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cal count today!!

consumed: 778 cal

burned: 214 cal

total intake/net: 564 cal

i’ll update if i manage to fit in any exercise in the next 3-4 hours. Im posting this now and not at midnight because im restricting at 7pm every day again since it worked out really well last time.

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i purged.

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bro im currently fucking binging and its so bad. i don’t know why i am. i’ve tried so much to avoid it today. i had my proteins, i’ve exercised, i’ve distracted myself, i’ve drank 3 liters of water, I’ve tried drinking diet coke to satisfy me NOTHING IS WORKING HELP.

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Hey can I ask how long did it take you to go from 65 to 58 kg ? Thank you for the answer ☺️

hii! im not quite sure but im guessing around 5 ish months?? mainly because i kept switching between binging and ⭐️ving lol.

i know im shit at being anorexic 😞

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praying i never get heavier than i am rn

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the cut that always bleeds

(calories)

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The only reason my outfits aren’t eating is because I AM

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cal count today (wasn’t that good)

consumed: 981 cal!

burned: 368 cal!

total intake: 613 cal!

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i adore burning so much i go into the negatives

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some academic thinspo for you all • ☆ .° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

(this is a joke)

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My biggest regret is that I could’ve been my GW1 by now if I had just locked in for 3 months.

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"These chips are 100 calories"

oh that's actually not that bad for chips-..

"For five chips :D"

WHAT THE FUC-

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intake for today before i get forced to eat (not logging the after math of that because its so shameful i can’t).

consumed: 752 cal!

burned: 683 cal!

total intake: 69 cal!

longest fast today = 14 hrs (night to morning)

day total = 16hrs (morning to like 4pm?)

fasting time in last 24hrs = 22 hrs

ill update after i’ve worked out some more

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I SPOKE TOO FUCKING SOON I JUST GOT BOUGHT A FUCKING PIZZA. im gonna get forced to eat it. IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF. IM FASTING TMR AND THE DAY AFTER IDC.

i might just purge but even then it doesn’t bring everything up and im going to be over my cal limit because i already ate today.

I HATE IT WHEN I GET TOLD TO EAT FOOD AFTER IVE ALREADY ATE. I HATE BEING OUT OF CONTROL.

im going to gain a pound. im gonna fucking lose it.

gonna prep myself for intense cardio tomorrow. and work on some small unnoticeable workouts until i have to actually eat it.

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last 3 weeks have been so good, trying to retain my honeymoon phase again.

for reference my max daily intake has been 800 the past month.

covering the binge bc that doesn’t count guys 😞

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EASTER IS THE DAY MY WEIGHT LOSS APP PREDICTS I GET TO 110 - 100 LBS (gw) IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!!!

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im going to kill myself when easter comes around, because its typical that we receive chocolate. Im scared i won’t be able to control myself and ill binge, hopefully i don’t. I’ll try to eat them in moderation (im gonna be such a junkorexic for like 2 weeks).