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My f/os must have the patience of Job.
#why am i so difficult#bites through sheet metal#why am i so selfish and self interested and damaged like all the time#i've been free for like 5 years now what's the matter huh
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so like is it specifically planets the solver craves or can it get by with just eating dirt off the ground
#thank you those people in that one server i havent been there long enough to remember names#for bringing up the idea#is very funny#god i have genuinely no idea what to do for n's dialogue boxes. cannot think of a gimmick whatsoever#suprise attack by the artstyle change. i am imploding right now#cannot settle on any style whatsoever. genuinely changing by the hour#so strangely proud of ns hand in this one i dont know what it is about it but i really like it#hats still pisses me off though. why so difficult to draw#murder drones#art#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n#murder drones cyn#or its#murder drones absolutesolver#who knows at this point#murder drones skig#still fighting tooth and nail for the tail to be named skig. it fits so well#iz go attack glitch headquarters for me#i think its late enough i can keep this unspoilered
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little poster for the fic Operation Walburga's Arbitrary No Kissing Ever Rule :) 10 things i hate about you, but make it jegulus
#jegulus#jegulus fanart#marauders fanart#regulus black#james potter#james x regulus#marauders#regulus black fanart#james potter fanart#starchaser#sunseeker#regulus x james#marauders era#jegulus fanfiction#fic: operation wanker#hp#mine#my art#i feel so so conceited every time i post one of these with the title in the fanart ngl like holy shit is this even legal#but also. i am pretty proud of this? because it is very clearly inspired by the 10 things i hate about you poster but it is changed A Lot#because this fic isnt a perfect replica of the movie. it is its own story. things are very different#note the polaroids and the poem and the love bites and the star necklace for sirius :3 hehe#i spent So Much Time getting the font right idk why they made it this difficult for me with the poster it was So Much Work
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Second-guessing
#been overthinking all day today and needed to draw how it feels lately#a bit of a vent ahead#it’s gotten really lonely and almost alienating in a way#and the fandom seems so vastly different#and in a way I dont really feel ok in#i do take the steps to avoid anything that i don’t want to see#but it just feels like what i do is pointless#like what i draw is pointless#i know the more platonic/familial themes in my art will always be overshadowed#but its been a harsh truth ive been hit with#and it’s kind of heartbreaking#i’m forever grateful for the reminders of how my art is like a breath of fresh air#but man is it difficult to not just quit entirely#because it always falls back to: why am I doing this? what’s the point?#i’m sorry I feel like such a whiny loser when I talk about things like this#it’s all jumbled and all over the place but to put it simply it’s been super lonely#i just needed to say something before it completely boiled over#im sorry again
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Shhh he's pining
#I love traditional art but I hate traditional art because I can't flip it and then I come home and flip it and it looks horrendus#AKA don't flip this drawing please just look at it this way#well Im also just. Not good at drawing people. Ik people will say otherwise but no seriously it is really difficult for me#human faces especially are so rough and I can't pick apart if or why they look bad until I flip it and see all the proportions askew lmao#I am however trying#smallidarity#trafficshipping#tubby art
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I'm just saying if you're writing smut featuring trans people and you find yourself ONLY writing pre-op transmen as receiving penetration. ONLY writing your transmen as submissive.
You should really take a step back and think about why this is.
Also consider including trans people who have gotten bottom surgery. I'd like to see more of that. Or transmen using straps. That'd be cool too thanks.
#like why the fuckkkk is it so hard to not be weird about it#like im not trying to kink shame here#you can be weird without being Weird (derogatory#right? you understand me?#appreciate the variation of human experience#i had a bit about the ways people are weird about like#trans women and nonbinary people and intersex ppl#but like. i figure yall can share your own thoughts I do not wanna speak for you#trans men#trans man#transandrophobia#like i get that transmen can be like that#but i swear it is so difficult out here as someone who is not into submission and shit#like. aauuuugh#am i just bad at searching for smut????#i don't know#i don't like policing ppl about what they write. especially smut.#but its just like....can i please see some variety.
