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me, bleeding all over my kitchen floor from a wound in my hand: oh my god this is just like that scene from Modern Love
#Tacky isn’t online yet it’s like 4 am in Ireland I think??#tackytiger#I get mad at Draco when I read that scene#Not because he wouldn’t let Harry heal his hand#But because he put a BRAND NEW KNIFE to SOAK in the sink???#Fuck soaking all my homies hate soaking#It’s a very shallow wound it’s just over my knuckle so it bled like crazy#Doesn’t hurt much tho#I don’t even know how I cut myself I guess it was my startle reflex when the boiling water splashed over me#I must have kept hold of the cup when I flinched and cut myself on the bottom of it
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Remembering how devastating triage was when it hit peak angst and suddenly getting very scared for where 4 minutes could be headed
#SAMMON CAN WRITE ANGST GUYS THAT SHIT HURT SO BAD💔💔💔💔#when TRIAGE SPOILERS AHEAD when tin got shot and died. and sing kept trying to save him and had his hands in his body begging him to tell#toi that he’s okay even though he was already gone. that was SO FUCKED UPPPPPPP#I keep getting triage vibes from 4 min too ofc bc it’s the same writer blah blah but like it’s little things. and Time is important in both#these stories. like tol kept dying at 10:55 until finally it was tin who died instead. so. is Tyme in danger of 11:04 too???#if Great flatlines by 11:04… what happens to Tyme…. idek. I’m just scared bc I know what sammon is capable of#4 minutes#triage#b.txt
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Mr. Carbon Black hand appreciation ✨️
#ok he has suprr nice hands BUT what I kept wondering the VERY first time i watched the movie i saw Jimmy's chara in most of the scenes#with a band-aid/tape around two of his fingers and did he like hurts his lovely fingers during the recording of the movie or whaaaat 🥺🥺😭#I NEED TO KNOW does someone know????#james spader#carbon black#mr black#mr carbon black#shorts#shorts (2009)#shorts movie#my screenshots#screenshot edit#loml#husband#daddy#hands#carbon black hands
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You can't tell me Garak didn't get 100x hornier when he found out Julian kept the secret he was genetically enhanced not only from him but also from starfleet.
#ds9#garashir#julian bashir#elim garak#i think on one hand he was hurt that julian kept this secret from him#like we see him visibily bitter in the 'boyish smile' scene#but on the other hand#the fact that his dear doctor kept such a huge secret for most of his life?#he fell deeper in love right then and there
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story time!
What Happened to Dimple
In late summer, Ritsu got very ill. He couldn't keep any food down and he was too weak to walk. Their limited food supplies were running out in the middle of nowhere, and Dimple was the only functional person in the group. Ritsu was out of it, and obviously Mob, a zombie with no goals except "eat whatever is in front of me" and "hang around with little brother", was little help on the finding-new-food front.
So Dimple had to find some way to keep Ritsu alive.
Before starvation set in, Dimple decided to intervene. It played out okay at first. He tied Ritsu to a tree (tied ropes around his torso, knotted them behind the tree trunk so Ritsu couldn't reach) and took Shigeo with him to go acquire some food from whoever passed by on the road they're traveling on first.
(he took Shigeo because he couldn't leave him with no able-bodied guardian—better to be safe than sorry, especially because. y'know. they're on the edge of starvation, and Shigeo is a zombie. but obviously Ritsu, dehydrated and dizzy, interpreted this as "Dimple Might Be Finally Stealing My Brother" despite Dimple trying to explain.)
(Ritsu didn't really protest, though. he was too weak to do much and also he didn't want to get eaten. he just let it happen. he hoped Dimple would come back. he hoped he was just being paranoid.)
the first food source they ran into, unfortunately, was a group of humans traveling with a cart. Dimple didn't really have qualms about stealing, but he tried asking peacefully first, using his "power over the zombie" (e.g. he convinced Shigeo to take a few steps back and Shigeo obliges him) to demonstrate that they could be a major threat. (he was bluffing, of course. Shigeo wasn't being "held back" by Dimple, he's just vibing.) and he was given food! food and water and even toilet paper and a blanket!
so then Dimple returned to their camp with Mob and the supplies, but the people they stole from were a trap—a convoy that deliberately draws people in so they can gauge parties' strength before stealing from them in return. Dimple and the Kageyama brothers got attacked by one (1) guy with a gun, because that's about all the firepower the convoy thought they needed to risk on this little group.
