#// im SO tired of looking at this jfc
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"I gotta have you talk about Barkov a little bit... 'cuz, you know, he's your Captain but like... What should we know that we don't know about this guy? He's so quiet, he keeps a low profile—I'm sure that's by design—but he's the quietest, incredible superstar that...When Chris Pronger was working there (VP of Hockey OPs/Senior Advisor from 2017-2020), I remember he used to say to me, 'Hey, this guy is a Top 5 player in the game.' Even when nobody was even putting him in the Top 10 at that time, you know? But what makes him so great? What do you know about him now that you thought you knew before you got there?" "You know, well, everything—because I'm with you! I knew he was in the league, I knew he was a great player but playing on the other side—I'd see him play twice a year and I wouldn't watch that much and I had no appreciation for how good he was. But the answer—I'm gonna give you an answer about Barkov and it's not gonna be good enough... 'cuz I can't answer that question about him yet, I still haven't gotten to figure it out. I don't know to do it justice but he's this extreme perfect blend of absolutely no ego and an incredible drive to be better at the same time. So usually the guys that are really driven have a bit of an ego. Ego's not bad always, right? Maybe I'm using the wrong word to describe it but he will put his teammates and his—everything—first, and it won't bother him one bit! That's exactly the way he wants it! He doesn't want to be the first guy out, he doesn't want to—it's not that he doesn't want to do interviews because of the media! Talk to this guy! You walk in our room—you don't know hockey and you don't know names—you can't tell if he's the 1st forward or the 13th forward by the way he treats people. That's absolutely the truth! And the reason he's not appreciated as much as a player is: I have never, ever once seen him even remotely cheat to the offensive side of the game to score a point. He just won't do it. That doesn't mean he's sitting back defensively! He doesn't give a rat's ass about his point totals, he just wants to win. So he's never gonna put the numbers up that he could. If Barky decided he was gonna generate points—if somebody'd convince him, 'Hey, Barky! If you just cheat the game and score—we'd got a better chance of winning!' I don't know, [he'd put up] 120, 130 points? Like he is brilliant but he will never, ever put the game—you know, what? He wouldn't put himself in front of the game. The game demands certain things and you can't get past that no matter how good you are. There are certain things you got to do in this game and usually those are hard things... he'd never once put himself in front of the game." "You can't score 120 or 130 without cheating a little bit, right? It's just a real—" "Yeah, except those guys don't call it cheating! They call it anticipating. Bad players cheat, good players anticipate." "They see things before they happen, Paul! That's what happens!" "Exactly, exactly!"
The Cam & Strick Podcast | 9.24.24 (x)
#paul maurice#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#woe paul waxing poetic about sasha for (looks at stopwatch) almost 3 minutes be upon ye#this specific segment is so special to me#“im gonna give you an answer about Barkov and its not gonna be good enough cuz I can't answer that question about him yet”#PAUL#my favourite thing about all of this is even in a hypothetical situation where sasha suddenly started scoring more points#hed have to be convinced into by a teammate and that its for the good of the team#you see paul realise none of this sounds realistic and then adds the whole hey barky! wed get a better chance of winning if you-#utterly hilarious paul was like this sounds too ooc of sasha i have to fix this#and then drops that fucking bombshell like jfc paulson#sasha no ego my beloved#do you remember when they brought up the whole baby barky thing to paul and he started going on a whole monologue about#how different lundy and sashas games are and that ssha will always ALWAYS put the team first in all his decisions#and lundy differs in that sometimes he'll be more offensively minded if and when he can#yeah? yeah :)#also the anticipating bit#you can tell paul is relaying what players have been whining to him for years when he scolds them not to cheat LMAOOO#LIKE OKAY PAUL YOU ARE SO TIRED HUH#also rat's ass. topical!#he doesnt give a rat's ass about points but he certainly does care about one (1) special rat's ass#also this man monologues for so long i love him but please let me live man
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𝚅𝙴𝚁𝚂𝙴 — 𝙹𝚄𝙹𝚄𝚃𝚂𝚄 𝙺𝙰𝙸𝚂𝙴𝙽 .
𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝙻𝙾𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶 . . .
Canonically, all of the muses within The Marked have died. They were then randomly selected and presented a chance for a second life. Once accepted, they are brought back with a few perks that normal humans don't have, but the catch is that they must hunt curses. They are known as The Marked, and they keep their actual identities a secret from society. The phenomena of the deal dates back beyond a set time. So while most of the muses on this group are of the modern era, the traditions / practice has always been around.
