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kaido and nendo casually watching saiki freak out over his crush and barely reacting or caring about why is so funny to me
#now the question is why do they barely react#as far as we know they never see him like this lmfao#theory hes just a fucking liar and does stupid shit like this all the time and just doesnt show us (/joking)#i'll never get over this nonreaction#more likely reason is just because nobody can fucking decipher his emotions LMAO#thats partly canon for their other classmates (that hes the quiet kid who nobody can tell what hes thinking)#so it makes sense that even his friends would be like ok idk i dont get it#i think later in the manga when they know him a bit better his friends can decipher his emotions a little better#so theyd probably react a little more lol#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#nendo riki#kaido shun#meows post
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Perhaps even,,, pink LaughingStock,,,,? 👀👀👀
ough....yeab....
#in my mind they're barely even dancing theyre basically just Standing There#both cause every time they try to actually dance howdy trips the both of them#hes got too many legs for such close proximity action...#also they get too caught up in Talking methinks#theyre just standing in the middle of the dance floor chatting away. cracking jokes. being Soft.#or rather barnaby keeps being Funny bc howdy keeps laughing and its really cute and he cant stop bc then howdy would stop-#ohhhhhhghhhh im unwell Im Unwell#scribble garnish#laughingstock#welcome home#howdy x barnaby#barnaby x howdy#it took so many sketches and several hours to get to this#and its the simplest fucking slow dance pose ever lmfao#i couldnt make anything else work!!!#and i even cropped this bc the full was Not Great#i wanted them to be like.... visibly going in opposite directions?? like turning in a circle yk yk#i need to practice more#THIS GOT SO OUT OF HAND IMMEDIATELY THOUGH#i saw 'pink laughingstock' and blacked out#i instantly resigned myself to fully lining and coloring#didnt shade tho! held back on that thank fuck!!!#kept periodically making dying animal noises while sketching#the serotonin they bring me is too much. i cant handle it#who will win: my brain's chemical imbalance or Two Gay Puppets#hint: not the imbalance#anyway im gonna go stare at a wall and feel Choked Up from the emotions i have over them
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#I'm sorry I'm behind on asks I feel like it never fucking ends#can't talk to family about it. they worry too much. cant talk to friends about it. they just start giving unwarranted (well meaning) advice#and plus they basically live with me atp with how often they're over helping me fuck do I do?? bother them more??#dude it's embaressing even if it's not chronic shit it's just unlucky shit like how u gonna have an allergic reaction & then seizure same d#idk about therapy therapists scare me. it's not a therapy issue though I'm just tired and in pain all the fucking time#one more person says “same omg” or “well have you tried-” i will start cutting peoples throat and eating their livers#you do NOT know what it's like having to write your own will before 30 like this shit aint right shit aint fair#makes me petty and shit too people who are healthy like can you just fucking suffer why do you get that freedom but not me#it just never ends#like I really fucking hate it when people say “oh you have so much to live for” because no I don't#Not so sound like a right winger gosh dang god fearer but like deadass people focus so heavily on “mental health!!” they don't#realize even if you feel better and get therapy or shit that's not gonna be realistically helpful for anything physical going on in sm#it's a cycle even if you manage 1 thing - the medications cause a 2nd thing#and that's alongside all the OTHER things you take medications for which cause all those other things#it's like multiplying and makes your body slowly deplete but like never quite die. like I know realistically I can just die anyday#and yeah it is getting worse but it's no different because it's not about that#when you're sick it's not just “OMG DYING!!!” it's like. everything else in your life dies.#you can't cook for yourself. you can't clean. you can't move. you can't hang out with people anymore. you can barely work LMFAO.#I'm REALLY close to quitting it's not even funny lmao. cant put clothes on without struggling.#do people not know it's. physically impossible. to even eat sometimes. just vomit it all up or seize.#yeah it does make me petty#rant
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rewatching LoK, i'm being reminded how much I dislike the.... the brothers, mako and bolin, yanno? they're such underwhelming characters on basically every level. it'd almost be impressive if they weren't in every episode and didn't annoy me so much ugh
