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#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of āfeatherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her tooā but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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for some reason I've only very recently realized that many of the smart, thoughtful people I know are forming their opinions on the basis of nothing but vibes. no fact checking, no data, just whatever feels right given their particular ideological leanings. had someone today express surprise when I told her that no, the majority of Taiwanese people did not in fact support unification with China. she presumably just heard this at PSL or something and decided it sounded good without ever checking. now I appreciate that I am the guy from the average familiarity xkcd when it comes to cross-strait politics, but I generally think it is bad practice to form opinions about geopolitics without doing the minimum legwork to figure out if your geopolitical intuitions are true. like at least check before you decide that the only reason Taiwanese people haven't returned to the embrace of the motherland is American imperialism!
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I donāt usually do discourse on this blog but that last reblog hit the nail on the head. Reader interaction is at an all time low for fic authors and whilst Iām eternally grateful for any and all kudos and comments that I do receive, I feel as if in the past couple of years thereās been this weird migration of comments - theyāve left ao3 and theyāre on tiktok instead. So, rather than people leaving comments on my fics, they leave their comments on the videos of people reccing my fics. I see tiktoks about my fics and theyāll have double, triple the number of comments that the fic itself has. Itās so lovely that people are talking about my writing, but itās just a very strange phenomenon and a very odd feeling when you have a fic that you assume wasnāt overly well received because it has hardly any comments on ao3, but then you see a tiktok full of comments with people saying that itās their favourite fic.
And Iām going to say something potentially controversial here but not ONCE have I seen a tiktok creator, whose content relies solely on other peopleās fics, say anything along the lines of āleave the author a comment if you enjoy the rec.ā Literally never ever seen this. And I think thatās a real shame.
#itās so nice to see videos of people enjoying my stories#but if you as a reader are not leaving feedback for the author on that authorās own platform#then what are we doing here#fanfic authors are not content machines#the discord server bit is also very true#itās all just very strange and itās difficult to talk about it without coming off as ungrateful#if youāre a tiktok creator or even a tumblr or twitter account#and your entire thing is reccing other peopleās work#and talking about other peopleās work#then I genuinely believe you have a responsibility to encourage your followers to AT THE VERY LEAST leave kudos on the fic youāre reccing
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I was just thinking about the fact that in so many Merlin fics, Merlin keeps being an healer/doctor/medic, which makes sense, since thatās how he started his life, by helping people however he could, but now consider this:
Merlin, who has lived so long and more than probably witnessed the deaths of thousands, even of those he loved, cherished and respected. So what if a millennia of life completely flipped his view on what it means to heal and study medicine. What if after all Merlin saw, everything that happened had the opposite effect on him, which means that he stopped trying and left the job to someone else.
Merlin still helps, surely, in the end, itās in his nature as human, but we can already see how he changed, even only after ten years of being in Camelot and witnessing death after death.
What if he despaired because disease spread and not even his magic could help it, what if his magic decided that humans had to live with their own course of actions and so his magic simply refused to help them, which got Merlin just angry at the prospect of doing this for so many years.
But now take into consideration when Arthur returns:
I believe Arthur would be the healer/doctor/medic this time around.
He would be eager to help everyone he can, because thatās also in his nature, but since he canāt do it anymore in the way he once did, he has to find another path for him, a path that would make him heal too, heal from all the times he killed, instead of helping someone in danger.
Arthur lived a life of death even before Merlin could start to think about killing someone.
Arthur had his hands smeared with blood since he was a child. Being Utherās son was automatically, in both magical people and peasantsā perspective, who lived under Utherās tyranny, a sin and a guilt, even before Arthur could pick up a sword.
He did not just kill sorcerers, but he was raised with a mind of a killer of justice. To defend his kingdom, his father, his counsellors, his court and his people no matter what he felt regarding it, was and had always been his main duty.
He was trapped in a murderous cycle, literally, where he couldnāt do anything but raise himself to believe that the only way to help people was to kill them.
On one side, we have a man who spent his life helping people and who got tired of death, and on the other side, we got another man who spent it killing people and still got tired of death.