Dimple could've just given up the supplies and tried again. But the thing was, Ritsu didn't really have enough strength in him for that.
If Ritsu didn't get food and water and rest here, he really might have died. Also, they'd have to give up their ammo, which was what they were planning to trade for food in the next settlement they come to.
Dimple looked around. He looked at Shigeo, a half-baked plan to get Shigeo to Do Something forming, and saw him kneeling by Ritsu, eyes half-lidded, looking unresponsive. but Dimple knew Shigeo's body language by then, and he saw how his shoulders were subtly hunched over toward Ritsu, and instantly Dimple knew that the kid's patience had run out. going away from Ritsu with Dimple had been a big concession and now Shigeo was done.
So. Dimple took the supplies and lured the guy with the gun a little way away from the boys, and then he just straight-up attacked the guy. not with a gun, because he was forced to leave the guns in the camp with Ritsu.
Dimple dropped the supplies and made a move. He got shot, and it was Loud. but it just grazed his shoulder, so he managed to drag the guy away from the supplies. Dimple's goal was to prevent the boys from seeing any more death, and he succeeded.
Ritsu, meanwhile, heard that gunshot.
He'd been sleeping most of the time Dimple was away. He was a little more alert by the time Dimple got back, although still physically wiped. He heard that gunshot and froze. And then, doing rapid calculations and realizing that he was danger if Dimple was dead, he started fighting the ropes. He had to get away he had to get Shigeo away he had to RUN.
He fought the ropes silently at first, and then, slowly, his brain progressed from the logical "if Dimple is dead we're in trouble because that man knows our location" to "Dimple is dead, Dimple is dead". he started making a horrible cry as he tried to get free. He wasn't crying, exactly, didn't let himself relax that much, he was just making this kind of frustrated, despairing wail sound.
Shigeo had been watching Ritsu thrash and wriggle in increasing certainty that something was happening, but he didn't know if it was good or bad. The sound, though, the sound was bad. So he tried to help.
He helped by just pulling on the ropes, first, which broke Ritsu's ribs.
but he stopped when Ritsu made a pain sound and, for one of the first times Ritsu has seen him do this as a zombie, did something related to tool use. he went to the supplies and brought Ritsu a knife.
so the Kageyama brothers survived! yay!
#my zombie au#Dimple killed the guy. and dragged the body away from the site of the killing. he meant to get rid of the body#but what Dimple didn't realize was that the stress of the wound destroyed the balance his body had struck with the disease#so then he kind of speedran the 'becoming a zombie' process again without realizing it was happening to him#as he walked with the corpse he started getting more and more tired and single-minded (have... to... get... further... away...)#and he didn't notice he was experiencing anything more than blood loss#until the disease had taken his mind again#and he was just walking and walking and w....#also. hng. imagine Ritsu's perspective after the fact#from Ritsu's perspective#he'd doubted Dimple's intentions and partly resigned himself to being left to die. he was just hoping Dimple would return#and then Dimple came back with food and everything was going to be all right#and then Dimple went and got himself killed for them.#and no wonder Ritsu doesn't talk about it with Shigeo!!! this is Guilt Boy remember!!!!#the bandit convoy actually took Ritsu and Shigeo in for a little bit after that. they felt bad for them. for (they suspected)#getting their guardian killed. and they knew that Mob was very gentle. they saw it first-hand from Dimple earlier after all#they saw no issue with allowing this kid and his zombie brother to rest up with them for a while. not like the zombie was likely to—#—to survive long anyway—let alone hurt anyone. not as long as they kept him fed while his feverish brother was recovering#and they were really just a bunch of lost young adults trying to gather enough supplies to buy their way into a community#but once Ritsu's ribs were healed enough to move on#he snuck himself and Shigeo out in the middle of the night.#Ritsu got a lot of information from that convoy#including the rumor that (of all places) one of the splinters of his hometown (Seasoning City) had a cure
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your bugs too hot? giant oven mitts! (wonder if those can count as a business expense?)
check out my toku side blog @macheteddy!!
