Lucifer had never wielded so much power, but he had forced all his misbehaving siblings down onto their knees to beg for repentance. God, their father, had graciously allowed Lucifer to decide if they earned repentance or not.
Lucifer, being the loving older brother, had granted it. As long as nobody tried to overstep his boundaries again. Nobody did. Michael was the only one who seemed to challenge his authority nowadays, trying to make sense of an Alpha having to obey an Omega. It was Father’s will, therefore nobody was allowed to try to repress him.
“I gathered things to comfort myself. Things like my robes.” Lucifer explained, pinching at the white material wrapped around him. “Blankets, feathers, and so on. I used them to build a nest. We have certain instincts, certain needs that must be fulfilled and when I finally gave into my instincts and built my first nest, it brought such security and comfort."
Adam's eyes sparkled with curiosity. "A nest? Like a bird's nest?"
Lucifer chuckled warmly, nodding. "Yes, but for you or us really, it can be anything that makes you feel secure and loved. Feathers, soft fabrics, anything that holds meaning to you. It's a way to create your own sanctuary."
Adam's cheeks flushed with excitement. "Um…by building a nest, I'll feel more secure?"
“That’s right,” Lucifer sweetly cooed. “A nest is what you wanted to build. You still want to make a nest.”
“But how will I do it?” Adam asked, shuffling his feet. “I…can we make a nest together?”
Lucifer's smile widened, his heart swelling with love for his eager mate. "Of course, my love. That’s why I’m here. I’m your mate, your other half; we’re supposed to work together and rely on one another.”
Releasing a breath of relief, Adam relaxed and his lips twitched into a warm smile. “You-You’ll teach me how to do it, right?”
“Yes,” the Archangel purred, cupping Adam’s cheek once more. His thumb made circular motions across the tender flesh. “I brought a lot of things we can use for our first nest~”
Adam's eyes sparkled with delight as he looked at the basket Lucifer had brought. "What did you bring?" he asked, his curiosity piqued.
Lucifer giggled, loving the excitement in Adam’s voice. "I brought some of my feathers, soft fabrics, and a few special items I thought you might like," he said, kneeling down to open the basket.
Adam watched with wide, eager eyes as Lucifer pulled out a beautiful collection of feathers in various shades of white and blue, along with silky fabrics that shimmered in the light. There were also small trinkets and stones that glowed softly, adding a magical touch to the collection.
"These are perfect!" Adam exclaimed, reaching out to touch the soft feathers and fabrics. "I can't believe you brought all these for us."
"Anything for you, my adorable mate," Lucifer replied, his voice full of affection. "Now, let's start building our nest."
Together, they began arranging the feathers and fabrics, creating a cosy and inviting space beneath the tree. Lucifer guided Adam’s hands, showing him how to weave the materials together to form a snug and comfortable nest.
As they worked, Adam felt a sense of peace and security he had never experienced before. The process of building the nest with Lucifer was not just about creating a physical space; it was about deepening their bond and creating a sanctuary for their love.
When they finished, Adam looked at their creation with pride. "It's beautiful," he said, his voice filled with awe. "I never imagined it would feel this amazing."
Lucifer wrapped his arms around Adam, pulling him close. "It’s because we made it together," he murmured, pressing a kiss to Adam's forehead. "This nest is a symbol of our love and partnership. It’s a place where we can always find comfort and solace."
Adam snuggled into Lucifer's embrace, feeling the warmth and safety of their nest enveloping them. "Now what, Luci? What do we do with our nest now?”
“Well, my nests always brought me comfort and security, like I said.” Lucifer purred, tracing his fingers along Adam’s side. His eyes zoned down on Adam’s flawless, exposed throat. He wanted to bite down, to give Adam the claim mark that would fully tie them together. “But I was thinking~”
“Hmm?” Adam leant forward, enchanted by Lucifer’s blue eyes. “What is it?”
