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DPXDC prompt: Parents don’t approve of Dead on main
Fentons are geniuses but not multitaskers. They’re used to giving their all to the most important thing on the list, forgetting even food and sleep, and then going back to something else.
So when they find out that Danny is Phantom, they panic and can’t think of anything else. Well, until they see the Gotham News on TV. What does it matter if their boy’s ghost or not? He's in bad company now and dating a crime lord! That's a real problem. No time to whine about their research about the nature of ghosts. Their boy is in danger! Change of priorities, urgent change of priorities!
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So, when Danny moves in with Jason because of identity reveal, Batman prepares for various outcomes. To the flow of GIWs in Gotham, to the parents of the boy who may continue to hunt him and even to the likelihood that Maddie and Jack will accept their child without any questions. Bruce is a genius, but he forgets to include one important variable in the equation, namely his son. Despite the anti-hero’s current status, Red Hood is still remembered by the general public for his bloody methods of controlling Crime Alley. Which could definitely bother..anyone, to be honest. And it's understandable that video of Red Hood and Phantom beating Black Mask up on news did not make a pleasant first impression.
However, Bruce himself know a completely different side of his son and therefore could not tolerate the completely unfounded accusations from Maddie. Batman: How dare you! My boy is an angel. Your son is incredibly lucky to have such a thoughtful and caring partner. Jack: Yeah? I don't think so. How do we know he’s not just going to use Danno powers in his criminal plans? Maddie: We’re taking our boy home and it’s out of the question. Batman: Yeah? And how do we know you’re not just taking him for your experiments? Danny *whispers*: Um, Jay, we should go away, if you remember. Red Hood *whispers*: Yeah, yeah, I know. But just listen to it. Usually we can not get a word out of him. A temporary cure for emotional constipation is a true miracle. May your parents stay longer if, you know, they will not try to shoot you or smth else?
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Maddie at home*aggressively filing a petition against anti-ecto laws*: I don’t care if the parental rights aren’t over the ghosts. How dare a bloody furry tell me I have no official right to take my son home and shove my own quotes in my face calling him a thing?!
Vlad who has long wanted to get rid of GIW *enters the house*: Bonjour, need a helping hand? Jack and Maddie *exchange glances without knowing if Danny’s secret should be revealed to their friend*. Vlad: Oh, for Ancients’s sake. *Snaps his fingers and goes Plasmius* Vlad: I’m also a stakeholder in it, okay? ~~~after two hours of talking~~~ Jack: Wait, V-man, if you know about Danny being Phantom, you know about his boyfriend too? Vlad: Red Hood? How could I not. I often visit Gotham for business deals. This is a favorite topic of newspapers and gossip. I don’t know who he is without a mask but I must admit the guy has a good aim, a lot better than you, Jack. Maddie: *pulls out the Ghost Peeler*
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heqvenlymoons · 9 months ago
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That One, I Want That One
Based on @fleursroses 's incorrect quote! <3
This is being posted as a oneshot on both my AO3 account and here on tumblr for now but I'm seriously considering turning it into a multi-chaptered fic because how well it was received. Someone said it had rom com potential and I can see it 😭
Daminette One Shot | Crack Fic | AO3
Damian tugged on the collar of his great dane, Titus, trying to get away from his imbecile brothers. 
It was a futile endeavour, as his brothers merely sped up their walking pace, talking over one another. 
“Come on, Dami! We just wanna know,” Richard— Grayson, because he was currently being a nuisance— whined. 
Todd scoffed, waving around the toy Nerf gun he insisted on bringing. “You know what? The brat’s probably better off without a wife, god forbid whoever gets stuck with him forever. I bet you, the little shit’s gonna be the one blackmailing someone into being his wife if he sees fit.” 
“Fuck you, Todd.” Damian’s fingers itched to grab his katana and slit it over his idiotic brother’s throat but at last, his father and pseudo grandfather figure, Alfred, had confiscated the knives he tried to sneak out on their business trip to Paris. 
Drake sipped on his coffee, his head bobbing up and down as he struggled to stay awake, even as he mumbled an incoherent, “You’re never going to get an answer if you aggravate him like that, Jay. Although I’d still like to know as well.” 
He hadn’t finished his sentence when he stumbled into a nearby pedestrian, almost kissing the ground had Todd not grabbed him by the collar at the last second.
During the mishap, the coffee cup Drake was holding spilled onto the floor, seeping into the ground as he stared at it with mournful eyes. “My coffee!” 
Todd rolled his eyes, letting go of the sleep-deprived Drake’s collar with an unsympathetic pat on the shoulder.
Damian’s lips curved up to a smirk. Perhaps that would keep Drake quiet for a few minutes as he mourned his spilled coffee. 
Unfortunately, that didn’t stop Grayson or Todd from their irritating line of questioning his so-called ‘love life��. 
Damian glared when Grayson pulled out the puppy doll eyes, accompanied by his repeated question, “Come on, please? Just answer the question— what’s your ideal type?” 
“Repeating the question with that pathetic expression of yours does not make me any more inclined to answer your question.” Damian spotted a bakery up ahead and approached it, ignoring Grayson’s pout. 
Perhaps his dingbat brothers would behave themselves in an embellishment full of people, although that would be wishful thinking on his part. 
His brothers, of course, followed him and continued to push their relentless questions onto him 
Todd grabbed his arm, stopping him, a glint of glee in his eyes, no doubt finding amusement in his current predicament. “You know, we’re not going to stop bothering you until you tell us.” 
Damian’s brows furrowed in annoyance, knowing full well from experience that his brothers would not stop poking and prodding until he did what they wanted. 
Right now, they wanted to know his ideal type, and they claimed his answer was to sedate their ever-growing ‘curiosity’ when he knew they wanted to utilize the information to set him up with someone. 
He scowled, making his decision. He would tell them only to make them stop badgering him about the inane question but that didn’t mean he was open to the idea of a relationship with someone they chose for him 
“Fine. My future partner must be brave, strong, intelligent, successful and organized. You imbeciles better not utilize this information to set me up with someone or I will stab you.” He hissed, sending them his most intimidating glare for good measure. 
Todd dared to smirk at him. “Not likely, Demon Spawn. And even if we did, you won’t stab us. You’re all bark and no bite.” 
In response, Damian kicked him in the knee, making the older double over with a grunt. 
Before he could continue his assault, Grayson dragged him away, Todd spitting curses from where he lay on the ground in a starfish position, the Nerf gun on the ground beside him. 
Grayson was already wearing the contemplative expression he had on whenever he was about to do something stupid. “Okay~ that’s enough, little D. Back to what we were discussing, your future girlfriend has to be brave, strong, and smart, you say?” 
Damian gritted his teeth. “You are paraphrasing at best but I assume you already got the general idea because I am not going to repeat myself for your benefit.” 
He turned and before he could turn the door handle of the bakery to continue his dramatic exit (or in this case, dramatic entry), the door flew open and it would’ve hit him in the face had it not been for his quick reflexes.
The scowl reappeared on his face and he turned back to reprimand the person who dared try to attack him with a door to see a girl about his age, shuffling past his bewildered brothers in a hurry. 
Damian blinked, watching as the girl with raven-haired pigtails promptly tripped over nothing, crashing into the pole, the box she was holding fell from her hands and macaroons came tumbling out. 
He watched with interest as the girl mumbled out apologies to the inanimate object, picking up the fallen macaroons from the ground while she did and putting them back in the box. 
Snapping out of his daze, he handed Titus’s leash to Grayson before moving to help the girl, grabbing the remains of the macaroons from the ground and placing them in a neat row in the box.
He held out a hand for the girl to take, which she accepted with a grateful look and he pulled her to her feet. 
Getting a good look at her face, he was filled with a fluttering sensation in his stomach and he ignored it, thinking he must be coming down with a stomach bug. “Are you alright? That was quite a fall.”
Her bluebell eyes were blown wide, staring into his green ones with surprise. She broke the stare first, shaking her head before responding, “I’m fine! Thank you for your help, I’m sorry you had to see that.”
Her phone dinged and she yelped. “I’m sorry but I’m already late, see you around, mysterious handsome but kind person!”  
He opened his mouth to respond but she had already sped away, only catching sight of her red face as she turned.
His face heated as his mind caught up with her words. The girl was definitely something… 
He felt an arm going around his shoulders and he didn’t react, still staring in the direction the girl took off. 
“So, didn’t know Demon Spawn had it in him to talk to a pretty girl without scowling,” Todd drawled, the beginning of a teasing expression appearing on his face when he noticed the dazed look his youngest brother was sporting. 
Damian shoved him away, looking distracted.
Drake shook his head, mumbling, “I must be hallucinating, Demon Spawn would never willingly talk to someone, much less a girl.” 
“That one. I want that one.” Damian declared, unknowingly sending his adopted brothers into cardiac arrest at the words that fell out of his mouth. 
Grayson looked torn between looking wary and gleeful. “Uh… what do you mean by ‘that one’, little D?” 
Damian didn’t look at him as he pointed in the direction the girl ran off. “Her.” 
Todd’s jaws gaped like a fish, for once, speechless. 
Drake in his sleep-deprived state can only dumbly respond, “That’s not how it works, Damian. You can’t just go around adopting people.”
Damian finally dragged his gaze away from the direction the girl had long run off in, glaring at his brothers with his cheeks blazing red. “Not adoption, you imbecile.”
Not giving them the time to respond, he continued, a look of stress crossing his expression before he willed it away. “You lot have to keep Father from adopting her, it would cause complications.”
Grayson hummed. “She does meet the criteria, black hair and blue eyes.”
Todd seemed to have unfrozen, shaking his head in denial. “Wait wait wait, just wait a second. You’re saying, she’s your ideal type? You literally met her 5 minutes ago! I thought you said your future partner must be and I quote ‘brave, strong, intelligent, successful and organized’?” 
He prattled on, not paying attention to how Titus had taken to getting slobber all over his shoes. “No offence to her but she tripped over air and crashed into the poll in front of her. The clumsy behaviour caught your eye of all things? Are you sure you haven’t been abducted by aliens?” 
Damian glared, the red not receding from his face. He rounded on Drake. “Do a full background check on her, it is necessary for me to know everything about her if she were to be my partner.”
