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#this is not trife#ii osc#inanimate insanity#ii trophy#0 art#this guy literally kept stalling time refusing to apologize or do anything of use until it was too late#cmonnn je probably has atleast a LITTLE bit of regret in his head cmonn *nudges yeu*#if knife were still alive i don’t think he wouldve acted upon it or make an apology anytime soon#myeh myeh myeh hes such a COWAAARRDDDD
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The relationship could be considered something as more contemptuous than anything else. But Vitaly, personally, loved the challenge Lucien seemed to always present. Seemed to always offer him. Strolling up from a long shift down in the clinic, he was surprised to see the other standing there. Brow raised, curiosity piqued, he paused for a moment trying to think of all the reasons Lucien would've willingly strolled up to his door. "Lucien." He greeted as he stepped beside the other, grinning a little too smugly. He opened the door allowing the other full view of his neat, tidy, minimally decorated suite. "By all means, enter." He offered as he stepped in, setting his bag down on the tiny table beside the door. "Would you like drink? Something strong? Or perhaps here to berate. It's been some time." He offered as he moved to the kitchen area, pouring himself a glass of whiskey. "Then you didn't even just burst in, you waited. Is very polite. Very unlike you. Something is up, yes?"
Lucien had been thinking of a certain medical professional since Halloween. Obsessing might be a better word than thinking. He always tended to over correct any perceived mistake and Vitaly was always a mistake no matter how much he enjoyed the younger doctor. A title he used loosely with the other still unsure if he lived up to it since it was one Lucien had earned and in more than one field. The entire month of November he'd gone back and forth on whether there was a need to explain the situation or what led to that situation nearly going to the doctor's office only to talk himself out of it worried it was a ploy to see the other, which he had no interest in. He was crude and Lucien's bedside manner was questionable, but in pure talent alone he could run circles around Vitlay. Of course Lucien had a thousand years more time to practice and study so it wasn't really a comparison.
He didn't put on the full three piece suit this time, instead wore a burgundy slim-fit suit, dark brown leather shoes, and a dark red turtleneck underneath. The outfit was rather casual for Lucien compared to his normal and it was done with purpose as he made sure, this time, to visit to Vitaly's suite instead of his place of work for a much more private meeting between them. He knocked on the door and the wave of doubt and fear ran through him followed by the hope the other wasn't there. That he worked late and wouldn't answer or was otherwise occupied. He truly didn't keep the Hellhound's full schedule. It was a couple hours after his shift, but Lucien usually stayed late when he did work as a doctor. Maybe Vitaly was tied to his job as well. Overwhelmed by all the negative thoughts he could only stand there and wait even though he wanted to leave. He let the moment of panic run through him glowering at the hellhound's door.
@valehkin
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moon 0, page 5
>little things.
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#boughmoon#boughlore#clangen#clan generator#warrior cats#warriors#warrior cats art#clangen comic#art#i gave hollystar a little star because i like the star designs#oh and i did change the font! on the last page#i got a huge pack of fonts for $19 on itch........ huge for me#sorry i love to ramble in the tags#it wont stop but i do apologize#maybe one of these days i will show you all my awful thmbnails#i. hmm. struggled to make snowkit look as scraggly as i wanted#might need to do some actual studies of nestlings to figure out how to translate the encased feathers into my art style without having#to like add a ton of texture & shading & such or have it take 3 million years per page. im sure de-furring the kittens a little bit would#help make them look scragglier but thats not how it is for like. actual kittens. Hrrmmmm.#things to figure out after moon 0 i suppose.
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#aaawww#baby ronan is adorable#lmfao#eldritch forest horror as a baby#ronan#the raven cycle#i love his freaky eldritch horror side#and i make zero (0) apologies#...oops#momentarily possessed by monsterf*cker extraordinaire#adam parrish#please don't cancel me from this fandom#ronan lynch
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I would like to inform you that your Mr Qi and Callum piece now has irreparable brain worms obliterating my brain.
I legitimately think about this piece constantly so I gotta ask what is the lore behind it all? This has me theorising so bad I pulled up a notebook at one 😭
Again, incredible piece, but PLEASE I need piece of mind I can't stay up at night wondering about the lore implications of Mr Qi personally knowing Callum's pop and it's effect on the CSU (Callum Stardew Universe) even a crumb would do.
