#;;ilovedyou

[flowerpetalsofadaisy]

You will not get a second chance.

No matter how much I wish I could give you one.

Did you know that you mended my heart just to break it again? Did you know that from the moment I met you and talked to you, heard your voice for the first time, I wanted to hear it always. Just seeing your name sparked something within my soul, a fire that had never been lit.

My hands were so much smaller than yours, but they fit together just right. You were a whole foot taller than me, yet our bodies molded together like water in a glass-perfectly. And when you kissed me, it was like my lips have always been meant for you. Your hands in my hair belonged there. My name on your lips was a prayer. I wanted to dance to every song in the kitchen with you. I wanted the chance to cook more dinners at eleven o'clock at night. I wanted to say goodnight at 4am when you would go home and hope that one day you would stay, so then I could turn over and say good morning. I wanted everything with you. I wanted to grow with you. Everyday. In every season.

But, as it turns out, you yourself... you were just a season. You were my favorite one that I have gone through. Why the fuck did the solstice have to come and change it all?

-Karolina Thiago

[aburningsoulforlove]

Questo Natale sarà diverso, è passato un anno da quando ci siamo salutati e nonostante io ti abbia aspettato,abbia pregato e sperato, tu non sei tornato. I sentimenti che provo per te sono sempre più forti e non riesco a dimenticarti, è dura e la cosa che più mi fa male è il fatto che tu pensi male di me, non capisco non ho sbagliato nulla.

Caro A, lo scorso Natale avevo desiderato che un anno dopo saremmo stati insieme e ci credevo, ti giuro che ci credevo.

Caro A, questo Natale per me non sarà felice, l’unica cosa in cui spero e credo è che ci sia un vero miracolo di Natale.

Ti amo sopra ogni cosa e sto malissimo. Torna e ti prometto un amore infinito ed eterno.

[haechanhues]

I MISSSYOU ILOVEDYOU

‘LOVED’? PAST TENSE?!

(miss and love you too)

[badblondebisexualboy]

Thanks for the tag, Zy! I'm tagging @chrisevansxmalereader @skylarinfinity @ilovedyou-likethesun @h0bg0blin-meat and everyone who comes across this.

THE POET

i made a new quiz! which lover are you? 🌿

[thenamesjyn]

i give up on us . not because you gave up first but you made me give up on myself and that i can not allow .

#done #selflove #why #heartbroken #misunderstood #ilovedyou #lost #trying

[alwayssss--broken]

🥲

[servicenonsense]

This took forever cuz it kept freezing lol

@eldritch-pomegranate @demonic-spooky-bunny @ilovedyou-likethesun

UWAHHH i found this super cute picrew so i had to start a lil tag chain !! ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝

tags <3 ( no pressure )

@dira333 @lowkeyremi @verahella @y2kuromi @lu-naes @omitea @sweetfushi + anyone else who would like to join !!

[darkacademic42]

If someday the moon calls you by your name, don’t be surprised; every night I tell her about you

-Shahrazad al-Khalij

[caliciumbaby]

You're the sweetest of them all, and yet you stay so divine.

For my Cherry

My love for you had no bounds, my mind, body and soul belonged to you.

And yet you spit me out, time and time again. You ruined and drained me so completely, yet I still loved you. The sweetest of them all, yet left the sourest of tastes.

Do you remember when I came over, and made you dinner, because you were alone and sick in bed so many times? Do you remember how you, Cherry, loved my big, old jacket because it was so large on you? You wore it so much, a tear appeared at the side of the left sleeve. I still have it to this day.

Do you remember all the forbidden kisses we shared? The times I would go crazy from kissing you so much, the times I would die, just for you to tuck your head in my neck.

I don't think you do.

Or, did.

Lips red as wine, eyes bright and brown, hair copper and unruly. Freckles doted on every single spot on your body. I tried to count them so many times, yet got lost each and every single time. You were the epitome of my ending. Those were my memories of you, now—they're reduced to fire and ash.

You said that you wanted to experience and travel the world with me, and I promised you we would. I wasn't the best at keeping promises back then, and so you shook your head, and smiled with that big dimple of yours on your right cheek showing, and looked down, whispering the only words I seem to remember of your voice—

"'Explore the world, embark on a journey and live.' Those were my grandmothers last words that I remember. And I want to live by them."

But you lied. Not about the words she told you, you lied about living by the rules.

The scar you made on my skin, wasn't visible to anyone but myself. When you left, a part of my heart left. This isn't even supposed to be cliché, but it truly felt like a part of me died that day.

Now, it's been 3 years after you've been gone. And it hurts for me to say it, but I'm getting better. I know your biggest fear was to be forgotten and left behind, and it hurts me to admit it, I want to forget you. I want to forget your touch, your beautiful voice and every single memory that comes with it.

But the one thing I will not let myself forget, is the words you told me.

At the time, they had vague meaning to me, only adding it to the number of beautiful things you said. I wasn't really big on reading and writing as you were. You loved books, had your entire wall in your room dedicated to them even. You would let me lay my head on your chest, and keep the book on my head to read. I would purposely move just a little every few minutes, so you could pinch my sides and tug on my hair. You acted like you were annoyed and hated it, but the stupid little grin on your face wouldn't leave when you tried to hide it with your book, when you knew I would do it over and over again.

That's why I want to forget you.

It feels so selfish of me to say all of this, yet still find my longing for you day and night.

I genuinely believe that you were my soulmate, my partner and my best friend all in one.

And for that, you will be remembered as the most kindest person, the most patient girlfriend and the epitome of the sun. Warmth and comfort truly were your thing.

My Cherry.

[skinnyelff]

I stopped chasing after you and you didnt chase after me. Thats how much i meant to you, thats how much you want this relationship..

[thebooksoflife]

But the truth stretched out in front of him; loving her hadn't been enough. Not enough for her.

Sherry Shahan, Skin and Bones

Maybe if I had loved him better. Maybe if I had said something different. Maybe if I had held his hand longer. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. 

[inqshead]

him.

oh and i found art in every bit of you and love in every bit of me.

[to-unlove-you]

I remember the feeling of your lips on mine. The three times we kissed flash through my mind. I dream of kissing you again, this time I could be the one to initate it, this time it lasts longer.  God, I wish I had kissed you more.

Sometime in mid-September 

[changetopic]

I'm in pain. So much pain that it felt as if my chest is gonna explode. I didn’t think losing you would cause me so much suffering. I never loved someone so much that it's breaking me. I cannot love the same. In deed, you're the only one who made me feel genuine love that I let you go because you wanted to. I hope you needed me as much as I needed you.

"You say the word, you know I will find you

Or you need some time, I don't mind

I don't hold on to the tail of your kite"

- Sleeps with Butterflies (Tori Amos)

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[s0ulpuppy]

i’m a ruin

i will never love another the way i loved him, 

two years seemed like decades away from him,

his eyes were hazel,

his lips were cherry,

his hands were warm,

if amnesia were to pay a visit to my mind,

i’d go my whole life never learning those things again,

who is he to be a ruiner who claims to repair,

leaving me to repair myself every time our eyes meet,

although he looks so different he’s still a familiar face,

it takes less than a second for our eyes to connect,

and that tiny period of time causes so much pain,

[rupparuppi]

Dowoon