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âĄ- DEAD I AM THE ONE, EXTERMINATING SON!
Hi! It's Mocha here with a little text post promo type of thing! This is an independent, semi selective OC blog featuring the world's most overpowered loser. Glitter pens, cute clothes, and guts are abound here with a guy that tends to be more slasher than superhero. (Blood, death, gore, cannibalism, and body horror are present here.)
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#//made this for when i do not feel like rbing the image promo post#//idk if i did this right but here lol#//do not like how the link text wasn't playing ball with the spacing but it's whatever! here#rp promo#oc promo#superhero rp#horror rp#slasher rp#//by technicality#monster high rp#mh rp#//you know what i will add those tags there as well since i do have mh interactions on here#brand new frightening faces {promo}#//i'll put it in my promo tag as well i suppose
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thinking about not only the specific people lucanis pulls in to represent the 'locks' in his psyche, but the storytelling that happens in the structure/order of them. the underlying ideas are presented something like:
the lucanis who went into the ossuary never came back out again; he died down there (the boy caterina raised is gone forever) -> you're putting yourself in danger doing this (by being close to me), you should leave because I can't bear it if you get hurt because of me -> it doesn't matter even if we do try this, it won't work anyway (again because of me) ('you know what he's like, you can open the door but he won't walk through it' :'( oofie doofie) -> what if the real secret is that there was never anything but the monster in here from the beginning. you should leave, there was never anything here worth saving in the first place. (implicitly: what if I deserved what happened, all along.)
it runs pretty cleanly from outward-oriented attachment anxiety ('caterina won't even want me back like this, she won't recognize me (the same way I no longer recognize myself)) and gradually deeper inwards until we reach self-image and self worth. or you know, the harrowing basic lack of it lol.
"careful -- they'll know we're not right," spite says in one of their first scenes... but clearly, some very deep part of lucanis has feared or suspected for much longer than that that there's something inherently not right at the core of him, way before any demon entered the picture. and the voice he gives those lines to is the person who should know him better than anyone in the world, who he has loved more than anyone in the world -- and who deliberately chose to hurt him so horrifically anyway. 'It's better if I'm just a monster and deserved what happened than it is to allow for the idea that the brother I love doesn't really exist and maybe never did'. it's better if he's fundamentally flawed in some way that needed fixing to help him survive, and that's why caterina chose to hurt him again and again -- out of love. (this one I think he might have a very sad wakeup call on one day if he ever ends up with the responsibility and care of a child of his own in some way and realizes just how alien the idea of ever intentionally hurting them for any reason is to him. oh buddy. also interesting that he keeps caterina as the outermost lock -- there IS a distance he keeps there that he hasn't with illario. he doesn't resent her 'anymore' he says, but he also keeps her carefully further away from his deepest self.)
as far as I could tell the only note in the mind prison that's fully hidden and needs to be uncovered is the sad painful helpless stupid little truth that even after all this, even knowing what happened... he still loves his brother. is there anything illario could ever do that would make lucanis completely stop loving him, do you think? sometimes the trouble with unconditional love is that it is, well. unconditional, even when some terms and conditions probably would have been in order haha.
that's the pattern you see there again and again; he would rather destroy and abandon and imprison himself at every turn than let go of love, even when it's just scraps, even when there's only ever enough of it to hurt him. it's only when rook shows up and as it were takes his hand and walks along with him that he can entertain the idea of changing the story of what walking out the door might mean in the end.
#tl;dr the demon is a metaphor about dissociation and trauma and it's doing its job thematically fucking pitch perfectly that way the end#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age meta#this mission is like ds9 the wire in terms of episodes you really can examine from a thousand different angles#and find something new and soulcrushingly sad every time. exactly my kind of episode in other words#whenever people say there's nothing to him but coffee and spite jokes some small part of me goes 'oh I'm so incredibly sorry!#it must be really hard and so impractical to go through life without being able to read :'( get better soon'#is that very nice of me. perhaps not. is the writing here *perfect*? of course not. but some people are also dedicated to being#wilfully blind (presumably b/c they would have preferred to see something else?? idk man)#lucanis' reaction to taash going 'I'm sorry I'm such a bad crow :'('... he could NEVER do what caterina did with him no matter what#you just can't use him like that. he needs the clean family/enemy/contract distinction or you just break him!!!#caterina literally what are you thinking. every day I ask myself this. (probably 'the only other option that keeps the seat in the family#is illario. so that's right out of course' lmao)#god forbid it happen anytime soon if it should happen b/c there's Stuff that needs working through first lol but he'd be such a soft dad
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Hello hello soo um im still workin on it ,ive been kinda burnt out from it an ik thers no real preshure and im wayyy past valintinse day but heres a wip of those silly lil valintines cards




