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If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

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Double Standard Dictionary: A Guide to Things That Are Only "Problems" When Women Do Them

Let's have an honest conversation about something that drives me absolutely crazy. You know those little comments and judgments that somehow only seem to apply to women? Yeah, we need to talk about that.

The Professional Edition

When men vs. when women do the exact same thing:

He's assertive → She's aggressive

He's focused → She's cold

He's passionate → She's emotional

He's dedicated → She's obsessed

He's confident → She's arrogant

He's strategic → She's manipulative

He's busy → She's neglecting her life

The Dating Double Standards

The classics that never seem to die:

He's dated around → She has "a past"

He's a bachelor → She's "left on the shelf"

He's selective → She's picky

He's career-focused → She's married to her job

He's a social butterfly → She's attention-seeking

He's "finding himself" → She needs to settle down

He's direct → She's desperate

The Appearance Police

The endless contradictions:

Look professional, but not too try-hard

Be attractive, but not attention-seeking

Wear makeup, but keep it "natural"

Be fit, but not too muscular

Dress well, but not too sexy

Look youthful, but not immature

Age gracefully, but never look old

The Emotion Edition

How it's perceived:

His anger is justified → Her anger is hysteria

His sadness is deep → Her sadness is dramatic

His stress is from hard work → Her stress is from "not coping"

His excitement is enthusiasm → Her excitement is over-the-top

His concerns are valid → Her concerns are paranoid

His anxiety is pressure → Her anxiety is weakness

The Family Chronicles

The never-ending judgment:

He's babysitting → She's just parenting

He's helping around the house → She's doing her job

He's focused on work → She's neglecting family

He needs time to himself → She's selfish

He's weighing his options → She's wasting time

He's figuring out what he wants → Her clock is ticking

The Office Politics

Things I'm tired of seeing:

Men get mentored → Women get hit on

Men network → Women "sleep their way up"

Men are busy → Women "can't handle it"

Men are thorough → Women are perfectionists

Men delegate → Women are lazy

Men need work-life balance → Women are uncommitted

The Social Scene

The ridiculous expectations:

Be fun but not too wild

Be social but not too friendly

Be smart but not intimidating

Be successful but not threatening

Be independent but not difficult

Be strong but still need help

Be confident but still humble

The Success Paradox

What we're dealing with:

Be ambitious but not threatening

Lead but don't be bossy

Achieve but don't outshine

Negotiate but don't be demanding

Succeed but stay likeable

Excel but remain modest

Win but make it look effortless

The Reality Check

What this actually means for us:

Constant second-guessing

Walking on eggshells

Energy drain from overthinking

Imposter syndrome

Reduced authenticity

Limited self-expression

Unnecessary stress

The Way Forward

What we can do about it:

Call it out

Name the double standard

Question the logic

Point out the inconsistency

Support other women

2. Break the patterns

Reject unfair labels

Define success personally

Set our own standards

Celebrate authenticity

3. Change the narrative

Share success stories

Highlight achievements

Create new networks

Mentor others

To Every Woman Dealing With This

Remember:

You're not "too much"

Your achievements are earned

Your feelings are valid

Your ambitions are worthy

Your standards are important

Your voice matters

Your path is yours

[badblondebisexualboy]

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HEY GUYS !! NEED HELP !!

so i have a stats project (cause guess who’s still stuck in high school 😻) anyways if y’all could answer a few questions it would be helpful🙏🏼🙏🏼

1. do you drink coffee? (yes/ no)

2. how many hours of sleep do you get on average?

ANY response would be helpful!! comment, reblog, dm, query box!! anything works!!

TYSM <3

[badblondebisexualboy]

This might be my last ask, so here it goes.

i want to thank you for listening to me this intently... and giving help when I felt hopeless.... and to all those reading, a Directioner or not, I'm not putting out my feelings on the internet to seek attention... I'm doing it so at the least a few people who share my pain can get their questions answered and feel validated.... and not alone.... we are here for each other... as Directioners.... and as humans.... as this bunch of people who shared a music taste in the past.... to mourning a dear member... we are in this together..... you are not alone.. any and all pain you feel is validated.... and please talk to someone... me, they, someone who's ready to listen.... we're here.... and mental health is no joke.... so please check up on your loved ones and those who seem to be struggling... maybe you could be to them what One Direction was to us at a point... help people.... be kind.... show love... and stay strong...