First of all:
THANK YOU POOKIEEEEEE 💚💚💚💚 it genuinely means a lot that you enjoy it so much, kinda surreal too?? I’d love to know what theories you’ve come up with so far! (also I’m now forever obsessed with the abbreviation CSU thats actually hilarious to me)
I’m gonna be so honest with you though, a lot of the ideas I have surrounding Mr. Qi and his involvement in the valley - more specifically in regards to Callum and his Pop - are very loose and all over the place. I’m kinda working on writing something more cohesive, so if anything I say now doesn’t make sense or gets cut in the future just keep that in mind :’)
In Callums case, if we’re referencing back to my original Qi post, I like to think that in Pop’s midlife - when the farm is well established and he’s still very spry and capable - Pop is approached by Qi during an trip into the lower levels of the mines, and offered a deal. The contents of that deal however aren’t entirely revealed to Pop at the time, and ultimately leads to a series of conflicts between the two (Pop and Qi) and some very traumatic events not caused by Qi directly but as indirect consequences of the deal or poor judgement on Pops part.
Unfortunately for Callum, because of the way things “ended” between his Pop and Qi, he faces the brunt of Qi’s discontentment/dissatisfaction. Although Qi’s involvement in Cals life doesn’t really kick in until about half way through year 2 of being in the valley. But there are little things that begin to reveal themselves to Cal the longer he lives in and explores the valley. Unfortunately x2 it does end up effecting Cal and Shane’s relationship BUUUUUT that’s a convo for another time ;) (<- aka I haven’t fleshed that part out yet)
#orange answers#if this makes 0 sense I apologize#the way I format things in my brain doesn’t always translate well to being written down :’)#BUT THANK YOU FOR BEING SO INTERESTED!!!!!!!!!#I really love yapping about things like this#plus it helps me form more coherent ideas about this insane lore I’ve decided to inflict on Callum#also I PROMISE I’m getting to ur other ask I SWEAR#I just really wanna have art that goes with it-#and we all know what art block is doing to me rn#it’s taking MUCH longer than expected :’)#n e way#THANK YOU AGAINNNNN Apollo will not be safe when his ref drops I hope u know this >:)
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Favorite lyrics from The Great Impersonator (so far) brought to you by 2 am and red wine straight from the bottle
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Super Graphic Ultra Modern Hairbrush
#i make 0 apologies for this#i laughed way too hard while making it#chappell roan#veggie tales#super graphic ultra modern girl#silly songs with larry
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because i'm insane right i think we need a scene of a demogorgon or something trying to attack will, and mike, who at this point we have not yet seen land a blow on an ud monster, pulls out a blade or something and just starts hacking it to death. maybe with an axe or a knife idk but. he stabs it once. twice. three times. he's blind. he just wants to kill this stupid thing that was trying to hurt will. there's blood on his face and hands. and will literally has to pull him off of the monster, because "it's DEAD, mike, cmon, we have to go-" and mike is just. so angry. he's white knuckling the blade and there's tears running down his face and the demogorgon is dead. it's more than dead, actually - mike fucking. he fucking DECIMATED it. but he doesn't even have time to think about what he's done, because they have to run again.
at least will is safe though, right?
#i was up until 4 am last night so if this makes 0 sense then i apologize#i just. i love this trope so much where it's like STOP IT'S DEAD YOU DON'T NEED TO DO ANY MORE and i feel like it would be really cool for#-mike. will too to an extent but like. i love mike being protective over him. so .#stranger things#mike wheeler#will byers#byler#tw blood#tw gore#uh. are those all the tws#lmk if i need more#st.txt
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thinking of how a & n’s preferred drinks are wine & whiskey, respectively. and how their drink of choice actually reflect their dynamics in the love triangle- for alex, adam & nate.
so alex’s favorite drinks also happen to be wine & whiskey, but the one she’ll choose all depends.
she drinks wine when she wants to unwide a little, relax. contrary to both their very uptight personalities, once they get to know each other and are comfortable around one another (book3 era & onwards) — they just feel very relaxed and at ease around each other. they’re very similar as individuals, their outlooks on life & the way they operate. they’re both leaders in their own right, but around each other once that mutual respect and trust is established they begin to rely on each other and for once in their lives, unwind.
whereas with nate, he’s like a warm glass of whiskey. alex drinks whiskey when she needs something stronger, when she wants to feel that certain level of extra….. oomf. and that’s what nate is to her. whereas adam and her start off being very tense around one another, as their relationship develops they slowly begin to relax into one another. where as with nate, when she first met him he put her at ease (as much ease as alex can be put at anyways).
but she was also curious about him from the get. something flickered her curiosity— similar to how curious new ideas would flicker into her head after a glass of whiskey if she was stuck on a case. and then the more she got to know him, the more….. unsettled he made her feel, but like in the best ways possible.
he’s so different from her (and subsequently adam), something and someone she’ll never be. and she admires and respects him so much— like in a way she’s almost always in awe that someone like him, that HE, exists. like whiskey, it’s something stronger. something warm and bright and amber and ever-encompassing.
