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renaissance dogys
characters belong to @canisalbus
#i love i loveeee ludovica sm shes so cute. ive only known her for 5 min but i fell in love with her design and i love her friendship#with vasco ^_^ i think them having each other makes hiding their sexualities a little less lonely so thats sweet#ik in modern au shes considered an old friend of vascos but i originally assumed she and vasco fake dated in college or smth#to get their parents off their backs until they came out properly and continued to stay in touch as friends after LMAO#im not very familiar with period fashion so i had to look at renaissance costumes as reference. but i have to admit i love the#high waistlines used in some of their dresses.. i have a minidress with a similar high waistline pressed against the chest and sleeves#also if u squint machete is holding a little paper bag in the 2nd photo which is supposed to be his lunch courtesy of vasco <3#idk what ludovica would wear in modern au but i thought poet shirts might suit her because theyre like somewhere evenly between#masc and femme. to me anyway.. based on observation lesbians seem to love poet shirts and i think she looks good in one#these are all shitposts.. ill draw serious art of them one of these days i promise#i listened to fools rush in and it reminds me of them.. especially when it goes 'though i see the danger there / if theres a chance#for me then i dont care' like its so poignant and bittersweet.. a little indulgent when u think of those small moments they have togethr#save me gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries save me#my art#myart#doodles#fanart#others ocs#canisalbus#fur#furry art#machete#vasco#vaschete#ludovica#sfw fur#furry#anthro
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Ight you can have one doodle of modern au that plagues my brain
Where I just say fuck it because Leshy and his eyes is the most inconsistent thing I've seen so I gotta settle
#cult of the lamb#the ones art#cotl leshy#cotl modern au#if ya want i can continue doodling or even ramble about it#it mostly centres around narinder with the lamb being his boss#me? self indulgence? in myyyyy blog? lol. lmao even
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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the trees deny themselves nothing
READ HERE on ao3
“This is awful.” His voice was strained, and it broke at the end of his sentences. “I’m useless. I can’t…” He made a terrible, choking sound that might’ve been a sob. “I can’t.”
Philza watched. He saw the trembling in Dream’s shoulders, the devastation that flashed across Techno’s face. He felt a terrible ache in his chest.
He’d fix this somehow.
(dream made a prosthetic leg for himself, but it’s awful. philza has an old friend who could fix it.)
i’m back with what i do best: doomsday trio, medical details, and... awesamdream??? i was staring at this art by @entropicmagpie and it awoke my demons. secondary shoutout to @chrysalizzm for combining my itwall brainrot with the butterfly chat.
SO FAR: 24k words, 18 chapters. completed!! part 2 maybe?
TRIGGER WARNINGS: mentions of torture, descriptions of torture, descriptions of violence, descriptions of injury, panic attacks, ptsd, mentions of limb loss, amputation, heavy talk about prosthetics, chronic pain
#magpie if ur reading this....#maybe i should've warned you that this was going to be 1) long 2) specific to my brainrot and my brainrot alone#i was staring at the prosthetic and thinking abt how bad it is and knew i had to write something to address it lMAO#it's also very self indulgent and i have ideas on how to continue it but i'm not sure it's interesting to anyone ahaha#dreblr#c!dream#cdream#c!technoblade#ctechnoblade#c!philza#cphilza#doomsdaytrio#doomsday trio#awesamdream
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i can feel myself drifting from the TTCC community .. like i still love the characters and their dynamics, but ive been thinking less about toontown as a whole and just some of the characters are lingering . this usually happens towards the end of my obsessions
plus i just dont feel in touch with the community LOL i just kinda stick to my own stuff and sometimes like the art and stories ppl make .. but im in this awkward spot right now where im MENTALLY not engaging as much. idk if this is anything
#i dont think anything specific is causing it. im just not super deep in my toontown phase like i was in the beginning#i like the characters . but have been thinking less abt the actual toontown story#and i think im starting to dislike some things abt the canon to the point i resent it slightly#it feels like theres soo much missed potential in some parts and ik i have to just be patient but . bc of that my obsession is fading i fea#and theres a lot of messy lore and its become disengaging to follow#they say theyre fixing it but continue to indulge in these non-canon social media posts that i rlly like but. theyre not canon theyre just#kinda made for fun it seems . like maybe filler content in the meantime for big canon stuff idk#ive just become less invested in the whole toontown story recently ! still love it :] but#im in that awkward end of an era phase#the phase is lingering#many of the characters are floating around my brain and i adore them very much#just not thinking abt them in the context of the toontown story as much#and i feel more disconnected from fandom lately which isnt helping . theres a lack of connection on my part#im still gonna post art and reblog toontown stuff btw. nothings really gonna change#just felt like rambling?? im not even gonna properly tag this LMAO#any of yall have this kinda lingering feeling at the end of ur phases? cuz i do