A gasp escaped the Omega human when Lucifer pulled at the ribbons of his snow-white robes. His green eyes widened and his face flushed as the robes fell down the Omega Archangel, leaving Lucifer just as exposed and naked as Adam. 
Adam’s skin prickled as Lucifer stepped up fully. Pulling Adam as close as possible, their bodies pressing together. 
“Let’s add another reason for Omegas build nests, something much more…pleasurable~” 
Adam swallowed thickly from the words. Lucifer had taught him so many pleasurable things already, what else is there? 
Apparently there were a lot.
With a whining whimper, Adam’s whole body trembled. His insides twitched and churned as the knot deep inside him came unknown. His limbs stiffened up and his hips arched, meeting Lucifers until finally, the pair of them collapsing into the middle of their newly built nest. Their chest heaving and breathing mingling. 
“How was that?” Lucifer asked after a few minutes.
It took a rather embarrassingly long amount of time for Adam to regain control of his limbs. He blinked his dazed green eyes and raised his hands to cup Lucifer’s face, pulling the Archangel down into another desperate kiss. Their soft lips pressed together as if they were made for one another, and soon, their tongues were swirling together in a dance of pure love.
“Guess it was good,” the Archangel teased, licking his sore lips. “Was I so good that I render you speechless?”
“Oh, shut up,” Adam snorted with a laugh, pushing Lucifer off him.
Lucifer grinned, rolling onto his stomach next to his mate. He tried to ignore it, but he found himself eyeing Adam’s throat again. He ground his sharp teeth together, hoping to ignore the overwhelming desire to mark Adam as his own. He didn’t know why he wanted to bite Adam’s neck so badly, but Lucifer really, really wanted to claim Adam as his.
“Hm?” Adam blinked at him, tilting his head and accidentally exposing more of his neck. “Do you want something, Luci?”
“Huh?” Lucifer turned bright red at the question. “W-What? No, no, I’m good, I mean - um.”
Giggling, Adam reached over to flick the spot directly in the middle of Lucifer’s face. The area where Lucifer’s nose would have been if he had one. “Um, you make this face whenever you want something. I’ve learned to notice it! So, whatever it is, I’ll give it to you!”
“I make a face?” Lucifer gasped in disbelief. His hands touched his face in awe. His chest bubbled with warmth, his stomach twirled at Adam’s words. His precious, adorable little Omega mate had taken notice of his facial expression?
It was so cute. It made Lucifer fall in love with him even harder.
"I...would like to bite you," Lucifer finally admitted sheepishly.
Adam moved himself to his knees and ran a hand over his neck. "You want to bite my neck? You keep looking at my neck. I thought you just wanted to check my glands again."
"Oh, well, I do want to do that too!" he gasped quickly, moving to sit on his knees in front of Adam. Lucifer's soft, stardust hands cupped Adam's face this time. "You haven't been scratching them still, have you? Because I meant what I said, I will enclose your hands in feathers if you keep doing it."
Pouting, Adam glanced down at his hands. While the thought of touching feathers was so alluring, he realised that if Lucifer really did that, he wouldn't be able to use his hands at all. "I'm not scratching! Really!"
"Good boy, I believe you," Lucifer said quietly. His blue eyes lowered and he bit down on his bottom lip. "I want to bite your neck. You're right. I don't know why; it's just...this new desire. It came from nowhere, and I can't explain it to you, but it's getting...stronger and stronger..."
Adam made a soft, melodic sound from the back of his throat, his nose twitching slightly. "Maybe it's a new Omega thing?"
"What do you mean?" Lucifer asked, his eyes widening in surprise. The thought had never occurred to him.
"We're the only two Omegas in the universe right now," Adam said, a gentle smile lighting up his face. "Just you and me. No other Omegas, just us discovering new things together! Maybe marking each other's necks is, um, another mate thing?"
Lucifer's mouth opened and closed as his brain tried to process Adam's words. It made perfect sense, something he had never considered. Of course, it would be another Omega instinct.
"Do you...want to bite me too, Adam?" Lucifer whispered, his voice filled with hope.
