#:x: yay! character development time! ( headcanons )

[kurtmustdie]

caught up with cringetober because I literally forgot to do it, individuals and explanations under cut

Day 1: Heterochromia I’ve come to the revaluation that my sona is already cringe as hell considering not only can his entire body change color but he also has differently colored eyes as a staple of his design. They’re usually yellow and blue but this time I color picked the blue from the trans flag and the mint from the Vincian flag for this color palette, it turned out really pretty :)

Day 2: Self Insert Now she isn’t my self insert anymore, but back in the day when I was at “peak cringe” she definitely was. This is my warriors OC Icypelt and I have a post going over part of her story on my profile somewhere. She’s been through a lot and I think her modern design is very pretty :)

Day 3: Unnecessarily complex fit/design Spider scene is kinda infamous in my brain for having wayyy too much detail but I love them and I think this might be my favorite one out of this batch, super cute, the pose is really cute and the colors are nice and fits her really well :D

day 4: Angel x Devil inevitable MCR reference ik, Helena and Revenge, love them dearly. Poor revenge man this one is cute and looks like a sticker!!

Day 6 (I skipped day 5 because I didn’t want to open up ms paint today): neko i kinda hate this one but cat Gerard yay

Day 7: Pinterest base at first I wanted to draw hobie in place of Gwen but I remembered that I haven’t really drawn Mikey with her even though they’re supposed to be friends so I drew her instead. Idk. The height difference is not accurate because of that but Jumping Spider is small because he’s based on a jumping spider and those are tiny who would have thought

Day 8: tumblr sexyman i have never played undertale a day in my life i just know a lot of people wanted to jump sans’ bones

day 9: Crossover ship/rarepair OH BOY THIS ONE GOES KIND OF HARD AND IM EMBARRASSED ABOUT IT BECAUSE THEY KIND OF WORK FOR EACH OTHER UM MIGUEL OHARA X CLOTTED CREAM COOKIE IM INSANE OMG-

day 10: fursona i already have a fursona I already drew and yes I colorpicked from the lesbian flag how could you tell /j

Day 11: Yandere LYLA is technically canonically a yandere because spoiler alert she tried to kill Miguel’s fiancé via overheating her in the shower (essentially literally boiling her like a lobster) because she was “in love” with him (she said if she did have autonomy and had feelings the would be in love with him but she doesn’t but idk who knows I don’t).

day 12: niche interest ik MCR isn’t exactly “niche” but the black parades story in particular has always caught my interest and I have my own interpretation of it and a whole kind of story I’m still developing and character arcs and headcanons and interactions and yeah you get it, death in particular has evolved into god knows an OC on his own I just keep him attached to MCR because… it makes more sense that way, ig-

day 13: creepypasta does this count- whatever grimdark is just the same thing as a creepypasta- I’m not really in the MLP fandom anymore but it was my first ever “fandom” I was actually apart of. My first hyperfixation if you will. I wasn’t in the grimdark part of the fandom because I was too young for it but I was actually watching the izzzyzzz grimdark video and I was like “oh” and drew a rainbow factory Rainbowdash. Honestly I should draw ponies more they’re fun to draw

Day 14: candygore (?) im not good at drawing candygore and since I was rushing this o didn’t do it as well as I thought I can, but it still turned out pretty cool

Day 15: song lyrics aaaa inevitable hesitant alien drawing this one turned out so cute!! The colors and the sparkle eek so cute aaa action cat lyrics I’m breaking down right in front of you I’m sorry

planning on doing the rest of the month now, maybe not exactly on time since I’m still in school but I’ll try to get 31 drawings out by Halloween. Love the idea of cringetober because I just love all things cringe. Ack this is so good

[occasional-pyrrhon]

I need to know your most unhinged headcanons about Pyrrhon. Idk if you already have a post like this, but I need to know.

YAY YAY YAY OK. OK EVERY THING I'VE EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HTIS GUY LET'S GO. MILLION PAGE LONG POST UNDER THE CUT

OK so what is this thang in the first place right. I think he's an alien. HEAR ME OUT GUYS HEAR ME OUT. So space seems really weird and vaguely eldritch in the worldbuilding right, the Kraken and the Pirates' appearances being robotic along with the Aurum, who apparently just Happened one day. I think he also Happened one day and just crashed landed onto earth meteor style, either coming from the sun itself or being the Aurum's flawed attempt at mimicking a god that got too out of control and developed free will. I mean he has bright green eyes and looks nothing like the other gods. Even HADES wears CLOTHES man. Fitting with space being mostly outside the domain of the gods, this weird little mini sun man was able to claim the Sun God title because no one else was using it, which is why the gods themselves are torn on if he's one of them. He isn't immortal but he does age slower than normal, he's a fairly recent annoyance among all the divine discourse

Him and Arlon are brothers! Sorta. They met as kids without any apparent families and Pyrrhon theorizes that they're connected, which Arlon goes along with. So they kinda *become* brothers in a way with my headcanons? Ja. They start out being kinda frenemies who don't really get along and are just sticking with this theory to figure out their pasts but they end up truly having the brothers relationships and being at eachothers' backs. Everyone else is shocked to learn about this every single time since they're such opposites. Arlon lends stability and Pyrrhon lends freedom and encourages leniency towards the whole "loyalty" thing, which evidently means less to him. 😌

The other popular headcanon I like is that his flame aura is controlled by his emotions. He can make it flare up for dramatic effect or cool it down if he needs to, but it's typically involuntary. It's usually not harmful to people, though he can easily burn things if he isn't paying attention and he's always warm to the touch. If he's calm it simmers down. If he's really, truly upset or hopeless it goes out. If he's excited or angry it burns brighter. If it turns white hot and hurts to the touch, you should probably run. :)

He's trans. "How is he 7ft tall?" Divine HRT will do that to you. "Out of everyone in the cast who would be way more fitting-" I like him. "Wasn't there something in smash about the gods' physical forms-" I do what I want always all the time forever.

OKAY so it's tough sometimes with characters who are intended to be insane with no further context because on the one hand that can be kinda fucked but on the other hand OUHHHHH. crazy guy who loses control to the orb was such a weird adhd awakening for me but baby if it wasn't an awakening. SO putting aside that it's obviously exaggerated and he was probably just intended to be insane with no nuance, I headcanon him as autistic and adhd with probably an array of Other Shit going on that I'm not qualified to pin down without feeling like it may be insulting. my mental illness pilled folks give your takes below or don't if you're uncomfortable with attatching stuff to characters like this because that's very justified I just hyperfixate on and relate to the worst specimens possible o7 you would not believe how many ocs I have that are just "let's do this bitch again and deconstruct all the dehumanization these guys always get while we're at it" follow my main artblog with my ocs plug plug plug plug

I think he would hate Hades as the apex of the irresponsibility and evil of the gods. HOWEVER Pyrrhon x Hades is just inherently super funny to me so its tough I kinda need to reconsile them. MY HEADCANON is that they dated for a bit when Pyrrhon didn't have a vendetta against the gods yet and was going after cred then when Palutena and Medusa yuri-divorced Hades felt the urge to one-up Medusa in some way so he ended things with Pyrrhon by saying he's homophobic. This in turn put Pyrrhon on a brief stint of homophobia that he thankfully recovered from when he started to listen to Limp Bizkit (unironically in every way of course) and decided that Fred Durst is the most beautiful man on the planet. Or will be. Kid Icarus ancient Greece with Nintendo you know how it is.

I'm growling and pacing ominously with a shadow over my eyes all the time over his underdeveloped motivations BUT from what we're given of his respect for Pit and his vendetta against the gods along with the heroic act I feel like he's kinda with Dark Pit on the idea of the gods constantly throwing everything off balance BUT the critical difference that turns him into a villain is that he thinks that if a true hero like HIM were the most powerful god he could fix all of this! See see HIS indulgence in the violence and warring is justified he doesn't WANNA incinerate the angel but it's just for the greater good. Fool tried to end the cycle of violence by becoming part of it!!!!!!! Everyone point and laugh!!!!!!!!

He's smart but he's also a dumbass but he can actually be a genius under the right circumstances but he's so so stupid. Right. He would put together a computer on his own from nothing but Vibes then think YouTube is a platform exclusively for fnaf letsplays because its the first thing he clicked on and he doesn't know how to search. He can determine his location by looking at the stars he also got lost in the department store yesterday. He can tell you about the Aurum for two hours he doesn't remember what he ate for lunch yesterday so he answers with som shit like the essence of heroism in the sandwich of destiny. He's so me he's all of us in a way .