#anyways very much not sober so if this makes 0 sense i apologize#also i REALLY love my commas huh…….#the wayhaven chronicles#n sewell#a du mortain#twc love triangle#nate x alex#adam x alex
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finished up the episode,, did this fucking bitch nolan really trick his son into coming by sending out one of the thraxans to LIE to him about their planet being on the verge of destruction ??
#invincible#invincible season 2#invincible spoilers#mark grayson#if this ends up like the comics and mark ends up hugging him n telling him how much he missed him??? i will raise hell#I DID NOT CRY TO VAMPIRE EMPIRE AND IMAGINE THEM AS NOLANMARK JUST FOR THIS TO FUCKING HAPPEN#I WANT MARK BEATING THE EVERLOVING SHIT OUT OF HIM#i want MARK makinf a scene i want him crying his eyes out#why the fuck did nolan think this was ever a GOOD idea#NOLAN IM COMIG FOR YOU … (in more ways than one)#can mark bite his beating heart out ?? just this once#HE literally gave him neigh-irreversible PTSD#also ALSO he ruined suance dog for him . i dont care if that was just supposed to be some comedic gag .#mark is never gonna look at his comics or action figures the same way again without#pinpointing it to that one time his dad sent a disguised associate of his to lie to him#its like an abuser sending out one of their friends to make them meet up w their victim so they can#directly apologize in their faces n coerce them into an uncomfortable position#ik nolans dumbass probably has semi good intentions but come on ???#mark better be like ^reduce ur expectations to 0^#and suckerpunch him infront of everyone#nolan grayson#omni man#ouggfff THIS GOT ME SO HEATED U DONT UNDERSTAND#mark get BEJHIND ME !!#i will fucking fight him bare fisted#it sucks that NOLAN gets to fking move on#and mark n debbie just fking suffer the consequences of his actions#how to boil viltrumite flesh#the whole situation is so fucked 2 me no matter how wholesome ppl try to paint it as
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Current emotion.
#Personal#Some of the idiots that I'm forced to work with are making me feel this way and I really want to scream but I can't#0 brain cells between 3 people#Apologies but fuck them
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#Doodles#SCII#Damned#ZEX#Blood#I knew going into this and it was still so distressing :'0#Who needs plot twists when you can create such an intense sense of Dread#Probably doesn't help that I read this At Night In the Dark lol - actual shivers#Gods this was a hard scene to read - there have been several instances of my face hurting from furrowing my brow so hard haha#The way that ''Doctor'' is written is So skillful - I'm so impressed by everyone's prose and quirks and syntax!#Not to mention when he breaks character in a later scene to apologize for taking a bit to move the scene along haha <3 Play!!#It really does speak to just how much skill and effort is put into everything <3 It's so well done all the way around!!#Anyway to the actual scene at hand lol ow :') Drawing blood is always fun but I wish it wasn't his ;u;#Ugh the way he takes the surgeries is so well written - fear of course but a kind of stoic suffering as much as he's able to -#Until it comes to his eye#Ugh the /break/ of it all he goes from so eloquent - almost snarky and silly! Still trying to find an out make peace do /something/#It all goes completely out the window he's so /reduced/ and nothing hurts worse than that ughughugh#For all his intelligence and wit and prior successes and charm and just - everything that makes him /him/ to be dissolved into abject fear#It's so sad ;; And so well done <3#And he still holds enough of himself to know what he'd be losing wegh it's so sad!! He's so defined by his vision as most VUX are it's fjdsl#Zelnick is already gone by this point but I wanted to throw him in for extra sad flavour :')#Plus - I've mentioned his post-Op was one of the ones from the gallery that Actively kills me every time I look at it#Can you imagine my heartbreak to find out that he didn't have his Captain to comfort him after this in actuality? That he was fully alone?#''Are we home? Is it over?'' ''N...not yet'' - The Absolute Devastation of realizing that Never Was not really#Just tear my heart out why don't you ugh I'm fully bleeding out 💔#That last one is actually meant to be Max but it's open to interpretation :)#I think it's such a waste that his eye was just disposed of! Someone else could've used that (lol)#I do think there's something to the idea of seeing what used to be a part of your body elsewhere - like the Leftovers!#Even just keeping as a memento tho - a trophy - insult to injury but literally#Just points to no one being special and nothing being sacred I suppose
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Hi I was wondering what’s your opinion on the in the soop talk between Taekook bc you’re a Taehyung blog so I’d like to get your thoughts on it
Hi! This is an old ask lol sorry for the late reply
I think the ITS talk it’s something that got greatly greatly misunderstood, I think most of people focused on just one thing said by Jungkook (we became awkward) and completely dismissed what it was really about. This is mostly my point of view on it but to this day I think it’s safe to assume people just forgot to give context to the talk.