Shyly, Adam nodded. "Yeah... f-for a while now. I really want to bite you, I want to..."
Desperation filled Lucifer's heart, his fluffy wings twitching with the urge to spread wide. "Yes? What is it? Please, tell me, Adam."
"I want to mark you," Adam finally admitted, his face turning a deep crimson. His green eyes shyly looked away from Lucifer’s intense stare. He squirmed, struggling to put his thoughts into words. "I... it’s strange. I want to bite you too, I want to leave a mark on your neck, to let everyone know that you - you belong to me! I, um... I..."
"Adam..." Lucifer whispered sweetly, leaning forward to brush his lips against Adam’s. "You have no idea what that means to me. Just hearing you say that makes me so happy."
"Happy?" Adam whimpered in surprise. "I feel really weird, Luci. I don’t know how to explain it. I get mad too. I don’t like it when Lilith talks about you the way she does. It - it makes me sad. Something's wrong with me..."
Frowning deeply, Lucifer pulled Adam close, his stardust arms wrapping around the Omega. "How does she talk about me?"
"...weirdly..." Adam mumbled, leaning his head against the angel’s shoulder. His hands bashfully caressed Lucifer’s exposed skin, lightly brushing his fingertips along the area where Lucifer’s wings connected to his back. Adam smiled as the wings flapped in response. "Um, like she wants to do what we do, but only with you. I think she wants to mark you too..."
Ah. That made sense. Lucifer snorted to himself. Lilith was an Alpha, after all.
"I don’t want her to do that!" Adam exclaimed, pulling back to look into Lucifer’s dark blue eyes, worry etched on his face. "I don’t want her to do those things with you! I - I only want you to do those things with me!"
Purring, Lucifer immediately pulled his adorable mate into a kiss. "Oh, Adam. Don’t you see? I already belong to you~ The moment we mated all those months ago, I became yours and you became mine~"
"Y-You won’t do that with her?" Adam asked meekly. "Only with me?"
"That’s right," Lucifer cooed, running his hand up Adam’s neck and gently caressing his mating glands. Adam gasped at the sensation. "I will never do any of those things with anybody else. I will only ever do them with you~"
Adam let out a sigh of relief, nodding his head in sync with Lucifer’s words.
"And you, Adam?" the Archangel sang. "You'll only do those things with me, right? Nobody else? Not even Lilith?"
"Of course!" Adam bristled, almost insulted at the suggestion. His face scrunched up at the thought of mating with anybody else. He only wanted Lucifer. He only felt comfortable with Lucifer. "Not even Lilith! She smells bad anyway..."
Lucifer giggled. Lilith only 'smelled bad' because she was an Alpha, probably releasing aggressive scents unconsciously around Adam, making her smell even worse to his Omega. Oh well, that didn't matter to them. Nobody mattered other than each other.
"If we bite each other, it's like placing a claiming mark on one another. So everyone will know we belong to each other~" Lucifer smiled, pecking Adam's lips repeatedly. "Nobody will be able to come between us."
Looping his arms around Lucifer's neck, Adam crawled onto Lucifer's lap and pressed his lips back against the Archangel's. "I want that. Let's do that, Luci. Please."
With a gentle and delicate touch, Lucifer cradled the back of Adam's head. He nipped at Adam's bottom lip, a soft rumble emanating from his chest. "Yes, of course, we will do that, Adam. Anything for you~"
Adam beamed with delight, his heart swelling with joy. He tilted his head to the right, exposing the tender flesh of his throat to the Archangel. “Will this do?”
“Perfect.” Lucifer’s voice dropped low. 
His eyes grew menacing, becoming dark and hooded. Lucifer traced his fingers along the soft fresh and licked his lips. His sharp teeth grew hot and ached, his heart was beginning to pound in his chest to the point Lucifer couldn’t even think straight. Until finally he buried his face into Adam’s throat and enclosed his mouth around a patch of delicate skin. 