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Liam Lawson as the Page of Pentacles:
This card indicates that you are on the brink of giving life to a new venture or opportunity that brings you luck in the material world. You are full of enthusiasm and energy to make this new opportunity come to life.
Generally, the Page of pentacles refers to the kind of energy that you need to complete all that is needed for your work. It may point to the determination, focus and the ability to stick with a particular task no matter how boring it may seem.



Tag list: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing @saviour-of-lord @three-days-time @the-wall-is-my-goal @albonoooo @ch3rubd0lls @brawngp2009
#the last one :-/#I’m kinda… bummed tf out#end of an era fr#these will be physical cards!!#guys why am I so sad#like I’m gonna dry heave#idk why I went so hard on this one#but i really want to#Liam deserves good art idc idc#this card is for Liam!!!#Like Franco his enthusiasm about this sport and opportunity is priceless#and he’s about to start as an f1 driver !!!(again lol)#so he is giving life to a new venture#also ability to stick to a difficult task speaks to him sticking with red bull and trusting them to give him this chance#f1#formula 1#f1blr#f1 fanart#formula one#f1 art#annie’s art#formula one fanart#formulanni#formula 1 fanart#liam lawson#ll30#f1 tarot#page of pentacles
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Shakey pub bathroom gifs!! I was so excited to get out! ✨
Treat me ~ Tip Me ~ More of me
#I am so proud of myself for getting out for a family celebration! It's been so difficult to do anything lately#I do absolutely hate myself now tho bc i should have known I rly can't afford to go out.#Money is WAAAAAYYYY too tight for me to be leaving the house. Which is hilarious bc it's not like I do that anyway.#Why is existence so expensive??#satans knitwear#Vintage vibes#cheeky#Lingerie reveal#bi girl#uk girl#wlw#alt pinup#pinup girl#pretty lingerie#Ootd#My gif to you
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Wiggly!Richie

In these trying times (me recovering my voice while studying for midterms), I have decided it was the best time to bust out my watercolors and do this
#I've seen multiple people in my circle of friends#and also many posts and stories about how Richie would be some kind of vessel for Wiggly#so I thought “Why not do my own interpretation for it?”#So instead of using coloring materials that I am familiar with#why not make everything difficult-#my art#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#npmd fanart#nerdy prudes fanart#richie lipschitz#richard lipschitz#wiggly#wiggog y'wrath#wiggog y'rath#I'll probably digitalize this sooner or later#and maybe make the whole gang /j#but in my head Richie would be more of a blinky vessel tbh
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Heres a little traditional Sozo doodle I did with a Speedball ink pen! Love drawing the mushroom cryptid :DDD
Also if any of yall have like drawing requests or ideas related to COTL please drop em i am running out of ideas while figuring out how to comic properly
#i am a bit too ambitious at times lmaooo#my wax wings are melting as we speak and as i doodle my comics#found out how i can draw Ratau in my style now tho!#still struggling with follower kallamar#why does the squishy failwife of a squid have to be so difficult#ill put him in the fryer if he keeps being a hassle#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl fanart#tgdart#art#drawing#tgd#traditional art#cotl sozo
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hi heres my ramblings about a md rain world au i made up in like a day bye
#how do you people make this look so easy#im dying over here#why is designing things so difficult its literally my job#and im working with alreadymade designs too#cringe or whatever but i dont care i just need to post this full thing somewhere#forgot to draw doll. oh well#i have literally every episode except prom thought out in this au#what do you people even do with aus btw. do you just have them#am i supposed to be like making content for them or do you just collect them like pokemon cards#forgot to write on the thing and im too lazy to change it now but#uzis spear is meant to pierce opponents and then deliver like 17 lethal doses of electricity at once#unless i do something cool or you people want it thisll be the last you hear of this#art#murder drones#rain world#im too lazy to tag characters do it yourself#its so fanficy but theres literally no other way i could make it work out. growling noise
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they make me want rip my brain out of my skull ...........