He paused, scowling. “Actually, I better do this myself. I need to know everything about her, it is better if you imbeciles stay as far away from her as possible. She does not need you all to monopolize her time.” 
He grabbed Titus’s leash from Grayson and headed in the direction of Le Grand Paris to do just that, leaving behind his shell-shocked brothers. 
Jason turned to his brothers, looking amused now that he had gotten over his shock. “So, who’s gonna tell him that stalking is not the right way to woo a girl?” 
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npdzane · 1 month ago
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Hiiiii, could you explain you npd Zane hc to me? As someone who lives with a narcissist, I’m very interested.
IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT!!!!!! FOR SO LONG!!!!!!
Tw I think bc ik i will be mentioning sh. But only for a sentence or two.
Mostly just "he's just like me fr". I get how it can sound confusing, especially as a lot of people tend to see Zane as the opposite of what a (stereotypical) narcissist would act like, so I'll try to explain in a way that makes sense.
I'm going to list off traits I see in him, and then what caused it and how it developed over time. Starting with the traits.
- Pixal is 100% his fp. I don't think there's anything to say about it that hasn't been said already. You don't just give a girl half your heart because you "like her a little" without having some issues.
- "Be envious of others/believe others are envious of them". He stated himself that he envied Kai. He also has moments where he does things that make him look better than others ("I personally find old video games to be unchallenging", something about his tone when he was saying "being a nindroid, I wont be able to be digested.", he also just does a lot of random flips and shit when its not needed?? That part may be a stretch though.).
- "Withdrawal from situations where they may fail." In Quest for the Lost Powers, he almost quits out of fear that he won't be able to face the Ice Emperor without breaking down. He also tends to tell someone they shouldn't do something because the chance of failing is too high.
- "Feeling depressed or moody over not reaching perfection/secretly feeling insecure, shameful, and humiliation and fearing being exposed as a failure" In s4, he panics over feeling like he'll always be just a replica of the original Zane. He's desperately begging Pixal to save him from said panic too (which fits into the last trait). He still has similar fears to this day, feeling like being seen as just a robot takes away from his original design. Meaning he failed at fitting in, which was always his goal.
- "Have trouble interacting with others and easily feel sighted" in the entirety of S1-3, he struggles HEAVILY to talk to the others. Granted this does get better throughout the series, but it's getting bad again it seems. He often goes on solo missions or stays in the monastery/Destiny's Bounty. I personally think it's because he feels the others don't see him as vital to the team as they should, or he believes he doesn't need help with anything from anyone (but Pixal). The point is there is some sense of "they don't appreciate me enough".
- "React with rage or contempt to try to belittle others to make them appear superior". Again, bringing back the "I find older video games to be non challenging" quote. As well as the fact that every time Pixal is obviously very annoyed by him, he ignores her and carries on with what he thinks is the right idea (Detective/Pirate Zane obviously was a bad idea, but noooo Zane can't be wrong ever). He doesn't react with rage as much (at least not openly), however he does ignore people when he's doubted.
Ok! That's not as much as I thought! A few other things I wanted to point out, although these are also headcanons:
- His self esteem is TERRIBLE.
- What he believes he doesn't make up for in battle, training, etc, he tries to make up for in smarts and hobbies to impress people.
- He bases his opinions on people based on assumptions. For example, he'll assume everything about a person's personality and hobbies (sometimes even their skill level at those hobbies) based on first impressions. So, say he meets someone like Jay who seems very excited about something he doesn't like, his first assumption will be "this person is most likely annoying and a waste of time because they're trying to be as good as me, that's not egotistical that's just an observation. Everyone complimenting them is simply lying to them.".
- He refuses to believe any of his flaws are his fault, sure he can say he has flaws but they're all someone else's fault. It's never just how he is, it's always because "someone caused me to act like this".
- He switches between "I'm literally amazing I'm so smart I'm funny I'm good at everything" to "Everyone hates me for no reason I dont deserve any of this they're all terrible awful people" and then again to "I'm not good enough yet I need to push myself more so they'll see I'm better than they think". All because of a small bit of criticism. He absolutely cannot handle criticism. ("Why are you doubting me!? I'm a nindroid!" <- when Kai tried helping him, "Not now Pixal!" <- when Pixal told him trying to out-smart Nadakhan was a bad idea)
- I think him and Pixal argue a LOT. It's why I don't openly ship pixane. I believe ever since he found out she was Samurai X his trust issues got way worse (While he is easily trusting, once he does trust someone it's hard to not break it). He constantly uses their "no more secrets" promise agaisnt her, and he thinks that no matter what she or anyone else tells him, the probability of her keeping something from him is high, and he has to stop it (even if it means being extra clingy, possessive, and controling). But the other ninja somehow haven't noticed this from them, they just believe it's normal couple banter.
Sorry, like I said, this headcanon is coming out of my ass. Now I can talk about what caused it.
I see Dr. Julien as a good father to Zane, just not the best one. Like he's at the lower end of average. Not abusive so to speak, just overly critical and slightly neglectful. Zane's a robot, so why can't he do the things Dr. Julien tells him to do well enough! Julien accidentally made him too similar to the (daughter..ftm moment.) son he wanted, so similar that it turns out Zane needed the same amount of attention and support an actual child would've needed, which Julien didn't account for. Zane was used to only receiving the bare minimum of those two by s1. Unfortunately the bare minimum is far from enough. Not to mention the isolation he had to live through living in Birchwood, far from the village.
I think what we see as OG Zane is basically his child/early teen stage. Anything past s4 is late teen/adult, which is when his symptoms started showing up more. The other ninja, especially Wu, noticed he was starting to cling to Pixal much more (especially since she was in his mind). He'd also start spending more time on hobbies and things to impress people. Thinking if they thought his new self was better than his old self, he wouldn't be seen as a failed replica of the original Zane. He thought he could hide the fact it was all just to look better than everyone else, but either Kai or Cole picked up on it (Kai because he acts similarly in that way, and Cole because he's usually the first to notice things wrong with Zane.). When they showed their concern, Zane only saw it as motivation to try harder and them trying to take Pixal from him.
After the Never Realm, his self esteem and worth went to absolute shit. Not only was he abused and manipulated, he was at fault for the deaths of thousands.
But worst of all, he let himself be abused. Or at least that's what he believes (the Quest for the Lost Powers also confirms this!). He blames himself massively. How could he let himself fall for that? Why didn't he fully cover up the cave to stop threats from coming in? Why didn't he kill Vex when he got his memories back? Why did he let Vex control him? Isn't he supposed to be perfect? How could someone who claims to be perfect let himself slip up like that?
He definitely started to push himself more after coming back. In training, in battle, with maintaining the monastery, with cooking for the others, hobbies, you get the point. He'd completely forgotten to be patient with himself while trying to gain control over his powers and his life again. Meaning the next time he tried to use them in training, they were out of control and he ended up failing and hurting himself. But how? How could he not be perfect if he was trying as hard as he could? If he was programmed to be the best, why isn't he?
Pixal was also starting to get annoyed with Zane, he was way too attached and she knew that. It made her fall out of love, if there was any in the first place. Zane refused to let her separate from him though, especially since there was still the idea that she was keeping things from him. He believed Pixal didn't think he was worth caring about, causing him to purposely make himself worse in hopes her pity will keep her with him. He'd already been struggling with self harm, but now it was as a punishment for failing as well as a way to get Pixal not to leave (See why I don't ship them now?). I would love to talk about how I think he s/h but it'd take another post.
Now that Pixal is gone, he's getting way worse mentally. Which is why he seems like he's not working as well as usual (in the tournament). It's not like he's not trying anymore, it's that he hasn't let himself rest enough for his efforts to work.
That was way less than i expected to say (⁠・⁠o⁠・⁠;⁠). Anyway! Yeah!!! It is just mainly headcanons, but if Zane were confirmed to have some kind of personality disorder in a different world where ninjago isn't for tiny kids I wouldn't be surprised!!!
TY TY TY TY FOR ASKING IVE BEEN WAITING SO LONG TO YAP ABOUT THIS. 😭😭😭😭
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goose-duck · 6 months ago
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🎉 Summer pool party 🎉
Lego Ninjago one shot type thing
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"No Sexy men at our summer pool party" Cole, Kai, Jay and Zane solemnly say in unison, earning strange looks from everyone that overheard.
Nya gives her brother an appalled look, "what? What the heck are you guys on about?"
The boys quickly repeat themselves with the same sad tone, "no sexy men at our summer pool party." They all look say and dejected.
They've now caught Lloyd's attention, Lloyd laughing and deciding to make a joke rather than trying to understand whatever he's overhearing, "aw...does that mean I'm not allowed to go?" He giggles to himself.
The four boys respond by now giving him an appalled look. Kai finally says something other than their quote about summer pool parties and sexy men, "Lloyd, you would be one of the few people allowed at the no sexy men summer pool party." Lloyd rolls his eyes in response, huffing and interjecting with, "well I think I'm sexy!" In a childish tone.
Everyone groans in response.
Nya then inquires, "so, who are the sexy men not allowed at the summer pool party?" She quickly follows up with, "it's certainly not any of you." Giggling under he breath after.
Kai gives her a glare, "it is us! We're the sexy men not allowed at the summer pool party!" Kai says in an aggregated manner.
Joining back in the conversation, having gotten over the earlier insult, Lloyd replies to Kai's comment, "why would you make a rule that uninvites yourself from your pool party?" Lloyd is now just judging the poor decision making skills evident in his friends.
Jay responds this time saying, "well, it's not our summer pool party! Skylar is planning it and that's one of her rules.."
Nya snickers at that, laughing as she speaks, "you guys think you're the sexy men that aren't invited?" She continues to giggle.
Kai looks offended, loudly stating, "I am so a sexy man!"
Lloyd, who'd been holding back his laughter finally breaks, laughing loudly and falling to the ground. "Oh my god!! Oh my gooodness! Holy! Fuck! Hahahaha!" Lloyd laughs loudly, receiving a glare from Kai.
Jay then makes a cute face at Nya, "you think I'm one of the sexy men she was talking about, right?" He bats his eyelashes at her cutely. Nya laughs, "oh yeah, real sexy ahaha!" She continues to laugh, "I'm sure you guys are totally who she had in mind!" Tears now forming in her eyes from her stifled laughter.