Also today is my birth day im 22 now so .. Thats a thing. Anyway im planing on making like 3 alternet vershions of eclips 1 with the cannon tipical 2 arm pre decomishion desighn 1 with the 4 armed fannon /cannon design and 1 with the 4 armed ballone world desighn. Probly ganna take a bit but what ever it will be valintine in fuckin may who cares lol
#fnaf fanart#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#moondrop#fnaf eclipse#I shoulda went to bed sooner i acctuly have plans today ill be fine witj an houer of sleep hopefully i dont ruin my own party by being a#Insomneac#fuck im just waistin time i need to sleep but i could also stay up and just party rockers in the house to night my way threw#Im prett good at it but also my brain hit anouther developmental phase and o know ill probly sleep for 15 houers or more affter i finaly#Crash an i sapose to drink with my friend an have a lil party with them tonight#Fuck this is the most eventfull b day ive ever had hopefully i dont cry like i do every year idk why but i always cray on my birth day and#Cristmas#Lol why ru still reading this are you curious#Well hello there you silly fool im suprised anyone would make it down here like tbh i dont even think someone would even check the tags let#Alone read this far tbh im so confadent i think ill dox my self for fun#Are you redy im ganna do it#Get out a pen an paper okay#So here we go#I live in#Hahhahah bro why are u still fuckin here#I cant even spell oh shit fuck im a wizzerd now yah see that i turnd in to a spell casting wizzerd and youre just sitting there probly on#The toilet or a train or summin reading the tags on this nouthing burger of a post#Well any way its gettin late or early man idk its like 3:37 am and im tiyping this out#I gess were in the same bord borderline puthetic bote ?? Ship what ever fuck off i alredy said im a damb wizzerd in this hoe ?? That right#I said some fuckin who how whoe ? Like dude. Wtf anyyway fr fr i got milk thats been sitting on my night stand for maby an houer idk#I cant feel time anymore affter ... THE HORRORS#Anyway agin im acctuly ganna leave now have fun stay safe and uh thanks i gess for sticking arround have a lovely day and umm yah#So uh real quick why did u stay so long fr fr was it bc i was edging u with the whole doxing my self thing bc that was a joke tho i do get#The urge to so.e times .. Fuck im doin it agin
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Torn apart. Inspired by Romeo and Juliet by Sergio Cupido
#rdr2#morston#john marston#arthur morgan#red dead redemption 2#rdr#red dead redemption#arthur/john#john/arthur#morstonmonday#morston monday#hewo! happy to be here for another monday with you guys hehe#ALSO i wanna say. someone else did a redraw of them as this painting before kjhfgk#i had no idea and only saw it after i already started the wip#JUST KNOW ITS NOT LIKE. ORIGINAL AT ALL I JUST;;; HAVE LOTS OF THOUGHTS + EMOTIONS#but yeah idk if the many disembodied dutch hands keeping them apart makes sense to anyone but me#but like something something that man's actions ultimately were what tore them apart#as well as growing up under his care/influence inevitably created the wedge in between them#as well as the perceived rivalry over whos the favorite son or whatever#and then in more fucky terms. i like to imagine he was fucking them both and preventing them from doing the same with one another :)#something something that wouldn't be right but i know better so it's different with me#or whatever#sorry to spew my dutch grooming agenda all over you guys on this good monday. it will happen again#ANYWAY#again hope this resonates with anyone other than me lol#my art
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*drags myself through the floor and slams this down*
I present to you
FULLMETAL BARTENDERS AVIAN AU
Divine Nugget Au
(Rant as to why I chose the White-throated Needletail as Blurr's bird and some minor AU lore under the cut)
And that's not all! It comes with a FULL FLEDGED COMIC!!!!!
I spent a whole fucking week on this
I haven't done a comic in 4 years now, I can't believe this is my come-back XD. Though, on that note, know that I probably won't be pumping out any more comics - not any time soon, at least. But I do got more stuff planned for this au! If you ask about it, I'll 100% rant about it LOL
Tw// â ď¸mild gore in the 3rd panelâ ď¸
While exploring the woods with his team, Swerve had an unfortunate encounter with a crazed hunter. In an attempt to escape, he got injured, but it seems he wasn't the only one caught in the crossfire...
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So when you look up what the fastest bird in the world is, Google with show the Peregrin Falcom
But there's a catch
The Peregrine is only fast when diving
When it dives to catch its prey, it can go up to 389km/h
Which yeah, pretty fast
But when casually flying, it only goes up to 120 iirc
The Needle Tail?
It can go up to 170km/h
Some have even recorded going over 300! (Close to the Falcon's dive, I believe)
Additionally, these birds only fly. Their habitat is literally listed as "the air," and some even believe they sleep while flying! They only ever land to brood and mate, and then they're off again. Their legs are so short that, if they ground, they can't fly again because it doesn't give enough room to flap their wings.
It fits Blurr perfectly!
It also has a blue-ish colour pattern I can work with lol (it's green, but it looks blue, lol)
Though, also, he isn't 100% like the Needle Tail, just based off of it. I still want avians to be sorta their own species and doesn't have to be exactly like their bird counterparts cuz they aren't them, they're their own thing.
That said, Blurr is one of the shortest from Avians population, still.
They're pretty big.
Another trivial detail of the design!
I was stuck between having his arms be his wings or have them be separate
Until I saw a drawing where they had both, and I realised, "Wait, why isn't that done more often! That's so cool!"
