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Just keep moving as much as possible—don't stop. Even if you're sitting, move your arms or torso.

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EDBlr may have it's issues but at least it's somewhat compassionate and introspective, it's not overwhelming and the site is cleaner and with less engagement farming accounts. I remember visiting ED Twitter before and it was downright cruel even by meansp𝛟 standards (T_T)

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Could never date a bald man. Imagine him crying in my arms, and I look down and see my reflection in his head 💀😭

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Did you grow up in a 'finish your plate' household? If so, how's your binge eating going now?

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Don't neglict hydration and take your electrolytes while f@sting!!!

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I wish humans were like animals they never have to worry about eating the right thing

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I have a skinny friend and she literally doesn't care?!! Like her mind isn't occupied with food 24 / 7, she lives off coffee and water and occasional snacks like fruit, and she eats much more at lunch but nothing else, she's slow as hell at eating and cravings are not a thing to her. I used to beat myself up for not being like her until i realized that her "moderation" isn't as mine.

🐰Is it only me or is anyone else wondering, if every skinny, thin person they pass by or see has an ED?

Like, how do you do that? How is your weight so low? That is the only explanation I have for this: they must also struggle, and if it's not that I am jealous. ooOoooOh to look like them: how do they not worry?

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Water is so underrated.

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"My daughter is fine!" Your daughter leaves the bathroom spotless every time, Sharon!

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Taking pictures periodically is so motivating for weightloss because wtf was that 😭

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It's unfair how purging feels sooooo good!! :(

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Just braided my hair and I look so cute. When I get skinny, it’s OVER for you all.

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I hate when men say 'fatherless behavior' because it undermines the effort I put into being a degenerate.

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I don't want to be a man, but I want to try it. Like, really try it. Just for one day, I want to look so convincing that I confuse everyone—including myself—when I look in the mirror.

I want a new name, a different face, a deeper voice, a whole persona. I want to be someone else entirely. Not forever, just for 24 hours. Imagine the freedom of walking around as this entirely different person, even fooling people I know. What would that feel like? Who would I become?

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Binge eating tip

I craved a burger so I started watching Mukbangs of people eating burgers, and instead of satisfying my craving, I ended up feeling super grossed out.

Like, suddenly I'm hyper-aware of all these little details: the stickiness of licking your fingers after fries, the way sauce drips down the side of your mouth, the way burger fillings squish and slide out, the hravy breathing, the lip smacking sound...ugh. It was overwhelming and add to it if the person is fat?!

It made me realize something about myself: when I eat, aside from enjoying the taste, I’m not really present with the sensory experience. I just consume, barely noticing the physical details. That’s probably why I often feel like I’m still craving something—I’m not fully grounded in the act of eating, and I eat super quickly.

But watching someone else eat? That forced me to analyze it. And now I’m rethinking everything about how I interact with food and you start to see how actually unappetizing it may be.

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It's weird how a restrictive diet like the one I'm doing now feels more liberating, I'm less controlled by my craving and I feel lighter and my mind is clearer.

I love the structure and how I'm no longer having decision fatigue, and how could I? It's only sardines no other options 💪

I feel in control and strong, I can achieve anything.

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81.8 kgs to 79.7 kg!!