This group was originally located in the states. Upon request by the higher echelon of JJT, they have more or less relocated overseas. All Marked members are to considered as sorcerers.
No one outside of the marked knows them as such. to others, they’re known as 0 ; the beginning to all ends, the end to all beginnings.
0 is an underground syndicate that deals in weapon supply, cage fights, and sorcerers for hire. They’re an odd bunch, certainly, but they always get the job done. Their influences has been spread far and wide to those that know where to look.
The core of 0 are all Marked members, but there are others permitted to join as well. Not a single word is ever said about who or what The Marked are. despite how cohesive and high functioning 0 is, The Marked will always stay loyal to themselves first.
Codenames aren’t used within 0. All Marked members go by their civilian names.
Additional resources / help is often outsourced — this opens a more accessible starting point for other sorcerers and the like. Curse infused / possessed users are welcomed! Just know they’re being watched. Any particularly bad fuck ups and The Marked will take notice and deal with it accordingly.
𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙴𝚁𝚂 . . .
999 'Kubo Yua' — Security . Imperceptibility CT .
Ace 'Ari Yoonji Im' — Informant / thief . Summoning CT .
Chef 'Yoo Serim' — Cook / alchemist . Sensory deprivation CT .
Curor 'Amine Kovac' — Healer / trainer . Healing blood CT .
Crux 'Josiah McCarthy' — Overseer of both The Marked & 0 / underground fight organizer; black market dealer . Bone manipulation CT .
Evanescence 'Aarav Singh' — No position yet . Power seal CT .
Goshawk 'Iza Burne' — Cleaner . Acidity manipulation CT .
Iris 'Kang Ilseul' — Safe haven keeper & medicinal supplier / Greenhouse nursery worker . Entity bonding CT .
Jackrabbit 'Ines Ortiz' — Techie / freelance hacker . Body temperature manipulation CT .
Kingfisher 'Shira Kantor' — Cleaner . Matter ingestion CT .
Litho 'Lionel Accardi' — Forger / bookstore owner . Ink manipulation CT .
REM 'Alon Galvez' — Handler / pawn shop owner . Hypnokinesis CT .
Ricochet 'Raayan Iyer' — Trainer / janitor . Absorption Infusion CT .
Shrike 'Choi Siwoo' — Cursed weapons maker . Physical restoration CT .
Tombstone 'Alonzo Cordero' — Tailor . Soul manipulation CT .
Vector 'Han Seojun' — Healer & seeker ( of new agents & retired trainer / Forensic artist . Holy fire CT .
Weaver 'Awan Umar' — Transport / wheelman . Rift Manipulation CT .
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who up being neglected by everyone in their dumb fuck life again jfc
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ — jax jabbers#why u no love me#die#kys#vent#i guess#bpd#bipolar#when u got the bpd bipolar combo so literally nobody fw you#fuck my stupid faggot life#idk where to post this#im so tired#what do i have to do#to be actually gaffed about#jfc man#im killing myself#abandonment trauma#goes crazy#haha#always the fool#turning to drugs && alcohol looking like the only option !!#always an angel never a god
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I hateeee how asoiaf has just become the "incest books lol" to so many people. what a dumb and reductive way to look at a series that has so much more like. of all the things you could say are the central themes of asoiaf incest in not one of them lmao.(yes obviously it's present, but not nearly as much as people make it out to be) And this isn't about people who havent read it and are just judging from the outside bc who gives a shit about them. But I see this mostly from fans and its just??? what the fuck did you read/watch lmao. I mean even hotd which centers around thee incest family isnt about the incest and you'd have to have negative media literacy to think it is.