So that's sorta what I did
It's mainly to catch small prey when grounded and to stay better perched up on trees since they're much bigger and having extra fingers helps a lot. Or when they're climbing against a tree to pick up fruits, it gives them an extra boost and can better hang from it
But they're pretty much useless besides that lol
Just neat lil design choice
Other lore stuff. The time in which the au takes place is vaguely modern? But with fantasy aspects? I still haven't decided lol
Technology exists, but not in the way we have it sort of deal, idk, this au is pretty bare bones right now, so go wild with it XD I don't mind it, I love brainstorming it with people. I know this au isn't as big or complex as some others out there, but it's fun, and I hope yall like it too fjsjajaj
#my art#divine nugget au#swerve x blurr#ref sheet#transformers au#fullmetal bartenders#blurve#swerve#blurr#maccadam#tf blurr#tf swerve#avian au#idk i wanna give it a different name but im coming up blank so if anyone got a better name feel free to suggest it XD#im kinda nervous to post this fjsjakakkf#i want people to have fun with this like they do with kef's aus but i know im not thst big LOL#i do have two characters i plan to do next#as a reward to those who read the tags (i see you đđ) I'll tell ya and say one of them is ratchet#also as another little tag bonus#feel free to send me an ask asking what bird your favorite transformers would be#yall may not know this about me but im crazy about birds and ive done so many avian aus in every fandom im in#i just never posted any until now XD#so I'll gladly rant about them#just uh...be aware i dont know all that much bout the idws yet and ive lost my access to half of it right now#ill try to research the characters best i can but if i dont know them well i might not be accurate in my interpretation fkdkskska#but anyway#here's this silly little au#to the 5 people who see this post i hope yall enjoy it and have as much fun as i did making this :3#and expect more cuz this was so fun to do LOL#juzt not any time soon cuz my health is SHIT and i also dont draw at lightning speed like some people here XD ill probably stick to writing
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Everyone say happy birthday to the strawberry! She is now three years old ŕťę°ŕžŕ˝˛âÉ̴̡̜ ¡̎ É̴̡̜âęąŕžŕ˝˛á â
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#bunny#holland lop#rabbitblr#strawberry oatmeal bunny#idk if itâs actually today tbh but I do know itâs right around Easter based on when I adopted her#note I did not adopt her for Easter donât get a pet bunny for Easter#itâs just a cute coincidence here#I canât believe itâs been three years đ I love her so much#many treats and pets were given#look at her judging what Iâm watching lol
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One of the probable reasons as to why Kaeya didn't arrive on time for Crepus and Diluc when they were attacked was because he, and the knights with him, had no vision, and thus, cannot use a teleport waypoint.
Him receiving his cryo vision when he was supposed to get scorched by Diluc was genuinely the biggest slap to the face given to him by Celestia. It arrived just in time to save HIM.
Even now, the vision only heals and shields him alone as a manifestation of his desire to keep living from that fight... but he can't use it to help others.
#ngl this description was a shock to see purely coz wtf were inazuma vision bearers doing lmao#unless they didnt want to leave their countrymen alone while the decree was still up#kaeya#kaeya alberich#yeah idk what else to say about it other than the fact that Kaeya's vision is the biggest middle finger from celestia#celestia: lol f this kid specifically. he did nothing wrong but his fam sure did#1 more thing but do they have to approach a teleport waypoint to use it?#im assuming they do purely coz they dont memorize where all the other waypoints are#ngl this opens up to other ideas like cyno tighnari and collei travelling instead of teleporting is coz nari hasnt been to mond#same with others taking a boat coz they havent encountered that waypoint yet#i guess that explains things for most inazuma vision bearers actually :O they havent left the nation so they cant unlock the other waypoints#wow i have a lot of thoughts here in the tags yet again. kaeyachi with the tags that can be a whole entire post instead.#right back to kaeyangst but seriously what a wicked timing. him receiving it too late to prevent everything#him also receiving it just in time to let him continue living his life full of lies...(his own words not mine)#did he start learning how to use it immediately? did he fear its usage because it meant celestia was watching him?#did he stare at it in betrayal? throw it off a cliff? hide it in his drawers?#so many thoughts hnghh
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lil wip of elf king and marshwalker!
#my art#wip#uhhh... do i put this in main tags lol?#idk so. here they are for my followers :3#marshwalker did something stupid and the king is gonna have to clean it up but.#he's really happy... it was really sweet..#right now he's fuckin pissed tho
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Uncle Dave Strider Taxidermy Corpse Sprite Rip & Edits
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#4A99YUNC moments am i right folks?#4aggy unc indeed#dead daves are the enemy moments lol poor Kar this upd8 lots of good rips material thou!#anyway so uhhh these took way longer than I want to admit and there's still artifacting with the pixels a bit that I may or may not clean u#at a later time but I won't promise anything as this was a very impulsive commitment and the cleanups I did already were on impulse#the dave shades were from alpha dave strider btw I just kinda flipped them around and resized them until I was satisfied#poor taxidermy dave strider is dressed up like colonel sanders from kfc lmao#idk if we can rip these sprites from the flashes like we could in the og homestuck since it's not technically a flash as James Roach said#this was just fullscreen screenshot and edit so sorry if the quality isn't the best; im sure someone can rip these better but for now#here you go make whatever edits you want long as you credit me if you use my version lol give him cute outfits or flags idk#mine#op#homestuck beyond canon#dave strider#homestuck upd8#hsbc upd8#homestuck spoilers#homestuck sprite edit#homestuck sprites#homestuck
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after finally playing scarlet witch long enough to get this icon ive decided that you really have to love wanda to get this icon
anyway Bonus cause Heh....... Fam.....
#marvel rivals#snap chats#UGH FINALLY#got everything i needed to get done today Done so of course that meant it was finally time to grind out the rest of wanda's proficiency#and yeah no there's a reason she's ranked the lowest dps on a lot of tier lists i think im so sorry wanda#she's not UNUSABLE she absolutely has her uses and it's not automatically game-losing if you pick her but Man...#i think her biggest draw back's her ult you have to use it so carefully and it has so many counters#you're really more safe not using it unless you have the most optimal set up or you can sneak it in an get maybe a pick or two#idk. i have a vid bookmarked on how the number one wanda player plays so i might watch that later just to see what i could do better#but for now.. Im Done... i prob wont play wanda again unless we need a dps and we have a mags or i feel silly.. or she gets a new skin..#but how rare of circumstances are those am i right.. lol ..#i could prob sit here and do an actual long and fair analysis of her playstyle like i did with mags but unless someone asks i prob wont#me usually play mags/tank definitely factors a bit into my struggling tho i do want to be fair and say that LOL#im far too used to being able to front line without any concern about dying easily and having a lot of defensive options#as i began to play more SW it became easier for me to know when to pull back as well as recognize i cant always engage by myself#so i def appreciate what i was able to learn while playing SW .. gotta remember i am made of glass and not steel anymore#cant wait to do all of this if charles gets added to the game ajVLKEJAELKJ if he's support i think ill have an easier time#i find support to be a lot more suitable for me as a role than dps- love that for me i love the two roles no one likes playing jVLKAEJ#its not that dps isnt fun or i dont find dps valuable as a role.. just aint for me... and thats ok..#anyways.... im gonna have dinner lol...
