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I-I mean the first thing sounds like a pretty good idea- jkjkjk..... unless?

Self care is NOT building a creature out of body parts you found in a graveyard just because science class is boring

Maybe take a nap or marry your cousin... just like dont do that first thing

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Static

I stand alone, but I feel a presence around me.

But I’m still shrouded in a bland abyss, I look down. I didn't need anyone.

Walking some people say I took forever to, the pill won't work anymore for me.

Peoples voices were static around me, static you would find listening to the television error.

To my terror someone touched my shoulder, pictures and sounds slowly coming into reality.

First the hand, the scenery then the person came into view, he was a chipper man wearing a tie.

The man asked how my world was, I didn't want to cry.

So I shook my head and tried to walk away wishing static, alone, and error.

But he persisted, pointing at the sun and the clouds, and nature to the right, I couldn't atone for it.

I insisted that I'd be nothing but in solitude, walking to the city to find my home.

I didn't need anyone's pity, I hung my coat, grabbed a coke from the cooler.

Sitting in the arm chair in the shadow, never needing a soul, except for the TV which had mine.

Picking up the remote, as if I didn't have time.

Everything returning to picture-less static returning to the beginning of my solitude. 

The only show being playing although with no picture, was the one in my head.

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Something for a website lol, i am joining a few friends on.

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My Shadow

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New mouse

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Murder in crimson and white.

Beautiful roses, oh so pretty so delicate on a bush.

Unlike red, a passion delight, so brash fiery and scarlet.

They’re white lacey petals layered as if they were a Victorian dress.

A masked party nearby came about, too announcing a tainted engagement.

But one day, dancing silhouettes over the beautiful.

 Carmine stained the colorless roses tainting them seeping into them.

The one standing silhouette that was a threat to the pallaid.

looked down upon the stained roses with the same carmine blade.

Looked up to the side frantically and ran, scarlet roses, making a masquerade.

No one never knew why red was bent, to this day, cause no one ever knew.

Never this new tale, coming into the press, once did this event, albeit heartbreaking.

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Me clearly a genius coats their mouth with Vaseline for my lips.

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Clear rootbeer. Ew its cursed, but it tastes good.

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I beheaded a snowman. He did everything to me.

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Moment

I was playing call of duty, cold war. And I was playing the Zombies mode as Adler- and my trans name is Adler. So my mom watching, she was like “Oh you’re Adler?” then i happily responded with “Yup.” . I felt so happy haha! ----- (Shes transphobic and other shit but She dosen’t know im trans.) But it was still a happy moment!!

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People, am I right?

Person who supports LGBT in my class and is LGBT themselves: Says everyone is Valid that is LGBT.

Also the person: Calls me Adler a Trans-Guy and Pansexual a Cis-het in a google meet in class.

Ps, I felt like Shit After

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(Btw the person I was open to them when i first came to the school, but because of mental issues my mental health made me be: DFTGHJK. And push everyone away while being unstable, so i might deserve this? I probably dont. But it was shitty of them to call me a cishet.)