Jay and Kai just look defeated now, bowing their heads and looking as if they were kicked puppies. Zane was already over it a little while ago, just smirking, finding the interaction he'd just watched amusing, giggling a little, planning to tell PIXEL as soon as he sees her.
Cole goes over to Kai patting him on the back, "if it makes you feel any better I still think you're sexy.." Kai turns his head, glaring at Cole. Cole smiles at him awkwardly before continuing to rub Kai's back gently, walking him away from Lloyd and Nya who were still laughing.
Nya's trying to comfort Jay and his bruised ego but she can't bring herself to stop laughing so she's rubbing his back and laughing, trying not to make eye contact with her sad lover. Jay just accepts the back rubs, still feeling a little dejected but he'll get over it.
Lloyd just continues to lay on the floor, laughing loudly, trying to form a half baked apology for anyone still listening to him, however failing miserably as his laughter drowns out his attempts at speaking. Zane gives Lloyd a gentle look, checking to make sure he's okay. Lloyd look at Zane, giving him a thumbs up and continuing to laugh. Zane shakes his head with a smirk, walking off to find PIXEL.
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lightwing-s · 2 years ago
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Henlo! Can I ask for a Jason Todd x vigilante/villain!reader with “I failed to protect you..” quote
Thank u 🪻
a/n: i have to stop putting a limit on those this because i never follow it lol. hope i don't break your hearts with this, and if i did, i'm not sorry ♡
“I’m so sorry.” you cried out “I failed to protect you”
“Shhh” was all Jason managed to voice out, as he felt your heavy tears falling down on his face. “You did what you could”
You shook your head. No, I could’ve done better.
The wetness at your hand scared you shitless. He was losing too much blood. Your hands were painted in red, a huge circle stained his shirt and a pool was forming underneath him. You felt the warmth leave his body, and you felt it getting soft, his strength leaving his body.
“It was all my fault. I’m so sorry, Jay. I’m so sorry.” you sobbed against his hair, voice getting muffled and you kissed him desperately. “Please, hold on just a little. Please don’t leave me again.”
You didn’t hear a reply.
No, not again. Please god, no.
You felt your stomach drop, fear engulfing your entire being. You couldn’t lose him again. You couldn’t. You remembered how you felt the last time, like your heart was being ripped out of you. Like a giant rip formed into your chest, leaving only hollow behind.
You remembered the pain of trying to adjust to his absence, of not hearing his voice everyday. Of not feeling his kisses against your skin. You remembered how empty you felt, or how you started feeling nothing at all.
You couldn’t imagine a world without him anymore, you didn’t want to remember this time of your life. 
The pain in your chest was bigger than it had been before, striking you ten times harder. Watching his body grow weaker in your arms making it much more difficult.
The sound of a siren appeared in the distance, and you prayed he could wait just a bit longer.
“I’m still here” you felt his light touch on your arm and his low tone hit your ear. “You’re not getting rid of me this easily”
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send me a word or prompt and I'll write you a 200 words blurb x
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coffee-master · 10 months ago
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What would Kai do in season 3 with the blackout and Nindroids ? I guess he would have a different story than Nya, who had a love triangle problem with Cole and Jay
Ok so first of all- OMG PEOPLE ARE ASKING ABOUT MY AU- THIS IS HAPPENING-!! I'm very excited!!!!
Now to the main point.
In the reboot season, everything would be a little diffrent. I mentioned some things about it on the post about the relationships Jaya & lavashipping in this au here:
But this is only lightly mentioned, so here's more:
In this au Kai would have similar role like canon Nya, but with some differences.
The season begins with the fact "the ninja era is over" and ninjas now are teachers for the kids. They are about to go on a school trip to Borg Industries with the children, but before that could happened, when Cole and Kai are coincidently alone in the classroom, Cole decided to take a shot and ask Kai on a date.
It'd be a little awkward, since Cole has never asked anyone on a date before or was interesed in romantic topic in general. Meanwhile Kai would be taken aback by his question, because he hadn't expeceted that comming. Kai didn't even think that Cole was interesed in him.
However, in the end Kai would agree with a smile, calming the earth ninja down.
Later in the Borg's Industrie as Pixal asked to go to the hundredth floor ninja, Kai at the last moment grabs his sister's hand and asks her to go with him because he wants to discuss something with her.
Even if Kai was good at hiding things and acting cool- He was a little nervous about this date and wated to ask his sister discretly for some advice.
Nya at first reluctantly agreed, but then noticed that something was going on and was curious.
So Sensei Wu, Kai & Nya go together for a tour around the factory. Nya is pretty much interested in the technology, while Kai is thinking how to approach the subject, without her sister finding out about this whole thing.
Eventually they come across this crush-seeking machine and the kids talk Nya into using it and when the result comes everyone is schocked, but Nya doesn't take the result too seriously.
Here her relationship in much better and based on common experiences and trust, and she has is no doubt about it.
The fire master actually takes this more like a joke.
Everyone: *looks shocked at the result*
Nya: Hah, clearly this mashine is broken.
Nya: Cole is only interested in cake.
Kai: ...well actually-
Nya: Hm?
Kai: He kinda asked me on a date today.
Nya: ...
Nya: He what?
After that they are attacked by the machines and ect. and later the whole team meets again. The boy give Nya her new costume and weapoon and later they go to the sensei Garmadon.
There's a lot of fighting, which is practically no different from canon.
Then later on the landfill while fixing Pixal, the result information from the matching-machine comes to light and everyone finds out about the result.
Jay is very concerned about this information, but he does not lash out in anger at Cole. He knows that Cole wouldn't do anything bad and even has crush on Nya's brother, but is still bothered by the result.
Like an inteligente mashine says there's better a match for your girlfriend than you.
That information is just really messing with Jay's head and giving him self-doubts. So during their mission Jay is nervous and wants to prove at all costs that he is better than Cole.
Nya almost immediately noticed that and is both worried and irritated by Jay's behaviour. So after having enough of this nonsense and finding a moment of peace she talks with him.
Nya tires to get this stupid thought out of his head and says that it was dumb of him to even think, that he's not enogh.
In the end everything comes back to normal and nothing too serious happened with their relationship.
Then next fights took place and Kai tries his best to help others, even if he is not very comfortable in the technological world.
Here Kai is also a Samurai X despite lack of engineering skills that Nya has, but but how it happened is another story-
There was not much time for Cole & Kai to interract and after Zane's sacrifice in the end never went on that date.
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That's pretty much season 3. I've gotten so many questions about this au lately, I'll try to answer them as quickly as possible. Unfortunately, I'm often busy and write slowly, but I'll do my best!
[Siblings elemental change AU]
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freeworldallahmbaclass · 11 months ago
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I got 2018 GQ Man of the year honors shared with me as Henry Goulding thank you to him for accepting that award for us m I've been getting man of the year since 2015 - 2020 then got 2021 , 2022 that one I got from Jail , Time magazine man of the year 2022 shared honors with New York Yankees player Aaron Judge and named the 16th captain of New York City in New york city history thanks to the New York Yankees and Aaron Judge of the New York Yankees 2022 all the while in prison I got those awards true story probably one of the first to get awards and bring the world toward me wherever I'm at and congratulations to my cannabis stores in New York City I sponsor them just pull up in your truck or Benz run in the store where Kay Jewelers was at Down Town Brooklyn New York and buy some weed run in the store get your sneakers from the Jordan store 🏬 then your clothes from Macy's and get you some good weed where the Kay Jewelers was at and do you brother enjoy yourself things are getting much better , anyway this is my schedule for 2024 and imagine a school that teaches these subjects from a black royal couple Jay Z and Beyonce the Carter family .
Roc Nation university
My 2024 daily schedule - Recording artist
school schedule on Roc Nation campus everywhere I go is there campus
My personal class schedule :
Operation management for dummies Small business for dummies Quality control for dummies Retail business kit for dummies Music business for dummies Home recording for dummies Management Branding for dummies
Class upon class and so much subjects to learn this year balanced with staying fresh and getting athletic , just learning academics and athletics after physical fitness training then working and recording music . I'm moving on from this page now hopefully helps everywhere that needs it this is my last post on my social media page .
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Very true sponsored by Jay Z , Kanye West , Beyonce Knowles Carter and their daughter Blue Ivy and me their son the new son Allen Henry aka Free World Allah aka SIR we sponsor this page thank you it has been fun thanks .
You are welcome for my help on this page to the people MK Michael Drayton keep your career going we love the music and your style please keep us in tune your music is hot and I support it and I know your fans love your music you going platinum true story your music hot we friends for life love your old brother and friend we will always be brothers to each other friends congratulations on your wifey and all that you doing real good living good music good and stress out of your life he good music good greatest quotes about good old friend of mines , thanks for everything . I believe in sportsmanship playing the game fair I got my second chance and second stage let me play let me compete let me play my sport rap music is my sport and I got a second chance and second stage for it , congratulations to Vado and our mutual friend MK Michael Drayton making his way back to the stage and music recording booth player and coach for real I learned a lot from him when we grew up together his mother and aunts and cousins raised me where family and sometimes sadly that don't change I'm still family to our aunts , cousins , nephews and nieces all in Chicago and New York City and happy to see ESPN announce his return to the stage , music videos a d recording congratulations to Harlemites Cam'ron , Jim Jones , Dave East , MK and it is excluding me this season I'm going left with ROC Nation Jay ordered me to get my education my second chance at that getting my life together I finish that on time I get to play with my other teammates over there at Roc Nation , but congratulations to my old stomping grounds and them make it back to the front of the room and front of the stage and ESPN announcing it that is big congratulations now I go off in my journey and my process .
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A beautiful woman got my heart a couple of beautiful women got my heart I think you know them they are famous girls famous women , wish me luck with a good life I'm looking toward my curse being broken so I could do what I love record music either way I am going to record and perform music like my second stage said I rather just do it without this curse on me this voodoo hex I want them off me so olI could live my life in peace but I'm going ahead with my projects later this year and compete that is the only revenge or vengefulness I would of felt but I'm focus and see only good things about me my perspective is fixed about everything about me I finally love me and it is all because of God my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ that is major putting God first in my life now it make life all the more better for me now thank you for letting me share that with you goodbye 🫂 and take care of yourself 💖 .