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Curious: What about Werewolf Hermione & Fleur? Wolves and Veela are both Soul Mate Creatures - how would the 2 react in each other's presence & when Hermione is transformed?
anon you absolute genius, you had me at hello the potential of this au is *chefs kiss*
#fleurmione#hermione granger#fleur delacour#hp fanart#hp wlw#fleurmione werewolf au#we need a name for this au#anon you are QUICK and i LOVE IT#idk if i did veela fleur right tho lol i need to practice more#ANYWAY CAN U IMAGINE ANON THESE TWO NERDS TALKING ABOUT THEIR MAGIC AND HOW SIMILAR AND HOW DIFFERENT IT IS AND HOW WELL THEY WORK TOGETHER#take me to church#i wasnt sure of werewolf aus but here we are#HERE WE ARE#drabstuff#veela#veela fleur
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People love finding random natives online and dumping their family story on them expecting a reassuring 'of course you're native!!' Lol
Sorry, if you don't wanna reconnect why would you even mention your supposed apache or whatever ancestry. If you aren't connecting to the tribe what does it even matter. 'I find it interesting' so you're using supposed native ancestry as a fun fact to make you look more interesting? How is that different than any other 'great grandma cherokee princess' person. Especially since you apparently have time to research the history of all your ancestral cultures but you don't have time to do genealogy
And of course when I tell them 'assume the stories are fake until you've got actual proof' they block me.
#sigh. just the usual#like i watched this person see my popular cherokee video posts. they liked then#them. then immediately i guess went looking on my blog for somewhere to put their family story in the replies#ended up being my post on why dna tests arent relevant in native genealogy#and they were like 'yea i have 2 native family stories and whenever i mention them to someone they say join a tribe! like no?? im not#im not of any particular group im just an american mutt'#ok then dont claim it? why claim any ancestry if youre going to just say 'lol but not Actually'#and they did Not like hearing that#'well i find it interesting' ok? these are living people youre claiming a connection to. claiming native ancestry isnt the same as going#'oh im 2% swiss haha thats fun' youre claiming to be a part of one of many cultures who are constantly stolen from and misused#idk. shits so annoying#'its too far back and im just a mutt' ok what does that make me then? a white native with Low blood quantum? is mine too far back too? like.#its funny how many people ill hear say 'well its too far back id only be like 1/16 lol so i shouldnt bother with it'#if you wanna know whether youd Count just ask who can reconnect. you dont need to self depreciate and try to get the random person youre#talking to to reassure you#anywayyyyy idk#its funny reconnecting and finding out all these things that are just par for the course to any other native#like 'yup. those guys' and im over here fuming hahaha#ill learn to just not engage eventually but right now i still have hope i can actually help some people who are here to genuinely learn#and at least im getting these people instead of them going to connected folks who have to deal with this shit way more than me#like ugam said at one point. its my job to play interference lol and i dont mind it#i just wish id get some people that will actually be reasonable instead of arguing and blocking me
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ALSO I am learning how to teach very introverted students, something my natural skillset as a teacher does not help me with.
#one of my greatest tools in the toolkit of my teaching (imo) is that I am unpredictable#I will turn on a dime and Iâll share a thought from the depths of my soul or back of the pantry of my random opinions#that will make them laugh or hook them and they want to hear more#with a group of introverted students maybe they love to see it maybe they donât but it doesnât work for them to become engaged#they get so quiet and so still#and not in the good way that kind of happens but kind of just in the scared mouse kind of way#BUT. this past week I kind of had a breakthrough#I totally wasnât planning on it but the moment was right so I talked to them about them being quiet and introverted (gently teasing them)!#and then I said âbut do you like it when I just stand here and talk about the bookâ and they were like âyeah! kind of the pressure is offâ#and then I said âoh! thatâs good to know. because when youâre quiet it makes me feel like you hate meâ#(not realizing until I said it that that was the heart of the issue)#and they laughed in surprise (i didnât say it in a way where I was putting that burden on them in a serious way)#and then I said âyeah last night I went home like âomg was that a stupid thing to say about Frank Churchill?? no one respondedâ#and then they kind of shriek-laughed at me and they were like noooooo#and then they said what if we gave you a thumbs up when you were done so you know we donât hate you#and I said that would be great#and THEN a few days later I gave them an agenda for our discussion written out on the board#where I talked and they listened (I called it discussion with myself) and then they had questions to ponder and things to talk about#with each other. and a lot of time. and THEN I cold called them (they wonât volunteer)#but by that time they were so much more relaxed and they knew what we were doing#so they talked more! and it was so goooood#ALSO idk if it was them#or me who had changed but by the time I got to lecturing at them again#I could feel the quiet warmth that I could not before#(the absence of which is what makes speaking publicly instantly a torture to me l o l)#and it helped so much! like. they didnât say much (some of them did the thumbs up)#but I had cleared the expectations for them and for me tbh and it helped. I was not waiting for a response from them so in fact I got more#of one. and best of all I could feel them feeling both the warmth and the power of Emma a little bit more#it is starting to click. anyway this is so much but y eah#Iâve been wrestling with this problem a l l year. cracking it in December lol
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Royal Pains of Uncertainty
@breannasfluffâs Finish the Prompt LU style - Angst
In bold is what Breanna wrote for the prompt. The rest is my own writing. Iâm used to only writing in past tense so it was a fun challenge to write in present tense. Making Wild be a bit self-deprecating in this for the extra  layer of angst. Also a lot of repetition. And yelling. I am also not used to writing angst. Everyone makes up in the end because I cannot write sad endings for anything.