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going on insta and being reminded why I never check people's stories ever 😕
#post:vent#lots of envious bile and sadness comes out of checking my friends' stories (since i only use insta for irl stuff)#i just see how much fun or how well people are doing and im like jesus im such a loser in comparison#i wanna do what my friends/irls are doing but i cant and/or im too depressed to go do stuff ugh#doesnt help that half the stuff i wanna do means getting my license and pretty much all of my family/relatives are trying to push me into-#-getting my license :/ and im too scared to take the test (not cuz ill fail its kind of. hard to explain my actual reasoning sjdbsj) so-#-im just perpetually pressuring myself into thinking im pathetic for not doing things and for not having a license#well anyways. im really sad now so im gonna get off tumblr before i indulge my sadness-posting-desires sjdbsjdn#< continue to indulge* lmao#yapping
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team wings being adorable
Yuzuki (Rita) commenting under Masashi (Jeramie) and Aoto's (Yanma) selfie on Instagram:
Yuzuki: Tomorrow you and Ritachi take a photo together~ lol
Aoto: Wai a human paragon~ (I presume he's emulating Rita's imitation of Moffun haha)
The photos in question:
More cute wings things under the cut:
Yuzuki: The third day of Samasute (Summer Station)!
Thank you so much to everyone who came out in the hot weather today! Today I was able to join the N'Kosopa group 💻. It was fun 😚 Finally, the 26th (Wednesday) will be our last appearance! Please enjoy 😉
Aochi and Ritachi 🎧🦋 (referring to the pictures she posted above)
Aoto really likes his hashtags lol
Aoto: #Ohsama Sentai King-Ohger #Samasute #Thank you #We have received so much power in three days #The Judge looks like they had lot of fun
Yuzuki really likes her emojis haha
Yuzuki: 🎧🦋
The third day of Samasute! Everyone came out in the hot weather today too! Thank you so much 🥹
I appeared with the N'Kosopa members 💻 Thanks for including me! lol
Finally, the 26th will be out last appearance! Next will be RitaMor, Kaguragi, and Jeramie appearing so I hope you look forward to it 🤗
Aochi and Ritachi took a picture as promised ~ lol
#Ohsama Sentai King-Ohger #King-Ohger #Samasute #Aochi and #Ritachi
(the way they both keep on using aochi and ritachi is killing me...)
Aoto's story (left on mobile, above on desktop): Thank you so much for three days of Samasute!! I was really happy to see everyone's smiles. I'm not kidding really. (Big text): RITACHI
Yuzuki's story (right on mobile, below on desktop): Thank you so much for three days of Samasute! Here are the pictures I promised 😚 lol (Big text) Aochi and Ritachi lol
#kingohger#king ohger#ohsama sentai kingohger#ohsama sentai king ohger#aoto watanabe#yuzuki hirakawa#super sentai#tokusatsu#toku cast#i spent... an unnecessary amount of time on this post hahaha#they are so adorable that my heart hurts omg#it's the continuous usage of aochi and ritachi for me#this is a self-indulgent post obviously lmao#updated to include yuzuki's insta caption
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Water dancer
#cryp txt#i continue drawing self indulgent op ocs asdfg#my art#kujira#so that brush is supposed to be for fire but i think it does a good job with water too!#idk i had fun lmao
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Sometimes, you just gotta draw things for yourself, homies.
#hollow knight#hollow knight art#Auri <3#he <3#my pretty boy#maid Auric moment#the pale king#this is self indulgent#but just#let me have this#if you recognised that the pose was inspired by Len's pose in Maid Factor#I love you#But nah#this maid 'fit rotates around in my head continuously#I really like purple#can you tell?#I've drawn him quite a few times in the maid 'fit actually#but two of them are not SFW lmao#I mean what?#striped thigh highs my beloveds#rot's art
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I forgot i started writing a damien haas x reader and opened my docs to see it, gave myself a little jumpscare💀😂
#lydz speaks#idk why i scared myself lmao#damien haas x reader#damien haas#i mean it will probs never see the light of day#its v self indulgent#i just wanted to continue on my miguel fic lmao
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One of my favorite things about Xander is the way he just keeps adopting people. Xander tries to be stand offish but then he sees someone a bit childish and immediately adopts them. Besides his own siblings, he also picks up Peri, Laslow (in the beginning of their relationship), Veronica in Heroes, and Takumi in Warriors.