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all4yoi · 2 years ago
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Dear Jongseong,
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pairing › jay x fem!reader
sypnosis › [name] has only ever known pain ever since her mother's passing.. but whenever she's about to lose herself, jay has always been there to her aid and remind her that life isn't simply about pain.
cw › 2.23k words - lowercase intended, fluff, angst, friends to ??, usage of substances, reader vomits, mentions of death, reader suffers from depression, su!cide attempt (overd0sing)
notes › it's okay not to feel okay, if you're going through something and you feel like ranting, my inbox is always open for you. i've just finished five survive by holly jackson recently so if you see any quotes of her here ikyk 🤞
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"i don't want to, pa! just leave me alone!" you exclaimed as you threw the pill bottle infront of your father, messing up your hair as you breathed heavily.
the older man sighed, rubbing his tears away behind his eyeglasses before stepping forward. "you have to take your antidepressants [name]. it'll make you feel better." he calmly said, picking up the pill bottle you dropped infront of him.
"i promise."
"no, no, no." came your slurred response.
the elderly man let his tears escape silently as he saw his only daughter break apart in front of him, making no move to chase after you when you ran up to your room. he wondered what had gone wrong. instantly came to mind: indeed, his wife had passed away. three years have passed, and even though he was beginning to accept that his family would forever be incomplete, as he saw his daughter suffering from severe depression, he wished misun would enter through the front door, embrace him and [name], and reassure them that everything was just a nightmare and she's alive.
but a bad dream wouldn't last for 3 years would it? as much as he wanted his wife back, he desperately wanted his daughter back more.
So he dialed the only person that he was sure could calm [name] down.
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"of course, i'm on my way." jay ended the call and instantly dropped the controller carelessly on his bed before getting his keys from his table and left his room.
"stop right there young man, where are you going?" his mother asked with a raised brow, putting the glass of water down on the counter and waited for her son's reply. his distressed face went unnoticed. "it's 11:30 in the evening." she added.
jay exhaled, opening his mouth but no words came out. he didn't know why he was so nervous.. was it because he got caught leaving the house so late, or was it because his head was full of you, you, you and only you?
"well? if there's no good reason.." the woman trailed off, extending her hand out, her palm facing the ceiling and gestured towards her son's car keys. this somehow made him talk.
"it's [name]! her father called and- ..a-and she's not feeling well.. fuck why am i stuttering?" he whispered a quick apology when he saw his mother furrow her brows with his foul language. "she just- i don't know mom! she just needs me okay? and the more i try to explain the more she's hurting alone!" he blurted out, brushing his hair back frustratedly.
his mother stood there startled, before nodding understandably. "okay, drive safe.. stay the night there if needed."
he nodded, hurriedly left the house and practically ran to his car and drove off.
jay held his tears back, his grip on the steering wheel tightening overtime that his knuckles were turning white. this had been a routine for 3 years straight. he'll either be in his room, out with his friends, stuck in a frat party before receiving a call from your father, and every single time.. he dropped everything and everyone who he was with to run to your aid.
he reminisced the past where everything was still all right. your mother and his sitting on a bench while the two of you pushed each other on the slide, or sneaking out and eating ice cream at a 24/7 convenience store. it hurt him that his best friend's whole word was taken away from her just like that, but he also didn't want to lose his own. he wouldn't forgive himself if something had happened to you. you were his job, his responsibility.
jay slammed the door of his car shut, running towards your house's front door and ringing the doorbell. instantly, your father opened the door, shooting jay a thankful smile. if jay had noticed the tear stains on the man's slightly wrinkled face, he didn't make it obvious.
"she's at her room, but she's locked it. it's been so quiet, and i'm so worried jongseong." with that, jay ran up the stairs and pressed his ear on your bedroom door once he has reached it.
and just like hajoon said, your father, it was quiet. too quiet for his liking.
"[name]?" knock knock. no answer
"it's seongie, can you let me in?" four knocks, still no answer. he was getting impatient.
jay didn't want to think the worse but he began pounding on your door, literally shouting your name again and again. his voice was cracking and sweat began forming on his forehead.
"call 911, please!" he shouted for your father who was already dialing the hotline. jay rubbed his face before breaking your doorknob.
once your door was open, jay's breath hitched at the sight of your body laying on the floor, unconscious. he had been too late. but he still ran to your side, pulling you up and tried shaking you awake.
it took him a moment to spot the pills on the floor beside where you were previously lying and shoved his index and middle finger in your mouth hastily, realization dawning him.
"i need you to throw up [name], come on, please." and once you've spilled your guts on your bedroom floor the paramedics has already arrived, the blue and red lights filling your room through the opened windows. jay choked back a sob, cradling your body. "you're okay, you will be."
he didn't know if he was reassuring you or himself.
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"if i had just, chased after her." hajoon cried, his body shaking. jay's father pulled hajoon up, telling him that they should get some air together. hajoon complied and left the hospital with jay's father.
after the ambulance took you away, jay immediately informed his parents and they insisted they should be there for you and your father too.
"she'll be alright, jongseong." his mother rubbed his back. he didn't know why, but those three words angered him.
"she just overdosed herself with drugs and you're telling me she'll be alright?"
"well, i'm trying to be positive here!"
"well," he mocked, "it's not helping!"
jay has always been a mama's boy, so his sudden outburst shocked the both of them.
his mom exhaled and stood up with her purse, deciding to be the bigger person. "i'm going to get some food, call me if you need anything."
right when his mother left, a nurse approached him. jay instantly stood up, awaiting for the woman infront of him to start speaking.
"good evening, is any of miss [name]'s parents around?"
"nevermind that, is she okay? will she be okay?" the nurse blinked at him before nodding.
"yes, she will be. you were just right on time and it was a very smart move to make her vomit.. though we aren't sure when she'll wake up.. you can visit her right now if you'd like." jay felt like crying in relief, he thanked the nurse before entering the room you were admitted in.
he swallowed the lump in his throat and sat down on the chair beside your bed, the beeping of the machines were the only noise inside the room. jay didn't like seeing you like this, with all the wires hooked to you and your face scarcely displaying any color.. but at least you were at ease, finally, after three years, you were now experiencing tranquility rather than anguish.
"i'll wait for you.. but don't make me wait for too long, okay?"
it has been exactly 2 weeks since that night in the hospital. jay hadn't been himself ever since, he would space out during lectures, staying up all night hoping he'd get a call from the hospital or your dad.
jay was seated in the cafeteria with his friends when he received a call from your dad. he immediately excused himself, answering the phone as soon as he stood up.
"she's awake, jongseong."
that was all he had to hear before he was taking his backpack from the table, ignoring the questions from his friends.
sunghoon: dude if u were skipping u could've taken me w u :<<<
jay: shut up
jay: [name]'s awake
sunghoon: oh shit fr??
sunghoon: k dw we'll cover for ur ass
sunghoon: drive safe and send our regards to your gf ❤️❤️
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jay entered the room silently and he had to hold back himself from tackling you in a hug and just cry on your shoulder, but he remembered this wasn't about him.
"hi." he whispered, sitting down on the same chair he last sat on and placed the food he ordered on the way on the table beside your bed.
your lack of response made him gulp. slowly, you looked at him, unshed tears resting on your tear ducts.
jay cooed, "oh, [name]," and got to his feet, embracing you. he stroked your hair while he resisted crying himself, and let you cry on his favorite shirt.
"please don't cry." he said in a whisper and pulled your head away gently, wiping your flowing tears with his thumbs.
"i-.. i'm sorry, jongseong." another sob from your throat escaped.
"you have nothing to apologize for."
"i almost left everyone.. left you."
he shook his head and gave you another hug, putting his lips on top of your hair as you whimpered inwardly, "but you didn't, and that's all what matters now."
"[name]?" you hummed in response, your breathing finally going back to normal. you did no movement to pull away from the embrace.
he pulled away, caressing your cheek, asking, "promise me you wouldn't do that again?" you simply nodded, and he smiled sweetly in your direction. he placed a chaste kiss on your forehead, "good."
jay stayed by your side the whole day, feeding you, entertaining you, showing you jungwon's his notes, and filling you in with everything you've missed for the past 2 weeks.
it was the first time jay had seen you smile so much after 3 years, and he felt content, knowing he was the one who was able to make you happy like this.
the both of you were happy, until it was time for him to go home.
with his hand playing with your fingers, he murmured in a lovely voice, "i'll come back tomorrow with the boys after school, i promise." once more, he gave you a tender kiss on the forehead before releasing you.
he was about to leave the room, but your voice stopped him.
"hey, jay?" he turned towards you with a questioning gaze. "the night that i.. i- uh, wrote something for you." you played with the folded paper, avoiding his gaze.
"i don't think i want to read that [name]." he said breathlessly, shaking his head.
"please, everything i've wanted to say to you is in here. please read it, if you don't.. well, i won't stop trying." you blinked at him, finally looking up at him. jay gulped, wetting his lips before accepting the paper.
"it's nothing bad, i promise." he nodded, squeezing your cheek before finally leaving the room with a wave.
when his mother asked, "how was she?" once he got home, he simply gave her a peck on the cheek and responded, "she's fine," before heading up to his room.
he practically threw his bag on the floor before sitting down on his bed, opening the folded paper with shaking hands.
dear jongseong,
i'm writing you a letter because i don't think i'll ever be able to tell you everything i want to say to you if i said this in person.. first of all, thank you, for absolutely everything. for being there in the wake and letting me cry on your shoulder, for tolerating me for 3 years.. i know at one point you were probably so tired of seeing me ruin my life. taking substances, skipping school, shutting you and my dad out.. i'm sorry, i was a fool of thinking i'd forget everything if i took those.. i thought i'd be okay on my own. so thank you, for always being there whenever my dad calls, i've heard every single thing you've said to me when you thought i was knocked out, and i love you too, seongie. but it's so scary, i'm so scared of love, i'm so scared of you being taken away from me, just like how mom was taken from me. jongseong, please never leave me, i don't know what i'd do without you, you and dad.. you're all i have left, please help me. please don't ever stop helping me until i get better, i appreciate you so much and i love you so much. i'm so thankful for you and at the same time i'm so fucking sorry. am i selfish for wanting an ending that's just you and me? i promise i'll be better, for you and for dad, and for me too. i don't know if i'm still here once you've read this, but if i am, please run back to me. please come back and never leave my side. i love you, jongseong, forever and always.
yours forever,
[name]
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pupphe-additions · 10 months ago
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✴Jamie’s Relationship With ENHYPEN✴
Jamie x Heeseung [JamSeung]
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Quote: “A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.” Dynamic: BFF
Heeseung’s contact name in Jamie’s phone is “HeeBee”
Heeseung is the member that Jamie opened to first as they trained together with TXT before debuting with ENHYPEN together. 