The crack of an open palm on a face has Wild whipping around. Legend clutches his cheek, already blooming red, and Hyrule lets his hand fall. His fists are balled to his side and his chest heaves.Â
The two were in an argument before this that was rapidly growing more heated, but what could have led to this? Hyrule usually comes across as meek compared to the others on the Chain.Â
Yet Legend is shrinking into himself, like something the traveler said hurt him more than the slap.
âWhat happened?â Wild asks as he joins them. What could Legend have done to make Hyrule so upset?
Hyrule opens his mouth to answer before shutting it in an instant. He huffs, clenching his hands even harder as he whips around, stomping off towards the edge of the camp.
âHey, Hyrule-Link, Wait!â Wild shouts out,but Hyrule ignores him. The traveler sits down against a tree, burying his head in his knees, gripping them tightly.
Wild looks over at Legend, the pained look he had now gone, replaced with a blank stare as his hand lightly grazes his hurt cheek. Legend suddenly straightens up, looking off into the quarter distance. Wild thinks about reaching out to him, but his hand likely wouldâve gotten slapped away anyways.
Legend inhales sharply and shakily, softly cupping his own cheek and walking silently towards the center of the camp. He sits down on one of the logs and buries his face in his hands.
Wild was now alone, a few mushrooms in hand. He was just scavenging for them, wanting to make something nice for the three of them. The others had gone out to investigate a nearby dungeon, the three of them staying behind to keep an eye out for anything suspicious. They all promised to make sure that nothing bad would happen between the three of them.
And look at what happened when Wild broke that promise. Heâd just tuned the other two out when they started arguing, because itâs not like it would lead to anything big right? Wild was a fool. He knows this well. Heâs the greatest fool out of the group, surely.
That didnât make it so he couldnât fix the mess he couldâve stopped, however.
Food is the key to heart, as they say, and Wild already has some mushrooms quite literally in his hands, so he should make food with it, like he planned to. He also happens to have some rock salt in his Sheikah Slate. Salt-grilled mushrooms it is then!
Walking over to the cooking pot that was thankfully already set up, Wild gets to work, humming all the while. He notices Legend looking at him over to his left from the nearby log, head slightly upturned and eyes peaking through his fingers. His eyes were red and wet, clearly having been crying. A lot. Crying so quietly that even the moss he was sitting upon couldnât have heard him. A skill no one should have to master, yet there Legend was. Wildâs heart stung at the sight, so he gave the veteran a little wave and smile to cheer him up, even only slightly, but the veteran immediately hid his face again.
Wild sighs and turns back to his food. He was a fast cook and this was such a simple dish, so he was almost done already. Looking up and over to where Hyrule is, he was still in the same position, but his head was up and looking away from the camp. Was he crying as well? Quietly as well? Was it a skill well mastered between the two? What had happened between them? Before all of this even? Who was in the wrong and who was in the right? Why did they have to be crying so quietly?
Well, Wild was definitely in the wrong for not paying attention to the other heroes. That was on him. But what in Hyliaâs good name are they even fighting about? It was frustrating for him, to not know what was going on between his friends. His crying, heartbroken friends.
But now it was food time.
âHeeeey there Leggy boy,â Wild coos out to his nearby comrade. Said comrade looks up at Wild in confusion, a vague effigy of a smirk on his face. âWanna have some salty shrooms? That have been grrriiiled?â The oddness of Wildâs current way of speaking makes Legend smirk even more, which was the intended outcome. Sometimes, random is funny. Sometimes.
âYeah,â Legend answers as his voice cracks, âThatâs fine, thanks.â
âNo problem friendo,â Wild gives Legend a nice, hot plate of salt-grilled mushrooms. He prepares a plate for himself and a plate for Hyrule. There was a little extra, still in the pot, which was all going down Wildâs throat, obviously.
Holding onto Hyruleâs plate, Wild stands up and calls out to the pouting Link. He knows he was pouting because when the traveler turned around, he was indeed pouting. Hyrule says nothing and does nothing after that. Just blinks blankly at him. With his red, wet eyes.
Wild tries to call out to Hyrule again, taking a few steps towards him, âHeya Rules, you what else rules?â No reaction. âFood! Want some salt-grilled mushrooms? Theyâre salty~â
Hyrule mumbles something back before looking away. This was going to be harder than he thought.
âMister traveler,â Wild speaks in a singsongy voice, continuing to walk closer, âitâs eating time~. You need lots of food to grow big and strong~â
More mumbling from Hyrule. A bit louder this time, but Wild still has no idea what heâs saying. Wild groans. He gets even closer.
âI guess you just like acting like a big baby, donât you?â Wild jokingly scoffs, âAnd here I thought you were an adult-â
âSHUT UP!â Hyrule screams, whipping his head around. His face is contorted with rage, glaring eyes seething with a rage Wild had never seen from his friend before. Directed at him before. The fury was short lived, Hyruleâs face almost immediately turning into one of regret. But the image was now burned into Wildâs mind, a clear, permanent picture.