#seki’s art#ultraman#ultraman blazar#blazar#hiruma gento#// he kept hurting his hands!!!#// definitely not accurate and I gave him teeth but they feel right#// if the suits were capable of it you know blazar would be taking bites out of his enemies#// I’m really enjoying my first ultra lol
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oughh......
#laya plays dragon age#da2#oc: liam hawke#this happened a bit ago already & i wanted to draw sth for it but idk if i will finish that#but i gotta yell abt them anyway because OGH.#i have a lot of emotions about this quest ok#bartrand was the perfect scapegoat he was perfect to direct all the rage and pain at all these years#years of imagining gleeful revenge while bartrand is gloating and laughing like an evil soulless bastard#and then you meet him and he is just. a pathetic husk of a man with barely any own will left#and whats worse. varric is so so torn up about it#varric. the guy who never makes anything about him and who will always handwave and joke when something hits too close to home#drops all efforts to be smart and is just. desperate. begs hawke to not kill his brother#and liam wants to want bartrand dead so bad. he wishes he could look him in the eye and enjoy taking his life#and he knows varric will listen to him if he insisted. he knows when it comes down it it varric will yield to his decision#but he sees this broken guy who is barely the villain he kept projecting onto him and he sees varric and he sees two doomed siblings#and knows what its like to lose your sibling to your own blade#and he cant do it#and he hates it so much. but he wont do it.#and its the reason why i cant decide who dealt the killing blow for bethany bc it makes this scene juicy in different ways#if varric kills bethy its equally wanting to spare each other their siblings blood on their hands#as it is taking some form of revenge (on liams part). we both killed each others siblings. now we are even#the revenge part would still be there if liam did the blow on bethany himself. you made me do that and now i will take bartrand for it#but its also much more i know what its like. i wont make go through that too#if varric killed bethy and then also bartrand it would be more#''its my fault she is dead. i will take the revenge she/you deserves if you tell me to even though it will hurt me#dunno. all good variations i will. have to rotate them in my head more#or maybe just never decide idk they can be in canon limbo forever#anyways thats it for shouting into the void about them for now it Will happen again
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Prue, Izzy, & Eden, 2003
Photo begrudgingly taken before Izzy went to the sophomore year spring dance (where he and Ed first kiss 👁️)
#ceramics au#izzy keeps this photo tucked away in his office#it’s folded bc for years he kept prudence folded behind it#they were raised mega religious (catholic) and believed Eden’s suicide was a sing#sin*#and that Izzy’s transness was a sun#and Prue fell for their parents rhetoric hook line and sinker and was really hurtful and cruel#so izzy kept this pic and folded her out#very recently he’s unfolded her#he doesn’t look at it all that often but at least now he lets himself remember Prue as the sweet kid who made crayon drawings of them#holding hands#izzy hands#art#my art#trans izzy hands#fic#ofmd au
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my portrayal of soul catcher 💭
before you continue: any latinos who are reading this (hi friends) who feel the need to correct me on what i might say about dia de los muertos PLEASE SAY IT because im indulging in your holiday like a barbie doll and you gotta tell me if im ruining their dress so i can correct my mistake 😖😖😖 ive done a bit of research before making this but im prone to misinterpretation 👍👍👍
so soul catcher to me is a grim reaper, it just makes sense because his idle animation is him escorting a soul with what seemed like a marigold petal (you know, the flowers that are heavily associated with this holiday) and ive read that sta. muerte is known to deliver souls safely into the afterlife. so that's what he is to me. but at the same time he's also someone Helps separate the soul from the newly departed's body - something that a grim reaper does. they don't tamper with the cause of death, they just help direct the soul where it should be :] these two concepts go hand in hand to me :3
also i really like how his costume description reinforces this concept of souls :3
in my last soul catcher post (with eidolon) i mentioned how eidolon is also this wandering spectre/undead gal that has gotten some rumors spreading around the locals. i like to think that once soul actually got to meet her and tried to "separate her soul" from her body (its... his "job" anyway...) it didn't work because she's partially alive. you cannot take away someone's soul when they're still alive... but also at the same time, she isn't? it was truly a curse. it was a very perplexing issue to him - and even if he wanted to help her be free of her conundrum ... it really wasn't possible. it's like, the curse has higher power over her right to the afterlife
so, she was truly doomed to be stuck where she is today. there's no way to undo it, not even with the superior magic that soul has. so the least he can do is let her know that he's there to be her friend, and he'll keep her company - maybe for eternity.