Heeseung is the member that knows the most about Jamie and the one Jamie trusts the most.
When Jamie and Heeseung shared a room, Heeseung always spoiled Jamie’s pets.
Heeseung helps Jamie learn to play guitar.
Sometimes when Jamie is overwhelmed he will go to Heeseung and just sits with him as his company alone tends to calm Jamie.
They bring out each other’s inner crackhead energy.
When they shared a room Jamie would often sleep in Heeseung’s bed to help him sleep.
The loudest you’ll hear Jamie be is when he is with Heeseung.
The only member Jamie clings to or shows any sort of skinship with is Heeseung.
Jamie always enjoys the time he spends with Heeseung and will always make time out of his day to prioritize hanging out with Heeseung.
Constantly teasing one another and jokingly bickering.
Heeseung calls Jamie his “personal ray of sunshine during my cloudiest of days.”
This sparked a lot of ENGENES love for the twos friendship.
Jamie enjoys stealing clothes from Heeseung.
Heeseung is Jamie’s go to member to talk to about anything.
Heeseung and Jamie listen to music together a lot.
Iconic Moment: There is a video of Heeseung comforting Jamie through a panic attack. Jamie was really upset with himself for messing up the choreography that they were practicing and started to get into his own head a lot. Due to him overthinking it led to Jamie going into a full on panic attack. Heeseung was the first to notice and walked up to the younger boy. Heeseung could see that Jamie was starting to panic and he gently talked him through his panic attack and was there to sort of ground Jamie back into reality, a staple for the pair. Jamie, once calmed down, hugged Heeseung tightly and said “thank you for always taking such good care of me hyung, you mean a lot to me.” and due to the fact Jamie initiated any sort of physical contact and the gentle tone that Heeseung showed toward Jamie the moment went viral gathering millions of views. 
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Jamie x Jay [JaJa]
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Quote: "A friend is one soul abiding in two bodies." Dynamic: Sunshine Duo
Jay’s contact name in Jamie’s phone is “Sunshine”
Jay is known to cling to Jamie even if Jamie doesn’t seem to be into it.
Jamie secretly loves it and that’s why he doesn’t shove him off.
They speak in English with one another more than in Korean.
They watch anime together a lot and often bicker over which anime are better than others.
Jay doesn’t like to play games with Jamie because Jamie is too competitive, but when they do play on the extremely rare occasions Jamie usually walks on the enemies and Jay always hypes him up.
Jamie always gets fashion tips from Jay.
Jamie thinks he has a bad taste in fashion and that’s why he’s always asking Jay for tips.
Jay and Jamie are the mood makers of the group and feed off of each other's energies a lot.
Jamie is extremely protective of Jay.
Jamie always has a lint roller to make sure there is no cat fur on his clothes before going near Jay to avoid triggering an allergic reaction.
They will often have staring contests.
Jay is another member that Jamie enjoys stealing clothes from.
These two can be scary when angry, and when they fight everyone can tell.
Jay is the first or second member to notice if Jamie is feeling anxious and will help him through anything.
Jamie loves Jay a lot and will do anything to see him happy and succeed. 
Jamie and Jay give off chaotic vibes but are actually rather chill when together.
Iconic Moment: One of their most iconic moments is actually when they were on I-LAND. When they were tallying the votes and announcing who was debuting with the group Jamie was significantly happier when Jay’s name was called over his own. Jamie literally jumped up and down and stared at Jay with so much pride and love. When Jamie’s name was called he was happy but more happy to see Jay happy over anything else. Jamie immediately went up to Jay and gave him a hug and whispered to him “I told you we’d make it together.” with tears in his eyes and a large smile on his face when he was able to see him again. Jay squeezed him tightly and said “yeah man we made it.”
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Jamie x Jake [JakIe]
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Quote: To friendship every burden's light. Dynamic: Golden Retriever and Orange Cat Besties
Jake’s contact in Jamie’s phone is “Puppy Boy”
These two are both clumsy people.
Jake and Jamie work out a lot.
Jake is always loving Jamie's dog Snickers.
Jamie always calls Jake his second dog.
Jamie and Jake never really have serious moments, they are always laughing and joking around when together.
Jamie can always go to Jake when he needs a good laugh because the younger boy seems to do it so easily.
Jamie and Jake grew close a lot faster than Jamie thought they would mainly because of their love for dogs.
Jamie thinks Jake is extremely handsome.
Jamie and Jake really enjoy going shopping together.
Jake and Jamie, much like Jay and Jamie, speak in English often.
Head empty, only good vibes.
Always complimenting each other to the point they embarrass one another.
When Jamie hangs out with Jake he naturally gets an Australian accent and neither of them understand why.
Jamie has said that his memories with Jake will always be some of his favorites.
Iconic Moment: During a live Jake and Jamie were joking around and Jake barked like a dog so Jamie laughed and told him to sit down and Jake played along and sat like a dog. The two boys end up laughing uncontrollably and Jamie falls out of his seat, unable to take him seriously. They continue the bit for like five minutes with them just laughing at one another.
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Jamie x Sunghoon [SungMie]
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Quote: “No friendship is an accident.” Dynamic: Awkward Friends
Sunghoon’s contact in Jamie’s phone is “BunHoon”
Jamie has said that he’d date Sunghoon if he was the opposite gender.
Jamie finds Sunghoon very attractive.
Jamie and Sunghoon are not that close as of 2023 and talk the least amongst the members.
Jamie and Sunghoon usually sit in silence when they are together.
They are comfortable doing their own things while in the same room as each other.
Jamie enjoys watching Sunghoon but he is scared that people may think he’s being weird so he tries not to admire him too closely.
Sunghoon and Jamie only hang out when Sunghoon wants to because Jamie is always too shy to ask first.
Jamie loses all the staring contests he has with Sunghoon because Jamie is intimidated by him.
Jamie has admitted to being flustered around Sunghoon and has said he doesn’t know how to act near him.
Jamie likes to call Sunghoon “bunny prince” because he thinks it’s a fitting and adorable nickname.
Iconic Moment: During a performance Jamie had slipped and Sunghoon had been the first to help the older boy to his feet. When he noticed that Jamie had actually hurt himself he forced Jamie off stage to avoid it getting worse. Sunghoon grabbed him by his arm and helped him off stage and told him to be more careful. It was that moment that made Jamie realize that Sunghoon actually cared about his well being and since then Jamie has tried to be closer friends with Sunghoon.
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Jamie x Sunoo [SunnIe]
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Quote: "Your friends will know you better in the first minute you meet than your acquaintances will know you in a thousand years." Dynamic: Movie Besties
Sunoo’s contact name in Jamie’s phone is “Aegyo Boy”
Jamie likes to tease Sunoo.
They enjoy watching Disney movies, and other movies, together.
Sunoo sometimes plays games with Jamie but it’s not too often as Jamie is way too competitive and takes everything too seriously.
Jamie teases Sunoo often because Jamie finds him very cute and he enjoys his interactions.
These two take far too many selfies together and both have folders on their phones of selfies they’ve taken together.
Jamie has named that folder “Sunnie” 
Jamie and Sunoo like to trade playlists and they won’t skip any of the songs as they like to experience each other’s different music styles.
Jamie always compliments Sunoo’s eye smile.
Sunoo really enjoys Jamie’s stage presence and his expressions when he performs. 
Sunoo and Jamie often eat mint chocolate chip ice cream when they watch movies.
Jamie likes to squish Sunoo’s face as he gives Jamie cuteness overload/aggression. 
Jamie enjoys cooking spicy food for Sunoo and himself.
Sunoo always praises Jamie’s cooking whenever he can.
Often when Sunoo and Jamie hang out Sunoo will fall asleep with his head on Jamie’s shoulder.
Jamie lowkey spoils Sunoo and gets him anything he wants if he can.
Iconic Moment: Jamie and Sunoo fell asleep backstage before a performance. Sunoo had fallen asleep with his head on Jamie and Jamie had an arm around Sunoo and leaning against him as well as he was also asleep. Jay walked up to them and gently woke them up, filming it as he did. When the two boys woke up Jamie put his hand over the camera and told Jay to buzz off causing Jay to chuckle. Sunoo stretched and pretended nothing happened and just started to quietly sing to himself. 
“You’re a brat.” Jamie said, shaking his head.
Jay just shrugged, “You should go to bed at a decent time.”
Sunoo piped in with a chuckle, “I mean you seem to nap well with me.”
Jamie just shakes his head and ignores them rolling his eyes at the same time mumbling “brats” to himself.
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Jamie x Jungwon [JungMie]
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Quote: "There are friends, there is family, and then there are friends that become family." Dynamic: Sun and Moon (no i will never get tired of this dynamic FIGHT ME)
Jungwon’s contact name in Jamie’s phone is “My Sun”
Jamie often says that Jungwon is the sun to his moon.
Jamie and Jungwon have movie nights every Saturday.
Jungwon has said before that Jamie is overly protective over him and that he likes that side of Jamie.
Jamie dotes on Jungwon often.
They compliment each other every time they hang out.
Jamie sees Jungwon as a best friend and little brother.
Jamie said he regrets how standoffish he was toward Jungwon and the other members because he thinks he ruined them being closer for longer because he was so in his head.
Jungwon easily motivates Jamie.
Jamie enjoys kissing Jungwon on the cheek.
Jamie likes to give Jungwon the kind of hug where his feet are no longer touching the ground.
When Jungwon and Jamie first met Jungwon was very intimidated by him and it remained that way until Jamie started to show ENHYPEN his true more gentle self.
Jungwon tends to follow Jamie around.
Jamie enjoys cooking for Jungwon because his reactions to the food he makes is always adorable.
Jungwon and Jamie have shared the same bed many times before.
Jamie won’t admit it but he sleeps better when sharing a bed with one of his members.
Jamie has a lot of fun teasing Jungwon.