He has mild psychic powers and he is NOT good at them 💔 he taught himself short range telepathy hence why he only really talks to the others in person until he gets his power up. He also tried to learn how to give visions and prophecies recieved upon touching his gem but it kinda just traps you in his adhd mindzone where he tries to keep up the illusion with cardboard cutouts on sticks.

Okay post canon time! Horray!!!!! The shorter more hyperspecific headcanons are after this. Tw for trauma and parallels to abuse until this section is done we're in projecting lane now.

A lot of details of what happens to him post-Aurum vary depending on what I'm drawing/writing at the moment like if he gets out on his own or has to be rescued after the war with Hades resolves, but generally he's trapped with them for a while with wavering control over himself. He develops an intense phobia of space and the Aurum afterwards despite them once being his biggest interests (<- PROJECTING.) His sense of personhood is very disrupted - he wasn't just controlled, he was assimilated and became one in the same with them with only shards of him holding on and resisting. He goes between never wanting to encounter them again to being nothing but a vessel who *must* return to them again no matter what it does to him, and he doesn't remember how to be a person without them controlling him. He completely stops believing he's a god in any way. He often zones out with the instinct that something else will be at the wheel until someone snaps at him and he's like huh wuzzat. Then probably plays it off as being inconsiderate since what people expect of him is easier than the truth.

He has the belief that the Aurum are attempting to take him again, even if they end up destroyed they're too powerful to him now to end that easily. They're *all* and they're *everywhere*. Since a lot of ptsd symptoms can feel like losing control it compounds quickly.

He has a habit of covering his mouth when he's upset. The feeling of those words and that smile stick with him.

I also think he'd have pretty messed up misconceptions towards "redeeming himself". With his broken identity he clings onto the idea of being fearless and acting the same way he used to, otherwise they "won". He would do stuff like accompanying Pit on a space mission and acting like it's no sweat while intermittently sneaking off to hide the breakdown. Why should he be afraid? It was *his* fault after all, and if he can't stop himself from being hurt it's just going to be *his* problem.

He starts wearing clothes to hide the scars he recieved on his chest, back, and limbs. He wants to look like NOTHING has changed, as much as possible. He starts returning to his old Nothingcore fit the more he heals from the events, because he doesn't like the feeling of clothes in the first place. he wears fingerless gloves and leg warmers because he can't stand the alternatives to either.

He also has a cane that's supposed to look enough like a staff to pass as one. His legs have been Pixels for the past couple years ok. Either way he's insecure about it and mostly uses it private, once again passing off his troubles in the department as his typical cringefail self don't worry about it 😁 👍

There's some mechanical alterations inside of him and like. I don't know how to explain my vision here except imagine the junji ito stuff turning into spirals story but with math and geometry and such. You can plug a bluetooth chip into his back scar and he's a literal wifi hotspot now. The quadratic formula is hidden somewhere in his femur as a fun easter egg. A lot of the changes are good for an impromptu living weapon but not for that weapon having an easy time afterwards, but it takes a while for him to reach out for help there, not just because of all previously mentioned but because he *hates* the idea of something going in and making "edits" to him again.

There's some more literal lingering effects from the Aurum - he can understand Morse code and binary and is compelled to read it out and translate it whenever he sees it, and sometimes those are the forms of communication that remain when the others go down, along with general detached computer speak. He *really* doesn't like others seeing this -- I like the idea of Arlon or Palutena teaching him signing to use in moments like this.

He is so touch starved my god. He probably wasn't getting much affection pre-canon in the first place but after being in space for 3+ years in a place where anything organic for miles is destroyed on sight, his body not being his own, and then going on to hide it all? Someone lays a hand on his shoulder and he just *melts*. He already feels like the affectionate back-breaking bear hug type in my mind so it's just. Auougghhhhhhhhhh. Yeah.

Okay back to the less intense headcanons. All the main ones were at the top these are just little ideas or like stupid stuff.

NO ONE IS HANDING HIM THE AUX CORD. EVER. His top artist on Spotify is Smosh. He listens to Lil Dicky and Your Favorite Martian. When it's a date and he needs to put on the more acceptable by society stuff he puts on ABBA and the Niel Ciceriga mashup albums. The ladder is most of his exposure to the wider music world he was BAFFLED when he found out hendrix wasn't actually singing about furries. I also think it would be really fucking funny if his main playlist with 2010 YouTuber Core has like Kid A interspersed in there. Thom York and the party rock guys are on the exact same artistic pedestal to him (you can decide if he's a real one for that)

He would NOT BE A MYSOGINIST. NO ONE GETS MY GUY. He's the most cringefail feminist on earth he was at the women's march tripping over the asphalt and face planting 30 times and when it was over they had to pick him up with a dustpan. HER PRONOUNS ARE THEY/THEM !!!

He figured all the fnaf lore out on his own but none of the gods gave a shit so he used the peak of his power to bestow maddening visions upon Markiplier's 20th removed great Greek ancestor. Hades did the same thing to MatPat's 20th removed great Greek ancestor just to muddy the waters and spite his ex

His favorite animals are snakes, cats, and dragons. When the others find out about him Going Through It post canon, Viridi begrudgingly makes immortal replicas of a snake and cat as gifts to him for emotional support

He would use his divine resilience to go out and hug poisonous creatures and beasts because he can

He would get so upset by like made up cartoon insults like in worlds where everyone's a dragon and they call eachother a pink-tailed coward and that kind of stuff right. If he got teleported into the geronimo stilton book universe and another mouse called him a chedderface he would have to be HOSPITALIZED.

He doesn't curse a lot and only does it under very specific circumstances that tick him off like if you called spongebob annoying he would curse you out

Talks to himself alone in rooms constantly. Has ytp verbal stims.

Has a thumbtack and string board not for like anything in specific its kinda just his replacement for a journal but for a guy who tries to find the connection between the weird waiter he met at girls' night to the Aliens

I have a genre of guys I call Stray Dog Youth who are just people I think would evoke a heroic pity response from him and the urge to take them under his wing and raise them into defenders of justice. Pit. Chicken Little. Fluttershy. Shadow the Hedgehog. Timmy Turner. Gohan. Malcom in the middle maybe I never watched it. But do you see my vision here. He respects this genre of person more than any god ever

STIM LORE 🔥 fist bumps, flying around in circles, saying him catchphrases and doing him poses, playing with fire in his hands and swirling it around. He's a hup and huh and woop and oops and wup kind of guy. Sometimes he yells CHOCOLATE STARFISH!!! to himself in fred durst impression.

He polishes his forehead gem a lot to be as striking and shiny as possible

His hair starts to turn ashy at the tips and hang down when it grows longer

He respects human life more than the average god. Protecting the earth is his ultimate goal but he'll justify many questionable sacrifices to achieve that

Panromantic Asexual 💪 he does not care about flirting or sex there are horrors to quell citizen. I mean even if he wanted to he couldn't so.

Oh yeah he uses citizens generally when talking about humanity and such, but citizen turns into a nickname for Pit in particular as a sign of respect.

He gives Pit exposure therapy training after returning to earth and learning about his pyrophobia. He also has talks with Palutena, one of the first gods he develops some respect towards and one of the first people to accept him back in, since they relate to eachother over the Chaos Kin incident.

He doesn't have a real temple and he's mostly a drifter, but he did set up shop at an abandoned human temple in the middle of nowhere. WORST crib imaginable. courage the cowardly dog style PC setup. Light up gaming in progress sign. Q-bert funko pop displayed like a treasured collectable.

He would be OBSESSED with old low budget sci-fi movies and similar genres of b-movies. He thinks The Amazing Bulk is the best movie ever made ever

He would be really good at games where the rules are just entirely decided by vibes and such he can understand them thoroughly. That one video of the guys using toy phones and xylophones like a card game with gamer rage mannerisms. Calvinball. Etc.

He can go a while without sleep. When he needs to he lays back in the sky and sleeps among the stars. This has led to many flock of owls attacks followed by meteor crash landing into a god's back lawn.

THAT'S ALL I CAN THINK OF FOR NOW but yeah those are the big ones 💞 thank you for opening the gates for me to be insanecrazy about my specialist guy on the planet 😁

[prue84]

Winter '23/'24 goals review: 👍👍👍/👍👍

SUPER productive on the words side.

In depth analysis under the cut.

