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finally- the gofundme is now live!

the time is now for anyone who wants to aid in the relief efforts to help those of us still left behind to literally die in gaza. as i type this there is quite literally a famine in north gaza that is actively spreading- consistently killing more people daily now than the airstrikes. children are dying after starving for weeks- people are selling tree leaves as food and most cannot even afford those.

we are living through a nightmare. hell on earth. i'm still here though, am i lucky for that? i must make myself lucky. i have no other choice. my little brother and my mother were not so lucky. no match for the airstrike that i am still suffering the injuries from.

i want to thank my friend in america for helping me organize this. i could not do this without her. thank you.

anybody- friends in the west- do you see what is happening? please help me. help us. i refuse to leave but any funds that are received are also going towards helping those who wish to flee to safety across the border to egypt get to where they will be safe once and for all. it is a massive endeavor all around. every resource is extremely limited. we are working with what we are given at this point.

please reblog for visibility- if you can help in any way, i extend my very being out to you through these words with what i would be content wuth being my final plea- help us. help gaza. we will not be erased. we are still here.

[shallah-insfelimna]

i understand that some are seeking to escape by getting across the rafa border into egypt and i want to specify that donations will now also be going towards helping those who wish to flee get to safety. despite my choice to stay in must honor those who have nothing to do with this meaningless and heartless violence. please help us, rest of the world…

[shallah-insfelimna]

please signal boost if you can. i’m still suffering extreme headaches and nausea ever since being close to the blast that killed my little brother. i still cannot get into the hospital for treatment. there are countless others in similar situations as i am, and so many less lucky ones. please- if you can signal boost- anything is helping right now

a cry for help from the near-forgotten and invisible people of gaza - DAY ???

hello again, i have returned briefly thanks to a new friend's allowing me to utilize their wifi hotspot- (thank you deranged_abberation2443 on reddit!!) and i wanted to also say thank you to everyone who has helped even by simply reblogging my prior posts as even if you are unable to donate, any amount of visibility is not only helpful but neccesary.

i come to you now happy to still be alive- head hurting from the explosions - despite the hell we have all endured so far- this morning we said our prayers and it was as if for a brief moment- nature itself stood with us- i reminded myself to admire the present moment for my sanity would wane without these small moments of gratitude.

we have endured.

it is far from over.

since last posting, i have known 5 people whom were incredibly close to me to either be killed in the rubble or succumb to their untreated wounds. it is hell on earth. in heaven, there is another gaza, one filled with our fallen friends and family, all smiling and happy and free- waiting with open arms for the rest of us to finally come home.

for us still tasked with our time here in gaza on earth- we absolutely still need your help. if there is anything you can do- do it. friends in the western world- protest, bring light to this hidden horror, call it what it is- a genocide. disturb the comfort and peace so easily used to forget the truth of your neighbors crying for help, disturb public events with cries of gaza' s need, it is not rude but necessary- tell anyone who will listen and shout it at those who will not- we need you our brothers and sisters of the human race. please help us be free from this rampant and horrific inhumane injustice to our people. we are victims of someone elses perception of wrongdoing. we have nothing to do with the people killing us, we are just being made an example for some unrelated and greedy or monsterous need.

if you can reblog this please do, visibility is essential. donations help immensely in any amount. i have had my dear american friend who is the very reason you are able to read this post now- to make me a new paypal account and if i am not mistaken a crowdfunding account of some sort as well- i give her my utmost thanks- without her i would be as most of the rest of my people are- invisible.

ok it turns out that paypal is being annoying as hell so im gonna have to ask for crypto currently as i have no other way of receiving the money.