and one last request... as hard as the funeral might be for us, it's harder on the people close to Liam.... he was a son, a brother to 2 sisters and 4 brothers..... a father to dear little Bear... and a BF... an inspiration... a light in the dark times and a sweet soul..... so please please respect their time of grievance and let them have their moment.... y'all have to realize Niall performed knowing he and Liam had come together to Argentina but he's gonna have to leave alone.... Zayn has to live with the fact that they weren't on the best terms in his last days and cancelling his tour.... Louis faces a particularly harsh reality that he has to be an uncle to Bear without Liam being there with them.... and Harry has to live with the fact that one day... he might outgrow Liam... be 32... they are grieving too... they are in much harsher pain than us, and I urge you, every one of you, to respect the.... they owe us no explanation.... don't go up to them for photos and such... and please do not see the funeral as a reunion, but as a final goodbye.... because "goodbyes are bittersweet.... but it's not the end.... I'll see your face... again".... (Niall Horan in "Walking in the wind" album: Made in the A.M.")

and finally, I know it might be late to say this but.... dear Liam... if you can see/hear this somehow.... i want to thank you.... thank you for the memories... the laughs.. the tears... the lyric changes... the water fights and all the fun moments.... I'm glad I could hear your music ever.... and I'm sorry.... I'm sorry you had to go through what you had to.... but we're always proud of you, champ..... we love you... and we miss you.... rest easy.... and hope you're happier wherever you are...

Liam James Payne 29/08/1993 - 16/10/2024

Love, Directioner....

you don’t have to thank me for listening! and your message is beautiful ❤️‍🩹, if you ever need anyone to talk to, my dms/asks are always open 🫂

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Do you ever feel…. fake? the feeling of non-genuinity…. I'm that right now.... the nagging in the head… that often reminds me that I was never a Liam fan… and I'm doing this as a way to cope with his death and… feel better about myself… to reassure myself that I couldn't have done something…. it was out of my reach and that… it wasn't my fault…. but not really listening to it out of fandom or favouritism….. and that thought is tormenting me so much so that I can't physically bring myself to listen to any of his or One Direction songs anymore…. and I hate it... i don't want to not be able to listen to them..... it's just a weird feeling and I... don't like it.....

yeah, i get you.

i wasn’t really a liam fan either, he wasn’t my fav out of the one direction lads either but it’s still okay to be sad

there’s people out there who only listen to 1D and none of his solo music, that doesn’t make them any less valid for their pain.

i think part of reeling from the fact that he’s actually passed is disassociating, putting yourself on the outside can help.

it’s okay that you weren’t as involved as you used to be. you don’t need to justify yourself to anyone, if your feelings are genuine then you would know.

you wouldn’t be upset and crying if your feelings weren’t genuine ❤️‍🩹

i have bouts of when i can and can’t listen to their music, recently i haven’t been able to. that’s okay, i think it will come with time.

there’s a lot of good memories in their music and i don’t think his death will taint those. give it time, you can always start small by listening to the other boys’ solo music before listening to one direction.

it gets better, it gets easier to handle. the only thing is that you need to give yourself time to grieve and recover.

it won’t come instantly and it’s okay. just because you can’t listen to them now doesn’t mean that you never will

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As much as I want to believe that it isn't my fault... I just can't seem to bring myself to do it.... like somehow... a part of me... a part of my childhood... a part of my mind that still believed One Direction would be back, died along with Liam... and hell, I'd not even want a reunion, if I can somehow bring him back to life... and on the other hand... I've been so out of touch with what's going on with the boys, that all these allegations on him... that too after he passed... it's tearing my mind apart... I want to tell myself that that wasn't the Payno we knew... the Payno I grew up listening to... the one who could bring a smile on anyone's face.... the dance master Leeroy... the one afraid of fucking spoons, ridiculous, isn't it..? the silliness... the person himself.... I'm not willing to believe that he... he got so bad... that everyone let it get so bad... that somehow I was a part of it too... idk... can't stop that nagging feeling....