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Wordcount on WIPs: 85.000~ ≥ 20.000

Spread across 5 different AUs of the Captains Britain series. Not counting work on other AUs (first drafts mostly).

Developing detailed drafts: 100 ≥ 20 pages

Warren/Betsy Historical AU (100~ pages). °_°

Working on headcanons

Captain Britain's Series, masterpost. Captain Britain's Series, ch 1.

Graphic artworks: 6/3 (7 published)

Hellfire Gala 2021, The beast's lair,

Manga editing: 0 (100 = project complete)

Season 1-per-Month post goal: 4/4

- Do and/or finish one fanwork per month [✔]

December (2nd half): - Written the first AU (Goddesses) of the Captains Britain series. - I count the aforementioned series masterpost as a full graphic work, consider the time it took me to put it up. - Some Warren/Betsy historical AU done.

January: - Very prolific on the Captains Britain series. 2 AU fully finished, few written the first detailed draft - need polishing, translation or expansion. Others created. - Finished a manip for an old IG mock that has been repurposed.

February: - After a writer's block, and focus on the Captain Britain series, I returned to the Warren/Betsy historical AU. Wrote a whopping, absurd amount of pages and chapters in the span of a couple of weeks, making progress and moving the story. - Too many hours spent to fix the Captain Britain/Krakoa css style for AO3. - Finally posted the OMS Wives Kirk and Spock. - Scribscrib mode activated for the Captain Britain series in the last days of the month.

March (1st half): - Still focused on the Captains. Too much production to list. - Finally fixed all the kinks and shared the first chapter! Yay. - Finished the story of another Captain and fixed kinks on another.

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- Finish & post some old graphic WIP [✔] [1, ]

- Post some finished graphic that was held back [✔] [1, 2]

- Write the text part to the Star Wars Prequels/Trek crew AUs. ❌

- Write the text part of the Mirror Universe Edit. ❌

- Work on the Chronicles of Camelot’s (minimum: fix Volume 5). ❌

- Make some progress on the 90% done 2015 Spirk one shot. ❌

- Make some progress on the Royal Eagle fic that’s 90% done ❌

- Make some progress on the Mirror Spirk PWP. ❌

- Translate and share some Merlin AUs ideas ❌

- Write fanfic ❌

- Finish KirkxGaga headcanon series. ❌

- Make progress on the Trek characters headcanon two series (9 left). ❌

- Finish at least one of any other WIP headcanon, any fandom. ❌

- Finish the Warren/Betsy’s From DAS to Krakoa headcanon. ❌

- Finish at least 2 of the X-Men headcanons/AU stories (no matter which). ❌

- Work on the Merlin AUs I left unfinished (Modern Times, Merlin x Star Wars, Merlin the Hawk, Arthur & Aithusa). ❌ - Finish and post the Sea Patrol Trek crew ❌

- Post some other Trek crew AU ❌

[falkenar-a]

I thought I would make an official headcanon post-- because I honestly cannot remember if I have made one in the past or not?  In a pocket in Alistair’s coat you will find a old looking sketchbook filled with sketchings of birds he has seen on his adventures. Types of birds, what they looked like, behaviour, etc. He just likes birds and you gotta have a hobby in this life or else you’re gonna get bored fast.

[sketching-shark]

For the ask game, how about Zhu Bajie?

Yay ask game time! Hope I do everyone's favorite gluttonous pig proud

Sexuality Headcanon: Seen some fun other ideas with this but if we're going with the og classic it seems he's straight as a board like goddamn stop throwing yourself at every single yaoguai disguising him/herself as a sexy lady for once. Gender Headcanon: Cis male. A ship I have with said character: I actually don't really ship him with anyone in particular...I see him more as existing in a quasi-permanent state of "I miss my wife, monkey. I miss her a lot." A BROTP I have with said character: Zhu Bajie x Sun Wukong BROTP!!! They're dynamic is pretty interesting in that when they get along they're really good partners in fighting and often swap jokes with each other AND YET they're often so mean to each other! I recommend BROTP counseling. A NOTP I have with said character: Hmmmmm nothing really comes to mind! Maybe it's because Zhu Bajie isn't considered one of the more shippable characters from Xiyouji so I haven't actually come across any pairing for the pigman that I hated. Though I will say this film I watched that revealed the Zhu Bajie love interest to be (*SPOILERS*) his rake reincarnated on earth was a certified "what the hell" moment. A random headcanon: I've read that in modern Taiwan Zhu Bajie is worshiped as the patron saint of sex workers (as they feel they're unable to turn to more conventional gods for protection & that a figure such as Zhu Bajie would be more sympathetic towards them), and I honestly really like the idea that the once remote Marshal Tianpeng was enraged at being kicked out of heaven & took it out on the humans around him but that over the course of the journey he came to develop such active sympathy for the people of earth that he's now content to stay on the mortal plane as Zhu Bajie and offer what help he can to sex workers, who feel they have no one else they can turn to. General Opinion over said character: I guess I have mixed feelings! As the designated clown character he can be pretty funny but he's pretty annoying at times as well what with his constant complaining, going after pretty ladies no matter how often if gets him & this rest of the pilgrims in trouble, and of course convincing Tang Sanzang to use the torture headband against Sun Wukong. And that's not even getting into him getting married under false pretenses and going after Chang'e, which definitely makes his punishment of being turned into a pig appropriate! Yet he does show himself to be a stalwart fighter when he can be bothered and does have some genuinely good moments with his other religious brothers, plus his whole backstory does lend itself to some really interesting ideas about the fluidity between gods and yaoguai, and more modern interpretations seem to have found quite a bit that could be made sympathetic about his character in understandable ways...i guess in the og classic he was born a pig and stayed a pig (didn't become a buddha), but there's a lot of potential in this figure that many people have found comfort in.

[suguruist]

— ❀ ﹏ ✧ . ˚ ⚘ ; SUGURU GETOU FLUFF HEADCANONS | a journey from friends to lovers

genre : fluff , smut ( a little bit ) highschool!au. NO ANGST just fluffy shit

w/c : 1.1k

character(s) : getou suguru (duh) x gn!reader | mentioned gojou satoru, mei mei, shoko ieiri and utahime

notes : HAHA i don’t know what’s this i suddenly missed writing so much and getou has been Overtaking my Brain lately so here we are ! yay lol

DEVELOPING FEELINGS (1).

on the first day of school, suguru catches your eye first from across the classroom, then waving you to the seat beside him when he notices you’re awkward with new people.

he also keeps an eye out for you like you’re his sibling and would not let anyone mess with you, not even his own best friend.

he takes note of the subjects you’re weak in and tries his best to help you out in these subjects. especially math and physics, when he notices how much you struggle with it, he arranges meetups to teach you the tiny details about the subject you struggle with.

he doesn’t really care that shoko and utahime gossip about him behind his back when he leans over you, his larger frame casting a shadow above you when he explains the mistakes you make in your homework.

he knows you so well that even the slightest darkening of your eyebags cause him to ask you if you’ve been sleeping enough.

somehow knows all your favourite food and drinks, and would buy them from the cafeteria if you have to stay back for remedial or extra help during lunch.

since getou uses the same path home as you do, he occasionally drops into your hands a bag of doughnuts or a cup of starbucks, as a reward for making it past a day.

he once ran into gojou teasing you about your physical appearance and was ready to Square Up with him. gojou didn’t leave uninjured.

the two of you worked together in a lot of group projects. when he was the group leader, he made very! subtle allowances for you — he knew you had stage fright so he would never let you present in front of the class.

he took physical appearance very seriously so he would lean over to adjust your collar and shirt if it was wrinkled ( always with consent )

the two of you ran for student council together. getou helps you with your speech and badge pinning when both of you get voted.

whenever you get insecure/cry/get mad, you come to him and getou panics ( even though he has a naturally calming aura ) and texts utahime on What To Do If Your Friend Has A Mental Breakdown.

if he couldn’t comfort you he would apologise and feel guilty about it because he valued your happiness.

you once told him ‘it’s fine, having you around is comfort in itself’ and he blushed so hard his face seemed like it was glowing.

he couldn’t stop thinking about that sentence days after. mei mei laughs about it till this day.

he takes shortcuts home from school and once found you crying on the floor in an alleyway. when he heard who had hurt you, he grabbed your wrist and pulled you closer, vowing to hunt down the gang of hooligans.

constantly needs money loans ( which he always returns ) because he splurges at the arcade with gojou. he complains that gojou steals all his stuff and that’s why he needs so much.

buys you a new pencilcase and bag for your birthday, the one that you’d been eying everytime you went shopping with him.

when he had to select his subject combination, he had the choice to choose any subject because of his outstanding grades but he chose pure chemistry because he wanted to be with you.

next to gojou you were his best friend and he wanted to make life beautiful for you.