DONATE HERE:

ETH: 0xD8819EE9179e839859C1410b544110dB9B5E8991

BTC: 3QDuXseMQTXRvh2dVmdjcbfFUj3DoL4nJu

SOL: Fi5d3X4Xzcxzw5gAstLmbaxf655xWzEsYm6Z5rgBiUjN

USDT: erd10zh2scz8aaz000kmz8huj7fewkx4jht5an2npp2gwc7ex9800m2ssrz0na

i will also include the cashapp of my american friend though it is also probably going to be a bad move because like paypal its gonna shut down or lock which risks losing all donations. the best way to do it as of right now is more than likely through crypto. yay, the future? i still dont fully understand it but i know it works.

cashapp: $jaybeelerclt

once again thank you so much for your time, please donate if you can, it will help us survive. maybe even escape. i will stay until the very last drop of blood is shed though. my mother and brother were martyrs.

[shallah-insfelimna]

a cry for help from the near-forgotten and invisible people of gaza - DAY ???

hello again, i have returned briefly thanks to a new friend's allowing me to utilize their wifi hotspot- (thank you deranged_abberation2443 on reddit!!) and i wanted to also say thank you to everyone who has helped even by simply reblogging my prior posts as even if you are unable to donate, any amount of visibility is not only helpful but neccesary.

i come to you now happy to still be alive- head hurting from the explosions - despite the hell we have all endured so far- this morning we said our prayers and it was as if for a brief moment- nature itself stood with us- i reminded myself to admire the present moment for my sanity would wane without these small moments of gratitude.

we have endured.

it is far from over.

since last posting, i have known 5 people whom were incredibly close to me to either be killed in the rubble or succumb to their untreated wounds. it is hell on earth. in heaven, there is another gaza, one filled with our fallen friends and family, all smiling and happy and free- waiting with open arms for the rest of us to finally come home.

for us still tasked with our time here in gaza on earth- we absolutely still need your help. if there is anything you can do- do it. friends in the western world- protest, bring light to this hidden horror, call it what it is- a genocide. disturb the comfort and peace so easily used to forget the truth of your neighbors crying for help, disturb public events with cries of gaza' s need, it is not rude but necessary- tell anyone who will listen and shout it at those who will not- we need you our brothers and sisters of the human race. please help us be free from this rampant and horrific inhumane injustice to our people. we are victims of someone elses perception of wrongdoing. we have nothing to do with the people killing us, we are just being made an example for some unrelated and greedy or monsterous need.

if you can reblog this please do, visibility is essential. donations help immensely in any amount. i have had my dear american friend who is the very reason you are able to read this post now- to make me a new paypal account and if i am not mistaken a crowdfunding account of some sort as well- i give her my utmost thanks- without her i would be as most of the rest of my people are- invisible.

ok it turns out that paypal is being annoying as hell so im gonna have to ask for crypto currently as i have no other way of receiving the money.

DONATE HERE:

ETH: 0xD8819EE9179e839859C1410b544110dB9B5E8991

BTC: 3QDuXseMQTXRvh2dVmdjcbfFUj3DoL4nJu

SOL: Fi5d3X4Xzcxzw5gAstLmbaxf655xWzEsYm6Z5rgBiUjN

USDT: erd10zh2scz8aaz000kmz8huj7fewkx4jht5an2npp2gwc7ex9800m2ssrz0na

i will also include the cashapp of my american friend though it is also probably going to be a bad move because like paypal its gonna shut down or lock which risks losing all donations. the best way to do it as of right now is more than likely through crypto. yay, the future? i still dont fully understand it but i know it works.

cashapp: $jaybeelerclt

once again thank you so much for your time, please donate if you can, it will help us survive. maybe even escape. i will stay until the very last drop of blood is shed though. my mother and brother were martyrs.

[shallah-insfelimna]

I hope this message finds you well. We are a family living in harsh and difficult conditions due to the war, suffering daily from fear and destruction. I am writing to you today, appealing to your kind hearts to share our story and help us reach a safe place where we can live in peace. Your support and sharing of our story may be our only hope in this ordeal. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for your understanding and generosity.

[shallah-insfelimna]

its getting scary here. my paypal was banned for who knows what reason. consider donating in ETH or BTC. its the best option for myself and my people right now.