But to Arthur and Merlin it happened in different ways.
Where Merlin left the responsibility to someone else, Arthur decided to take that responsibility himself, in the hope that maybe, one day, he could bring back to life all those he had condemned for the simple act of living as themselves.
#this is just to say that to read an au with arthur as a doctor would be very great#heās usually a ceo or someone with a certain amount of power which absolutely makes sense#especially if the fics are not canon compliant#but it would be great to navigate the idea of arthur still being himself of course#but trying to be better#and all of this by merlinās side#me thinks it would be very neat#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur#merlin fanfic#also because sometimes it happened to me to read of arthur coming back and becoming a cop#because thatās apparently the most similar job#which if we are watching merlin under a cop propaganda show#also makes sense#but if we are reading fics also under a reality perspective#it would mean that arthur is still part of that failed system that brings death upon people instead of life#so it would make more sense for him to be in the medicine field instead of a cop who is part of a system that cannot be changed#if not dismantled from its root and defunded#which now that I think about it would also make sense for arthur#usually in fics merlin is the activist or the one who goes against authority#true very true#but what if arthur slowly changes his mind and decides to take part in that too#in a life full of real justice instead of a pretend one#where he can actually truly help people like he wishes to do#and this is also just my way of saying āhow cool it would be to have a merthur fic with arthur either as a paediatrician or a veterinarianā#ao3
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Get Their Ass.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jin ling#jin chan#Yeah that's right. This guy is a named character. All those nameless disciples in the yi city arc and *this* guy gets a name.#Jin ling finally gets his much needed outfit upgrade! Rest in peace double straps.#I adore how we get to keep learning about Jin Ling and peeling back the layers on him...It's also so sad to see him so alone and friendless#especially knowing he really was starting to build peer friendships in the yi city arc...#Jin ling really is one of my top 5 characters in MDZS and its absolutely in part because of how you can *see* how he ended up this way#and we watch him learn and grow! He's doing what most adults refuse to do: Consider that his opinions are skewed and need to change.#You are NOT immune to propaganda and I adore characters who reflect and struggle with that!#Just because someone with assumed authority says something that fits into what you want to be true does not make it true B*/#In this series about rumours and warped perspectives - Jin Ling is a great example of how hard you have to work for the truth#+1 points of friendship with jin ling: He will self correct himself if he says a slur now
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Hey, did you know about the dub GabaLeth (YouTube) just posted of your comic Eternal? They give credit and links to your Tumblr but I want to make sure they actually have permission.
Hereās the link: https://youtu.be/pHZsvsvcXuM?si=i-ln30J3q6Z1EaPL
yep! gabaleth and I actually have an agreement in terms of compensation for their dubs of my comics, since they're a monetized channel, which is above and beyond what most other dubbers and reposters have offered me. They've done multiple of my comics in the past and they're generally really good about credit and compensation!
#i honestly didnt think they would ever do eternal tho purely because it's so fucking long. lmfao#i do like to read the comments on those videos sometimes purely because its funny to me when commenters are an extra level of divorced from#me as the author. and youtube comments is truly home to some of the stupidest people alive#but also there's a guy in there who says i should get to write an entire official series about botw/totk which. so true i should#asks
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
Iām doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts Iām spinning in the blender
ā¦..I made the moodboardā¦.