LOVERBOY (2).

getou found himself developing feelings for you sooner or later, and his body language began to change around you.

he has the habit of tugging his sleeves over his wrists when he’s nervous, and he tends to retie his hair multiple times whenever he’s shy.

his voice gets deeper when he talks to you, partially because of nerves and partially because he wants to impress you. he stopped when you asked him about it because he was embarrassed.

he goes from wearing his typical black hoodie or khaki oversized shirt to a crisp white polo tee when he’s with you.

he gets easily jealous when he sees you with other boys, though he never would admit it.

he gave gojou the silent treatment for two days when gojou placed his hand around your waist. gojou got the hint.

getou is EXTREMELY good at spotting red flags in other men. whenever you pointed out someone that was trouble as a dating interest, he shuts it down immediately.

then he would warn the man to never come near to you again.

his confession was a simple note, short and sweet, and went straight to your heart.

he would give it to you in a place where there wasn’t much people, firstly because he didn’t want to embarrass you, and secondly so he didn’t have to face mei mei and gojou if he got rejected.

he approached you shyly, fidgeting with his fingers one day after extra calculus, and perched on the edge of the table watching you pack.

he prepared many gifts, from a bouquet of roses to the fluffy soft toys he knew you liked.

nearly cried when you accepted his confession.

though he acted tough on the outside, he flung himself into your arms the moment you said “i like you too” and didn’t let go for more than a minute.

he loves headpats and hair ruffles. he would find any excuse to sneak up under your palm just for headpats. ( please indulge this boy he’s so cute )

gojou gets pissed whenever the two of you Act Up in front of him. getou says it’s just because he’s jealous.

he forgets his hair ties on a daily basis so you have spares around your wrist at all times. during period changes he tends to pay your seat a visit and ask for more hairties.

he claims it’s because his hairties break but shoko told you privately it was just because he wanted to use your hairties.

first date with getou is so??? Romantic??? he sends you a random 3am text and tells you to meet him at the beach.

moonlight dances are his specialty. he takes you whirling and twirling across the soft sand till you can barely stand, then he pulls you into his strong arms and holds you against his chest.

you’re so much smaller compared to him and he just wants to fold you into his arms and keep you by his side at all times.

ends the ‘date’ at Six (6) AM with the two of you barely awake under the shade of a tree, heads resting on each other’s shoulders and fingers entangled.

the two of you almost didn’t get to see the sunrise but getou would take lots of photos of it as memories.

it was also here under the rapidly brightening sky that both of you shared your first kiss, exploring each other’s mouths and tasting the joy of sunshine and salt on each other’s lips.

ESTABLISHED. (3)

getou takes you out on the simplest but best dates — whether it was to the arcade, amusement park or the movies.

if he went to the arcade with you, he would pay for all your credits. wouldn’t even let you lift a single finger to spend money.

cheers you on whenever you hit the jackpot / win someone in a game.

even if he didn’t like a particular game he would still play it with you if you asked him to. and with 100% enthusiasm as well.

in the amusement park, he didn’t have to look out for you, just let you run wild finding things you enjoyed doing. he trusts that you would not let yourself get taken away by other people.

he buys you any snack you look at, no matter the price. shares with you often but always gives you the bigger portion.

getou spends like almost all his money trying to win that one huge soft toy on display for you.

he would try his best to win games for you as well.

he likes intertwining your hands with his because of how soft they feel, and it makes him feel like you’re going to be here forever and never leave him.

gojou would always send dirty texts to getou whenever the two of you are on dates — EG ‘don’t forget there’s school tomorrow, don’t go too hard ⁉️💪’ getou never lets him get away with it.

also the way he texts you!!!!! is so!!!! fucking!!!! PRECIOUS!!!!!32&:&/&

he has PERFECT punctuation, small caps and ZERO typos. he uses ‘:)’ ‘<3’ ‘:(‘ instead of emojis. EG ‘hey babe, i’m coming over in five. <3’

when he first meets your parents he is Literally every Asian parent’s Dream Boyfriend okay i am not kidding!

he comes in such an immaculate suit and pants.

his collar is always waxed SO NEATLY. LITERALLY TO THE NTH DEGREE.

extremely polite and helpful to your family! he gets along well with your younger sibling ( he says it’s because he had experience with satoru ) and has such manners when he talks to your parents.

they give you their blessing almost right away.

NSFW !! !!

can be both a hard or soft dom in bed.

gives out suitable punishments if you’ve been a brat that day, mostly circulating around spanking and orgasm denial.

always has a safe word, safe action and safe colour. since both of you tend to go multiple rounds every time you do it, he stops in between rounds no matter how heated it was and asks you how you feel.

loves foreplay!! loves teasing!!!! he would go extremely slow just to see you crumble and beg under him before he pounds mercilessly into you at the least expected moment.

he ALWAYS lets you finish, no matter how harsh his punishments were. he would edge and overstimulate, but he would always let you reach the peak that you needed so badly.

he would never deny you of pleasure.

his aftercare is always the best — he runs a warm bath for you, massaging your scalp and shoulders.

if you cried ( which happens too many times ) he would wipe away your tears with his hands and reassure you that you did a good job.

always has some snack or other to help you calm down after your high.

whether you managed to hold out, allow him to finish or disobeyed him, he would still give you the same aftercare treatment.

he would never say that you deserved aftercare only if you earned it.

the moment you cry the safe word or say that you’re uncomfortable, he pulls out and gets off you immediately, stroking your hair and caressing your face.

he loves you.

and the first time the two of you said it and really felt it was when you embraced him on the balcony door, the promise of an engagement ring hanging in the crisp night air.

[a-reader-and-a-writer]

takeshi kovacs if you haven't gotten him already >:) -Babs

Yay! I was hoping someone would request Tak! Thanks Babs!

Favorite thing about them: His voice, his looks, his coat (I am a sucker for a man in a long coat), his loyalty and dedication to those he cares about. Basically, everything.

Least favorite thing about them: Tak can be an asshole. I think it's mostly a protective shield, but he still needs to tone it down.

Favorite line: "I don't know how to be in this world without you." Also, right after this when Quell does him to move on and he says "Never. You hear me? Not ever." This scene just hits so hard and his performance is amazing!

brOTP: Tak x Poe. their relationship is so great! Poe's sarcastic comebacks to Tak's snark is the best!

OTP: Tak x Quell. Even though most of their interactions in the first season are as a figment of his imagination, it is so beautiful. Plus, their flashbacks to how they fell in love really shows how their relationship grew and developed over time into something great (enemies to lovers 😍)

nOTP: Tax x Ortega. I guess this could also go under unpopular opinion. But I'm still hung up on the fact I think Ortega wants him because he is in Ryker's sleeve and he wants her because of the hormones/leftover attachment from the sleeve.

Random headcanon: Once Tak switches sleeves again, he still keeps smoking even though he hates it because he has just gotten used to the feeling of the cigarette between his fingers and the taste on his lips.

Unpopular opinion: Tak is a lot more caring and loving than most people in the fandom seem to want to give him credit for. His speech to Quell in the rain at the end of episode 1 or when he rips his heart out and gives it to her are some of the most raw, emotional things I have ever seen!

Song i associate with them: This is kind of cheating because it is from the show, but I've been listening to the Altered Carbon soundtrack while I write and every time I hear "Let My Baby Ride" by Sune Rose Wagner, I instantly picture the scene of him walking through Bay City for the first time on drugs with his pink backpack and just taking everything in.

Favorite picture of them: (how to pick just one)

Everyone, send me another character if you want!