ETH: 0xD8819EE9179e839859C1410b544110dB9B5E8991

BTC: 3QDuXseMQTXRvh2dVmdjcbfFUj3DoL4nJu

its been suprisingly quiet today. too quiet. i truly hope it stays this way bur i know better. everyone is sorrowful, i can tell some are giving up. do not let go. remember your fallen people to continue in their stead. good grace on all of the people stuck in gaza hear with me as my neighbors.

[shallah-insfelimna]

while i still have connection (just in case something happens to me or i lose the ability to communicate online) is there anything you guys think i could do or show you to help bring awareness or empathy or even just quell any questions or curiosity about this situation over here? i’m not able to be online often as i must take care of my community over here and of course myself.

[shallah-insfelimna]

here is the paypal link. please- we are all starving at this point our area has been under what i understand to be called a siege and we are getting nothing in and nothing out.

this is my american friends account she has been an absolute blessing in these trying and terrible time but she is pushing on with such virility i cannot even express how thankful i am.

it is easy to lose hope in a situation like this. there seems to be no justification for why we have to be the unwilling victims of someone else’s conflict and then nobody telling us where to go like we are supposed to just sit here and be slaughtered. do not lose hope even though it seems so unreal and unfair. we will make it through this a stronger people than ever.

an american friend who i have known online for many years is helping to set me up a gofundme account. from what i understand it is a crowdfunding for getting money for supplies and helping my people out generally speaking. i do not go into this expecting anything at all so i am hoping that i am surprised by even the smallest bit of support. i cannot even begin to explain how necessary this is right now. anything helps- it could mean the difference between life and death which i have come to learn are such fragile things.

TAKE NOTHING FOR GRANTED AND LOVE THOSE THAT YOU HAVE WHILE YOU CAN

if anyone should want to help before the gofundme is launched, you can also donate with this link- this is another one of my neighbors in gaza project- help him so he can keep helping us- he delivers food water and medical supplies on his bike when possible

umm ok paypal is neonmaxima2133 if you want to try that, literally a dollar goes a long way here but we will need many as there are more injured and in need than i can even conceptualize

cashapp of american friend who is able to get the money and goods to us is $lusynth

um i think that is it unless you want to apple pay me i have a phone here it’s apple so apple pay is 828 266 8648

bless you all

[shallah-insfelimna]

an american friend who i have known online for many years is helping to set me up a gofundme account. from what i understand it is a crowdfunding for getting money for supplies and helping my people out generally speaking. i do not go into this expecting anything at all so i am hoping that i am surprised by even the smallest bit of support. i cannot even begin to explain how necessary this is right now. anything helps- it could mean the difference between life and death which i have come to learn are such fragile things.

TAKE NOTHING FOR GRANTED AND LOVE THOSE THAT YOU HAVE WHILE YOU CAN

if anyone should want to help before the gofundme is launched, you can also donate with this link- this is another one of my neighbors in gaza project- help him so he can keep helping us- he delivers food water and medical supplies on his bike when possible

umm ok paypal is neonmaxima2133 if you want to try that, literally a dollar goes a long way here but we will need many as there are more injured and in need than i can even conceptualize

cashapp of american friend who is able to get the money and goods to us is $lusynth

um i think that is it unless you want to apple pay me i have a phone here it’s apple so apple pay is 828 266 8648

bless you all

[shallah-insfelimna]

people ask me if i am to leave gaza. they forget that my mother and little brother were martyrs. i am the only one of my family left alive, and with injuries too. the blast gave me a concussion so bad that i now am dealing with brain fog and other deficits. i can not even go to the hospital because of the situation here. i am terrified, yes. but i will not back down against this injustice. i stand for those who no longer can- until the end. pray for gaza. pray for love.

[shallah-insfelimna]

its so chatotic outside. there is nothing left. no water, food, no help. just a wave of the hand from the west. this blog is my only way in my mind to amplify mine and my loved ones and friends voices to the west that unknowingly supports and oppresses such a regime....

i am real, my family is real, even if more are killed we will not be erased and we will continue to stand with our fist in the air