Iconic Moment: During one of their movie nights Jamie had fallen asleep sitting up. Jungwon smiled softly at the older boy before he got a spare pillow and gently helped the exhausted Jamie to a lying position. He started to wake up slightly but quickly just got himself comfortable and fell back to sleep. Jungwon then grabbed his favorite blanket and covered up Jamie and hugged him gently and sat on the floor to finish watching the movie. Once the movie was over he grabbed his own pillow and blanket and slept on the floor near Jamie because he felt bad leaving him to sleep alone on the couch. "I love you Hyung." Jungwon whispered before he curled toward the couch a bit and fell asleep.
Shortly after Jungwon fell asleep Jamie woke up and saw that Jungwon was on the floor and so he moved himself next to the younger boy and cuddled into him which helped him to go back to sleep.
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Jamie x Ni-Ki [JaKi]
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Quote: "Life is an ugly, awful place to not have a best friend." Dynamic: Dancing Duo
Niki’s contact name in Jamie’s phone is “Dancing King”
Jamie is always impressed by how well Niki can dance and he will compliment him on it constantly.
The two that pick up choreography the fastest in the group.
Jamie sees Niki as a little brother and is very attached to him.
If Jamie is to nap it’s usually with Niki.
Jamie and Niki do a lot of dance videos together.
Jamie’s favorite thing to do is to annoy Niki and vice versa.
Niki and Jamie are extremely close despite Jamie being one of the oldest members in the group.
Jamie is extremely protective of Niki.
Niki and Jamie also enjoy watching movies together if they have free time but usually they dance instead.
Niki enjoys bullying Jamie, with love of course.
They constantly tease each other and sometimes bicker.
The literal definition of sibling rivalry. They are constantly trying to one up one another.
Niki always tries to be perfect when performing because he likes it when Jamie sings him such high praise.
If Jamie makes a mistake in anything and Niki notices he turns and pretends he didn’t see anything because he knows how hard Jamie is on himself.
Iconic Moment: During a dance practice Jamie made a slight mistake and it caused him to trip and fall sideways. Niki quickly catches Jamie and asks him if he was okay. Jamie nodded and simply apologized for making the mistake and he felt extremely disappointed in himself.
“Hyung you did a good job, you’re just getting in your head again. We got this, just shake off your nerves I’ll be right here with you!” Niki beams with a reassuring smile.
“You're right, I’m sorry for making a mistake, this take will be better I promise, this is the one guys.” Jamie hums gently.
“Remember to take a deep breath before we start, you are tense.” Niki reminds before giving him a large hug and a pat on the back.
“FIGHTING!” ENHYPEN all shout before redoing the take, Jamie was right that one was perfect.
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yvtro · 2 years ago
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in terms of how i imagine jay moving on with his life and healing, i think about this quote a lot:
We are told we must choose — the old or the new. In fact, we must choose both. What is a life if not a series of negotiations between the old and the new? It seems to me that one should always be seeking to talk oneself out of these stark oppositions. (sontag)
i know that there's some sort of triumph and euphoria in a concept of being able to just completely cut off your past life and start a new one, and for that reason i do enjoy these sorts of scenarios. you overcame your past! you are free now.
but in my view, jason desperately trying to detach himself from his past while at the same time clinging to his pain is one of his biggest issues. he rejects – or maybe denies himself even – good things that are tied to his past, because they make him vulnerable. good memories require him to face who he once was and who he still is, and that's a person who carries his heart on a sleeve.
dc likes to keep (retroactively) make his whole life into a tragedy. i like it better to think that he was loved, and that he loved gotham and her people, and that gotham loved him as a robin. that there were moments of joy. that there are roots that he needs to come back to in order to get better, rather than sweep it under the rug.
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burning-sol · 2 years ago
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Currently circulating critical discussion of JRWI:
(all times are in AEDT) (i apologise in advance if there any errors in summation, quotation or image descriptions)
A FORMER POST THAT MAY BE RELEVANT ON POC IN RIPTIDE (JUNE 30TH 2022)
Captain Lizzie (Riptide)
@ / notferinweII on Twitter Feb 1st 8:07AM READ HERE
as a black lesbian this stinksss
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“people will tell me, the creator of the character, that im wrong” the same guy who “never meant to imply Lizzie was POC” the same guy who compared her skin tone to kylie jenner AND rihanna (rihanna who is a black woman herself) , said she was a pale white pirate woman but also
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has olive skin but also has tanned skin but also grew up pale blonde hair that darkened in the sun throughout her time on the black rose pirate ship . a very long and insightful thread about the lack of poc characters in jrwi was posted in JUNE with the singular black npc
being announced on november 13 2022 for episode EIGHTY SEVEN of riptide . on the same day , you wrote a post about wanting us the viewers feel comfortable , REPRESENTED , and respected . lizzie’s skin colour absolutely changes her character because she could be strong WOC rep .
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now lesbian lizzie has been a very strong headcanon throughout the community for a very long time (i’m going to ignore pistolwhip’s influence for a second this is just about lizzie) due to the extreme lack of lesbian or even sapphic rep in jrwi as an entire podcast .
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you yourself stated you want all to feel represented in your campaign . and yet whenever you’re asked about lizzie’s sexuality you brush it off and say “it doesn’t matter” maybe to You but it very much matters to lesbian jrwitwt who are often left grasping at crumbs and battling
intense lesbiphobia (not lesbophobia 😉🥂) from the community in general . a canonical lesbian would be big for lesbian fans !! we love and adore lizzie as a character and we would love to see really ANYTHING about her canonized but it’s always silence .
now back to pistolwhip . i can understand the resistance to making them canon as it could take away from the action of the story (im really trying to see the other side here i’m trying) however the way you constantly dismiss the ship
but still milking fans for fan service… what happened to "u guys dont want pistolwhip" when lizzie called jay sunshine. or when lizzie winked at jay and told her to "be safe"? the way you constantly insists that "you guys dont want this to happen" while simultaneously egging
fans on is tiring for all involved TLDR : canonize lizzie’s skin tone and stick to it . if she’s white , say it. the lack of canonization while being upset fans “take the character and say i’m wrong” is a weird thing to get angry about considering little about lizzie is canon
@willotstreet Feb 4th 3:57AM READ HERE
Quoted in full:
representation that is left up to interpretation is not representation. you are asking the viewer to imagine the representation is there, without actually committing to including it yourself. be better.
Disability
@jayferins Feb 4th 11:20AM READ HERE
An anon asks about what Grizzly had said about a disabled character in PD, also adding in their own notes about Drey's disability. To summise their notes: it's surprising Drey is the only disabled character in Riptide; his diability is primarily a punchline for jokes; Drey is treated as being unfit to fight due to his disability, which can easily be remedied in fantasy through use of mobility aids that can also be altered to make for cool magical weapons. I myself would like to note that Chip has a prosthetic finger, which makes this choice even more strange.
To summise the response: meeting a former villain who's now a wheelchair user, the characters ask what happened; Dakota (played by Grizzly) reacted extremely poorly and said to their face they, "deserved it," and that, "you had it coming, karmas a bitch," in reference to being disabled; being disabled is not a punishment or a sin, it's just something that occurs, and this mindset is a bad one to have; Grizzly defended the decision to play the character this way when he recieved criticism about it.
Neurodivergency
@jayferins Feb 4th 5:21AM READ HERE
An anon comments, to summise: the amount of jokes made about schizophrenia and the psychotic comments aren't it; the way they treated Vyncent's character with the Greats wasn't that great; the jokes are treated like nothing which is frustrating knowing the amount of harm perpetuated stigmas cause.
@colestyle Feb 4th 5:30AM READ HERE
To summise: there's good moments with the plurality in PD but others that aren't to point of op skipping them; Dakota (played by Grizzly) made jokes that were especially bad; despite the plot relevance it's still irking, and it's upsetting how it just goes away by the end of S1.
@herethereverywhere Feb 4th 5:52 AM READ HERE
To summise: op watched PD aware of Vyncent being plural and anticipating it, only to be upset by stereotypes of people with dissociative disorders being reinforced, and psychotic disorders being casually demonized; expectations weren't high but still not met; op reasonably states, "i cant say that i trust this show with these topics going forward unless the boys demonstrate an sensitivity that i have thus far not been privy to".
General Comments
@swordswaltz Feb 4th 2:28AM READ HERE
Insight that I feel should be quoted in full based on my own agreement and consensus amongst other users too:
i might have missed something but i'm just so unsurprised by jrwi's (mainly grizz's) lack of response to the lizzie thing. charlie and bizly have both made apologies for things that i think were considerate and they actually changed, but i feel like grizz and condi just kind of don't learn. grizzly's conveniently timed deleting of his questions page just adds to the feeling like, to him, it's not about actually growing and more about avoiding "being cancelled" i could be wrong (i hope i'm wrong) but past actions and words are usually indicative of future actions and words. i've had this small, growing frustration with jrwi the past maybe four months which sucks because i love this show. i do. i just want them to Improve. i feel like there's a lot of talk of improving and not a lot of progress.
I have already gotten worn out so sorry I haven't included more, but if you have any other comments or relevant posts feel free to add on.
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I just don’t understand how this write out is happening. If she leaves Chicago and just has a clean start somewhere else it’s literally the same thing she’s been trying to do since last season just in a new city, running from her problems and emotions. It just doesn’t make sense to me that leaving Chicago will fix things but it’s obvious that’s the direction they are going. She’s leaving Chicago for a fresh start when she’s done that a few times now with taking off the ring, and the divorce. How is that good storytelling? How does that make sense?
I think it's pretty clear that's what we're heading towards, unfortunately. I keep meaning to look up the interview quote about Hailey getting to a better, healthier side of everything. Where??? Episode 12 and she's still running and working like crazy. It'll likely be exactly what you described. Hailey leaves somewhere (maybe Jay is involved, maybe not) and that's seen as her new fresh start without actually addressing her problems (because it all comes back to her dad..... right? Please.)
I'll probably do a small breakdown of all the Hailey episodes once the last episode airs just to look at everything they put her through for no reason. You know, just for fun.
Edit: all the Hailey episodes since Jay has left, not since her introduction. I'm of the belief that it has been known she is leaving for a while, and they had plenty of warning to work towards an exit, even last season.