[tsukkisbean]

how they cheer your up | headcanons

genre: fluff

characters: iwaizumi hajime, miya osamu, terushima yūji, kunimi akira x gn!reader

warnings: none!

a/n: hello if you’re seeing this, that means my scheduled post worked, yay!! hopefully this shows up in the tags otherwise i’ll have to reupload it at a later time (sorry in advance if that’s the case hehe). i’m also trying my hand at writing for other characters so hopefully this does their characters justice??

anyways, i hope everyone is doing well and staying healthy and happy! if you requested something from me, sorry i haven’t gotten to it even though i said i would. i’ll try my best to complete them when i get the chance, thank you for being patient with me 💖 all boys after iwaizumi are under the cut!

iwaizumi hajime

best boy iwaizumi would without a doubt use exercise as a way to cheer you up

but don’t get me wrong, he’s not going to force you to run a marathon or anything like that

i imagine him taking you to one of those entertainment/game parks (not really sure what they’re called ahh) where you guys just hang out all day

when you get there, he’ll immediately take you to the batting cage so you can just channel out all your anger into your swings

once your blood is pumping from the adrenaline he’ll take you to the trampoline area where you guys just bounce around and do flips into the foam pit to burn off all your extra energy

you’ll just be chilling, jumping up and down on one of the trampolines, your back turned to iwaizumi when he straight up scoops you up and tosses you in

he’s cackling and dying of laughter and when he finally offers to help you out you grab his hand and pull him in

when he doesn’t resurface you get nervous, where could he be?

from the corner of your eye you see the foam rumbling slightly but you react too slowly and iwaizumi pops out and tackles you in the biggest hug, peppering kisses all over your face and people are staring as you scream your head off trying to pry him off of you

for dinner, you guys indulge in all the greasy food the park has to offer, and by the end you’re stuffed

to help with digestion you suggest a game of mini golf which iwaizumi gladly agrees to

for someone who played volleyball his aim is absolutely horrifying

he argues that the windmill is IMPOSSIBLE to get a good score on and no one can ever get a hole in one

luck must have been on your side because you get a hole in one right after (and so does the small child behind you guys, but you choose not to tell him that)

you end up destroying him (he lowkey hints that he let you win but we know that’s not the case)

when the park closes, instead of taking you straight home, he’ll take you to a nearby park and the two of you just stroll around enjoying the chill of the night and the stars in the sky

miya osamu

he pulls you onto the couch next to him and the two of you look through baking videos on youtube and osamu being osamu cannot decide because he wants to make them all

eventually you guys settle on a cake recipe by cooking tree (a/n: 10/10 would recommend watching them, their videos are super soothing and aesthetic esp if you enjoy cooking asmr!!)

so at 9pm you guys set off to the grocery store to buy the ingredients you guys are missing 

the trip takes much longer than expected because osamu keeps putting in more and more snacks that you guys definitely don’t need

so instead of shopping osamu is trying to grab as many snacks as you can while you trail behind, trying to put them away  because your pantry is already way too full

by the time you get home it’s close to 12 and you’re tired but osamu insists that you guys start now

for the most part all goes well, you guys manage to get the batter to look smooth in the cake pan (definitely some playful flour throwing here and there)

the real problem is assembling the cake. at this point you’re wondering why you guys decided on a 3-layered cake that required cutting

teases you for cutting the first layer slanted and so you pass over the cutting to him but his slicing work is just as bad and you just have to bring up the fact that he owns a restaurant but apparently his knife skills suck

you thought cutting the cake would be a problem?? now you guys have to fill the layers and it’s a complete disaster; there’s whipped cream just everywhere and at this point you guys are half filling the cake half throwing it at each other

cake ends up being iced unevenly but that’s the least of your problems

you guys pour the decorative icing on top and instead of running over the sides only slightly, it drips messily down the cake and onto the counter and now you guys have a blob of a cake

you guys spend the rest of the night cleaning up and pass out on the couch and in the morning you guys enjoy a sweet breakfast together <3

terushima yūji

terushima is a free soul and so he believes expressing yourself through art is one of the best ways to feel better

when he sees that you’re down, he’ll immediately whip out all of his salon products and pull you into the bathroom

he takes you by surprise saying that he wants you to whatever you want to his hair - today his hair is your canvas

at first you’re reluctant, but he insists - as a hair stylist it’s all about experimentation with styles and colours and plus he can easily fix whatever you do considering that it is his job after all

so you guys scroll through pinterest together, trying to find some fun hair ideas that you’d be able to pull off on your own (with some instruction from teru of course)

you finally decide on a style and so together start on getting all the hair dye ready

he explains to you the different types of develops and how important they are in the hair colouring process - there are different volumes and will essentially affect how much your hair colour changes

after all the colours are mixed and ready to go, you gingerly grab a piece of hair, constantly checking your phone to make sure you’re doing it exactly like the photo

meanwhile terushima has the softest smile on his face, watching you through the mirror - he thinks you look absolutely adorable with the way your brows are furrowed and your tongue sticks on slightly as you focus

as you run the colour brush along his hair, he’s constantly encouraging you, telling you what a good job you’re doing and how he’s so excited to the end product

while the dye sits in his hair, you sit in his lap

once it’s time to wash out the hair dye, you bring him to the sink and carefully run your hands through his hair, trying your best to give him the best head massage he’s ever had!!!

after toning and a hair treatment, your masterpiece if finally done!! ofc being the boyfriend he is, he takes a million photos and posts them on social media to show how talented his significant other is - like not only is it your first time dying someone’s hair but you managed to pull off RAINBOW hair!! (a/n: think sehun from exo as a reference hehe) he literally will not shut up about you to his clients tomorrow

kunimi akira

kunimi has a rep for being lazy and just overall a really nonchalant kind of person but he’s sharp, so when you’re feeling down he immediately picks up on it even if he doesn’t confront you about it

however i don’t think he’d be as aggressive as the other three and do something huge rather he tries to make you feel better only in smaller ways and it definitely adds up

like in the morning he’ll make you coffee or tea or whatever you want - orange juice, a bakery bun? he’ll make an excuse saying he wanted something from the convenience store anyways and head down. when he comes back  with three bags of food and drinks he’ll insist that he just grabbed whatever he saw because he was “too lazy to decide” n b d

throughout the day he’ll be a lot more affectionate than usual, hugging you whenever he gets the chance, maybe even a kiss on your forehead

when you tell him you want to go out on your own for a bit  he doesn’t argue - whatever you need to do but when your back is turned he’ll slip you a handwritten note telling you to enjoy your alone time and that he l-word you and it’s even signed off with a teensy teensy heart that you almost don’t notice

when you get back, you’re greeted with the smell of your delicious food mixed with a burning smell and on the kitchen table you see takeout from your favourite restaurants and in the garbage is a black burnt mess - kunimi insists he doesn’t know how it got there even though its quite obvious

you bring the food to the living room and to your surprise there’s a blanket fort set up with pillows spread out all across the floor

when you try to question him, he just shrugs saying that it’s not that hard to throw a blanket over a couple of chairs, even a baby could do it

today he lets you choose the movie even though it’s technically his turn and when you choose a  comedy he doesn’t complain about the obnoxiously loud and hot headed lead character

when the movie is over, he quickly cleans up all the trash, making sure you don’t have time to move from your spot

when he comes back, he flops on top of you, holding you close

then he plays the spotify playlist that he made for you; it’s a whole mix of songs - slow, upbeat, instrumentals - anything he thought might help you feel even the tiniest bit better

and so you guys just lay there not speaking, enjoying each other’s presence until you fall asleep

[gone-series-orchid]

Forget anon now lmao I sent the last two asks

I have seen possibly a couple spoilers on tumblr but I vehemently refuse to acknowledge them until they happen when I read them on paper. IMO I think the only reason this series was able to be marketed at young adults was bc the characters were mostly too young to be interested in s*x.....

Like I said I’m only halfway thru Plague but I don’t like how the story treats Pete as a plot device. I also hate that Duck had to die when like everyone else in that book got to live but I guess the FAYZ just isn’t fair like that, idk.

I also don’t like how 90% of the stuff that happened in Lies was disregarded like it was filler? Like that should have been majorly traumatizing.