#bean talking into the void#also this show in general is very flawed lol#cool things about it but the choice to structure it more like a#prestige tv show#as in each season follows One Story#is... i wouldn't say it was a bad choice but i feel like you can see the growing pains#switching over from the episodic structure of ATLA#s1 while flawed is solid#it knows what it's trying to do even if it doesn't always stick the landing#season two feels like a season-long filler episode LMFAO#which is hilarious because a lot of world-building stuff happens#but tonally it's all over the place#serious political plots interspersed with the B Plot following Tenzin and his family#on vacation???#so fucking random#but anyway back to roasting the brothers#i find bolin just annoying in general his brand of comedy totally doesn't work for me#but at least he has like#a personality that's consistent#mako is sooooooo blah#the writers have no idea what to do with him and he comes across as having a strikingly boring personality#with no defining traits other than being wishy washy (and a boot licker)#it FEELS like he was meant to remind viewers of Zuko#at least in appearance if nothing else#another broody pretty boy to latch onto#but he has literally nothing interesting to actually get invested in#sure he's got his tragic backstory and he's the 'older brother who took care of his younger brother after their parents died' boo hoo#but that's all just exposition and it's barely shown in a way that feels illustrative or emotional in any way that matters#(other than him comforting bolin in s1 after he KISSES THE GIRL HE KNEW BOLIN HAD A CRUSH ON lmfaoooooo)#(what a good big brother lmfao)
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if I had a nickel for every time a media series featuring “the arcane” in some capacity severely disappointed me with a decline in writing & characterization choices, I would have two nickels. Which is not a lot but it’s weird it happened twice.
#yes this is about arcane and the arcana lmao#rambling#maybe act 3 will put a bandaid on some of the shit I’m mad about but not all of it#why did Cait get a redemption arc so soon when we didn’t even SEE her at her worst really ???!?#what was the fucking point of it then??????#the pacing is awful#the story is bloated and there’s no room to breathe#Mel getting yet again a shitty C plot where she’s barely on screen and when she IS we don’t even get to stay with her for the hardest moment#LET ME SEE HER EMOTE. LET ME SEE HER FALL APART.#SO WHEN SHE COMES BACK SWINGING ITLL POP MORE#these are BASIC storytelling principles#god. GOD!!!#we get shitty boxing. we get shitty second seasons. we get shitty movie musicals. LMFAO#arcane spoilers
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I could be wrong, but I was in the fandom like a decade ago and the rumors at the time suggested she left because a lot of people were sending her hate mail about how much they didn't like her character 😞
every woman who was on tv in the 2010s deserves fucking reparations because what the hell
#HER CHARACTER WASNT EVEN THAT BAD??? WHY ARE WE SENDING HATE MAIL ABOUT ALLISON WHEN MALIA IS RIGHT THERE#or literally any annoying fucking male character for that matter. where was this energy with jackson. lmfao#god. like what even was there to hate about allison genuinely she was barely a character after she stopped dating scott#im biased obv bc i liked her but what was WRONG with these people#asks
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Dear Brother!Astrid, upon discovering that not one, but two tiny red-haired zealots from the Cheydinhal sector, who are trapped in a past which she no longer observes, have shown up in her Sanctuary and are about to upend everything she's built: I need these guys to be dead, like, immediately
#dear brother attached youll find my musings#astrid skyrim#god the skyrim portions are dear brother are gonna be stupid as hell im so excited BUT I HAVENT EVEN MADE IT TO CANON OBLIVION YET#IM ONLY ON CH5 LMFAO#its so funny to me how similar cicero and zath are but zath just. barely tolerates him.#'this is the most annoying imperial ive met. hes also the only one in this void-forsaken sanctuary who will pray with me 😑'#cicero meanwhile is like 'THANK SITHIS YOURE THE FIRST NORMAL FAMILY MEMBER IVE MET'#and astrid looking between them already plotting how to get them the fuck out of here
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Im pretty sure I scheduled a post for today but somehow— i can’t find it back LMAO
#did i chicken out last minute#or did my barely functioning brain forgot#or did i misclick and didnt even send it#LMFAO#fuck it i’ll post it tonight and if its a repost fuck that too#gummmyspeaks
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home from work
#if I speak…#one of the girls walked out yesterday#the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already#they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time#micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts)#and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him#bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can#so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO#anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need#it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning#and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today#we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao#and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before#we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day#we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left#it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo#*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having#to wait a long time for their food#and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO#I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take#stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess#I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every#night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had#nothing to make the wraps with <3#I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap#and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used#they’re a fucking disaster like 😭#was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess#this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up#womp womp!!!!!!