Lucifer sucked delicately at first, his soft lips practically glueing them to Adam’s warm flesh. He pulled back just enough to aggressively lick at Adam’s tender Omega glands, his tongue swirling up and down, making circle-motions before he scraped his sharp teeth over the glittering wet skin. 
Adam released a whimpering moan. His head tilted even further for his mate, giving Lucifer even more access to his mating glands. His emerald eyes shimmered, his eyelashes fluttering shut briefly as he melted into the other Omega. 
Finally, Lucifer sunk his sharp teeth into Adam’s neck. He bites down onto Adam’s mating glands, his wandering hands beginning to caress the human Omegas body until Adam was quivering once more. Desire rushed through him all at once and something stirred inside his stomach, as if his inner-self was waking up and growling in content as Lucifer finally marked Adam as his. 
He held the back of Adam’s neck for a good few minutes, the copper-taste of his blood seducing him. Pool of heat rolled throughout his stomach and Lucifer released his hold on the human Omega, his hands cradling Adam as he withdrew from him. 
“Adam?” he clocked his head, noticing Adam appeared dazed and his green eyes were unfocused. His expression was slack with sweet pleasure, similar to the face Adam makes when they’re making love. Lucifer cupped his cheek, releasing a sound from the back of his throat that belonged to Adam alone. “Baby? Are you alright?”
Blinking a few times, it took Adam a few seconds to come back to Eden. “Lucifer? I…whoa…”
“Did it feel good?” Lucifer grinned. He couldn’t help but feel proud of himself. He licked at his lips, licking off the small traces of blood still on them. “Aw, did me claiming you as mine give you the butterflies?”
Flushing brightly, Adam bit down on his bottom lip. It felt more than good. It was great. Adam’s never felt anything like that before. It was new and so exciting, it had Adam’s body trembling in a way it had never done before. Not even when Lucifer taught him to kiss with their omega-cores, Adam would never forget how it felt to spread his legs and move forward to make delicious contact with the Archangel. 
Lucifer took hold of his hand when Adam moved to touch his mating glands. His blue eyes sparkling with glee, taking notice of the drooling face of his adorable Omega. “I wouldn’t touch it for a while. The glands will probably become swollen.”
He glanced at the area as he spoke, the skin looked rather red and angry. Sore in fact. It was swelling already. Brushing his other hand up the front of Adam’s body, his fingers catching Adam’s nipples and rubbing them briefly. His fingers danced further up, sliding up Adam’s throat and grinning when he felt Adam gulp. Finally, Lucifer feather-dusted his fingers across Adam’s chin. 
“Don’t you want to mark me the sameway?” he cooed seductively. Lucifer purposely rolled his shoulder and tilted his head, showing his own Omega glands. “Don’t you want to bite me too?”
Adam’s emerald eyes immediately zoned down onto the exposed glands. His mouth suddenly dry and he forcefully swallowed as he gazed at the soft-snow white glittering skin. “Am I allowed too?”
Lucifer paused in surprise. He blinked once and giggled, his hand twirling around Adam’s head and drawing him in close. “Oh Adam~ I so-very-much adore you~”
Letting out a surprised gasp, Adam fell against the Archangel with his face pushing into Lucifer’s throat. A shiver ran up his spine and Adam bravely pushed his lips to the divine being’s throat. He kissed the stardust skin and felt his stomach churn with something unknown as Lucifer whimpered. 
It was liberating. Having Lucifer tremble, gasp and moan in return was truly enchanting. Adam’s stomach coiled with lava and he traced his nails up Lucifer’s naked body, dragging them along his sensitive sides. Adam’s lips trailed along Lucifer’s throat, kissing gently and nipping bravely until Lucifer was groaning. 
“Adam, you’re so gentle~” Lucifer possessively tangled his hand into Adam’s thick brown and red hair. His back arching with enjoyment. “Remember what I taught you? Be a little more rougher, you know I can take it~”
Immediately Adam bites down onto Lucifer’s shoulder, causing the angel to grin and tremble with desire.  Lucifer began to play with his hair, pushing Adam closer. Enticing him to explore more, Adam’s warm and wet mouth slid further down Lucifer’s throat. Adam trembled as he felt the angel’s pulse under his tongue. 