Taehyung wasn’t feeling well in 2020, he wrote Blue and Grey in that year (I really really need everyone to pay attention to the lyrics), he was having a hard time and all the members asked him to please reach out, to talk if anything was bothering him, and I think that’s what was the premises of the talk. It wasn’t to mend a bond, because there was nothing to mend, if you look from an objective point Taekook’s bond in that year (or even in that season tbh) you would notice there was literally nothing that would agree with the subs bh editors wrote such as “awkward duo”. I think Taehyung just wanted to have a drink with Jungkook, open up a little about his state (“I go on weverse to get assured I’m still loved”). Which is okay.
The not okay things were the subs put by bh editors, the twisting of the narratives (making the talk about something else), the fact that the talk was recreated by other groups. People thinking Jimin had to use an excuse to make Jungkook talk to Taehyung. I think narratives cloud people’s visions most of the time but the its talk must be the most misunderstood thing I’ve ever seen.
#do i think it was scripted? just the off cam moments where jungkook had to speak about it saying that thing#i mean im pretty sure they also made him apologize for the mijoo thing back in bv4 always in those talks#more than scripted the correct word is piloted#i also believe it was an excuse to justify the lack of taekook together in contents ‘see? they had a reason’ but the reason makes 0 sense#these are just my thoughts bringing into consideration taehyungs state in 2020#also why tae never got that off came moment to talk about it ehhh much to think about#ask#taekook#in the soop
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day 6 and 7 of inktober combined for Fancy and Rodent ^^ did this very fast bc my eyes r legit closing I'm tired lmfao he's a little jester in the fancy court of the rat king(s)
also I had day 5s idea ready!!!! but I was gonna relate it to some past characters n I needed to look thro my notebook for references so mb it's out of order for now🥲
i haven't rlly had much time to draw or play games bc I've been sick n busy working so hopefully soon I'll get time to properly go back and do scheduled stuff ,,bear with inconsistencies until then 🙏
#ik i usually draw girls n stuff idk what compelled me to draw rat jester i think thr fever has gone to my head#but at least i lived to tell the tail..............#FORMAL APOLOGIES THATS THE LAST RODENT JOKE I SHALL MAKE#Also thekr was literally 0 references used this js all how i think things look in my head#jester outift is fake ong and also maybe even our rat is a fake i rlly was speedrunningthis#luckily im not leglaly obligaged to make this irl lore accurate#lets say in this alternate universe rats do look like tjat and court jesters also wear that#😭suspend ur disbelief final boss#my art#digital art#drawing#ibispaint art#inktober day 6#inktoner day 7#art wip#pixel art#(?)#i used the pixel brush idk if it counts#emoji of thr day 🐀#i might have done a mouse one for mouscedes dont factcheck this lol#okiiiiii byeeeeeee tumblrrr#i promise to come back with more inktober stuff soon ❗❗❗❗❗❗❗
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me to Nina yesterday: explaining how due to a headache and exhaustion I wasted away the end of my afternoon just watching Ryan Gosling interviews
Nina, instantly sympathetic: and I completely understand that, a valid thing to do
#the thing about Nina is that most of the time she not only hates my coping mechanisms she also plain doesn’t understand them#one of the many tensions of our relationship#but she was just 100% like yeah. I fully get it#and it made me feel so much better#my relationship with Nina the work of a lifetime because the moments of mutual understanding are so rare#but so powerful when they happen. and it takes years to discover that sudden gold#(my mom is often so troubled by our relationship. she’s just like (whisper voice): do you guys even like each other)#because we’re just SO sparks fly (antagonistic version) in many of our interactions#and it’s just like. YEAH. We’re just going to have an intense altercation and clashing of opinions viewpoints values and perspectives#at least every other day. LOL#but we will navigate it!#no one on the planet I smooth things over with as fast as Nina. it is lightning-speed reconciliation#because we both move on so quickly in the same way. in that the mood will just lift#we got in a fight the other day. Nina left and stormed out. 10 minutes later I get a text going#‘I’m sorry Maria. I should not have said that about your mother’#which made me laugh because we weren’t fighting about our mom. She just likes to quote Jacqueline from ever after sometimes out of context#and my mom was on the couch watching me like ‘you’re reconciled???? It’s over?????????’#because my mom a) is so different from both of us in the speed she processes in and b) has no sisters#0 sisters. 