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hamartiannn · 2 years ago
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It's Between Us | Batfamily Quotes - 1
Dick, Jason, Tim, and Damian sitting and reading in the Library. Jason: -Who asked Damian to check out the instruments about an hour ago- Hey kid, you did what I said, right? Damian: Yes, I did, Todd. Jason: Ok, thanks, chum. Dick and Tim stared at them. Dick: -in his overprotective-big-bro mod- Alright... What's going on? Jason: -only to make him mad- None of your business, Grayson. Dick: If it's you two, yes, it's also my business. Damian: -also only to make him mad- No, it's none of your business. -pointing himself and Jason- It's between us. Jason: -with a smirk- Yep... -also pointing himself and Damian- It's between us. Bruce enters the room. Tim: -who still stares at them- Bruce your sons, Dami and Jay, are up to something! Don't say I didn't warn ya... Bruce: I heard it Timmy... Jason, and Damian, may I learn what's going on between you two? Jason: Ha ha, got no chance, old man. Damian: -silently- Obviously... Bruce: Jason Peter Todd... Damian Wayne Al-Ghul... Don't push your luck. Jason: Ohh, and what if I push? What are you gonna do, huh? Bruce: ... Bruce: You are grounded, Jason... For one week. Damian: BABA! He is literally 30! And I am 18! Bruce: And I couldn't care less! So better speak, NOW! Damian: GOSH! Jason: -after rubbing his face with his hands- Just another reason why I am living out of the Manor. And Dami... You better do the same. Get the hell out of this place. Damian: I am counting days, Todd... Bruce: Ohh, really young man? Whit which/whose money, may I ask? Damian: Yes, and with my OWN money. I am an Al-Ghul as you can remember, father. I don't need your money. Tim: Damn... He is sooooo done... Even Alfred can't save him. -makes the Sign of the Cross- Amen. Bruce: Fine then, I'm not gonna hold you. I mean just like you said, it's YOUR money, it's AL-GHULS money. Who I am to you, right? Damian: Father! Jason: And The Drama Queen award of this week goes to Bruce Wayne! Perfect!
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Destiny & Deliverance: Chapter 8
Destiny & Deliverance Masterlist ||| Dieter Bravo X OFC New as of 7/27/2023
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Series Rating: Explicit (18+)
Series Summary: Natalia Cohen is experiencing major life changes, beginning with leaving an emotionally abusive husband. She is learning how to navigate life on her own while dealing with high functioning anxiety, depression, and mild PTSD. Everything is looking up for her. She is a highly respected consultant for a major LA firm, has her best friend, Lauren, by her side, and is on her path to healing. Everything changes when she meets a handsome and broken stranger on a work trip. He turns out to be a well-known actor, with a heart-breaking past. They quickly develop a connection that will forever alter their lives. 
Warnings: Themes dealing with mental health, emotional trauma, alcohol use, and discussions about suicide. There will be fluff, tears, spicy language, and smut. This will be a slow burn type of story. Read at your own risk.
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Chapter Quote: “What were you doing? You look guilty of something.” 
It’s been seven months since New York. I had a really hard time with my decision to not reach out to Dieter initially. Truth be told, I felt like I had lost a small piece of myself as soon as I deleted his number. I could still feel the hollow place to this day, but I made peace with my decision. It’s what I needed to do for me to get to a better place. I was so afraid of losing myself to someone again and I didn’t have the emotional capacity to deal with it back then. Lauren still gave me absolute hell over my decision on a weekly basis.  
I went through a lot of changes during those months. I had been going to therapy regularly, really trying to focus on my mental health. I was learning more about how my marriage had affected me and often wondered how I ever let it get to that point. I was smarter than that and should have realized it sooner. My therapist had mentioned PTSD several times, but I refused to accept that diagnosis. I didn’t want to allow Justin to have that kind of lasting effect on me. The anxiety and depression I one hundred percent agreed with though. Anxiety was something I have struggled with my whole life and had managed fairly well until recent events. The depression was the result of the sometimes-debilitating anxiety episodes. I felt that having someone to just talk to about it really helped. I had opted out of medication even though she brought it up several times. I really felt like I could do it on my own, and I was. I was starting to feel like my old self. How I was before Justin came into the picture. I was slowly deprograming myself so that I was no longer the person he molded me into. In fact, I think I had made it a personal mission to be the exact opposite of what he had expected. It felt very empowering.  
The contract from the New York trip ended successfully. The measures that Carrington had allowed me to put into place before I left caught Jay Brooks in the act. Multiple times in fact. He was currently awaiting trial in jail for a long list of charges. I actually wished I could have been there to see his face when he came into work and was immediately arrested on the spot. Carrington was so happy with the work that he was jokingly threatening to steal me away from Aubrey, but I would never consider moving to New York. I did let him know I was available anytime he needed my consultation services though. He had started spreading the word about my skills and calls were starting to come in for new contracts. I was unable to take them all on, but Aubrey assured the clients I would be supervising the reviews. The whole experience had done wonders for my confidence, and I was proud of myself for pulling it off.    
True to her word, Aubrey did give me a big bonus and a promotion. I was now the Regional Director. It was more of a supervising and mentoring role that required less travel and allowed me to work from home most days. She offered it with the caveat that I handle any of the major accounts. She didn’t trust anyone else with those. Luckily, there were not many that fell into that category. 
With all my newfound free time, I had taken up crafting again. It helped me relax. Lauren encouraged my hobbies and actually put out a lot of what I made for sale in her shop. I appreciated her enthusiasm and support. Most things didn’t last long before they sold, which was an added mood booster that I wasn’t expecting. I had started working out and exercising regularly, which was a huge stress reliever most days. I had also cut back on the drinking, which honestly had started to make me feel like shit. I was well aware that I had been using it as an unhealthy coping mechanism and made a point to only drink occasionally and never when I was spiraling. With all these changes in place, I could feel my confidence growing and I was questioning myself less and less every day. I was learning how to be myself and not care about what I should or should not do or say. I wanted to live my life how I wanted to live it. The opinions of others be damned.   
I was content for the most part. However, I would be lying if I said my mind didn’t wander to thoughts of Dieter at least a few times a week. I just couldn’t fully get him out of my head. I could still feel his magnetic pull calling to me, wherever he was. 
It was a Wednesday, and I was sitting on my couch when thoughts of him started again. I finally broke and checked his Instagram account. The last few posts from three weeks ago were shots of him filming in some exotic location for the movie role he had landed. It was all behind the scenes stuff with his cast mates. It was hard to not feel a twinge of jealousy at the sight of him with the pretty blonde that was starring in the movie with him. She was next to him in every group picture, touching him in some way. I can’t say I blamed her for trying. 
I decided to google his name to see if any news articles came up. There was a new post from TMZ that had paparazzi pictures taken in LA dated yesterday. I felt my chest tighten knowing he was in the same city as me. I often wondered what would happen if I randomly ran into him in town. It would always cause that familiar panicky feeling to bubble up in my chest. I wasn’t sure how I would react if that happened. I did feel bad for not reaching out to him like he asked. Would he even acknowledge me if he saw me out? Then again, we had made it this long without ever running into each other, so I doubted it would happen. Fate of course, always had her own plans. 
While I was sitting, continuing to scroll through news articles, Lauren walked in the front door. I had been expecting her because we had planned to grab lunch. I must have had a look like I had just gotten caught stealing from the cookie jar because she froze, giving me a suspicious look. 
“What?” I said innocently.
“What were you doing? You look guilty of something.”      
“No, I was just catching up on today's news.”   
“Today’s Dieter news?”
“Absolutely not. I don’t want to know what he is doing.”
“Let me see your phone then.”
She stuck her hand out in front of me. I knitted my brows together and told her no, giving her a pestilent look as I tucked it under me. She laughed.
“Yeah, that doesn’t make it obvious. I’m not stupid. I know you must be checking up on him. I would be. Actually… I do. Often. You know he’s back in LA? Filming wrapped on that movie he was working on.” 
“That’s great. I don’t care. I told you; I’m moving on and I don’t need a man to muddle things up right now. I’ve been doing great without one.” 
“Mmmhmm. Right. Anyway, are you ready to go because I’m starving?”
“Yeah, just let me grab my shoes and bag.”
We headed to a small cafe not far away and had a light lunch. Afterwards, Lauren wanted to stop in at her favorite smoothie shop for “desert” as she called it. It was ridiculously busy, but I humored her. We put in our order, grabbed some napkins and straws, and went to sit in one of the small booths in the back corner to wait. I sensed him before I saw him. Lauren immediately noticed my change in demeanor as my head shot up, looking around the front entrance. 
“What’s wrong?” she said with a concerned look.
“Nothing…I-I…”
I became motionless as soon as I saw his side profile. He was looking at the menu on the wall across from the counter. He briefly stilled too, suddenly looking around, not noticing me sliding down in my seat. 
“Fuck, fuck, fuck… change seats with me,” I whisper yelled at her. 
“What is going on?” she said unnecessarily loudly. 
“He’s here. By the menu on the wall.”
Her head snapped around to stare in his direction. I picked up a straw and threw it at her. 
“Stop it!”
She quickly turned back to see my panicked expression. She looked torn on what to do. 
“Change seats with me, but don’t be obvious. Go get another straw or something.”
She got up very stiffly with wide eyes and walked to the straw and napkin station while I tried to be low key about switching seats, putting my back toward him. I turned my head slightly to watch Lauren. She was very blatantly staring at him as she walked back, not noticing the chair in front of her. She walked into it causing it to screech across the floor as she caught herself from falling on it. It got quiet and every head in the establishment turned to look at her, including Dieter’s. She gave a small laugh and made an “oops” face as she continued walking. I buried my face in my hands, sinking lower in the seat, desperately trying to not draw attention to myself. She took a long route back to our table, looking mortified as she sat back down in my previous spot and mouthed a “sorry” toward me. I just shook my head at her.
“I’ve got to get out of here, let me know when he’s ordering, and I’ll leave.”
“Really? You’re not going to talk to him?”
“Nope and don’t argue with me about it. I can’t deal with that right now.”
For the first time in months, I felt like I was about to have a full blown panic attack. I could feel my heart racing and my breathing was becoming shallow. Lauren could actually see the panic on my face. 
“Ok. Yeah, just go to the car. I’ll meet you there with our drinks.”