As a fan of Justin Bieber AND One Direction, I'm truly scared for what might happen to Justin now... the Biebers have a son... I don't want to, can't, lose another of my favourite artists.... he was on the pedestal since a young age too, and has been through similar shot.... and I'm terrified.... (sorry for the side track)

Now AFTER his death when I learn about him being an abuser and how MUCH people bash him and be unempathetic about it.... I hate myself for even considering stopping supporting him and mourning him... honestly, that thought crossed my m mind... I went... "Am I mourning the wrong person..? Should I be happy that an abuser d¡ed... or sad that he was Liam.... or surprised that Liam could even do that, or empathize with him that it was his coping mechanism.... but it isn't good... but he was good... but he isn't..." and that feeling summed up in a few words beautifully goes like.... "I'm mourning a person who was a part and parcel of my inner child that didn't heal.... but that doesn't mean my older self blindsides his wrongdoings... I'm mourning what Liam was to me... and how his life had become.... also while sympathy with the victim.... who somehow ALSO lost someone MUCH MUCH more important.... her son's father..."

I'll come in with another ask to continue, also I fell asleep (with a lot of struggle) so sorry for the late reply... (sorry if I'm bugging you...)

it’s okay not to believe that it’s not your fault, there will be people out there to remind you, and with time i think you’ll start to understand that it’s not.

emotions are tricky, because your grief is so raw everything feels magnified. in time, and with healing you’ll be able to see the bigger picture.

don’t worry about it right now, feeling your emotions is so good for understanding yourself. it helps you process your grief.

there’s so many things about grief that doesn’t make sense. wanting liam alive doesn’t make you a bad person, there are millions of people on this earth that wish they could’ve changed his fate.

just because liam was an abuser does not make him any less worth being mourned. there are people out there that have done worse, that are alive and they still have huge fandoms and people that listen to their music.

and i understand the piece of you that died when liam did, i think a lot of directioners can understand that feeling. there is no one direction without all of the boys.

them losing liam was us losing one direction really, and that leaves a big hole within our childhoods and within a lot of our primitive teenage years.

as for justin, i’m not really in his fandom but i do enjoy his music. and i can empathize with your fear. justin’s clean from my understanding, and has been since he’s been married to hailey.

your fears aren’t entirely unfounded but i do think that it’s better not to work yourself over possibilities of what could happen if he relapses. it does nobody any good, especially you.

it sounds easier said than done but justin is the only one who has control over his own life, we need to let him make his own decisions like we did with liam.

we can’t control him, that can only lead to negative outcomes. he knows himself better than anyone else in his life and deserves the right to have his fans and people around him believe that he’ll make the right choices.

it doesn’t make you a bad person to have conflicting feelings about liam’s passing. i did, i didn’t mourn him really at all in the first 24hrs of hearing he passed.

my friends aren’t fans of one direction/liam so they were very much more objective about liam’s passing than i thought i could be.

i thought i had to react a certain way, i didn’t have any right to be sad because i didn’t know him, and he was an abuser.

that’s wrong, you’re entitled to feel however you want to feel. mourn him if you want, don’t if you don’t. it really is that simple.

you don’t have control over how other people react so there will be people out there that are less emotionally attached than fans are, but that doesn’t make your pain any less valid.

it’s okay to be conflicted, liam was a huge part of you. and yes, exactly. mourning liam does not discredit any of the abuse that maya went through.

don’t worry about bugging me, you’re always welcome!! or falling asleep! i just woke up so if you don’t mind me replying 6hrs later then we’re all good 🫂.

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Idk where to start, man... I literally got to know this news through a reply on my comment on Instagram... and for a second... I was like "nah... bs" and I went to sleep... the next day I open my phone and boom.... everything is flooding... my heart is cracking every moment.... due to time lines, here is 20th now (early morning) so it's been 3 days since the news... first day I was in denial, second, pain, third hurt the most... panic attacks and crying uncontrollably.... he'll... funny thing is... my mom was angry at me... her exact words were "why are you crying for him?? Who is he?? If you cry I'm not talking to you anymore" Well, mother.... how do I tell you... he was a part of the 5 that saved me when I needed you... and you didn't come... how can I tell you... he's a stranger... but with so many memories... I was 4 when One Direction was formed, 9 when they disbanded... 13 when I found them.... I might not be a die hard fan... but I knew the little things... the water fights, the fear of spoons, the color blindness.... the fights, the diaries, the lyric changes on stage.... the boys, that somehow shaped my present now and future then.... how do I forgive myself for not following with them and their solo careers... I feel like I've failed them all as a Directioner... I couldn't keep up with them after they disbanded.... I couldn't help Liam... I couldn't keep Payno alive... I couldn't save the boy who saved me... and I'll forever regret that...