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. Itās an invitation haha#I love the fics that I canāt read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I donāt enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#itās just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isnāt about them being āhaha cute organicsā#itās āoh god. I was turned into something Iām notā#instead of teeheee theyāre fluffy#itās please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now Iām kind of stuck reading this fic because I just canāt stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror isā¦.damn. Impressive. I didnāt expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#itās not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuckā¦.I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I readā¦..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do thisā¦ā¦..#thereās a tiny chance theyāre following meā¦.if itās true then I wanna tell Iām sorry pls donāt take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic isā¦the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesnāt even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which isā¦..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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Challenging blatant misinformation on this website is such a headache lol. "Imagine blindly believing the US government/police/etc etc š¤Ŗš¤Ŗ" Babe I absolutely do not blindly believe the US gov/police on anything. You're just mad I'm not blindly believing YOU. š
#misinformation#conspiracy theories#gingerswagfreckles#yes this is about the united healthcare assasin changing clothing#but it applies to other things too#a few weeks ago someone told me homosexuality is punishable by death in Israel and when i told them that is absolutely not true#they accused me of ~defending Israel~#legit its such a thing like. you point out misinformation and people accuse you of blindly believing authorities#bc you dont blindly believe the much more reliable source of their tumblr blog filled with reblogged russian bot propaganda#damn im in a mood today. its really sinking in i guess how stupid and uninformed most ppl are i guess :/
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on today's episode of making the grishaverse make sense: trying to come up with somewhat historically plausible title for nikolai
#every time i read about monarchy in YA i want to scream on the author#pick a historical book pls pls i'm begging you#grishaverse#the grisha trilogy#tgt#nikolai lantsov#same goes for the darkling listening to petitioners in the throne room in alina's r&r vision#they are not in the middle ages by xix century the king's job mostly consisted of paperwork#she's far more likely to find him screaming inside buried under tons of reports from literally everyone#and (if we're talking russian monarchs for the sake of admitted inspiration) the tsar's aide-de-camp had special hour when everyone could#give him petition on paper to be delivered to the tsar#also ALSO#now i have an image of nikolai in my head who is listening to the master of ceremonies and muttering under his breath#the scourge of the true sea the most masterful captain the privateer king.....#and him & sasha are literally dany & jon in that scenario#someone: this is nikolai i lantsov etc etc etc#someone: and this is the darkling
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Hey hey hang on. So you know how the uniform specs in the first Harry Potter book conspicuously don't have a trouser element?
The robes aren't open jacket things like for the movie design, they're just. Robes. Scholar's gowns. Like, old school. Monastic habits. A medieval holdover, like the quill pens. They are fairly clearly closed down the front, a one-piece uniform garment.
How these interface with the school ties is never addressed. Can you imagine the cartoonish effect of bell-sleeved wizard robes, like on say Disney's Merlin, but in black, and then a collar like on a modern buttoned shirt just fucking. Sewn on there??? To give you something to tie your tie around???
And then conical hat also. Fantastic. No notes.
This never comes up wrt the physicality of being Harry Potter ofc, because firstly rowling is a boring person and secondly these were children's books. Harry is implied to sometimes not wear his school robes outside of class hours and to wear trousers under them I think, as are the Weasley boys, I wasn't really looking into this and it's been a very long time since i read these. Anyway.
But there's this gag during the Quidditch World Cup that at the time I really enjoyed. Where there's an old guy in a floral dressing gown insisting that this is Muggle clothing, he bought it in a Muggle shop, he's Blending In, and his more worldly friend is trying to explain to him that he's cross-dressing.
Which...is not even the operative issue with his outfit, it's that it's not outside clothes, but whatever. It's a pretty realistic place for a person to go trying to talk their friend around on the spot like that, and it provides a bridge to the next bit, which is the old guy insisting that he can't abide wearing trousers or underpants because it's uncomfortable and unnatural and he 'likes a nice healthy breeze round his privates.'
So canonically wizard men don't really. Wear trousers. As a rule.
Which I really enjoyed! The weirdness of this semi-closed society being so Very in-step with Britishness in so many ways, and yet also isolated enough to have gendered clothing norms six hundred years out of date. How does this work. The implications about the cultural points of contact and how elements of modernity diffuse through the society and all that.
Bowler hat.