However that being said I really love how unapologetic and raw this series has been so far. It doesn’t fuck around. It tackles a lot of hard topics and I really respect that. My likes outweigh my dislikes by a lot

(Btw I love Orc a hell of a lot too)

yay! i was wondering if you’d popped up in my notes without my realizing, and i was right! welcome to the (very tiny) gone fandom!

oof, yeah, little pete’s portrayal is one of the things about the series that sadly doesn’t improve throughout the books. it’s one of the elements of the series that really dates it. i’ve talked about it some on here, as have other fans; it’s one of the more blatantly misguided, offensive things about the books. a couple fans have headcanoned astrid as being on the spectrum as well, which i personally love; i believe it’s way to somewhat mitigate the faults of little pete’s portrayal (take note, potential show writers!). it’s not canon by any means, but we can dream...!

i loved duck and thought his death was very sad. he’s one of my favorite minor characters! however, for what it was, i liked that he had a fully fledged arc! his character development was so nice to see. if he’d lived, i worry he’d disappear into the background and die in some other less satisfying way; we all know michael grant doesn’t skimp on meaningless deaths for unimportant characters. it’d be sad for duck to end up that way.

yeah, mg does have a problem with kind of dropping subplots whenever they’re inconvenient; tbh i don’t remember a whole lot that happened in lies, aside from it being The One Where Astrid Becomes a Corrupt Politician, Sort Of, but i don’t doubt that a lot went unremarked upon in the later books. despite a lot happening in each book, a bunch of stuff doesn’t really carry over, to the point where the books feel a little convoluted. they’re very shaggy. that’s part of their charm, but it does get bewildering sometimes. and yeah! i think lies is almost universally regarded as the “filler” book; i have a lot of love for it because astrid’s my favorite female character of the series--she really shines there and gets to have her whole tragic fall from grace--but it’s not very memorable aside from that, i think.

and yeah, i do respect the amount of tough subjects mg brings up! he doesn’t really pussyfoot around hard stuff. he treats his young audience with respect, which is always nice. not that he doesn’t mishandle some stuff, but his honesty is refreshing.

and omg, isn’t orc a great character? i love everything about him. his character development, his friendship with howard, his soft spot for astrid, his relationship with his dad, etc. i could talk about him forever. i think his arc is the most emotionally effective out of all of them, and i love that he gets pov chapters of his own (especially in plague) despite not being super plot-relevant. every time he gets a pov chapter my heart breaks for him a little more. he’s flawed, but you want him to get better. he reaches an important turning point in plague while staying at a certain boarding school for troubled kids; no spoilers, but it’s one of those scenes that i was stunned by; it has implications that a lot of ya books wouldn’t include, especially for a character who’s morally gray but has become steadily more sympathetic over time, hence why it’s my favorite scene. watch out for it! 👀

[angelanimedesaray]

Mobile Masterlist

Requests:  I’ll write for Attack on Titan (Prefer Levi), Sword Art Online (Prefer Kirito or Eugeo), Mr Love Queen’s Choice, or Devil’s Line.  I am always open for requests, just send me a DM, Ask, tag me, anything–I always like the chance to exercise my writing skills.  Be forewarned, Writer’s Block is real, and considering I’m going to be doing my best to give my best, it may take some time for me to get these requests out.  Or lightning could strike and I’ll crank it out faster than you can say YAY CONTENT!  Plus, if you would like tagged in pieces for certain characters, or certain series, just tell me, and I’ll add you to a tag list for the character/series.

AN:  Also, congrats, this is the first time I’ve included not-yet-published pieces/works in progress to my masterlist.  Hold me accountable, maybe I’ll get more of these suckers done this way, haha.

AOT Fanfictions

Survive Or Live (Zombie Apocalypse AU Series) (Levi x OC) (AO3)

Through The Looking Glass (Series) (Levi x Fem!Reader) (AO3)

Vampire!Levi or Vampire!Reader Collection Masterlist

A Demon’s Promise (Series) (NSFW) (Incubus!Levi x Fem!Reader) (AO3)

Push And Pull (Series) (Levi x Fem!Reader)

Different Breeds (Series) (Modern AU) (Jockey!Levi x Horse Ownder/Breeder!Fem!Reader)

A Quest for Gods (Demigod!Reader)

Persephone’s Garden (Part 2 Demigod!Reader) (Levi x Reader)

A Soothing Touch (Levi x Reader)

Breathe  (Levi x Reader)

Different Kinds of Gifts  (Levi x Reader) (Request)

The Perfect Blend  (Levi x Reader) (Modern AU) (Request)

Levi’s Pokemon Team (Headcanon)

Unnamed Mini-Series (Levi x Fem!Reader) (Development Stages)

The Blame Game (Levi x Reader) (In Progress)

Herculean Feats (Part 3 Demigod!Reader) (In Progress)

MLQC Fanfictions

Gentle (Lucien x Reader)

High Stakes and Pressure Points (Gavin x Reader) (ANGST w/happy ending)

Creative Spark (Kiro x Reader)

He’s Mine (Kiro x Reader) (ANGST/TRAGIC)

The Other Side of Fate’s Edge (Angst Chpt 18 POV Gavin/Kiro/Victor) (Development Stages)

Don’t Stop the Music (Kiro x Reader) (Part 1 In Progress)

[ahkaraii]

Belatedly answered ask responses

Thank you for anyone who has sent me stuff!! I LOVE reading them and I’m so sorry I’m awful at replying, but know that I love each and every one. Here’s my attempt to answer a whole lot :D

@doki-dream​ Thank you so much for enjoying my DBZ comics!! DBZ was my earliest “fandom”, as it were, from over twenty years ago, and it was so, so special to me as a wee child. I think it’s obvious how heavily I project onto Gohan, haha! But now that I’m an adult, it’s really fun to weave in all these ideas I had as a kiddo into a more seamless interpretation that works with the existing canon. I hope you continue to enjoy my interpretations  <3

@half-devil-in-red-leather​ Thank you so much for sticking around with me for so long!!  :D :D DMC still has a very dear place in my heart, and always will. As for Trunks and Gohan  -- they were my favourite characters, too!! Gohan moreso than Trunks in my case, but I’m awfully fond of all iterations of my purple-haired boy, and someday I’ll get around to drawing all of my Mirai!Trunks headcanons :) Trunks and Goten are fascinating to me as well, because they’re a Unit, yanno? In canon they were rarely seen without the other, and so their development as people is undoubtedly tied together, too. The differences between Mirai!Trunks and main-timeline!Trunks is FASCINATING, and speaks a lot to what are “core” characteristics of Trunks and what are things he’s adapted from his close peers over the years. Anyway, I love Trunks and Goten and Gotenks and rest assured I’ll be posting a lot more about them in the future.

@vejigante​ Unfortunately I still haven’t watched Dragon Ball Super beyond the two movies (Battle of Gods and Broly) so I’m preeetty much out of the loop as to who these guys are. Maybe someday :0

@katerchip​ :D :D :D =happy=

@yusuke96universe​ I don’t exactly take suggestions, mostly because I kinda draw whatever I feel like in any given moment, and drawing something based on someone else’s idea or suggestion is almost always stressful (”what if they don’t like my take” “what if I drew something they find gross” “what if what if what if” etc), but I can safely say I, uhhh, actually don’t know much about Tien??? I’ve skim read the original Dragon Ball manga, but I never watched the original Dragon Ball anime, so Tien is one of those side characters I don’t have a very good grasp on, or, frankly, much interest in. Maybe someday!

@shika-boom​ Fugaku and Shikaku were not friends, per say, but they were always peripherally aware of each other. They’re both clan heirs, for one, so you gotta know who’s who. Shikaku has always been a nosy nin who collects secrets, while Fugaku’s shameful secrets have always been painfully on display, so it’s not like they didn’t butt heads now and again growing up. I talk a little more about the topic here (x).

@darkblades75​ Thank you!! You can read the manga online here (x).

@hydrabellwolf​ Raditz is an interesting character I’m still getting a handle of, in my own interpretation, but I think he essentially has little to no attachment to his birth family and as a kid he probably thought Goku was pampered trash because Gine kept his pod at home. I don’t think Raditz ever made the connection that Gine sent Goku out to save him from the massacre, so I don’t think Raditz realized Gine “spared” Goku and didn’t think about him (Raditz).

Afterward, he only ever remembers Goku might still exist when he realizes he needs someone he can ally with against Nappa and Vegeta (after establishing he’s Alpha Dog, hence him stealing Gohan and talk-posturing at Goku instead of properly fighting from the start), so it’s not so much familial piety as it is convenience because he’s outnumbered and outgunned and outbullied by the only couple other Saiyan survivors.

@wardstoneus That’s a story for another day, and details I probably won’t get super into because I’ve learned my lesson about delving into unnecessarily dark themes in an ambiguously exploitative way. But, yeah, I have lots of Thoughts about Raditz’s distinctive hairline and how that looks more like Vegeta than it does Bardock, and how exactly that could’ve gone about.

It was not a consensual thing :/ Gine had a rough life, and not just because she was weak and also not very Saiyan like. Bardock married her to protect her after she was pregnant, and he got demoted to low class because of it. (That’s how I explain to myself how Bardock was apparently super fucking strong and yet inexplicably deemed low class).