it’s not your fault, and it will never be your fault 🫂

i can tell you from my own experience that people that have never listened to or were’nt fans of liam/one direction do not understand.

a lot of them think more objectively than fans will, they are more likely to have less empathy about liam passing.

your mom’s anger is displaced, do not internalize it. don’t let her tell you how to mourn, liam was important to you and nobody can tell you how to grieve. crying is normal, feel your grief, let it remind you of the fact that liam was so so loved by many fans ❤️‍🩹

something that really helps me with panic attacks is cold things, like a towel drenched in cold water or cold air, cold water. something to shock your system out of a state of anxiety.

liam did some really horrible things but he shaped your life, he saved you and that’s something that counts. just because he fucked up doesn’t make him any less human.

nobody in this world is truly good, people who make it seem so black and white are ignorant. a lot of messed up shit happened to liam and he coped the best way he could.

that doesn’t negate the fact that what he did to maya and others was unforgivable but it does help to empathize of what was someone who should have gotten help, someone who deserved the chance to take accountability.

not keeping up with their solo careers also does not make you any less of a fan nor does it discredit your grief. i haven’t listened to a lot of liam’s solo music but i can listen to it now and grieve over the boy who deserved a lot more

you haven’t failed them and there’s nothing to forgive, if anything your grief is a reminder of all the love you hold in your heart for all of the boys, especially liam.

it hurts because you care, and that’s okay. it wasn’t your job to save him, i know it feels like it was within your control to help him, but it wasn’t.

liam was sick, he needed help but he never got the chance to fix his mistakes. that is not on us, only liam had the ability to write his wrongs.

grief is not logical, because logically there was no way for you to know how badly he was hurting. liam knew there were fans that loved him, he knew there were people around him that loved him.

only liam knew what was going through his mind before his passing, none of us will ever have closure and that might be the worst part about grieving him.

but what we can do is remember him, remember the boy he was and what he could have been.

[badblondebisexualboy]

Landoscar assassins AU

Masterlist

AN: Wrote this after Monza, never fleshed it out more but here you go

CW: mentions of violence, weapons but nobody really uses them

≈200 words

Oscar knows exactly that he isn‘t alone. That didn‘t stop him from making himself a coffee and putter around in his kitchen like every other morning. It would have been an almost serene scene, if it wasnt for the gun shoved into the front of his joggers.

"That was my target you killed." The blade pressed to Oscar‘s throat breaks skin just slightly, a small warm drop of blood sliding down his adams apple.

"Was it?"

"You know damn well it was," Lando spits.

"Papaya Rules, Lando."

"Oh fuck off."

The agency has a clear cut code, the Papaya Rules. Capital letters. If Zak wouldn‘t be on his ass about them all the time, Lando would have ripped out Oscars throat all the way back in Hungary. Now he stands in the younger mans kitchen, at a stalemate with his knife pressed to Oscars windpipe and the Australians gun to Landos chest. Both of them are too stubborn to be the first to crack, even though they both know the small cut on Oscars throat is the only blood that will be spilled between them. At least today.

After what feels like an eternity, Oscar drops the gun and sighs.

It makes Landos bloodlust even worse.

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[badblondebisexualboy]

I’ve just realised…

Logan looks at Oscar that way…

…that Oscar looks at Lando that way…

…that Lando lookd at Carlos.

I will never recover from this.

[badblondebisexualboy]

Red Bull v Monster

Scenario: Max is sponsored by Red Bull and Y/N is sponsored by Monster and their entire relationship is perpetuated by trying to convince the other their sponsor has the best energy drink.

Red Bull and Monster 2 very different brands with very different identities, so when the current BMX Champion Y/N

L/N got in a relationship with Red Bull F1 World Champion Max Verstappen the main topic of conversation in the media is that the two are sponsored by very different energy drinks that are in constant competition with each other.

When the two first announced their relationship they never expected the biggest controversy to arise from an energy drink well two energy drinks.

With two very different sponsors the couple have made it their ultimate goal to promote their sponsor as best as they can by overshadowing the others. Taking logo stickers and placing them over the others logo or trying their hardest to get the other into trouble.