4 daughters. and she still isn’t used to it lol. because my mom’s strength and weakness is that she never gets used to anything!#ALSO Nina told me the other day that I’m the one that taught her to apologize because I would just make her do it when we were kids#not to me but to other people! I would just sit there and explain how verbal acknowledgement of wrongdoing would make things better#and she was always like ‘ughhh I hate it so much. FINE’ because she always does want to make things better#anyway this SHOOK ME TO MY CORE. Because I never thought Nina actually internalized any of the things I’ve said to her ever lol#and she was like ‘yeah you gave me that good habit’#(I love apologizing. Love to put it into words and I have an intense need to do it immediately and thoroughly)#(tbh it’s only with time that I’ve come to see that other people do not work that way. and need more time. and are not just —#instantly comfortable putting everything into words especially the hard things)#(because it’s not like I’m always driven by more charity and compunction. I just ducking HATE unresolved things not put into words)#(so it helps me feel better. and sometimes you just gotta learn to not say it right away if it’s only going to make things worse#(or learn to say it in different way without words. that actually communicates the sorrow. And that can sometimes look like giving space!)
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Ykno the suckiest thing about being broken up with for someone else is that like. Well I'm doing generally fine, all things considered, but I Am kinda sad thinking about the things I've lost and all the casual affection that I can't have now.
But she's out there having all the affection she wants from her coworker, and it's just like. Damn this feels so skewed and SO unfair.
#speculation nation#and then U add in the fact that the girl she broke up with me for is already dating someone else (poly sort of situation)#and im just like. WHYYYYY did she break up with me instead of trying to negotiate poly???#she was gonna at first but when i expressed concern about poly given her obvious communication problems about it#then she dropped me like a hot coal. like sorry i wasnt about to let myself be stood up and ignored for basically a whole day#just to accept u trying to negotiate poly. like What?????#anyways i may have a bit of a history with being a bit of an asshole and breaking up with them#but at LEAST ive never broken up with anyone to immediately start dating someone else#and at LEAST ive broken up with them in person and not over text!!! the fuck?????#i keep alternating between 'surprisingly okay with it all' and 'maybe a little sad' and 'absolutely fucking LIVID'#and i keep wanting to yell at her more but i already said quite a lot of things. so id just be repeating myself#and at that point id just be a vitriolic piece of shit. which i try not to be.#so im letting her live in peace while i continue to be So Pissed about it and it just sucks man lmfao#why do i gotta be the bigger person fr. i even apologized for the hurtful things i was saying in anger. literally in that same conversation.#and she gets to pull this stunt and walk free and spend so much time with her new 'love' ignoring the world etc etc#honestly i hope it fails miserably for her. bc sure theres a chance it works out but every single part of this is impulsive and So Stupid.#and even tho my ex agreed with me when i told her it was INSANE. she was just like 'i have to' like OKAY????#jesus fucking christmas she's revealed a side to me that i really hadnt seen before.#so i hope it fails and i hope she tells me about it. i hope she owns up to her mistakes. for my own satisfaction.#but i have 0 intention on ever taking her back. because what the fuck????#i may be a flawed individual with plenty of problems. but i still have basic fucking dignity. and i am NOT accepting this back in my life.#and god damn her friend is moving into the unit across from mine for this coming year#and i may have to see my ex sometimes bc of it 😭😭😭#the friend seemed generally level headed tho. idk if i happen across him & he doesnt avoid me maybe i'll ask him what he thinks of this#bc she was treating me with such love and affection showing me off to all her friends. and then she drops me like a fucking coal.#i wouldnt say i made friends with them myself but we were at least friendly. so i doubt theyd have a good opinion of her for this.#so would the friend loyalty take precedence? or would he be willing to chat with me and confirm Yeah what the fuck?#bc if i had a friend who did this same exact thing id be side-eyeing them SO hard.#id support them bc theyre my friend but i would also be like 'hey uh Why did you do that. that was pretty awful of u you know that right'#& itd also make me more cautious of them too. for being Able to drop someone so suddenly lol.
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