★ original template under cut :

#wow . two art posts in one day#i am nailing this “churning out content for everyone else's enjoyment” thing !!!#ive been trying to write digitaltime fluff for a few days but WOW nobody warned me that it would literally rip my soul out of my body#why is this so difficult !?! im so mad !!!#anywho . have this sorta lazy doodle because i genuinely feel like im losing my mind#dhmis#dhmis art#dhmis au#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#dhmis hv tony#dhmis colin#colin the computer#dhmis hv colin#not using the main au tag for this one i guess#shrug#dhmis ship#dhmis digital time#dhmis digitaltime#digitaltime#doodle#lazy doodle
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Wanted to draw a bunch of troll OC's and decided to do something I like to call Oc roulette, where I find and then draw a few at mostly random (I've wanted to draw some of them already hehe) from left to right the creators of these OC's are:
@/Podkidysh10 (you can find their art on insta!)
@funktrolls
@leahlozers-blog
@sunberies
@spooky-pop
@v-poreons
@/az.althea01 (you can find their art on insta!!)
@jennjamindraws
Hope I did em justice for ya!!
Little guys on their own:
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls oc#my art#dw trolls#they were all a blast to draw#also im so sorry spookypop your boy fell victim to my current pose hyperfixation#which is this dog doing the upsidedown peace sign#its so freaking silly#and i love it#i tried to emulate your guys styles a bit when drawing them#i hope i was able to get it a little bit#theyre all so FREAKING CUTE#i think the one who got done the fastest was rosie#i drew her first so i had a lot of energy#and then as time went on my energy waned and they got more difficult ajdndk#i wouldnt say one was super hard to draw tho it was mostly posing issues by me#like indi and impala i had issues with due to how i positioned them#i wanted all of them to be able to be separated as single pngs#and so i had to split impala and indi into two parts to make it work#also yes sorrel is leaning on impala but shes cool with it theyre friends#firefly is right on top of harvey so its not like theyre the only ones XD#i like to imagine theyre all posing for a picture and only half of them know#which is why some are goofing around and the others are posing for the camera#silly things from my silly brain hehe#its 5 am#i need to GO TO BED#i think firefly's is the only one whos not full body akfnskd#also for harveys i had to reconstruct his whole head cuz she obliterated him#very tragic but it had to happen
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still trying to figure out how to exactly draw these lil guys so more doodles wahoo! ( plus oc woa- )




#logic as a oc is pretty unoriginal i know#quq#doodle#inside out anxiety#inside out 2#inside out#anxiety why are you both so fun to draw but also so difficult to d r a w#logic my silly lil fella#kinda a robot#also sorta inspired off of like#windows a tad#thinking about how these emotions work in different scenarios is really fun#but like - are there also lil guys in places like your heart and stuff??#how far does the rabbit hole go????#is there drama in my head that i am completely unaware about ??#do these emotions see me thinking about them and get a tad awkward about it ???#if i know that there are little guys in my head am i like#still a autonomous person or just a kind of vessel with character traits here or there#what dictacts what?? who controls who and what i do ????#anyways yeah silly guys love them with my little heart#pat pat on head
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this girl hates me and i literally dont even know her what have i even done!! 🦢
#girlblogging#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#this is a girlblog#lana core#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#why am i like this#why is everything so difficult
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wanna get back into mdzs but you are all so goddamn weird about jiang cheng
(i don't wanna retype my tags but read them pls... if you are both a wwx and jc enjoyer interact with this post please)
#the jc discourse drew me away from this fandom years ago#and i wanna return but i don't trust you people not to either woobify him or completely villainize him#'oh the book about morally grey characters has a morally grey character in it 😫😫'#ugh#it's also really difficult being in this fandom as someone who is simply not a hater sadly#why is it always jc stan who hates wwx or wwx stan who hates jc#where are my jc AND wwx stans... PLEASE I AM BEGGING#or is that too much to ask#limebug.txt#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#the untamed#cql#chen qing ling#grandmaster of demonic cultivation#wei wuxian#wei ying#jiang cheng#jiang wanyin#yunmeng bros
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