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why is uber so goddamn expensive i hate living in this unwalkable ass town wdym i have to walk 6 miles just to turn in my fucking paperwork
#brother PLEASE my ankle cannot handle it i can barely work 8 hours oh my feet without it fucking giving out 😭 EVEN WITH THE STUPID BRACE#i tripped last time i left the house too lmfao absolutely fucked my shit up bc my ankle is fucking useless#whatever im drinking now
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my abdomen is sore today and i just know it's gotta be from me moving around trying to decorate and shit but 'TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY BITCH like ain't nobody else here to put this damn christmas tree up
#rambles.#i haven't even actually put the ornaments on yet lmfao#i put the tree itself and other little things up the other night and then puts lights on it the next day#but after that i was like hashtag done so i hope i can finish it tonight or smth#i hate healing from surgery why can't i just be invincible#i've been taking it pretty easy like i'm supposed to and my tree and stuff isn't even that big but DAMN#i fucking cried on the drive home from the hospital two weeks ago because i was so pissed off that i couldn't just do everything myself#my mom thought i was in pain or just emotional about surgery#but i was like no i can barely catch my breath or get enough energy to speak or move properly and i'm MAD#YOU HAVE TO HELP ME GET OUT OF THE CAR LIKE I'M AN OLD LADY THIS IS INFURIATING#breaking news: local girl enraged by fragility of the human body 1 hour after having organ removed
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I'll say it as many times as it needs to be said. There is absolutely miniscule actual harm that comes from engaging with Harry Potter in 2024. JK Rowling does not need money. Anything sent her way is less than a rounding error. And the book series was literally EVERYWHERE in the 90s and 2000s. Like it or not, it DID impact a whole generation of people - pretending that never happened is completely absurd, if not outright irresponsible. It happened. It's just a fact. Harry Potter is mainstream. There is nothing that can be done to 'promote' it. It's already there.
What all this obsession with HP on tumblr is about? An easy way to smugly define Good People from Bad People. Because if you *really* cared about trans people enough, you'd hate everything associated with Harry Potter. Regardless of how much you adored it when you were 8 and went to Harry Potter parties with your family all dressed up quoting book lines at one another in your most precious childhood memories because for once your special interest actually aligned with the people closest to you. No, all those positive associations should have been deleted instantly. If you *cared enough*, it would just *happen*.
Which is why a whole slew of people who previously had earnestly reblogged posts about Moral OCD and how bad tumblr can be about it were suddenly cackling about how buying Hogwarts Legacy was comparable to *refusing to throw The One Ring into Mordor, starting a war that would kill millions.* And how donating to a pro-trans charity (an act that would have VASTLY more impact than aforementioned rounding error) is comparable to 'donating to a pro-elf charity' in the wake of that.
Because tumblr doesn't actually give a shit about autistics or OCD sufferers. When we complain about stuff that they also dislike, they proudly reblog that and rage in the notes about how selfish and cruel and Individualist those other people on tumblr are!!! But the *second* they get to paint themselves as the ones with '''''good thoughts and feelings'''''' they take it, and make up posts about how HP likers 'believe they're the main character and everything should revolve around them.'
Is it actually about whether something causes harm? Or is it about dividing the world into Inherently Good People and Inherently Bad People? Is it actually about doing real good for the community and making the world a better place? Or is it about shaming people with the Wrong Emotions until they fucking hate themselves and spend hours upon hours ruminating on end trying to change themselves because their inability to let go of positive Harry Potter feelings is OBVIOUSLY evidence of a truly inescapably evil and cruel and wretched identity that the world would be better off without?
Which is it, actually? When it actually feels a little bit good to feel like you're on the Right Side of all of this, for once?
#cant fucking believe im doing this to myself on the day before his birthday#im gonna have to stay up til 12:30 tonight#if im STILL obsessing over this shit then Im gonna start demanding recompense#dont donate to ocd charities (do they even exist lmfao) just give $20 to someone w ocd every time you make a Stern Post abt hp '''promoters#..#hp for ts#god no fucking offence but this all is the ACTUALLY terminally online bullshit#do you know the library I work at has Harry Potter posters/displays etc. up???#stocks plenty of 'wizarding world crochet' books and the like???#99.999% of the world barely knows what jkr is doing#and the rest just think 'wow she's awful' (or whatever else) and dont connect that to hp at all#its only on certain internet spaces that this 'engage with HP = immediate and inescapable corruption by the devil' mentality exists#hell even the idea that anyone with something HP related is trying to signal terfism or whatever#i dont doubt that some ppl TRY that but. it doesnt work lmfao.#not once has my aunt thought 'oh I better remove my Hermione keychain or someone will think I hate trans people'#that is literally terminally online brainrot!!! real people do not think that way!!!!!!!!!!!!