#WEEHGHHHHH#💚 constabell#WIWUUWWUUWUWUWUWW#soul/eidolon tag#~ rambling#they're like. big hurt comfort to me. this au is so hurt comfort GRAAGHHH#i also wanna praise what my friends said in my art for them! like#when xelle said that he's constantly holding her as if he's gently reminding her that she's there with him.... that made me sooo sniffndifi#it wasn't intended! but i love the idea so im keeping it! i kept making them hold hands because--#i keep thinking about how playful emily is with victor and she just keeps floating around him its so ;;; its really sweet#i also just. like seeing her transparent hand next to his HEHEHEH unless shes in undead form but ykykykyk#love it. new hc. he's always holding her. (he actually cannot.. feel her weight. but the sight is enough for him! it makes her very happy💚)#he probably only feels a very slow and cold breeze around his palm ueueue#and nero when he mentioned that this au somehow reflects the real universe where irene trying to find her “freedom”#and it always leads back to him ;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;#they do a twist tho. he's the one saving her from her misery in here :3 in the og - she's the one pulling him out of his misery#SNIIIFFF... PARALLELS 💚💜
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It's really funny seeing new fans be like "Wait the doctor is gay/bi/nonbinary/etc???" As if they haven't been kissing men and women and all else left and right and ignoring gender as a concept since the very beginning
#duck talks#well kissing men and women in nuwho anyway. classic doctors not so much in that department#gender on the other hand...#its less that the doctor is becoming these things now and moreso that the doctor as a character is a lot less closed off than he used to be#easy to see in the way 10 vs 14 act#10 wouldve never said i love you. he just couldnt. not even to rose (sad)#14 on the other hand is throwing the l word around like candy and hugging his friends (:#i feel like 12 was kind of the end of the doctor's closed off era. and by 13 she finally felt more open to being around other people#but she still kept a level of separation between her and her companions. couldnt let them get too close#not quite ready for love. she had been hurt too much in the past to try again#maybe 15 will be the doctor that loves freely and without inhibition#interesting to see#not allowing rbs sorry d:#doctor who spoilers#jic
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#the thing is. you should believe survivors#also my ex after we broke up tried to go to half of our mutual friend and tell them horrifying stories of abuse he was dealing with#it wasn't even planned smearing campain (I don't think it's his style). he was truly hurt. some things really di happened. some even#happened the way he told it. and some were blowed to 'I went to work with bruises every day' (he was grabbed by hand by other partner once#and had bruises because he was so white-skinned he bruised like from touch)#or how I forced him to live with other man that hated him and turned his life to hell (he forgot to mention that it was my disabled brother#he flew away from our abusive mother as soon as he turned 18 and I gave him shelter. after asking partners to consider this seriously#because it's big commitment. I also stated several times that I'm willing to move out with him if it's unpleasant. also this 'living hell'#was him ignoring my partner completely after he yelled on him several times because as he said he didn't ran away from home#to suffer yelling again)#so yeah. it didn't work that time because my friend actually know everything from me long before my ex came to them#they nodded politely and never talked to him again#but it lingers. and it majes me look really critically at any call out or accusation.#person could be really hurt. really harmed even. and still there could be biases or misunderstanding or any human messiness#it sounds like girl had a horrifying experience. it also looks like she kept illusion of being fully on board and loving it.#was it believably? or he just didn't care#did he pick her because she was young and inexperienced? or because she told him she's interested in bdsm?#did he tried to help her when she was in bad place? or was he calculatingly buying her silence?#was he creepy or was he awkward?