@loyaltykask​ Tbh the only other Sakumo ship I find mildly interesting is Sakumo/Tsunade (you can kinda tell why I drew them together in the Five comic in the first place xDD), but, naturally, my take on Sakumo and the Sakumo that gets shipped with Orochimaru in fandom are very different characters with very different pasts that made them that way :’D So if I separate my take and just take fanon Sakumo as it is, there’s lots of interesting fics with him and Orochimaru and such. I don’t tend to read them though, because Orochomaru is never in character (as I interpret him, anyway), and that can be tiring XD

@pretty-rage-machine​ Thank you!!! I’m sorry (not sorry) that I jump around fandoms so much, my creative brain is stupid and it latches onto new things every 2-6 months without control and I’ve learned to just go with the flow, it allows me to create faster and better works if I let myself explore whatever topic has captured my interest at any given moment instead of forcing it to stick to one thing. Luckily, I am not a professional artist; if you are, don’t do this xDDD Maintaining discipline and motivation beyond personal whim is important in any job!!

That being said, yay!! I’m glad you like my stuff regardless of how much knowledge you have of the canon I’m messing with. Hearing my characterizations are grounded and relatable makes me happy <3<3

@poly-hebdo​ Thank you!!! :D :D Once again, I apologize for jumping fandoms like the attention deficit fella I am, but I’m glad you’re still digging my works regardless of the fandom!

@jkl-fff​ Ahh thank you, friend!! (Side note reply: I watched DBZ:A yeeears ago, and I have to rewatch it again STAT because I actually have gotten mentioned by MasakoX (voice of gohan and goku in DBZA) a couple of times now, once in one of his videos and twice on his twitter feed, so I’m like HOLY SHIIIIT!!!! because that’s some Senpai-Noticed-Me shit and eeeeeeek).

It may be obvious by now but I HEAVILY project onto Gohan, he was basically my mental self-insert as a wee lad, so my characterization of him is heavily tinged by that selfish nostalgia; part of the reason I’ve been drawing these comics is to seamlessly integrate that mental image of Gohan I have living in my brain to the actual existing canon, to make him a plausible version of Gohan that can exist between the pages. From that, a fascinating little narrative has been born and I’ve been having fun detailing out the characters that exist around the Gohan I’ve created :D Thank you for enjoying my hot take on it!!

And YES LAWD I am all for bisexual Gohan, he and Dende were totally a cute first romance thing as teenagers, though naturally it had to come to an end as they moved on with their lives -- Dende to proper ascetic Godhood, and Gohan to a more normal human highschool life. Maybe someday I’ll get into the nuanced complexities of that, though I probably won’t post it to twitter, where the audience there seems to crave more canon straight stuff than any wistful doomed gay sideplots (that seems more a Tumblr thing). Ahhhh so many ideas, so little time XDD

[the-creeping-shadow]

7 9 19 26 51 for the fanfiction meme? :°

Yay! Here we go! :D

7. List your NoTPs from each fandom you’ve been in. For this one I will just use those fandoms where I have been in actively over a prolonged time.

Elfen Lied: Lucy/Kouta - at some point at the very beginning of my fandom presence at the tender age of 13/14 I might have not minded it, but then I figured that the murderer of one’s family and a major trauma source is not a good romance partner for anyone. The Manga makes it very clear too. Not too fond of Kouta/Yuka either because they are cousins, and that’s a nope for me, even if it’s the canon one.

Higurashi no naku koro ni: Any ship involving an underage character with an adult and incest by default. The most popular ships during my fandom stay were Rena/Keiichi and Mion/Keiichi though, both of which I’m okay with.

Vampire the Masquerade Bloodlines: None I can think of. While a lot of ships seem kinda nonsensical to me, from a sheer canon perspective, there are none I truly dislike. Overall, neutral X)

Outlast: Waylon/Eddie (also known as weddie), Trager/Jeremy, and Jeremy/Waylon. Again, most ships seem nonsensical to me, but these three make me feel downright uncomfortable. Val/Blake is also a no-no for me, for a similar reason weddie is.

9. What are the best things about your current fandom? Both, the VtMB and the Outlast fandom, are relatively small fandoms atm, which means there is less drama and fandom wars happening. They feel “homey” as a result, and I have met awesome people online thanks to them as a result :3 Also, the multitude of different headcanons.

19. Is there a ship which you wished you could get behind, but you just don’t feel them? All of them. I honestly can’t get behind shipping as a whole, as a concept. I get where people come from and the motivation, but I just don’t FEEL it. Camerashipping maybe? I mean I understand the idea behind it, and, unlike most other ships in Outlast, this is one of the few that don’t feel toxic to me per se. However, I am very much of the view “don’t fix what’s not broken” - and Waylon is in a happy relationship with Lisa, with whom he has two kids too, and uses her as his main motivation to pull through at Mt. Massive. Unless there is some healthy, consensual polyamory involved, it gives the ship a sour taste to me personally. There is more I could say on this, but I digress. XP

26. How do you come up with your fanfic titles? Usually the title comes to me after I develop the concept for the story, original and fanfic. It’s often a mix of something related to the overall plot and something fancy to spice it up a little and make it attention-grabbing. Or so I hope. No clear thought process behind it aside from “it should sound interesting” XD

51. Rant or Gush about one thing you love or hate in the world of fanfiction! Go! One thing that just keeps bothering me personally is this fixation on shipping and a lot of fanfics - especially on Ao3 - being all centered around ships, often a particular popular ship. Which also tends to be the focus of a lot of unnecessary fandom drama too. Everyone can explore and write what they are interested in of course, not claiming this to be anything else but my own pet peeve, but as a fic reader I feel incredibly limited in the fandom “offer”. It can be cured by writing your own stuff, but reading and writing are still two separate activities for me - and I’d love to see other people’s input on something in particular. A lot of fandom-related discussions and blog posts and what not will also make mention of ships a lot, which for me as an aro not interested in shipping feels a bit... alienating to be honest.

Perhaps it wouldn’t all be a big thing for me though if my favourite characters were more popular too. They are never the main stars of the fandoms I’m in. C’mon, where are the (writing) Trager fans at?! D:

Thank you so much for the ask! ^^

[berriebun]

Blue Orchids

Fandom: Boku no Hero Academia Pairing: Dabi x Toga Character(s): Dabi, Toga Himiko Rating: PG-13: Hanahaki disease (vomiting flowers and blood) Word count: 715

A/N: @villainmonth Day Four: Blood. So I had an idea before, but my friend just sparked this idea in my head instead, so uuuh get ready for some angst if you like this ship? I personally love this ship so yay! Onwards to sads. Vaguely a Hero!AU, Dabi is a Todoroki headcanon

Himiko wanted to claim that she didn’t understand, that she couldn’t believe something like this was happening but she really couldn’t lie to herself like that. The blond was slumped down against the door of her apartment finding it very difficult to breathe as she coughed up blood and flower petals into her hands. And sure, she had had the surgeries in the past, quite a few of them actually. Sure she forgot who her heart had fallen for that time, but she knew she had gone through this so many times before because she wrote down each time she went to the hospital. She saved herself the misery of knowing the person she was forgetting, but she still kept a record before she would go in.

This time, however, she wasn’t sure if she wanted to - Nay, she didn’t know if she could handle forgetting her best friend. Sure she knew she wouldn’t remember him, she wouldn’t have any feelings remaining, but she didn’t want to put him through that just because her heart went tripping over itself again. She had noticed it months ago, a petal here or there and a weak itchy pain in her chest and throat. All the times she had spent around Touya, spending time with him and Tenko and Jin. Going to the malls, watching movies, friendly sleepovers. Hell, even working on cases together with him. They just seemed to click so well... At least that’s how she felt.

She had made small passes at him now and again as time went on, testing the waters, trying to see if maybe he could develop and share her feelings. She had thought things were going so well too! They had hung out, just the two of them, a couple of times. Dragging him to the movies or out to their favorite cat cafe to hang out and talk, and she thought he was starting to like her back. 

So she had been confused when the flowers started blossoming; soft blue petals and leaves at first. Dotting her pale skin with itchy red skin and spotted sores of blood. Her breathing was getting harsher and she was coughing more to the point where she had taken to wearing surgical masks to hide the sores and scrapes from the petals and small buds. She remembers one particularly bad night where she ended up coughing up a clump of roots and half of a snapped stem.

Tonight though had been the worst of it. She had been spending time with Tenko and Touya at the park when she started coughing and choking. She had never let it get this far before and she was scared. She knew what was going to happen and she hated herself for it as she booked it, ignoring her friends' calls after her. She knew there was a risk that they’d chase her, or that they’d come over at some point and check on her but she couldn’t handle this.