Also it's fucking insane how being uncomfortable with incest shipping gets you ridiculed in this fandom lmao. like I'm not here to be the morality police ship whatever the fuck you want idc. but dont be surprised when it makes people uncomfortable??? "ummm if you dont like incest why are you reading the incest books/watching the incest show??? weirdo" I dont fucking know man maybe all the other 348593 interesting things it's about. just a guess. And these are the same people who go on about "well just bc you write something fucked up doest mean you agree with it" which. yes! true!! then why do you uncritically endorse targ incest blood purity 😭 do you think maybe that's one of the things grrm wrote that he doesnt agree with? of course not, hotd is a cautionary tale about the dangers of not doing incest and what happens when you let your pure valyrian blood be contaminated by gross peasant genes from outside your family ^_^ obviously ^_^ and anyone who's not into your incest ships is a bigot <3 "but it's normal in their world!1!11!!!" no its not lol. and even if it was. marrying children is also normal in their world what's your point
#.txt#asoiaf#incest cw#'the gods hate incest. Look how they brought down the Targaryens' <- chracter who clearly thinks incest is normal#btw with incest i mostly mean siblings here. bc cousins seems to be pretty normal for them. but there's a big difference lol#its normal for the targs and that's it#and even then. man it would have been so interesting to explore targ incest as psychological horror rather that 'perfect uwu babies'#like imagine being a kid showing normal affection to your sibling and your parents are like. omg someone's in love <3#thats so fucked up and interesting to me!! but no instead we get 'and baegel married his sistercousin and they lives happily ever after <3'#btw i wanna make it clear im not clutching my pearls at people who think incest in asoiaf is interesting#or like it in a 'wow that's fucked up. more' kinda way#but man the 'uwu incest romance' people are so annoying lol. daemon is a malewife sure whatever make everything boring#also i think its gross lmao but again ship what you want idc#especially when its not canon like. why do you want extra incest 🤨#im so tired of seeing helaemond everywhere jfc leave them aloneeee. aemond is a freak but not in that way -_-#lucemond also. die#cringe ass ship names btw -_-#sorry for the rant i dont like to get too serious but this annoys me so baddd#anyway f&b was a mistake
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*takes psychic damage some stank ass political opinions from multiple moots*
....... I don't have the spoons for this shit.
#im scared and tired and if i look at politics rn my disoccociative disorder will kick in and ruin the next few days for me#so fuck this shit im going and hiding in some fanfiction#yall have a right to your (actively detrimental) opinions but I do not have to stick around for them#(jfc we need to stop fucking infighting and daydreaming about unrealistic “alternatives”)#(voting third party in this country is going to do jack shit except dilute the vote on the Left)#(which is EXACTLY what fucking happened in 2016)
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i was the only one at the fair today locally with a mask on
and as we were leaving and someone else was coming in, a dad with his probably 5 yr old daughter, he leaned over in front of my face and coughed hard on purpose
fucking jackass i hope he gets humbled so hard, and maybe hope he falls on his face on the hot pavement.
#i also used sanitizer that smelled like actual shit and it was dirty on the outside of it too and so#i was already freaking out about that#then on the way home my dad ARGUES with me bc i said food is a human right. like? ok.#yes it was about america being the only one who said No about food being a human right#he started going into conspiracy theories at me and i just#gave up.#also mentioned a guy in a movie was a white supremacist and he blew up at me too#saying instantly without looking things up that hes not#okay budy okay pal you jsut wanna take your anger out on me its cool idk why i said anything at all though#but it was of topic he was already bringing up#shame on me i guess for talking.#im so fucking tired.#also everything at the fair wasnteven set up when there was tons of people there alerady like.. jfc
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Yeah didn't get to do the new leggings OR the shit I threw in a box to deal with later (not like they sell on the table anyway)
But I did get my endcap reset and the new shit isn't a pain in the ass to recover and restock
The overnight girl was back so my area was recovered! Even the NikeShitë! Even though she did them... all wrong... like infuriatingly wrong...
But I didn't have time to deal with that shit anyway bc my endcap took all fucking day
And then I had to cram like 6 boxes under NewLady's table bc I have NO ROOM at all and I actually put shit behind shit unlike her who only puts one row of boxes so it LOOKS like shes full but shes not. Cram that shit bitch. Anyway she's gonna have to deal bc we have the same number of items just different VOLUMES of it like 30 items per section is normal, but say I get ~200 stock and she gets ~900 stock per item. She can put shit in the steel or under her FOUR GIANT TABLES I get one. Just one. So fuck you it's called working with other people and being a team. I didnt say shit all the times NetflixCoworker needed to put shit in my table space when I actually had room.
From what I've seen, the new leggings are kinda cute. The Sharter's stuff is like "cute strawberry and cherry outfit" (too cute), "pretty blue outfit", "UGLIEST FUCKING FLORAL YOUVE EVER SEEN outfit" like 😭 every goddamn time they throw one ugly floral like come on... no one wants these stop...
#marquilla#'oh im sure this will be trendy' and it's a pattern that hurts your eyes and would look god awful on anyone let alone a child#and i dont mean like it's so ugly i love it. i mean it's just trash heap leftover 60s hippie pattern but not like a groovy one i mean#grandmas couch in/from the 70s florals#every time! every goddamn time! it's almost always mustard yellow heavy too like jfc stop#work talk#i was gonna go to the movies for discount movie day but fuck im so tired man i don't have it in me#id LIKE to go especially since i have a coupon that would discount it even more but blegh im gonna shower
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Look man I'm not a fan of Peggy in What If either but the ferocity some of y'all hate her with feels feels really excessive
and before anyone goes "tHen DoN't lOoK aT iT" it's not like I go fuckin looking for it the Bucky tag and the What If tag have been clogged with it recently in light of the show and i am. So tired.