After several minutes of him waiting in line, he finally made it to the register. Lauren gave me the signal. I took a deep breath, kept my head down, and got up to move toward the door. I tried to move calmly so I didn’t bring attention to myself. After I exited the building, I stopped briefly, thinking that I had left my phone. I quickly found it in my purse, walked until I was out of view from the shop, then took off into a jog to where the car was parked on the side of the street.
I got in the car and sat down, trying to steady my breathing. I suddenly noticed movement in the direction I came from. Dieter was standing on the sidewalk in front of the shop, looking in my general direction. Shit, did he see me? I scooted down in the seat. He looked around for a minute, excitement quickly turning to defeat when he didn’t find his target. His shoulders and head dropped as he turned to walk back inside, bumping into Lauren as she exited the building, nearly making her drop the drinks. She stared up at him in shock while he was clearly apologizing to her. I could see her nod and mouth “no problem” toward him. She continued to stare at him as she walked away. He went back inside, none the wiser as to who he had just bumped into. Her eyes were wide as she picked up speed in her walk. She handed me the drinks through the window, then got into the passenger side. 
“That was fucking crazy. Also, he is taller than I expected and lot hotter in person.” 
Her eyes were still wide as she spoke. 
“What was he doing?”
“I think he saw you through the window. He turned around when he finished ordering and just took off out the door.”
“Fucking hell. I can’t believe that just happened.” 
I put my head down on the steering wheel and closed my eyes, willing my breathing and heart to slow down. 
I settled back into my seat once I had calmed down some. Started the car and headed back toward my house. We didn’t speak the entire way. By the way Lauren kept glancing over at me, I think she was fully expecting a meltdown, but I kept it together. 
When we walked inside, I sat on the couch, leaning back with the palms of my hands over my eyes.
“Ok, hear me out.”
I peeked at her through my fingers. 
“I think you should DM him.” 
I started shaking my head from side to side as I slammed my hands down to my sides on the couch. 
“Clearly, he wants to see you again. There is no denying that man was on a mission.”
“You don’t understand. I don’t know what that was that happened in New York, but it was too much. I can’t and don’t want to deal with man drama right now. I’ve been doing great. I don’t want to ruin it by getting emotionally screwed over by another guy.”
“You don’t know that he is going to screw you over.”
I gave her a look of disbelief.
“He’s famous, he travels all the time, and constantly has women fawning over him. He even admitted he was emotionally fucked up in a roundabout way. Why in the hell would I want to deal with that? It’s going to take more than a perfectly chiseled face and hot body to make me want to get mixed up in that.”
She rolled her eyes at me while she gathered up her things to leave. 
“Look, just think about it, ok? Clearly ‘the powers that be’ keep throwing you guys together for a reason. Maybe it’s a sign.” 
She shrugged, then walked toward the front door to leave without saying another word. 
I sat there running through every possible scenario of how things could go if I did reach out to him. Most of them were not good. I sighed as I thought about our last night together. That brief moment when he let the walls down and looked like a broken man who had found his deliverance from whatever it was that haunted him. Did I want to risk losing myself to someone else again? Because I felt like that's what would happen. I knew he would consume everything I had left, and I would let him.   
I shook my head, pushing those thoughts away. I jumped up, deciding I needed a distraction. I changed clothes and jumped on the treadmill for a run. I didn’t give Dieter another thought for the rest of the day. Next Chapter
A/N: I hope this makes up for the cliffy at the end of last chapter. Don't worry, the 'powers that be' do in fact have plans for these two. Just remember that as we work through their shit. 😊
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jumping-joey1104 · 1 year ago
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I write so much for Sreepypasta I have to do something for Slenderverse. Gotta reign in both fandoms to my hell-site of a blog SO
Slenderverse Crack Headcanons
(Includes EverymanHybrid, Mlandersen0, TribeTwelve, and Marble Hornets)
EverymanHybrid
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Evan is the kind of guy to use any nearby container to fill with energy drinks
Dude has definitely used an empty bleach bottle to fill with a cursed concoction of Monsters and Red-Bull
Only drinks the lo-carb monster because "it's healthier"
Vinny would've been a twitch streamer if EverymanHybrid took place nowadays
The closest person I could compare with how he acts on stream is Philza
Has gotten doxxed like 3 times now but he does not care
Jeff would stream with Vincent but only plays minecraft, and is ten times better at it than anyone else
Probably has a discord server and for some reason he made Evan admin and now everyone calls him senpai
He knows what it means and hates it, He has a separate channel to put Evan and his associates by crime in and locks them in there
Alex is the one that started it all
MLAndersen0
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Nobody knows where Michael got his ugly ass curtains, and he refuses to say where he go a sheet of pure denim fabric
He would have so many fidget toys, he just likes the little clicks, and yes he would throw them at Shaun like a latina mother and her chanclas
For some reason this man can make a mean drink, coffee, alcohol, hell even koolaid. You ask him for a drink he's bringing you a margarita
Shaun would play Call of Duty, all of the games. He plays them
Goes into extensive research on what slurs he can reclaim so he could bully kids online with a good conscience
"What slurs can I reclaim if my brother is a psychopath?" And Stormy just looks at him with fear
Speaking of Stormy she can outdrink both men, one time Michael dared them to take a shot of 99 proof and she took three
She quotes vines all the time, regularly asks Michael "Where's the B" and he doesn't understand at all
Shaun understands her and they quote vines together while Michael cries in confusion
Eric Cyberbullies Micheal with pictures of cups dangerously close to the edge of a surface
Tribetwelve
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Noah has gone three days without sleep, slams down a sugar-free redbull and passed out in his kitchen before and blames the collective
Dude was a huge party guy in Highschool but always ended up sitting in a corner petting the dog at the party
This raggedy ass man loves the resident evil movies and says their peak cinematography, refuses to take any other suggestions
Kevin is peak stoner mode, and has tricked Noah into eating edibles before. By tricked I mean he left them out and Noah ate half of them before he was caught
Dude is the WORST tripsitter btw, he's the type of guy that would smoke a blunt and go "Do you think god loves us" before putting on a horror movie
Dude can handle marijuana perfectly but can only drink one cup of alcohol before getting black out, absolute lightweight
Milo has watched so much anime, so much. He has at least eleven shirts revolving around Sailor Moon and Beserk.
He's never watched Beserk he just likes the art, Noah and Kevin refuse to tell him what it is. They just wait until he finds out.
Probably the best at drawing out of all of them, he just has the gift of art and abuses it. His journal has a ton of different doodles
All three suck at Mario Kart but still play it together, yes it ends up with Kevin and Noah fighting while Milo wins the race
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Tim is so tired of everyone, all the time. If given the choice he will mentally destroy everyone but Brian says no.
Definitely can quote all of Hamilton and says he would play Aaron Burr just so because he knows all his lines. He's a silent theater nerd
Brian is a loud theater nerd, one time he yelled at Alex "You see the stage to your left? Keep walking till you hit a wall."
Whenever he comes to practice with Tim he'll have two of the same drinks so he can give one to Tim.
Jay is so dumb, bless his soul. He forgets words and just randomly replaces them to the men's horror. "I wanted to have eggs for breakfast but I couldn't find my Skittle"
Tim and Alex are the only ones that understand him, but Alex makes fun of him "You mean skillet?"
Alex get picked on so much by them, Tim calls him cringe and he'll cry in the bathroom for 15 minutes before saying a comeback
He is for sure one of the most sarcastic jerk you would ever meet even if he tried to be nice
Poor Jessica is just standing there the whole time, she's the single mother of three sons and she knows it.
Both her and Amy are so tired of trying to keep the men from getting arrested when they're recording
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tweedledumandtweedlebum · 11 months ago
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Could be reaching but…
Didn’t one of the articles quote from an inside source that Max was leaving indefinitely? Indefinitely meaning for an unspecified amount of time. Could be slightly Linda Henryesque where he will be coming back but they just don’t know when yet. I’d they did axe him because of his mh, behaviour, whatever (I really don’t like to speculate) they could be giving him time to ‘sort himself out’ before returning?
I haven't got the foggiest idea, darling. I don't like to speculate either, but I just can't help it after all that's happened. I, too, would like to believe that this is a twisted way to give Max an extended leave, but I very much doubt it for two main reasons:
1 - the way EE handled the news was disgusting, what with them blaming it all on Max and his behaviour OFF SET (when other actors are still employed after much worse offences). If the break were consensual and the plan was for him to return at some point, I'm quite sure the PR team would have come up with a less hurtful explanation (I know, it was The Sun, but I'm convinced they were fed by somebody inside EE with CC's permission). So... no, I reckon this isn't them being nice to Max giving him time to sort himself out. He isn't coming back (*cries like a baby*).
2 - Ben and Callum have had an incredibile growth both individually and as a couple. They are in a good place right now, meaning soap producers and writers simply don't know what to do with them plot-wise. The depiction of the rest of their life together I have described in a previous post can't happen in a soap IMHO, because - let's be honest - we're not talking about Dickens here, those writers don't have the skills or the time to write them in a way that is wholesome, true to character AND interesting for the general audience. It's always about the drama - violence, dirty secrets, cheating, crime, fighting, teenage pregnancies, conspiracies... the unhealthier the better. The only unhealthy thing in Ballum's life at the moment is Jay with PR. Callum and Ben are learning how to deal with their issues instead of reacting impulsively and their connection is the strongest it's ever been. See? Nothing juicy to narrate here...
You know, after the rape, it was clear they were planning a "reset" for Ben, and I was thrilled to see where it was going. I was silly enough to think it would be something entertaining and educational to watch at the same time. Don't get me wrong, I absolutely loved bad boy Ben Mitchell, he is a splendid specimen of Byronic hero. I was just curious to find out how they would shape a reformed, healing troubled soul. Max would have rocked that as usual. How naive of me!
So, in my head, the meeting went like this. The bosses discussed the future of Ben with Max, informing him that Ballum would take seveal steps back, with either him or possibly Callum cheating, or Ben going back to being an unreliable dad to Lexi, or resorting to crime again, or some other nonsense utterly inconsistent with their recent development. Max protested just like John Krasinski did when "The Office" producers wanted Jim to cheat on Pam (which he would never do) because Max cares about Ballum. And the rest is history.
I am ROMANTICISING this, obviously. We'll never know what actually happened. But you'll see a devastating, hastily written exit story soon enough.
I won't be there.
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