#hoc est meum#drunk posting#harry potter#gendered clothing#people used to have so much fun with the implicit worldbuilding#even when the true answer was clearly 'author has not stopped to think about this once ever'#there was so much space for both whimsy and taking things way too seriously#you can see why the fandom was so prolific
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the thing is, the campaign set us up to ask these enormous, important questions about what's right, what the appropriate limits of power are, who gets crushed under sweeping decisions where no checks are made or even possible -- and so it's hard not to be a little frustrated that the final option the BH chose was 1) Imogen and Co. rocking up to Vasselheim with a God-eater inside her, effectively squaring off to the tune of 'you will deal with us because you have to'... and yet 2) no real underlying conviction or plan or skills or networks to draw on, just the vibe of 'y'all gotta do better, I dunno how, and what "better" means is also pretty fuzzy, but anyway it's your problem now so figure it out'
like yes obviously everyone has to figure it out. that's... the problem we started with. can you contribute any new insights into the conversation? or did you just want to break something?
#idk#when you teach narratives that don't quite work#one thing you say to students is#where is the limit of this work's imagination#what was it not willing or able to consider#or is the insight supposed to be that nothing works and it never comes together#more often it's the former than the latter#because even polemical texts don't tend to resolve all questions to ultimate universal satisfaction#so when radical texts are only rad for men or white people or able bodied people or straights#the limit of the imagination is that the author or the work just did not understand how to take their ideas to the deeper true conclusion#for one reason or another#they stopped short#and that stopping introduces inconsistencies in the insights#anyway that's how I feel about this campaign#again who knows#it's not done#but.#yeah#c3e120#campaign 3#cr thoughts#cr spoilers#cr negativity#narrative#critical role#my two cents#also what is the ludinus shoe about to drop#because boy is that overdone but probably not done yet
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Just to be clear, there is no physical evidence of Gaiman Sexually assaulting anybody. Only allegations.
I agree with the "innocent until proven guilty" mindset but like, why would 4 women (I think?) at the same time decide to accuse Gaiman of such shameful acts?
Then again, money talks and makes the world move around. So I'm on the fence about it.
Neither outcomes would surprise me. Whether we have to do with a man who tries to have sex left and right, without taking into account the woman's opinion, or with people who are after a person's fortune.
Only time will highlight the truth.
#my asks#thanks for asking!#neil gaiman#I really dont want the allegations to be true because he is a very cherished author of mine thanks to Coraline and Good omens#but if they are indeed true then I would have to separate the artist from the art. I will continue cherishing coraline-#-without caring about the writer
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my dumb brain had a dont look back prompt of Obi going hey Leia fake marry me so I can adopt all the clones and get legal case on the citizenship, and hell throw in Anakin and Padme into it and now the crack thought wont leave me alone. Like I know that legally its too chancy a concept but various fake marriage for legal nonsense are in my brain. fake relationship turning real / legal shenanigans. also that Lando 36 marriages to mess with tax nonsense so everyone in a convoluted marriage chain.
Friend, if we're talking fake marriage/legal nonsense, you're sleeping on the best one.
Shmi Skywalker hunts down Jango Fett, drags him before the nearest legal authority, names him the father of her one million children, and gets them married so she can have custody of all of them, including Boba. The entire GAR are now citizens of Naboo. So is Jango. Palpatine is having daily fights with Queen Jamillia over the legality of it all and we must have our army back. Jango is fending off assassins that are coming after his new wife, not because he likes her or appreciates her interfering in his business, but because if he lets her die it's a professional smear he will never be able to live down.
Leia, Anakin, PadmƩ, and Obi-Wan are all enraged. Jango cannot be in the Skywalker clan. He has committed Offenses against them.
Shmi is undeterred. It is his penance. She is looking after her boys.
(She and Plo work out shared custody of the 104th. Eventually.)
#this works because there is no centralized authority on Tatooine to recognize marriages except the Hutts#Shmi and Cliegg's marriage was considered valid in their local community on the basis of they said so#But neither one of them was getting married with the blessing of a Hutt#also Shmi does not care about bigamy laws#she's indifferent to Republic law except where it suits her#a true Skywalker maverick#this is my secret āShmi will marry any man to mother his childā agenda#just wait until she realizes unsupervised Jedi on away missions can be subject to local planetary law
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One of the hard parts about grad school (though I will not say the hardest part, since there are a lot of candidates for that) is realizing how little you knew before. The onslaught of information and methods and theory really does make you reflect on everything you knew before and how shallow it was.