The two have constantly been seen publicly trying to entice one another to drink the opposing sponsor's drink but to no avail.

Y/N despises Red Bull and Max despises Monster. It's pretty clear the two have no interest in drinking the other sponsor's drink but it doesn't mean they don't try to get one another to.

For a TikTok video Y/N decided to pour out the contents of Max's Red Bull can and fill it with Monster he then handed Max the can whilst he was gaming live, he then waited for Max to take a sip and prepared to run away because he knew Max wouldn't accept or appreciate this.

The sound of Max shouting at the game he was playing echoed throughout their apartment and Max was getting angrier at whatever game he was playing this time and then it went quiet for a second.

"Y/N WHAT IS THIS SHIT", this is the sign Max has finally taken a sip and Y/N takes off running with the sound of Max's footsteps following behind him.

On another occasion during a race weekend for Y/N, Max had gone into his tent where all his stuff is and placed a Red Bull sticker on his helmet that covered up the Monster logo, Y/N had then gone out sponsoring Red Bull. This led to him getting in trouble with his team and probably almost killing Max.

In one of Max's post race interview the interviewer asked him what does Y/N think of his Red Bull sponsor and Max replied "Y/N loves Red Bull he just pretends he doesn't he even told me that it's better than Monster"

Safe to say Y/N didn't take this well nor did his team, Red Bull on the other hand did. The two companies have also participated in the games, constantly taking to social media. One time Monster posted a tweet saying "We are happy to announce Max Verstappen will be participating in the BMX Championship sponsored by Monster".

As well as trying to get the other to drink their sponsor's drink they have had countless arguments about which is the best. These arguments are normally started by someone in their chat when they go live trying to create drama and it normally works and it is very entertaining to watch for viewers but mind numbingly annoying for Max and Y/N who can't convince the other of their opinion.

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This is the magic lucky word count. Reblog for creativity juice. It might even work, who knows.

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Avengers on a mission:

Bruce: Well, that went good!

Steve: Yeah, surprisingly.

Rhodey: It’s… too quiet. Now that I think about it, the whole battle was too quiet.

Tony, holding up his hand in the front: where’s the kid.

Pan over to Peter who is playing with puppies he saw halfway to the battle.

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There has to be an option of "too young to"

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Awww Krishnaaa 🥺🥺

*Krishna, Arjun and Draupadi are on a secret mission*

Draupadi: Um-

Arjun: Shh!

Draupadi:

Draupadi: *turns to Krishna* He just shushed me!

Krishna: *calmly* Krishnaa, look. You just gotta be a little bit more un-

Arjun: Shh!

Krishna:

Draupadi: ☠️

Krishna: Don't you shush me!

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Mercy ~ T.R.

A/n: I haven’t actually watched this far into the show, this is all from second hand understanding, so if it’s a little OOC I apologize :)

Request: “Can you do a Theo Raeken x Mreader where the reader never doubted that there was goodness in Theo’s heart even tho he committed terrible acts, the reader supports Theo because they knew that he was led astray since he was a child. The pack believes that the reader maybe crazy and when they discuss that Theo deserves everything bad that happens to him, the reader defends him, which makes Theo feels like he doesn’t deserve someone like them.” By anon

Word Count: 2100+

MASTERLIST

"Stop that." 

Y/n was a pretty passive person. His strengths came from maintaining focus and calm. Hiding, not being seen, never losing control. When he spoke, it was always even and his gaze gave nothing away. He wasn't particularly comforting, or good at fighting, but he was extremely good at getting out of a tight situation - or sneaking into one without consequences. It left him often as the one who could get reinforcements, deliver information where it was needed, or learn important things others couldn't because he hadn't been noticed or stopped.

Which meant easily enough that when he glared at someone, or when his sharp tone snapped through the room with genuine anger, the pack knew it was a severe reaction. If you didn't know him, it would be easy to dismiss the outburst as quieter than Derek's, or softer than what Isaac or Stiles might have hit with. There was no sass or sarcasm and even very little poison in the words... but the fact that it was so full of emotion was telling.

Especially because all they were talking about was Theo.

Scott raised his eyebrows as he shot Y/n a sideways glace. "Stop what?"

"Don't talk about trauma you don't understand," was all Y/n said.