A wet, gurgly burp produced a blood-covered blossom of violet-y blue that she stared at for a short moment as it wilted slightly in her hands. Her eyes blurred as blood dripped from her bottom lip, wheezing quiet sobs as she struggled to breathe. She rolled the blossom into one palm as she mindlessly attempted to wipe away the blood from what would have been a gorgeous flower. Her sad and serene moment was ruined not even a minute later as she started violently coughing and gagging up more blossoms. 

Her hands, mouth, and chin were smeared with blood as she crumpled there in the entryway of her apartment, suffering through the stabbing pain that traveled up from her chest and through her throat. Himiko had been so out of it as she coughed up blood and flowers, long torn up leaves and stems, that she never heard her phone going off in her coat pocket, nor the loud footsteps storming up the stairs.

And that’s how the boys found her, limp and lifeless just inside her apartment door. Stems of twisted violet-blue orchids blooming from her chest and out of her neck, the tip of a single blossom just poking out from parted and bloody lips, and small puddles of blood soaking into her clothes.

[falkenar-a]

// Are we doing family things tonight? Oops. 

BOOK VERSE;; FAMILY

     𝓣he basic run down, is that Alistair’s father (Who I have named Richard. haha dick. lmao) was a Baron, plotting against the king in the 1300s with other men of high titles. Using his eldest son (who I have named Johnathan) as a little pawn in the game. In the end, they were caught, and Johnathan was killed for treason. Due to this disgrace, Alistair’s father spiralled into an angry reckless sort of lifestyle, dragging Alistair into the plans now. Alistair never wanted anything to do with these plans and only wanted to care for his sisters if they remain unmarried due to his brother’s mistakes.

Richard called upon the help of Astaroth and asked Alistair to follow him to an underground tunnel system where they entered a large room. After an important figure entered-- who was Astaroth-- he turned Alistair and left him to his own destruction.

After waking up, Alistair slaughtered a group of lower class people to quench his thirst... Alistair’s father then entered the room and tried to reason with the newborn vampire, but Alistair was far too frustrated for his life being ruined and accidentally killed his father.

Astaroth likes games. So the tunnel system is basically a labyrinth. And Alistair got so frustrated, it’s canon... he started bashing walls to get out. I imagine he would hate tight spaces now due to this. Once he got home, he realized that his mother and sisters had been taken by Astaroth as prizes and has never heard from them since.

It is unknown if Alistair’s mother or sisters are still alive. Astaroth could have very well turned them into vampires. And if any of you want to make characters of his family, I WELCOME YOU TO DO IT.

[bigfan-fanfic]

Who is your favourite OC? Why? Who is your least favourite and why? Tell me everything!

Ooh, good questions! I’ll do a face claim post as soon as I can so that people can visualize because I’m bad at art. And I have some posts with headcanons for some characters coming out soon.

And I’m always willing to talk about my OCs, so hit me up with an ask of your own or from a prompt or anything!

I love Tash, because he was the strongest idea I had for an OC in a long time, and I just adore that little guy and his personality. He’s my fave. 

Morgan is awesome (and thanks to @herald-divine-hell for helping me flesh him and Owain and Katie out, by the way) as a mage and modern world guy traveling to Thedas and is a hot dad, too.

Henry’s super cool because he’s... normal, I guess? He’s a modern world guy in Thedas and has no relevant skills and is not prepared for this at all, which is so relatable. 

Aster is wonderful, mainly because he helps me live out my dream of male warden x Alistair but also because he’s so positive and happy with his husband.

Owain is fun because he gets to have a ton of character development, and is kind of a subversion of the handsome swashbuckling hero because he has crippling insecurity.

Katie’s great as a strong warrior and diplomat who really took the world by storm and isn’t afraid to take action.

Reyn’s interesting because I get to explore an Orlesian Warden-Commander and how he acts, besides he’s also got a really cool backstory.

Cal Hawke lets me be with Varric, so yay. 

I’d say my least favorite is Ava, because she’s kind of based on my evil mage Keep World State, so she’s a little too ruthless and selfish for my taste. But that said I love her anyway because I put a lot of effort into thinking her up, if that makes sense.

I haven’t really fleshed out Rana, Bjorn, Lavinia, or Lottie yet, but I like them too.

[sieben9]

“where bluebirds fly” impressions

{Quick request to anyone reading: I’m watching OUaT for the first time, and I want to avoid spoilers. So, if you want to discuss something spoilery, I’d be grateful if you could start a new post for that. Thank you!}

OK, first of all, a happy New Year, everyone! Hope the holidays treated you well.

And now, I will begin this impressions post by indulging in a weird food metaphor. It's been a while, I think I can afford one.

So, I do not like zucchini. At all. And really, it's not just "dislike", but all-out "the taste makes me puke" hatred.

This means that if a dish contains zucchini in any noticeable amount, I will not like that dish. I will probably not eat that dish. I can see it's good food, and that you put a lot of effort into it, and I'm sure it will taste wonderful--as long as you like zucchini.

pictured: someone who likes zucchini. metaphorically speaking.

Do you see where I'm going with this, yet?

More under the cut. (Don't worry, no more vegetables from here on out. Just some green people. Well. Person.)

So: this was a really good episode. Like, really, really good. I was impressed. It was well-structured, the flashback didn't distract, but add to the atmosphere, the sideplot was kept short and poignant, and the central character underwent some serious development.

Out of all the Zelena-centrics, I like this episode the most, hands down. But, well... Guess where the problem lies.

Like I said, she underwent some major development, most obvious in the fact that she stayed behind to fix the shit she helped break. (It's not entirely her fault the Black Fairy used her magic to power up the Crystals of Doom, but at least half her fault, I'd say). Considering her main character flaw, that's a huge step. And not only did she fix the crystal fiasco, she did it by giving up her magic. Something that very clearly terrified her, as the flashback showed. Instead of giving up the chance of human connections for her magic, she made the opposite choice this time. Good for her.

::sigh:: Look, sometimes you just don’t like the zucchini. It’s not a big deal.

One thing I have to say though: considering they didn't grow up together, Regina and Zelena sure have that sisterly bickering down to a [x].

Also, I have a question: why didn't they just poof out of that mine? Is that explained? I mean, I have a headcanon explanation, but I feel like I must have missed something.

And over in the sideplot...

You know, last season, I would have said that Emma wouldn’t be caught dead in one of these, but the recent wardrobe changes make me nervous. Please let this turn into a Magrat thing where she marries in the tattered remnants of her wedding dress that are poking out under the battle armor she had to put on to drive a bunch of meddling elves out of her home. Please, show. I'm begging over here. I may not be a fan of the couple, but at least let them have a proper wedding, if you’re gonna do it. (Also, taking bets, except not really because all of you already know what’s going to happen: wedding before, after, or during the finale? I’m hoping “during”, but I have some good arguments for the other two, as well.)

This plotline also had one of the most effective gut-punches of the episode, and maybe the season: Snow and David's little moment/not-quite-argument outside of the town hall. David worrying that they're rushing Emma into something she wouldn't really want for herself, and Snow being so scared that they--or worse, Emma--might not be around for the wedding if they don't... ouch. Just. Damn. I sometimes forget why I like this show so much (yes, still do, shush), but it’s moments like this that bring it all back. It’s just such a human moment, and some good, good acting.

Over in the other sideplot…

guys, she’s literally as helpful asleep as she is awake; don’t bother!

Yay, Blue is awake. ::the most unenthusiastic pom-pom wave:: OK, seriously though, I’m kind of glad Rumbelle don’t have to “hide” the woman in the back room anymore. That must have been awkward as all hell. I’m also glad nobody tried to pin the blame on Rumple, despite things really not looking great if taken out of context.

(And oh, that bit where Belle says she doesn’t want them to lose any more time with Gideon to the Black Fairy... my heart. I am not OK, please send fluff.)

By the way, am I the only one who breathed the biggest sigh of relief when Belle said “you couldn’t have known your mother was pulling the strings”? Because I did. I mean, damn, someone not blaming Rumple for everything that goes wrong? It’s such a novel experience! (To be fair, at least 65% of things are at least partly his direct fault, so it’s novel for several reasons)

And so, we’re left with the dramatic promise of next week being the villain-backstory episode.

and right on schedule for the finale, too

Mind you, it would have to be one hell of a backstory to make me sympathise with the child kidnapper/torturer even a little, but I’m definitely curious.