#not tagging this in any main tags because i dont feel like getting eaten alive tonight#but jfc some of y'all are exhausting#like who you like hate who you hate i literally do not care#but for fucks sake im so tired of every marvel tag i go in being a Peggy hate train#and look im not a Peggy apologist and i really hate her character in What If im not trying to defend her#or say you shouldn't have conversations about parts of media that make you angry. lord knows i have on here.#but what i AM saying is some of you are being dramatic as fuck and im so tired of it being in every Marvel space on this god forsaken sight#like. i detest this phrase but please for the live of god some of you need to log off sometimes#and before anyone tells me to blacklist tags. what do you think im doing. it doesnt work man theyre putting in tags#i frequent!! and not in the ones i blocked!! im so tired!!
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i think not having to hide as much just how ND and mentally ill i am i public would not necessarily solve all my problems but it sure as fuck make things a lot better
#not that i can really hide it that much#or even care to sometimes. depending on the context and such#esp since my tics seem to be a bit worse as of late#and it sucks to feel like i just. constantly have to lock myself and redirect it which. just makes it worse for later#also it sucks to clearly be having a bit of a freakout and then feeling the need to overcorrect for it#and explain it away as just tiredness or stress sucks :(( like im Not just tired and stressed my brain is attacking me!!! im having a bad#time in my brain!! like the worlds most fucked up obsessive compulsive party and i want to be honest about it but i cannot#but ppl get so weird abt it or that strange pity and its like. jfc please stop looking at me like im a wounded animal or like youre afraid#i might kill your cat and/or myself#.txt
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#im sooooooo done with dominos#last week i was supposed to have 4 full shifts and 2 half shifts#but the people who were supposed to close so i could have those two halfs didn't show#I'm literally looking at jobs where I'll certainly be taking a pay cut cause i just want out#turns out if your GMs need to close 6 nights a week for over 6 weeks they get done with it!!!#'you need to hire people' I've been trying people legit don't show up to the interview#then they get on my case about my food variance and service times#well they'll get the chance to run food in my store cause as soon as i find another job I'm OUT#not gonna give two weeks not like they'd give me two weeks if they wanted me out#jfc I'm so tired
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when will i stop being my own worst enemy
#my wallet has been misplaced#jfc i want to die#i don't have any self confidence to look for shit anymore#IM SO TIRED OF DOING THIS#and im very tired of trying to be a self starter and im so so burnt out#mia vents
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#jfc i hate being ALIVE bro good god#i just went to pick up a sandwich for lunch#have never been in the place to actually get food before#it's sunny and my eyes dont work#so i def looked kinda weird and ik that i was like looking around trying to sort out where the person behind yhe counter was and where the#checkout was and all that#so i finally get to the register#and she just goes 'are you okay?'#like PlS dont ask me that pls 😭😭#bet u she thought i was high or smth that still isnt okay tho#but i just have to be all hhahhahahHa im fine i just have bad eyes!! hahahhahahsha!!#now i wanna kms fuck u#im its out of kindness or w/e but like.#im a lil bit sick depressed tired and i have broken eyes#PLEASE dont ask if im okay
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#i have an interview on Tuesday and im so stressed out lmao im like convinced it's not gonna go well idk#but i need to do well bc this is the only opportunity ive heard from yet and ive been looking for weeks. and#time is passing lmfao#and if i wanna move out...#but also jfc rent is so much? like at the rate it's at and groceries and other whatnot things#plus my car payments that's gonna be at least 3/4 of my pay..... considering my pay is the same#like idek if the position is lower than what im working now#but like i need to get out of this house or else im going to die here lmfao#im just so. tired and stressed about literally everything all the time#i actually put my laundry away today at least so take THAT depression!
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So I got new shoes and tried out these new insoles with em and man do my feet fucking hurt
But it made me think ab advice [relative coworker] (and other senior coworkers who have now left) that you can tell right off the bat if we're going to have a good visit or a bad visit from the corporate lady by just looking at her shoes. If she has heels, we will have a bad visit. If she has some form of comfy shoes like sneakers, it's more likely to be a good visit. And it made me think
Goddamn is this bitch a fucking moron and a jackass. Like you KNOW how you feel when you have uncomfortable shoes on. You KNOW that that can be prevented by just wearing sneakers. Fuck you're like a gazillionaire you can afford stylish COMFY SHOES! Why the fuck are you showing up to these visits, which you already know you do not enjoy, with heels?? What kinda fucking idiot are you??