I would go as far as to say that the end of undergrad was the height of my confidence in my own knowledge. A Bachelors makes you feel like you really know your shit by the end of it.
And then the first thing graduate school does is dismantle that feeling.
#grad school stuff#gradblr#while I am always implicitly talking about the humanities in my posts#I suspect this holds true for a whole number of fields#also now that I am far enough into the tags to be a bit controversial#it is hard not to project this feeling onto undergrads#either as a TA or when you see someone claiming authority as a āsomething majorā on social media#because I know that I didn't know nearly enough to have any expertise at that point
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Okay I've witnessed it happening enough in Queer Internet Circles that I think I can confidently say something about it.
Can we PLEASE stop picking arbitrary lgbt+ demographics out of a hat and having entire conversations about how they 'aren't actually queer' and 'taking valuable resources' for the crimes of 'some of them are cringe' or 'some of them are assholes' or 'they have a nebulous privilege over the rest of us so they're the oppressor, actually'.
Like look, some conversations are absolutely worth having. There's a lot of transmasc shitheads who latch on to toxic masculinity or seem to completely forget what it's like to navigate a world that considers you a woman, or completely fail to realize that being transgender yourself doesn't suddenly mean you don't have to examine yourself for internalized transphobia or transmisogyny. And that should be addressed, every community has its issues, no community is a monolith, no demographic is made up of entirely good smart righteous people or evil bad oppressive abusers. Obviously.
But I'm not talking about that!
I'm talking about people bringing up the same tired rhetoric they used when they tried to claim that nonbinary people are clout-chasing attention seekers who will keep cishet society from taking the rest of us seriously, that people used when they decided asexuals were actually cishets who co-opted our movement for their own personal gain, which was recycled from when people tried to claim that bisexuals are het-passing fakers and if a REAL queer has sex with one they'll be left for a cishet because that's what bisexuals do, which is the same as the shit they spewed at whoever the target was before that! It's paranoid nonsense all the way down, people looking for an acceptable target to take their shit out on!
Can we stop doing this, please?? Can we stop picking demographics within our own community that people arbitrarily decide are fine to bully and mock and kick out of the spaces they helped create because you think that they're cringe or that speaking about the issues they face is privileged whining? Can we stop giving bigoted cishets free reign on already vulnerable communities because someone arbitrarily decided that THESE queers are evil and cringe so its okay to make shitty comments and jokes about them? Can we PLEASE stop the cycle in its tracks while we can still see the crosshairs moving onto tranfems and trans women? We can stop this now before it starts getting uglier and deadlier, but we HAVE to be aware and do more than complaining about it online.
#spitblaze says things#and im ESPECIALLY worried because i have an extremely bad feeling that the next target is gonna be transfems and trans women#so KNOCK THAT SHIT OFF! ALL OF YOU!!!#long post#i have been wrong before! i will be wrong again! im not a spokesperson or an authority im just noticing trends#THAT HAVE ME VERY FUCKING CONCERNED#ugh. i feel like i should stop making posts about queer community stuff. i probably should for my mental health#but mostly it feels like i dont have any place to talk. unsure if thats true or anxiety brainworms but.#its never brought me anything except frustration and anguish anyway so. dont expect more original posts on the subject
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svsss fic recs. please give them to me. i feel like i have dipped into the bookmarks of every author whose taste vibed with mine, and now i keep running into the same fics, and i Yearn for More.
link to my svsss bookmarks for reference. please friends i beg of you, i need a distraction from the Realities
#svsss#mxtx svsss#scum villian self saving system#especially interested in fics with novel and interesting alternate universes#or For Want Of A Nail#or the cosmic horror of the System#or character studies that make you wonder if you ever really understood that character at all#holding out a hope for stuff about sqh as an author#as a struggling guy with a shit life having to put his art through the meat grinder to survive#i should try and find that fic where sj and yq were his ocs from high school that he tried to find an ending for#but no matter what configuration he put them in nothing ever felt True#so he gave up on ever giving them a happy ending
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