Hyrule turns away from him again, the mumbled sorry Iâm so sorry he repeats on and on reaching Wildâs ears. But Wild canât get himself to say anything back. Opening and closing his mouth like a dying fish. A foolish fish that managed to beach himself on a single piece of sand in the middle of the ocean.
Wildâs face was hot. His hands hurt from how tightly heâs clutching whatâs supposed to be Hyruleâs plate. Food, foodâs the answer to everything. Yes, Wild just needed to make more food. He was the cook of the group. Heâs the cook, yes. Thatâs whatâs he good at, cooking, cooking food. The answer to everything. The key to the heart.
Wild walks back to the cooking pot. He sets the plate off to the side and eats his own food, both on his own plate and from the pot. It needs it to be empty after all, if he wanted to make more food. The mushrooms are good, but they were more salty than usual. He canât see them that well, but that was okay. Food is the key to the heart, and healer of the soul. Wild continues to eat. Heâs a quick eater. Heâs finished in no time. Heâs still hungry.
An angry shout erupted from the left of Wild. Legend throws himself off of the log, and as Wild rubbed his blurry eyes, he could still see the veteranâs furious face as clear as day. But he wasnât angry at him, no, thankfully no. Legend stomps over to Hyrule, hunched slightly forward, hands clenched into fists. Hyrule shot up, a less angry look on his face, fear and unease filling in for where the rest of the anger wouldâve gone.
âYouâre a fucking jackass, you know that?â Legend spits at Hyrule, jabbing his finger into the travelerâs chest. Hyrule sputters, anger consuming the fear that had previously held its space.
âYouâre the jackass here!â Hyrule shoots back, âYouâre the one who started all of this!â
âYou know what? Yeah, I did, I know that DAMN WELL!â Legend grips onto Hyruleâs tunic, âAt least I wasnât the one to make Wild CRY! YOU DID!â No, they canât fight now, Wild didnât get to make his food, his great food, the key to the soul food. Hyruleâs tearing up, Legendâs tearing up, itâs all Wildâs fault.
No.
No no no.
He can fix things. He was going to fix things.
With a soft, quiet voice, Wild starts to speak, âAl-â his voice cracks, âAlright you two, break-â he coughs, â-break it up.â
The two donât hear him, it seems, as Hyrule begins to snap back. Wild doesnât want to hear it. He canât hear his friends be so angry at each and not even know why.
Hyrule shoves Legend away, hard. He stumbles back, surprise quickly being overtaken by even more anger. Hyrule starts to yell, âWell, YOUâRE a DAMNED asshole who-â
âBOTH OF YOU! SHUT! UP!â Wild screams, jumping up and accidentally snapping his wooden plate in half in his rage. It was fine, he had more plates. Skyâs okay with making more plates. Wild had no more patience for these two, however. His throat hurts. Yet he continues, âI am SICK! TIRED! Of the two of you acting like THIS!â The other two flinch in fear, their anger for each gone, albeit temporarily.
Wild was fixing things. Wasnât he? He had to be, heâs going to fix things.
âLook, I donât know what bullshit you two were spewing at each other, but canât you two at least TRY to talk things out like GOSH. DAMN. REASONABLE PEOPLE?!â His throat hurts, his cheeks hurts, he was hurting. But not as much as his friends were hurting. Heâs going to fix things.
âThis isnât cute, this isnât a funny little hoo-ha, people are angry, people are sad, because you two! Who justâŚcanât be a degree of CALM! Do you understand what Iâm saying? Do you?!â
They both nod, but they donât seem to really understand. Wild is so very frustrated. He hates being so frustrated. Heâs going to fix things. He has to.
âAlright, the both of you are going to sit down, right now.â The two shuffle in place, nervously unmoving. Why. Why are they like this? âYou two donât have to sit together, just sit the FUCK DOWN!â Now they rush to their seats, on logs opposite to each other, Legend to his left, Hyrule to his right.
Wild sighs, sitting down and rubbing his temples. He speaks in soft voice like before, so he wouldnât hurt his throat any further, âIâm sorry for yelling at you two,â he looks at the both of them, who both refuse to look at each other, âAnd for being rude and mean to the both of you. I shouldnât have done that, I just-I had felt like I wouldnât be heard if I didnât. I was worried someone would get hurt.â Hyrule recoils in on himself, hugging his knees in shame. No, he canât let them get sad. Food. The key to the heart.
âAlright!â Wild claps his hands, âYou pouting mcpout are going to eat yourâŚâ Wild looks up at the sky, deeming it to be almost nighttime, ââŚdinner. Yes, dinner. Legâ, did you finish you dinner?â
âN-no, I havenât,â Legend responds in a similarly soft voice, âIâllâŚIâll do that now.â
âGood! Now Hyrule,â Wild shoves Hyruleâs plate at him, holding it in place until the traveler finally straightens up and takes it. âMake sure you eat up! And after this, youâll get to have some cake! Carrot cake! Cake thatâs made from carrots.â Wild gives them both a deranged smile as he happily waves his hands as he goes on about carrot cakes. He feels a bit loony right now, loony and tired. Heâs not even sure why he suggested carrot cake, but thatâs what heâs making now. Carrot cake.
Some Endura carrots, goat butter, cane sugar, and Tabantha wheat. For cake, carrot cake-
âIâm going ducking insane,â Wild groans, running his hands down his face.