#honestly I don't know even... what kind of proofs you can get there#like we have her statement. we have objective thing — texts and vids. we can have Gaiman own statement#so what if he will repeat what stated in messages: it was consensual she literally wrote what she want me to do etc#believe survivors. what if everything she told is true too. but also what in messages are true too#what if she was scared and hurt and also told him yes and more and please master. because people are complicated#would he accused of not reading her mind? would there be charges on not checking enough. HOW WRAP MY MIND AROUND IT#like it's all is ne genuinely trying to understand what's next and how it could be wrapped at all#for the record: even if it was absolutely 💯 consensual and girl like completely lying about everything etc#he's still clearly fucked up and things were messy for a lot of reasons. it's bad!#but there's difference between 'it was rape or coercion' and 'it was poorly planned affair and he should've be more considerate of partners#feelings'. and in any way. hope that girl gets help
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#twitter#tweet#x#ayla sky#skywiththunder#relationships#inspired by yet another reddit post by a man who felt blindsided when his girlfriend broke up with him after he#disrespected her culture for years#didnt bother learning her language#didnt bother learning the most basic shit about her culture#kept correcting her family's pronluncistion of their kid's name even though the name is spanish#called her disgusting for eating with her hands#complained every time when she listened to spanish music#was told by her numerous times he was being disrespectful and hurting her#list goes on man
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Hmm. I’m having yakuza!Makoto thoughts
#makoto makimura#well not *yakuza* per se but like. she asked for the heads of three men as payment for her brother's death. she asked the guy sent to kill#her to help. when he said no she went 'fine i'll do it myself' *whilst still half blind in a city she doesnt know*. literally SUCH a badass#i think she shouldve been allowed to be bloodthirsty and fucked up and a little bit evil i think she's earned it. anyway im imagining#a world where she succeeded. can you imagine? she and Majima become a power couple. sure he's the Mad Dog of Shimano but you should meet#the one he lets hold his leash. this small sweet angel-faced beauty who looks like she wouldnt hurt a fly but if you cross her or hurt#people she cares about or innocent people and you'll WISH you were dealing with the Mad Dog#i kinda wanna make art for this. I think her nickname should be Heaven's Devil. or Heaven's Demon idk what sounds better#though i have heard that cause Lee was God Hands she should be Angel Hands which SO TRUE so i wanna keep that heavenly holy imagery#like i know Hell's Angels are like a Thing (bikers i think??) but that title suits Majima I think. a kind good soul kept in the depths#Makoto's the opposite side of the coin. the brutality in the light. do you see my vision?
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the updates account i follow on twt cropped the pap pics and i was like omg she looks so cute why haven't i seen these on tumblr :~) and then i saw the video and realized he was also there lol. lmao
#like i kept seeing posts that i thought were ridiculous like 'she is PROUDLY holding his hand in PUBLIC' when all we had was pictures taken#when they were unaware by a person probably hiding their phone under the table lol#but well ...#either way i still think people are blowing this out of proportion lol it's only been a couple of weeks#we were all ignoring that one movie casue the director was a creep ideally we could've done this here as well#realistically the fandom is full of people who still need to be taught the most basic morals of not stanning such an awful man just cause#he's associating with a celebrity you like and giving a shit about the real people whose real feelings are hurt in fandom#it's easy to forget how actually horrible and bootlicky swifties are cause my dash is only like. decent people
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Well DAMN you guys, I just watched the part where, on the cusp of being arrested and possibly killed for being Empire intruders, Caleb pulls the lost Beacon out of Jester’s haversack and with one fell swoop shifts the atmosphere in the room, the possible trajectory of the war, and the ENTIRE game’s storyline 180 degrees on its axis. What a MOMENT. what a MOVE.