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turns out i will never make more than ten dollars an hour in my life actually 🙂🙃
#um. what the fuck#now is this heavily heavily on me for forgetting to ask the starting pay more than once yes#but also. how is that even alloweddddd what r we doing#the job is so chill too like i was locked in rlly#just organizing movies and stuff. yuh. i should be making at least 15/hr tho like come on dude that’s bare bare bare bare bones fucking#minimum. or hell give me the 14#.50 the one job was offering before they flaked or were a scam actually idk i never got closure#and it’s like well awesome! at least it’s income! and i am TECHNICALLY employed#there are student jobs that pay more though#like truly except for that one day at that one job i have never made more than 10/hr. so basically#the world wants me to kill myself it seems bc i’m never gonna want a profitable fucking job lmfao#abby talks
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*crawling from debris bloody and breathless with tears in my eyes* hrrngh. my. my assignments. they are completed
#IM FUCKING DONE#I BARELY DID ANYTHING TODAY TBH BC WE'D BASICALLY DONE THE GROUP PROJECT#BUT STILL EVEN JUST THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN ASSIGNMENT IS ENOUGH TO DAMPEN THE MOOD#FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU#BUT IM FREE NOW#FOR A FEW WEEKS AND THEN IT'S SUMMER EXAM SEASON BUT WHO CARES#WRITING TIME BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#gonna do a little to-do list here:#1. taob ch42#2. TAMS PLOT OUTLINE (fun thing about tams is while literally ALL of my other wips are outlined basically minute-by-minute#like the level of detail i put into the outline before even writing a single sentence is INSANE#tams just doesnt have an outline. ive just got bullet points of Main Scenes that are happening so i at least know plot twists#and things like that#but everything in-between is just me freestyling lmfao#BUT ive recently had some superrrr good plot ideas so i think im gonna properly do her outline now#bc tams is turning out wayyyyy better than anticipated like it intially was a fun little passion project#but now it's like 'oh shit you could Be Something'.#ANYWAY)#3. tams ch5 and respond to ch4 comments/asks#FUN :))))#taob is the only one i TECHNICALLY need done by the end of march but it's nice having 'deadlines' for things i actually enjoy#also my flatmate's OLD flatmate (V) who i saw a lot last year bc i basically just invaded their flat every single day#like i was there ALL THE TIME their flat was the main base of operations#so even though V was just 'my friend's flatmate' he still became my friend on his own and joined our pres a lot etc etc#and his girlfriend visits from the next city over a lot and she's genuinely the loml i really like her#but obvs since they all moved out of that flat for second year i literally HAVENT SEEN V OR HIS GIRLFRIEND SINCE#BUT THEYRE COMING TO OURS FOR SOME DRINKS TONIGHT <333 we're literally just gonna catch up and play wii#and today is also my friend's bday so tomorrow our main group is going for bottomless brunch#AND i decided to be the bigger person with the other flatmate that i fell out with#so we're both fine again now and it's lifted more of a weight off me than i realised <3
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hi everyone i’m still alive just fucking going through it in every conceivable way lol
#tbd //#i have never been the best at making financial decisions but i’m really in the fucking pit now because of school#because i love in america!!! freedom!!! to be in fucking debt#i haven’t been eating much lately either because i’m trying to save money kehwnsgwnsv so i have no energy for anything except going to clas#& barely even fucking that lmfao#anyways that’s it i just wanted to complain lol idk when i’ll be here again but hopefully soon ❤️🩹
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i’ve cried so much over media lately.
have one day as your appetiser, all of us strangers as main and then, the absolute cherry-on-top of sobbing, fellow travelers as a dessert.
#i cry quite easily but man. if you would have seen me at the end of these#ESPECIALLY fellow travelers lmfao my face was swollen#barely saw out of my eyes#i have a pic but it’s going with me to my grave#for some odd reason i love fucking sobbing my eyes out. makes me feel alive even though i’m dead inside at the same time#kat shitposts
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