âDucking?â Legend scoffs lightly, a soft smile on his tear-stained face.
âI think Iâve sworn too much today,â Wild shifts into a thinking pose, âSwearing too much can devalue the feelings swearing can bring.â
âPhilosophyâs fun,â Hyrule mumbles as he eats.
âDonât talk with you mouth full huU-ugh, no, I canât say that,â Wild says as he puts the ingredients into the pot, âI sound too much like a mom.â
âYeah, youâre not Sky,â Legend teases. They all get a good laugh out of that. A long moment of silence occurs between the three of them after that. Itâs not a bad silence, but itâs not really comfortable either. Nevertheless, Wild gets to cooking. He hums the same old tune heâd always hum. He doesnât remember why this tune was the one he always defaulted to. Was it important to him before, all those years ago? Maybe once this is over, all of this is over, Zelda would tell him. But that was a long way aways from now. Now, he was making cake for his friends. Carrot cake. He wouldnât be able to eat this cake for a while after this. Or probably any cakes. Or carrots.
âI think Iâm starting to dislike c-words,â Wild mumbles aloud, âTheyâre making me loose my mind.â
âDo you...â Hyrule trails off a bit, plate almost empty now, âDo you want to make something else?â
âNope. Iâm makingâŚthis, and then weâre each going to eat a third of it cut into threes, and then you two will talk through you problems. Like adults.â The last word comes out harsher than he intended, but the two didnât react much, Hyrule continues to eat his food and Legend sits politely, plate clean, awaiting cake.
Wild tries to empty his mind before he does something bad to the food before him.
Wild cheers when the cake is finally done. He makes grabby hands at his fellow heroesâ plates, much to their collective amusement. Legend gives him his plate first, receiving three slices of cake, as promised. Hyrule next, receiving his third of the cake.
âI wouldâve given ya one slice at a time, but then Iâd probably eat the rest of it,â Wild laughed, scratching the back of his head. Chuckles came from the other two, who then focus on their respective plates of foods. Wild focus on his. His stomach churns as he begrudgingly eats the slices, one by one, slower than he normally would. He still finishes far before the other two.
Wild rests his head on his knees, closing his eyes. The small fire underneath the pot encourages him to sleep. Fire always made him sleepy. But he couldnât sleep yet, he needed to fix things.
No. He didnât need to fix things. They had to fix things. The ones who were arguing. Wild can nudge and prod them all he wants, but only they could make things right with each other.
He slows his breath. He relaxes his limbs. Heâs wide awake, but his friends donât know that. To them, Wildâs sleeping soundly. He hears the sounds of wooden utensils cutting through the soft cake, scratching the wooden plate. Sounds of them chewing and swallowing food, of their shoesâ slight movements against the short grass, of the soft breeze that barely moves their hair. A few minutes pass before anyone speaks.
âLegend,â Hyrule speaks up, âIâmâŚIâm sorry.â
Legend inhales, sharply, before speaking back, âDonât be. We both know I started this.â
âBut still-â Hyrule pauses after his volume starts to increase, and Wild feels his worried gaze cast upon him. Hyrule lowers his voice, âStill, I went too far. We both know this.â
âYou didnât go far enough,â the words tumbled out of Legendâs, a sharp inhale stopping more from coming out. A few more breaths, and he continues, âI shouldnât have said you werenât worthy of a throne.â
A throne? Wild doesnât move, but he yearns to inch forward, to perk up his ears. But they donât need him right now, heâs done enough.
âI donât even know why I asked you that,â Hyrule sighs, âI just suddenly remembered something âŚand want to ask you about it I guess.â
ââŚWhat did you remember?â
âIâŚthereâs something that Impa, my Impa said at the start of my second adventure,â Hyrule takes a deep breath, in and out, âshe said her and her family have been âwaiting for a great king to comeâ for generations, to save Princess Zelda.â
âSo you feel pressured to be that great king?â
âA bit, a bit yeah. IâŚknow Iâll be a king, eventually. I uh, really likeâŚZelda.â
âOh. Ah. Now is not the right time for teasing.â
âI can tell by your face that you really want to,â Hyrule giggles, âbut yeah, thatâsâŚwhy I was concerned about being a king.â
âAnd you came to me.â
âWellâŚI figured youâd know more than Wild,â very true, Wild knows nothing about this stuff, âso I wanted to ask you. Because IâŚtrust you.â
A long silence passes between them. Wild wants to speak up, but he canât. Heâll mess everything up if he does.
âYouâŚâ Legend starts, âNo, no I shouldnât say you shouldnât trust me. Thatâs not my choice to decide.â
ââŚI still trust you, you know that?â
ââŚI trust you too.â
Another long silence. Happier now.
âIâm a prince,â Legend drops out of nowhere. Well it felt like it was out of nowhere, and Hyrule and Wild couldnât stop themselves from yelling.
âWhat?!â The two shout in unison, Hyrule yelping at Wild.
âYou-youâre awake?!â Legend asks, befuddled.
âHa ha, yeah, barely,â Wild awkwardly smiles  at the other two, âBold of you to assume I was asleep. You know I snore.â He only snores sometimes, but that wasnât important. âAnyways, youâre a prince? How that happen?â
Legend looks over at Wild, then at Hyrule, back and forth a few times before sighing.
âZeldaâs my half sister,â Legend said plainly, âI know the trails, and the tribulations that royalty have to go through. Iâve been through some of those things, but Iâm grateful that I donât have to. I just-â Legend huffs out a small sob, not quick enough at covering his mouth. Hyrule tries to reach out to him, but Wild stops him. He shakes his head softly, ânot yetâ his eyes tell the traveler. He nods back, retracting his hand and they both await Legendâs next words with bated breath.