AND I also finally met Essek which is exciting, I’ve been VERY curious about him.
#critical role#adventures in cr#cr2x56#cr2x57#c2#caleb who hasn't spoken the entire time they were in the throne room (of course)#caleb who is of the empire#who has been hurt and has suffered at the hands of the empire#not just in some vague casualities of war way but very very directly#who had been indoctrinated into it and emerged tortured and traumatized#it has such /weight/ for him to be the one to do this#if it had been - say - jester; to hold up the beacon and say Here is this thing. and I return it to you.#it would have been equally as powerful for the dynasty and for what it means for the immediate survival of the m9#but it has /such/ an impact - such added weight behind it; on a character level; through the fact that it was Caleb#he has been hiding from The Empire. he has smeared mud on his face and kept his head as low as he could#trying to attract no notice in front of any Important Figure; to not be found; trying to survive by evasion; by attracting no notice#for caleb to stand up tall and raise this Thing in the air; this Beacon; this ace of all aces anyone has ever had up their sleeve#and say I am of the Empire. But I am no friend to the Empire. And I return this to your hands.#man that is SO. like symbolically that is S O.#YEAH.
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While he’d had Diluc’s Vision in his care, Kaeya often spoke to it. Updates on how things were going in Mondstadt, on Jean and the Knights, quiet admissions on how much he missed him and hoped he was alright. Demands he come back to Mond alive, if not for the family he’d discarded, if not for the Knights, then for those at the Dawn Winery at the very least. They missed him more than anyone.
Kaeya doubted Diluc could even hear them, but if there was a chance those words could reach him, that Diluc could somehow be reassured through whatever turmoil he was facing in that moment and given some burst of determination to succeed through the worst from them, Kaeya would still ensure not a day went by without speaking to the Vision, conversations scarcely more than two hours apart if he could help it. It was a childish, most likely vain hope, he knew. But nothing and no one, including himself, would ever have been able to curb the habit.
Anything to make sure that Vision never once dulled to emptiness.
#Sb: You two were always so attached at the hip; it must be hard with Master Diluc gone#Kaeya; with the Vision tucked safely in his vest: Haha; what? I don't miss him; I'm relieved he can't fucken NAG me anymore-#hc; kaeya#//Imagine the messes he kept getting himself into if keeping the Vision near kept screwing up with his own Vision usage#//The Pyro IMMEDIATELY reacting to counter his Cryo usage (Kae can't help bitterly think it MEANS something; proof of Diluc's resentment)#//Kaeya simultaneously getting sabotaged by that happening AND his own worries making him sloppy#//Kae making jokes that he's been cursed with bad luck; and damn well KNOWS keeping the Vision so close is only trouble#//But anyone'd have to pry that Pyro Vision from his cold dead hands if he could help it#//When Diluc comes back and Kae HAS to part with the Vision; he can't help feeling lonely again#//Almost misses the damn thing was still on hand to sabotage him#//It's easier dealing with the Vision acting up than having to actually HEAR how much Diluc resents him now (as he thinks he does)#//It certainly was easier to TALK to#//sometimes; he genuinely can't tell if it was more stressful only ever having the Vision to tell if Diluc was alive#//Or being able to see him in person and check on him then#//Letters could only do so much and with only Two he received compared to all those he sent; well; he couldn't trust like that#//But then talking to him after everything is just the Worst because both their guards are up and the ways they deal with it Clash#//Will that stop him? Ofc not#//He can deal with bruised pride and hurt feelings if it means making sure he's still kicking. He owes him that much#//Idk; found this half-written while clearing drafts and A#//Had to finish the thoughts
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