Stiles' face twisted slightly with an anger leaning confusion. "What are you talking about? Theo tried to kill Scott and take over all of us. Including you. He did horrible experiments on the chimeras he did get his hands on - and most of them died. All he has done is cause pain and misery since he got here. Who the hell cares what he's been through?"

Y/n's sudden pointed look stopped Stiles dead. It was equivalent to a blade being pressed to his throat, or a gun leveled at his head. It was a threat - a promise - and he knew to back down immediately. "You never know what kind of person others' experiences would have made you if you'd lived through them. Theo was a child. And before you go off or dismiss me like you have in the past, Stilinski, no I don't condone or dismiss the vast amounts of harm he has caused the people around him. I'm not saying anyone is required to forgive him just because he had a hard life. I was there when Kira sent him to hell the first time, and I helped every step of the way. I stand by what we did. But he doesn't deserve all the pain and suffering he's been through, and it does matter, and he deserves a chance to get better and be a different person." He grew quiet for a moment, sensing everyone in the room growing tense and avoiding his eyes. He sighed and stood from his chair. "I'll see you guys later - let me know when you need me." He left the room, leaving everyone staring after him with wide eyes and parted lips.

Despite how important he found his message, Y/n knew not to push it. It wouldn't go anywhere to hit a brick wall over and over again. It would just break his hand.

-

"What's your deal this time?" Scott sighed the words, his shoulders drooping. This time Theo was in the room, and they'd been trying to ignore Y/n expression as it grew darker and darker, but Scott was powerful because he cared - of course he couldn't last forever.

Y/n's eyes were trained on the windows to the side of the room they were on, taking in the view of the outside past them. Trying to focus and ground himself. He needed to answer this calmly no matter how volatile he felt; they needed to be united in the face of those who depended on them. Like Liam and Theo. 

When he did speak, he could feel every single pair of eyes on him. "I will not stand for that talk in my presence. Keep your harsh words to yourself, or I will intervene."

Stiles, who had been the one going off on Theo, rolled his eyes. He was still wrapped up in his ow feelings and thoughts and didn't have the wherewithal to control himself - even under such threat from Y/n. He fell back on what he was best at: not shutting up. "Theo killed his own sister-"

Y/n snapped. He rushed Stiles, hands wrapping in his shirt as he slammed the other boy against the wall. Everyone scrambled, but Scott held up a hand and caught his breath, eyes wide. They all paused. They had trusted Y/n to not go too far this long; they needed to keep doing so. This was important to him, and it needed to happen. Stiles looked startled but unhurt, so they could hold their breath for just a second. Each person was coiled though, ready to launch the second Scott gave the signal.

"Derek tried to start his own pack and fucked up Jackson's entire life. He has been universally unhelpful, an all-around dick, and general trouble since day one and we forgave him. Isaac was part of that pack, and actively antagonized everyone in our pack - especially you and Scott. He got into fights, belittled other people, and fell through plenty of times when we really needed him. He's disappeared completely when we need him the most and we forgave him anyway because we understand him and see his perspective and work around it. Jackson actively tried to kill us for weeks, but we wrote it off because he was being controlled. But he was that vicious far before he was a monster, and actively bullied and belittled all of us. He put Scott in danger several times and tried his best to ostracize us and make us hate ourselves. Even Lydia used her intelligence and power to hurt and tear down other people - but she's the most active part of this community just because her powers forced her to be here and we accepted her the way she was after that, allowing her to be truer to herself as time passed until she became a genuinely kind and caring person.

"There have been plenty of people who have actively hurt us that we've forgiven. Don't even get me started on Peter. But we forgave them anyway, and they were far older than Theo was - and most of them did what they did without any outside influence. Theo was a child, and whatever horrible thing they did to the other chimeras for a month of two, Theo got for seven fucking years. I don't care what you think or what you know, shut your fucking mouth or I will shut it for you. He's been given the chance to change, and he's trying his best to. He has done a lot for us since he's been back - especially for Liam. He's one of the only ones who's treated Liam's struggles seriously while you make fun of the boy for what he deals with - and you know what? Now that I'm thinking about it, who the hell are you to say anything? You want to start digging shit up about the Nogitsune? How about Allison?"

A hand landed on Y/n shoulder as Stiles' face went pale. "That's enough." Scott.