If you haven't seen the Takumi and Xander support in Warriors, definitely look it up. It is really interesting to see how Takumi responds to Xander's approach to getting him to not over train himself versus Ryoma's approach to getting him to not over train himself.
HE'S A BIG BROTHER AT HEART!!! and in every other way ghdjfsjb i think abt how he just started hanging out with veronica in heroes all the time. and that support with takumi was sweet!!! of course it was about training, these dopes. something i rly like abt xander is how readily he'll talk abt his failures sometimes--in a way that he recognizes they helped pave the path leading to where he is now. and relaying those failures to others to try and help (in this case, to takumi) is just. SO big brother of him. ;w; onii-san!!!!
#i actually have some stigmata lore i can give u that relates pretty much directly to this#and it's that in early drafts leo wasn't there/showed up much later in the story#and my plan was actually gonna be that xander does start latching onto takumi in that older brother way (takumi reminding him of leo)#and takumi was gonna be like--essentially: affection? disgusting.............. do it again#ghsjgjsfnsndb#ultimately they were both gonna be weirded out by it but also kind of appreciating it lmao#BUT then leo got added and so things changed and i decided to be self indulgent and continue with my laslow-takumi bestie agenda#which probably would've happened anyway but to a lesser degree bc that would be a LOT of attention on takumi#(which he deserves. but still. gjsjfjsfh)#dots answers asks#antivanwine14
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The way Lilia drops out of school and plans to move away super fast still seems so sus to me.
#twst spoilers#twst chapter 7#I cAN'T PUT MY FINGER ON IT#like he's just so flighty and vague aaaa#and like#what is he gonna disappear from the character roster ?? lmao#He can't exactly leave the game/plot but some status quo is definitely going to change somehow#Super indulgent is I hope he becomes a teacher#or somehow is able to continue school#I dont know? twst is always full of surprises
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amazing how these days (aka the last decade) i have little energy to read for pleasure and it will take me weeks to read twenty pages but the moment I discover a new gothic author/work? Suddenly I am dying of hunger
anyway struggling to decide whether I should pick up the Gormenghast trilogy or Carmilla rn because I'm dying to put my eyes on both
#both of them for harrenhal & alys reasons lmao#also i really need fuel for my own work and like#i have complained before about how my prose recently has felt like a plucked chicken#and it's like. when you're hungry and craving something really specific and you can just eat anything to kill that hunger#but you’ll continue craving that one thing? it's exactly how i feel when it comes to reading/writing#gormenghast might be what i need#carmilla is just to indulge my alys x mags thoughts. i need my toxic yuri!!!!!#mesa de bar
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what better way to end 2023 than to have gone through every era imaginable (joined the 5sos fam, revived my love for rivals to lovers alvittany, simped over fictional characters on bookstagram via cute edits, met parents pipravi, had a 1989 vault track + reputation obsession, and cried over the inventors of every trope wildehopps) (oh and made like a million original posts on tumblr lol) (and ig i wrote some good fics here and there)
#who is doing it like me#(no one should do these things all at once bc then you'll be as crazy as i am)#but this year has been fun!#had a blast doing everything everywhere all at once and i would probably do it again#thank you to everyone who indulged me in my craziness and will continue to do so next year#(it's still 2023 where i am lmao)#love you all and i hope you have a happy new year!!#and if you want we can have a new year together!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖#new year#2024#and if you got this far maybe i'll post something later?#if i finish it#anyways byeeeee#see you next year (tomorrow) (<<<< my favorite joke)
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does tom still have his monster form in the stay au?
Yes he does! He’s had it since he was a kid, all his life actually.
Wanna know something cool? I dont explicitly state it, because I liked focusing more on the character interactions and relationships, but in a worldbuild-y sense, I’m semi-operating the Stay AU with the understanding that the world is set in a post-apocalypse, but not in your typical dystopian ruined city setting, everyday looks just like normal modern life, its just post-apocalyptic.
Tom’s part of an outdated and dying “defense system”, identified by his black sclera-black iris heritage.
Like I said, I liked focusing on the characters more, so the worldbuilding took a backseat, but y’know, writer’s brain, I can’t help but quietly worldbuild as I go.
#asks#anonymous#ew Stay AU#I might elaborate more on the world later idk#it depends on if people actually want me to elaborate#bc I can just continue drawing the gayz without context lmao#Stay is super self-indulgent anyway#and the world setting like I said is taking a major backseat#compared to character relationships#<3
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I'm watching a different show tonight 👀
I really wanna be impressed but I'm so picky 😭🤦
oooh, watcha watching?
#im also picky about my shows too lmao#i find two i like and then i only indulge in those for months and no others#and the cycle continues#right now its lab rats obviously#and interview with the vampire
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