âI donât want you to go through all that pain. And you know me, Iâm snarky, Iâm the mean, rude one, Iâm not good at sentimentality,â Legend runs his hands through his hair, âThatâs why I just-waved you off and got so angry when you kept insisting on being a king. I said a lot of hurtful things I clearly shouldnât have. Iâm sorry Hyrule, I really, really am.â
âItâs okay Legend,â Hyrule smile softly at him, âI forgive you. Itâs okay you got angry, I understand why you got angry. I know I shouldnât have gotten angry.â
âNo no, you definitely deserved to be angry Rules-â
âI didnât deserve to HIT you!â Hyrule shouts, throwing his hands up in the air before running them over his face, âI hit you, you never deserved that.â
To both the surprise of both Hyrule and Wild, Legend starts to laugh maniacally at this.
âSorry, sorry, I just-itâs fine. Donât worry about it Rulie,â Legend smiles at Hyrule.
âI think youâre downplaying this a bit,â Wild interrupts, to his own surprise, âEven if you donât care, Hyrule here definitely does.â
âBut itâs fine-â
âI donât think itâs fine!â Hyrule also interrupts him, âWeâre not supposed to hit each other because of things like this! You can say you forgive me or donât-thatâs okay, but donât tell me not to worry about when youârethe one who got hurt. You just donât want me to worry about you!â
Legend looks surprised at this outburst, before laughing yet again. Calmer now, gentler.
âYeah, youâre right. I donât want you to worry. I donât like people having to worry about me, or having to worry about others.â
âWell, thatâs too bad,â Hyrule says in such a way that makes the other two laugh. He laughs too, whether or not he understands why doesnât matter. âAre you feeling okay Legend, does it still hurt?â
âOf course not, Iâm fine-â
âBut are you reeeeaaallllyy fine?â Wild dramatically learns over to Legend, who snickers before playfully shoving Wild away.
âYes, Iâm fine, really. It doesnât even sting anymore. Hyruleâs not that strong.â
âH-hey!â Hyruleâs cheeks turn pink as he pouts. They all laugh.
The tense atmosphere that was here before was now long gone. Things were back to the happy way they were before, with a few more lessons learned.
The stars smile at them as Wild pulls them all into a group hug.
#legend of zelda#linked universe#lu wild#lu hyrule#lu legend#lu triple threat#lu fanfiction#lu ftp#idk how to do angst. did I get it right?#I probably messed up the tense a few times in here. I noticed at least one that I fixed when I posted this on here lol#typically I donât really care for leg being siblings with fable but I felt like it would fit pretty good for this#over three thousand words heck yeah#writing fever
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A while ago I received a beautiful painting of Eishi in the mail from @kitsoa!! I've been meaning to post pictures of it but I so rarely have physical objects I wanted a proper photoshoot to do it justice <3
When I first saw this I was absolutely blown away by the colors. These magenta-maroon hues aren't ones I associate with urban cityscapes at all and yet it's beautiful and dreamlike. There are a lot of poignant moments of loneliness in this series and this piece really captures that feeling, in my opinion. I almost feel like crying when I look at it sometimes. Kitsoa just has a way with color I can never hope of coming close to; I often look at her artworks and think, "Ah, her brain's just wired in a fundamentally different way from mine." (NOT a lamentation btw-- I consider it a blessing that we are put on this earth to show each other pictures of that which the other could not conceive of)
I have it up on my wall with sticky tack (didn't want to put tape on the front in case it got damaged when I inevitably have to move away) and I look at it all the time. I love it so much!! Thank you!!
#birdmen#karasuma eishi#not mine#LOLLL perceptive members of the health committee may notice that these are the same flowers as the ones from my kaish*n merch shoot#and you may be thinking to yourself. wow. the colors of the flowers match this piece WAY more than the kaish*n stuff.#and well. you know. I actually DIDN'T bring this with me to the flower shop because. you know.#my merch gets damaged... whateverburger. I have more of it at home.#if THIS got damaged though I think I would go directly to hell do not pass go do not collect $200. so she didn't know about it at all#she just looked at my stuff and went 'ohhh what a shame we don't have blue flowers right now...'#(points at the bottom half of the book cover) we do have some orange-pink-yellow ones though#like the roses here or the [those other flowers. idk what they are lol.]#and I was like hmmmmmmm perfectttt actuallyyyyy#she even threw in an extra rose bc I told her I was going to take photos tomorrow#and she was worried the rose would have opened too much by the time I did it... sighing dreamily.#its crazy bc like. I kind of get it now kiriko.#and like in chorus too he has flowers in his apartment#but like I get it now. it's kind of great. to have flowers I mean. LOL
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Get these gay people OFF my screen >:/
#based on some doodles I donât think I ever posted here cause I didnât really like them#also ignore mephilesâ legs idk#Iâve decided to finally try anything with this designs legs cause i really didnât like them in the first drawing of it#idk if this is what ill stick to but its something for now#idk if i really like it cause like it felt right but but idk if i like it#n e way#gay people#sonic fanart#mephiles the dark#infinite the jackal#infinite x mephiles#mephiles x infinite#mephinite#mephinfinite#doodle#the living dead au#is that the tag for that au? i cant remeber lol#autodesk sketchbook#i really dont like that i draw them the best when im like five minutes from falling asleep#like i did most of the sketch last night and then cleaned it up just now#my theory is that when im sleepy im too tired to feel cringe and will just draw anything (within reason)#trashcreatyre's art
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