Y/n caught himself, letting Stiles' shirt go and stepping back. You don't have to forgive him, or like him, but if you're going to talk shit it better not be where he can hear you. Or where I can hear you, for that matter. Next time I'll just deck you - I'm tired of your bullshit." And with that, he left the room. He knew there would be some kind of repercussions for that... but he didn't care. If he left the pack then perhaps it was just time for it to happen. 

He was sure that was the end of it for now, but he heard the door open behind him again as he made his way down the hall. Of all the people he had been expecting to see when he turned to defend himself - he had not been expecting Theo himself.

The brunette boy slowed out of his jog once he'd caught up, stopping too close to Y/n. There was something in his eyes. Tears, at his water line, but also so many emotions that twisted and roiled - too many for Y/n to even begin to decipher. Y/n was taken aback by the emotion, and froze in place, unsure what would happen next. Final Theo managed a, "Thank you," but it was so thin that Y/n knew there was so much to that than the simple two words would be communicating normally.

So he took a second to think, so absorb it all and try to understand. His expression melted and softened, opened up and allowed sincerity and vulnerability to come through. He had been watching Theo struggle for ages now and he was more than willing to let it show plainly. "I'm glad you're back, Theo. That you've taken this chance to learn new things and become a new person. I knew back then that you were capable of good, and you haven't disappointed."

Theo's eyebrows came together. "You did?"

Y/n shrugged, growing a bit sheepish. "I doubted it in the end... I mean, everyone has some good in them, but I decided that it was over, you'd lost your chance, and it hit me to my core. But you served plenty of penance in hell, and when you came back... I could tell you were so different. And I hoped again. And it all paid off. You're becoming the person I always knew you could be. I'm proud of you."

Those emotions turned across Theo's face again and he paused for a whole second before something snapped, or broke - something. Theo closed the distance between them, grabbing Y/n's face and pulling him into a kiss. Y/n hummed in surprise but the sound turned almost immediately into a moan when their lips actually met. The kiss was hard and passionate. Their hands pulled at each other, both of them losing whatever control they had in that moment to do their best to drown in each other. 

Y/n hooked his fingers in Theo's belt, pulling him closer, and whatever anxiety Theo had about the moment melted away. His hands moved from Y/n's face to his hair, fingers wrapping around the strands and tugging on them, forcing his head back to tuck Y/n flush against his chest as every inch between them was filled. Y/n moaned again and Theo sighed into the kiss, his expression relaxing and a smile coming to his face. He reacted again, forcing Y/n to scramble to keep up with him as he moved them through the hall until Y/n's back slammed against the wall.

It was aggressive and desperate but didn't actually hurt. Y/n found himself surprisingly comfortable and only enjoying every moment they shared now. There was tenderness to the kiss too. Small things, like the tips of Y/n's fingers running across the top of Theo's waistband and ghosting the skin there; Theo's thumb rubbing the softest circles at the back of Y/n's neck where the smalls of his hair grew thinner than the rest of the thicker hair, allowing his skin to feel the contact and tingle at such affection. There was nothing sexual to it, which also made every single kiss and bite as Theo caught Y/n's bottom lip or skated away from his lips and began to trail across Y/n's jaw and down his neck - it was all accompanied with sighs and kisses if Y/n's hissed in pain. 

How long had Theo wanted this? Because the sheer relief and desperation communicated Y/n's own feelings like a mirror. 

After a few minutes they both relaxed and melted into each other, their touches and holds relaxing until Theo simply leaned into Y/n, their foreheads pressed together. It was quiet for a few beats, and then - "I don't deserve you."

Y/n scoffed. He reached up, gripping Theo's jaw between his fingers. "I'll kick your ass too, Raeken."

That made Theo smile. "Feel free." He left another kiss on Y/n's lips, but this one was lingering and soft. It was more intimate that way, and they were both left a little dazed. "Will you go on a date with me?" He still didn't seem entirely sure, which was almost laughable after the kisses they'd just shared, but Y/n didn't say anything. 

Who was he to give someone shit for questioning the person they liked liking them back when they thought it impossible?

Y/n sighed, nodding. "Yeah. I'd like that."

Theo pressed their foreheads together and they sat there for a long time. Y/n got the feeling that neither of them would feel alone ever again... They had each other now. They'd be just fine.

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