And she still has not personally visited since I started btw it has been prophesied 8 fucking times in a year. Get some better shoes you cranky fucking jackass, maybe then you'll feel like showing up.
#marquilla#i get it no one wants to be in ohio blah blah blah but like it's your job but also jfc get dr scholl's ya dumbfuck! take some advil and#power through with a 'good attitude' like the rest of us#like my feet fucking HURT and i was actively trying to NOT be a dick bc of that bc i know it's no ones fault but my own that i feel like#that but like you're telling me Ms. Moneybags doesnt have enough to buy some good shoes and thats why we keep failing? thats why she keeps#skipping our store? (not complaining ab the last part) like fucking come the fuck onn#no one is gonna be looking at your fancy heels bitch you could show up in sweats and sneakers and the managers would still trip over#themselves to please you and you know why?? BC YOURE THEIR BOSS FUCKHEAD WHO ARE YOU TRYING TO IMPRESS HERE??#like im gonna fix this situation that IM having by wearing my old shoes/old insoles until i get new insoles that are more cushiony than#support based bc thats what i need. you mean to tell me you are 30-40 something and you cant figure out what literal 11 year old me figured#out?? which was if im gonna wear heels im gonna buy those inserts that stick to the inside of the shoe to give me cushion and support#you mean that broke ass little 11 year old me had it figured out and you a gazillionare jr. cant do the same??#AND DR SCHOLL'S MAKES NICE SHOES TOO DUMBASS i had dr scholl's brand dress shoes in 7th grade that were sooo fucking cute im so mad i#outgrew them and that they stopped selling those ones 😭 anyway im ranting sgdggdgdgd im just tired of rich bastards being morons
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stg europeans coming here saw cool native plants that looked similar to the ones in europe and decided they were shittier and less pretty for no fuckin reason. like why tf is lesser celandine everywhere when marsh marigold looks LITERALLY THE EXACT FUCKIN SAME.
#*posh british accent* whell the celandine have 12 petals while the inferior marsh marigold only has 5. so obviously this means celandine#is superior#idk yall. not sure what excuse you can really make for bringing over 'ornamental plants' that look the exact same as some native plants#like silky dogwood for example. a shrub. looks pretty similar to japanese honeysuckle#and yet apparently the honeysuckle is just. super really important to bring over here#ppl who've done this should be robloxed sdhjvhvsdgghvds ik theyre already dead but jfc.#im so tired of this idea that everything european is superior. its really not. otherwise yall woulda had tomatoes over there#british ppl with an elitist and supuriority complex need to be on some sort of watch list bc lord knows theyre commiting crimes against#humanity and the earth as a whole sjhhjgs#ik its not just british ppl but goddamn they seem to be the worst about how much they think theyre so perfect
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#august living#im having a wild ride with school tbh#but uh this is a vent that might be jumping the gun a little.#context my class is only 5 people all of us are already quite friendly and so far our teachers have been effective and professional#until we met our comp teacher today who was vry clearly nervous and this is his first time teaching this class on his own#tho he said hes taught jr high before but like idk he was giving the most nervous energy#but uh. he. would not stop looking specifically at me all 3 hours of class#like maintaining eye contact over 3 computer monitors watched me walk to the front of the class for a drink of water staring#we have to keet our drinks at the front of the room in class bc they dont want us fucking up the comps by accident#um. anyway. everyone noticed. we went for a 15 min break and talked abt it like all break#im just worried that its going to be a problem and ill have to bring it up with someone#i. dont wanna be like jfc i have some of the worst luck with socially awkward neurodivergent men but.#it feels like it. it rlly feels like it.#one of my classemates thinks hes close to my age and that he likes me which. is. also what it felt like to me.#im praying and hoping and begging that that isnt the case and that it wasnt rlly abt me but.#i. know i have that effect on certian nerds sometimes. i just rlly rlly rlly hope that thats not whats happening here.#i hate yo add yo this but i remembered something thats making me even more nervous#which is him saying that he doubts any of us are pc gamers and have never heard of steam#which is already a big assumption but also flags him as a defeatist type nerd which could be bad news#hahahaha anyway im tired and will be sleebing shortly
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