A startled yelp suddenly escaped Lucifer when Adam’s tongue unknowingly made contact with his mating glands. 
“I’m sorry!” Adam gasped, tugging his head back in concern. “I didn’t mean to hurt you!”
Lucifer’s eyes were glassy and dazed, he pushed down on Adam’s head. Guiding him back to his neck with a comforting rumble. “No, you silly apple. I liked it. Don’t pull away like that again.”
“Oh…” Adam breathed in deeply, relaxing immediately as Lucifer’s omega scent embraced him. 
He practically became slack against Lucifer’s body. His mouth returned to Lucifer’s exposing throat, trailing along the muscles towards Lucifer’s mating glands again. This time, he didn’t withdraw as he kissed them. 
Lucifer let out a whine when Adam’s tongue covered his glands. His back arching further and the hand in Adam’s hair tensed. He pushed Adam harder against him, enjoying the sensation of his omega’s mouth on his glands. 
Breathing in so deeply that his chest ached, Adam sunk his teeth down upon the flesh. His green eyes screwed shut tightly and he pressed his teeth harder, an odd copper taste filling his mouth. 
“Oh Adam~” Lucifer called, hugging Adam tightly. “We now have matching bite marks. Isn’t that exciting~” 
With a gasp, Adam pulled, golden liquid dripping down his chin. “We’re now bonded?”
“Yup~” Lucifer licked his blood from Adam’s mouth, cleaning it from his chin and lips. “Now you can’t get rid of me, even if you want too~”
“Luci!” Adam laughed. “I don’t want to get rid of you ever!”
(a bad doodle of my omega au Lucifer and Adam)
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At first I wanted to colour it using a more dull/cold colour pallette, but then I remembered how much I love the vibrant and colourful sunrise/sunset kind of lighting scenario so I just went for it. Killer's presence is still making it creepy enough anyway😅 (click for better quality)
This is actually a small gift for @signanothername , because, well, they are kind of one of the reasons I even started the blog:)
For the ones who want to read me rambling about them (and probably my whole life story as well because I literally couldn't stop writing haha), go ahead:
I mean I used to be more of a reserved and even shy kind of person, I didn't use social media too often (if YouTube and a couple other apps can even count). And even when I used it I mostly only watched and I didn't interact with people/content creators much. (I didn't even comment on YouTube like at all).
I've actually been drawing digitally (both my characters and fanart for different fandoms) since 2018 and I've never posted my art online anywhere, only showed it to my friends. And I thought I would actually never do it.
But then I randomly stumbled upon tumblr a couple weeks ago, and then I stumbled upon signanothername. I was like so heartwarmed and amazed and blown away by how they interact with their followers and community - like seriously I just couldn't stop reading their answers to all the asks they got they were all so cool and cute and I probably was glued to the blog for nearly 2 hours after I first saw it. This blog (and a couple of others) actually made me realise what a nice and welcoming community and people you all have here on tumblr (and how many cool features tumblr has for communication both between creators and their followers) and I immediately went: "I want to be a part of it!"
And yeah, they've also (almost) singlehandedly brought me back into the utmv fandom. I've actually been out of it for a while, and even when I was a part of it I didn't actually really contribute anything to it, I was kinda scared to draw something new I had never drawn before (skeletons) and I also didn't really see the point in it since none of my friends were interested in the fandom so no one would actually see my art.
But something about their beautiful art made me think: "Yeah, I can make and post cool stuff too!"
And don't get me wrong, there are also other people and blogs that have motivated me. I'm actually planning on making small gifts for them too, just a bit later. It just so happened that signanothername goes first.
So. Get my first ever drawing of Killer, of my three first ever drawings for utmv, on my first blog on tumblr, which is actually my first ever social media account where I actually create and post stuff.
Yeah. And take a small heart🩷
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